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Failure to Launch by Hamilton Fanham - Thu, 23 Feb 2017 04:44:48 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402322 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I feel like I'm losing my momentum and will to present as female. I just fall back into depressed wallowing in the fact that I was raised as a male and I look like a male despite being on hormones for 2 years. I have a bunch of girl clothes, long hair, I do my eyebrows, etc. so I'm not one of those people who just expects hormones to do everything but I just feel like I don't fit in as a female because of how I look and sound (I do practice voice but I often lose the will to use it) and I just feel like my maleness is already imprinted in everyone around me's minds and I've been masculinized by testosterone. I'm saving up for FFS so hopefully that helps...

I feel like we don't really have intrinsic genders internally since gender is just an idea or social construct but our bodies and presentation fits us into those social categories. I want to live as a girl in that sense and I don't see myself as male but I feel like I already failed to up to this point and my body being masculinizied before HRT, and having a fucking penis, sort of screws me out of living a life like a normal girl. I know I can't change anything that happened until now but I just feel like it's all weighing down on me and I don't know how to get the confidence and attitude to present as a girl. What is the way forward?
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Jack Billinglock - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 08:18:20 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402548 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP here
>So what im trying to say is, dont expect people to bend over backwards for you, as hard as it sounds, you are nothing, you are not special, you are not brave, you are a tranny,

I didn't claim otherwise, nor do I expect people to bend over backwards for me.

>People tell themselves whatever suits their narrative. This is why i say, you're wrong. I believe that you are whatever gender you are and that there is no choice there is no 31 genders you're either a man or a woman. I only wanted to be a girl on the proviso that i think i really am one, that there was some kind of mixup that, theres no way i could be a guy, wtf is this shit? why has my body betrayed me? why cant i grow tits and have kids like im supposed to? what do you mean i have to take these pills for the rest of my life?
I would give you more shit but i think you get the picture.

>but you know what im saying? So maybe you've come at this issue from the wrong angle? Are you a man or a woman? dont answer to be me answer to yourself and ask yourself.

What is gender identity? It's simply an internal thought categorizing one's self into a gender category. However through introspection I have seen that categorization of one's self, components of identity, and indeed identity in general are temporary, ephemeral thoughts hosted in the brain. When you sleep, what happens to your gender identity? When you aren't thinking about your gender, what happens to your gender identity? If you were alone on a desert island for 50 years, would having a gender identity even mean anything? If you are alone in the wilderness and just observing nature, what happens to your gender identity? I think if you consider these you might see what I mean. In other words I don't believe in an absolute "core" of identity because identity is just an idea.

So I don't consider myself to internally, fundamentally "be" a girl (or a boy) because there is no absolute "me", if that makes sense. In other words, I don't partake in the paradigm of gender identity because identity is illusory and leads to suffering.
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Jack Billinglock - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 08:21:13 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402549 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I forgot to quote
>I would give you more shit but i think you get the picture.
Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 08:58:37 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks, and yeah you aren't presenting yett? It'll take some time. Voice is a big part, I kinda think I went in on it as much or more than anything(particularly at phone calls at my job at the time) anddd idk you could go for like an "androgynous" kind of voice? Like a don't try too hard so maybe you don't worry too much? might take some finding, and might still be not what you like/make you nervous at first still but yeah, and idk if you just do some basic make up like even a guy could wear basic make up an dlook nice I think and just really ride the line until you're tipping over more? basically waht I did I think but still it's taken soooo long to get to being eve just as comfortable as I am now and I've also accepted I'm pretty weird in general with different interests than most, including girls, etc though enough over lapping with idk anyone to be able to relate and talk and stuff and empathize with their feels usually, which is good I suppose, something people can appreciate maybs.

