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Ativan -> something fun by Ernest Punningwell - Fri, 10 Nov 2017 00:38:29 EST ID:bjdc/Bnp No.138101 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey guys, recently got a script for Ativan and was wondering what I could say to possibly get it changed to something like Kpins or Xan? I was planning on saying I need to take 2 (they are 1mg pills) and that it doesn't last long enough, in hope to get a high dose + maybe kpins?
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Fucking Crepperbury - Sun, 19 Nov 2017 02:51:35 EST ID:bjdc/Bnp No.138247 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm in Canada if that makes a difference, yeah I really don't want to get pulled off. Would be nice to have a script since d boys here flakey af
Angus Beckleman - Sun, 26 Nov 2017 19:56:48 EST ID:um71kJ1g No.138303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
is this future me? I just got bumped to Ativan .5mg x60 a month after waiting out a few months. Hope I can get something else than more Ativan but hey what’s all the hate for Ativan? I personally like it but I don’t get panic attack’s and do have GAD.
Molly Fuckingstock - Mon, 27 Nov 2017 04:11:40 EST ID:JmXcyoKr No.138307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
don't ever mention a drug by name. if you're going to do it, use the chemical name instead of the drug name (ie don't say "i wanna try some xans" say something like "i looked online that most people use alprazolam")

but still, just have them recommend different benzos instead.
Caroline Movingtad - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 11:52:11 EST ID:C9Dx2GFC No.138317 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you live in the US it's perfectly chill to go to a doctor and say "I keep seeing some ads for _drugY_ and I think it will help me, do you think it's right for me"?

It only works if the drug is running an ad campaign (which means it's less than 20 years old).
Nigel Packlenun - Fri, 01 Dec 2017 23:12:31 EST ID:0qM+rgBl No.138356 Ignore Report Quick Reply
they just advertise drugs and shit? wtf that sounds so bad

RC side effects by Henry Pittson - Thu, 16 Nov 2017 13:30:45 EST ID:um71kJ1g No.138199 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Has anyone experienced any crazy symptoms from Benz RCs? I had been taking C-lam for a while but one night I woke up having to piss and when I did my dick was completely shriveled up and piss was flying everywhere. I also had liquid shits. Both of these were accompanied with a burning sensation and thought it was something some infection. I kept taking it and it got worse so I thought it was the drug and quit taking it.

I scoured the internet to try and find similar stories but nothing. Since I had taken it months prior with no problem my suspect was some new filler. I’m trying to get off opiates and ordered some Diclazepam hoping it will help me out. Deciding to read some reports of it I stumbled upon just one scenario where someone mentions when I experienced but with Diclaz not C-lam. Other than that though I see absolutely no mention. This person also didn’t experience burning like I did.

Sorry all of this may seem a little gross/TMI but I am just curious. I am desperate to end this addiction and C-lam was perfect for that at first until this happened.

I know shrinkage is common but I’m talking more than just a little shrinkage. It was full blown shriveled with liquid shit and it burned to pass both. More akin to an infection than typical shrinkage.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 30 Nov 2017 01:48:39 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138342 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not necessarily, but benzodiazepine usage can lead to E.D. Thus, I believe that a "shriveled dick" could also be possible with extended usage of a hyper-potent benzo.

Paranoid of seizures by Molly Dussledock - Fri, 24 Nov 2017 01:29:14 EST ID:1PLU/XfK No.138279 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How many days after stopping xanax are you at risk of seizures? Like if it's been a week am I good? I was only taking it for like 2 months and each use would usually be spaced out by 3-5 days, so I don't think I developed a strong dependency if one was developed at all.
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Dr. Katz - Sat, 25 Nov 2017 17:44:57 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138287 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you were taking a dose of alprazolam every 3-5 days, strictly based on the half-life alone, then you would likely be in the clear. Myself and other posters are major advocates for tapering, but this does not seem to be a situation that necessitates a taper.
A standard physical benzodiazepine addiction takes anywhere from 6-26 weeks of DAILY usage. However, this is quite subjective and some users develop extreme cravings even with intermittent usage.
Phoebe Tillinggold - Sat, 25 Nov 2017 21:24:23 EST ID:nCDhJ+Jz No.138291 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks guys, you've put my worries to rest. Ill probably take a break for a few months, and if I do them again. I'll make sure to only so then once a week max.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 02:36:24 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138314 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1-2x/week for benzos is a pretty standard rule for avoiding physical addiction, but psychological addiction can occur with only a few uses especially if you are already an anxious person.
Be safe.

