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Musik while benz'd by Martin Popperfuck - Wed, 01 Feb 2017 16:47:18 EST ID:RomBFTch No.133740 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What's your favorite music to listen to while benz'd out of your skull?
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Dr. Katz - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 14:56:13 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.133887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Spectrum - Soul Kiss (Glide Divine)
the first song is not a good representation of the album's ambient sound

anything and everything by the band is incredible. Here's Microcastle/Weird Era Cont.

>Lotus Plaza - Floodlight Collective

>Built to Spill - Perfect from Now On
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Eliza Hiffingkat - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 19:09:28 EST ID:fK18tgjD No.133911 Ignore Report Quick Reply
right now? okay let me fuckin make you HEAR this temazepam up in me you beautiful fucks:

sylvan esso - cold coffee

pusher - clear ft gothic (SHAWN WASABI REMIX)

DA BANG - love becomes the ghost in the back of your head

first song most of all though for sure.

gorillaz. all drugs. yes. for me the benz song for that is easily https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qB_6wpoXTk but that's just me yo
Fuck Fogglemark - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 20:41:46 EST ID:ZSTK9qw2 No.133947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
quick guise, get benz'd and listen to Sampha's new album. It's his debut and it's beautiful
Walter Drurryson - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 00:47:52 EST ID:v6nEdBdc No.134007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been listening to that Cold Coffee song for days now, holy shit is that good! Thanks for showing me the way.

Here's a few of my suggestions -
Emancipator - Soon it will be Cold enough to build fires

David Gray - Sail Away

Dissidenten - Instinctive Traveller
Walter Drurryson - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 03:42:39 EST ID:v6nEdBdc No.134008 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wolf Alice - Silk

Clonazolam drug interactions by Basil Bimmerham - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 18:41:15 EST ID:EnbSNnFL No.133973 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Just got some c-lam pellets today and I'm eager to try them. I've been on prednisone for 9 days cause of an awful rash I had, took my last dose today about 6 hours ago.

Would it be safe for me to take some c-lam in about 4-5 hours?
Alice Cemmleway - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 20:01:12 EST ID:1/Dg7nv+ No.133983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Should be fine. Have fun!
Albert Lightcocke - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 21:03:31 EST ID:Nhih8bA6 No.133986 Ignore Report Quick Reply
alright thanks. hopefully someone else replies so I can be a little more sure I won't die
Albert Lightcocke - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 13:03:30 EST ID:Nhih8bA6 No.134000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I did it and didn't die, pretty sure I ended up taking 1mg cause I can't find the other half of the pellet :((((((

nb cause resolved
Matilda Turveyhall - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 21:47:45 EST ID:1/Dg7nv+ No.134021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sorry you couldn't find the half pellet, but glad you didn't die! :) nb

Doctor advice by Nathaniel Smallworth - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 20:29:56 EST ID:8JEkblOg No.133945 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hello everyone, I'm currently rx'd 0.5 mgs of clonazepam twice daily and my next appointment is in two weeks. Does anyone have any advice on getting my dosage increased without looking like a drug seeker. I'm also prescribed abilify & cogentin and don't want to accidentally say anything that will get those drugs upped while my kpin dose stays the same.

On a side not is there anything I can say that would get me switched to a different benzo? Ideally I'd prefer to be on temazepam but I realize that might be asking too much.
Hedda Pullerlet - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 00:07:39 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.133953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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really depends, but if you want the dosage upped just tell them that 0.5 hasn't been working very well and you think you need more. youll only seem like a fiend if you're weird about it. also if u wanna switch u need to finesse a bullshit medical reason like u want the duration longer/shorter or whatever

man i miss my kpin scrip...
Dr. Katz - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 00:23:42 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.133955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Unless you're RX'd clonazepam strictly for insomnia, which it doesn't sound like it based on the fact that you have a 0.5mg bid, it is going to be a lot harder to get on temazepam than if you were wanting to switch from a z-drug to temazepam.
Temazepam is extremely hypnotic... it's known as a "sleep benzo" for this reason.

Now, if you want to switch benzos that's completely an option. If you want something more mellow they might throw you on lorazepam. If you get lucky, diazepam could be in the cards. If you're complaining about panic attacks you'll likely get lorazepam or alprazolam. Really, it's going to come down to duration, what symptoms you express, and your rationale for wanting/needing to switch.

