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Oh shit new BWB by Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 21:44:03 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139543 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Old one stopped bumping.
Guess I gotta start it up again. Good thing the amount Of fucks I give is extremely low, but not low enough to not do it. And isn’t that what /benz/ is about?
Hamilton Bardworth - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 21:58:23 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139544 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thank you Fiend. I honestly just didn't wanna do it. You the real MVP

Bumping 1.5mg clonazepam
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 01:46:18 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139546 Ignore Report Quick Reply
didn’t even give a fuck to mark my dose
> 4mg Phenazepam
> wine & weed
Priscilla Buttingkeg - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 05:23:53 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139549 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oh shit fresh bwb what a time to be online
8mg etiz 2mg clonazepam an plenty of that sticky icky icky
Albert Sindlenetch - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 12:09:14 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh hell! I love the epochs that the different BW threads create throughout all the boards on here. It's truly a new leaf when you get through 500 posts and just start another. /nom/ numbers theirs and I believe they're on #9 already.

Anyway, just swished down 2 etiz 1mgs with a sierra nevada pale. Went on vacation with my lady this weekend and made a point not to bring the etiz or phenibut with me and it wasn't bad until laying down for bed. I kept getting xanax and alprazolam stuck in my head even though that's not what I've been munching on. It's only been about 1mg a day for a week and a half too. didn't expect to get cravings that quickly but here we are.

Also, how the pluck are you eating 8mg etiz and 2 mg kpins? That's a day lost in my experience.
Priscilla Buttingkeg - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 17:24:19 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139556 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The etiz was staggered throughout the day haha
barely even made a fool of myself beyond passing out in front of my friends at one point and then taking silly pictures with me
nb because I'm sober now so I cant bump unfortunately
Last night was killer though
Ian Gazzlehall - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 20:22:01 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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After posting this I promptly ate another etiz and woke up 5 hours later in bed. First etiz blackout. Aiight etizolam, I see you.
Phineas Drenderstock - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 23:37:01 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139558 Ignore Report Quick Reply
mmmm boi, howdy gyuze. Me? Drugs? noooooo.......
bump when benzed? nah man. Bump when...........
. .. . .
.. . .
Bump when mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2.5-3.5 White Maeng Da Kratom, 5mg memantine, .5mg clonazolam, 10mg PRL-5-83, and lots n lots of coffee. I actually feel more /stim/med than benzed actually. Don't know why I'm typing in my bartard style. I'm a faggot. I don't even suck dick (as of yet!).

David Bimmerwell - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 00:48:36 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139562 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>10 mg Valium as soon as I woke up

>10 mg Valium in the late afternoon

>20 mg Valium like an hour ago

Might go for 1mg phenazepam to give the feeling of calm some legs since I only feel relaxed from diazepam for like 6-8 hours and phenazepams effects are noticeable for 1 day or longer. I'm afraid of raising my tolerance by exceeding 2mg clonazepam equivalent in a day so I might hold off on dosing till I wake up but then i'll be breaking the rule of not using two days in a row. I lie to myself and take a thieno the day after a benzo sometimes thinking it won't fuck me over but deep down I can feel it's all B.S. lol

Anyways I have a kratom shot to get to guzzling. This has been a tough week having to break ties with a narcissist who has started a smear campaign against me and is calling up my family and will probably show up at my work to harass me which I don't need when i'm being promoted and learning a new skill set is stressful enough. I will cut down on my benzo usage after this all blows over(hopefully, provided I don't go into withdrawal and have to waste some of my stash tapering so I can remain functional).

FUCK LIFE SOMETIMES! /benz/ is such a great tool not to give a fuck when life starts raping you beyond your control. I had one nervous breakdown already and I need to learn to focus on business and actively avoid getting close to people. That pesky loneliness though. I have enough money saved up to buy friends that just want my money and won't fuck with my head and i'll still have money for my medications...I should do that to satisfy that pesky human need for socializing we all have programmed in us.
Charles Worthingbanks - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 04:50:31 EST ID:L+mnSFGl No.139565 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg clonazepam guess it's time to DO THE BUMP
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 08:01:24 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been doing stims for the last 48 hours, which obviously necessitates extra benzos. In the last 12 hours I've consumed roughly 4mg Phenazpeam, 4mg Diclazepm and 40mg Diazpem, + booze. I won't remember shit.
doctor - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 09:31:03 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139567 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>1buttblug some fish oil
doctor - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 09:31:26 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139568 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Jack Greenwill - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 17:07:25 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139570 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping 1.5 clonazepam from throughout the day. Too much stim today
Doctor Strangelove - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 20:19:35 EST ID:FW7P9c7Y No.139571 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BWWB 8mg of Xanax, with another 8mg left. I just wish I had enough money to buy the 250mg PG bootle of etizolam. Give me some tips to mooch of my parents. They got the cash, but I get really little. A good lie will get me the funds I need though. If you have ever had a similar circumstance to mine, I urge you for your tips. I just need to mooch another 100$, Maybe Ill figure it out, but some tips would be great.
Martin Femmlenutch - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 20:39:40 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Comeon man, I don’t understand your situation but don’t manipulate your family in order to maintain your habbit. I did this for years and I will never let it down. Not to mention the repercussions if they manage to find out. It’s scum behaviour imho but do whatever you wish. I understand the struggle of addiction

Bumping 2.25 more clonazepam/.5 lorazepam - big night
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 02:36:52 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139577 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The roll continued. I've now been up 41 hours without a nap because of stims but also hypomania. I keep consuming benzos but they're not putting me down at all.
> 4mg Diclazepam
> 4mg Phenazepam
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 03:49:44 EST ID:eU6VsVxS No.139578 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I had the privilege of having the majority of the off outside of a 2 PM internship interview and a 6 PM supervision meeting.
Well, I landed the internship for August 2018 to May 2019.

>80-100mg diazepam (most ever in a day) + 3.5-5mg alprazolam + around 375mg (pint) of single malt whiskey. I’m faded as shit. Much deserved.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 03:52:32 EST ID:eU6VsVxS No.139579 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That was a shit post. I seem intoxicated and I definitely am. It’s almost 3 AM so nowhere delivers food.
Currently watching Baker 3. Skate on, my son.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 13:52:40 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139581 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Delusions of sobriety man. I keep thinking "I'm handling myself really well for all this benzo (in the last 24 hrs I've been awake: ~10mg Diclazepam + 10mg Phenazepam + ~80mg Diazepam), then I look at all the fucking typos and am like damn.

I crashed my car yesterday. I think it was cause I was on too many fucking drugs. That's actually the first time that's happened to me. No injuries but the car is fucked up good and proper. I really thought I was being safe the whole way. But you just can't pay attention to everything on the road when your benzed.
Samuel Pellyford - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 14:05:42 EST ID:hvvbbWtY No.139582 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you don't see how utterly pathetic your question is, then you need to take a hard fucking look at your current prospects on life my dude.
But, to answer your shitty question, I have a wonderful answer that will solve all of your problems.
Ebenezer Gabberham - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 14:09:12 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.139583 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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pre-emptive bump.

Gonna be dosing 6 mg of Clonazepam and smoking lots o' dat jazz cabbage.

Chan - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 23:00:14 EST ID:z9S4hnvG No.139589 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Etizolam

I haven't taken my 10mg for 3 days including today as well as no other Benzo's. I'm proud of myself. Considering in the next week I'm going to be facing the biggest change in my life, I feel like I'm doing pretty good.
Chan - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 23:01:07 EST ID:z9S4hnvG No.139590 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg Diazepam....
Esther Fondlechidging - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 23:57:16 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139592 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>15 mg of Valium 5 hours ago + 50 mg of some benzoxazine called etifoxine
>5 mg of Valium to end the night

I would say etifoxine seems to negate some of the sedative effects of diazepam while increasing the lack of inhibition and overall anxiety relief. It supposedly works on beta 2 and 3 rather than a1, a2, etc. sites on GABA-A. It's probably not good to be activating beta and alpha receptor sites at the same time but i'll find out in the morning if there's much to be payed back for it. I actually bought the etifoxine to use to cut down on my benzo usage but I didn't have time to wait to see how well it works when I needed proven anxiety relief as I strolled out into the night having to be around crowds and other human beings which sometimes makes me feel like i'm going to seize from the stress and commotion.

Benzoxazine's apparently have other mechanisms of action besides straight GABA-A modulation and it feels almost like they may have some "wakefullness promoting agent" effects. I don't feel euphoric stimulation but I don't feel mildly sluggish and slow from the diazepam like I usually do. I'm surprised the North American Pharmaceutical companies aren't looking into this class as a next-generation alternative to benzos seeing as how on it's own etifoxine in particular is supposedly a straight up anxiolytic that still targets GABA-A without having abuse potential. It would sure beat them offering up SSRI's off label for anxiety as to most patients with real anxiety disorders it's a subtle way of the Dr. giving them the figurative middle finger if they have a substance use disorder on their files.

In all likely hood activating beta 2 and beta 3 subunits will probably prove to produce some type of withdrawal with prolonged usage despite being unabusable. There's really no free ride when you're fucking with the main inhibitory receptor in the human brain and CNS. People used to think benzodiazepines were miracle drugs with no downsides and here we are now in this day and age with so many people suffering from dependence on them.
Hamilton Fipperstere - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 00:22:21 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139593 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had way too much to drink tonight, got gone late as fuck and now I’m still drinking. .5 clonazepam before i pass out. I’m going to be hungover tomorrow. At least I got stims. Yay 4 hour sleep
Martin Crodgestit - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 00:23:16 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139604 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg kpins and a fatty bowl of gorilla glue

Y'all should listen to smino
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 14:29:36 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139614 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Winding down from a srious binge. Running a 3 day mini-taper to get be back from 150-200mg Diazepam equivalent per day without crazy rebound anxiety.
> 1.25mg Phenazepam
> 5mg Diazepam

Tomorrow I should be back on my normal track. But god will I not remember anything that happened in the last week. I guess that's good. This week was terrible.
dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 14:58:09 EST ID:PPcfyldl No.139615 Ignore Report Quick Reply

It heavily depends on your age and relationship with them. Since I was always extremely conservative with my requests, and had side hustles to keep regular things going, it wasn't hard to make up excuses when the need arose. Bear in mind this was much earlier than my 20s, but one of the easiest ways was to say I'm going to see a movie with my friends and then go to BestBuy to buy a $60 xbox game.

I'd get maybe $20 for the movies and ~$60 for the game. Telling them my friend was picking me up and we're going together, always had the times and movie right, usually pirated the movie earlier in the week so I'd know what happens. Instead of going, we'd stop by BestBuy on the way to his house to get a BestBuy plastic bag. Then after chilling (it would often be a Sunday), I would borrow said game from my rich(er) friend to bring home and put on the big screen in the living room. Bring it back to school Monday to return to the friend, rinse repeat. The key was to always keep your discs in a CD case and not the boxes.

Bear in mind I have no fucking clue how adults beg for money from their parents. It's gotten to the point that they try to offer me money, but I refuse because it's awkward and I'm getting too old for this shit.

>pseudo-bump for 5ug ULDN, 1.25lb SN, 400mg gabapentin, 1000mg methocarbamol
TT - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 23:03:58 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
.25 mg clonazepam taper dose, should be able to hop off soon. Took 5mg d-amph and 40mg vyvanse so not benzd sadly. Fairly stimd and decided to browse

> Doc M providing advice on how to rip off the rents

Kidding, how's the uldn going for ya? Been meaning to touch up with you but longish story may need to dream of red pandas in a haze of benzos fury.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 01:32:09 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam + 1.5mg alprazolam
fuckkkk anxiety

Damn, my parents never gave me $80 for shit like that. If I wanted to see a movie or buy a game I had to earn that shit. That, or the occasional gift.
High Strung - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 08:12:57 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139633 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Have been out of Clonazepam for the past few days, in the midst of an incredibly stressful time in my life (behind on bills, got rejected by the first university I applied to.... still waiting for the last 4... last night was the first night I was able to sleep in ages).... and then this morning I found 1mg of Clonazepam on my bedroom floor. Chewed it up immediately.

