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Weight by Walter Crarryman - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 15:49:58 EST ID:/51hQxxY No.400507 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm a 24yo male. I am 6'2 and I weigh 198 lbs. Is it better to start transitioning after you have lost a lot of weight? Then overeating while you're taking HRT to so the fat will go back on you in a more feminine fashion?


Feminizing workout routine by Lucy - Wed, 21 Sep 2016 18:25:57 EST ID:VT61oa3J No.400393 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey,

I'm currently trying to figure out a workout routine that will help me develop a feminine hourglass-like figure, does anyone have any tips/could give me direction with this? This is what I have so far, but I'm kinda clueless when it comes to health and fitness.

Chest/tummy:
3 x 25 pullovers
3 x 30 weightless flyes
3 x 10 wide push ups
3 x 30 second planks

Quads/butt:
3 x 30 squats
3 x 30 lunges
3 x 30 sumo squats
Core:
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Betsy Fuzzlebet - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 13:19:35 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400502 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400460
I've heard PM is supposed to do some so I suppose it should help at least to some extent but obvs not as much as say hormones which will also do a certain amount I suppose, anyway I haven't researched it so make sure you do and stuff!

And nice I'm glad it was helpful! I actually want to be an acrobat though not just look like one, sorta, blah blah lol.

whether or not it is achievable without hormones is just down to what ya got(on several levels, like where you are, bones, etc body type perhaps somewhat, etc but don't let all that get to you tooo much) and what you can do and how it goes, which I wrote about what you can do, so you can just do the best you can! You can achieve something surely, exercise and being fit is great for lots of reasons anyway lol. I wouldn't say weights are necessary, especially for a slim over all look still I suppose, and only would be good for extra bulking up legs and stuff or if actually going all acrobat the increased potential for strength gains could be helpful. There'd be a bit of balance needed between core and stuff when trying to do heavy leg stuff so you may or may not want it. You can't see me but I don't have weights lol and I consider trying to do some sometimes but meh =P but it may limit legs somewhat in a way to not have it. I can't say for sure what to do there. Make sure to use good form when doing heavy weighted exercises like squats and stuff if you do. You can see how things go even though it can be slow and decide from there how to adjust or if you think it's working out but again it can be hard to tell and sometimes when having goals or things like "dysphoria" you get a bit warped images or impatient, etc so maybe "watch out" for that but yeah! no problem <3

>>400479
that sounds like an at best type of thing you could try to do that might just be not that effective at all anyway but otherwise, exercise tends to maintain or build muscle and to lose weight or muscle diet/calorie deficit(and don't exercise the things you want to get smaller) is generally the option. Extremely high volume/endurance I mentioned as sometimes potentially atrophying things is a thing, b…
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Betsy Fuzzlebet - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 13:19:57 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400503 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400502
actually I meant to bump this lol habit
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Betsy Fuzzlebet - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 13:21:42 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400504 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400502
Also that's just whether or not it's achievable with or without hormones obvs I basically just said try and see! lol. I find I appreciate and feel good about the things I do for my body even if they don't always look "perfect" by whatever standard, etc also
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Anita Flowers - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 14:09:12 EST ID:L8UsO3bg No.400505 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400498
No, the site name just is what it is. As long as you're still munching on food and mones you'll get bigger bewbs, if you want even bigger ones I'd suggest subscribing to those home remedies you hear everywhere like drinking milk, estrogen rich food and massaging your breasts or whatnot
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Betsy Fuzzlebet - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 15:44:50 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400506 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400502
also pretty much when I say "legs" as an area to potentially target or whatever I mean legs and butt, they go hand in hand


help with coming out? by Shit Nendleham - Tue, 20 Sep 2016 23:50:55 EST ID:fi+uLnkQ No.400360 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hello,

I have been quietly, privately in transition (mtf) for almost a year now, with hormones I mean. I've lurked this board a little, here and there, in the past years, to see what you guys have to say.

Recently, due to some circumstances, I was compelled to enter into an arranged marriage with a woman. We are engaged, as of today. in fact I just met her in person for the first time a few days ago, and we've been having dinners together at her place, getting to know one another.

She knows me to be a young man, as I still carry myself as one outwardly. She is older than I am, and I think she sees me as more of a boy than a man, although she does not see me as a woman, or at least I don't think she does. However, a certain femininity and also Breasts are beginning to become evident, so I wear clothes that conceal my body. She expects me to be a husband to her. I have to tell her, soon, about the whole trans thing, I think.