As someone who's been on the big 4 benzos in different combinations for years, it really isn't difficult to get on a different benzo or even on two benzos at the same time. Do your research or have a legitimate case as to why you need to switch. This also applies to increasing your dosage.

Pieces of advice:
>make the case that benzos give you a higher/better quality of life
>establish a real connection with your provider
>take an active role in your medications and healthcare
>appear as high functioning and goal-oriented

doctors aren't going to continually hand out addictive drugs to a person that doesn't have goals, ambition, or the drive to do "something" in life. Don't fiend and start trying to refill early. Don't just blatantly request a drug unless you and your psych/doc have built that kind of relationship. And for the love of god, be fucking safe with these drugs. Benzos are no joke.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 20:00:33 EST ID:baWA5M8l No.133982 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There isn't really anything better you can get. Apart from lorazepam being less liked than kpins or valium, kpins and valium are supposedly somewhat similar and both relatively long lasting.

Depending on where you live and the culture, chances are either xanax or valium are considered the devil or abusable for no legitimate reason apart from xanax somewhat.

Point is, you already have pretty much the best script you can get. 1mg kpin is as strong as roughly 2mg of xanax. You get that every single day.

Can you maybe get upped to 0.75mg or 1mg bid? Sure. Is it worth the risk of getting cut off? Probably not.

You already have a long ass lasting benzo you get legally. You might as well buy more kpins on the Internet as you can piss for them no problem. Another more practical option is to buy etizolam pellets from any good vendor. They pop hot for benzos but 90% of facilities can't tell which one. You'll pass just fine with another benzo in your system that's accounted for.

>either buy darknet xanax powder to make solutions or buy some well known vendors pressed xanax bars. If they sell real powder chances are their pressies are legitimate. Still try a reagent test but most often worst case scenario is your darknet bar has 2-10mg of xanax or 4-20mg etizolam each instead of just 2mg because they were made in a basement.

>Tl;dr don't blow your chance with the doctors you already get good shit and can piss hot for benzos so you might as well buy xanax/etizolam/diclazepam online. Diclazepam is pretty much diazepam but 1mg equals 10mg valium.
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Anti-Anxiety? by Rebecca Hivingwill - Tue, 07 Feb 2017 13:48:25 EST ID:e9c6H6kG No.133812 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Not sure if this is the right place to ask but seems about the closest to what I'm after.

Best legal drugs for Anxiety? I am considering Beta Blockers for symptomatic relief but not sure about SSRI's etc. I keep hearing about Nootropics etc but seems to be a few side effects. What is Valium etc like? Is it worth it?

Advice on anything available to help me stop being such a scared and depressive case basically.
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Dr. Katz - Wed, 08 Feb 2017 14:02:10 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.133820 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's night and day.
Etizolam is closer to alprazolam. Etizolam has a much shorter duration, more rebound anxiety, has the potential for more compulsive re-dosing, etc. DIazepam is a long-lasting benzo that's great for general anxiety, social anxiety, and agoraphobia. Etizolam comes on quick and is better suited for panic or short periods of anxiety compared to diazepam.
Etizolam is better than alprazolam though. Etizolam also has exhibited reverse tolerance in lab studies.
TrippaMan - Wed, 08 Feb 2017 15:37:01 EST ID:hgNaBMFh No.133821 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks for the rundown. I think I'll stick with etiz overall, I prefer the shorter acting benzos that leave your system a little quicker. I'm very careful in avoiding tolerance and dependence. I've had the luck of never having any rebound symptoms annnnnd it's super cheap which is a ++++1
Depressive Cunt - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 12:58:26 EST ID:JbsknpVb No.133968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Zoloft helped me alot, but that differs between ppl
Dextrolord - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 15:44:57 EST ID:mmnM7dPE No.133969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you pussies just need to try ur drugs yourself because what works for someone else isnt gonna work exactly the same way for you
green monster - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 19:35:37 EST ID:ZSTK9qw2 No.133977 Ignore Report Quick Reply
breathing exercises, grounding exercises

Benzos + Stims by High Strung - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 18:43:07 EST ID:/YluKyww No.133974 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I'm currently on 4mg of Clonazepam and have had a glass of Highland Park 12 Year-Old Single Malt Scotch Whisky..... However, my sister/roommate is coming home soon with her Dexedrine prescription in a few minutes and she's gonna throw me a few pills so I can stay up late studying (no class or work tomorrow so staying up all night tonight isn't a problem)