Just enough to take the edge off. Refill Day is in 4 days, folks, see you then <3
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 22:23:28 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139648 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just did 2mg etiz down the hatch. Have been trying to cut back.. But ugh. I'm basically out of cannabis, I've had 3 beers and some kratom and not feeling anything.
I'm not even stressing about much, I just can't fucking RELAX.
Dr. John !9ewYjBc0iU - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 17:13:49 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139650 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2 mgs Etizolam down the hatch. I've been off of them for pretty much the whole week and my teeth feel so weird. I'm attributing it to mild WD symptoms, but couldn't find much into on benzo wd tooth discomfort online. We'll see if it goes away when these kick in.
Nicholas Peblingson - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 21:12:51 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139656 Ignore Report Quick Reply
0.25 clonazepamd

There are lots of scientific articles associating bruxism as a symptom of benzodiazepine withdrawal.

Very well established in lit.
Dr. John !9ewYjBc0iU - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 23:30:10 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139657 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It isn't really clenching though. It's more that I can feel each individual tooth and I've never paid any attention to that before. Anyway, it's gone now that I ate the etiz.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 23:33:36 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139658 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam 14+ hours ago for a 10 hour work event for Latin(x) students. Shit was dope.

30mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, and scotch now. Movies n shit with my fiancée.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 00:49:37 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139659 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Etizolam, 4 beers and and an edible... And a bit of a joint. I should be dead asleep but there's a new season of Bates Motel on so I'll be up all night, bitch. Etilzolm n0t wõrkign.
Dr. John !9ewYjBc0iU - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 05:35:47 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139660 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Etiz not working is not just a meme. I've experienced it myself and with a number of other RC benzos. While etiz is supposed to be 1/2 per mg of alprazolam, I don't get the same feeling. Etiz seems to be a background drug even though it's a quick actin thiano.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 14:28:44 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139662 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Woke up fucked up.
20mg diazepam, 3mg alprazolam, and a glass of scotch.
Fuck my life.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 16:26:54 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139665 Ignore Report Quick Reply
More diazepam, alprazolam, and scotch. I'M GETTIN' FUCKED UP TONIGHT!

Currently eating some crazy ass beef dish from a Chinese restaurant. I haven't had American-Chinese in 5+ years.
Thomas Gullyfuck - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 20:05:13 EST ID:ZJfc+bWf No.139669 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Some Xanax, Kratom, and 92 proof bourbon. Gonna be a chill as fuck evening while I talk up this lady trying to have her come over and partake with me
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 20:27:08 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139670 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I find it very useful for daily social anxiety and GAD, but yeah, it doesn't hit as hard as Klonopin or Xanax imo. I'd rather take etiz than have another large prescription for Kpins again though. That just got me into trouble.
Anywho.. 1mg Etizolam tonight and a few mixed drinks. Hopefully smoking later!
Dr. John !9ewYjBc0iU - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 21:13:18 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139671 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Looks my Etiz vendor is still out of stock... I've only got 1 mg left after this one, so down the hatch it goes. Time to see how physically addicted I got to these boys.
Fuck Dovingbury - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 19:05:20 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139673 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping 1mg clonazepam.

I've managed to jump down to .5 clonazepam a day usually. I'm hoping after a month or 2 of this i can cut down to .25. I wanna ween off slow without much difficulty.
Jarvis Cimmleshit - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 20:01:12 EST ID:mUVrdOIb No.139674 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>1.5mg alprazolam
>about 6 drinks of bourbon

I hope I'm not raping my GABA receptors too hard
Fuck Dovingbury - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 21:06:33 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139676 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don’t refuckulate those receptors now son
Eugene Sondleteck - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 22:12:30 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.139678 Ignore Report Quick Reply
As a man that eats phenibut and etizolam together with drinking, my poor GABA receptors must be fucked at this point.
Nathaniel Clicklebury - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 00:11:50 EST ID:RWL6JK3w No.139680 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping 4-5mg etiz tryn a forget my issues temporarily
Anybody got ideas on how to fundraise $1500?? I'm in fuckin debt yall
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 00:38:33 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139682 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> 1.25mg Phenazpem
> 10mg Diazepam
> 3mg Diclazepam

>Fuck lam <3 pam
Betsy Hidgedale - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 05:59:17 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139683 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin again about 10mg etiz at this point
Pretty chill
Brain - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 20:33:59 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139689 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping .5 clonazepam, kratom, dabs
Life has been Ok. Hope ya'll well on this snail train

>Fuck lam <3 pam
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 21:04:34 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam + 2x9.7% stouts and 3 shots of 40% Irish whiskey.
Just tag teamed a heavy ass dinner with my fiancée. More homework and shit later. Maybe I’ll bump again?!

Pam > lam OR pam + lam
For real anxiety the -pam department has always been my go-to.
Brain - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 21:29:06 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139691 Ignore Report Quick Reply
katz 4 mod 2018
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 23:20:32 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Me too lol.
2mg Etizolam, phenebut, 4 beers.
Alice Tillinghall - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 01:00:32 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139696 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Lil' Bumpy Bump~


>5 mg diazepam in the morning with a shot of kratom before work
>2.5 mg phenazepam in the evening before going out
>15mg diazepam in the early morning to get me sleepy with some skunk as I watched Up in Smoke


>2 mg phenazepam to start the day followed by kratom an hour later
>50 mg x 2 of 3-FPM to counteract the nod as I have shit to do and I just wanted the moodlift + loss of inhibition from the combo
>25 mg of diazepam soon to knock me out once I get the rest of my work done

Is mixing phenazepam and diazepam a bad idea for tolerance? I take them hours apart throughout the day and usually reserve the diazepam to make me sleepy at night since phenazepam sucks as a hypnotic...I know people are prescribed two different benzos all the time so I don't see why they would do that if it wrecks tolerance, but I would like some opinions from the /benz/ crew!
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 01:48:33 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Another 10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, shot of whiskey, and 9.7% imperial stout.

Much appreciated, Brain. I've been off/on IRC and the 420chan discussion for months now. We'll see what comes of it all.
Shitting Haffingtadge - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 03:31:19 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139698 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I agree. Dr. Katz, professional therapist, always gives sound advice and makes the most reasonable and pro-cautionary posts out of all of us here IMO without being too uptight towards the total bartards (myself included, I've been on a clonazolam bender but it's been fairly functional for me but I've been making some real shitposts lately, but I do that in my baseline state too so whatever).

I made a fucking post calling clonazolam Clammy McZolam towards someone that might be on a slippery slope with that benzo. I personally just really like the pro-social effect of C-lam though, it works out for me. IME it's better than alcohol in that regard. Could be the whole "delusion of sobriety" thing going on but I'm actually able to connect to family members who I've been distancing myself towards for a long time and everything seems pretty chill so far. Still, I might have to switch to diclazepam if I can't get a script for valium. Diclazepam makes me feel too socially apathetic though even though it relieves my physical anxiety better than clonazolam does.

Oh yeah, BWB! .25mg clonazolam and some other weird research chemicals. I have a naturally vested interest in self-experimentation when it comes to obscure drugs. Don't be me.
Shit Chunkinridge - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 04:43:11 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139699 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2pm etizolam and a j
Feeling yawny
Alice Tillinghall - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 14:28:27 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
@ 12:30 pm

>2.5mg phenazepam + woke up still feeling the 25 mg of valium from the night before very slightly

1:00 pm

>50 mg of 3-fpm before I hop in shower as I got business dealings and no time for coffee

>Picked up my work cheque and some money from a side hustle...transaction goes smoother when /benzed/+ stimmed
>Gonna either top up with 1 mg of clonazepam or 5 mg of Valium before heading to the bank, not tryin' to fall asleep so probably just the 5 mg and save the Klonopin for tonight

4 day bender comes to an end tonight and it's back to dat anxiety-riddled life chugging kratom to try and relax till next Sunday...getting sloppier as I feel the metabolites build up and I hate the amnesia. I would do /benz/ everyday if it wasn't for that side effect, but I also refuse to raise my doses and therapeutic effects are starting to feel weaker anyway. If I didn't have any obligations I would probably take a couple weeks off to get tolerance back down to baselline but I need to function in stressful situation and don't like being an anxious wreck while I go about tending to my obligations.
Martin Crablingfield - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 17:44:03 EST ID:da1/PaaI No.139704 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been popping some 10mg vals I scored to deal with these godawful opi withdrawals. Got way more clam than I need coming in the mail tomorrow but I'm so terrified of that drug after having a previous habit that I'll absolutely refuse to never take it more than once every 2 weeks. Hoping I never have to experiences DTs for weeks on end again and I learned the hard way how the dosing curve is actually exponential. As much as opiate addiction has utterly destroyed my life it'll never compare to the hell a serious clam addiction can to do you especially when it comes time to kick it.
High Strung - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 19:36:45 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139709 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Refill Day. It's been a roller coaster across the whole past week. It's great to be back in the arms of Clonazepam.

Sitting on top fo 4mg Clonazepam and 3 bowls of weed, watching Nichijou, eating pizza, and drinkin' a Jarritos Mandarina soda

Life goes on.
Polly Cleffingbog - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 04:04:56 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139719 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, that love/hate relationship with clonazolam is starting to begin now.

Feeling like death when I wake up, feeling alive when I redose.

Just like you shouldn't take MDMA or a psychedelic everyday; treat Clammy the same way. He has some bittersweet love to offer, but when the sweet turns more bitter... I'm not even going to finish this thought.

.25-.35mg intranasally... (from a PG solution of course). Ugh, but.... yeeahhh man
Polly Cleffingbog - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 05:09:15 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139721 Ignore Report Quick Reply
On second thought, it might be all the kratom, stims, and dehydration in combo with the Clammy making me feel like shit when I wake up too ^

lol fuck me
High Strung - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 08:07:56 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139722 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Off to another busy, busy day at work. Gonna take the edge off by waking-and-baking and taking my morning dose of 2mg Clonazepam.

I owe, I owe, so off to work I go.... (Fuckin' student loans)
High Strung - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 19:18:34 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Smoked 2 bowls of Afghan Kush, popped 4mg Clonazepam

Got sent home sick early today. They've giving me a 3-day weekend to recover. Currently waiting for Turkish food to be delivered to my door, smoking more weed, and preparing for a night of reading and watching a movie in bed.
Brain - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 19:33:50 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping .5 clonazepam/loads of kratom/dabs

I really want some etiz but i'm trying to slow down my benzo usage and one balls to the wall etiz night is going to make my effort a waste. Lord knows i can't just take 2mg of etiz.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 22:53:18 EST ID:yuE+/YYo No.139734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> 1.5mg Diclazepam
> 1.25mg Phenazepam
Just go to sleep tonight Fiend. Don't do any more drugs.
> thinking...
High Strung - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 10:45:46 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139740 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Wake and bake with 2 bowls of Afghan Kush, 3mg Clonazepam, and McDonalds being delivered to my door via UberEats.

It's a 3-day weekiend and I have absolutely 0 obligations this entire Friday, so I'm just gonna spend my entire day stoned and benzed while reciting the Quran then watching anime and a couple of foreign films.
High Strung - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 16:55:05 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Rebumping with 3mg more Clonazepam and 2 of bowls of that loud.