But like it took a longgg time and like legit "giving up"/letting a lot go paticularly in the realm of the you know people hanging out and having fun or this or that that is "supposed" to be or is "normal"

Finding some friends that respect you as who you are/a girl is good. Family/friends, etc. That will say the right things for you even if you're still learning I think. And maybe yeah riding a line of androgyny that could tip over into woman I suppose, but ofc you do you/have to decide/work up to things yourself. I used to be really nervous about voice too and generally go a bit overboard when meeting new people and still might but again have gotten much more comfortable/realized a much more chill thing apparently sounds good enough still, I even like it as long as it "works" lol which again seems to.

Idk how repetitive all that was lol sorry just got up and stuff haha

saying fuck it is pretty much good but it can be hard,and I suppose some fuck it for me was like fuckkk, and then fuck it, and thennn things after that even might sometimes get better when you are supposedly not even worrying about it too much. We…
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Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 09:27:34 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402562 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sorry I type a lot sometimes and just go with it so if any of that was confusing/convoluted =P it's because I'm me and it's just "calliestuff" ;P ;P stuff I doooo lol
Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 10:08:00 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402565 Ignore Report Quick Reply
so I took a shower and thought of sooooooooo much more to say but I'm gonna be late to work lol but first of all all I can really do is share my experiences and what I feel has helped, etc so taht is what it is and things might work different for you ofc and no worries

let's see some quick notes maybe I can expand on later
fb isn't all bad even though I just downed it some lol, too much itime on a computer/not getting to others things one needs to is the worst potential aspect but otherwise you can find cool people, they don't have to be close and can talk and build up something and it certainly isn't not "real life" just because it's on the computer like it can be helpful just like boards and chats
finding various interests is a good way to connect with people actually as opposed to just fitting into what seems "normal" for people your age or whatever everyone's trying to do to fill the void, also there are lots of fb groups too for all sorts of things and connections can happen there and learning and just you know socialing again like chats and boards
I live in a pretty rural area, was gonna mention more about me in relation to that like I'm not perfect and thigns aren't perfect expecially by typical standards but it's working I think lol

ummm can't remember necessarily anymore now and have ta keep movin' lol but maybe I can say more later tonight or some other time ^_^

Not a passing thread/Selfie thread by Jarvis Blunkinwan - Sun, 12 Mar 2017 19:19:35 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402530 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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As the title says! ^_^

This is for if you want to post a picture just because and not have people comment on if you pass or not(Such a terrible concept even though it obvs can affect things, people, us, etc, in relation to outside circumstances and inner feelings), and just hopefullyyyyy it will be a place we can support each other and stuff, perhaps fly in the face of traditional or stereotypical ideas/standards if that's what you're into, or however you want to be of course, even if it lines up with those(for your personal preference) but obviously I cannot control what people post here so post at your own risk still unfortunately.

Pic sorta related, and I love it, because the very last one does not have to be a romantic relationship. at all. Cultivate friendships like this, live together eventually maybe tbh.
And maybe we can cultivate that in this thread more or less, or it perhaps embodies the idea here. No one is asking you to give compliments or commments that oyu don't feel are real or genuine, but I'd like it if we helped support and build each other up. There' no reason not to. It's rough out there and we're in this together. Shit is crazy and getting crazier and peeps need to help each other and stick together.

But anyway to come down from that a bit general selfie thread! Or maybe post in general also, a support thread in general. If you don't like it you don't have to participate. Of course lol. But more suggestively lol.
Jarvis Blunkinwan - Sun, 12 Mar 2017 19:35:03 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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So hey it's me Callie lol if you couldn't tell and it's been a while since I've been here much and just wanted to stop by I gues cuz some interesting things happened at least, maybe it'll give someone some idea or help or something, or not. Also feelin' pretty good luckily, and well, there's nothign wrong with seeking attention btw. Nuance ofc, but things are so twisted. It's pretty normal and necessary.

Butttttt I did manage to post a pic with shorter hair where had cut off a lot but I cut off a loooot more, I had really long hair since before starting transition, curly, everyone if giving a compliment would mention it, etc and felt like it was probably one of the few things pushing me in a "feminine" appearance direction.