>God speed
Archie Billingridge - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 07:34:41 EST ID:wJw12ByD No.138315 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This is why I force myself to only take benz once a week. After I have one the next day I wake up wanting more. Do not mess around with drugs like these. They are serious.
I took diazepam for a few months straight, I would wake up and take a half dozen before I even got out of bed. To cut the story short, I had the worst depression ever when my guy cut me off. I almost killed myself and I was crying to my mother, shit was that bad. I thought I would never be happy again. I probably would have had a seizure if it wasn't for the excessive weed I was smoking.
I think I did have a seizure in the night once to be honest.
That's why I am so strict with myself these days and I want others to learn from my mistake.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 30 Nov 2017 01:45:13 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138341 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you posted about that on a BWB then I remember you posts. If not, then someone who had roughly the same situation with diazepam this year posted about the same troubles. I am happy to see that you are no longer dealing with diazepam issues! There's always a silver lining.
Benzodiazepines can be both heaven and hell ---- sometimes at the same time! Infrequent dosing with low quantities is key. We can all get caught in up dosing too often or going too hard. Hell, many of us have prescriptions that would/will lead to full blown addiction that will necessitate a taper.

Best way to use clonazepam recreationally by Nigel Fanville - Mon, 27 Nov 2017 18:52:04 EST ID:pacNS9zK No.138309 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Like how do I use it without getting addicted or other side effects?
Dr. Katz - Mon, 27 Nov 2017 22:13:10 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138310 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Keep dosages low and infrequent. Most posters wouldn't advise it to be safe to take benzos more than 1-2x/week. Other pieces of advice would be to understand the power of the drug when combined with other CNS depressants such as alcohol and opiates. There is a great deal of synergy between benzodiazepines and other CNS depressants so do exercise caution. Too, a tolerance to side-effects is both a blessing and a curse. Start with low dosages and avoid re-dosing. When increasing doses also increase with low amounts. It is much more reasonable to go from taking 1.5mg to 2.0mg or 2.5mg than to double your dosage.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 20:44:48 EST ID:C/ohmXNh No.138320 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Using infrequently and in the smallest dosages possible. Don't mix with other GABA acting substances, avoid depressants, and try not to increase your dosage.

Watch out though, benzos really are insidious. II don't find their recreational value to be very high but YMMV. Much more better used as a practical drug imo.
Jenny Crondleridge - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 20:56:33 EST ID:DKXTiLeK No.138321 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What the others said.

Also since you want to use benzos recreationally, probably you want to also work on your anxiety long-term.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 30 Nov 2017 01:41:36 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Exposure Therapy (ET) is incredibly useful for social anxiety disorder. I can personally attest to this, but I also advise my clients with social anxiety/social phobia to try exposure therapy.
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) is a helpful methodology towards getting down to the very root of the problem.
Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT) has a subset, Mindfulness (MBCT, MBSR, etc.), that promotes being in the moment and other means of meditation.
I value ACT/mindfulness miles above means such as biofeedback. Biofeedback did next to nothing for me 5.5 and 6 years ago before I started undergrad. It may help you, but I do not personally advise it to most people.