Recovering from illness is so much better with cannabis (and benzos).
Ian Fesslewell - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 17:55:43 EST ID:KfdisdxB No.139742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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A few mgs (eyeballed) of alprazolam powder and some drinks mixed with 95% ethanol.
"buon gusto" indeed.
Angus Smallwill - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 19:02:04 EST ID:RqDOL1hq No.139746 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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150ug clonazolam and like 4 bowls of some fruity weed I forgot the name of.
Played some melee with a friend and bout to go watch a movie at my place.
We went to the range sober earlier and I let him shoot my guns. It was fun, haven't been to the range in a couple months.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 20:34:01 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Feeling chill. 3mg Etizolam throughout the day, several beers, an edible. Waiting for the bf to get home so we can watch some shows.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 23:19:47 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139750 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Added 2mg Etizolam and some dabs because... Why not. Feel great though. Don't work until late tomorrow. W00t.
High Strung - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 23:27:26 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139751 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had my dealer drop me off an 1/8th of Three Kings hybrid (Headband + Sour Diesel + OG Kush). Smoked 3 bowls of it and reupped with 1.5mg more Clonazepam.

Drinking coffee, smoking Three Kings, and watching anime is a great late-night chillaxation session.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 01:56:44 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Around 30mg diazepam (another 30mg will come throughout the night), 4mg alprazolam, and boooooooooooze.
I could REALLY go for some opiates right now.

Holy piss! That’s one hell of a trifecta strain.
Ian Dosslefuck - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 09:48:30 EST ID:/BaXfYoo No.139756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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After trying flubromazolam and was very dasappointed cause they did shit for more even mixed with H, I ordered some flualprazolam and holy hell1mg and 'I'm in fluffy benzo wonderland.
Could get drugtestet on mondays, so I'll report if it triggers some positives.taking 3 mg over the cause of 24 h now. Gonna stop tomorrow.
High Strung - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 09:59:41 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam + 2 bowls of that Three Kings strain + Nescafe + Nichijou binge-watch

My Saturday is off to a good start imo
Lydia Clirryfield - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 10:59:21 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.139758 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10 mg of Clonazepam + some herb.

dang son.
Martin Bardfoot - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 12:53:11 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139759 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Use that ethanol to create a solution! Lord knows what kinda crazy shit eyeballing that etzy will do to ya.

Hail Lord Krishna! (And all the bullshit that eastern philosophy has become when you begin turning that shit into religion!).

Fuck you Krishna.

Be One with the Almighty Shit of the Universe!

babble babble babble

Fucking clonazolam
Martin Bardfoot - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 16:01:18 EST ID:9n9Pvxg0 No.139764 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Be One with the Almighty Shitpost!
High Strung - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 20:53:39 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139769 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woooo-heeee just re-upped with 2mg more of Clonazepam, making me about 6mg Clonazepam across this evening. Just smoked 2 heavy bowls of dank on top of that, plus 2 cups of coffee.

Just finished a great horror movie.
Simon Derryworth - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 22:42:33 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping .5 clonazepam/10mg zaleplon

Did so many drugs today. Feeling nice and slightly itchy. Gotta slow down cause I know this ride ain’t free
High Strung - Sun, 04 Mar 2018 09:51:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up after a long night of being sick to my stomach
Took a nice long shower
Took all my meds, including my 2mg Clonazepam
Now catching up on the news while smokin' on that REAL GOOD
At least my tummy's settled down....
Brain - Sun, 04 Mar 2018 13:13:47 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139775 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> BWB .5clonazepam/,5lorazepam

Lots of kratom and weed today. Just chilling listening to music all day
Edwin Peffingbury - Sun, 04 Mar 2018 14:47:43 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.139776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Refill day motherfuckeerrr.

3mg xanax, vodka + redbull and some kinda tasty edible that's really pleasant.
Lydia Pogglehatch - Sun, 04 Mar 2018 16:00:31 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam with a bowl of Three Kings

Now eating pizza, drinkin' a Red Bull, and watching Darling in the FranXX
Eliza Grandway - Sun, 04 Mar 2018 21:11:19 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.139780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Swished down a good amount of xanax with my beer. I know I shouldn't mix but I keep waking up so it's probably fine. Getting into the feeling alright zone but sure wish I had more durgs to add to the mix right now.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 04 Mar 2018 22:12:25 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139781 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I had an edible too, I'm super relaxed, I think mostly due to that. Also had 2.5 mg Etizolam and a few beers.
Betsy Snodforth - Mon, 05 Mar 2018 04:43:56 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bamp 3mg etiz down the fackin hatch boys
Betsy Snodforth - Mon, 05 Mar 2018 04:59:31 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Jk make that 5mg
Gotta unwind after a long weekend of unwinding
High Strung - Mon, 05 Mar 2018 17:47:03 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139793 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BUSY day at the bakery! Walked into my apartment door, threw off my apron and cap, popped 3mg Clonazepam, smoked a bowl with my roommate, now setting down to a cool Russian movie after work. It was nominated for the Oscar for best foreign film this year so I'm excited to chill to it.
Martin Clisslefuck - Mon, 05 Mar 2018 18:11:12 EST ID:AwHkqwiI No.139794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Gotta unwind after a long weekend of unwinding

I know that feel all too well.

Bumpin on a tiny dose of etiz so I suffer less through school
Wesley Pubblespear - Mon, 05 Mar 2018 22:25:45 EST ID:5ot8/e4m No.139798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
During the day I have consumed:
50mg sertraline
2.5mg clonazepam
900mg pregabalin

with my spotify and chilling in bed, just I hope the pregabalin doesnt hurt my liver
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 00:52:16 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139799 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Today's total: 30mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, and 20mg cyclobenzaprine.
Hamilton Pinderchirk - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 02:19:15 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139802 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I've been doing some experiments with combos to satisfy my curiosity, but I really feel like this is drifting into recreational territory which isn't good, so my fun in the sun is done. But...here's my results:

>AM .5 mg of clonazepam and 3 mg of meclonazepam split into halves and placed in a gelcap and swallowed. Feels like a super-charged dose of meclonazepam or clonazepam, whichever way you prefer to see it. The strong anxiolysis of clonazepam combines with the playful warmth and mild muscle relaxation of a 3mg meclonazepam dose to make them a match made in heaven. Presumably clonazepam has been metabolized into meclonazepam by the time the effects of the meclon wear off and muscle relaxation and warmth is still felt well into the late afternoon/early evening.

>PM Effects of my AM benzo combination have subsided mostly except for a nice muscle relaxation still. 1 mg of diclazepam and 15 mg of diazepam are cut in halves and placed in a gelcap and swallowed. Surprisingly little to no synergy from this combo, I expected more. If anything the two molecules seem to be competing for occupation of my GABA receptors. I would feel better with 25 mg of diazepam than 15 mg of it and 1 mg of diclazepam which should be equipotent based on popular opinion. I don't recommend this combo at all.
Maybe it just hasn't hit me properly yet though...I dosed this combo about 1 and a 1/2 hours ago. Thinking of tossing another 1 mg of diclazepam down the hatch as I suspect it isn't being given a chance to properly lend it's character to the mixture.

1 mg of diclazepam has always felt weaker than 10 mg of diazepam to me but the effects last way longer and it does have a stronger tendency to induce delusions of sobriety than many other benzos ime. Maybe i'll take a 50 mg capsule of etifoxine instead to potentiate the shit out of the combo enough that the diclazepam shines through a bit more.

We should get a thread started about benzo combos. The subject has always fascinated me because I think mixed in the proper amounts and if the right benzos are chosen it could open the door to beautiful new states of that special feeling benzo tranquility we all know and love in one form or another(we all have our favorite benzo, even though they all do the same sort of thing). I'm not even really talking about full doses of each benzo, maybe threshold doses of a few different benzos would be a better idea.
Then again I have too many different varieties of 'mothers little helpers' and I was feeling hypomanic and the idea of capping bits and pieces of different benzos made me euphoric...it might be a shitty concept that won't interest me when I crash.
Cedric Dartham - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 06:02:50 EST ID:yfKgqc3r No.139803 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1.5mg etiz a bit ago
Hoping to sleep soon and not miss my alarms in the morning
Figgety fuck
Lydia Hattingstotch - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 11:11:44 EST ID:em/ShTyB No.139805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Back at it again after a week break from benzos.
Took around 150ug clonazolam and smoked a couple bowls, bout to smoke some more.
Took a shot of everclear str8 last night, never again. I like vodka cuz it tastes like fire and not much else but everlclear was just fucking magma. It's my best friend's birthday and I can't spend it with her because of some fucked up reason.
Ah well, just gonna rewatch Avatar (the respectable kids cartoon, not the stupid alien smurf movie) and clean up, I have the day off so I can't be mad.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 12:43:10 EST ID:2NE9W4WT No.139806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yesterday I was sampling a-PHP, which naturally meant side-benzos, benzos when the panic attack hit, and then extra benzos to go to sleep. I was gonna bump at the end when I popped 5mg Phenazepam and started drinking, but I very quickly stopped caring and passed out.

Waking up this morning to 2.5mg Phenazepam to ease myself out of that. Definitely not touching a-PHP for a while.
Sophie Grimstock - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 17:34:06 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139811 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg etiz and a very large cup of coffee and a bowl of gorilla glue
Starting the day off right after missing the first half of it
I feel like I'm spiralling you guys I don't know what to do
Archie Bablingdock - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 18:02:51 EST ID:Mm2Ktvqv No.139812 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I took two hundred and ten pills of alprazolam over the course of 9 days. 210mg

I needed to tell some one.
Archie Bablingdock - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 18:10:46 EST ID:Mm2Ktvqv No.139813 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have 7 left.

Tell me I can do this. Tell me I wont die.
Frederick Gammlebanks - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 18:33:43 EST ID:7dXsRXH+ No.139814 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You better start tapering man. Make those 7 last as long as you can. Only take a small amount when you start getting the rebound anxiety. Never go over .5 a day while tapering off and hopefully you'll be able to get to one day on two days off. That's gonna be a hell of a WD if you just eat all 7 you have left at once.
Clara Gegglelock - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 19:05:10 EST ID:Mm2Ktvqv No.139815 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Naw next fill even talering .25mg a day has me CT 10 earliesr till tefill
Clara Gegglelock - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 19:08:53 EST ID:Mm2Ktvqv No.139816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Uh oh. Lol. If i make 7 last 14 days, i still have until the 30th of march.
High Strung - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 19:55:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam

Binge watching true crime documentaries/podcasts while eating hot dogs since I have tomorrow off. Might re-up with some coffee in a couple of hours
Brain - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 20:07:02 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bumping 2mg etiz.

Just made a 30mg etiz pg solution. Trying not to overindulge.
Brain - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 20:56:53 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139819 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Okay i'm bumping 2mg more etiz. Some of my buddies keep talking about "flat earth"
I'm honestly looking into this shit and i don't know if i'm just bar'd out but i can see why people believe this side of it. Am i crazy? What does benz think about flat earth
Eugene Blashham - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 21:04:56 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.139820 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.5 and a bunch of booze.

Trying to be good until the weekend, I might need some Diph to put me to sleep tonight.
High Strung - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 21:13:20 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139821 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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9:15pm and I'm at a total of 6mg Clonazepam cuz I'm out of weed. Just brewed up half a pot of coffee and got into my robe. Feels so soothing.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 00:54:13 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139822 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Flat Earth? Etilzolm iz w0rking
Hehe. Bumping on 4 mg Etizolam and a few dabs.. And a Coors.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 00:59:48 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139823 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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How's your schooling going? I took a little 420chan/benzo break.. Last I remember, you had gotten into a program you really wanted to be in. Have you started yet?
I'm always so jealous of your energy and drive.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 04:30:39 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139834 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm psyched to be back on 10mg cyclobenzaprine PRN. Fuck, these pills help so much especially on top of diazepam. However, the sedation of diazepam, alprazolam, and cyclobenzaprine is inappropriate for academic and occupational settings, and is certainly not safe for driving.

