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felony by Martha Nanningfuck - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 08:15:51 EST ID:XUvhiudI No.139597 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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is it true that in some states its a felony for any possession of a controlled substance? i just read a thing on a forum where some guy got charged 6 felony counts for 6 xanax pills
George Sunnerbin - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 23:56:48 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.139603 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Depending on the cop and how much you fucked up, anything can be a felony. Never trust state laws for shit. If you messed up and got caught the arresting officer is the deciding factor in how hard you get hit, not the law.

Cedric Semmershit - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 02:13:03 EST ID:XUvhiudI No.139608 Ignore Report Quick Reply
no its not its based on how much you have
George Sunnerbin - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 04:07:24 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.139609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you're talking money then yeah, it's all that. But still, a question like OP's is vague and reeks of underage B&

Hedda Chedgechodge - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 20:45:06 EST ID:L07A8dVI No.139620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Eh, I think would be generally impossible to prosecute two 5 MGs pills as two felonies. Over 50, a hundred could get a possible attempted distribution chage,
considering the amount. Plus posieesion, or likely just posession depending on the circumastances. Like sell 3 for $10 All pckeged in small xip bags.

One could explain that is how they bought them if they are dead to rights for distribution amounts. But 6 pills, there si no laes I know of that would consider
a measly amount of pills multiple felonies for simly posessing them./

Clonazepam vs Diazepam by Terror Incognito - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 01:42:14 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.139595 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm prescribed 2 mg clonazepam a day and I was thinking of switching to Valium. ""

thoughts? should I bother switching or just stick with the clonazepam? I don't really like the way it makes me feel all that much anymore, but the pros still outweigh the cons so I dunno
Lydia Wullysadge - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 05:56:42 EST ID:SO8bCCKr No.139596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I like clonazepam. Sometimes the brand of generic differs from some.
You can though take like 1/4 of one mg to start. Then half, then another 1/4
withing an hour or 2 3 and achieve different, maybe better results.

valium tends to be more sedating I think. Kinda like dulls activities a bit more.
But haven't taken for long enough to notice what I like better. Especially as far as getting things done. Can talk talk talk with clonazepam. .
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 11:55:40 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Clonazepam is a solid benzo. The long duration and subtle effects are perfect for GAD and/or SAD. However, the drug is especially suited for sedation and as an anticonvulsant. Diazepam is the king benzo. Diazepam is one of two benzos that is actually considered long-lasting due to an insanely long duration with two active metabolites (oxazepam and temazepam) that can last up to 4 days. Diazepam is incredible for physical and psychological anxiety as well as muscle tension. While the drug is not as strong of an anticonvulsant as clonazepam it does have anticonvulsant properties.

What do YOU consider to be the best Benzodiazepine? by Terror Incognito - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 14:26:43 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.139584 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'll start.

I really enjoy pretty much all of them. The thing is, some of them don't get me to the spot I like to be. I'm prescribed 2 mg of clonazepam twice a day but it just doesn't quite sedate me to the point I enjoy the most.

I have a love/hate relationship with Clonazolam. It's so great in like, almost every facet. It's just potent as all fuck and basically just sketchy as shit if you don't know how to properly dose.

I could take or leave Alprazolam. It's good. I prefer the sadation of Alpraz over Klon any day, but Klon has more euphoria IMO.

Now, I understand Etizolam is technically a theinotriazolodiazepene, but it still kinda fits the bill. As for it's rapid onset, and euphoria I'd say it takes the cake IMO. I just wish it were a little more sedating and hypnotic like Clonazepam.

Clonazepam is definitely in second place.

I haven't really tried any other benzos besides Diclazepam and that was pretty forgettable since it's so subtle. Mainly used for withdrawal.

anywhozzles... what say you, fine lads?
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Samuel Pellyford - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 14:58:01 EST ID:hvvbbWtY No.139585 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Idk why but I've always had a thing for Alprazolam. Just the quickness of the onset and the sedation makes it to where I can take a lesser dose, and just chill and smoke if I want, and It is a GODSEND for comdowns on stims or psychs.
I remember once I was crashing hard on some stims and I took 2 bars and passed out without even realizing.

