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I wana be Ivanka Trump by EvaBraun !Wmu0IQtaTQ - Fri, 31 Mar 2017 22:04:14 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402776 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>She's Rich
>She's Hot
>She has a Government Job

Who wouldn't.
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Simon Morrystock - Sat, 01 Apr 2017 00:29:59 EST ID:9qbVoAPJ No.402779 Ignore Report Quick Reply
IvankaTrap, Ivanka-Trope, Ivanka Troops....
IvankaTrump !ko.NY2bIZc - Sat, 01 Apr 2017 00:48:00 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402780 Ignore Report Quick Reply


Sidney Fuckingway - Sat, 01 Apr 2017 12:35:07 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Where is the sauce.
Edward Currytan - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 02:56:14 EST ID:9qbVoAPJ No.402801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hah! Nyah! I wanna be Harley Quinn!

Err, umm, I mean, Tara Strong.

Dark plants are growing in this garden. It is time for your kind to seek safer pastures!.
Polly Cunkinshaw - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 02:10:11 EST ID:JS84hX4M No.402806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And she's stuck with an abusive man she hates.

DIY castration by Frederick Blatherlock - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 22:18:55 EST ID:glEm8DdM No.402662 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Redpill me on this device. Has anyone here used one? Are there any recommended brands or models?

I know if I do it, it'll ruin me for GRS. But I'm desperate enough right now to consider it.
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Thomas Bunfoot - Wed, 29 Mar 2017 05:04:35 EST ID:CJvvzhhF No.402743 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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oh yeah, and you can always douche.

Just get one of these, dump out the laxative and fill it with lukewarm tap water. just squirt it in and let it out in the toilet, maybe a couple of times or until it's clear. Do it maybe an hour/half-hour beforehand.
Cyril Chazzlewill - Wed, 29 Mar 2017 15:19:03 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402745 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Also: get rimmed. Any top that won't eat ass but will fuck it is a chump.
My mouth near anyones asshole? Never.

>Crisco as lube
Using gmo vegetable grease as anal lube? Never.

>always douche?
Douching? Everytime.
David Buzzwell - Wed, 29 Mar 2017 18:31:02 EST ID:e9mjG9U5 No.402746 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I agree.
I won't rim anyone and I wont let anyone rim me because it makes their mouth unkissable.

Plus, it's degrading and submissive and I don't want someone who is fucking me to be degrading themselves and being submissive
Betsy Clarringlock - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 08:00:07 EST ID:fX+Pbavo No.402761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>ut i know girls getting free obamacare titties and ffs
for real??

I'm on my parents insurance until december, and I want to maxamize anything I can, I figure I wont be able to get srs, but an orchie would be better than nothing, as would tits.
you have any info on that?
Doris Fubberkedge - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 12:23:41 EST ID:CJvvzhhF No.402763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I actually don't know too much about it; but I know they're on NYC-based medicaid? A lot of different insurance companies have started covering things like this it just depends on where you are and who your insurance provider is. That and whatever red-tape and Dr. referrals you need.

Do some research on your insurance provider, what plan you have, and what sort of coverage they provide.

Pornstar Surgeons by Rebecca Pickshaw - Wed, 10 Aug 2016 15:16:24 EST ID:3CsNzdqe No.399745 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Do any of you know where X famous trans pornstar or stars got their FFS done?
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James Dimmerfire - Sun, 26 Mar 2017 23:25:43 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402688 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No I'd go for FFS as I need it. But I keep reading about these doctors and how great their work is. But then I see their results and they're mediocre in terms of how it comes out in the end. I see SRS results and they are fucking awful even from Supporn and the other top rated doctors.

