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New BWB: Is it sourcing to ask where I can buy etiz guize?! No mods, only men Edition by TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 18:01:36 EST ID:eqHN/4i6 No.140792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Old one stopped bumpin so I'll take the hit, toss 1mg minty fresh clonazzle razzle dazzle pam under my tongue, and make a new one dedicated to all those lonely souls crawling over from upboat land asking for sources.

No mods, only men in this dark world
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Brain - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 18:05:26 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Christ you're on the ball. I just tried to bump the other one minutes ago.

BWB

> 1.5mg clonazepam 5g red borneo kratom
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Brain - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 18:10:55 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140795 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
DICKS EVERYWHERE
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 18:28:05 EST ID:eqHN/4i6 No.140796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140794
Im a fast one. The lack of opposable thumbs grants me a rapid typing speed, at the loss of being able to use tools, and being 13 years old affords me a lot of spare time.

While making this I took 2 orange pills and put them under tongue only to be welcomed with the less than wonder taste of it d-amphetamine. Maybe this one should have been titled BWB: Bartarded Edition.

Needless to say I removed the precious d-amph
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 18:31:35 EST ID:50JE/ndm No.140797 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140796
Fuck typos.
Work has burnt me out lately, too lazy to edit.
Nb
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Brain - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 19:11:04 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140796
>being 13 years old affords me a lot of spare time

All around good laugh. I gotta bump more now sooo.

.5 clonazepam /10mg flexeril
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 20:39:49 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140800 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Henlo I'm dumb, posted on the old one. 3mg Etizolam, edible v candies, a beeer. Adding Green maeng da kratom. Body is in paaaaiin all over, but I got part of the day off today and tomorrow so I can rest. I just napped for like 6 hours. Was nice.
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Lydia Trotfield - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 22:02:27 EST ID:mUVrdOIb No.140801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>waking up with debilitating anxiety from alcohol induced blackout

Nothing 2mg alpraz and a few more shots won't fix. Preemptive bump
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Walter Poddlesturk - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 22:47:43 EST ID:AhpJYzE2 No.140802 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm autistic, stimulants made me paranoid and anxious as shit. Are benz the drug for me?
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Eliza Brudgewill - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 00:06:37 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140803 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Celebrating newly received RCs by doing all of them
Currently off etiz, clam, and flubromazepam
I feel wonderful
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Eliza Brudgewill - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 00:07:18 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140804 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140802
Short answer absolutely
Long answer: look at the side effects and decide if it's worth it
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 00:17:48 EST ID:tQvy2CK5 No.140805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
It is totally sourcing to ask, but as long as none of us answer you this can probably rock as the BWB.
> 20mg Diazepam
> 1mg Flualprazolam
> ~15mg O-PCE
Bout to head to airport. Probs gonna pob another 1mg Flualp and 10mg Diazepam with some more O-PCE before boarding. Got vape pens and ecigs for the travel.
Does anyone get on flights sober these days?
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 01:33:56 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140800
Added much more green maeng da kratom and another 4mg etiz. Feeling fine. Kinda stressed so doses are a bit high.
Doing some dinking. I can't decide if I want to look for a new job that would pay a little better and give me 40 hours a week and benefits versus my "full time" job where 30 hours is full time (I usually do about 35) and my part time job where I do like 15ish hours a week. My fibro kicks in and I just have a lot of trouble balancing everything and never having a day off.
I love my FT job though, the company in general, my co workers, the structure, the transfer opportunities (want to transfer to either CO, AZ, NM, or if I could afford it, CA.). I don't want to burn that bridge by leaving. I want to build my way up until a higher paying management position comes along. Hopefully soon! I feel like I need these references when I move too, because my last two jobs, I quit without a 2 week notice (thanks anxiety) and might not get a good reference.

1am high thoughts, sorry. I wish I had not been benzed out and also just a complete idiot when I was in school so I could confidently apply for and work in a job in the
field I studied for $30k in student loans. :D
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Graham Hungerson - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 10:59:41 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140812 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140805
Never thought I'd see the day where somebody's having a PCP/PCE,it's common here, it's like our meth, we don't have powder meth/crystal, just badly pressed white pills, cannot be smoked even when crushed, weird shit, and both are often found in the same "mesc" powder as they call it, also PCP-y...anyway yeah I never thought I'd read about somebody saying they were going to use a PCP analogue before boarding a plane.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 13:06:12 EST ID:08sYb5OH No.140815 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140812
I consider it more of an MXE analogue. And /dis/ is great for flying. Not as essential as /benz/ (That second mg of Flualp knocked me the fuck out), but the combo together is great for making the time just fly by.
>20mg Diazepam getting off the plane and lounging in the airbnb
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Graham Hungerson - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 13:18:00 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140815
I wish I could order it, or other PCP/ket analogues, but since it's a common street drug in Canada....all of 'em are illegal, even MXE...one vendor had a huge disclaimer of their legal reasoning for being able to sell it but even that lasted maybe 3 weeks way back. A shame, I loved to snort some lines of PCP, the people who cut it knew how to do it so it wasn't dangerous like random amounts of smoked liquid like I heard so much about in the big US city ghettos.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 17:39:31 EST ID:50JE/ndm No.140817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140805
It was a joke my friend.

Bump on 1mg clonazepam,

Gotta say amazing day, nothing feels better than getting a 1k bonus (earned though imo).


Got a new doc as I was tired of having an apathetic/incompetent one that let me wroyw my own rx.

They don't do benzos which is ok since im tapering anyways. Just means the ride will have to end eventually.
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Ian Bliggletit - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 17:56:23 EST ID:EURXkTuf No.140818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cousin sold me 9 Xanax bars for $30. He came up on them by chance a while ago and hasn't touched them. I was surprised when he mentioned he had some when I came over to his place to visit just yesterday.

I have no tolerance to benzos. Been like a year since I last tried em. BWB 👍🏿☻
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Jarvis Baffinghudge - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 18:56:32 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140821 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
>1.5mg clonazepam 70mg o'desmethyltramadol 4.5 red bali kratom couple bowls
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Angus Pannerwock - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 23:02:46 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140824 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140821
Bamp with 60mg temaz and 100mg hydroxyzine, because it fucks allergies to death also. Night.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 23:56:55 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140827 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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30mg diazepam, 3mg alprazolam (alprazolam refill today), 10mg cyclobenzaprine, a saké bomb, drinking a 24 oz. Heineken, and I will likely have a glass of Scotch later.

Meeting with my psych next week. I'm either getting 1mg alprazolam again or getting my 0.5mg dosage upped to 60 to 90 pills a month. We should just bite the bullet together and give me 2mg bars so that I can take a 0.5mg dosage if desired.
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Cornelius Sinninglidge - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 00:05:24 EST ID:TOnAlYo0 No.140828 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took 4 mg xanax over the course of today. Also vaped some weed. Just about ready for bedtime. Good Night and SLAYER
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Shit Munningridge - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 02:29:17 EST ID:19Hro4J9 No.140830 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.5mg of cLam, smoking some alien OG. Have a chill 420
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Sophie Semmlewidge - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 02:54:34 EST ID:VbPkri/c No.140831 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sup /benz/ adding another 3mg blromazolam and 2mg clonazepam along with my usual opis. booze and weed as well of course. Nice and relaxing after a long day.

>Heres to that second hit of benzodiazepine

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPtljsEqJwk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aK1pZgwBf6M
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Phoebe Blebbermock - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 05:19:02 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140832 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I babby speedballed my way through all of today with .2 clam followed up with another .3 clam and a small bit of 4f htp
It was the best day I've had in a while and apparently people couldn't even tell I was twisted [asked a couple friends if I looked high, they said I looked normal]

Still stimmed now but def feeling that clam, gonna watch some house md and see that pill popping madman solve complex medical cases til I pass out
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naked snake - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 16:25:03 EST ID:zeKecSOI No.140840 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump as fuck. These 4 Xanax bars are kicking in nicely on this public bus
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Phyllis Puzzledure - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 17:00:20 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140843 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
.5 clonazepam 15mg vyvanse from this morning

Now.
> 90mg odes Girl Scout cookies shatter 4g red Bali kratom

Actually comfy as fuck oh boi. Was supposed to go out tonight but I might be too out of it soon
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Phyllis Puzzledure - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 17:09:28 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140844 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140843
.5 clonazepam because I’m pissed that my old ass ssd died on my pc. Don’t know why I trusted that old of a drive with an OS.

>GG
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Sophie Semmlewidge - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 18:56:00 EST ID:VbPkri/c No.140850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140844
3-2-1, mate. All drives fail eventually. If you aren't prepared you get fucked. Sorry to hear it though.
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Samuel Dribblestere - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 22:11:47 EST ID:c32qW3eu No.140854 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was planning on just keeping to the green for 420, but I just found out I'm getting evicted thanks to some shit that wasn't even my fault. So here I am having added .5mg of clam in the mix and now I'm going a chillion miles per hour. Clam is so fucking nice when you don't overdo it. I just wish it wasn't so addictive compared to other benzos.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 23:53:09 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140856 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Decided to chill out mega. 12mg etiz, about 5 dabs, strong green kratom that I got as a sample, bourbon. Will I die soon? I really don't want to but my habits scare me.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 23:57:56 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140854
Have you looked into all of your legal options? I hope you get it figured out soon : (
CLam is... CLammy. I don't remember much from when I did it, aside from the vague and terrible things, but my memory is 10x better when I'm on a klonopin or etiz binge. When I took CLam, I couldn't tell you at 2pm what I had just eaten for lunch, or tell you about a tv show I JUST watched. It's a crazy ass benzo.
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Thomas Blittinghire - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 00:09:09 EST ID:AorNxsVc No.140858 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So if I’m taking like 4mg Xanax a day if I take a week off will my tolerance drop back?
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Edwin Blytheville - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 00:51:00 EST ID:VbPkri/c No.140859 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140856
You've got quite a ways to go before you die from a drug combo based on your post history. lol
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 02:17:07 EST ID:7dC/PKui No.140860 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam + a 22 oz. imperial stout + a Moscow Mule
An hour later... 2mg alprazolam + a 22 oz. Dragon’s Milk bourbon barrel aged stout.

>>140856
You’re all good. If you’re concerned then get some exercise, eat healthy, and start meditating. We’re all here for you. Lots of love.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 04:05:21 EST ID:9rs3dkfX No.140862 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Coming down from an intense fee nights of concert raging with O-PCE, Ketamine and some Coke. Still rocked off the K, but cooling down with;
> 10mg Diazepam
> 1mg Flualprazolam
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John Clonningfoot - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 11:32:38 EST ID:acmagqkH No.140863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>.5mg clonazolam
>2mg Nifoxipam
>10ng Memantine
>Sour Diesel

Feelsgudman
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 12:40:20 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140865 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140860
I took 80mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam after drinking last night.

This afterglow is HEAVY. Woke up benz’d, picked up coffee for my lady and I, then I made an oatmeal coffee stout (5.5-6.0% or so). I might take some benzos, but I’m already feeling gone and it’s not even noon.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 13:22:23 EST ID:50JE/ndm No.140866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump .25 mg clonazepam

>>140856
You're probably fine, I think with this sort of thing it is more a case of how long these habits continue than anything else. Just make sure when you've had your fun you can still get off the train.

There are worse things than dying imo, but im a shit person to take advice from. Hope you figure things out.
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Reuben Sabberpuck - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 15:27:28 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
I feel at the moment my stim addiction is more debilitating than the benzos. I can’t even take weekends off anymore without sleeping all day or using other stimulants than vyvanse. Half my Sunday gone sooo more poly drug use to fill the void

> .5 clonazepam 4g red Bali kratom 15mg vyvanse
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James Summledack - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 18:48:58 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140868 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140867
Never will I waste my time trying to force myself to sleep at times I don't need to, waste of benzos, I let myself stay up until I felt like I couldn't stand it anymore then benz'd. I woke up, ate a really healthy meal and I just woke up from deep noddin' from 6mg bupe, 50mg hydroxyzine and
>20mg diazepam
>12mg bromazepam

That shall be how I will conserve my precious. (30mg Restorils)
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YakuiWiggly !9ewYjBc0iU - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 21:02:20 EST ID:K1+6oIOh No.140871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2.5 mgs liquid Etiz solution and some beers. Doesn't seem to hit any faster with the liquid solution compared to the pills, but I'll take it! I always get this stuff to hold on to for trip landing gear but end up eating it all before any psychedelics or festivals come up. Oh well!
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 01:56:35 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg Etizolam, several dabs and a joint on the way home from a 12 hour day. Have my legs propped up like I'm geriatric or something, but it feels good. :D
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 07:56:43 EST ID:9rs3dkfX No.140878 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140862
Cooling down from a night with Lucy and K.
> 30mg Diazepam
> 1.5mg Flualprazolam
Watching the sunrise chain smokind weed and cigs and drinking tea. It’s a beautiful day.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 08:01:50 EST ID:9rs3dkfX No.140879 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140878
Decided to bump it a little more
> 1.5mg Diazepam
Cause why not? I’m benzed af rn and I like it.
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Cornelius Sengerhood - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 08:31:15 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140881 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140879
lol, how does that work, 3/4 of a 2mg diazepam....I call those old-boomer-lady-fear-of-flight-pills.

I kept having sinus issues since a crazy flu that would have been much worse and landed me in the hospital last month, when suddenly it was 20c only for winter to come back the next day with a vengeance. Government Flu by the DK played in my head the whole time, that was a strange thing, never had a flu that managed to overcome opiate constipation. I'd have such crazy stomach cramps.

Anyways, I expected my flap order to have arrived friday, but I got unlucky, if I go by mean or average with that vendor, should have it monday or tuesday. I'm getting a refill on my Restorils 30's tomorrow and I still have 19 left from my last refill of 30, so I succeeded in cutting down the temazz for a while, it's gonna hit like a train when I take a couple in a couple hours, if they allow me to renew today, it could happen, but I rather keep a clean pharm record in case one of my docs gets nosy and reviews my refills with a pharmacist, although I'd doubt that very much...we'll see.

So it seemed like those lingering effects from the flu with my sinuses needed more than atarax and sinus rinse, sleeping with my humidifier next to my head finally gave me a morning where I woke up without spitting and with a headache in days.

Taking it chill now,
>24mg bromazepam
>6mg suboxone
>50mg hydroxyzine

and that thyroid natural med which is the exact same thing as the prescription med that endocrinologists all seem to ignore and are all sold to Synthrroid, fuck that shit, I asked to try Armour Thyroid, which is pig thyroid dried and crushed and desiccated and put into a pill, the cunt refused even after I told her her GSK pen is telling her to sell Synthroid at all costs, no generics in here, just Synthroid. Armour Thyroid costs like 8.40 for a month's supply.

Ramblin' a bit, so I'll shut up and enjoy the whole Trashed album by Lagwagon for the upteenth time. That album never gets old even 24 years after my cousin gave me the tape.
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Cornelius Sengerhood - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 11:35:44 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140882 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140881
Temazz refill worked and delivered in 30 minutes. I now have 47 stocked up.

Having 2 right now, 60mg hits the sweet spot, I'll go sleep a little more and hope this sinus BS is done with, what with the hydroxyzine, pseudoeph pills, humidifer, it's already better after one day of humidifier right next to my bed. It's this thick snot at the bottom of my palate/hole in between one's mouth and sinuses, seems like there's always something sticky I have to clear my throat from even then.
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Graham Derrypidge - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 18:25:43 EST ID:5NQ5VDmF No.140885 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just dropped 2.5 ml etizolam solution and the last few days have me concerned that it isn't actually etiz. It seems to last around 5-6 hours which I never got to on the etizest tablets. It might be a more pure solution than advertised, but I still wouldn't expect it to last that long. Any ideas?
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 20:12:32 EST ID:9rs3dkfX No.140887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140881
The first one was 30mg Diazepam. The second one was supposed to say 1.5mg DiCLazepam (~15mg Diazepam equiv)

Bumping now on
> 2mg Diclaz
> ~0.3mg Flualprazolam
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James Fungershaw - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 21:21:37 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ealier: 6mg flubromazepam and 12mg 4f mph
More recently: 4mg etiz
Benzos + a lil stim = godly
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Oliver Pittspear - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 21:29:35 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140889
Woke up from a refreshing 60mg temazz sleep. I'll be playing some MAME games. I put the breaks on my rx's and opened the safe where I got random things of every class except /del/s.

>2mg x 2 lorazepam
>120mg oxazepam, 4 30mg ones

I almost went for the 2 triazolams I have left from a clearnet pharmacy that sold all the good stuff but I felt sad that they had to shutdown and put them back in the safe. All this with 20mg Dex, 2 10mg spansules, maximum quantity I can take until

I have to take too much benz to counteract the bad side effects on the comedown.
Took it for 5 years everyday in night school doing my grade 12th calculus during the autumn then 4 years of college and then randomly with a nymphomaniac ex gf of mine who would really like to have the secks marathons...but yeah, after too much of that, my body developed an aversion to more than 20mg dex, IR or spansules.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 22:19:08 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140885
When I use a tincture, I just do like 2mg in the morning and it tides me over for an 8 hour work shift. Very rarely will I feel like "shit, I should go grab a 1mg pill".. I have GAD and well, a benzo addiction lol. Is it from a trusted vendor?
Bwb, 6mg Etiz, dabs. NO BEER. I need to stop mixing every fucking night.
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Phineas Sammlechick - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 22:23:23 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
1mg clonazepam through out the day.

I gotta go get another Benz script this week. I’ve been at a 1mg dose for 1 year plus now. I really wanna try to push for a higher dose but I’m afriad my doc might not agree with my rational. I really don’t think I’ve been better off using clonazepam/vyvanse for the last year and a half. I mean I’ve been the most successful I’ve ever been In my life but I know I can’t keep this pass forever. Shit is so grim man. God damn I wish more people could understand mental disabilities
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Phineas Senningforth - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 03:21:15 EST ID:i1DVhWmc No.140899 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Whats it take for me to ride this wave
Idk what this etiz or any other shit you guys are on besides Xanax
How do i get prescriptions for this stuff? Anxiety meds or something?
D:
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Oliver Pittspear - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 03:33:25 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140900 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140899
Is this post real? Did I have a stroke?
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Beatrice Blucklefuck - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 04:05:33 EST ID:/2QyQOU/ No.140901 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took 4mg valium an hour ago, smoked a fat joint 15 minutes ago.
I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep, because I was too afraid of shit/worrying about shit too much. I coldn't get anywhere near the sleep point, every time, my heart would start racing.

I'm just trying to take the edge off and chill. Probably going to smoke a little joint soon because I'm starting to feel nicer and have that worry creep away.
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Esther Hishway - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 04:09:58 EST ID:X+vIt2ki No.140902 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140899
Learn how to use the internet before you use drugs lol
Also bumping off some clam and flupam
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Fanny Bebblekore - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 05:20:01 EST ID:TOnAlYo0 No.140903 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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took 3 mg xanax, ate an avb edible. vaped two more bowls of herb. i feel great, and ready for bed.
BWB
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Oliver Pittspear - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 05:50:56 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140905 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140903
Woke up in the middle of the night despite 60mg temazz because the otherwise great podcaster I had on Audacious lined-up, aren't normalized, and one was so loud it woke me up and I ran so as to not to piss off the woman living in the condo upstairs...the one who contributes to my anxiety (I really gotta sell this condo and get a house a little outside town) with her noise complaints, I do sysadmin work from home, saves office space, they only got like 20 people where the servers are..and she loves to do stationary bike and put on dance music (I dunno but I always exercised to metal and hardcore punk, a lot more motivating energetic music than fucking gym dance music) which she cranks up at 8 am.

This city doesn't have hours for noise complaints, one can make noise complaints at any time of the day or night which is fucked up. So many people I know including me had the cops ring at my door once because the sex was too loud...well excuuuuse me, it's 7 pm! Used to be that it was 11 pm at night and 7am in the morning that were the mandatory quiet hours unless you have cool neighbours. I don't. I complained once to the owner of the building itself that one of the people on my floor would leave like 12 empty beer bottles in the corridor, all the fucking time and that some people who def knew each other in the building were constantly running up and down, and my condo is just under a steps of stair.

After that, they would put empty 6 packs in front of my door in the morning and stupid shit llke that, at least these ended up leaving. If other people weren't so fucking retarded I'd need less benzos, I need to be downed in IQ temporarily not to snap at people who deserve it.

Ugh....and the internet needs a lot of booleans these days when the gov/corps fuck with the search engines so much.

>15mg diazepam
>18mg bromazepam
>knives on the oven are heating for 5 hits of blonde Moroccan.

Hope that will make me tired enough again to sleep. Not taking temazz again, showing control!
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James Fungershaw - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 07:01:23 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140908 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg etizolam
Send me to sweet sleep so I can function tomorrow
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 07:13:34 EST ID:50JE/ndm No.140909 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140905
Man that's sooooo shitty.

That would get me too, and ruin my peace of mind at my own place. I work out in my place at 5 am to punk/metal/ or old school rap (I know lol) , absolutely blasting, because of my work schedule.

God that sucks, i hope I dont move to that city/glad my neighbors are chill.

Nb because not benzd but goddamn that rustles me.
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Augustus Murdson - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 12:53:03 EST ID:0JIEDltW No.140914 Ignore Report Quick Reply
question about doggo and kitty xans: they're XR and not IR, right?
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Phineas Sammlechick - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 14:05:01 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140915 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
> 1mg clonazepam 3G red Bali kratom 90mg odsmt 30mg codeine

Fucking helllll Benz
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Eugene Grimcocke - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 14:08:04 EST ID:KxpnsUkp No.140916 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140915
could you compare odsmt to other opioids? is it even worth buying in bulk? with my tolerance I would probably have to shoot it to feel anything

and yes, I know it's a metabolite of tramadol, I just want to hear someone's opinion not copypasted description from some drugs wikipedia
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 15:38:03 EST ID:Vmt9npWC No.140918 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
> 3mg Diclazepam
> ~0.7mg Flualprazolam
BWB
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Thomas Hemmercocke - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 19:07:00 EST ID:k2l0Godj No.140921 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Holy fuck I just woke up rn I missed my chemistry and calculus classd
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Jack Handlelatch - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 20:48:25 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140916
If you already have a large opioid tolerance than I can't see you finding this stuff very useful. Most people that tend to enjoy it have never abused opioids much. I only had used Percocet prior to me researching odsmt. It's nice but tolerance builds quickly and some people are non responders. I have never tried tramadol but people i've spoken too say its almost identical, just more sedating. It's also pretty expensive compared to stronger safer alternatives.

Overall i wouldn't really recommend especially if you already think your going to have to shoot it up. I wouldn't recommend taking this often and i already think i take it too much.

In all honesty i can't really get better opi/don't want too because i'm finding this shit to be absolute bliss. I know where i can find some easily but i'm trying not to go down that path. But who knows, i could be doing more harm fucking with this crap.

nbnb
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Jack Handlelatch - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 20:53:23 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140924 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140923
Feeling obligated to bump now, don't wanna go over my clonazepam quota for the day. Soo time to open up the Zzz's

>20mg zaleplon/10mg flexeril/dabs
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Jack Handlelatch - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 21:18:37 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140925 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140916
Search if you want more info. Tons of stuff online that isn’t wiki.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 23:16:01 EST ID:Vmt9npWC No.140926 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140918
> another 2mg Diclazepam
> ~0.4mg Flualprazolam (my pill cutter got off center)
Drinking some nice wine and about to smoke a spliff.
BWB chilling like my doge (pic related)
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Esther Lightman - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 05:23:41 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.140928 Ignore Report Quick Reply
.7mg clam about 12 hours ago
4mg etiz about half an hour ago
Also around 20mg 4f mph throughout the day
God damn stims and benzos together make life so easy. I gotta chill but fuuuuuuck
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Jarvis Conderhood - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 09:52:01 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140929 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140928
Benzos go well when the stims are over. I can't take stims anymore unfortunately, even if I could get a script back for Dexedrine right away. Taking 30mg as in 20mg in spansules in 2x5mg IR would have me crash into such a depressed and disgusted at myself for no reason (I was prescribed them legit since I started college and finished it, taking breaks on weekends). Definitely always needed my clonaz at the end back then, alcohol alone didn't cut it anymore.

