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Bump While Benzed, electric boogaloo! by Dr. Ronaldo - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 02:22:17 EST ID:4tkS9uT7 No.141787 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh hello, I didn't see you there!

My name is Dr. Ronaldo. I'm not an actual doctor, but I sure do love my benzos. I bet you do too! That's fantastic, but did you know that suddenly withdrawing from benzos could cause you to seize out and fall into a table!? I sure didn't, until it happened to me!

There are a number of ways to get off of these drugs, but the most important guide and overall info can be found at, https://www.benzo.org.uk/manual/index.htm

Remember, if you are trying to taper off and become benzo free it is VERY important to write down your dose and time taken on either a piece of paper or on a text document you constantly update. This can help you immensely and make the process completely painless.

With all that said, bump while benzed! It isn't always the right time for someone to leave the benzos behind and we're a pretty decent community on that front.

Be safe, be smart, and bump while benzed!
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Oliver Cockleseg - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 05:38:32 EST ID:qjhq0hDs No.141789 Ignore Report Quick Reply
.7mg clam many pulls of the dab pen and 2 margaritas
And I hardly feel anything?
First time doing benzos in a couple weeks too.. strange
I would say delusions of sobriety but I could totally pass a street sobriety test rn, not stumbly not goofy, kinda warm and comfy feeling, but what gives I should be fucked the fuck up th but I'm not
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George Funnerchit - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 20:06:59 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.141798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg etiz. It's been 3 days in a row now. Going to have to take a break soon...
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Martha Bummerhood - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 20:10:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141799 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Total of 26mg of etiz like a dumbass. Fuck my tolorance
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George Funnerchit - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 20:31:52 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.141800 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141799
Holy shit my man, 26mgs all at once? I can't even imagine getting close to 10 at one time, let alone 26. You're in deep! Any plans on stopping or do you just have an infinite supply?
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BRain - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 23:06:13 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141800
I had 40mg total might just finish a couple more and destroy the rest. I got enough to taper but with etiz and it’s short half life it just makes for helish withdraws. I’d rather binge and then just cut and continue m on my clam script
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Martha Bummerhood - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 23:11:26 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141802 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141801
Its also been stagered since 1am today
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George Funnerchit - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 00:27:18 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.141803 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141801
Wait. You have a Clam script? What pharmacies even carry that shit?
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Isabella Goodridge - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 08:47:00 EST ID:Gzic0qae No.141804 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got home from work and just popped 1mg of alprazolam under my tongue. Then shot 2mg's of buprenorphine. About to watch some DB Super or play some WoW maybe.
Have a great day fellas!
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Martha Bummerhood - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 09:24:51 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141803
Nah clonazepam

No joke I woke up today with 2 tabs under my younger still

> .5 clonazepam
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Martha Bummerhood - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 09:43:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141805
2mg wtiz now
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 14:59:43 EST ID:qExK9ErE No.141807 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam

>>141803
Clonazolam is still an RC. The question shouldn’t be which pharmacies would carry it, but rather which psychiatrist would be willing to prescribe a drug with minimal therapeutic index and such high addiction potential.
Etizolam and diclazepam could have a place in western medicine.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 15:34:01 EST ID:80eiULCN No.141814 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141807
Lol it's not even a question of which pharmacies carry it but what country allows your doctor to prescribe unregulated, untested, highly potent, designer drugs. The fact that it has little-no therapeutic value is a side note for me lol.


Diclaz I agree with, but I am less convinced about etizolam. When would be proper moment to give a short acting triazolo that couldn't be as easily dealt with through loraz, oxaz, etc.

I mean it's more or less baby alp in many ways, and we already learnt the stove is hot on that one.

No bump because not benzd just stimmed but that board is.... just not comparable to /benz/

If anyone wants to see to transsexuals threatening each other with photos of guns and spitting raps I'd advise you to head on over to /stim/.
Makes me appreciate that this board isn't a a dumpster fire.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 15:41:01 EST ID:80eiULCN No.141816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141803
None, maybe you could find something a long the lines if you're outside of the first world but even then you're more likely to get RX otc.

There is not much of a reason for a retail pharm to carry RC's. I can't imagine where you'd see it "legitimately" outside of a lab
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Brain - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 20:25:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
>10mg etiz

Thats all my etiz, time to suffer
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Brain - Thu, 14 Jun 2018 15:38:34 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141816
>If anyone wants to see to transsexuals threatening each other with photos of guns and spitting raps I'd advise you to head on over to /stim/.
Makes me appreciate that this board isn't a a dumpster fire

Stimlion makes everyone run and hide

nb 1mg clonazepam regime starting today.
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Topper - Thu, 14 Jun 2018 15:43:05 EST ID:lz8ItN2D No.141819 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It took many years to get to this point but I'm prescribed 90x2mg Clonazepam, 20x2mg Alprazolam and 30x30mg Temazepam a month along with a couple painkillers. About every third month I'll complain of neck stiffening and he'll shot me a script of 90x360mg Soma, which is nice. Even though my legit benzo supply is nice, the last couple years I've been stock piling RC benzos while I can. Plenty of Etiz, cLam, fLam, fPam, a little bit of Diclaz and some other shit that starts with a "P". So I should be good and benzed for the rest of my miserable life. I've got whatcha call Ushers Syndrome, which means I'm going blind. I'm in my 30s and they say I've got about 15-20% vision left. It sucks but so far today, I've taken 4mg Clonazepam, 0.300mg fLam, plus a 150mg shot of Morphine. Feels good man... oh yeah, I just got a service dog, a great pyronease or however you spell it. I named him Banjo. Smart dog
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Clara Crundlefield - Thu, 14 Jun 2018 18:46:41 EST ID:G/bur+aG No.141820 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141818
Yeh I've been using xanax (bought online) as a sleep aid, I'm on mitazapine and other meds but find it difficult to sleep sometimes, I can see how people can get dependent on xanax, T the moment I just take a xanax once or twice a week..
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Cedric Sellynan - Thu, 14 Jun 2018 19:25:44 EST ID:ZKox5EAG No.141821 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Had a very rough and long day.
Just popped 50 mg chlordiazepoxide. Going to watch the Russia-Saudi match that I missed because of work and probably get confused and fall asleep in a chair halfway.
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Augustus Bevingwater - Thu, 14 Jun 2018 21:23:43 EST ID:g4aRSg9Z No.141822 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump on 2 mg etiz. Got a vape today so I don't accidentally smoke 2 packs of cigarettes in a night when I drink and benz.
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John Dribberlork - Thu, 14 Jun 2018 21:40:41 EST ID:0Ifu2ki8 No.141824 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>10mg Diazepam
>20mg Propanolol
>300mg Caffiene + Energy Drink.

Been a while since I posted on /benz/. Having to take Promethazine every night now 'cos I'm only getting 4 hours sleep. FML.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 14 Jun 2018 22:22:48 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141825 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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30mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, (soon) 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and booze!

>>141822
I fuck with that image. I need to shop it and change it to “benzos and grapefruit juice,” but perhaps diazepam in specific.
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Graham Donnernod - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 01:16:19 EST ID:o0BK98FT No.141832 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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5mg Alprazolam
Bowls on bowls of kush
Reading some One Piece and feeling comfy as fuck
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Rebecca Poffingnotch - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 01:21:06 EST ID:sdkivNpa No.141833 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141825
Only because you're such a swell guy.
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Betsy Danningkare - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 02:09:31 EST ID:mSWdekEC No.141834 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BwB

Memantine + clonazolam + 4g green and red vein kratom

Be attentive to this SISTA bill if you live in the US guys - /r/researchchemicals/comments/8r6z0r/we_need_your_help_opposing_sitsa/

https://www.congress.gov/bill/115th-congress/house-bill/2851/text?format=txt
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Betsy Danningkare - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 02:10:54 EST ID:mSWdekEC No.141835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141834
>SISTA

*SITSA
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SashaButterfly !kGydCRC8c2 - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 14:05:10 EST ID:I+gXPUs0 No.141846 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Im benzed as all fuck suddenly. I took 3 maybe 4mg of klonopin because I'm trying to teleport to when the mail man has my really good drugs. Gotta be tomorrow.

I'm watching Vampire the Masquerade videos and smoking some like dank
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Phineas Claydale - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 15:05:18 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141847 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
2mg clonazepam

This thread smells of a dumpster fire
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 21:32:06 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Worked a 10 hour event for my campus job. Fucking hell things went bananas when the wine was busted out. There's nothing quite like seeing a few cases of wine in a student union to make middle aged women get buck as fuck.
20mg diazepam throughout the day.

I am about to buy a nice bottle of single malt Scotch (not sure what brand yet, but likely something new), buy a bottle of 1800 silver tequila for Father's Day, and hit up a dank burger joint to satisfy my monthly burger craving.
I will likely bump once or twice more tonight. Happy weekend, /benz/

>>141847
Dumpster fire, eh? Sexy. How so?

>>141833
My dude! Big thanks.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 15 Jun 2018 22:58:59 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141851 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141850
Add on: 20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, and a 22 oz. (bomber) of this 8.8% red ale. I’ve never had Lucky 13 before, but Lagunitas produces solid beer.
As well, this is a new single malt Scotch for me. Glenmorangie 10-year should be an interesting Scotch - 43%.

Pic related as fuck
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Topper - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 11:14:25 EST ID:5YdjUHne No.141852 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Took 1-ish mg of cLam, 3mg alprazolam about 10 mins ago and i already feel wobbly. About to set up my morphine shot. I'ma do a 200mg big boy shot then I'ma take some pulls from the dab pen. I ain't got shit going on today so I'll probably black out before nightfall today.
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Martin Billingbury - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 11:21:38 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141852
Jesus fuck that sounds amazing
nb
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Doris Geddlechedge - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 14:47:05 EST ID:I6A6c2kZ No.141854 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Lucky to have a BLACK xan dealer who sells MOSTLY real bars. Lol
Just picked up a variety of green, yellow, and white bars. Drinking a beer and eating lunch. SLAYER all
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Charles Clallerchitch - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 17:29:00 EST ID:ZKox5EAG No.141855 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just popped 100 mg chlordiazepoxide. Last time tried 50 no tolerance and it wasn't much. Maybe this time it's gonna fuck me up. Playing some runescape until it gets too confusing.
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Shitting Sisslefuck - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 19:44:10 EST ID:q1DpO7LL No.141856 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just took another 1mg of xanax. took a bar earlier today and drank like 3 of those 8% mikes harder, shits pretty good also smoked a joint so I'm felling nice. I should probably stop drinking so often though, Ive been drinking everyday for like the past month even done it at work twice this week when the boss left. I can already see the slope Ive been down that shit before with /opi/ when I was younger.
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Oliver Handleman - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 20:27:57 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
2mg clonazepam 3g red bali smoking on some indica dominant sheet
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Graham Smallham - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 01:04:28 EST ID:t0kNPKSl No.141858 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141854
>lucky to have a black dealer
Lol
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Cedric Crishfield - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 10:53:36 EST ID:u/OvorzQ No.141859 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141858
Oh good ol jolly african-americans
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Dr. Ronaldo - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 11:18:08 EST ID:sdkivNpa No.141860 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.5mgs of etiz, a rip from the dab rig, a small glass of sauvignon blanc and I just rolled out of bed. It's time for a lazy as fuck Sunday. The only thing I'm dreading is having to deal with food later.

My stove has been taken over by mice and not only does it smell like piss and shit when the oven is heating up, the wires are arcing in the back panel because they've been chewing up the wires. I'm going to have to toss it out and buy a new stove at some point, but for now it's take-away orders and stouffers microwave meals.

I honestly can't believe that some people live their lives having the microwave cook all of their food. It never comes out right, there's always still a frozen piece stuck in there, and the sides are always molten lava hot. I'll persevere though.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 13:33:59 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141861 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141858
>Black Xan dealer
>MOSTLY real bars
>Mostly
>Real
>Bars

nb - no benzos
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Nathaniel Warrydale - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 21:13:24 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Actually took 4mg clonazepam yesterday and might do the same tonight. God damn shits hopeless. I swear clonazepam/vyvanse has only made shit worse in the long run.

>4mg clonazepam

<3 Pam fuck Lam
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Nathaniel Warrydale - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 00:17:14 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141864 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141863
2mg more clonazepam and some rocket league. Oh boi why do i take so much
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Topper - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 09:16:06 EST ID:cImU+6at No.141867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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90mg Temazepam, 2mg Alprazolam and 2mg clonazepam down the hatch right now. I spent all night speed-balling with morphine and cocaine. I ran outta blow about an hour ago so I'm still kinda geeked. I gotta 120mg morphine shot on deck then I'ma dab til I snooze.
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Fuck Clezzlepitch - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 16:59:23 EST ID:MML7Ujoi No.141874 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141863
Shit makes me feel nothing, and I got no real tolerance... Anyway, went to the pharmacy of choice today and got some valium and xanax (on my third day of quitting smoking and weed, so calculations come out that I'd benz a bit in the first week to remain productive, and after that dump it all.)

"There is no growth without suffering".

I was surprised how high my dosing of clon actualyl was when I checked the equivalency table. Holy moly! Maybe they just lost their potency because I stored them for half a year in 36 degrees C instead of the recommended under 25 though. Anyway, 10mg Diaza already kicking in, time to learn some more C++ and catch up on Westworst.
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Nathaniel Warrydale - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 18:46:20 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
1.5 clonazepam

Probably going back to some shitty job tomorrow until college, oh well.
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Edward Worthinghood - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 20:01:11 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141876 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141874
i feel yea man, fuck weed
nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 01:13:50 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141883 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
It has been a bitch of a Monday.
40-50mg diazepam, 2.5mg alprazolam, 5 oz. of single malt Scotch (2 glasses), and a single shot of whiskey + sweet tea. Fuck today.
I'm going to take more benzos and have another glass of Scotch while writing a god damn paper.
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Shitting Turveyfield - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 05:04:02 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.141888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ambien and klonopin bump
off to la la land
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Dr. Ronaldo - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 14:34:03 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.141891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Goodness I've accomplished a lot today. Cleaned the entire house, took the trash to the road, mowed the lawn, washed some clothes, applied for a few part-time jobs, pulled 2k out of investments, and have been cooking slowcooker chili all day.

What a fucking day off it's been. I can't wait to get back into the service industry and ditch this landscaping shit. It's getting too hot for me already, and it's only June...

1mg etiz to be followed by a few more I'm sure. Cheers /benz/
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Chan - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 17:33:48 EST ID:0Ifu2ki8 No.141892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>20mg Diazepam (Should I add more?)
>20mg Propanolol
>100mg Caffiene
>1g Magnesium
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Priscilla Blytheworth - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 21:24:19 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Well showed up to my new job for training. Ended up getting put out on the road till 6. Had to rush home to meet a date at 7. I was so sunburnt, I look like a tomato. Things went well but idk if she’s down to see me again.

Regardless waited all day for this bowl meanwhile 1mg clonazepam throughout the day.

Sooo
>.5 clonazepam bowls on bowls
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Basil Murdfield - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 02:04:31 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.141897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I am benzod
I took a lot of klonopin because I felt like it
fuckin weed and slayer to all
i hope you all wake up tomorrow to find that the benzo fairy has left you some of your benzo of choice under your pillow
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Edward Buggleforth - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 15:29:50 EST ID:6GUjnkRd No.141900 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Doctor finally started prescribing me klonopin again after taking it away due to an involuntary commitment where I revealed suicide plans involving the stuff.

Enjoying some klonopin and a bit of craft beer. Feels so chill.
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Topper - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 00:01:13 EST ID:twIRNTeV No.141903 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuck, I'm bent. My wife just got through telling me I made a mess in the kitchen attempting to make spaghetti. I have ZERO recollection of that...I'm not entirely sure how much I've taken today but I know how much I started with; 1mg cLam, 4mg cPam and 120mg morphine. At some point throughout the day I dosed 4mg Alprazolam, two Soma-Compound and 16mg Hydromphone. That's all I remember anyway. Peace
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Archie Dreblingworth - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 03:27:34 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.141904 Ignore Report Quick Reply
klonopin and ambien

woooo
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Topper - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 18:20:37 EST ID:LrNDUOQt No.141905 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just chillin today. On my second and final dose. 2mg clonazepam. I have five 10mg Ambien that I might play with later. Seems like a Walrus type evening. BWB.
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Ebenezer Mimmlekon - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 20:13:41 EST ID:oAb2+dob No.141907 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg clam in a beer
Got me slowin the fuck down
Gonna watch the movie hardcore henry
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Clara Pittbury - Fri, 22 Jun 2018 02:05:19 EST ID:/2QyQOU/ No.141908 Ignore Report Quick Reply
6mg valium
some purple trainwreck, 18% thc, body high is synergizing with the valium feels

I was panicky as fuck all day though. Fuuuck. Good to get some relief.
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Topper - Fri, 22 Jun 2018 15:52:21 EST ID:SCc/qU7t No.141909 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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250mcg fLam, 250mcg cLam and a half of a Xanax bar to get things started. My wife has all my shit on lock so I won't redose therefore I won't blackout. I've got two 120mg morphine shots and one 16mg Hydromorphone shot ready to be taken throughout the rest of the day.... I'm outta oil but I got some decent flower, supposedly some kinda White Widow hybrid or something. Idk
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Barnaby Hosslefield - Fri, 22 Jun 2018 20:21:14 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141913 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
>1MG CLONAZEPAM FUCKING JOINTS N BEERS
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Martin Bazzlechatch - Sat, 23 Jun 2018 01:42:10 EST ID:Uf0FRCKn No.141916 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10 diazepam
3mg alprazolam

might double the diazepam later on
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Angus Murdwell - Sat, 23 Jun 2018 20:13:26 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141932 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
2mg clonazepam and 4g red Bali

Fuck drugs
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Charlotte Barringshaw - Sun, 24 Jun 2018 17:31:13 EST ID:6pfr+HZ7 No.141941 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1mg etizolam and some beers. Got through 3 days without it but damn that rebound anxiety is a bitch. Just a little today to stave it off for a little longer.
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Priscilla Shittingwill - Sun, 24 Jun 2018 20:07:22 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141943 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
1mg clonazepam now. Had roughly 40mg of 3fpm earlier in the day. Lots of weed smoking. Gotta slow down. Such a huge vice
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 01:04:28 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.141946 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Thursday: 50mg diazepam, 10mg oxycodone, a couple lines of cocaine, 6 local beers, and 1mg alprazolam with friends

Saturday: vodka/lime drinks throughout the day, a double shot of white rum, two Mexican lagers, a line of cocaine, smoked several blunts and joints at a party with my fiancée's friends, and 10mg diazepam

Today: engagement photos with my fiancée and... I ate a grapefruit, 25mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 25mg DPH. I might have a glass of Scotch in a moment.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 01:07:18 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Taper is going well. I was reading my journal entries from May, and I was taking 10+ mg Etizolam a day... Every day. Jesus fuck.
I'm down to 2mg a day. I have withdraw symptoms up the ass, but I expected that. I've still been using kratom and I think that helps. I tell myself that this will eventually be over, and I'll never be a slave to benzos again. Sick of wasting the money, sick of not remembering anything.
I hope all you regulars (and the n00bs and lurkers, too) are doing well! You guys are doing big things, and I want to keep up on your progress : )
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Cyril Nicklewell - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 05:12:00 EST ID:DpoaTzOW No.141953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
bwb 1mg etiz
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Phyllis Gurrytan - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 05:53:15 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.141954 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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24th June 2018
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7.5mg Clonazepam
1mg Alprazolam


25h June 2018
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3mg Alprazolam in the morning

and now
1600 Pregabalan (Lyrica) never took that stuff before, and it feels really meh. The research I found wasn't also all that impressive either.

Probably gonna take more later... God, the biggest fun of drugs is the people you deal with it, rather than the drugs themselves. It really shows you how much you can do if you put your mind to it.
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Phyllis Gurrytan - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 07:36:37 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.141955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141954
update, so nb:
Holy cow this Lyrica is weird. I can barely walk, dislocated my weak shoulder for half a second, but managed to have a normal phone conversation with my yoga/pilates woman. Even typing this I got to keep one closed to see the next. This must be the drug to take if you really wanna get fucked uo Fear Loathing in Las Vegas style experience. Closest to Quadelupes?
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Samuel Honningmine - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 12:19:23 EST ID:mSWdekEC No.141957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
niqqa I drank some straight up vodka last night and this shit fucks you up way more than any benzo ever did for me. On clonazolam, I'm functional, nice to people, more open and honest, but alcohol just turns me into a total retard. It's sickening how the gubament is trying to make rc benzos illegal when FUCKING ALCOHOL, one of the most deadly drugs available, is legal and barely socially stigmatized.

bwb 1mg clonazolam, coffee, and 5mg memantine to alleviate the IMMEDIATE goddamn hangovers that alcohol induces. Fuck you Jeff Sessions, you egoist piece of shit.
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Priscilla Shittingwill - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 17:07:01 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141958 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
1mg clonazepam
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Nell Brookdock - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 20:40:50 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141958
Another 1mg clonazepam.

Really gotta taper down off this shit while I’m busy working crazy hours. Same with the Kratom. God damn i feel like I’m in such a self repeating rut.
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William Crevingpit - Mon, 25 Jun 2018 22:55:19 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.141964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141954
Little update
The onset really does come late. I started experiencing, Nausea, so I stumbled into the bathroom and sat myself on the toilet, haed hanging by my chest. Eventually I either passed out or fell asleep and fell sideways against the wall with my head. It felt like I crashed twice: once my physical head, and then after a split second my mental head, I'm still too high to go for my morning walk, bu t at least I can stand now. Funny drug, probably gonna take a bit less next time.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 03:09:39 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.141967 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141964
I feel like we might be in a similar boat.. I've been tapering but I take a lot of kratom and drink more to make up for it.
I'm also apparently a fucking squirrel, I found a stash of 90 1mg Etizolam pills this morning in my room.. Then I found a vial of Etiz pg solution in my purse. Probably 15-20mg in there. *sigh*
Didn't do TOO bad after finding it. I didn't take any all day, worked for 10 hours, kinda had a bad day, and popped 3mg along with a few drinks. Soooo BWB.

Anyway, about the Lyrica/gabapentin.. Does it feel like a benzo "high" to you? I used to take both, along with Cymbalta and some other prescription meds for fibromyalgia. I never really felt anything from taking a few extra of ny Lyrica/gabapentin, but that's probably because I was so fucked up on benzos and other shit already. I'm just always super curious when people post about taking those because I never got a ~buzz~ or any extra anxiety or relaxation from it.
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Fuck Mammersog - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 03:53:58 EST ID:Uf0FRCKn No.141968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141967
This paragraph is only about fibromyalgia and chronic pain: I had something similar to fibromyalgia. Doctors didn't know what it was, they saw I coudln't turn myhead as much as I should and some other stuff, even lifting a pen felt painful, could barely turn my neck, and breathing was tough. I didn't want to take the med route to get out of it. So I looked and looked for something that helped. Eventually it was Rolfing and later Yoga/Pilates (with a GOOD practitioner, and now I'm actually pretty sceptical of the rolfing and don't know if just yoga/pilates is enough) If I felt trouble breathing I had an exercise to help me with that. If I had pain in a certain area I knew an exercise to do. The worst parts lasted over 3 years. So maybe there's something useful for you in there.

It's the first time I took it and I wouldn't recommend anyone such a dose without tolerance. I'm still high and waiting to walk straight enough so I can drive and get groceries lol. For me the sedative effects were much stronger and there's some funky stuff going on in the mind, like some kind of harmless duality, you also start seeing double/blurry. And When you move it's like you move twice (hard to explain, like the sword in this anime pic, there's this "follow-up") All this is completely absent from all benzos I've tried, and also not really present in Kratom. After the massive dose began peaking after about 2.5-3 hours it felt a lot closer to red vein Kratom, where a good dose can get you feeling nauseous, yet warm and wanting to lie down, but you can't really lie down because you're gonna puke and all this stuff that's going on in your head makes you forget where's up and down.