So about 4 fucking years in to transition lol, after giving up and lower expectations over and over, accepting it's not gonna work, accepting no "normal" relationship(this change a lot too, some of the idea in the op with the picture, I sought other ways to fulfill my needs, and came up with a friend/family base being important, and romantic thigns can come and go on top of that without "taking my whole world" with it, and then I found more stuff, anthropological stuff, etc that really actually supported this idea in a lot of ways so I'm okay with that and feel better and besides you never know how things can turn out anyway), anyway , super long tangent lol, after alllll this fucking time I finally being like fuck it to a degree decided to chop a bunch of hair off that I had been building up to in thought, my hair on top of my head often got so flat. Getting it to curl at the top didn't seem to go well usually, etc, and omg it was like one of the best thigns I've done this whole time haha, after 4 yearssss >_> it was like a breakthrough. It's wild I didn't figure it out sooner, though ofc with that being what I supposedly had "going for me" and stuff also somewhat understandable I guess. I mean thinking of face shape things and stuff too it's like ughhh I had inklings but yeah lol.

I still care less about a lot of the original typical and even passing things, but things have really actually gone well, better than before, it's trippy lol. And I've always enjoyed androgynous etc(though not being "misgendered" etc) and it just gave m a lot of confidence and stuff which probably translates well too ofc. Learning more about myself maybs.

so yeah super big change 4 years in and everything changing to various degrees you never know what can happen, on several levels ^_^


So here's a few more pics too obvs I picked the ones I like and could get shitter ones for sure haha

also I ghot a job at a smoke shop in a really random and weird way, and it's really cool and pays pretty good and will help enable me so I can then get better off so I can help other people more! It was basically pure fucking luck and luxury that I could not hav ea job long enough for this to have popped up, and all of how it happened, and I don't really fit well with a lot of jobs tbh, though was willing and ready to suffer less ideal things for have more sense of purpose and reason and things to do with the money, like help my mother, always, brother, who just had a kid so to speak, and everyone, advance my interests that aim to help myself and others and teh planetttt lol. So yeah not bragging about getting a job, though I am grateful and it's working out well. I Won't go into the details I guess it's not necessarily that interesting and have rambled enough, kudos if you made it this far =P
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Jarvis Blunkinwan - Sun, 12 Mar 2017 19:39:18 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402532 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm slightly tempted to post some before pics too, but then kinda not when I think about it lol. maybs I will, yeah, and ofc those pics are good and these ones I tried to be somewhat straight forward with but seems to be going well irl too, I guess the shitty passing concept that I hate influences me soooo ughhhh

but so here's some before, my hair has been longer than in these too:

not that I disliked my long hair but yeah it's been cool! ^_^

related to pic on this post, self-care is important, don't get me wrong. And healing/helping is going to be a big part of what's necessary, etc <3
Cyril Claywell - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 09:59:51 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
suppose the idea for this thread just came from wanting to post a pic here but not wanting to have to do it in the passing thread and be like "not asking if I pass" like the last two times, I realize it's not necessarily the best place to try to do this lol but yeah nb
Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 08:53:13 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402559 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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supa secret 'speriment lol nb
Caroline Suffingfure - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 08:59:16 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402561 Ignore Report Quick Reply
that didn't work lol

