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Estradurin injections? by David Bocklepit - Sat, 26 Nov 2016 10:44:37 EST ID:XT2O7QFY No.401309 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Anyone have any experience with Estradurin (Polyestradiol phosphate) injections? Seems to me like it's a fairly obscure form of estrogen, but kind of my only hope at the moment since I've exhausted every other form of HRT available in my country: which is basically progynova (I'm resistant), estradot patches (turns out I'm terribly allergic) and Diane-35 (small amount of ethinyl estradiol - not enough).

So now I'm left with Estradurin injections. I can't really find much information on it in relation to HRT, so I'm hoping someone here has experience with it and can tell me something :)
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Fuck Claygold - Sun, 27 Nov 2016 10:32:59 EST ID:XT2O7QFY No.401319 Ignore Report Quick Reply
not eating horse piss fuck that
Archie Wusslewill - Sun, 27 Nov 2016 14:56:07 EST ID:q740nNE7 No.401321 Ignore Report Quick Reply
is OP swedish? i asked about injections to my endo and she said the only one available is estradurin but she wouldnt prescribe it to me since it doesnt give stable E levels at all, and i already get horrible mood swings from progynova
Fuck Claygold - Sun, 27 Nov 2016 15:46:42 EST ID:XT2O7QFY No.401322 Ignore Report Quick Reply
norwegian. we can't get anything but progynova and a couple of different brands of patches here as far as I know. not anything worthwhile, anyways. but because norwegian prescriptions are valid in sweden i can get gel/estradurin from there.

thanks for the info though :) maybe she meant its not stable as in injectable estradiol in general? the other form i know of (delestrogen) will give you very high estrogen right after you take it, and gradually drop over 2 weeks or something?
Archie Wusslewill - Sun, 27 Nov 2016 16:39:26 EST ID:q740nNE7 No.401323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yes thats how intramuscular injections work. your levels get very high in after you inject and gradually drop. estradurin is another delivery form of estradiol, its basically very long lasting, alot more than estradiol valerate. with estradurin i think you inject e very 6-8 weeks. since its so long your levels will get very low at the end of that timespan. she said its an outdated medication that was developed in the 80s for prostate cancer. i know girls here in sweden that are on it and they think it works fine though
Nigel Sunderfield - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 10:54:52 EST ID:bWzKca9g No.401474 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I started on Vivelle Dot and then switched to Delestrogen injections after a year or two, which is IM estradiol valerate. Besides forgetting to inject some days and the annoyance of carrying a kit if I travel, it was kind of fun and seemed to work fine I guess. Delestrogen manufacturer slowed down production, seems patches are replacing it for most ciswomen so it was basically me, another tranny, and some old ladies who refuse to switch to patches competing for the supply at the local pharmacy. I'd straight up buy out their whole stock sometimes, all of three bottles or so usually each of which last me a month or two. The other girl in town I knew would be telling me how they're out and I was like "oh that's so sad damn those old ladies eh fam?"

Now my doc is running an experimental pellet in her patient. I don't know what it's called and I don't know what form e it is, but I get one inserted by doc with some local anesthetic and a giant torpedo loader plunger. It slowly dissolves and I basically don't think about e for months until my tests show it's time for another pellet. Insurance doesn't cover it because not FDA approved, it's like a couple hundred bucks. Apparently it is used in Europe well enough. If you're talking about pellets and you're a eurofag or have a sketchy libertarian euro doctor in USA, go for that shit.

Side note to not start another hrt thread: my t levels are like, 3 of whatever the unit is. Apparently super low even for cis girls, I always had naturally low t. Doc having me split my 100mg spiro down to 50mg daily. Anyone else on such a low dose? I trust my doc completely so I'm doing it, but it's unusual.

I Guess Im just a Filthy Biscum Crossdresser by Rebecca Tootfield - Thu, 01 Dec 2016 17:38:46 EST ID:hu9dBDF5 No.401369 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I watched the Danish Girl,and I found the Lily character quite annoying. I wanted to punch her at one point. The delusions of some people, why I never.

You guys are probably going to hate this but I definitely like to look like a woman. But Im not under any illusions. no amount of surgery is going to turn me into a woman. Personally I enjoy presenting as the sexy chick I am on the inside, but biologically I'm still a man who lacks the necessary female anatomy.