Is this a good idea? Will it cause any adverse effects? Will I be simultaneously focused AND chill? Or should I wait for tomorrow night to take the Dexedrine? The sooner I get this writing and research done the better, but I don't wanna fuck myself up.
green monster - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 19:34:42 EST ID:ZSTK9qw2 No.133976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How are you awake after 4mg of kpin and a glass of whisky?
I guess the amphetamine will help keep you up. But I'm sure it's gonna be a shitty feeling... Don't know mixing benzos with stims
High Strung - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 19:41:21 EST ID:/YluKyww No.133979 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I spaced them out over a few hours.

I decided to take a tiny bit of Dexedrine just to keep myself a wee bit alert while my friends are over for dinner. I'll take the rest tomorrow while studying. Otherwise it seems useless.

Sorry for the stupid question, NB

Recreational Zoloft by Depressive Cunt - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 12:30:27 EST ID:JbsknpVb No.133967 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So, i've been taking zoloft for about a year and my dosage right now is 100 mg every morning, just took another 100mg pill to see the effects.

What to expect?
green monster - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 19:33:03 EST ID:ZSTK9qw2 No.133975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
isn't this an anti depressant
Alice Cemmleway - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 19:59:59 EST ID:1/Dg7nv+ No.133981 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yes, it is. no recreational value here. nb
Shit Pundlepadge - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 14:12:18 EST ID:aqlm81Mt No.134010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
obvious troll post

benzos for sleeping by Emma Dishbanks - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 04:52:56 EST ID:BkpKhrq8 No.133960 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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chronic insomniac here. i'm currently going through a particularly rough break-up(baby mama cheated on me - we are currently on friendly terms, but our future is uncertain) and having nightmares every night. now, i'm no pill popper, but my mother is like a mini-pharmacist and stocked with legally prescribed drugs, and i have never liked benzos but i have supplemented them almost daily. i take 2mg of alprazolam and i love the fact it allows me to actually sleep whereas on a normal day i'm lucky to get 4 hours of rest a night. what's more, i am not plagued by nightmares on benzos.

am i doing this wrong? i've noted it doesn't really have any adverse effects on my body aside from a peculiar high i have when i wake up, feeling sluggish and almost as if i'm in a stupor. i know they are highly addictive, but i've dabbled with opiates and i'm fine. i just enjoy the high(moreso with opiates, the benzos just help me sleep)
Nicholas Gonningshit - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 05:52:36 EST ID:BjEGyAH/ No.133961 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sweet xanax eases the pain of being a stallion
High Strung - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 08:18:01 EST ID:/YluKyww No.133963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I used to take Xanax for insomnia/to keep PTSD nightmares away..... but then I started getting craaaazy-ass tolerance to it.

Now I'm on Klonopin and it's great.... No insomnia, no nightmares about my daddy issues, breakups, traumatic experiences as a teenager.... No waking up sobbing my eyes out in a cold sweat.... It's really an insomnia wonder drug.
Edward Mobberlare - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 12:18:07 EST ID:v6PJQ+77 No.133966 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't rely on benzos to sleep. You're shooting yourself in both knees.

Take a look at alternative methods for rest. Last thing you wanna do is become reliant on these meds to sleep. The ride is fun but getting off it is a different story.

Prescription by Betsy Bindletere - Sun, 25 Dec 2016 13:11:28 EST ID:eKtWuYEx No.133056 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do I go about getting a 5 mg Valium script?
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Dr. Katz - Tue, 07 Feb 2017 11:25:49 EST ID:cQZ++e/L No.133808 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No, I haven't tried Librium. The way I see it, Librium is for patients that may abuse the drug. I've known of people who were RX'd Librium instead of Valium, but they had all said the same thing --- there's next to no abuse potential compared to diazepam, but you still develop a tolerance,have side-effects, withdrawal, etc.

