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BWB - Chill or Be Chilled by Dr. Katz - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 18:30:32 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134713 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Faithful /benz/, the old BWB has reached its limit. I hope everyone's spring is off to a great start. Get your cleaning done, be proactive in your life, stay active, but most of all... enjoy life.

20mg diazepam down the hatch
Dr. Katz - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 00:29:50 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Had 1mg alprazolam at the start of my 3 hour class and 10mg diazepam at the end.

The pharmacy finally stopped fucking my RX up, so I was able to pick up my Teva diazepam that I filled last Tuesday. So, refill day 6 days late.
Shitting Dillershaw - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 00:47:10 EST ID:2TehLF4m No.134721 Ignore Report Quick Reply
havent had bars in a couple months and my friend just hooked me up with a 4mg bar very comf. bwbb
David Grimbanks - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 05:04:09 EST ID:1/Dg7nv+ No.134723 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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some kpins, some nifox, some cLam, we feelin fine. Hope y'all are doin alright. :) SLAYER SLAYER
Dr. Katz - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 13:49:00 EST ID:vpiYY2ES No.134732 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine
Dr. Katz - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 13:49:00 EST ID:vpiYY2ES No.134733 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine
Cedric Fanstone - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 21:43:26 EST ID:N57JZgZX No.134752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Benzo Bro-tality Combo :

24mg bromazepam
2.5mg flubromazolam
0.25mg brotizolam

Feels sleepy man...
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 22:04:38 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.134759 Ignore Report Quick Reply
After hopping off the train decided to kindle myself nice and good on 4mg clonazepam.
Phoebe Windermeg - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 03:23:20 EST ID:UOQgALYq No.134769 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just bought some of these from a friend because he needed the money and I like to have a few around for stim comedowns. Since I have plenty and no stims atm, I decided to see how they are on their own. Anyone got any recommended dosages for someone who just takes about 1.5mg kpin to comedown?

I woke up and took 1.5 xanax. Feeling good, just relaxing in chair listening to music. A few hours later I took another .5mg with a 1mg kpin and dozed off for about 20min. Is this too much or is it just what they do?

Perfect time to experiment since I'm on night shift this month, just bored at home in a rural area with nothing to do.

I'll be here all night, currently watching the greatest film of all time. Blade Runner.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 07 Apr 2017 01:05:50 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.134777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Is it that time again?? Hello Mr. Cats!!
Bumping on 6mg Etizolam and a few mixed drinks with Black Velvet (fite me, I'm poor, can't afford good whiskey).
Started a new job and enjoying it. Thank goodness.
Jarvis Buzzwell - Fri, 07 Apr 2017 19:27:53 EST ID:UA10ZApt No.134782 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i cut down on my clam use a few weeks ago, but i decided today would be a bit of a treat day. earlier in the year i was taking clonazolam thrice weekly, now i'm down to about once every two weeks. i'm on maybe 0.125mg clonazolam now (I had half a pill and bit off half of that; I'm a little scared of its potency). i might have the other quarter-pill later.
JJzz !aPcLWKZmSw - Sat, 08 Apr 2017 20:13:45 EST ID:zxcR8K26 No.134795 Ignore Report Quick Reply

If you're used to 1.5mg for comedowns, 2mg on its own should be just about right for a nice buzz. XanaX and Klonopin are about equal strength, but Klonopin is much longer acting. Most "recreational" users prefer XanaX for it's quick onset and greater level of "waviness" for lack of a better term. Regardless of which one you take, don't expect anything super in-your-face like alcohol, and most importantly, DO NOT redose chasing a buzz. You will not get one. At best you'll fall asleep. At worst you'll black out, continue munching on your pills, and wake up in jail/hospital/psych ward.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 08 Apr 2017 21:36:24 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134797 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Throughout the day - 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 1mg clonazepam, and 1mg lorazepam.
I might take another 10mg diazepam and the other half of my alprazolam (1mg footballs) later tonight.
Homework and dinner with the lady tonight.
BWB, I guess.
Henry Wovingfeck - Sun, 09 Apr 2017 17:42:44 EST ID:33C6vNYX No.134803 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Felt really good last night after taking 30mg of Oxazepam. Might do it again today.
Graham Bronningbanks - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 04:10:50 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.134805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 1mg of Clonazepam, just got my script refilled. Feeling good
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 12:13:37 EST ID:/mJWMBFC No.134807 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Didn't see a thread for diclazapam and I ain't a benzo usee much (just with heroin or functionally sometimes) Tho I was close friends with johnnyrocket RIP but I wanted to make my post on diclazapam because there's a reason psychonaut wiki lowered its dosage for clam for the average user

Ok the Diclazapam Experiments have been a total failure. I finally have deduced that the other night when I took toothpicKS testers and shot a lil heroin, everything was fine till I ate my buds half dad's weed brownie and everything just devolved rapdily. I ate everything in the fridge, every sandwiche... and more weed brownies. I was so high on space brownies and benzed on diclazapam I don't remember if this was Friday or Thursday when this debacle happened. I'm almost certain Friday and I definitely must have taken more diclazapam or the half lives on these bitches are just as crazy as that, cuz come saturday when I worked and I felt psuedobenzoed (but luckily had my speech back to unbenzotarded so I didnt sound drunk or say things that are stupid/generally weird and off hand unless you're on meth too). My buds been in pretty much the same state minus work and add liquor.

Last night did a couple cotton shots downed 2mg diclaz and all II remember was my girlfriend bein cute over the phone and falling asleep.

I wanted a benzo I thought was stronger etiz that doesn't get you fucking mashed like OP af clam or flub. Considering this is 10x that of valium I probably gotta dilute this even more, I don't fuck with benzos I used them to get higher with opis or for job interviews and slo work days. I'm not a benzo person, I use them almost solely functional so these rc benzos are a tricky dick. I bet .25-.5 for the average person would be well enough for the prescription bottle dosage. People writing 1-4mg on psychonaut wiki are benzed off their asses to think that's a good suggestion to baseline users! 1mg = 10x diazepam so you think most people are gonna be chillin doin housewife shit at 100mg valium? Naw Betty straight past mothers little helper fuck that
cake right up and fall asleep on the living room sofa.

Just sayin. Rc benzos can be dangerous science my friends. Most people should dilute double with pg for most and dose low as possible unless you are the resuerected Johnnyrocket and can handle your shit. Js.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 13:45:03 EST ID:/mJWMBFC No.134808 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh also it was noteworthy motion skills are particularly effected on this benzo. No wonder HoffmanRoche tossed it aside in the 60s for diazepam, didn't want dizzy housewives!
Thomas Dartfield - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 02:34:53 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.134827 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I secretly feel like I just don't want to wake up. I'm not suicidal, but I just wouldn't mind if I woke up dead (you can't WAKE UP dead negro!). I'm really a huge shithead.
Anyway. 12mg Etiz throughout the day.. 6 in the past hour, and a 10mg muscle relaxer. Everything hurts. I hope this kicks in soon.
Eliza Cuppergold - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 05:15:02 EST ID:qbBZnGMV No.134828 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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bwb 7mg clam so chilled.

anyways instead of starting a new thread, would flubromazolam work as a good substitute for someone who uses clonazolam in the 2-6 mg range daily
? itts juste temporary but etiz is too short for me, diclaz is waaaay down the road of recovery still and clonazolam seems to have dried up for the moment. im not gonna waste money on a fuck load of etiz or diclaz for it to be gone so fast, so flubro is my last resort. i reasearch powder only and have a reliable source for flam currently but what do you guys think it would do for someone like me with a huge tolerance to clonazolam? would i pass tf out on a small dose or feel chill after dosing.

tldr are the effects similar and with my tolerance, any predictions on how this would go?
Eliza Cuppergold - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 05:40:41 EST ID:qbBZnGMV No.134830 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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started new thread nb
High Strung - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 17:58:32 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134833 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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*kicks in door*

Passed my comps yesterday with flying colors- department chair thinks I should apply to Stanford. Combined with a new job, my life is finally on the upswing!

Just walked in with my prescription, a 12-pack of Coke, loading up the bowl and chewing up 3mg Klonopin while I wait on the pizza to get here. FEELS SO GOOD.
Dr. Katz - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 19:57:26 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I came down with some heinous illness late Monday night/early Tuesday morning. Can't drive or see the lady due to symptoms.

30mg diazepam + 1mg alprazolam because I have nothing better to do but get benz'd and write up intake form reports.

Shit man, if you were my roommate kicking in the door with clonazepam, I'd be laughing and benz'd out.
Congrats on all of the positive life aspects. You should definitely apply to Stanford. What do you have to lose by applying? -nothing (except application fee money, potentially)
Hedda Buzzworth - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 20:33:49 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134836 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ha, I think I've told you guys a few times that my roommate is my younger sister, who takes Alprazolam. She always squeals in delight when I come home with my refill and vice versa. We trade Clonazepam and Alprazolam all the time and we love getting crossfaded after dinner. Sibling night with her and our other sister is always a good stream of benzos, bud, anime, and deep thoughtful conversation about life. It's good shit.

BTW popped 1mg more of Clonazepam and cashed one last bowl of kush.
Hedda Buzzworth - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 09:13:57 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134837 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1.5mg Clonazepam for the breakfast rush at work.

Shouldn't be too bad but just a wee bit of comfy to get through it sounds fine by me
Esther Feblingbanks - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 11:35:12 EST ID:aLe5eIQk No.134839 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping on Mulungu and H
Gonna buy some clam soon, please stop me
High Strung - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 16:46:42 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134841 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got off a slow day at work.... but it's cool, I just got to sit around and shoot the shit with my coworkers and boss. Feet still hurt a little but I'll survive.

At least I have 2.5mg Clonazepam, the last half-bowl of dank I have, and ice-cold Cherry Coke. Sittin' here in my underwear, trying to figure out what movie to watch after work (or do I wanna shower)?
High Strung - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 19:36:28 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134843 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shifting gears.... 2mg Clonazepam more under the tongue, a tall Guinness, decided to forgo a movie and binge watch One-Punch Man and Frasier instead. After this I'm gonna lie back and listening to classic late-90's gothic rock in my Sennheiser 650's until it's time fore bed.
High Strung - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 22:04:50 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134844 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Okay, I've been benzing my ass off the past 2 days.... 3mg while listening to gothic rock records and reading Thelemic texts? I think I'll lay off the next 2 days except for as prescribed.... but dammit I had a long, productive day and I *DESERVED* it!

93 to all and good night!
Dr. Katz - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 08:54:38 EST ID:0zqL8gmJ No.134846 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ended up not taking the 1mg alprazolam on top of the 30mg diazepam a couple days back.
Yesterday: 20mg diazepam + 1mg alprazolam + 5mg cyclobenzaprine
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 11:42:22 EST ID:XEz5cUbM No.134851 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Going to take .5 clonazepam before prepping for a job offer and taking my little cousin to toysrus for his birthday.
High Strung - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 18:09:08 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134855 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Clocked out of work at 4pm, got a burrito to go from my workplace, ate it as I walked home, walked in the door, slipped into my robe, brewed up a pot of PG Tips, and popped 4mg Clonazepam.

Now chatting with a person who's become quite fascinated by me even though I'm their exact opposite (ME: pothead academic historian Satanist who's a total sexual libertine, HER: evangelical Christian English literature major in an unhappy marriage).... I love befriending unlikely people, it's just part of my empathetic and charismatic nature I guess. Also benzos lower my inhibitions.
Dr. Katz - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 18:52:56 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3mg clonazepam, 10mg diazepam, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine

Cleaning around the house, working on homework later, hangin' with the lady tonight, and getting ready to make a trip to see my family for Easter dinner (aka eat and chill with homework sprinkled throughout).
High Strung - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 19:16:44 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134858 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Lucky you! Unfortunately I have to work on Easter..... unfortunately I work at one of the most popular brunch and lunch place here in Atlanta. The lines will be OUT THE DOOR the moment churches let out. Not looking forward to it, but at least the tips will be okay.....

Decided to pop 2mg more to round out the early evening. Listening to J.S. Bach's St. Matthew Passion (performed by the London Symphony Orchestra and Monteverdi Choir) in FLAC format with my Sennheiser HD650's since it's Good Friday. A good pot of tea and some CLAMP manga to go with it.
Fucking Crillerchock - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 00:43:12 EST ID:35ryQk5a No.134861 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well the devil has made you think pg. Tips is a good tea. Loll. Yorkshire tea all the way.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 09:24:55 EST ID:0TPIW2G4 No.134863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Holy shit BWN

2.4mg etizolam last night ~12:15am
3.6ng etizolam this morning ~6:30am

Damn no tolly again I don't even drink or kava anymore. Since when is etiz just a sleeping pill damn?

So good for opi WD. A fat bowl of Skywalker OG and I'll be nodding.

High Strung - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 10:34:04 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134864 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Going into work on 1mg Clonazepam and 0.5mg Alprazolam

Saturday's one of our busiest days, so I wanna go in feeling chill and not overwhelmed but not dopey and spaced out.... The perfect balance of no anxiety but still being on my tip-toes ready for action.

Will be back about 5:30pm EST mates!
High Strung - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 19:05:37 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just survived my Saturday shift. Tomorrow is Easter Sunday, which means the church crowd will pile in for brunch and lunch and it's gonna be WICKED.......

Until then, I'm sitting on my couch with a big bottle of Barq's root beer, Aleister Crowley's "Liber 418", and some gothic rock records to compliment 3mg of Clonazepam after today's fiasco.
Ian Warrypag - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 23:07:15 EST ID:Akf9EXdq No.134870 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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8, 12, 16mg or something kpins and 120mg Adderall BWB BWS
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 00:55:39 EST ID:LK69du2v No.134871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg Klonopin. A bottle of wine and smoking dabs. Actually I've taken another .5 mg along with 15 or 20 grams of kratom. Feeling pretty good.
Dr. Katz - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 02:20:28 EST ID:cCL40jaU No.134872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 2mg alprazolam, & 1mg clonazepam
abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 09:30:27 EST ID:THZxArVL No.134875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
few spliffs of this dope Super Skunk i picked up recently
& 3 x 2mg Clonazepams .

chillenzzz , muchen on white chocolate mmm .

abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 09:31:47 EST ID:THZxArVL No.134876 Ignore Report Quick Reply
munchin *

NB ~
High Strung - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 18:19:39 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Phew. I tell you what guys and gals, working Easter at a fancy breakfast/brunch/lunch is a pure and utter bitch.... One of our chefs had to call in absent cuz he got rushed to the hospital last night, so our kitchen was in complete chaos. The average wait time for a meal was 1 hour, which made the church crowd go off the handle. No lunch break for any of us.

Yeah, time to smoke a bowl of Purple Kush, pop 3mg Clonazepam, and then catch an Uber to a house party where it's rumored that there's gonna be tons of weed and some seriously hot chicks are too.

Pic related though, it's how I felt my entire shift today.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 21:36:31 EST ID:qr6mP0l2 No.134890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Evening, gents..
Had consumed about 5 oz pst earlier in the day, then I took 20 mg diazepam later this evening as well as .5 mg Klonopin and another 5 or so oz. Of pst. Drinking on some wine to "grease the wheels" if you know what I mean. Cigarettes and dabs help grease the wheels as well.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 22:13:47 EST ID:qr6mP0l2 No.134891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Make the that 25 mg diazepam total on top of the .5 clonazepam and and pst already mentioned. Also close to killing my bottle of fish eye Cabernet Sauvignon. Not bad for 5 bucks.
High Strung - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 01:28:38 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dude that house party sucked so hard. Everyone there was a total square except for the hostess (who's a good friend of mine). Got a cute girl's phone number though at least, and smoked about 3 joints.

Just smoked 2 bowls of OG Kush and popped 2mg Clonazepam, gonna nosh down on some Taco Bell now. G'night guys!
High Strung - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 12:10:29 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up after last night's adventure
Put 2mg Clonazepam under my tongue
Smoked 3 bowls of loud with my roommates

Now eating Taco Bell and watching anime. I needed this after yesterday's fiasco at work.
Dr. Katz - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 19:26:36 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Refill days are never that great for me, but I refilled my alprazolam today.
Still have extras from last month. Now I have more blue footballs.

On 10mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam right now. Another 10mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam in about an hour.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 21:23:35 EST ID:IeSswJ1T No.134897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10 mg valium, .5 mg Klonopin, 4 oz pst, weed and dabs. .Feeling good. Oh and a bit of vodka. Woop Woop! Bump
High Strung - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 21:34:44 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Wasted the day away binge watching anime and Forensic Files then napping.

Chewed up 2mg Clonazepam, smoked a bowl, now sitting in bed Facebooking on my laptop while repacking the bowl so I can make sure I have a nice-ass sleep.

Good night, /benz/ <3
Dr. Katz - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 00:47:22 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134899 Ignore Report Quick Reply
On 30mg diazepam and 2mg alprazolam right now.
Chillin' with the lady after late class. Debating on another 0.5-1.0mg
Terror Incognito - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 06:54:36 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.134912 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Still /benz/d from taking 8 mg of Kpin and drinking two steel reserves. Gonna hit the sack and dose another 8mg tomorrow.
Terror Incognito - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 08:15:47 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.134921 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just popped 6mg of Clonazepam, 'bout to play some Oblivion. It's stormy outside so today should be a chill day.
High Strung - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 11:51:53 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1.5mg Clonazepam.... Just enough to calm me down, I've been kinda going crazy on my scrip the past few days and I need to slow my roll. Still, feelin' alright as I do some editing on my thesis and listening to darkwave.....
abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 11:58:53 EST ID:THZxArVL No.134924 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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few spliffs and 6mg Clonazepam .

listening to pic related , yee.jpeg .

Dr. Katz - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 15:28:50 EST ID:7nswl4SO No.134925 Ignore Report Quick Reply
200mg Tagamet 35 min. ago.
10mg diazepam + 1.0mg alprazolam right now.

Went and bought a handful of vinyl records with a portion of the 2nd half of my research stipend (for completion of research project). Hyped! Work's over. One class tonight. It's all so chill.
High Strung - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 18:00:41 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134927 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Greek kebabs for dinner
Now poppin' 2.5mg Clonazepam, having a cup of tea and reading Foucault's "Society Must Be Defended".

(Now that comps are finished and I've finished all of my research for my thesis, I have time to read other academic texts now!)
Phyllis Cheshhood - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 22:35:36 EST ID:yds1wBaL No.134928 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Taking bong rips all day... smoked a blunt and took 2mg Klonopin with friends earlier , came home, ate some tamales and poured myself a highball. Now seriously considering smoking this blunt I accidentally rolled earlier and playing gta..

Dr. Katz - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 23:12:39 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134929 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took 1mg cloanzepam right before class.
Just dosed 5mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 1mg clonazepam, and 2mg lorazepam. Making tea and working on papers.
I still have 5mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam on standby if necessary.
High Strung - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 09:54:13 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134936 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up from a terrible dream about failing grad school and my ex mocking and belittling me for it, only to find out a friend has committed suicide last night. Now my mind is a whirlwind of suicidal ideation.

1.5mg Clonazepam, take the pain away.
abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 10:15:55 EST ID:THZxArVL No.134937 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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damn , that sucks dude .
hope ur alright , for real tho .

currently smokin bud and bout to eat my daily 6mg of Clonazepam .
usual day rly .

listening to pic related .

Zozyman - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 11:37:16 EST ID:sLZAsTwn No.134938 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been on dat Etizolam err day for a few weeks.... months.... who fucking remembers.

YAY TO 5MG DOSES ERR SO OFTEN. Just had 4mg couple hours ago onto 5mg and sleepyland. Shit it grand for sleep AND anxiety. FUCK Doctors and the law, this is where it's at boys.

I haven't had any issues save forgetfulness and I am normally like that so I dunno if it's causing me to black out / get amnesia. Super coherent and it feels sssssssso fine, I love the euphoria of the magic little wonder and I don't get aggressive like I would with Alprazolam nor does it seem to make me as idiotic as Diazepam can, shit even my sleep feels better quality.

5MG's for the win, time to sleep long bros.
High Strung - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 16:51:42 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134939 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Damn guys, I had a DAY.
As you might have seen in my >>134936 post, I was in a bad place this morning.
On the way home from school, I decided that I couldn't take living anymore. I planned to jump in front of the subway train..... but 30 seconds before the train was going to arrive at the platform, I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was an old coworker of mine! She and I started catching up, got on the train together, and I just kinda.... forgot about the whole thing.

Now I'm lying on the couch, eating a tuna sandwich, popping 3.5mg Clonazepam to take the edge off, and thanking the cosmos for preventing me from making myself into ground beef on the train tracks. Funny what little things can save your life. BWB
Dr. Katz - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 22:40:45 EST ID:/fnnqdjs No.134940 Ignore Report Quick Reply
15mg diazepam, 1mg clonazepam, and 0.5mg alprazolam.

