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BWB - turn it up to 0 edition by Aureolus Werrywag - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 00:49:16 EST ID:/swO3oH5 No.136935 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OK second try.

posting new bwb because old one wasn't bumping. but i already posted on the old one so i gotta take another benzo to make this. i choose you: triazolam on etizolam on clonazepam.

What are you benzing on? What are you drinking with your benzo? How is your cycle yet?
Did you remember to write in your benz diary of your drug consumption? Why not? DO IT NOW!

Brain - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 01:34:53 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136936 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Can't even recall what I took tonight. Anyways here's my notepad of poly drug abuse
High Strung - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 08:16:15 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.136939 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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A breakfast of sliced apples dipped in hummus, brie melted upon baguette, an energy drink, and 3.5mg Clonazepam.

Counting down the days until I leave my shitty old job for my new, chillax job!

Spending the last 30 minutes chillin' listening to Clan of Xymox and looking over some GRE vocabulary flashcards with a cup of tea.

Who's ready for Halloween?....
High Strung - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 16:43:05 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.136944 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got done dropping off my paperwork for my new job after a long hard day at the job I'm leaving

Thought I had pissed off my FWB but it turns out I didn't, started crying but then she told me I hadn't offended her, just pissed a couple of her friends off and she thinks they overreacted.

Regardless, I'm still shaken the fuck up so I'm gonna pop 2mg Clonazepam, have a cup of tea, and listen to some Kasey Chambers & Shane Nicholson until my weed dealer gets here.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 16:46:14 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.136945 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Awwww yeah I'm mega benz'd too. A few milligrams each of flubromazepam, diclazepam, and 8mg Etiz. Beer and dabs too.
High Strung - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 18:17:50 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.136947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>136944 yet agaaaaiiiiin
>redosing with 2.5mg Clonazepam
>2 joints of Lemon for taste test with my roommate

Currently smoking a solo joint of that same kush.... Yeah, 4.5mg Clonazepam total + 3 joints of top-shelf sativa while listening to classic gothic rock and 90's rock albums. This is EXACTLY what I needed after a bit of a hectic day.
Edward Tootwell - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 19:45:02 EST ID:YWFWbc81 No.136948 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg valium so far. Shall I take another 10mg?
Brain - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 19:46:30 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136949 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Do it

Bumping 1.5 dclaz/.5 clonazepAm
Edward Tootwell - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 19:54:41 EST ID:YWFWbc81 No.136950 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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And now it's 40mg.
Brain - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 20:24:47 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136951 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping another 1mg clonazepam/.5mg lorazepam too haha
Brain - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 20:41:06 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136952 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Okay okay maybe 4mg more of clonazepam
Clara Blamblehood - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 22:32:40 EST ID:jUd/gyVK No.136953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just 5 more milligrams and I'm good. Still got a lot left. These are for tomorrow, well minus half of one I just ate.

The rest still in blister packs
Theophrastus Werrywag - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 23:24:14 EST ID:/swO3oH5 No.136954 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I keep posting on that /opi/ BWB by accident

Alprazolam and Triazolam. But like a third of the dose I did yesterday.
Cyril Biggleman - Thu, 07 Sep 2017 23:56:18 EST ID:hpWxD1A1 No.136957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bro didn't you say you wanted to talk to someone about your heavy usage? I'm here my guy spill the beans just don't slip no more beads lol
High Strung - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 08:33:42 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.136959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waking and baking with a bowl of kush and my diagnosed morning dosage 2mg Clonazepam. Today might now be so bad now.
Archie Gucklefodge - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 13:13:38 EST ID:HtwJl+jE No.136961 Ignore Report Quick Reply
First time doing a bar of xanax

im more into adderall and DXM so I'm so fucking curious what this will be like

will post art
Hedda Bebblepune - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 13:27:13 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.136962 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you can handle doing adderall and DXM a lot then you probably don't have an anxiety disorder, so try not to do xanax everyday and gain an unnecessary addiction to it fam
Isabella Buzzway - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 14:01:27 EST ID:RWf5OZbn No.136963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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brain - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 14:24:09 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yea after this weekend i'm going to try to make another plan. I'm really impulsive
I'll just post on here when i decide to do so. I just often come here fucked up (like now) and say more then i should.

Bumping 1.5 diclazepam/1mg loreazepam/2 Beers and lots of weed. I know i got a problem but fuck feels good to benz
High Strung - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 16:48:41 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.136965 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got off work early, thank lord fucking Satan!

Smoked a bowl of Lemon Kush at 4:20pm while sipping on an energy drink.

Now popping 2.5mg Clonazepam, rolling up a fat joint from this 1/4 of stiiiinky, stiiiiicky Blueberry Kush that my drug dealer just dropped off, and I'm feeling GREAT. Good way to end a day!!!!
JJzz !jUT5cpxiMc - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 17:46:42 EST ID:AmPpmpYC No.136969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3mg clonazePam
50mg doxylamine
2mg IV suboxone+15mg Ambien

Still don't know quite how to feel about Ambien.. I've taken it once or twice in the past but this week is the first time I've ever actually tried to use it recreationally. It's got a crazy rush for sure, but I can't quite decide if I like the way it makes me feel afterwards
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 18:11:51 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.136970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Added 3mg Etiz and a tall boy. I'm fucked up boi.
Is your job going okay High String? Work situation getting better?
Brain - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 20:14:36 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Aureolus Werrywag - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 20:42:47 EST ID:pms+D2hz No.136972 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sipping on dat brain hurting juice

[spoler] nb because /other./
Brain - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 20:55:54 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hope your having a dope Friday wag!
Dr. Katz - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 22:12:24 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.136974 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg diazepam + 1.0mg alprazolam throughout the day. About to pour up a glass of Chivas Regal, probably take another 10mg diazepam and 0.5-1.0mg alprazolam, and hit the vape with some heavy indicas. Oh yeah, bought a new car today and I'm working on a paper that's due in 3 hours.

Bruh, your name changes are the bee's fucking knees.
Brain - Fri, 08 Sep 2017 22:37:07 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping another 1mg of clonazepam/.5 lorazepam. My benzo tolerance is insane at the moment lol
Brain - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 00:23:17 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136980 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg 3fpm and a beer
Bumping more etiz for sleep later
Shitting Brarryway - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 00:33:23 EST ID:vAU4oall No.136981 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1 Corona Beer & Smoked Shisha with friends
0.7mg Clonazepam Gonna Bump 0.5 more Watch a Movie and sleep
brain - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 02:10:06 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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15mg etizolam bump

OKAY tomorrow 1.5 dlclaz/.25 clonazepam allowed
Hugh Churrygold - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 02:18:12 EST ID:RWf5OZbn No.136984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
One last 10mg Valium to end the night
Brain - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 13:05:55 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136988 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 1.5 dclaz to hopefully get me past this dread, can't binge tonight so good luck sleeping without etiz :(

Phyllis Huzzlehood - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 14:13:24 EST ID:MwPxlJnr No.136989 Ignore Report Quick Reply

oh look its fallout 4
Brain - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 15:00:11 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.136991 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm finished. Was nice lurking and tripfagging for awhile. Thanks for all the help ya'll;
Katz, Sophia, high strung, werrywag, etc. This board is easily the best community hands down on this site.

Just can't continue like this anymore. Wishing you all the best. Keep those heads high
High Strung - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 16:50:16 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.136995 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got home from my last Saturday working at the shit hole I've been working at lately....
Got in at 4:15pm, popped 3mg Clonazepam, cracked open a tallboy of PBR, and have been puffin' on that Blueberry Kush since 4:20pm sharp....

Completely melted into my couch listening to goth music and feeling my body aches slowly melt away....
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 17:57:13 EST ID:vfHRG/Pn No.136996 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB 1-2mg kpin

Got some bullshit to deal with, probably moving houses again lol I was warned these people pull this bullshit. Just tryna get my money back and pay this temp dude 200, so I got that 200 a month living hook up again. Temp till I find a place with my buddy.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 09 Sep 2017 23:35:35 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137002 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Adding 3 mg Etizolam and some actual green bud! Blue Dream. Don't get me wrong, I like edibles and dabs, but the fresh green in the best. Shiz.

I know a lot of /benz/ers smoke, what's your favorite method?
Aureolus Werrywag - Sun, 10 Sep 2017 02:16:25 EST ID:pms+D2hz No.137003 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just got home. 1.5mg of etizolam (higher than my normal dose) and weed. benzos and weed knocks me the hecc out so i'm barely able to open my eyes right now.

I smoke weed with pipe tobacco trimmings and grinded up in a smol brigham pipe. The pipe tobacco makes the weed less harsh especially if it's dried up. Plus it adds a peppery, cherry taste to it.

Night benz.
Nathaniel Paffingson - Sun, 10 Sep 2017 03:11:39 EST ID:SHWUMJeF No.137004 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Taking etiz 2mg at a time. At 6mg and will probably stop here.... year right.

Going to go smoke a ton of weed later outside in the early hours of the morning without a care in the world.
High Strung - Sun, 10 Sep 2017 09:36:05 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.137005 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Burned up a fat joint of Blueberry to wake and bake, then popped 2mg Clonazepam. Ready for my last day of work at this job I hate so much.... here's to new beginnings!
High Strung - Sun, 10 Sep 2017 09:56:16 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.137006 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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High Strung - Mon, 11 Sep 2017 11:33:52 EST ID:c3BRZaHC No.137021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up to a nasty storm overhead that's got work canceled for me
Ran up to the grocery store, stocked up on last-minute supplies, got home, then proceeded to ingest:
>2.5mg Clonazepam
>chugged down with a Monster energy drink
>smoking 3 bowls of kush

I'm happily wrapped up in my pajamas, a blanket, and have plenty of anime, manga, records, and books to keep me warm and safe.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 11 Sep 2017 17:49:51 EST ID:6iutVuq9 No.137024 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB ( or Ben to autocorrect )

Night of amphetamines and crazyness in Detroit. On Canada house n 1mg kpin rn. No sleep. Chill at.

Oh I visited johnnyrocket's fam recently, let em know they're not forgotten. Smoked a jay with his mom and got a buncha his dank ass sweaters n pj pants to wear ( get lit ) in in honor. Id post the ol bonfire spot but im worried some nurd will xif data whatever it.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 01:31:57 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Aww, that was nice of you to visit them.
I would love to meet people here!
I'm bumping on 3mg Etizolam, 1 Orphenedrine Sulphate (muscle relaxer, makes my tongue and head go numb if I chew it up), and a 10 edible.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 12:56:34 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137047 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well hey I'm back. 3mg Etizolam, pack of smokes and beers. Breakfast of champions.
brain - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 19:27:46 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137051 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've just been using minimal amounts of dclaz to keep the WD away. I got a decent schedule set up. I was planning to stop visiting this place but honestly i was missing it :(

But yea rough day so i'm going to try to feel good on some dclaz. Got a crappy batch of PG dclaz so i'm some mystery MGs. Approx 10-15 is my guess. Either i feel great, feel nothing, fall asleep, or black out
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 19:53:21 EST ID:8+FfCjhh No.137052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg clonazepam and some blueberry yum yum.

studying through some French and mandarin courses

Feels nice after a fucking day of wanting to go postal at the office.
Dr. M !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 22:00:20 EST ID:Q+MC/w37 No.137053 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Volcano+Magma attachment

If u on a budget, Extreme Q

What strains you smoking?

>Chewdawg and 8mg etizolam YES
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 22:06:52 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137054 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Volcano? Very jello. Right now I have Blue Dream and "Cat Piss".. I dab more than I smoke. Have this nice bomb Lemon OG wax.

Bumping on 9mg Etizolam cuz I'm a mess
Brain - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 23:11:37 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137055 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping more dclaz mystery mgs.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 23:39:31 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137056 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Heeey I'm going to mystery dose some flubromazepam. Shit.
brain - Tue, 12 Sep 2017 23:47:34 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137057 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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im scared of that shit
Should try some? Good luck
Dr. Katz - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 00:02:53 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137058 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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40mg diazepam + 1.5mg alprazolam last night --- celebrated a long-term friend's 24th birthday. Had some drinks... then arrived home and drank more than I have in months.

30mg diazepam + 1.0mg alprazolam today. About to have a glass of Scotch. Maybe I'll take another half milligram of alprazolam... hmmm.

Much love, Brain! Best of luck with everything. We're all rooting for you! Also, don't hesistate to hit us up in the future (on benzos or not).

I'm a big fan of edibles and vaporization. I've had a Magic Flight for around 4 years now, but it isn't exactly a solid piece to share due to heat and a learning curve. I am also partial to the Silver Surfer and Volcano for desktop vapes. Vaporization is great, but a lot of people complain about the high. A nice joint now and again is perfect, but I don't get very high off of joints/blunts. You can't go wrong with a classic beaker bong with a single perc and an ice catch ---- fucking classic.
Dr. M !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 00:22:42 EST ID:Q+MC/w37 No.137060 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>OR a Volcano with a bubler atttachment into the bag, and optional vaporbonging it BACK OUT of the bag. Cranking it up to 9 hits hard as fuck, and it still at least 80% safer than smoking

Should I add 2 drinks of booze or more etiz? I'm thinking booze.
Theophrastus Werrywag - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 00:34:57 EST ID:ubdIQtw4 No.137061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hey guise will alcohol add to benzo tolerance / dependence or not really?
brain - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 00:42:35 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137062 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey do you mind visiting /stim/ and seeing if you have the answers to my post? I trust ya mario

Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 01:33:05 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Gawd, to me, smoking a bowl or a joint hits me the hardest. I don't live in a legal state so I'm stuck with vaping or edibles when I get my hands on them.

Anyway. I'm pretty high. Added 6mg Etizolam a moar beer. I don't feel too messed up but I probably am. Luckily I don't blackout or brownout, usually. We'll see if 16mg Etiz changes that. I haven't taken this much in a long time.
Dr. M !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 09:45:47 EST ID:Q+MC/w37 No.137076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>8mg etiz + 4 shots of rum last night, smoked a top shelf I usually save for holidays (fuck), it's a Green Crack indoor F12 (been indoor since ~F6-F8) with structure like an indica, organic. It's the only strain that actually makes me active, even when Chemdawg doesn't. Weird.
>lots of 4/20 blaze erryday
>2mg etiz so far but ima drop 2mg more now

etiz binge all week lets go

I was so fucked up last night that I realized I was going to pass out. I was so out of it, it looks like I ADMINISTERED NARCAN on myself. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I was so barred out that autopilot took over. Too bad they haven't made a GABA antagonist that functions like Narcan. Oh man that's too funny. Props for my barred self for accessing the situation, probably thinking "well first line of defense is a stim, but my wife sucks cocks and refuses to get d-amph ir only XR, so good luck 1. having it hit 2. going to sleep later. Hmm...I heard narcan sorta blocks alcohol sorta sorta? FOR SCIENCE!"

Man the look on my face when there was an empty narcan shot and two full ones all over the floor, kit completely torn through. I was like "WTF WE DONT HAVE OPIS HERE, WHY HAVENT I BEEN DOING THEM, DID I GET SOME AND FORGET?? SO WTF IS THIS???"

B u M p 4 cRaZy dayz
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 20:18:02 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137082 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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xD bumping on 7mg Etizolam and maybe I'll add a little phenebut? I've never really experimented with mixing them. Does it FeelGoodMan.jpg?
brain - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 20:34:08 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137083 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping 1.5mg dclaz 1mg clonazepam 3 beers
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 23:13:21 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137085 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Added 3mg Etiz and a mystery dose of clonazepam. My life is kinda messy right now. Brian! Where are you?
brain - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 23:51:26 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137086 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm here! You okay? Decided to impulsively take 60mg of 3fpm ahaha
Going to bump later with some mystery etiz i think. The rebound anxiety might be worth it. Maybe some clonazepam
brain - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 23:55:26 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137087 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Chillin on IRC if you still need someone
Henry Bruppernone - Wed, 13 Sep 2017 23:57:13 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137088 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I can't really say for etizolam, phenibut goes great with diazepam though so I'd guess so.
Offsets the muscle tension of phenibut nicely. Seems more like 1+1 = 2 in terms of sedation rather than when combining benzos with alcohol where 1+1 = 3-5. You should probably take that bit with a grain of salt though as I did fall asleep with pizza on my chest last night...

Preemptive bump - mo phenibut, and probably more valium when I start getting fucked up and forget that I need to save that shit.

Doesn't flumazenil basically work like narcan for benzos?
Also, you're probably aware but naloxone/naltrexone interferes with the reward mechanism of alcohol, it doesn't really reduce the despressant effect.
brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 00:41:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137089 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ok I'm hitting the ceiling at this point so benzo time.

.5mg clonazepam/lorazepam and 1.5mg of dlcaz
brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 01:21:40 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137090 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 10mg of etiz. Bad binge day tonight but oh well.