So yeah, at my dose it felt like a mix of Kratom/Opiates and Benzos. I don't really have any anxiety or depression problems (anymore) though so I can't say much about those effects. It's probably why I enjoyed it a lot more than massive doses of benzos.

>I'm just always super curious when people post about taking those because I never got a ~buzz~ or any extra anxiety or relaxation from it.

Yeah no idea what dose you took, but ,I got a massive buzz and relaxation that makes your head wobble around your neck and stagger around finding a comfy place.
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dr. m !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 04:10:34 EST ID:gVkaobC9 No.141969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141967

Hey. Hope you're hanging in there. It's been a while. I'd love to hear from you again.

BWB 2.5mg pharma Xanax and four beers. I can't get to bed. Don't do Flualp guys, just 8mg total in low doses blew my 9 month t break.
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Nell Brookdock - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 06:52:13 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141972 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141969
Yea shits potent. 30mg has fucked my tolorance. Oh well got 250 of etiz/flualprazolam coming in now. Fucking caved




>.5 clonazepam
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Thomas Pozzletotch - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 13:26:34 EST ID:cL+eF+Rg No.141974 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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10mg diazepam and a 0.5l Premium lager. Feels good mayn. Dunno if I should play some WoW, Vermintide 2 or just go watch some Netflix.
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High Strung - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 17:16:07 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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(kicks in door)
WHAT UP BITCHES
REFILL DAY IN THIS BITCH

Went to visit my family today. It was awful lol. Then I went to the psychiatrist and he gave me a clean bill of health and called in my Clonazepam in.

3.5mg Clonazepam, 2 bowls of OG Kush, and Chinese food on the way. I needed this after dealing with my family's bullshit. NYC can't come soon enough.
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Hugh Chadgeridge - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 21:10:42 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.141978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Trying to unwind and calm down.

4mg of xanax, my usual 'high' dose, smoked a bowl of mr nice and I'm 3 cocktails in.

I'm feeling the weight but no pleasure. I think my cat is dead, I can't find her.

Feels like I went for espresso and got fucking decaf.
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Angus Cligglestone - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 16:34:15 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.141984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141978
fuck man, I hope your cat is alright.
I just found mine dead two days ago. It's one of the saddest things to have happened in my life... At first I thought it was poison (extremely common cause in this shithole country) and now after showing pictures to a vet it's more probable that somebody drove over her or something other than poison.... In a tiny area where everyone knows everyone... no note, no nothing. Anyway, forget about the rage. I hope you you don't have to suffer any sorrow and find your cat happy.
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Betsy Bungersire - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 20:29:20 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.141991 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
1mg clonazepam

Rip cats
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High Strung - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 21:14:10 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.141992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shitty day at work, was in the office from 10am-8pm.
Got home, kicked off my clothes, did my sundown salah prayers, cranked on a paranormal podcast, smoked a bowl of kush, and popped 5mg Clonazepam

Now smoking a jay of kush, eating a falafel wrap, smoking another joint, and sipping on a large Dr. Pepper. I am high as fuck and feeling so relaxed.
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Chan - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 14:51:51 EST ID:F8kO4svh No.142002 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
So stoned. 4 months tolerence break, forgive me I get this wrong.
20mg Diazepem
2mg Lorazepam
0.5 Clonzapem
3mg of Etizolam

It's a bit hazy.
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High Strung - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 18:26:42 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142004 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.5mg Clonazepam
1 jay of kush

Currently smoking on my 2nd jay, in my underwear, coffee, and listening to Laibach's latest album on FLAC and Sennheisser HD650's..... I'm in aural heaven right now.
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Brain - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 19:17:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142005 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142004
I love me some quality FLAC with a good pair of headphones. Got myself a pair for Audio-Technica ATH-M50x that i've had for years. Also got some Sennheusser ganezeros for gaming

Anyways,
>2mg clonazepam 4mg kratom and bowls of kush
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High Strung - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 20:00:37 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142004
Reupping with 2.5mg Clonazepam and 1 more bowl of kush. Done with Laibach, not watching an episode of The Staircase with my trusty water-bottle.

Gonna probably read about Japanese history until I pass out afterward.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 23:37:41 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142008 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Etizolam and Tagamet, 4 beers. Re-watching LOST, I love this show so much. The first time I watched it, I was sooo young. Watching it now brings me back to those days in a way. Happier days : )
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Edwin Dartlock - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 06:42:03 EST ID:/2QyQOU/ No.142009 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141824
Lol I didn't know we were throwing in shit like propranolol
20mg propranolol at once would probably put me in the hospital. 10mg twice a day nearly did, now I'm doing 5mg every 12 hours to reduce panic shakes, prevent super high pulse rate during my multiple-times-a-fucking-day panic attacks. Taking 10mg puts my resting pulse at like 40-45bpm :/

Also bumping with
5mg propranolol (lmao)
6mg diazepam (I think I must have poor metabolism enzymes for this shit or something cause I feel like I get more affected by smaller doses than all you guys - though I also use it only 1-3 times a week)
many bowls of 18%thc critical sensi star

I love indicas + valium
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Beatrice Fepperforth - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 06:42:30 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142008
Prob my fav tv series. Oh man I can relate. not penny’s boaht
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High Strung - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 06:54:52 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good morning, /benz/.

A 9-hour restful Clonazepam + Melatonin produced sleep. Got up at sunrise, did morning prayer, popped 2mg Clonazepam with my usual psych meds, put the coffee pot on.

Now waking and baking with a cone of kush, sipping on my coffee, listening to 17th-century Ottoman Sufi flute music, checking the morning news, waiting for the benzos to kick in.

Today's a 4-hour day too (after work 2 12-hour shifts the past few days), so.... woo hoo, weekend.
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Eugene Messlebury - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 14:12:16 EST ID:4tkS9uT7 No.142019 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2 mgs of etizolam for my weekly benzo indulgence. I'm curious though, from everything I've read it seems like the elimination half-life has changed from 12 hours to 6.5 as more is known. I know for a fact that wiki has lowered the half-life. Does this mean that you can more easily cold turkey on it like triazolam which has a half life of 1.5-5.5 hours?

Thinking about a little bender in the future.
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Eugene Messlebury - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 14:16:13 EST ID:4tkS9uT7 No.142020 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142011
Just curious, are you the Iranian we have over on /nom/? You seem way too chill on here to be the same person, but I figured I would ask.

NB for double post.
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Brain - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 18:36:22 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Whipped up some flualprazolam

>.5 for now

Refil day yesterday so alls good.
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High Strung - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 19:08:31 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142022 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142020
LOL I'm not Iranian, I'm of Scottish/Swedish-American descent, I just converted to Sufi Islam (you know, Rumi, the whirling dervishes, etc.).

The sect of Sufism I'm part of is very accepting of the use of drugs for ritual purposes. Hell, my mosque congregation is having a 4th of July halal cookout where no alcohol will be served by my imam told us to bring weed and edibles in lieu of booze. I like to joke that we're the "queer Episcopalians" of Islam.

ANYWAY.... weird day. I had a good half day at work, went to mosque to pray, got home, and my roommate has moved out all of a sudden. Last month's rent and utilities (plus some grocery money for me) in an envelope on the kitchen table and a note inviting me out to dinner tomorrow night. He was supposed to move out with me Aug 1 but.... here I am, all alone for my last month here.

2mg Clonazepam to take the edge off, waiting on the weed man to get here with an 1/8 of green, might pop another 2mg after smoking. So life goes, I guess, so life goes....
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Beatrice Fepperforth - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 19:20:54 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142021
I ended up licking the residual powder off my weighing tray after making a huge solution. I got a bad habbit of doing this ONLY with benzos. Any other drug i don't mind just cleaning it off and calling it a day. But this shit is so potent and i knew regardless tonight i was taking a big dose.

Flaulprazolam is fucking amazing and its def stronger than etizolam but not close to Clam/FLam IMO.

> 2-3mg flaulprazolam. yea i'm an idiot
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Beatrice Fepperforth - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 19:22:25 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142024 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142023
> tfw you don't even care you're a guinea pig
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Thomas Fushstone - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 23:12:54 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142025 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141984
Sorry to hear man. Luckily she was just exploring, she's 18 but she acts like a kitten. Stray rescue, raised her from nearly a kitten.

Another 2.5 of xanax after a break, rocked a big ol blunt and I'm enjoying a few drinks.
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High Strung - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 08:25:27 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Going to spend my entire Saturday doing Clonazepam and smoking weed while listening to podcasts and watching anime in my underwear. Currently on 2mg and a joint of Lemon Haze.

This is what weekends are for.
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Oliver Hipperway - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 16:38:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142031 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787

>1mg Flaulprazolam

Feeling fucking great already. Don't wanna overdue it and fall asleep like last night
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Edwin Poshsodging - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 18:48:36 EST ID:bxQmN4wA No.142032 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>.5mg clam
>a little bit of some pretty good shatter
I feel like now that I don't do benzos all the time anymore, clam is seriously fucking hypnotic. I get the munchies, eat a grotesque amount of questionable experimental /Benz/ cuisine, and pass out in a couple hours. Every single time. I just wish it was actually safe to do as frequently as traditional benzos, so I have to keep the vial as a rare treat. FFS even doing it 2 days in a row seems to produce a profound rebound effect. Bump for couchlock vibes.
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Oliver Hipperway - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 19:30:53 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142034 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142032
It all started when my mother took my bike away
‘Cause I murdered my guinea pig and stuck him in the microwave
After that, it was straight to the 40 ouncers
Slappin' teachers and jackin' off in front of my counselors
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Oliver Hipperway - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 19:43:46 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142035 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142034
Oops meant to say

>3mg more flualprazolam
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Chan - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 20:03:31 EST ID:N1GWEuQP No.142036 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>30mg Diazepam
>20mg Propanolol
>1g Magnesium

Vaped weed over the course ofthe day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5O9X-kxcFEs
Taoism is great.
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Lillian Himmleshit - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 20:35:53 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fucking christ.

Doc gave me 90 .5mg pills of xanax because I told him I was using roughly a half when I wanted to get to sleep, from my usual dosage of 30 1mg pills, it's supposed to last me roughly 3 months.

Having 90 pills is a problem, I'm dosing higher than normal. What do I do, do I tell him it creates too much temptation or something? I wasn't having this issue with 1mgs. I'd keep to .5 every other night just to help me sleep or if I felt jumpy in the morning and went 1-2mg on Fridays or rough days.

Took 1.5 this morning, another 1 in the afternoon, smoked a blunt and I just popped 3mg.

I'm no expert but this feels like the lead up to becoming a junie.
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Rebecca Conkinsirk - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 04:29:57 EST ID:BUfHRUyc No.142038 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2 mg alprazolam
20 mg diazepam
Smoking on some nice weed and vaping thc extract, the /benz/ is starting to make my brain forget to remember things lol. Feeling nice and chill though, playing some Halo 3 with my homie, listening to tunes. Pretty chill night.
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High Strung - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 14:45:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg Clonazepam, coffee, FLCL Progressive, and some good ol' industrial music.

Wish I could smoke some weed but I'm saving my last bit for 4th of July cookout.
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Polly Crellylark - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 15:31:15 EST ID:Uf0FRCKn No.142041 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142037
Yes, this is textbook lead-up to becoming a junkie. (Not like taking 0.5mg every day for over a month isn't going to make you addicted). Don't be surprised that if you try to go back to your previous habit or stop taking it for 2-3 days that you'll feel you need it more and feel more stressed, and generally life seems more shitty and less worthwhile to you: it's part of the withdrawal side-effects.

That'll be 100 Euro please. Keep a text file in which you write how much/what you took every day. And your doc obviously doesn't care/is too stupid to understand if you're ruining your life, so take care and be responsible for yourself. That'll be another 100 Euro please.

nb, still on time-out for 10 days because I'm a good boy who doesn't want to get addicted and suck homeless dick for a living. Honestly, do what you want, take it easy, but let's be real.
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Charles Hommleson - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 16:45:35 EST ID:4tkS9uT7 No.142043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4 mgs etizolam and a 40 of old english. Living that stoop life this Sunday afternoon.
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Brain - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 18:30:12 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142044 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142041
I mean shit I understand that post mainly because my doc is the same way. I’ve been on clonazepam for almost 2 years now and my doc still thinks this is he medication for me. I’m not really complaining because he insists and it improve my already snotty quality of life by a shitty marathonz regardless
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High Strung - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 20:00:25 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142045 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Weed man came through, alhammdulillah.

Just smoked a big jay, popped 2mg Clonazepam, continuing to listen to industrial albums, maaaaybe go back to watching anime OR switching to podcasts. Not sure which one.
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Beatrice Cinderson - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 03:22:34 EST ID:BUfHRUyc No.142049 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on:
3 mg alprazolam
10 mg diazepam
8 mg hydromorphone
40 mg vyvanse

Smoking on some good weed, hitting my vape and watching The Wire with my homie. Got to work early in the morning so I’m not looking forward to that but I have another 80 mg vyvanse to get me through, then I’m taking the week off to see my girl and take a /benz/opi/ tolerance break til next weekend. Just going smoke some nice weed with her and maybe drink some wine, then get nice and faded when I get back to town next weekend. Stay faded y’all. <3
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Brain - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 12:45:22 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142051 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
>1mg of Flaulprazolam

4day bender on this shit. Can tell by my posts and just general weekend i've been bar'd as fuck. Never dealing with this shit in powder form. Shit is stinky and too potent. Shit's amaizing but i know these 4 days are destroying my regular cpam dose.
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Brain - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 13:57:10 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142051
.5 clonazepam and 1mg flualprazolam
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High Strung - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 19:24:38 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142056 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam
A joint of Lemon Haze

Lemon water in my water bottle, sitting in my underwear, re-watching the latest episode of FLCL Progressive. Might spark up a bowl afterward.

A good end to a semi-shitty day.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 01:07:32 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142059 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
A bunch of diazepam, clonazepam, alprazolam, and booze this weekend.
A couple friends were just handing out 0.5mg clonazepam and 2mg pressed bars (they were tested, but weak as fuck).

nb - no benzos right now
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 10:51:15 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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ugh i got issues.
Don't even remember much of last night except spilling my vial multiple times. I must of taken fucking 15mg over the night. All of the flaul for now and somehow during sleep my phone cord ripped out and my alarm didn't go off this morning. Regardless to say I think i lost my job despite my best efforts. I know this is all my fault and substance abuse is too blame amongst other mental challenges.

Anways licked up some risidual left over flaul and about to make a nice etiz solution of i don't manage to lose my job. I got to work on the time regardless going fast and was in the parking lot but I just couldn't do it. I frooze up and just fucking dipped i felt like jumping outta my skin. FUCK
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 13:50:42 EST ID:Pm46rwlD No.142067 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142066
Guy hasn’t bothered to call me back yet. Needless to say I didn’t hold back on the etiz now

> 3mg etizlam
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 14:53:34 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142070 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142067
>3mg etiz

FML
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 16:01:52 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142071 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142070
So i know nobody really gives a fuck but i got to the point where i figured my boss didn't care about me so i got benz'd

>8mg etiz /.5 clonazepam in the hatch total

called boss just to see the what the fucks up and he says hes on the way to my shop to talk to my supervisor too see if they'll sack my ass. the Slurrled benzom speach doesen't help
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Rebecca Ginninglidging - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 16:37:06 EST ID:DVurzaU3 No.142072 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142071
Nothing like losing your job because of benzos but being too high on benzos to give a fuck.

Be careful bro, it's a slippery slope and it's all downhill from here. Vicious cycle and all that.
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 16:54:34 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142072
3rd time I’ve self sabotaged. I migjt be able to salvage this. I’ll admif I got a drug prbleo
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 17:08:52 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142074 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142072
I didn't really lose it because of benzos. I stil got to work before i start but i panicked out because i felt like i was going to jump out of my skin. No doubt the rest of my habbits are stupid and adicct like but its hard not to give a fuck when i straight up don't want to be living anymore really. Im just tired
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 18:30:45 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142074
Nah I lost it. Time to try my luck at ab old job

>3etiz
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 21:47:28 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142077 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam throughout the day.
I might take another 10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and have a glass of Scotch or a couple of beers soon. My lady and I just had a dank ass dinner. I also have a 15mg oxycodone (quarter of a 60mg ER) that I was gifted this weekend.
Decisions // Decisions.

>>142071
I give a fuck and other posters give a fuck.
Sending you SLAYER, Brain. I am sorry that things rather difficult in your life right now. Seek positive change and implement that change as you see fit. Keep your head up, dude!
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Brain - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 22:45:21 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142075
Honestly probably a mega 25mg of etiz taken today. I got too much that the taper will be deeath. May just dispose of like general ll

Oh and don’t forget the 20mg of zaleplon. Wish I didn’t fuck up all the lporrunirys given O
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High Strung - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 22:58:28 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam and a bowl of weed after a hearty burger. Hooray for having gotten out of work early this afternoon and having the day off tomorrow. SLAYER to all
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 00:05:01 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142080 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142077
Ended up taking the 15mg oxycodone and 10mg diazepam on top.
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Jack Chorringsot - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 01:06:23 EST ID:/2QyQOU/ No.142081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
someone talked about a tv show, which triggered my PTSD pretty hard cause said tv show was playing during several traumas.

was mid grade drunk already, but that wasn't enough.
popped some diazepam
fuck it
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Hannah Chirringfuck - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 04:28:20 EST ID:quyz09E9 No.142084 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hoky fucj been on a nice stim run today and 1mg of xan is making writing this insanely hard.
I keep zonin out every second wird i thinj ut might be the to bend


Many good sleeps to you all

But only if you5 bump tjid post
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Brain - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 05:31:40 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142085 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
So i find it pretty fucked up that i got to work still 15mins early and I start to get a random panic attack and looping thoughts get worse than ever before. Text supervisor and talk to him quickly outside in my car. Never done this shit and guy just tells me to take the day. Regardless they fired me because he thought my condition is restricting me. Am i just an an angry non-benz'd person right now?

Anyways getting benz'd

>3 mg etiz
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Isabella Dartdock - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 08:21:25 EST ID:mdZRGQMt No.142087 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142085
Welcome to the benzo fuck train. You're an ass off of em but useless on em. That etiz dose has gotten pretty high no? This is a good time to start a taper and try and clear your head. Best of luck.
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Brain - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 09:01:38 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142088 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142087
My own doing/choice honestly. Nobody is making me do it. But yea, this etiz dose is high and i expect to down probably a good 20mg today. Flaulprazolam fucked my tolly again. I'll prob binge one or 2 more days then taper off. Honestly i've only gotten this far because I never really expect to be around too much longer

Only started on benzos cause of my good ol' doc. I know i sound like a total fuckup but i'm usually on point until recently.

nb
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Brain - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 09:03:36 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142089 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142087
I guess i've been a depressed anxious mess ever since i've been young and i've gotten to the point where It doesn't really get better no matter what you do. Pysc/CBT/therapy/drugs/diet/exercise. Same ol' BS
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Graham Benkinbock - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 09:10:59 EST ID:Uf0FRCKn No.142090 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142085
At the extremes, there are two types of businesses: one type finds out about a person struggling and sees that as weak link in their performance, the other finds out about this and sees this as a failure on their end for not realising sooner and trying their best to help that person out. The former fires your ass while the latter will try to help you, give you time-off etc. only when they find that you're not trying to help yourself either would they lay you off.

Don't worry about it, it doesn't help your situation in the least to stress about it. You've lost your job, you've got a drug problem and apparently no tools to deal with it if you wanted to. What are you gonna do now? Say you were 100% clean and out of withdrawals, do you think you would cope? You wouldn't get depressed or have panic attacks? Because if you would, then there's no way you're gonna stay clean without some tools (and the cycle would just continue). I know I don't without some tools like CBT, the shit I learned in yoga and how to calm myself, see that negative shit and let it go through breathing.

People are different, but fuck, if it all starts with taking a pill for a shit situation, then how are you supposed to stop taking pills when you have no alternative? That's not to say that you were just a powerless victim of an inevitable destiny, though.
Anyway, best of luck.

nb - it's been 9 days without benz and 3 weeks without smoking almost. To benz today a bit or wait another 5 days to reach my intended goal hmmm
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Brain - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 12:52:13 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142092 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142090
I got the former. Appreciate the reply though man. I'm more of a recreational user. I just like to get fucked up off trizalos. I don't reach for a pill for every situation but i do admit its getting bad.

Thanks for all the shit to think about and the time you spent responding. Kinda means more than you know on days like today

>3mg eitz
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Brain - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 13:01:23 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142093 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142092
Okay rec user is a lie but i believe i'll be able to taper off soon. I got a kpin script to ease me off. Just got soooo much etiz left
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John Brippergold - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 14:09:17 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.142094 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142092
I'm glad if it's of use to you. Maybe you'll surprise yourself.

I've decided to take my day off to benz a bit after all the death around me recently that I've prevailed through without falling back into despair like I usually would and sticking to the important parts. So this post is probably gibberish.

Bad shit after bad shit happened at the most stressful of times, but I actually became more productive those days. Making sense of Article 11 and 13 on my worst day, finding and writing to the relevant politicians like a maniac. Fuck, I'm a pessimist about many things in world politics and the future, but I'm hopeful still. And most of the time doing nothing is worse than at least something. Lol one dipshit MEP actually wrote back (for sure the reply was not personal but pre-written as a response to anyone urging them to change their position) and guess what? It was full of obvious errors, subtle enough to convince someone without real convictions and knowledge on the subject, but for people who do care about getting the subject matter right it's obvious. If I worked for a paper they'd tell me "nah, none of our readers care or understand enough about the bullshit this MEP said, we can't publish it." And of course he didn't reply to my rebuttal, which included linking to a paper commissioned and repressed by the EU (more about it here https://juliareda.eu/2017/09/secret-copyright-infringement-study/). But it was an interesting alternative to drowning myself in booze, picking up smoking again and getting high like a kite.

Anyway,
20mg Diazepam
1mg Alprazolam
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Brain - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 16:37:22 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142095 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142092
>12mg etiz total

ohboi
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High Strung - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 17:49:43 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Been benzing and smoking weed all across my day off, last dose I took was 2mg Clonazepam but I'd estimate I've taken about 6mg total since waking up at 8am today.

Currently smoking a fat joint waiting for my pizza to arrive. After pizza we're gonna all set off fireworks and pass around blunts.

مرگ بر آمریکا!
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Brain - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 20:20:34 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142100 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Somehow I just got another call about a job opportunity. This industry is a revolving door and fuck i couldn't believe it. Getting benz'd regardless cause aint no care really.

>3mg etiz waiting for muh weed
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Shitting Wucklefuck - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 20:55:04 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142101 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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She don't even love me.

5mg xanax, too much booze, a few bowls, kratom and DXM
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Cyril Buzzfuck - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 00:27:38 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.142103 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142094
speaking of the devil I got a reply today. Can't wait to read it. Yosh! Just a bit more sleep and back to it!

Always find it odd how I find myself just waking up freshly born on the sofa or somewhere I'd normally never sleep.

>>142100
Sounds like great news!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 01:21:04 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142105 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
20mg diazepam and beers with my fiancée's family today.
I don't really care for the 4th of July though.
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Frederick Brurringridge - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 02:13:59 EST ID:WHggdydO No.142106 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787

getting tired of shit so im back here taking benz again. Women make it so hard to live with or without. I've been with 3 this year and can't make it work. I must just be a shit male or w/e fuck sake. Even the fatty rejected me, I try so hard to stay in shape and do well for myself but women are a frontier I can't seem to conquer. I'm not bad looking either, I am just weird I guess. /endrant

These pillies are good, diazepam. Getting some xanax today for sure 100% today fuck you reality it's today.
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Fuck Cashbury - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 14:14:01 EST ID:4dL8Zh8Q No.142107 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142106

It wasn't today
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Nicholas Pinningbick - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 14:36:49 EST ID:Uf0FRCKn No.142108 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3mg Alprazo
20mg Diazepam

'nothing every happens'
Damn the feels of this FLCL anime are just so good. It's like the feels of those good anime gives me more drive than anything. I mean, yeah, that sufi dude with her pothead imam are batshit crazy in my book (and bitch I say that as someone whose surrounded by muslims and read a bunch of suras from different translations) but your anime taste is gooood, and you know, as long as you don't go all batshit insane I couldn't care less. Go smoke some pot and at least do a proper fast during Ramadan and study the qu'ran from different sources before you go calling yourself a muslim. Or don't, there's crazier shit in this world

Peace y'all I'll probably take a break from the fun parts of the internetz for a while
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Brain - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 15:39:21 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142109 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Well I got hired at a lower rate but at least I can afford drugs

Time to bomb some etiz and taper down sat/sun
>3mg etiz
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David Pupperfoot - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 18:48:15 EST ID:4US8c52y No.142110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Where can I safely buy etizolam? Preferably not sketchy and having complicated payment process
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Brain - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 19:36:17 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142111 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142110
Either deal with a domestic dealer this sells the product or onion. Don’t think you’ll find a demestic vendor that’s not invite only. Just onion for better prices honestly man. It’s not a complicated payment process
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Brain - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 22:17:08 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Probably went through 35mg of etiz just getting fucked all day redosing. Playing with fire but god damn. Can't say i'm going to stop tomorrow then taper time.