Clonazolam by ArmorC - Sat, 28 Oct 2017 14:04:58 EST ID:q4ANAMcN No.137863 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Just received a 50mg/5ml solution. What's a good starting dose for someone moderately experienced in benzos. 0.5mg? Less?
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Martin Grimforth - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 22:59:37 EST ID:T0nV/jG0 No.137894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I did it a week straight and all my friends who take bars recreationally were seriously worried about my mental state. I would go to the gym every morning, then dose once or twice a day for that week. I did drink with it a couple times that week. By the next Monday when I ran out (accidently spilled a bunch), a couple friends had big talks with me. I thought I was functioning normally but apparently I had been benzed out of my brain. In that week I:

Tried to hookup with an ex and was so fucked up she ended up leaving because I couldn't even have sex with her.

Was rude and a dick to lots of my friends.

Did a bunch of my friends coke in Atlanta.

Talked to my friends parents in Atlanta benzed out of my mind and made an ass out of myself (luckily his Dad was on xanax post surgery and didn't remember but his mom sure did).

Got lost in Buckhead and my friends had to come find me.

Fell asleep in the bar in Buckhead the next night and was just roaming around.

Accidently let it slip to one of my good friends that my bestfriend had cheated on her (not sure if that was a BAD thing per say because I like them both and she didn't deserve to be cheated on, but I should have not done it benzed out).
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ArmorC - Mon, 30 Oct 2017 05:57:41 EST ID:REMEKd9+ No.137898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yep that's what happen to me.. dosed 0.5.. a few hours later I dosed maybe a little over 1 mg. It's hard to tell when it's a pg solution. Then went about my day. Now it's 2 days later and I have no idea what the fuck
Ian Bollerheg - Mon, 30 Oct 2017 17:41:55 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.137904 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you got any left or did you accidentally the whole bottle?
ArmorC - Tue, 31 Oct 2017 12:18:28 EST ID:uJ1KsMM/ No.137916 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh no, I have a bunch left. Though I did more then I prolly should have. Plus I was sharing with my gf. I went to the county fair after I dosed. Needless to say I conquered my fear of roller coasters that night apparently. Haha
Esther Pitthood - Wed, 29 Nov 2017 11:33:26 EST ID:meIK7F0F No.138332 Ignore Report Quick Reply

This this this this. Multiple day dosing is hell. I only did it about 3-4 days in a row, had horrible depression the next day, couldn't shake the feeling for another 2. Like suicidal ideation bad. It's real bad news to use clam more than one day a week.

That being said, whoo wee. Clam is the best benzo I've ever taken. Etizolam does have better initial euphoria/onset, but clam just lasts waaaaaaay longer. So eupuoric, so anxiety relieving. It does turn you into a complete tard though, something everyone will very obviously notice except for you.

need benz from a doc by Augustus Blytheman - Wed, 15 Nov 2017 13:52:27 EST ID:xefu1Nub No.138188 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Do you get drug tested for benzo prescription? My dad has anxiety, as so I, and knows a doctor who prescribes him Xanax and used to do the same for my brother. I have long hair and a beard which is why Im afraid he might test me and find MJ or traces of other things and put me on some sort of blacklist. I really just want a benzo for legitimate anxiety relief, though =(. I don't act funny or twitchy and I can't think of a reason he would be suspicious besides my facial and head hair. My fear is being blocked for life from being able to treat my anxiety because of a simple few puffs, but that may just be my anxiety talking. What do you think, /benz/? Am I worrying over nothing? I'm in Florida if that helps.
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Jenny Funningbury - Fri, 17 Nov 2017 14:57:37 EST ID:Wf6sslEu No.138225 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>Longer hair, more drugs.. oh, wow.
Dr. Katz - Fri, 17 Nov 2017 15:15:15 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138226 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The concept of the self-fulfilling prophecy is strong here. You must approach this with confidence. Practice your speeches ahead of time, multiple times. Have you speech down, but don't memorize the entirety. You'll have flashcards/bulleted paper/cues from a PowerPoint, right?
>I know I will freeze up and do very poorly
-not if you put hard work into this. Benzos can and would likely help, but you can do this without drugs OP. Have faith in yourself and your abilities.

