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how much I'd love to have like 1mg cLam though, just for a bday or something
>it's fun to visit clam, but I can't really order a single pellet, and if I buy 500mg of it or 1g I might as well just sign my own death certificate.
even though I don't use daily (not even close), my benz dosage is all over the place and not consistent. I am shocked I've never had a seizure, especially with etizolam rebound. I just try to have no constant use these days, but unfortunately my doses have to be 2-4mg range of etiz at least to feel anything.
It's scary when I've gone through at least like 200-250mg of my etizolam in idk how long, like 2-3 months? The numbers make zero sense. I think sometimes the dropper is inconsistent or something.
I'm just glad I'm not physically dependent on either opi or benz, especially benz. I don't say this to shit on daily users as I was there for years, but man I'm REALLY holding up most days. Sometimes you just never know, but mostly I'm level headed about the drugs now. I HAVE to accept that occasional use objectively the best risk:reward, cost-benefit wise, apart from agruably sobriety.
I might have a buddy with bulk cLam whom I trust with my life to prep me some cLam in solution. I wouldn't want more than 10mg tops.
I just think that using cLam say once a month max at the ~250ug-500ug range isn't that unreasonable, but YMMV! and you need to titrate the doses and have sitters to gauge black out potential.
DO NOT COMBINE CLAM WITH BOOZE
DONT COMBINE IT WITH OPI UNLESS YOURE A HULK POLYTOLERANCE. I would argue properly dosed fent (or worst even street raw powder), H of any kind that's not morphine homebake, etc. Basically don't combine cLam or the flubros with alcohol, ALL non-standardized opioids (INCLUDING P S T/PPT!!!!!).
Just in general, treat cLam as basically a supercharged Alprazolam that has built in booze-tier recreational potential. It really doesn't need any other drug combination than say weed or stims if that you're think.
I've got some very bright friends who often IV fent analogs+ cLam in the same rig. I trust his lab skills, but eventually the margin of error will get you from that. some body.
I support humans to decide what does and doesn't belong in their own individual body, but I wish the vendor community at large would push etizolam and diclazepam over the rest. If the government had one fucking job, it would be to emergency schedule cLam, fPam, and fLam CORRECTLY like the great state of Georgia wrote their legislation. All of their etiz/clam/whatever they banned was specifically placed in schedule IV, where it belong.
This whole schedule I bullshit that's happening across the south is bs. You better believe when etiz+diclaz get banned im ordering bulk hopefully at a discount. Like 10g of each and maye 1-2g of cLam. Powdered benzos are so useful in Post-apoc.
>cLam is totally sweet microdosing. 250ug is more euphoric than 1mg pharma grade xanax. 1mg is pass out in the laundry room-tier without actue tolerance, even with experience.
>cLam is the street h of benzos (not lab grade diamorphine, just street H), and fLam is basically a long lasting fent analog equivalent.
If you're ok with doing H every year or two (as I am not than I'd like to admit), and you actually manage to not reuse (that's me), then you can handle low dose cLam in short period of time within reason.