Rebound anxiety ahoy!
Bombastus Werrywag - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 01:46:08 EST ID:WBms32+b No.137091 Ignore Report Quick Reply
klonazepam and triazolam
High Strung - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 11:44:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137096 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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After being without power for 48 hours due to that huge storm, I'm finally back online AND IT'S MY 31ST BIRTHDAY!

2mg Clonazepam to start the day, will pop more when the weed man drops off my birthday sack.
Brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 11:53:47 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Happy birthday man. Sending some SLAYER your way!
Dr. Katz - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 13:08:14 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137100 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Still fuckin' chill from that 70mg diazepam dosage on Tuesday night.

Happy birthday, my dude!

Mac Miller - Happy Birthday
Brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 13:46:59 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Damn you're still feeling that? I'm inspired lol

Brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 13:52:49 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137103 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Faces is also hands down my favourite album by mac. Very close to watching movies with the sound off.

Sorry for double bump
High Strung - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 16:13:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137109 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Popped 2.5mg Clonazepam and smoked a bowl of Blueberry Kush, gonna pour a birthday bourbon and spark a jay at 4:20pm

Current playlist of the past few hours:
Nine Inch Nails - Add Violence
This Mortal Coil - Filigree & Shadow
KMFDM - Hell Yeah
Bella Morte - Year of a Ghost
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 16:50:03 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yay? Are you in America? I'd love to meet or chat. I need a benzbro who understands.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 16:51:42 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137111 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh, and I'm bumping on mystery dose diclazepam. I'm in the Midwest. Anyone else?
Brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 17:21:23 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.137113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm Canadian and live close to Michigan. I'm eastern standard time. Gimme a time if you wanna chat and I can work with it
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 17:24:23 EST ID:Q+MC/w37 No.137115 Ignore Report Quick Reply


id chat with either of you

>30g kratom

etizolam week has been ok so far. already cut my leg up b
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 17:46:10 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137118 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Do you guys have a Whatsapp or a burner email so we can chat?
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 18:10:17 EST ID:8+FfCjhh No.137122 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumpin the train along with another 2mg.

Fucking hate this new job. Funny moments though

>Sitting down to go over some stuff with a LARGE entity in my office, and they brought an attractive individual with them
>"Wow Anonymous, is this your wife? You're even luckier than I'd thought"
>"Haha no no is my sister! I married my cousin in K.S.A."
>Blankface, recover, smile and nod
>"But sister? Cousin? What is difference? Same thing to marry either, why does this not happen in North America??"
>I tell them it's a modern mystery.
>mfw you're worth millions but you apparently bang your cousin every night and would happily your sister.
Brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 18:10:33 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137123 Ignore Report Quick Reply

How do I add on WhatsApp without giving away my number online? I can't find a uesername
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 18:19:50 EST ID:8+FfCjhh No.137124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
as someone who uses, line, and wechat (when out of country theyre convenient), to my knowledge you can't.

Use wechat, best of all three imo and gets around the great Chinese firewall.

nb as non-benzo related
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 18:21:15 EST ID:8+FfCjhh No.137125 Ignore Report Quick Reply
didn't really clarify wechat lets you add by username. WhatsApp needs your number and area code to be give
Brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 18:32:27 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137126 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>137125 thanks man

Sophia add me on wechat, brain024 or shoot me ur email and we can use whatsapp
Brain - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 18:36:21 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137127 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Same with you Mauro

Bumping 1.5 dclaz and some weed
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 14 Sep 2017 21:41:12 EST ID:Q+MC/w37 No.137134 Ignore Report Quick Reply

[email protected]

all day erry day

I've been wondering how you've been doing for quite a while. Don't be a stranger.
brain - Fri, 15 Sep 2017 11:55:49 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137138 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg cloanzepam and a nice tall beer. Also got lots of weed
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 15 Sep 2017 19:13:09 EST ID:8+FfCjhh No.137145 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bump on 0.5mg clonazepam.

Feel like a hypocrite, sitting on the board for a charity dealing with mental health, vets, and drug addiction, where I'm obligated to promote extremely anti-drug behavior.

Feels fraudulent preaching when I take 3mg clonazepam with 120mg vyvanse before presentations/speaking/meetings every few weeks.
High Strung - Fri, 15 Sep 2017 21:25:16 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137148 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sick with quite the nasty cold.
>2.5mg Clonazepam
>A hot toddy made with bourbon
>2 joints of Cherry Kush

and an assortment of various decongestants, cough drops, and Vitamin C supplements. Gonna fall asleep to Little Witch Academia and get some good night's rest....
Bombastus Werrywag - Fri, 15 Sep 2017 23:48:02 EST ID:WBms32+b No.137150 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>board for a charity dealing with mental health, vets, and drug addiction, where I'm obligated to promote extremely anti-drug behavior
What board is this? 69chan?

i-i-it's medication s-s-so it's n-not d-d-d-d-d-drugs, anon.
Jenny Hendleford - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 02:28:51 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137156 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2.5g of phenibut, 20mg diazepam 0.125mg buprenorphine, which doesn't count. Getting this taper done[spoiler]. Might throw 200-300mg of DXM into the mix (my tolerance is such that that'll probably make me feel a little drunk if that.
I need to remember how long phenibut takes to kick in though, I too often end up redosing excessively before it's fully hit me.
Some serious bildarbs and maybe some vodka also sounds appealing. [spoiler]not as appealing as 4mg of bupe but gotta stick with it, bah
Jenny Hendleford - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 02:34:24 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137157 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah ok, so maybe the drugs are doing something. I can usually use spoilers better than that.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 05:37:42 EST ID:dcPCM0VP No.137158 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dosed 2mg clonazepam which is an okay amount because I barely ever use benzos these days. Drinking a bottle of wine too. I dosed my methadone a few hours back too so yeah things are feeling not too bad~
Jenny Hendleford - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 06:40:07 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137159 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took another 3g of phenibut and 10mg of diazepam. Just threw some pre-workout crap on top of it. Synephrine, DMHA and caffeine are probably the only real drugs in it. Bildarbs incoming, probably going to leave the DXM.
Thomas de Queasy - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 16:30:51 EST ID:w0POMv4+ No.137164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bamp! 150mg oxazepam this morning, 200mg oxazepam just now, and 70cl of 7% beer.
High Strung - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 20:18:33 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137168 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>1.5mg Clonazepam
>Hot toddy of 3 shots of whiskey
>2 bowls of kush

In bed at 8:15pm on a Saturday night with a cold. At least I got Frasier and a good book.....
brain - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 23:08:38 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I said fuck it and went for another 1mg clonazepam/1.5mg dclaz.

Nigel Brerrybat - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 23:37:00 EST ID:lS2MdzGX No.137175 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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5.5mg of clonazepan, 5 600 ml bottles of ale, 3 nice joints of good weed.
more ale and some good food in the kitchen. feeling quite lively.
might watch one of those anthony bourdain shows and drool over food.
Brain - Sun, 17 Sep 2017 19:35:29 EST ID:RIzzzg3J No.137182 Ignore Report Quick Reply

[email protected]

Will shoot u an email tonight mario
Brain - Sun, 17 Sep 2017 19:36:08 EST ID:RIzzzg3J No.137183 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Forgot bumping .5 clonazepam/ 1.5 dclaz
High Strung - Sun, 17 Sep 2017 20:06:19 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137184 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Almost over the last of my cold, and thankfully today was my sister-roomie's Xanax Refill Day, so we did some benzo trading

>2mg Clonazepam
>2mg Alprazolam
>Last bowl of Cherry Kush

Listening to true crime podcasts and watching paranormal documentaries on Netflix while being righteously f u c k e d u p .
brain - Mon, 18 Sep 2017 00:13:12 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137187 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 3mg dclaz 1mg clonazepam
Wish this effected me more
Shit Murdville - Mon, 18 Sep 2017 04:42:38 EST ID:dGlS//mn No.137188 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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16 m g norflurazepam

i feel the best i have in fucking ages. thank god for benzos

also a new poster hi!
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 18 Sep 2017 19:33:55 EST ID:8Q1aoe1K No.137191 Ignore Report Quick Reply

ctrl+f bwb

2mg etiz and weed
Basil Worthingfoot - Mon, 18 Sep 2017 19:42:10 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.137192 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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these pills sure tingle my tungles
Brain - Tue, 19 Sep 2017 18:36:21 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137198 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg clonazepam/1.5mg dclaz
Drinking some good beers, smoked some good weed
brain - Tue, 19 Sep 2017 20:38:26 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137200 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping another 1mg lorazepam/.75mg dclaz
Feeling ight. How ya'll doin?
Dr. Katz - Tue, 19 Sep 2017 23:40:45 EST ID:E1SexWpI No.137201 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam + 50mg trazodone

Stressin' over seeing counseling clients, brain.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 19 Sep 2017 23:40:45 EST ID:E1SexWpI No.137202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam + 50mg trazodone

Stressin' over seeing counseling clients, brain.
Albert Clumbleway - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 01:30:44 EST ID:cujGH/Z+ No.137206 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Vaping too much of my bud today.. but high af. Took unknown amount of etiz just now.. feels like a lot. Had an empty vial of liquid tiz and just kind of kept splashing water in it and through the siphon and drinking it.. feels good mane

Bumpin watching fear and loathing
High Strung - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 16:08:37 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam and 2 bowls of bud before I go into work

Need to stay numb to keep my mind off all my financial woes.
Polly Suppershaw - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 17:48:14 EST ID:D+JCMG2W No.137217 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had a productive stim binge going for the past two days (with some pleasure in between of course). Cushioning the blow of the comedown right now with 9 mg of meclonazepam. Feel like a million bucks.

Hell yeah, I regret calling this shit "meh-clonazepam" earlier. This has become my favorite comedown benzo. Too bad it's kinda hard to find right now. Of course, I always have the good ol' regular clonazepam, this shit is just a little bit different in a good way. I like it way more than knock-you-on-your-ass RC benzos like clonazolam.
brain - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 19:41:44 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137221 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just chilling now. Things could be worse so i ain't complaining.

Do you go to sleep right after taking that trazodone or do you stay awake? Does the traz improve the combo previously listed?
brain - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 19:42:53 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137222 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1.5mg dclaz/1mgclonazepam/1mglorazepam

forgot to mention that above lol
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 20:19:18 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137223 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Chilling with the bf on some diclazepam, beer and dabs... Something is making me... Well, in a Netflix and Chill type of feeling...? Have I said too much?
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 20:21:54 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137225 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey, that's what we're watching lol. Hello everyone! I've been a bit absent, busy with werk. I need to read through the recent posts in this thread and catch up soon.
Is StimLioness here by chance?
Brain - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 20:24:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137226 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Rick and morty is the shit.

To my recolection i havent seen her around recently.
Im beznd as fuck and might just finger dip a lil into some etizolam
Brain - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 21:27:41 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137227 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bunping etiz mystery mgs

Peacfully bliss
Ebenezer Siblinglane - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 22:38:35 EST ID:5aStmzN1 No.137228 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg xanax and some music. feeling loose
Edwin Shittingworth - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 02:35:01 EST ID:D76yVkil No.137233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on night dose 1mg Klonopin. waiting for it to come on and I'm feeling great. Got 8 left and 10 days till my refill though... might have to do half doses on some days

Good taste in manga, good taste in drugs.
Brain - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 12:42:55 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137239 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 1mg dclaz 35ug ald52
Dr. Katz - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 12:45:55 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137240 Ignore Report Quick Reply
One of my closest friends passed this week, so I've been navigating the situation with friends, a detective on his case, and his family. My mother and I had to break the news to his mom and sister. RIP to a great friend.
Luckily my professors and clients are understanding of the necessity to grieve and travel for the funeral.
>10mg diazepam for some really stressful shit
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 13:42:42 EST ID:bLLbJGPz No.137242 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My condolences to you and those they were close with.
brain - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 14:18:11 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137245 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I am so sorry for your loss. Keep that head up Katz
High Strung - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 15:58:09 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.137252 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had a really, really bad scare where I realized my driver's license was expired.... and I have a 6:00am flight tomorrow! Then I got some bad news about a friend being really sick, so I finally cracked and started shaking and just plain overreacting.

My sister administered me 4mg of Alprazolam and I poured myself a glass of 2014 Cabernet Sauvingnon. Now I'm sitting here on my laptop, watching a BBC crime drama with my sister, sipping my wine, and realizing how much silly I was.

I wish I could afford a therapist and not just a psychiatrist so I could learn some better coping skills with unexpected emergencies in life without defaulting to suicidal freak-outs.....
High Strung - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 16:01:02 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.137253 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Also my condolences and my love, Katz. I've lost 4 friends this year and it's been a huge weight on me, so I feel you. I raise my glass to your friend's memory. No bump
Zeak - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 17:30:39 EST ID:88kBKsDS No.137257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I really agree man
Brain - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 18:47:24 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137259 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Aint doing much better

> bumping 2mg lorazepam 1mg clonazepam
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 22:08:54 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Katz, I'm so sorry. Hope you're okay. Anyone, feel free to email me at [email protected] I couldn't add you on WeChat, Brian. Did you reactive the account?

Bumping on 10 diclazepam and some dabs.
brain - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 22:12:14 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My account got flagged for some reason. I think it had reason to due with my email. It won't let me reactivate it. I'll shoot you an email from the address i listed above
Fucking Shakebanks - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 22:15:42 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg XR Xanax (2hr45m in)
1350mg Phenibut (30m in)

Packing a bowl, listening to Scum Fuck Flower Boy. November is such a great song by Tyler.

I'm not so lonely anymore tonight. BWB.
Brain - Thu, 21 Sep 2017 23:41:07 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137263 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> bumping 1mg lorazepam/7mg etiz
Dr. Katz - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 00:25:34 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137266 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had another 50mg diazepam (20mg TEVA and 40mg Mylan... the TEVA feel at least 1.5x as strong... fuck last month's Mylan fuck up) and 1mg clonazepam since the last post. About to take 1mg alprazolam. Drank a Corona, a triple whiskey coke, and now a triple whiskey peach tea. I'm debating on getting back into my benzo stash for clonazepam and lorazepam, but I'll wait. Not today... not today.
Arranging more shit for my friend. Dude was family. Everyone is taking it hard... Him and I would always drink and get benz'd out in college and when I began grad school. Good dude. Always wanted a good time.

>TinyTrip, Brain, High Strung, Sophia... thank you all for your thoughts and kind words. You're the best!!
Bombastus Werrywag - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 00:45:42 EST ID:2DTAg/CX No.137268 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ayy /benz/. haven't connected with you in a while.

clonazepam, etizolam, and some triazolam
brain - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 01:14:59 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137269 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping another 1mg lorazepam/.5mg clonazepam. Just destroying my stash, life has really been weighing on me recently
brain - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 01:23:57 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137270 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>bumping another 6mg etiz and .5mg clonazepam

Done bumping for the night folks.
Molly Dimmerforth - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 14:16:08 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137276 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 2mg etizZz + 70mg 3-FPM earlier to chase away dat sedation away but keep the anxiolysis pumping.
Cyril Clecklespear - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 23:14:11 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137281 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Christ...so that 70mg turned into 50mg turned into another 50mg. Hope this doesn't fuck my stim tolerance. Each dose was like 4 hours apart but fucking benzos turn me into a fiend for other drugs. Good thing I don't feel like munching more benzos when I take them, just waste my "fun drugs" hah...gotta take some NMDA antagonist now as a precautionary measure I guess...NB
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 23 Sep 2017 00:16:35 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137284 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Happens to me too.. Be careful : ) check in here every so often

Bumping on clonazolam, tianeptine sodium, and weed. And beer. Pretty relaxing combo.
Oliver Crenninghood - Sat, 23 Sep 2017 06:40:54 EST ID:hpWxD1A1 No.137288 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So i bought $40 worth of .5mg xanax at $1 per mg, which ended up being roughly between 80-90, this was on Monday at about 6pm. I remember eating a few but i only remember bits and pieces of Tuesday as a whole. I work a full time office job. People asked if i was okay the next day, they said i seemed to be in a great mood and i was barely at my computer and what not. Anyways i ended up with a little over 30 pills at the end of Tuesday when i finally came to. I seriously doubt i took that much xanax, i'm wondering if maybe i spilled some or hid some... Also i got into a minor fender bender, which was definitely mutual fault. Finally on Wednesday i went and bought $20 more of those and i've been using them sparingly since.

BWB off 2mg and a tall boy of Icehouse
Bombastus Werrywag - Sat, 23 Sep 2017 13:15:01 EST ID:2DTAg/CX No.137291 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You should edit one horizontal one at the bottom that says "sun dog"
Brain - Sat, 23 Sep 2017 13:53:37 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.137294 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yea 3fpm is easy to compulsively keep doing it. I've done the same bet less tiem in between :/

> bumping .5mg clonazepam 10mg tianeptine 20mg vyvanse
Edwin Demmerkot - Sat, 23 Sep 2017 16:31:17 EST ID:XMS3VXEk No.137295 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2Mg lunesta does that count lol I'm watching classical music on pbs in bed at 12:30 so maybe
Theophrastus Werrywag - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 00:09:49 EST ID:2DTAg/CX No.137302 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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took a bit of alprazolam a few hours ago
and just unleashed triazolam in my nose and HOLY FUCK i can bearly keep my eyes open
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 01:29:09 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137304 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm pickle Riiiiiiiiiick!