I mean if you've ever watched that show Botched I'd say you would understand my apprehension also surgery is fucking expensive.
Hannah Grimfield - Sun, 26 Mar 2017 23:34:34 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402690 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Im with you. I would love SRS, but besides not being able to afford it, the results just arent impressive to me, i looked at some of the images from that other thread and i wasnt really impressed, some of their results impressed me, but others just kind scared me, but at the same time age when they started hormones could also be a factor in how it looks, some of the post op pics from women who started transitioning in their 40's so i wouldnt mind seeing more vaginas from girls who transitioned in their early twenties and if there is a difference.
Phoebe Menderhere - Wed, 29 Mar 2017 20:45:43 EST ID:fkWEr28b No.402751 Ignore Report Quick Reply
there is definitely one LA surgeon that is into trannies and I wouldn't be surprised if he gives his "services" for some tranny sex.
Phoebe Menderhere - Wed, 29 Mar 2017 20:48:22 EST ID:fkWEr28b No.402752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
suporn isn't "the best". Stuff said in tranny communities is bullshit. You SHOULD be apprehensive about ffs and other tranny surgeons because the most likely outcome is that they make you look MORE uncanny but still unpassable. They will move you away from "obvious male" to "fucked up male with a surgically altered face"
Wesley Sopperwell - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 01:25:10 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402754 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>there is definitely one LA surgeon that is into trannies and I wouldn't be surprised if he gives his "services" for some tranny sex.

Dr. Chaser be like "let me suck your dick before I give you SRS, oh yeah and fuck my ass while you jerk my dick."

Is this offensive? by John Goodworth - Tue, 16 Aug 2016 16:14:55 EST ID:Yb5T1JbN No.399822 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So, to start, I am a heterosexual 25yo Male. My buddy is a 26yo "gender- fluid" Male. Now, my question is, was that offensive?

Basically, we've known each other for years. And around high school, he came out to me as gay before he told ANYONE else. I supported him through it all (I've always been a "do what makes you happy" kind of guy).

So about a week ago, we meet up after about 5 years of not seeing each other (I joined the Army). We catch up, things are fine. Then, he tells me he figured out, he was both a boy and a girl, and didn't really lean to either side.

To me, this was fine. You should be allowed to call yourself whatever you'd like. But he was not happy when I stated "From a purely anatomical standpoint, you are male". I continued to say "You can identify however you want, it's your right" "But Scientifically, from a human standpoint, you are physically a man".

He then proceeds to flip out on me stating things like "your a bigot", "I can use the female room because I'm a woman".

And literally before I can say anything, he stands up and walks out (we are in a Starbucks cafe). Everyone else begins to applaud him, and people start calling me names and telling me to feel ashamed...

Am I really a piece of shit for saying this? I mean, I didn't just say that right after to shut him up or anything. We were just on the topic of hormone treatment.

I don't know. I was merely stating an opinion, and got booed out of a Starbucks before I could say anything...
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Nathaniel Brivingspear - Tue, 30 Aug 2016 03:42:28 EST ID:TBvtiqdL No.400026 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why does this thread have so many replies? everyone on this board is retarded.
Emma Bardbanks - Tue, 30 Aug 2016 06:16:43 EST ID:QG3jrSaz No.400029 Ignore Report Quick Reply

you're on this board, replying to this thread too :)
Rebecca Billingwill - Tue, 30 Aug 2016 07:15:01 EST ID:Eoctp5sJ No.400030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Goddamn it you fucking retarded cunts. Stop feeding the goddamn the future circlejerk stormfront immigrant.

If you have to make a fucking retarded post, use nobump please. Let this retarded troll shit die. nb
Ebenezer Hollywell - Wed, 31 Aug 2016 04:21:35 EST ID:Eoctp5sJ No.400051 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>recognizing a memey troll straight off circlejerk is being biased now

Wow, you fucking faggot. Keep your tinfoil shit to yourself.
Cyril Herrydick - Tue, 28 Mar 2017 19:07:44 EST ID:TL5zjnhr No.402733 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why even argue about it. if his viewpoint is too annoying or offensive for you to tolerate just don't hang out with him. if you can look past it and still be their friend then just agree to disagree and not talk about the subject that causes arguments.

