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Newfound love for MDMA by Haggar - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:11:04 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4638068 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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So, I've just recently experimented with MDMA, even though I had tried numerous psychedelics countless times in the past, and I FUCKING LOVE IT. Everything just feels better, even on small doses. If I could, I would take it every weekend and never drink alcohol again when going out. It is fucking MAGIC and I'll cherish it forever.

Well, clearly there's still some lingering euphoria from my past experiences, but even from an objective point of view it has some very interesting effects that I wish to replicate as often as I can still call it healthy. I know taking MDMA too often will fuck you up, even if you don't take large doses and supplement, so as unfortunate as it is I won't abuse this drug. That being said, what are your close favorites after MDMA that give you a similar feeling? I hear 2C-B is somewhat similar, what do you think?

Help me fulfill my heart's desire for everlasting molly love.
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Nicholas Dudgewater - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:12:44 EST ID:rkaBLHot No.4638070 Ignore Report Quick Reply
that's cool.. cute girl tho
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Tiger Mask - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:17:44 EST ID:QAIth0AQ No.4638073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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There's a whole board dedicated to that, op. Nb. Have fun!
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Haggar - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:23:41 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4638076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638073
I know, but as I'm looking for drugs similar to MDMA, I thought this might not belong in a board that is for the exclusive discussion of molly and molly accessories.
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Leonard Garcia - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:44:43 EST ID:ul0e6cji No.4638087 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4638068
MDMA will fuck you up and you won't even notice it, that's the problem with molly stay with the psychedellic-stuff, it's far more "real". Molly doesn't feel real after a while maybe you will know what I mean sometime in the future.
Good luck you fool!
Also: 2C-B is bullshit too.
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FuckingDumblefoot.mpp - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:45:30 EST ID:UOhypMQK No.4638088 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i love how subtle MDMA is for me. i never acted out while on it, just a very comfy loving mental space

i don't know any similar drugs sadly, i recomend candyflips though, it's the best of both worlds
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Douglas Adams - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:49:36 EST ID:XTpMr0p7 No.4638092 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638087
Disagree 2cb isn’t bullshit

Op mdma is cool but you HAVE to do it in moderation. Not even for your own health, it simply because it loses its magic the more you do it. Simple truth
2cb is cool in that it shares some similar feeling. Good rave drug. IMO 2ci more similarly replicates the emotion and euphoria of mdma. 2ci is more euphoric all around than really any other psy I’ve done
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Haggar - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 23:11:10 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4638103 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638087
Why do you think 2C-B is bullshit? I've heard nothing but good things about it. Some say it's similar to a candyflip, though I'm taking that with a few grains of salt.
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Tadashi Nakajima - Sat, 11 Nov 2017 23:28:16 EST ID:bZlBILhE No.4638106 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638068
MDMA was my DOC for years. I rolled every 1-2 weeks for 4 years straight, and I loved every minute of it. The thing is though, molly is for those who want to escape reality, it is a psychedelic that only provides to you the good times and allows you to ignore reality. Most other psychedelics show you things about yourself and life in a brutal, often beautiful manner. Of course, MDMA is all well and good if you want to simply have a great time, and I still stand by the fact that it is pretty harmless, with almost no scope for physical addiction. That being said, you can become habitually addicted and it can cause issues within your life.

I'm 29 now and I used it for 4 years from the age of 16-20, and towards the end I was kind of messed up. Having compulsive tendencies, depression from lack of serotonin and issues with concentrating with my studies. I haven't rolled in 8 years and I have been diagnosed with high blood pressure at the age of 25, even though I am not overweight, a nice bit of muscle and go to the gym 4-5 times a week.

Also we don't know the long term effects of MDMA on humans as it has not been around long enough. Some of the ingredients to make it are highly carcinogenic, and I'm sure most of the street chemists won't be able to remove the waste from their product; this isn't government grade MDMA after all.