Fuck that delusional shit, I'm way too pragmatic for SRS.
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Fanny Clallyshaw - Fri, 02 Dec 2016 04:00:05 EST ID:gu7Gevf+ No.401375 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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"Haha my wife turned me on to crossdressing,supported me all the way and then I became selfish the movie." -Dirtbag edgy Tranny
Eliza Blackwater - Sun, 04 Dec 2016 04:58:35 EST ID:lMxRfGXJ No.401389 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Some of us out there like the filthy bum crossdresser thing. Its okay.
What do you even mean?
Hedda Nicklecocke - Sun, 04 Dec 2016 05:04:11 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.401390 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I think they are a guy who has a fetish for crossdressers rather than trannies, ie they have a thing for 'sissified' men.
Phineas Snodbanks - Sun, 04 Dec 2016 05:54:36 EST ID:/ERKLAb1 No.401391 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I don't go for men in all honesty.
In the same token I have to admit that I am a girly emasculated fruit cake.
Hamilton Beblinglock - Fri, 09 Dec 2016 21:31:27 EST ID:jUACuyzh No.401436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
who makes that harness and where can i get one?!

Tumblr Hoes The Porn Industry and Sexual Exploitation of Transwomen by Thomas Lightbanks - Thu, 17 Nov 2016 14:05:44 EST ID:Hq/K86R9 No.401234 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've noticed a trend in our little community of amateur camwhores on Tumblr, Chaturbate, and imageboards becoming pornstars after a while.Now from what I can tell predatory porn producers use these website to prey on desperate transgirls who need money. To me it's a horrible thing that these girls are picked up on by these producers and sexually exploited for money. If you know anything about the porn industry you're probably aware that it's not all peace and love and that alot of sick shit goes on.

I think after a while we're going to see a lot of broken individuals with their dreams crushed. Who are even more desperate and sad than when they started porn.

I still look at it though.
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Hugh Washpire - Thu, 08 Dec 2016 17:14:05 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.401429 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just wanted to be sure I was understanding I suppose lol
Lillian Pecklestock - Thu, 08 Dec 2016 21:33:09 EST ID:eRlMhpXj No.401431 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>the use or necessity of a vanguard
"Revolutionary Vanguards" are typically groups of people who are supposed to be the caretakers of a Marxist-Leninist state they are supposed to be those who ensure that the government does not stray from the ideals of the revolution.

I said non, because I believe that this is tyrannical and can be used to persecute those who are branded counter-revolutionaries. It also elevates these individuals to a place where they are above reproach and scrutiny. It also can be counter-productive to progress as an entrenched elite within society exists that may deem certain positive ideas,policies,and technologies to be against the ideals of the people and the principles of the revolution.
Hedda Binkinham - Fri, 09 Dec 2016 01:29:00 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.401433 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ah okay cool then! *high five* I agree with you
ANONYMOUS PROSTITUTE - Fri, 09 Dec 2016 21:28:04 EST ID:jUACuyzh No.401435 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Skip the middleman.
David Meffinggold - Sat, 10 Dec 2016 00:57:04 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.401438 Ignore Report Quick Reply
subject to the same flaws of what you're trying to get rid of lol

Girly stuff by Molly Pamblekidge - Fri, 02 Dec 2016 01:46:49 EST ID:NxcsMTLG No.401374 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I think we have a lot to learn from you about women

>what are some of the things that surprised you about women when you became one.

Its like your a bunch of spys, ive heard bailey jay talk about her experiences with ladies and im wondering id you have any thiings youu can share.
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Hugh Ningerwill - Fri, 02 Dec 2016 22:10:35 EST ID:Fnv9ALg4 No.401380 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Straight women are often oblivious to the effect they have on men/what a man's attention really means. For example, I'll be out with a girl and the bartender will very obviously flirt with her. When we leave the bar I say "That guy wanted to fuck you", and their response is usually "What!? No! He was just being nice!" This causes a lot of misunderstanding in the courting process for all parties involved

As a man ive noticed this as well its mostly laughable. Until your gf has some horny dude in the friendzone and cant understand why you dont like him "because hes so nice"

What im interested in knowing is why they are like that. Is it autism? Is it a selctive sub conscious compartmentalization where they dont become unaware of a mans advnces to protect themselfs because ultimately holding there interest serves as a evolutionary advantage? (Ie safety from abuse awkwardness and a keeping all doors open) Or are they just ignorant?