Why bother? No light at the end of the tunnel by Sidney Sungersatch - Mon, 06 Mar 2017 12:27:53 EST ID:bTPHiL2N No.402475 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Since I was little I remember having dreams where everything was normal aside from that I was a girl in the dreams. And I'd wake up and be back in reality and start crying. I barely make enough money to make ends meet, how am I supposed to pay for this? Most health insurance in the US will tell you you're out of luck if you want them to cover any part of this. I'm in my late 20s, and I don't have my parents health coverage anymore. Isn't it too late? I can't find a helpful doctor at all, even my GP doesn't want to help. When I told him, he just gave me a diagnosis of gender dysphoria and I had no idea what to do after that. The gender clinic is expecting like $300 per visit to set me up with a psych. I saw several therapists for depression and they couldn't even help figure me out. Even the trans life line didn't answer for me when I worked up the guts to call them for advice. I feel like I've been stuck for the past eight years ever since realizing I have gender dysphoria. I feel like I'll be stuck in a dead end job forever unable to even begin to transition. With the exception of my siblings, even my parents don't want me to be trans, they just think I'm gay. It's more convenient for them for me to keep being a guy. I hate it, but I'm not lucky enough to have been born into money. Why should I live like this? Every day I'm just full of hatred for myself and everything, and cursing this world for existing and forcing me into it. I hate this. I'm just treading water, nobody cares, nobody believes me and I'm such a failure in life that I guess I can't even keep myself from drowning. But I don't want to give up, what do I do, get as much loans and credit card debt as possible? Go back to college and actually finish some professional technical degree so I can make a couple dollars more an hour? So lost.
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Phyllis Blatherwill - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 19:42:30 EST ID:4XYeM9NR No.402572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I could say the same thing. Except I'm not even sure which one is the real me, I'm believing that neither is.

He is a monstrosity. She is not really alive anymore, like a shadow. It's not that I never see her anymore, it's just that I feel that she's not exactly there. I'm kind of wishing I could just restrain that ghost, be able to examine her, look back at her, and so on, but that ain't working. And I'm seeing in great detail that the world deserves to have him brought back, but not really any notion of him that others perceived, but the despicable freak that I know he is.
Augustus Clommerbeck - Fri, 17 Mar 2017 16:49:19 EST ID:bTPHiL2N No.402586 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I'm not even sure which one is the real me, I'm believing that neither is.
I kind of feel that both mes are legitimate and they need each other to exist.
>the world deserves to have him brought back, but not really any notion of him that others perceived, but the despicable freak that I know he is.
I dread the idea living the rest of our life to completion in the role I am chained to because of how difficult it is to get started and because others think it isn't right. I'd rather die.
Basil Snodwater - Wed, 22 Mar 2017 15:36:40 EST ID:Nz7mRzyc No.402639 Ignore Report Quick Reply
When everything is said and done, you are a human.

You deserve to exist exactly as do. You are owed nothing less, but nothing more either.

When it comes down to it, you have the right to be as happy as you can be. There is so much to this life; there are so many facets of humanity.

Just bee yourself.
Jarvis Blackway - Mon, 27 Mar 2017 06:10:46 EST ID:AylXXZKw No.402693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OP here, I took like 2.1g of DXM over the course of five days and ended up in the hospital since my body lost the ability to regulate my temperature/blood pressure/heart rate and my mind was going into a state of constant panic. I drifted to the spirit world and strayed much further from reality than usual. There I saw what I could describe as death's door, the boundary connecting the spirit world to reality, and some entity made of Light, probably the Divine (the observer). It didn't let me cross over the boundary, when I tried it sent me back to this world immediately. But seeing the Light gave me a sense of clarity. After 6 hours with some IVs, an EKG, anti-anxiety meds and blood/urine tests, I was discharged and was down in the dumps thinking I'd have a huge hospital bill to pay, which led me to look at my Medicaid insurance coverage and to my surprise, emergency treatment seems to be fully covered, as well as a ton of transgender transition-related services. Looks like I can finally get started.
Hannah Grimfield - Mon, 27 Mar 2017 07:01:36 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402694 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Glad you're still alive. Dont be so stupid in future.