My least favorite is hands down, by far Clonazolam.
You're right about how fucking powerful it is, but It has too much of a redose urge for me. I get the euphoria, but then I ALWAYS think I can take a little more, and then I just keep up that sobriety delusion until im acting like a complete goon.
That shit landed me in jail once because I ended up walking down the side of the road at 3 a.m barefoot.
A cop stopped me just to ask what I was doing, and I ended up running.
got chased and resisted arrest.
Woke up on the floor of some dirty drunk tank in county wondering how the fuck I got there.
It's so retarded because the entire south has banned Etziolam which is way safer that Clam, but dumbass politicians still allow Clam in the south.
Terror Incognito - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 15:31:54 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.139586 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Anyone tried Diazepam? I was thinking of asking my doc to put me on it. It seems pretty awesome from what I've heard.
Cedric Gonninghere - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 20:59:34 EST ID:9oY/evaX No.139587 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You cant really speak much for benzo's if the only ones you've tried are kpins and xanax with maybe a couple online RC's in the mix.

Diazapam is complex in its effects in a good way. Xanax is hard-hitting, but not much of a buzz. Clonazepam is relaxing and long lasting. And lorazepam is a bottom tier shit benzo. Temazepam takes the cake as far as recreational benzos go.
Esther Fondlechidging - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 00:22:55 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139594 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Most favorite benzo ever is meclonazepam; I respond much better to it than regular clonazepam or any Rx benzo. Etizolam is good too but I wish it lasted a little longer. I like diazepam's potency compared to other benzos as in my mind 10 mg beats .5 mg of clonaz/alpraz probably just due to purely psychological reasons. Diazepam has the best muscle relaxing properties but usually i'm taking benzos for anxiety and not for muscle relaxation.

I hate clonazolam, that shit is a potential life destroyer and rapes your brain imo. I'd rather guzzle some liquor if I want to get shitfaced than take an ultra-potent benzo for recreational purposes...benzo withdrawal is hell. Alcohol rapes your brain too but it takes some dedication to downregulate your receptors as severely as something like clonazolam does in such a short period of usage.

Alpraz OD by Phyllis Chennerdug - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 18:02:41 EST ID:hljqLIzf No.139495 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Been tapering a while, went out of town & fell off the hwy so I was stuck with what I brought. Ended up going 3 days ct, when I got back I took my normal dose & od'd. Took 4 bars, wondering how long od symptoms will last, if I should take more, etc

Thx in adv, symptoms are shortness of breath lightheadedness etc. If symptoms are mild can I get away without going to the pidal?
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Ernest Billingwill - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 17:29:57 EST ID:hljqLIzf No.139530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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clever girl..

+1 stank token if you can find the alien
Ernest Billingwill - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 17:46:04 EST ID:hljqLIzf No.139531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ernest Billingwill - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 17:50:19 EST ID:hljqLIzf No.139532 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Angus Seshstod - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 21:24:16 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.139588 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I found them. Now what?
Fucking Gollernug - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 23:11:36 EST ID:u5Un0YUp No.139591 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP I felt the same way when i was oding on fentanl shit is not fun go to a hospital man they will prescribe you Librium to stop the withdrawal. If its some weird benzo that is mega potent you might end up getting barbiturates man. Go get help you could fucking have a seizure and die .

ambien and booze by Phoebe Fibbleway - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 23:46:13 EST ID:+lwOxqPG No.139501 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have 2x 10mg ambien and 500ml of 12.5% wine. How bad would it realistically be if I took all this on an empty stomach with no benzo/ambien tolerance? (I don't eat much nowadays, either. Less than 1000 calories on most days, including booze. Dunno if that factors in.) While I don't care all that much about potential lethality, I should probably try to avoid it, though my main concern is blacking out and causing damage to myself/others.

thanks dads
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Hugh Hobberputch - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 03:08:47 EST ID:DDeECatk No.139507 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ambien for sleep but I don't see it that way really. Bumping into walls trying to get to bed, things seem more like a different drug (as intended ) than for sleep.
Phoebe Fibbleway - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 03:46:22 EST ID:+lwOxqPG No.139508 Ignore Report Quick Reply
reporting in to let yall kno that after having consumed the specified substances, i am not dead or in a car crash, lol, though typing takes some effort i guess. i also have the desire to drink more :///////// i also took 25 mg dph because why not

not euphoric, but i feel pretty chill rn tho i do have work in the morning ://
Phoebe Fibbleway - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 03:48:35 EST ID:+lwOxqPG No.139509 Ignore Report Quick Reply
as a final note, fuck valentines day and i hope you all experience the searing pain of unrequited love
Charles Gablinggold - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 06:40:34 EST ID:RjczlE0D No.139550 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I remember taking this combination in a park with friends when I was ~17-18. One of them called me saying he was lost, turned out he was about 2 metres away under a low shrub. Good times.
Wesley Gonderchore - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 05:44:51 EST ID:sZ79iAsG No.139580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good thread, sus

legitimate benzo use question by Reuben MacReubenstein - Mon, 25 Dec 2017 01:39:08 EST ID:v2WQdnbN No.138710 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am on valium for very legitimate medical purposes (trying not to get ptsd waiting for the long term drugs to kick in)