I loved taking MDMA with ketamine, MDMD with acid, and MDA by itself. MDA is really trippy, and I feel it is very interesting to experiment with. That being said, I don't use drugs anymore for various reasons, and I find happiness and peace in getting in touch with myself and life without the aide of substances.
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Raymundo VonRibbentropp - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 00:00:26 EST ID:vKBqzmcB No.4638113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>been a hardcore stoner for over 10 years now
>tried meth, opiates, shrooms, LSD, DXM, 4ACoDMT, Xanax, even found some kick ass Cocaine
>not a god damn soul knows what I'm talking about when I say MDMA
>bought pills at raves only to find they were some sort of piperazine
>"its molly bruhhh" jolly african-american tried to sell me baking soda in gelcaps
what the fuck where do you find this god like drug? and why is dance culture so fucking pretentious about drugs now? I always heard ravers were druggies but like literally anyone I know whos into EDM is super anti-drug straight edge
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 00:05:51 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638116 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638113
Same place you get your LSD, in my experience. Meaning somebody who knows their shit and tests their product. Somebody cool who you trust. Otherwise, enjoy your shit grade meth cut with caffeine and baby laxative.
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Eliza Dartdock - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 00:11:27 EST ID:UHxzd+pq No.4638120 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638116
I dunno man, I know plenty of LSD users who don't fuck with molly.

LSD is life. LSD is love.

Molly is only love.
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Edward Sollywodge - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 00:58:05 EST ID:HkuHQ0Sj No.4638141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638120
Well, if we are going to be objective, one is a synthetic chemical component and the other is a chemical component based on the poison of certain mushrooms.
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James Martin - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 02:51:57 EST ID:kLEeMFap No.4638165 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638141
LSD has nothing to do with mushroom poisons that's just wrong friend
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Eliza Dartdock - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 02:54:34 EST ID:UHxzd+pq No.4638166 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638141
LSD is totally synthesized, bro. It's only an analogue to ergot's toxins.
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James Martin - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:00:11 EST ID:kLEeMFap No.4638168 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638166
and ergot ain't no mushroom friends
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Ermac - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:06:55 EST ID:eaUnRDxX No.4638169 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638166
Are you fucking serious friend? You're either too ignorant to post or you're willfully disseminating misinformation. Both are bullshit.
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James Martin - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:10:21 EST ID:kLEeMFap No.4638170 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638169
he's correct though duder

LSD was originally synthesized from ergots main toxic alkaloid ergotamine
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Eliza Dartdock - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:10:58 EST ID:UHxzd+pq No.4638171 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638169
Who gives a shit? LSD was synthesized. Ergot is a fungus not a mushroom.

stop whining.
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James Martin - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:13:18 EST ID:kLEeMFap No.4638172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638171
well he was wrong and we were right so just for the sake of me winning I give a shit
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:19:41 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638172
[insert existential platitude]
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Ermac - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:22:07 EST ID:eaUnRDxX No.4638174 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638172
Ok so it is derived from a FUNGUS ergo (pun intended) you are correct.
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:26:39 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638176 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638174
Actually it comes from outer space.
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Ermac - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:40:28 EST ID:eaUnRDxX No.4638177 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638176
Shut up
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:40:50 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638178 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638177
lol
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Ermac - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:47:26 EST ID:eaUnRDxX No.4638179 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4638178
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:50:10 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638180 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638179
is that kim john un
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Jake Morgendorffer - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:55:56 EST ID:1im/HzGa No.4638181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638180
it's Kim Jong Nu
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Jake Morgendorffer - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 03:56:41 EST ID:1im/HzGa No.4638182 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638181
Jim Kong Nu I mean

Sorry I get confused sometimes
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 04:08:54 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638184 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638182
Jimbo "King" Kong Nu, the famous Korean welterweight MMA fighter and StarCraft champion
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HenrySoddlehall.cmf - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 04:09:42 EST ID:dsaotJya No.4638185 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Eliza Dartdock - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 04:14:44 EST ID:UHxzd+pq No.4638189 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Why don't we just do enough acid to merge into one human? We will change all our names to the same thing, walk around and respond to the name, act in our own self interest, etc.
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 04:19:41 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638192 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638189
The CIA tried that, for a while. The entity tried to overthrow the government and they had to detonate a neutron bomb at the lab in New Mexico.
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Jake Morgendorffer - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 04:54:18 EST ID:1im/HzGa No.4638210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638184
A very interesting, multi faceted man
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Mavis Fudgecurl - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 06:24:02 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4638226 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638185
The red hue to the background accentuates the slight sexual overtones of the photo. Selective colourising of the hair demonstrates a detachment from the subject. The coloured background highlights the figure, making her pop out against the background, as though her form were in reality much more than the two dimensions of the photo, which the selective colour seeks to overcome. It is a chaotic battlefield, a battle royale. On one side is the original photo, its particular content lost to the result found here; on another side is the black-and-white photo which is the result; and here is a new interpretation, with colour applied where it may find its root. It's a good thing.
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Hidehiko Yoshida - Sun, 12 Nov 2017 12:26:19 EST ID:vWiYgnKs No.4638306 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4638068
Enjoy it while it lasts. Or spread it out and enjoy it for longer. I took way too much over a few years (like every other weekend) and even MDMA gets boring (and your brain chemicals get all fucked probably permanently).