Great post btw
Emma Bonderdone - Sat, 03 Dec 2016 08:25:25 EST ID:rAwIo4bC No.401383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
pretty girls have guys flirt with them so much that people giving them compliments of being overly affectionate is so common that it becomes the norm. I've also seen pretty girls bluntly ignore advances on purpose to see how far the guy will push it before it becomes crude.
Ugly girls have guys flirt so little that any time someone is nice to them they don't pick up the cues and just think the guy's friendly.
Trans girls instantly think if someone's flirting they've clocked you and that they're a trans fetishist so that turns them off immediately

(yadda yadda generalisation yadda)
Shit Blathershaw - Sat, 03 Dec 2016 08:58:32 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.401385 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Honestly in my experience it mostly comes down to language. ive had guys flirt with me and its so obvious they are flirting with me and other times ive had guys send me love songs and its like uhhh im not sure if you're trying to say you cant stop thinking about me or if you just like childish gambino?

do you know what i mean? like sometimes guys are explicit and its super obvious where as other times they kind of come on really weakly where it could be either way where they leave it up to you to investigate to be like "hey are you sending me these songs because you like me?" or "are you telling me your life story because you want me to give you my trademark shitty advice or to form a closer bond with one an other which leads to a relationship?"

So guys need to be somewhat explicit.

I do get what you're saying though about the ugly girls and pretty girls, i actually couldn't say it better myself, but i think there is also a guy element to this which needs to be mentioned.
Cedric Wozzleforth - Sat, 03 Dec 2016 09:53:04 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.401386 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I almost responded to the post before yours with, but all interactions between guys and girls that are initiated by guys are them trying to sleep with you, but then I sorta thought of the dichotomy you brought up, which could be different, but if a guy hits me up that I don't know, on fb, or tries to talk to me in person or is friendly at like the store or something(not the cashier necessarily for example lol but also sometimes workers that are being obvious, just depends I suppose), I pretty much assume that's going on. Different with people you've known longer I suppose too. I don't necessarily assume they know I'm trans though, a random person,(which I'm not saying I'm right lol that's a thought for sure), in fact I assume they didn't know I'm trans which is why they are talking to me/being like that XD but also I live in the south(of teh usa), and also I don't always pass certainly, and quite possibly I've not realized that was going on sometimes, mostly I try not to worry about that anyway as a rule because that's just not fun but yeah. And maybe sometimes guys were just being nice, but I still don't think they necessarily knew, I feel like light stares sorta or shifty looks are what happens when they can tell. But who knows! I just smile =P either way lol usually if I'm not like all up in my head for some reason, which I usually manage not to be in public. So again I don't necessarily know but yeah lol. And I pretty much don't go out that often so it's fb or like running errands I'm drawing experience from. I suppose I could think about the festival stuff and whatnot lol but I'm losin' steam haha
Cedric Wozzleforth - Sat, 03 Dec 2016 09:55:07 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.401387 Ignore Report Quick Reply
tbf light stares or shifty looks could also come from guys that don't know that are maybe kinda shy or whatever, I am tall and that might be like sorta intimidating? But then still when it's because someone can tell too at times likely

Vent!! by Beatrice Wockledale - Wed, 12 Oct 2016 08:13:39 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400675 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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You should Vent!
Vent to your hearts content!

it was coming out day a few days ago and some of my trans friends decided to vent on fbook about how coming out was the worst decision they did (etc, im basically summarising their posts) and people agreed with them.

Which made me wonder how the people who browse /cd actually feel about being trans.

So... Vent, release your anger, frustration all your emotions!
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Caroline Puzzlelock - Tue, 29 Nov 2016 21:34:24 EST ID:fvCaGG4B No.401355 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>tfw been living in torture for years
What is torturing you.
>still can't get a job
>still can't pay for hrt
If you get a script and have insurance it's not expensive.
>still can't pay for an apartment
Same here but there are solutions.
>cant get a script because deep south
If you go on the future lgbt there is a list of informed consent providers. I saw Louisiana,Texas,Tennesse,Georgia,and North Carolina of course I only scanned the document.
>dont have the motivation to move out of bed
You may have a mineral diffencency and thus you might need to take a potent multivitamin.
>parents hate me because my shitshow performance all through highschool due to this
Attitude is everything, if you believe things will improve then they will. Id you have a mental disorder you maybe able to get on social security.
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Molly Bullybock - Thu, 01 Dec 2016 11:35:32 EST ID:e8hWOzYD No.401366 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>what is torturing you?
Living as a boy
Because I nobody will hire me