It also helps that I was doing well in undergrad, graduated with honors, and was accepted into a grad program 2 years ago. Continuing my education via graduate studies and indicating that benzos help me function, perform better, and focus easier (i.e. quality of life) has also been a major catalyst. If I was just some bum ass looking stoner without any goals/direction in life I don't think that my psych would be as understanding of my situation.
Jarvis Pitthall - Fri, 17 Nov 2017 23:33:41 EST ID:um71kJ1g No.138233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well knowing this now I’d say it’s likely this doc won’t prescribe the Xanax if he’s familiar with your brothers abuse.
Ernest Buzzson - Mon, 20 Nov 2017 16:18:06 EST ID:vIIAZX+t No.138256 Ignore Report Quick Reply
get clean in 3 weeks, then try for the script.
That, or stop looking like a hippie jesus
Esther Pitthood - Wed, 29 Nov 2017 11:02:56 EST ID:meIK7F0F No.138330 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gotta agree with Katz here. You won't do well unless you believe you'll do well. Start practicing your presentations, hammer them down. And the beta blocker you got prescribed will actually help a lot. It'll keep your BP and HR low, which attenuates many effects of anxiety.

I believe in you OP. You got it.

6mg xanax, 5g kratom, 150 mg thc by Phoebe Blullerwill - Thu, 16 Nov 2017 03:14:36 EST ID://EKWGTb No.138195 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How's your night going folks. I'm honestly loving this combination. After quitting my Opium habit for good, I can comfortably use Kratom recreationally at intervals of my own choice(once or twice a month) like an average man drinks a beer, which I 100% abstain since I just don't like it.

What are your guy's drug combos of choice, in regards to benzos? what do you like to do on your mixes? Personally, I am a musician and artist and love coming up with new pieces from new perspectives and head spaces so doing doing drugs is definitely more than a hobby for me(Especially psychedelics, they are more favorite tiers).

One love, peace and blessings be upon you all.

Pic unrelated.
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Betsy Duttingham - Mon, 20 Nov 2017 17:56:19 EST ID:yPiFft7D No.138257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
clonazepam + beer + small amount of meth was one of my most euphoric combos.
Betsy Duttingham - Mon, 20 Nov 2017 18:08:06 EST ID:yPiFft7D No.138258 Ignore Report Quick Reply
forgot to add: i call it peasant speedball.
Nell Panninglire - Mon, 27 Nov 2017 08:12:40 EST ID:9/DKZoBd No.138308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sitting on a bus, going home from work. When I get home, I'll pop 2-4mg's of clonazepam, then pour a little glass of whiskey. Once the benzos hit me, I'll rail 2mg's of buprenorphine.
With that combo I just love to chill the fuck out, play videogames or watch Netflix/HBO. Maybe I'll read my newest comicbook "Batman Eternal."
Dr. Katz - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 02:29:41 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138311 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Buprenorphine is heavy shit! I would take 0.5mg to 1mg (max) along with benzos and be fucking ZONKED late last year and very early this year. I only took the drug a small handful of times because it was so strong. Even 1mg was a bit too much for me. Suboxone is a serious drug.
Martha Dogglepure - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 22:26:59 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.138324 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, until you acquire a serious opiate tolerance. After that it's basically useless.
It's good to be cautious and all, but if you know your tolerance then taking 2mg+ with benzos isn't necessarily unreasonable.

flunitrazolam by Eliza Pittshit - Sun, 26 Nov 2017 12:45:04 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.138300 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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is flunitrazolam worth it or will i remember nothing
Angus Beckleman - Sun, 26 Nov 2017 19:39:42 EST ID:um71kJ1g No.138301 Ignore Report Quick Reply
how is your tolerance? my benzo tolerance and opiate tolerance are both very high and that shit alone scares me after reading it. I’m going to go with remember nothing but that all depends on multiple factors.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 28 Nov 2017 02:34:52 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I know nothing of the conversions to standard/classic benzos. Keep in mind that flunitrazepam had to be banned in the 1980s in the U.S. and was/is demonized (rather falsely) as the "date rape drug" to this very day.
Tread lightly, OP. Maybe treat the drug along the lines of clonazolam or flubromazolam and start with 0.125mg or a maximum of 0.25mg dosages. Avoid re-dosing. I know that it can be very easy to re-dose triazolo benzos, but this is a new RC drug. No sense in fucking up your life or someone else's life.