I wouldn't bother with the stuff.
Phineas Pozzletet - Wed, 08 Feb 2017 21:12:40 EST ID:B04j78g9 No.133831 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What's the point in getting prescriptions like a fucking caveman? Why not just use the internet?
Eliza Hiffingkat - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 19:20:53 EST ID:fK18tgjD No.133913 Ignore Report Quick Reply

just gonna pop in to say, nah. no. diazepam is a great drug. getting "high" with it, or like, i assume thats what you mean, but even just "feeling something?" yeah that takes a lot. actual relief? it's fucking fantastic. just basic anxiety relief, it's a classic for a reason man

diaz specifically though is a rare script. basically everyone gives klonopin. i was on it for years before i just asked to try valium, and my doctor was fine with it.

if you actually need it then a doctor will give you it. some doctors avoid benzos like the plague (which honestly is fair, even if "absolutely none at all" is a bit too harsh) and it just wont happen. some will just immediately throw a script at you. it's unlikely to be diazepam specifically but if you need a low dose of a benzo like that i'm assuming the specific one isn't super important?

just legitimately need it, try whatever other drugs they suggest, if they don't work, say they don't and keep going. at the bottom of it all you'll end up in benzo country.
Jenny Nassleville - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 18:53:23 EST ID:6plmENtz No.133943 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's what they give you in rehab if you're an alchoholic. It's okay, nothing special, but no complete garbage.
Ian Secklebog - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 23:30:16 EST ID:7H1T03v+ No.133952 Ignore Report Quick Reply
librium is a really weird benzo. kinda weird emotional drug. like valium with less chill and relax

I wanna be fucked up until I die. by Hamilton Nammletodging - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 02:59:31 EST ID:JXUVILU9 No.133864 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey /benz/. I am a person who has a lot of experience with clam, and some experience with opioids. I love both, and drugs are the only thing I could ever really love. Right now I am sober, but only because I got laid off from my job and need to spend my money wisely. I just want to be fucked up on drugs for the rest of my life. How can I go about doing this? If I have to get drug tested at my next job, then I'm just gonna huff gas until I'm retarded and end up being put in a home. Drugs are the only thing that has made me feel content in my own mind, and I don't really have anything else I care much about, considering that I have no family or friends (I mean it when I say this, I haven't talked to anyone I know in months. At least when I'm high on something I can talk to people without a massive amount of background discomfort that I get when sober).

My question is this, is it possible for me to live in a constant state of highness, where I can just somehow make money from my house and not have to worry about dumb corporations trying to control what I put in my body? Because this is the only way I can see existing being worth a shit.
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Betsy Snoddock - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 18:25:35 EST ID:fK18tgjD No.133908 Ignore Report Quick Reply

this, please, get some help. i've done your dumb shit, i've tried
>>133865 this dumb shit, and i've tried a lot of OTHER dumb shit and it's all around not good

please, see a therapist. then you can get fucked up all the time and be pretty ok at the very least the rest of the time. if you already have, see a different one. please.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 11:58:01 EST ID:4w0zRJVD No.133934 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You should seek professional help, but if you refuse then at least hear me out.

Life is worth experiencing. Blacking out into nothingness can be helpful but long term it's silly. You have no responsibilities right now apart from yourself. The world is your oyster. You could probably join a local community college and get loans that you can loot and use the money to travel the poor parts of the world like Southeast Asia etc. Go to Thailand and drink their shroom shakes and trip out at the moon festival. Go to India on Holi where everybody drinks Bhang (a super strong weed drink that's partially decarboxylated so super strong body high lasting 2-3 days) and throws colorful paint at each other (wear eye goggles). So many religious sites to visit. Go to Cambodia or Laos and try to get some Opium or die trying. Fuck all the women you want in all these countries for just $20-100 per night (average is like $60 for a 6/10 girl under 25), just wear a condom and don't have gay sex and you'll only get a treatable bacterial STD or worst case Herpes Type 1 or 2.

Life is your oyster. Get the largest loan you can and apply for those Visas and get a passport to get out of there. If you're American then the United Arab Emirates is probably the best no-Visa foreign destination we can go to. It's expensive but it may buy you time if you're waiting on another Visa to come in. Just apply for each country's 1 month visa or whatever and after traveling around lick a country you wish to disappear in. If you're American or English I would pick either India or Thailand for easiest countries to travel through without knowing the local languages. India is the easiest as it was an English colony but they're more strict on expired passports and fugitives. Thailand, especially northern Thailand, is a good place to disappear if you have the money to pay people off. You can probably convince a local to let you live in their house but it will be a whopping $100-200/mo otherwise they will rat you out. Eventually some kind of drug dealer will be able to hook you up with private housing that has another person's name on it, but it will cost you like $250/month. Still way cheaper than USA.