I'm in south alabama. There's no informed consent.
It's over for me
Rebecca Tootfield - Thu, 01 Dec 2016 14:27:24 EST ID:hu9dBDF5 No.401367 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Living as a boy,torturing you.
>Nobody will hire you.
>I'm in south alabama. There's no informed consent.
>It's over for me
You can embellish your resume, basically make yourself a resume that will get you an interview at any service industry job. As for informed consent you can get a job using my method, save some money and take a trip to New Orleans.
Phineas Trotstone - Thu, 01 Dec 2016 15:59:04 EST ID:7O+E0y5p No.401368 Ignore Report Quick Reply
All I want is a monogamous relationship aiming for the long term.

All I get offered is one night stand or casual flings.

I don't want to be alone, but I also don't want to join in the local queer std petri dish of casual sex and devaluation of people for a potential orgasm.
William Sumblewed - Mon, 05 Dec 2016 09:31:05 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.401396 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Find a friend/family(friends like family) group to be like there and you know to have them always! Like family, maybe even live near/around/with each other. then relationships can be as spontaneous or not as they want to be, and you'll always have that base of your friends, and I mean, relationships have all kinds of things anyway, not only did I think of this for myself when I considered I may not ever get into a long term serious relationship that might work out(though could I guess) and considered relationships(not necessarily romantic) are a big part of life, having people to go through life with, but I've also since seen things about different configurations in human history with people that basically suggested something reallyyyy similar, with actual family basically, but one may have to improvise these days. Maybe as difficult as anything to get set up, but it's also interesting to know monogamy isn't how we always used to do it, that is relatively recent(though I'm sure there were all kinds of things before that including monogamous type relationship) but mostly that came about with property as a way to hold land and pass it down, etc and some other possibly less than ideal views, etc toward women. But yeah not that there's anything wrong with monogamous if that works then great butttttt maybe, it's worth looking into what we've been fed all of our lives and if that really works, if not just in all cases, if it's very conducive to humans being human you know, I mean just look at how most relationships go. Then up the stakes(As most eventually try to do if it goes far enough) to being expected to intertwine your lives together, and then when that fails, it's rough. And again humans have possibly been doing it for less time in human history(particularly including the part of human history past recorded which again only started relatively recently(Something like 5-7 thousand years or something recently, and like 70 or even more thousand years before that we don't have explicit records of, and the thing with the more recent history again is that that arose with property and wealth accumulation, which tbh was sorta, quite a turning point, and not ne…
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Transgiving by Phoebe Moffingway - Thu, 24 Nov 2016 18:53:12 EST ID:iSb2zKRO No.401293 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Happy Thanksgiving Ladies.
John Drenninglotch - Fri, 25 Nov 2016 00:06:15 EST ID:YhNi5BjG No.401298 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Im grateful for you, angel!
Priscilla Cingerlun - Sun, 27 Nov 2016 20:18:51 EST ID:XEq0LgOu No.401325 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Where did you get that picture of my wife and I?

script is retardedly expensive. by Charlotte Dribbletit - Wed, 16 Nov 2016 04:32:53 EST ID:DBSRsRfo No.401213 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I moved from the UK to Canada with a work permit with the intention of becoming a permanent resident so I can live here with my girlfriend.

I just found out how expensive my anti androgen injection is going to be and its insane, $1200 every 3 months is just not feasible. Not sure what to do, I am due to have my injection soon.

Should I contact the gender clinic in the UK and have them write me up a letter for a different, less expensive prescription, or are they always dead set on giving us that 3 month injection? I'll have to contact them by mail and it could take 8 weeks to get a response from those people which i suppose I can wait for, but if it leads to nothing then I don't want to run the risk of waiting for so long for nothing.

I could try asking my doctor to contact the gender clinic in Canada and have the clinic in the UK refer me so I can start taking the Canadian version, hopefully a less expensive alternative.

An appointment with a gender clinic in Canada will likely cost a lot of money as I'm not a resident yet, and wont be for another year approx.

I may be able to get a health card, but that will only cover my appointments and emergencies.

Fuck if I know what to do. its making me feel sick thinking about all of this bullshit.