>What is your prior benzo experience?

going to psych for panic attacks by i hate being alive - Sat, 25 Nov 2017 02:30:27 EST ID:m4vzJqga No.138282 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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hi /benz/

i've started having really bad panic attacks in the last 3 months along with the major depression and general anxiety i've had since i was little. my life's pretty much falling apart at this point and i've already managed to ruin everything without the help of drugs. i've been put on 4 antidepressants in the past but i always just end up saving them to overdose on once they don't help at all.

im seeing a psych for the first time soon and i'm very nervous to say the least. i'm not interested in abusing meds but i am curious if i'll be prescribed any benzos.any idea of the chances of that? being alive is miserable.
am 20yo girl if that will change anything about the appointment
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i hate being alive - Sat, 25 Nov 2017 18:07:08 EST ID:m4vzJqga No.138289 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i think i'd be a little disappointed if im prescribed xanax, i'd feel more comfortable taking something weaker
i've been thinking about my psychiatrist visit all day and i'm honestly horrified about going. the building is within viewing distance of my dorm so im not too worried about trying to walk there.
they examined me beforehand and im just going to let them know that my panic attacks have been getting worse. i feel so pathetic lol

my friends called the hospital one time when i woke up freaking out and then like 10 paramedics showed up and told me they couldn't do anything to help. amazing experience lol

i doubt anything will change after my appointment. everything feels hopeless at this point.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 25 Nov 2017 20:45:51 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Everything is not hopeless though. Trust me and believe me. Life can and will get better. If there is any one singular thing that I know is that life can change.

If you want something that is weaker for panic disorder Ativan (lorazepam) is another option that is commonly prescribed.
Cornelius Bankinman - Sun, 26 Nov 2017 00:09:09 EST ID:Q83RwjkM No.138294 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>am 20 year old girl

tits or GTFO
Eliza Pittshit - Sun, 26 Nov 2017 12:41:52 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.138299 Ignore Report Quick Reply
go back
Nell Sammlehood - Sun, 26 Nov 2017 20:49:12 EST ID:woZxUBNZ No.138305 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Post feet, pls. :)

Overestimated clonazepam by Esther Tootdale - Mon, 13 Nov 2017 09:55:12 EST ID:F/3q7gjJ No.138148 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Yoyo. I was a benzo virgin until my friend sold me ten of our local clonazepam pills (2 mg each). He told me to be careful unless I want to blackout and cause ruckus. I took one 2 mg pill and drank a beer. I was sitting down the whole time and could not feel anything besides the beer. When I got up I noticed my legs were slightly spaghetti-ish. Nothing spectacular.

Two days later I decided to take 4 mgs of the stuff with no alcohol this time. I expected to be unable to walk to do my normal stuff but all I felt was body relaxation. If I sat down for too long, I didn't want to get up anymore. But my headspace remained the same.

I don't dare to take 6 mgs because according to every since piece of source I've found online, it's just too much. Even +2 mg is considered a high dosage and I have no tolerance whatsoever.

Am I doing it wrong or did I get some second grade stuff? My friend uses the same supplier and he's having a (way too) great time. The night I took 2 mgs and a beer, he ended up blacking out and getting lost on the way from the supermarket. Can one have a natural tolerance for this shit?
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 13 Nov 2017 14:37:08 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138158 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Aggression is extremely uncommon amongst general population studies, but research indicates a positive correlation with booze.

You're taking high dosages of benzodiazepines, you can develop a cross tolerance through other gaba acting agents (alcohol) and individual body chemistry can play a factor.

Those are some big boy dosages for someone benzo naive, it's a flag of some sort imo.