I take approx 1mg every 6-10 hours on average, sometimes 2mg or even 5mg (only once during the middle of the psychosis stage of this shit so far and wew lad that shit will put any trip youve ever had to fucking shame trust me) if I absolutely need to. havent needed 2mg+ for days

What I am worried about is this: will my tolerance build within the course of a few weeks to the point that my 1mg dosings will become too little to slow my head down? Zero desire to abuse this shit btw, I never even used opiates aside from once (serious lung infection) because fuck that shit. I don't care if you abuse them ofc, have your fun.

ofc if a benzo abuser ever steals mine i'mma rip their head off and shove it up their ass so far it comes out their nostrils and that is a joke, though without this shit i begin to get a little overanalytic, aggressive, anxious, and paranoid if i let myself go far enough. Ever been krav maga'd into 4 point restraints in a hospital bed, only to resist a hefty dose of lorazepam while they wait for the haldol to kick in? I have and it took several people, I still have bruises over a week later. Don't ever steal someone's meds, and that should be viewed as a warning rather than some advice.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 13 Feb 2018 14:59:02 EST ID:eU6VsVxS No.139478 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I know that it is illicit and only for clinical trials but there has been incredible success with using MDMA to treat PTSD. Of course, these are controlled settings.

>Usage of benzodiazepines... most recent evidence speaks against it.
Precisely. Benzos are the go-to for the vast majority of cases of PTSD, but I've never heard a shining story about someone RX'd a benzo for years at a time who came out better off than before BZD therapy. Until further regulations for other substances are allowed it seems like benzos, atypical antipsychotics, SSRIs/SNRIs, etc. are the only available medications for PTSD-ridden individuals.
Albert Blathergold - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 06:04:54 EST ID:1NGPEUEG No.139491 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, benzos alone were like immediate improvement. Even in small doses. They do not always work all the time. But I would say, one of the best drugs 'for acute anxiety,' most of the time.

Mirtazapine was prescribed off label for sleep, sleep in like 10 minutes. But as an antidepressant as well, can go to bed at like 1030pm, midnight at the latest, look forward to waking up at 6 am, 7am. Look forward to going to bed just as well.
Albert Blathergold - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 06:10:38 EST ID:1NGPEUEG No.139492 Ignore Report Quick Reply
MDA, yea, I think short term success at best. I wouldn't guarantee it but benzos after as much time, with mirtazapine cut PTSD down to near zero, still taking them but take a couple of days off from these when I fell like it and no PTSd symptoms to speak of. But it is all still there, Just not intense but pretty mild regardless in comparison.
Nigel Goodham - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 16:40:07 EST ID:pf+OJ3R/ No.139494 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You should find another way to help you cope to eventually get off the benzos cause this shit sucks fucking ass to be dependent on, and this aint even with abuse. You start popping 1 or 2 mg a day, for a few years, and once u try to come off you're gonna have a real shit coaster ride back down to baseline
Isabella Pubblehitch - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 02:01:57 EST ID:tY6JrKgr No.139576 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Be careful , I was taking diazepam for a few months medicinally and it killed my labido before I could even notice... I found out when I had a girl round and my dick wouldn't get hard, then I started thinking how horny I used to be and how it slowly faded. Took me 6 weeks after tapering off to get an interest in sex again. I am happy now after worrieng my dick would never work again to say it's back but I read that for some people after a year or more on it that their labido and errections where never the same.. beware. I still wish I could take them because they made me normal. Oh well, don't make a deal with the devil.

Expired Xanax by Molly Fashforth - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 14:46:35 EST ID:6ZLFaJz0 No.139527 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Expired Xanax is the new frontier, for me. Did any of you guys had the pleasure to try?
Rebecca Shittingfuck - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 17:25:27 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It’s just normal alprazolam that could be less potent due to age. Nb
Albert Sindlenetch - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 12:15:30 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The real trick here is to jump on the fermented gabaergenic properties that come with ageing xanax. What I like to do is drop them into a bottle of high proof vodka and just take shots throughout the night. After some proper shakes it homogenizes into the booze and you only need a few shots to get right.