Refill day for Suboxone today, and I didn't take any on purpose yesterday, I'm sick of this shit and want to get off especially since I got my place in the Pain Clinic already referred with 60mg generic oxycontins for me over there, but I got to get rid of bupe first, a forever task. But this morning the 8mg, it feels really good because :

>18mg bromazepam, 30mg temazzy, 10mg valium, 50mg hydroxyzine
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 11:04:44 EST ID:Vmt9npWC No.140933 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
4mg Diclaz in the morning.
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Brian - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 11:25:31 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140934 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140933
Love the dog bruh. Morning bumppp

> .5 clonazepam 110mg odsmt 4g red Bali kratom
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Shitting Warrykurk - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 11:43:16 EST ID:Z4W7aR9H No.140935 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam havent benzed in 2 weeks and i got 54 5mg pills left till may
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Jarvis Conderhood - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 12:05:53 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140936 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140935
Not only is the snow melting before our eyes finally, 2 days with 16c in a row, I'm settled for the summer.

>250 flunitrazolam 0.5 blotter
>75 flualprazolam 1mg pellets
>100mg diclazepam

2 orders from 2 different places at once, from eu to ca in 9 days, fuck yeah. Now I'll go to the dentist and get that tooth whose filling is gone, white fillings do that and it fucking hurts, but I really hate long 2 hours+ dentistry procedures...I think a flualp tab before going will be perfect.
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Shitting Warrykurk - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 12:52:29 EST ID:Z4W7aR9H No.140938 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140936
yeah wtf was that snow storm bs it was snowing in toronto for 2 days striaght and the nsow didnt go away till sunday
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Fanny Bunshaw - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 13:55:21 EST ID:fDHxYjaL No.140939 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140938
Yeah that was an april like I hadn't seen since I was a little kid and I'm significantly more north-east than you, right now anyway, gotta sell this condo, and get out on the North Shore somewhere quiet without stupid noise complaints laws being valid at any given time.
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Fanny Bunshaw - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 14:00:04 EST ID:fDHxYjaL No.140940 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140939
Oh yeah, proof that it's working just fine
>2mg flualp
>6mg bromazepam

Finally will be able to slow down on my rx's and save 'em. Just took an extra bromazepam 'cuz it's such an anxiety killer out of this world and lasts long too, I wanted to see how just one pill with the flap would do. It does great, I just noticed that sitting down at my desktop for too long, although most of it is my job, which sucks, is something that makes the feeling of /benz/ leave and give me some anxiety, I think I'll try not to sleep in my office room on the couch as much.

Do this for the lady of the house, she works nights in the hospital and I should dissociate computer time with anxiety. At least I figured out how to turn off the 5G on the fucking FTTH fiber modem I'm forced to use, well apparently it can be changed but it ain't easy. I have to get familiar with pfSense.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 17:00:22 EST ID:cjNVKTei No.140942 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Today’s tally:
> That 4mg Diclazepam about 8 hours ago
> 20mg Diazepam about 4 hours ago
> 0.5mg Flualprazolam 2 hours ago
> 1mg Flualprazolam + 2mg Diclazepam 1 hour ago
> Drinking and smoking my vape pen in the airport
Gonna pass the fuck out on the plane.
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Ebenezer Geshwork - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 20:38:14 EST ID:dQEp8rOc No.140944 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I know xanax isn't to be taken lightly, it can destroy peoples lives (the withdrawal is arguably worse than heroin withdrawal). But honestly I just use a small amount (never more than 0.5mg) once every month or two after a hardcore stim binge.

Shit's nice, but it's not "hit you with a truck load of orgasmic pleasure that you instantly want forever" like hydros, oxys, dillies, opanas, ect. In that regards it's not that in-your face addictive but I can see how drug novices can get hooked on this shit.
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Phoebe Nashstire - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 20:47:28 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140945 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
.5 lorazepam/10mg zaleplon/10mg flexeril
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Nathaniel Tillinghood - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 22:19:41 EST ID:zn2ksZNm No.140946 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ate 20 mgs of adderall around noon today, drank about 8 beers over that time to now, and just took a mg of etiz to relax and sleep. Nothing like self medicating your own shitty habits!
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Sidney Murdforth - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 02:46:47 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140949 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140944
It can be like your latter description. Especiially after having taken your opis, the boost with an actual potentiator like hydroxyzine/promethazine/benadryl if shit out of luck with no script and no pharmacist willing to sell you promethazine OTC pills even as you show up with visible urticaria crisis ungoing.

My dad's house, when I visit, demands them, and I want to save on my hydroxyzine script, my dad when he built his new house after they fucking finally divorced when I was 17, had no idea I had taken allergy tests at the ENT, and it turns out I'm allergic to birch big time. There's already loads of birch on both side of the streets (live in those areas of town where the sidewalk is in between a patch of grass and trees). So, when the old man built his house, he had walls made of birch installed and he heats up the place in winter with, what else BIRCH. It's their choice though, I can just walk up to another pharmacy, but Histantil brand promethazine one can buy without a script, my old pharmacy would sell me 20 or 30 at once for the same price, 9,99, there was no limit and the price was always 9,99. But I can't go there anymore, I had an argumentt with the new owner who was a guy surprisingly I went to elementary school with.

Whom I kicked his ass, really often, lol. I wasn't a bully, but he was the kind to make fun of you either from far away, or right in your face and expect that you would do nothing. I was like a foot taller than him in 6th grade. Anyway, I told him his faux-hawk will be frowned upon the big shot owners of the place shows up for their regular meetings. And soon enough, he lost it. I dunno how a 28 year old ends up having money into buying a pharmacy, growing it twice as big as it was, acting like a douche like he used to be and replace the second name in the "Welcome to XYZ Pharmacy, with the owners name underneath". Well he got his name as second in command there overnight.

I guess unlike me when I finished my BSc. in Pharmacology (after many part-time semesters where the only class I had was some insanely difficult math class that was irrelevant to my work, but I had to pass it to get the diploma.) There's a difference between a pharmacology and pharmacy diploma...btw. So I think when my credit union contacted me to give me a 80k credit margin since they expected me to make at least 70k a year, I told them, give me a better interest rate and make it 40k. Had to negotiate it but got it done.

I imagine he's got some rich pharmacist dad I never heard of (I know all of them in 3 areas of town...and he's not there, fun fact, one small chain and some without even a chain, mom& pop with the green cross and that it's, they're all interlinked, and they're all women, a huge orgy group, from what my mom told me, some of them come up to mind and...what? ugh, as there is sisters in there).

Yeah, either his dad's influenced the bank even more, but there's nobody I know, a couple chicks, who became pharmacists, who could have showed up like that and took over half of two drugstores in a flash.

At least he did end up losing the f aux-hawk, he wanted to feel like he was the man in there, the previous owner actually working under him...who knew me for years, I had to tell him, I'm not coming back here.

Benzo babblin'....I just woke up in the exact same position I woke up in 5 hours ago after having 1mg flualp, 30mg temaz and a couple 0.5mg blotters of flunitraz.
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Nigel Nennermog - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 12:59:17 EST ID:Z4W7aR9H No.140956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140939
if u move down here watch out for the vans of peace
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Fuck Blatherwater - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 16:32:28 EST ID:E16MT0xY No.140959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1 mg of clonazepam bump

keep on rockin' in the free world
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 17:30:57 EST ID:uUqNQo8v No.140960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on 1mg clonazepam and 20mg d-amph

Have the day off, about to go roll the dice and shoot for a 2 lesbian 3some. Wish me luck /benz/
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Phoebe Nashstire - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 19:50:53 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792

> 1mg clonazepam BEER

Lets go LEAFS
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Phoebe Nashstire - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 19:51:32 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.140964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140963
I JYNX 1-1 NB
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 21:47:08 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.140972 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've been journaling, everyday stuff as well as work stats that we have to improve (lol) and monitoring my usage in a journal. I'm too embarrassed to write about my past two days.
My dog passed away a month ago, and my family cat is at the vet and they can't figure out what's wrong with him and have to transfer him to a more advanced clinic. :( I've switched shifts with people so I could have the past 2 days off. I need the money but my stress levels are over 9000 so I just have to take care of myself at this point.
I've taken 12mg etiz throughout today. So much for my taper plans. I'd probably save enough to quit my second job if I stopped buying benzos, cigarettes, and cut my drinking. Have had three beers tonight, I think that's the cutoff. I don't want to wake up hungover for my 2nd job tomorrow where I'm on the THINNEST ice. At least the store manager and my sup love me, but the assistant manager is always on my ass.
I'm curious if this will be readable after I post it, or if it'll be a etizoclsm n0t workîng situation.

Tldr; With my health conditions, working 55+hours retail is hitting my body hard so I'm self medicating with benz irresponsibly. I want to change, but, *shrug* benzo redosing.
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Henry Hollyforth - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 23:28:55 EST ID:rLah8DuE No.140975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140964
that game was personally insulting. holy fuck.

1mg clonazepam to stop the '12-'13 playoff flashbacks
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William Fovingtune - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 23:30:24 EST ID:q4Iwuj0Y No.140976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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30mg Diazepam + 25oz beer + 0.5mg Alprazolam.

I will get some good rest tonight. Relaxing. Waiting for that payday to hit again.
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William Fovingtune - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 23:45:49 EST ID:q4Iwuj0Y No.140977 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140818
Damn that's a rip off. $30? From family? Not even a street dealer would do that.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 00:01:05 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.140978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam

>>140977
Street bars commonly go for $5. Depending on area presses will be $3-$5 because they’re easier to obtain. Pharma bars can go all of the way up to $10 in some areas since they’re guaranteed to not be cut with fent.
Alprazolam prices are all over the place because the demand is unjustifiably high.
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Lydia Blythefoot - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 03:50:10 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140956
I've visited many times, I live so close to the border, I pay extra for that driver's license that works as a passport.

What are you talking about? Getting &vd for telling a pharmacist who was my age or younger that shows up as a new owner to look the poseurhawk? That the big bosses of the chain would make him to? wat
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Lydia Blythefoot - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 03:54:53 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140985 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140963
Fuck the leafs! Habs aren't there because of Webber and others being injured.

Actually, I'm kinda glad they're not bottom-of-league awful as they used to be, but talk about enemies, but the Bruins are our real enemies, fuck those guys,
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Lydia Blythefoot - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 04:00:05 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.140986 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140984
*lose

>nothing

Still, under the influence of the temazz but my bladder woke me up and I was thirsty., Speaking of allergies, oxymetazole and gargling with saltwater and hydroxyzine seems to have done the trick with the ridiculous throat mucus production that I sometimes even feel blobs of moving up to my sinuses and then I use a kleenex and blow it out and it's this thick milky mucus, that's so fucking sticky,,,,humidifier helps too. Anyway, not feeling like taking benzos right now so nb.
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Jenny Pummerwill - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 04:15:22 EST ID:pecZi/qy No.140987 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>10mg flubropam
>.7mg clam
Gonna sleep hard as fuck then be benz'd all day tomorrow
😎
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High Strung - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 10:25:24 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141004 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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HAY GUYZ WATS GOIN ON IN THIS THREAD!!!11

Refill Day has finally come, and my Clonazepam is.... blue?! I'm so used to the little green guys, these looking like 1mg Alzprazolams! 4mg down the hatch.

Today is a fasting day. 3 weeks until Ramadan so I'm fasting on Mondays and Thursdays (as recommended in Sufism in the weeks before Ramadan). Laundry day as well, hope everyone is doing okay!
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Brian - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 17:35:08 EST ID:HmHGX4X1 No.141007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bunping 1mgclonazepam. Managed to get a refil for this month but no bump in dosage. Doc doesn’t think my meds are working out but still gave me a refil. I didn’t wanna be to vocal but if he takes my clonazepam away next month I’ll be pissed. Already 2 days short till my refil and I’ve been digging into my reserve like crazy.

Might just onion some etiz. Been on the fense If I should even bother cause my main Spanish supplier is by by. The innovation lasted while I could.

> 1mg clonaZepam .25 fLam
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Brian - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 17:40:10 EST ID:HmHGX4X1 No.141008 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141007
Oh boy I forget how potent flubromazolam is. Should of cut this blotter in half lol
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Simon Clankinforth - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 18:10:28 EST ID:2z/cIwTj No.141009 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>300ug clam
>2400mg gabapentin (staggered)
>dank bud
Here's to a miserable existence. I'm probably gonna take a bunch more gabapentin because I'm pretty sure I managed to become physically dependent on that. I still feel dopesick after like a month of not doing opiates, but only when I'm not on at least 3200mg of gabapentin. I lost almost everything that matters to me, but the drugs make things manageable. Let's all try to SMOKE MORE and CHILL OUT. BUMP
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High Strung - Thu, 26 Apr 2018 20:43:18 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Spent most of the day napping, interrupted by an email out to my up-and-coming PhD advisor at NYU. I know I sound like a broken record but this is some hot shit, yo, moving on with my life after a year of jack shit happening in my life.

Sundown just hit, so I'm breaking fast (iftar) right now with fettuccine alfredo with chicken and Sriracha washed down with a tall White Monster and 4mg Clonazepam while folding clothes. Afterward I'm gonna drink a medium-sized Monster, maybe pop 1-2mg more and spend the rest of the night watching The Wire and Darling in the FranXX. Don't need to wake up until noon-1pm so I can hypothetically stay up until sunrise being a lazy benz potato.

What's everyone's summer plans? How about semester Fall 2018 at university? Anyone in the middle of exams?
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Fanny Snodman - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 00:16:51 EST ID:fDHxYjaL No.141013 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141011
Spent the night ordering vinyl records I only had taped on from the CD's by my older cousin to 90 minute tape cassettes that made the 2 combined newspaper runs that contributed to my worsening of the big "I" Insomnia and now intolerance of caffeine, at least no more than one cup or a code red mtn dew per day. Man it's fun to have spare money to the point you don't give a fuck about shipping fees because your local new record store has distribution problems and can't get half of what I want and I'm surprised as hell to discover what they already have in the racks. I mean, they got some Razor and Slaughter records but can't order an album that's on fucking Epitaph.

Going to bed now,
>60mg temazz,

Keep it chill benzbruhs.
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George Pingerdirk - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 03:47:19 EST ID:nbYZ6h7u No.141014 Ignore Report Quick Reply
A felesguddose of clonazolam, small amount of Nifoxipam, 10mg memantine, and a gram of green zareena kratom w/ some cofe since I ran out of bud.

:)
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Ebenezer Crishforth - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 07:21:07 EST ID:CLGpzk1/ No.141016 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg eti, 900mg of DHC, 150mg pregabalin, beer - might add some more eit later, thank god my benzo tolerance is still quite low

it's gonna be a long, lazy day guys
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High Strung - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 08:33:02 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141018 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Binge-watched the first season of The Wire last night, it was fanstastic. Gonna be barreling through as much as I can of S2 after work tonight.

Got up early this morning (it's 8:32am), popped 4mg Clonazepam, ate a breakfast of hardboiled eggs, jam and toast, and 2 cups of coffee. Now I'm folding clothes, checking the news, and figuring out what to do between now and 5pm when I got work.

Until then, just gonna sip on my coffee, listen to NPR and BBC News World Service, and sip on a pot of tea while benzing the morning away. Now if only I could fast forward through summer to be at NYU....
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High Strung - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 10:06:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141020 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141018
UPDATE: boss called and said he doesn't need me for the next 2 days, and I have Sunday off anyways. This gives me plenty of time to go out and spend the weekend hunting for a new summer job, and besides it'll give me a few days respite from the job I hate so much.

Gotta admit, seeing my work # call me sent me into a panic attack and I needed to pop 2.5mg more of Clonazepam to pull the plug on the anxiety. Gonna benz until the early afternoon then make some phone calls/emails to find a decent TESL tutoring place for the next few months. Wish me luck.
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Oliver Hunnerway - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 13:52:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Bwb .5 clonazepam

Got accepted into uni for comp sci. Can finally get off the tools and back to school soon. Fuck yea
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High Strung - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 15:01:15 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141022 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141021
Congratulations, my friend! You know.... it's amazing how many college/grad students there are on /benz/.... I think that says a lot about the stress that modern higher education puts on all of us. Proud of us all, but at the same time it's kinda sad dude lol

Anyway, continuing to enjoy my day off. Just got back from a jog after a good strength-training. Now I'm reupping with 2mg Clonazepam and a Monster energy drink while binge-watching The Wire even more.
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Hannah Pibberbudge - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 16:30:43 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141018
I wish the second season of The Wire wasn't considered the weakest. Loved the first season, then I hear great things about 3,4,5 but I can't find thrill in the Baltimore marine rescue team and I watched the 5 first episodes...doesn't seem to lead anywhere. Please tell me it's worth watching the rest and then up to season 3 cos I was so bored, I prefered to rewatch older shows than continue on that venture.
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High Strung - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 20:55:39 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141025 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141023
Yeah I'm up to ep. 4 (got halfway through the episode, took a nap, got back up, chugged an energy drink, now watching the 2nd half) and i'm kinda like "OK guys, get on with it...." Interesting premise though! Having been involved in labor struggles through left-wing activism across my teens and twenties, corrupt union shit is kinda my jam.

Anyway, continuing on with my benz-the-fuck-up day with 3mg Clonazepam and another energy drink. It's gonna be a good night =)
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Reuben Tootbury - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 22:38:18 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141025
No Aleister Crowley symbols, mmkay? Might as well put in an all-seeing-eye and the statue of liberty tarot card with the towers on the left and right of it..
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Reuben Tootbury - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 22:40:50 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141029 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141028
Oh you were replying to me, then tubgirl with satanic imagery would have been okay....kinda.
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High Strung - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 22:52:14 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141028
Oops, wrong picture.... although I have a lot of OTO homies so I don't carry no hate toward Thelemic folks. Almost joined but then I went a dramatically different direction. Still attend the Gnostic Mass from time to time

Bumping on 2mg Clonazepam.... again.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 02:55:16 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141031 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg diazepam around noon.
Drinks with my lady at a bar/grill after work around 6:00 PM. Then, we went out for a movie and split a pint of Tito's Vodka with strawberry lemonade.
Recently took 50mg DPH, 5mg oxycodone hcl (roxidocone form), 15mg diazepam, and two saké bombs. I also had a very heavy 11.0% stout, Dragon's Milk, which is hitting me hard as fuck.
I am heavily, HEAVILY debating on taking another 10mg diazepam, a 10mg cyclobenzaprine, between 0.5mg and 1.5mg alprazolam, and another alcoholic beverage (either bombs or straight up 13.6% imperial stout).

>>141025
Keep up the positivity as you look forward to your PhD at NYU. We're all wishing you the absolute best! You got this, High Strung. You deserve it.
Are your research interests changing from your master's studies? If they are the same, what is your rationale to keep interests in a tight focus?

In regards to your previous comment in the thread on college. I am taking two courses over the summer and I start my internship this fall. It's all kind of a downhill slope outside of research obligations for a pre-dissertation and a dissertation for doctoral candidates that I am currently involved in. My own current research is still in its propsoal stage as of this semester (3rd major research endeavor is being sculpted to be my pre-dissertation for doctoral studies), which greatly excites me. Research is not for everyone, but there are immense benefits to the field that are established through research. Again, my master's program is 3 years long on average. Very atypical to be quite frank, but the experience will lead to further opportunities (e.g. teaching undergrads/grad students, supervising counseling master's students, etc.) that will help to pad out my CV before applying to doc programs later this year.

As for me, I am applying for doctoral programs this fall. I will graduate with my M.A. May 2019. Too, I recently turned 24 years old. I have mixed feelings about being in my mid-20s now. Alcohol and RX benzo abuse has seen a significant decrease the past week. I anticipate graduating from my doctoral program and post-doc studies before I'm 30 years old, so 2024 or before would be ideal.
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Isabella Smallcocke - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 02:59:11 EST ID:rPCxdwzl No.141033 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took 1mg Klonopin and four quarter milligram Xannies earlier and been so relaxed and social all night. What a great Friday. I don't know if this happens to other people but benzos can have the opposite effect that they are supposed to have, I get talkative and wound up but relaxed at the same time
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 04:01:50 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141034 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141031
Okay. 1mg alprazolam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine on top. it is going to be a long ass weekend, but school is already beginning to chill like a MF (DOOM).
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 04:04:22 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141035 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141033
Benzos make me much more social/talkative/willing to speak in a large pubilc setting rather than other drugs. I do not care much for stimulants and /dis/ as well as /pys/ would be inapprioriate for the majority of my meetings, conferences, speeches, and client conceptualizations.

in short: you are not alone. Many individuals with anxiety feel that benzos allow them to become more introverted while under the influence.
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Cedric Drinningspear - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 06:21:32 EST ID:CLGpzk1/ No.141036 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Here we go again, similar set up as yesterday, 4mg eti, 150mg pregabalin, 900mg DHC, two beers
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High Strung - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 08:43:19 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up to another morning of calling in "sick" to work at my current job to spend the day finding a new summer job. I think I'm close.... but until then, I'm taking 4mg Clonazepam and enjoying a breakfast of over-easy eggs, fluffy-as-fuck Pillsbury biscuits, and a piping hot cup of coffee.

Finished The Quran last night. Felt good man. Gonna spend the rest of the day filling out job applications online and finishing up my binge watch of the second season of The Wire. A simple weekend for a broke-ass humanities grad student lol.
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High Strung - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 12:37:18 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141039 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Pumping again, I know, but reupping on 2mg of Clonazepam after getting a phone call about some really bad news about my mom and maternal grandparents. Had to call out of work because I was such a nervous wreck (and need to spend the day filling out applications to pick up a couple of new summer jobs.)