10mg diazepam 12 hours ago. 5mg diazepam + a single whiskey ginger now.
Just refilled 30x10mg cyclobenzaprine and 50x0.5mg alprazolam yesterday.
My 90x10mg diazepam refill day will be in the upcoming days. I will be quite benz'd while working on this research proposal, sporadically, the next few weeks.
Albert Shittingshaw - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 06:40:39 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139838 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Eh cringe. I don’t remember posting that but I do remember reading all these dumb websites last night. Disregard my stupidity nb
Edward Crassleson - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 08:33:06 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139839 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Etizolam is inside of me
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 11:29:42 EST ID:thQM9rfF No.139843 Ignore Report Quick Reply
God bless the United States of Alprazolamerica!
Except fuck lam
Phenazepam is my current choice.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 12:06:10 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139844 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Preemptive bump of 10mg diazepam & 0.5mg alprazolam

IF I were forced to be on one benzo I would always pick a -pam. That’s how it’s always been. The shorter acting ones are just for panic disorder. I don’t see a lot of long-term potential for short term even with intermittent usage.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 12:07:32 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139845 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For short acting^

Hamilton Sabblehood - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 12:18:41 EST ID:7dXsRXH+ No.139846 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How do you get anything out of cyclobenzaprine? All it does for me is make me sleep and gives me a shit hangover when I wake up.
High Strung - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 14:16:22 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139847 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.5mg Clonazepam and cracking open a fresh 1/4 of some more of that Three Kings weed. It's gonna be a GREAT day off.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 17:16:45 EST ID:oSLrvTaC No.139850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on .5mg clonazepam, although can't really feel it as I'm on 40mg vyvanse and 10mg d-amph sulphate.

Going to finish my taper shortly, but in the mean time just bought Steins;Gate to play while I work on a presentation.

Nice to pop into the board, well wishes to everyone and hope things have been well.

Quality of life for me has shot up, successfully crossed over into an interdisciplinary role in a field I'm passionate about (if you know me you can probably guess what field), new contract, amazing boss, best work environment I have ever had (honestly I bounce a ball against a wall and write on white boards thinking and reading a portion of my day), and amazing co-workers.

I'm a cynic at heart but damn fam life is about as good as it gets.

Hey! Hope things have been well with you both, cheers
Brain - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 19:05:50 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139852 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good things are going well tiny. Keep up the taper

Bumping .5 clonazepam. This etiz is looking at me now and it’s hard resist when all I gotta do is all an ml to my drink
Angus Snodway - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 19:31:19 EST ID:M7nt7Rzz No.139853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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fucking around with this 2.5mg/ml rivotril (clonazepam) bottle. Only ever had benzos in pill form. But when the guy told me he actually had clonazepam, not that bromazepam and Alpro shit, of course I couldn't resist. Alprazolam... about 1 hour kinda high and then that's it and you've gotta owrry about tolerance if you wanna take more. No ty.

Well, time to drop some more droplets from the drop bottle.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 20:26:50 EST ID:oSLrvTaC No.139854 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey Brain!

Nice to see you, you've really got those dosages lowered since I was last here ha.

And as far as the taper goes it's more of pet project, my doc doesn't really understand what a BZD taper is or why someone would do it (ffs eh?). But on the upside there's no pressure, after stopping smoking weed clonazepam kinda lost it's magic.

Don't call me a liar, but weed was wayyyy more difficult to stop than dropping my rx dosage, with way more side effects.

Ah well goes to show you wd symptoms can be more psychological than anything.

Hope you've been well man, one of my favorite posters on this board.
Shit Heppertack - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 20:51:17 EST ID:qjc0zT4C No.139855 Ignore Report Quick Reply
snowy everywhere doing intense studying. background music is getting better and better as I keep coming up.
Lillian Habbleman - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 01:46:55 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin 2.5mg etiz liquid in a beer
Today's my 21st birthday friends and I'm trynna make the last hour or so hella chill B)
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 02:51:54 EST ID:lfjeTp1D No.139858 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Unfortunately they didn’t have The TEVAs I love so much, but still! I get to abuse
> 30mg Diazepam
In addition to
> 2.5mg Phenazepam
> 3mg Diclazepam

Yeah. This whole stim bender has pished muy doses way too high, but whatever. I can get back down.
Lillian Habbleman - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 05:31:06 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139859 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Too k 10mhg etixolsm nt qorkinh

Haha jk bwb yall
Nell Cullerhedge - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 06:15:01 EST ID:3ca4CnEc No.139860 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took .5mg of clam earlier along with a buncha gabapentin. Was eating gabas for days for opi withdraws and ate the clam for the same reason. Swore I wasn't gonna take clam again since I ate a mg 2 days ago and did some 2 days before that. I REALLY don't wanna catch a habit again as I know all too well how easy that is. The fucked part is I managed to score with my last 20 bucks llke an hour after I took it and finally got unsick so it was pointless but it feels so good. Unrelated but I let my friend try some who's also addicted to opi and she immediately got addicted. She got into my stash and people I gave it to kept letting her eat mgs at a time for like a week and she's already having serious DTs and suicidal tendencies so I've been having to give her some but it's seemingly impossible to keep her out of withdraws since she doesn't know how fucking much she was taking and at what times and she refuses to go to the hospital. Since idk her tolly and doses she took I can't even taper her. If I got her admitted it could be very bad since when I went to the local ER with DTs I got stuck in the psych ward misdiagnosed as schizo and had to go CT for over 2 weeks while stuck on a month long injection of schizo meds that lower the seizure threshold, causes akathisia, and male breast growth/lactation. Like shit she said she saw the devil just like I did after going CT off a 2mg a day habit of like a year but she's been taking WAY more. Just tryna stop her from having seizures and DTs but it's probably bound to happen soon. I do NOT want cops in my crib if I gotta send her to the ER as I don't have a car and she would refuse to go. Whatever, I give zero fux til all these drugs wear off. Bump for chillness in these hard times.
Hugh Fillydare - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 06:30:49 EST ID:EugO19ID No.139861 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Jeeze dude. Are you using pellets or those yellow caps of Clam? If you got pellets, try and get her on a quarter a day taper. Don't allow any redosing along the day, as clam has a pretty nutso half-life already and redosing has an abnormal effect curve.

If you can find any easier benzos too, try using that. I know Dr. Katz is always touting the long lasting effects of diazepam, and diclazepam is an RC analog that you can order legally if you are seriously trying to nurse her out of this.
Shitting Nidgedock - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 16:56:39 EST ID:Z4W7aR9H No.139862 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck withdrawals finally got my refill after 5 days cold turkey
2mg clonaze 1mg left of my daily dose (yes 3mg daily its shit)
Shitting Nidgedock - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 17:00:07 EST ID:Z4W7aR9H No.139863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fortunatley i live in canada so i can get otc codiene pills and that staves off most of the wd symmptoms except hallucinations which areprobably worse bcus its codiene doxylamine pills
Brain - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 18:24:57 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139865 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good ol ratio-LENOLTEC. I love it for mixing it with kratom or some o'desmethyltramadol.

Bumping 2mg etiz. Shits addictive and giving me rebound anxiety but i keep doing it - retard
Brain - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 19:28:07 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
okay bumping another 5mg etiz, 7mg etotal. Feeling great but after this vial i'm taking a brake from etiz and just try to continue tapering with my clonazepam
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 23:21:35 EST ID:oSLrvTaC No.139869 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Decided to take 2mg clonazepam as I made a bet and got a paid day off and long weekend so feel like gaming tonight.

>continue tapering my clonazepam
Want to make a gentleman's bet on who hops off the train first?
>Inb4 this ride never ends
Phyllis Bongershaw - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 03:51:49 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139870 Ignore Report Quick Reply

> 2 mg of etizolam earlier which provided a slight loss of inhibition and probably D.O.S.

> .5 mg of clonazepam and 3 mg of meclonazepam, my new favorite combo

HAHAHA I've really only been taking like one or two days off since I upgraded my stash. I thought since I could handle having a bunch of them laying around for over six months without touching them i'd be okay to acquire more. Big mistake this is starting to turn into...I'm definitely pushing my luck here and I have to quit before I get into dangerous withdrawal territory again. I'm not physically dependent yet, but any day now and i'll wake up feeling like I have the flu and it'll all go downhill from there. I haven't increased my doses which is good, but with this shit it's a matter of degrees, a small habit can still cause prolonged withdrawals.

Ebenezer Fuggleset - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 04:46:24 EST ID:19Hro4J9 No.139871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Powder volumetrically dosed. She's been taking up to 6mg a day at random ass times so its really hard to taper her. Earlier she was on 1.3mg and her eyes had that SEVERE benzo w/d look where they're all sideways and up and down so I had to give her another 1.5mg to get her MOSTLY out of w/d. So to stay out of withdraws she needs literally like 6 fucking mg per day. Tapering her from a dose like THAT is gonna be hard and considering she's a dope/rent addict too that's gonna be even more dangerous. Idk how tf you do that to yourself in just 2 weeks. Trust me, I would have NEVER let her take that much or for multiple days in a row but she found other people to give it to her and dropped 1mg doses on the floor and ate them. So now idk how fast I can safely taper her off. She's dumb AF. I warned her for MONTHS about how dangerous and how bad clam withdraws can be and how it's not like pharma benzos and she didn't listen. I guess her inner addict and the extreme DGAF from the drugs combined with our current awful circumstances made her do it. Shoulda never let her try it. Nb for no Benz. I'm not taking clam for at least 3-4 days.
Ebenezer Fuggleset - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 05:05:08 EST ID:19Hro4J9 No.139872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
*dope/fent addict
And also I'll try to quarter a day taper if that's even reasonable for someone already that addicted. Seemingly I have to give her roughly 3mg twice a day to keep her away from the danger zone. This is fucked. Since she kept redosing when she got addicted, she needs it twice a day like I used to. It gets her insanely fucked up to give her that much but that's the only way to avoid the physical signs of benzo w/d. She has a court date in like a week. How tf is she supposed to walk into a courtroom to try to plead not to go to jail (for less than a month most likely) the same day looking all clammed out or worse, in benzo w/d? Nb
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 06:02:12 EST ID:2NE9W4WT No.139875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This /stim/ binging is getting out of hand, and so is my self destructive spiral.
> 5mg Phenazepam
> 50mg Diazepam
Let's see how long I sleep for, and if I remember tomorrow?
Shit Brookbanks - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 06:09:54 EST ID:Y2VMsxs5 No.139876 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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She's fucked. She's going to need to check herself into rehab or face serious and potentially fatal WDs in jail. Her lawyer will be able to continue the case while she gets treatment. Tell the treatment center she goes to just how fucking much clam she's been eating and hope to god that they've heard of it or take the time to look it up.

A fent and booze addict on clam is in the highest of danger zones. Not only are both of those drugs practically weaponized versions of their respective classes, but their interaction with each other is just screaming fatality. Blackouts are so easy on even low doses of clam, it wouldn't be hard to accidentally snort one line too many without even realizing you've already had one.

You also need to wash your hands of the situation as soon as possible. She's got issues bigger than yours, and they aren't yours. No need to take them on. She needs more help than you'll be able to get her by playing pharmacist.
Charlotte Ginderdine - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 06:25:47 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139877 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>and if I remember tomorrow
>5mg phenazepam
Nigga you wont
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 14:58:49 EST ID:2NE9W4WT No.139882 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I passed the fuck out, but I'm p fine now. My metabolism is ridiculous. Phenazepam only lasts about 18 hours. Also I've been using Phenaz for a while now and have pharma measured pills from Russia, so it's easy for me to control at this point.