Bumping on a bit of clonazolam and tianeptine sodium + PEA.

Every time I see your name I think of Shaggy. "THEY CALL ME MR BOOMBASTIC MMMMMM SAY ME FANTASTIC"
You're all welcome if that song gets stuck in your heads
Martha Harrykuck - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 03:59:11 EST ID:67u023ps No.137307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sophie what do you do when you're on benzos? Except for sleeping i'm stumped
Priscilla Sankincocke - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 13:17:34 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg XR Xanax
1mg Lorazepam

afterthoughts on Phenibut: shit's good but the nausea and stomach uncomfortability the next day due to acidic nature is no fun at all.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 17:58:34 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137309 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well I use it during the day if I need to.
Now that I'm cutting back, mostly just for Netflix and chill. Lowers the inhibitions a bit. Haha.
Dr. Katz - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 21:45:09 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137312 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't let people pass judgment, Sophia. None of us NEED to explain what we do and why we do said things on this site, but of course we can. We all do different things when we're on benzos: work, class, study, movies, dates, read, eat, sleep, find new opportunities, meet people, listen to music, go to museums, hike, talk with others, chill, live, breath, exist, live the best we can, etc.

brain - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 22:23:38 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5clonazepam from earlier and now 1mg lorazepam after work

I'm liking lorazepam a bit more once i started to take actual ativan vs teva lorazepam
Brain - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 23:41:14 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137314 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping some etizz. Maybe 3-4mg lol
Brain - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 11:42:14 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137319 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 clonazepam

I was so excited for today because I thought my package would get here. Hopefully it comes tomorrow or it's lost.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 18:06:26 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.137321 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dealing with hangover from doing far to much Molly on Saturday.
> 30mg Diazepam and some dabs
Dr. Katz - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 18:53:10 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137324 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam, homework, and kettle corn with black label Valentina hot sauce
Sweet and spicy? Calm and focused? -yes, all of the above.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 23:50:33 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137331 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I guess I'm just surprised someone noticed my patterns and asked, haha. I don't mind questions. I like to discuss and learn.

Bumping on about 5mg diclazepam and beers. Feels good man.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 00:20:26 EST ID:G0r2E6QV No.137335 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Day 2 out of 2 of drug vacation

>redose of 1.5lb of 7/10 fire SN, after having 1lb originally earlier today
>2.5mg Etizolam, first benz dose in a few days
>Firing up a 0.3g Volcano bowl of OG Kush, haven't vaped yet today



Hey Sophia, you free? I'd like to catch up if you're interested. It's been a while. You got a steam, secured email, or something similar? Perhaps /b/ tube on Taima.tv if you've got nothing else?

Hope to hear from you on this boring Monday.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 22:35:18 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137358 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yes, it's [email protected]

Bwb.. Haven't dipped into the etiz for a while so 6mg etiz (might add more), 5mg diclazepam, beer. Taking a mj tolerance break so no dabs.
Bombastus Werrywag - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 01:00:46 EST ID:qcNW7C5l No.137359 Ignore Report Quick Reply
lorazepam and triazolam i am FUCKED
Frederick Peddledet - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 10:31:27 EST ID:8JEkblOg No.137360 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just boring old clonazepam for me rn. I think I must have hit a dose ceiling because even when I go waaaaay past my prescribed dose I don't feel any different than I would on my normal dose. I bet I could eat my whole script at once right now plus all the ones I have stockpiled and I still wouldn't feel much different, probably not even any tiredness or memory loss. :(
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 13:51:56 EST ID:G0r2E6QV No.137362 Ignore Report Quick Reply

0.25mg diclaz
2mg etizolam
12g of some new kratom

wow I swear I've actually feeling kratom for once. Wtf. Sweet.
Brain - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 19:08:02 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137365 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.5 lorazepam
.5 clonazepam
60mg odes (why so good?)
Bowls of dat indica
Cyril Dogglebanks - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 21:03:17 EST ID:/pqZ9k+R No.137366 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg of Etizolam and a couple grams of kush to top it off.

Dr. Katz - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 00:10:31 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137367 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam around 5 hours ago. Couple bowls of Afghani right now.
Bombastus Werrywag - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 00:31:42 EST ID:qcNW7C5l No.137369 Ignore Report Quick Reply
triazolam turn it up to hehwerroooruezzeeeeeeoooorooooooooo
Lydia Dorrymidge - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 00:57:20 EST ID:6nQLmNOE No.137370 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Very slight dose of Oxazepam to smooth out the day

Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 06:07:09 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137373 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Clanazolam (just a drop of pg solution) and dabs and beer. Might add 1mg etiz so I can get at least 3 hours of sleep o_0. Good night/morning y'all.
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 11:16:43 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137375 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg XR Xanax
1mg Lorazepam

Might fuck around and add some Phenibut.
My GABA receptors will handle what my heart cannot.

Brain - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 11:40:46 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137377 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg clonazepam
70mg odsmt

heavy polysubstance (ab)user bump. Don't know where to start.
StimkyKitty !0HFqqJEw3k - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 13:37:38 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137378 Ignore Report Quick Reply

BWB...Another 2mg etiz this morning since I didn't end up finishing shit I had to do. Took what I thought was a tiny dose of 3-meo-pcp a couple hours after the etizolam to reset my stim tolerance and thought it wouldn't interact too much with the benzo but I ended up floored to my mattress so it potentiated it by a lot(sedation and dissociation+ wearing off of the stims). I had to go lay down and was caught in a weird catatonic state so obviously I couldn't do anything requiring any kind of mental faculties.

Already starting on what I should have been doing yesterday and than it's break time from benzos for me.
Emma Pickbanks - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 13:45:08 EST ID:w/lBoKZF No.137379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Does anyone have experience with diclazepam? If so, what are some agreed upon dosage equivalents? I have 3mg pellets so trying to figure out a good starting level for my tolerance. For instance, how does it compare 1mg:1mg to lorazepam?
Dr. Katz - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 14:30:08 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Woke up in sheer panic and all that shit. No work/class until Monday, but a boatload of articles annotate. I started reading the "Unquiet Mind" for psychotherapy, an autobiographical take on Bipolar Disorder from a licensed psychologist who started documenting her mental health concerns in 1974. Published 1996. Riveting stuff.

>20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam

I do indeed have some experience. 1mg diclazepam = 1mg lorazepam (roughly). As such: 1mg diclazepam = 0.5mg alprazolam = 0.5mg clonazepam.
One of the drug's main metabolites is lorazepam, so there ya go. It's a great drug for GAD or social anxiety disorder. It's also great for tapering. Out of all RCs I think diclazepam is the best for medicinal usage.
Reuben Bezzlelut - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 12:32:23 EST ID:O6ePcd2d No.137390 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3 soma and 4 bars last night now i got 15 mgs of klonopin to mess with
Reuben Bezzlelut - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 12:32:23 EST ID:O6ePcd2d No.137391 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3 soma and 4 bars last night now i got 15 mgs of klonopin to mess with
Ebenezer Brapperstone - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 17:25:09 EST ID:q4DCovaw No.137396 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1/4 xanax, fk this shit England weather, slowing down..
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 22:44:42 EST ID:Hv6WM0Ej No.137397 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Super relaxed mode tonight. Good day at work. Bwb on some diclazepam, clonazolam, and beer.
Have a good weekend y'all! By the grace of God I have both Sat and Sun off. Going to chill with family tomorrow.
What are you guys up to?
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 00:35:32 EST ID:Tsex2Ygi No.137400 Ignore Report Quick Reply

hey Sophia.

I'm enjoying Opium, tail end of d-amph, lots of weed, and etizolam soon

My wife's already asleep. The new puppy has been making it difficult to sleep.

I'll probably hit the hay in a few minutes. I'll catch up with you and Brain tomorrow, when we can arrange an instant message form of communication (our emails are too slow).

gnight benz. I would love to take more, but I've somehow still avoided benz WD/dependence even though I consume 80mg of etiz in less than a month.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 01:49:20 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137401 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Brian and I were taking about going onto the taima.tv /b/bto instant message. Need to arrange that!
Added a muscle relaxer so I can maybe sleep in the morning, and some tianeptine sodium.
Jenny Shittingstock - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 02:49:25 EST ID:67u023ps No.137402 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm on about day 8ish of no heroin so i'm bumping on some fubromazolam i took a few hours ago, plus the stuff i'm getting ready to take and hopefully make my night a proper one haha.

I took around 100ug earlier now i'm going in on another 100ug. I figured out the hard way taking more than that makes me wake up with no recollection of what happened a few hours after the dose lol. Thankfully though i like to believe i have my blackout self trained very well from my alcoholic days where i blacked out nightly for a solid 2 years.

It's really lame not having opiates even though i'm done with the whole being sick part of the ordeal. Now i have a weird inner restlessness where idk what the fuck to do with myself or my time lol, i'm been getting down on a WoW private server lately and enjoying music again but that's about it. Taking benzos and smoking weed seem to take the edge off this lame bored feeling.

bwb niggas, cheers for ultra potent triazolo ring benzos with insanely long half lives.what could possibly go wrong?
Brain - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 16:52:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137409 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well I got fired when I came into work. Main boss told me even though I'm subtle and hide it good he can tell that I'm fucked on shit beyond weed every shift. He told me I'm a great worker he just doesn't want the liability if i fuck up. He was cool and said I could reference but honestly just stressed out now. I've never been fired before but I really pushed the limit being on lots of Benz/opi/stims all the time.

Bumping 1mg clonazepam and some mystery etiz. Thinking about where I went wrong lol
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 17:12:53 EST ID:ZwM2ADOn No.137412 Ignore Report Quick Reply

4mg etizolam

b u m p
Charlotte Blatherlock - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 17:51:36 EST ID:2LnnUM2C No.137413 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2 and half chilled after work lads
brain - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 17:55:20 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i'll be on taima all night. Hopefully i'm coherent enough.
brain - Sat, 30 Sep 2017 19:43:07 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137417 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping some mystery diclazepam
Brain - Sun, 01 Oct 2017 11:40:03 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137424 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg clonazepam/1mg lorazepam
90mg odsmt
0.1mg clonodine

Kill me please
Brain - Sun, 01 Oct 2017 12:57:55 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137425 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So yesterday I pretty much denied everything he was saying but he didn't believe me. Now I just got a call from my main boss that fired me saying that he made a "mistake". Turns out all my coworkers and assistant managers stood up for me after I left and somehow they managed to convince the dude i wasn't on any drugs and might just be my clonazepam script that he saw was affecting me

Needless to say I'm happy but now I gotta go into work today fucked up again. Not a good look but it wasn't expected.

Bumping .5 lorazepam to calm the nerves
Dr. Katz - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 00:50:12 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137431 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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40mg diazepam + 1.5mg alprazolam + a couple beers through the evening and night. I might take another 0.5-1.0mg alprazolam in a minute.
All day studying. This is my chance to relax.

I highly recommend looking into the book. The language can be unnecessarily flowery at times, but what can you expect from a psychologist who earned her PhD over forty years ago? It is written in an autobiographical narrative form. Very cheap from Amazon.

Oh Brain, I hope that shit works out for you. I know I don't actually know you, but I'd like all of the regular posters (and everyone, really) to do well in life. Losing your job over a benzo habit just is not worth it.
Rebecca Bundale - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 02:49:01 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137433 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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25mg of diazepam, 25mg doxlyamine, 150mg codeine lol and getting on to half a bottle of vodka. Vapery incoming and may take some phenibut on top.
Isabella Wellystone - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 06:44:19 EST ID:de9QDHL6 No.137434 Ignore Report Quick Reply

And I worry about mixing weed and .5 of diazepam... I hope you don't die m8
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 09:43:28 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Crazy shit happened in Vegas. Best wishes and condolences with all affected.

I'll be using it as an excuse to take more GABA-ergics than I should (which I really would have done anyway...)

2mg XR Alprazolam
2mg Ativan
+750mg Phenibut ~15-30m
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 20:40:08 EST ID:+42n4V0g No.137438 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yep. Another one. Valium for me, and without any words I just dropped one into my GF’s hand and she popped it. Just kinda staring at the TV in silence.
Brain - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 21:05:00 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137439 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 1mg clonazepam, 0.5mg lorazepam, and 9mg diclaz
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 21:29:33 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137440 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ready to get shwifty in here. Full pack of cigs, beer and wine, dabs, and 4mg Etizolam.
Brain - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 21:35:11 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137441 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Making me wish I had more than just /Benz/
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 03 Oct 2017 01:16:36 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.137444 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> 3mg Diclazepam
Gonna use this shit to replace my Valium so I can stash a bunch.
Priscilla Gittingfuck - Tue, 03 Oct 2017 06:11:13 EST ID:JGh5wfYa No.137446 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Was like, "going to take it easy and have a small dose and take a walk, took 10mg of diaz out (only because its in the blister pack) ate .4 of that... then had .3 when I felt the initial dose... then I went to find a bench to smoke a bowl on but there was many people. I walked home... smoked my bowl and had the last .3 and dropped another .10 into a small glass of water and sipped that for the rest of the day. When it was night time I must have topped up my drink because I ended up taking 3 pills in total yesterday it would seem. Still feeling pretty wavy waking up today and I never slept that good in a long time. drinking some coffee and had another smoke just now.

Pic related, it's me rn
Brain - Tue, 03 Oct 2017 21:51:15 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137452 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 11mg etiz. Feels good mayne
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 03 Oct 2017 22:30:55 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137453 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good evening ladies and gents. Bampin on 4mg Etizolam, Good dabs and cheap wine. Three Buck Chuck at Trader Joe's has good stuff. Drinking the chardonnay now.
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 14:26:32 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137466 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg XR Alprazolam (~3hr30m in)
750mg Phenibut (~15m in)

I ran out of Lorazepam, but my plug keeps hitting me up saying he's got green bars. The street bar game is so shady; I'm not even really willing to purchase if I don't see them in a pill bottle with correct manufacturer labeling.

Now don't get me wrong - I'm not opposed to the idea of pressed xans. I'm opposed to the idea of people who have never worked in a pharmacy or had any formal educating on compounding medication or accurately measuring out milligram dosages pressing xans.

But then again, I'm probably biased. Pretty well read on OChem and safe synthesis. And I don't trust anyone but myself behind the press.

bwb tl;dr - pressed xans are sketchy. don't risk your life on someone else's word - learn how easy it is to do it for yourself.
High Strung - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 15:03:45 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137467 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Guess who's back in the mothafuckin' hoooouuuuse with a fat dick for yo mothafuckin' mouth!!!

Yes folks, it's Refill Day and the Clonazepam is MINTY. Got off of work at 2pm, bought a sub sandwich, ran up to the grocery store/pharmacy and grabbed my K-pins and a bottle of hearty Chilean whine.

Now eating my sandwich, chewed up 3mg Clonazepam, listening to some synthpop, gonna throw on some Frasier here in a minute. Wish I had some weed but I need a t-break and money's a bit tight for the next 2 weeks.
Nigel Soblingridge - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 16:59:32 EST ID:cJ+TIp7J No.137469 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have a (probably) retarded question that doesn't require a new thread
Today I found a package of 6mg bromazepam tablets while taking a walk near my local hospital. There are 3 tablets still inside, but the packaging was damaged and the tablets themselves got pretty wet. They were probably solid once and still look exactly like normal bromazepam tablets, but when I touch them slightly they lose their form and have the consistency of a squishy paste.
The expiration date on the package says 2022, can I still take them? They've been probably lying around in the rain for a few days and got exposed to a lot of moisture and air.
Brain - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 21:20:12 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137471 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg clonazepam and downing my 4th beer
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 22:09:47 EST ID:ZwM2ADOn No.137472 Ignore Report Quick Reply

took 15mg d-amph earlier
took 2mg etizolam now
I could vape weed but idk if I'll bother

man things are pretty shitty. I gotta make some smart and hard moves soon or I'll have really screwed things up.
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 22:22:26 EST ID:ZwM2ADOn No.137476 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I lied, 2mg more
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 22:24:35 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137477 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What's up? You wanna chat? I'm free.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 00:06:51 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137482 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took a 10mg diazepam earlier today. My intake ended up doing a no call/no show, so I picked my alprazolam refill up before my supervision meeting. Ahhh Greenstone footballs.
10mg diazepam + 2mg alprazolam now! Oh yeah, and some booze. I'm thinking a spicy rye and a couple shots of imported rum.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 01:35:27 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg zaleplon insufflated (first time in about a year), another 10mg diazepam, 50mg DPH, and 1mg alprazolam
Dr. Katz - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 01:55:54 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137485 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> Dr. Mario
Bruh, you still want me to look over your thesis?