Had to smoke the very last of my Lemon Kush too. Got a lot to look forward to, but DAMN is my current situation nuts-a-rino.
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Charles Nushfield - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 16:11:04 EST ID:q4Iwuj0Y No.141040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Woke up.benzed, and just popped 10mg diazepam a while ago. Been a pretty boring day so far. Will probably sleep a bit more.
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Angus Feffingbit - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 17:11:08 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141041 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141039
Thanks for the kind words high strung

> 1mg clonazepam

Today’s been whicked awful and nothing’s helping. God damn I need relief
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Angus Feffingbit - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 17:22:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141042 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141041
Okay .25 fLam. This outta make me feel okay. I swear my fLam dose on Thursday carried over well into Friday night. Good thing I only got 6mg left.
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Brain - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 19:22:32 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141042
Properly benz'd now. Hope these recent small dosages of flam don't fuck my tolerance too much. Making sure i'm extra cozy sooo

> .5 clonazepam / Girls scout cookie dabs

Hope everyones having an awesome weekend.
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Caroline Didgedut - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 21:07:21 EST ID:27hEgq3o No.141044 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>.5mg clam
>weed
>1600mg gabapentin
>2 beers
>about to go out drinking
Bumping while benzoed
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Fucking Wunkinway - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 22:36:32 EST ID:x+Y2xPvu No.141045 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping on 5mg diaz, .5mg klon and 10mg flexeril

Relaxing after Sixflags watching planet Earth, got some gaba and more vallium, might take some
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Fucking Wunkinway - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 22:37:51 EST ID:x+Y2xPvu No.141046 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141043
Dabbing on OG crumble
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Rebecca Dundlewell - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 23:33:23 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141047 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141042
Man, chewing on those tiny flualprazolam pills (that kind of remind of D4's sadly, subconscious associations everywhere) and the subbing the powder under your tongue brings in a huge rush not unlike the only positive I find with etizolam, especially really good blotter etizolam (easier to sub), huge wave of relief and euphoria starting from the head to the rest of the body, opposite from shooting up Dllaudid, where it comes from your legs like in an amusement park and then goes faster and faster to your head and then you're in this rush for 5 minutes. Well subbed fluaprazolam doesn't do that, but it's a lot like subbing etizolam, that's where the similarities end though, which it lasted a bit longer, it did, been 5 days since I take 1 to 3mg spaced out throughout the day.

The first time I put 2mg between my teeth and chewed and started to suckle though...BAM! I'll cut back and use my rx for the next week so I can get this back, it's not like I have so little. Although I can get powder and I have cool looking chemical-free cool looking blotter sheets. Although psychedelic designs would be kind of false advertising...but don't care, it would be for me only pretty much.

Goin' to bed, keep 'noddin if you take opi and benzos, otherwise relaaaaaax buddies.

>1mg flualpraz
>30mg temazz
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 01:55:45 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141048 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
16 hour total work day o_0. 9mg Etizolam, some green maeng da kratom and Sprite and cough syrup (not the codeine/good kind, lol). I am sick as a dog. Sudafed and cough drops and syrup all day.. I was the only one who could work.
My legs feel like they're on fire but I couldn't care less rn. Hanging out with my amazing bf and my equally special pup, and looking forward to seeing family tomorrow :D
Have a good weekend y'all.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 02:00:11 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141049 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141043
I'm so jealous of you guys that can get Girl Scout Cookies. I want to try it so bad. And in dab form!? My body is ready. Another trip to Colorado this summer is in order.
What are you up to, B?
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Ian Hubblestock - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 06:22:31 EST ID:JaF9QAjl No.141051 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141049

Dark web my N

I have had it a few times. It's not that great, smells nice and mellow like cream soda, smokes easy. I like stronger weeds that smack you in the face
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High Strung - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 07:23:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Granola and chicken nuggets + 4mg Clonazepam for breakfast while watching the sunrise. Now time for some coffee. Good enough start to a lazy Sunday.

Now the big question: start on S3 of The Wire, or continue on my paranormal podcast binge? Oh, the choices, the choices....
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Basil Hissleman - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 10:43:52 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141053 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141049
It’s a good mix of sativa/indica. Great taste and smell too. Defiantly prefer a nice full indica kush though.

Just chilling now Soph, hope you can taper down a little bit again soon. Woke up and proceeded to wake n bake and popped 1mg clonazepam. Time to eat and lounge all day
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 12:09:57 EST ID:2zjmNWux No.141054 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on .5mg clonazepam. Id like to finish this taper before I start reductions with my doc. Stopped being as isolated socially lately, almost forgot how hard it is to keep up to some people.

Welp time to get work prepped for monday

>>141049
I don't like to go on about strains but GSC is a extremely pleasant, definitely check it out if you get the chance. I wasnt aware of its hype when I had sampled it but I was impressed.

>>141053
A friend with a card gave me some of his B.C pk. Boy talk about an indica, i was one with the couch last night
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Hannah Buvingchig - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 12:30:39 EST ID:5E2uZ2pp No.141055 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141049
Can get all that here in UK idk why you can't it's not hard to make or import
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High Strung - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 14:14:54 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.141057 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg Clonazepam.

Decided to no-call/no-show at work today. IDGAF, I've only been working there 3 weeks and I'm not going to show any respect to a workplace where there are countless health code violations, constant shouting matches, blame-games, 2 fist-fights so far, constant racial slurs between the white and black employees (both the N word and C word loudly thrown about with no consequences from our bosses) and a management who does absolutely nothing about any of this ugly, hateful behavior.

Besides, I have a job interview lined up at one place and another job interview lined up at another later, and I just recently landed a part-time tutoring gig. Fuck it all, these people don't deserve my time or respect. Clonazepam, take me away.
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Basil Hissleman - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 14:35:16 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141058 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141057
I basically just did the same thing you this week. I sent a resignation letter later in the day and cut ties. Shit was exactly like how you described your job. Glad I’m out. Also wish I had a benzo script like you lol. Destroying my reserve.

> .5 clonazepam

Gotta visit my parents today so hopefully I don’t blow a gasket :D
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Henry Honeyfoot - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 16:04:42 EST ID:yD1gYFoM No.141059 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 1mg etizolam. Will probably take 0.5mg-1mg more later depending on how I feel
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Fuck Cavinghitch - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 16:19:47 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.141060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just licked a tiny dose of excess mdma i didnt know I had a bit ago, also downs 4mg etiz, feeling quite compounded in a lovely way bwb fools
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Fuck Cavinghitch - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 17:34:41 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.141061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141060
Added a cup of joe with milk, kaluha, clam, and more etiz pgadded for flavor of course
Life's good yall
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SashaButterfly🦋 - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 18:30:53 EST ID:anCgYwiq No.141062 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB

2mg of klonopin tons of weed

Just got my script. Doc upped my amount no questions asked. Said I was working with my new job so I needed about 20 more and he wrote my script for 25 more in and out, chill lil old Chinese guy. Good man,

I'm pretty high, I don't take Benz much scripted or as a druggie, so I been lit watching Preacher all day. Usually don't take this much but I am waiting on hexen I thought I'd have in the post by yesterday so knowing benzos are a really good way to pass the time (or in some more extreme cases lose a couple days) I am tryna benzonap my way to hexen cause I got shit all else going on rn.

Way I look at it, it's like going into topor like in Vampire or that MAD TV sketch where the guy "invents a time machine" But it's just a bed.

Also did I mention benzo chillins feel fucking great.
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High Strung - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 19:23:36 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141063 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141058
Yeah mate, I had to make a choice today between being unemployed for a couple of weeks or continue to be subjected to incessant verbal abuse, racial slurs, and threats of physical abuse (I was never subjected to physical attacks, but I was threatened with such and I witness to other people being physically attacked while the managers did nothing more than wag their fingers or give a proverbial slap on the wrist to the attackers).

Anyway, back home after a day of visiting with my folks. It was pleasant enough. Now taking one last dose of 3mg Clonazepam and watching Netflix until my roommate comes home. (He works at the same place I do and he said yesterday- my day off- he almost walked out mid-shift).

Sorry for another blogpost, I just needed to get this off my chest.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 20:28:09 EST ID:xqnuoGjq No.141067 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on .5mg clonazepam

>>141063
Da fuq? Where on gods earth do you work HS? (Rhetorical). Sorry to hear though.

I quit a job once because I couldn't stand the racist nonsense my colleagues spouted once. Wasnt directed at me, but was absolutely comical. It was like if stormfront meets the office. You have a highly legitimate reason to leave. I'd just document a few complaints, let them.continue to do nothing and then call the labour board. It can work as long as your complaints are documented and their "reprimands" are as well. Sucks man
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Phineas Noshdock - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 20:41:30 EST ID:rPCxdwzl No.141068 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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bumping on 1mg Klonopin plus 0.5mg Xanax.

>>141035
This is going to sound really fucked up and unhealthy but Benzos make me feel like I can be the person I wish I was, like Benzos allow me to not overthink social situation and I can just say what I think since I'm normally insanely neurotic and anxiety prone.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 21:16:33 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141069 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
I got completely addicted to O-PCE within 4 days and I used for 6 straight weeks, morning til night. Just flushed my stash 2 days ago after ending up in a hospital. I'm surprised by the amount of rebound anxiety. Not only am I depressed as fuck but my HR and BP are both up. Fibromyalgia/RLS is worse than usual.

I feel like such a shitty addict for not even being able to drop /dis/ without resorting to some amount of extra /benz/, but I'm trying to keep in minimal so I don't develop an worse actual physical addiction.
> 0.5mg Flualprazolam

Sorry for the blog post also. But had to get that off my chest as well.

Peace and love to all of you fine folks.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 21:18:47 EST ID:2zjmNWux No.141070 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141068
Meh, it is probably as unhealthy as you think, but its not uncommon or weird. I've accepted it for another med, and in my work met alot of people who've accepted that reality for an illness being treated.

Honestly, it comes down to quality of life. You really need to ask yourself if you need it or want it. Are you ready to be depenedent? Ready to go through withdrawals? Ready to reach a point where sleep won't come withour it? Know the dose needed will eventually increase even used as directed? Take it for the rest of your life and suffer cognitive decline? Ready to roll the dice on a lot other potential long term adverse effects? Long term usage of any drug has costs after years, thankfully most will leave if you discontinue it properly.

Benzos werent the drug that cured my illness but every drug with addiction potential that I've been rxd, Id make myself go into withdrawals so I could be confident in that call. If you aren't comfortable with those realities, its best to get off the train asap man.
Best of luck to you

Nb that comment just brought me back.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 21:25:08 EST ID:2zjmNWux No.141071 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141069
Tis cool man, im spamming up this thread anyways rn.

You go hard, Fiend, don't know what to say than be careful. Don't feel shitty for that reason though. I gotoff clonazepam and nicotine easily, and struggled with weed and caffeine. Taking 3 off days off d-amph makes me a wreck.
Dependence/addiction is a different beast for everyone, you can beat it.

Nb since im just spamming and not even benzd
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David Crabberwet - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 23:01:13 EST ID:n3IQU3v0 No.141072 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well benz, I'm currently somewhere between 3-6 mgs of etizolam and I'm feeling nice and cozy. Been redosing every couple of hours. The pipette that my solution came with starts at 2.5 ml which is 7 drops worth. So I let out 4 each time and go with what's left, which should be around 1.25mgs or so.

Anyway, /benz/ on brothers. This is my first time trying a recreational dose of etiz and it's nice, but a bit underwhelming.
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Phineas Noshdock - Sun, 29 Apr 2018 23:16:44 EST ID:rPCxdwzl No.141073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141070
I plan to be tapered off my dose within the next year or two, I've been on benzos daily for over a year so I'm sure I'm dependent but it helps me function
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 00:36:47 EST ID:X5/aET8V No.141075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141069
We're all here for support, Fiend. Always remember that. You can get past the O-PCE addiction. Don’t feel bad for needing benzos after getting off of /dis/. As long as this is what is going to help you then I don’t see the problem.
Stay safe out there.
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Henry Pirrybin - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 01:59:57 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141033
I get that, it's the purpose of the non-hypnotics insomnia pills after all. To get back to what you once were somehow. To me, xanax in normal doses and a little alcohol is one hell of a social lubricant. Too much Xanax no though, because it gets hypnotic at a point.

Clonazepam and booze goes well together when your tolerance to booze is good you drink enough that it even makes you save or respect your script to the T, which was hard for me at a point where it was just 2.5mg a day, I needed 3.5-4mg, got it eventually, but I partied so much when my only benzo was my HPPD cure script of clonazepam. Kinda like how clonazolam makes me feel too, very social,makes me very talkative, or type a lot if alone on my computer, I call it benzo typing.
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Henry Pirrybin - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 02:08:20 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141077 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141076
Also....I just woke up from somehow getting up during my sleep and walked to my office room and sat on the chair while on 60mg temaz and 2.5mg flualprazolam taken last morning when I woke up to eat but it was way too early, like 5h30. Woke up on my desktop chair in there, meaning I walked uncounsciously from my bed to the doorway of my bedroom to hall, and walked in a straight line to the doorway of my office.

I tend to do that when I mix any RC benzo with temazz eventually, I don't know why my body seems to say, hey, sleeping while sitting is better! Might be my low levels of apnea? No idea,

Pic related, put that album real loud on to wake me the fuck up,
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 02:36:53 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141071
>>141075
Thanks y'all. Means a lot. I don't post on /benz/ a lot but I've lurked more and more since /dis/ collapsed and really like the community here.

It's weird because at the time I was so caught up in the O-PCE I barely ever exceeded my daily Valium Rx (or Diclaz equivalent). And on the days when I was using very conservative doses of the O-PCE I was really convinced it was the best antidepressant ever invented. So now switching back only feels so productive, but on a day to day basis I have way more self control with benzos than I do with a fat bag of each snazzy new ACHA that comes my way.

My /benz/ addiction has been problematic at points, with higher doses just for maintenance than I felt good about, but I've never gone full "bartard" so to speak. Never blacked out even. Full K-tard though absolutely (or /dis/-tard but that doesn't roll off the tongue). Tons of blackouts on K, MXE, 3-MeO-PCP, DCK, O-PCE (and DXM). Falling into holes in public somehow even after building astronomical tolerance. Losing huge chunks of time to the loops. But again it kept sneaking back in in low doses as an "antidepressant."

On top of my nightly 10mg Diazepam I have
> 0.7mg Diclazepam
> 0.2mg Flualprazolam
Tomorrow I'm just gonna use a little extra Diclaz in the morning. It's better than resorting to a triazolo midday cause that almost always leads to a redose.
Have one of my favorite paintings (George Lemmon). I love pointillism.
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High Strung - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 02:39:47 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141080 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I said that I was done benzing for the night, but then my roomie gave me a bowl of free weed, which he recommended I take with a couple mg of Clonazepam.

So I did. Back to The Wire and a nice 2:30am pot of tea.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 03:21:50 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam, 50mg trazodone, and 10mg zaleplon
Off to bed!

Oh, I also had 4mg clonazepam after drinking steadily with my fiancée's family the other day. It was refreshing.

>>141079
The /benz/ community is pretty damn solid. I hop on /dis/ now and then, but I felt like things were starting to crumble a few years back when trips were taken away.
Holy hell did I love MXE and K throughout my undergrad though.
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Shit Sallerbirk - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 08:56:09 EST ID:Fug2rcKt No.141083 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Do you guys take L-Theanine or other supposed gaba upregulators, like on that list from longecity I've seen posted around a bit?
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George Wammerhare - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 09:10:17 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141084 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141083
I messed around with L-Theanine. Tolerance builds quick but it honestly work's decently to be honest. Nothing like a benzos but does have a calming effect. Although to achieve this caffeine had to be mixed with the Theanine. Will buy some more when if i struggles with tapering.

> .25 clonazepam

Hopefully i can keep it under a mg today. Peace Ya'll
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George Wammerhare - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 09:19:16 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141085 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141079
Best of luck Fiend. Keep that head high. You'll make it past this and be stronger than ever.

NB
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High Strung - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 11:09:05 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141086 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up, waked-and-baked with 2 bowls of some Sour Diesel, popped 2.5mg Clonazepam, put on the coffee pot, and sent out resumes to 3 new job potentials.

Now checking the news (BBC, RT, PressTV, al-Jazeera, and The Guadian are my morning "newspapers") while repacking the bowl and refilling my coffee.
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High Strung - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 18:39:51 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141089 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping AGAIN, starting with
>2.5mg Clonazepam
>3 bowls Sour Diesel

Landed a new job already woot,, but it doesn't start until a week from today. So I'm gonna stay up all night smoking weed, binge-watching Netflix, and listening to goth records.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 19:58:31 EST ID:dc3HAhmn No.141091 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alptazolam.
About to take another 0.5mg alprazolam. Today’s brutal!

>>141089
Solid album and nice table.
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Molly Foblinghall - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 20:56:12 EST ID:CVV7WP6e No.141092 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141089
Fuck yeah technics 1200, but that's that in the middle of the vinyl? Is it some sort of screw on chrome thing to keep the record tight? I'm a freaking DJ and I've never seen that. cheers.
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James Paffingwater - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 22:42:27 EST ID:yomdo5S5 No.141093 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1.5mg clonazepam after the shittiest day in a while, hope you all are doing well.
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High Strung - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 23:04:15 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141094 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141091
>>141092
Sadly this is just some random pic I found in the folder on my computer that contains my FLAC version of Floodland. One of my top 10 favorite albums of all time, and I plan to buy a good vinyl setup once I get settled into NYC.

Anyway, settling down into bed after 2mg more Clonazepam, a huge fat jay while listening to Floodland. Gonna smoke one last bowl in about an hour and then fall asleep to cornball paranormal podcasts (current favorites: "Bigfoot: The Truth Told!" and "Dogman Encounters"). Pic related for obvious reasons.

LOL, night everyone!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 01 May 2018 02:26:05 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141095 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another 10mg diazepam. 0.25mg alprazolam every hour or so to avoid rebound anxiety. Also, I am nursing a bottle of Jameson (it was half full to begin with) while making revisions for my third research proposal.
The plan is that this will proposal will become my pre-dissertation after I complete my M.A. and start my doctoral program.

>>141094
What turntable companies have you looked into yet (if any)? Technics, Music Hall, Pro-ject, and Rega all make great turntables that can range from around $500 to $10,000+ depending on your taste. I wouldn't advise spending more than $2,500 or so on a turntable. You'd be better off investing in a better cartridge (needle) in many cases anyways.
Orbit's U-Turn is only around $200 and has a lot of the features of audiophile turntables, but I have never met anyone who actually owns one.

Personally, I have a Music Hall MMF 2.2 with an upgraded Pro-ject cartridge, which was around $550 with tax. Too, I upgraded the felt slip mat that came with the table for a cork slip mat. Some people like cork. Some like rubber. Rubber dampens out enough sound that I don't fuck with it, ever. Cork also helps to decrease static compared to the hell that is a felt slip mat. The cartridge was a free upgrade - normally $75+. Amps aren't that big of a deal. Craigslist or whatever you're into could yield a solid amp for $50-$100. No sense in spending over $100 for a damn amp. Speakers are all based on your style, too. Speakers get so god damn expensive that I am done discussing them.

Pic related
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 01 May 2018 03:45:33 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
10mg cyclobenzaprine + 10mg diazepam + more Jameson + 0.25mg alprazolam bumps on the hour
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Hedda Puttingtadging - Tue, 01 May 2018 04:43:46 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.141098 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg flubropam in my coffee like 10 hours ago
Still feel in grand, might take a baby bit of clam
Fuckin FINALS WEEK BITCH writing papers giving presentations taking exams and doing well all while benz'd 😎
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High Strung - Tue, 01 May 2018 08:01:23 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141100 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Happy International Workers Day, comrades!
Waked and baked with 3 bowls of Sour Diesel, took my morning dose of 2mg Clonazepam, and am celebrating with a big breakfast with a piping hot cup of coffee.

Will probably Skype with my Chinese and Russian friends sometime today =3
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Phineas Didgewetch - Tue, 01 May 2018 13:18:35 EST ID:HPhldKgZ No.141102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i know this is a great decision.
just gotta eat these pills to keep myself from ripping my hair out, no problem.
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Henry Grimhall - Tue, 01 May 2018 13:55:52 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141103 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> .25 clonazepam / 3G red Borneo
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High Strung - Tue, 01 May 2018 17:13:55 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141105 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam (1mg chewed, 2mg popped)
>2 bowls of Sour Diesel at 4:20
>A couple of cups of Bigelow Constant Comment tea

Now sitting around in my boxers, listening to NPR news (makin' me feel boozhie af), and skimming through Danbooru fan art.
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Sidney Hibblefoot - Tue, 01 May 2018 18:40:09 EST ID:iXUbx3WV No.141106 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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6mg xanax, 2mg klonopin, 10mg ambien, 150mg butalbital (barbituate) and half a liter of 100 proof vodka. hoping i wont die but ive done worse
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Sidney Hibblefoot - Tue, 01 May 2018 18:42:20 EST ID:iXUbx3WV No.141107 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141106
sorry but double post but you all got some fuccboi doses. nb
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 01 May 2018 20:18:29 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141108 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141107
> Doing lower doses of a drug because of a different set of desired effects makes you a fuccboi
1) I'm pretty sure using the word "fuccboi" unironically is the most fuckboyish thing to do.
2) Also many people here have done those type of doses at some point and don't do it regularly because they don't want to worsen what can already be a crippling addiction.
3) Also you've got a trash weed.
nb
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Betsy Blythedock - Tue, 01 May 2018 20:33:03 EST ID:iXUbx3WV No.141109 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141108
1) you fell for easily noticeable jokes to piss off users of this
2) name someone else on here mixing seconal, heroin, fentanyl and butalbital etcl in their benzos.
2)who said that my weed? it is though and was taken with a bad camera. for 50$ for 34g its not bad. heres better pic of it
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Betsy Blythedock - Tue, 01 May 2018 20:39:49 EST ID:iXUbx3WV No.141110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141108
okay i was being stupid know people do doses like i almost got sent to the hospital earlier for the mixture when i added fent hcl.
I haven't posted ina while and i remember you fiend so I didn't mean to disrespect but ficcboi was a joke my dude. nb
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 01 May 2018 21:41:10 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141112 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141110
So it was not unironically. I apologize for allowing my jimmies to be rustled.

There are other users from here and /opi/ that would do those types of combinations and 2 of them are dead. Lost an IRL friend to some massive downer cocktail including /benz/opi/ and more.

Be careful out there.
Nb
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Brain - Tue, 01 May 2018 22:25:55 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1mg clonazepam / .1 clonodine / .5 lorazepam / 10mg zaleplon

Feeling chill as fuck. Used a lil too much clonazepam today but at least no opi
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Lydia Wunningwater - Wed, 02 May 2018 00:03:56 EST ID:fzlW/nkI No.141114 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141109
>look at how big my drug dick is I do more than yooouuuuu!!!!
K buddy
Bump of .25mg etiz ;)
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Wed, 02 May 2018 00:10:49 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Major body pain and tension so I did a bit large edible. It's kicking in ; ) 8mg Etizolam throughout the day, two dabs also. And 2 beers.
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Dextrolord - Wed, 02 May 2018 01:25:59 EST ID:otLJhWlg No.141117 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Just popped 3 bars and am scoring some more on the way to my pad as I post. Starting to feel very chilllllll

Much needed after my weekend in jail. Just 8 more to go... Oh well

BWB MOFOS!!
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Hamilton Commlebanks - Wed, 02 May 2018 13:58:33 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Didn't wanna get fucked up before physio but fuckkk it. I sometimes get paranoid outside when i'm too high lol

> .5 clonazepam 4g Red borneo kratom lots of bowls (FUCK COMBUSTION) 15mg vyvanse
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High Strung - Wed, 02 May 2018 17:49:24 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Went job hunting today, actually had a good first interview at a new head-shop! Wouldn't that be a great summer gig for a guy like me? :P

Now lounging around in my boxers, waiting for dinner to finish, 3mg Clonazepam, and watching some BBC crime dramas.
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Fuck Crucklebanks - Thu, 03 May 2018 00:37:45 EST ID:/2QyQOU/ No.141132 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141129
I used to manage a head shop.