> ??? Etiz
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Brain - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 22:19:17 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142114 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142113
I'm paying the piper soon. Going to be interesting how this goes down. Fucking tired of drugs

Bless all ya'll @ /benz/

NB
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Hugh Sellerfidging - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 23:52:02 EST ID:4tkS9uT7 No.142115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142114
Keep us updated as you can. I was on much lower doses than that, (never topping 10mg a day with 1-2 day breaks in between), and had a seizure earlier this year after running out. It's not going to be like opi withdrawals where it sucks, but you'll be fine. It's a legit medical issue and I hope you'll be ok, but be ready for the worst.
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Brain - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 00:18:43 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142116 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142114
Okay so tomorrow I’m starting a taper again. I made a 3 solutions 40mg/30mg/20mg. Threw away a lot but it’s for my best interest. Interesting to see how this major abuse effected me.

> bumping more etiz I can remember how much
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Brain - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 00:21:41 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142117 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142115
I’ve gotten myself in deep before. Always been able to get out. No doubt this time my dosageges are crazy. I got clam prescribes that should be able to help me taper off. But yea I’m afraid of seizures so I got rid of most of my stiff
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BRAIN - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 00:32:30 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142118 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142116
>inb4 "you could of sent me that precious etizolam that you can onion for $50/g.How dare you!"

Anyways ofcourse i feel normal but i just took .5lonazepam just to keep it in my system due to lack of clonazepam due to trazalio abuse
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 00:34:06 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142119 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam earlier.
20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, and single malt whiskey now (also known as the Bateman combo, as he takes plenty of Xanax, Valium, and scotch in the book).
American Psycho just hit Prime.
>pic related

>>142116
Best of luck, my dude. Hit us up if/when you need help tapering.
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BRAIN - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 00:35:23 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142120 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142118
SORRY NOT SORRY FOR SPAMMING THIS SNAIL TRAIL BUT I ALSO TOOK ROUGHLY 50MG FLAULPRAZOLAM SPACED OUT BETWEEN 4 DAYS TOO SINCE FRIDAY. SO LIKE FUCKING 50MG FLAULPRAZOLAM AND EASILY 100+ MG OF ETIZ. SINCE FRIDAY. i ONLY REALLY FEEL ETIZ REBOUND ANXIETY AND GENERAL UNEASYNESS. I BET I WON;T BE ABLE TO SLEEP FOR A WEEK. THANKS FOR THE REPLY BENZ
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BRAIN - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 00:38:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142121 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142119
i know i always talk big game but its about that point where i either sink or swim. Will come here to pick the brains of the regulars and the long time lurkers.
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High Strung - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 01:20:36 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142122 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Long day at work, no work tomorrow so it's 1:00am and I'm leanin' back on 2.5mg Clonazepam and now have a second joint dangling from my lips. Feels so good to have a little break in such a busy life.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 01:44:30 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142123 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another 30mg diazepam (80mg total), 2mg alprazolam, and single malt whiskey.

>>142120
Brain, I had a giant benzo issue/excessive usage around 2 years ago. I would pop 10mg+ alprazolam, 3mg clonazepam, and booze multiple times a week. I would often combine insanely high amounts of benzos with alcohol and psychedelics and/or dissociatives. My highest clonazepam dosage was 16mg + alcohol + 200mg MDMA (age 19) and another combo at 24.5mg alprazolam + booze and 2-4mg clonazepam (age 21 going on 22).
Benzo addiction is a real issue, but it is not impossible to taper from and recover completely. I’ve never been a daily addict, but I’ve used insane amounts.
We’re all here for support, Brain.
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dr. m - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 09:21:35 EST ID:gVkaobC9 No.142124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142123

All I can say is my limited experience with flu-alp has shown me that it definitely raises tolerance disproportionately highly compared to its actual potency and subjective strength/potency. It seems like it has somewhere between ~40-75% the tolerance "damage" of Clonazolam whilst really not having any of the appreciable knockout punch power or effect profile of cLam. Flu-alp is really like a Xanax XR with a more triazolam/midazolam like hypnotic effect, arguably even longer than Xanax XR in duration, without anywhere near the subjective euphoric effects, "punch", rapid BBB-crossing subjective effects of other triazolos. I mean yeah flualp definitely has nearly equal or even possibly superior muscle relaxant properties than compared to say etizolam or definitely pyrazolam, but I don't recall its anxiolytic properties to even to be equal to xanax's profile wise. Again it's just longer lasting Xanax that feels like Xanax XR and perhaps Lunesta had a child together in which Flu-Alp has, when compared to Xanax IR, slower onset, substantially less anxiolytic, at least equally or likely even more muscle relaxant, WAY less euphoric, packs less recreational punch, has no or nearly no rebound anxiety, and ultimately is notably less physically anxiolytic and substantially less mentally anxiolytic in nature.

All the while, FluAlp has supposedly somewhere between ~1.5-3.5x the strength of Xanax, not even accounting for it lasting 1.5-3x as long in duration depending on dose, tolerance, and biological makeup.

But if it's supposedly 2-3x as strong as Xanax and cLam is ~4x as strong, why does FluAlp not even remotely hold a candle to cLam in terms of the potency of effects? Even if you set FluAlp at 2:1 with Xanax, when personally I think it's more like ~2.75:1 with 4:1 specifically hypnotic effects, Then FluAlp should be at least half as strong as cLam and not much longer of a HL, if any longer at all vs. cLam. Even in the hypnotic getting to sleep/staying asleep/both department, cLam definitely hands down is equal to FluAlp in the getting to sleep department even in comparisons as wide as 2:1 cLam:flAp, when in reality it's likely more like 2:1.25-1.5. Flap likely has a slight edge for staying asleep than cLam, particularly for benzo dependent users. At the same time, flaps duration of effect is so long that it has a dph like effect where if you took your flap in the last 10-12hr, especially less than 9hr since, you're 100% going to wake up high if you even end up waking up from your nap at all. It's the kind of benzo where you could sleep for 15hr if you don't use alarms or aren't physically forced out of bed.

So, the point of all of that is...

Why does it seem to destroy tolerance so disproportionately that it's much much worse than even cLam, because at comparable potencies it does nearly the same tolerance damage, and mg for mg between 50 and 75-87.5% the tolerance damage of cLam mg for mg. Yet even for all these comparisons, flap is nowhere near as powerful even when equipotent doses, and apart from the actual staying asleep, cLam has stronger muscle relaxation no doubt, nearly as good or equal effects for getting to sleep, etc.

Tl;dr why does FlAp have the tolerance damaging effects of between 50-75% that of cLam mg for mg, yet it's no more...subjectively potent than even Xanax or say clonazepam (I've never had kpins though FYI) in all the non-sleep departments, and is even less "powerful"'as etizolam solely in terms of anxiolytics, say 2.5-3mg etizolam vs. 1mg flap,

yet at the same time flap might even actually be 1:1 with clam in terms of true dependency levels, excluding how cLam causes more rapid dependency symptoms and the subjective symptoms/rebound anxiety is worse, let alone the increased seizure risk alone. When I say dependency levels, I'm thinking of measuring how much either one make say maintenance daily doses of Valium/kpins/nightly Xanax/ambien less effective, how quickly does it happen, to what degree of severity, what doses, etc.

Because just 8-12mg of flap absolutely raped my largely 10 month free benzo sobriety/t-break more than say 24-30mg of Xanax in a week or two ever would. I had only had maybe 10-15mg Xanax sprinkled within the 45 days before my flap use, that 24-30ish Xanax equivalent in flap over around 16 days, the following 2-3 weeks being almost entirely benzo free, and even now nearly 6-8 weeks after with previous etizolam tolerances in years past where I could eyeball 25-35mg per day over and over and basically felt nothing.

Before the flap, doses as low as 1-1.5mg Xanax or 250-400ug Flap would make me pass right out. Now I dose 1.5-2.5mg Xanax once a week on the dot because of weekly bupe doc piss tests, and that 2-3mg often times barely works now. I just refuse to go any higher because I'm using a family source of pharma Xanax and while entire refills to unused, I can't use too many of them out of my family's safety.

What on earth do I do to fix my tolerance? I already exercise. I figure 2mg of pharmacy Xanax should be nothing if it's only once a week, and over time my tolerance from the Flap should go down instead of up if I truthfully only do ~1.5-3mg of pharmaceutical Xanax once a week, usually 2-2.5mg.

So to other people considering flap, especially if they used to like etiz and their state banned it...all I can say is this is NOT a benzo as ergonomical as etiz or Xanax in terms of being a shorter acting, minimally tolerance inducing, pro-chipping benzos. It's definitely safer, way safer than cLam, would hold off cravings for Xanax or harder benzos like cLam way WAY more effectively than diclaz, and is more effective than triazolam or midazolam for sleep because it's like midazolam/ambien and klonopin or something like flubromazePam had a baby together and its euphoria was massively neutered.

It definitely has a place in the scene, but it will take time to figure out if it has anything logical to offer that say temazepam, phenazepam, or others have to offer sleep wise that don't mirror cLam as closely in terms of tolerance.

I've never tried temazepam, but it sounds like temazepam gets nearly the same problem done as flap with half as much tolerance gain or less.

Let me know your thoughts. It's been bugging me and keeping me from getting any more, but I can't get etiz right now because my social living situation is either RC or personally scripted benzos only, so no etiz. Also risking a schedule I charge on etiz when it should have been schedule IV in ALL the states that scheduled it apart from GA, is an outright crime against humanity. Diclaz, etiz, and frankly more benzo RCs than not should only be schedule IV and not I, apart from say the flubro twins, phenazoLam, cLam, that other flubro triazolam analogue that supposedly caused seizures FROM use and not WD though it was mostly a Swedish batch, etc., should be schedule I.

Thoughts? Also howdy Katz. Hope you're well.
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Fucking Gidgespear - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 11:31:48 EST ID:YJCKIqlo No.142125 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I need help. I've been taking .25-.5mg of cLam daily for the past half year, and before that 3-4mg daily of Etiz for a year.

Is it possible to taper off benzos with cLam or is it really really hard? I don't wanna use /benz/ anymore except for occasional use. If I don't have at least a .125mg morning dose I feel like shit. And in the evening if I don't dose .125mg, I can't sleep (still need alcohol to knock me out regardless). If I don't dose for a day I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack or seizure, along with the effects listed above. I've cut my dose back a little bit because I would take around .5mg every day for awhile until I realized how severe my situation is. Now cutting back any more from .25-.375mg just makes me feel horrible even though I've been trying to taper lower and lower for like 2 months now.

I've dug myself into a benzo addiction hole and I really need help getting out. What is the best course of action? Should I just get diclaz after I run out of cLam and use that to taper off? Would phenibut, kratom, or kava help me with WDs? Ideally I would like to start only dosing once a day and then lower it more and more until I'm not dependent. It just doesn't really seem possible unless I get something that is easier to taper of with like Diclaz.
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dr. men - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 13:51:23 EST ID:gVkaobC9 No.142127 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142124

Sorry that blatant stim post might have seemed out of context, but it was a general observation/expression/request for feedback on your thoughts on flualprazolam in general, and to start a group commentary (Brain and/or Sophia included) on both personal experiences and educated conjecture concerning the chemical.

Does anyone else agree that it's deceptively good at destroying one's tolerance, especially if the user is used to moreso RC usage over Rx meds in that, whether you have a legitimate script or a 100% undeniably legit pharma plug that you actually ride to the pharmacy and see him/her actually get the stapled and sealed script (at least one time, and if it's bars that his/her bare ALWAYS are the proper manufacturer for the usual script, never in a quantity above the monthly amount, and ALWAYS tastes like Xanax, so at least you know they're at worst presses that contain at least some amount of real Xanax (to pass the taste test and to pass all simple binary reagent testing), possibly an RC benzo as a cheaper filler drug, but I'm assuming darknet raw Xanax powder is less than or equal to twice the price of raw Etizolam powder, and therefore it's extremely unlikely people are making say 0.5mg Xanax + 3mg Etizolam presses to market as 2mg bars. It's not worth the extra sourcing and effort I would argue. Don't forget that if you're trying street bars, they're ALWAYS presses or might as well be 99% of the time, and should seriously be treated as seriously as street/festival rando E presses, except the bars can possibly contain intentionally laced fentanyl analogues, or MUCH more likely and happens more often, is 100% unintentional fentalogue lacing via accidental cross contamination of packaging/weighing/bagging equipment or glove residue. Be particularly careful if your guy or his people also sling dope/coke or the presses are those shitty soft fall apart presses much more likely to be made locally and not DNM sourced, as it means higher chance of fentalogue cross contamination. Ultimately the MOST important harm reduction strategy apart from the obvious choice of spending just two fucking dollars each fentalogue test strip SHIPPED minimum order $20, or if you're poor just get a single fent test strip or two for like $2.50 SHIPPED each, crushing up your entire Xanax dose for the day into one pile and preferably mixing in a quarter bar from as many different bars as you can so say a 2 bar dose can be the quarter bar chunks from 8 different bars, always mix and match the chunk sections, when breaking them look in the inside for any white/off white blotches or clumps of powder a different color from the rest, as it's like likely fentalogue or a benzo poorly distributed and definitely a hotspot that's likely dangerous. Then you mix all the quarter chunks into a pile, dump into small container, fill with a bit of warmer tap water, and after stirring a bit and letting it sit for ~5min and then stirring again, FINALLY test the water with the fentalogue dip stick and absolutely toss it all out if it's fentalogue positive, OR if you're poor/desperate/benzo dependent take at least ~12.5mg or 25mg preferred oral naltrexone a MINIMUM of 45 minutes before dosing any of the bars to block 99%+ of the fentanyl analogue and still feel the benzos assuming it has some in it. Just recognize that it could possibly be a "super" fent, such as carfentanil that's many times stronger than fent yet still technically fully blocked by naltrexone NOT naloxone NOT Narcan, but for Naltrexone. or not, and assuming your script if any is one of what I like to call IRL the "Big 4" (lorazepam, alprazolam, clonazepam, and diazepam), chances are you've become more dependent on the RCs due to them not having a script limit.

Flu-alp blows etiz, pyraz, largely diclaz but not as much, and even phenPam and out the of the water, when it sounds like it feels like a soulless temazepam, as temazepam is often labeled the diazepam of the night, yet flualp doesn't have anywhere near the mental high (anxiolytic+ speed it crosses BBB) or to a much smaller extent but still the truth is th.e lack of physical high (muscle relaxation+ physical inebriation/debilitation) relative to diazepam and what I assume temazepam also feels like. Don't get me wrong, flap is great if you like Xanax for sleep and it just isn't working for you anymore, even trying ambien+ Xanax and it doesn't always work, but flap or a combo of flap+xanax seems to get the job done
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dr. m - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 14:11:14 EST ID:gVkaobC9 No.142128 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142125

You absolutely should get diclaz, and if you can't get diclaz, even flualp would be better than cLam. It's really not safe to taper down on cLam alone, meaning you will likely have a seizure even from just a month of use, let alone 6 months.

6 months of cLam is NO JOKE and frankly you should spend 2-4 weeks Just switching that 0.25-.5mg cLam to 2-4mg diclaz. You may even need up to 5mg diclaz as replacement. You should reduce the cLam by say 10-20% and replace that equivalent in diclaz rapidly over 2 weeks or so so that the diclaz has reached a peak stable level.

THEN you can safely taper over a period of 4-10 weeks, 4 weeks being the minimum safe amount assuming you spent 10 days minimum preferably 2 weeks, even up to 3 weeks or a bit more to switch from cLam safely to diclaz by weaning off clam and adding diclaz.

Acknowledge this will take between 6-12 weeks minimum to do it safely before you go in. This is particularly important because you've used cLam. You are super super vulnerable for a seizure.

Stay away from phenibut. Kratom may help, but 12 weeks of that and you're dependent on it as well. Kava Kava, valerian root, chamomile, etc. will of course all help as well, but I'd suggest not hitting those until you've made the diclaz switch and are at least half way through the taper.

Stay away from Xanax and Etiz because you are and will be vulnerable to rebound anxiety. You will not sleep some nights at all, but if you don't switch, you'll be doomed to weirdly timed and oddly horrific meaning one minute it's alright and an hour later you feel like you're Gonna have a seizure.

Keep us updated. I'm curious how many seizures you will or might have through this process regardless of which method or path you choose. Good luck man, you can do it. I got clean from doing like 20-40mg etizolam for nearly a year maybe 10 months, and because I can't piss dirty every single week, I only get to use Xanax or etiz (shorter acting) because the test window is usually 3-7 days for Xanax. I'm praying that 7 days will continue to be enough for just a single 2-2.5mg dose.

Anyways, if I can do it so can you. The same goes for opi addict>suboxone>kratom. Almost anyone can get clean if they have strong enough reasons not to use if they follow the established methods with the highest success. Remember that you will likely be even better off than a diazepam taper because your metabolites are even longer I think, but more importantly the metabolites aren't fun or recreational at all, so that combined with massive half lives means your levels may not even budge not eventually when he pops his next day pill.

Just remember that these drugs take days to get out of your sistem, so a dosage cut isn't usually and almost always isn't entirely felt until the next day or several days have passed. Make sure you weather the previous cut or cuts and stablize before cutting too much.

Godspeed.
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Fucking Gidgespear - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 16:19:28 EST ID:YJCKIqlo No.142129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142128
Much thanks dude. I had previously WD'd from Etizolam and it was the worst experiences I've ever had, I'm not suicidal but for like 3 weeks I was seriously in a horrible place. I couldn't sleep, eat or drink, use the bathroom, barely function or socialize at all, I just spent all of my time hiding in my room and attending classes when I had to. I knew people addicted to crack and heroin and they didn't get like how I was when they were coming down or withdrawing. I'll get some diclaz pretty soon.

When my friend introduced me to Etiz he said it was like a more euphoric version of Xanax that isn't as strong or addictive. Well he was wrong, at least in my case and I didn't know any better. I'm not blaming him but taking a couple to come down from blow, molly, or LSD was nice, then I started using them to help me go to sleep, then taking them before work to make time go faster, it was a very slippery slope.

Just like the other anon was saying above, benzos are really weird and not very comparative in apparent equivalent dosages. Apparently .5mg of cLam is equal to 4mg of Etiz but it really doesn't feel that way for me. I haven't had WDs from cLam yet, but I can already tell that they are gonna be worse than anything I experienced with Etizolam just from how I feel right when I don't redose.

Again, thanks. I don't know if I will be able to get any until a week or two, but I'll be okay as long as I don't run out (I shouldn't, I probably have like 20mg left in my PG solution). cLam isn't even as recreational as Etiz for me for some reason.
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BRAIN - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 23:34:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142132 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142116
Okay so now i got only the 30MG vial basically. I fucked up and went for the 40 thinking my label said 40.I should be able to taper down with this 30mg and use clonazepam as an aid.

>>142123
Thanks Katz. I'm really ready to hop of this train soon. Really sick of this lie but i don;t know if i'm just too benz'd to worry about when i start to WD. I still feel like i can recover and be a useful member of society,

>??? etiz but a fuckon
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BRAIN - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 23:35:20 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142133 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142132
Thanks for all the info about Flaul Mario. I'll reply when i can actually function and not loose my train of throught every 20 seconds. nb
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Hannah Bluttingkadging - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 01:40:49 EST ID:RxTWNp4l No.142134 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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took my 0.5mg clonazepam. for some reason, lately my nightime doses don't seem as effective as when i take my dose earlier in the day.
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Brain - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 02:11:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142135 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142134
Oh the mk4’s <3

Nb
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Martha Blushwat - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 02:29:28 EST ID:t2uWBgJm No.142136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fucking Valium bruh. Hit me well, such a good combo with alcohol. After 3 drinks it's the cleaniest drunk ever. Fucking love it. Can't believe I got 10 packs of 10mg tablets in Cambodia. That place is amazing
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Brain - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 08:42:18 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142137 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Down to just 30mg. Wishing I didint get rid of he rest by such is life

>1mgclonazepam so I can function ok
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Dr. Ronaldo - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 18:52:06 EST ID:LPi5W6E+ No.142139 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2 mgs etizolam down the hatch. I've been binging way too hard on the booze recently and this is always my fallback when I'm not drinking. This past week I've accidentally drank a whole 5th of whiskey, an 18 pack of Budweiser for the 4th, and a 12pack of Yuengling coupled with a 6pack of PBR tall boys last night.

This drinking is out of control. I didn't even realize I could hold that much booze in my person. Here's hoping that etiz is somewhat better for my body...
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High Strung - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 19:09:51 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142140 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg Clonazepam, 3 bowls of Gorilla Glue, now watching an Iranian horror film with my homegirl. Indian food should be arriving at our doorstep soon. Hell yeah Saturday night!
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BRAIN - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 21:38:54 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142137
I decided to take 30mg of vyvanse instead of taking around 20ish like i usually do due to last nights etiz bender. I was doing an odd shift as a referee. One of the other reffs when we were alone straight up told me "i know your on cocaine". I've never been accused of doing coke or even high on drugs. Guy didn't believe me at all when i said i wasn't.

Regardless getting fuck'd after a long day

> 6mg eitz
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BRAIN - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 22:43:12 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142142 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142141
NOICE I FOUND THAT VIAL FROM LAST NIGHT WITH 1/4th LEFT. 40mg/15ml

> 6 mg etiz
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Shit Chommerbanks - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 23:31:14 EST ID:QH0pCfaU No.142143 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Woke up at 5 am because of opioid withdrawal and a suicide threat of a close one lingering in my mind.

Downed my usual 150mg Lyrica and started snorting midazolam. I'm down to 3.5, will probably go down to 7.5mg and stare out the window for hopefully some two hours. Shit tastes horrible but the hypnosis is impeccable. And did I highlight how much I love a snortable benzo? Get some Midazolam right now despite the ridiculous price and snort it. This shit tops triazolam and etizolam.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 00:21:21 EST ID:wscD70tX No.142148 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
After tapering down to and finally stabilizing at 5mg Diazepam 2x/day I let myself have one night of relaxation. Took 10mg. Smoked a fuck ton of weed. Feel pretty good.
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BRAIN - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 00:35:40 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142149 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142148
Hope ur doing well fiend. All you people kicking the pills is more motivations. cheers
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Lillian Sazzlehudge - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 01:18:29 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142150 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142142
>Another 6mg etiz

I got half a vial left. Going to try to taper off to ease the rebound anxiety and then hop back on cpam.Such large doeses of ut i so i dont wanna seizure out and fuck myself but even with my benders i can last all day without anything. With the short half life of etiz too i feel like im in the clear. Sure i get tyical etlam withdrawal but i feel like i can curb it with my cpam. Being honest with my doc wiill only fuck me in the long run
pce
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Lillian Sazzlehudge - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 01:21:31 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142151 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142150
I'd rather take the risk and if i seizue out cause the huge doses of flaul/etiz i'll accept the outcome. But i think i'll be alright. Maybe i'm just naive
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Doris Soblingsot - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 05:55:24 EST ID:hVcyb3L+ No.142154 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB

Careful with that Clonazolam out there guys. It seems tame at first but god damn.