> 2.5mg Phenazepam
> 10-20mg Diazepam (I took 1 then forgot if I took it so I took another one to be sure lol)
To wind down from yesterday so I don't get serious rebound anxiety.
Brain - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 16:39:14 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139883 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm game ahah. I don't have much hope currently but who knows, maybe it will muster up some motivation.

Taking so much etiz the last couple days has been really fucking me up at work. It's been a vicious cycle when i get home of getting fucked up. I'm doing "well" in life, but i got no time for anything else and my body just aches.

> Bumping 2mg Etiz 60mg O-des ??? red bali kratom and some king kush shatter
Brain - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 16:40:24 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139884 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ok maybe 4mg etiz cause i forgot if i dosed when i wrote this. I'm hiding my solution now lol
High Strung - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 16:44:13 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139885 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4:20pm after work cocktail:
>3 bowls of Three Kings kush
>3mg Clonazepam
>2 cups of strong coffee

Put on a good album, now sippin' my coffee and reading the afternoon news. Great way to start a long weekend!
Brain - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 16:49:50 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139886 Ignore Report Quick Reply
okay i'm saying fucking it and bumping .5 clonazepam too. Just ordered some shawarmas from uber eats. Hopefully i aint too fucked when he comes lel.

I will return later with moar etiz bumpin. HAVE A DOPE WEEKEND YA'LL

TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 17:24:50 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on .25mg clonazepam,
honestly I'd give up my 3g clonazepam stash and stop usage today if I could smoke dope without getting fucky side effects. (some were highly alarming and I wasn't even smoking too heavily)

No real wd symptoms to speak of so I guess I'm lucky.

Ah you're a champ Brain.

I don't have much reason to cease usage outside of the reasons inherent with the drug class. I'll happily up my tolerance (kidding) or give you a few months head start. I was pretty damn functional back when I was rxd 4mg, only difference now is minor cognitive boost but that's never been a major concern.

Lucky bastard, I'd murder for achwarma rn, stuck making steak and asian pear/blue cheese salad.
Phyllis Bongershaw - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 18:06:38 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gotta find new living arrangement again, preemptive BWB, probably be:

>5 mg phenazepam
>2 mg diclazepam
(^those two are for the legs)
> .5 mg of clonazepam + 3 mg of meclonazepam
> 15 mg of diazepam

..possibly some etizolam or .125 ug of clonazolam to top off the night seeing how I feel after all those other friends show up to the party. Will one huge dose of benzos fuck my tolerance if I don't blackout and take more than the above? Usually I can still feel .5 mg of clonazepam(barely) or 2 mg of etizolam(barely) atm.

I fucking hate moving and I have to do it every six months roughly! Its been this way since I was a kid, didn't even have a stable family home and whatever family home I had was a circus...blah...blah...the thought train will come to a stop with a nice benzo binge! WOW MY 'DAD' who I never even saw in six months just showed up looking for the key to his house @ my place? WTF...why would I have his key. I almost had his face erased from my memory...have to start that from scratch again.

Today will be the day I stay on the /benz/ train I can feel it. Life really missed me being a bartard I guess. Never had so much B.S. happen in one day before in my life except on the day I contemplate binging as if to nudge me in the right direction. What a strange thing existence is.
Brain - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 20:46:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139894 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>I don't have much reason to cease usage outside of the reasons inherent with the drug class

I can relate although thats not where all my issues lie. I'll start back on my regular .5 clonazepam taper on monay. I might need to start at my regular 1mg dose though. I honestly plan to finish this 30mg vile throughout the weekend.

Steak and salad is dope too. I was just too lazy to make food

> Bumping 2mg etiz
Frederick Bendleridge - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 21:00:34 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.139895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finally got my fucking power back on.

>4mg xanax, a small edible and redbull + vodka
Shit's kickin in
Caroline Snodspear - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 23:21:19 EST ID:dRvtveiV No.139896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg clonazepam, some herb, a Schneiderweisse Aventinus (8.2% .5l) and a Weihenstephaner Korbinian (7.4% .5l)

>Has anyone had any experience with nifoxipam or flubromazepam?

I was thinking of trying one of these but there is a lot of conflicting info out there. Some say they both take 60-90 minutes to kick in and others say 4 hours. Some say flubromazepam full effects are felt the next day up to 3 days later while others say you just get mild residual effects the next day similar to many benzos. I'm not sure what to believe.

I've been using benzos for close to 15 years now but only RX ones. I posted a while back in the RC benz thread and was told I should just avoid RC benzos since I have no issues getting RX ones but I'd really like to try something new.

Usually I'm around 4-6mg clonazepam, 2-4mg alprazolam, ~60mg diazepam for a mild to mid-level dose and that is with about the same amount of alcohol and weed as above and I'm not really trashed by any means with those dosages. More relaxed than fucked up. I've never had any serious issues with it. Dosages is limited to 1-2 times per week(I'd say closer to once every 5 days) I pretty much never dose more than that or more often than that and almost never on consecutive days. No issues with redosing or blackouts either.

Not interested in CLam and Etiz are banned.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 10 Mar 2018 02:11:47 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 10mg hydrocodone, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and some whiskey after a large dinner date with my fiancée.
I may take 30mg morphine soon, but I’m definitely going to take more alprazolam and have a couple beers.

I miss etiz. I can easily make a PG solution, but I don’t want to add etizolam onto my diazepam and alprazolam prescriptions.
If etizolam had a longer half-life and duration I’d take much less, if any, alprazolam.
Hedda Grimbury - Sat, 10 Mar 2018 03:57:37 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139901 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Take away any anxiolysis and muscle relaxation from flunitrazepam but keep the sedation and add a touch of dysphoria and you have nifoxipam! Benzo dysphoria is really rare for me but the 4 times i've done nifoxipam its been a staple of the experience. Tried .5 mg up to 2 mg spaced several days apart with a different headspace each time and still felt like shit. It's definitely active, but it isn't a very good benzo imo.
brain - Sat, 10 Mar 2018 11:12:08 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139908 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Huh never noticed this post somehow. The self taper is a good idea considering the circumstances. My Doc was the same when i tried to get off months ago. Blessing and a cruse. Thats why you got such a big reserve ahaha.

I can believe that weed is more difficult to stop. It's even been hard for me to cut back while i've been "tapering". You ain't lieing about it being more psychological than anything. Everyones different.

> BWB 2mg etiz/Red vein kratom
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 10 Mar 2018 15:20:05 EST ID:2NE9W4WT No.139910 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Was on 10mg Phenaz to bump last night and I guess I forgot to bump.
> 3.75mg Phenaz to start the morning.
High Strung - Sat, 10 Mar 2018 17:04:07 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139913 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Picture: my quiet Saturday night indoors
brain - Sat, 10 Mar 2018 19:46:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139915 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 4mg etiz red/green kratom

Can't wait for my kg of kratom i ordered when i blacked out one night lol
Phoebe Fuckinggold - Sat, 10 Mar 2018 20:03:29 EST ID:mUVrdOIb No.139916 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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250mg soma, .5mg xanax, and a little bourbon

Not bragging, but I am pretty goddamn comfy right now
Matilda Cepperbine - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 00:08:02 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139917 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2.5 mg phenazepam when I woke up
>10 mg Valium before going out
>10 mg Valium about an hour after the potluck supper
> 2.5 mg of phenazepam to end the night in a bit...still riding the wave of warmth from the Red Borneo before I close the lever on that rush of dopamine by popping another benzo + I still got some stim energy that hasn't petered out yet.

I'm hoping the phenazepam builds up in my system so I don't have to dose tomorrow morning before work and can just get by with some etifoxine(aka benzo-light, beta hitting drug with no alpha a1-5 affinity).

Once I get my work days over with i'm taking the rest of the week off to detox from benzos and hitting the tobacco pipe to speed up their metabolism. I've been through BZD withdrawal once and I can tell i'm skirting the boundary if I don't smarten up.
Sucks having social anxiety disorder when you're getting bumped up from dish pit work to waiting tables and having to interact with customers. I have no choice but to take a benzo unless I want to fuck up this 'promotion'. Told them I would rather be doing cooking or prep work, anything behind the scenes, but of course they stick the person with social phobia out on the floor. They see some potential I don't see, I have to deal with the repercussions of rebound anxiety or worse if I keep getting forced past my comfort zone.

Why can't it be 2050 or something and we're all working for robots instead of other humans? I have above average IQ but in this system if you can't make small talk it doesn't get you ahead. Someone without an education who's illiterate could probably bullshit their way into a high position as long as they got the gift of gab.....fucking benzos + stims make me cynical sometimes lol
brain - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 00:56:42 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139920 Ignore Report Quick Reply
big humble brag. Finished the rest of my etiz tonight. Taper and no more etiz for awhile. Weekends only if i ever decide i can handle it.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 04:44:27 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139922 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have no idea at this point.
I am quite drunk.
30mg morphine IR, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 10mg diazepam. I think. No muscle relaxers, but I did take 50mg DPH (for the itch) and a Zofran (anti-nausea medication, but idk the dosage as I have had these for 1+ years. Why have I never researched these pills?). I'll probably take some oxycodone in a little bit with some alprazolam and/or diazepam. No more booze tonight. Lots of water!!

BWB because I'm drunk and on /benz/ + /opi/
Esther Dovingbitch - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 05:16:25 EST ID:19Hro4J9 No.139923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took .5mg of clam and 3200mg gabapentn with 4 beers and bud earlier in thr night. Withdrawing from opi pretty hard. Trying to fight the demon that wants to drink some PST to make it go away. It's not that uncomfortable anymore, but tomorrow I start CT gabapentin detox (from a 16 gram a day habit from dealing with severe opi w/d for 2 weeks). My roommate is crying like a bitch over not getting a bag today and I'm at risk for a seizure and DTs tomorrow apparently. Hope it won't be as bad as detoxing from 2mg/day clam habit (8 months) CT. I'm BROKE so it seems time to pay the piper and deal with literal hell of gaba and opi w/d at the same damn time. My legs are vibrating already and I only got a 5 bowl of bud left. Can't even afford immodium. Well shit. Bump for calming the fuck down in a shitty situation.
Basil Beckledet - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 16:41:29 EST ID:JWOKLAqR No.139931 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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time to jam with my boy etizolam. what could possibly go wrong
brain - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 17:51:32 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139933 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Damn thats potent.

>Bumping .5 clonazepam.

Made it all day without benz. Etiz rebound anxiety aint bad if i don't have work/nothing to do. Would be nice if i had some etiz tonight but i made sure to finish it last night
High Strung - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 19:02:24 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139935 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Smoking wee half a bowl and chewing up 2mg Clonazepam before going into a bakery mandatory staff/crew meeting. At 8pm at night. Like hell I'm gonna sit through that shit sober.
Betsy Wedgekodge - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 22:47:44 EST ID:cymZGVcN No.139937 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 200mg tagamet, 1 mg clonazepam, and a few shots of cheap canadian whiskey. Feeling pretty warm and comfy right now. Might take a few more shots to knock me out later. Life is good right now benzbros.
David Billinghood - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 00:58:15 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139938 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumpin on 3mg etiz in a beer after a long but super fun weekend
Good nit my shigger
Fuck Hobblelock - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 03:16:16 EST ID:dRvtveiV No.139939 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bump. 4mg clonazepam, some beer, some herb, 16mg hydromorphone and 3omg oxycodone this evening

Thanks, ended up ordering a .5g of flubromazepam to try becaue wyh not
David Billinghood - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 04:43:36 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139942 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumped another 3mg etiz, smoking weed eating pizza watching the Simpson's
Good shit
David Billinghood - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 05:49:01 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.139943 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Report back how it is I've been thinking about getting some
Also bumping 2nd and final redose of etiz
Gonna smoke plenty more weed though
Hannah Hattingchun - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 05:50:06 EST ID:v+8ipHdi No.139944 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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After being clean for a good month, I'm ordering more etizolam. Luckily it's the etizest-1 blisters this time and not the vial. This isn't a BWB but a BWWOB.