>>4638113
In total, I bought 2 ounces of MDMA off Silk Road a few years ago. High purity brown sugar. Sold some, gave a lot away, and took loads. Caught a felony and now I don't touch it anymore. :^/
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Kabal - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 15:00:56 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4639451 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4638306
OP here. Any tips for rolling three consecutive days? I'm going to Lollapalooza next year, and I'll be damned if I don't spend all three days high off my nut. Alternatively, what other "festival drugs" would you recommend? I'll probably take some LSD once or twice, and maybe some weed throughout the whole festival. Perhaps some alcohol, if it's not too outrageously expensive (as I expect it will).

I'll supplement with vitamin C and maybe some other things off rollsafe, and definitely melatonin to help me sleep and for those sweet, sweet antioxidants.
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Michelle Forbes - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 15:32:02 EST ID:J2eEdgda No.4639463 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4639451
>Any tips for rolling three consecutive days?
Take some more when you start coming down, exponentially, and also meth.
Obviously this entails a degree of brain damage.
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Kabal - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:03:46 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4639518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4639463
I should clarify, roll three consecutive days, but not continuously, and still come out of the weekend arguably mentally unscathed. I'm willing to substitute MDMA for another drug, or maybe take one day off to cool down. Also, I'll try to drink plenty of fluids (without overdoing it) and eat well, as well as take as many supplements to avoid permanent brain damage.

I haven't tried any 2C, but I'll surely do way before the festival. From what I've read, it's pretty fucking incredible. Would you recommend X one day (with a redose right before coming down), 2C-X on the other, and maybe just good ol' lucy on the third? I'll still have to plan this well so the drugs fit the music I'm planning on listening each day.

Guys, please feel free to chime in and tell me how stupid I am if you think I'll fuck up my brain. I'm open to wake up calls.
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Ebenezer Pebbersune - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:05:34 EST ID:nJkrco7e No.4639520 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639518
Go to erowid or something and read up on this you fucking idiot. Don't roll three days straight, continuously or not. Orange juice? Fucking orange juice? Hopefully nobody's going to be dumb enough to give you any real drugs.
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Diddy Kong - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:06:04 EST ID:1im/HzGa No.4639521 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639518
Roll one day

Just one roll takes enough of a toll on your body. Do some other drugs the other 2 days. Shrooms or something.
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Augustus Murdstone - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:09:48 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4639522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You don't wanna roll for three days.

Just because you can, doesn't mean you should.
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Kabal - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:19:18 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4639525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639520 >>4639522
Welp, that was quick. Thanks for the wake up call. It's just... the temptation is too strong. But I get you.

>>4639521
Yeah, this is probably the smartest choice. Maybe I'll just microdose LSD on the first and drink throughout the day (something I have done a few times and its great), roll on the second, and take some 2C-X or 4-aco-dmt on the last. I think this is a lot less damaging, and I could still maybe feel good on Monday.
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Ebenezer Pebbersune - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:23:02 EST ID:nJkrco7e No.4639527 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639525
Just because you're taking different drugs doesn't mean they won't compound the damage from each other. Besides which, I don't think you fully understand what microdosing is. I really doubt you'll be able to get all the things you want at the right times in the order you want. Just go and have fun and don't overdo anything.
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Kabal - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:32:35 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4639532 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639527
The "damage" we've been talking so far has been the neurotoxicity of MDMA, which is avoidable if you don't go overboard (as I was planning on doing). LSD and psilocin (4-aco-dmt) are known to not cause any apparent damage (more science needs to be done, I'll admit), specially if you don't abuse them. I think it's safe to say this combination is fine, health-wise. Maybe I won't sleep that well, or wake up later than anticipated and feeling groggy, but nothing more. Correct me if I'm wrong.