Can I get some opinions on this? I need to know how fucked/not-fucked I am.
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Walter Snodgold - Sun, 20 Nov 2016 21:33:44 EST ID:2Zqn2ymx No.401272 Ignore Report Quick Reply
implanted hormone drippers are standard practice for younger transitioners like in the early teen years
Nicholas Gockleshit - Sun, 20 Nov 2016 23:24:19 EST ID:4dBtJnqm No.401273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's the whole disgusting prospect of being big pharma's bitch. Coming across or conceiving ways to do mad science is a search to avoid that, to take the pharmaceutical chains into your own hands and wield them.
Graham Domblebanks - Thu, 24 Nov 2016 04:44:56 EST ID:DBSRsRfo No.401291 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Thanks for the help all, I managed to get my doctor in Canada to prescribe me Spiro. Gonna find out tomorrow how expensive it is but at least it should be nothing compared to the damn injection.
James Sazzlebury - Thu, 24 Nov 2016 18:08:05 EST ID:4dBtJnqm No.401292 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cool, be sure to tell us about your 'roid rage! ^_^
Barnaby Hagglewun - Thu, 24 Nov 2016 19:18:28 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.401294 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Awesome, glad to hear you got it sorted out. My only advice from here is to get your bloods checked in 2 months then in 6 months just to fine tune the dose and switch the meds to something else if need be.

Just keep an eye on your T levels if after 6 months your levels are higher then they should for a cis female then discuss more with your doctor :)

Obstacles to Transition by Barnaby Gemmlenudging - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 12:04:10 EST ID:YDLO1Pfw No.401193 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I doubt I'll be able to conclude this personal struggle here. But, others likely share similar concerns and since dialogue is the only way to progress on these concerns and fears I'll venture the discussion regardless.

So I'm an 18 year old male with a rather feminine build and quite feminine facial structure. Basically, I've got a lot of potential to have a successful transition. I know I would be happier as a women but there are some major obstacles which are holding me back.

First, is monetary. I have good insurance but I've got no idea if it would cover or even help something like this? I suppose the whole thing could be dashed right there if not.

Second is family. I know they wouldnt disown me (most anyway) if I came out as transexual but it would blindside them and make things so awkward I might wish they disowned me!

Third and most important is Religious. Not to upset any transexual here but I'm afraid of God. Did he not make me a man? If I was supposed to be a women wouldnt he have made me a women? Is it "playing God" to transition into women good? I guess it's hard to get a conclusive answer here since none of us ARE God so there's really no way of knowing until we die and face due judgement.

So yeah, those are my obstacles. Feel free to post experiences, opinions, or advice regarding my journey. Also, feel free to post your own former or ongoing struggles and seek support. Thanks!
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Thomas Lightbanks - Thu, 17 Nov 2016 02:23:47 EST ID:Hq/K86R9 No.401225 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>What the hell does that even mean?
>God has made it a sin to desecrate gender. God has given you the freedom to chose sin. But god has also given you this one carrot, the choice to desecrate gender so thoroughly, so perfectly, that it would be almost like you're not really desecrating gender at all.

>And god has dropped you in an age where transgenderism is a huge fad to be swept up in. So, aside from denying you the ability to just drop it, he stuck you with all sorts of ways to go further and further down the rabbit hole.

>How is killing emotion a cure
>It's a cure because this world offers such plethora of not-so-emotional things to do.

>Wouldn't meditation get you much further than embracing Satan?
>You don't have to embrace Satan. Satan helps you as long as it's sensible to, he's not violently starved for devotion.

>Meditation doesn't get you anywhere, it doesn't let you actually do anything meaningful. You'll always be hounded by the fact that it's essentially a lie, a spinning up of expectations into stacked nothingness. That's where sharing this divine-level knowledge of acute personal deficiency comes in, and the masses around already know this - that the coolest thing to do about being trans is to teach other people to be trans - only problem is, they stick to it strictly, literally, they try and spread the gender obsession to others as if it has a point or is even possible. The fatal error being made here is failing to forget about gender, or failing to reduce gender issues to a peripheral factor. So, by utilizing understanding of the nature of being trans, the goal is to bless others with the same level of awareness of personal incoherance - also utilizing understanding of other people's incoherencies and lifestyle lies.