Flat stomach by Shit Wobberchit - Sat, 17 Sep 2016 13:57:48 EST ID:XYZO/KfR No.400283 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Any specific workout regimes combined with diets that helped reduce stomach size?
Any tips for all around weight loss?

Avid cyclist but always had my stomach quite broad. Currently 13.5stone
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Frederick Parringwatch - Wed, 21 Sep 2016 12:08:22 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
One thing I've noticed about anonymous forums is people come in hyped on whatever latest thing that seems like perfect(like me =D ) or they are happy with it when they type it but it gives you no over time analysis like if someone eventually falls off of it for whatever reason or runs into things like it seems like when someone types something confidently then it must be working for them and you have no clue how long they've been doing it or if they just started or this or that and that's lame tbh. Anyway lol feel free to ignore this post tbh it got a little crazy lol

Not claiming that is what is going on or will go on with the next person I respond to

>overall physique is lean and curvy (real curvy, not fat curvy)
high claims! that I don't even know what they mean, did you make your muscles more curvy? =P Or are you just saying something like thin waist perhaps because reduced muscle even? Real curvy not fat curvy, interesting, confusing lol, especially for a transperson, you know, I'll assume it's not down to skeletal stuff that won't apply to everyone. Pics! Jk, Im not trying to like come at ya or anything but, glowing things are glowing things and maybe make me question, out of my own experience with glowing about things as much as anything haha but idk.

Some stuff I've seen lately might incline me to be receptive to the idea that a solid base of healthy protein and fats(and honestly from what some of what I've been seeing lol healthy fats might be more like animal fat and butter(healthy ones of those too), saturated fats more so than poly unsaturated and monounsaturated though I think mono is better than poly still too, but that's limited you know(I looked into the viability of making cooking oils/oils in general at our place so I could make these bomb sweet potato fries I make still hopefully in self-sufficiency and fell down a rabbit hole on the discussion of what kinds of fats are healthier and problems with commercial oils and how they have to do them to make them viable on a market shelf in clear plastic bottles lol and it was just a mess haha, I could make oils on my land though! Now I'm just not sure if I should >_> I'd at least sti…
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Frederick Parringwatch - Wed, 21 Sep 2016 12:17:48 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400381 Ignore Report Quick Reply
also I suppose everyone is unique and humans have eaten lots of different diets over time and place
Frederick Parringwatch - Wed, 21 Sep 2016 12:23:14 EST ID:5R86TULF No.400383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
also alternative one-thing-I'll-say words for bacteria

and maybe not things that wipe these out lol in whatever possible way
Sir Erlich von Fucksworth IV of Cockfiddlers by Thames - Wed, 21 Sep 2016 17:10:25 EST ID:osA1MrQo No.400390 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've come from a wide range of diets include ketogenic which is how I was eating before going vegan. When I started a vegan diet it was initially ketogenic as well but evolved into high-carb over a month or two. It was quite a shock to the system but allowed me to experienced a diverse gradient of macro intake and note there impact.

The outstanding trend I noticed as that the more calories came from carbs instead of fat or protein the more energy I had and more immediately too. Fat satisfies but doesn't give me energy, too much protein just makes me tired. When I eating almost no carbs my energy tanked. I should not that when I started the ketogenic diet I had about 20-30 pounds to lose before my weight as at the border between under-weight and ideal. Based on my own experience and the experiences of others, I find that low-carb diets work well when you have more weight to lose but most adherents describe a lethargy that comes one as they reach there ideal zone and they have to reintroduce some healthy carbs into there diet - potatoes, corn, pasta, rice, etc...