About microdosing, I've been doing it for a few months, and I've got this down to a science. What I meant was, drinking is great when you're in the mindset microdosing gives you.
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Ebenezer Pebbersune - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:36:16 EST ID:nJkrco7e No.4639534 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639532
Certainly most 2C things affect the same neuroreceptors as MDMA so yes that's a risk. You do you though, it'll probably be okay.
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Kabal - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:44:01 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4639535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4639534
I'll have to read up on it. All I know about the 2C family are the trip reports. Thank for indulging me.

I'm still interested in recommendations of other drugs to fill the void MDMA will leave when taking the month-long breaks between rolls.
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Jean-Baptiste Troisgros - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 18:49:21 EST ID:8F6P+gz+ No.4639537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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MDMA is my favorite most precious drug and I treat it as such. I only do it on very special occasions, which is generally when I go to a festival. I only take it once during that occasion. I calculate out exactly how much I need to take and I always have the absolute best mind-blowing experience, every time is better than the last.

I always try to take a little bit of LSD when I'm rolling as well, but it's not always possible to find.

I load up on 5-htp and other vitamins the week before and after to mitigate the comedown. Having self-control makes it so that I can continue to enjoy this beautiful for many more years.

God I love MDMA.
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Arlen Hashbottom - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 20:03:56 EST ID:XuQfNk/o No.4639552 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4639525
2c-x the first night, 4-aco & chill the second, candyflip the 3rd worked well for me in the past. The cross-tolerance between 2c-x and a 4-sub trypt is not so bad, and the cross-tolerance between the latter and LSD is mitigated by it being part of a flip. The middle night provides a breather between double-stacking substituted phenethylamines, and would be a good time to break out the weed as well.

Since you probably won't sleep particularly well if at all the night you roll, and they usually have the best sets on the last night anyway (generally speaking), saving it for then would be the logical choice for me personally. If I still had any interest in MDMA that is. For a candyflip, I found taking LSD in the afternoon and then dropping the x after dark worked better than taking both at once. As for a "microdose," it will kill your tolerance without accomplishing much that weed couldn't have done.

Food, vitamins/supplements, hydration, and getting at least some sleep are important to minimize the damage and not feel like shit though. Pic related is great to have if you'll be dancing a lot. Maybe some light landing gear, but be mindful of the drive home before popping that flubro or whatever. This sort of 3-day combo is not something I'd suggest doing more than once or twice a year.

Also, is it just me or do weed and 2c-I not really play nice together?
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Skier Thomas - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 21:39:22 EST ID:BowkiUKZ No.4639577 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639534
The fuck are you talking about? The 2C family are basically artificial cactus juices, they're phenethylamines.

They affect the same neuroreceptors as MDMA, but so do LSD/LSA, shrooms/DMT, etc.

The difference is on how they use those neuroreceptors. 2C drugs, LSD, shrooms, they all REPLACE serotonin in your brain, and start sitting on serotonin receptors. That's how psychedelics work. They force your brain to stop operating on SEROTONIN OS so they can load in their own TRYPTAMINE OS, or ERGOLINE OS, or PHENETHYLAMINE OS.

MDMA tells your body to RELEASE some/a lot/almost all (depending on the dosage) of your stockpiled serotonin in order to cause that extreme feel-good feeling.

Even though both drug families operate on the same receptor, their effects couldn't be any more different.
Doing too many psychedelics can certainly cause harm, but that is purely restricted to mental problems and visual problems. You won't get (chemically) depressed or get severe memory damage from abusing psychedelics like you can with MDMA. Because the methods of using the serotonin receptors are completely different.
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Chushiro Hayashi - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 14:32:47 EST ID:x8YryM8g No.4641239 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4639537
OP here. I still need to try candyflipping, I tried it with some 25b-NBOMe I had laying around, but not enough to make much of a difference.