>Elaborate. To me Satan is an archetype within religion anything can be called Satan within a given world view.
>Satan is a lot of things, having evolved from a caricature of disobediance, to a means of punishing people for screwing up, to a not-too-eager world management force picking up slack from god failing to hold shit together.
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Phineas Sullerkork - Sun, 20 Nov 2016 23:48:30 EST ID:o+ioUlOh No.401275 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hey dude I'm going to say this casually but trust me, I was religious for most of my life. I prayed every night for 19 years, until I was about 23 - every single night I prayed that I'd wake up a girl. distractions in life made me drop the idea, but it came roaring back a couple years later. I had never gotten a response from god, but in an incredibly desperate night, I did. He said "do it yourself; you can."

Basically you drew a short straw when developing. Mistakes happen, not everyone is created perfectly. You weren't made the right sex, but your brain developed enough in that direction that you really need to be the other sex. And that's okay. God gave humans unbelievable brains for a reason. Living with technology, medicine, art, culture, terraformation are all results of us having amazing brains. We use them for shitty things, but we use them for great things too.

If pursuing transition can bring you peace, you deserve it. If it will make you a person more at peace in your one life on earth, go for it. It would be a waste of god's gifts to spend this life wallowing and holding back from being the best person you can be. God can make you a girl - he gave you all the means to do it - but you have to TAKE IT.

There's a story our priest used to tell. Someone's trapped on their roof during a flood, the waters are rising. A small boat comes by and offers help - "No no, I'll wait for God, God will save me." Another boat, they say the same thing. Finally a helicopter - "no, no, god will save me." And they drown. They get up to heaven and meet with god. "God! I prayed and prayed that you would save me, why didn't you help?" God says to them, "I sent two boats and a helicopter, what more did you want?!"

You have a chance. Take it.
Augustus Nurryman - Mon, 21 Nov 2016 00:58:13 EST ID:V+sv+o6E No.401276 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>hey dude I'm going to say this casually but trust me, I was religious for most of my life. I prayed every night for 19 years, until I was about 23 - every single night I prayed that I'd wake up a girl. distractions in life made me drop the idea, but it came roaring back a couple years later. I had never gotten a response from god, but in an incredibly desperate night, I did. He said "do it yourself; you can."

I prayed to God for along time from the time I was 13 until recently. Im glad he told you that youre allowed to . For me its a bit more complicated I've prayed to Satan one time and done sacriligiois acts on purpose a few times.

My struggle is with people who are actually evil. Not imperfect men and women (epsecially women) but those who engage in evil deliberately out their own free will. They haunt me and seek to destroy my soul through psychic manipulation. Yet I still try to remain as pious as possible.
Nell Cennermit - Tue, 22 Nov 2016 06:37:02 EST ID:+MsA2HJx No.401283 Ignore Report Quick Reply
idk if this will help at all in relation to god because the god you talk about and the "god" im talking about are two different things. but in some native tribes there were people believed to be "two spirited"
Augustus Gablingstone - Tue, 22 Nov 2016 18:07:36 EST ID:4dBtJnqm No.401285 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'll say it does relate well enough, it looks like religions all had their ways of managing gender varying inclinations. Islam uses the beard requirement to underscore the rule that you just don't do that shit. Buddhism had certain monks castrated to make them better detached from the physical world and immersed in ideology. Common christianity has the priests posturing around in dresses and forbids marriage for them, so that acts as a lure for transpeople to look towards the priesthood and then it veered those lured into monasteries where they were neatly out of the way.

Chasers and Relationships. by Basil Hesslewell - Sat, 22 Oct 2016 09:02:05 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400792 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Whats your experience with guys with a trans fetish?
Any stories to share?

ive been with my fair share and they always hate the fact that i dont want to use my dick to fuck them which makes me resent them which makes me feel so un-attracted to them.
Guys who arent fetishists always say really mean things when we eventually have a fight over something.