Basically my days consist of fruit and veg, and cooked food at the end of the day if I feel like it. Kind of a raw-til-4 think accept my a nocturnal being so the "4" doesn't really apply at all. I eating cooked food after raw fruit or veggies because it digests a little slower - but still very fast compared to fatty things or high protein things.

I keep meals fairly simple, often doing a mono-meal kind of think. Like this morning I had 48 oz. of water during the first hour of being awake and then had a half pound of dates and 16oz. of coconut water. Later I'll try to get some greens in so I'll have 8oz. of spinach with a sweet balsamic and dried sweetened cranberries to keep calories up. Tonight I might do some kind of gluten-free pasta. I only go for gluten-free because wheat is high in protein - I couldn't care less about gluten because I don't have a medical condition prohibiting me from it. I use brown rice pasta or corn/quinoa pasta because it's what I can find. I'll add marinara, peppers, idk anything I can use up really. I don't stress to much over food opt…
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Puddlwick Macerson - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 20:31:33 EST ID:NflVkkit No.402631 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Seriously though, get myfitnesspal and start calorie counting.

body/butt surgery by Hi guys - Fri, 24 Feb 2017 07:07:33 EST ID:WiZUBdD3 No.402377 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey guys I want to get a butt lift and have something done to my legs to make them more feminine and make me look over all more androgynous
My sis wants to do one one of those all inclusive plastic surgery retreat things and go with me and do her own thing
I thought you might know a lot about that stuff I was wondering if you could help me
Esther Dabberneck - Tue, 07 Mar 2017 17:36:04 EST ID:Ec5ZF3av No.402492 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>My sis wants to do one one of those all inclusive plastic surgery retreat things and go with me and do her own thing.
Esther Drundlewell - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 11:07:53 EST ID:POl0Da+s No.402540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No amount of surgery will make you actually a woman.
John Dartcocke - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 13:10:18 EST ID:bTPHiL2N No.402541 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No surgery can make a woman a woman, but can't a woman get surgery if she wants?
Horror - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 20:19:08 EST ID:NflVkkit No.402628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Watch the episode of botched with Kimber James on it. There's also a girl with butt implants that flip all the way backwards.
Wesley Sopperwell - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 04:17:39 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402758 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>episode of botched with Kimber James
Post that sauce.

Ftmtf by Hedda Winderladge - Thu, 08 Sep 2016 14:09:18 EST ID:w7yWeUp7 No.400204 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm an ex ftm took test for 4 years. Lots of changes I know I can't undo. If I were to start taking estrogen would it help feminize me more, as it does for mtfs?
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Thomas Duckway - Sun, 11 Sep 2016 01:49:06 EST ID:Hq/K86R9 No.400247 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>licorice root not working
>better drink horse piss
>Bear Grylls

Oh shit my sides.
Jack Chocklecocke - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 20:13:43 EST ID:wBa8+I/U No.400537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP i hope things are going well for you. i believe that terminal hair (dark thick ones) naturally revert back to vellus hair (thin soft ones) when there's less testosterone around. Bench press (and other chest exercises) and massage is good for breasts if you're interested in those. Also deep andro voices are cool AF and even cis women have them sometimes.
Faggy Wiltmaker - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 20:16:21 EST ID:vENwx7Sj No.402626 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Shouldn't you body already be making estrogen?
Simon Dartbury - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 21:57:16 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402655 Ignore Report Quick Reply

yeah but i think what she was trying to get at is will taking estrogen pills boost it.

This thread has pretty much been answered afaik, op seems to have gone away and never returned, but hey, good work on bumping a dead thread, its contributions like yours which make me happy :)
Wesley Ceckletog - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 07:43:58 EST ID:e1ISsbTr No.402658 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>Also deep andro voices are cool AF and even cis women have them sometimes.

If you're gonna sound like Dr. Girlfriend, you'd better look like Dr. Girlfriend.