>>4639552
I'll probably do either 2C-x or 4-aco-dmt, not both. As for microdosing LSD, I haven't noticed any difference in tolerance when I occasionally take a recreational dose after microdosing ~10ug twice a week.
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Chrono - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 15:32:33 EST ID:vWiYgnKs No.4641250 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4639537

This man has the right idea. Storytime.
> Be me. 2011-2013.
> In the military, can't smoke weeeeeed.
> On the original Silk Road buying like crazy.
> Pure JWH-018 powder, smoked straight rocks and got stupid high, every night. 3 hours of sleep before physical exercise sometimes.
> 5g pure alprazolam powder, one toothpick scoop Friday night blacked me out for the weekend in a benzo bliss.
> like 50g brown sugar MDMA in total. Rolling every weekend. I got e-tarded as fuck. Eventually bored with MDMA. Got to where I could eat and sleep on it.
> (The MDMA later got me a felony after a controlled delivery. ):
> Once I accidentally mixed alprazolam and MDMA at an anime convention. I acted stupid and don't remember anything. :(
> 100 hits of L in total. That's one drug I respect. Tripping one day, I made a "life plan" and stuck to it, graduated college and accomplished things.
> 25c-nBOME. Fuck that shit. srsly. I took too much, five 1g blotters, not realizing you can OD easily. Not pleasant and a week-long migraine ensued.
> Did all these drugs alone (and on IRC, here.)

Overall, I respect my body. That's rule #1. But I had an extremely reckless period of young adulthood. Now I'm almost 30 and realizing how fucked my brain is. I don't feel emotions and am unwillingly nihilist as fuck.
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Magnus - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 16:18:00 EST ID:YbWvR5Gu No.4641272 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4641250
>Now I'm almost 30 and realizing how fucked my brain is. I don't feel emotions and am unwillingly nihilist as fuck.
Is that all that happens? That doesn't sound so bad. I'm already depressed and soulless. Maybe I'll get so down that I come out the other side in China or wherever.
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PokéFan Walter - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 16:18:40 EST ID:lT18g633 No.4641273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4641250
> I don't feel emotions and am unwillingly nihilist as fuck.

Dude, that's just adulthood over 30. I've done almost no drugs, lifetime, and feel the same way. Like injecting one pot every other year (straight to the dome), and drink an alcohol every few months.
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Chrono - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 17:04:09 EST ID:vWiYgnKs No.4641289 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4641273

You might be right. I work in a fancy restaurant and I'm hearing coworkers in their 40s say "Fuck, there has to be more to life." When they've been serving tables for like 15 years. The U.S. is fucked. We are deprived of meaningful, fulfilling, and profitable labor. Opportunity to even conceive of any American Dream is dead. Capitalism is going to fail in our lifetime bc of it IMO.

So I fear that at my current economic strata and boring life, there's much more nihilism to come
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Tidus - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 17:52:18 EST ID:QkMXJEj1 No.4641310 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>4641289

And whose fault is it that the average American is a lazy, wasteful consumer whore that shops at Walmart and doesn't see an issue with the fast food industry? None of those bs lines of work or corporations would exist if people didn't shop there. Also there are plenty of ways to work for yourself doing something you enjoy. People are just lazy as fuck
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Ian Sedgefuck - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 17:55:10 EST ID:1lMlbCl1 No.4641311 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4641273
Thats a spicky looking neonazi
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Chrono - Sat, 18 Nov 2017 18:05:19 EST ID:vWiYgnKs No.4641318 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>4641310

My plan is to eventually make it to grad school to get my PhD. I already got my Bachelors with Honors and all that jive. I love my field. Like, it gets me high.
But there's no opportunity where I live. My kid is here, so I'm here to see her grow up for a while.

I know I've posted the link a few times here to one of the spammers, but my emergency escape plan is Americorps. Probably 3 more years if I'm not actively enrolling/applying to a Grad program. I need to retake my GRE. My math score is shite.

Sign up and Americorps deploy your ass across the U.S. to do community service. Lots of teaching and administrative stuff working with the poor. The pay is shit, but Americorps puts you up and feeds you I think. It's a way to see the world without joining the military. (They even take certain felons, probationers, and misfits. But those types end up building houses for Habitat for Humanity.)


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