I got sober off 8 bars a day, a couple weeks later came across some & was blacked out for days. Somehow spent almost 3,000 total in a week, almost lost my job etc.
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 08:32:45 EST ID:znxz63du No.142159 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Nb since off benzos but decided to mosey through the board.

Benzo wd symptoms have finally fully abated after cessation, wrangled my dextro dependance and tapered, and thrown myself into work/academics to occupy my mind.

Finally have a team underneath me, so I won't have to burn myself out workinfg as often anymore.

Life is about as good as it gets.

Did we get an influx of new trips or something?

>>142148
Good for you, finished up my own recently.

>>142151
>I'd rather take the risk and if i seizue out cause the huge doses of flaul/etiz i'll accept the outcome.

Cmon Brain you can beat this, not preaching but be careful man

Your usage (that Ive seen recently) is getting pretty big time, this is said as a statement of realism, if you dont address this quickly and efficiently the hole will only get larger and your doc will be the only realistic option left.

And yes it will fuck you in the long run, so would seizing. Don't let this turn into a bimary choice. Good luck, I'll be rooting for you.
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Lillian Sazzlehudge - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 10:42:43 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142161 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142159
Nah I appreciate your honestly and your geneuine reply. I know taking 30mg of etiz I. A night and not fully blacking out is fucked I got issues if I feel the need to do that.

I guess that post you replied too I was more referring to I’m done with RCbenxos but I hope my cpam keeps me out of the seizure part of the withdrawal because the ammount I’ve been taking this etiz wd I’m feing it like never before and little scared. .

I needes vyvanse and .5 clonazepam just to get outside today to cop weed. THtis is a good example of how I’m just digging a hole and it’s going to get to a point where I don’t want it to be the only option. Fuck being a salve to some pharmacy bullshit
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Lillian Sazzlehudge - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 10:55:16 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142162 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142161
But yea seems like a bunch of new trips, prob circlejerk lol considering all the rampant sourcing over the boards.

Anyways thanks to all the knowledgeable and helpful information. Not only tiny
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Brain - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 13:29:25 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142163 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142162
1 mg clonazepam to ease this shit along with 3G red Bali kratom and some kish
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Brain - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 20:37:48 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142124

Sup Doc,

You really put out a lot of information that i agree with. It's pretty accurate and i appreciate the effort you put in. It's better than etiz/diclaz but FUCKS your tolerance. I would say after taking roughly 100mg of Flaulp that this is very true. It fucks with tolorance hard but not quite as bad as clam/flam. Regardless it has basically made etiz usless unless i fucking take insane doses. I don't even black out but of course forget shit i did. My regular scripted 2mg clonazepam dose doesn't do much anymore. Last time i binged through 25mg of Flaul it took me weeks for me to feel anything from the clonazepam. I couldn't sleep for 5 days straight.

Now i'm fucking worried. I took insane ammounts of flaul and etiz since friday because like we've both stated it destroys tolerance. It's hard for me to say if clam is worse but i would say is worse than FLAM. Clam i threw out after 2mg.
I've taken roughly 20mg of FLAM.

Anyways i recommend people to stay away from flaul due to the tolerance issues. I'd still recommend etiz but i understand that is not a viable option for many, It is also more fiendish than etiz and and the europhia/body high is great.
Its too good that i MUST QUIT. If i want to taper off benzos me fucking with potent
RC benzos is a bad idea. I'd love to continue abuse but i've already started to ruin my life because of benzos.

But yea FLAUL over clam/flam but foreal DICLAZEPAM if you need legit GAD help for a little bit.

<3 PAM FUCK LAM

i'm fucked but good ifno mario. I'll try to provgide more once i sober up and get this shit out my system

>2mg clonazepam 7mg red bali 2 shots of vodka and bowls of kuysh

you're 100% going to wake up high if you even end up waking up from your nap at all. It's the kind of benzo where you could sleep for 15hr if you don't use alarms or aren't physically forced out of bed
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Brain - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 20:46:48 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142165 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142164
I'm actually supposed to start a new job tomorrow (again), after i got fired for being a fucking idiot off flaulprazolam previously last week. Regardless i kinda don't wanna go cause i already feel so fucked up with 2mg clonazepam. thats why im drinking vodka. Might not even show up to that job
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Brain - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 20:55:29 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142166 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142164
sorry for not going in depth either i'm just as messed up as when you posted and I don't like posting information or findings while under certain inebriating subtance's I.E. FLAUL ETIZ CLONAZEPA
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Reuben Clazzleville - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 21:07:25 EST ID:VdMrNS8f No.142167 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142165
This is the vicious cycle I was talking about Brain. You lose one thing because you're on benzos, then since you don't have to regulate any more you take more. A new opportunity comes along but because you're so sedated and anxiety free you don't notice the repercussions until you're off of the benzos. Then, when you've cleared up your head all of that anxiety rushes back and you start to realize how badly you fucked up. That's when you start back down the benzo train, to avoid the anxiety that benzos got you into in the first place.

It's hard to be on the outside looking in when you're on this stuff. If you truly are fucked up enough that you can't make it in tomorrow call in and tell the guy that you found another job and that you were sorry that you didn't call in sooner. That might at least keep you from becoming, "That guy", in your local area of expertise. Once you have exhausted all of your references it gets really tough to find a job you aren't directly getting from a friend.

Curious, how are you paying the bills right now?
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Shit Misslestirk - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 21:11:43 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142168 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.25 xanax as part of my daily allotment. Using DPH to help me sleep along with drinking.

Attempting to ween. I think I might call my doc and ask to go back to just 30, 1 mg pills a month. Even at lower amounts, the fact that I had more pills made me want to just take more because the bottle always looked full, until it didn't. Trying to find the best way to articulate this to my doc.
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Brain - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 21:17:27 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142169 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142167
>This is the vicious cycle I was talking about Brain. You lose one thing because you're on benzos, then since you don't have to regulate any more you take more. A new opportunity comes along but because you're so sedated and anxiety free you don't notice the repercussions until you're off of the benzos. Then, when you've cleared up your head all of that anxiety rushes back and you start to realize how badly you fucked up. That's when you start back down the benzo train, to avoid the anxiety that benzos got you into in the first place.

Yea you're right but i've always had extreme anxiety since i was a wee little lad. This shit is really the only relief but its just a bandage for a small time. Now ii'm worse off. I honestly knew what i was getting myself into and really am so apathetic i don't really care. I'm not proud of this honestly just telling you how things are. I never really thought i'd make it this far in life to be honest.

I'm sure i'll make it in tomorrow regardless. I need the money although i;m able to save a ton cause i moved back in with mommy and daddy in my mid 20's. I'm just feeling pretty negative cause its sunday and i'm tired as fuck.
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Brain - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 21:22:52 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142171 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142169
Right now i'm just referring sports on the weeknd and without getting into to much detail assist packaging weird tings for research purposes only on odd nights
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Brain - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 21:26:43 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142167
Last spam for the night but i'm already "that guy"

Kinda why i'm going back to school in sept

nb
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Charlotte Pettingway - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 07:49:57 EST ID:LA0B2d+n No.142173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142172
Since I keep seeing your posts, I want to share this with you, because I've been in almost the same spot where you are now and am feeling stronger than ever now.
I have tried to kill myself the first time when I was 14 for no real reason I can remember other than hating school and feeling like an alien who was just acting to fit in.
I was bullied later on until I moved schools and had a madly deep relationship that lasted two years. Got disillusioned with uni and in my last semester dropped everything, dropped the relationship, dropped uni and shut myself in for 6 months not answering the phone nothing, just going out for grocery shopping, and even that was peaking my anxiety levels. That's as someone who was really having no problem with girls before and after the break-up. It's a fucking trauma of many things coming together. I gave up on life essentially but still didn't off myself and got worse and worse. I tried different drugs but was always careful not to get addicted to anything. I told myself I just want to die, and spent the time thinking about why I should even try to live etc. yet there was obviously something holding me back, even though I didn't see it and felt the worst I've ever felt and kept getting worse. I developed psychosomatic pain that made it impossible for me to breathe properly, sports didn't help, the doctors didn't find anything wrong, except that they saw how unnaturally limited my body movement was. It was psychosomatic, like constantly holding your muscles,so even exercising and stretching didn't relieve the pain or improve my condition. I couldn't sit, walk, run or lie down without having to change position. I would wake-up because I held my breath. I was restless, tired, exhausted couldn't focus and in pain every single day for the first 2 years.

It was pure hell, I lost everyone and everything and all the progress towards a career as well. My safety net was a family member who made various appointments for me to at least get the physical condition fixed first. MRI's, X-Rays, Physiotherapy etc. nothing helped except for muscle relaxants. The first psychotherapist/psychologist I saw when I get quit uni told me after 5 minutes "take this SSRI". I knew enough about anti-depressants and treatments to tell him to go fuck himself. Who was this dipshit to make a diagnostic before hearing the story and complexities involved. I don't wanna judge anyone here who takes SSRIs or Anti-derpessants, but I have a very defined opinion on their medical value in common cases. I got into the whole diet and vitamin thing, and started 'rolfing', which instantly amazed me, after just a 1hour session I felt 100 times better than I felt since the pain began. I stopped rolfing after a while since I quickly realised what I had to do to 'let go', and from that point onwards I just had to rebuild my muscles and postures and all that. But there were/are still triggers that sent me down a deep hole.

Two of the people who treated me (to effect!) told me their story. One worked a very high paying job but was bullied by colleagues (this is someone in their 50s). So this person also developed similar to me this psychosomatic pain, and it got worse because it wasn't addressed properly. Only after finding a way to 'letting go' and then psychotherapy (the talking version, not the prescription version) could she live again. The other person, a yoga instructor who helped rebuild my body structure told me about she couldn't even sit as she was practitioning yoga after break-up with her boyfriend. Her teacher took her aside and asked her what was wrong and she didn't want to talk about. Eventually she did and realised what she was doing to herself and that she needed to get rid of it.

TL;DR: If you are physically fine, see a psychotherapist who doesn't prescribe you shit. Yes, taper off if you can, but if you say

>Yea you're right but i've always had extreme anxiety since i was a wee little lad. This shit is really the only relief but its just a bandage for a small time. Now ii'm worse off. I honestly knew what i was getting myself into and really am so apathetic i don't really care.

Then you need to get to the root. That's kinda the point of my whole story. Make a damn appointment for a psychotherapist who tries to talk and understand what's causing it, not who looks at xyz disorder, prescribe xyz medication. If you don't trust the person try another one, try a hypnotherapist, try some stuff to help yourself. The other point is that things can seem very bleak and still you find yourself coming out on top and much better. Don't let despair take the best of you. Life is weird, but there's no growth without suffering.
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Hamilton Grimville - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 15:35:25 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.142174 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2 mg Alprazolam
40mg Diazepam
300mg Pregabalin (lyrica)
and three heineken

Feeling pretty buzzy like a bee, I might take another 300mg lyrica as that's really the one that seems to have the a strong effect. Without it I can still walk straight and have normal conversations. Only the damn lyrica gives me brain a holiday. Fuck me man, I found a source for 2 euro for 10x5mg Diazepam. I should probably stop tomorrow for a long time. But today I'll celebrate. Definitely not going up the 1600 mg dosage of lyrica again though, that was just retarded. And there's no joy to be head from entering the retard level.

Tell me /benz/, how do I possibly make money without contributing to the fuck-over of people? I think if I really find the solution to that question my life will really be fulfilled. I'm open to the any and all and the most retarded 0f ideas you can come up with! Show me what your made of!
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Henry Pittfoot - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 16:43:47 EST ID:0oh9fQzD No.142175 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BWB'nzed on these ~2mg etiz pez candies and some junk
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Fanny Mibberturk - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 18:24:33 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.142176 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142175
Nice to know that guy is still vending. Never trusted it though. His prices weren't great, it seemed like a really easy way for someone to get really benzed without realizing it, and he was selling clam alongside the other candies. The chances of me getting a 1 mg clam candy instead of the 1 mg etiz or diclaz I order is too high and I've heard too much about him being fucked up and fucking up.

Enjoy your mystery benzo, here's hoping it's etiz. Also, maybe don't mention the kind of candy he uses. It's a great way to give out stealth info to LEOs that may not already know about it.

Bump on 1mg etiz to help me with my strep throat.
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Hugh Pockville - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 19:01:37 EST ID:q1DpO7LL No.142177 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think I ended up taking like 5mg of xanax through out the day starting like 7 hours ago at noon. Just took 1mg of the 5, drank a tallboy and I'm smoking now... too bad I still fell sober. Will most likely drink more and smoke more later
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Henry Pittfoot - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 19:33:38 EST ID:0oh9fQzD No.142178 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142176
might be a different vendor. He's relatively new and only sells etiz pez. The price cant be beat ($1.70/piece) and they are all pretty well dosed. they seem to be closer to 3mg. Never had a weak one and have gone through about 75 of em
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Charles Pubblefuck - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 19:58:26 EST ID:BM3is5Qg No.142179 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Asking for my girlfriend: .5 alprolazam daily. Can she hop off cold turkey or is that not a good idea even at the lowest dose?
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Priscilla Chubberman - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 20:41:29 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.142180 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Party day

2mg Alrazolam
about 60mg Diazepam
Didn't feel shit
5 heineken
900kg Lyrica, on my way to another 300
I don't know if it's tehe beer or the lyrica but I'm finnaly getting fucked.
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Priscilla Chubberman - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 20:54:44 EST ID:g+KI8pvM No.142181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142180
Alright the lyrics is really kicking in. I don't wanna have another 24 hour hangover, so I'll leave it at that. I Ihave no tolerance to that shit and yet I don't understand how people get high from dosages below 300m. The only problem I experieced was knd of night terror three days after. No idea ifthat's related to pregablin, especially because Itook 15mg diazepam that night as well to make sure allwas good.

Sufficiently fucked, time to hit the sack. peeeeeeeeeace
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High Strung - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 22:22:36 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142182 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another day in the life of High Strung

Like, today was a good day at work and then I got from my mom that my pops has pulled another psycho move again: this time he's stolen my mom's debit card, drained my mom's bank account leaving her with $30 to her name, packed up a bunch of camping gear, guns, and stims, and told my mom if she comes after him he'll kill her then he'll roll up to my crib and blast me too.

2.5mg Clonazepam and 3 bowls of Lemon Kush cuz I need it.
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Priscilla Hingerdale - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 00:19:49 EST ID:J1Pa/RDl No.142185 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>floored on 5mg of ambien

Man. It must be because I took some DPH and valerian tea, while also being at the end of amph use (not a binge, just enough to get through the day).

bwb you sloppy motherfuckers
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Beatrice Cronnerhotch - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 12:22:08 EST ID:TeXhEWxf No.142192 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Checking out nitrazepam. Just took 5mg, thinking of going up to 20mg. Gotta sleep but gotta kick opioids also.
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Brain - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 12:25:46 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142193 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142173
Yea you pretty mjch hit the nail on the coffin. Thanks for taking the time to shine some light into my life during these dark times. I don't really have much to say but I'm "trying" my best to seek help but i'm caught in destructive ways. I will break through regardless soon.

I'm doing pretty good on day 3? Clonazepam is obviously saving me at nights, same with some vodka. Feel like i should go out and cop some more for tonight the next couple nights. By good i mean okay in terms of not self destructing yet, i honestly feel worse and worse every day but know it will eventually get better. My tolorance is fucked so cpam does nothing so the vodka helps me currently. After im feel better hopefully in 2-3 weeks i can start to taper off the clonazepam too.

thanks ya'll
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Charlotte Billingbury - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 13:40:15 EST ID:1qxI/jIC No.142198 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142192
whoaa 10mg is strong. conversion charts were totally wrong
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Brain - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 19:45:54 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142205 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
>1mg clonazepam / 8g red bali kratom throughout the day / bowls
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Nicholas Dundertune - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 23:33:34 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142207 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>2mg etiz
>two slow sipped glasses of whiskey

feeling sloppy and relaxed it's really helping me calm down after this weekends disso binge
gonna sleep tonight for like 15 hours
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Nicholas Dundertune - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 23:57:01 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142208 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>1mg etiz more
just to make it interesting before i pass out
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dr. m - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 04:41:56 EST ID:gVkaobC9 No.142210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787

Obligatory BWB because I dont have a drug test for at least two more weeks, so it's 2mg pharma alprazolam down the hatch.

Even using every 7-14 days I seem to really require 3-4mg to really do anything serious if I don't drink

>15mg d-amph this morning
>PST (taper) this afternoon
>2mg Xanax to sleep and I feel nothing

I really wish I could get a triazolam or temazepam script. Oh well.

I'll likely go take another 1mg pharma Xanax even know I want to preserve my stash. No pointin taking below my threshold dose when I only dose once every 10 days or so.

Shouldn't 2mg be enough? fuck just 8mg of flualp for raping my tolerance, and for bingeing ~500mg etiz in a month about a year ago and all,the permatolerance involved with that.
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Brain - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 13:23:45 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142213 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142210
Yea flaul is retarded, I’m staying away for good now. It’s impacted my tolorance worse than clam/flam. Don’t know if you ever read my reply about flam

No benzos so nb
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Hamilton Darthall - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 13:24:19 EST ID:DpoaTzOW No.142214 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWB 0.5mg etiz
2 x 0.25mg spread through an hours or so

After 5 day break from benzos I'm feeling these minute doses very strongly
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Brain - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 19:11:01 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142217 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
>1mg clonazepam

Doing pretty well. I do feel weird but kratom and weed are keeping me in check. Only thing is i really want some more etiz just to stock it.
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Ernest Chonderwack - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 20:14:30 EST ID:sOrmbpDU No.142218 Ignore Report Quick Reply
"Grr world i mad at u"
2mg Xan #1
"...Yeah ok but that one thing is bullshit though"
2mg Xan #2
"nvm it's fine"

And thus a bartard is born
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 00:37:03 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142219 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
1/3 individuals in my research group is fairly competent. And well, the other 1/3 is an individual I cannot fucking standing because HE DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO FUCKING CITE IN APA FORMAT WHEN HE'S IN HIS LATE FUCKING 30s!!!!!
Fucker.

40mg diazepam + 0.75mg alprazolam + DPH + booze (blended Scotch and beer) throughout the day.
I'm getting drunk and benz'd for another group essay. One of these dudes is chill and actually knows his shit. Him and I go way back to our first semester of grad school. The other dude can suck octopus dick.
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Brain - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 13:44:15 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142222 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Need some vyvanse just to be alert enough to grab a fat sac of weed.
Now feeling all alienated and weird of my friend mr.Etizolam and mr.flaulfuckyotoloranceprazolam

>1 mg clonazepam bowls and kratom
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Brain - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 14:02:35 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142223 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142222
>1mg more clonazepam

I need to kick these stim side effects, fuck. Today is day 6 on kratom too but it helps so much with all the shit im recovering from. I know i'm going to feel like shit if i keep taking it any longer. Last time i quit kratom was god awful for 4 days and i know it's only going to get worse with my continued relapse. benz/opi wd are both their own separate types of hell but hell none the less. /r
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Brain - Fri, 13 Jul 2018 19:48:40 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Waited all day for this 2mg clonazepam. I wanna drink but I gotta be up early tomorrow.
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Jarvis Hassleson - Fri, 13 Jul 2018 22:46:41 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142235 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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1.5mg xanax. Drinks. Going to rock a fat bong bowl.

Still feeling pretty miserable.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 03:48:54 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142237 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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70mg diazepam, 4.5mg alprazolam, and a pint of Scotch.

>>142235
dem cheekzzz
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High Strung - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 15:52:51 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142242 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.5mg Alprazolam. Bless my younger sister for being a fellow benzo fiend and knowing THE STRUGGLE of waiting for Refill Day.

Currently eating falafel, smoking Sour D, and watching Frasier.
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Brain - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 22:51:06 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142248 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
1mg clonazepam this morning. Had a bunch of beer and now i can’t sleep so 1mg clonazepam. Don’t like Benz after booze but
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 23:13:29 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142249 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Slipped up on my taper. Have been doing 2mg Etizolam a day, 1 in the morning, 1 at night, and trying to minimise (as much..or, little as possible, haha.. Benzo w/d is hell, even when you're just cutting down.
Anyway. I took my 1mg this morning, had a fucked day, and came home with a 6 pack and took 4mg Etiz with my beers. Will not redose again tonight, but shit, how bad did I fuck up my tolerance and inevitable w/d symptoms? I'm fucking terrified.
A bad day at work is not an excuse to do shit like this : /
To be fair, I feel pretty relaxed, optimistic about going back to work next week, and have been studying things I need/want to know that we aren't trained on, on my own time to hopefully get a promotion soon.
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Nicholas Crerryfuck - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 00:54:56 EST ID:/aJT+A0o No.142250 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142249
Slip ups happen, don't worry. Won't be a problem just get back on the horse
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Brain - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 13:17:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
1mg clonazepam / 5g redbali / bowls of weed
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 01:29:10 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142254 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam this morning. 10mg diazepam now.

>>142249
I think that mindset plays a great role in tapering and eventual (even partial) sobriety. Don't beat yourself up. You made a mistake that you recognize.
As for the taper I wouldn't think that your taper would be affected much by one single instance of dosing 4mg etizolam instead of your nightly dosage of 1mg. You may feel some irritability, rebound anxiety, and insomnia but you won't go into extreme withdrawals or have a seizure if you just get back on schedule tomorrow.
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Polly Soffingchut - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 01:36:11 EST ID:JOuhYcYN No.142256 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Got another .5 clonazapam for my daily, bumping on 1mg
Pharmacy gave me wicked activis klons instead of bullshit accord and they're great
Fuck accord, hail activis
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Polly Soffingchut - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 01:39:24 EST ID:JOuhYcYN No.142257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been on .75mg clonazapam a night, when I take an extra half during the day it's hard to fall asleep without a mg

Been hard to stay on .75 to fall asleep without the mg
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Brain - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 14:14:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
>1mg clonazepam

Kinda disapointed cause I ordered more etiz/flaul. Been doing real good since last time. Also decided to grab some lyrica and more odesmethlytramadol. Oh well
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Brain - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 20:06:35 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142266 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
>2mg clonazepam
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 23:27:59 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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30mg diazepam (10mg every 5 or so hours today) and two pints of shit beer.
I'm chillin'. I'll have another beer as I study and maybe another 10mg diazepam.

>>142266
DOOM x Madlib

Hell yeah. Classic.
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Angus Pockfoot - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 01:39:23 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.142278 Ignore Report Quick Reply
another 2mg of klonopin (4mg total), weed, ambien

wooooooo
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 01:57:47 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142279 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Back down to 3mg Etizolam a day. Can't wait to fully go through withdrawal.. Again : /
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Oliver Borringlock - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 04:04:51 EST ID:5SXXuABx No.142280 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Couldnt stop fucking overheating tonight, sweating in my sheats, so i popped 4mg diclazepam and a cold shower
My damn house burned down a few days ago so I'm trying to get comfortable sleeping on my friends couch for the next month or so
More than likely gonn! take this opportunity as a full time degenerate with no job, no rent to pay, a good running car, and enough money from slangin [legal items] to solo roadtrip with my dog through a few states, call it a business trip, see a few old friends, grab a few supplies, and turn this situation into a profit
Fuck man this sucks though my fuckin house burned down
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BRAIN - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 18:06:59 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142285 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
>1mg clonazepam now.

Woke up to some 3fpm then midway decided to drop 80mg odmst. Man i'm feeling nice.