>Anyways since you probably won't bother traveling anywhere fun before you croak

Poppy tea is by far the cheapest way to get OPI high as fuck all day on a quality substance (morphine) for at least a few months before tolerance destroys you. I'm talking $1-5 max per dose maximum 1-2 doses per day. In the drug world that ~$150 per month would normally last you 2-5 days with most non-IV pills especially opioids. Kratom is cheap too but not strong enough for your needs.

If you want to get benz'd safely then look into Diclazepam powder so you can make a professional grade solution to volumetrically dose it. It's cheaper or as cheap as Xanax and etizolam powder but unlike Xanax it's legal almost everywhere.

If you can't get diclazepam get etizolam. Flubrolazepam is safer than Clonazolam or even worse Flubrolazolam. But diclaz and etiz are safest by far.
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Martha Dronkinwot - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 18:26:03 EST ID:dmluFscW No.133941 Ignore Report Quick Reply
These people who are telling you to see pro help. Im not saying they are wrong. But I know therapists and pyschologists and you are just money by the hour. If you work anything out, it will be by your own doing and no one elses. As the cleche' goes you can lead a horse to water but fuck em if they dont drink' Its all on you brother. Think about what you want, what you need, what you require. Then make your decision. The beauty of life is.. Well... Make that shit exactly what you want and if that don't work manipulate it all till it damn well is.
Charlotte Crongerworth - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 21:42:48 EST ID:Nhih8bA6 No.133949 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I totally understand dude. My situation isn't as fucked as yours (I have friends and family) but I really have no desire to do anything other than get high.

I've been sober for weeks cause I was really sick and have been on lots of meds like steroids and antibiotics and I don't wanna ruin my body so I'm waiting it out, but god damn it's the worst. I generally binge PST a few days then take a few days off, and smoke weed sometimes.

I don't have a real job but I'm about to start some training and I'm worried the job I'll get after will drug test so I gotta find some stuff that won't show up on that.

Anyway I just wanted to let you know there's someone who has a similar mindset as you. Good luck
Hedda Drackledock - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 00:39:10 EST ID:cWBdKPGc No.133957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The benefit of therapy, to me, came with hearing an opinion from a third party that was kind of disconnected from my life. It helped the most when I was alone for a long time and the only opinions and voices I heard was my own. It's important to have outside opinions. For someone who is cutoff from other people, this could be very valuable.

OP, seriously just go talk to a therapist for a few months. They won't have magical answers to everything but they can help you take the tangible first few steps to do the things that you probably know you should be doing anyway. If you have any kind of insurance through work, it could be dirt cheap too.

I agree that I've often felt like "money by the hour" but at the times when I felt truly isolated, it was an indispensable tool to kind of break free of a dysfunctional and unproductive way of thinking. You're also not bound to it; go to sessions for as long as you see fit.

Talking to my psych to get drugs by Polly Drettingdack - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 22:14:22 EST ID:DOCwDbkQ No.133497 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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my old psychiatrist gave me xanax to help me sleep but since i abused the fuck out of it, she switched to ambien which i abused but kept it kinda quiet.

now i've switched doctors and changed meds but i miss the olden days of benzo bliss, what could i tell my new doc to get something good?
also i want to get off fucking olanzapine, shit's subtly fucking me.
i thought of these
>i sleep really bad
>i can't focus on lessons cause i get paranoid

hope to score some valium or some shit cause paranoia is eating me.
also, if i get real bad side effects from anti-psychs and my doc doesn't give a shit what can i do?
sorry for the bad english
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 22:57:08 EST ID:Z+DOcsFg No.133499 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm rxd 4mg clonazepam 60mg vyvanse 750 mg divalproex sodium , and 50 mg quetiapine ir and 50 mg quetiapine fumarate. The quetiapine was only added as it actually increases d2 reuptake at that dose range so adjunct with the vyvanse it's actually more effective.

Anyways I've maintained this regime through alot of doctors with alot of intentions to immediately alter my meds prior to knowing my history.

For the olanzipine I'd raise valid concerns such as recent studies showing it decreases grey matter in the brain regardless of dose over time, the past mistakes with typical antipsychotic etc. You may be stuck with it depending on your illness but I'd aim for quetiapine fumarate but not over 250mg as it has antidepressant rather than anti psychotic effects in the range of 100-250, lower than that it's not much else than a potent anti histamine.