Bombastus Werrywag - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 02:38:39 EST ID:RMlL3nJq No.137486 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Etizolam. Kpin.
Albert Gangerforth - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 03:18:56 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137487 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam

Hoping this will get rid of some of the weird muscle tensions and twitches from phenibut. My eyebrow is twitching like crazy and my calf just decided to go maximal contraction on my when I woke up, still hasn't uncramped ~10 hours later.
High Strung - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 10:18:09 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137490 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Friend of mine with 1/8 decided to stay over last night. This morning we woke up and blazed 3 bowls of some GSC-based indica called Gelato. Combined with 2mg Clonazepam and I am ready for a short 3-hour shift of making sandwiches (on our slowes day). Morning everyone!
jknb - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 12:02:29 EST ID:d5Lby8UE No.137492 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Dr. Katz offering a thesis review to Dr. Mario
back to /med/, /tesla/, /math/, and /chem/
Priscilla Suckletedge - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 12:18:55 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.137494 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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i took the whole bar last night when i meant to just take half and
>take half bar
>damn this is nice
>1 hour in decide to take the next bar
>6 hours later i wake up
>still pretty fucked up
>pic related
High Strung - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 14:10:00 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137497 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got off work early, ran straight home, changed into my pajamas at 2:00pm (cuz fuck doing anything else today), cooked up a lunch of steak and eggs washed down with a Starbuck coffee energy drink.

Smoked a bowl and a half of Girl Scout Cookies
Then chewed up 2.5mg Clonazepam
Washed that down with another coffee energy drink

Now it's time for some gothic rock and black metal albums and then an cheesy horror movie!
Brain - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 16:45:03 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 25mg of diclazepam and 2mg clonazepam. I'm still feeling soo good, especially after that last bowl.
brain - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 16:57:02 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137501 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Forgot to mention that was last night. I fell asleep last nigh (morning) around 2 am and woke up around 10:30. The time after that is blank. I don't know when i fell asleep again but I know i remember i was up for awhile.

I'm still SO fucked. I could just fall asleep now. I overdid it forsure
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 18:35:12 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137503 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping on 2mg clonazepam

This workplace is fucked. The only other individual who has the authority in my office to handle financial transactions /clients over 100k decided to fucking bust in my office while dealing with a private meeting and start bursting out swears over something unrelated to me loudly enough to startle reception.

Now she doesn't understand why that was innapropriate and is trying to fight the HR write up since the client and colleagues complained.

After that failed, as I was leaving work she called me a POS and said HR is wrong and she has the right to swear as loudly as she wants when she wants. (Shes pushing 60 and quebecois so it seems to be an old dog new tricms scenario )
High Strung - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 20:21:50 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137507 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>1 glass red wine

Enjoying watching the October Harvest moon from my balcony with my buddy and my neighbor who's grillin' some burgers up. Autumn has finally arrived to Atlanta, I'm feeling the Samhain spirit HARD....
Priscilla Bunworth - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 22:05:32 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137511 Ignore Report Quick Reply
High Strung - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 22:17:51 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's 10:07pm and I'm currently sitting in bed with my laptop. I've topped off the night currently under the influence of
>6mg Clonazepam (spaced out over the past 5 hours, last dose was 2mg about 30 minutes ago)
>3 bowls and 1 bongload of Girl Scout Cookies hybrid (spaced out across an hour)

Will stay up until midnight reading graphic novels and listening to podcasts until I pass out. Sleep tight, /benz/!
KingPoli - Thu, 05 Oct 2017 22:57:20 EST ID:bBBQqffo No.137518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin on 4mg alprzolam...tryna find something to potentiate
High Strung - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 09:20:57 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Staff meeting this morning. Fuuuuun. Gonna need 1.5mg Clonazepam to keep me chillaxed.

Have a lovely day y'all
High Strung - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 14:36:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today was GREAT
I got a raise by $1.00, then I got to go home 1.5 hours early, got home, smoked 2 bong loads of Girl Scout Cookies, chewed up 2.5mg Clonazepam, chugged a Monster coffee drink...

....Now it's time for an afternoon gothic rock records and a night of horror movies.
Brain - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 15:23:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137536 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1.5 mg etiz. So excited for the weekend and the fact my package got here today
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 16:26:11 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I was supposed to meet with family today, so I took *a lot of Xanax*
but they didn't come through
joke's on them

5mg XR Alprazolam
1g Phenibut

Also what's this board's consensus on CBD oil for depression or anxiety? I'm at the end of my rope. No SSRIs or supplements have worked and exercise/getting outside is only beneficial if my anxiety allows me to leave the house.

Brain - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 16:31:23 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Have you tried Wellbutrin? Most think it's shit tier but I don't respond well to ssris and seems to keep my mood on check. It's an NDRI
Brain - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 16:33:42 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I smoke every day for my depression but in the long route it is not helpful. I understand the route you were talking about is different though
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 16:40:17 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137540 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Yeah, actually, that was one of the things I tried alongside Propanolol and it didn't seem to have much efficacy alongside therapy in the sense that it really caused more uncomfortable gastrointestinal side-effects that I couldn't deal with at school all day.

I know definitively I'm not so much depressed as I am *always* on edge and that always being on edge keeps fight-or-flight response activated and subsequently I've always got tonnes of excess epinephrine/noradrenaline floating in my bloodstream making me feel perpetually shitty.

I used Kratom for a small while and it seemed to improve my outlook or at least make it easier to deal with things, but chugging powdered plant every day is harder on the stomach than Phenibut. nb
Brain - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 16:53:54 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137541 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Funny, I get the same gastrointestinal side effects. I wanna quitvnevause that reason alone but I find it hard to quit. I get fucked
brain - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 18:30:58 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137542 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping another 2mg of some etiz
getting benz'd
High Strung - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 19:17:31 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137543 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumpin with a redose of 2.5mg Clonazepam and 2 bowls of Girl Scout Cookies

Now watching a horror movie marathon (starting with the V/H/S trillogy) while chugging a Monster Red.... Hell.... fuckin'..... YEAH HALLOWEEN SPIRIT BITCH
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 19:38:10 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137544 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have treatment resistent MDD (in remiasion sort of) with the extreme GAD anxiety being comorbid. I tried CBD near the point when I was rxd 4mg clonazepam and 2mg lorazepam, and considering ketamine trials lol.

It was actually ok but only on a level I'd say is only a fair bit above placebo, for anxiety that is. Depression wasn't impacted. Not comparable to any of the 10+ psychotropic drugs rxd since 13 except for the ssri's (as they do very little) and I'd rather smoke salvia than take a neuroleptic/antipsychotic.

Mind you for anphetamines and modafinil"cured" my anxiety. I self tapered and sort of ~ hopped off the benzo train
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 19:41:07 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137545 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Also bumping on 3mg of clonazepam and pink cookies, that wonderful strains child.

Stay golden pony boy
Dr. Katz - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 21:45:13 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam earlier. Just ate 30mg of THC edibles.
I'm debating on getting either a nice single malt whiskey (or single malt Scotch) OR a couple bombers of a relatively cheap beer. Maybe more benzos. Who knows?
High Strung - Fri, 06 Oct 2017 22:33:59 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Okay, last bump of 2mg Clonazepam of the night and then tomorrow I start cuttin' back after my Refill Day rampage lol

Heavily enjoying my benzo-and-cannabis-fueled horror movie marathon, that's for certain.
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 11:12:40 EST ID:ogmzP0Qb No.137561 Ignore Report Quick Reply

hey sophia et al, one of my cats disappeared 3 days ago, so sorry im not available to talk

been looking like nuts
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 16:20:40 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.137563 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>3mg Diclaz in the morning. Today needs to just go by smoothly
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 16:54:05 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks, Facebook, for reminding me that five years ago was the happiest I've ever been in my life - happiness that has since passed and left a void all the alprazolam in the world couldn't fill.

4mg XR alprazolam
1g phenibut (probably gonna dose a gram more)

TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 17:13:40 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137568 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hope you find them

Bampin on 2mg of clonazepam and 60mg vyvanse, might take 4mg more and get fd for once,

Until then, that just finishing my Mandarin and French courses and doing kettlebells
Dr. Katz - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 20:08:21 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam in one go. Housework while the lady is away right now, but I'm intermittently working on homework for practicum I and psychopathology for Monday/Tuesday.
Enjoy your Saturday, /benz/

Damn bruh, best of luck finding your cat. That's a shame, man.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 20:09:41 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137573 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Followed it up with another 4mg.

First time taking a "real dose in awhile" oddly enough, even after tapering, it doesn't seem that tolerance has reverted to baseline, just more susceptible than prior. While rxd after so many years (even though I dosed under my rx)I it did nothing for me at any dose within my rx (up to 4mg clonazepam)I mean if I choose to take 2mg I'm calmer, 4mg makes me loose not to the point of blatant inebriation. Oddly, I dont even touch any other gaba based drugs, with the exception of divalproex .
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 20:13:12 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137575 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How is the schooling going Katz? Well I hope.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 20:44:33 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137576 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks for asking. School is going quite well, but I am having a bit of trouble with persistent no-show clients for intakes, but that's the nature of practicum. My professors and prac supervisor are understanding.
Beyond that, I'm assisting a counseling psych doc student with her dissertation. She and her advisor (a prior professor and faculty member that I am close with) will write letters of recommendation for doctoral studies. In addition to having prior research experience this will greatly aid my chances of acceptance into a doctoral program. I am applying to my university's doctoral program next fall and I am currently nearing the half-way point of this 3-year intensive master's program. The benefit of going into specific doc programs with an M.A. is that many institutions require it for teaching a course (opposed to simply TA/GTA duties).

High Strung - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 21:07:40 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137577 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam
3 bong loads of Girl Scouts Cookies

Now watching horror movies on Netflix while eating chicken wings. Feelin' the Halloween spirit HARD
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 23:45:30 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.137580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg Diclazepam & 200mg Pregabalin. Idrgaf.
Dr. Katz - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 01:40:00 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137583 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Put in 6 hard hours towards three giant projects for the upcoming week!
Another 20mg diazepam and I mixed up a vodka/coconut rum/mango punch drink. I might hit the old RX stash of clonazepam/lorazepam. Anything but alprazolam on the weekend unless necessary.
StimkyKitty !0HFqqJEw3k - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 02:17:12 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137584 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg etizolam about 4 hours ago

1mg of diclazepam about 10 mins ago

I don't know why but the etizolam wasn't making me feel cozy enough like it usually does so that I can have an orgasmic sleep lol...I don't usually pop benzos for sleep and just for anxiety/after effects from stim runs but I haven't taken many downers this week so I felt like it wouldn't hurt. Etizolam is strange, sometimes when I take it with a full day ahead of me to do shit it makes me tired as fuck when I don't want it to, then other times when I want it to I don't get sedated only chilled out.
Dr. Katz - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 02:37:04 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137585 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg lorazepam on top
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 17:11:31 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137587 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I am indeed in America. No insurance, sadly. It's probably only by blind luck that I found a psych and therapist willing to have me on a benzo somewhat long-term without shelling out big time. As it stands the county in which I live covers both the psych and therapy visits, and I just get my meds for cheap at Costco.

You'd be surprised how much Xanax XR could be for anything other than a prescription of 30-45ct 1mg tablets.

1mg XR Alprazolam
2mg Lorazepam
~750mg-1g of Phenibut
High Strung - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 17:30:36 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137588 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>a small bowl of GSC

The rain continues to pour down here in Atlanta.... Perfect day to be sedated and watch weird-ass horror movies.....
High Strung - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 18:44:06 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137589 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah yeah yeah I know I just bumped, but I got a phone call from my youngest sister (the one who isn't my roommate) and I just got news that my mom is leaving my dad.

I mean, it was only a matter of time before she had to leave his mentally ass- he's the one who gave me PTSD that has me on benzos, after all.

Chewed up 2mg more of Clonazepam and smoked another bowl, wheewwwww boy the next few months are gonna be awkwaaaaarrrrd.
Brain - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 22:56:34 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137590 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 3mg etiz now. Had 1mg etiz earlier as well as .5mg clonazepam. Sweet weeekend
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 09 Oct 2017 04:29:58 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137591 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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5mg Etizolam, 2 beers, and PEA tonight. Had to get a few things done.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 09 Oct 2017 04:30:57 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137592 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Your tolerance seems to be lowering? Is that true?
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Mon, 09 Oct 2017 09:28:20 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137593 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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woke up this morning and decided to brush up on my fallout: new vegas lore (picture not related)

looks like it might rain here! i always prefer rainy days because then I have an excuse not to leave the house. bwb

3mg XR Alprazolam
1mg Lorazepam
gonna take some phenibut because why not ?
Bombastus Werrywag - Mon, 09 Oct 2017 13:22:40 EST ID:ExXu+GX5 No.137595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
took a stupid amount of etizolam yesterday by not measuring out my initial dose

took a stupid amount of triazolam two days ago because i'm stupid
High Strung - Mon, 09 Oct 2017 16:57:13 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of purp

Got sent home early from work sick from throwing up from acid reflux and diarrhea. Ended up sleeping all afternoon. Still trying to forget all this shit that's happening in my life.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 01:38:35 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137597 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took 10 mg Oxy orally over an hour ago... Wasn't feeling anything (and I have no opiate tolerance) so I decided to take 2mg Etiz and do dabs. And have 2 beers. Feeling more comfy now. Cuddling with my doggos and watching movies.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 02:07:07 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137598 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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30mg (or is it 40mg?) diazepam + 1.0mg alprazolam throughout the day
Drinking a few beers and hammering out some homework for tomorrow night. It's going to be a busy fucking week, /benz/. Speeches and clients all week!

mmmmmm oxycodone
Btw, XR oxymorphone sucks DICK. Maybe I'll try IR oxymorphone, but oxycodone is better than the oxymorphone I've had in terms of effects for pain, euphoria, etc.
Bombastus Werrywag - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 02:20:57 EST ID:Bode6Nag No.137599 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Really?! Oxymorphone does wonders for pain for oral. Especially if you take like 1mg XR so you're not too high

Bum on etiz
brain - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 02:39:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137600 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Not really. I'm just trying my best to take it only when needed because tolerance is fucking me currently. My fault obviously lol. I've also just been busy so i haven't been bumping but i've been /benzin/

bumping for the whole day
> 20mg vyvanse
>0.5mg Clonazepam
>60mg odsmt after work
>2mg etiz now

Thinking about bumping more now lel


Good luck Katz. You'll make it, one day at a time!
Dr. Katz - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 03:31:58 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137601 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The XR oxymorphone was absolute shit. I would almost rather having straight up hydrocodone more often than not. However, I have heard AMAZING things about hydromorphone, but it is the one major opiate (heroin, fentanyl, and fent analogues aside --- nothing against fent or heroin though) that I have yet to try.
I took a decent dosage of XR oxymorphone (it was either 10mg or 20mg, but I cannot remember) on two separate occasions. First, I only took half of the XR pills which was a bitch to split in half due to the coating. I was underwhelmed by the half dose, so I took the other half a couple hours later with next to no increase in effects. The next time I took the full pill and was still underwhelmed. Several friends of mine also sampled the XR oxymorph in halves and full tables, but they also noted the same effects: intermittent waves of bland euphoria and sobriety, minimal pain management (we all skateboarded down stairs, rails, gaps, etc. so we had major pain in our feet, ankles, knees, and back already), and disappointing euphoria.
Also, the lowest dosage of ER/XR oxymorphone is 5mg, not 1mg. Dosages range from 5mg to 40mg RX'd.
Dr. Katz - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 03:34:45 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137602 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another 10mg diazepam + 10mg Sonata (zaleplon). Time for bed. Finishing up this beer, brushing my teeth, and hopping into bed with my girl.
Fuck it. Another 0.5mg alprazolam.

Much appreciated, brain. I hope that work is treating you well! And, well, life in general.
High Strung - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 11:35:04 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137604 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>1.5mg Clonazepam
>3 bowls of Purple Kush

Still sick as a dog with some kinda of stomach virus (???). Woke up with horrible chest and stomach pains, but ibuprofen and marijuana knocked it out. Spending the rest of the day on couch, watching horror movies and documentaries, keeping up the Halloween spirit <3
Bombastus Werrywag - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 13:34:24 EST ID:P9MIS85c No.137605 Ignore Report Quick Reply
XR oxymorphone and XR hydromorphone are similar. I like them because they kill my pain without me getting noticeably high. XR oxymorphone kinda feels like a better codeine in a way.

Hydromorphone is indeed a great opiate. If you get the chance, try to acetylate it to make acetylmorphone. Even snorted, that's probably the strongest opiate I've ever tried (not most potent. like the strongest effects in terms of euphoria).

Next time, it might be worth just dropping a 5mg xr pill into some coca-cola, waiting 12 hours, and drinking half or a quarter of that concoction.
High Strung - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 17:08:34 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137606 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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GOOD NEWS! My mom is finally, FINALLY leaving my dad. No more domestic violence, no more emotional abuse, no more financial leverage over me and my sister.....