I'm excited for pills. I can't be trusted with a vial of anything...
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 09:57:21 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've had a shit morning. I'm also a shit person, so;
3mg Etizolam
Dabs and a small edible
One beer so far
No work today because I called in sick. I was sick (vomiting) for an hour this morning and I've had a bad cough for about 2 days, but I think it's related more to my anxiety and my unhealthy lifestyle and less to actually being sick.
I just feel really guilty and shitty.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 10:15:57 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139948 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wow that post was a vibe-killer.
Very depressing wow.
Much sorry.
I'm feeling a bit better now. I think it's kicking in.
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 12:31:30 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139951 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's s'all good Sophia, I got the day off too.

I think this board has pretty much been established where you can post whatever the hell you want and people are pretty understanding as long as you don't go full StimLion on us,

90% of us seem to either;
1) Hate ourselves
2) Live really shitty lifestyles

It's not the most depressing thing I've seen on here, and I'm pretty sure I've posted wayyyyyy more depressing stuff and been pathetic simultaneously,
Keep your help up
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 12:32:28 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139952 Ignore Report Quick Reply
*head nb I'm a retard and sleep deprived as fuck
brain - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 17:40:39 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139954 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Worst day in a long time. Got hurt at work after my lead hand dropped some shit on my upper back. I had to throw my lead hand under the bus because ain't no way am i taking blame for something that ain't my fault and i'm not putting him first if it involved my health. Fuckers made me uber back to the shop from the jobsite because my injury wasn't "bad". $80 fucking later to go 15km

Guys fucking livid at me for "snitching". My lower back kills when i stand/sit. I had to leave work to go to the doctor. Had a huge fucking panic attack when i found out my regular doc is on holiday. Other doc i had to visit at first didn't wanna give me time off work and i really had to fight for 2 days off. Dude was more willing to give me anti inflammatory and muscle relaxors than days off.

This issue has caused me so much stress and anxiety it's unreal. I don't know why I work jobs that ruin my body although i know i got the smarts to pursue something better.

> Bumping 1mg clonazepam and this aint even helping.

I'm going to cocktail it up, god damn i'm feel down.


Guy was more willing to give
brain - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 18:18:04 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've had it. Made another 30mg etiz vial. I just want this dread/guilt gone :/

Bumping 4mg etiz/dabs/loads of red/kratom/Naproxen
brain - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 19:33:23 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hope things are looking up Soph. I totally understand the "guilt" of being home sick.

Big ups tiny for giving /benz/ support. I wish i could provide good advice/support but i'm always so fucked up I just never do it. Your positivity helps when I'm being negative or cynical.

>Bumping 2mg etiz
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 12 Mar 2018 23:23:07 EST ID:5o2I4jcJ No.139960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bump on .25 clonazepam and idk dabbled in kava tonight.

Similar high to weed, or atleast its sedating enough to take my mind off it.

I let myself become a functioning anhedonic fuck for too many years by just smoking dope and working/studying

This shit be neat though. Nothing crazy, but is viable for my intended purposes atm.

Thanks man, it's pretty ironic considering I've been emotionally dead since my teens. I'm a cynic but I like doing it, makes me forget my brain isn't going to change, I don't really "get" how others feel it but I know they don't have to be that way so trying to change it distracts me.

Sorry to hear about your situation, one of my best friends dealt with some similar bs once, turns out he burst a spinal disc.
My buddy literally tried to work through his for like a day lol because his co-workers were fucking retarded. He was getting told "snitches get stiches in ditches" lol, no judgement but those work fields have fucked up culture imo. Man you seem smart, I can't guess your age but honestly find what you love and live to work rather than work to live. I always thought that was a bs line hippies told themselves but I'm a believer. I'm happy I got out of my old field and figured that out while I'm young. I just lucked the fuck out in entering a new field that otherwise would have taken years. Being consumed by it isn't exactly ideal it's still better than the alternatives

And you'd be shocked at how many professionals will give someone a random shot if they aren't a dumbass, make a phone call to someone in your region in a field you'd like, network that shit qualified or not.

Man kava is fucking me up I'm just rambling at this point. It is a weird one think I apologize to the board for my incoherent ramblings.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 13 Mar 2018 01:22:51 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
15mg diazepam + 0.75mg alprazolam throughout the day.
I'm about to have a glass of this bullshit Ocean Spray blended GFJ (the WGFJ is no longer in production in the U.S.). Too, I am debating about getting a decent bottle of Scotch, either Glenlivet 12 or Glenfiddich 12, after obligatory homework and paperwork tonight.

We're all here for support. The occasional rants, blog posts, etc. by trips and anons are always welcomed. I would like to think of this board as being more understanding towards the plight of individual posters and their mental health concerns in comparison to other boards that just become hostile.

Always nice to see the positivity coming correct on /benz/. Nice to see you posting again, Tiny.

Dude, fuck. I hope your back starts to heal up. I don't fuck around with back injuries. There's no one stopping you from pursuing something else, but that is always much easier said than done. I don't know your exact life situation, but I am sure that good can come from it.
Charles Heshway - Tue, 13 Mar 2018 01:53:44 EST ID:dRvtveiV No.139965 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Kava can be quite fun. A lot of people give up on it too quickly because of the reverse tolerance(and the taste) but I enjoy it from time to time. IMO its really its own thing though I've heard from a lot of people that its helped them quit alcohol and because of the different profiles you can really get a wide range of effects.

Just make sure you don't drink with it, buy from reputable sources, and stay away from tudei(when in doubt acetone test) and (almost all)extracts. If you like the sedating effects then I'd recommend sticking with something with higher content of the double bonded kavalactone DHK represented by a 2 in the chemotype(presented like this: 462531 showing the amount of each of the six main kavalactones in descending order based on amount present). I'm partial to GHK, CK, NaH, SK, and KT myself.

Kavaforums and Kavascience might be worth checking out. Dr Lebot has written a lot of literature on the subject as well.
Samuel Bomblemare - Tue, 13 Mar 2018 04:28:54 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.139971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Before bed yesterday I ingested 2.5 mg of phenazepam and a couple hours later 2 mg of flutoprazepam to add some drowsiness to phenazepam's gentle effects.

>wake up to ingest 2.5 mg of phenazepam along with a shot of kratom before catching the train and consuming some 3-FPM and coffee once I get to work

>take another bathroom break and top up on the 3FPM

>get off work still feeling nice and relaxed but not euphoric so I brew some kratom and consume another shot followed by 3.5mg of phenazepam later on in the night (time and details are very vaguely recalled at this point). Took another capsule of 3-FPM with a coffee again to keep myself /benz/'d up but alert while I attended a meeting for anxiety, not NA/AA haha

>get home and I just took 20 mg of diazepam to try and sleep(damn...it's already 4 am again and I haven't slept for more than a wink in two days... I feel like i'm wasting pills since i'm using the nighttime doses to get me through the short insomnia phase I get when I quit smoking weed). Maybe i'm not using high enough doses for a hypnotic effect but i'm worried about my daytime doses becoming ineffective.

No lectures please; weed makes me paranoid and anxious and a fucking piece of mental shit so i'm using benzos to get through the hump and than i'm going weed-free again so I can do things with my life rather than pondering what the girl at the cash register thought of me while she was bagging my groceries while living in a fog with no ambition and isolating myself from everyone like I have a schizoaffective(schizoid?) personality. I have tried hydroxizine and mirtazapine in place of benzos and they don't put me out, they make me drowsy but unable to comfortably slither into my fortress of memoryfoam, blankets and pillows.
Seroquel(sic?) might work but I refuse to take neuroleptics since i've seen the damage they can do to people via their horrid laundry list of side effects.

If I had any Z-drugs currently I would be using those for sleep induction and just saving the benzos for daytime anxiety but I haven't bothered acquiring any of them as of yet, I probably will soon though.

Starting to feel a little drowsy now so maybe i'll get caught up on my sleep a bit with the help of those good ol' Valley Girls. If 20 mg fails to sedate me fully i'll be bumping my dose up to 25 mg.

Love you all, you fellow kindred, /benz/ munching spirits! Take what you need to be free from the shackles of mental torment but not so much that you stare a much worse tormentor in the face(i.e. benzo dependency and withdrawal).

I used to post on a different board than /benz/ under a trip but I kind of outgrew the name as I use that class of drugs medicinally and that whole board is all about bell-ringers and getting as fucked up as possible. Maybe i'll come up with a new trip for posting on /benz/ as I frequent this place more and more often.
High Strung - Tue, 13 Mar 2018 18:20:54 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Stuck in bed with a bad stomach flu. Dinner was tomato soup, Ritz crackers, and ginger ale. However, I finished the evening off with a FAT Raw cone of Hurricane OG and 2.5mg Clonazepam. The weed helps with the nausea, cramps, dizziness, and upset stomach and the Clonazepam aids in the muscle relaxation.

Could be worse, I guess.
Hedda Seffingnedge - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 01:04:45 EST ID:xxCfZ1V6 No.139976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
forgive the dumbass question--but if benzos and liquor (hard liquor) are similar, why does shit like xanax create delusions of sobriety while %50 ABV vodka dosen't?
Esther Sammerfuck - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 10:52:52 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks for all the support ya'll. My last day off before I gotta return to work. Legit don't know if i'll be able to muster up the strength to go. Feel like putting my tail between my legs and disappearing. Would be a good time to get clean from my multiple drug addictions. Can't see myself changing much if I go back to my regular routine.

> bwb 2mg etiz,6g kratom, 60mg odsmt, green crack kush shatter
Cornelius Crindleson - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 16:29:46 EST ID:sh0YijGa No.139980 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg alprazolam. Currently on break at work. I have more bars and a nice fat blunt waiting for me once my shift is over.
Hedda Shakeshit - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 19:54:29 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.139981 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Anyone else just sort of benzoing the days away? It is so easy to get complacent with doing nothing when you have benzos hahaha
High Strung - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 20:58:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139982 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Day 2 of being sick. About an hour ago developed a shrieking headache.

So you know what I did? I used the fine cure of 3 bowls of Hurricane OG and 2.5mg Clonazepam.

Pain gone, completely sedated, wrapped in a couple of comforters like a cocoon, ready for bed.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 21:59:55 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fun mix y'all. Tianeptine sodium, an edible, 3mg Etizolam, and some alcohol. Pain of the day is melting away, my knee felt like it was going go go out several times today. I tripped pretty badly once too.. Luckily no one at work saw, lol.
Now, waiting for pizza delivery from a new place. Ready to experience some new deliciousness and lay back and enjoy my pain-numbed body.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 03:30:35 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Diazepam refill yesterday.
Today's damage: 60mg diazepam, 2.5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 2 pints of 6% beer. Today was quite productive.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 03:36:27 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.139985 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another 10mg cyclobenzaprine and 50mg DPH.
Time to sleep. Maybe I'll take a 10mg zaleplon and/or 50mg trazodone, too? Seems like overkill.

Brain - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 10:35:45 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139986 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Bumping .5 clonazepam with 30mg of 3-fpm/dabs

Feeling dem slight kratom withdrawal. 3 weeks straight of 6+ grams a day. I ain't taking that shit today. I don't want serious withdrawals from this shit.