On obtaining benzos, if your quality of life is lowered significantly by aspects that could be dealt with through the use of benzodiazepines, express that to your doctor. In psychiatry quality of life is very important and if you are struggling with anxiety, insomnia, etc benzodiazepines may be a valid response.

However, I wouldn't make up a false reason to obtain them nor would I advise you to expect them for paranoid (depending on the type, neurotic, psychotic, etc). I've never seen a psych reach for anything but thr nearest antipsychotic for a patient who complained of paranoid, however neurotic anxiety which could manifest in paranoia but I can't tell from your post.

Honestly, if you wish to avoid medications due to side effects (speaking from 7 years of dealing with the bs in the mental health system) you'll need to become your own strongest advocate so that you can speak and rationalize with a doctor on their level. Learn about pharmacology and the history of psychiatric medications, current "atypical" antipsychotic are bearing resemblance to the old "typical". If you can calmly express to your doctor why you have a medically valid concern regarding a particular medication and ask (or provide!) a viable alternative.

I've had to walk before from age 16-18. Not sure I'd say I was…
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Martin Sollerchudge - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 23:33:39 EST ID:0WiAvgLh No.133500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't use your meds for what they aren't intended for. Benzos are so easy to overdo. Don't be that guy who pops the whole bottle in two weeks then goes and bitches to his doctor like a craved junkie about how you ran out.

Also, xanax (alprazolam) is a horrible benzo to use for generalized anxiety. I personally believe that benzos can be used with benefit, but they must be used responsibly. Valium (diazepam) is definitely a better alternative for alprazolam, since it's much longer lasting so you don['t have to constantly re dose.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 21 Jan 2017 00:35:01 EST ID:lixxb35S No.133523 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you really want benzos then just mention you were once scripted alprazolam. Get a different doc if yours refuses to put you on anything but SSRIs, SNRIs, atypical antipsychotics, etc.
Augustus Turveyworth - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 19:51:08 EST ID:ZSTK9qw2 No.133914 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP I've been switched from risperidone to olanzapine...
curious about your olanzapine feels. i know you expressed bad sleep and paranoia anything else?
I don't know if I'm noticing these but risperidone made me feel anxious as FUCK

Flubromazolam dose for /benz/ virgin by The Doktah - Wed, 08 Feb 2017 11:51:08 EST ID:XdZ3lg3k No.133818 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am quitting opiates cold-turkey this week (probably tomorrow if my shit shows up in the mail), and I have planned to use a cocktail of 100mg Modafinil + 125mcg of Flubromazolam in order to get through the first week of withdrawals.

I have two questions about the Flubromazolam:

  1. I have only sparingly used benzos in the past for withdrawals, or stim comedowns... maybe 6 times total in my entire life. I have no tolerance. Will 125mcg of this benzo allow me to go to work while reducing anxiety? I'm a little worried, as many online have suggested that this benzo is blackout city. I would rather not awaken to find myself unemployed and/or facing criminal charges.

2. If I take the lowest effective dose for - say - no more than 7 days in a row... will I experience any withdrawals from this? What if I can will myself into only taking it every second day for a week?

In case anyone cares, these are 500mcg Flubromazolam gel-tabs from a DNM vendor. I am planning on dividing these into 1/4 pieces, or (if they do not divide easily) dissolving them and using volumetric dosing.
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The Doktah - Thu, 09 Feb 2017 12:57:26 EST ID:sZ0hiCjE No.133842 Ignore Report Quick Reply


Alright - the tribe has spoken. I will attempt low dose modafinil for the work days, and will save a low dose of the flubromazolam for the weekend - no commitments.

Thanks guys.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 09 Feb 2017 19:15:50 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.133843 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I agree. No clonazolam. Just.... No.
Etizolam would be a good choice, just don't get hooked on benzos while trying to quit opiates.
1 or 2 mg of Etizolam should help curb anxiety and panic without sedating you to a point where it's hard to focus at work. Grab a coffee or energy drink if it does make you tired.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 18:01:03 EST ID:wMENkTA3 No.133858 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Sidney Pucklebury - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 12:41:10 EST ID:paeA0zak No.133866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Honestly it's not just how potent the shit is but its longer half life. Flam and especially fpam will have you blacking out for days.