You could have delusions of sobriety and make an ass of yourself, particulsrly by doing things you wouldn't normally. Unlikely that they'll make you inherently aggressive, but you could respond to something like a drunk ass and get physical.
Dr. Katz - Mon, 13 Nov 2017 23:46:19 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138167 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Even starting with 2mg clonazepam + beer is a heft amount for a first-timer.
I cannot recommend continuing to increase your dosage by 2mg. Why not try to up the dosage by 0.5mg to 1.0mg instead? Also, keep in mind that delusions of sobriety are very likely with benzos.
Yes, it is possible to have a natural tolerance, but there are limits. It would be one thing if you took a 1mg pill and did not feel anything, but to jump to 6mg is not a good idea. You will likely black out. You may even become violent. While paradoxical effects are rare I have seen them more often than I'd like to admit. Benzo rage is a real thing.
Also, most would advise to not take a benzo more than 1-2x/week max. You're dealing with an ultra potent and heavily addictive drug that is both psychologically and physically addictive. Benzo withdrawal is NOT something that you want to go through.
Walter Duckstock - Tue, 14 Nov 2017 17:36:34 EST ID:F/3q7gjJ No.138177 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Story time. I'm gonna nb because it's not interesting. If you stumble upon this, happy reading.

I took the pills, 6 mg in total, to an almost empty stomach. My friend arrived maybe 20 minutes later with weed and liquor (for himself; I vowed not to ingest anything but the clonazepam). He smoked some and poured himself a drink while I was trying to feel the onset. We played some xbox until I started having difficulties with the controller. I remember feeling really sedated at this point. Clumsy, slurring, but not sleepy.

Two other friends came over. They knew what I had taken so it was all cool. They smoked and drank while I mostly just sat on the couch not saying much. Every now and then I'd try to join the conversation but most of what I said made no sense. (For example I suggested we should go to a bathhouse even though I've never been to one or know any bathhouses.) I remember some of this but it feels like remembering a dream.

At one point the night became almost like a sitcom. I didn't feel any connection to what was happening. It felt like I was watching some boring show about four dudes getting hammered and playing video games. I didn't feel like myself. I was just a character. If masked gunmen would have busted through the windows guns pointed at us, I would've probably just rolled my eyes and tried to change the channel.

Then a 2-3 hour blackout happened. I remember sitting on the couch and the next thing I realize I'm in a moving car. My friends are all there and my mate is driving drunk (which I hate, but being so sedated I couldn't care less). I ask what the fuck is going on and where are we going. They said we made plans to hit the club. OK, I thought. Sure, why not. My friends told me that I fell asleep on the couch for an hour. Then got up, went to the bathroom, made myself a sandwich. Every time I would leave the common room and come back I'd ask the guys what the fuck they were doing in my house and they'd explain to me that I took drugs.

My friend parked the car. The three amigos smoked some from a guerilla pipe. I was walking like a sideways wave function but felt rather sober in my head. There was no sitcom effect anymore. I knew who I was and (sorta) what I was doing. We got to the entrance and the bouncer gave me one look and said 'yeah, no dude.' We wanted to stay together so we chose another venue which was a couple blocks away. We chose to walk but keeping me from hugging the ground was like trying to make an octopus stand on its tentacles. I remember being on the ground laughing at my incredibly stupid decisions and apologizing to my friends because they had to look after me. Around this time my memory gives up again.

The next venue was apparently seedy enough to let a rubber man in. My friends get me on a bar stool next to a wall so I can balance myself against it if I need to. They order drinks and go do what they do. When my memory came back I had ordered three pints of water (two empty, third almost full). I had been chatting with the barkeep (apparently, because we had a conversation going on when I came to). He said water suits me and I remember giggling because it sounded so stupid to me. I finished my third glass of water and started heading for the bathroom. Getting off the stool was stupidly hard. I wanted to seem sober but no way, man. I must've looked like that octopus dad from the game with almost the same name while wandering around looking for a bathroom. My eyesight was blurry as hell. I've got great vision but there I had to really squint to figure out which of the doors was for me.

