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since mario bumped this ill nb this. i got 110mg diclaz about a year ago, started small, felt nothing, went to work took more, felt nothing, took more (prob had about 20-30mg at this point, i had no scale just dipping toothpicks in the powder and subbing) still "felt" nothing, next thing i know im being asked to leave work, customer complaints etc. im fully benzd at this point but still dont feel "high" like clam, etiz, xans etc so i dont realize im really benzd, also remember reading online that it just doesnt work for some ppl so i leave work and take more (think i just dipped my finger in the bag, this is where the memory loss starts) i always drink on benzos so i figure maybe i just need some alc to potenate this, drive about a mile to liquor store spend like $100 on cheap bottom shelf vodka, drive back to work, try and walk in like nothing happened, get kicked out again, i guess i just hung around my work parking lot for like 4-5 hours drinking or something, somehow made it home, friend makes me give up drugs, entire 110mg bag was empty, realize i may have fucked up, long story short i was high as fuck for about 3 weeks, thought i had done permanent brain damage, couldnt walk, barely talk at all, passing out all over randomly, dont remember much from that month at all, ended up in the psych ward for a week or something.
tl;dr diclaz sucks