How did you like the new Mac Song Katz? self care
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Reuben Chockletick - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 20:27:29 EST ID:RxTWNp4l No.142289 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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took my 0.5mg clonazepam an hour ago.
my psychiatrist is taking me off of them, so now i only take one of these a day instead of two. i have mixed feelings about this.
i still feel anxious so i might do some dabs soon
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Molly Menderhire - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 21:43:06 EST ID:kTEfo/FY No.142290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142279
How strong is etizolam? If you had no built up tolerance, how much would you use for occasional insomnia?
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Barnaby Bunnerpire - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 23:25:10 EST ID:xUSXluEg No.142292 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141876
Football beer booster reporting
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 23:49:44 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142293 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142290
.5 or 1mg would be enough for sure. I wouldn't recommend messing with it though.
I took 6mg today : / a bit ashamed of that. Just have had a terrible day mentally and want to start fresh tomorrow.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 23:59:31 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142295 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142285
I've been fucking with Mac's new stuff all year. I like the track that he produced for Clockwork DJ (Dance) back in January as well as his collab with Carnage and Madeintyo (Learn How to Watch). Then Mac went and dropped Programs, Buttons, and Small Worlds on the same day early this summer. Fucking floored. Program > Buttons > Small Worlds.

With Mac releasing three very different sounding songs on the same day I went into Self-care feeling very hopeful of yet another different sound, rhythm, and lyrical content. I think that the Self-care music video is fantastic. The song itself is rather long for a Mac Miller single in the big scheme of his singles, but I think it is stellar. I am rather excited for his new album, Swimming, to drop this August. I definitely plan to catch him when he tours in my area.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 00:01:10 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142296 Ignore Report Quick Reply
20mg diazepam and 0.25mg alprazolam before. A beer after a fat meal now.
I'm writing one hell of an term paper for my Assessment in Counseling course, so I don't doubt that another 10mg diazepam, 0.25mg to 0.5mg alprazolam, and a glass of Scotch might get into the mix.

>>142285
I've been fucking with Mac's new stuff all year. I like the track that he produced for Clockwork DJ (Dance) back in January as well as his collab with Carnage and Madeintyo (Learn How to Watch). Then Mac went and dropped Programs, Buttons, and Small Worlds on the same day early this summer. Fucking floored. Program > Buttons > Small Worlds.

With Mac releasing three very different sounding songs on the same day I went into Self-care feeling very hopeful of yet another different sound, rhythm, and lyrical content. I think that the Self-care music video is fantastic. The song itself is rather long for a Mac Miller single in the big scheme of his singles, but I think it is stellar. I am rather excited for his new album, Swimming, to drop this August. I definitely plan to catch him when he tours in my area.
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Shitting Gondleledging - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 05:37:26 EST ID:5SXXuABx No.142300 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg diclaz & .3mg clam bump when benzled
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John Blatherwill - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 11:01:19 EST ID:YJCKIqlo No.142301 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just wanted to say that Diazepam/Diclazepam has been a godsend for me. I had a heavy short-acting benzo addiction to alp, etiz, and cLam. after awhile taking these they would make me feel like shit, give me headaches, make me dizzy and disoriented, didn't relieve anxiety as much anymore and even gave me anxiety occasionally, but if I didn't take them I would have horrible withdrawals. Diclaz has been so helpful because it's just a chill once a day dose. It staves away WDs and helps with anxiety but it's very mild and light feeling so I'm not disoriented or feeling fucked up. It's even more euphoric since I've been having side effects from short-acting benzos.

Ultimate plan is to taper off with the 100mg of diclaz I have. I started with 4mg first day, then 3mg 2nd day with small doses of the triazolams to help me sleep. Past 2 days I've use 2mg a day and triazolos to help me sleep. Wish me luck on my taper boys, I have about 90mg left. I'm going to want to start skipping doses for a day then hop back on to make my taper more efficient as well as drop all triazolams ASAP (in 2-3 days to make sure my blood levels are stable with diclaz before I cessate).
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BRAIN - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 14:10:36 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Had my usual wake n bake followed up with 100mg odsmt. Added 1mg of flaul and now im nodding like a mofo. I miss this. I'll reply to you katz when i can comprehend reading.
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Hugh Billingwater - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 20:20:09 EST ID:RxTWNp4l No.142305 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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took my 0.5mg clonazepam and a small dab.

after lowering my dose four days ago, mild withdrawals have set in. not as severe as when i was taking xanax and f-phenibut, but i have noticed tremors in one hand. i wonder if it would be better to take 0.5mg and then another dose of 0.25mg daily for a while before dropping to 0.5mg daily, but now that i'm already taking 0.5mg, i'm concerned if raising my dose would cause a problem.

this steep drop is what my psychiatrist recommended. i have been noticeably more depressed than before, but i'm already prone to depression.
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High Strung - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 21:49:33 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142306 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Very successful day at work. 2 more weeks until I move to NYC after 20 years of living in ATL. I'm so excited.

Anyway, it's Refill Day so I'm ridin' on 4mg Clonazepam, 3 bowls of Triple OG Kush, and binging on Frasier while waiting on Mexican delivery to arrive.

TBH I'm a nervous wreck about moving to NYC. I know getting my PhD from NYU is gonna be awesome and living in NYC is.... well, living in NYC.... but trying to pack, get all the paperwork done on my crib, staving off my psychotic father's texts and calls, and keeping everything smoothed over for school has me very happy I'm prescribed benzos.

I know I should follow everyone's example and taper off, but like.... I dunno.... I'm so functional and life when not on benzos is a constant roller coaster of suicidal terror and despair. Insha'Allah when I get on my feet in the big city far, far away from family drama and my drama-llama friends I'll be able to slowly minimize my use of my Clonazepam to be small doses for big emergencies.... Until then, though, feels comfy man....
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Henry Gandlehidge - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 23:32:54 EST ID:gz7SxkeA No.142308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
8mg after a .25 daily for a week has me feeling right at that sweet spot. I think for my next apt I might try and get prescription weed too. Pot doesn’t work well for me without bentos because I get terrible paranoia. But that’s about to change :3
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Fuck Midgeham - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 01:10:17 EST ID:i190r5AD No.142310 Ignore Report Quick Reply
took 20mg of valium and it aint doing shit

i do have a tolerance as Id been taking 2 weeks before 5mg a day for a while. but now I only take 20mg once a week and it barely does anything like a 10mg would do
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BRAIN - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 02:13:08 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
SO i ended up spilling most of my vial like an idiot porb got around 10mg total tongith out for 25mg vial. GG. Not as fuck asl i'd like but night /benz/ bots andgirls
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Archie Snodwell - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 04:25:24 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.142314 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ambien and kpins and weed ya feel me
shits trill
keep it real 4 tha nigga nation
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Cedric Mosslesodge - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 05:17:19 EST ID:LA0B2d+n No.142315 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2mg Alprazolam and 2 million episodes of ANIME
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Cedric Mosslesodge - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 07:00:11 EST ID:LA0B2d+n No.142316 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142315
and another 2mg. wew im feelin useless
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Phyllis Gommerlun - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 09:22:59 EST ID:JSUIrfUn No.142317 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142314
ambien seems like it's better as a combo drug with other drugs rather than on it's own. had a weird ambien adventure a while back & it was interesting but basically felt like shitty benzos with a tad dissociativity most of the time. wonder what itd be like with ketamine
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High Strung - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 11:22:40 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142321 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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A morning of relaxation before going into work: my prescribed morning 2mg Clonazepam mixed with 3 bowls of Triple OG and a large iced coffee while listening to darkwave. My boss told us yesterday that today would be a quiet day at the office so I have no worries about coming in a little more laid back than usual.....
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BRAIN - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 13:17:34 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142322 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142116
Okay so everything was going real well.

Then i got antsy and decided to take some flaul. Was 5mg deep last night and spilled the rest of the fucking vial like the dummy. The remaining little bit i chugged which was NOT a good idea but i was PISSED.

Anyways Flaul is amazing but god damn its potent. Self care homies

Now about to nod off like crazy again with a huge combo. Hope the kratom last night won't fuck with my enzymes too much.

OH and i made a new vial and finally set up all my college courses

ANYWAYS COCKTIAL MOTHAFUCKAS

> 2Mg flaul 130ODSMT 50MG DPH Marijuana
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High Strung - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 21:16:27 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142326 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142322 damn Brain DPH? That stuff scares me, never did it but it causes a psychotic episode in my sister that I'll never, ever forget. Talking about fucking spiders and my mom had to wrestle the keys from her because she wanted to get into her car and go "pick up my friend from the nunnery" It was insane.

I'm up at 3mg Clonazepam and 2 joints of Triple OG Kush. Add a few energy drinks and a Jimmy John's Totally Tuna WE. ARE. FUCKING. GLORIOUS.
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Esther Pundlewure - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 21:48:24 EST ID:RxTWNp4l No.142328 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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0.5mg clonazepam a few hours ago. depression was horrible today. tried taking some kava to relieve some of my symptoms, but i still really needed the clonazepam.

i'm calling my psychiatrist tomorrow about this. it feels unbearable at times, and sometimes it even feels like i'm losing my mind.

should i get diazepam/diclazepam and taper from there? i've had problems before from abusing other benzos when i'm not prescribed them, so i feel weird about getting more /benz/
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Polly Secklenetch - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 00:20:00 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142329 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Refilling my 90 .5s against my better judgement.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 01:01:27 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142330 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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18 whippets when I arrived home. 10mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam before that during class.
30mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and vodka tonics now. I’ll have tart sour mash dry hop beer soon and likely another 10mg diazepam and 1mg alprazolam. I wish I had more whippets, but i bought these at a vinyl/head shop after class. Name brand Whip-It Co. $1/canister. I have a 100 pack of European grade blues, which I pick up monthly, coming in by Monday.
I would slaughter a village of babies for some Ketamine and opiate right now.

>>142326
50mg is a standard DPH dosage to cope with allergies, opiate itchiness, or to boost sedative properties in combos. Now, 500mg+ lead to crazy /del/ experiences.
I have one solid DPH experience with around 600, maybe 700mg back in Summer 2016 after college graduation and before I started grad courses. It was essentially self-induced schizophrenia for several hours. I mean, I had 5 different voices telling me various things: an evil voice that told me to harm myself and others, a distinct voice that was rather paranoid, a voice that started to laugh in a rather deep tone at the start and throughout. I was hallucinating conversations with people in my family and friend circle alive, dead, and that I’ve never met, etc.
What had been standard were the glass spiders and webs that only fully exist in your peripheral vision. The shitty thing is that you can drink a gallon of water and still feel like you haven’t been drinking water for years. That, and the after effects. I was so damn sore that I felt like someone beat me up in my sleep.
But! I do drink about a gallon of water every single damn day.
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Chan - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 03:04:55 EST ID:cxoEcytu No.142331 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>10mg Valium
>2 Grapefruit beers

Doc has cut my dosage down to 5m. Guess it's for the best.
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High Strung - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 09:11:29 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142332 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142330 Oh okay, that's just the standard dose of Benadryl. Yeah, fuck DPH, my sister did it NOT TELLING ANY OF THE SQUAD WE WERE HANGING WITH THAT SHE WAS ON IT IN PUBLIC. I thought she was having a psychotic manic episode (my sister has bipolar disorder like I do). I was scared we were gonna have to take her to the psych ward that night.

....Aaaaaanyways, it's 9:00am here in the lovely State of Georgia. I just washed 2mg Clonazepam down with a Monster energy drink and smoked 2 bowls of some super powerful kush. Currently listening to Laibach, gonna smoke more in a few hours before going to mosque. Hope everyone has a great Friday.
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Eugene Caffingpine - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 10:51:23 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142334 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142330
Wow you can find that shit in headshops? I’ve always wanted to give that a go...
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Eugene Caffingpine - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 12:02:25 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142335 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142334
Went to my local head shop and they didn’t sell them. Kinda obvious he could tell why I wanted em. Regardless ended up buying shit I didn’t need

Nb till flam time
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Eugene Caffingpine - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 12:15:23 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142336 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142335
Also forgot to mention a killed a whole 20mg flaul last night. With the constantly supply of thermos and benzos, it ain’t looking good.
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BRAIN - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 12:33:09 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142337 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142334
but yea a popular store online had just what I was looking for!!

Anyways, anyone who says eizolam is inferior to flualprazolam is stupid. I understand they are both theinos but they are different benzos. Etizolam may have a short half life and isn't as strong as flual but at least you don't get mega benz'd for hours. I find myself waking up in the morning feeling hardcore residual benz. I understand the reasoning of trying to get away from etizolam, fuck but man 2 completely different ways to utilize them.

Etizolam is a great high with lots of redosing and MAD rebound anxiety the next day

Flaul is a longer high that makes you feel still benz'd the next day. the 3rd day is when the worst rebound anxiety i've ever felt. People say this shit is just stronger xanax just because its a fluroniated version but it really doesn't seem that way after ingesting large ammoounts.

Or the large ammounts but i havent don't SHIT today and i'm benz'd as fuck. Ive just smoked weed.

20 mg binge of etiz wouldn't leave me like this the next day. Not to mention my tolorance took a huge hit forsure.

anwaysy ramble. watch out for flaul. Fun ride but a bit insidious
nb
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James Ciffingpon - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 20:15:35 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142338 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2.5mg xanax
alcohol
bong hit

I stopped writing down my dosages. Just resumed.

Had some seriously bad waves today, on the verge of crying. Nothing is actually wrong.

Anyone ever fuck around with 2M2B?
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High Strung - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 20:31:55 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg Clonazepam and a joint of kush after a hot shower

I plan to sleep like the dead
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BRAIN - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 21:56:53 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142342 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Fell asleep on my bed cause i was feeling just tooo good. Out of opi for the weekend :(. Fixed myself some bowls followed with another 1mg of flaul. Feeling nice. 200mg/130mg pg vial
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BRAIN - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 23:25:12 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142344 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142342
Another 2mg of flaul. I don;t even wanna think about hiow deep im in tonight

should be a chill day u and best best im brining emergency flaul just incase
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Cyril Billingwill - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 05:57:54 EST ID:x233GpYv No.142347 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just took 4mg xans. I'm a rookie to this benz shit so I'm feeling pretty nice right now. Hope this feeling lasts awhile.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 12:09:55 EST ID:OktHr8DF No.142348 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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18mg bromazepam, a can of 5.2alc beer, two glasses of wine and 1mg subutex plugged.

Waitin for refill day om tuesday for my Lyrica 300mg 56 pieces

Not yet out of the /opi/ woods yet but in two days my subs will rum out and I'll have to manage on broma, alcohol and lyrica. A friend is bringing a bunch of hashish and shrooms next week so I'm fucking pumped for that.

NEVER SHOOT HEROIN AGAIN FUCK THAT SHIT
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 12:13:55 EST ID:OktHr8DF No.142349 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142347
>xans
>last a while

Unless they're pressed with some long acting benz you're gonna be disapointed.
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High Strung - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 15:33:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142350 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>1mg Alprazolam
>2 joints of XXX OG Kush
>2 Monster energy drinks

Current music repertoire (enjoyed on FLAC via my Senn HD650's):
My Chemical Romance - "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love"
Sargeist - "Satanic Black Devotion"
Gorgoroth - "Instinctus Bestialis"
VNV Nation - "Empires"

Gonna take a break from Netflix/movie night, it's music night.
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BRAIN - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 15:53:16 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142351 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Oksy do i woke up feeling pretty shitty but went in regardless

Started to feel benz wd around 2 and knew CPAM wouldn'r cut it. So i got off early but they want me to work tomorrow. The anxiety and fear of unknown was fucking me up hard. 1Mg flaul now. This shit is INSIDIOUS but amazing together. I couldn't imagine CLaM if Flaul is this bad.

Anyways i'd stay clear if anyone see this. I've basically lost a fucking week and yesterday during my binge of around 7flaul did all types or weird stupid and obscure shit. Regardless this is ME not the drug and a result of me taking too much. But FUCK does the amnesia hit hard with this chem.

Like i don't feel like i cant keep this up without fucking my brain if i already haven't. Kinda hard when i'm around it SO much and life is grim as fuck. Panic as fuck so probably abuse tonight and repeat for the rest of week. FF on life /benz/
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BRAIN - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 18:05:14 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142352 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142351
2mg more of that Flualprazolam

Feeling great with no worries...for now
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High Strung - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 21:31:35 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142353 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh boy here we go again:
>2mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of XXX OG

Currently sipping on one of those pop-top huge-ass energy drinks, lighting up another joint, waiting for Indian curry to arrive at my door so I can boot up FLCL: Progressive.
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BRAIN - Sat, 21 Jul 2018 21:50:14 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142354 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142351
og 7mg flap total.

need major stim tomorrow for this residual hangover. Might actually bring some emergency stock incase i need it. oeace ya'll
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Nell Dullytene - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 00:33:08 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142355 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuck everything.

Rocked a bunch of dab hits, 1.5mg xanax.

Did a bong hit, been drinking a shitload, about to pop 125mg Diphenhydramine
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Alice Brindlewud - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 01:34:18 EST ID:JOuhYcYN No.142356 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg klon, Blue dream sauce wax, Bear dance bud, watching Shameless

I can't even feel this mg I hate tolerance
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Esther Dickletot - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 10:18:32 EST ID:KmIkae9R No.142357 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142354
Woke up n took 30mg vyvanse to get rid of the residual Benz stim. Got half way to work before I said “fuck this” cause the weather. Thankfully my manager even told me to stay home.

Now I home bored stimmed up. A couple bowls and 1mg of flaul is in otderu
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Doris Dazzletat - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 16:26:10 EST ID:8AZ5bOdm No.142361 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Tapered down to 2.5mg of oxycontin for 8 days and kicked it after that. Been 72 hours after my dose so the withdrawal is at its "worst". Nothing tangible really... just a discomfort, nothing that wouldn't be fixed without
>10mg nitrazepam and
>150mg lyrica
My benzo tolerance is very low so yeah I'm very decently benzed.

Anyone else kind of dislike the feeling of weakness from benz? Guna crash soon, but as a sidenote, what do you use to combo with benz to add a bit body high? Lyrica and magnesium does it, wish I had beer but socialism doesn't sell beer after 9 pm...
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 18:14:20 EST ID:znxz63du No.142369 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142361
Shit I'm sorry for raging at you in that other thread while you're in Wds.

SLAYER man and good luck.
Nb
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High Strung - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 19:07:21 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142371 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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6mg Clonazepam
A few bowls of XXX OG Kush

I can't believe I've done nothing but smoke pot, napping for hours, and watching horror movies. House of 1,000 Corpses, Se7en, Red Dragon, and a couple of episodes of The Rain. Chilling on the couch in my swim trunks, smoking more, listening to my podcasts... A truly lazy Sunday in every sense (before MOVING WEEK)
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BRAIN - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 20:17:02 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142374 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142369
Hows the taper going Tiny?

Flap has me in some liquid cuffs at the moment. Such is life but part of me just wants to benz for the rest of my life just to be content even with the early onset dementia and all

> 3mg flaul
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asdasdasdsad - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 21:28:01 EST ID:RJziH35+ No.142375 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142374
sdfg90iufdgfdgsgfdgfdgg
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BRAIN - Sun, 22 Jul 2018 21:35:00 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142376 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142375
yea i guess thats what i sound like, fair enough. I'll stop the constant barrage.

>3mg flap tho
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Jenny Debbleman - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 04:01:17 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.142378 Ignore Report Quick Reply
im fucking benzo
and th ambien
and marijuanss
we blaze

smoke the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddd

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeebahhhhhhhhhhhhh
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High Strung - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 06:18:56 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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How's this for a Monday breakfast?
>3mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of OG Kush
>Omelette
>Waffles
>Coffee

Now listening to BBC World Service and having a second cup of coffee. IDGAF that it's Monday, i only work 4 hours today, get out at 2pm, and will spend the rest of the day getting blazed with my younger siblings while they help me pack up my apartment for the big move
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Fucking Soblinghurk - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 11:52:45 EST ID:d522gd0V No.142380 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
We keep pretending that it’s alright

> 1.66 flap gorilla glue bowls
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Dr. Ronaldo - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 12:48:23 EST ID:m1o6EgM8 No.142381 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well fuck my ass and call me Sally. I had another seizure at an outdoor gathering this past week. I had been 3 weeks benzo clean, but brought them with me just in case another falling out happened, which it did. Each time this happens it's the middle of the day, it's hot, and it comes out of no where. No signs that it's about to happen, just waking up in a strange place with a bunch of worried friends huddled around.

Bit the shit out of my tongue this time and eating food is painful and difficult with a huge meat slab stuck in my mouth. I'm starting to think it isn't the benzos that cause these as I had my first ever last year and at that point I had never touched the stuff. Took a few more incidents like that first one to realize that it wasn't just heat stroke...

Anyone here have epilepsy? I'm terrified of going to a doctor about it because of how expensive the last hospital visit was and the license loss potential.
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William Pittwill - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 13:25:48 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142382 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142380
So my whippets should be here next week. Do I really need a cream despenser without a cartilage? Anyways I should go to the proper board

Regardless 2mg more flaul plus n20 is dope
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BRAIN - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 15:24:14 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142382
>5mg flap total and just tropped a test of a small 90mg dose of lyrica
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High Strung - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 16:32:47 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142384 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam, 3 bowls of OG with my sister who's coming to visit me and help me move
She hasn't smoked in months so she's floored lol my kid sister is so damn funny

Listening to De/Vision, and waiting for the right time to order pizza. Gonna smoke and benz a ittle more later in the evening. Lurrrrv you guys
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Cyril Fushkerk - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 19:37:09 EST ID:RHdpuO/9 No.142386 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is probably a retarded question and I don't usually browse this site, but I figured this would be the best place to ask. I got Rx'd 50mg of Lyrica a night for GAD on top of the 30mg of Vyvanse I take for ADHD. The Lyrica is way too fucking good for it's own right and I'm already getting flashbacks of the times I used to hammer down 2/5ths of liquor a day to keep my shit together from my experience on it so far despite being on such a low dose.

I've been taking it for the last 3 days, so if I were to stop cold turkey right now would I have to worry about going through any of the horrific withdrawals I keep reading about online, or am I in the clear?
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Priscilla Dishbon - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 20:30:50 EST ID:Y80OZ75O No.142387 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just got over a horrible stomach bug and recieved a decent bit of 2mg etiz candies which will hopefully help me get to sleep tonight
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BRAIN - Mon, 23 Jul 2018 22:45:22 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142391 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142383
Well that made me pass out into complete bliss

More gorilla glue and flap

>4mg flaulprazolam
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Chan - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 00:23:24 EST ID:cxoEcytu No.142392 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>5mg Diazepam

>>142391
I've noticed your been taking big amounts of F-alp. Is your tolerence super high or something?
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 00:54:15 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142393 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142386
You should be fine stopping now. I've taken Lyrica and went through the withdrawal process. It's similar to antidepressants; It sucks, but it's nothing NEAR benzo withdrawal. And after just three days, there's not a lot of it in your system yet.
Contact ypur doctor for sure, but yeah, don't take that shit. They prescribed it to you for General Anxiety Disorder? Find a new doctor too, honestly.
Bw a little benzd. Just 1.5mg Etizolam today and some dabs.
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Emma Blythespear - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 01:27:18 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142396 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142392
Yea flap completely destroyed it. I’m going taper off in 2 weeks and stick to etiz plans shits fun but twice as fun and more euphoric. Although you get tired more
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Shitting Gugglewerk - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 02:26:08 EST ID:RHdpuO/9 No.142397 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142393
Thanks a bunch, man. My psych doesn't take direct calls unless it's an emergency and the pharmacist that hooked me up with the stuff kept being really vague about it. Happy benzing.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 02:28:45 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142399 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
30mg diazepam throughout the day and three beers over 6 hours when I arrived home from class.
I had a final today and I have a final presentation tomorrow. This is my last week of the summer semester so I've been getting lit off and on.
20mg zaleplon and bed now.
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Lillian Penningdork - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 15:12:19 EST ID:ZHP2GU7d No.142402 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Loving my new job

but also loving this midazolam

what if become a chronic midazolam sniffer
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Cyril Chuffingkurk - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 17:12:04 EST ID:oDWv/hGU No.142403 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142402
it's 2018 and people are still snorting benzos, guess if your favourite rapper is doing this, it has to be a great idea
nb
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High Strung - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 19:14:56 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142405 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg Clonazepam with a Red Bull after a long day of running errands and throwing shit to the curb that I won't be taking with me on my move. My psych has upped my dosage and gave me a 90 day's supply of Clonazepam so I have enough K-pins to "dope up a small army" (my doctor's words). I love my psych: he's usually stingy af about benzos but he understands how deep my PTSD and Bipolar Disorder goes and the life I live that he makes an exception and showers me and my siblings with Clonazepam and Alprazolam

It feels so weird to be moving away from this apartment. I spent 3 awesome years here. So many milestones happened under this roof. Cherishing this moment of sedation on one of my very last nights here in Atlanta.
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Hannah Favingbet - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 19:52:29 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142407 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.5mg, going to try tapering.