Then my brain stopped recording. My friends told me I got really sociable with some older gentlemen in the table next to my friend's table. They offered me free shots but I declined (yay me!). They kept pushing them onto me but I repeatedly declined the offers. This or something I said got one of the dudes extremely angry. My friends told me he had been acting really aggressively before but, I guess, this pushed him over the line. He grabbed me by my collar and lifted me up my chair. We were face to face and he kept yelling at me. He even asked if I had had an ice pick lobotomy done at some point in my life (which tells something about how fucked up I was). My friends told me I was like stone. No reaction even though I could've been knocked out there and then. I just smiled goofily to the dude and made slurry remarks about the situation and how I didn't want to disrespect anyone. The situation ended when a friend of his and a friend of mine pulled us apart and we left the bar.
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Wesley Sannerway - Thu, 16 Nov 2017 03:55:34 EST ID:1bF4lFuL No.138196 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't get how 4 mg of cpam did almost nothing for you but 6 mg messed you up so badly. Maybe you reached a steady concentration after days of dosing and that 6mg threw you over the edge. I used to do tons of benzos (usually diazepam and lorazepam, sometimes bromazepam but that one sucks) with lots of alcohol, not wise but so fun, and never have I been so fucked up, lol. Only once I semi-blacked out on lorazepam + alcohol (beer and vodka) on a night before Christmas but I was with some friends and one of them watched out for me.
Angus Beckleman - Sun, 26 Nov 2017 20:00:03 EST ID:um71kJ1g No.138304 Ignore Report Quick Reply
delusions of sobriety. Oh I’ve been batshit on benzos scaring my family calling the police on my neighbors and thought i was sober. Good old benzos.

Falling asleep with Bromazepam + alprazolam by Priscilla Dattingshaw - Fri, 24 Nov 2017 12:00:55 EST ID:wF/xWO9I No.138281 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I briefly played with benzos a couple of years ago and knew they'd be shit for my life if I kept fucking with them.

Today however I need to sleep. I need to get knocked the fuck out within 8 hours of waking up.

All I could get my hands on was bromazepam(3g blister) and alprazolam(1mg blister). So with no tolerance, I'm thinking of either just taking one bromazepam an hour or so before I wanna sleep. Or even one bromazepam first and a bit later an alprazolam, and go to bed 10-20 minutes after I took the alpro (for that combined knockout effect).

Sounds good? Any advice?

New script by George Nunderstid - Wed, 15 Nov 2017 19:26:36 EST ID:tV/exg2E No.138191 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Just for prescribed a small dose of xanax from my PCP for actual panic attacks but he only gave me 6 .25mg
Is this dose good enough for a full on panic attack and if I need more will I get prescribed more you think if I ask again?
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dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 17 Nov 2017 13:26:19 EST ID:xisHS4c9 No.138219 Ignore Report Quick Reply


>primary care physician/provider, not the drug PCP

>the sentence didn't even read as if he/she got PCP

dude wat

Dr. Katz - Fri, 17 Nov 2017 15:18:02 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138227 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Only take the dosage as directed by your doctor then. Since the label states "as needed for panic attacks" then follow those directions. Do not, I repeat! Do not get into a habit of thinking down the line that as needed is multiple times a week or even multiple times a day. You'd be shocked as to how easy it is to get hooked on benzos when you aren't even abusing your meds.
Caroline Bardson - Sun, 19 Nov 2017 21:02:10 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.138250 Ignore Report Quick Reply
we all can dream
Isabella Hondleshaw - Mon, 20 Nov 2017 00:59:32 EST ID:38PJtPYE No.138253 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh wow I read what you wrote and was like lol that guy is a retard
Then I realized that guy was me on GHB and alcohol
Walter Hevingfadge - Tue, 21 Nov 2017 10:15:12 EST ID:L1dJzm19 No.138266 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I love/hate when that happens to me.
>get a load of this asshole
>... hey wait a minute

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