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well, it would be equal to barbs and hypnotic benzos, when Health Canada took away our barbs except for pheno (lammmmmmmmme) and butalbital (meh, ok if you get the Fiorinal C 1/2, C 1/4 have just 15mg of codeine, isn't enough to nullify the caffeine) in 2004, I was scripted 15 seconals, a year, by my doctor, for pre-exam stress/insomnia, I would go batshit insane because I got this disorder when you naturally get sleepy at 3-4-5am, when the sun comes up, delayed sleep onset disorder is what the sleep study, no studies said, I did 4 ffs. So he said, you only need something to put you to sleep early for exams at 8:20 am to noon? So from 2000 to 2004, one month before the outright removal of all barbs worth a shit, I was getting 15 seconals a year, and didn't abuse them, what an amazing tool, made it so I could actually show up and be awake normally, not trying to sleep all night and not managing to and going there with a fuzzy mind which caffeine just make jittery and either get a shit grade or fail. I passed every exam given to me in the morning, I had 15 a year so I was very careful, so in september 2004, my doctor says, it's the last time I can script you seconal,I'm sorry, all companies decided to stop producing them except a few that aren't good for sleep.
So he scripted me ethchlorvynol 600mg, huge, like really huge green gel pills, 15 a year..well he could only do so twice, in 2005 and 2006, the ban on the so aptly called "Placidyl" came in october or november 2006, so luckily semester started in late august so I got to see him and he said, sorry again, this one's going the way of the dodo too after this one refill.
Then I had to know benzos. Which, at one point wasn't bad, because I was prescribed hypnotics (temazepam or flurazepam, slept like a baby, but they were moreish even more so than Seconals, with Seconals in 5 minutes I'd pass out forgetting everything and waking up fresh 9 hours later or so, with temazepam, i'd sleep 6-8 hours perfectly, but it felt like something was missing, so I went on with the Dalmane, it was perfect, the long half-life did not bother me, took care of my then unmedicated GAD which I always managed to contr…
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