Probably not going to quit, I'm still under 30. Any tips on drugs to help cope, in particular with sleeping? Honestly I can deal with pretty much everything but the difficulty sleeping with wds...
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Graham Bardbury - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 21:46:56 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142408 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Oh how life surprises me. Very interesting day to say the least.

Morning vyvanse plus .5 or 1mg clonazepam can’t remember lol

>3mg flaulp
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m - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 23:04:21 EST ID:gVkaobC9 No.142409 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142403

Triazolam and midazolam are better snorted, get rekt.
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Graham Bardbury - Tue, 24 Jul 2018 23:55:56 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142410 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142409
Nb lel
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Nicholas Cingerwell - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 04:01:02 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.142411 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Rocking like 4, 5 or 6 mg of xanax not too sure at this point lol, tolerance is high but not binged in a good amount of time. Feeling fucking good :). I wont black out either I can take 200mg of valium and stay cool :) Getting that godly I can do anything feeling now so might cut off for now before I go off the old rails :)
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Nicholas Cingerwell - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 04:05:26 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.142412 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142411
And despite the debate crushin n snorting has powerful effects
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Nicholas Cingerwell - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 04:10:21 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.142413 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142412
Pharma Xanax too not fake pressies. Lovely.
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Nicholas Cingerwell - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 07:12:10 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.142414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142413
7... 8... 9.... Feel like I could rule the world! Nice to have a rare treat like this.
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High Strung - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 07:28:19 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>wake up with the sun
>doing sunrise salah prayer
>3mg Clonazepam
>breakfast of a huge cheese and chicken omelette with iced coffee w/ cream + sugar

I love just that perrrrrfect balance of benzos and a mild stimulant.... not like coke or adderall, I mean like some K-pin or a bar of Xan washed down with an energy drink or a cup of strong coffee.
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Hedda Garryspear - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 10:12:13 EST ID:oDWv/hGU No.142416 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142412
If you are into placebo then sure mate
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Graham Bardbury - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 13:31:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142417 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
>3mg flaul

Shits got me by the balls.

Steady reminder to anyone that most RC company’s are a joke and always have their own fingers in their products. They may seem professional but this is far from the case. Anyways /rant trying to kick flap for good
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Graham Bardbury - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 14:06:36 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142418 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142417
yea, i ran away from one of potentially the most lucrative ventures i'll ever endure. But i felt i was being manipulated and having to look after Adult boss who can't control his habit's while i follow his orders. I honestly adore the man and can relate to him on an intellectual level. Suck but i can't be around suck toxic environment when i'm already got enough issues.

> 4mg more Flualprazolam

Sorry for rant. i know people hate this
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Graham Bardbury - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 14:44:45 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142419 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142418
sorry can "someone" delete this shit.
nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 19:52:02 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142421 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142416
Snorting does actually work for a couple benzos that have very low oral BAs. Midazolam and triazolam are always the ones that come to mind, but people don't usually have midazolam tablets as they're more common to find in the U.S. in medical ampules.


nb - no benzos except all of the active metabolites of diazepam floating around my system
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Chan - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 20:23:05 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142423 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142407
Coming from a Insomniac. Amitriptyline & Promethazine are pretty good.
nb trying my best to not take my diazepam.
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Ebenezer Nicklestone - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 20:48:42 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142425 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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12ml of 98+% 2M2B, no benzos

no fucking lie this shit feels like mixing alcohol and xanax but better
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Jack Crubbleham - Wed, 25 Jul 2018 21:45:54 EST ID:XcHb/9hO No.142426 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
DICKS EVERYWHERE
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dr. m - Thu, 26 Jul 2018 00:58:35 EST ID:p8Pe6n0m No.142427 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787

bwb

3mg pharma Xanax

PST, all the PST

about to make some 151 and OJ drinks

This whole feelings and thinking stopping from benzos is fantastic. I just wish it didn't take 3mg xanax to get there these days. You'd think 9mo was a long enough t break.

heres to celebrating that which only benzos can make you forget. I forsee an era of d-amph+bupe+some benz RC that doesn't pop hot. Fuck crumbling relationships the moment you're actually clean. Shits fucked yo.

you do you while ima do me
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High Strung - Thu, 26 Jul 2018 06:41:30 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142429 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>overture to Grieg's "Peer Gynt" Suite No. 1 begins to play

Yawwwwnnn.... good morning, /benz/! What's for breakfast? Why, it's a 3mg Clonazepam and my last half-bowl of marijuana with 2 eggs over-easy, veggie sausage patties, and a large iced coffee with cream n' sugar. Now reading The Guardian and New York Times online while watching the sunrise.

How's everyone else's morning going?


>>142427
>This whole feelings and thinking stopping from benzos is fantastic

Right?! All those PTSD flashbacks gone in an instant, all the stress of moving cross-country dialed down to a dull roar, all the voices in my head telling me to kill myself.... gone, GONE, *GONE* in an instant thanks to BENZOOOODIAZEPINES!!!!
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Jack marston - Thu, 26 Jul 2018 15:42:30 EST ID:cXoQaWlT No.142433 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I think I'm benzed, my script just filled and I consumed 8 bars.....but I dont really feel anything..... Fucking tolerance.. but anyway.
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Fanny Grandbury - Thu, 26 Jul 2018 22:10:25 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142435 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
>6 flaul

Gotta contine like this for awhile if I wanna continue work. Def gotta start to taper really slow with this shit. It’s a potent duck
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Chan - Fri, 27 Jul 2018 00:30:10 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142441 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142429
>5mg Diazpeam
>1 Grapefruit beer

Need to ask my doctor to put me back on 10mg Diazpeam or 0.5 Clonazepam. Don't like self medicating with Alcohol.

I honestly love your posts High Strung. They way you write makes me feel like I've taken a benzo. Do doctors in the States really prescribe such large amounts?

Your moving from ATL right? If so hope it's a easy move.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 27 Jul 2018 00:40:47 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142442 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I haven't taken benzos in a few days after 2 weeks of daily diazepam, but it is the last day of finals week. 20mg diazepam, a 22 oz. red ale, and a glass of 12-year Scotch.
I will likely dose another 10-20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, a 12 oz. Mexican lager, and another glass of Scotch.
>GET FUCKING LIT

>>142441
Yup. HS is moving from ATL to NYC. We're very proud of him. High Strung is a stand-up dude.

And yes, doctors in the U.S. do RX benzos liberally if you can find them. I have a monthly script of: 10mg diazepam (3x/day... so 90 per month), 0.5mg alprazolam 1/2 to 1 tablet daily PRN (30 pills per month), 10mg zaleplon (30 per month), 50mg trazodone (30 per month), and 10mg cyclobenzaprine (PRN from my GP). I have also been RX'd 1mg clonazepam TID + 0.5mg alprazolam TID, 1mg clonazepam TID + 1mg lorazepam TID, etc. plus sleeping pills (e.g. zolpidem, zaleplon, eszopiclone, and suvorexant) in addition to muscle relaxers since the early 2010s.
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Chan - Fri, 27 Jul 2018 03:47:35 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142443 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142442
Hope he has fun in the big apple. His posts always brighten up my day.

That's insane the most I ever got and the doctors didn't like prescribing it was 10mg Diazepam (1x/day on a weekly basis) and 7.5mg Zopiclone (1x/day on a weekly basis). Doctors where I live hate Benzodiazpines with a passion. I'd be interested to see what I would get prescribed in the states.

nb Self-medicating with Watermelon Soju.
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High Strung - Fri, 27 Jul 2018 07:50:15 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142444 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142441
>>142442
>>142443

Allah (swt) dammit, you guys are too sweet! This is why this is basically the only board on 420chan other than /weed/ and /psy/ that I frequent.... these days it seems most boards are just people trying to be edgy, snotty, and contrarian. Always trying to one-up or put down each other like they're still 14 and on 2007-era 4chinz. Another thing I've noticed about /benz/ is it seems that despite our struggles with benzodiazepine addiction and mental illness, we all seem to be able to hold down steady "adult" jobs and are enrolled in university. I guess the stress of being grownups is why we're all pill-poppers, teehee!

4.5mg Clonazepam with a Monster Red energy drink with a simple bowl of granola, fruit, and Greek yogurt.... yeah, that's a benz breakfast.

As for the question of why my psychiatrist gave me 3 months' worth of 1mg K-pins, there are a # of reasons:
1) My doctor usually is like most psychs: "let's try an SSRI first before benzos." However, he understands my PTSD and Bipolar Disorder are particularly bad and that antidepressants exacerbate my Bipolar so only benzos are the only thing that suppress flashbacks, insomnia, and depressive/mixed-state-induced panic attacks
2) He usually only prescribes a month's worth but he gave me 3 months' worth but he knows it might take a while for me to find a pro-benzo shrink in the Big Apple so he gave me a surplus. He also upped my dose to keep me level-headed while acclimating to my new environ AND my first few months as a PhD candidate at a rather prestigious and competitive school.

"Don't narc on me to the FDA, DEA, or APA though!" he joked when he handed me my prescription note. Ha ha, I'm gonna miss that guy so much: an award-winning, textbook-publishing psychiatrist who has a great sense of humor and sees his patients as family members.

Pic related, it's the bottle that I picked up from the pharmacy this past Refill Day: MAMA MIA!
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Alice Crungerchug - Fri, 27 Jul 2018 09:19:17 EST ID:izKRdSvA No.142446 Ignore Report Quick Reply
complete comforble

Now I just need a chilled glass of water, a cig, and the languid afternoon sun to melt whatever asperity's left
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Brain - Fri, 27 Jul 2018 11:18:22 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142450 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
>1mg clonazepam + 100mg odsmt

Might add some flualp soon. Can't wait. Ups n Downs ya'll. Happy Firday
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 01:51:17 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142461 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm a
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 01:55:58 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142462 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Rigfht now on
>9mg etizolam
>2shots of whiskley
>100mhg of tramadol
but i'm not quite feeling that barred out,
I could write coherently if the sumbmit box wasn't showing what I'm typing. It's quite nannoying. Is this some bug?>
I also I also had an energy drink earlier but the buzz is feint at this point.
weird experience for me but I beleve a certain vvendor witht the name blue might be selliong underdosed product.
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 02:00:09 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142463 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142462
Amupme ideas for why my text won't show up when typing? is thsitewide?


O'm trying ot cinrease this buzz I'm not quite sure how. I may go with some slowly sipped shots of whiskey until I reach a good spot .
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 02:01:20 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142464 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142463This stupid post box is making me seem very barred out when the case is that I'm iumpaired but not without my ability to type.
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 02:03:27 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142465 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142463
This stupid post box is making me seem very barred out when the case is that I'm iumpaired but not without my ability to type. I presumed 9mg would be a monster dose of Etiz but I'm completely fine. Maybe it has something to do with the heavy drinking I did a couple of years ago coupled with the occasional phenibut use.
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Charles Nettingman - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 02:05:03 EST ID:CAloXOGT No.142466 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142462
>Etizolan not workibn
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 02:15:38 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142467 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142466 I
don't quite think it's that. I just had some pretty in depth conversations in which I demonstrated so
a modicum of eloquence. Sure when I stand I experience some small loss of noticeable motor control ss of motor control but I'm up and down the stars with relative easy. Could my natural benzo tolerance be a factor in the fact that I can hold so much etiz? I mean for the most part my typing skills are as accurate as ever, and these are teh tests I generally used to run on dissos.
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 02:19:08 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142468 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>1424But yes I am aware of the mem of etizolam not working xd
This just seems to be d bunk or my tolerance is crazy from other substances.
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 02:22:22 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142469 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142468
Is it just me or is some weird shit going on the with site right now
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Rebecca Dorringridge - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 03:12:44 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.142470 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
10mg XAN. Feeling that hyper super productive benz rush but not much euphoria. I'm sure if I keep dosing though I will go out and do some crazy shit and mb "brown" out. Wake up finding all my shit meticulously organised and loads of random phone conversations chatting shit. Feeling a little careless so we will see.
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Charles Nettingman - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 03:40:48 EST ID:CAloXOGT No.142473 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142469
It's you man. The site has been fine. You're posting like a bartard and I'm sure acting like one too in your IRL social circle. Wish you the best but we've all destroyed our lives a few times.

On that note, I've been 2 weeks etiz free so NB.
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 04:01:57 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142474 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Perhaps there is something wrong with my settings as I can't see the things that I'm typing.I really do feel like I've built up a tolerance from year of alcohol abuse.Also the reply boxes are 100% not displaying the characters I am typing in
and it's quite frustrating. Oh well. I don'
t even think I'm near black out right now.
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 04:03:41 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142475 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142473
Oh where are my manners . Congratulations on being two weeks free from eti. That's a huge step towards foxing your life.
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 04:05:15 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142476 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>14247*Fixing
They really should look into this quick reply posts not being able to be seen while writing, it's quite the hassle.
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Brain - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 14:52:47 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142477 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
I did a couple things wrong today and i'm very worried what the repercussions will be. I know i'm wasting time and money but when it comes down to threatening my life, fuck you.

> 3mg FLUALP
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Brain - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 15:26:08 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142478 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142477
Then comes the rush of Flualp to save the day and make me think about the "money". Shit ain't worth it breh. I know i'm blog posting but i got none else /r
nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 17:21:47 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142483 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
20mg diazepam + Glen Grant 12-year Scotch
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 17:22:33 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142483
Fuck itttt! I'm gonna get lit. Placeholder post for fuck knows what I'm getting into.

Just finished summer finals yesterday.

nb
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m - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 17:29:57 EST ID:gVkaobC9 No.142486 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142478

Can I just say, you know it's flualp right, not flaul? It's been driving me nuts dude. It's fluorinated alprazolam.

Nb
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Hedda Nishgold - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 18:19:00 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142487 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Okay dumb bartard from last night. I don't know why I couldn't see my posts when quick replying but that was for real, maybe I'm too new to this board to understand. I was definitely barred out but the funny thing is I found a ton of conversations from a different site and texts on my phone I barely remember making, but the catch is they're all in perfect grammar spelling and what not. Does anyone else get that when benz'd out? Weird. Maybe it was the energy drink I had or something.

Also nb
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Edward Brucklefuck - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 18:29:38 EST ID:TAajfbTu No.142488 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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bumping on 1.5mg alprazolam
Wish I could get some etiz again, but my bank won't let me buy crypto anymore because "fraud". Guess its time to switch banks. I feel like every time I order some, there is a new roadblock along the way.
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Brain - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 18:35:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142489 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142486
dude ive been too bar'd and haven't really cared but if you look more recently i've fixed it about for a bunch of posts now. I did realize in the time but i didn't giv e afuck. sorry
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Brain - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 19:05:20 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142490 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142489
So you never reply to me but nitpick about my bartardness
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Brain - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 19:26:20 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142491 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142486
Okay okay from now on no short from bullshit then

>3mg Flualprazolam
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Chan - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 23:06:25 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142492 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>5mg Diazepam (Earlier today)
>7.2% Beer 500ml

Fugg me this 5mg Diazepam ain't working. Panic attacks every second day if I don't drink. Haven't had panic attacks in ages. Trying not to dig into my stash. Couple more days till I see the Doc.

Let's hope for the best.
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Augustus Trotbury - Sat, 28 Jul 2018 23:58:53 EST ID:MNg/6tz7 No.142494 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
God I've taken probably like 50mg of xanax this weekend. Just woke up on my PC chair and popped more. Hmmm time for chain smoking and some refreshing coca cola.
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George Messlefield - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 01:53:33 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.142495 Ignore Report Quick Reply
benzos, ambien, weed, and my friend is bringing me a large fry from mcdicks

is some GANGSTER ASS shit mayne
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Matilda Hablingfadge - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 03:37:06 EST ID:rpBSGGiO No.142496 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142495
Only if you've got the right music in the background.

Remember, if you're playing "Boot Scoot Boogie" while you're benzed it is no longer GANGSTER ASS. Line dances are also too hard while benzed to be considered GANGSTER ASS.

YOU DECIDE.
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Henry Bunshaw - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 04:25:41 EST ID:TAajfbTu No.142497 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142488
Me again. Just railed 15mg of ambien. I've only ever taken like 5mg orally for sleep so this is new for me. Anyone know what I can expect? Feel good, or blackout?

PS, it burned a bit, but not like everyone says it does, its no worse than a line of blow after youv'e taken a break from it for a while.
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Matilda Hablingfadge - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 04:28:49 EST ID:rpBSGGiO No.142498 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142497
Look into the Bio availability of benzos through the nose. Generally norting this shit isn't a good idea. Z drugs are a monster I haven't messed with so I'm sure someone else on here has better info than me, but I can't imagine up the nose is a great idea for Z ish.
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Henry Bunshaw - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 05:25:41 EST ID:TAajfbTu No.142499 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142498
aw lame, I just did another 5mg since I didn't feel the 15. Hopefully I can get some drip so it isn't totally wasted. Thanks for the info, I will look into it.
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Brain - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 12:50:28 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
1mg FLUALP / some n2o / weed

I picked up my 100 pack of whippets today because i missed my delivery and once I received the package he said "stay safe" ahahah
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 13:06:51 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142501 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam, booze, bud, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 2mg clonazepam last night.
Lots of fun was had.

Vodka sprite now. I might take some benzos as needed.

>>142500
Ayeeeee!! I was buying whippets on big auction and marketplace sites when I was 18. Sex shops have 21+ rules on their N2O. Enjoy and take in lots of oxygen.

>100 whippets
Are you using a handheld cracker or a dispenser? I’ve used crackers for 5+ years, but I’ve been debating on getting a decent dispenser as less nitrous is lost compared to handheld crackers.
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Brain - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 14:15:55 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142502 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142501
Kinda just decided to take the dive recently. Thanks for the tips.

I'm using a dispenser. I'm new and although i understand crackers are cheaper for me i just wanted something easy with less chance to mess up. nitrous crackers get extremely cold on the outside as you know and can cause frost to form and can easily cause frost burns.

Anways Nb. Lots of n20. Jesus i know what people mean by you just dont stop llo

nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 16:34:09 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142504 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Scotch, 10mg diazepam, 0.75mg alprazolam, and 5mg cyclobenzaprine

>>142502
It’s actually dependent upon the cracker. There are three main crackers you can find: standard all aluminum, aluminum with/without an outer coating + 1 or 2 rubber washers, and the double rubber gripped cracker with a single rubber washer.
The double rubber was the first one I bought back in late 2012 and it finally started having problems early this year. I also own an all aluminum one, which gets insanely cold. And, my fiancée has an aluminum cracker with a coating and two rubber washers.
I need a new double rubberized grip cracker and/or just buy a fucking dispenser. I was awarded $20 from a marketplace for completing a psychology study at my university and I’ll probably put that money towards a dispenser.
There is a real ass reason that nitrous is called “hippy crack,” and it’s because you’ll do all of the whippets until they’re gone, want some more, and be bummed that your stash is gone.
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High Strung - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 20:03:36 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142506 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Been cleaning up, throwing shit out of, and packing up my apartment. I have 72 hours to vacate the premises and by Saturday I will be living a few blocks down from where both Jay-Z and Biggie Smallz grew up

Miraculously, I found a bit of bud while moving some furniture. Alhammdulillah. You can bet your balls I smoked that shit after a long day of work, chewed up 4mg of Clonazepam, and now am on a very critical level of benzo-and-weed Literally Not Giving A Fuck.
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Brain - Sun, 29 Jul 2018 21:38:19 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142507 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142504
>you’ll do all of the whippets until they’re gone, want some more, and be bummed that your stash is gone

Yea. basically me right now. Killed 50 and got a friend to hold on to the other 50 lol. time to slow don with some FluAlp

>3mg flualp total
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Chan - Mon, 30 Jul 2018 00:24:46 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142509 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142506
>5mg Diazepam (Earlier today)
>My Soju and Watermelon drink

Got my script couple days early. Felt good.

Hope the move goes smoothly for you High Strung.

Pic is basically me irl.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 30 Jul 2018 01:04:59 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142510 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I can’t remember if I’ve posted today.
1mg clonazepam, 0.75mg alprazolam, 10mg diazepam, 10mg hydrocodone, and 5mg cycobenzaprine this afternoon and evening.
10mg diazepam, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, and a vodka mango-banana-strawberry slush now. Fuck, I want more PKs.

>>142507
Daaaamn. My friends will hold them, but then fiend for gas. Either I do them all with my friends and/or fiancée or I don’t do them at all. I was better about N2O before getting into heavy /dis/ like Ketamine and MXE, but it just isn’t the same. Too, nitrous doesn’t have any cross tolerance with other /dis/ based on publications. I really need to take some nitrous during a trip and experiment with RC /dis/ soon.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 30 Jul 2018 01:14:52 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142514 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, and BOOOOOOZE.

>>142509
1). Soju is dank
2). That photo almost looks like a girl I know.
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High Strung - Mon, 30 Jul 2018 10:19:12 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142515 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another packing day. My apartment grows emptier and emptier by the hour. I know I should be excited (and I am) but the anxiety is also hitting me hard. Taking a couple of hours break with 2.5mg Clonazepam, some resin hits, and a cup of Darjeeling tea.

Just tryin' to remind myself what Ol' Blue Eyes said:

These little town blues
Are melting away
I'll make a brand new start of it
In old New York

And if I can make it there,
I'll make it anywhere,
It's up to you
New York, New York!
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High Strung - Mon, 30 Jul 2018 21:21:49 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dude, staying up all night chilling the FUCK OOOOUUUUUT. Gettin' but staying functional, comfy but productive. 6mg Clonazepam and a 4-pack of Monster energy drinks while continuing to pack all night.

Have Dog Day Afternoon on in the background to keep with the NYC theme. Probably gonna put The Warriors on in the background afterward.

Been talking to my new landlord on the phone. Sweet Allah almighty, his accent is almost stereotypical. "You'z sound like ya'z gonna be a goyd ol' tenant, HS!" Brooklyn as fuck, I love it.
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Chan - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 01:16:14 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142519 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142514
>10mg Diazepam
>20mg Propanolol

Soju is good but the hangovers make me dead.

>>142518
Make sure to get some of that dope pizza when you get to the Big Apple.
Again sounds like it's all going well. Have fun, I imagine it's a bit different to ATL.
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Doris Claygold - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 01:28:53 EST ID:QRGUQIIL No.142520 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why does etiz stimulate me to do things? just cleaned my room for the first time in months
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Brain - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 02:17:13 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142521 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142520
oh yea for the first 30-45 mins i get a mad boost of energy and euphoria to get shit done.

>4mg FLUALP
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Simon Sasslestedging - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 04:07:49 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.142522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
currently playing dark souls on ambien
its going about as well as it sounds like it would go, but its awesome
and it took a long time to type this
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High Strung - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 08:42:57 EST ID:jkHAYtZi No.142523 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam for the morning

>>142519
What do you think the first thing I'm gonna do is? Google Maps says there's a pie shop a 5 minute walk from my place! Or should I get some real-deal NY bagels first? Decisions, decisions................
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Fucking Billingbury - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 11:19:35 EST ID:kCNYEMgp No.142524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142523
As someone who's never been to the states, I would definitely go for some good real-deal NY pizza first. It's the pan-style pizza iirc. After that enjoy the park and then go home. *drink sangria in the park, and then later when it gets dark, we go home*

Even though I wouldn't survive in NY I envy you for the adventure, but not as much as I envy that fucker who got Soju. Damn that brings back memories. Too bad I can't get that stuff where I'm currently living.