We both understand that this marriage is not based on passion. It is based on other factors, and we have both agreed to the terms. The details of sexuality, gender identity, etc were left out of our arrangement because these things were irrelevant to our concerns.

To be clear, I find both women and men attractive, and my bride does have a certain elegance and a certain beauty... But still, I imagine this will not be a passionate marriage, and honestly, I'd rather be with a man. She also wants to be with a man, and she seems to want that man to be me, although there is no pressure to be intimate soon or ever, so I can withhold myself in that way if I want to, it's just really that she wants me to be a proper Husband, in a traditional sense, in my comportment, in my appearance, in the role I will play in our shared life, etc.

However, as we will be sharing a life and a home, it will eventually become clear what's going on with me. So, I have to tell her, I think. Our conversation tonight turned towards the subject of lesbianism. I learned that she has quite conservative views on the whole concept of homosexuality, although what she expressed wasn't entirely negative, she just considers the basic concept to be foreign, strange, "not normal.&quo…
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Jack Trotwill - Fri, 23 Sep 2016 20:49:10 EST ID:Hq/K86R9 No.400456 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400424
>>400424
>I don't think it's as often as we'd like that a relationship stays together once we reveal to our gf/bf's we're trans.
Unfortunately people feel betrayed and deceived. Once you say "I used to be X" or "Im really X"

>You don't have much choice in this matter,
I disagree, I think OP feels she doesn't have a choice; but there is one.
Honestly its plain dangerous to come out of the closet.
Its plain dangerous to be out of the closet, in any capacity.
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Charles Greenshaw - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 03:56:36 EST ID:fi+uLnkQ No.400486 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hi
I told her, this evening. I believe she respects me less now, or at least doubts my integrity and my character, in some way. But she said that as long as I can maintain the appropriate outward image she requires, she does not care what I do with myself in private.
It seems I will be living a public life and a private life which will be very different. I will have to develop two sides to myself. What do you think?
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Wesley Duckshaw - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 04:58:08 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.400487 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400486

Sounds fucked up and pretty bad for your mental health in the long run.
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Archie Figgleshaw - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 11:49:31 EST ID:9Z+nhH7v No.400489 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400486
yeah drop her dude. your fucking SO said you have to "maintain the outward image she requires"? lmao. fuck that bitch. live one life, your life, not a life for yourself and a life for this cunt
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Ghengis Dong - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 12:33:29 EST ID:m0Roazyj No.400501 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400489
It's almost certainly a visa scam, she's not his SO. And if for any reason they suspect the marriage is a contrivance, OP and this woman will get in serious fucking trouble. I'm pretty sure that's what's meant by the "image" they seemingly need to adhere to. The path to citizenship takes years, and they will scrutinize the marriage at every level throughout, and they are very adept at identifying fake marriages.

>This is not a traditional, asian-style arranged marriage, but rather a sort of partnership based on mutual goals and a tricky political situation in Europe.

>I don't belong to a culture or a sect where these kinds of marriages are typical, and neither does my wife-to-be. Perhaps it was misleading to use the term "arranged marriage." It is not an arranged marriage in the traditional sense, but it was in fact arranged for us, not by family but by a certain group.

>I don't necessarily expect to live my whole life with her, but it will certainly take several years at least for us to accomplish the aim we have in mind

>I would not be scared of her "telling everyone" because "everyone," at the moment, is just her friends.

>We could be more like roommates sharing a home, or we could be more like a couple... it could go either way. Regardless, I will still be expected to fulfill a role, at least outwardly

So appearances aren't necessary to avoid family or community ostracization, yet they will be necessary to "accomplish the goals" of the arrangement over the next few years.
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Men by Charlotte Hinderchock - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 17:03:48 EST ID:luAJKUBN No.400473 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do you get past the factor that all men you knew previously to transitioning are now potential suitors?
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Beatrice Sobberhitch - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 18:05:57 EST ID:GK6CVLVG No.400475 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400473
what's the problem with that?