I know I should be upset, but.... the man who gave me PTSD from years of systematic abuse (and thus made me a benzo fiend) is almost gone.

I just popped 3mg Clonazepam, cracked open a beer, and am calling my weed man RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!!!
CrazyFolksTribe !owU3wSU682 - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 20:13:00 EST ID:OY1Euoz9 No.137607 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took 2mg of etizolam yesterday and slept for 14 hours (to be fair, I was already tired from sleeping too little the night before). I'm glad I didn't try eyeballing powder this time... pre-measured doses are nice.

Compared to clonazolam, I think etiz is less euphoric and disinhibiting at therapeutic doses, but slightly stronger as a muscle relaxant. Not sure which one's more hypnotic since I was tired before getting /thieno/ed. However, I remember falling asleep easily when I used etizolam a few years ago. Tiredness and oversleeping were rarely problematic on c-lam.
brain - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 23:26:39 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137608 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 2mg etiz
Can't seem to keep down any food either :(
Bombastus Werrywag - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 23:45:05 EST ID:kUv++r95 No.137610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
good. job.
i've known a lot of abusive families and i'm glad this one isn't ending with a climactic violent episode like many do.

best of luck to all of you and happy vibes


also same

happy wednesday, brain. gotta keep my brian nice and sedated for the long week ahead.
brain - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 00:01:00 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping another 2mg etiz/,5mg clonazepam

I just want food but i don't wanna try eating again and throw up all this water i've been putting down.

Happy Wednesday, Bombastus
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 00:02:38 EST ID:j7RT1LkF No.137612 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oops. some triazolam just fell into my nose by accident

must've been quantum tunneling. ah well. can't argue with einstein. he had the biggest brain afterall.

etiz makes me was cold soda / pop. especially schweppes on ice. mmm.

go to sleep brain

nighty night
StimkyKitty !0HFqqJEw3k - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 01:52:56 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137613 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB~* 2mg of etizolam cus'
I was filling gelcaps with meow-pcp and meh furry
friend decided to JUMP UP! on the cabinet and it almost gave me a panic attack...no dust got on her but I have a phobia of pets getting drugged up, especially with super-potent PCx stuff.

Even the thought of a pet breathing in microscopic drug molecules freaks me out. I always clean and vacuum all over the area i'm doing the filling and keep my scales clean and close the door where i'm doing my weighing/filling but it wasn't closed tight and that led to a break in and it startled the heck outta me! <u_u;>
Brain - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 17:28:01 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137615 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 1.5mg diclaz/0.5 clonazepam

Still feeling shitty. I hate this time of year
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 19:14:24 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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6mg Etizolam, 10mg oxy. Ready to relax : /
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 19:23:38 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumpin on 2mg clonazepam..... fuck, man this illness is a bitch.

Thinking of walking out on work tomorrow, I know a person who was was once in the "opposite" financial role of mine said they were getting a coffee and never came back, so I'm thinking of saying I'm going to buy a pack of smokes (on my lunch) and fucking off.

The funny thing is, this is an office environment, but holy shit I've never worked in a more poorly managed environment in my life. Working in a kitchen during HS was less fucked with smarter staff.
brain - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 19:38:53 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 0.5mg lorazepam. Don't know if i'm just genuinely getting sick or i'm sick because of benzo withdrawl/lack of wellbutrin/tramadol analogues. Sometimes i don't even wanna exist
High Strung - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 19:53:17 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got 2mg Clonazepam dissolving under my tongue, about to pack a 2nd bowl of Purple Kush, might grab a beer from the fridge

Sibling-roomie and I are still celebrating our mom divorcing our dad (see >>137606 ). Don't care if that sounds heartless the guy's a psycho prick and this should've happened decades ago. Pic related, it's me right now.
Zeak - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 23:39:44 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.137624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1.5mg of xanax a couple bowls of super dank and drinking on a pint of a gin which I am a little less than half in.
Doris Segglelock - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 23:56:31 EST ID:A65qv1lE No.137625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
very very nice

did you use bowl or a bong?
Dr. Katz - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 01:18:25 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137626 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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30mg diazepam + 1.0mg alprazolam throughout the day (just took 10mg diazepam + 0.75mg alprazolam). I accidentally poured myself a ridiculous amount of vodka with tonic. There has to be close to a pint of vodka in this glass... Jesus Christ. Oh well, stressful day with clients today. I had the GNARLIEST intake client today. We might have to refer the client out, but I really want to give this person counseling. The amount of trauma throughout a relatively short life is nearly unheard of at this counseling center. But if we can't even handle it and specialty clinics are involved then there's nothing that can be done. It's in the hands of administration now.

Hmm. I'm all about best practices for work and attaining a new job. Sometimes a work environment is toxic enough that giving a two-week notice isn't feasible. I get that. But, how is your job outlook if/when you quit?

High Strung, I'm very happy that things are looking up for your family situation. I am so terribly sorry for the pain and troubles that your father has caused for you. Hell, I remember posts from you during the holidays when you'd have to see your dad.
It may not be my place to say anything, but it sounds like it is for the best.

Enjoy your night, dude. You deserve it!

Life is so precious, brain. Things will look up. Trust me. Things will get better even if you cannot see a positive end in sight. What is the lack of Wellbutrin attributed to?
Dr. Katz - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 04:18:02 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137630 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Another 20mg diazepam (10mg TEVA + 10mg Mylan... so it doesn't feel like 20mg) + another 0.5mg alprazolam. More booze. No classes tomorrow, but I do have a work-study event from 1:30-7:00 PM. I finally sleep in!
Goodnight, /benz/
Brain - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 10:34:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137633 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm just trying to discontinue but withdrawal symptoms are fucking me up. I'm getting to a point where its not doing too much anymore and I don't wanna bump up to 300mg XL. This shit also constantly gives me stomach issues and only generic brand of Wellbutrin I can get close is shitty Mylan so I gotta opt for $50 a bottle of brand name too.

Also taking lots of benz recently so I don't know if I'm just feeling shitty cause of increased tolorance and my regular dose ain't doing it anymore.

Don't know. We will see where today brings me. Last night i flushed my last 2 grams of some bomb indica because my weed dependency is crazy too. Now I wake up fiending for a bowl.

Hopefully today's a better day ya'll
Brain - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 11:15:51 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137634 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> Bumping .5 clonazepam to calm me down

Scaraped my bowl and grinder for a solid two bowls. This .5 does fuck all. I ignorantly ignored warnings from this board and online and continued to abuse /Benz/ and now I'm in an even worse place than before. I never listen.
High Strung - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 15:07:21 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>1.5mg Clonazepam
>3 bowls of Kush

Klonopin? Marijuana? Manga? NEW EPISODE OF MY FAVORITE MURDER? This golden October afternoon is lit, fam.

Thanks Katz, it's always meant a lot that you, Sophia, Stimlioness, Brain, TinyTrip, and everyone else here have always been there to listen to my personal struggles with Bipolar Disorder, GAD, and PTSD (thanks Dad!) and the constant agony that Thanksgiving and Christmas could be for me. The man who drove me to attempt suicide Thanksgiving Day is almost gone from my life. (dances playfully to Ray Charles' "Hit the Road, Jack")
Brain - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 17:47:18 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137639 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 1.5mg diclaz

Forgot today was refil day for my vyvanse. I cant believe it's so much money. I don't have insurance and I can't afford 30 30mg pills for $130 anymore. These things have helped me a bunch but it's hard paying that much just to function.
Frederick Nicklebury - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 18:09:09 EST ID:A7JfbOYh No.137640 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1x 2mg xanax
High Strung - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 19:33:02 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137643 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>1mg Clonazepam
>final bowl of Kush before 2-week tolerance break

Thinking about popping some melatonin and then crawling into bed with a movie or anime around 8-9pm....
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 21:52:31 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137644 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Are you covered by national healthcare? How does that work? Why is it so expensive?!

Bumping on just 2mg Etizolam and beer.
Zeak - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 22:03:16 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.137645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Comment I don't post near enough but I wanna say I lurk everyday for years and consider a lot of you regulars on here my person friends (dr kats brain stimlioness sophia high strung )(and to any people who were on this board 5 years ago what happened to mr shoe and idgaf?) 1.5mg xanax and 3mg kpin plus one beer and 2 shots of gin. supposed to go to my best friends and watch some anime soon but hes late getting of work I litteraly only have 2mg of xanax left for tommrow trying to decide if I should take that one mg today and just have one for tommrow or if I should just save it. sorry to any names I forgot but you guys are like my family. I love and support you all even if I dont post I read the boards every night for the last several years (5 or 6) but seriously I wan t you all to know I read your stuff everyday and wish I was more involved I just get fucked up and get to lazy to post haha and on a real note I really wanna know what happened to idgaf and mr shoe. sorry if I forgot anyone im benzd
brain - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 22:42:20 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137646 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Certain meds are covered by the government (generic only) if you are under 21. Most meds you have to pay out of pocket if you don't have private insurance or a job that provides benefits. Most insurance company's will only cover generics too but my last insurer was good with certain brand name drugs. It also matters what type of drug. Antidepressants were covered 100%, my benzos were covered for like 90%. Sometimes they don't cover types of drugs. My last insurer would not cover any opiate related meds.

Everyone here has the option to receive healthcare but it's not all free. Medications and treatments still cost lots of money. Sure i can go to my doc and get referred to a psychiatrist and visit him for free but the wait times are unreal. People die everyday in Canada waiting for surgery. Sure you might be in line for a lung transplant but if you can't survive the 6+ month wait then too bad.

I waited 5 months to see my current worthless psychiatrist and now i gotta go back to my Pdoc and get another referral which is going to take months. I'm just spinning my fucking wheels.

I really am ignorant on the whole system to an extent. I bet Katz knows more about my own Country's medical situation than my own.
Brain - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 23:01:48 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137647 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping .5 Ativan/ 5mg melatonin

I'm scared I'll feel worse tomorrow. I gotta see my doc about the Wellbutrin but I'm afraid the fucker will just try to convince me I won't get better without it and wot be supportive of me trying to quit
Dr. Katz - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 01:23:07 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137648 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Post more often, Zeak. /benz/ is the board that I frequent because all of the main posters on here are dope fucking people. This is easily one of the most understanding boards on the site and I think that we all do feel a certain family aspect and friendliness towards one another as we all have our problems, follies, and successes.

I've been posting on /benz/ for around 5 years now, but only started to post very regularly around 3.5-4 years ago.

>Mr. Shoe
Mr. Shoe ended up tapering off of diazepam while he was still living in Thailand, but he did mention that it was getting harder and harder to find OTC benzos there. I am not entirely sure how long he tapered for, but I know that he was stuck around the 30-40mg mark for a couple years. After he completely tapered off of diazepam he posted two or three times about relapsing. One time was with diazepam and roughly a gallon a beer. Another time was with 8-10mg alprazolam at a beach. He wanted to see if he could still get benz'd, but his tolerance was still quite high. And the last that I knew was that he was discussing having to leave Thailand to go back to the U.K. I know that he was teaching English in Thailand, so it may have been that his gig was up.
It's been a solid year and a half since Mr. Shoe has posted anything. By mid-2015 his posts were infrequent. He would pop up every couple months with an update about his life or just to drop in and say hi.

I can't remember this poster very well. Mr. Shoe and I talked a lot more, so he's more memorable to me. Someone else who's been posting for longer than I have, such as Fiend, might have a better idea.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 02:08:07 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137649 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yes! Post moar! Even if it's a quick update. I like keeping up with the people on this board. Agree with Katz, this is one of the most supportive and understanding places. I love it.

Pro's and con's... I don't know which way is right. I hate the US system. I'm separated, so my ex husband's income still counts as part of "mine" so I can't get ~Obamacare~ or state healthcare. My insurance at work is a JOKE. Cheapest option is $800+ per month. I make $12 an hour LMAO. I can't afford that. That's half of my paycheck. Insurance shouldn't be only tied to jobs.

But anyway. Rage over. Added a bowl of Blue Drram so I'm feeling fine.
Brain - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 15:26:32 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137654 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> bumping 1mg clonazepam

I feel so weird I just caved and took my Wellbutrin. Hopefully I can get some pot today too
High Strung - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 15:43:02 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137655 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What a clusterfuck of a day at work.... So many delivery orders we got backed up to the point that order tickets were STACKED UP ON TOP OF EACH OTHER.... And then my paycheck was measly and everything is gonna have to go to groceries and PhD program application fees. Almost had a panic attack walking in the door from work.

I let 2mg Clonazepam dissolve under my tongue and now that I'm sedated, I'm eating a sub sandwich and binge-watching Cold Justice (woo hoo true crime is bae). Then I'm gonna take a nap.
brain - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 22:49:27 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137666 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> Bumping 1.5mg diclaz/.5mg clonazepam
Zeak - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 23:54:58 EST ID:avhl5PDS No.137668 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks very much for responding guys I will try to respond more often. Cheers to mr shoe and idgaf! bumping on 2mg rn.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 00:42:42 EST ID:/nGUAb6F No.137669 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam + 1.0mg alprazolam throughout the day. Gettin' drunk as fuck with my girl's friends.

OG SR > Bullshit
downregulate !v2HyXANAx. - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 13:39:49 EST ID:39vcjRHq No.137671 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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hitting up the monarch butterfly festival in my city today, should be fun

2mg XR Alprazolam
2g Phenibut
2mg Lorazepam


also idk why but i seriously overdress on an extravagant level when benz'd lol
High Strung - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 22:49:36 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137675 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>1.5mg Clonazepam
>something like 4 bowls of sativa

Tonight's been great: best friend, younger sister, and myself have been getting baked and benzed all night, ordered pizza, now I'm in bed, in my comfy bed robe, drinking tea, smoking weed, and binge-watching "Mindhunter" on Netflix and "Lore" on Amazon.... and the Clonazepam is kiiiickin' in.
Brain - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 22:05:11 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137688 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 clonazepam/10mg melatonin

Managed too obtain a job in my previous trade too locally during the week. I don't know if I can keep up both but the one I start tomorrow is some good pay. Hopefully I do okay and don't sperg out
Brain - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 22:31:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137689 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping maybe 2-3mg etiz lol and .5mg lorazepam

I need sleep
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 00:27:39 EST ID:WYFoxJQ1 No.137690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20 mg valium subed a few hours ago followed by 1 8% 16 oz malt liquor, then 30 minutes after that i snorted 1 mg of a Suboxone pill and smoked a fat bowl of resin over the next hour or so. Feeling pretty fucking good. Nodding out like the good old days. Damn. Opiates and benzos are soooooo much better when used irregularly. Happy benzing all!

>The good old days filled with green hulk's Val's and ambien. As for gabs, I got a script now.
Dr. Katz - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 01:06:28 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137691 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg diazepam, 1.0mg alprazolam (just now), and intermittent alcohol throughout the day.

I had some experience with Suboxone late last year and earlier this year. All of the ones I obtained were 2mg film-coated (orange flavored) pills. I would cut them into quarters and taken 0.5-1.0mg sublingually. Snorting was something that I had tried (it was a combination of probably 40-60mg Sonata) with the Subs, but it didn't have a stronger effect than subbing the pills.
Dr. Katz - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 02:20:08 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
another 10mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam.
I'm enjoying the YouTube show "Hot Ones" by "First We Feast" with a nice batch of kettle corn plus black label (extra hot) Valentina hot sauce.

buenos noches, /benz/
Graham Worringlock - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 06:44:05 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137696 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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25mg diazepam, mostly worn off though. Threw another 2g of phenibut on top, 10mg diazepam and 2mg of bupe. Feeling pretty good. Probably more bupe and phenibut incoming though.
High Strung - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 12:41:54 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Alprazolam
1 bowl of Grape Ape (mmmm indica with benzos)

Gonna binge-watch the rest of Lore, pop 1mg Clonazepam, smoke some more weed, and enjoy doing literally NOTHING on my day off.
High Strung - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 21:44:16 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137704 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hired on the spot with my new Skype TEFL/ESL job.... Did my first tutoring class today with a student calling from Seoul and it went EXCELLENT... one of the training staff listening in said I was "flawless." So I'm cocktailing:

>2mg Alprazolam
>0.5mg Clonazepam
>A tall glass of Rue de Perle 2013 Bordeaux
>a few resin hits (just ran outta weed, it's cool though cuz I need a tolerance break and to save money for something)

Now kickin' it in my underwear to Saint-Saen's "Danse Macabre" on my Sennheiser HD650's. Life is improving right now.
Caroline Gibbleway - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 23:43:23 EST ID:qjc0zT4C No.137705 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Panic Attack to awesome. I got that sunshine in my pocket got that do do do do yeah.
Nicholas Henningfoot - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 23:47:10 EST ID:cujGH/Z+ No.137706 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>4mg alprazolam
>20mg Flexeril
>Vaping and smoking bud all day
>Now drinking several Mickeys hand grenades
>watchin the raid 2

I am riggity fucked yo rnght now

Seriously comdisdering death by my own hand

peace out benz
High Strung - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 14:41:50 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.137714 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Went over to my parents' house to help pack some shit up. Dad's currently gone, Mom's worried about finances but she knows in her heart that her choice to cut ties with him is the right thing.