Chamisul Soju and Korean motherfucking BBQ with a group of friends -- time and money well bloody spent.

nb, no benzo
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Brain - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 16:24:29 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Flualp is some bad strong shit kids

>1mg flualp dose 30 n20 whippets and weed
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Edward Blobbermodge - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 17:31:23 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142526 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142525
okay i need 1mg more flualp.

Idk how im going to kick this at the moment. I've almost killed 200mg in a month.

You best bet that because its x2 stronger than alp your going to have a rough ride down
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Chan - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 19:12:23 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142527 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>5mg Diazepam
>20mg Propanolol
>200mg Caffiene

>>142523
Ae your onto it High Strung. If you go on to the Munchies (Vice) Channel on youtube they have a couple of videos on Pie places. Maybe worth a look.

>>142524
Chamisul or nothing. I need to go to KBBQ sometime.
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Eliza Pittdale - Tue, 31 Jul 2018 23:25:17 EST ID:fOo/vSTL No.142528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142355
Damn m8 im not /benz/ but who the heck is this girl?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 00:26:06 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142529 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg diazepam, 0.5mg clonazepam, and 0.5mg alprazolam

>>142525
Enjoy, my dude.
Just ordered a dispenser, an extra charger holder, and roughly 700 whippets of varying brands. Plus, I still have 3 handheld crackers and balloons. The wait is on.
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Martha Gipperford - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 00:44:33 EST ID:D7wlgjSk No.142530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142525
Any insight on flualprazolam vs flubromazolam?

Also looking for insight on nitrazolam, flunitrazolam, and meclonazepam as I'm placing a fairly large order soon and trying to decide what all to get.

No real thread for it right now and don't want to make another one.

To keep OT 2mg alp 4mg clon for tonight with some opis, herb, and booze.
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 05:30:12 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I only like to be met with those "etizolam not workbng'" comments and what not but seriously on literally 10 grams right now and I barely feel relaxed, motor controls aren't at peak performance but nothing worse than a decent amount of liquor. This is weird to me. Am I just naturally tolerant from previous alcohol abuse. I've only had 10mg etiz and an energy drink and I've been 'good' at least things I deem good 'good' for the last five hours. Maybe the blackout comes soon and blindsides me but I'm somewhat flabbergasted. I have not combined with alcohol, as usually doing so make me passout with 20 minutes, all I've had is that energy drink. I feel calm and a slight mental uplift, a tad of euphoria but not much, and I'm wondering if at some point this stuff is just going to drop and I'll wake up tomorrow at 8pm.

I don't know I'll post another report in the morning about what happened but I ended up having a very enjoyable night in which I might have procured a new opportunity for myself. So that's a plus. I don't know many maybe I'm crazy.
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 05:36:04 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142532 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I only like to be met with those "etizolam not workbng'" comments and what not but seriously on literally 10 grams right now and I barely feel relaxed, motor controls aren't at peak performance but nothing worse than a decent amount of liquor. This is weird to me. Am I just naturally tolerant from previous alcohol abuse. I've only had 10mg etiz and an energy drink and I've been 'good' at least things I deem good 'good' for the last five hours. Maybe the blackout comes soon and blindsides me but I'm somewhat flabbergasted. I have not combined with alcohol, as usually doing so make me passout with 20 minutes, all I've had is that energy drink. I feel calm and a slight mental uplift, a tad of euphoria but not much, and I'm wondering if at some point this stuff is just going to drop and I'll wake up tomorrow at 8pm.

I don't know I'll post another report in the morning about what happened but I ended up having a very enjoyable night in which I might have procured a new opportunity for myself. So that's a plus. I don't know but maybe I'm crazy. Isn't it almost impossible to take doses of etiz like this and not blackout? Bare in mind i haven't mixed anything with it.
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 05:43:54 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142533 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141947
I only like to be met with those "etizolam not workbng'" comments and what not but seriously on literally 10 grams right now and I barely feel relaxed, motor controls aren't at peak performance but nothing worse than a decent amount of liquor. This is weird to me. Am I just naturally tolerant from previous alcohol abuse. I've only had 10mg etiz and an energy drink and I've been 'good' at least things I deem good 'good' for the last five hours. Maybe the blackout comes soon and blindsides me but I'm somewhat flabbergasted. I have not combined with alcohol, as usually doing so make me passout with 20 minutes, all I've had is that energy drink. I feel calm and a slight mental uplift, a tad of euphoria but not much, and I'm wondering if at some point this stuff is just going to drop and I'll wake up tomorrow at 8pm.
Is this just a decent tolerance build up from phenibut and eccessive alcohol use?
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 05:56:33 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142534 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I only like to be met with those "etizolam not workbng'" comments and what not but seriously on literally 10 miligrams right now and I barely feel relaxed, motor controls aren't at peak performance but nothing worse than a decent amount of liquor. This is weird to me. Am I just naturally tolerant from previous alcohol abuse. I've only had 10mg etiz and an energy drink and I've been 'good' at least things I deem good 'good' for the last five hours. Maybe the blackout comes soon and blindsides me but I'm somewhat flabbergasted. I have not combined with alcohol, as usually doing so make me passout with 20 minutes, all I've had is that energy drink. I feel calm and a slight mental uplift, a tad of euphoria but not much, and I'm wondering if at some point this stuff is just going to drop and I'll wake up tomorrow at 8pm.

Weird comound in my opinion. Definitely slows heart rate, takes away anxiety, and makes me looser but seems like I need a monster dose or else I get absolutely nothing.
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 06:06:36 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I only like to be met with those "etizolam not workbng'" comments and what not but seriously on literally 10 grams right now and I barely feel relaxed, motor controls aren't at peak performance but nothing worse than a decent amount of liquor. This is weird to me. Am I just naturally tolerant from previous alcohol abuse. I've only had 10mg etiz and an energy drink and I've been 'good' at least things I deem good 'good' for the last five hours. Maybe the blackout comes soon and blindsides me but I'm somewhat flabbergasted. I have not combined with alcohol, as usually doing so make me passout with 20 minutes, all I've had is that energy drink. I feel calm and a slight mental uplift, a tad of euphoria but not much, and I'm wondering if at some point this stuff is just going to drop and I'll wake up tomorrow at 8pm.
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 06:08:45 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142536 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I only like to be met with those "etizolam not workbng'" comments and what not but seriously on literally 10 grams right now and I barely feel relaxed, motor controls aren't at peak performance but nothing worse than a decent amount of liquor. This is weird to me. Am I just naturally tolerant from previous alcohol abuse. I've only had 10mg etiz and an energy drink and I've been 'good' at least things I deem good 'good' for the last five hours. Maybe the blackout comes soon and blindsides me but I'm somewhat flabbergasted. I have not combined with alcohol, as usually doing so make me passout with 20 minutes, all I've had is that energy drink. I feel calm and a slight mental uplift, a tad of euphoria but not much, and I'm wondering if at some point this stuff is just going to drop and I'll wake up tomorrow at 8pm.

Not sure how to solve this issue as I really don't want to fuck with the higher dose rages. Anyone have thoughts? It has good effect when I need it to kill insomnia or anxiety but recreational seems almost impossibe, I feel always the same a thepetuic dose.
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 06:13:44 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Man there is always something weird with website. I kept coming across an error each time I attempted to post and was met with some sort of error. Now I've ended uo with duplicate posts that portray me as another open and shut case of this person is bardtarded out and not making else. I disagree and was just curious if anyone has had similar experiences/.
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Cedric Gushbodge - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 09:41:25 EST ID:QwWR3wgl No.142538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142537
I love how you can't even see how fucked up you actually are. That's how this shit gets you man. There's a reason that "delusions of sobriety" is a common side effect of benzodiazepines.

You need to take a good hard look at yourself and wonder if you can keep blaming outside elements like the website, which no one else seems to be having as much trouble with. I've been where you are before and it is impossible to accurately gauge how you feel until you withdraw completely and look back on the past few weeks/months.

Wish you the best and I hope you can get off of that high dosage safely and don't seize into a table like I did. If you're actually on 10 fucking grams of any benzo you need immediate medical assistance with a taper under strict doctors orders.

I don't think you're actually on 10 grams but for some reason you changed up that bit for the last of your 3 post streak.
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Cyril Tillinghall - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 12:31:19 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142538
For sure wasn't 10grams lol. Definitely 10mgs, I don't do it daily buy maybe it'd time to take that dosage down somewhere. I didn't brown or blackout, I just seem to have some residual rust on my ability to type for whatever reason. I can't believe that my body can handle a 10mg dose and just go about my fucking business. I even interacted with friends and they could barely tell I was bumping on anything. My motor skills were really quite fucked though which prompted a friend to ask why I kept crashing into things.

I hope I came up with a good enough excuse
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High Strung - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 13:36:43 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.142540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142531
>>142532
>>142533
>>142534
>>142535
>>142536
>>142537

Hot patootie, bless my soul! (I reall love that rock n' roll...)
I'm seconding >>142538. Careful of those delusions of sobriety, mate, they're very real! <3

.....Anyway, crashing with my mom in the 'burbs for a couple of days between vacating my ATL crib and my NYC crib being open for move-in. The anticipation is a-killin' me, I tell ya.

4mg Clonazepam: 2mg chewed up, 2mg popped. Eating Chinese delivery for lunch, reading manga, and listening to The Trail Went Cold podcast. The rest of the day will be doing the last of my laundry and watching a couple of movies: gonna start with Spike Lee's "Do The Right Thing" which- alongside being an excellent film- takes place in the neighborhood I'm moving to. Feels chillax-ly righteous.
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Isabella Drocklefield - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 18:24:07 EST ID:RxTWNp4l No.142544 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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it is refill day, my dudes.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! (that's me screaming bc w/ds are acting up)

i took 1/4 of a 0.5mg clonazepam pill, so ~0.125mg. i took 0.25mg earlier in the morning. i don't know if a dose this small does anything, but i'm hoping a 25% reduction will feel less shitty than the 50% drop in dose i did a few weeks ago.
going to follow-up with the psych who originally put me on /benz/ tomorrow.
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Brain - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 19:03:03 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142545 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142544
Good on you keep up that taper. Stay strong my man

> 1mg clonazepam/1mg flualprazolam
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Chan - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 21:19:45 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142546 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142545
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Chan - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 21:20:22 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142547 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>5mg Diazepam
>20mg Propanolol

>>142545
Noticed your reduced the Flu-Alp. Starting a taper?
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Brain - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 22:39:58 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142548 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142547
Yea that's the plan. Night time hits though and i just need some type of high so i keep caving. Still lowering the dose though. I need to get off this insidious shit.

I'm also "done" with n20. Like shit is fucking BLISS with weed/benz or even alone with some good records. But i've wasted so much i gotta return this creamer and leave it alone. But FUCK this feeling of wanting to just grab another balloon is insane. Knowing me i'll go trough another 30 1pint whippets. I've been through over 150 since sunday,,,, Anyways hopefully i havent lost too many brain cells.

>2mg more flualprazolam / tall boy / bowls of jack herer. I really only prefer heavy primarily indica. oh well can't complain
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Brain - Wed, 01 Aug 2018 23:06:43 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142549 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142548
I guess im just asking here because i know a couple individuals will help me regardless if this isn't the proper board.

I clearly got drug addiction issues and really bad anxiety, I use drugs to escape from life really. I don't enjoy overall life. I'm overall not self confident at all my and life seems to just keep spiraling downward. I'm done with ssri/srnis and the bunch. I've done em all.

I need alternative options. The issues i listed above are just the piece of the cake. Should i just go to a regular counselor, a psychologist or visit another psychiatrist? I'm just worried because i'm facing shit i've never been through before.

nb peace and love ya'll
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Basil Clillernet - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 00:07:36 EST ID:D7wlgjSk No.142550 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142549
Asked yesterday but it got buried by that guy who posted like 9 times in a row.

Anyway, could you or anyone else provide some insight on flualprazolam vs flubromazolam?

Also looking for insight on nitrazolam, flunitrazolam, and meclonazepam as I'm placing a fairly large order soon and trying to decide what all to get. I did google the shit out of all of these things and read up on all of them. Just looking for first hand opinions and I trust a lot of people here.

No real thread for it right now and don't want to make another one.

Since OT bumping 4mg kpin tonight with a nice Marzen, some bud, and my opis.
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 00:35:46 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142551 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142550

Okay so this is all my view.

Flualp is x2 the strength of xanax. I've never tried so i can't say but its x2 mg for mg more potent comparable to etizolam. Both are still theinos keep in mind. It is really great. I wouldn't recommend the doses i've been taking considering the strength but i fucked my tolorance. It's good but compulsive redosing can be an issue like regular quick acting benzos. The euphoria is great. Comes on quick

Flub i tried one night and i blacked out basically for 3-4 days. I started with 1mg which is a high dose but i got cocky. Next thing i knew i had taken 10mg and flushed the rest. People said i was fucked that week and i believe it. Delusions of sobriety are crazy high and this shit last crazy long.

Only other you listed i somewhat know is flunitrazolam but i won't go there because i dislike that compound because its a Triazolo version of Flunitrazepam. I really doubt with all the stuff listed you really want to use that recreationally

> lines of 3fpm like a dumbass so inbound flualp posts
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 00:37:40 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142552 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142551
plus fuck mate, i don't mean to sound like a douche. Maybe you wanted first hand experience but you can find this information easily.
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 00:38:32 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142552
> I did google the shit out of all of these things and read up on all of them. Just looking for first hand opinions and I trust a lot of people here.

sorry bro. stimmed the fuck up atm
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Chan - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 00:58:27 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142549
I don't know what the expenses are like where you live bit getting a fairly regular counselor or psychiatrist would be good. Can agree with ya SSRI's/SNRI's a shit. Maybe look into getting less abuse able Benzos such as Diazpeam/Diclazepam. I'd say looking to get help asap other than drugs is a good step forward. Can always chat on discord if you need someone to talk too.

nb Just trying to help you buddy.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 03:05:57 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142555 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam + 0.25mg alprazolam 15 hours ago
0.25mg alprazolam + 20mg zaleplon now zzzzzzz

>>142549
My honest advise: see a psychiatrist for psychotropic medications, see a counselor/therapist or psychologist for actual counseling to improve your life and outlook, find non-drug related hobbies, socialize without drugs, eat healthy, go to the gym/work out, and realize that addiction is a cycle. Even if/when you decide to commit to a taper there is still the possibility of relapse. Don't beat yourself up too much. We all have our demons to work through. If you're seeing a psychiatrist it is imperative to also see a counselor in order to work through your problems. I am biased, but I would recommend CBT, ACT, MBCT (or any mindfulness-based therapeutic approaches), and/or DBT as far as counseling goes. Biofeedback might be beneficial for you, but I never gained anything from it.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 03:13:25 EST ID:t8lReBf3 No.142557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142555
Oh, and 10mg diazepam on top of the alprazolam and zaleplon

nb
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Clara Sambleback - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 09:34:46 EST ID:kCNYEMgp No.142560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
.5mg Alprazo to start the day, and I intend to snack on them until I go to sleep today.

Last time I took Alprazolam with edibles it felt like a fucking waste of weed. It basically instantly killed my glow and left me with no weed feelings to speak off. I felt like I had just baked a cake and then threw it away. So a bit unsure if I'll eat some weed today.
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Clara Sambleback - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 11:35:29 EST ID:kCNYEMgp No.142561 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2.5mg down the hatch.

I've always wondered if it's possible to black-out without realising it at all. Some years back, where every day was the same, I was set in the prime situation for a black-out to go unnoticed: on top of my days being the same I didn't look at the time/date, time of the week or answered my phone, but I had a shitton of etizolam. From what I remember I just fell asleep on my couch and woke up in my bed. But fuck, days could've passed. I could've been part of a postal adventure and forgot about it. I should've started this paragraph with "Whenever my anus itches".
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 15:34:50 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142562 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142555
>>142554

Thanks ya'll for the support and great support and suggestion. I really just needed another person to weigh me options, thanks.

Woke up and i'm now hitting n2o even before weed. I gotta end this shit now cause its only getting worse. I've done 30 whippets in like 3 hours

> 1 mg clonazepam n2o weed
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Basil Clillernet - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 19:03:02 EST ID:D7wlgjSk No.142563 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142551
>>142552
>>142553
No worries, man. Its all good.

I liked flualprazolam and flubromazepam but can't source the latter at the moment from someone I trust and wasn't sure about flubromazolam. I've never had issues with redosing in my many years of use FWIW.

Meclonazepam there isn't a ton of info on anywhere.

As for flunitrazolam and nitrazolam I actually enjoy flunitrazepam (and GHB though not a benzo) so was curious about those as well.

Like I said, I'm trying to prepare for a large order (couple grams each of several different chems) and figure out what's making the cut and what isn't because with HR6 I feel its time to go ahead stock up just in case. Plus its way cheaper to order in bulk.
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Esther Sillydale - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 19:34:54 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142564 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>4mg etiz

I was getting really irritable and I knew it wouldn't stop so I took a dose. This side effect of depression is the fucking worst. I just get incredibly annoyed by random fucking things and I can't help but get angry. Feeling really chill now though, gonna put some good albums on, or maybe watch some movies.
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Esther Sillydale - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 19:38:16 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142565 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wait did I miss out? Is Flualp really that good and euphoric? My etiz dosages have been getting out of control recently and I thought it might be better to get something a bit stronger and start redosing less. I had a source too on it but it's gone now.
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 20:14:26 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142565
I mean it sounds like everything you're looking for. If you're at that level that's what i would go for over clonazolam or flub/flam

But yea to me PERSONALLY its dope and euphoric amnesic and hypnotic. I can't say if this substance is insidious because I made the decisions to take this shit in the first place. No less in the ammounts i have been,

Regardless

>6mg etiz instead of flualp tonight, wanna have a change for once before the comedown
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 20:17:54 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142567 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142566
i'm actually curious how much im going to have to dose to statisfy me or if i'll just bartard blackout. nb im a mess
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Lillian Hebberchotch - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 20:20:18 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142568 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142566
Well let me know your verdict on the differences between etiz and flualp, my next order might depend on it.
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 20:38:12 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142569 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142568
I mean fuck roughly now im on 10mg of etiz and id be good at around 4-5mg flualp. So i'd say its safe to safe from my research that it does have double the effect but its not the same obviously. I would say it knocks you out pretty hard if you over do it, its more sedative. But it's also got an even worse blackout amnesic effect than etizolam. This has never really been an issue for me until this shit. I don't get it the way i do with flualp. Legit memory blanks.

Anyways bro. All i can say is if i took Flualp instead of Etiz you wouldn't get this reply. You don't get that burst of energy or ephoria without the sedative and hpnotic effects being too effect. Not to say you don't feel that aspect but not as much. Anyways im bar;'d pz

Its pretty easy to say which one is superior (flualp) but honestly man i wouldn't even go down that route personally from my point. You are just putting a bandage on a wound that will only get worse with high dose usage,
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 20:40:04 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142570 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142569
quick nb but please be aware that if you take flualp it will destroy your tolorance to not only theinos. But etizolam will do dick if you get the flavor for flualp
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Lillian Hebberchotch - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 20:46:03 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142571 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142569
>>142570
Okay thanks for the info man have fun tonight
You're right about it being a band-aid but I mean all of this in one sense or another. Just looking for the best way to do it.
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 20:57:24 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142571
For your situation Flualp. OH before i forget. FluAlp powder (idk how u get ur shit) has this weird funky smell and tastes like shit and its hard to get the flavor out your mouth. So dosing can be different than etizolam depending on you.

but yea even with all this etiz im not getting that "feeling" that i got from flualp. Makes me want to dose some flualp :( anyways im benz. next time make a thread. This board is like fucking snail mail. Sorry for spam folks nb
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 21:02:51 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142573 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Okay ima continue the spam and update to a total of

>1mg clonazepam earlier / 14mg etiz now
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 21:07:07 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142574 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142571
For the record i'm just providing information and do not condone purchases or use or research chemicals.
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Shitting Wucklefadge - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 22:17:50 EST ID:RxTWNp4l No.142575 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Friendship ended with [Dr. that wanted me off benzos], now [Dr. that thinks benzos are a good medication for me] is my best psychiatrist.

So, I guess I'm not tapering off anymore. Getting off of /benz/ sounds like a good idea, but imo it's also a good idea to not undergo a potientally months-long withdrawal process right before university starts.

0.5mg klonopin, a weed-infused hard candy, and I'm about to eat some tacos I made. Sounds like a decent night to me.
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High Strung - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 22:54:26 EST ID:PagDXES6 No.142576 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam to settle in for the night. Currently curled up on my mom's couch in my bedrobe listening to classical music and enjoying the comfiness. Tomorrow's the big day where I leave Atlanta for good for NYC.

Will report back to you guys when I'm in nice and /benz/'ed in my new Brooklyn crib <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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Brain - Thu, 02 Aug 2018 23:33:18 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142577 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142576
best of luck man

>4mg etiz
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 03 Aug 2018 02:23:20 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142578 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Etizolam total today (slightly more than usual, I have been sticking to 1.5mg lately), Tagamet, like 5 beers and I don't even know how much marijuanas. Someone please put me out of my misery.
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Lillian Hebberchotch - Fri, 03 Aug 2018 03:46:38 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142579 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>13mg etizolam
I know doing doses this high is dumb and probably a waste I'm just trying to push this stuff. I won't blackout at all unless I put alcohol into the mix. I guess we'll see how it plays out. Also a lot of these doses were spread out.
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Lillian Hebberchotch - Fri, 03 Aug 2018 04:00:42 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142579
Added another 5mg
Yay for guinea pig experiments on myself
Thing is I'm expecting to just sleep a shit ton and remember most of tonight
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Lillian Hebberchotch - Fri, 03 Aug 2018 07:56:21 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142582 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>20mg etiz (over the night)

Final spam post of the evening I suppose. I don't know I barely felt tired until just now and I've been up for a long time. We'll see how my memory is tomorrow but I assume I'll just get a good nights sleep here.
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Brain - Fri, 03 Aug 2018 10:39:08 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142583 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142582
I did about the same (20mg etiz) while playing some retro sega games before passing out. God damn does etiz fuck motor skills the next day compared to flualp.

Anyways i was planning for a "good" day but i saw Swimming was released by Mac Miller so i went out and got 40 whippets. Smoked a couple bowls and some n20. Lots of /benz/ today. One more day...just like everyone says

> 2mg etiz
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 00:43:40 EST ID:dAAmUkG7 No.142593 Ignore Report Quick Reply
10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and a screwdriver.

>>142583
What are your thoughts on the album? I’ve listened to it twice today and plan to get the vinyl when the pressings release in late October.
Also, I just picked up 675 whippets from various sellers on an auction site. Yes, I’m getting funky.
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Lillian Mommerspear - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 00:48:12 EST ID:hqNbxxqu No.142594 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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How’s the early onset dementia treating you fleshy western sacks of confusion and denial
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John Bendledock - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 01:14:21 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142593
I listened to it about 20 times today all during n2o flualp and etiz. It was bliss but im done with the whippets. This shit is way too addictive for my own good.I used over 200 1uspint whippet since sunday I also plan to cut flualp for good.

anyways >10mg flualp

OH, and i love the album. Up their with faces and wmwtlo
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John Bendledock - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 01:16:58 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142594
directed towards me?
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B - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 21:20:05 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142600 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
In some batshit insanity bartardness last night, i disposed of all my thienos. Stupid idea but i need to just get off this junk

of course i went out and got more hippy crack. 40 whippets done in 3 hours roughly. Now im coming down feeling likke shit so to switch vices up im roughly deep in...

>2mg clonazepam 4 cheap lagers scraps of weed

Wish i could smoke some weed but 2 drunk and im drinking til i don't care

night ya'll
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B - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 21:27:58 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142601 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142600
I always thought my self control was meh but FUCK. I really got to quit the n20 and move on. Don't know how you almost got 700 whippets kat. I'd be having health issues from just huffing on all the whippets till they go. I;ve never fiending like this. Feels bad. i'll leave to ./dis.
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High Strung - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 22:58:13 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142603 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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HIGH STRUNG REPORTING IN FROM NEW YORK, NY

I have touched down in my new little townhouse in Bed-Stuy in the fine borough of Brooklyn. Puerto Ricans, Afro-Caribbeans, and Hasidic Jews everywhere. Went over to Queens for dinner with some friends and had the best damn Reuben sandwich I've ever had in my life, and since we got there at closing this Italian dude that looked and sounded just like Joe Pesci in Goodfellas comes up to me and says "Hey we'd usually throw away all our bagels at the end of the night, but you want them?" So now I have 2 dozen NYC-style bagels in my fridge.