Fuck that line of work. You're about to find out that stoners are actually fucking annoying as hell. Lmao. Also, if they sell meth pipes and crack pipes, you're gonna be dealing with those people, too.
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Jarvis Wendernudging - Thu, 03 May 2018 01:49:25 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141133 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141124
1mg more clonazepam / 10mg zaleplon

I can’t sleep even with extra Benz :/
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Jenny Drocklehadging - Thu, 03 May 2018 02:11:27 EST ID:dZSRGYoq No.141135 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1.5 mg xanax after a nerve-wracking day. going to catch up on sleep.
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James Pinderstag - Thu, 03 May 2018 02:46:17 EST ID:lMjAfGYy No.141136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>10 mg diazepam
>beer and vodka

i feel drowsy
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Fanny Crivingshit - Thu, 03 May 2018 05:57:24 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.141137 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took 12mg flubromazepam about an hour ago
5 minutes ago I plugged about .3mg clonazolam
Never put my drug in my butt before but holy shit I'm chillin hard. I have quite a tolerance so the 12mg flubropam wasn't effecting me extremely much, but a couple minutes after plugging clam I'm feeling the dopest rush of benzphoria I've probably ever had
Hot damn you guys if you haven't and have pg solutions of benzos, put that shut in your ANUS it's wonderful
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Junkie Jesus - Thu, 03 May 2018 08:30:51 EST ID:iXUbx3WV No.141141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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5mg clonazepam, 200mg butalbital, 100mg seconal, 2mg xanax and 25mg of vietnam import heroin
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Charles Brookhood - Thu, 03 May 2018 09:28:43 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141142 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141141
see you in another life, shiiit.
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Phineas Pavinglitch - Thu, 03 May 2018 09:50:23 EST ID:x1E9MLIx No.141143 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141141
jesus why dont you just bang some midaz up there while you're at it you crazy bastard
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Jarvis Wendernudging - Thu, 03 May 2018 13:06:41 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141146 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141142
Holy fuck y’all gave me a good laugh ahah. In all seriousness hopefully junkie Jesus doesn’t nodd off into eternity
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Jarvis Wendernudging - Thu, 03 May 2018 15:47:40 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141147 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Fuck ya got into my second choice for uni. Things be looking up. Hopefully I can get off benzos and just use as needed during my studies.

> 2mg clonazepam 20mg codeine 80mg odsmt 4g red Bali
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High Strung - Thu, 03 May 2018 17:06:11 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141148 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today was a good day, tonight will be an even better night.
Spent most of the day chillin' on 3mg Clonazepam (still enjoying that buzz.... loooove me some long-lasting benzos).

Tonight's gonna be fun though: a friend of mine who is a locally-known comedian is hosting a sketch at a local bar/concert venue called "The Nerd Love Game," which is going to be a parody of the old Dating Game show. I'm gonna be playing the Weeaboo character, so it should be a blast.
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Fanny Crivingshit - Thu, 03 May 2018 18:51:14 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.141151 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, finals are over. I scraped by this semester but now it's time to party
Drinking and downed a mg of clam so far
Should I eat an 8th of mushrooms guys?
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Jarvis Wendernudging - Thu, 03 May 2018 19:28:46 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141152 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
2mg more clonazepam for tonight. Already feeling nice
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 03 May 2018 21:35:06 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141153 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Watching Jumanji with the bois. 6mg Etizolam and dabs, a few beers throughout the day. Back to work tomorrow after being sick for a few days. I tend to take waaay more etiz when I'm at home and bored, and it's been like 5 days. Hoping to get back into the groove tomorrow.
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High Strung - Thu, 03 May 2018 22:49:52 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141154 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Damn, what a good night
>Saw a couple of old friends
>Lost the Dating Game in the comedy sketch but the audience thought I was hilarious
>Ended up making out with this strangely cute and wholesome 40 year-old guy whose birthday it was
>Got home
>Neighbor was outside, smoked me out with some Blueberry

Now chillin' and watching Netflix while baked and benzin' on 3mg Clonazepam. All in all, I'd say that's what you call a good night!
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Charlotte Branningbanks - Thu, 03 May 2018 23:49:12 EST ID:5h4rEWY9 No.141155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've been sick, and tried to push out tonsil stones with my thumbs (may or may not have seemed like a great idea thanks to modafinil). Now it fucking hurts to swallow. It's like being orally raped every time you swallow.

Phenobarbital+videogames really seemed to take my mind off constant salivation and pain. Good shit.
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Doris Tootson - Thu, 03 May 2018 23:53:44 EST ID:rPCxdwzl No.141156 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 0.75mg Xanax+1mg Klonopin+12 grams red thai
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Rebecca Sackleforth - Fri, 04 May 2018 00:11:02 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141157 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Shit. I hate when things get tight and I have to monitor how much of my own rx's and how many of the RC benz I actually use. Yeah I got some others in the safe, but they're not that great, 40-50 Serax 30mg, a dozen Librium 25 and 2 triazolam Pfizer brand name, but they're from a now dead IOP that was so great and the owner the nicest vendor on the clearnet I knew.

But to keep with my regimen, I have 5 temazzies 30mg and 1 1/2 flualp 1mg tabs left. Renewal for my bromazepams is Saturday. I hate taking temazepam during the day when I got nothing for GAD left, just increases tolerance to it and you're not gonna fall asleep after having had an evening nap. So I'm gonna have to split that one complete 1mg tab, which are so damn tiny, some of the smallest pills I've ever seen, when it comes to RC benzos in "pellet" form, they look like a real pharma press, same yellow as Dilaudid 4's too....everything reminds me of better days today.

I guess I'll pull out some of those 250 flunitraz blotters that are in there, I really didn't want to, but it looks like mail will get here only next week. Sure, I could waste the Serax and need 120mg at least to feel it, I keep it as my "break glass in case of nobenzos" shitty crutch of a benzo. Also the 4-5 (I'm really trying to get a script for these Frisiums, clobazam sucks I know, it's mostly for seizures, but it's also used for anxiety, I want to accumulate a good amount so that in case of a disaster situation I wouldn't worry about seizing out, never happened to me, but one cannot be too careful.

>my 3x10mg valiums I got left untill refill day (in a week, thank fuck I got that bromazepam script my psych doesn't know about) BWB, still feeling the afterglow from that flualp though. It feels like Flubromazepam after you've slept, this slight antidepressant activity Xanax and its child that almost was, Deracyn (Adinazolam...one can order some, but it's expensive, stuff that isn't potent where you need over 30mg to feel doesn't suck per se, just too fucking expensive usually).

If you don't believe me about that one, look at Deracyn or Adinazolam on wikipedia as a starting point and look deeper after that. Deracyn was likely killed off because it was gonna eat through SSRI's. Anyway, flu-alp seems to have similar properties, I only got that effect from Xanax the first few times when I had my first benzo script ever, xanax 0.25 4 times a day to counteract the awful side effects of the Paxil, could have been any other, but Paxil is the worst when it comes to those shitty antideps, the 10mg paxils "to start with", they shouldn't have upped the dosage to 20mg, that's where I went batshit, I know its not the first time I mention that here and it's been what...10 years now. At least now all my medical records say I fall into a mixed state or a manic state from all SSRI's that not even benzos can stop so that benzos and some mood stabilizers fine with me (I'm allergic to Tegretol, Trileptal and Lamictal), only Topamax (anti-seizure/mood stabilizer med) and removal of Paxil cold turkey did the trick). Thankfully then my only addiction then was to THC, I could not handle this shit these days. Ramblin as my eyes open and close and my head nods despite my will, so, night.
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Rebecca Sackleforth - Fri, 04 May 2018 00:22:17 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141158 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141155
...tonsil..stones?

Man, get some antibiotics, if not allergic to penicillin, it's perfect for mouth/throat infection and not too strong. Only ever heard of kidney stones, and I only remembered that I was already at the hospital, where I took a sleep study, and as I went to the bathroom, just about to leave, I piss orange/reddish and it hurts as hell . They gave me a button for shots of Dilaudid, shot me with something that destroyed any kidney stones I might have in my bladder and a funnel in case I got one in my urethra but I didn't end up pissing one, although I don't remember much at all from those 2 nights (they kept me even longer because a CT scan gave them a false positive on my liver, and they had to do another, 12 hours later, with iodine that time and it was all for nothing, they likely destroyed the stones in my bladder but it was just mostly me getting high on Dilaudid every 45 minutes for 36 hours heh.

I rather not google image tonsil stones, but if you speak of that dried tiny balls of cum-looking things I've seen a thread about on /b/ here years ago where people who had that one hell of a problem in my opinion...brush your teeth twice a day at least and use a mouthwash ffs.
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Charles Brovingshit - Fri, 04 May 2018 01:28:38 EST ID:8XSU1M0e No.141160 Ignore Report Quick Reply
0.5 alp, energy drink and bongrips
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Charlotte Bribbledock - Fri, 04 May 2018 02:28:34 EST ID:W5Cu4eww No.141163 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141136
me again, i already drunk and i take 20 mg of diazepam, i really like do benzos with alcohol
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High Strung - Fri, 04 May 2018 09:15:18 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141168 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waking and benzing with 3mg Clonazepam, an energy drink, and now about to walk down to the local diner 2 blocks down from my crib for some breakfast.

Happy Friday, everybody!
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Isabella Webbertutch - Fri, 04 May 2018 12:54:03 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141174 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
So I got about half a g of etiz powder that is not 100% etiz. Shit scared the fuck out of me months ago. Been staring at this bag recently so I decided I would test the shit. I was more interested in what it was cross contaminated with. I did a marquis and ehrlich for shits too. Anyways long story short it’s got some type of synthetic opioid in it. It doesn’t always react but it’s showed me morphine/codeine at least 3/5 test. Instant garbage.

Anyways stay safe ya’ll. Now bumpingg

> 2mg clonazepam x 150mg odsmt
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Isabella Webbertutch - Fri, 04 May 2018 12:58:06 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141175 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141174
Keep in mind too this was from a heavily trusted vendor that has been around since the early 2000’s. Honestly was the gold standard imo.
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High Strung - Fri, 04 May 2018 17:16:42 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141180 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping again. DAMN what a good day. That 3mg Clonazepam kept me chill across the day. Had a successful (as in got-the-job) interview at a local head shop as a summer gig before I move, got a free meal at my favorite Turkish restaurant because the owner was in and I know him pretty well, got news a homegirl of mine is expecting, and then I picked up a 1/4 of Bubblegum (saving most of it for Ramadan though).

Went to lay in the grass and read Rumi afterward, some neighbors rolled by and I ended up smoking them out. Now I'm back in my room smokin' another bowl and chewing up 2mg Clonazepam. Should I order pizza tonight?....
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Brain - Fri, 04 May 2018 18:53:44 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141183 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141180
You WILL order a pizza tonight. By the way, isn't saving bubblegum kush for Ramadan a bad idea? Any kush makes me destroy my pantry.

> 4mg clonazepam fuckkk it
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High Strung - Fri, 04 May 2018 20:13:32 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141184 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141183
Ha ha, yes, I ordered that pizza!

Anyway, no, during Ramadan I won't be smoking until after sundown, as per custom, so daytime munchies will be no problem. It'll make iftar dinners lit as fuck though.

NB cuz didn't reup but still benzing.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 04 May 2018 22:09:53 EST ID:itdnEgbm No.141186 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on 0.5 mg clonazepam

Went two days without the stuff, although it wasn't planned. I can probably halve the dose or potentially hop off soon.

Fuck me, feel like I'm fucking up my work. I have the bad habit of self sabotage and being self critical to fault, so I really need to take a step back. I was so fortunate to get this opportunity, i feel as if I cant make a mistake. Bringing back remnants of ye old anxiety, and that ever present depression, ah well gotta deal as it comes.

Apologies for a blog post.
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Brain - Fri, 04 May 2018 22:28:09 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141187 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141186
> I have the bad habit of self sabotage and being self critical to fault, so I really need to take a step back. I was so fortunate to get this opportunity, i feel as if I cant make a mistake

Basically me in a nutshell. I'm sure you'll be able to hop off soon. Keep up the good work. That tapers looking good.

RIght now my tolorance is fucked and this 4mg aint doing too much. Adding a couple beers on top. Gotta taper down again soon. Don't worry about the blog post tiny. I honestly enjoy your posts
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Fri, 04 May 2018 23:52:20 EST ID:Fdwj+bFo No.141188 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141186
I relate to just about everything you said. Hang in there. You’re doing really well and are really close to the end.
Nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 05 May 2018 01:39:10 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141189 Ignore Report Quick Reply
50mg diazepam, 3mg alprazolam, and booze. Went to the bar for a few drinks then I bought a mid-shelf bottle of silver tequila to celebrate my Hispanic heritage. Fuck cinco de mayo, but I’m down as fuck to drink. My lady and I are watching the season finale of the third season of Black Mirror. Afterwards, probably a David Lynch film.
Getting some oxy 30s tomorrow, too. Oh man! Half of that pill will fuck me in the chest.

>>141186
Bro! You’re good. Don’t even think much of it. You use less benzos than I do and I’m still productive. Hang in there, TinyTrip. You got this.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 05 May 2018 02:21:53 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141190 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141187
Good luck guys! I hope your tapers go well. I think I took more etiz than I needed tonight, 8mg, because I feel a little TOO out of it. I need to remember this when I'm trying to taper but my body's like "PUT 10 MILLIGRAMS LIQUID DOSE INTO YOUR MOUTH NOW".. I'm relaxed but not in the most pleasant way. Like, I know I'd probably be happier if I just stuck to a smaller etiz dose, weed and kratom.
Anyway. Long 12 hr day today, 14 hour day tomorrow. Kill me.
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Brain - Sat, 05 May 2018 03:04:11 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141191 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5 beers shit ton of weed and now some zaleplon on top. Feeling pretty godly god damn
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William Dimmerford - Sat, 05 May 2018 07:56:24 EST ID:LNwDOxRY No.141195 Ignore Report Quick Reply
not even 8am on a Saturday and already ate a bar and smoking a joint as a write this gunna play God of War all day probably. I hate waking up every day at like 7am no matter what., last week I got shit faced drunk in the hopes of sleeping until like 10am, I think I passed out at like midnight and woke up even earlier at fucking 5am how does that even work?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 05 May 2018 09:13:42 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141196 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141195
I don’t mean to be patronizing, but I feel like we need a stupid questions thread.
How does it work? Well, benzos and alcohol act on GABA-a. When you’re drinking and/or getting benz’d you may fall asleep easily, but you do not get restful sleep. Basically, when drinking/taking benzos you do not fully cycle through all of the stages of sleep that normally occurs.

nb no benzos
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Clara Hellerlitch - Sat, 05 May 2018 16:36:57 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.141203 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141196
How come I frequently feel well rested after I get benzed the night before? Like much better than going to sleep sober

Unless I take too much benz, then the next day I still get a residual buzz and is groggy as shit

Bumping, roughly 1.5mg etiz. Hungover but I got nothing to do all day so I will just lie on my bed
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Phoebe Geblingbin - Sat, 05 May 2018 17:02:17 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.141204 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Do you guys do the thing where every day when you take your benzos at a certain time of day and you think about the version of you that is present at each of those dosing moments and laugh as you know this is merely one link on an endless chain of benzodiazepine (and other drug) induced apathy

It's scary for me nowadays, because I don't give a fuck about the fact that I don't give a fuck anymore.
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Doris Pevingbury - Sat, 05 May 2018 17:25:00 EST ID:OGnbzDba No.141205 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141196
That's true about benzos and sleep architecture, but alcohol is a different case as you actually wake up earlier due to glutamate rebound.
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High Strung - Sat, 05 May 2018 19:01:00 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141206 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Lazy-ass day. Been smoking Bubba Kush pretty much round-the-clock today, just smoked another one before popping 2.5mg Clonazepam and washing it down with an energy drink. Time for Darling in the FranXX and True Crime Garage (great podcast btw).
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Brain - Sat, 05 May 2018 19:26:04 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141207 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141196
ahaha good idea. Honestly might make that shit.

> .25 clonazepam

No point of anymore cause my last night 4.5mg dose really did't do all too much :/
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 06 May 2018 00:17:46 EST ID:Fdwj+bFo No.141211 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Ah fuck it. I’ve been really good all week. 8 days since I flushed the O-PCE and I’ve only used more than /benz/ maintenance Rx once. But refill day was yesterday. I got my beautiful blue TEVAs back. I just had to indulge a little.
> 20mg Diazepam
Gonna have a calm evening with the wife. Smoke a lot of weed. Fuckin’ fuck all the bullshit, y’know?

>>141206
I find it really funny how meticulously you keep track of your cannabis consumption HS. I don’t think I smoke that much more than you but I don’t fucking count so IDK.
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Graham Honnerchut - Sun, 06 May 2018 07:56:23 EST ID:LNwDOxRY No.141216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141196
Interesting Doc, should be noted that I wasn't on benzos when I drank that night, just smoked. But I feel like this never happened when I was younger I would get fucked up and just sleep. Maybe I'm just remembering shit wrong or too used to just getting up early everyday. Also bumping about 8am Sunday took a xanax bar and smoking a joint now with my coffee; also God of War is pretty fun anyone else play it?
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 06 May 2018 16:21:37 EST ID:itdnEgbm No.141224 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on .25mg clonazepam

>>141188
>>141187
>>141189
This boards userbase is pretty awesome I must admit. I made a typo on that, was bitching about my descent into stretching my amph usage into work rather than the taper, but the SLAYER rocked, love that about /benz/.

Shockingly, the taper has been unbelievably smooth, i feel fortunate to have self-tapered twice and never once went through the "hell" we all hear about. Honestly my real concern is I'm becoming dependant on d-amph for more than health reasons. I get that its necessary for my health but I'm totally blurring the lines. I couldnt pump out the # of reports/reviews/analysis for my work without it. Shits a scary thought, since i do need it for medical reasons, just can't seem to stop using them for practical reasons.

Ah well appreciate the support, the posters here rock and make one of the most neglected boards awesome. It was a shitty day that day so thank /benz/.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 07 May 2018 01:51:00 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141235 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam right... hold on... NOW!

>>141207
Well done, Brain. I think your question regarding snorting clonazepam was a solid troll. Personally, I like the thread. We've had similar ones in the past, but they never stuck around because people weren't looking for them.

>>141216
That's just the issue. People always say, "I get the best night's sleep on benzos/booze," but they aren't getting quality sleep. I always wake up early as shit when I drink more than a few drinks the past year or two.

>>141224
/benz/ support squad is on point, Tiny! I think enough of us here have gone through some real shit that not only do we want others to do well in their lives, but we want to support those who are going through a rough patch. We all hit rough patches. We've all been there at some point.
As for the blurred lines I can definitely say that that can happen with any addictive mediation that is deemed medically necessary. Nobody wants to be addicted to any medication, but lines become blurred. When PRN becomes a situation like: well, my phone just died so I'm having a panic attack... time to pop some alprazolam! Then, you're fucked. Or a situation like: Damn, I didn't get enough sleep last night so I might as well pop 60mg IR dextro-amphetamine to stay focused.
Hang in there and keep reminding yourself that while this is a medical necessity that it also helps with other aspects of your life. Acceptance can be a beautiful thing. Maybe d-amph is just something that you'll need for the next 10 years rather than until you're 90 years old.
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Frederick Papperham - Mon, 07 May 2018 19:13:31 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.141244 Ignore Report Quick Reply
as per usual, chasing the fleeting calmness of klonopin

just trying to hang in there...
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Phoebe Sunningman - Mon, 07 May 2018 21:07:50 EST ID:fQ546oo1 No.141245 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg diclaz and a small line of hex
Getting the day started right in Las Vegas :D
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 08 May 2018 03:56:19 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141248 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
This afternoon: grapefruit juice + 10mg diazepam

Now: 15mg oxycodone, 10mg diazepam, 50mg DPH, and three beers

I am celebrating the completion of my third major research proposal and the completion of my second year of graduate studies.
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Brain - Tue, 08 May 2018 11:00:14 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141250 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Been able to manage pretty easily at .5 clonazepam at night for the last couple days. Kinda bit the bullet and got 1g of etiz coming in soon. I plan to just sit to just sit on this for the ineveitble benzo apocolypse blanket ban.

So I’m kinda bumping .5 clonazepam from last night. Woke up to some black diamond kush dabs and I’m just chilling with residual benzo buzz and a great body stone
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 08 May 2018 14:22:17 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141248
How much potentiation do you find you get from GFJ and or Cimetidine? I've tried Cimetidine before and didn't notice much difference, if any. Is GFJ better? I know that Bergamottin is a stronger enzyme inhibitor than Cimetidine. Has anyone tried Valerian? Also a good CYP 3A4 inhibitor.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 08 May 2018 14:23:08 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141252 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141248
Oh I forgot to say congratulations!
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Albert Sarrygold - Tue, 08 May 2018 17:20:16 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141253 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
>1 mg clonazepam 8g kratom 25mg Diphenhydramine

Feeling good and got nothing done today :D
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 08 May 2018 21:10:45 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141254 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Oh right. Social anxiety. That's why I got benzos in the first place. I have such a hard time sitting still and relaxing into a social situation.
> 20mg Diazepam
Now I can not hate everything I say the moment it comes out of my mouth. Weed time!
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Hannah Worthingfoot - Tue, 08 May 2018 23:55:28 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.141256 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg klonopin and a bunch of weed
too bad i still feel shitty
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Dextrolord - Wed, 09 May 2018 02:23:30 EST ID:otLJhWlg No.141258 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
3 bars down the hatch

Finally feeling better after a 3 daylong heroin binge with no sleep

Hopefully I can pay my rent this week!!!


BWB and hooray for bad fiscal decisions
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Jarvis Blablingledging - Wed, 09 May 2018 18:18:56 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141271 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
My dumb benz’d ass decided to apply to a bunch of jobs for the summer last night. I’ve now ended up with 3 interviews cause I applied to 12+ places. Now I’m not really feeling it but these are actually good jobs. I wanted time for my back to get better but I’m starting to dig into savings so I panicked last night. My back/ass is still killing me constantly.

> 1mgclonadpM / chain smoking joints

This will probably do dick for me which sucks. I really wanna get benz’dddddsd
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Caroline Fonningwill - Wed, 09 May 2018 19:05:54 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141272 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141271
Okay 1.5 more clonazerazzlepam
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Caroline Fonningwill - Wed, 09 May 2018 19:30:03 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141272
OK no fucks now. Checked out my voicemail and at this luxury dealership i applied for wants me to come in for an interview. I was only planning to work the summer and go get a degree. Shit son i could be teching on fucking supercars. OK enough blog posting and spamming sorry folks

> 1mg clonazepam 10gkratom bali/borneo red BEER
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 09 May 2018 21:45:39 EST ID:itdnEgbm No.141274 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Bump on 0.25 clonazepam and some GSC

Got a new doc, they seem nice and more importantly competent. The benzo thing is a big deal in their practice and since my anxiety doesnt even respond to them, we agreed to let me finish up a taper off my rx

Looks like ill be "tapering" over the next few months (tapering means stockpiling)

The only rough part is that I know them in an environment as more than a patient so I really need maintain 100% compliance.
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Brain - Wed, 09 May 2018 21:53:46 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141275 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141274
Best of luck tiny. You're new doc sounds like my psychiatrist. Motherfucker claimed I didn't need benzos and decided to give me stims for my add to add to my anxiety. I don't really take my vyvanse much anymore.