I have a pill pouch with 10mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 1mg clonazepam, 1mg lorazepam, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine (all single tablets) in case of anything. Haven't had a drop of alcohol or used any non-RX'd drugs in almost 30 days. At a bar with some friends sipping on waters. I've turned into that guy...

Jesus hell, man. I'm glad you're okay.
Remembe, life is so precious.
High Strung - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 23:07:19 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134941 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah, my sister and a good friend of mine are sitting here with me, I'm popping 2mg Clonazepam and smokin' bowls with some kratom. I'm at least around people and safe.

Nerves are still a bit jagged though. Pic related, it's my face rn..... post-suicide attempt but benzed and stoned to keep me from going REALLY crazy
Rebecca Billingdale - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 23:47:26 EST ID:yds1wBaL No.134942 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up, missed a doctors appointment so just said fuck it, took 1mg clonazepam and had a drink and smoked half a blunt.. took an extra .5 and the other blunt half before class which turned out to be a bit of a mistake.. could barely stay awake but I copied most of the answers at the end anyway so it turned out alright.

currently bumpin section 80
drinking and smokin a lil bit more
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 20 Apr 2017 04:50:53 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.134943 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Is your suicidal ideation that high? Were you really planning on doing it? I've had random thoughts on HOW I could do it easily and less painfully for my family bit never EVER made a plan. I'm worried about you seeing your last few posts. As the crazy psych major, I have to ask.
Sorry I haven't been around here for a while. I was trying to be sober, but LOLOLOLOLOL.
Bumping on 5mg Etizolam right (more earlier) and beer and dabs. I'm learning to separate my at-home life with work life. So far so good. I am enjoying the work while I'm there and enjoying my relaxation time equally. It's important to do so to keep me happy!
Dr. Katz - Thu, 20 Apr 2017 10:46:58 EST ID:m8ufuW8X No.134946 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If things are getting that bad, it wouldn't hurt to seek therapy. Self-medicating doesn't help much in the long run. And I do mean talk therapy with a counselor/psychologist, not a psychiatrist who will just throw pills at you. I know we've talked and you've posted about mental illness in your personal life. In no way am I trying to come at you in an accusatory or negative fashion.

High Strung - Thu, 20 Apr 2017 12:17:07 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Woke up
>Smoked 2 bowls of Green Monster
>Took 2.5mg Clonazepam
>Drank a kratom shake
>Went to work
>No customers were coming in so I got to go home early after only being there for an hour
>Take another 1.5mg Clonazepam and smoke another bowl

So I have 4/20 off, benzed and stoned outta my skull. Now just waiting for my best friend to arrive so he and I can get to smoking some pre-rolled joints all day long!

I used to go to counseling, but then I moved onto the other side of town from my therapist and haven't been able to find a decent one since.... Not to mention they cost a pretty penny (and I already pay enough for my bipolar meds).

I really do want to get talk-therapy again cuz it has helped in the past (it helped me stop self-cutting and stimulant addiction) though.
Martin Drirrystone - Thu, 20 Apr 2017 18:09:07 EST ID:a+Wb8jGR No.134949 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I hate being addicted to benzos(I take them at night time), I feel like total scum for having been on them for more than a year straight. I'm trying to tapper down but I'm so afraid that i've perminatly played myself.

Don't you ever feel bad for doing benzos, I feel like this drug is literally worse than opiates, cuz it just turns you into a forgetful zombie.
High Strung - Thu, 20 Apr 2017 22:57:09 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134950 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What a great day! Spent the day out hiking in the woods and enjoying nature with my best friend, smoking potent sativa and taking kratom the entire time. It was a beautiful 4/20/17!

Now I just smoked the last 2 bowls of my 4/20 stash (reupping tomorrow), popped 2mg Clonazepam, and drank a kratom shake. Listening to gothic rock and black metal while playing around with Instagram....
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 15:49:14 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.134953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin on .5 mg Clonazepam

Hope the health is ok HS, moving can be a bitch when it comes to your mental health resources. Took me 6 months to get a PDoc and therapist in my new city, when I moved for work, and medication costs can be astronomical.

Hope it all works out and cheers
High Strung - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 17:18:45 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134954 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Talk about a good day!
Got off work super early (on a payday and a Friday no less), then my sister and I went to pick up her Alprazolam scrip, we got sub sandwiches, picked up 1/4 of Afghani Kush from our dealer. When we got home we traded 10mg Clonazepam for 10mg Alprazolam. Then she went to work.

Just took 2mg Clonazepam and 2mg Alprazolam, gonna smoke a fat cone of this kush while listening to records on my HD650's.

Ain't it awesome I ended up not killing myself the other day?.....
Terror Incognito - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 19:43:45 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.134955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just ate 11mg of Clonazepam. Fuck tolerance, but it should be a good night anyway.
High Strung - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 21:06:49 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Jesus, 11mg? I'm a heavy Clonazepam user myself but I'd fall asleep after 6mg

Currently on 2mg Alprazolam though, waiting for my sister to come home so we can smoke a few bowls..... Mmmmm Xanax.....
Nicholas Woddlesot - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 21:39:10 EST ID:SdcJAbzu No.134957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fucked my life up (at least at the time) on a similar clonazepam dosage, i can´t remember if it was 8 or 10mgs but it was a lot
Good/bad times
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 16:53:40 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.134961 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took my taper dosage of .5 mg already

Thinking of taking a comfy dosage of clonazepam maybe 2-3mg, and probably kindling myself nicely. Wouldn't mind making myself numb and dumb. A friend gave me a gram each of some Fire Og and Violator Kush I'd hate to waste.

God tapering is a bitch especially when there's no one forcing it on you besides yourself. At this point I'm not even sure it's worthwhile, or to my benefit . I'll probably keep my tolerance low and speak to a PDoc on if I should even be off.

Only upside is that self tapering (vs supervised) has allowed me to collect enough to rx myself for years if I chose.
High Strung - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 18:36:55 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134962 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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(kinda copypasted from /weed/)

Had a horrible day at work, I'm EXHAUSTED. Lines out the door all day. Had to deal with 2 birthday parties that came in 1.5 hours before closing and I had to help clean up after the whole debacle.

Now it's 6:30pm and I'm sitting in my pajamas,
>bowl of Afghani Kush
>crack open a pint
>>>2mg Alprazolam
>currently smoking a fat cone of same kush

Gonna order some Mexican delivery here now, cuz FUCK cooking or going out to eat tonight.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 19:45:34 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.134963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
*tips blunt
Esther Bullerdine - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 23:57:40 EST ID:nU3BHQMF No.134964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Half a bar xanax. 5 am here in England
Dr. Katz - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 16:13:06 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Went on a date last night with a girl from my grad program. She's dope. Took 10mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam to smooth things out after dinner but before catching a movie.
I slept on my arm wrong the other night.2 Aleve before the gym this morning. 10mg cyclobenzaprine an hour ago.
>1mg clonazepam and 20mg diazepam now.

Violator Kush is one of the best strains I've accidentally stumbled across. If you live in a recreational/medical state, try to find Critical Mass. A substitute for CM would be Alien OG. Both have extremely high levels of CBD and are great for anxiety relief without feeling too sedated.
Tapering is usually to one's benefit, but I can't speak for everyone. If I was using daily, I certainly would want to taper at some point. Then again, benzos have had much more positive than negative impact on my personal, social, and academic/professional life. Just my 2 cents.

It's not that bad, High Strung. I've taken upwards of 16mg clonazepam + other drugs/alcohol (two occasions) and 24.5mg alprazolam (one occasion) with alcohol. Tolerance is a real bitch. Lucky for me, my tolerance didn't stay high for more than a couple months. I can still get a damn solid benz'd out feeling on 2-3mg alprazolam or even 30mg diazepam on their own these days. Combo'ing benzos is a much better experience than just taking a shitload of one single benzo IMHO.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 18:55:02 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.134969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Settling in with 5mg Etizolam, 150mg Tramadol and a mixed drink. I'm in the middle of watching 13 Reasons Why on Netflix. A bit teen-drama-y (since it's about a teen girl...) but I'm enjoying it. Getting ready to feel C O M F Y on a Sunday night.
High Strung - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 22:55:23 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today's shift at work was even worse than yesterday.

Immediately got into my pajamas, smoked some Afghani, read for about an hour.

Now I've got in me:
>2 bowls of Afghani Isis
>2mg of Alprazolam
>1mg of Clonozepam

Now packing a 3rd bowl of that good shit and about to listen to Shostakovich's 3rd symphony.....
Barnaby Grimworth - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 23:01:06 EST ID:5ZAKDHL8 No.134971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Get your cleaning done, be proactive in your life, stay active, but most of all... enjoy life.
Easier said than done if you don't have a /stim/ to /benz/ with
High Strung - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 16:53:09 EST ID:/YluKyww No.134974 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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One looooong-ass day of editing my thesis: my brain is in total information overload. Every nerve in my body is frazzled.

Bringing myself back down to Earth with:

>1mg Alprazolam
>2mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of that Afghan purp

Continuing to explore the symphonies of Shostakovich. Currently on no. 12, his symphony devoted to the 1917 Revolution.... Feels amazing, dude.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 14:21:14 EST ID:naDVBr6D No.134980 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 1.5mg alprazolam
I might take another 10mg diazepam later. Who knows?
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 20:10:33 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.134988 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ah 2mg clonazepam, a few hits of some nice dope, and a most likely fractured arm from sparring and losing my footing.

On the bright side, two job offers, one doing something i love and one promising they'll transition me a position eventually doing something I love. Fuck banks
Plus a date this weekend with a smoking persian girl.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 20:24:44 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.134989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wasn't aware you enjoyed the herb Katz! CBD is interesting, although in in canuckistan access to strains us fairly easy, if I have a chance Ill chck them out. Congrats on the woman and hope grads treating you well.

And to be hinest Im finding that it's become a fine line. Upon reaching 1mg daily, mild synptoms of my illness became nire prominent and werr preventing me from achieving avademic/interpersonal/professional goals .

I don't like the idea of being a long term benzodiazepine user at 23, but if it's for my benefit I'll stop self martyring myself .

And lets be honest, most of the psychotropic meds used are highly dangerous and carry more potential dangers at therapeutic doages than non abusive benzo usage. Even ssri/snri's (let alone neuroleptics) have neuroodulatory functions we cant even begin to grasp. If you like the topic check out Stahl's work on polypharmacology, interesting and dynamic field.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 02:22:51 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.134995 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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420 Blaze it y'all. ;)
Bumping on 5mg Etizolam and a few beers. Feeling great. Really enjoying the new job.
Dr. Katz - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 12:08:30 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.134998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ending up not taking the last 10mg diazepam last night. Chilled with the lady instead.
Just filled my diazepam and eszopiclone RXs. Currently working on audio transcripts and papers for finals next week.
20mg diazepam and some coffee now.

TinyTrip, unfortunately not much anymore. I was a big fan for nearly 10 years, but started to cut back after finishing my undergrad but before starting my grad program last summer. I don't think I've smoked once this year even. Regardless, when I was smoking heavily, I came across a plethora of high potency indicas and indica-dominant hybrids that ranged from pleasantly chill to couch-mode to full on sleep in 15-20 min. I always forget that you're in CA due to the board being U.S. dominated.
The lady and grad program are treating me well. Thanks for the well wishes.
>When are will you complete your program?

SSRIs and SNRIs have caused nothing but trouble for me and far too many people that I know. I have seen very little success and have read reports indicating that SNRIs/SSRIs are not effective for anxiety treatment. Then we can get into the major surge of atypical antipsychotics being prescribed in the U.S. for anxiety disorders and the associated cognitive effects, but that's an entire discussion within itself.
I'll definitely check out Stahl. Pharmacology has always been an interest of mine, but I'm not as well versed as I would like to be.

I just turned 23 this year, so I understand your plight. There aren't many people who actually *like* the idea of being a long-term user. For most people, it happens through their doctor. Most recreational users that I know, outside of those who order RCs and buy pressed bars, cannot sustain a long-term habit for financial and availability reasons.

Yo, Sophia! Here's a benzo ad for you. I know you mentioned wanting to see a few more a while back.
Henry Blatherbanks - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 16:09:45 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135002 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Downed 1mg of kpins and a couple bowls.

I always had bad anxiety but only got subscribed kpins about 6 months ago. Although they make me calmer I don't see the huge appeal for them. Don't get me wrong I see the therapeutic value for sure but I feel like it effects others differently.

On the other hand although I don't seem to think they are all that great I'm constantly abusing them. Weird shit, maybe I'm weak minded
Polly Brottingbury - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 16:46:51 EST ID:yds1wBaL No.135003 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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off 4-5 1mg etiz, some kush, cigarettes I bought for no reason when I was really fucked up last night, and drinkin menthe schnapps n sunny d before I gotta go take a test later

abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 08:12:46 EST ID:THZxArVL No.135009 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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jus had a sesh with my mate & also took 4mg Clonazepam ( soon to be 8mg ) + 15mg Diazepam ( soon to be 30mg ) .

feelin ggood but pretty fkn stoned lol .
also havent had Valium in ages , usually jus been taking Rivotril lately .. no other benz os which i havent done in a while so my tolerance feels pretty low , probably the lowest its been in a year or so .
guess thats a positive .

bwb bros .
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 17:32:19 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.135016 Ignore Report Quick Reply
.25mg clonazepam bump
Edwin Fubberfield - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 12:45:16 EST ID:CU1/TC8G No.135019 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Half a bar and canadian club down. Wayyy more to go. today I'm getting wonky
Ernest Billerstat - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 13:15:20 EST ID:J2BbYzYc No.135020 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1,000 pack landed today. Breaking biggies rule and popping two bars.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 29 Apr 2017 16:19:03 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135039 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Diazepam refill this past week. Still munchin' on the last fill. It's raining like a fool out. Homework and listening to vinyl records all day/weekend. Haven't drank or used any drugs in a little over a month.

20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam now. Might take another 10-15mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam later.

Happy weekend, /benz/
Edwin Danderman - Sat, 29 Apr 2017 23:38:11 EST ID:dmluFscW No.135044 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB 2.5mg xans and feel chill as fuck. Btw love this board and everyone who chills on here. Everyone is so friendly and non condemning towards the noobies who are asking questions and are getting legit answers and suggestions. Also the concern for people to benz safely and to be cautious about is just incredible. Mad love for the /benz/ community.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 06:56:45 EST ID:dFZyXVWE No.135045 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Usually only mix with opi but I got a script and I'm using it to sleep after bangin meff

I will forever from now on put benzos in my butthole always
Shitting Buzzgold - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 13:28:34 EST ID:gOcSlwNK No.135052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
.25 xanax about 2 min ago cant wait for freedom from my anxiety.
kush king - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 22:01:23 EST ID:Hijfshgt No.135059 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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absolutely my dude - i'm somewhat new and I gotta say i'm definitely blessed by everyone being so cool. especially dr. katz - that nigga knows his shit. i even love the show so it's perfect. anyways this thread is necessary and i fasho agree <3 much love /benz/
Dextrolord - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 22:40:54 EST ID:mmnM7dPE No.135060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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you know it 3 mg lorazepam throughout the day largest dose 2.5mg fuck that means i dosed 3.5 haha and 3 green hulks 2 an hour and a half a go and one more with that last half mig of lzpam bout thirty minutes ago? idk i am chlled as fuck

Dextrolord - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 22:46:33 EST ID:mmnM7dPE No.135061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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so is plugging your benzies really that good the best way i have found is sublingual, even smoked em before... never iv exept in the hospital and that was godlike without saying but is the rectal roa realy worth a try?

what benzos r u fuckin with cuz the BA may be different Im usually lorazepam my personal rx or street bars

seriously interested cuz I know pluggin can be almost as good as bangin it..

nb for double post
Sophie Bardshit - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 22:51:45 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.135062 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wondering the same
Sophie Bardshit - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 22:51:45 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.135063 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wondering the same
Archie Pesslefuck - Mon, 01 May 2017 03:28:01 EST ID:9CkDj4BF No.135070 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today was the last day I had to move out of my place with my girlfriends, found a new one last minute. Took some dexamp thinking I'd have to move the last of my shit in the rain but my pos LL had a change of heart & told me he'd give me another day. since the amp was wasted I simbly no choice but to comedown so here I am 4mg alpraz in, considering adding clam

I assume railing clam is a bad idea.. will do some research to confirm- for science
Archie Pesslefuck - Mon, 01 May 2017 03:36:18 EST ID:9CkDj4BF No.135071 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this just in, railing clam is infact retarded, justin case I'm the only one that was in the dark on that one
Cornelius Bummlesan - Mon, 01 May 2017 04:37:28 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135072 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just took my new tasty blue Klonopin sublingually about to go to bed. Feeling good
Basil Mibblestone - Tue, 02 May 2017 18:06:54 EST ID:PMUTw1oJ No.135084 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Comfy half a bar xanax. Bed time now here in England
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 02 May 2017 22:42:02 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135090 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks for the update
Bumping on 9mg Etizolam, Tagamet, and drinks. I feel super amazing. Which means I probably won't remember this moment tomorrow morning.
Oh well.
Dr. Katz - Wed, 03 May 2017 14:16:22 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ah, /benz/ tomorrow is my last class of the semester. The first year of my grad program is nearly complete! All I have to do is edit a group term paper and complete a 2 page patient intake form. Pretty smooth sailing, IMHO.

>20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 5mg cyclobenzaprine.
Bumping again later.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 04 May 2017 01:28:42 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135100 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam + 1mg alprazolam washed down with chamomile tea
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Thu, 04 May 2017 20:27:50 EST ID:FGirfGvS No.135110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>300ug flubromazoLam around noon
>12 mg etiz between 4 and now
>16oz 5% cider I'm

Maybe it's just my tolerance, but I'm a little bit underwhelmed by flubromazoLam so far.

Its been 7h since I dose and triple digit dose etix all the time.

Im fucked up, no way aroun it, but I was expecting to be absolutely floored like double digit CLam doses but I'm just couchlocked and a little bit stumbly

Bwb nonetheless
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 04 May 2017 21:54:05 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135111 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just 3mg Etizolam and drinks. No dabs. Feeling pretty good but I have no food in my stomach so I think that might have something to do with it.
Have been enjoying my new-ish job so far. Lots of peer to peer interaction that is super fun.
Not gonna lie, I miss my Ritalin prescription though. It's hard as hell to wake up at 5am when I was a second-shifter before this.
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Fri, 05 May 2017 09:36:55 EST ID:h8Gs68wx No.135114 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Next day bumping. Currently at around 50h into WD from a 4-6oz per day habit. I'm personally of the opinion that /benz/ing heavily is better than subs or kratom

Currently at

>250ug flubromazoLam
>6mg etiz
>waiting for my flubromazoLam re stock (fucking tracking scanned late AGAIN,. FedsManBro)

I know f lam is the most popular found these parts for good reason, but I feelif used semi responsibility it's far less awful than ClonazoLam; a potent, long acting.hypnotic. The difference is CLam fucks your shit up, where as flubromazoLam just puts you to sleep for 12h
Jenny Fabberdad - Fri, 05 May 2017 22:49:13 EST ID:QM/KLJpQ No.135115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Been feeling super pissed off with my housemates recently, I cant really tell why, but I feel like a couple of them are being super bitchy and aggressive but maybe I'm just stressed. Either way I've been drinking and retiring to my room alot, and tonight decided to dive into my benzo stash which ive been saving, cause fuck it. Either way its BWB over ere, a bottle of wine and a couple vodka tonics for complimentary drinks.
Sophie Lightforth - Fri, 05 May 2017 23:49:29 EST ID:GbTTwaYV No.135116 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg of ODT Klonopins over the course of about 3 or 4 hours.... Fucking chilled
Dr. Katz - Sat, 06 May 2017 01:29:34 EST ID:8xenG9hK No.135118 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sobriety kick is over. Semester is over. All is well!
400mg cimetidine 35 min. ago, 5mg oxycodone chewed up, 20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, ginger tea, 50mg DPH, and sipping on a glass of scotch on the rocks.