I'm rooming with my landlord, who is a real estate agent my age who is, no joke, a fellow Sufi and a fellow partaker of the herb. He doesn't fuck with benzos but I think he and I are gonna get along just fine.

Will post pics from my rooftop tomorrow night when I'm not so exhausting from unpacking the UHaul truck.

Until then....... 4mg Clonazepam and listening to my neighbors blasting some chill-ass reggae.
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Cedric Nicklestock - Sat, 04 Aug 2018 23:45:07 EST ID:7eVUah6R No.142604 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Popped 3mg and went to dinner, lot of drinks beforehand, had a cocktail and wine.

Came home .5mg, rocked two bowls, took an edible one of the dudes at dinner gave me, drinking again, smoked a swisher.

Texting with a qt trap.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 05 Aug 2018 00:41:11 EST ID:wscD70tX No.142605 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142603
My home town. <3
No better Ruebens. No better bagels. No better pizza. Live it up.
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Chan - Sun, 05 Aug 2018 04:38:02 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142607 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>20mg Diazepam
>1000mg Magnesium
>20mg Propanolol
>400mg Caffiene
>1 standard beer

Life wasn't going to well today. Very much contemplating being my own doctor. Since my mental health team isn't really helping me and I seem to be the only one making a positive step forward.

>>142603
Good to here it's going well High Strung.
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John Drocklebury - Sun, 05 Aug 2018 18:20:11 EST ID:qYmUVyuJ No.142608 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142607
What kind of magnesium do you take?
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High Strung - Sun, 05 Aug 2018 22:21:37 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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4mg Clonazepam and stuffed with that real-ass Brooklyn pie

Went to Jones Beach on Long Island today. Ended up getting up a cute, fierce little FOB Japanese girl's number (like she straight up offered it), turns out she lives in the same area as me. Gonna see how that goes.... Also gotta find a weed plug STAT cuz it's been a week since I've smoked.
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sun, 05 Aug 2018 22:40:44 EST ID:wscD70tX No.142612 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
For the first time in like 3 fucking months I can genuinely bump this thread. I did part of my taper, got to 10mg Diazepam per day. Held it for 2 months without wavering, but today I needed something.
> 25mg Diazepam
> Weed and cigarettes
> We'll see what else gets involved.
> Something probably will.
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Hedda Pirringhen - Sun, 05 Aug 2018 23:05:12 EST ID:8CVCFzwb No.142613 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>3.5mg etiz
>small sips of whiskey throughout the night

I'm finally feeling relaxed after this crazy weekend. Can't wait to get 13 hours of sleep.
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Chan - Mon, 06 Aug 2018 00:14:36 EST ID:gf5X98uf No.142614 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142608
Just regular OTC/Supermarket Magnesium.
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William Droffingtutch - Mon, 06 Aug 2018 01:49:16 EST ID:CjBmexdk No.142615 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
1mg xanax, some PBR because I'm cheap and vaping while playing overwatch all night, first /benz/ in like a week I'm feeling blessed by the all-mighty anti-anxiolytic God
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Eliza Henderchuck - Mon, 06 Aug 2018 19:59:06 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
Fucked up taking some lyrica and acidentually got residual Flualp. The moment I tasted it knew what I did but I wasn’t going to spit it all out. Anyways last couple days have been rough so I hope this doesn’t set me back to far. I feel fucking benz’d which scares me for tomorrow morning :/

I was getting in the fucking clear too

> 60 x 3 lyrica
> 4mg flualp?
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Nicholas Bicklewetch - Mon, 06 Aug 2018 22:27:08 EST ID:RxTWNp4l No.142622 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142611
Brooklyn? Bed-Stuy?? What're you, some kinda Gentry Friar?
i'm glad yr move and stuff is going good mate

>0.5mg klonopin
>200mg carbamazepine
~1.5 tsp of this golden dragon tincture i made from abv and wax. edibles have been iffy for me lately so idk if i'm high or if i'm just feeling a slight buzz from drinking a tiny amount of everclear. might do a thread abt this later

hoping to go to bed earlier than 4am tonight
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Edward Sobbleson - Mon, 06 Aug 2018 23:04:00 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142621
Lab rab rat reporting in. Trying 1 mg of Nitrazolam cause it’s all I got and idgaf at the moment.
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Edward Sobbleson - Mon, 06 Aug 2018 23:21:47 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142623
okay i redosed twice so im up to

>3mg nitrazolam

Time lock ssfe for ALL my shit incase blackout on new substance at strong doses
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Sophie Saffingcocke - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 06:17:10 EST ID:y8s7O3AY No.142625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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40mg of diazepam, feeling good. Thinking about redosing soon though.
Pic related, what I look like right now.
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Wesley Dobblehidging - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 11:43:47 EST ID:LiaA0FY3 No.142627 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142607
That looks like a totally different picture once you realise she has her left eye open.

.5 mg Alprazolam
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High Strung - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 12:04:21 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142622
Hahahaha dude I'm not gonna lie, I'm gentry-fryin' HARD

But hey, just try and find an affordable crib in a non-grentriying/gentrified neighborhood in NYC; good luck! But my neighbors already love me, eatin' pie and smokin' blunts on our stoops together. They think it's a trip I'm from ATL.

Anyway, got home from work early, 2mg Clonazepam, waiting for my new weed plug to get home from work while rewatching the last episode of FLCL. Mmmmm hmmmmm
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Wesley Dobblehidging - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 12:59:00 EST ID:LiaA0FY3 No.142630 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And another .5 with a beer

Life is tough yo
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Wesley Dobblehidging - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 15:36:12 EST ID:LiaA0FY3 No.142631 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142630
The fuck, my post didn' post

>etizolam not workibg

>>142630
alright up to 4-5mg (fuck probably 7 by now) and just got some more + diazepam. Other than that it's only pregabalin in the house and that shit is straight up messed up. 5-10mg Diazepam, 1-2mg Alprazolam and some beers to be ingested. That should give ma sufficient afterglow for some retarded family birthday dinner tomorrow.

>>142628
Is that like a big city effect? Where you just walk around and find yourself in the company of all kind of people after FUCKING LESS THAN A WEEK OF MOVING THERE. Well, it being summer probably helps a lot as well.

Alright, to summarise in case I forgot tomorrow:
4-6mg Alprazolam
10mg Diazepam

BREEEEATH
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Edward Sobbleson - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 17:57:07 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142632 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142624
okay so i slipped up last night. But i only really had15mg solution. Shits pretty weak or delusions of sobriety are high. I def feel benz'd but not to much. Anyways thats all i had and its finished. Time to see how fucked i am tomorrow. This stuff scares me a little regardless.

>1mg clonazepam/12mg nitrazolam

>1mg clonazepam
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Hamilton Bubblefield - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 18:22:48 EST ID:uLkUBcSY No.142634 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got prescribed stilnoct from my doctors, took one and now everything is floating in the room. Did i i get prescribed fucking drugs, is this the same as ambien? things are starting to get strange, the screen bunches back and forth as I type it out and the other texts here are floating in and out of screen. wutf the fuck, am i high, now?
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Edward Sobbleson - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 19:11:11 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142635 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142634
>Did i i get prescribed fucking drugs

Did you bother to do ANY research or even reach maybe the info sheet the pharmacy should of given you? It's clearly ambien, stilnoct is just a fucking brand name.

> things are starting to get strange, the screen bunches back and forth as I type it out and the other texts here are floating in and out of screen. wutf the fuck, am i high, now?

Yea, you're most likely getting high from taking a sedative hypnotic for mainly insomnia related issues and not going to bed.
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Edward Sobbleson - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 19:12:49 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142636 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142635
sorry for being so passive aggressive. I'm a douche
nb
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High Strung - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 22:56:40 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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3mg Clonazepam and a blunt of Sour D. I usually don't smoke blunts, much less on my own, but I haven't smoked in 11 days (when I started packing up in ATL) so I wanted to celebrate having secured myself in my new crib as well as to break the tolerance break as hard as possible. Listening to 10th-century French chant and my mind is full of fuck right now.
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Esther Drangerhet - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 00:13:19 EST ID:JOuhYcYN No.142639 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1mg clonazapam, beautiful pink r33's, pharmacy finally got activis, accord was making me fuckin' ill. Decided to maybe start trying to taper down soon, been steady on Klonopin too long
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High Strung - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 08:25:44 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142640 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Дoбрoe утрo!!!!
!!!صباح الخير
So far today:
-Wake up
-Do Fajr salah (morning prayer)
-Go out into my courtyard
>Smoke a bowl of very, very well-grown Sour Diesel
>2mg Clonazepam with my other prescribed anti-psych bipolar meds

Now eatin' a bagel, sippin' a large Red Bull, and listening to darkwave. Don't need to leave for work until like.... 11:45am so we gucci af

Anyone else waking-and-benzing?
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James Dammlesudging - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 09:59:43 EST ID:+CoismbS No.142641 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142640
Kill yourself you fucking jew
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High Strung - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 10:32:43 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142642 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142641
Sorry you feel that way.
Take more benzos to harsh your mellow, bruh.
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Esther Nellyforth - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 12:03:54 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
Well I’m trying to cut this shit out and most other crap before November hits. I wanna be off this shut ffor Christmas/family bdays and see if I can just move on. I don’t wanna get caught on this shit. This dec will be 2 years of almost everyday benzo usage of varying quantities. Finally feeling a little better or maybe I’m just feeling good now.

Anyways 1.75 max clonazepam today so

>.75 clonazepam / bowls
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Martha Crindlepadge - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 15:44:19 EST ID:bGcWs7i/ No.142646 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142641
Now that's some un-benzed behavior right there. High Strung is an upstanding member of the BWB community here on /benz/. Always has nice posts, reasonable images, and can actually control their benzo use. Not once have I heard them say that their, "Benzp isnr workipg".

Chill out on the /pol/tard shit man. You aren't on the future anymore.

On that note, bumping on 1-1.5 mgs etiz. It's my day off and I've been spacing doses out by week, so it's time to drop the booze for a night and get my benz on.
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Ebenezer Clunkinware - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 16:46:29 EST ID:LiaA0FY3 No.142647 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What the fuck
Apparently my pharmacy doesn't have anything other than benzos. I'm severely disappointed. "tomrrow we will have ritovtril (clonazepam)", why don't you try this: "Pregabalin" fuck you! I want something different

The only thing he had that didn't look like a fucking amnesia inducer was Zopiclone. Researching it now, but the first words I read are "nonbenzodiazepine hypnotic" so my hopes aren't high. Well w/e gonna empty my stash, smoke some bowls and maybe get rid of all this nonsense all together.
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Ebenezer Clunkinware - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 19:09:36 EST ID:LiaA0FY3 No.142649 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142647
Alright, definitely kicking in at 7.5mg (dose per pill I've got) I've read of people yologin 65mg and insta blacking-out.

*sigh* And my vague memories from yesterday just re-emerged of my getting more benzos and barring until this morning, hence I woke up late, yet felt normal and conducting family stuff.

What a sinister beast. I should definitely move back to Kratom and more work.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 19:55:14 EST ID:H0GpHS9w No.142650 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Popped 8 6mg of bromazepam. Just about 4mg alpra equivalent. Drinkning a strong beer now.
Then some hashish and when I wake up im scoring for last time again cus My suboxone will show up and I'll finally be able to detoxing the right way.
Because I need to b away from some.shit
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Jarvis Dizzlefuck - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 20:18:34 EST ID:H+Oi5/XJ No.142651 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just took 1mg clonazepam. Haven't taken any benzos in 3 years. Damn I feel great! No tolerance to this shit and I'm high as fuck just off that small dose. When I get home I'm smoking some purp which will enhance the benzos. Man, this is going to be a fun night.
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High Strung - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 23:03:21 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142652 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got off work, grabbed a huge thing of beef chow fun from this late-night no-frills Chinese place next to my place, went home

2mg of Clonazepam and a bowl of Diesel before dinner in my underwear of course. Now time for Netflix.
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William Pucklewidge - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 23:14:05 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.142653 Ignore Report Quick Reply
4mg klonopin, some weed, ambien in a while

feels good to just stop giving a fuck

i hope youre all doing well!
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Jarvis Dizzlefuck - Thu, 09 Aug 2018 07:54:39 EST ID:H+Oi5/XJ No.142657 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Woke up and smoked some weed and popped 1mg kpin. Now, I'm outside on my deck smoking a cig and everything is good. What a beautiful morning :)
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Doris Bluckleludging - Thu, 09 Aug 2018 13:33:34 EST ID:qzCMUe1f No.142658 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Basically withdrawing from a quick opioid relapse.
It's not physical, so I'm bumping on 5mg nitrazepam + 150mg lyrica a few beers

hell yea GABA receptors
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Cedric Gollywirk - Thu, 09 Aug 2018 18:07:58 EST ID:FYkzmTuE No.142661 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Smoked some weed and popped 1mg clonazepam. Dem feels are creeping up on me.
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High Strung - Thu, 09 Aug 2018 22:30:24 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142662 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dude, currently having a PERFECT LIFE MOMENT
Got home from a productive day at work, did salah, chewed up 3mg Clonazepam

Now I'm sitting in my enclosed-back-porch-thingy (lots of townhouses in NYC seem to have them), smoking a bowl of Sour, eating pizza, securing a date with that chick I met at the beach on Long Island, and feeling the benz coming STRONG....
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 10 Aug 2018 01:03:06 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142663 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Stressin a little bit. Going on a trip for work and my bank account is drained. I get reimbursed for my food and gas for the trip.. 2 weeks after I submit the expenses. Ugh. I have like $200 for the whole week. Yike.
2mg Etizolam, Tagamet, edible, and a Coors light. Hopefully I'll relax and figure out a solution/realize this will be fine, just tight.
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Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 10 Aug 2018 01:21:56 EST ID:as5ueRdu No.142664 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142663
Starting to feel much better now, lol. Just took that 2mg, first benzo of the day.

Btw, how is everyone doing? I've been avoiding this board somewhat due to my taper. I'm still working my ass off at two jobs, trying to get a promotion at one so I can quit the part-time gig. That should go through in the next few months, possibly sooner. Other than that and being broke, no major complaints.
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Angus Bardbury - Fri, 10 Aug 2018 12:33:28 EST ID:LiaA0FY3 No.142665 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142662
I'm genuinely happy for you! Motherfucker reeling chicks within days of moving make sure to get the names of some good Sake brands from her and share them here, this should be your nr. 1 priority! I will be counting on you.

Also, since you're sufi and that has ties to the middle east and such: you should try Arabic Coffee (with cardamon). It's mainly popular in Saudi Arabia where they drink it after their heavy meals because it helps with digestion. But it's also extremely weak coffee that doesn't make you tweak where ordinary coffee would.


>>142664
200 bucks should be fine. Buy cheap nutritious food like beans/legumes (20-40% protein, just need more preparation (rinse, soak overnight, rinse, cook, chew properly). You need Vit B12 supplments if you don't eat meat for a longer time though

nb - no more benzo
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High Strung - Fri, 10 Aug 2018 17:12:37 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142667 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls Sour D

>>142664
As-salaamu alaykum, my sister-souljah! Good to see you checking in. Keep it up with the taper, darlin'. Meanwhile I'm livin' the good life..... Well I'm kinda broke too, but I mean..... I'm settled in at my new crib, just picked up my NYU official student ID today after another day at work at the NY Philharmonic, and already have a date within a week of living here, so.... I can deal with a skimpy pantry for a week.


>>142665
Ha! Obviously as a Sufi I don't drink alcohol, but I don't beef with non-Muslims who drink (whatever floats your boat man) so I WILL still ask her and pass them on to y'all! (Allah forgive me, I shall be enabling non-Sufis in the sin of drink! Ayyyy)

And dude, I'm ALL about that Arabic/Turkish/Persian/Bosnian coffee. Even before I took my shahadah and became a Muslim, I dated a Palestinian girl and a Bosnian girl and in 2006 I spent a month in Turkey..... so I'm well-versed in the ways ;) I wanna learn the way Turkish Sufis like to (playfully) read people's fortunes in the bottom sludge of the coffee cup.... It's kinda like reading tea leaves.

Sorry for the wall of text I'm fucked up
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Graham Pemmermuck - Fri, 10 Aug 2018 21:31:19 EST ID:tTX9PJPa No.142668 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3mg of etiz
i've got some flualp too I'm waiting to try some time next week, wondering what that's gonna be like. still time for a really chill friday night.
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Graham Wibblechitch - Fri, 10 Aug 2018 22:39:22 EST ID:FYkzmTuE No.142669 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Smoked 2 bowls of Hawaiian delight and popped 1mg clonazepam. I have no tolerance to benzos so I'm going to be fucked up in the next hour. Awesome night!
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Graham Wibblechitch - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 00:34:38 EST ID:FYkzmTuE No.142670 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142669
Popped .5mg of kpin. Going to be fucked up real soon. Smoked a lot of weed too.
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Shit Gillyson - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 10:14:54 EST ID:TnaKYrMa No.142671 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Smoked 2 bowls of some kush and took 1mg clonazepam. Feeling good, no anxiety whatsoever. In total bliss. Love getting fucked up on benzos. Haven't been prescribed benzos in about 4 years until now. Ahhh it feels good to be blessed by the benzo goddess.
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High Strung - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 15:24:41 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142673 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
>1 bowl of Sour

It's POURING down rain here, supposedly there's a flood warning for the Hudson. Good thing I'm all cozy in my apartment with benzos, bud, manga, and good music.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 16:41:44 EST ID:qCAkiKsz No.142674 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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8 6mg bromazepam, 1mg buprenoprhine anally.
Just run out of hash, getting more tomorrow!
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Cedric Muckleman - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 17:37:08 EST ID:468XJEJe No.142675 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>141787
1mg of kpin and some weed...
PS:



https://discord.gg/A3DScz

Feel free to come shit post, general 420chan server
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SashaButterfly !kGydCRC8c2 - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 18:39:35 EST ID:I+gXPUs0 No.142676 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Its mygood friend and server admin of the disord dI chill on's 34th bday

shes takin a roxy 30 and drinking, Im on 4-5mg klonoplin and I mg onna get schwasssssty for her bday!!!!

Loveya'll fam <3
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Sidney Fuckingway - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 20:06:44 EST ID:i190r5AD No.142678 Ignore Report Quick Reply
went on a bender of mdma, acid and benzos on friday
woke up today on sunday wondering how id just slept for so long.
started benzos with 15mg valium. then saturday i got 2.5mg xanax and took 1 of them. then blackout. then must have taken another xanax in blackout mode

apparantly was blacked out, first time its happened. cant remember shit and trying
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SashaButterfly !kGydCRC8c2 - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 20:30:38 EST ID:I+gXPUs0 No.142679 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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6>>1426766-7 mg

6 to 7mg now

aint takin this much ebzn in a hot min

gonna get trashed off this boozeohoel
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Samuel Blythestock - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 21:01:33 EST ID:bsHYCyWX No.142680 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just took 1/3rd of a mg xanax bar. Used to take these all the time but got in a car crash and went to jail. What's fun to do? I am only taking because I am really bored might just play video games.
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High Strung - Sat, 11 Aug 2018 21:32:11 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142681 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>142675
Hey, anyone interested in possibly doing a /benz/ Discord? I think we could have some serious fun!

Anyway, reupped with 3mg Clonazepam and smoked half a blunt of loud.... so I'm at a total of 6mg Clonazepam while blazed outta my goddamned mind. Now listening to my usual true crime/paranormal podcasts in my boxers and life is tastyyyyyyy
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Ernest Foppercocke - Sun, 12 Aug 2018 00:18:24 EST ID:tTX9PJPa No.142682 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>2mg etizolam
>10mg o-pce

It just feels super chilled out. Little to no dissociation, but definitely adding on to the 2mg of etiz. Feels a bit like a dream state, but I'm relatively clear headed and really chilled out. Has anyone else ever done a combo like this? Low dose disso with benz and I feel really sedated and calm.
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Barnaby Shakegold - Sun, 12 Aug 2018 00:58:36 EST ID:Nc3Yldyr No.142683 Ignore Report Quick Reply
anyone tried smoking etizolam?
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Nigel Greenwill - Sun, 12 Aug 2018 14:09:52 EST ID:RMCkkud2 No.142684 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142683
Dummy

Bwb like 3mg flualp last night still feeling grand

Question: has anybody/does anybody know if diclofenac sodium could be used to potentiate benzos or opiates? Like how soma is? Seems like it could work and I have a bunch laying around
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Thomas Crammerridge - Sun, 12 Aug 2018 14:13:31 EST ID:HsZPR1g1 No.142685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hello , in a predicament... i kinda wana stop... but they kinda help at same time. would u say benzos r somerthing u can take daily? sometimes i seee myself trying to do lesss but soemtimes i just wana get higherr and thatll mess up the dosage tracking ive been trying to semi taper.... io guess im nort sure if im serious about quitting
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Thomas Crammerridge - Sun, 12 Aug 2018 14:14:32 EST ID:HsZPR1g1 No.142686 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>142685
lately ive been taking around 7~mg avg daily of xanax is that too much how high have u guys ever gottten?
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Doris Clayhall - Sun, 12 Aug 2018 17:01:56 EST ID:FYkzmTuE No.142687 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1.5mg clonazepam and some weed. Going to be feeling good in the next half hour. Ah Benz I've missed you for so long.
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High Strung - Sun, 12 Aug 2018 21:58:08 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142689 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2mg Clonazepam
Small bowl of Diesel

Time to fall asleep to an episode of stupid paranormal podcast
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 08:20:39 EST ID:fxzdoQRK No.142690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Been taking about 18 or 24mg of bromazepam and I'm feeling amazing.
Been chain smoking hashish to potrntiate cus we're out of beer.
Boofed my last suboxone 0.1mg and thats the last for detoxing dope. Bye Bye dope!
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Basil Blundergold - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 08:46:59 EST ID:FYkzmTuE No.142691 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wake and bake with kush and popped 1mg kpin. Had an energy drink too and I'm feeling dope.
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High Strung - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 08:56:28 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142692 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's another morning of 2mg Clonazepam + bowl of Sour D + cup of coffee in the courtyard while checking the news on my phone. Hmmm, now what for breakfast?....
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Doris Fungerspear - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 15:57:58 EST ID:c/UafPZm No.142695 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>141787
>1.5 mg clonazepam weed n kratom
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Samuel Socklemurk - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 20:51:29 EST ID:i190r5AD No.142696 Ignore Report Quick Reply
anyone know why id get not much euphoria or feel good but lots of heavy sedation/sleepiness from xanax, but then diazepam i get a nice feel good with some sedation and not much sleepiness.

did i just take too much of the xanax?
cause the xanax i took 2.5mg. the diazepam 30mg. 2.5mg of xanax is kinda equal to 50mg of diazepam isnt it?
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Hugh Paddlebanks - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 22:34:26 EST ID:fSpfVChv No.142697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumpin on a few mgs of clonazepam, acquired a full box (100 pieces, 200mg). Having some mid tier Big Devil XL (much better than it looks on photo), having a few sweet beers. configuring my kernel in my gentoo linux, but i'm a bit afraid because of this much medicine, i'm already an alcoholic.
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High Strung - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 22:55:33 EST ID:VPU/mRFL No.142698 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Popped 2.5mg Clonazepam and then smoked 2 jays out in my courtyard. Looking out over my new neighborhood while stoned af, I felt like I was in the flashback scenes of Vito's first years in America in The Godfather Part II for a minute there lol.... It was kinda beautiful.
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Lydia Grimcocke - Sun, 19 Aug 2018 03:54:27 EST ID:kUv4Zlj6 No.142777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ambien is love
idk why i like this shit so much, i just always enjoy me some ambien


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