Cutting out kratom, vyvanse, benz, and lastly weed. Kinda cutting out kratom and vyvanse at the same time, but i ain't getting too many issues. Rest ez benz
Brain - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 10:37:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.139987 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wish i had a script for cyclobenzaprine. i got 10x 10mg for my back and needless to say these are pretty cool for being a muscle relaxor and all. Make's me want to put a couple in reserve.NB
Jack Worthingman - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 12:21:22 EST ID:Y2VMsxs5 No.139989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
As someone with a script for it, it's not all it's cracked up to be. Shit is great for putting you to sleep and not much else.
nom-ah-k - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 12:49:09 EST ID:NPlCUtMH No.139992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BUMPin //
.7 mg clonazolam in ~2ml of solution orally
did some dabs and I'm in heaven listening to 50 Days for Dilla
High Strung - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 20:03:09 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.139994 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Double trouble
2mg Clonazepam, 2 bowls of OG

Will probably go to bed in an hour or two, but first silly paranormal podcasts.
Charlotte Ponningnit - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 21:19:35 EST ID:FKGPUnYr No.139996 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I took 4 quarter milligram Xanaxs and 1mg Minty green Klonopin. About to chill the fuck out
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 22:54:15 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.139998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shitty podcasts sound fun, which one are you listening to?
Bwb; fat dabs and 3mg Etizolam.
High Strung - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 16:42:25 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.140008 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got off work early and it's a long weekend so I'm smoking a FAT joint (it's basically a small blunt) of OG Kush, chewing up some Klonopin, and having a cup of tea at 4:20pm while listening to industrial/EBM records. (Pic related it's what I'm jamming to with my HD650's)

Life is GREAT right now!
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 22:31:02 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140020 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Henlo everyone. I'm bumping on 3mg Etizolam and a dab so far.
A little bummed, my dog is sick. I've never seen her like this before. Trying not to overmedicate and screw myself over for work tomorrow.
Edwin Sucklenerk - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 22:46:48 EST ID:FKGPUnYr No.140023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 1mg Xanax + 1mg Klonopin + 12 grams of good red thai kratom
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 22:50:25 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140024 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Diazepam, alprazolam, a 9% ABV double IPA, and a glass of Scotch. Writing a research proposal and whatnot.

I had an outstanding script for at least two and a half years at one point. My doc first GP would RX 30x10mg pills every month or two. Another doc would RX 90x10mg every 3-6 months depending on need.
The drug does wonders for back pain, muscle spasms, and increasing sedation with benzos/opiates/alcohol/weed.
Archie Clerryforth - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 23:49:29 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.140025 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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12 my of kpin plus some dispensary grade weed/keef bowls all night.
Brain - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 01:06:47 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> The drug does wonders for back pain, muscle spasms, and increasing sedation with benzos/opiates/alcohol/weed

Spot on. The increased sedation is pretty rad.

> BWB 8mg etiz tonight and about to drop 10mg of cyclobemzaprine.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 01:17:42 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140029 Ignore Report Quick Reply
More Scotch and benzos. I might take a cyclobenzaprine soon.

It’s great, man. Also, it is quite an easy script to obtain (even with multiple benzo scripts!). I directly told my doc that I didn’t want any pain meds and he saw a precious history of cyclobenzaprine and asked if I needed refills as well as how often I took the meds. My response: 1-2 pills roughly 3 days a week. BAM. Insta RX.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 01:31:39 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Welp 4 more mgs Etizolam. The worry won't stop. Worrying so much about my baby. 🐕
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 19:30:24 EST ID:2NE9W4WT No.140040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wow. I was on Phenazepam so long I didn't realize how many metabolites had built up in my system. Switched back to Diclaz when I ran out and my previous 1mg dose left me still anxious and shaky. Took 2mg last night, seemed a little more than necessary. 1.5mg Diclaz this morning seems about right, but it's goddamn fucking short! Like I woke up this morning feeling like shit until I dosed, and it used to be that Diclaz kept me all night into the next morning easy. Jesus fuck Phenazepam is long! It took 3 days of being off it for me to start to notice too.

Fuck this. When I have money I'm getting more Phenazepam.
Charles Pickcocke - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 22:36:52 EST ID:6pfr+HZ7 No.140041 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Damn dude, you're one of the few people I have heard from that hasn't completely let phenazepam ruin their lives. Be careful with that 60 hour half life man.
High Strung - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 22:46:25 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.140042 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today was chill af
Went out for tea/brunch at a local tea shop with a couple of friends, cleaned the apartment, then went out to dinner with another friend later in the evening. Been smoking kush all day.

Currently at 3mg Clonazepam, a tall Monster energy drink, and smokin' even more while watching Netflix. Good St. Paddy's Day I guess.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 00:02:41 EST ID:2NE9W4WT No.140043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The half-life is what makes it fucking gold for me. To be able to take an absurd amount on a /stim/ bender and have so much residual in my system that there's barely any rebound anxiety is fucking amazing. And like with Valium or Diclaz I could forget my morning dose, but by 14-15hours after the last night dose I'll start fraying at the edges with jitters and whatnot (my metabolism is very very fast for benzos). The Phenazepam I once forgot to dose for like 18 hours without even noticing.

I honestly don't know if I just have an idiosyncratic response to it, but I do not get why it was so demonized. I don't find it particularly amnesiac as far as benzos go, so I never experienced a multiple day blackout despite the doses I was taking for a bit. I just really like it for the legs.

> 1.5mg Diclaz
Yeah. I managed to raise my maintenance dose by 50% just by building up metabolites. Oh well. Nothing another mini-taper can't fix. 10mg Val equiv is where I like to stay for maintenance. Anything more and the slope gets a lot slipperier.
Priscilla Blythecocke - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 00:37:45 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140046 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg etiz down the hatch a bit ago
Do any of you guys freestyle rap? I love rapping while benzd
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 00:46:47 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140047 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Depression /benz/. Not planning on making a habit of it (hahahahahaha). My dog passed away today. It was very sudden, we knew she was sick for only a day. Not a lot of time to mentally prepare.
Anyway. 8mg Etiz and whisky. And dabs available.
Charles Snodford - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 01:04:42 EST ID:lmHMdnwO No.140049 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Drinking a one waiting for a sandwich and the etiz is hitting niiiiiice
I love living close to restaurants, city life is the shit
Charles Snodford - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 01:05:17 EST ID:lmHMdnwO No.140050 Ignore Report Quick Reply
*phone autocorrected pbr to one nb
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 04:59:08 EST ID:2NE9W4WT No.140051 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm sorry for your loss. Dogs often seem so healthy until the very end. We do the best we can for them though. I'm gonna snuggle my dog extra tonight and be grateful and send good doggo vibes to you and whatever transcendent form your dog no doubt is currently transcendently frolicking in.
Made me think of Homestar Runner (or rather Strong Bad) cracking open cold ones vs 'ones' of other temperatures, such as cool 'ones' or luke-warm 'ones.' Anyone else member this?

So whatever temperature, you are drinking a one. I hope for your sake it's cold.
I'm just drinking vodka.
Albert Nackleline - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 13:39:20 EST ID:5ot8/e4m No.140053 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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750mg pregabalin
psych - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 18:45:55 EST ID:aGfIA4Sg No.140055 Ignore Report Quick Reply

1mg clonazolam
4mg Etizolam

not benzo- 20mg 3-fpm
Dextrolord - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 19:27:06 EST ID:otLJhWlg No.140056 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This is my first bump while benzie in a while and oh boy do I miss the calm and worry free I feel right now. It is so heavenly

I'm currently riding 1 school bus, 6.6mg/kg dxm, and I have been drinking a bunch today?

All in all the Benz is the best feeling out of everything I really miss my scripts maybe I'll get a new one but I have to do some serious introspective thinking before I jump back in the ah-tee-van ha
Martha Blatherdock - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 20:22:19 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140058 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg etiz a coffee and some gorilla glue on thus Sunday afternoon
In an awful mood trying to figure out what's wrong
Hope your guys days are fuckin sick, my sucks but at least I'm chilled out
Ernest Faddlesotch - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 20:27:56 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.140059 Ignore Report Quick Reply
marijuana and klonopin
and nicotine and chill
fuck yeah
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 20:31:44 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Going out with friends tonight to have some fun and remember/celebrate my pupper's happy 14 year life. : )
Only 3mg Etizolam, will probably drink a bit though
Alice Pogglebury - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 21:30:39 EST ID:iIxC1oRw No.140061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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5mg diazepam after a 4 month sobriety from benzos
let the anxiety melt awaayyyyy
Martha Blatherdock - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 22:10:08 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140062 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg etiz and a bottle of sangria
Trynna escape my problems :^) it's working too I feel great
brain - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 09:39:55 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140063 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I ended up flaking up on work today. Found out Friday that i was back working with the dude that got me hurt. I was so anxious all weekend and I tried to make contact with him and he was just ignoring me. That made it even worse and I just crumbled today.

Back is killing me still and when I don't take kratom it hurts like a bitch. Plus I don't need another habbit.

>Bumping .5 clonazepam and some weed
Nigel Crellyshit - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 10:05:04 EST ID:lbFQmr8r No.140065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
getting 120mg of alpraz later today, going to take 3mg and some dabs and chill out and start GTA V in bed with a coffee
Comfy overload incoming
brain - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 11:08:44 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>BWB 1.75mg clonazepam /1.5g green maeng, da 5g red bali kratom / Dabs
High Strung - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 22:16:53 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.140071 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Holy shit, the new management at my workplace is fucking incompetent. 2 people called out and I stuck doing 3 people's jobs. Such an understaffed workplace too.

I'm hittin' on 2mg Clonazepam, 3 bowls of weed, drinking a pot of chamomile tea, and listening to my goofy paranormal podcasts.
Clara Brockleshit - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 22:56:05 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140072 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg etiz chain smoking joints
It's nice out tonight :)
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 23:26:57 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Where do you even buy Benzo Fury? Seedy convenience stores? Head shops? I've never seen it.
BWSlightly benz'd, took 1.5 mg a few hours ago and now enjoying a whiskey.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 02:07:21 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140074 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Added 4mg Etizolam because why not? Finally feeling a little bit better.
Molly Damblebag - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 02:53:10 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.140075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> 2 mg of etizolam after getting 2 hours sleep and having to keep myself from being too jittery at work

> 2 mg of diclazepam about 1.5 hours ago to see if it has a place in my stash or if i'll just eat what's left of them and not order more. With my current tolerance I guess i'm going to have to drop another mg down the hatch to notice anything. Even with zero tolerance 1 mg of diclazepam doesn't feel like 10 mg diazepam if I remember having to take 2 pills to get the full effects after a long benzo hiatus.

...I feel a little bit less anxious but it could easily be the Kratom. Ime phenazepam is the best choice for a gentle benzo and a better choice than diclazepam so I will just stock up on more of it instead. If I take 1 mg of phenazepam I notice it's working and all it does it gets rid of background noise which is what I keep it around for.

With diclazepam I have memories of it feeling like a really nice and noticeable benzo for the first two days and then tolerance to all the effects except the anti-anxiety one develops and it really is just an RC version of phenazepam that doesn't come in blister packages so you can't be sure of its purity. I basically only like having one of these sleek-style benzos around, I like the rest of my benzos to feel like they're fucking up my functioning a bit and to have a slight recreational sloppiness to them.

> took 1 more mg of diclaze now, so 3 mg total, lets see if my impression of it changes before I write if off completely.
Cornelius Goodshit - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 02:53:38 EST ID:br91zu/a No.140076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Benzofurt is actually really fun, similar to mdma or 5-apb
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 03:08:34 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140077 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Diclazepam is really just an RC benzo that has lorazepam as one of its main active metabolites. People don’t really use diclazepam to get fucked up compared to other RC and RX benzos. The drug is best suited for GAD/SAD/agoraphobia or tapering. There is little to no recreational value. Personally, I think that that is a good thing.