Then I began to have a panic attack from having to juggle a bunch of work-school-family shit all in one day.... thank you, 2mg Alprazolam. You truly are a blessed thing!

Can't wait to get back to my crib though, so many bad vibes around this place. So many bad memories.
Zeak - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 18:42:50 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.137723 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Its my bday and I got court. >.> I wasn't gonna have any benz for my bday but luckily my friend gave me 3 valium one of which I took last night so after court ill be bumping on 20mg diazepam and hopefully be having an alright bday. starting a new job tomorrow and wont have any weed or benz so i'm super nervous.
High Strung - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 21:12:30 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137724 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Alprazolam
>2 bong loads of Mango Kush

Now off to an early bedtime.... Got a busy-ass day tomorrow of tutoring starting at 7:00am (ah, the joys of teaching students in a time zone 13 hours ahead of me.... good thing I don't have to teach that early EVERY day...)
brain - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 21:27:27 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137725 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Happy birthday bruh.

> Bumping some etiz

I don't know how much i took but i just kinda finger dipped on the walls of my bag and i Knew immediately that it was a bad idea and tryed to scrape that off. Its' been like 5 mins since and i actually think i took like 10+ mgs like adumbass
Zeak - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 22:44:38 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.137726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
checking back in the 20mg hit me hard for some reasons and ended up getting a pint of gin so feeling pretty good guys. wentbetterthanexpected.jpg
Theophrastus Werrywag - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 22:56:18 EST ID:jvNr+C23 No.137728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
kpin and tlam
(triazolam and clonazepam)
Drvgvla - Wed, 18 Oct 2017 10:17:26 EST ID:ok6JPxQz No.137736 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took 2mg's of clonazepam, drank a cider and then slammed my normal dose of buprenorphine on top of those. Ah, the feeling when your anxiety and stress just fades, and you realize you dont need to stress about something like the things you just were stressed about a few mins ago. Now I'll take a nap.
Archie Brocklestone - Wed, 18 Oct 2017 17:01:21 EST ID:a+Wb8jGR No.137741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
All you negros mixing pills and weed and then go on to watch tv, im surprised you even remember 1/10 of what you just watched.

Why do people mix benzos and weed? I know why I do it, it's mostly because Im already benz'd out and think smoking weed on top of it is a good idea. That's how I finish my bags of weed, by not remembering it because I was /benz/d out when it smoked it. And that's just a waste of weed and makes me binge eat.
High Strung - Wed, 18 Oct 2017 20:33:42 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137744 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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As long as I'm not HEAVILY benzed and/or mixing benzos with alcohol I can remember what I've watched. I function just fine when mixing benzos and weed, it's mixing benzos and BOOZE that makes me black out and become a total klutz.

That being said have just added 1.5mg more of Alprazolam and 3 bowls of Mango Kush. Listen to some 14th-century English Gregorian chant and call it a night.
Theophrastus Werrywag - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 00:49:16 EST ID:ckFxmkHn No.137745 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Got drunk. Then took a bit of etizolam.

Bad idea tbh.

Good night, /benz/
Walter Derringsone - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 03:11:47 EST ID:IXR4Bz2q No.137747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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taking 2.5 more mg of diclazepam and 2mg etizolam, then off for a night time spliff.
nighty night yall
Dr. Katz - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 03:25:15 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137749 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam around 10-11 hours ago.
Diazepam refill day was the other day. Kinda slipped my mind. Grapefruit juice, 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and working on SOAP notes for my client sessions right now.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 14:15:34 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137755 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For me personally, it's the only time benzodiazepines can be considered "recreational"

I used to find the synergy nice, as I'm stopping smoking I realize it was fucking with the efficacy of other medications.
I'd advise against this combination as it really seems to like it has the potential to be a sleeper hit over the long run.
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 14:21:06 EST ID:tQPFWMKp No.137756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
r u doin ok?
brain - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 19:03:10 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> seems to like it has the potential to be a sleeper hit over the long run

Can confirm.

Bumping 1.5mg dclaz and a couple bowls
Ebenezer Sicklehot - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 19:59:27 EST ID:A7JfbOYh No.137758 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Your right I have a script for mitazapine, but prefer xanax, at least xanax is comfy and doesn't make me fucking hungry everytime
James Dushway - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 21:45:04 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.137760 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>prefer xanax to mirtazapine

Yeah, you and 99+% of the rest of us. Mirtazapine isn't even a benzo, great for putting on weight though.
High Strung - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 22:11:36 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Smoked the last of my weed, popped 2mg Alprazolam, and popped 2 melatonin

Now in my pajamas and robe in bed on a slightly chilly night watching Frasier and reading a book. Will probably hit the lights at midnight, cuz it's 10:15pm and I'm already nodding off.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 20 Oct 2017 12:00:32 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137767 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Mirtazapine is an atypical antidepressant not a benzodiazepine.
Dr. Katz - Fri, 20 Oct 2017 18:38:29 EST ID:Pi4Og/Ns No.137770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
From last night: 10mg diazepam, 4mg clonazepam, 10mg oxycodone, grapefruit juice beforehand, 4x6.0% beers, and a glass of Scotch
I had a solid nod and spaced everything out well enough to not fully pass out too early.
Emma Tootdock - Fri, 20 Oct 2017 19:40:56 EST ID:RWVZ9ahA No.137771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ate 2 presses, definitely etizolam. How people are willing to pay up to 10 bucks for one """ xanax """ is something I'll never understand. Pretty disappointed in these, it doesn't even feel close to equipotent to 4mg of alprazolam. Bump
Shit Fanbury - Fri, 20 Oct 2017 19:43:36 EST ID:A7JfbOYh No.137773 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's making me hungry as shit sometimes, worked 11hrs today took my xanax, gonna chill with some tunes then sleep
Brain - Fri, 20 Oct 2017 21:55:46 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137775 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .75mg clonazepam/35mg odsmt/buncha weed/a couple beers

Life's looking up and I've been reducing my benzo usage
Dr. Katz - Sat, 21 Oct 2017 03:53:30 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg clonazepam + booze. This is the first 4-Loko I have had in years. It's just meh. Went to a bar too. I might take some diazepam and alprazolam soon. Lookin' to feel solid! But not too solid. I feel that I am on my way to a blackout. I know if I smoke or vape a bowl that I will be GONE AS FUCK.

I know that people around the U.S. will charge anywhere from $5 to $10 for a "bar" of alprazolam. Pressed bars are known to go for less even with a higher quantity of alprazolam, but pharma bars cost a lot more. People are willing to spend tremendous amounts just to obtain actual alprazolam in the U.S. Funny thing is... 1) alprazolam is the most prescribed benzo in the U.S. 2) 0.5mg tablets/footballs are the most prescribed alprazolam tablet.
Some individuals pay well over $3/mg for pharma footballs because they know that they're legit. Damn shame, too. Alprazolam is such a shit benzo unless you have panic disorder.
Dr. Katz - Sat, 21 Oct 2017 04:25:42 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam + 40mg zaleplon (Sonata) insufflated
Brain - Sat, 21 Oct 2017 20:14:08 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> bumping 1.5mg diclazepam
Brain - Sat, 21 Oct 2017 20:14:08 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> bumping 1.5mg diclazepam
Barnaby Puckleforth - Sun, 22 Oct 2017 12:07:25 EST ID:iIvs58p4 No.137788 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3mg etiz yesterday

2mg today

Just got out of treatment for benzos.... Oh well I don't have anymore now
Augustus Bocklewater - Mon, 23 Oct 2017 16:33:32 EST ID:lS2MdzGX No.137790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Picked up my scripts for the month.
(30 count) 0.5mg Clonazepam
(60 count) 1mg Lorazepam
(15 count) 1mg Alprazolam
Man, I love my doctor. He's going to get me my stimulants back soon as well.

Bumpin on 4mg Clonazepam for right now, have fun ya'll!
Some beer would hit the spot right now!
Augustus Bocklewater - Mon, 23 Oct 2017 19:38:58 EST ID:lS2MdzGX No.137792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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got beer and now i feel like a diety
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 24 Oct 2017 00:24:20 EST ID:dU3Jnkj+ No.137795 Ignore Report Quick Reply



I've done two residue licks in two days, and never got benzed. Time to lick a fat bump?


I love how this feels. I get anxiety from eyeballing benzos...it's like before taking a psy or something.

Getting anxiety from taking a benzo you know can't kill you if fucking trippy and weird.

Anybody else doing mystery doses?
Nathaniel Wangerdock - Tue, 24 Oct 2017 01:40:15 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BWB- 2mg Etizolam
3mg Meclonazepam
5mg 3-meo-pcp to complete the anesthesia
Eugene Sammlecocke - Tue, 24 Oct 2017 13:46:58 EST ID:HrR2o6yH No.137798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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also i just took 2mg etzolam. feels good man
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Wed, 25 Oct 2017 00:13:15 EST ID:dU3Jnkj+ No.137804 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Tweezer pile of Etizolam

Seriously why is the etizolam not workibg?

I'm still sober
Beatrice Nigglehuck - Wed, 25 Oct 2017 03:04:34 EST ID:j29rR58q No.137813 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>park at a recreation area in the middle of the woods at night
>take 2mg of etizolam and drink a beer to sleep
>cops drive up and flash lights for about 10 seconds, then leave
>decide I'm probably not allowed to sleep there, so I drive to a truck stop 10 miles away and park way in the back of the rearmost lot
>take another 2mg of etizolam and 175mg of DPH
>walk down to the truck stop's convenience store and buy another box of DPH, then walk back to the car and take it all, bringing the total up to about 1g

Of course, this was a dumb idea. After the second dose of DPH kicked in, things got very fuzzy.
>leave the van and spend the next couple hours wandering the store, the bathroom, and the vast truck parking lots for God knows which reasons
>while crossing the parking lot, trying to remember where I'd parked my car, some truck drivers yell for me to come over
>one just stands there with his arms crossed, while the other tells me to get the fuck out because I'm parked in the way (even though I wasn't)
>he puts his fists up like he'll fight me if I come any closer, so I just tell him I'll move the car
>get in the car but can't find my keyring or the spare key I thought I had
>fruitlessly search the parking lots a few times
>truck drivers see me again and say, "I don't know what the fuck you're doing out there, but you'd better leave," but don't confront me
>ask the store employees if they've seen a set of keys; still no luck
>take a nap and call a locksmith the next day
>$200 for a new key
>so many things inside the car are misplaced

Posting this on /benz/ since I never would have been so adventurous or managed to piss off random truck drivers on DPH alone. Then again, it's possible the confrontations were just hallucinations.
Shit Clinnermere - Wed, 25 Oct 2017 04:19:41 EST ID:38PJtPYE No.137814 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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God bless /benz/
Brain - Wed, 25 Oct 2017 18:08:50 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137820 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10/10 - good read after work

> bumping .5 clonazepam and a couple bowls

I haven’t been smoking until I get home now but I still find my weed high lacklustre. Don’t know what it is.
moextone !wQe1bH9zN6 - Wed, 25 Oct 2017 23:47:40 EST ID:GL+LypV4 No.137823 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bombastus Werrywag - Thu, 26 Oct 2017 01:16:29 EST ID:o5U+xBXQ No.137829 Ignore Report Quick Reply
opiates on high dosages of etizolam

danger zone
Dr. Katz - Fri, 27 Oct 2017 00:30:45 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137842 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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15mg diazepam + 0.75mg alprazolam along with a second glass of Glenlivet 12. I haven't had a single malt scotch all month!

Dr. Katz - Fri, 27 Oct 2017 01:55:14 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137846 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Another 15mg diazepam and 0.25mg alprazolam. A third glass of scotch is in order now. High ABV beer would be nice, but it's too late and I'm too drunk/benz'd to drive. Safety first, /benz/.

Oh man, I would love a low dose of some oxycodone right about now. That would be perfect.
Damn! That's a solid Scotch - 15 year aging, too. Classy shit, Bomb. Classy shit.
Dr. Katz - Fri, 27 Oct 2017 05:20:30 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137847 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took another 20mg diazepam + 1.0mg alprazolam. Ended up making bomb ass breakfast burritos and quesadillas at 4 AM as my fiancé woke up. I'm full as fuck, working on homework, and benz'd to high hell. It's probably best to go to bed ASAP.

Goodnight, /benz/. God speed!
Brain - Fri, 27 Oct 2017 18:06:46 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137850 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Bumping .5 clonazepam/ 40mg odsmt/ weed/ couple beers

Have a good night ya’ll
brain - Fri, 27 Oct 2017 22:27:33 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping some mystery etiz
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 28 Oct 2017 20:34:16 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.137870 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oops I'm dead.

Nah. Bumping on 2mg Etizolam, beer, and some homemade mac and cheese. I'm in heaven.
Emma Backlelot - Sat, 28 Oct 2017 21:14:48 EST ID:7JGtQwW/ No.137871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Honestly impressed with your level of organization when engaging in a next level bender. Cheers
brain - Sat, 28 Oct 2017 21:30:25 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks ahah, I still keep up with it. Although I have really toned it down in the last couple weeks. Even my benzos usage has slowed down which is good but still not where I want to be.

Anyways bumping 1,5mg diclazepam/.75mg clonazepam/1 beer. I really wanna dip into the etiz but I know i won't only take a little.
Walter Climmlewell - Sat, 28 Oct 2017 23:56:46 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.137873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB 0.5mg xanax
Dont hate!

I promised myself not to benz anymore, but I couldn't help it.

Now I am in wonderland
Bombastus Werrywag - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 00:23:04 EST ID:o5U+xBXQ No.137875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oh god i'm dying again
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 05:30:08 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.137881 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been awake doing coke for >36 hours. Festivals and whatnot. But it just necessitates more and more benzo use. I think I'm at like 6mg Diclazepam and 50mg Diazepam so far today, and I just added 40mg Baclofen... But I'm still doing coke.
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 16:20:51 EST ID:OdwdugsF No.137886 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>natty light THAT'S RIGHT
>fat scoop of 99.7% etizolam on the tweezer
>mfw I can actually feel the grittiness
>Haven't felt benzed once from doing this, just weird stuff like waking up at 5pm with an 8ft volcano party bag still full across my lap on the couch

I love weekend degeneracy. Don't even remind me of what I have to do this coming week.
Zeak - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 18:02:27 EST ID:88kBKsDS No.137887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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bumping on 1mg of a gold Xanax bar. just watched spirited away in theaters it was amazing seeing a childhood classic on the big screen.
Brain - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 19:19:42 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bunping .5 clonazepam

My dumbass got a text at 2am from a girl I see every now and then this morning. I was so tired I slept through it and I feel shitty that I missed out on some fun when I saw it this morning.

I wanna break into the etiz (it’s been awhile) but I don’t want bad rebound anxiety for work tomorrow
brain - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 20:52:29 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I broke into that etiz. I don't know how much i bumped but feeling good. I really need to get PG. Regardless i got tabs inbound.

I might go ham and break into some lorazepam too. Don't wanna take any long lasting benzos
brain - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 21:39:13 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck it

>1mg Lorazepam
Brain - Sun, 29 Oct 2017 22:37:03 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ok another finger dip of etiz and .5 clonazepam. I don’t know why I chose tonight to do this. Sorry for the spam folks.

Bombastus Werrywag - Mon, 30 Oct 2017 01:05:24 EST ID:wvY2S8WS No.137895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
took me some etizolam
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 30 Oct 2017 01:34:45 EST ID:OdwdugsF No.137896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>fatter tweezer bump than normal

>uh oh brown out incoming

swallow me up mr. sweet release.

no need wondering why it's worth living the anhedonia when you can just etizolam time travel instead.
Frederick Cravingpeck - Mon, 30 Oct 2017 04:43:58 EST ID:Wq/FQ5ip No.137897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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6mg alprazolam & some hash
Ian Bobbleford - Mon, 30 Oct 2017 19:56:35 EST ID:KdXsHRDK No.137906 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BWB at work. 8g kratom powder w/ .5mg alprazolam. Feeling godly. It's been such a fast, fun day working on my casino floor. Been a couple hours now I feel like getting a nice cup of coffee to give me a bit of alertness. I have very little experience with benzos and I've been happy and chatty as hell today.
Brain - Mon, 30 Oct 2017 22:29:34 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137907 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping some more mystery etiz to put me to sleep. Worked 7-9 today and back on the grind tomorrow. I don’t even have time to get fucked before bed lol
Bombastus Werrywag - Tue, 31 Oct 2017 00:12:21 EST ID:wvY2S8WS No.137909 Ignore Report Quick Reply
etiz again
hi benz
bi benz
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 31 Oct 2017 01:01:29 EST ID:wczNLl3U No.137910 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think I'm over 100mg Diazepam today, but I really lost track. I barely remember the last 2 days. Not gonna remember much of today. Also on 300mg Pregabalin and 40mg Baclofen. I'm fucking slumped, wobbly and falling over like I'm drunk. I haven't been this /benz/ed in forever.