Might take 1-2mg clonazepam later or more alprazolam/diazepam. Cyclobenzaprine sounds great, but I know that'll make me pass out with this combo.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 06 May 2017 04:28:26 EST ID:8xenG9hK No.135119 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Adding on: 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, more tea, and more whiskey.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 06 May 2017 04:33:31 EST ID:8xenG9hK No.135120 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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also 1.0mg clonazepam.
Might take some Lunesta later (3-6mg). Drinking on kava tea and scotch right now.
Nathaniel Sebberdedging - Sat, 06 May 2017 08:26:04 EST ID:y3ZpkQaJ No.135121 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Did four mgs of klono last night, passed out woke up did 500 mgs of phenibut, waited four hours did another 1.5 grams of phenibut and 2 more mgs of klonopin, feeling unsatisfied might take more phenibut this is my first time doing it I don't think im very sensitive due to high alcohol tolerance
Brain - Sat, 06 May 2017 12:15:49 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135127 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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0.5mg clonazepam + 2mg etiz

Woke up this morning to find my my 15ml vial empty :>
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sat, 06 May 2017 13:27:15 EST ID:FGirfGvS No.135128 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Day 3 off a 4oz SN tea habit

Benzed out of my skull but still feeling shit

>500ug flubromazoLam with 8mg etiz
>just ripped off with another 250ug and 4mg tiz

Fuck. This. Shit
Brain - Sat, 06 May 2017 15:07:45 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
+5mg of etiz
I feel me passing out soon
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Sat, 06 May 2017 18:56:12 EST ID:BPK1QGSJ No.135130 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I haven't been on computer or internet for a while since I've been stressed as fuck over the work. The dry April made the land harder for my bosses and now we're playing catchup for May running late. Hope everyone is well and I love how slow these boards go.

Anyway, how bad is it to use benzos 5-7 nights in a row just to combat the adrenaline rise in stress and help me get to sleep? I got drunk for the first time in months like 2 days ago just because I finally got 5 hours to myself (and my workmates).

TBH, I don't even like the feeling of benzos. But they're just too useful for sleep and stress.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Sat, 06 May 2017 18:57:15 EST ID:BPK1QGSJ No.135131 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bye bye brain
Brain - Sat, 06 May 2017 19:40:53 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135132 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm actually here still just really slow and can't really talk properly if that makes sense. I just bombed 4gs of kratom too for my first time ever.
Jarvis Sammlewill - Sat, 06 May 2017 22:17:11 EST ID:Xa2Z99w7 No.135138 Ignore Report Quick Reply
mmmmm I want an imouto that takes benzos with me and gets lewd with me
Betsy Drussletodge - Sat, 06 May 2017 23:04:57 EST ID:ZA47qaH5 No.135139 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Flubromazolam until I drool w/ Star Wars Battlefront 2
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sun, 07 May 2017 00:15:17 EST ID:LY4iSSUW No.135141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cumulative night bump

1mg flubromazoLam, 12ish mg of etiz

Watching casino royale after playing melee with my benz bros obviously not feeling top but im hangin in there

SLAYER to All And To all a good night
Archie Clungerfoot - Sun, 07 May 2017 01:17:21 EST ID:LD6HtI8w No.135142 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump for an answer to this question
Brain - Sun, 07 May 2017 12:49:40 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135144 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wow I don't even remember writing this and I don't even know why I went out and bought kratom.

I ended up falling asleep feeling like Jesus and puking the kratom all over my carpet 6 hours later. I gotta get myself together
abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sun, 07 May 2017 13:43:34 EST ID:Nq41sTrH No.135145 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Went on my gfs birthday wine tour today and proceeded to get quite drunk on top of 6mg Clonazepam , 25mg Dexamphetamine & 20mg Diazepam .
Ended in the city & proceeded to a pool bar for a few rounds .
Then went back to a mates for a session & decided to catch an Uber to mind , order pizza & get more high ( which we did ) ,

Anyway got home to a surprise package of 1mg Alprazolams & dove straight in w 2mg & was happy as a mufucka ( as the Dexies were wearing off & I had this sick feeling in my stomach ) realized they were some surprisingly strong ( compared to some Xanax Bar presses I've had recently ) & took another 2mg , 2mg of Clonazepam & 20mgs of Diazepam w some cones & cigs , while I poured up a 200 bottle of Rikkdeine ( Dihydrocodeine , Aussie Lean 2.0 ) & got fkn cozy my benzo brethrens .

Also jus took 2mg more Alpraz & last 10mgs of Diazepam & listening to some Bones .

Bump When fkn Benzd ~
Brain - Sun, 07 May 2017 15:18:38 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135147 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg kpin
3mg etiz

Reuben Blatherwell - Sun, 07 May 2017 19:22:08 EST ID:8iI8/J0J No.135151 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Alprazolam, long time havent used. And weed erryday. Feeling it.
Hedda Wennerbury - Sun, 07 May 2017 19:39:07 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.135152 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> how bad is it to use benzos 5-7 nights in a row

I'm assuming you mean dependence-wise. It shouldn't be an issue unless you've been dependent previously. 14 days seems to be generally accepted as being where you start to run in to issues, high doses might take less time to cause dependence. 1 week is where I draw the line to be on the safe side.
Hedda Wennerbury - Sun, 07 May 2017 19:43:40 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.135153 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You're lucky you can take that shit without getting flaming liquishits. The sorbitol content can cause some havoc. I guess I was pretty opi tolerant by the time I tried it and also probably extra sensitive to sorbitol.
Even on top of my normal dose of PST and 20mg of loperamide I still spent the whole time on the toilet.

10mg of diazepam, 2.5g of phenibut, and maintenance dose of suboxone. BWB
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 08 May 2017 00:33:45 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135156 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg Etizolam throughout the day and a lot of wine.
I'm looking forward to work tomorrow. Pretty sure I'm thoroughly brainwashed. Feeling amazing. Watched Guardians of the Galaxy 2 tonight and had a great time with the bf. Life can truly be beautiful.
blinkeybill - Mon, 08 May 2017 03:46:35 EST ID:CghspUDU No.135158 Ignore Report Quick Reply
jelly af. oldmate swimming in pharms. Do you have scripts?
Phyllis Clenkinstare - Mon, 08 May 2017 04:42:01 EST ID:idkFKXck No.135160 Ignore Report Quick Reply
anyone wanna help a dude out
dealers telling me 7 bucks per xan
would i be getting scammed or what
kind of sounds like it
Brain - Mon, 08 May 2017 12:17:03 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just order etiz or onion fuck tyron
Matilda Blorryworth - Mon, 08 May 2017 12:48:46 EST ID:3xBAWDcR No.135165 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Past 72h no PST. Still feel like ass despite massive amounts of benzos and weed. Fuck I need to get high

>1.2 mg flubromazoLam
>2 mg xanax

Smoking weed and some nm2202
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Mon, 08 May 2017 14:36:41 EST ID:Pd6BcINF No.135166 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yes. But prices in Toronto were around that the last time I checked. Crazy shit.
Thank god I don't live anywhere around there.

mid-ontario has xanax at $12 a bar
Brain - Mon, 08 May 2017 14:44:51 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135167 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Katz I've taken roughly 35 mg of tiz since tuesday may 2nd, if i stop tomorrow how bad roughly will the wds be.
Polly Neffingshit - Mon, 08 May 2017 16:58:40 EST ID:Akf9EXdq No.135168 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg clonazepam, 4mg lorazepam, 3600mg gabapentin, plan on drinking later (yes I know this is a bad idea)
BWB, stay chill my dudes
JJzz !UQ9dKPIExs - Mon, 08 May 2017 23:44:24 EST ID:Xnm7eoPh No.135172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1.5mg Flubromazolam
4mg alprazolam
~50mg shot of average ECP

Am high, best regards
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 09 May 2017 00:25:02 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm not Doctor Cat but honestly it shouldn't be too bad. If you look at my past posts, you'll see I'm an Etizolam fan to say the least and have been for a while. It's the only benzo I take now. I can wake up in the morning and be fine throughout the day with no major withdrawal symptoms.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 09 May 2017 00:29:57 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135175 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Congrats on finishing your semester! Looks like your Saturday was pretty lit

I'm bumping on 4.5mg Etizolam and a Tagamet tonight. Had two beers, about to hit the sack. I want to wake up at 5am tomorrow morning but considering it's 11:30pm right now and I'm still surfing the interwebs, we'll see about that o_0. I'm just not tired yet.
Brain - Tue, 09 May 2017 01:36:47 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135176 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks m8. I've been really abusing it (in like 4mgs again) and i really need a break. Only thing is I got 70mg still left. Hopefully I can keep my shit together.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 09 May 2017 01:54:00 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135178 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's hard not to redose. Not gonna lie. When you have anxiety all of the fucking time, it's like "shit, this is how life should be"
But I use my anxiety to push myself harder at work and in some social situations. And there's no extra "rebound" anxiety with etiz for me.
Lillian Shakeridge - Tue, 09 May 2017 09:39:01 EST ID:dGlS//mn No.135181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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first time post
got my ativan script refilled
took 2 when i got home, ate some subway shit was good.
took 2 more after that
then maybe 15 mins ago i took 4 more.

8mg of ativan feels pretty nice, i was expecting to feel more retarded though
Brain - Tue, 09 May 2017 10:07:34 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135182 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I can relate 100%, but I don't wanna become dependent. Anxiety sits on the throne. It's getting bad though cause I don't even remember posting that last post. This past week has been a blur and people are starting to notice
Brain - Tue, 09 May 2017 13:09:20 EST ID:RIe5t4hf No.135189 Ignore Report Quick Reply
+1 mg of etiz
I always regretted telling my doctor I didn't want the clonzaepam anymore. Went back today and got some lorazepam. Never tried it but should be like the rest
Dr. Katz - Tue, 09 May 2017 13:15:34 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135190 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, and a pint of beer with the lady last night. We hit up my buddy's stand-up gig, smoked, ate bbq, and passed out by 1 AM. Shit was fun.

After about a week of daily usage, you can expect to feel heavy rebound anxiety, insomnia, and cravings for the drug.
I haven't heard of anyone seizing out after a week of etizolam usage, personally.
The sooner you stop the better off you'll be.
>Don't use benzos daily

Yes'm. It was a nice break from life. Ended up tripping Saturday night without benzos for the first time in idk how long. Maybe a year? Thanks for the kind words.
Hope you're doing well!

Ativan (lorazepam) is a shit tier benzo for many reasons. Regardless of the amount you keep re-dosing, you aren't going to feel much more relief or intoxication. If anything, you'll just feel the hypnotic effects start to creep in and you'll pass out/black out. Lorazepam has caused nothing but trouble for me.
Brain - Tue, 09 May 2017 13:26:26 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135192 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sounds good I'll most likely taper with my remaining kpins or use some the Ativan. Kinda sucks you told me it's shit tier. I'll try for something else next time especially if t doesn't match kpins.

Your a boss Katz, sorry for talking shit
Augustus Driblingstone - Tue, 09 May 2017 13:28:41 EST ID:jbfwy6w0 No.135193 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just got my script filled today, 60mg temazepam and some good hash ingested. Feeling quite nice and fucked up.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 09 May 2017 13:57:41 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135194 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have the week off and no classes for a month, so I'm getting a little benz'd today.
20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and running errands this afternoon. Might bump again later.

A taper shouldn't be necessary, but I understand what you mean. I'd say just use your meds in the event that you're having w/d or rebound anxiety that is unbearable. Look into the Ashton Manual if you haven't already. There are plenty of legitimate sources for benzo conversions as well.

All good, Brain. I'm not trippin'.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 09 May 2017 18:56:54 EST ID:lA5jsxrh No.135200 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sitting at a comfy total of 40mg diazepam and 2mg alprazolam. Sipping on Jameson gingers now.
Pic related - the album I'm listening to
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 09 May 2017 21:28:36 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135201 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Don't use benzos daily
5mg etizolam and a bottle of wine, dabs, and cigs. I don't usually smoke cigarettes but dang. I'm tingling. It's weird and extremely pleasant!
Brain - Tue, 09 May 2017 21:52:33 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg down the hatch

How long you been using tiz?
Phineas Panningbanks - Wed, 10 May 2017 04:31:53 EST ID:Ojx2RMQK No.135210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had a 3.75 zopoclone. Had a comfy sleep.
Martin Dobblehick - Wed, 10 May 2017 09:27:34 EST ID:dGlS//mn No.135212 Ignore Report Quick Reply

update: ended up taking 17 mg in total. dont remember anything. also drank a whole almost fully bottle of campari and throwing up.
classic blackout
Brain - Wed, 10 May 2017 12:25:24 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135213 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ugh I feel like shit today, mad nauseous. Don't know if it's benzos, kratom, or the Wellbutrin. I don't think I'll Benz today that Ashton manual was a big wake up call for my stoned ass last night
Frederick Puckleson - Wed, 10 May 2017 13:30:05 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.135214 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Day off and got surprised with 4mg of kpin from a good friend to smoke a bowl with them. :) took 2mg so far. It should be a great day now.
Frederick Puckleson - Wed, 10 May 2017 14:48:29 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.135215 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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smoked another bowl. and drank half a glass of 7% wine (barefoot white zinfandel) gonna take 2 more mg of kpin soon then will be out of benzos for the day sadly. will more thank likely be sipping on this wine all day.
Frederick Puckleson - Wed, 10 May 2017 14:51:19 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.135216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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or should i spread out the last two kpin an hour apart. might be pointless considering kpins last 12 hours
High Strung - Wed, 10 May 2017 16:06:06 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135227 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's been a shit past few days, mates. Here's the rundown of my life the past few days:
>went to friend's funeral
>2 days later, ANOTHER friend kills himself, no joke
>got into a car wreck
>last-minute formatting problems on my thesis causing me to delay graduation until Jun 5

Needless to say things have been rough and has had me stuck in suicidal ideation mode out the ass.
But now:
>3mg Clonazepam
>A few bongloads with a buddy
>A tall Sapporo

Finally something to take the edge off..... still glad I failed in killing myself last month!
High Strung - Wed, 10 May 2017 16:36:09 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135229 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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btw Sophia and Katz, I just noticed your posts to me:
Katz: Yes I am trying to find a new therapist. My old therapist is 45 min. away, so going to see her only 1x a month is just not effective now that I live way on the other side of town.
Sophia: Yes, I've been that seriously suicidal lately. That day kinda scared me straight, but I think I'm gonna be able to make it.

But no, I am seeking a new therapist after a few months of nothing but psychiatrist visits every other month (although my psychiatrist is an excellent counselor himself, he's a pharmacologist first and a counselor second). Coping with life with bipolar disorder has been extremely difficult lately.

Anyway, smoked another bowl and popped another 1mg at Clonazepam so bump again
Frederick Puckleson - Wed, 10 May 2017 16:51:56 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.135233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Now took 4 mg of kpin and maby 1 and a half glasses of wine
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 10 May 2017 19:56:18 EST ID:AoHMTErk No.135235 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.4mg etizolam and 4+ beers

Stellas and Heineken all day.

Maybe more etizolam idk. I don't fiend for them like I do triazolam or clam and etiz's all I have besides trazodone, after my move.

I feel like throw some diclaz in on top of the vyvanse and PST and we've got the safest ways to be dependent on all these drug categories at once, lmao. Though we will be out of vyvanse for at least another 10 days.
High Strung - Wed, 10 May 2017 20:21:52 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135236 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Went out to dinner with a buddy in the hip side of Atlanta

Got home, buddy smoked me out with his weed from his own stash 3x using my new bubbler. Then when he left I popped my last 3mg Clonazepam for the night.

Now drinking some Barq's and watching Frasier, stoned + benzed to high heaven until bedtime.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 10 May 2017 20:25:38 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135237 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks for the update dude. I know we don't "know" each other in person, but I love you guys and worry about you. I'm glad you're feeling a little bit better. I'm sorry about your friend. That's a lot of shit to handle.

Me; I'm pretty chilled right now. I think I'm at the right place job-wise and am really enjoying my days, even though I have to wake up ass-early at about 5 in the morning. It makes cracking open up that first beer 12 hours later at 5 PM soooo much better ; ). I've just had 3mg Etizolam and two beers today, feeling great. Caught up in person with an old friend and it just made me so happy we're going to start hanging out A LOT more because she just moved to a place about 5 minutes from me!
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Wed, 10 May 2017 23:01:09 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.135239 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got bad medical news. Have to go to the doctor first thing tomorrow. Please just let me not worry about this, and get some good sleep. First I did a big ole line of DCK, but what I really need at this moment is
>30mg Diazepam
I'm gonna be okay. It's all treatable. I'm not going to the ER. I need to take action, but I am being chilled.
Pic related. The cloud is Valium
High Strung - Thu, 11 May 2017 08:47:45 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135248 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Short day (only working 4 hours) on one of the slowest days of the week at our restaurant. Restaurant owner won't be there and the super-cool stoner manager will be working today so I'm gonna wash down 2mg Clonazepam with an energy drink.

A big breakfast with a mug of strong PG Tips sounds good too.
Brain - Thu, 11 May 2017 10:17:09 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Made 2 pg solutions. Probably ingested some power when making the batches.
Feeling calm as fuck, maybe 2mg etiz who knows
Dr. Katz - Thu, 11 May 2017 12:40:19 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.135252 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My condolences for the loss of both of your friends. Also, how bad was your car wreck?
Sounds like you've had a hell of a week. Try to keep on the up and up. Life will get better!

Best of luck with finding a few therapist. I know that there can be some difficulty in finding a therapist/counselor that you vibe with, but I'm sure you'll find one in no time at all. Keep trying and I am sure that good things will unfold.

It's all love and support on here. The board may be slow, but plenty of posters are intelligent/driven, knowledgeable, and have their own problems that most of us can empathize with.
Priscilla Birrylock - Thu, 11 May 2017 14:30:17 EST ID:fN35fZrJ No.135254 Ignore Report Quick Reply
6mg klon and a Milwaukee best tall boy

Rolling evens for 2mg more and a dab or odds for 1mg and a dab

Gotta get ready to head downtown for class
abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Thu, 11 May 2017 14:30:47 EST ID:BuoFzvdK No.135255 Ignore Report Quick Reply
haha yeh , it took a bit to get used to the Sorbitol & dont get me wrong i still get the shits & the uncomfortable feelin from time to time but mostly its always a lovely high mixed w my benzos & bud .

where bouts in oz are u bro ?

haha ay bruz , hows it goin ??

well im scripted 6mg Clonaz a day & that bottle of Diaz i posted i jus decided to pick up to have around when i felt getn recreational w my benz & buds ..
tho the Alpraz was from an order from a certain IOP i made like 2 months ago ... a surprise , but a v welcome one indeed lol .

anyways , jus bumpin on my 6mg of Clonaz i had not too long ago & the 2mg of Alp i jus put under my tongue , which once dissolved my spliff will be sparked .

fuck its getn cold here in Oz ... im layered up like a mufucka , as its like 2am .
still cozy & high tho .

BWB ~.~
Dr. Katz - Thu, 11 May 2017 15:07:41 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.135256 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam, 1.5mg alprazolam, and some whiskey.
Waiting on my girl to get home from work - we're both out of school for ~1 month.

I still have leftover alprazolam and I'm picking up my refill tonight. I'm getting benz'd as FUCK. Oh, you know I'm bumping later.
High Strung - Thu, 11 May 2017 16:34:44 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got off work, won't have to be into work tomorrow until noon and will be off by 3 (I always get half-days off on Friday) so I'm celebrating with:
>4mg Clonazepam
>A bubbler full of the last of my weed until next Friday
>A beer

Just stripped down into my underwear, cranked up the A/C, and gonna order chicken tenders from the place down the street. Gonna read comics and listen to black metal too. At least I'm alive for stuff like that.

The car wreck wasn't so bad, it will be fixed by tomorrow afternoon. $660 worth of work and an injured back, but better than the car being totaled and me having to endure an ambulance ride.

I will miss my old therapist though. She was a very sweet lady and works in the same practice as my psychiatrist (who I will continue to see because he's ranked by the APA as one of the best bipolar doctors in the entire US, no joke). If she lived closer to downtown I'd see her every week.

I'll find the right person, i'm sure of it. Until then though, let's crack open this brew.>>135252>>135252>>135252
High Strung - Thu, 11 May 2017 19:32:06 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135259 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Continuing with 2.5mg Clonazepam and a tall pint of Guinness after dinner while watching BBC crime dramas. In my undies. Playing on Tinder with a decent-looking artist girl.

Pic related, it's what I'm watching.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 11 May 2017 21:55:34 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Not feeling the greatest. 7mg Etizolam. No drinks or anything tonight. Just trying to chill and watch Netflix.
Brain - Thu, 11 May 2017 22:00:30 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg Etiz. Feeling good
High Strung - Thu, 11 May 2017 22:01:40 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Capping off the night with 2mg Clonazepam and one last Guiness. Listening to black metal and reading comics while waiting for laundry to dry. After I fold thouse clothes I'm watching a documentary then going to bed. So glad I have nothing to do until 11:00am tomorrow...
Dextrolord - Thu, 11 May 2017 23:01:49 EST ID:mmnM7dPE No.135263 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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ahh dosed a total off 2 2/3 or these "3mg" bars more like 150% strength than whatever the fuck he had last time, anyways dosed those thruought the day and im getting into my 32oz CHAMPAGNE OF BEER and will blaze for sure tonight.