So share your thoughts!
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Ernest Hittingforth - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 07:21:17 EST ID:kAnNvJWr No.401161 Ignore Report Quick Reply
thats..nice i guess?

notice how i didnt use the word "man" or "woman" in reference to myself. its not about some arbitrary perceptions of gender, its as simple as my body, and my needs, and someone interaction with the two in a way that suits me. Getting hung up on labels is a ridiculous waste of time.
James Wimblefield - Sun, 20 Nov 2016 09:33:29 EST ID:4ECUfCUT No.401264 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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i'm currently dating a lady with a trans fetish (me being the mtf) and she rather succeeds at not annoying me over trans-related issues. but that's not the question being asked.

my experience in observing and speaking (lesbian so I've never dated a man of any sort... other than the sort that looks like a lady) with male chasers is that most of the ones who obsess about us online aren't really hip to actually treating us like ladies. being referred to as a gurl, sissy, cd, etc. referring to cis ladies as "real girls", so on. this could be due to a deficit of knowledge, or deficit of respect. idk.

in real life, chasers who identify me as trans usually skip the conversation and go right to asking if they can play with my dick. of the ones of spoken to in depth, there are two. one openly admitted he liked dick girls and he loved the dick (no shame in that) but he would stare at me in class and constantly tell me how attracted he was to me after I told him I wasn't interested which made me really uncomfortable. other one was a hypermasculine Chad type who wouldn't say he liked dicks buuuuut went straight for groping mine in a short car-ride. his interest seemed to be primarily sexual with a bit of "actual relationship", the former guy seemed to want something like a relationship but idunno.

all in all, chasers are annoying. I would probably feel different about this if they weren't almost entirely male, or if I were attracted to masculinity.
James Wibblecocke - Sun, 20 Nov 2016 14:01:46 EST ID:1G3KGQcH No.401265 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>notice how i didnt use the word "man" or "woman" in reference to myself. its not about some arbitrary perceptions of gender, its as simple as my body...

No dude, "man" and "woman" is simple and a biological fact... your body and definitely your mind, is not simple, you are a very confused individual, get therapy dude

When a baby is born they either say, "it's a boy!" or "it's a girl!", not "it's a transgender genderqueer, two spirited, androgynous apache helicopter!" for fuck sakes
Polly Worthingridge - Sun, 20 Nov 2016 14:12:25 EST ID:rAwIo4bC No.401267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think I've been sleeping with a guy with a bit of a trans fetish. I mean he's bi so clearly doesn't care that much about gender but whatever. Outside of the bedroom he's a genuinely nice person, always very respectful, never specifically told me "I find you hot because you're trans", but he's made me really uncomfortable a couple of times with sex before.

I've made it very clear that I don't like that thing down there, no one touches it, I hate it so much that underwear stays on during sex and it can't be visible. He has gone to grab it though and I've pushed it away several times. He doesn't go back to it again in the same night if I've pushed it away, but I think that he thinks if he teases me enough and I'm turned on enough I'll let him (lol how wrong he is). He at least asked before attempting to go down on me though, and very quickly got that hint.

The problem is, he's very pushy. I will sometimes have to stop in the middle of sex because dysphoria and bleh, and he's...kept going before. I've literally told him no several times and he's just pushed and pushed until it was easier to just let him have sex because I've wanted to go to sleep and he wouldn't stop rubbing his dick against me. I wouldn't call it rape but there's been a couple of times when it hasn't been 100% consensual or I've just had to finish him off so he'd stop.

He'll say how hot I am or how turned on he is a lot and at first it was nice and I felt like it was genuine compliments but the more he says it the more I feel I'm at best another hole to fuck and at worst a fetish object. I was having kinda a bad day, and he was around. I didn't want to have sex that night, so instead of just sleeping in my bed after about half an hour after he realised he wasn't getting any that night, he slept in the guest bed in the room next door. It really hurt a lot more than it should that he did that.
idk maybe he thinks I'm wanting a relationship and I'm getting attached or some shit because that night I just wanted some company and cuddles, but especially with how he is in bed sometimes I wouldn't even want…
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Ian Bunwell - Mon, 21 Nov 2016 10:11:24 EST ID:rAwIo4bC No.401278 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bleh reading back shoulda put this in either vent or the "relationship" thread instead. My bad
nb for shitposting

I have no idea where to put this / advice thread? by Whozit Whatzit - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 06:17:44 EST ID:XBaeuqP9 No.401158 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I know this should probably go into a "Passing" thread or whatever, but I feel it doesn't really belong there...

long story short
>I'm Trans
>worried for the longest time that my face was too manly, voice was too deep, and was built too much like a brick shithouse to ever Pass...