I just dosed more too. Took 20mg. Then forgot whether or not i took it so I took 20mg again. So IDK if I'm about to get 20mg or another whole 40mg. Whatever. It's better than shooting dope which is all I really want to do.
ArmorC - Tue, 31 Oct 2017 18:38:52 EST ID:uJ1KsMM/ No.137924 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping on 1mg clonazolam feeling right, how's everyone evening going? Hopefully benzd filled :)
ArmorC - Tue, 31 Oct 2017 18:40:04 EST ID:BIFQ9Byz No.137925 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I hear you man.. heroin addiction is a bitch..
Brain - Tue, 31 Oct 2017 18:55:16 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137926 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 clonazepam

just finished building my new pc and ready to play some shit. Pic related
Dr. Katz - Wed, 01 Nov 2017 01:20:44 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137927 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam throughout the day.
Just drank a beer. Might have another beer or a glass of scotch without additional benzos (for now).

Long day, but benzos take the stress away!
Jenny Wunnerwedge - Wed, 01 Nov 2017 14:35:52 EST ID:9N55o6un No.137934 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took 2mg alprazolam just a while ago and now I'm feeling mighty fine. Still feel sorta high from all of the high grade cannabis I smoked last night. The weather sucked around here but today is looking to be a great 1st of the month. Cheers everyone!
High Strung - Wed, 01 Nov 2017 15:07:41 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137935 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Whew, what a day so far. Got slammed at work with customers (unusual for my day job), had a disagreement with a coworker, my dad sent me a threatening text message (he's lashing out at me because of my parents' divorce).... It was a quite upsetting day.

But then I got the auto text I get from my pharmacy whenever one of my meds is ready: alas, it was my Clonazepam! I bolted to the pharmacy the moment I clocked out of work.

Now I'm on 3mg Clonazepam, eating a Jimmy John's sandwich, enjoying a root beer, and rewatching Mindhunter on Netflix. Feels tolerable man
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 01 Nov 2017 23:23:30 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137944 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin on an unknown amount of clonazepam (I didn't count but roughly 3-4mg.)

Man life is strange, after a few months of abstinence and a few of semi-regular usage, I honestly think I made the wrong call in self tapering off of my rx and asking for a lower dose.

It's not rebound anxiety, it's not paws, and not psychogical cravings. I never thought anyone could reasonably need 4mg clonazepam daily until I remembered why I was rxd in the first place. The last 8 months I've been pretty damn aggressive.
Jack Cluzzleforth - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 00:45:21 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137945 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2+/- mg of fluaplrazolam I just gottoday. Not bad like a little mor e than regular xan btu I feel moer functional. Feels clearre but haevy. Lots of muscle relaxtion almost would compaer to diazepam in taht rega rd.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 02:08:35 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam 7-8+ hours ago obliterated all stress with clients and meetings. Counseling is enjoyable, but I can't see myself strictly counseling outside of grad school requirements.

20mg diazepam + a glass of Glenlivet 12 now. As I continue to write up SOAP notes I may have a beer or two after this scotch.
>How the fuck is the semester nearly over already?

This is why I've always been an advocate for remaining on your RX'd dosage even if you self-taper. Another poster on here is tapering with diazepam (Fiend, I think), but stated saving a large chunk of his monthly script.
But at the end of the day, based on the discussions we've had about being your own advocate with your doctor, I think that you could easily have your dosage increased again. As per usual I would advise against daily use, but you already knew that.
Dr. Katz - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 03:43:35 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137949 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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One SOAP note down... writing the other... hmm. I'm about to open a second beer and take 1.5mg alprazolam.

Chill, wavy vibes to everyone.
High Strung - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 10:25:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of Bubba Kush

Okay I'm ready for a brief day at my day job and then a chill time at my night job.
Jack Cluzzleforth - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 12:29:33 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.137954 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I bumped on the flualprazolam last night. The delusions of sobriety are strong with this one as I thought it was mostly relaxing my muscles but was obviously high as a kite. Strange that I didn't notice as its got a hypnotic push to it, usually I can tell if i'm fucked up on the hypnotic variety. Think I prefer regular alprazolam now that i'm straight..this one seems more troublesome and the duration is longer.

High Strung - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 13:41:25 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2.5mg Clonazepam
>2 bong loads of Bubba Kush
>A tall Monster White energy

Now back on my rewatching of Mindhunter and Shimoneta while lounging in PJ's.
High Strung - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 19:21:29 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Reloading to finish the night off:
>1.5mg more of Clonazepam, sublingual
>1 more bowl of Bubba Kush
>Pot of Russian "Prince Vladimir" tea

Now in my long pajamas and bed robe on a cold November. Baked and benzed out of my mind with a nice hot drink to wash it down. Need to make a 30-minute conference call and then I'm gonna continue staying up all night watching Mindhunter and reading manga. Comfy on an autumn night!
Brain - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 20:28:17 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137966 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 clonazepam

I’ve managed to bring my usage down to .5mg instead of 1mg. I get cravings before bed but I’m still sleeping okay. Weed + benzos is ducking my memory and I can’t fuck up another job opportunity. Really need to quit but shit i like benz. This month marks my 1 year of benzo usage. I really need to nip it in the butt cause it’s only going to get worse from here on out
JJzz !crcUvGdmK. - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 20:58:25 EST ID:P0rdNJMk No.137967 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>6mg etizolam
>4 8% beers
> 70ismg cocaine iv

First time recreational Benz use in 6 months.

Feels comfy

BWB /benz/ bros
High Strung - Thu, 02 Nov 2017 21:42:56 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Last bump of the night I SWEAR!!!
9:40pm and I'm in my bed wtih my laptop, watching a movie, just smoked 3 bowls of kush and took a small shot of leftover vodka.
Suuuuuper ready for bed!
Dr. Katz - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 01:36:25 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.137971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam with 375ml whiskey + lemon lime soda a few hours ago. My fiancé is less than pleased. ANYWAYS! The drinking continues. About to down a 22 fl.oz. 9% ABV IPA beer from Voodoo Ranger. Am I going to take more benzos? -more diazepam, possibly. 10-15mg... hell, even 20mg on top of my initial dose.

Hey Brain, we've been down this road already. It is better to use benzos with caution (i.e. not daily) than not at all when dealing with anxiety disorders.

How is IV coke compared to insufflation? How does that compare to smoking crack, btw?
High Strung - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 09:54:55 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up
Rolled outta bed
Waked and baked with some kush
Popped 2.5mg Clonazepam
Ate some waffles, scrambled eggs, and Irish breakfast tea

Happy Friday, y'all! Only have to work 3 hours today, which makes me happy.
Brain - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 10:10:30 EST ID:Wj9atmJ0 No.137977 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yea I know, I sound like a broken record. I would like to take them with caution but I’m afraid I’m getting my script taken away in January regardless.. I’m going to advocate that I still need them occasionally, just don’t know how that will go. Trying to save

Bumping .25 clonazepam
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 13:21:39 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>not murrican
> tried no psychotropic drugs and although successful in life became extremely anhedonic
>I already lift like a competing athlete, and meditate for shitz
Useful contribution, not only to this board but the human zeitgeist as well
Ah you misunderstand me Katz, I don't mean I ran into any issues tapering (it went very smooth) or that I didn't remain on my script/run out of my stash.

I still have a 1gram+ of clonazepam, it's more so that while I am functional without benzodiazepines, I am not a kind person.
I mean, I have several 300mg bottles, if I wanted to start dosing myself I could, I just have little desire for using them to attempt enjoyment/recreation

My most recent specialist "is letting me manage my scripts as I may have a better understanding of them" and told me to call when I wanted changes etc. I know I could get it altered again, but its more of an ethical/philosophical consideration.

I don't particularly like/want benzodiazepines, yet I am fairly concerned with my lack of things like empathy, regard for social norms, etc. I enjoy being off of them for the energy etc, but I the behavioral changes concern me.

If I need that much of a hypnotic-sedative solely so that I can find interaction with people stimulating and interact for non self serving reasons, perhaps I am just not meant for society.
but I'm waxing philosophic nb
High Strung - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 14:20:08 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137979 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
>1 bowl and 1 joint of Bubba Kush

Good way to end the day.... gonna put on some black metal and read some manga to relax after work (no Korean tutoring sessions today hurraaaaayyyyy) and then maybe like.... order a pizza or something? I dunno it's Friday why the fuck not?!
Edward Cenkinmere - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 16:47:05 EST ID:2+r8MAfT No.137980 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Poor bastard, you sound like an insecure antisocial faggot. Tiny drug addict chimp.
High Strung - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 17:19:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137982 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>4mg more of Clonazepam
>1 more bowl of Bubba Kush
>2 cigarettes
>Monster Red energy drink

Okay, back to Netflix and waiting for the time on dinner to ding
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 17:30:37 EST ID:RKJFJqp1 No.137983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The only part about that you got right is looking like a chimp,

Why the weak troll bro?

Or you projecting?
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 17:36:45 EST ID:RKJFJqp1 No.137984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Also this board is valled /benz/

Chill out, or do w/e you need to not spout unrelated nonsense/ vent your own life issues.

Nb as I'm fairly sure this is a troll, as anxiety and self esteem arent really key issues of mine. Especially not drug addiction.

Nb for boring troll who can't even be either amusing, or can't even act remotely chill on a board about sedatives.

Nb heading to a hookah lounge with a bisexual chick and then a metal concert. Mosh on.
High Strung - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 17:42:20 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137985 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm a bisexual black metal fan. MOSH ON!
Edward Cenkinmere - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 19:50:08 EST ID:2+r8MAfT No.137988 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>Hanging out with bisexuals
High Strung - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 20:29:17 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.137989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sorry man, I love pussy, but if I see a nice supple ass on a cute gay guy.... I mean.... I'm not gonna deny what's put in front of me, you know?.... All my encounters with guys were great. I still prefer pussy, but a little dick will do too sometimes, know what I'm sayin;

Pic related, 1.5mg Alprazolam and the bisexual flag.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 21:42:05 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137990 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Living in a third world/corrupt-narco state
>unable to drink the tap water
>6% of women in mexico have a child before 15, and 23% before 18
>Ethiopia has a lower murder rate, Mexico brags 3rd in the world.
> Yet makes fun of bisexual people

To be honest bro I can understand where you're coming from, if I had to live in the conditions which you do and suffered from such a severe lack of quality education and infrastructure I'd probably spend time trying to randomly flame strangers in over the internet. I mean what else are you going to do?
> criticizing someone for fucking a bisexual chick

Is it the lack of education that
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 21:49:44 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.137992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Also 2+r8MAft

if you think hanging out with LGBT people is wrong, perhaps you should just stick to topics related to the board.
Or contribute in some manner to make it a better place, or provide information, or do something productive.

I mean do you get tired of shit posting with no value?
brain - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 22:03:08 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.137994 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 2mg etiz/4 4.9% beers/4mg Methylphenidate/Marijuananana
Sophie Blythedock - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 22:38:53 EST ID:30fgFNyy No.137995 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping with 2mg clonazepam, some opis, cantaloupe haze, and a Schneider Weisse Porterweisse. Skipped out of work early since we were slow.

Not my home board but I've got a question for you guys and didn't want to make a new thread for it.

I've got a good bit of experience with benz. I've been using them for about 12 years now, mostly recreationally, and mostly just stuff like lorazepam, clonazepam, alprazolam, and diazepam; prescription benzos. I've never really fucked around with RC benz or whatever you guys call them. Stuff like Etiz and the like but I see them all over the place these days.

My question is are these even worth trying if I can get the above without issue at an average price? Its got me interested but I don't know if its worth it. Are they better or do you guys just get them because they are easier to get and cheaper than what you can find locally?
Phyllis Dollysutch - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 22:39:01 EST ID:2+r8MAfT No.137996 Ignore Report Quick Reply

U mad I live in Mexico, brah?

It's not all bad, mate. We have some good shit too. Keep living your drug-dependent life and keep hanging out with faggets, lil chimp.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 23:25:41 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nope, as I stated, I am VERY happy that I do not live in Mexico.

There was a post above two above yours (you must have had trouble reading) where I stated that Ethiopia has a lower murder rate. That's a good reason in and of itself to be happy to live in the 1st world.

and sure I'll keep being a productive member of society and hanging out with people regardless of sexual orientation.

You keep on......... staying at home and posting unrelated things on a drug board?

C'mon man, just try being a productive/contributing member to the board, it isn't like your trolling is very worthwhile.

Hypothetically, many are fairly "similar" to rx benzos, and etiz for example is not an RC, its a thienotriazolodiazepine used in Japan and Russia if I'm correct.

I don't dabble with them, but from my personal experience with friends, they use them as they do not have an RX and the prices beat street prices. Some are extremely potent compared to RX benzos ,(clonitrazolam is so potent most users cannot dose it in a functional manner)

Personally, I would say the key reasons people obtain them are either; they lack a RX, or the price-quantity trade suits them.

I don't think any are inherently "inferior" to the staple RX's, and I think many people would prefer some of the RC's due to their properties, it's just the danger of having a large supply of potent and making a human error (black out, redosing, poor decisions etc)

Etizolam sounds like one of the most relatable to common benzos, half the duration of alprazolam and half the potency although the metabolite build up can catch you if I understand the properties correctly.

CLam, is often referred to as the "U4 of benz analogues", take that with a grain of salt if you're an opi user but just from anecdotal experience CLam seems to destroy lives in a week.
The good doc is the only person I have heard of who microdosed it in a "sane" manner.

diclazepam is often used for tapering due to its long half life and (from my understanding lower recreational value)

TLDR; No I don't think they are "worse", each drug profile varies, I think cost is the factor, and as far as some people report, many of the analogues/thienos have good bang for buck.

If you do go down that route please don't get CLam or Flubro and just be careful. Hide the stash to avoid redosing, limit intake ect. The price makes dependency easy.
Hope someone with more personal experience with these can offer an opinion, be safe and have fun!
Phyllis Dollysutch - Fri, 03 Nov 2017 23:55:15 EST ID:2+r8MAfT No.138004 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You can live in heaven but still with a drug-dependent life, what a sad case...
Quetzalcoatl !KDjYWIiOiM - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 00:18:52 EST ID:AUS+v+98 No.138005 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nobody cares that you live in a poor cartel-ridden borderline third world country. Before you get butt hurt for that... ¿sabes que estas cagando el palo? Para.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 01:29:03 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Live in Heaven
>Have to boil the water

fuck me that's a hard call
Eliza Hammledore - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 01:59:46 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.138008 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I personally find:

Meclonazepam>Clonazolam>Clonazepam(Meclon has most muscle relaxation and warmth, clonazolam is most euphoric and has great anxiolysis, clonazepam is just good for anxiety)
Etizolam>Alprazolam>Flualprazolam(the first two come down to personal taste)
Flunitrazepam>Nifoxipam>Flubromazolam(proper nifoxipam is almost as good as flunitrazepam)

The benzos are grouped together for comparison based on subjective effects, not the molecular similarity. I really think a handful of RC's beat out their similar Rx counterparts but not too many. It's mostly the idea that you can acquire a lifetime supply of an RC benzo of your choice for half a months paycheck that attracts people, and also people who are dealing with a stingy Dr. not prescribing enough of their Rx or those who got their scripts pulled who seek them out. Imagine ordering a kg of RC benzo powder and never having to worry about renewing prescriptions and worrying if your Dr. could suddenly pull the plug on your treatment...it's an attractive prospect.
Zeak - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 04:06:54 EST ID:6PktEwMj No.138010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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5mg of xanax and several 3.2 beers with a bit of super dank gonna be a good night thinking of taking more xans
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 11:39:12 EST ID:74mfjdBt No.138011 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Ok so this type of dumb shit makes more sense now.

I have assessed etizolam stock, and I have been taking WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY too much etizolam.

Like 100s of mg in 1-2mo. Mystery dose never again.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 12:21:48 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.138013 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> I've always been an advocate for remaining on your RX'd dosage even if you self-taper
Yeah. I very much agree with this. I ran my taper with Diazepam down to a reasonable Rx maintenance dose (10mg 2x/day). I was just stashing them by running the taper faster than my doctor knew. I was always 2 weeks ahead of her so I would just put 5-10mg away every day. I've been back at my Rx dose for months now though and have >1g worth of extra pills tucked away.

As for the bump; I counted that 1g stash yesterday and found out I only had 270mg left. I know none of them were stolen, so I somehow managed to go through >700mg Diazepam in 4 days, in addition to ~20mg Diclazepam. It's been nearly a week and I still feel like my memory is coming out of a fog I didn't even know I was in. Damned metabolites, even with my metabolism that much shit fucking lingers. Good thing I have more Diclaz. Just sub in that for a month and I've got 100 Valium in the box again. Lol.