Im feelin great and Im extra happy because I just got 4 more bars from my guy and these new ones look almost close enough to the real deal that they just might be idk will find out tomorrow cuz I dont wanna take more benz

well I do but i gotta conserve and and I dont wanna put a new batch on top of the one I took today cuz safety first and blah they might not mix well is why I really care beyond conservation.

sorry for the ramble I am ccchhhiilled!
Brain - Fri, 12 May 2017 00:16:41 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135264 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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+5mg getting BENZ'D
High Strung - Fri, 12 May 2017 08:38:50 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135268 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got a call from the owner of the restaurant I work at today: "2 cooks and my assistant manager called out of work today, it's the dishwasher's day off, and I'm leaving for town on vacation today, so we're just not gonna even open today. Enjoy your day off!:"

So now that I'm awake for absolutely no reason except for lunch with someone at 12:30pm, 3mg of Clonazepam and a cup of tea it is!!!!
Brain - Fri, 12 May 2017 09:04:19 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135270 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Long time lurker, only really started posted recently but can someone explain what happened to johnnyrocket? I don't mean to pull heart strings just genuinely curious
Archie Gonkinham - Fri, 12 May 2017 09:25:23 EST ID:TVnG8bZT No.135271 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm not particularly in the know but the dude OD'd on a combo of benzos and u4770 AFAIK, pretty reckless with drugs by all accounts and hard to tell if it was just that or legit death wish
Dr. Katz - Fri, 12 May 2017 11:05:47 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135272 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Popped another 1mg alprazolam and went out with my girl/some friends last night for drinks.

Damn, dude. I'm glad that you're okay at least.
Cheers, bud!
Dr. Katz - Fri, 12 May 2017 13:51:04 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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As Archie said, Johnny OD'd. Johnny was taking clonazolam, flubromazolam, and various other benzos on a daily basis for an extended period. I don't think anyone on here had ever heard of someone taking such high dosages of extremely potent RC benzos on a daily basis before. We all told him to watch out and try to taper, but when you're taking several milligrams of flubromazolam, clonazolam, RX'd lorazepam, and various blackmarket benzos (diazepam, alprazolam, clonazepam, etc.) on the daily, you don't have much regard for your life.
/benz/ saw Johnny's posts become more and more unnerving due to tolerance, he would post stash pics of pills and bottles of PG solutions, and he eventually needed to maintain taking such high amounts for fear of hellish withdrawal.

Roughly one week after Johnny posted about his U4 pack coming in the mail, a friend of his posted on BWB that Johnny had in fact overdosed on a combination of benzos and U4. His friend stated that Johnny died doing what he loved, but it seemed more like an intentional suicide than anything else. You can't combine those specific drugs with alcohol and expect to make it out alive every single time. Plus, the guy did discuss having depression and anxiety that had persisted for years.

>Pic related - it's the post Johnny's friend made 1 year ago
Doris Chebbercocke - Fri, 12 May 2017 16:09:42 EST ID:Akf9EXdq No.135276 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ate... I don't know, something like 30mg clonazepam? Comfortably numb. Feeling good. Thankfully I have a fucked up enough tolerance to take this and still stand
High Strung - Fri, 12 May 2017 19:27:29 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135281 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got home from school after meeting with a distinguished professor from China (Chinese Historian).... my downstairs neighbor was sitting in the foyer and he smoked me out 2 bowls of Orange Kush.

Went upstairs, got naked except for my Lei Feng shirt (Lei Feng = Chinese Communist martyr, got it in Beijing), pulled out some comic books, and pulled out my new bong. Now I'm at:

>4mg Clonazepam
>1 tallboy of PBR
>2 bowls of Kush
>about to rip one bongload of Kush

Anyone ever read House of Penance? It's one dank (and dark) indie comic from Valiant.
Brain - Fri, 12 May 2017 20:16:33 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135283 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks for the info, appreciate it. RIP Johnny

Bumping 5mg etiz
Smoked over 2gs easily today
Brain - Fri, 12 May 2017 21:40:39 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135285 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 3mg of etiz
Polly Chendlepot - Fri, 12 May 2017 22:53:07 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135286 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've been taking about 1mg of Clonazpam every other day or so for three months and I'm scared I might be dependent. what do I doo
Brain - Fri, 12 May 2017 22:58:16 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135287 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Keep the regime the same in terms of every second day but turn it down to .5 for 2 weeks. Then do the same for .25 for another week or 2.

Use google to i ain't an expert, but the boards slow so i figured I'd give you a general reply. Use google breh.
Brain - Fri, 12 May 2017 23:10:49 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135288 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping another 5mg of etiz. Will probably take the rest of this pg tonight knowing how deep i'm in right now.
Brain - Sat, 13 May 2017 13:17:07 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135289 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.5 clonazepam
Can't wait for my dclaz to get here. Gotta take a good 2 week break real soon though
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 13 May 2017 13:51:33 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Etiz is just so... Nice. Be careful with it. (Says the etiz addict).
Enjoying my weekend with 6mg Etiz and some coffee. Probably will grab an energy drink soon and maaaybe an Adderall a friend have me and clean up my apartment. I find that taking some /benz/ along with enough caffeine doesn't make me tired at all and makes cleaning much more tolerable. I can put on some good music and go for a few hours.
abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sat, 13 May 2017 14:27:29 EST ID:BuoFzvdK No.135291 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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faded asf .

on like .. 8mg Alp & 8mg Clon
& like 3 grams of bud smoked in spliffs & cones ...

been bumpin Bones & $B harrrd .

wish i had some opis ..
did a CWE las night ( 600mg Codeine ) but only got half the effects i was lookin for ..
tolerance is a bitchhh .

hope everyones doin good .

pic related .. the South African Mylan 1mg footballs .
abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sat, 13 May 2017 14:28:23 EST ID:BuoFzvdK No.135292 Ignore Report Quick Reply
.. that im on .. lol .
nb .
High Strung - Sat, 13 May 2017 17:47:33 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135293 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Interesting day today!
Got off work early, walked past the bar next door, lo and behold my boss was there.... she waved me down and bought me 3 shots of Jameson whisky! Bought a PBR and 2 Monsters at the gas station a few doors down, got home, threw on my pajamas, ate dinner, and got into my easy chair.

>4mg Clonazepam
>1 tall boy of PBR
Norwegian black metal

A good end to a bit of a rough day.....
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 13 May 2017 21:12:10 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135294 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Done for the day now. 6mg Etizolam and a Tagamet. Having a beer now and doing some dabs while I paint my nails and toes. My friend wanted to go out but I'm a bit too.. "faded," as the kids these days say to drive 20 miles to the party. Meh.

Any good Netflix/Amazon prime movie suggestions?
What are y'all doing tonight?
Brain - Sat, 13 May 2017 21:56:14 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135295 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Probably a good idea to not drive to be fair.

Just smoked 2 grams of some weed today and resisted the urge to make some pg solutions. Just sitting comfy playing video games as per usual. Might take some powder but thats a bad idea
Dr. Katz - Sun, 14 May 2017 02:07:41 EST ID:8xenG9hK No.135296 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg alprazolam + whiskey
High Strung - Sun, 14 May 2017 08:43:51 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135297 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.5mg Clonazepam before work. It's Mother's Day so everyone in my district of town is gonna be taking their mothers and grandmothers out to brunch.... so I'm gonna need to stay calm!

Then tomorrow I'm gonna go see my mama myself.

>>135294 Oh Sophia darling, if you having watched "Shetland" get in on it right now! (If you like Scottish crime dramas)
Emma Geckleshaw - Sun, 14 May 2017 09:53:55 EST ID:yWsvlXks No.135298 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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7.5mg zopiclone during a perfect day, with some alcohol and lots of caffeine, which it has some kind of cross interactions with. Some time in the past took 2x 7.5mg just by itself and got memory holes and reportedly slurred speaking before passing out to sleep. Hoping/trying out if some kind of lighter mix cand build up a fun feeling for the day.
Brain - Sun, 14 May 2017 11:55:48 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135299 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ended up going out pretty late with some friends. Came home late and drunkenly made 2 10mg/15ml etiz solutions. Ended up getting a drop of pg into the main bag when weighing so I kinda fucked up most of the 30mg i did have left.

I got some dclaz coming soon but from what i've been reading it's not going to measure up to etiz but i'm hopeful I might be able to find it useful regardless.

Bumping 1mg etiz
Brain - Sun, 14 May 2017 13:08:53 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135300 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ended up just weighing what I had to make one last super strong pg and I got around 22mg give or take. After I was finished the solution and the bag scraped I decided to lick the residual powder left over that I couldn't get off.

Pretty dumb idea but I'm an impulsive fuck. God damn I'm benz'd now, can't even guess how much was still on the dish. I underestimated.

Man down
Emma Geckleshaw - Sun, 14 May 2017 15:38:43 EST ID:yWsvlXks No.135301 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Feeling quite bored at the start. Put in some coffee, nicotine and last 2x 7.5mg zopiclonea and ofcourse small treshold 10ug acid as some extra opener. I should have some soft of benso-like experience that zopiclone could provie because it is so similair. There is mixedf information avaialable. Some say it's good some for fun and some say not really. It is a chemical closley to bezoes in many of the effects being the same, and it is also an addicting chemical. Mostly prescripted for for sleeping to. If nothing else helps I'l put in some weed lighjtly and see what can be build up.

I'm pretty sure now that zopiclone is nothing like a xanax for example, but there might be some hopeful attempts to wake it up with all the other stuff.
High Strung - Sun, 14 May 2017 18:32:29 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.135302 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What a brutal day at work.... everybody and their mother (ha ha ha) wanted to go to Mother's Day brunch at our place: it was like the Siege of Leningrad during WWII.

After work I drove up to see my mom and sisters (Dad's on a business trip), gonna spend the night at her place. We got Checker burgers and I popped 4mg Clonazepam.

Benzed and eatin' burgers in my childhood home, kinda comforting.
High Strung - Mon, 15 May 2017 10:20:10 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.135303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Talked to my psychiatrist today. Says my benzo and antipsychotic levels are stable. Doc just thinks I've been suicidal lately cuz of having to deal with 2 friends killing themselves and 2 friends dying of natural causes.

He's referring me to a therapist that specializes in bipolar disorder and grief counseling whose office is downtown (where I live now) so I don't have to drive all the way out to the sticks to see my old therapist. Better to have someone I can talk to that I can see 2x a month rather than every 3 months.

Also that'll allow me to slow down on using my Clonazepam (benzos are meant to be a bandaid, not a cureall after all).

Until then, enjoying 3mg Clonazepam with an energy drink while binge watching the 2nd season of "Shetland" (that awesome Scottish BBC crime drama I've fallen in love with) with my mom for a belated Mother's Day.
High Strung - Mon, 15 May 2017 20:38:44 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135306 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam until my weed dealer gets here

Today was strangely great. I forgot to mention in my last post what my psychiatrist said that made me so happy:
"High Strung, for such an intense case of bipolar disorder as you have, you have survived and persevered over things that would usually drive most people with less severe cases of your condition to end their life or destroy their life with alcohol or drugs. Your OWN past suicide attempts and drug problems should've killed you. You should be dead!

You are one of my most REMARKABLE patients. I can't see you losing your battle against your bipolar disorder. I simply CANNOT."

Then he gave me the business card of the therapist he recommended. I nearly cried.

Now that I'm home, I think I deserve some Clonazepam and some marijuana.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 15 May 2017 23:05:02 EST ID:2kvFgwCE No.135307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>BWB on 3.6mg Etizolam staggered, pooped 2.4 then 1.2 maybe 2 hours later. Smoked maybe 0.7g of Chemdawg with my 4oz maintenance dose of PST.

I did 8oz (down from 22-33oz of 3/10 Garbo) PST in the morning and had 4oz maybe 3 hours ago for WD comfort /maintenance. I'm learning that I don't last a full 24hrs before minor WD symptoms. I'll have to settle for roughly 6oz or so tomorrow and then I'm out apart from 2 5# & 6# bag washes to fortify my pst. Then replacement 4lb of potent tier right now is en route to arrive in two days.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 15 May 2017 23:34:11 EST ID:9exPSXcr No.135308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>heh 4.8mg total done for the night love y'all
Priscilla Pabberridge - Mon, 15 May 2017 23:43:14 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135309 Ignore Report Quick Reply
whats Etizolam like compared to prescription benzos
Shitting Tootfield - Tue, 16 May 2017 02:19:08 EST ID:1/Dg7nv+ No.135310 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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got me some good ol flubromazolam <3 1mg of dat with 2mg kpin and some ambien to come in a while, some weed and ciggies and ahh it feels good to be done with finals for the term. hope you're all feelin SLAYER and SLAYER
Basil Clayridge - Tue, 16 May 2017 09:28:18 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.135313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
suicidal thoughts in the back fo the cadillac
High Strung - Tue, 16 May 2017 11:01:58 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135314 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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No work? No school?
Rolled over, put on pant,s grabbed bong immediately
>Bong-load of some hybrid of kush
>2mg Clonazepam with my other psych meds
>1mg Alprazolam
Roommate wakes up
>3 bong-loads of that same shit.

Now I'm fucking slizzered and listening to an interesting audio lecture about Thelema'sAleister Crowley's theological approach to the concept of Satan. Trippin' me out.
Brain - Tue, 16 May 2017 14:57:29 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135316 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I really fucked up last night hard. Don't even wanna say what I did but it envolved drugs. I keep pushing the line and fucking myself over.

Bumping 10mg etiz and a couple bowls of some indica. Still not feeling chill
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 16 May 2017 17:16:22 EST ID:sx8LfsL0 No.135317 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've only had Ativan twice 1mg each night and next morning no tolerance, the holy trail triazolam one pack of 9x0.25mg pills snorted all but one, IV midazolam at least once, fair share of real xanax from my grandma when I was younger, and I've had 15mg lifetime total clam and ive done all 3 z drug especially lunesta.

I've never had valium or klonopin nor have I had diclazepam. I had access to 2mg kpin for 4/$20 in college but I never bothered. Back then xanax was all the rage and people bought tasteless pressed xanax, and I'm 90% it was etizolam (I never ate them myself).

I would say etizolam is just a shorter acting more aggressive form of xanax that's better for anxiety somewhat less sedating and just overall euphoric at ~5mg or so lowish tolerance.

Ativan was way different. I should try diclaz I feel like it'll give me a taste of valium with some more Ativan metabolites. My fave domestic vendor only makes clam and etiz makes zero sense, I told them drop the clam and produce diclaz and just sell off your clam pile it's a heathen drug. Clam should come in packages of 10x1mg pellets. Clam addiction is no joke lol.
Basil Clayridge - Tue, 16 May 2017 18:51:43 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.135318 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wild bouo nigga
Hedda Crillyhall - Tue, 16 May 2017 20:07:06 EST ID:8iI8/J0J No.135320 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Chilling with 150mg pregabalin, 600mg gabapentin, weed (those all were my last, but have a little bit of weed left) and bought little klonopin and having cups of coffee.
Feeling bussin nicely. Time goes by when im listening music from youtube.
Trying to get rid of tramal habit that i had like two years.
Feeling fine now.
Henry Clobblehall - Wed, 17 May 2017 09:35:29 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'd give dclaz a try. Pretty hypnotic but subtle unless you take a bunch. I only tried it yesterday but I've been benzing for to longs so I. Weed to take a break. Wd shouldn't be too bad, I hope
Dr. Katz - Wed, 17 May 2017 11:04:11 EST ID:diaoYtIY No.135324 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam yesterday. Hit up a concert. Had some drinks. Tuesday nights can be dope!

Diclazepam is probably the best RC benzo for GAD/SAD. There's next to no recreational value, but the therapeutic index is quite high.
Shit Blythebanks - Wed, 17 May 2017 13:39:15 EST ID:6eVqeEMe No.135326 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Whats up benzers?
I'm popping a little bit of kpins for the first time in a long looong time. I'm not usually a benzo guy, but lately I've been absolutely exhausted and kpins are the only thing that'll help me relax. The one thing I always hate about this, is I never know what to do. Nothing sounds as interested.

What's some fun shit to do while benz'd?
High Strung - Wed, 17 May 2017 16:45:17 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135328 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Interesting enough day!
Went to campus for an M.A. advisement meeting.... and my advisor wasn't there! His office was locked, none of the department had seen him around, and I called him twice and he didn't pick up his phone

Went home, took a nap, ordered burritos from my favorite Mexican delivery place, popped 2mg Clonazepam, and now the burritos just arrived!

Time for Netflix, nomz, and chill.
High Strung - Wed, 17 May 2017 17:06:11 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135330 Ignore Report Quick Reply
-watch Netflix or anime (if not too benzed, otherwise you won't remember what you watched)
-order delivery (Clonazepam gives me the munchies for some reason)
-a hot piping pot of tea
-read comics/manga
-take a nice leisurely stroll if you're not too couchlocked
-mix with marijuana

Enjoy, Klonopin is awesome!
Dr. Katz - Wed, 17 May 2017 20:25:05 EST ID:diaoYtIY No.135331 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam, 1.5mg alprazolam, just hit some laughing gas, and about to get drinks at this concert.
Back to back concerts. Ayooooo
Dr. Katz - Wed, 17 May 2017 22:40:23 EST ID:diaoYtIY No.135333 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg diazepam + 2mg alprazolam + booze
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Wed, 17 May 2017 23:16:39 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.135334 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>30mg Diazepam
High Strung - Thu, 18 May 2017 17:03:54 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135342 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got off work, actually had a fun and decent day at work: funny customers and delicious new additions to the menu! Then it got super slow at the end of the day so the entire staff just sat around shootin' the shit.

Got home, changed into my lounge clothes, popped 2.5mg Clonazepam, cracked open a tallboy, grabbed some manga off my shelf, and now waiting for pizza to arrive.
Phineas Huzzlechure - Thu, 18 May 2017 21:38:16 EST ID:7fqjgwhA No.135344 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg alprazolam and 20mg diazepam

i am a functional drug addict
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 18 May 2017 22:43:21 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135345 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Feeling very nice on 5mg Etiz and a few glasses of Moscato. Talked to my sis on the phone for 2 hours; it's been a while. Now I've been watching really old videos like "Tunak Tunak" and "Benny Lava".... Memories ❤
High Strung - Fri, 19 May 2017 17:26:00 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135351 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Okay day at work.... supposed to be getting weed but it probably won't be here until like 9pm tonight.

So until then:
>2mg Alprazolam
>2mg Clonazepam
>1 tall Asahi

Why do beer and black metal go so well together?.....
Brain - Fri, 19 May 2017 20:47:26 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135353 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 2mg of dclaz after a 3 day break. Tempted to take some etiz on top of this too. After tonight I plan too break longer then 3 days lol
High Strung - Fri, 19 May 2017 21:13:06 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135354 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Since last post I picked up a 1/4 of loud-ass indica, I've added:
>2mg Alprazolam
>0.5mg Clonazepam
>2 bong loads of dat shit with my roommate
>Another tall beer
>1 solo cone of pure indica

I'm fucking melting right now and barely form a coherent sentence when speaking..
Brain - Fri, 19 May 2017 21:37:27 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135356 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sounds like a good place to be. I wish my weed tolerance wasn't so high.

Godspeed, will most likely bump later
Brain - Fri, 19 May 2017 23:44:59 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135358 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 3mg of etiz. Feeling super comfy. Not a bad combo
Spritle !OudrPWaUDQ - Sat, 20 May 2017 06:02:30 EST ID:4wO7v5i1 No.135359 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey guys look what I got
Shitting Hedgehood - Sat, 20 May 2017 19:40:21 EST ID:8iI8/J0J No.135362 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Klonopin and weed
High Strung - Sat, 20 May 2017 22:24:12 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135366 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got back from the pub with my bros
Had a pitcher of PBR
Now we're doing bong loads and I popped 2mg Alprazolam and 1mg Clonazepam

.....Depeche Mode helps mellow the mood
Brain - Sun, 21 May 2017 01:22:47 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135367 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 6mg etiz after a good night out. Actually managed to get an old friend to come over for some coffee after we all parted ways
chronicthehemphog !.6Y6Ozl6tM - Sun, 21 May 2017 03:49:15 EST ID:ZkJdNrGW No.135368 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin on 55mg valium taken at 5:30, another 15mg taken at 7, and 7.5mg xanax at midnight. Gonna be feelin comfy
Eliza Gazzleville - Sun, 21 May 2017 15:34:17 EST ID:RrdeMyqC No.135374 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Found the Benz stash I lost, was coming down to the last couple weeks worth of what I had in liquid and panic was setting in.

Now I have ~200mg each of etiz and clam, not to mention the all-important 4.2g of diclazepam. Shit is never leaving an obvious location again, terrible feeling when it isn't at hand.

A lil bit of each to celebrate not being totally fucked, BWB
Dr. Katz - Sun, 21 May 2017 16:03:25 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135375 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam yesterday
High Strung - Sun, 21 May 2017 16:32:21 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135376 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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A lost benzo stash?! That must've been terrifying!!!! I can't imagine if my precious comfy-ness suddenly disappeared.