These are the kinds of pills that you can stupidly panic and swallow your stash due to getting pulled over by a cop for a broken tail light (even though it's technically legal) and proceed to black out for the next solid week and waking up in a jail cell for actual serious crimes.

The main issue is the coupling of delusions of sobriety with foolishly drinking. Honestly the drug itself isn't so bad just that you may completely forget how much you took and then the next night think you're okay, have two beers, and then get utterly floored and not remember groping some guy's gf and throwing bottles of beer at the bartender or whatever. Honest to god that right there is your biggest problem, not even that it floors you, not even that you may not realize it's fucked your shit up and saying stupid crap to the boss and acting wildly intoxicated, but even worse, proceeding to go out drinking with your mates or coworkers or whatever not even realizing that you haven't fully comedown and thus not comprehending that several shots will make you instantly black out.
Eliza Hiffingkat - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 19:14:23 EST ID:fK18tgjD No.133912 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fLAM is horrible, fucking huge shoot up in dependance/tolerance, its a really bad way to go. its a garbage chemical.

if you want to be reasonable, go with diclazepam. .5mg in the morning .5mg at night. if that's not enough then i guess 1 and 1, but yknow, taper yourself down a bit if you go longer than 2 weeks just so you aren't adding rebound anxiety to your other shit

if you wanna be imo kind of dumb but have a more immediate reaction of sedation then etizolam is a decent choice

if you really do no more than 7 days in a row you'll be fine. except with fLAM. that shit will give you rebounds and it will basically DOUBLE in how much you need to take and give you a stupid tolerance and dependance.

fuck that drug.

fLAM is okay once every few weeks or something for sleep, once. that's all. its a nightmare to use for sleep regularly though TRUST ME AS A CHRONIC INSOMNIAC worth possible choice

never ever ever take clonazolam though, honestly if i believed in the devil i'd say that molecule is what his precum is made out of or something. stay. fucking. clear. its the closest we have to iv heroin basically.

Phenibut help by Jarvis Fimmerhutch - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 16:14:35 EST ID:dGEAFm/4 No.132966 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Due to drug tests, I am switching from benzos to phenibut. So, is phenibut all that good? I keep hearing that it's very recreational, and it works for anxiety. Also, what are its effects? I've heard that it's like gabapentin, and I've even heard that it's euphoric, but the info I get is mixed.

It doesn't show up on a drug test, right? I'm getting a new job that's pretty serious business, and I don't want to be fucking pissing hot. Another thing, I keep hearing that it's a health supplement and if perfectly legal for human consumption. Is this true.

Lastly, where can I buy this stuff? Do I have to order it online, or can I get it at a store?
Reuben Femmlekatch - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:29:31 EST ID:dGEAFm/4 No.132978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Perhaps /other/ will have info on this substance...
Polly Wongerhet - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 11:03:05 EST ID:qbskiWoE No.133855 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It won't make you piss hot for a test an i don't believe we are allowed to give sources which is really stupid for something like this that is totally legal, but google phenibut and look for the company that sells weight LIFTing supplements. they are widely regarded as very good.

also don't start doing phenibut. i'm hella addicted to this shit and have been tapering down for a while( was at 5 grams daily now 3)
Cornelius Buzzfoot - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 15:15:24 EST ID:KWZrnEoI No.133857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I tried it at many different doses and one thing I can tell for sure is that it's another pseudo-drug that doesn't work at all, and yes my source was quite good - I got it from powdercity which seems to be legit.
JJzz !aPcLWKZmSw - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 18:04:32 EST ID:zxcR8K26 No.133860 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I love phenibut personally, I would describe it as a more stimulating version of Gabapentin that lasts considerably longer and doesn't cause as much motor loss at high doses.

I personally find it extremely euphoric, although other people I know seem to find it more subtle. YMMV

It's dirt cheap and legal so it can't hurt to get a bit to try out, but be warned, the dependence can be quite nasty, and because of it's ridiculous half life, even taking it 2-3x a week can be enough to cause WDs. I personally have never experienced WD from phenibut alone, because I was dependent on benzos/gabapentin and essentially used it as a maintenance drug to stretch my scripts out farther. That said, a friend of mine who used it daily rebound anxiety and shakes after just over 2 weeks, so tread with caution

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