Anyways best of luck staying off /benz/. You'll be alright, you seem strong willed (unless it comes to marijuana ahaha). Your an inspiration to hop off the benz as corny as that sounds
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 09 May 2018 22:02:21 EST ID:itdnEgbm No.141276 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Bump on 0.25 clonazepam and some GSC

Got a new doc, they seem nice and more importantly competent. The benzo thing is a big deal in their practice and since my anxiety doesnt even respond to them, we agreed to let me finish up a taper off my rx

Looks like ill be "tapering" over the next few months (tapering means stockpiling)

The only rough part is that I know them in an environment as more than a patient so I really need maintain 100% compliance.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 09 May 2018 22:11:08 EST ID:itdnEgbm No.141277 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141275
>>141276
That was a weird delayed double post

And thanks man, appreciate the comment and support.
Weirdly, i have yet to hit any wd symptoms. If anything im just proof that benzo wd has a slim chance of not being hell

I'm sure I'll still be active here. This site got me interested in my current field, and posting here lets me talk about some of the more taboo aspects.

Haha yes the herb seems to be a hard one for me (my sleep sucks). Normally if i can put up with a few days I'm cool.

I'm not sure I'm addicted ( definitely dependent on it), but d-amph is probably the only thing I wouldnt give u. However, thats a quality of life call.
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Martha Sashdure - Wed, 09 May 2018 23:56:00 EST ID:3hq1tz4u No.141282 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg xanax, wax and edibles. super high, and ready for bed.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 10 May 2018 00:49:03 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141284 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg diazepam when I woke up. Finishing up counseling clients for the semester and saying goodbye to all of my consistent clients at the counseling center has been one hell of an experience. Shit is going to get heavy this fall and next spring at the outpatient hospital I'll be interning at.

30mg diazepam, 2 beers (16 oz. High Life), and a glass of Glenfiddich 12.
I think I'm going to take another 20mg diazepam + 1.5mg alprazolam. That sounds nice. Although, more Scotch would be nice too but I have been saving this last glass for the last 5 or 6 weeks.
Damn, and I still have 15mg oxycodone waiting. Fucking oxy 30s, man. Idk why people are hitting me up with oxy 5s and 30s lately. Hydrocodone 10s, too. I feel like all of my friends in their late 20s to 30s are just going to start snorting heroin when the prescriptions stop getting filled. Nothing against heroin, but I'm afraid of fentanyl hot spots.

>>141251
GFJ causes more CYP3A4 enzyme inhibition than cimetidine (i.e. stronger). So yes, objectively and subjectively it is better. As well, grapefruit juice isn't going to fuck your body up but you can only take cimetidine a couple times a week without risking bodily harm (eventually).
Also, GFJ greatly potentiates opiates. GFJ and /opi/ can be rather dangerous to anyone who is opiate naive. Even the 15mg oxycodone that I took the other day 6+ hours after having GFJ had me FUCKED UP. Much harder than taking, say, 20mg oxycodone.

Thank you! I am excited that I have come this far, but I still have a decent way to go. 1 more year of master's studies and I'm applying for doctoral programs in late fall of this year.

>>141277
No double posts! Damn it! Ah, I'm kidding. You've been an asset to /benz/ since you started posting. Stockpile away. As you know, benzos are great for coming off of /stim/ or for a rainy day. Bring the taboo topics and you'll have an audience and posters to converse with.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 10 May 2018 01:45:36 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141285 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141284
I took all of the aforementioned substances (diazepam and alprazolam).
Ended up taking 15mg oxycodone (roxicodone), 150mg DPH, another beer, and another 0.5mg alprazolam. Still, more single malt Scotch would be ace.
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Doris Shakecocke - Thu, 10 May 2018 04:09:51 EST ID:pbVjTIOs No.141290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>1mg Etizolam
>7.9 Standard drinks.
>5mg diazepam (Took this morning)

I away spitting lines like I'm on the freeway.
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Phyllis Drummleput - Thu, 10 May 2018 08:43:03 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141296 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141290
Woke up at 4:30am, went to bed right after supper last evening. Woke up with a rebound sinus headache (don't have pseudo pills right now, just an oxymetazole spray and I took the last OTC promethazine 50mg cap I had left with 400mg advil. Then

>.5mg flunitrazolam
>30mg valium
>8mg suboxone

I feel better now, headache gone, promethazine unclogged my sinuses, now all I got left is shitty 50mg generic benadryl. Those OTC prometh caps...they're out of the 25mg ones...the 50mgs are so fucking expensive! 5 cost me close to 20 bucks. The brand name Histantils have to come back, they're supposed to...since like 2 years, hence why all pharmacies are having them custom-made, although, I can only easily get it from my regular pharmacy, about 5 other nearby pharmacies, I wasn't lucky and showed up at each of them while the most hardass pharmacists were on the job and they either refused to sell it to me despite my real as fuck need for them, dust and pollen allergies are killing me. I'm a week or so in advance for my hydroxyzine script...argh...I should feel happier but when I'm properly benz'd and can think of my issues rationally, I see how irrational others act, and it's not because they have a health problem...well, not physically. A pharmacist who refuses to sell you OTC promethazine to take at night or when the sinus headaches are really bad and you're already taking desloratadine(Aerius) during the day is one shitty hardass. Makes them a lot more money from selling them OTC than someone showing up with a script for it, the pricing is completely different then.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 10 May 2018 11:40:36 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141299 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Day off. I feel straight guilty having a day off now. It's so fucked and it gives me anxiety. Sooo... 6mg Etizolam and an edible down the hatch. Have some White Vein Bali kratom to help with the any pain in my muscles. Would like a quiet day to do nothing, I deserve it once in a while.
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Ebenezer Hivingwater - Thu, 10 May 2018 12:55:45 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141300 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141296
I’ve tried the same around my area and it’s the same shit. I went to 3 and none would sell me them while giving me a stink eye. Last time I tried when I was generally sick and they still wouldn’t give it to me. The opioid “crisis” is ducking everything up.
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Brain - Thu, 10 May 2018 14:10:11 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141301 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
> 1mg clonazepam 10g Kratom / residual 10mg Lisdexamfetamine dose

I think all the clonazepam is building up and i'm just not noticing how fucked up im getting. I know this 1mg dose aint good but fuck i wanna feel alright. Got a big interview tomorrow but its later in the day so i CAN'T get fucked at all until later in the day. Kinda need/want this
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 10 May 2018 19:17:34 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141302 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141299
Bumping with another 6mg Etizolam. I've been sick for over 2 weeks, missed about a week in total of work due to having to call in. I HAD to, I couldn't stop coughing and it was a NASTY cough. My nose was also dripping like a coke fiend. I'm afraid my bosses will want a doctor's note, and all I have is a prescription from the free clinic because I have no insurance. I just.. Don't want to get written up later for it. Worrying all day about it.
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Matilda Wimblepedge - Thu, 10 May 2018 20:14:27 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141301
Another .5 clonazepam/3G kratom. Beer on top. It’s the only thing that potentates tris shit to make it good
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Martin Gummerfoot - Fri, 11 May 2018 11:20:35 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141318 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141303
>45mg diazepam wishing my flap order gets here today, its about time, normally I don't wait more than 8 days and today's day 8.

I could take some flunitraz blotter but I'm not. I will only if the thing doesn't show up. I feel alright, not great, to feel great, I need both the diazepam and bromaz, and I gulped away my stupid Lectos served 15 day at once in 5 days...that's from rising my tolerance with flualp and flunitraz used at the same time a month ago, wasn't smart, but it made me save so much diaz..
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Hedda Hendledale - Fri, 11 May 2018 15:56:59 EST ID:owniWwph No.141321 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Waiting all day to get stoned/benz’d cause of an interview and I honestly don’t think I did that good of a job. Employer wanted references at the end which is okay but I had this situation happen before where they called all my references and I still didn’t get shit. Oh well that’s life. I feel like 1/2 people liked me. I was hoping to feel good after this but guess not soooo

> 1ng clonazepam / bowls on bowls
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Matilda Wimblepedge - Fri, 11 May 2018 17:10:05 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141322 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141321
Just coming back for another 4mg clonazepam. About to tnw 10g of red Bali and then I’m off for beer
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Clara Nudgebanks - Fri, 11 May 2018 18:36:00 EST ID:LNwDOxRY No.141323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got home from work about an hour ago and ate a bar as soon as I got home drank 2 mikes harder and smoked a joint. Felling nice, how often do you guys mix benzos with alcohol?
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Brain - Fri, 11 May 2018 19:46:12 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141326 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141323
too much, not recommended

nb
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 12 May 2018 01:25:07 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141332 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Not a good day. Not a good day at all.
> 10mg Diazepam
> 0.5mg Flualprazolam
I take 10mg Diazepam 2x/day I never feel it unless I dose more benzo with it. If I take 20mg at once I can feel it distinctly, or if I take Flualp (or other RC) I can feel both, but the 10mg on it's own just keeps me well. Don't really understand how that works.
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naked snake - Sat, 12 May 2018 08:25:24 EST ID:nYoxY5Oh No.141334 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
While getting for work I took my "I'm working a double shift today" cocktail, which started with
2400 MGS gabapentin
80mgs Adderall
30mgs diazepam
5 MGS of Xanax
.3 of a gram of carfentanil
Bump cuz I'm a happy camper
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Jarvis Greengold - Sat, 12 May 2018 11:12:05 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141336 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141334
God damn to imagine you functioning through that
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 12 May 2018 13:22:40 EST ID:KoXkEL0m No.141340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141334
Holy shit man, i was nodding to your cocktail till carfent. Hows that stuff?
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Phoebe Clonnerwell - Sun, 13 May 2018 03:42:19 EST ID:4w9hDGyz No.141346 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141334
Isn't 300mg[\b] of carfent a ludicrous dose? I mean, fent is dosed in micrograms and carfent is significantly stronger. Did you miss some zeros?
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Phoebe Clonnerwell - Sun, 13 May 2018 05:32:06 EST ID:4w9hDGyz No.141347 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141346
100x.stronger even. Also, fuck phones.
Nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 13 May 2018 15:06:41 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141352 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam + a shot of white rum when I woke up yesterday.
60mg morphine IR and 2mg clonazepam yesterday afternoon with booze.

Post bump.

>>141334
300ug carfent? Fucking hell. OP, that cocktail would kill most people.
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Isabella Bepperwater - Sun, 13 May 2018 16:05:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141353 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Big stim day so about to drop 1mg clonazepam. Going to have to throw out this bag cause i don'[t think i got thje strength to put it away orelse im up all nightn
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 13 May 2018 21:33:43 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141356 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I just took a 40mg edible soooo that should be fun.
5mg Etizolam and a few beers also. Watching the new Joel McHale show.. It's funny but not the same as The Soup : (
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 13 May 2018 21:36:08 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141357 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141323
Every fucking day, also not recommended.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 13 May 2018 23:12:32 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141358 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141352
I'm calling bullshit on the carfent. Either that or a typo and they meant 0.3µg. But also the dosage information on carfentanil is inconsistent. The "100x more potent than Fentanyl" number gets thrown around everywhere but nobody seems to know the therapeutic index. And the odd part about the fentanyl analogues is that they have a much wider therapeutic index than most opioids, but the unparalleled potency is what kills.
nb
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 14 May 2018 16:32:04 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141372 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Oh lord. Got a virus on my comp and almost had my identity stolen. Shut down banking transactions just in time. Jesus fuck I was actually scared. Now that it's over though I can enjoy the 20mg Diazepam I took to get through it.
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Hugh Sittingnure - Mon, 14 May 2018 20:03:10 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141374 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
bumping 1mg clonazepam

Got that teething hurt feeling from vyvanse. Probably clenching likke a mofo
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Mon, 14 May 2018 20:55:59 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141375 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141372
Oh fuck that was a whole ordeal. Turns out the virus and the bank were unrelated. The virus was just an annoying virus. But the bank shit was very real. Had to systematically delete every account for everything I had everywhere that had my real name on it. Closed my bank account. Gonna live off cash for a while before opening a new one
> 20mg More Diazepam
Without going into detail though I found out who fucked me, and I turned the situation to my advantage and stepped away with a net profit of my own.
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Hugh Sittingnure - Tue, 15 May 2018 11:14:02 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
>1mg clonazepam

Drugs are the only thing that keep me alive. Even then that’s starting to fade
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Hugh Sittingnure - Tue, 15 May 2018 11:57:45 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141380 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141379
>10mg clonazepam cause fuck it
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Frederick Semmermick - Tue, 15 May 2018 14:30:07 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141382 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141380
Wow...even when I was on 2mg twice a day of clonazepam, I found that having more than my actual dose of 4mg was a sort of ceiling, once I took 8mg and I just got paradoxical effects and unspecific anger, it fucks with the temporal lobes a lot since it's also an anti-seizure meds, some say its why c-pam causes paradoxical effects more than general benzos.

As for me
>50mg diazepam, 12mg bromazepam

My order of flualp is taking longer than usual, although it has taken longer than 12 days in the past, maybe I'm just lucky, but I'm used to getting my stuff from europe in 8-10 days. I'm not too pissed about it, since if I want to go full retard I got a really large sheet of 0.5mg flunitraz blotter, took one last night instead of the usual temazepam 30mg x2. Hope to god the order doesn't take the up to 20 days it sometimes take to get here. I'll have to start rotating between a couple vendors so as not to make similar envelopes to my name not come in every couple of weeks, although, the other is btc only, I hate buying btc because I think of all the btc I bought for orders and how in the money I would be if I just kept it, heh.
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Hugh Sittingnure - Tue, 15 May 2018 14:44:24 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141382
Yea it’s reckless but bad day and today and i wanna get fried. I don’t like long lasting benzos in higher tolorance but it’s all I got. Should be able to acquire etiz soon for those days I wanna get thag Benz buzz
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Hugh Sittingnure - Tue, 15 May 2018 15:01:42 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141384 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141383
You could be right. Unless it’s when I first started it seems to not do the same but I’m defiantly ducked up
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High Strung - Tue, 15 May 2018 19:34:27 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141385 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ramadan Mubarak everyone!

Tonight's iftar dinner is pizza, tomorrow night me and some mates (some Shia brothers and sisters and some non-Muslim friends) are gonna nosh down some upscale Turkish cuisine.

Until then, 3mg Clonazepam down the hatch and a couple of bowls of Bubba. Ya Allah, I am chill as fuck.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 16 May 2018 01:28:21 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141388 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam, Jameson swigs our the bottle, and an 8.0% IPA.
Final grades are in as of this evening: another 4.0 grad semester. Gearing up for doctoral applications already. Luckily my most recent counseling supervisor is a doc student in my program who is willing to help out with essays and back up schools. Good ass dude. My faculty advisor is worthless - bitch told me to apply to NYU or U of Miami. NYU would be bomb, but the funding isn’t there for me.
Finna get LITTTTTT on these few weeks before summer courses start.

>>141385
Celebrate on, my dude!
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Isabella Worthingson - Wed, 16 May 2018 08:08:47 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141390 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141382
Ended up blacking out a lil. Don't know what i was really doing after 10pm but i woke up this morning and all my weed is gone. I must of smoked like a chimney yesterday. RIP reserve stash

nb
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Isabella Worthingson - Wed, 16 May 2018 09:40:58 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141391 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141390
Okay I wanna die. Found I out I got ducked by workers comp and got paid Pennys for all the time I was off. Of course workers comp will never answer me. Fucking hate life

> 1mg clonazepam
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Isabella Worthingson - Wed, 16 May 2018 19:43:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141392 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
got my etiz in so things be a little better. Decided to get some more flam/try some clon. Wish me luck lel
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Isabella Worthingson - Wed, 16 May 2018 19:44:27 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141393 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141392
forgot to say

>2mg etiz and i feel greaaaat
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 17 May 2018 02:54:33 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141396 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Really tired but I can't sleep. 8mg Etizolam, two Coors, and trying a new kratom strain/vendor. I can tell it's working and making me super sleepy but anxiety keeps me up. Going to listen to Coast to Coast radio and nod off to that.
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John Greenway - Thu, 17 May 2018 11:04:58 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141398 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
1mg clonazepam / red Bali / marijuana
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Eugene Bardbury - Thu, 17 May 2018 17:26:34 EST ID:J1Pa/RDl No.141399 Ignore Report Quick Reply
0.25mg alprazolam
500mg phenibut

feels chill man
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 17 May 2018 17:49:55 EST ID:2w06hy7A No.141400 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
60 mg d amph
2mg clonazepam

Let get this train wreck moving
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 17 May 2018 23:51:59 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141405 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam after nearly getting t-boned by a car that forgot to yield on a state highway as well as a fucking tow truck slamming on its breaks nearly causing me to crash into the vessel driving at 65 mph.
Two shots of Jameson and an 8.0% IPA when I arrived home. Cooked up some shrimp with my lady. Then, I ate an entire grapefruit.
75 minutes following the grapefruit I took another 20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam. I’m feeling insanely chill. As such, a couple more shots or a beer would be ace —- I will likely partake. Fuck, I want some opiates.

>>141400
My man, train wreck in process.
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Dextrolord - Fri, 18 May 2018 02:25:47 EST ID:otLJhWlg No.141407 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Had a bar earlier, street stuff not really sure what is in this mischievous cocktail but I can tell it's benzie.

Also some wild white kratom all day

Now I'm drinking some more. I feel good but the pizza from earlier is making the beer less effective than desired.
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Martin Suvingspear - Fri, 18 May 2018 02:31:54 EST ID:3hq1tz4u No.141408 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141396
my dad used to put on coast to coast am before bed! i remember being freaked out listening to stuff about mk-ultra and crowd control techniques used in used, while he was sound asleep, during a topical storm.

i'm also on 1.5-2mg alprazolam, and i vaporized some weed + wax, and ate a 30mg edible like 5 hours ago. it's good
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Martin Suvingspear - Fri, 18 May 2018 02:32:45 EST ID:3hq1tz4u No.141409 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141408
*used in china. nb
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 18 May 2018 11:40:00 EST ID:2w06hy7A No.141415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump on .25 mg clonazzle razzle dazzle
so glad to have the day off. Got good news through work, theyre willing to pay for an expensive/semi-prestigious program i mentioned i wanted off hand one day

>>141405
yeah a bottle of wine later and waking up next to a best friend's ex.
Ironically, i chose to get train wreck tier so i wouldnt do that.

Glad no one was injured, Katz. I've been hit driving so many timrs its my only real source of acute anxiety lol.

Be smart with those opis Katz, i look forward to one day seeing "Dr.Katz" on PMD one of these days.
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dr. m - Fri, 18 May 2018 12:11:34 EST ID:L53tM/JA No.141418 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792

Visiting home for 2 weeks. I've been taking 0.5-2mg xanax/day after not having any benzos for 8 months. Tbh I don't really like Xanax euphoria wise. It's also way too sedating if that's not your goal.

I have an appointment with a family doc next week. I'm going to tell him I'm an opi addict so maybe I can get some help and salvage my relationships. Unfortunately I just found out that regular MDs can't script methadone for addiction treatment. While it wouldn't be too difficult to get clean again, the last year i was 8 months clean and it was the worst 8 months of my life.

Here's to hoping the doc might atleast script me a bunch of detox meds and refer me to an addiction specialist. I know I've told myself a million times not to do it because I'll never get an opi script again, but my tolerance is so high that pills don't even do anything for me.

BWB 0.75mg. I fucking hate the rebound anxiety with xanax, holy shit. Etizolam never seemed to be this bad without having a dependency.
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Shit Canningfoot - Fri, 18 May 2018 18:35:24 EST ID:Ryf16Xqm No.141422 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump on 2.5 mgs Etizolam. I've been trying to quit drinking and this is going to be the first Friday in 3 years I haven't had a drink thanks to this liquid magic. I've been drinking close to a 12 pack a day for about a year now and the damage that benzos can do in a week or so can't be anywhere near as bad as what booze has already done to my brain. I make a point to never dose 2 days in a row, and making sure that I have a strict schedule right off the bat should keep me from getting off the rails like I did with hooch.

I realize that I'm trading one vice for another but it feels like the alcohol is killing me at 26, and that's just too damn young.
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Nell Maggleson - Fri, 18 May 2018 20:16:26 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.141424 Ignore Report Quick Reply
more klonopin as i sink deeper into my own world of futility
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Phoebe Clorrywell - Fri, 18 May 2018 20:57:01 EST ID:D5H11kf4 No.141425 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>20mg Diazepam
>2g Magnesium
>20mg Propanaolol
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Archie Soddledock - Fri, 18 May 2018 22:35:13 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141426 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1.5 mg clonazepam too many beers to count bout to go rip a couple bowls
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Nell Maggleson - Fri, 18 May 2018 23:10:54 EST ID:yP5dJE+j No.141427 Ignore Report Quick Reply
more kpins more kpins
come on get benzos on every time
shadow word pain
rend, warlock curses
everything
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Charles Dannerham - Sat, 19 May 2018 02:19:36 EST ID:AhpJYzE2 No.141428 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can someone explain to a new benzo user what the main difference between benzos and opiates are?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 19 May 2018 12:46:14 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141431 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up in a state of immense panic. Sweaty as a mother fucking gymnastic coach with perverse tendencies.
15mg diazepam & 0.5mg alprazolam.
Fuck.
I started reading J.G. Ballard’s Crash this week. Beautifully fucked up. I love the expansion of the stalking, sexual and violence obsessed character from Ballard’s the Atrocity Exhibition.

>>141415
Oh man, a bottle of wine and clonazepam sounds like date/sex material.

I appreciate the kind words. I’ve only had one major accident, which was back in 2009 when my mom and I were hit at 45 mph while at a dead stop. Fucker had his third accident that year because he was on his phone.

And yeah, I try not to take opiates often. Lately they’re all around me. Hometown, my little brother, my fiancée’s friends, my friends, family, just everywhere. A classmate 15 years older than me randomly handed me oxycodone at the end of a final two weeks ago.
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Archie Soddledock - Sat, 19 May 2018 15:03:11 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141434 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1mg clonazepam 10mg vyvanse 6g red Borneo kratom
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Walter Murdspear - Sat, 19 May 2018 16:32:43 EST ID:IcaaIr4b No.141435 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141428
opiates are more of a pleasurable drifty feeling while benzos are a "im just chilling" kinda feeling. not really a whole lot of pleasure just relaxation
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Walter Murdspear - Sat, 19 May 2018 16:33:36 EST ID:IcaaIr4b No.141436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
enjoying a nice lazy saturday, doing my work online and playing morrowind bwb
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Thomas Bevingwater - Sat, 19 May 2018 19:08:29 EST ID:J1Pa/RDl No.141439 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141428
my friend who browses who's a marine combat vet (operation Iraqi freedom) uses to benzos to numb the pain of all that horrendous shit he saw in during his tours of duty.

"feeling numb and like you just don't give a fuck" is how he explained it to me.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 19 May 2018 21:16:58 EST ID:BS7DRfjB No.141440 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3mg of cloanzepam a bottle of wine, some excellent weed and a piano. Some tinder hook up later. Time to get sloppy.

Got shitloads more of each and d-amph, does /benz/ recommend any adjustments. I think theres soms zclone available too.
Totally bailed on a friend w benefit to do this lol. I should reevaluate my priorities.

>>141431
Yeah except doing this with a lesbian though is more erratic than any BPD individual I've been wifh (a shocking amount)

Hence why I'm being pretty recreational (for me) tn
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Charles Gimmerfig - Sun, 20 May 2018 12:42:26 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141446 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1mg clonazepam

Probably getting scammed on some clam/flam but at least I got some etiz coming in. Had a good rating too, kinda hoping it’s just delayed but doubt it
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Cornelius Worthingbanks - Sun, 20 May 2018 21:17:03 EST ID:ZuYpWzIX No.141451 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been dosing clonazolam and taking edibles all day. I have no idea how much but fuck I feel good
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Nathaniel Sopperdag - Mon, 21 May 2018 07:26:29 EST ID:3uILchrc No.141456 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Mang 3 mg clonazepam some weed, an energy shot, an energy drink and I'm feeling perfect
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Wesley Brookforth - Mon, 21 May 2018 13:17:55 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141457 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1.5mg clonazepam

Completely destroyed my reserve stash when I didn't have any other /benzz/. I gotta see my doc for another script this week and i'm hoping he continues to give me them. I need an increase too but fuck he probably won't go for it. i want off but at this point i'm so anxious all all around. /rant sorry folks
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 21 May 2018 13:50:16 EST ID:2z9GvdGr No.141458 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam.
About to take another football if this anxiety doesn’t stop. Family issues out the ass and I’m in the middle of everything.