Anyway, I guess my day was okay.
Got from home at 3:15pm, weekend begins for me
>Smoked 2 bowls of White Widow with my roommate
Took a nap while listening to The Weeknd
Woke up at 4:20pm exactly
>Smoked a bong load of Purple Kush
>Popped 2mg Clonazepam

Will probably hit the bong again and pop a bar of Alprazolam while reading comics and manga and listening to records after dinner/before bed.
Brain - Sun, 21 May 2017 16:32:44 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135377 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 of Ativan. Got my refill today so I had to try it.

I want to order more etiz but part of me just wants to stick with what I got. It's the most recreational benzo but I'm abusing it too much. It's so warm and comfy but the compulsive redose is strong and I don't wanna get physical withdrawals but oh boy.

Wish I never tried benzos. Anxiety is hell but I also feel like benzos are too.
High Strung - Sun, 21 May 2017 21:34:11 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135378 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Popped 2mg Alprazolam and smoked a couple of joints while talking on the phone with my FWB, she's a Clonazepam lady herself like me.

Now to read comics and go to bed
Dr. Katz - Sun, 21 May 2017 21:56:39 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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15mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 5mg cyclobenzaprine
von Osterbach - Sun, 21 May 2017 22:46:14 EST ID:zvgiEJFt No.135380 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30 .5 klonopins the past 2 days. Still in that fuzzy state of mind; chilling, smoking and and nodding.
High Strung - Mon, 22 May 2017 10:53:53 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135381 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg Alprazolam
1mg Clonazepam
2 bong loads

Building a pillow-and-blanket fort on my couch today cuz I have a day off from work, so it's time to do nothing but listen to gothic rock and binge-read 30 Days of Night
High Strung - Tue, 23 May 2017 16:38:45 EST ID:/YluKyww No.135392 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Editing the footnotes on one of the chapters of my thesis while sick with a cold (we're at the tail end of cold season here, and it's cold and rainy this week) when suddenly.... OH GOD PANIC ATTACK I WON'T BE ABLE TO GRADUATE IN TIME I'M A HORRIBLE STUDENT I'M A FAILURE *hyperventilating*

>2mg Alprazolam
>0.5mg Clonazepam
>a single can of PBR

Slowly coming down from nearly hyperventilating and bursting into tears. Now I'm drinking chamomile tea and listening to My Favorite Murder to ease both my anxiety and minor late-spring cold.
Brain - Tue, 23 May 2017 16:54:56 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135393 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Haven't benz'd in about 35+ hours. Feeling physical withdrawal symptom mainly from etiz. Starting to feel worse but feels like it should be peaking soon.

Should I take a small amount of clonazepam or diclaz or would that be a bad idea. I ended up taking etiz more than I wanted over roughly 3 weeks
Dr. Katz - Tue, 23 May 2017 19:30:15 EST ID:8xenG9hK No.135400 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam

Why didn't you taper? Take either benzo if you really need to. But technically your withdrawal symptoms should subside within a few days. Taking a benzo can help, but you also might prolong the withdrawal process.

You're all good, dude! Get tea'd up and enjoy late spring before the summer heat destroys us all. Get well soon.
Brain - Tue, 23 May 2017 19:54:11 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135401 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Although i roughly have 25mg of etiz left I feel like me tapering off it would only make things worse for me in the long run. I compulsive redose Etiz like a bitch so i figured if i tried to taper I would just end up running out in a couple days and not really taper cause of how comforting it is.

Although I have scripts for clonazepam and lorazepam I never found them as abusive and recreational as Etiz. I want to learn to cope with my issues and use benzos on the side as an aid but not a fix. Don't wanna create more problems for myself.

I believe I can handle the cold turkey. I'm uncomfortable now but i figure I'm better off just toughing it out if i've made it this far. I will take .25-.50 clonazepam if things are shitty tonight but hopefully not.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Tue, 23 May 2017 22:32:10 EST ID:Q0KUPHPs No.135403 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>take half a bar to get to sleep yesterday
>friends tell me about this intense bushparty just outside my house
>go there, get 5 drinks in
god damn why is drinking on benzos so fucking destructive to your brain?
Albert Sollyridge - Tue, 23 May 2017 22:53:41 EST ID:pK9kk1PN No.135404 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg Clonazepam.. omg thank You sweet relief after several nights without.
Albert Sollyridge - Tue, 23 May 2017 22:53:41 EST ID:pK9kk1PN No.135405 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg Clonazepam.. omg thank You sweet relief after several nights without.
Dr. Katz - Wed, 24 May 2017 00:20:51 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135406 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took another 10mg diazepam and added on 1mg alprazolam

I feel ya. Etizolam is a great anxiolytic, but it is very easy to fall into re-dosing and subsequent blackouts on the stuff. I've only ever taken etiz between 3 and 5 times, but the fact that the duration was shorter than alprazolam was troubling for me.

That's your best bet though - you already have the idea down for not using benzos as your sole means of coping.
Ernest Blumbledale - Wed, 24 May 2017 02:19:59 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135408 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg ambien down the hatch, waiting to drift off into sleep
Brain - Wed, 24 May 2017 11:17:19 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135409 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping .25 clonazepam. I couldn't stand feeling like crap but hopefully this doesn't put me too far back. Maybe that will give me some relief
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 24 May 2017 16:18:04 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135410 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Funny, I was thinking of you and the others on here that are high level schooling or have great jobs and wondering how in the hell you guys handle it.
I'm about 6 weeks into my new job and I love it but I get so anxious that I'm going to fail that I have bad panic attacks and sabotage myself.
Right now I'm on 3mg Etiz and an energy drink. Just daily maintenance really. I feelb paralysed sometimes. So much stuff I need to do, so little time (and energy) to do it.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Thu, 25 May 2017 00:43:42 EST ID:Q0KUPHPs No.135416 Ignore Report Quick Reply
xanax eating pizza
Brain - Thu, 25 May 2017 13:51:30 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135420 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 Ativan

I'm throwing out all my etiz/diclaz and I'm just going to take my lorazepam as percribed until I'm able to see my psychiatrist on June 12th. Going to tell him I want to taper.

Shits debilitating and I need to get stuff done.
Brain - Thu, 25 May 2017 14:35:59 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135421 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>135420 kinda scary how I'm feeling a lot better now. God damn, I only started benzos at the end of last December and suprise suprise it's snuck up on me.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 25 May 2017 16:39:08 EST ID:N/ZLBvUM No.135425 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg diazepam this morning to smooth out the work day.
I'm not even halfway done with this month's RX and today's already refill day. Look out for me on Extreme Hoarders: Valium Edition on a streaming service near you!!

That's why the golden rule of infrequent dosing (let's say 1-2x/week) at the lowest possible dosage is for the best in the long run.
Benzos can really get the best of, well, almost anyone with an anxiety disorder.
Brain - Thu, 25 May 2017 18:03:40 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135426 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks Katz, your posts always comfort me. I'm hoping I can go back to infrequent dosing but I don't know if it's possible after being addicted to them. Kinda scares me though because they are useful.

Have you ever been addicted Katz?
Albert Grandshaw - Thu, 25 May 2017 20:16:22 EST ID:P9orA6oz No.135428 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg of ativan and beer and anime, ahhhh yeah!
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 25 May 2017 20:42:38 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135429 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I feel you dude. I wish I could just throw mine away. You're brave as hell and a strong person. Telling your doctor and being completely honest is one of the hardest things you'll do. Get that taper schedule going and I know you'll get shit done! I wish you good luck

I just started to have a teeth-chattering panic attack so I took two etizolams. I'm at the point that I realize I just keep going in a circle and something needs to change. I feel like shit every day and I don't have to. I just need to stop drinking so much and abusing benzos. The song "Over and Over" by Hot Chip keeps playing in my head. "Over and over and over and over again... Like a monkey with a miniature cymbal.... The joy of repetition really is on you..."

But I come home from work and have panic attacks and think that the only way I can KEEP my job is if I relax and have a few (or seven+) drinks and take some etiz and quell that pain I'm feeling in that moment. RONG LOL. Tapering will be hard. It will take a while. But it will make me stronger.
I'm going to the doctor Saturday.
Dr. Katz - Fri, 26 May 2017 00:01:31 EST ID:dI2nnOiI No.135433 Ignore Report Quick Reply
45mg diazepam + 2mg alprazolam + beers
Hit up a local Tex--Mex joint and arcade bar with the roommate.

I've never been a daily user, but I have had some minor acute withdrawal symptoms and intense rebound anxiety. That was the extent of the worst though. This July makes it five years since I was first scripted.
Alice Birringbitch - Fri, 26 May 2017 12:41:17 EST ID:CU1/TC8G No.135434 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2+2mg of kpins down the hatch with a few beers. Week before this one I went through a 30pc bottle of temazepam 20mg so lets see about the tolerance.

Damn an hour in and I can already feel the jello setting in.
Alice Birringbitch - Fri, 26 May 2017 12:55:47 EST ID:CU1/TC8G No.135435 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ooh shiit. I'm not get getting evicted. FInally managed to open my mail. Shiiit.
Going from being unemployed and broke to starting a 9-5 job with a first paycheck a month away has been a bit tough.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 26 May 2017 13:56:24 EST ID:lWXPBqqj No.135436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey when you're committed to getting off feel free to hit me up. We both know you need to switch to diclazepam.

>found 2 etizolam 1.2mg after not having benzos in like over a month

>in opi wd

>ate one and saved one for later

>where did the other one go? Was on my desk

Ebenezer Turveyshaw - Fri, 26 May 2017 21:01:56 EST ID:NpDPnBFv No.135439 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just took my first mg of etizolam in over a year. Almost forgot this heavenly feeling.
Brain - Fri, 26 May 2017 21:16:55 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135441 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Eh, I actually never went through With it but thanks for the kind words. I still plan to tapper when I see my doc next but it's honestly going to be hard for me to be honest with him like you've said.

1mg of dclaz/2mg of etiz earlier. Now beers n bud with some friends
Ebenezer Turveyshaw - Fri, 26 May 2017 22:01:00 EST ID:NpDPnBFv No.135442 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took another 2 mg. Now I'm really in my happy place.

Soon I'll slip into my my bed and drift away for the night.
Brain - Sat, 27 May 2017 00:07:15 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135443 Ignore Report Quick Reply
+6mg of etizolam. Finally might be able to get a solid sleep in.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 27 May 2017 21:04:01 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135452 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg Etizolam and a few beers to start the long-awaited weekend. About to smoke a bit of lemony kush.
Have a nice weekend y'all
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 27 May 2017 21:10:24 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135453 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dude. Was planning on going to the doctor today (it's only walk-ins on Saturday) and yeah. I chickened out. I'm not sure if I should see my family doctor who has known me since I was 8 and knows about the Klonopin/benz addiction or a new random doctor and try to explain my story. My family doc is the one who liberally prescribed me Xanax and Kpins for 4+years with no suggestion of going to therapy so I don't have a lot of trust in her. But finding a new doctor and explaining your whole life story... Is hard and scary to say the least. Idk what to do.
Don't feel bad. You're not the only one struggling. Let me know if you want to email or text or Snapchat or whatever.
Brain - Sun, 28 May 2017 02:15:47 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135454 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well atleast you had good intentions. I don't blame you though, talking to an unfamiliar face about benzo addiction is tough. Especially when that anxiety starts coming on before you even started to drive to the place. Hard to say who to visit.

Would be nice to talk to someone in a similar situation, I don't know anyone personally that uses Benz. Shoot me an email and I'll send you my number or something. [email protected] (more of throwaway don't ask)

> Bumping 6mg etiz before bed.
Fanny Trotforth - Mon, 29 May 2017 06:54:02 EST ID:+n/R4wMC No.135459 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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coming down from a 40 hour adderall then meff bender. i meant to go to bed 8 hours ago so i dosed 8mg of etiz and felt chill as fuck. i then started thinking about this mysterious white powder in a bag that i figured was an rc benzo powder so i did not touch it at first. curiosity got to me and i weighed the bags contents and found a 1/3 gram of fire shard, it had just been crushed so fine that i couldnt tell. i then smoked it up in no more than 2 hours. it is now almost 6 am and i feel like dropping 6-8mg of etiz solution and go to bed. gonna get into a book while coming down with the etiz.

Brain - Tue, 30 May 2017 21:14:00 EST ID:p3Y5bzHa No.135466 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg dlcaz/etiz
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Wed, 31 May 2017 00:17:58 EST ID:LD6HtI8w No.135469 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck you have the best fucking pictures. You and that dog avatarfag who is based AF. IT's like FaceBook memecore but without the cancer.

Anyway, xanax and melatonin damn I'm fucc'd.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Wed, 31 May 2017 00:17:58 EST ID:LD6HtI8w No.135470 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck you have the best fucking pictures. You and that dog avatarfag who is based AF. IT's like FaceBook memecore but without the cancer.

Anyway, xanax and melatonin damn I'm fucc'd.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Wed, 31 May 2017 00:18:04 EST ID:/4iNC4ER No.135471 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck you have the best fucking pictures. You and that dog avatarfag who is based AF. IT's like FaceBook memecore but without the cancer.

Anyway, xanax and melatonin damn I'm fucc'd.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Wed, 31 May 2017 00:19:02 EST ID:/4iNC4ER No.135472 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wtf. i'm so sorry guys.

>3posts within 5 seconds
i have no idea how i did that
Archie Daggleditch - Wed, 31 May 2017 05:24:54 EST ID:eEWWoK+C No.135477 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Brain - Wed, 31 May 2017 08:01:45 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135482 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg lorazepam before this interview. I really need this
Dr. Katz - Wed, 31 May 2017 12:50:04 EST ID:iqWKSuq6 No.135491 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam throughout yesterday. Capped the night off with chamomile tea and 15mg Belsomra. Slept like a baby chalk full of benzos and z-drugs.

Sipping coffee and reading Vonnegut's "God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater" at work now. I will undoubtedly bump later.

Good luck with your interview, Brain. Best of luck!!
John Nomblewut - Wed, 31 May 2017 15:36:50 EST ID:CU1/TC8G No.135492 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Comment Bought a new sim for my burner and found xanax on a streetbench on the way

groovin on 2mg of cpam + 1mg of alp, beer and weed taken as needed
Dr. Katz - Wed, 31 May 2017 20:34:13 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135495 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today: 400mg cimetidine then 20mg diazepam and 2mg alprazolam total taken between 30 min. and 2.5 hours after taking the cimetidine.
Drinking on a bomber of Arrogant Bastard Ale right now. Benz'd as fuckkkkk.
Cooking up some bomb shit in the kitchen - crafted and panini'd an Italian sandwich, made some "Chipotle style" burritos, and about to make some gnarly quesadillas.
Brain - Wed, 31 May 2017 20:57:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135497 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks man. I got a feeling I didn't do so hot so hopefully another place calls soon.

Bumping 1mg of dclaz /4mg etiz and 2 grams of kratom. Tempted to add in some more kpins or Ativan. Wish I didn't smoke all my weed today too.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 31 May 2017 21:40:14 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135498 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1 Tagamet, 4mg Etiz, and two beers so far.

Just trying to chill after work. We did a training that was pretty intense (people yelling at us, threatening us, etc) and even though it was just a class, my anxiety the whole day was a 12/10 o_0
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Wed, 31 May 2017 22:38:10 EST ID:/sjdxPe7 No.135500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So I was cleaning my drug work bench where I use to measure out all my 0.02 mg drugs and decided to wipe it down with an ethanol paper towel. I ate the paper towel along with a small beaker that I know had 1mg of hydromorphone.

I'm beyond fucked up at this point and have no idea what I consumed. It feels like a psychedelic opiate and is probably a mixture of 1 year's worth of spilling small amounts of DMT analogues (4-OH DMT, DET, MET, MiPT), benzos (triazolam, etizolam), opiates (U-4, acetylmorphone) and some dissociatives (memeatine, dxm), and other shit I probably can't remember.

Definitely some benzos here now...

a y y
Brain - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 01:55:50 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135503 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 5mg dclaz/2mg etiz

Feeling goooood before bed
Shitting Clillykit - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 15:26:45 EST ID:N/pONLNG No.135506 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Since this is a BWB, let my just share how chill it is to sit in this 7h bus in the sunset on 2mg clonazepam straight from Putin's factory.

I alao have a srs Q. What's my best method to taper off a mini binge without ruining sleep?

Since thursday (for 7 days) I've been bumping small doses summing to 1-3mg everyday to combat anxiety and sleeplessness. Yesterday I had a purely recreational 4mg.

The medical reasons are still relevant for four days to come. I have 4mg. If I take 1mg every evening, ending the binge will definitely fuck up my sleep even worse. I'm thinking I can help my anxiety yet taper off without sleep problems maybe if I space the daily doses over like:
  • 1mg
  • 0.5mg
  • 0.5mg
  • 0.5mg + minor intentional sleep deprivation from early alarm
Then on the 5th day I timelock the remaining so cravings won't step into picture but I will feel ok and sleep.
Brain - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 15:42:24 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135507 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Made a 10mg etiz pg solution. I always end up making more mess when I make smaller batches. Licked up all he missed powder and off the dish that clung.

I didn't want shit to go to waste but now I'm fucking benz'd and I think I might be forced to sleep
KunkoBenzaTried !owU3wSU682 - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 18:21:39 EST ID:5WApImIh No.135508 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm on 125μg of clonazolam for my first /benz/ in years. Or my first /benz/ ever, if you want to get all picky and technical about etizolam not being a benzo.

I probably could've handled a whole tab (250μg) without acting too retarded but I'm glad I just took half. The muscle relaxation's stronger than that of two or three drinks with no tolerance. Not quite on the level of 200mg of DPH without tolerance though.

This buzz goes very well with '70s soft rock; anyone agree? Feeling like a baby boomer this evening. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AzUMlAsFhs
Cornelius Gammledale - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 19:33:45 EST ID:Xn5c2xdj No.135509 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>125 ug
why so low man, thats .125 mg, like less than a tenth of a standard dosage wtf are you doing
Brain - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 19:57:07 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping another 6 mg etiz. I ended up ordering 250mg on monday morning when benz'd to shit. Got the mail today and realized what happened. Life been pretty shit recently but tonight im getting benz'd. Lots of Clonazepam.etiz,diclaz,ativan
maLiciouzz - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 22:40:53 EST ID:oyTHMDoX No.135514 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Harm reduction nigga. Plus clam is so powerfully intoxicating that abuse of the chem will lead to some very nasty seizures. Im currently 'tapering' from a clam addiction thay i had from October 2016 to early May. Its been successful so far. I have etiz to transition from my very high usage of clam and plan on researchingthe etiz throughout my first probation offense in the usa. However im sitting here with a vial of very potent clam and have been contemplating just getting it used up before i finish off my current batch of etiz vg solution but idk. I can definitely notice adm difference between the 2 compounds and i like thay clam lasts way longer but the etiz isnt as powerful or long ladting at all. Took 4mg of etiz earlier when i was feeling tired without it and woke up about 7 hours later.

I felt like doing some bad shit today so when i woke up i dosed a whopping whole 12mg of etizolam solution to see wazzup and that was like 20+ minutes ago. My normal doseage is 8mg when i wake up and sometimes a 4-8mg bump mid day and then the same for evenings. I try not to go over 24 mg in a day but something tells me tonite i will not be following that rule. Basically im doing the opposite of a taper abd getting benzd as much as my rereceptors are willing. Also i think i need to start writingbdown mybdoseages again like i used to do. For the sake of science and analysis etc. Feeling chill af gonna either read or watch something. Im a dam young bull feeling like an old geezer rn. Getting a bunch of meff tomorrow or saturday woohoo for me. Enjoy your evening's everybody.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 23:40:47 EST ID:LD6HtI8w No.135516 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Why do you use propylene glycol to make etizolam solutions?
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 23:42:24 EST ID:9UiuX/Zj No.135517 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I mean, very good for you. I'm glad that vicodin thing didn't work out and you saw a much better light at the end of the tunnel.

Let us know how you continue on your harm reduction path and I hope you enjoy your weekend!
Brain - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 02:45:11 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I was taught that from some old head. Figured nothing's wrong with it. Mind shedding some light? I don't really just weigh out 10mg and call it a day. Also don't wanna waste money on pressed shit.

Passed out. Bumping 1mg to knock me back o
Brain - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 03:14:27 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135519 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 2mg of dclaz too, can't sleep. Just sent my old boss an email asking if he'd ever consider me back. Was supposed to send it at 10 but I KO'D.