This is a bad idea
Beatrice Segglegold - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 16:04:05 EST ID:i3UwkfSH No.139555 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yall never heard of jenkem xanax?
Ebenezer Mommlehall - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 00:02:17 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139575 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Made a jenkax solution a few weeks ago. I shoved a giant jenkem balloon in a tub of propylene glycol, deflated the balloon while it was in the tub, then dissolved my alprazolam in it. Was a fun time but... never again. I got laid so fucking much though while fucked up on the xenkazolam.

Etizolam hype by Martin Fudgestit - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 23:51:46 EST ID:OyWChHSL No.139574 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Well the subject says it all. I was hyped to get etizolam after only experiencing benzos years ago in the xanax "wagon wheel", but it just seems to suck. I've been taking phenibut on and off for years now and I feel that it's a much better social lubricant. Etizolam just seems like a shitty drunk that is easier to black out on.

I guess what I'm asking is whether etizolam is hyped up, or benzos as a class are hyped up. It's that GABA I know and love, but not nearly as exciting as the other two I've mentioned.

Webm unrelated, but somehow, how I feel.

Flunitrazolam by Eliza Pickwater - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 16:32:08 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139538 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Has anybody fucked with nitrazolam much? From what I gather it's basically the rc equivalent of flunitrazepam aka rohypnol
How did you like it? We're the effects comparable to rohypnol if you've done both?
I def wanna get some soon for science
Pic unrelated
Eliza Pickwater - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 16:34:16 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
*Meant flunitrazolam in the post not nitrazolam
David Bimmerwell - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 00:17:47 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139561 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Super short duration of action and really bad rebound anxiety and insomnia after only a few consecutive uses. Also I haven't experienced any seizures from taking it, yet it apparently has the potential to cause them by some unknown mechanism.

HORRIBLE PHENIBUT WITHDRAWL by William Greencocke - Mon, 12 Feb 2018 16:55:11 EST ID:mzu6j8/M No.139466 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>take 1.5-2gs of phenibut daily since about october
>ends up making me crazy as fuck
>giving me uncontrollable anxiety, i went into the bathroom and sobbed at work because i got chewed out
>completely unable to focus, cant even do simple tasks like count or follow directions on a box of microwave food
>stare into space for hours
>feel like my family and friends are out to get me, often times finding myself in SEVERE psychotic states
>feel my soul start to leave my body, everything seems very surreel and far away
>ended up cutting my arm open with a piece of broken glass and getting 35 staples and stiches because my head wouldnt stop screaming at me
>lost my job because i literally could not focus
>down to 1 gram a day now taking 250mg every 6 hours..still feels like hell...cant get anything done at all... gives me this really fucking weird uncanny pyschotic feeling and makes me DUMB AS FUCK...like so dumb i cant even speak a full sentence without tripping over my words.. i cant even organize basic thoughts like at all
>making me lash out, the other day i watched myself punch a hole in the wall next my roomates head, in 3rd person...

i wont lie guys....this is fucking scary....did i cause permanant brain damage...fuck am i going to be like this forever....am i going to just be a pyscho in the corner...is it cooking my brain like an egg because that is how i feel

ive heard withdrawl can last for months to years because its such a long lasting drug with a high half life
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TinyTrip - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 01:38:12 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139488 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No issue with that I prefer civil discussion anyways.

It seems we were in agreement anyways.

My issue wasn't the risk of seizure but the potential of psychotic symptoms worsening from the abrupt drop.

You are right about baclofen (the compounds are structurally similar and have been used in clinical case)

I should have clarified that seizure risk wasn't the concern but psychotic and to a lesser extent other issues associated with wd.

I didn't mean they would die, only that for an individual to display such an extent of psychotic features during discontinuation, abrupt cessation is NOT advised unless part of a medical plan.

You're right that there have been no deaths but clinical cases that have required the use of baclofen (I saw one where they resorted to barbiturates) due to the severity of wds means that CT should be off the table unless done as an inpatient.
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TinyTrip - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 01:57:51 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139489 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Btw I'm glad /benz/ has knowledgeable posters (you obviously read up on this), this board would be /stim/-/del/ tier if we didn't have good contributors.

Really though, I shouldn't have jumped on your post for a single aspect I disagree with (and to be fair I am confident on that and can give a longer post when I've actually slept and can access resources at work which I can't from personal devices)

Yeah, this was my concern and why you shouldn't CT.

Please man, don't mention suicide on here in the action tense, mods want us to report that for liability purposes.

I get where you're coming from, I've mentioned my own illness enough and share enough symptoms that I can relate.

The issue is that if you are prone the more exposure will increase future likelihood of episodes, particularly if you throw your brain a curve ball and cease abruptly.