>>141440
Tiny, I only dated and fucked girls with BPD from ages 16 to 21. I didn’t seek them out, but they were wild as hell. Loved it... except for the insanity that would ensue.
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Wesley Brookforth - Mon, 21 May 2018 15:04:16 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141459 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141458
They are wild as hell and a great time but when shit hits the fan they are also wild like last suggested ahaha
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Charles Wankincocke - Mon, 21 May 2018 18:11:25 EST ID:OyWChHSL No.141460 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh poly drug addiction, you so crazy. Booze one day, etiz the next, booze, then etiz, etc ad nauseum.

Question for those grads out there, since etiz has a half life of 3.5 hours and Professor Asheton says in her manual for benzo WD, "In my experience, the only exception to the general rule of slow reduction is triazolam (Halcion). This benzodiazepine is eliminated so quickly (half-life 2 hours) that you are practically withdrawn each day, after a dose the night before. For this reason, triazolam can be stopped abruptly without substitution of a long-acting benzodiazepine. If withdrawal symptoms occur, you could take a short course of diazepam starting at about 10mg, decreasing the dosage as shown on Schedule 2. The same approach applies to the non-benzodiazepines zolpidem and zaleplon which both have half-lives of 2 hours."

Is etizolam in this range? I know it's an hour and a half longer half-life, but it's still very close to triazolam in terms of length of action. Just a thought. Bump on 1mg etiz.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 22 May 2018 02:17:23 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141465 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg diazepam, 25mg DPH, and 10mg zaleplon

>>141460
Etizolam will produce noticeable withdrawal symptoms if used daily and abruptly discontinued. The amount of etizolam that you are using (quantity), how often you are dosing (frequency), how long you have been using (duration), etc. will impact the withdrawal symptoms.
Triazolam is an ultra-fast acting benzo. Etizolam would technically be an intermediate, but fast acting thienodiazepine. I mean, we're talking about etizolam having nearly double the half-life of triazolam, zolpidem, and zaleplon.
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Archie Goodlock - Tue, 22 May 2018 04:28:46 EST ID:Y2VMsxs5 No.141466 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141465
I'm not talking daily. I'm talking every other day max. It will be fully eliminated by the second day no?
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John Forringlock - Tue, 22 May 2018 05:01:28 EST ID:05m51Lbt No.141467 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141466
Depends on the amount. Half lives aren't fucking rocket surgery.
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George Subberturk - Tue, 22 May 2018 05:38:36 EST ID:GlRIZmyE No.141469 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141465
yep, eti isn't that harsh on you, but expect some level of rebound anxiety even with low doses over course of few days
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Walter Honderstone - Tue, 22 May 2018 08:53:09 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141470 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141467
Yea shit, it’s almost like google and psyconautewiki are good tools to use. Pshh nevrermjnd I’ll just ask the bar yard forum
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Edwin Greenway - Tue, 22 May 2018 11:48:23 EST ID:6pfr+HZ7 No.141471 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141470
I'm new to benzos (thienos) and I'm just trying to learn from people with experience. I've already read up on psychonautwiki, benzobuddies, all that jazz. I just prefer talking to you all.

Anyway, 1mg etiz down the hatch with a nice glass of unsweetened iced tea and a rainy day off to look forward to. Might make some beats today.
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Walter Honderstone - Tue, 22 May 2018 12:46:30 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141472 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141471
Fair enough, sorry if I was a harsh. But yea I wouldn’t recommend every second day even at low doses of 1mg. It’s going to bite you in thr ass and days will pass faster than you know.

> 1mg clonazepam 4mg kratom
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 22 May 2018 15:20:47 EST ID:yNHZbh62 No.141473 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141466
>>141471
Dosing every other day would still put you at some risk for withdrawal, but rebound anxiety and insomnia would likely be the first noticeable side-effects.
How long have you been using etizolam in this manner for?

Also, some other posters can be hostile sometimes. I would suggest making separate threads for questions in the future, but it’s not a big deal.

nb
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Martha Honeywell - Tue, 22 May 2018 15:29:29 EST ID:IbGW7lpt No.141474 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141471
my advice is to stay new to benzos and get rid of the rest of that etiz, it's gonna make you musically retarded
>inb4 muh anxiety
get gabapentin
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Graham Fecklehine - Tue, 22 May 2018 15:32:58 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.141475 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141473
Going on 2 months now without feeling the need to dose 2 consecutive days.
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Walter Honderstone - Tue, 22 May 2018 18:33:58 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141481 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141472
> 2mg clonazepam

Got some flualprazolam/funitrazolam coming. Still need to get diclazepam again. Can’t wait
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Edwin Greenway - Tue, 22 May 2018 19:32:38 EST ID:6pfr+HZ7 No.141488 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141481
I'm interested in diclaz for tapering when needed. Seems like everyone on here that has tried it has really enjoyed it, and having a backup plan that has a long half life sounds like a smart thing to have on hand when doing benzos without any actual RX.
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Dextrolord - Wed, 23 May 2018 01:42:50 EST ID:otLJhWlg No.141491 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Ahhh today has been very chill. Imstaggered tramadol all day, bumped 1mg of Clonazepam around 430, then 1mg of alprazolam at 7 for my bus ride back to my town. Then I scored two street bars with I took while I put my last 2mg kpin and half a real bar under my tongue.

I also had some good kratom thru out the day and once the benz kicks in more fully I'm gonna drink a few beers and then smoke my point of good ol h.

And I got half my real bar left for tmw morning so work goes chill and quick.

Totally kind of makes up for my weekend in jail, but my phenobarbital made me sleep thru 40 of the 48 hours so it wasn't all bad.

I'm rambling cuz I'm benzie so I'll wrap it up with this,


LONG LIVE BWB!!!!!
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Braina - Wed, 23 May 2018 15:24:20 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg etiz/ .5 clonazepam
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Braina - Wed, 23 May 2018 19:08:01 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141505 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141500
Fuck ya boi got upped to 2mg clonazepam a day. God damn that’s sweet. Time to get fucked off etiz
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Braina - Thu, 24 May 2018 08:46:38 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141512 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141505
6mg etiz from last night. Could sleep all day
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Angus Bungold - Thu, 24 May 2018 14:56:50 EST ID:tWvdSVIS No.141515 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got home from a brutal day landscaping. 1 mg etiz for the first time in 2 days. Might take another later, but we'll see how my tolerance is doing. Day 2 of no booze.
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High Strung - Thu, 24 May 2018 18:20:59 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ay yo yo yooooo folks, it's Refill Day!

It's a scorcher in the ATL this afternoon, but I'm truckin' through Ramadan. Tonight I'm having Indian food and watching some Frasier while poppin' Clonazepam.

Currently on 3mg Clonazepam and feeling at peace.
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Augustus Cridgesitch - Thu, 24 May 2018 21:00:06 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141521 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> 4mg etiz/1.5 mg clonazepam
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High Strung - Thu, 24 May 2018 21:06:16 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
3mg more of my Clonazepam. Current eating shaag paneer and watching Nichijou before crawling into bed with paranormal podcasts. This, my friends, is what you call comfy.
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Reuben Brettingchotch - Fri, 25 May 2018 06:26:44 EST ID:LvQVaJUB No.141525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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just relapsed after 30 days sober. etiz. feeling serene. fuck it.
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Fuck Goodspear - Fri, 25 May 2018 06:55:28 EST ID:VofZIlfz No.141526 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Treated myself to 2mg Alprazolam after approximately 4 to 5 weeks of being dry, plus a single 10mg IR methylphenidate stimulant dose. Not really a recreational dose combination of course, it's mid day at the moment and I have housework to do, but the relief from the generalized anxiety disorder is so very much appreciated in this moment. Feeling calm, peaceful, and very slightly stimulated/focused/motivated. 'Imma go make myself a cup of coffee or maybe black tea, maybe have a small snack, and afterward thoroughly clean our bathroom.
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High Strung - Fri, 25 May 2018 07:39:58 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141527 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Woke up at 5:15am after an AWESOME benz-induced sleep
>Ate a humongous suhoor (pre-runrise Ramadan breakfast)
Popped 3.5mg Clonazepam and had a cup of coffee with a joint of Blue Dream
>Read the morning news on BBC, RT, and al-Jazeera while looking over my schedule for the weekend

What's everyone else up to today? I'm going to mosque for the weekly LGTBQ/Feminist prayer service than might hook Netflix-and-chill with a cutie. Either way my benzos are making me not give a fuck and so I'm up for whatever, even if it's just a day of reading comics and history books.
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Reuben Brettingchotch - Fri, 25 May 2018 10:03:54 EST ID:LvQVaJUB No.141528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141527

Sounds good. Currently re-watching The Bridge, sipping ice tea and contemplating my situation: >>141525

I was a heavy benzo user for a little over 2 years, managed to taper off completely last month... tried some etiz today to see how it affects me now (probably a dumb as fuck decision, I know, but it's done). I dunno what to think. It improved everything about today instantly. I smiled my first real smile in god knows how long. I was happy to be alive today. With the reduced tolerance I have now, it was the closest to the first-time benz feeling I've had in a long long time, which is just beautiful really. The thing for me is I read stories of tapering/quitting and everyone basically seems to want to get off to return to their stable sober life which benzos "ruined" for them... that's fine if you once had a stable sober life waiting for you to return to. Not me. Sober life for me is 24/7 despair insomnia + constant suicidal thoughts. I've got PTSD and a few other issues. Fucked in the head basically; by biology, not just life circumstances. I have certain mental illnesses that don't respond to regular psych meds and therapy is very hit and miss. On the other hand benzos allow me to at least get through the days without constantly thinking about jumping off a bridge. My usage got out of control previously yes, which is why I stopped, but now am thinking of getting back on but limiting to the few times a week it's really really needed... slippery slope yeah, but I've got enough experience now to know there's not even any point in pushing it more than that (completely fucked my tolerance before etc etc, could barely feel high doses anymore, live and learn). Idk mayne. Even opiates don't give me the peace of mind benzos do. I 100% would have killed myself at some point in the last 18 months if I hadn't gotten on benzos. They allow me to live, to breathe, feel somewhat normal. I really don't want to get physically hooked on them again but fuck it's so hard without them my decision here is a lesser of two evils thing at best.

NB for blogging and /qq/, just getting my fee-fees out don't know anywhere else where people might understand where I'm coming from here
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Sophie Murdgold - Fri, 25 May 2018 11:37:25 EST ID:1TavXUBx No.141530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg valium 3mg ativan 1mg snorted 2 mg subbed and 20mg ambien 10 oral 10 nasal

im go ne
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Molly Lightshaw - Fri, 25 May 2018 14:02:52 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Can’t believe I went through 10mg etiz in 2 days :D making sure to keep the powder in the safe.

Now just popped 1mg clonazepam with about 8g kratom and a couple joints
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High Strung - Fri, 25 May 2018 16:36:43 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141532 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today was a great day

Went to Friday prayer today, only to have the imam ghost on us.... so another dude and I ended up being co-imams and leading the congregation in prayer. My Arabic was strangely on-point.

Treating myself with 4mg Clonazepam and waiting for a good time to throw the kebabs and pilaf on the stove. Feeling spiritually nourished and mellowed out by benzodiazepines.
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Edward Bevingsotch - Sat, 26 May 2018 02:21:53 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
> 3mg clonazepam total today

Had a decent date and /benz/ kept me in check. Feeling decent
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High Strung - Sat, 26 May 2018 08:38:19 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Day off from job-hunting and going to the mosque, and my new job doesn't start until Monday-ish. So.... yeah, quiet Saturday inside.

Had 3 cups of coffee and a pot of English breakfast to be double-super caffeinated with breakfast this morning before sunrise, along with a liter of water. Gonna spend the day reading, meditating, and catching up with some online friends I haven't spoken to in a while. It's only 8:00am and I'm already feeling motivated.

To take the edge off the enormous amount of caffeine and water though, I've taken 4.5mg Clonazepam gradually since about 5:15am. I wanna be wired, but not restless or have a panic attack.... just enough to stay awake across the day but not be so benzed out I can't stay awake.

Gotta get that perrrrfect balance to keep me alert and chill. Good day to stay in too cuz it's gonna be hooooot outside today.
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Edward Bevingsotch - Sat, 26 May 2018 17:54:10 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
> 1mg clonazepam

Our social engineering is pushing our backs up against the wall. Some people will react in a stupid way. When the scale of fairness and equality gets out of balance people will react. Our PMs actions and policies are dividing this country like never before. Even his father, who was very divisive, couldn't match or predict the actions of his son. Just ask what a Canadian is today and what we stand for and you will get 200 different answers. We are a splintered country and anyone who can't see that is denying our Nations reality.... /rant fuck this place
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Ian Pirringbury - Sat, 26 May 2018 20:28:26 EST ID:rpBSGGiO No.141540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another day not drinking, another 2.5 mgs etiz. The week has been great as far as booze consumption, but my lady friend brought over a mixed 12 pack of nice beer yesterday and I drank every single one. It took me from 6pm to 3am but I did it and couldn't believe it. 2.5 mgs of etiz can't be nearly as bad for my GABA system as that amount of booze is.
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High Strung - Sat, 26 May 2018 23:07:17 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141542 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just had a friend over for dinner.
Then we smoked a fuck ton of Sour Diesel: 1 bowl together, 2 on my own
2mg Clonazepam
2mg Alprazolam

Currently sipping on a cup of Twinings tea and blazing a 4th bowl. Life is fantastic right now.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 26 May 2018 23:33:40 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141543 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Too much etiz. 8mg over the l past few hours with 3 cheer beers (don't judge me, I wanted to try the Smirnoff Red White and Blue that's supposed to taste like a Bomp pop popsicle). Some dabz. I honestly didn't need the 8mg Etizolam, I JUST found out I'm able to do a year of forbearance on my student loans, where before I was facing default and them garnishing my paychecks and seizing my assets like my car. EXTREME weight lifted.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 27 May 2018 01:26:40 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141546 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141543
Added 5mg because I felt like I deserved it after today's workday and day in general. Whhhhy do I do this.
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George Suzzlestone - Sun, 27 May 2018 03:06:28 EST ID:VdMrNS8f No.141547 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141546
Damn and I'm over here bummed that I drank a few beers after saying I wouldn't.
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High Strung - Sun, 27 May 2018 07:39:50 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141549 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam
2mg Alprazolam
A few wake-and-bake bowls of sativa

It's a perfect cloudy day to sit on the couch and do nothing except smoke a ton of weed
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Sophie Clottingwill - Sun, 27 May 2018 17:13:29 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1mg 6g red Bali kratom

Feeling like shit until I t&w’d the kratom. Constantly taking this shit now for a small buzz and just to keep the w/d’s in check. I shouldn’t even call it that compared to real opi withdrawal. Not even close to my odsmt habit that ended up with me getting nasty symptoms.
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Cyril Blatherbury - Sun, 27 May 2018 20:31:12 EST ID:EugO19ID No.141556 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping on 3 mgs etiz and 5 mgs flexeril just to try it out. I've seen enough people mention it in this thread as a combo, so why not. Feeling nice and relaxed.
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Simon Devingfodging - Sun, 27 May 2018 21:12:13 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141556
Good choice starting off small. I'm thinking you should feel pretty good. Don't think that would make you too drowsy. Get a lil caffeine in ya if you feel to drowsy
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High Strung - Sun, 27 May 2018 21:17:55 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141558 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ended up napping all day, feel kinda guilty about it but at the same time I had nothing to do today.

Woke up, made a sandwich for dinner, popped 2.5mg Clonazepam, packed a bowl..... will probably shower and pack another bowl in a minute.
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Cyril Blatherbury - Sun, 27 May 2018 21:18:26 EST ID:EugO19ID No.141559 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141557
Flexeril doesn't knock me out, per-se, but once I fall asleep I'm comatose for hours. 10mgs always seems like a little too much so I usually break em in half anyway.
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Simon Devingfodging - Sun, 27 May 2018 21:49:22 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141559
Wish i could get another script for that shit.

>1mg clonazepam to end the night
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Simon Devingfodging - Mon, 28 May 2018 03:51:13 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141563 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141560
Yea no still wide awake. Etiz FUCKS my sleep up for a few days when I cease usage. Swear this is worse than before. Kinda wanna throw everything that’s coming in :/

3rd night of fucking trazadone just to sleep and it doesn’t work. Melatonin/Benadryl does dick all. 1mg more clonazepam but I doubt that will do dick. About to pop some amph soon and just stay up. Holy fuck I don’t even want any more benzos
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High Strung - Mon, 28 May 2018 05:53:33 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141568 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Mornin' folks
It's time for my prescribed 2mg Clonazepam in the morning, supplemented by a bowl of that good shit.

Hope everyone has a good week!
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Julian Casablancas - Mon, 28 May 2018 09:45:29 EST ID:i3fcB4ky No.141569 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey guyz, dont know if anyone remembers but I made a post a while back about going to a new pysch where i was basically guaranteed benzos. Thankfully i was right and got scripted 90 .5s a month plus a beta blocker which is great by itself for when i dont want to be xanned out like at work and shit. Anyway just wanted to give an update. Gonna enjoy my memorial day off, lift for an hour and maybe go for a 3 mile run to make up for my last two lazy benz days where i slacked off
Nb cuz no benz til later
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Archie Cliddledale - Mon, 28 May 2018 18:43:24 EST ID:LPi5W6E+ No.141574 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4 mgs etiz and it's a rainy monday. Getting my hair cut tomorrow and then the job hunt begins. I've been cruising on my savings for a while, but it's time to get back out there. The routine is nice and getting paid is a serious plus.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 28 May 2018 19:56:18 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141577 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Post-weekend bump.
30mg diazepam Friday. Hit up a lake 3+ hours away for the weekend with my fiancée's family. Alcohol was abundant and I think I took 20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam on Saturday.

Drinks with my lady, now we're chillin' at the crib. 20mg diazepam, rum + pineapple juice, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine.

HAPPY BUTT FUCKING MEMORIAL DAY. On the real, thank you to all vets.
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Caroline Mozzleridge - Mon, 28 May 2018 20:25:31 EST ID:LPi5W6E+ No.141579 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141577
You're the flexeril trip I was thinking about. Ended up eating 5mg with my etiz last night and all it did was knock me out. Even gave me a bit of a hangover this morning. Any reason you prefer to mix it?
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High Strung - Mon, 28 May 2018 21:13:29 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Broke iftar, had some nuggets and fries
Popped 3mg Clonazepam
Smoked 2 bowls

Currently watching Diriliş: Ertuğrul and then it's off to an early, comfy bedtime. Fuuuuck yeah.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 29 May 2018 00:15:38 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141582 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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So long story short, I ended up working a 13 hour shift without me knowing I was going to have to do that in the morning. I usually take 3mg Etizolam in the morning and have coffee/energy drinks.
Totally forgot to take my 3mg morning dose. I look in my purse.... Nothing. I hadn't refilled it in a while.
*Everybody Knows Shit's FUCKED song playing in background*
Soooo I had some pretty bad panic moments today. Luckily, we weren't SLAMMED like I thought it would be (Memorial Day I. amurika, I'm in retail and lots of people see the sales...) but between two of us (one person called in "sick"), we made the goal easily, and got some shit done we don't usually have the time/energy to do. I was so wired from anxiety, lol. Gives me hope for the future when I start my full taper and completely am off any benzos. I survived the day and it went well.
My feet/legs are fucking killing me tho; so I ate an edible and some red vein kratom along with 4mg Etiz when I got home.
Have to be there again tomorrow morning to open, I neeeed to sleep.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 29 May 2018 00:17:28 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141583 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141579
Ugh, 2nd. I cannot do that combo. Like taking a quarter of a 10mg Flexeril will knock me out for 10 hours and I can't wake up in the morning.
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Archie Shittingbury - Tue, 29 May 2018 01:29:11 EST ID:htEPNmL9 No.141584 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bwb - just took 3 mg etiz and a quarter bar. bout to melt into the couch and watch some TV. Feeling comfy as FUCK guys.
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High Strung - Tue, 29 May 2018 06:19:10 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141587 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If you don't believe mac n' cheese + 2 cups of coffee + 3mg Clonazepam at sunrise is a breakfast food I don't need your kind of negativity in my life.
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balls - Tue, 29 May 2018 14:26:21 EST ID:K5InYMwY No.141592 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141587
Why not jalapeno mac n cheese and one cup of triple shot coffee? also sublingual pins.
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High Strung - Tue, 29 May 2018 17:37:37 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Short day at work (basically just opened and then sent me home), kinda thinking about jumping ship to another Mediterranean restaurant across the street.

Got home and spent the rest of the day talking a Salafi (Islamic fundamentalist) girl out of committing suicide over WhatsApp (her betrothed left her for another woman). I was successful, but needless to say I needed 2mg to take the edge off of spending 2 hours metaphorically talking a religious fundamentalist off a ledge.

Probably 2mg more will be in order here soon.
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Nell Crammlekedging - Tue, 29 May 2018 18:29:11 EST ID:em/ShTyB No.141598 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took some flmodafinil and drank some coffee earlier, took 1mg xanax to take the edge off. Bout to head over to a friend's and smoke some weed and then pick up some shrooms.
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Edward Gerryherk - Wed, 30 May 2018 02:23:04 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.141604 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB. Around 2mg etizolam dosed throughout the day. I should probably stop benzing so frequently soon but I feel so fine and normal on it
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High Strung - Wed, 30 May 2018 06:11:23 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141608 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another glorious morning in Atlanta.
Oatmeal with a dash of peanut butter in it, 2 large iced coffees, and 4mg Clonazepam

Not much to do today except walk to the bank around 9am (but then go right back home) so might as well spend the morning and afternoon feeling hurr-durr-durr.

Pic unrelated, just wanted to give you some Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei waifu goodness.
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Lillian Bungermod - Wed, 30 May 2018 12:36:41 EST ID:xQVrl9Bw No.141609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141608
i'd let chiri-chan kill me with a shovel
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Barnaby Chommerdadge - Wed, 30 May 2018 13:55:24 EST ID:2CFB5MRG No.141610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5mg Clonazepam to kill my heroin wds for good
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High Strung - Wed, 30 May 2018 15:33:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141609
NICE CHOICE! Chiri is my #1 waifu.... I love her fiery, strong-willed, and fucking PSYCHO demeanor. My hentai folder is filled to the brim with her.



.....That being said, I am currently in mourning. I found out that this morning that a friend of mine died of a heroin overdose just as he was in the process of getting clean. May Allah(swt) accept him.

See you on the other side, Sikkim: you did a lot for your community and spent every waking hour and penny in your bank account that didn't go to smack traveling the world helping with humanitarian work. It wasn't your time.