But yea boom get back to me on that pg question. I thought most people did it unless they have pills or insane tolerance.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 03:47:37 EST ID:GCv3I/Gz No.135520 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Buy one of these (any 100ml volumetric flask will work and they're all reuseable) http://m.ebay.com/itm/282499403303

Weigh out 100mg with paper and add 75ml vodka. Stir and swirl for 5 minutes. Add 25ml water (or until the indicated mark. Cap it with rubber, glass, or your thumb and flip it upside down 25 times. Now you hace etizolam weighed out 1mg per ml.

If you accidentally weighed out 105mg or 110 mg, it doesn't matter too much since you'll only be extracting 10% les or more accordingly. Plus 30% alcohol solution doesn't go bad and can potentially incredibly sublingual BA
maLiciouzz - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 05:07:27 EST ID:irsa1cXn No.135521 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I dont recall saying pg but i use vg exclusively for etizolam and pg for clonazolam. Vg tastes better imo but pg clam is nasty tasting.

Anyways i have succumbed and am gettinf fucked up on my clonazolam. Bumped .5 like 3 hours ago and now gonna take like a whole mg because my tolerance is 2 dam high i just feel delusions of sobriety atm but i need to stay up another 5 hours so i may add adderall into the mix. Dam i have too many drugs. Expecting a lot of hq meff later so i can mow my lawn haha.

Good looking out though bombastus ive seen you on this board for years and you seem to know whats up.
maLiciouzz - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 05:29:09 EST ID:jMURrR8b No.135522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oops im retarded. NBWBENZZZZD
Brain - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 11:07:32 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135523 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Only thing about that is I'll honestly find it even easier to compulsive redose. I understand my ph ratio is high but is there anything wrong with that I'm doing currently?

I will be trying that method with diclaz but etiz makes me feel like I'll abuse the fuck out of the huge solution I just made. Thanks for spitting some knowledge.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 18:41:03 EST ID:9UiuX/Zj No.135524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What's VG?
Very Good? Vegtable Glycerol?

Why will it be easier to redose with ethanol solution over PG solution?

Also, do that but still be careful. You can also get 10ml volumetric flasks, btw. Or 50 or even 1.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 23:00:36 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135526 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I took 4mg Etizolam and have some Honey Weiss beer to drink. Have good dabs too. Feeling pretty good. Right now I'm just enjoying the time I have to spend with my boyfriend tonight. It's been a while, due to work.

Work is getting better btw. I won't go into a long story about it now though. About to dab and watch Sense8. Bwb and kind of sort of accepting that your life is pretty decent.
Brain - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 23:05:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135527 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I more meant if I made a larger batch regardless of pg or ethonol that I would be more inclined to redose due to having so much "ready". Hope that makes sense
Dr. Katz - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 23:22:11 EST ID:2/yKDHbP No.135528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam spread throughout the day.
Drank some whiskey on the rocks then picked up a bottle of J&B scotch for my girl's family's house. Getting shit auctioned off and mildly benz'd all day.
Drunk now!
Brain - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 01:54:54 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135532 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg diclaz/8mg etiz. Sweeet dreams
Benz'd to fuckkkkkk
Brain - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 11:44:27 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That feeling when you wake up till benz'd to shit
Brain - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 13:53:14 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg etiz BWB
Dr. Katz - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 20:53:59 EST ID:rHwcoKT6 No.135540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
More auction shit with my girl and her family. Moved lots of furniture and whatnot for 11 hours. Took 20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam about 2 hours ago. Feeling sublime. J&B on the rocks now. Pizza with my girl and her family in a minute.
Enjoy your weekend, /benz/.
Feel the waves of chill with me. 😴

I never really had that except for the first or second time that I took double digit dosages of clonazepam (4 years ago) and the first time I took diazepam (3.5-ish years ago).
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 18:12:13 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.135550 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump 4mg clonazepam ending my benzo abstinence

I'd hopped more or less off the benzo train, but decided to bump it up with 4mg clonazepam because it's been a hell of a week. Came across a bit of AK47 which I have to say is a nice strain.

Ahhh hello old friend
>inb4 relapse
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 18:58:22 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.135551 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No Blog or Bump but I'm alittle surprised 4mg hasn't even hit very hard (although more sedating and hypnotic than prior to tapering so than). Ah well to be fair when you know its hit you're on the path to being sloppy.

Anyone know some good foreign flicks?
Brain - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 19:42:18 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135552 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>135551 1mg etiz

Pic related if you never seen this classic
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 19:54:34 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.135553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good taste Katz, true classic. Already in my repetoire but excellent suggestion.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 19:59:59 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.135554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm not sure how I mixed that up, apologies
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 20:39:24 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135555 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Is that on Netflix/Prime or will it be hard to get? Just curious.
I'm on 6mg Etizolam and have been dabbing all day. Feeling purty nice. Excited to go back to work... I'm thoroughly brainwashed.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 20:47:43 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135556 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hallo darkness my old friend <3
I love to see you around, stay safe bro
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 21:30:50 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.135557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nice to see a regular! Hope alls well!
That's what I liked about /benz/ the trips don't suck and make knowledgeable posts about the drugs with a mild harm prevention slant. No ones posting death wish dosages etc

Ah that 4mg is actually wrecking me. Its been years since benzos even could! I was kidding about relapse haha, my dependancy on benzos was physical not psychological so hopping off wasn't bad.

Sweet minty relief
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 21:35:01 EST ID:9BCcSDoL No.135558 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Also das boot is on Canuck netflix so you should have it. Seriously give it a watch sometime, it really is a classic. If you want some fucked up foreign flick, check out Old Boy (original is SK, but they made an english remake I believe) the original is in my top 10 never seen the remake but heard it sucked.
CrazyFolksTribe !owU3wSU682 - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 23:56:45 EST ID:5WApImIh No.135559 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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250μg clonazolam last night to sleep after stimulants, 125μg tonight for the same reason.

"Why such a small dose?" you may ask.

My penis made the decision. 250μg feels better, but it's also enough to interfere with getting an erection.
Brain - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 07:41:05 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135561 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg dclaz before this 2nd stage interview. Hopefully if all goes well I can finally stop being a leach.

Awful sleep/nightmares too. Woke up thinking I was about to serve 3 years in jail. Scary shit
Dr. Katz - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 14:27:36 EST ID:3Tc2zH3B No.135569 Ignore Report Quick Reply
15mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam now. Classes start up today and work's oddly hectic. I'll likely bump right before and/or after class this evening.

Nice to have you back on the board! Sounds like you had a nice return with that 4mg dosage. Do you think it may be possible to experience the kindling effect if you haven't fully tapered off, but decide to increase your dosage again? I understand the nature of the kindling effect, but I wasn't sure how it could play into someone's nearly complete taper. I can imagine if it were to occur, it would be much less severe than someone who fully tapers, waits several months, and goes back on benzos heavily.
Brain - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 14:31:45 EST ID:GeAahB6F No.135570 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg lorazepam, .5 clonazepam and 3mg of etiz. Celebrating my new job
Barnaby Dreffinglock - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 17:16:42 EST ID:lAQcNkbV No.135571 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Coming down off a mg of clam, not gonna take another mg until I'm almost in withdrawal, can't afford to raise my tolerance to this shit any more when I'm already taking this much, I've seen where that leads. 22mg per dose habits, multiple times a day. Wew lad this shit makes you absolutely retarded and you don't even realize it. BWB
Brain - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 18:18:51 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yea I really wanna try clam but I also really don't wanna try clam. I don't think I could handle it
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 23:18:32 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135573 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oooh thanks, I will check those both out.
Pretty good day at work today. Bampin on 3mg Etiz and a Lime-A-Rita thing (don't judge me).

BRIAN!!! Just say no to the clam. Just my humble opinion.
Dr. Katz - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 23:35:53 EST ID:3Tc2zH3B No.135574 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Popped 10mg diazepam right at the start of class.
Shit went smooth, but these summer courses are intensive.
CrazyFolksTribe !owU3wSU682 - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 23:58:37 EST ID:X9tf0FS6 No.135580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping for last night. I dosed stimulants a bit late, went to bed but laid awake for hours with restless legs, then caved and took 125µg of clonazolam. I figured a few hours of sleep are better than none. Went to work feeling slow from the /benz/ but not really tired. Unfortunately, it didn't help my shaky hands.

Going to skip the clonazolam tonight. I doubt that 125-250µg per night for six nights in a row is enough to cause significant withdrawal, but then again, I have no past experience with this benzo or with daily use.
Ebenezer Honeyworth - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 20:46:40 EST ID:eLtjnkx9 No.135592 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Got some 1mg clonazepam pills. Would half be recreational?
Ebenezer Honeyworth - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 22:18:12 EST ID:eLtjnkx9 No.135594 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ended up taking the whole 1mg. Feeling coherent but my body feels heavy, also my anxiety went away
asuka - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 22:21:04 EST ID:rSk8JXOp No.135595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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eh, try it but like you can pop a whole one, kpins don't get you to black out on their own that often at small amounts, it's drinking on them or taking a bunch and then drinking that gets ya. also be careful if you redose because clonazepam has a gorgeously long halflife so like, if you take enough you might feel it the next day and not even connect why youre in such a good mood lmao

but yeah half might do ya enough but don't be too afraid, 1mg of clonazepam is hardly anything rlly

Dr. Katz - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 22:30:23 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam before class today.
FINALLY was able to pick up my alprazolam script after filling it a fucking week ago. Thankfully I had extras.

Sounds about right for a 1mg dosage.
[email protected] - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 03:30:27 EST ID:TXYBFap+ No.135600 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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90mg of temazepam ingested, tiny sips of beer here and there 8mg dilaudid for good measure. tomorrow will be even better.

bless up, fellow bartards
Eliza Mucklesure - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 20:49:02 EST ID:a+8lAHn/ No.135603 Ignore Report Quick Reply
60 3.5mg bars landed today
Brain - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 21:15:48 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135604 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumpin 1mg etiz

>pic very related
Dr. Katz - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 18:23:15 EST ID:XEHdQ48c No.135615 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam
CrazyFolksTribe !owU3wSU682 - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 18:36:33 EST ID:X9tf0FS6 No.135616 Ignore Report Quick Reply
250mg of clonazolam last night.
Brain - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 22:25:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 5mg of etiz. Drifting off to sleep
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 22:28:50 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Haaay. Bumping on 2mg Etizolam and beer/dabs. Feeling bueno.
CrazyFolksTribe !owU3wSU682 - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 00:01:47 EST ID:X9tf0FS6 No.135619 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another nightly dose of clonazolam. I should have increased it for tolerance. Whatever; the sappy but very soothing music of Jim Croce is here to enhance my /benz/ation.

Dr. Katz - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 01:02:21 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How've you been, Sophia?

added on another 5mg diazepam and 0.25mg alprazolam
Hit up a bar with my roommate. Nice and faded now.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 09:18:35 EST ID:9q2Y6iP7 No.135623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB .5mg kpin

This drug is a godsend

Time to go to work and not feel utterly frazzled after a night of horrible fucking dreams
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 09:32:43 EST ID:9q2Y6iP7 No.135624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah I was said friend of johnnyrocket. I think about him on the daily. He had a horrid benzo adiction but he didn't mince words that he was a Benz head and we all respected him for it. Seeing him irl, it was hard to say how lucid he was before he even died. Like I always say I'm not sure if he was even aware he died, he probably was blacked out that whole week.

He'd joke about his addiction with us and we accepted him for what he was. He did at one point seem invincible. He would recount his daily doses of substance's and it became letters and numbers at a point. What he was doing was dangerous as it is but U4 put him over the edge for sure. Especially realizing now he never even used a scale cuz I know he didn't have his own gemini20.

RIP to the Benzo King of Wayne county. He was a good dude, I warmed him about U4 but he never listened to anyone. Couldn't be helped sadly..
High Strung - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 11:21:47 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah, THIS guy. AND it's Refill Day

3mg Clonazepam with an ice-cold Sapporo down the hatch, gonna order pizza and binge-watch anime all night tonight, then tomorrow night I'm gonna go bone a friend of mine (she and I have decided on a night weed, benzos, and fire-ass sex).

Life is.... kinda good right now.
Dr. Katz - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 16:57:26 EST ID:sYhziPxQ No.135629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg diazepam this morning. 10mg more right now.
Might bump later.

Congrats, High Strung! You deserve a bomb ass celebration. Best of luck with getting into Stanford. I think you'll be a worthy candidate and an asset to the university. I've been rooting for you and personally am proud to see how far you've come.

I'm sorry for your loss. I've seen you post on here off and on, but I didn't know that you were the individual that posted about Johnny Rocket's passing.
The fact that Johnny wasn't even properly scaling out his U4 is insane. The entire overdose could have been avoided temporarily.
Brain - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 17:54:16 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135630 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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8mg etiz
High Strung - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 19:33:14 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135632 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg more of Clonazepam, pizza will be here in about 15 minutes. Wish I had some goddamn weed......

Went to see my shrink today. He gave me a clean bill of health and was enormously proud of me. Made me so happy.

I just got done reading about U4.... what a terrible sounding substance. Wouldn't touch that shit with a 39 1/2 foot pole.

Thanks mate! I have a 4.0GPA, 3 studies abroad, good Russian language skills, have met politicians in both Russia and China, and already have teaching experience.... I think I have what it takes. I'm also applying to NYU, Columbia, University of North Carolina, and University of Washington for my PhD programs. I think I got this shit down.

But right now.... melting into my couch.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 20:44:56 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135633 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah man dude was a great guy fr. I still can't believe he's gone. I remember I didn't even THINK it was him when my friends like "I'm sorry your best friend J___" died I was like thinking of other people "You mean J___ R___ or J___ B___" and Im thinking like yeah those two are good guys but I wouldn't say they were my best friend. "No, J___ T__" and I just put down my phone, I was on break from work, walked up to my manager and was like "My friend just died... I need to go" and he was like "Okay". Then I just walked outta there, started crying as Im walking, went to the liquor store and was like "Heres all I got, my friend just died, give me whatever will get the most fucked up" and dude says nothing and just takes my cash and puts a bottle of pinnacle through the bulletproof turnstile.

Fucked me right up. I still respect his decision and I've had two near fatal OD's myself so I understand being wreckless and not even giving a fuck at times. Goddamn though I wish he was still around... he was such a chill dude like ya'll don't even know. If you wanna respect him, pop some bars or some klons and drink or toke to some Three 6 Mafia or Lord Infamous yo. Glad to have been part of that dude's life.

Yeah, High Strung. I did U4 twice before he died and I was still pretty newish to opi back then. Shit fucked me right the fuck up more than anything. I remember nodding out falling all over my bed, threw up a gyro in the sink and clogged it, then I smoked meth and was totally fine. I plugged 24mg, a bliss of opi euphoria and warmth spread from my ass region to my head.

I'm since then a heroin user, and I probably even end up once in a while surely shooting fent and have shot fent, but I am wary about U4. It doses so low its just no good. It's like fent, but with euphoria. I can't believe I did that shit, glad I wasn't a ( full on ) shooter at the time like I am now, damn.

Anyhow nb, no longer benzed, did just smoke a bowl of weed and sippin some delicious cinnamon chai tea.
High Strung - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 21:41:40 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135634 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I just don't like opi's in general. I don't like the itchiness, I act retarded on them (pardon my French), and I've lost 3 friends to them (and had to cut 2 others out of my life because they stole large amounts of money from me to buy Percs or heroin). So yeah.... good on that U477. I'll stick to my Clonazepam, Alprazolam, and Diazepam when it comes to pharmaceuticals!

Capping off the night with 2mg of Clonazepam. Finished "The Keepers" on Netflix, now gonna watch "Shimoneta" and read some fresh new manga until I go to bed.
maLiciouzz - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 01:57:08 EST ID:Le+l67Xc No.135639 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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lol i meant Vegetable Glycerol. Imo it tastes better than pg (Propylene Glycol). Having tried both in a homemade solution, id prefer pg for chems like clonazolam and flubromazolam. Vg for the etizolam.

Anyways i took 3mg of etizolam pressed peels and feel alright. Ive got like 2 weeks of benzos left rn, but i have a gram of etiz and 125mg clam on the way. Also getting some oxys but its been a long while. Gonna not mix the two because ill probably od. Currently in that phase of amphetamine wd, did too much meff last week but atleast i did enough to find out how retarded it is to mess with it too much.

Gonna dose another 3mg of etizolam and chill the heck out BWBENZD
Emma Chonninghood - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 04:43:41 EST ID:1/Dg7nv+ No.135640 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg kpin, 10mg ambien, few beerz, weed, smoke the cigarette, knawamean niggas?

fokkin benz life
High Strung - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 09:22:27 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135642 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Wake up in the morning feelin' like P Diddy
Popped my morning dosage of 2mg Clonazepam
Gonna go for a walk (it's a beautiful Georgia morning!), grab an energy drink from the corner store

Then it's time to shower up, look slick, and prepare for a night of some gooooood lovin' with a good friend (bow chicka bow woooow)
Brain - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 13:10:29 EST ID:/OjzJXck No.135644 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fucked up hard at work yesterday. Just wanted to no show :(
Decided to take 4mg of dclaz 2mg of etiz and 20mg of 3fpm.

I guess it's alright Cause I didn't lose my job yet
Brain - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 16:06:08 EST ID:/OjzJXck No.135650 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg more etiz and a couple bong loads at lunch
High Strung - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 19:36:40 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135663 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey y'all

Currently still at my friend's house, she's still napping so I've snuck onto my laptop

The sex has been lame af. I think the Clonazepam isn't helping but our wild and crazy night has been really anything but. Popping 2mg more cuz I feel kinda nasty and not in a fun way.

Pic related, it's my post-coital face.
High Strung - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 22:23:36 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135664 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I just ubered home from my friends house

Oh my fuck, guys, that was hands-down one of the worst lays ever. I'm sorry [friend's name], you're a very nice person, but no second hookup in the future. I had to shower 2x after getting home

Cracked open a tallboy of PBR, popped 2mg more of Clonazepam, and 50mg of Tramadol that she gave me. I hope I black out and don't remember tonight. Holy shit that was awful. Pic related, it's how I'm feeling right now
High Strung - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 10:53:18 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135667 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up
Ate some leftover Indian food for breakfast
>3.5mg Clonazepam
Now watching Get Out and sipping on an energy drink in my underwear on the couch, planning to do ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING TODAY to recover from last night's bullshit

Feels numb mang
Brain - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 12:15:50 EST ID:/OjzJXck No.135669 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumpin 2mg dclaz

New Physiatrist told me that he doesn't perscribe benzos because they are a controlled substance here. Dude wouldn't even give me a script for welbutrin. Gave me just a script for some blood pressure bullshit. He told me to go to my regular doc to get that stuff.

Ducking blew a gasket, doc told me psyc would prescribed now I gottta make 2 fucking trips and now I'm worried original doc won't give me my lorazepam.

I need to find a new physiatrist because if he doesn't percribe benzos like wtf
nBK - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 12:18:42 EST ID:0vsYvFAd No.135670 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>13mg etizolam to the dome

Last dose was 4mg yesterday afternoon. My tolerance is stupid high from clonazolam usage/abusage for around 5 months straight. Used to take up to 10mg clam per day, lets just say i was and still am very anxious. Dosed 120mg adderall at 6pm last night it is now about 11am, im ready for bed. Been playing civ 5 all night, havent slept for a good 2 days. Fucking meff and benz. Been trying to make the best of my time before my final court date for 1st offfense paraphenelia and thc concentrate possession. I really dont know what to expect and dont care as much as i did before. I just do not want to be put in jail, i do not belong there, i do not need to be monitored 24/7 for doing some fucking dabs. If anything i need to rehabilitate myself from benzos and ive already quit smoking weed pretty much. Its just so fucking funny, i used weed as a crutch because other drugs were not good for that reason but look at me now. I started off using pills, then weed, then both, then weed, and now benzos like clam and etiz and addys/meff FFS. weed is schedule 1 in my state. Sigh anyways i hope i get some kind of high from this dose of etiz and not just a KO sleep time/slight relaxation. So glad to have 1gram and some extra clonazolam en route to me. Gonna read and listen to music, have a good day everybody.
Reuben Fandleman - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 17:03:03 EST ID:IYRobrq7 No.135679 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>tfw you see people getting high on tiny doses of benzos and you're taking so much that you're scared to say how much because of peoples reactions

Pretty sure quantum immortality is real and I'm actually dying every day.
Ebenezer Bonkinway - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 20:04:42 EST ID:rRAciKqV No.135681 Ignore Report Quick Reply
perfect manga


also bumping on xanax
Dr. Katz - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 22:18:09 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135684 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Found a 1mg Etizest etizolam in my backpack today from a blister I was gifted 1.5 years ago. It was the last in the blister pack. I either forgot about it or left it as an eventual gift to myself.
>3.5mg alprazolam, 15mg diazepam, and 1mg etizolam
About to make some kava tea, chill back, and listen to a few albums.
Pic related
Simon Fusslebutch - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 23:26:05 EST ID:hvWZh7KY No.135685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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A couple grams of gabapentin, staggered through the day, a 100mgDPH dose and a shitload of ativan.