>not having a male friend in mind when you transition
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Archie Figgleshaw - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 11:48:15 EST ID:9Z+nhH7v No.400488 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400473
the fact that theyll view you as a disgusting halfbreed and not a real woman eliminates that

this is how my guy friends view me now, so... maybe i just have bad friends.
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Simon Sollerperk - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 21:47:33 EST ID:7QFMSGpG No.400494 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400473

ew getting with someone you knew pre transition is like... fucking a sibling.
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Doris Cillerforth - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 00:02:35 EST ID:CG2XZ/ps No.400496 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400488
>>400494
A little bit of both of these
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Betsy Moshstock - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 12:01:18 EST ID:eHlBjwV5 No.400500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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DICKS NOWHERE


Chastity & "Shrinking" by Beatrice Pisslenet - Tue, 13 Sep 2016 22:41:39 EST ID:2xeAq8tH No.400262 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm 2 years in to HRT, have healthy A cups, and have not had a *ton* of shrinkage below which is fine by me (I've lost some girth, but that's about it).
I currently masturbate absolutely too much which gets annoying (hrt not slowed this down at all). partner wants to lock me up.
will i expereience more shrinkage if locked up? is playing with myself helping it not shrink as much as some?

anyway

PFA.
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Jenny Bippersin - Wed, 14 Sep 2016 03:37:19 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400265 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400264

So its like a fetish thing? thats fair enough i suppose.
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George Sunderdock - Wed, 14 Sep 2016 23:27:37 EST ID:uXwu2p6M No.400270 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400265
Yeah, although even then the distinction between orgasm control and caging can apply. It's probably more commonly used just to shove away the penis during sexual interactions ... with guys; with women it naturally is actually used for orgasm control more.
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Fucking Hankinsodge - Thu, 15 Sep 2016 03:20:27 EST ID:TlcMqAkj No.400271 Ignore Report Quick Reply
how bored can people be? read a book or something damn.
muh chastity cage harnass slipped and I cant get it off bloo bloo.
muh mistress wont let me have big cummies till friday bloo bloo.
fuck people.
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Hugh Chiblingstock - Fri, 23 Sep 2016 02:33:08 EST ID:QFvCIRnn No.400436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400271
I think it's more about self-effacement and such. And maybe hopping on board with a fad, nowadays.
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Betsy Moshstock - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 11:59:25 EST ID:eHlBjwV5 No.400499 Ignore Report Quick Reply
uhhh. what kind of cage is that OP?

i want it


Passing Thread by Archie Fossleforth - Sat, 09 Jul 2016 00:28:22 EST ID:F3ksySQh No.399054 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Can we get a new passing thread going?
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Reuben Bebblefuck - Thu, 22 Sep 2016 09:33:36 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't think she even looks sooo bad passing-wise but obvs looks undernourished or whatever. For some reason I sorta get this Winona Ryder from Stranger Things feel, both of the last two but the last one being where she's more distressed and what not but it's a vague feel lol idk. And not saying the one before last looks older or anything either ha
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Doris Greenhall - Thu, 22 Sep 2016 10:34:46 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400418 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400415

>Winona Ryder from Stranger Things

thank you! its been bugging me all week.

I was also thinking angle, but you know, fat on the face area does you so much good for looking feminine. it covers a lot.
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Reuben Bebblefuck - Thu, 22 Sep 2016 11:42:47 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400420 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400418
Haha maybe I'm not crazy, idk for sure what it is/why though, eyes maybe? because I even googled some images of her from that and it didn't necessarily help but I didn't spend too long on it lol

Yeah of course angles can do a lot, and all kinds of other aspects of pictures even potentially lol, skin looks better in one for example, I know the sun helps my pictures a lot usually haha. Pictures are lame tbh, I mean they can be nice but it's just, not how people look. I remember a period of meeting several people irl after seeing them on fb for a bit and there was always something kinda trippy, besides me oh yeah >_> anyway, but idk, and maybe pictures even start to look similar to people by little brain tricks like brain creating continuity or something blah blah.

Fat does certainly help and potentially a lot(especially compared to the potential of like no fat at all I suppose), I notice differences at times in my face pretty sure based on fat/possibly estrogen levels(that affect face fat I'm guessing)

Sometimes I look at old pictures after just seeing my laziness in the mirror for a while like wow what happened also basically but then I'm pretty sure if I put as much effort into them as I did before I could probably get similar stuff but meh(and by effort I mean taking tons of pics and angles until I find some good ones more so than like make up/hair etc though can be a thing if I neglect those lol). Though I'm sure age has had some effect. I'm also sure I had plenty of not so great pictures before also lol.