And trust me from experience, PDocs don't look down on schizo, most I've talked with on the subject just hate that the tools they can use are so limited and often aren't ideal (neuroleptics )
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Lillian Nickleford - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 02:22:59 EST ID:S89PMKlp No.139536 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Whatever happened is not permanent.

If it, by some chance, does end up being permanent, you will find happiness.
Charles Gablinggold - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 06:47:06 EST ID:RjczlE0D No.139551 Ignore Report Quick Reply
These kind of symptoms can absolutely be caused by withdrawal from phenibut and other gabapentinoids (and benzos for that matter). Psychiatrists and other mental health professionals do not look down on schizophrenics. Many schizophrenics can live normal lives with treatment.
Hamilton Bardworth - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 09:25:09 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139552 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Best of luck OP. This post is a good reminder I need to curb my addiction


The Hat Man by Lurking Fear - Tue, 13 Feb 2018 04:58:14 EST ID:HHh7HCti No.139474 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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A few days ago i watched the movie 'The nightmare" Which is about the night man, shadow people, and other spooky stuff. Since that day ive been gripped with fear and i cannot stop thinking of my breif encounter with the hat man, many years ago.

All my friends had abandoned me. They did not like that i was getting into drugs and decided it was the only way. I was in a state of catatonic depression and loneliness was the only thing i could feel. At 16 the only accessible drugs i had were DXM and DPH. I would walk to my local kroger after the pharmacy closed, and steal zicam and benadryl on a regular basis. I wish to share with you my experience with "the hat man".
It was a normal, lonely day for me. I had decided i would play runescape all night, and get really fucked up on DPH and DXM. At about 10pm i downed my 500dxm/300DPH combo. After about 30 mintues i realized the DXM had diminished my vision to a placid blur, and playing runscape was now near impossible. I just sat there for awhile, battling the nausea and anxiety of the high starting.
When the drugs had risen to their peak, the hallucinations begin. First things first, phantom cigarettes of course, though the next thing that occured was emotionally disturbing.
My closest friends, the ones that had recently abandoned me had casually walked through my bedroom door laughing and smiling. My two closest friends at the time, C & K came over and sat on the bed with me, and my other friend J occupied his favorite blue chair adjacent to me. We laughed and joked, spoke of good times and made more. In that moment i was truly happy to be with my friends again and had so desperatly needed their company.
I got up on my feet and walked over to the television so that i could turn it off and more intently converse with my friends. When i turned the power off, and turned my head back towards my close friends, they were gone. The room was empty and i was alone. It was all a farce, a hallucination. A screaming attempt from my subconcious, desperatly trying to reach out to another soul. It had reached so far into the abyss it pulled out these illusions just to keep company. When i realized what had happened i was brought to tears…
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Brain - Tue, 13 Feb 2018 19:04:42 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139480 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Reading shit like this really turns me off from going down the road of deliriants and dissociatives lol nb
TinyTrip - Tue, 13 Feb 2018 23:48:49 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's the primary reason I've strictly stayed away as well, never seen abuse of these drugs that didn't make me think of a psych ward.

That and I can't comprehend why the effects are something anyone would want to induce, but that's a personal view.

Graham Pashlut - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 10:43:00 EST ID:hvvbbWtY No.139493 Ignore Report Quick Reply
nah nigga, you were just stupid high
Oliver Fanshaw - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 01:18:43 EST ID:Qo38MppP No.139519 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB- BENZOFURY IS TOTALLY A BENZO GUIZE!1!-Edition by TinyChimp !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 09 Nov 2017 16:56:00 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138091 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Last one stopped bumping

0.5mg clonazepam,

Kickboxing and then looking over the new research project, it is fascinating stuff but I hope I'm not out of my depth, and embarass myself by wearing a leather shoe on my head.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 00:16:03 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Went from an 8 out of 10 down to about a three.. Weed is amazing. Also bumping on 4mg Etizolam and some phenebut (I never measure it.. Oops).
Eliza Pickwater - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 16:27:58 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Prebump sippin some o.j. with about 3mg etiz pg in it and eating ranch style beans
Happy Saturday yall
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 19:02:56 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Riding that DXM afterglow.
> 1.25mg Phenazepam
> 20mg Diazepam
Smokin' bud. Nice day.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 21:39:58 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139542 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2.5mg Phenazepam this evening. Fuck it all.
Priscilla Buttingkeg - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 05:20:18 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139548 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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8mg etiz staggered throughout the night
2mg clonazepam
some tasty joints and blunts
feeling pretty chill now

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