It feels like everything is going to be okay. I really needed this break from anxiety.
I've been having vivid surreal nightmares, along with sleep paralysis, and false awakenings, every single night, and it's wearing on my sanity. Hopefully I'll sleep without issues tonight.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 03:19:05 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.135689 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>10mg Diazepam
> 1mg Phenazepam
> 0.5mg Clonazolam
> 200mg Pregabalin
> A nice line of DCK
> 100mg Doxylamine

Imma just melt into my bed until sleep.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 10:05:01 EST ID:I+gXPUs0 No.135701 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB 1mg klonopin (got another 1mg in my wallet)

Thinking I might put a letter of immediate resignation today at my work, which sucks because its my favorite job and I have a real history with the company and I really hope I can come back, but I can't take this situation anymore. Not another fucking day. My last roommate tried robbing me at knifepoint and since that I've been staying in a relatives garage. Its physically and mentally breaking me down with all the heat and bullshit.

I've got a 400$ paycheck, 65$ in side cash, and a packed bag. My girlfriend Lily in IL says I can come live with her and her mother and I see no reason I should have to suffer like this when I can go be with my loving girlfriend. Sometimes you just gotta take these leaps in life and I think it's gonna be the right move for me overall.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 10:22:25 EST ID:I+gXPUs0 No.135702 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Make that 1.5mg klonopin

I'm about to go talk to my chill manager about what he thinks would be the likelyhood of me being able to come back if I quit like this.
High Strung - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 10:49:10 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got sent home early cuz we had all of 2 customers come in for breakfast.

2.5mg Clonazepam and a new Dawn of Ashes album, sitting in my easy chair with a beer and some Chinese pork buns. Fuuuuuck it's humid outside, gonna keep my apartment a walk-in freezer the rest of the day.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 11:33:09 EST ID:I+gXPUs0 No.135705 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sorry to triple post, but I upped to 1.75mg.

Talked to chill manager and he was like "Yeah we love you here, you put smiles on people's faces" ( I dawwww'd) but was like "Yeah I understand your situation. I'm not very aware of termination and rehire, so the GM is gonna be on tn shes pretty understanding so maybe something can be worked out, but usually I think 2 weeks is the standard for rehire."

So if I gotta tough out today and next schedules 3 days or whatever just so they don't gotta refuckulate the schedule and I can leave amicably then I will do it. I want to return and get this job back, but it's also decided, the die is cast.

I'm gonna go live with my gf. I know it's the right choice.
Dextrolord - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 15:12:34 EST ID:M6JMt83Y No.135707 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Aww ya got work in an hour and I totally need another nibble of xanax and I'm picking up more tonight

Shits looking up
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 15:29:18 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135709 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Popped another .25 to put it 2mg kpin and a couple shots of dope, maybe about a pack and a half and got more otw for after work.

Time for the talk with the big girl, the GM. Gonna figure out how quickly I can amicably leave this job and go be with my gf. If I gotta do 2 weeks I'll do it, but fuck I wanna be in her arms tomorrow! Wish me luck!!!
High Strung - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 16:11:20 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up from a great post-home-from-work-early nap, hit some resin hits (will be picking up some weed tomorrow),
>and popped 1.5mg more Clonazepam.

Now time for a big ol' pot of British tea (in the proper British way, my English grandfather taught me to not drink tea like a fucking pussy) and listening to the latest episode of My Favorite Murder <3 <3 <3

High Strung - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 17:12:17 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135711 Ignore Report Quick Reply
btw good luck, Stim..... I'm lucky to have a boss who has Bipolar Disorder-I and GAD so she's VERY understanding. But if you can move to be with your gf and stay financially stable.... well... GO WITH YOUR HEART!

nb cuz no redose, but <3
asuka - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 01:02:10 EST ID:rSk8JXOp No.135721 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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hey, im hopin things can be good with my gf soon, hopin to get smacked as fuck soon and get dope, ice, xans, bud, the works. move to california to live with her sometime after that, it's a long process but i hope you and Lily are together soon because I know i feel something good about you two

much much love, but unfortunately not much clonazepam in my system lmao, took my evening 1mg a little while ago but my tolerance is such that 1mg is at least 1mg and more like 2mg too few lol
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 02:09:47 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.135722 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> 2mg Phenazepam
Shit is honestly pretty nice.
High Strung - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 08:20:38 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135724 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good morning, /benz/!

Today should be a good day.... 1.5mg Clonazepam, hardboiled eggs, peanut butter on toast, and a big ol' pot of Constant Comment black tea to start the morning!

It's payday too, so I'll definitely be picking up an 1/8 of dank and picking up a big sub sandwich from my favorite local sandwich shop after work. Hope everyone else has a swell benzodiazepine Friday ^___^
Hamilton Cembleham - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 15:15:01 EST ID:4WY0PrOA No.135726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1,5mg Xanax, Weed and Beer.
I'm broke as fuck, 14 days until payday, no food, no swag, no love
but right now I just don't give a flying fuck and just feel good, yay!
Dr. Katz - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 17:12:07 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135729 Ignore Report Quick Reply
15mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam for an all day work function.
I was able to talk to a faculty member that I had for in the spring and there's a bright outlook for working on a new research project as an assistant and/or P.I. Exciting stuff.
Hitting up the girlfriend's hometown for her father's day then mine for the weekend. Spending all of Saturday at her dad's lake house/boat. Benzos and some booze will be involved.

What's your favorite Cure album, High Strung?
Seventeen Seconds, Faith, and Pornography really nail it for me - their gothic trio.
High Strung - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 17:23:49 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135730 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's a tie between Pornography and Disintegration. In terms of their compilations, Staring At The Sea. I have literally every Cure release, including all their bootlegs, singles, and B-sides..... It's kinda ridiculous! I used to be at every weekly goth night here in my city (until the club got shut down) from 18-27 and even dated the DJ of the local goth/industrial show on our college radio station. While I'm more of a black metal guy these days, I still shit bats from time to time.

Anyway, currently popping 2mg Clonazepam while waiting for the weed man to drop off some new bud. Gotta love payday, particularly if you get to go home and hour and a half early.
High Strung - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 21:10:20 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135732 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1/4oz of Sour Diesel just got dropped off at my place
Smoked 2 bowls of out of my bubbler with my roommate
>Popped 2mg Clonazepam

Now sitting in bed reading comic books and listening to goth records, about to spark up a joint.
Brain - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 00:09:53 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135737 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 7mg etiz

Night y'all
High Strung - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 08:58:57 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>woke up the morning puking really badly, have no idea why
>call out sick from work
>2.5mg Clonazepam
>Bowl of Sour Diesel
Now about to spark a fat joint of the Sour while sipping on ginger ale

Pic related, it's how I felt while puking.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 09:43:24 EST ID:mZKNJliZ No.135743 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Had 20mg diazepam + a 22 oz. Stella last night on a mini road trip last night.
Lake shit all day.

Solid answer. Pornography and Disintegration are even stated as 2/3 of Robert Smith's favorite Cure releases. I think he put Bloodflowers as the third, but I don't really get into their releases past Disintegration. Staring at the Sea is one of the best compilations by any musician. That's actually how I got into their music from my dad's record collection some 15+ years ago. Disintegration is easily in my top 5.
Their first BBC sessions bootleg is incredible - 1979 to 1984, I believe.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 15:24:09 EST ID:BFg7tXoC No.135746 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB .5mg klonopin

Idk why I'm this benefit off .5 but feels good. Benzin at work. I prefer being on benzos at work over amphetamine's because it makes time go by a lot faster. I don't even realize what time it us then bang done.
High Strung - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 20:22:31 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135754 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>135746 OMG right? 1mg Clonazepam and half a bowl and I ain't payin' attention to what time it is, I'm just TRUCKIN'

Just got back from having a drink with an old friend-with-benefits of mine, such a sweet guy, glad he's doing well in life. Hittin' some single malt scotch together was dank.

Got home, got into my boxers, put on some Sopor Aeternus & the Ensemble of Shadows (pic related), popped 3mg Clonazepam, smoked a bubbler-load of Sour Diesel.

About to reload the bubbler as I enjoy some ice cold lemonade to end a balmy Georgia summer day!
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 21:06:50 EST ID:SZZZFDIZ No.135759 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on 2mg clonazepam, would really like to take four but I've been pretty good with insomnia and anxietyso I can't really justify it other than wanting to get comfy.

Got asked to join the BoD for a volunteer organization as well as some public speaking across the country *fingers crossed

Looking for book recommendations, hopping off the benzo train has me reading 1-2 a day now.
Sophie Brimmerwell - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 01:28:13 EST ID:2OLQZf6Q No.135761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Toko 6mg rilmafazone, 10mg flutprazaam and half a flunitrazolam (12.5ug. Washed down with a Colt 44, not feling much. Packing a bowl to gte lit.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 09:49:57 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135762 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB .5mg kpin

Brain - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 10:14:54 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 2mg tiz
High Strung - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 13:31:59 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135764 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got off work early, got into my pajamas
Fired up some anime on Netflix, ripped 2 bongloads, popped 2mg Clonazepam and 100mg of Tramadol, then washed that shit down with a Monster.

Lazy fuckin' Sunday.
Eliza Murdville - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 14:48:19 EST ID:uiFuPJ1a No.135765 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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God knows how much Alprazolam, 4 Beers and lots of Amnezia Haze.
Listening to lofi and chatting on Tinder. That's an ok sunday.
Brain - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 16:32:29 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping another 3mg of etiz. Feeling depressed as fuck today jeez
High Strung - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 18:44:44 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135767 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Popped another 1mg Clonazepam after smoking a bowl. After a good run of anime on Netflix, time to dig into a good book.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 20:14:47 EST ID:SZZZFDIZ No.135770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on 0.5 mg clonazepam, pretty weak for a celebratory dose but I don't really want to jack up my tolerance after stopping usage. Instead going to light up some glorious AK47.

New job, and got asked to join the board of directors for a non profit.

I love the job offer as it's a field it would normally be impossible for me to have entered (God Bless Nepotism), and one I'm passionate about even if it doesn't pay as well as my last job working in private finance. [@%] We haven[t negotiated salary yet but honestly I'll be surprised if I'm not taking a 30% income cut [/%]

Iffy on the BoD but I like giving back, I just don't want to paint myself in a corner and end up back on the benz train (ride never ends?) or having an acute episode in the hospital.

Lighting up some Ak47 (I never got the chance to try this strain and boy I am glad I pounced on it, definitely lives up to its name).
Brain - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 00:01:57 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135772 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping another 2mg etiz while drifting asleep
Nigel Brookham - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 01:37:19 EST ID:iiKGlIfP No.135774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg xanax

bick retarded its a pic of 2 1/2 bars lol memes
High Strung - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 06:05:13 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good morning, boys and girls!

Had a good night's sleep until about 3am.... went back to sleep about 30 minutes later, ended having a HORRIBLE nightmare that had me wake up with a panic attack around 5:45am!

So I did what any good Christian who has nothing to do with the rest of his day: pop 3mg Clonazepam to kill the panic attack AND have a wee bit of relaxation, smoked 2 bowls of that Sour D, and had a nice hot steaming bowl of oatmeal.

Plan to spend the entire day in my bed robe on the couch with my laptop, my bubbler, and some books.
Edwin Dremblefuck - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 10:46:52 EST ID:565yFHOu No.135779 Ignore Report Quick Reply
doin the rowche rumble after a killer fucking bender last night, had the best time of my fucking life

bout to be benzzzzd
Dr. Katz - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 11:16:17 EST ID:Mcfv86kg No.135783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ended up not taking any benzos this weekend outside of Friday at and after work.
This summer is more stressful than I planned on, but so it goes.
10mg diazepam and 0.25mg alprazolam about 45 min ago. Holy hell! This relief was much needed.
Fuckkkk morning panic attacks.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 13:38:32 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135786 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB .5mg kpin and a shot of real good heroin

Listening to Susumu Hirasawa - Parade from Paprika and bout to smonk some weed and eat yakisoba!
High Strung - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 15:51:52 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam.... now my sister-roomie and I are going to go pick up her Alprazolam scrip so she can pay me back the 11mg she borrowed from my Clonazepam scrip.

Getting cross-faded tonight while reading about the Early Middle Ages =3
Brain - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 18:07:18 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg dclaz from this morning

Benzos are really starting to fuck with my memory and I'm getting kinda foggy. I really need to taper and cut down but the only problem is I'm afraid I won't sleep without my tiz tonight.

Ride never ends
High Strung - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 18:11:06 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135793 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>2mg Alprazolam
>last bowl of my weed

Now eating chicken tenders and fries from Checkers while curled up reading... pic related, it's what I'm devouring right now.
Edwin Dremblefuck - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 18:40:55 EST ID:565yFHOu No.135795 Ignore Report Quick Reply
man I just chewed the last 2mg of my etiz and I feel it coming stronger than ever before, is reverse tolerance REALLY a thing that much? Like I did 3mg this morning and felt great but that mostly wore off and then I took this 2mg just 40 minutes ago and it's already feeling stronger than the 3mg I did earlier
Dr. Katz - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 20:11:18 EST ID:7nztbd1k No.135796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Added on another 15mg diazepam and 0.25mg alprazolam.
Haven't hit my daily limit yet, but I'm debating on it though!
High Strung - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 22:20:27 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135797 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg more Alprazolam
One last episode of Forensic Files
Good night.....
Dr. Katz - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 23:03:40 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
and another 5mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam + 5mg cyclobenzaprine
Sitting at a chill daily total of 30mg diazepam, 0.75mg alprazolam, and 5mg cyclobenzaprine. I'm going to sleep like a baby on a candy comedown tonight.
Hamilton Mizzledetch - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 23:49:59 EST ID:s+Nhx4zq No.135799 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had my first panic attack in a month at my parents house and I didn't have a xanax on me. They gave me .5mg of something, maybe a kpin possibly. Such a fucking unbelievable feeling to go from that debilitating state to being benzd, the contrast is remarkable. I've never had klonopin before but I know this doesn't feel like xanax. It's much much better than xanax imo. Zero anxiety, comfy as all fuck and a bit of giggly euphoria made all the better considering how I was hyperventilating on the verge of tears just an hour ago. I forgot how good benzos are when you really need them.

Looked it up and they are indeed klonopin. Good shit man. I need to change my script.
August West - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 00:39:18 EST ID:7pmCL6Z2 No.135801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
my girlfriend of ~3yrs who i loved with every bit of my heart split up with me and kicked me out of our apartment. i feel like my whole world is collapsing and i couldnt think of a single reason to not relapse on clonazolam. .75-1mg of clam to keep me from shaking and bawling my fucking eyes out.
High Strung - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 09:06:06 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waking up to a rainy morning off from work. Popped 2mg Alprazpolam and 1mg Clonazepam with the rest of my morning meds, gonna spend the rest of the day reading more about the Middle Ages, napping, and maybe cook a big lunch.
High Strung - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 18:03:04 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Still benzin'. Ate dinner, popped 2mg Clonazepam, dissolved another 1mg under my tongue, and smoked the last of my weed. Currently binge-watching some silly paranormal documentary series on Netflix called "Portal to the Unknown" or something. Spooooooky~
Dr. Katz - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 19:11:19 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135807 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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15mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam at work this morning.

About to take another 10mg diazepam in a bit. Maybe some more alprazolam, but I'd rather not.
Brain - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 19:41:49 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135808 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg etiz/1mg dclaz

I told my boss about a lazy apprentice today because he was annoying me and not doing work. Turns out I wasn't the only one to complain about the kid but turns out they let him go. Now I feel super shitty
nBKllrrr - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 20:16:18 EST ID:Ydu4HPdZ No.135809 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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took 1 big ol leap for mankind and dosed:
>7mg clonazolam
thinking about dosing more to see if i can blackout.
just had a huge panic attack earlier about mowing a lawn that isnt even mine, i said no politely but the response from the opposite party was hostile as fuck. thinking about seriously ending my life over petty things like this, and i have the chemicals to do it too. life just isnt worth it anymore for me. i live in a small rural community in the midwest of 6000 people, no jobs hiring, people being laid off left and right, my expertise is computer science and security, dead broke with 1400usd of bills to pay, been robbed of 1500+usd, facing court charges in 1 month for weed, been smoking meth all 2017 literally and benzing for about a year. Tried to taper with etiz but i relapsed with the clam. Also living with a senile grandmother and grandfather who think they need to know everything about my life. Im seriously depressed to the point of ending my life really soon and i have the means to do it whether its some lead to the mf dome or a lethal combo of strong benzos and strong opiates. People do not understand what it feels like to be depressed and anxious on the daily. Im about to be kicked out again into this rural community of tweakers and rats and weirdos. What better time to just end my life right now tonite. bwb even though i do not feel benzd yet.
nBKllrrr - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 21:09:49 EST ID:Ydu4HPdZ No.135812 Ignore Report Quick Reply
not feelin it
>2 more mg clam sublingual
Brain - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 21:11:09 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135813 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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RIP son
nBKllrrr - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 21:27:59 EST ID:Ydu4HPdZ No.135814 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ty anon nb
High Strung - Tue, 20 Jun 2017 21:30:20 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135815 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finishing off my day of reading, snacking, and benzing with 2mg Alprazolam.

Now I'm in my pajamas, sipping on some Mountain Dew, playing on my laptop in bed. Probably gonna watch a movie and then go to sleep.
nBKllrrr - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 00:12:36 EST ID:Ydu4HPdZ No.135816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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still not blackout.
>8mg etizolam pg solution

thinking about adding a bit of fent into this mix but that is dangerous af. Yall may witness a death on this board.
John Nicklefuck - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 03:19:16 EST ID:Pxqflvdb No.135817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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hooray! worry not friend, your heart may slow to a stop but at least you'll be chillin xD

i felt genuinely ashamed for having gotten benzyd last night after inspiration from /benz/
then i turned off my computer and took some etizolam, goodfeels
on about 5mg, gonna take a bit more, then drink some wine and smoke a lil maybe.
slayer yall babes
High Strung - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 08:45:31 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up
Went for a jog that had me soaked from the Georgia humidity
Ate a big breakfast of waffles, eggs over easy, and sausage patties with a tall Monster Red
>1.5mg Clonazepam
>0.5mg Alprazolam

Wish I had some weed and my pharmacy wasn't fucking around about getting my Depakote (bipolar mood stabilizer) refilled, cuz I'm starting to feel "off". Good thing I have a day off of work, self-care of true crime podcasts and comics/manga in my boxer.
nBKllrrr - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 13:26:47 EST ID:I8ETik2h No.135819 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i woke up god damn it. Gonna eat spaghetti and probably go back to sleep from the way i feel rn.
>6mg clonazolam gonna add on some etiz for fuckit reasons

i reaaaallllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy like your pictures
High Strung - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 15:41:58 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135820 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei is my all-time favorite anime. Chiri is my waifu.
Hedda Semmleteg - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 17:29:54 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.135822 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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hhp booyes i'm here i took 10mg of lunesta i love this drug
Brain - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 22:46:17 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.135824 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 lorazepam/6mg etiz
Night y'all
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 08:57:39 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135827 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB 1mg kpin

Time to zombie my final shift before moving states again, for a better life with my girlfriend this time hopefully. I'd eat more benzo's if I had em just go full autopilot.

Then I'm gonna come home smoke weed and watch Misfits.
High Strung - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 14:16:48 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.135831 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got home from work. Have been holding back a panic attack all day. You bet your ass I hauled ass home, gobbled down 2mg Alprazolam and 1mg Clonazepam and cracked open a PBR. Still out of weed too, shit.

Oh well, at least I have a good sandwich to go with it.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 14:37:54 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.135832 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Going into a 6 hour fucking medical scan or some shit. You best believe I'm going in giving no fucks, and just gonna let time pass.
> 50mg Diazepam
Brain - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 17:31:41 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg of clonazepam, 10mg of etiz and 5mg of lorazepam.

Bad day. Almost totalled my car and almost got fired because I couldn't return to work. I feel like ass. I don't know if I should put more money into her or just part her out at this point.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 18:55:12 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135838 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey y'all. I took a 2 week benzo break. Bumping on 3mg Etiz now. It was horrible. Might add a bit more in a while.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 19:08:22 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135839 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Mmmhm I added 5mg Flubromazepam. Excited to try it, never have before. Just got my rcchems order so I'm going ~HAM~ as the kids call it.
Dr. Katz - Fri, 23 Jun 2017 01:46:13 EST ID:gbwbatJx No.135848 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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30mg diazepam, 0.75mg alprazolam, 10mg hydrocodone, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg DPH, and 6mg eszopiclone.

Did you taper or cold turkey?