Questions by Samuel Sunningshit - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 00:32:30 EST ID:MdSUBg7W No.402553 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm a noob to this board, so I have a few questions:
(1) Has anyone here ever thought that they were trans, but then later decided that they weren't?
(2) Is there stats anywhere about how many mtf and ftm there are? I find it a little strange that there seems to be more of the former than the latter.
(3) Why is this board's abbreviation "cd"? (What does "cd" stand for?)
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Caroline Chemmerdock - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 23:11:32 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
even if I were tho lol
Betsy Dudgekid - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 00:12:39 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402614 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>I was self deprecating and taking jabs at myself. It wasn't a mean spirited scathing review of transwomen.

Thought so.
Fucking Clirringpatch - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 03:01:00 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402616 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm glad someone still understands the nuances of life.
Caroline Chemmerdock - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 08:47:53 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
lol y'all ok
Alice Funningfodging - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 16:05:22 EST ID:7Udh4Vyg No.402623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Seedy gets cray.

Passing is weird by Matilda Fummerdit - Fri, 17 Mar 2017 03:36:00 EST ID:iNKkfSii No.402577 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Anyone else transition years ago and pass 99.9% of the time but still get all kinds of anxiety about being trans in public? I feel like passing is this double-edged sword where I have to carefully preserve the passingness and in some ways it's more limiting and scary than when all the cards were on the table and people would just automatically be hostile to me. On the whole I prefer it since it reduces the direct stress but it's really clear that passing isn't all it's cracked up to be.
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Hedda Blatherhood - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 18:04:10 EST ID:4nwXOdlx No.402606 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yes, no matter how many times I'm told I pass. My voice etc doesn't bother me, but I just feel so BIG even though I'm just 5'10. I can't stop obessing over this and it's actually runing my life.
Caroline Chemmerdock - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 23:15:15 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402612 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hey I'm 6'2(or just under but more than 6'1 lol) and I posted earlier and I feel big too lol but mostly okay with it maybe, but def on a different scale than other people(as I think to myself sometimes lol) andddd yeah idk hope you feel better and things get better <3 these honestly really short guys like two have been really into me also if that's interesting maybe

maybe being so tall is just like breaking through the I'm so close but just out of reach imagination and is easier. I run into girls as tall as me though or very close, sometimes!
Caroline Chemmerdock - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 23:16:44 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402613 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It does maybe get to me if I thought about being with a girl though like would make me possibly feel pretty dudely but maybe also am getting better in general so yeah getting better/things changing happens! ^_^
Phoebe Govingstock - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 10:35:59 EST ID:XL4q9ZbW No.402622 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks for your encourgement! :) Wow my post was awfully written, but I was a little drunk.

I see women taller than me everyday, so I know it's nothing to be nervous about but for some reason it's wired into my head that I'm some giant with a "EVERYONE LOOK AT ME" sign on my head.
Martha Duckstone - Wed, 22 Mar 2017 08:08:00 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402636 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Your post was awfully written? haha but yeah no problem! And yeah sounds like a it's definitely a in your head thing which I don't say that to diminish it just a "where" of sorts the problem is, good luck with it hope things work out ^_^ or I guess it's obvs not even about your height which your post seems that way now that I read it again, like you just passingly mentioned it's not that but so yeah still <3

Bullying by Nicole San - Thu, 09 Mar 2017 21:47:26 EST ID:IqGNTh/G No.402509 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>be (18 yo) stealth high schooler MTF
>cute and passing because i suffered from real dysphoria so i got to begin blockers and HRT the summer before Freshman year
>use my power level and my cuteness to trick repressors and loners into confiding their sexualities and trans thoughts to me only to out them to their friends
>they can't out me in turn due to me being legitimately trans

idk it's hard to explain but is there a reason why outing and shaming GNC men is so much fun? like, men who obviously aren't trans but are stupid enough to be convinced they are because they're weak and emasculated?

the only scary thought to me is that i might accidentally do it to a boy who accidentally waited to long to transtion and that that would be an Uncle Tom thing to do. but, then I recontextualize it against my own trutransness and I don't feel so bad anymore and I do it again.