Also it's funny how it's assumed that I (or any given poster) am male despite the fact that I go out of my way to never disclose my gender on this site. Not that I give more than 0.028 fucks, but you could be wrong.
High Strung - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 15:01:50 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.138014 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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They say trouble always comes in threes
An after-work cocktail of 3 bowls of kush and 3mg of Clonazepam

I've had a bad day of PTSD flashbacks during work, shit suuuuucked. Glad to be home.
Reuben Tootdock - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 16:19:40 EST ID:yqK2x3H4 No.138015 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Parece que a ti te importa. Yo solo respondo. Chingas a tu perra madre.


>Live a normal life
>Live a life full of drugs
TinyChimp !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 16:58:22 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138017 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin on .5 mg Clonazepam

Spent the day going through books from 1870-1950s

Found some awesome first editions and one particular piece worth roughly $2000-$10,000 based on condition (my guy thinks its closer to the lower end)

Found a letter dated 1893, postcards from milan back in the 1940s, a book on cryptology for the SAS, a decoded cipher, and some newspapers dating back to the early 1940 (one has codeine advertisements), and some extremely old photos related to american history.

Good day so far now time to head down town.
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 21:26:32 EST ID:74mfjdBt No.138019 Ignore Report Quick Reply

hey friend.

I have some benz-related questions. Well I have some non-benz ones too but they're not relevant enough to post.

So I've consumed ~500mg etizolam in 1-2.5 months sorta by accident.

This is going to sound weird, but I haven't experienced any acute benzo WD. I was going through some weird mental health-esque shit where I was literally wondering if I was bi-polar, but then I realized 25mg can fit on a tweezer.

My question is: I've got 50-55mg left that' in volumetric solution now. I probably tweezer'd last a few days ago.

What on earth is the next step? Taper? Immediate emergency taper regimen?

I'm all out of the other benzos I had, not that I consumed them.

I've tried dosing normal people doses today. I took ~5mg today and felt absolutely nothing.

Just trying to gauge how fucked I am for seizure risk. I think I fried my GABA or some shit because I've somehow functioned academically and business wise on as much as 20-35mg per day. It doesn't make any sense at all.

pls halp will I has seizure?
Brain - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 23:01:42 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping 1mg clonazepam .5 lorazepam mystery etiz 4mg methylphenidate and sipping on a beer
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 23:30:51 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138022 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey Doc,

Yeah, you know the drill as well as I do, first step is get your maintenance dose down

Doesn't sound like you have enough to taper, I hope you can access enough to properly self taper

I can empathize with the mental health aspect, and that would probably concern me more than anything. Can you elaborate? What defined it? Were you suffering racing thoughts, BLIPS, erratic behavior, neurotic behavior, mood issues, rebound anxiety etc? It's a broad subject but I mean some of those symptoms can really scream go to a hospital, seizure risk aside.

We both know seizure risk is impossible to determine (I've seen people seize trying to get off a child's dose and people be fine on retard tier abuse, but I've also seen the opposite, as I am sure you have too) but you consumed a large amount of etiz over an extended period so I'd imagine as far as acute scenarios go, abrupt cessation would put you in the risk zone.

Yeah man, first things first, get your maintenance dosage down, long taper (if the means are there) would be my advice as there are some obvious flags shouting that perhaps limiting your usage may be beneficial for you (even temporarily).
Take a breath, your post sounds a bit worried, what would an emergency taper regimen consist of for you? The inclusion of something like divalproex sodium? (epival/Depakote/vaproic acid) Why jump to that extreme rather than a long slow taper?

If you can't access the means to self taper, I'd look at an ER visit, don't risk brain damage. Also, just since you mentioned the mental health aspect, if you are self aware enough (or ask a trusted individual) if your behavior has been out of character/erratic/neurotic etc, it's best to address anything that could turn into an acute mental health issue as early as possible.

I mean if you want to minimize the risk you really should take precautions whether its a gradual taper, ER visit, or (not that I recommend it) minimizing seizure risk during taper through other benzos+other means

Either way be safe, good luck and , keep us posted.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 04 Nov 2017 23:43:52 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Also if it puts you at ease at all, I know someone who did something similar to you ("I had 1.5g of clonazepam where did 300mg go!" and consumed 300mg of clonazepam over 3 months after tapering down to zero and abstaining for a few months. They had a prior rx history of high dosages
They functioned successfully both academically, and in terms of career (they even learnt a language). When they realized what they did, they immediate began taking a lower dose and soon began abstaining again with infrequent usage.

They had a perma-tolerance precisely as you described both prior after abstaining from benzodiazepines, and consuming that amount. Otherwise there were no negative repercussions, cognitive or physical
Mind you they were on long term anti-epileptic medication so I would not use this example for a common situation, and likely differs from yours.

But yeah they had an almost unlimited supply of CPam and other GABA drugs, if you're not going to be able to continue your maintenance and go from there, your options aren't great. It's either playing with fire or a hospital visit.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 00:08:40 EST ID:74mfjdBt No.138024 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I can acquire more benzos in an emergency. I'm going to sort of diclaz tomorrow.

Seriously it was a total mistake. I had a HUGE etiz addiction when I got married in a religious sense last year. I recall the WD being way worse from like 4-12mg max per day, which is why this is weird as shit.

We could talk mental health, but I'd rather not do it publicly. Haters can use that type of info to put me in a negative space that I can't allow happened. If you were down for proton discussion as long as you genuinely promise not to discuss illegal activity, It would be very helpful to say the least.

Mainly bi-polar shit, but it doesn't fit the traditional profile. That's why I don't have it IMO, but I do have outside judgement that helps. They're all great people. This is hard for foreigners to understand, but I love having a small network of people who care enough to say "hey man, I know you're going through stuff, so I wanted to offer to put your guns in safe keeping without telling police or anyhing. You can have them back when the trusted people around you acknowledge you're being yourself.

Not to be clear I have never ever, ever had any problems related to that shit of any sort. I only brought it up because they show they care, and they know that the lack of 2nd Amendment "Asylum" is a huge problem because it results in many people, especially vets, from getting help because they're afraid to lose all their guns. I get why they want them removed I really do, but if the end result is they just avoid help because of it+ stigma, they mostly end up not doing it.

I've got minor shit going on like everyone else but this isn't some psychotic break like last year. Just more of a "what the fuck how did I never black out once or feel benzed think" and I don't want to de.

Is something like 10mg good to start on spread out as even as possible until I get more? I just want seizure protections and minimizing of any rebound anxieties (still doesn't feel like WD but I'm not trying to sound illogical).
brain - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 00:09:08 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138025 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping another huge scoop of etiz. Maybe 10mg lol but it was fat. Will probablly bump later if this doesn't black me out
Brain - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 00:31:29 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138026 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>13802 yuh bumping 1.5ng diclazepam/1mg clonazepam
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 00:35:01 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138027 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, there was information I'd disclose but just not publicly and I'd be happy to discuss privately.(although it's almost 1am here, I really don't mind as I know it can be of value)

Suffice to say without going into detail I can empathize with what you're dealing with.

Diclaz is a smart move, but what's your time duration like? And to answer your question, and I say this in honesty, that's quite the drop to 10mg and you know it. I hope you don't try boozing through.

I can understand the rational for not wishing to seize. The concept of suffering long term damage is daunting. In terms of minimizing rebound anxiety, I know you know the usual suspects (kava, valerian, less otc things), but really I imagine the real question here comes down to whether the likelihood of whether you are comfortable with rolling the dice.
Edward Dellykit - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 03:37:27 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.138028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For what it's worth opioid withdrawal can cause symptoms that can be similar to bipolar. I definitely got pretty very manic despite no history of mania.
Brain - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 08:19:02 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138029 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good posts recently MariO. Hope Everything works out for u. Luigi needs you...
Brain - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 08:24:34 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I know I’m pretty drug naive but I can understand the whole mental health thing if you ever wanna talk Mario. Been dealing with issues since a we little boy
High Strung - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 09:26:32 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.138032 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up to a foggy, cold morning. Threw on some Depressive-Suicidal Black Metal, popped open a Monster Red energy drink, played around with Tinder a bit (hey it's cuffin' season), and popped 2.5mg of Clonazepam.

Waitin' for that K-pin to kick in so I can feel nice and numb.
Dr. Katz - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 13:42:33 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138033 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey Mario, I know that I'm only in graduate school for a counseling psychology degree and not a licensed practicing psychologist yet... but! I am more than happy to provide support and a shoulder to lean on.
>We're here for you.
>You have support.
High Strung - Sun, 05 Nov 2017 19:42:43 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.138036 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had kinda a bad day since I last posted this morning.

Ran into one of my ex-gf's, we got lunch and things seemed really pleasant until she abruptly switched gears and started bragging about how awesome her new boyfriend is in bed (e.g. "Yeah man, High Strung, real talk you're an impressively endowed guy, but my new guy is like a HORSE and does things you'd NEVER be able to do.... He doesn't even have to rest between sessions, he can fuck all night long unlike you! Anyway yeah I think you have a point about the Asuka Period of Japan....") Like, I'm not one for fragile masculinity, but that was completely uncalled for.

Went to work, felt like shit the entire time. Went home, had a PTSD flashback, chewed up 2.5mg Clonazepam, called up another ex of mine who vehemently disagreed with aforementioned ex, and now I'm just feeling the benz, forgetting the bullshit that bitch said.
Brain - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 00:25:54 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well my insane dosages last night resulted in mad delusions of sobriety in the morning and I blacked out hard. I thought it was a good idea to dose 40mg of odsmt.

I fell asleep at 1pm and woke up at 1140 thinking it was Monday morning. Jesus I wasted my whole weeekend.

Bumping .5 clonazepam/weed to try to fall asleep ;/
Cedric Bellerdedging - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 00:52:25 EST ID:fz6HBCoK No.138038 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg of Klonopin, 2mg of Etizolam, hash my boyfriend got me, and legal marijuanas

It's a dark and rainy day in Oregon, I'm anxious about life because no job, my disability case is coming up next month, and I need to chill the fuck out.

Don't normally take this much or smoke this much but this month and the next are going to be a shitfest.
Cyril Sodgesetch - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 01:26:23 EST ID:SuWYXXMD No.138039 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Damn, you try too hard. Do you even have real friends?
Cyril Sodgesetch - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 01:29:32 EST ID:SuWYXXMD No.138040 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Beta faggot. No wonder you are bisexual...
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 01:34:35 EST ID:W/ltm9GA No.138041 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hello friends,

[email protected] is how to reach me to discuss legal things.

I am going to stop posting here eventually little by little as shitposting doesn't do anybody any good. But I love would to start a correspondence with specific people here. You know who you are.

It's hard because a lot of people here have mental illness too. I won't point them out but there's two regulars here that find it very difficult to remain in regular communication. I pray for them but I can't emotionally handle those types of pseudo-relationships (ghosting for weeks, then manic emails for 2 days before weeks of ghosting again).

I would like to organize communication with a few of the solid people here before I make my exit for a while. This sounds corny as fuck but I want to avoid soundinelodramatic right now by saying I've never been a danger to myself or others so that's not the problem.

It would mean a lot if you reached out. I have other friends obviously but they can't relate. You know who you are.

Also Quetz if this is a problem I'm sorry, but I assure you it's not for illegal activity. I just want wholesome human interaction so we can avoid situations like 2 years ago when I shitposted so hard you had to intervene.

Love you guys and wish you all well, even the ones who ghost often. Actually I worry for you two the most.

It's about time there wasn't a response by me in every single thread on opi and Benz

Jenny Hindersteck - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 02:21:21 EST ID:K4DwwT9K No.138042 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Such SLAYER, very cash money of you sir.
Jack Drinkinforth - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 09:00:59 EST ID:kdS+uTc7 No.138043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>tfw my prescribed 3mg kpin barely does shit for me anymore
Not sure if I should see if my psych will up me to 4mg or if I should go to rehab
High Strung - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 10:04:54 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.138044 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My goodness, someone needs some benzos.

Not sure why you gotta bring my sexual orientation into this shit, or insult Dr. Katz (who, if I'm not mistaken, has mentioned that he has a significant other and goes out with his buddies often), nor am I sure why you gotta bring up the alpha-beta binary (which was actually disowned by the very scientist who coined the terms), unless you're one of those redpill/incel/wizardchan losers. Sorry to burst your bubble bruh, but dudes can get PTSD too, just ask the many war veterans, men who were molested as kids, or who've been in physically abusive relationships like myself. Seriously, pop a Xanax bar or some minty-ass Klonopin.

AAAAAANYWAY, back to the SLAYER that is /benz/: feeling a lot better today. Popped 2mg Clonazepam this morning, talked with an old FWB last night who gave me some real talk to help me feel better, and found out I don't need to go into work today. Gonna take a nice jog and read a good book while feeling super comfy.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 11:44:08 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138045 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey, I gave a shout Doc, I think what you are doing is quite wise.

Without going into detail, both what you're saying resonates and I think this would be beneficial.

He's literally one of the best posters on this board, Are you really criticizing someone for being kind to a stranger?

F off with that nonsense, why do you care?

HS is cool from my interactions with them, only thing I could every fault them for is there political views (kidding HS although we share a lot of common interests yet ironically arrive at differing views)
Augustus Blythebury - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 12:08:40 EST ID:bvb19UwN No.138046 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nice blog post.
Bump. .5 mg clnazepam and a dark coffee.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 12:13:40 EST ID:kBStRnnS No.138047 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I plan on releasing a series

not on benz so nb, but I'd like to see this published
Caroline Pandlelud - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 12:22:56 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.138048 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i think you should go to rehab bro. thats a lotta klonopins, you're really on the edge of a shitty cliff here
Martin Brabblewater - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 14:54:31 EST ID:qjc0zT4C No.138049 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took 1 mg of ativan 140 or something. then took another .5 some time ago.
High Strung - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 18:35:17 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.138053 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Popped 3mg Clonazepam to finish off the evening. Gonna order a pizza and ready a book before going to bed.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 06 Nov 2017 23:37:07 EST ID:MPRjicNh No.138054 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's been a while since I've /benz/'d, henlo everybody!
4mg Etizolam and some beers. Eating a delicious pizza. Chilling with my pups.
JJzz !crcUvGdmK. - Tue, 07 Nov 2017 15:41:40 EST ID:iU0uwJnc No.138062 Ignore Report Quick Reply

IV coke is extremely strong compared to insufflation, they're almost impossible to compare. I generally don't do it uunless I have opiates or benzos, I can smoke meth and be fine but cocaine makes me extremely edgy and irritable

I've only smoked crack once, but it basically feels the same as the rush of IV coke without the subsequent buzz

Bumping on 1.5g Phenibut, a tbsp of kratom, and 1mg of a new RC benzo called Fluklotizolam. I was told, albeit with a serious language barrier, that this is supposed to be similar to etiz/alprazolam but 3-5x more potent.

This is my first time using it, but so far I am impressed. I would say it feels like a mixture of Alprazolam and ClonazoLam, but with a more manageable level of sedation
Brain - Tue, 07 Nov 2017 19:03:03 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138063 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg etiz. Hope this shit gets me rightfully benz’d but I doubt it.
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 07 Nov 2017 22:48:06 EST ID:/LVeq74N No.138065 Ignore Report Quick Reply

dude what?

>mk ultra
>the nazis

Is that my activation code to release the CIA sleeper cell?

Oliver Clammledack - Wed, 08 Nov 2017 12:16:52 EST ID:hHl0aH32 No.138072 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Zolpidem, pregabalin, beer, wodka, coffee and cookies to ease the h withdrawal.
Works kinda great actually.
High Strung - Wed, 08 Nov 2017 15:55:20 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.138076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>3 bowls of Sour Diesel

Now I'm reading manga while watching the autumn leaves and gentle rain fall over the city. Listening to The Weeknd too. :)
Brain - Wed, 08 Nov 2017 19:26:59 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.138079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 2mg etiz
Dr. Katz - Thu, 09 Nov 2017 01:06:37 EST ID:LNlHBoqv No.138083 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I went a bit too hard last Friday with fiancée and her friends. Meeting new people can be unusual, but if they're into benzos and booze you know I'm bringing the heat. Haven't had any had any booze or benzos since that Friday/early Saturday.

Oh well. Weekend starts today. Homework and shit right now, but also: 30mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, a shot of imported coconut rum with imported fruit punch Fanta from south of Mexico, and sipping on a glass of Glenlivet 12 now. Another 0.5mg alprazolam and a beer sound like a solid way to cap off the night in a few hours.

Bruhhhh! Holy shit! Congrats and best of luck. I remember taking the GRE summer/early fall 2015. Fuck that shit! But when it's over, well, you know... it's over. Celebrate over that ish.
Jenny Crummerhall - Mon, 20 Nov 2017 00:20:44 EST ID:YDd/cuIm No.138251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>4mg alprazolam
>Blue Dream
My comfiness knows no bounds
Isabella Trotford - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 01:04:39 EST ID:2BTBc+rA No.138776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This whe E The melatonin bros at?

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