>Cue today
>had a friend whom is Trans and her sister fly in from Copenhagen
>we fucked off to Stratford for the day
>Trans Friend mentions that I have an Androgynous Facial structure and would probably pass if I shaved and lost some weight
>feel Giddy
>friends sister speaks up
>"you're right they Kind of Do"
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craniumgirl - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 20:32:35 EST ID:2LYoe54T No.401178 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Im sorry you are never going to pass. I don't say this to be a bitch I promise. I am just trying to save you from a future let down. If you go into transitioning you need to go into it assuming you will never pass as an actual woman.
craniumgirl - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 20:34:17 EST ID:2LYoe54T No.401179 Ignore Report Quick Reply
----- don't listen to trannies they are wrong about everything 98% of the timme, ESPECIALLY passing potential.
Charles Clayfuck - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 21:25:48 EST ID:tNMQkcZL No.401182 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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So all these bitches talk about passing and what not. In my personal opinion its about being able function and exist in society. Its also about being attractive,are you hot or not. For me transwomen should be accepting of both their masculine and female aspects, which is what makes transwomen attractive to so many men and women.

I mean lets face it no matter how much you pass once you take off your clothes your not going to,unless you get SRS which may just leave you with a most hideous scarlac pit that makes the worst cisfemale vagina look like a fucking tulip.
craniumgirl - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 23:54:21 EST ID:5pjVliFx No.401200 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Chasers are also equally bad at helping to understand passing. They just want to cum and many of them even get more turned on by more masculine featured more unpassable trans
Doris Honeystock - Tue, 15 Nov 2016 00:07:06 EST ID:Hq/K86R9 No.401201 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Most people live for the orgasm, male or female. The male orgasm is easier to accomplish for most. I dont know what my post has to do with chasers. In fact it has nothing to do with chasers.

Fix your shit by Basil Bunhall - Wed, 09 Nov 2016 14:20:30 EST ID:vztj/lKp No.401134 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Correct the info on your state id, social security card and birth certificate.

If you can't correct your birth certificate, apply for a corrected passport *immediately*. (Full validity passports can be as a stand in for birth certificates in basically all circumstances and in all likelihood the correction rules will be reverted to their pre-Obama state the moment Trump is sworn in).
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Hannah Hellertune - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 03:34:57 EST ID:vztj/lKp No.401189 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Since the election, Pence has said that on day 1 they will be undoing all of the pro-trans executive orders Obama put in place (and yes, they can do that in an instant).

Given that the passport rules can be changed just as easily by the SoS, you would be a fool to risk it, especially since the SoS is likely to be Newt Gingrich, who is extremely transphobic.
Hannah Hellertune - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 03:44:34 EST ID:vztj/lKp No.401190 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh, and Social Security correction rules can be similarly reverted in an instant, tho i forget if that was changed by executive order or by discretion of the SoS.

(Pre-Obama there wasn't even a set procedure for changing SS gender, leaving you at the mercy of whichever SS worker you encountered)
Eliza Sessledale - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 05:14:43 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.401191 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Well here's the deal, when they announce this decision in the government, then lose your shit and go do whatever you need to do, but until they do that just stop causing a rukus, spreading fear and loathing.

Trump says you have nothing to worry about.
He says gat marriage is safe and wont be repealed. why would he do anything else?
I cant find anything recently in the last 4 days of any new announcements about trans issues.

People are just losing their shit for no reason what so ever, they think the world is going to end that all their rights are going to be stripped and you're spreading that and its wrong because you're still shell shocked.
It takes time for governments to change things. they dont happen over night, if anything actually happens you'll know about it months in advance.
Hannah Hellertune - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 13:49:40 EST ID:vztj/lKp No.401195 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If it happens, the day that it is announced that the passport rules are changing will be the day they change. There will be no grace period.

This is not something that would have to go through Congress, it can just happen.
Hannah Hellertune - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 13:51:27 EST ID:vztj/lKp No.401196 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Like, i'm not speculating here, when the passport rules were changed in our favor by SoS Clinton, they changed the day they were announced.

Same for the SS correction rules.

Wait and see is not our friend in this situation.

Staying in italy by Alice Dasslesedging - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 11:15:13 EST ID:qu6Av00R No.401170 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm on a trip to Italy and staying in a small town outside Rome for a month, is there anyway I can request or score estrogen from local pharmacies? Going nuts currently in withdrawal.
Charles Clayfuck - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 19:21:32 EST ID:tNMQkcZL No.401173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If you have legit script in the US then you could try to have your doc to send it to a willing doctor in Italy.

Or you could forge a prescription.

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