I feel you there. Worked for 7.5 hours and had class for 3 hours. This afternoon's falafel did me well!
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 23 Jun 2017 17:56:01 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I pretty much did cold turkey. I had a few that I spaced out for about a week, than I ran out and didn't have the money to buy more. Worst week of my life. WOULD NOT RECOMMEND. TAPER.
That's what I plan on doing eventually, under medical supervision. But I need to do it under FMLA (which takes a year to earn in USA) and I haven't been at my job that long. Unfortunately I can't function without them, and I'll end up on the street if I tell my employer "hey I need time off to withdrawal from benzos with medical help".. They don't care.

Bumping on 5mg Etiz and a cold beer, because that's what I do best about to go swimming.
Esther Miblingson - Fri, 23 Jun 2017 19:15:42 EST ID:IIoYR5lm No.135854 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Feeling grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat
Dr. Katz - Fri, 23 Jun 2017 19:47:33 EST ID:fxIkwqoW No.135855 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well /benz/, I'm cleaning like hell and downsizing due to moving in with my girlfriend next Friday. What did I come across? -an odd stash of benzos from various companies/dosages that I collected over the years. I still have other RX stash bottles, but there's no sense in moving with near empty pill bottles.
>Benzo Quad Bump: 10mg diazepam, 2mg clonazepam, 1mg alprazolam, and 0.5mg lorazepam

Oh fuck! That's horrible. I'm very, very sorry that you had to go through cold turkey withdrawals. Luckily you didn't have to be hospitalized, lost your job, or worse.

That's the thing about benzo, and well any drug abuse/use, you likely can function without etizolam. The only trouble is that you would have to get at a safe place in terms of tapering. As we all know, benzos should never be used daily with few exceptions.
Best of luck, Soph. Soak up the Sun!
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 23 Jun 2017 22:21:38 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135858 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'd love to recommend that no-one with anxiety take benzos... I got my order in (sorry for name dropping a vendor... Wish I could delete that) and I've just been going crazy. Idk how much etiz and flub I've had, along with 6+ beers : / it's just so fucking tempting when you have it. My poor boyfriend thinks I'm sick : / I hate the lying and excuses. Yea. Bumping on an unknown amount of benzos
Dextrolord - Sat, 24 Jun 2017 00:00:23 EST ID:mpj0uodn No.135859 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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at my prescribed amount of benzos today to conserve but also found a few tramadol for a smoke out and bought a beer so Im feelin groovey
nBK - Sat, 24 Jun 2017 03:32:00 EST ID:dyS4NlHn No.135868 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>6mg clonazolam 15 hours ago
>a hot rail and a bowl of decent meff 12 hours ago
>8mg etizolam 30 minutes ago for sleep

Gonna have to dose a couple or 3 more mg of clonazolam.

>BWB doing some research
Bombastus Werrywag - Sat, 24 Jun 2017 03:36:51 EST ID:1FUgQxhi No.135869 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i love that meme so much it never fucking gets old thank you nbk
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 24 Jun 2017 10:32:36 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks for caring, Katz. I love you guys.
I'm having 2mg Etiz to calm some of the withdrawal symptoms I'm having (or is that just regular anxiety)? I don't usually feel the need to dose first thing I wake up. I save that for work where there's people Also have a big stash of energy drinks so I'm not out of it all weekend.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 24 Jun 2017 16:04:07 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135879 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB 1mg kpin and weed and heroin

My friend ditched on me last min now I gotta get a bus on monday oh well Im really high and watching Japanese game shows.
blinkingbill - Sun, 25 Jun 2017 05:22:46 EST ID:P+v8fmxH No.135895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Are you in Australia? That weed looks like stereotypical commercially produced Australian green.
If you're AUssie I like the cross fade m8, how much them bars run?
John Nuffingwill - Sun, 25 Jun 2017 07:17:47 EST ID:Pxqflvdb No.135897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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take benz, tattoo your hands ◇◇◇◇
BadeyBenzzzzBribe !owU3wSU682 - Sun, 25 Jun 2017 12:01:07 EST ID:e2eSzQiw No.135906 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've worked my way up to 3/4 of a milligram of clonazolam with widely-spaced smaller doses. My muscles are very relaxed and, paradoxically, I don't feel like sleeping anytime soon. Ended up going to "bed" at 1:30, fucking around with semi-educational stuff for a couple hours, and plugging two doses of 3-FPM so I could spank the meat until almost noon. Honestly, a little /benz/ seems to improve my porn-searching experience. I spend more time enjoying each video or picture, instead of fapping to the nastiest 10 seconds and then jumping to something completely different.
Sophie Pockspear - Sun, 25 Jun 2017 20:15:09 EST ID:kdS+uTc7 No.135913 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finally got to see a Psychiatrist after a 4 year wait (lol canadian free healthcare)

Anyway got prescribed 2mg of Clonazepam a day which i take around noon. Makes me not need to take Etizolam.

Problem is I still have insomnia. Like I haven't had a good sleep in months. I'm tempted to take like 8mg of Etizolam tonight just so I can finally get some sleep. I used to take 4mg of Etiz and be fine so I figure 8 should knock me out right?

I just wanna sleep.
nBK - Sun, 25 Jun 2017 22:25:54 EST ID:iFuRHX4Y No.135916 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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lets say i just woke up from like 10mg clonazolam, 16mg etizolam and 100mg tramadol. i want to go back to bed, would the same dose work or nah
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 01:07:45 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135917 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bwb bwn bwh bwd bmw

1mg kpin, Canada House, .3-.4 of heroin, weed
Sophie Pockspear - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 03:24:55 EST ID:kdS+uTc7 No.135919 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I guess 8mg wasn't enough, but I don't want to fuck around with any more than that. It's weird how 2mg Klonopin can get me through the day feeling nice but 8mg Etiz doesn't make me wasted. I dunno if my tolerance is weird or if I'm just so used to benzos that they don't knock me out. Maybe I need Ambien.

Anyway BWB up all night on 8mg of Etiz.
Brain - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 08:42:50 EST ID:UNobQdJQ No.135920 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg dclaz before work.

I swear no matter what Job I have I always end up hating everyday. Most days I just feel like walking out even though I need the money bad. I just wanna disappear. Only joy coming home is getting high of various drugs until repeat the next day.
Every job I get like this even with good pay and employees. Ride never ends

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 09:38:57 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135921 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sophie Pockspear - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 10:13:59 EST ID:kdS+uTc7 No.135922 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh heck yeah. Pajama Sam is magical. Playing it while tripping is a laugh too because you can click on almost anything and something will happen with a silly sound effect. Also there's talking boats and carrots and what not. SLAYER my man.
Esther Ninnerstock - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 11:57:46 EST ID:Mj9R61bi No.135923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I swear to god all this internet soundcloud rap sounds like shit until i ingest around 2mg of xanax or k-pins and smoke a couple bowls then it suddenly becomes my anthem and the post modern soundscape to a nihilistic future
Brain - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 14:40:50 EST ID:ErMLEUv8 No.135924 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.5 lorazepam to get me through these last 3 hours.

Going to rail a huge line of 3fpm when I get home and take lots of o-dsmt. Oh and don't forget the weed and benzos too. Fuck em'
Dr. Katz - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 16:02:31 EST ID:JT0YA8zw No.135925 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam
Munching on this flame ass chicken/pineapple/bell pepper & rice dish.

I know it sounds obvious, but maybe look into pursuing a career rather than jobs.
Brain - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 16:12:46 EST ID:ErMLEUv8 No.135926 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Eh, I'm an automotive tech so I have a career. Just I don't really enjoy it anymore. All stealerships are the same. Even small shops are but those are disappearing in this day in age
Brain - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 16:38:21 EST ID:kCKxxLwb No.135927 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm still young and I could study something else but I don't have the money to really do so. Although when I can, I would like to do something healthcare related. But then to go through school all over again is a huge turnoff.

Don't buy new cars

Nell Chishdock - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 19:57:09 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135928 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg diclazepam and shots of Jameson. I'm so done with life, dude. I can't function with benzos, can't function without them.

At least I'm relaxed as fuck, lol.
Dr. Katz - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 20:48:23 EST ID:lixxb35S No.135929 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Added on another 10mg diazepam, 0.75mg alprazolam, and a Monster.
I fucking hate energy drinks - complete waste of money and unhealthy as shit.

I know plenty of dudes that started out as automotive technicians that experienced severe burnout after only a couple of years.
Best of luck. You'll find your way in time.
Basil Bicklewater - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 21:51:08 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135930 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Added 10mg more for a better effect.
Bup while getting superbenz'd
Phyllis Senningham - Mon, 26 Jun 2017 21:53:44 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.135931 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg alprazzy... last day of benzing for hopefully two weeks.. or so I say
Phyllis Senningham - Tue, 27 Jun 2017 02:10:25 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.135933 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumpin it up to 2mg xanax. Feelin so ca$h
Shit Niblingsine - Tue, 27 Jun 2017 22:03:36 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135941 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks for the kind words Katz. I'm sure i'll figure shit out in time.

Bumping 4mg etiz before bed
Bombastus Werrywag - Wed, 28 Jun 2017 00:51:40 EST ID:1FUgQxhi No.135944 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Actually, ree for me since I took some before i spilled it so RIP. I'm pretty chill
Edward Cregglestock - Wed, 28 Jun 2017 01:46:17 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135945 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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bumping on 1.5mgs of Clonazpam. Down to my last 8 and still a week away from refill but I'm not worried now lol
Jarvis Senderwill - Wed, 28 Jun 2017 10:22:05 EST ID:RbZM6GTZ No.135948 Ignore Report Quick Reply
HOLY FUCK I just found 100 Etilaam eitzolam in a game case (cod2 for 360 lmao). I must have hidden them in there agees ago, in 2014, before I started university. Now I've just finished uni, and these have been sitting there inside this CD case for 3 years. I'm English too so they're illegal now so to see all these etiz brings back memories! (ironically perhaps). So i'll celebrate with a few, and I'm going to the aquarium with my GF later, so not too many.
Edward Cregglestock - Wed, 28 Jun 2017 10:42:31 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135949 Ignore Report Quick Reply
that is hilarious dude I used to do the exact same thing when I was a teenager accept with like adderall and Dilaudid. Used to hide them in old NES boxes or old PC game cases in baggies behind the manuals. Finding olds stashes is one of the best feelings on earth.
Jarvis Senderwill - Wed, 28 Jun 2017 17:05:22 EST ID:RbZM6GTZ No.135952 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hahah yeah dude im so fucking jazzed about it. and its my birthday tomorrow so its like a 22nd bday present from my 18 year old self. hahaha
Edward Cregglestock - Wed, 28 Jun 2017 17:28:36 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Happy birthday!
Cedric Hommershit - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 01:10:25 EST ID:oL7DkqRH No.135956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg Xanax, 8mg brand name Klonopin. I love the little K's. I think I'm gonna take some more. And 30-90mg Temazepam for bed.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 10:42:02 EST ID:tL6H7iKj No.135961 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB .5mg kpin, weed

I think I need to get a klonopin script. I think it would really calm down my mania. I've been manic af lately and its driven away some important people and I need to fix it because I easily can be better. I've been through so much stress my mind is very manic as of late and I think klonopin would set me straight like a 50's housewife even tho I can cognitively adjust my behavior as well. The combination might not be bad for me. I want to go to my psychiatrist and be like I'm panicy and manic on the regular and I noticed the kpins the doc gave me helped me more than the xanax you gave me.

Also kpins just help me do way more shit, like I just no problem told my dealer he straight up needs to not short me on h and got him to get me 2 points to make up for the shorting. God you guys I just don't wanna lose her...
Dr. Katz - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 14:35:15 EST ID:erd3BqPr No.135964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam
3 day weekend is about to commence and I will be finished moving in with my girlfriend tomorrow evening. I'm ready to have a nice glass of scotch, a bit of diazepam, and hopefully some opiods tomorrow night.
Angus Sapperstock - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 16:09:06 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135966 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping this thread because I got a bunch of free 0.25mg Xanaxs today for free from a buddy and I'm happy as hell
Dextrolord - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 17:14:05 EST ID:3X4Qnj+B No.135968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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yep good day today a half bar and 1mig lorazepam in the morning, another bar a few hours and probly some more attivan right before work tonight fawk yeeah
Nell Pebblematch - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 17:25:40 EST ID:JT2Ckuec No.135969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Half a liter beer and 8 x 5mg diazepams. Benzin' real good my dudes, cheers!
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 20:01:34 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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9mg Etizolam. So much for the taper.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 20:15:59 EST ID:erd3BqPr No.135972 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Another 20mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam!
Brian - Fri, 30 Jun 2017 00:14:04 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.135973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 4mg etiz. Hopefully i can fall asleep :(
Nicholas Drummertet - Fri, 30 Jun 2017 00:25:36 EST ID:2zZUZKZP No.135974 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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14mg clonazepam and a few beers. pure bliss rn, yall stay safe out there bruddas
Shit Pebbleridge - Fri, 30 Jun 2017 03:14:41 EST ID:2bPXwiS1 No.135976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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bumping on 1mg Clonazpam and just swallowed 1mg Xanax good night /benz/
Nigel Billinglock - Fri, 30 Jun 2017 04:08:35 EST ID:1/Dg7nv+ No.135978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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some clonazepam, some ambien, gonna do some flubromazolam

oh and i smoked the marijuanas as well

its goin guuuud
James Bummlechock - Fri, 30 Jun 2017 05:35:28 EST ID:dGlS//mn No.135979 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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first time posting, got some 2mg alprazolam presses. took one and im feeling that genetic benzo slowness and just all round chill
Henry Fezzleman - Fri, 30 Jun 2017 21:56:58 EST ID:aFcY+fw2 No.135985 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg etiz and a few pbr's
Dr. Katz - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 13:12:46 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.135990 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Finished moving and about halfway unpacked already.
Split a 6 pack of this seasonal lime ale (5.2%) + a coffee stout (6.8%) growler with my old roommate yesterday for the final day of moving. Popped 20mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam beforehand, so I was feeling lit AF.
3mg eszopiclone + 0.5mg alprazolam late last night after getting to my new place with my lady.

We have family events and errands to run all day, so I'm bumping later. Hot damn!
David Decklestirk - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 15:49:01 EST ID:565yFHOu No.135993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg of etiz + 100mg of baclofen + 100mg ephedrine

So listen sweet Lord, forgive me my sin
'Cos I can't stand this life without all of these things
Phineas Bundale - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 21:20:48 EST ID:565yFHOu No.135996 Ignore Report Quick Reply
man never been so benz'd t-breaks are really, I just started with my normal dose after quitting for a few months and HOT DAMN I'm benz'd. Really fighting the urge to dig into the rest of my stash but I need it for some sessions I'm having with friends later but damn it's hard. I spread out my doses too, took 6 MROE mg of etiz that ( i had set that aside for tomorrow but oh well, I won't want them tomorrow as much as I do now. Thinking of doing an extraction and railing some fo the ephed I have left, such a groovy feeling oh my GOD

my modus operandi is to go all out, treat it lke a benzo trip, I learn so much about myself and work through SO many of my issues and by the end I'm so strung out the thought of taking one more pill makes me quezzy but right now I"m riding the dragon

forgot how much I loved this stuff, it's amazing, so theraputic, I feel like this is WAY more effective then putting people on low doses for their whole lives making them zombies

my motto is get FUCKED UP work on your problems, have a great time and the positive after effects last for WEEKS

I can't be the only head who does it like this am I?

God I love life, I keep hearing what a wonderful world as if it's being sung into my ears god damn

it's so ironic that something that can cause so much happiness can also cause so much suffering, don't get hooked, once you're hoooked you're fucked. I feel like with my patented method you don't get hooked or at least I hope not

I've found heaven on earth
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 21:20:55 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.135997 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg etiz, 8mg flubromazepam, dabs. Maybe a beer in a bit. Chilling with my boyfie tonight, feeling relaxed.
Phineas Bundale - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 21:27:57 EST ID:565yFHOu No.135998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
love that r/drugscirclejerk memes have migrated here, the stand-offish attitude of that sub is a lot like here, only subreddit I can possible stand
Phineas Bundale - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 21:33:40 EST ID:565yFHOu No.135999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
in general though all the Xcirclejerk threads a lot of fun so I can't say it's the ONLY one I can stand. Just love how they roast /r/drugs bullshit HARD

it's run by the same guy that does the real drugs sub so I think he's clearly disillusioned the same way we are

kinda like that meme picture with stalin looking disgusted and shocked looking down from heaven at whordes of half-leftists that don't really understand the idelogy, can't find it on my pc

I feel like that to a T when I go on /psy/, best and worst board on this site
Phineas Bundale - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 21:37:52 EST ID:565yFHOu No.136000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not that I ahve any problem with modern leftists per say I just think they have the wrong idea with aggressively forcing subversive things like walking around covered in dildos or making art with period blood, that stuff has a use if you do it right but going all out like that just turns people off, they're harming the cause, we need to start out soft and work our way up, we thought the battle was over before it really was and that's why we're in the mess we're in now

don't know why I'm doing on a diatribe like this someone please flame me
Phineas Bundale - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 21:40:12 EST ID:565yFHOu No.136001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
of course you're not going to get an evangelical to say "oh NOW i finally see I've been blind" by storming a church naked and shouting slogans

You talk about the bible, about what the new testament is REALLY about, about christian socialism and all that.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 01 Jul 2017 22:28:16 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.136002 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Glad y'all like my memes lol
Added 4mg Etizolam because redosing is a bitch.
Dr. Katz - Sun, 02 Jul 2017 01:13:24 EST ID:k/pXB1ov No.136007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just got home from my girl's sister's/brother in law's place. Had 3 whiskey drinks and 5 or 6 beers.
Just got home.
20mg zaleplon sufflated, 20mg extended-release Adderall crushed and taken orally, 20mg diazepam, and 0.5mg alprazolam in a 5 min span.
About to sip on scotch and get on the greenery.
More benzos soon.
Dr. Katz - Sun, 02 Jul 2017 04:23:56 EST ID:k/pXB1ov No.136010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 3mg eszopiclone.
Sophie Clobblecocke - Sun, 02 Jul 2017 05:27:16 EST ID:Pxqflvdb No.136011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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quite a combo. hope you're having a pleasant evening, friend :>
i happened to be watching a Dr katz live special while reading this

bumping on 6-10mg of etizolam (throughout the day, kinda lost count), some phenibut and lotsa caffeine. just got off work, might drink some wine nad smoke some pot.
slayer yall
Emma Subblestone - Sun, 02 Jul 2017 15:42:44 EST ID:67EE5iz1 No.136013 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hi friend. not trying to burst your bubble but how the hell do you function? i've been reading your posts. i applaud you for being successful but man o man when i was a full blown barhead i could not function. even now that i'm prescribed 30 2mg bars i only take a cube for panic attacks maybe twice a week. does your family know about your drug use?

also does anyone know if mr shoe still posts? did he ever leave thailand?
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 02 Jul 2017 17:56:46 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.136015 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg Etizolam and a Tagamet. Energy drink, no booze tonight. I want to actually feel the etiz fully.
Me - Sun, 02 Jul 2017 18:26:32 EST ID:/5UVfDuO No.136016 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Quick question to all, but not enough to warrant a whole thread: can you taper by just stretching the time between doses, while keeping the doses same? Eventually I could lower dose, but for now I want to try just increasing the hours between each dose (clam).

Atm I'm aiming for +24 hours and it seems to be working. Or am I just slowly still building more of a tolerance by doing this?
Simon Shakestock - Sun, 02 Jul 2017 21:33:39 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.136017 Ignore Report Quick Reply
25mg etizolam and 15mg flubromazepam. I sure will sleep well tonight!
Bombastus Werrywag - Mon, 03 Jul 2017 00:22:22 EST ID:IwvOf9WJ No.136019 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took some xanax and zopiclone yesterday for sleep and woke up still benzed. Fuck that was horrid.

Just snorted some triazolam. Night, /benz/.

Yes you can. But you have to start cutting the dosage down eventually. Otherwise your withdrawals will start to precipitate (albeit mildly) before your next timed dosage
Rebecca Brudgekidge - Mon, 03 Jul 2017 11:35:54 EST ID:iiKGlIfP No.136021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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quitting lean (ya ya i know shut the fuck up) so im on 3.5mg of clonazepam

last night i dreamt that an anime girl sold me fake lean and i beat the shit outta herr

pic was all my pills from 2 weeks ago that are all gone now rip
John Blatherbury - Thu, 06 Jul 2017 16:55:04 EST ID:hG+hZgsq No.136074 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diclazepam
4mg flubromazolam
some phenibut garbage

I don't even have much of a tolerance but i'm not feeling fucked up with double vision level of benz at all. annoying.
John Blatherbury - Thu, 06 Jul 2017 16:57:02 EST ID:hG+hZgsq No.136075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
*i meant flubromazepam


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