extreme femboi-ism by Cyril Dennermut - Tue, 07 Mar 2017 18:39:01 EST ID:B5iQcwMj No.402494 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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ive been on whoremoans since i was 18 (23 nao) and i have a cups,can i go to my endo guy and ask for a bewb removal and still get to tale estrogen or will i always be that person with bewbs?
Cyril Dennermut - Tue, 07 Mar 2017 18:49:45 EST ID:B5iQcwMj No.402495 Ignore Report Quick Reply
im really worried that if i even bring it up hes gonna be like youre not a grill hurr durr no more estrogen for you laddie
Barnaby Sullyson - Tue, 07 Mar 2017 19:31:29 EST ID:Ec5ZF3av No.402496 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP comes off as crazy.
James Crinningson - Tue, 07 Mar 2017 20:37:41 EST ID:4XYeM9NR No.402498 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What's gotten into you, were you hoping for growing udders and feeling disappointed or something?
Barnaby Sullyson - Tue, 07 Mar 2017 22:39:06 EST ID:Ec5ZF3av No.402499 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Pretty much this. You could probably do a bunch of pushups and skip a few meals. That will get rid of your A cups, I'm sure of it.

Losing My Fucking Mind by Caroline Clannerforth - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 00:38:08 EST ID:k5jS+9yi No.402426 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I'm 33, and even though I don't like men, I have come to the conclusion that I've never felt like a man, and am basically a screaming queen.

I've felt like a girl since very young. I didn't show it, but my parents denied a whole bunch of stuff. They also shoved the "autism" label down my throat for nearly a decade and denied the fact that I had a psychotic disorder instead. I think that everyone knew about my gender issues, but they just thought that I was gay instead (I wasn't).

I'm a lifelong virgin. I used to be really into women, and I still am sort of, but I never liked them too much as people. Never felt a connection or a spark, outside of one. That one only lasted for two weeks. Men creep me out; I hate the way they smell and they would rape me, even if I was a full-on dude. One time I almost went to jail in early 2012 for a minor traffic incident, and I was on HRT for six weeks back then. Couple that with having a father that is a violent chimp who thought that I was doing something, and I was basically "scared straight". I drank a bottle of wine every night for months after that.

I know that I'm not gay because I don't like the way cock smells. I finally knew when I was jerking off (I can barely do that) weeks ago, and it was the most rancid thing ever. Of course, I don't know what a vagina smells like, either. I asked my brother once, and he hates the smell. He's been with over a dozen women. I hate humans in general. And yet, I have bizarre fantasies of being raped by a dog as a shemale, which would put me in prison here. You can guess what would happen to me afterwards.

I'm on SSI. I have worked before, and I have an advanced degree, but no one would want to hire me for a living wage, and I am too depressed anyways. I sometimes can't get out of bed. HRT made me more depressed when I was on it, for some reason; I also got creepy stares from men. I know what it is like to be paranoid like a woman; the tragic thing is, is that they view me like that, too.

Anyway, you may think, "You won't pass. You'll be a hun." Maybe. I don't care so much though. My hair has been thinning for a decade, but I don't like my hair anyway. I could just wear a wig or something. My hands are small, my face isn't horrible (I like it, at least), I'm only 5'9", and I'm getting skinnier. I stopped drinking every day two months ago; I had been a mild alcoholic for roughly six years. My mother has been dead for almost five, but I don't want to go there.

The most important thing about passing is your voice. But so many people don't talk about that. I'd work on that; I'm good with voice acting.

In any case, this was a mess. I really had to wait this long to see if it was a good idea again. All this time, people said "Now or never", but in reality you can really only know yourself well enough to do this when you've done years of self-examination. And I'm still not sure. And I don't know what the fuck to do.
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Emma Sozzlewater - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 18:27:01 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402445 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Yes I was the same I mainly started feeling like I wanted to be a girl after puberty started,

I think I misread your post. But what I'm saying still stands.
Ebenezer Grandhood - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 19:26:16 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402452 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You also need to tell them that they will probably never pass as a female and give them realistic points of view, saying "its going to make you happier! just do it!" is great, but you need to take into account ops situation.

so op, although you want to be a girl, you cant be a cisgirl. The changes are actually minimal for people who are 30 or atleast past 25 to some degree.

You think it will make you happier but being trans is not what you think it is, this is why therapy is best route to go down, because if you have underlying issues that need to be addressed (IE being 33 and never smelled a vagina has causation tied to that). Dont get tricked by the timelines or anecdotal stories on the internet.