I used to look better in person than my pictures pretty sure, and tried to have honest enough pictures(And was still getting "better" at pictures >_>) and that was kinda nice, and people were probably more aware I was trans through my fb but now people don't seem to be aware and I took off some of the worst old ones lol and now maybe I'm afraid my pictures on fb might be somewhat better/deceiving and that's not fun to think when thinking about meeting someone from fb lol. Though still none of them are necessarily how I look in person lol. Just saw some more old ones, also besides sunlight, darkness and not so great…
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Reuben Bebblefuck - Thu, 22 Sep 2016 11:48:41 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400421 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400420
I really am not so concerned with getting pictures now and my phone camera has bit the dust which probably helped get me here but was heading here anyway I think, and those really were inspired just by trying to have some more clear/recent pics for any potential interactions. I also tried to just embrace whatever(the wonkiness lol) in those somewhat and stuff and things and whatever nb
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William Greenworth - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 01:47:04 EST ID:KS9dIZ9y No.400497 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400074
You pass fine :)


Stuck at a crossroad by Charlotte Hinderchock - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 12:58:22 EST ID:luAJKUBN No.400469 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sexually I want to be a woman. But socially I don't want to because I feel like my parents would be disappointed in me.
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Simon Sollerperk - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 21:49:45 EST ID:7QFMSGpG No.400495 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400469

One day they'll die and you'll be stuck as a 50+ya transitioner who doesn't stand a hope in hell's chance of passing.

cut your balls off lol


In da closet by Ernest Fockledot - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 20:04:16 EST ID:DDICKqW2 No.400491 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I want to be a transwoman (dickgirl) but I'm afraid of what other people will think, especially my parents.
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Fanny Bozzlekock - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 21:07:34 EST ID:GVjMBkf6 No.400492 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>400491
cut your balls off lol
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Esther Dummlekine - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 21:27:49 EST ID:fX+Pbavo No.400493 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400491
"i want to be a dickgirl"
kys lol


Stuck at a crossroad by Charlotte Hinderchock - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 12:56:51 EST ID:luAJKUBN No.400468 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sexually I want to be a woman. But socially I don't want to because I feel like my parents would be disappointed in me.
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Jack Trotwill - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 18:12:17 EST ID:Hq/K86R9 No.400476 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400474
because Op said she wants to be a woman and not just dress like one
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Beatrice Sobberhitch - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 18:26:34 EST ID:GK6CVLVG No.400478 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400476
no, op said
>Sexually I want to be a woman. But socially I don't want to
lrn2read
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Clara Sellywell - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 22:47:56 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400480 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400471

Im sorry but no.

in no way is transitioning and intending to continue to present as male a good idea.

OP. i declare that you are a woman sexually.
Happy? are you able to do what you want now?

What are you actually trying to achieve sexually?
What does being a woman sexually mean to you?
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Charlotte Fendleshaw - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 23:28:02 EST ID:XEq0LgOu No.400482 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>picture of bailey jay
You should take a look around
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Wesley Goddlehad - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 02:27:45 EST ID:QFvCIRnn No.400485 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>400468
>my parents would be disappointed in me
No, don't think like that! There's no way your parent's would get that touchy about something of that sort, what are you thinking, that you have that sort of fantastical potential to rip into them or something? At worst they would merely delicately correct your erroneous path.

Think about it, you could become just like these girls! Your life story would be so amazing!


Hey degenerates. by Edward Trotworth - Mon, 19 Sep 2016 04:48:16 EST ID:Ui68mTSU No.400317 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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When will you admit that you need help and not for all of society to engage your illness as reality?
Does it just make you happy to see the values that got us to the moon defeated?
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Ian Peffingstudging - Fri, 23 Sep 2016 14:47:33 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400453 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400452
and I like to use words like "disgusting" as far as trying to appeal to people to accept you, especially if it takes not being who you are or how you want and all that. It's a tricky balance being social creatures of course, but yeah. =P
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Polly Chonkincocke - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 05:12:02 EST ID:Ui68mTSU No.400458 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400451
Trans people have only existed post-WWII.
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James Cudgehall - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 05:46:32 EST ID:YycAq8/G No.400459 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400458
yeah same with gays
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Polly Chonkincocke - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 08:46:41 EST ID:Ui68mTSU No.400461 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400459
No they've been around since antiquity.
On a tangent, there is evidence that homosexuality is caused by a virus.
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Beatrice Sobberhitch - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 18:25:33 EST ID:GK6CVLVG No.400477 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400317
i'm sorry op! i don't hate moon values, i just want to be a girl too... if you want to help us why aren't you stopping feminism and all the other misandrist things that make being male suck so bad?