Fucking Fezzlehood - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 03:38:34 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just melting into the feeling, darling. Bwb.
Molly Damblebag - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 03:40:02 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.140079 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Completely agree with you as to diclazepams utility value, but for me i'd rather have phenazepam than diclazepam as they both aren't recreational and diclazepam's dose quality can't be assured. You bring up another negative thing though, it metabolizes into lorazepam which is the only benzo that has ever given me a hangover(oddly, diclazepam never has though). 3-OH-Phenazepam is a much better active metabolite as it feels almost identical to the parent and maintains the efficacy of the first dose without a change in its subjective properties.

For tapering I wouldn't trust any RC benzo though and even with Rx benzos I think the less potent ones like diazepam are preferable as you don't have to fuss as much and get the math 100% correct to avoid going into PAWS. If I ever end up using daily again and get myself in a mess I have amassed enough diazepam that i've reserved purely for tapering at a rate of 15% per 3 weeks. I hope I never get physically addicted again though...I went through that withdrawal cold turkey as all I had at that time were RC benzo pellets and my clonazepam script got pulled once I told my Dr. I wasn't getting any anxiety relief from it any longer and he refused to bump me up. Since RC pellets aren't consistent and I was already deep in withdrawal and too far into the woods to do math I just white knuckled through it. Never again will I have to go through that pain in this life.

Charlotte Fickleville - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 08:04:40 EST ID:9YMYTp66 No.140080 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumped like 3+1mg Klonopin and hit the GB to numb the pain. Album and it's content/lyrics related. No tears, just memories. I just wish it wasn't 3 heartbreaks in a week. Like give a guy a break, you know? Broken phone, broken family, broken heart, broken everything...
Charlotte Fickleville - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 08:05:55 EST ID:9YMYTp66 No.140081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Clonazepam, my b. Nb
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 15:23:24 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140086 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And this is why diclazepam is essential for the RC benzo scene. Having tried it a handful of times I can safely say that it isn't identical to *feeling* like lorazepam, but the similarities are very evident IMHO. Many who have used, abused, or become addicted to benzos either end up: perpetuating the addiction cycle, demonizing benzos, or touting that infrequent utilitarian purposes are the only way to go.

The fact that you have a stash of diazepam on hand is certainly a good thing. Tapering with diazepam is ideal.
I haven't tried phenazepam, but I also haven't gone very much into the RC benzo scene in several years.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 15:27:03 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140087 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm going to take some diazepam (between 15mg and 30mg depending on need), cyclobenzaprine (either a 10mg pill or two doses of 5mg), a glass of Scotch, and an imperial IPA throughout the day.
Today is full of writing for my research proposal. LET'S FUCKING GET IT!

brain - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 18:38:01 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140092 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>BWB 1mg clonazepam

Real sad day. Found out from my xrays that i got scoliosis. My back injury isn't bad its the fact that i hurt my back and my spine is putting pressure on my injurys. I don't really even know the full extent of this yet. Its mild but my spine is a fucking S
High Strung - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 19:38:53 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.140093 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam
2 bowls of kush with my roommate

I need to not give a fuck for a few hours. I really do. I woke up this morning to text messages from my psycho cokehead dad begging for me to forgive him, and then at work the new general manager has just made working conditions awful at our store. Slashing everybody's hours. Time to find a new gig. At least I got a new bang buddy.
brain - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 20:04:14 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140094 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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bumping 4mg etiz
brain - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 20:37:28 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140095 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg more etiz and 5mg cyclobenzaprine
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 00:47:01 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140098 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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That sucks. What are you doing for pain management? Just the cyclo? Have you tried kratom for pain? Might be something to look into.
Took 6mg Etizolam and am on my third Coors. My boyfriend just ordered a bunch of takeout to try to cheer me up I think (my dog passed this Saturday) but I just can't eat. I haven't had anything solid since Saturday that I can remember. I'm usually a stress/depression eater to comfort myself but I'm just not able to keep down solids. This is some hardcore depression, kids. I hope it gets better soon. I feel my body getting weak and sore, probably because I've been surviving on energy drinks, beer, and cigarettes (duh). Food's here, going to try a slice of breadstick and see if I barf. Wish me luck.
Sorry for the csb benzo etibxom n0t wòrkign rant. I just haven't had a fucking day off to process all of this and cry and relax. Went straight to work right after we put get down. I had to. Boss was out of town and I'm the only one with keys. So yeah.
Betsy Murdlock - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 01:02:44 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.140100 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wax pen and klonopin. feels good but damn i wish i had a pizza. hope yall doin well <3
Barnaby Bardshit - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 01:14:39 EST ID:9YMYTp66 No.140101 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam, 1mg Alprazolam, whatever kief I can scrap for a GB bowl and Adult Swim. Stay cozy, everyone.
Angus Cammleweg - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 01:51:40 EST ID:+uU6dIV/ No.140102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Holy shit, I never got this straight drunk off this many benzos and weed. Sticking to weed for a while after, even tho Rx'd for legit GAD for like two weeks, but only like one or two Kpins in a day, I was getting buck to Bones and Chris Travis and knocked over a chair and a cup (luckily empty). Comfy af tho bc not The most high Ive been off weed alone, but with 0 problems or concerns (in a loving way), I guess nb bc I'm sticking to cigs and American Dad
Martin Fashlud - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 03:19:59 EST ID:EwUic2eK No.140104 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The prelude to this day was the fact that I had forgotten about my appointment I had booked with my Psychologist for a session of hypnosis to try and improve various behaviors, become more sociable at work etc...the panic sunk in when I had just finished smoking a bowl of Lavender Skunk. Suddenly I hear a loud rap on my front door so I go to peep and notice it's a friend who agreed to ride me downtown and AT ONCE I REMEMBER I have to be sitting in a therapy chair in less than 45 mins and my eyes according to my friend when I opened the door to greet him "looked like they were bleeding" they were so red. Never have any Visine handy because I always reserve smoking for when i'm bumming around in my P.J's and he doesn't carry any either. I didn't plan on using any /benz/ today but I had to calm down to pull off acting sober in front of a guy who gets paid to analyse human behavior....and so it went:

>2 mg of etizolam and 1 mg of diclazepam I had laying around outside my locked medicine box in a squeezetop
>50 mg of 3-FPM from my stimulant squeezetop
>Washed it all down with half of a cup of cold, leftover Starbucks coffee

The benzos pretty quickly started calming me down as much as they could on the way downtown and the half a cup of coffee and 50 mg of 3-FPM did a good enough job of perking me up and getting rid of the dopeyness from the weed. I still had red eyes when I got to the therapy room but I was acting naturally enough that anyone would just presume it was allergies or from very little sleep(I have a problem with insomnia my Psy.gist knows about).

After the hypnosis session I got home and brewed some hot water for coffee and a shot of kratom as I was still a little bit shaken up by showing up to my appointment high on weed.

Went out later to see a movie and wasn't chilled to the max yet so I had:

>1 mg more diclazepam and replenished my benzo squeezetop with some diazepam, clonazepam, 1 mg of etizolam and 1 mg of phenazepam so I would have a decent pic of downers to synergize with a last minute shot of Meang Da and 50 mg more 3-FPM if the diclaze was too weak.

>Got home and had 50 mg more 3-FPM with 1 mg of phenazepam and probably going to listen to my recording of my hypnosis session from earlier today after I have some Red Borneo and possibly 10 mg of diazepam and a tiny pinch of weed to erase the memory of this mornings bad high from my mind.

I don't normally use so many benzos or stimulants nor Kratom together in a day but when you think it's a stay-at-home day and you suddenly remember you have to meet with a Dr. when you just took a bowl of skunk to the face, it frays the nerves pretty badly! This guy doesn't know I even use drugs and thinks i'm straight laced so I felt like I was going to be exposed by showing up lit.

In total I consumed 2 mg of diclazepam, 1 mg of phenazepam, 2 mg of etizolam and 10 mg of diazepam today so all in all it isn't that bad, just a couple mg over the daily therapeutic limit and spaced out adequately so I wasn't abusing them, just using them to calm anxiety like they're meant to do!
Nigel Fivingkig - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 03:52:46 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.140106 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dropped 1mg xanax an hour ago, finishing off a bottle of lag IPA before I head off to a staff meeting haha. Hope I can keep my mouth zipped.
Eugene Snodforth - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 17:40:07 EST ID:MLbAKDVs No.140112 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>On 6mg klonopin.

I think I may have a problem. Actually, I know I have a problem because my psychiatrist wants me off the benzos. If only she knew what I do with the pills she prescribes me. Oh laawwd.
Ebenezer Dattingkudging - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 20:04:00 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.140115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 8mg etizzz yee
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 23:09:34 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140116 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I feel like the doctors know... They just have too much on their plate to intervene with ~benzo addicts~ even though it's becoming very clear how much of an actual problem it is. My doctor prescribed Klonopin to me for years, but lowkey asked me "have you ever tried marijuana for your anxiety and fibro? I'm not the police, I'm just curious." She pretty much was giving me the the green light (in an illegal state) to try weed versus the six prescription medications I eventually weaned off of.
Anyway, speaking of actual problems 6mg Etizolam and 5 drinks.. I work at 6 in the morning. Kill me. Bwb I guess.
High Strung - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 11:04:19 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.140122 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey folks, how's everyone this morning? Everyone hangin' in there?

Impromptu day off (boss called and said labor was too high so I wasn't needed today), so I guess that's a good start.

Bumping on a bowl of Hurricane OG and 1.5mg Clonazepam (would go my standard 2-3mg but I'm running low and Refill Day isn't until the 1st) as a wake-and-bake.

Debating whether or not to go up to go get breakfast at the diner a couple of blocks from my crib. The munchies are REAL on this strain of weed, and when mixed with benzos it's even worse, so I'm considering going up there to get a huge breakfast and then stop by the gas station on the walk home to get a few energy drinks to get me through some reading/writing today.
William Blivingfit - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 14:50:14 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.140124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sounds like a good plan

bwb 2 mg clonazepam les gooo
Charlotte Blarrypork - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 17:39:40 EST ID:CzvHDHfa No.140125 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Xanax vs etiz?
I've only ever taken xanax but I'm looking into etiz, similar? different?
any info appreciated.
m - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 17:56:53 EST ID:9bc+hVin No.140126 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Etizolam is slightly more anxiolytic, less muscle relaxation, much less sedating, roughly half the duration (though with regular daily use the duration seems to increase to about 2/3 as long as Xanax due to the metabolites), half as potent mg for mg, and according to mouse/rat experiments and human anecdotes, etizolam raises tolerance more slowly than Xanax and remains effective longer. IMO etizolam has much less withdrawal than Xanax at 2mg etiz vs. 1mg xanax, but when you start doing high doses of etiz it really doesn't matter.

Others will disagree, but IMO etizolam is more euphoric than Xanax if you have anxiety. Etizolam is better for morning dosing because Xanax makes people sleepy. Posters often say Etiz makes them too tired, but in reality they usually have no benzo experience or tolerance, so if they took actual xanax they would pass right out.

Another problem is street bars are usually overdosed, and often it's not even Xanax it's another RC. so when people compare street bars to regular etizolam pellets, they complain that etizolam is weak because they don't realize that 1 bar/day habit is actually 3-6mg or 5-10mg etizolam instead of 2mg xanax.

Obviously I prefer etiz, but after long time tolerance you may start preferring Xanax because it seems to hit harder because etiz is more functional.
Charlotte Blarrypork - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 18:01:02 EST ID:CzvHDHfa No.140127 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ok. Thanks for the info,
No source talk allowed here y/n?
Clara Fucklebanks - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 18:50:53 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.140129 Ignore Report Quick Reply

4 mg kpin, copious dabs and 600 mg of DXM.

gonna be a good night

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