If you still want to be a woman after realising you will probably never look like one unless you have thousands of dollars lying around to buy endless surgeries, then by all means, do it, but do it the right way and make sure you arent trying to use trans as a "my life is fucked im going to transition to fix it" when being a girl is unlikely your core issue, its just an excuse which you're saying has caused these issues.

Being trans wont fix your life, going through puberty at the age of 33 will only complicate it further and whilst you're putting all your problems into the trans basket to fix all thats going to happen is those eggs are going to go rotten and be harder to deal with whilst you're fussing over tying ribbons to the basket.

Yeah sure do whatever the fuck you want, i dont care, but having a realistic point of view to go off to begin with is the best, go talk to a support group, go get involved in the trans community and holy shit go get therapy! even if its just someone to talk to.

you're 33. you will never be a cis girl. there is no magical transformation. Being trans is shit and will complicate your life beyond belief and if you havent been able to manage thus far, i have no idea how you will manage going through hormonal mood swings trying to fix your life at the same time.
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Augustus Grandhall - Mon, 06 Mar 2017 21:29:27 EST ID:k5jS+9yi No.402481 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've been taking them for a few days now. I still feel a little off, but I do feel better. Thanks for the advice; it was very helpful.


I don't remember the dosages; I know that I was on Spiro, I don't remember the oral estrogen pill.

Yeah, therapists and psychiatrists aren't very effective about it. Most will either ignore the problem, or blindly encourage you to go through with it. What people need is someone who will listen, but will also offer criticism outside of "you won't pass". To actually go into the dynamics and causations of gender dysphoria, but who really knows about that? I don't quite.

I think that I've had doubts about it for so long because there are times when it doesn't really bother me all that much to be a man, even though I still don't like it. I don't really know why it ebbs and flows like this, and I think that this is a sign that to transition might be a mistake.


I thought that you were a troll at first, but it seems that you really are trying to offer advice. I'll take the bait.
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Walter Billingbanks - Mon, 06 Mar 2017 23:07:29 EST ID:xuQ5V7tw No.402484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I've been taking them for a few days now. I still feel a little off, but I do feel better. Thanks for the advice; it was very helpful.

No problem, they've kept me from going completely insane a few times. I'm glad I can help you live better. I want the transcommunity to do very well in the future. If I can contribute in a small way then I feel like I've done something good.
Jarvis Blunkinwan - Sun, 12 Mar 2017 19:00:34 EST ID:zRcbjR7U No.402528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
*claps* nice

not so much for weeozy you have to be a woman woman since that is an exact and real thing also like I say, nope, pretty bad posts. Why are you harping on the age so much tbh? Like I get mentioning it but idk seems like you're just a bit on a warpath or something, maybe a bit of not wanting people to be "bad" stereotypes for your sake. Just over all was really bad. Realistic is good, etc these posts were bad and obvs started off especially rough. Not saying you're always like that =P

Trans because my brain doesnt convert testosterone to estrogen? by Doris Tootway - Mon, 06 Mar 2017 07:21:02 EST ID:PaLPsuqu No.402472 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Copypasta from here : https://archive.b-stats.org/lgbt/thread/7862165

im just writing this to warn/help whatver other people. i had my hormones checked and my testosterone was above average, but my estrogen was very low, actually lower than someone who would even need to be on testosterone replacement therapy. after my endocrinologist i had to go to a neurologist and they saw that my hypothalamus (im from switzerland so idk if thats the english word aswell) is a bit smaller than in the average 22year old male, they gave me HGC and told me to cut my estrofem in 4 pieces and take 1 piece a day. my dysphoria actually has been elevated from this for the most part, i dont have any "wrong body/i know im female" thoughts anymore.