I guess it's time for 4mg Clonazepam, fuck it, probably even more later..... this is fucking me up.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 30 May 2018 15:45:38 EST ID:ZWh/opqj No.141612 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Wellll fuckkkkk meeeeee im opi naive as fuk

Took1mg clonazepam for a proposal i had to give td +60mg vyvanse
Partially tore my ligament and got some t1s from work. Took 4 this morning 32mg codeine, and suddenly im fucking puking at work acting drunk, and ended up lying on a floor nodding (i guess). My boss knows whatim rxd and my injury so this was fuckibg emvarassing. He just kinda laughed i think he thougbt i was bsing the how fd up i felt.

I dobt do opis and havent touched one in years but holy fuk i didnt thibj ykj could get fucked up off t1s even with benz.

Thank god there are 0 repurcussions and my coworker took over everything. Aced the proposal though but the questions after i was just trying to act sober, cringey as shit
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High Strung - Wed, 30 May 2018 20:37:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141616 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Final bump of the night I guess..... had 2 double cheeseburgers for iftar, watching true crime documentaries, and mellowing out with 3.5mg Clonazepam.

Damn I wish I had some weed......
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 30 May 2018 20:50:48 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141619 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg diazepam this morning. 10mg diazepam now + Dickel 12 bourbon mixed with semi-sweet tea.

>>141612
Enjoy your /opi/ experience, Tiny. 4 Tylenol 3s is NOTHING. Fucking wild, man. /opi/ + /benz/ synergy is insane.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 30 May 2018 20:52:13 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck it! Taking a shot and 5mg diazepam for that typo.

>>141619
are nothing*

nb
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Angus Sellernirk - Wed, 30 May 2018 22:56:00 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
1.25mg clonazepam

See you space cowboy
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Alice Crepperbury - Wed, 30 May 2018 23:47:17 EST ID:Y2VMsxs5 No.141624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mgs Etizolam after 3 days off. I'm handling this better than any RC benzo that I've ordered! It's moreish, but I've gotten to where I take it once at night to fall asleep every 2-3 days. No need to eat it every single day.
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Lillian Blollykutch - Thu, 31 May 2018 19:02:18 EST ID:70T5pqlP No.141629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Was up all night on stims
Now it's 4pm, I'm still on stims, and a bit of clam as well
I feel great in a tired kinda way
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Archie Wozzlebanks - Thu, 31 May 2018 19:22:38 EST ID:EEXtbFCp No.141630 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
2 beers n 1mg clonazepam
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Thu, 31 May 2018 21:19:49 EST ID:2X4ngL+O No.141632 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Well bump on 1mg of clonazepam and some durban poison and alien og.

>>141620
Ironically, my initial reaction was "fuck someone dosed me". Wasn't expecting that synerygy, strange as ive tried dilaudid before. 1st time with codeine, it is defintely not the pearl of opis.

I was actually talking with a med specialist when it hit so I was just telling myself its ok, no one KNOWS you're high as fuck. Although they are more admin than clinical nowadays.
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Cedric Dartfuck - Fri, 01 Jun 2018 11:53:24 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141639 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Fuck yea, /BENZ/ ON DECK. FLUALPRAZOLAM INBOUND
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Phoebe Wammlenark - Fri, 01 Jun 2018 11:59:22 EST ID:hu4Ejabq No.141640 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Currently in my third day of opi WDs, not by choice my source got fucked over and doesn't re up until the 6th so I'm shit out of luck. I was managing fine just smoking weed the first two days but the body aches and chills are getting to be too much today, so I say hello to my old friend Diazepam for some relief. 5 mg now, going to pop another 5 mg in a couple hours.
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Cedric Dartfuck - Fri, 01 Jun 2018 18:07:13 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1mg Flualprazolam

Interesting to see how this will be. Going to smoke a j while this hits
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 01 Jun 2018 20:46:47 EST ID:CyLvTdKk No.141646 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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25mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and booze
Lazy Friday.

>>141632
The synergy is R E A L !
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George Nipperstut - Fri, 01 Jun 2018 22:10:56 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141651 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141645
So far i'm impressed. 2mg total so far tonight

> 1mg Flualprazolam
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High Strung - Fri, 01 Jun 2018 22:51:01 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141652 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam
Tacos

Just turned on Alias Grace, a new period drama on Netflix, probably gonna stay up benzing and binge-watching it. =3
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George Nipperstut - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 19:41:27 EST ID:hOmWV+4Y No.141657 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
1mg flualprazolam and .5 clonazepam

Oh man this shit is nice but it’s potent. I posted some huge shit before but I could get it to go throgh but man does this shit hit hard.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 20:46:12 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141658 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Looong day(s) at work. Still kinda on edge from today, even though I'm home and relaxing. Depression and anxiety sucks. Was supposed to go to a party tonight but fuck, I'm too exhausted. And I work tomorrow morning. I've been doing well and not taking benzos at work. Instead, I'll use kratom (which helps with my chronic pain as well), or if I can't sneak to the back, I just suffer.
3.5 mg Etizolam now. Washing it down with a beer. I feel guilty and lazy for not going to socialize with my friends, but my body just isn't up to driving there and inevitably drinking too much and driving home drunk and being hungover in the morning.

I've been toying with the idea of talking to a doc about starting an antidepressant. I'm so depressed, never see my friends. No will to live, I don't see a lot of happiness in my future. Just this repetitive cycle. Has anyone else tried antidepressants during a benzo taper? Did it help? I'm desperado here.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 23:02:10 EST ID:iTT7NEEz No.141661 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg diazepam this afternoon.
Hit up the drive-in theater with my fiancée’s friends. It’s a double feature, so we’re all gonna be wrecked. A mutual friend handed me four 1mg clonazepam since she is out of morphine (15mg) and hydrocodone (10mg) for the month. She apologized for giving me free benzos instead of benzos AND opiates. Great woman. Too kind.
I took 2mg clonazepam and made a rum & coke an hour ago.
About to smoke a bowl of homegrown.

>>141658
No need to feel guilty. Life isn’t always easy. I’m sure that your friends understand.
I’m really sorry that your depression is worsening, Sophia. I hope that a combination of meds and therapy will help.
SSRIs/SNRIs do have their place, but I think they are overprescribed. With that said, you could stand to benefit from an antidepressant. Finding what the root of your depression combined with eating healthy, exercise, socialization, and healthy hobbies/outlets can work wonders.
We’re all here for support. Much love!
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 02:12:10 EST ID:lfjeTp1D No.141663 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Starting a taper tomorrow so enjoying my last night with
> 20mg Diazepam
And also facing significantly larger joints than normal.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 13:09:07 EST ID:ZWh/opqj No.141666 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141663
Were in the same boat atm
Best of luck Fiend
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Hugh Tootshit - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 17:12:43 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.141669 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mgs Etiz and it's time to take on Blighttown in DS remastered! I've never played a DS game on benzos before this week and I have to say, it really makes the game easier. No more stress rolling or anxiety about new locations, just cold calculated giantdad.
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Jarvis Blythestock - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 17:28:38 EST ID:gKYSUe1E No.141670 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141661
I take half a mg of clona to take off the curb of my emotions occasionally and maybe 10mg's of dia to be able to sleep if worked up pretty bad. Drugs are your friends, a crutch not a solution, Also hydro vs street methadone. Okay buddy.
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William Hebbledale - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 20:01:53 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141673 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
> 1mg Flualprazolam

Had .5 clonazepam again earlier in the day. 3rd day in the row taking flual. Gotta slow down i don't wanna get fucked on some RC benz
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High Strung - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 20:27:02 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141674 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Life's been good for High Strung.

Last night ended up going to a last minute 21+ anime-themed pool rave. Popped a bunch of Clonazepam before heading out, got there, blunts were blazin', edibles passed around, liquor pourin' hard, and hot bitches in bikini cosplay. Water felt great. Ended up getting 2 phone #'s too, so I got that going for me. (Starting the night off with the K-pins really helped, I tell ya wut)

Now I'm spending a quiet night in, watching the new FLCL and rewatching The Alienist while on 2.5mg Clonazepam and a small bowl of bud I found while cleaning the apartment today.

Like I said, life is fuckin' GOOD right now.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 21:51:56 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141676 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141666
Best of luck to you too.
Today I started. 9mg Diazepam instead of 10mg. Next week I’ll go down to 8mg, etc.
Propranolol is fucking useful.
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Edward Pennerwut - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 21:53:34 EST ID:INnlSvg6 No.141677 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141674
Oh shiiii the new FLCL is out. I'm not big on anime but its the only one I've ever watched. Im gonna have to get on that. The soundtrack for the first one is great to listen to while dissed

No bump cause not benzd :(
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William Hebbledale - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 00:57:47 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141678 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141673
Think i'm finally out of the water after using 6+grams of kratom for a couple months straight. Feeling a lot better.

> 1mg more flualprazolam
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William Hebbledale - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 01:51:30 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141679 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141678
I took1mg of flualprazolam and 100ug of flunitrazolam
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 04:42:17 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141680 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141674
Lmao. You're single, right? I hope so :D GET IT
Been a weird day for me. Worked hard, then, tired as shit, I went to a party my boyfriend's friend was having. Anxiety.jpg was making me not want to go, and I was do sore, but I forced myself to go, and I had fun. I really should do that more often. As I'm getting home, I'm taking 3mg Etizolam with some cimetazine... Washing it down with a beer. I think I've had about 6 drinks tonight, including a really nice vodka tonic the host made me. Not sure why it took me so long to buy a new bottle of Tagamet knowing how fucking well it potentates. Holy shit, I forgot, but I remember now 0_o.
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bb - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 07:05:28 EST ID:O5GKmOl4 No.141681 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Any Aus lads ITT? looking for advice on getting a GAD diagnosis, I have a psyc who will prescribe as long as I have a diagnosis (i know this because he did the same for my ritalin script, which i have since discontinued) anyhoo can i get a GAD diagnosis from a GP or do i need to see a specialist of some kind. I would really benefit/ enjoy a clonazepam script. Many thanks
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High Strung - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 10:28:59 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141682 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141680
Ha ha, well Sophia, I *am* single, but I'm also 1) polyamorous and 2) just looking for a fling, considering I'm moving out-of-state in 2 months. To quote George Michael: "My friends got their ladies, they're all havin' babies, but I just wanna have some fun...."

Bumping on a mere 1.5mg Clonazepam, just enough to allow the day to flow by and let me watch serial killer documentaries until it's time to pick up my paycheck and then call the weed man.
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Phineas Churrydark - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 11:43:55 EST ID:CoR/XLBF No.141684 Ignore Report Quick Reply
benzed from 1.25mg oral phenazepam, 0.625mg snorted phenazepam lmao, 150mg tramadol, 10mg snorted oxycodone, some Harlequin ass medical weed
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Angus Seddleleck - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 14:58:22 EST ID:/nKr9FU2 No.141686 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141682
polyamorous means you suck every cock you can grab?
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William Hebbledale - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 16:39:55 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141687 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Woke up feeling nazy as fuck. Starter died on my car so it's unreliable unless i clutch dump it while rolling. Decided to pop 1mg Flualprazolam after my late night 3mg Flualprazolam fiascos prior and chill.

Started to spontaneously call places around and find out how cheap i could get one. Find one for $80 with core so i decided to pop 15mg damp and holy fuck that starter was off in 5 mins. Called my buddy to grab the starter and smoked him up.

Came home and proceeded to make my shitbox live another day.

>1mg flual bong hits
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David Denderdack - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 21:25:10 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141688 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141687
3mg more flual. Fuck the damph
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High Strung - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 21:36:18 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141689 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141686
Sometimes yes, it gets to that level. Problem, officer?

Broke iftar with pizza, chocolate milk, 3 bowls of some potent Gelato (IIIIII think I'm good for a few hours there), and just chewed up 2.5mg of Clonazepam.

Currently jamming out to Volbeat on my HD650's and reading manga. Ya Allah, everything is fucking gucci tonight.
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David Denderdack - Mon, 04 Jun 2018 21:39:34 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141688
>1 just mg more i promise...
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 01:32:40 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141691 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Boring day. Took 1mg Etizolam and Tagamet. 3 beers, some shatter, an edible.... Feel pretty nice. Ooh, Bobs Burgers is on and I'm high as shit.
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Phineas Fendlemutch - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 11:06:56 EST ID:pAML5gxG No.141692 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141690
.5 clonazepam so I can pick up some kush

Hope I didn’t take more than 5mg flualprazolam :)
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Phineas Fendlemutch - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 11:08:34 EST ID:pAML5gxG No.141693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141690
.5 clonazepam so I can pick up some kush

Hope I didn’t take more than 5mg flualprazolam :)
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Brain - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 12:12:58 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141694 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141693
I don't even care for etiz at the moment. When I'm done this Flual i aint ordering more. But until then...

> 2mg flualprazolam

Let your thoughts fly away
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 12:14:39 EST ID:y/xcXNam No.141695 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My summer semester is in full swing and I am an anxious wreck. Between a heavy work schedule and classes four days a week I’m beyond stressed.

10mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam

I’m definitely going to take more benzos as the day goes on, but I doubt I’ll bump.

>>141691
Memes aside, ROTW/ReviewBrah is a legend. Dude just hit a million subs this morning.
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Phineas Fendlemutch - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 14:32:45 EST ID:pAML5gxG No.141696 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141695
And it wouldn’t be possible without our chan brethren.
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Graham Honeylock - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 15:00:32 EST ID:CRavuh9r No.141697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141694
Hopping off the benzo train?

1mg alprazolam and half a mg of etizolam. Tired of always worrying about running out....
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dr. m - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 15:26:26 EST ID:Ffm0vkSq No.141698 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792

BWB/S/N, first time posting about flualp

Had ~240ug of Flu-Alp last night and two coronas, t'was comfy as I have a rather low benzo tolerance of only say 15-25mg of xanax equivalent over the past month with ~9 months essentially z-drug/benzo free.

>currently bumping on
0.75mg pharma alpraz
~200ug of Flu-Alp an hour before the alpraz
tapering opi, so 6oz dose of some ~5/10 quality PST
10mg dexamph plugged this morning, then T+6hr 10mg more plugged

I like the xanax+Flap combo. I bet etizolam+flap would be even better, seeing as etiz is (compared to xanax) MUCH less sedating, notably less muscle relaxation (iirc), at the very least equal to (but in my opinion notably superior) in anxiolytic effects, and etiz definitely causes less tolerance increase per equivalent dosage . They would go well together in that it wouldn't be too sedating depending on flualp dose, more muscle relaxation, and much less rebound anxiety.

Flap has pretty decent, or perhaps the strongest, muscle relaxation when compared to all the other benzos I've tried that were guaranteed not pressed (I've only had ambien, lunesta, possibly sonata, gabapentin, etiz, xanax, triazolam, ativan only twice so can't remember, valium once but not sure if it was pressed/I was in opi WD, cLam, but I won't compare it to flualp, as cLam isn't viable for regular use and should really only be used twice as often as MDMA should be taken MAX, even using cLam via "microdosing", so maybe once a month at 1mg max or less for recreation, 250ug-500ug or less for therapeutic depending on tolerance). , and I think diclazepam once or twice at insufficient doses.

I definitely need more time to work with it and see what I think of flualp.
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Brain - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 16:14:55 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141699 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141697
I lied i guess. I just got tempted. Life ain't apples and oranges. Head and the clouds i'm on the null and void

> 2mg more flu-alp

Thanks for the poost about flualp doc, i've just been enjoying it so much that i give NO fucks to type that much shit
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 17:44:19 EST ID:TmSRasp3 No.141700 Ignore Report Quick Reply
6mg bromazepam down the hatch. Got a bit too much these late days so I've only taken 12mg earlier today.
Eating a solero peach ice cream and circling some best teeth in the game and bouncing on my boys dick (_)_)::::::::D~~~~~~ <---- that's jizz
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Hamilton Hurringfane - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 17:58:57 EST ID:LPi5W6E+ No.141701 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141700
Alright Erik, calm down.

1 more mg etiz and Dark Souls. Just got back from making a run so I can pay the bills this month and it's nice to be out of rush hour traffic. I fucking hate getting calls at 4PM.
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High Strung - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 20:37:45 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141702 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.5mg Clonazepam
1 fat jay of Gelato

Just broke iftar, so I'm gonna enjoy me a Jimmy John's Totally Tuna and some chocolate milk. Pic related, it's my fucking face right now.
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Sophie Mendergold - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 23:06:02 EST ID:Y5ul0AC7 No.141703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg of clonazolam w/ my supplement stack -

2.5mg memantine
500mg centrophenoxine
3 grams Green Hulu Kapuas kratom

TIME TO DO SOMETHING POTENTIALLY WORTHWHILE WITH MY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh wait, too much clonazolam. I'll just watch some podcasts instead.
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Brain - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 00:12:33 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141704 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Think i took the rest of my flualprazolam (10mg), Tolorance builds fast fucking hell

Well it was fun while it lasted and the now i gotta pay the benzo wtihdrawl.
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Phyllis Dummersere - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 01:45:40 EST ID:3bD8QLFH No.141705 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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hi does anyone know if i can smoke one of these bad boys off of foil
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Sophie Mendergold - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 05:11:52 EST ID:Y5ul0AC7 No.141706 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141705
j-just don't do it
just don't.
pls
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Sophie Mendergold - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 05:59:57 EST ID:Y5ul0AC7 No.141707 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141704
F-phenibut is cheaply available and easily accessible. It's anecdotally stated by a lot of people and a single study to be 5-10x as potent as regular phenibut while being faster acting too. I'd say that makes it a good pregabalin or baclofen alternative. If you can't easily source flualprazolam due to the fall of a recent vendor then this substance should make your withdrawal more bearable.

Just throwing that out there.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 09:32:57 EST ID:TmSRasp3 No.141708 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141701
Just dropped 12mg more and waiting for my god damn money to show up so I can order dat lyrica and subs so I can finally do my rapid dope detox.


Also _)_):::::::~~~~~~
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 09:36:30 EST ID:TmSRasp3 No.141709 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141708
(_)_)::::::::D~~~~~~

forgot bout dat damn emoji
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Fucking Feblinglone - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 12:58:52 EST ID:DpoaTzOW No.141710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping 1mg Etizolam

I was supposed to not take any but I am hungover so fuck it>>140792
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Brain - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 13:08:37 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141711 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Jesus its been sunday since my Flual binge which was fucking great. I don't remember much but god damn last night it was hard to get high even 2mg doses.
Rip 25mg Flualprazolam.

Now i just got 40x1mg of Flub x 60x1mg clam. WTF are these doses holy man. Anyways i don't know if i should go down what trade to ride NOW. FLUB/CLON/FLUNITRAZOLAM? I'm thinking of just going for roughly 500ug of flub atm. My brain is toasted though I should be taking a nice break. My tolorance is proably fucked from the flaul alone. Last night I *guess*

> 0.5 fLam
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George Harringstone - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 13:24:46 EST ID:lwtc/QuE No.141712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
When I gettested, what will etiz do? A dirty for benz?
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Brain - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 13:26:32 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141713 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141711
ok fuck man i wouldn't of dropped that clam if i knew i spent like $500 last night wtf. Like multiple shit on ebay and amazon. I know this is typical barheadshit and trolly but FUCK im an asshole benz WRECK. This FLam aint that ENERGETICNESS i get from Flual.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 13:50:50 EST ID:VDSB+A7H No.141714 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Diazepam thoughtout the day. My plan is to only take benzos on days that I have class, which is 4 days a week. 8 weeks of dosing 4 days a week minimum is not going to be fun. God damn it.

>>141711
Be very, very careful with every RC benzo that you mentioned.
1mg doses of clonazolam are bananas even with a tolerance to other benzos.

If you’re spending $500 in a blackout then I wouldn’t advise mixing clonazolam with any other benzos or alcohol.
Be safe, dude.

>>141712
Etizolam can yield a positive test for benzos, yes.
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Brain - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 14:35:52 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141717 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141714
I'm on roughly 500ug of both flam/clam. Honestly clam seems underwhelming but i don't know if its the delusions of sobriety or even the fact the flualprazlam fucked my tolerance regardless. Just smoked a couple bowls and feeling pretty nice. Most of the shit I was still able to return to or cancel but i'm still out $200. Regardless i'm pretty dumb but at least i got a decent new lens coming in ahah
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sfgdsfgdfg - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 16:37:03 EST ID:K706sy/D No.141718 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141717
It's weird how the body works. Lots of people say flualprazolam is the longer lasting functional version of xanax without the euphoria and others say clonazolam feels as if klonopin and xanax had a crazed baby. I personally love clonazolam so as long as I combine it with some mild PEDs.

Stay safe Brainy.
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Edward Fellerbot - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 17:49:22 EST ID:hu4Ejabq No.141720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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TFW your homie who is also the plug just got his shipment in and he drives directly to you to hook you up for free... if u readin this u know who u are, love u man...

10 mg diazepam now, cashing in my GBPs and getting some delicious tendies, then I'll probably pop another 10 - 15 mg. I used to have a kpin script but I got off it cause I just ended up feeling so sluggish all the time. With these valiums I feel so much more able to be a person, but I still get all the anxiety relieving effects, as well as the euphoria and social boost. Anybody else feel this way about diazepam? It took me trying alprazolam and clonazepam first before finally discovering diazepam and I'm sure glad I did, favourite /benz/ by far.
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Brain - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 21:07:58 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141722 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141717
> 2.5 mg etizolam

Ended up taking .5 etiz/.5clam earlier. I just got bored and fell asleep. I feel the residual buzz but I don't feel "fucked up". Maybe its just delusions of sobriety
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Brain - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 22:30:24 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141724 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141722
I've been spamming sorry folks.

> 2mg etiz again

Got 4mg left which will be devoured tonight. FLaulp fucked my tolerance. Clam/Flam don't even seem worth it in higher doses, might just flush.

Just got off kratom finally after a week of gastrointestinal issues. Ended up taking some yesterday and felt good. Regardless time to /benz/ tonight and indure some hell cause it's time to pay
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High Strung - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 23:49:27 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141725 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg Clonazepam
Forgot how much weed I've smoked

It's almost 11:43pm and I got an actual, true-blue "U up?" text.
Hmmmm
On the one hand, this person isn't particularly attractive and is kinda a drama llama
On the other hand, it's been 5 months since I last had sex.

I'm too benzed and high to make this decision right now uuuugggghhhhh
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Lydia Nicklegold - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 00:59:34 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Today’s total is 2mg clam 2mg flam and 6mg etiz. Feeling soberish. Hope the flam big in soon. Hope I’m not frying myself go bad, just going through rough times and sometimes drugs just help
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Sidney Chammerfan - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 03:51:10 EST ID:EugO19ID No.141727 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Damn ya'll. I'm around 4 mg etiz 3 times a week and seized out a month back without any warning. Be careful with those big doses.

NB, as this is 24 hours benzo free.
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Shitting Smallstone - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 10:55:50 EST ID:hu4Ejabq No.141728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20 mg diazepam while I vape on some custard e juice, today's the last day I have to wait to re up on my oxycodone stash, so I'm just trying to enjoy myself as much as I can on this valium. This weekend is going to be clutch though, got my oxy guy with a bunch of 80s on lock for me tomorrow, then on Sunday my gf is coming down with 100 g Green Maeng Da Kratom, a quarter of Mataro Blue bud, and a pack of vanilla backwoods. All that and I still have a ridiculous amount of diazepam to potentiate my opi highs with. Life is about to be real swell fellas.
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Lydia Nicklegold - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 12:55:19 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141729 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141727
Yea I’m a little worried to be honest. Especially how I took 1mg of flunitazepam.
I don’t wanna seize out. I just feel a tiny Benz residual buss so either my gaba is fried or my dulutions of sobriety are real
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Lydia Nicklegold - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 12:56:32 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141730 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141729
Might just flush the clam or try to once in like a 2-g dose then by by. Anyways I can tell I’m bar’d just by how I’m typing
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Isabella Bobberridge - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 14:24:28 EST ID:sdkivNpa No.141731 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141730
Are you getting twitchy when you're not benzed yet or are you just constantly benzed? Your doses of clam are damn high and with everything you're mixing you're playing with fire to feel sober.