anyone else try anything similar at your HS or are you all old here?
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Fucking Sacklebanks - Fri, 10 Mar 2017 04:05:13 EST ID:A9Qyd+iW No.402515 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No, you're a sociopath
Eugene Shittingville - Fri, 10 Mar 2017 18:17:25 EST ID:4XYeM9NR No.402517 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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See above
https://boards.the future.org/lgbt/thread/7890404
Reuben Pockbanks - Fri, 10 Mar 2017 23:09:22 EST ID:nRHuiI1e No.402518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I will take the bait

Im an actual 18yo high schooler mtf, started HRT at 17 and pass fine even with short hair. (would have started earlier if not for a family vehemently against trans stuff)
I'm boymode at school though, just because its a tiny christian school with classes segregated by gender.

No, I've never shamed anyone for that shit, just hung out with other trannies and snuck hrt to other people with unsupportive families
Lydia Gollerwater - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 07:56:24 EST ID:/vIEViaE No.402537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Damn, sneaking HRT, I wish I had you as a friend when I was closeted.
Fuck Gavingstock - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 19:56:07 EST ID:ZYrAw+UG No.402544 Ignore Report Quick Reply
some day soon u will realize that ur shit stinks just like the rest of us...
but on a side note when i was a freshman in college i used to out boys and stuff than i realize it hurt my reputation more than it hurt the boys.

At the time i just felt that it sucked that they got to have there "gay" experiences with me, while being able to maintain there social reputations as a hetero-normative cismales.

However little to my knowledge i only hurt people that were close to me and ruined my reputation as a caring empathatic person.

So i tripped a few times had some epiphanies, and now when i see ur post i cringe because i see a reflection of my old behaviours.

not that im perfect now or will ever be perfect, i just dont want to hurt others, and I want to be more of a positive force than a negative one

hahah this is the best response ever

Failure to Launch by Hamilton Fanham - Thu, 23 Feb 2017 04:44:48 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402322 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I feel like I'm losing my momentum and will to present as female. I just fall back into depressed wallowing in the fact that I was raised as a male and I look like a male despite being on hormones for 2 years. I have a bunch of girl clothes, long hair, I do my eyebrows, etc. so I'm not one of those people who just expects hormones to do everything but I just feel like I don't fit in as a female because of how I look and sound (I do practice voice but I often lose the will to use it) and I just feel like my maleness is already imprinted in everyone around me's minds and I've been masculinized by testosterone. I'm saving up for FFS so hopefully that helps...

I feel like we don't really have intrinsic genders internally since gender is just an idea or social construct but our bodies and presentation fits us into those social categories. I want to live as a girl in that sense and I don't see myself as male but I feel like I already failed to up to this point and my body being masculinizied before HRT, and having a fucking penis, sort of screws me out of living a life like a normal girl. I know I can't change anything that happened until now but I just feel like it's all weighing down on me and I don't know how to get the confidence and attitude to present as a girl. What is the way forward?
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Jack Billinglock - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 08:18:20 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402548 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP here
>So what im trying to say is, dont expect people to bend over backwards for you, as hard as it sounds, you are nothing, you are not special, you are not brave, you are a tranny,

I didn't claim otherwise, nor do I expect people to bend over backwards for me.

>People tell themselves whatever suits their narrative. This is why i say, you're wrong. I believe that you are whatever gender you are and that there is no choice there is no 31 genders you're either a man or a woman. I only wanted to be a girl on the proviso that i think i really am one, that there was some kind of mixup that, theres no way i could be a guy, wtf is this shit? why has my body betrayed me? why cant i grow tits and have kids like im supposed to? what do you mean i have to take these pills for the rest of my life?
I would give you more shit but i think you get the picture.

>but you know what im saying? So maybe you've come at this issue from the wrong angle? Are you a man or a woman? dont answer to be me answer to yourself and ask yourself.