14 to 18 years old by Nigel Mettingmick - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 12:49:15 EST ID:m1Wzb9Xr No.400467 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Could I pass??
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Jack Trotwill - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 14:29:48 EST ID:Hq/K86R9 No.400470 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400467
With FFS yes.
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Clara Sellywell - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 22:52:38 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400481 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400470

But pretty much anyone can pass with FFS. Its like saying "you will get big boobs if you get a boob job"

OP, you have a moustache. you know that right?
Honestly, you have some feminine features about your face. but yeah, passing is more about who you are than anything else.


Weird back and forth feelings by Wesley Songerdedge - Sat, 20 Aug 2016 23:33:08 EST ID:9Z+nhH7v No.399912 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi all. Recently I've been getting blazed a lot and I've been on and off identifying as transgender, then thinking maybe it isn't true, then feeling like it is and that I should hurry because time is running out and I can't keep seeing a male in the mirror. This has gone on for two years or so now. Recently I am on my own in college now (but still funded by parents... crazy Christian extremists) and finally made an appointment to get HRT bloodwork done and got some cute clothes. I am 5'2 and 100lb so it should go well.

However. Recently, still blazing and thinking about stuff, I am getting very afraid. Of the consequences, mostly. What if I'm just depressed and I'm interpreting it as gender dysphoria somehow-- maybe subconsciously it views transition as an out of depression?

I would feel more comfortable socially recognized as female and appearing as one.

But some part of me deep down, the existentialist, wonders if I should just ignore it for the sake of stoicism.
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Cornelius Goodwill - Sat, 27 Aug 2016 23:24:22 EST ID:wBa8+I/U No.400006 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Back in college, there were a couple of times I would get blazed and be unsure whether I had trans feelings. I am non-binary gendered and have long felt a certain ambivalence about anatomy. My solution was to smoke less pot. If I don't think about it, it seems possible for me to go along with what I have and the constraints on gender and nature, so I'm just going to totally avoid digging into the issue.
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Albert Farringworth - Sun, 28 Aug 2016 03:30:08 EST ID://3bk4+O No.400008 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>399951
Are you twelve? Or do you just spend so much time retending on f-chats as a twelve year old girl, that you are stuck that way?
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Anita Flowers - Sat, 17 Sep 2016 17:18:31 EST ID:L8UsO3bg No.400285 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>399912
I've had similar thoughts op, I've been questioning for over ten years. Couple years ago I felt I really wanted to transition officially so I could get cheaper mones, though in the end after doing all the bloodwork and talking to a psychologist stuff I backed off. I don't know if I was afraid of my uncertain future or if it was because of my parents and friends vagueness with the topic.

Every day I feel like I'm wasting my time and slowly killing my other half that wanted to transition and pass as a female even if it meant overdosing on hormones. I still don't know if I'm trans or not. I've wanted to present as a girl and have fun with with other women in the same-gender-way and not the opposite-gender-way as long as I can remember.

I've crossplayed few times in the past publicly during conventions and I really liked it, this one con I even passed fairly well for a pre-hrt attempt. I might be something else than a trans, I don't know. I got extremely depressed during the latter half of primary school, but somehow it waned off when I got into high school but came back after I graduated and got into uni.

For the time being I've settled with presenting as a guy and trying to incorporate as many feminine aspects as I can into my life and maybe focus on my studies and try get over this cursed depression. If I don't somehow manage to gather money to start self-medding, I think at least as a male I'll have an "easier life", though idk maybe the part of life being easy as a male is what makes me want to transition.

sorry for long post i just wanted to type this out
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Cedric Follernore - Sat, 17 Sep 2016 17:45:17 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400286 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>400285

I wish you luck on figuring this out.

i think the biggest thing to remember is transitioning doesnt magically turn you into a girl and it doesnt happen quickly unless you get surgeries.
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Doris Driggleforth - Fri, 23 Sep 2016 12:49:40 EST ID:9Z+nhH7v No.400449 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>399912
OP here. Going to the Howard Brown clinic in Chicago on the 1st. Going to try my best to rush the process into hopefully one trip, as the ticket there is fucking expensive for a round trip, ridiculous how much it is just to sit on a damn train.

I'm not 100% sure, but I need to do this and get closure.


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