Based on some shitty calculations you're sitting at the equivalent of 100+ mgs of diazepam a day (There are some reports of 1mg clam being equivalent to 30mgs valium) and with the half-lives of the flam and clam being so high its going to be in your system whether you feel it or not.

I know I post it a lot, but read this and decide on how you want to taper. https://www.benzo.org.uk/manual/index.htm

Flushing the clam may actually be viable thanks to the flam having a crazy long half life, but I'm just a guy on the internet. Good luck with whatever you end up doing.
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James Charringpare - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 20:09:03 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141732 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141730
So I’m pretty friend I ain’t ready responses much or if I do I forget the’ 3 mg total but I flushed the rest. I still got the flam cause it’s nice and not ass addictive or Norah but I gotta watc out. 2ng flam today and I might flush it too. I got clonazepam for withdrawal if I get any in this shoet potent usage. I know it’s not the same but it’ll help.
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Priscilla Gerryhare - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 20:53:15 EST ID:DpoaTzOW No.141733 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>l but I flushed the rest.

Think of all the fish that are now going to get blackout benz'd cause of you. NB
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 22:01:38 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam earlier

2mg clonazepam, 10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 50mg DPH, and 10mg hydrocodone now. I made bloody mary’s for my lady and I. My weekend starts tonight and I’m off of work until Tuesday.

>>141730
Don’t flush drugs. Throw them out, give them to someone, or keep them for a later date.
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bb - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 22:38:11 EST ID:zjmLbNdw No.141735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141722
I didnt realize the 'grim reaper' rip'ed.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 22:45:55 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141736 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Feeling soo good on 4mg Etiz, red vein kratom, dabs
... I just can't wait until I can feel normal without the benzos. We'll see. I've done it before, I can do it again. Still terrified though. Not planning my taper all that well. But fuck it.
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Oliver Gellystot - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 23:04:01 EST ID:hu4Ejabq No.141737 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
25 mg diazepam
80 mg oxycodone
Vaping pineapple express extract and 6mg nicotine custard e juice

Hella wavy rn, not looking forward to working the morning shift tomorrow but I'll be able to push through the /benz/ grogginess and then I have Saturday off. Finna get hella lit tomorrow night with the boys.
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James Charringpare - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 23:24:35 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141738 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141734
I just burned them to be honest in a old garbage bin m.

Anyway I hate be be they guy but I think I’m fjbslly out of the game. I destroyed my cla but I’ve taken 20+mg of flam in the last 2 says. Night just just toss the flam too. Just worried about sezioirs are these insane doses🎏. I got a clonazosman script thaytight help me through it
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High Strung - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 23:44:48 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141739 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam with a good bit of marijuana. Feeling lovely cuz it's my weekend.
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James Charringpare - Thu, 07 Jun 2018 23:58:40 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141740 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141738
Okay so I’m roughly 23nmg flam and I not even as gone as expected to be. Regardless I disposed of all my shit and I’m golf on my regular benzos dietz
. Even i over did it but god damn imagine someone’s with not roly
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 00:08:19 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141734
Add on: 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 2 Zofran (ondansetron), and a double vodka tonic
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Jenny Himmermack - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 00:18:59 EST ID:sdkivNpa No.141742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141732
Damn son, the benzos got cha. 3mgs Clam and flushing the rest? I'd read up on that link I posted. The tapering with kpins is supposed to be the hardest to come off of. The flam is your best bet for low dosage tapering if you can even help yourself from overdoing it at this point.

Good luck man, you're in pretty deep.
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Nicholas Wessleston - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 00:41:16 EST ID:3hq1tz4u No.141743 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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0.5mg klonopin a few hours ago. a dab and a few hits from an herb vape an hour ago. getting ready for bed. sprinkled some lavender oil on my blanket. feeling comfy and chill.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 00:44:21 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141744 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141742
OP needs a new thread for those posts.

NB - drinking a 9.9% imperial stout. But, I do wish that I had more opiates and clonazepam. The combination of alprazolam, clonazepam, and diazepam is godly as is, but adding opiates and muscle relaxers into the mix is ultra-chill.
I’m so comfy. Holy fuck.
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James Charringpare - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 01:02:33 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141745 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141742
Not saying i ain’t in deep but I feel like my foam dose will tide end off. O
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Jenny Himmermack - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 03:22:37 EST ID:sdkivNpa No.141746 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141744
Only 20 posts left in this thread before it stops bumping. The Asheton taper link should be in the next BWB for sure whoever takes it on. I love Tiny but the subject he chose for this one just gets to me in the worst ways and I'll be happy for a new BWB with some useful info in the OP.

Bump on 1mg etiz
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High Strung - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 11:33:51 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woke up to news about Anthony Bourdain's suicide. R.I.P. to a badass motherfucker.

Gonna have to start the morning with 2mg Clonazepam though to pull the plug on any suicidal thoughts.
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Cedric Smallfuck - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 13:01:36 EST ID:iIjyGXg/ No.141748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141743
Half a clona still does something for you?
My dose starts at 2mg.
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James Charringpare - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 18:24:27 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141749 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
Okay so I gotta say clam ain’t what it’s all hackles to be. Flam was on the other hangar amazing and someonehow I can’t find the other 25ng that I’m sure I had when I wet the i bed. No benzo blackout I probably didn the whole thing. All I got is honazwoam to taper. I wasn’t off this snap trail anymore .
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James Charringpare - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 18:30:17 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141750 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141749
Basically is should have like 20 mg of flam left over hidden. Or I ate em no idea
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Rain - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 19:02:30 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141751 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141750
Okay I found out I killed 25ng of flualprazolam / 10mg etiz /fun flunitrazolam last Friday. Just took .5 to level me out but shit, my dads calling me out for stuttering and steamer and can tell it’s not then hanja. I hope i can just taper with clonazepam
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High Strung - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 21:39:51 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of Girl Scout Cookies

Probably just ate my body weight in kofta, dolma, and hummus while righteously baked. Now watching the new season of Marcella and rolling another jay of Cookies while having a cuppa chamomile tea.
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Emma Duckwill - Fri, 08 Jun 2018 23:37:19 EST ID:KSNKy5Xb No.141753 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141734
>Don’t flush drugs. Throw them out, give them to someone, or keep them for a later date.

SERIOUSLY. I only have 100mg of C-lam left and it's getting harder to source and I never done anything reckless aside from saying stupid shit akin to a drunk person would on clonazolam.

If anyone is considering flushing their rc benzos, please consult someone physically dependent on said benzo first.

bwb, .5mg clonazolam + 2.5mg memantine microdose, 1 gram green vein kratom
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Henry Crollernidging - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 09:21:50 EST ID:XikpyRqY No.141755 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141753
>If anyone is considering flushing their rc benzos, please consult someone physically dependent on said benzo first.

in other words, GIMME YUR DRUKQZ bitch

eh, just kidding...
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Rain - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 10:13:50 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141753
Everyone taking me serious. I don’t put that shit in the sewer system and just piss on em, I got A fire pit. I don’t have anyone to give these too that won’t abuse the duck out of them and cause more problems for me. Clam is everywhere still wtf you taking about.
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Hamilton Wondledale - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 10:23:32 EST ID:euLS4dSU No.141757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Scored 30 2mg Clonazepam for 14,60€,while waiting for my dnm order, which already takes more than a week for same amount but 10 Bucks more. Fuck the dnm nowadays, gonna buy on the streets again.
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Rain - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 10:29:04 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141758 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141756
Plus I don’t wanna band out addiction in a pill to the wrong person
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 13:00:39 EST ID:ZWh/opqj No.141760 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141753
>If anyone is considering flushing their rc benzos, please consult someone physically dependent on said benzo first

*scratches arm fiendishly
Yeah man... don't just throw that stuff out, throw it in my direction

Kidding
>>141756
Good on ya. I gave up my 1gram + clonaz stash yo my local pharmacy a few day ago.

Nice call not hooking friends. I dont share my meds but once a close friend was bugging me for a few weeks long story short he found it someewhere else and narrowly avoided replacing booze with benzos as his doc. It sucks to watch friends become fiends from drugs, somehow sadder for me to watch them become bartards tho

Also you forgot the B, my friend.
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High Strung - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 16:32:08 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Eating a Whopper, binge-watching the latter half of the new season of Marcella, 2mg of Clonazepam and plenty of bud. Perfect-ass Saturday.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 17:07:48 EST ID:ZWh/opqj No.141764 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Welp 1st day fully of the /benz/ train so last bump in this thread

Thank fucking god my work gave me the last week off, as I broached the taper to my boss. Decided to do a week off amps too.

This last week sucked so fucking much. Felt like Trainspotting PG rating finishing the benz taper and t-breaking the dex. A well im stabilized with sleep and have no desire to tbreak for such a duration again.
>>141763
i need your opinion if you'd provide it.

What's a good traditional gift for a pious muslim?

I know that for Ramadan and Eid charitable acts is good, so Ive made a donation in their name, and got deserts for Eid.
Anything else i could cover? Appreciated.
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High Strung - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 17:50:41 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141765 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141764

I'd say something like these wonderful Oriental/Turkish carpet bookmarks that I love to give to friends at Eid and Christmas (just look up "Turkish carpet bookmarks" on Google and you'll find a gajillion)... another thing is some really top-shelf loose-leaf tea! A little goes a long way in most Islamic cultures.

(btw if anyone's wondering why I'm eating during the daytime, I had IBS troubles this morning post-sunrise, and my IBS is only assuaged by marijuana. So I don't have to fast today, and I made up for it by buying a homeless lady a Whopper Jr while I was out.... For every day you miss fast, you either have to a) fast another day after Ramadan or b) feed a person in need)

NB
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High Strung - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 17:52:48 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141764
Also you're in my duas and SLAYER right now for your taper, Tiny. It's said that any SLAYER sent to a person during Ramadan is amplified. <3

NB again.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 20:19:40 EST ID:ZWh/opqj No.141767 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141766
Ameen, I hope that over the holy month you have been granted 4 weeks of blessings, 30 days of clemency and 720 hours of enlightenment.

I really do appreciate that HS and the inclusion in your duas. May you be rewarded for your kind heart and thoughts.

The worst part of the taper is over, I am just thankful my work was so understanding. And thank you for the advice regarding the tea. That is a great call, I believe they'll be pleased

Best wishes to you and yours, and please have an excellent Eid. SLAYER and strength to you during your journey as well.

Nb as not benzd but gotta say love this board for being supportive to each other.
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Brain - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 20:32:59 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141768 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
God damn i really don't think i threw out that fLam but i cant remember WHAT i did. FUCK i've destroyed my room in hopes but i know shes gone. A week long kratom brake was nice now i'm back getting minor opi buzz. I wanted to get fuck'd off benz. Good thing i threw out the clam/flam, I just gotta hold off from ordering more.

> 2mg to curb my suicidal ideation
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Hannah Sennerbit - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 22:09:23 EST ID:XikpyRqY No.141769 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141760
>*scratches arm fiendishly*
Yeah man... don't just throw that stuff out, throw it in my direction

YES. PLS GIB

jk

>>141756
>Everyone taking me serious

Yeah I'm dumb don't take me too seriously either
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Hannah Sennerbit - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 22:38:15 EST ID:XikpyRqY No.141770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141769
4got to bwb

clam, mem, and kratom

>Clam is everywhere still wtf you talking about.

You're right it is, but internationally and it use to be a lot more convenient / cheaper to get domestically and DC is taking a break
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Lydia Duzzlefield - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 00:06:46 EST ID:Ybx2P55Y No.141771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141767
I also want to say congrats to you TinyTrip for self-overcoming your benzo addiction especially if it was causing more harm than good in your life. I'm pretty sedated right now and not very articulate but you should seriously be proud of yourself for having the will to power through the ugliness of bartardation!

nb cus I bumped enough
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Priscilla Ponderspear - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 03:01:05 EST ID:em/ShTyB No.141772 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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On 2g phenibut, 1mg xanax, had 2 shots of vodka, n some lemon haze oil and I forgot what the name of the bud is.
Regardles, I'm fucked up. Listening to DJ Sprinkles, chilling the heck out.
I ordered a bunch of tianeptine that should be arriving in a couple days, I'm excited. Hope everyone is doing alright, try not to get blackout fucked up yall.
I love how strange phenibut is, and it brings out alot of the subtle psychedelic aspects of weed ime.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 08:26:40 EST ID:ZWh/opqj No.141773 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141771
Appreciated friend,
Fortunately it wasn't as much of an addiction as dependance from years of rx. Tapering was my choice started at 4mg and self tapered to this point. Im not sure i ever had a negative event with repurcussions occur from benz usage, outside of a a handful of incidents while younger and even then I was lucky. I didn't want to taper later in life so decided to bite a bullet.

>>141767
You got this , Brain. I feel bad commenting as my taper was relatively benign ( the amph t break was worse), but you'll push through it. Resist ordering and please hit up the board if you need o vent about shit. I was just a haze of pot smoke during the worst insomnia of mine, get by how you need to.

You can beat this hands down man
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 11:17:05 EST ID:wscD70tX No.141774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
It’s weird to be bumping this while tapering, because I feel the opposite of benzed, but— something about rhe comaraderie.

I’ve been going down Diazepam by 1mg every 3 days. First morning, then night. So I was on 10mg 2x/day. Last weekend did 9mg mornings. Dropped night to 9mg on Wednesday. Dropping the morning to 8mg today. 17mg/day total. I’ll be at 16mg by the end of the week. I don’t like how high my HR is but I’ve done this before. I know what to expect.

The hard part is honestly cutting down weed at the same time. Down from 3g/day to <0.5g. Goddamn IOP making me like work on myself :D But for real I feel better than I have since I started to O-PCE binge that precipitated all this.

Only thing that’s gone up is cigarettes. I’m well over a pack/day but I’m starting to exercise in hopes that feeling my miserable lungs will provide more incentive to push myself.

Thanks y’all for being awesome.
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Brain - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 13:22:06 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141775 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
>2mg clonazepam

Got 40mg etiz coming in. REALLY fucking tempted to order some etiz/flual powder. I know for a fact if i don't order now I'll just to distance myself from the culture. But goddamn shit feels so good... decisions decisions...
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Brain - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 13:56:58 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141775
Okay i bit the bullet and did it. Never touching flam/clam ever again.

Not happy i just wasted all that $ but if all goes to plan i'll have a good supply for awhile.
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Terror Incognito - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 15:25:41 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.141777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Pre-emptive bump in anticipation for tomorrow.

I should be getting my PG Solution of Etizolam in the mail. I ordered 150 mg. I've been out of Clonazepam refills for the last three and a half months so I'm beyond stoked.
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Terror Incognito - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 15:25:41 EST ID:2EnpPJdv No.141778 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Pre-emptive bump in anticipation for tomorrow.

I should be getting my PG Solution of Etizolam in the mail. I ordered 150 mg. I've been out of Clonazepam refills for the last three and a half months so I'm beyond stoked.
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Hugh Boffinglock - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 21:36:52 EST ID:tWvdSVIS No.141779 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141778
I've been working with that Etiz PG solution for a bit. Keep in mind that the first demarcation on the Vial is 2.5 mgs so you're going to have to eyeball it a little if you are trying to do sub 2.5 dosages.

Bump on 4mgs or so etiz spaced out through the day. Even fell asleep earlier and woke up at 7pm. That's always fun.
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Hugh Boffinglock - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 22:05:53 EST ID:tWvdSVIS No.141780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141779
Just went and got a 22oz Lagunitas Hop Stoopid too so it's about to get even more comfy here in a bit. I've been using etiz to cut back my drinking, but damn if they don't go well together.
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BRain - Mon, 11 Jun 2018 12:10:08 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141781 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>140792
Fuck man I drove all the way home and I guess my dealer left his phone in my car. It’s locked so I can’t call anyone he knows and worst of all I don’t even know the dude. It’s a dealers coworkers dealer. Like it’s going to be tough to give it back but I don’t wanna steal his shit

>.5 clonazepam
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BRain - Mon, 11 Jun 2018 12:12:48 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141782 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141781
Guy always meets me outside and I got no apt number or name even. I feel fucked Mann damnn

Nb
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Nathaniel Chunnertetch - Mon, 11 Jun 2018 18:00:13 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
>2mg clonazepam

God damn i feel like shit. I've been playing with fire for so long i don't know what is fucking with me. The stims? Kratom? Benzos? The various Rc's?

Anyways been on and off for a fucking month now and i know it's self inflicted pain (my fault). I know it's about time to pay the piper for all i've done. I just got myself banned from my fav suppliers. Kinda did it for my own good. I gotta go through hoops to get anything now. Might regret it later but i know its for the best.

I got some etiz coming in soon that i'm going to go through and then just taper off benz/stim. My doc is convinced i need to be on both vyvanse/clonazepam daily even though i insist that it isn't the case. Regardless he doesn't know the other side of things so understand.

Regardless i'm in a shit pickle and oh man does it feel nice to have some benz relief.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Mon, 11 Jun 2018 20:15:37 EST ID:80eiULCN No.141784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141782
Shit happens man, hit up your dealer that connected and track the dude. Some people respond well to nice gestures ime.

But ya man straight up the poly drug usage and designer drug usage are detrimental. Sounds like you recognize it and made the right choicd in making it difficult to obtain.

If you get too deep turn to your doc. It's a shitty price but I mean it has a greater chance of success, if things get bad.

Idk I'm a hypocrite for saying it, but I do think unsupervised tapers are in general unwise. It is a lot easier to relapse when you hold the bag.

Anyways I'm rooting for you, keep it up, it'll be worth it.

Nb as not benzd.
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Jenny Crondlechure - Mon, 11 Jun 2018 22:41:23 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141785 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141784
Just the fact i fucking panicked and only really found a way to contact him recently. He obviously didn't respond. I even roamed around his hood like a dumbass just seeing if he'd be cruising. Anyways that's what benz will do.

I'm just tired i was even put in this situation in the first place. Like shit it slipped out of his pocket but now i gotta fetch it back to him. I'm afraid he might think it was malicious because when i found it it was powered off but had battery when i turned it on. Oh well

> 3mg clonazepam i think. cLam dicked my tolorance where i just wanna quit lel. Unless its some sort of triazole ring that fucks me uppp
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Nigel Ginderhidging - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 02:08:05 EST ID:4tkS9uT7 No.141786 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping because even though I tried to give up drinking with etiz I keep drinking on it. Luckily I've been able to cut out cigarettes for the past 2 weeks and I'm trying to stop smoking weed for any period of time too as it's my main vice.

Bump on roughly 1mg etiz and almost a 6 pack of PBR at this point. No weed or cigs though so that's huge for me. Been 4 days since the last 500mgs of phenibut too so that taper is done.

Fuck I wish GABA drugs weren't my favorite things ever.
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Thomas Sibbercocke - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 02:25:04 EST ID:6pfr+HZ7 No.141788 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141786
Well well well, looks like a new BWB on the front page! Is is actually the new contender?!?
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 11:47:04 EST ID:B7FWwnCM No.141790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141788
I don't support non-Tiny started BWBs. Goes against my values.
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Phineas Bummerwill - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 12:35:04 EST ID:ryNaKfV8 No.141791 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141790

Oh man, that was a rough weekend, because of a rough week at work I spent the rest of my bromaz 6's too fast, same for my suboxone, but I'm starting to feel real good now from 35mg valium, 50mg hydroxyzine, 8mg bupe.

btw, I called from a work phone over to a certain canadian government agency to verify if flualprazolam was expressively banned in the canadian Schedule IV (they have to be written explicitly, substances in schedule IV and lower (higher?), that's why the Schedule IV list is almost all benzos in existence that can be prescribed somewhere on earth, like ethyl loflazepate and such that are only available in europe and elsewhere. The only RC benzo I see in the official Schedule IV in Canada is Flubromazepam.

I wonder why I had an order with just 25 flualp tabs seized (with 100 flunitraz blotter and 50 flucotizolam (it was really cheap, just was curious)....I got a letter...they actually seized regular mail, which is a first for me, the reason given to me by that letter I received, a normal letter, just saying PRESUMED FLUALPRAZOLAM for the reason of seizure. They told me on the phone flualprazolam is not on Schedule IV. What the hell is going on here? Anyway, I didn't give my real name and I was at work on a phone that gives a "confidential" number anywhere, so, not too worried, I know they won't do anything, I had a few orders that were the registered kind seized when I didn't know flubromazepam was scheduled back 3-4 years ago when that one UK store everyone knew of first came up with it, I was fine ordering it for a couple years.

Anyway, just saying to Canadians, be careful, they might seize it because the zealous customs officer think flualprazolam is the same as alprazolam, something they definitely watch for, but it also means they know that some letters coming from a certain country in northern europe with prostitutes dancing in windows and weed being sold to anybody over 16 might contain illegal stuff. I think they recognize them for products that sell far more than benzos, its a well known store over there. Although...in the letter they weren't able to give an address for the sender, it was blank, only gave initials for the country. So I'm laying off that particular vendor for another one which never failed me in about 7 years even after changing country. I'll see what's what, although it's not flualp, I got scared with those posts about kidney issues from flualp, especially from that swedish board I follow (translated live). Although, that order I made was just for clonaz blotter, not ordering anything in pill form for a long time, is not from Sweden, that board is just famous, I just won't name it cuz it could count as sourcing maybe? Anyways, relax guys!
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BRain - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 13:05:20 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141790
Tiny Katz M or fiend soph HS MVP
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BRain - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 13:07:11 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141793 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
FORGot to say > 2mg etiz

Got 40mg today. Be gone by Friday I bet. At least I’m out of hell for now then we suffer
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Jenny Crondlechure - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 13:20:25 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141793
>2mg etiz again

Might just go ham today and drop some dph/kratom and just keep dropping etiz. Good day boys. Long live this dead thread.
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Jenny Crondlechure - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 13:55:00 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141795 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>140792
1 mg more etiz / 4g red bali kratom

Bout to smoke more bowls. Oh boy this 40mg IS FINISHED. Just chilling listening to records all day. Pic very related
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Cornelius Bottingshaw - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 17:02:45 EST ID:rpBSGGiO No.141796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141790
Your BWB was bad and you should feel bad. Also, speaking in the 3rd person now that you're done with benzos huh?

Long live the new thread!
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 20:05:13 EST ID:80eiULCN No.141797 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141796
>mfw you still post in this bwb
>there's no face because I dont care either way
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 15:02:24 EST ID:qExK9ErE No.141808 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141797
I think it was somewhat jokingly posted.

>now I’m posting in this BWB
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 15:22:27 EST ID:80eiULCN No.141813 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141808
ah I just assumed it was a joke.

My apologies to the anon if my sarcasm didn't cut through.
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Nell Bloddlewell - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 00:16:28 EST ID:GfNNX2yz No.141829 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>4mg xanax
>40mg valium
>couple of beers

feels chill, man
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Matilda Blipperstone - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 15:36:44 EST ID:DpoaTzOW No.141873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg etizolam. Been taking benzos 4 days in a row now... should probably stop


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