What is gender identity? It's simply an internal thought categorizing one's self into a gender category. However through introspection I have seen that categorization of one's self, components of identity, and indeed identity in general are temporary, ephemeral thoughts hosted in the brain. When you sleep, what happens to your gender identity? When you aren't thinking about your gender, what happens to your gender identity? If you were alone on a desert island for 50 years, would having a gender identity even mean anything? If you are alone in the wilderness and just observing nature, what happens to your gender identity? I think if you consider these you might see what I mean. In other words I don't believe in an absolute "core" of identity because identity is just an idea.

So I don't consider myself to internally, fundamentally "be" a girl (or a boy) because there is no absolute "me", if that makes sense. In other words, I don't partake in the paradigm of gender identity because identity is illusory and leads to suffering.
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Jack Billinglock - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 08:21:13 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402549 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I forgot to quote
>I would give you more shit but i think you get the picture.
Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 08:58:37 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks, and yeah you aren't presenting yett? It'll take some time. Voice is a big part, I kinda think I went in on it as much or more than anything(particularly at phone calls at my job at the time) anddd idk you could go for like an "androgynous" kind of voice? Like a don't try too hard so maybe you don't worry too much? might take some finding, and might still be not what you like/make you nervous at first still but yeah, and idk if you just do some basic make up like even a guy could wear basic make up an dlook nice I think and just really ride the line until you're tipping over more? basically waht I did I think but still it's taken soooo long to get to being eve just as comfortable as I am now and I've also accepted I'm pretty weird in general with different interests than most, including girls, etc though enough over lapping with idk anyone to be able to relate and talk and stuff and empathize with their feels usually, which is good I suppose, something people can appreciate maybs.

But like it took a longgg time and like legit "giving up"/letting a lot go paticularly in the realm of the you know people hanging out and having fun or this or that that is "supposed" to be or is "normal"

Finding some friends that respect you as who you are/a girl is good. Family/friends, etc. That will say the right things for you even if you're still learning I think. And maybe yeah riding a line of androgyny that could tip over into woman I suppose, but ofc you do you/have to decide/work up to things yourself. I used to be really nervous about voice too and generally go a bit overboard when meeting new people and still might but again have gotten much more comfortable/realized a much more chill thing apparently sounds good enough still, I even like it as long as it "works" lol which again seems to.

Idk how repetitive all that was lol sorry just got up and stuff haha

saying fuck it is pretty much good but it can be hard,and I suppose some fuck it for me was like fuckkk, and then fuck it, and thennn things after that even might sometimes get better when you are supposedly not even worrying about it too much. We…
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Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 09:27:34 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402562 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sorry I type a lot sometimes and just go with it so if any of that was confusing/convoluted =P it's because I'm me and it's just "calliestuff" ;P ;P stuff I doooo lol
Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 10:08:00 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402565 Ignore Report Quick Reply
so I took a shower and thought of sooooooooo much more to say but I'm gonna be late to work lol but first of all all I can really do is share my experiences and what I feel has helped, etc so taht is what it is and things might work different for you ofc and no worries

let's see some quick notes maybe I can expand on later
fb isn't all bad even though I just downed it some lol, too much itime on a computer/not getting to others things one needs to is the worst potential aspect but otherwise you can find cool people, they don't have to be close and can talk and build up something and it certainly isn't not "real life" just because it's on the computer like it can be helpful just like boards and chats
finding various interests is a good way to connect with people actually as opposed to just fitting into what seems "normal" for people your age or whatever everyone's trying to do to fill the void, also there are lots of fb groups too for all sorts of things and connections can happen there and learning and just you know socialing again like chats and boards
I live in a pretty rural area, was gonna mention more about me in relation to that like I'm not perfect and thigns aren't perfect expecially by typical standards but it's working I think lol

ummm can't remember necessarily anymore now and have ta keep movin' lol but maybe I can say more later tonight or some other time ^_^

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