did anyone else experience something same? i thought this was literally bs and i was gonna transition anyway but now i feel 90% ok about just being male, as if i had depression and someone pumped me with dopamine and now im all happy and stuff o.o

for other ppl from switzerland or german speaking countries so i basically have to take this

https://compendium.ch/prod/estrofem-n-filmtabl-1-mg/de - cut into 4 pieces and just take 1 of it a day.

this was prescribed to me from my endocrinologist.

my neurologist prescribed this to me : https://compendium.ch/prod/choriomon-1000-ie-c-solv--spritze-/de and the lady in the apothek (german word for drugstore or idk what it is in english) gave me syringes and said get one full and stab urself below the navel.
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Polly Sicklebanks - Mon, 06 Mar 2017 07:54:23 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402474 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Keep up the great work! Glad you're happy! :)

Just remember just because something worked for you doesnt mean it works for everybody! just like how transitioning doesnt work for everybody even if it does work for some people.

Wouldnt it be cool if you could just take your FFS back to the store and get a refund? did i read on that the future thread that you'd got facial surgery to reverse some of the FFS? thats pretty interesting, you must be loaded with cash.

Also i had a good chuckle at
>the apothek (german word for drugstore or idk what it is in english)

Again! glad you've found happiness in your life!

Why is it Impossible by Cornelius Buzzhood - Sun, 26 Feb 2017 20:49:08 EST ID:jPbF0eKs No.402410 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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To find a smooth twink ftm.
They're always fat and hairy or buff and hairy.
I don't mind ripped ftms but I don't like hair.
Hairlessness is Greatness.
Charles Blivingdock - Sun, 26 Feb 2017 22:33:37 EST ID:P8V3XXND No.402411 Ignore Report Quick Reply
m-maybe they don't want to be, or do things to themselves that make them feel feminine yo

they do exist tho
Cornelius Buzzhood - Sun, 26 Feb 2017 23:15:16 EST ID:jPbF0eKs No.402414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Women have more of an Absolutist mindset.
I could be wrong

Any of you feel me? by Doris Dreshdat - Sat, 25 Feb 2017 01:11:48 EST ID:ZRpxNKgh No.402381 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Why do feminine accessories and the rare full CDing(in private) make me happy? Maybe happy is the wrong word. Pretty? Idk.

Generally I'm masculine, to the point that one of the gay guys at work likes to use the description "very butch".
Not sure if it's the balance I like to one extreme, or if it's the novelty of it, or if there's something more to it that I enjoy.

Any of you have an opinion on it?

Pic is a bow I've worn around a few times.
Ian Gabberstone - Sat, 25 Feb 2017 01:38:01 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well nobody but you can really tell you why you like doing it. Or we can tell you but only you know for sure.
Hannah Braffingked - Sun, 26 Feb 2017 07:58:21 EST ID:FWNWoLR4 No.402400 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Now we've never met, I've never seen your face, and never talked to you at all before, but based on a handful of words you typed up on an anonymous image board I can 100% confidently tell you that you are absolutely transgender and you need to come out and tell everybody right away and cut your penis off and start hormones tomorrow or you'll never ever pass ever.

for real tho who gives a shit, do what you like
Hamilton Sangerwig - Sun, 26 Feb 2017 23:33:46 EST ID:ZRpxNKgh No.402417 Ignore Report Quick Reply

lol I was stoned and just overhinking dumb things.

Martha Grandwill - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 05:46:04 EST ID:D4TP60Hi No.402439 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wouldn't over think it. If you dig it and your happy with these different sides of yourself it should all be alright. I've known a few folks in your position and its best to just accept it, not overthink it and just roll with it when it strikes you.

Body Hair ELIMINATION by StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Mon, 01 Aug 2016 20:25:16 EST ID:V4N1FECI No.399542 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey /cd/, it's me, StimLion. I've identified as gender-fluid/androgynous since about 15 years old.

I side more with girl than boy most of the time, I imagine it sorta like a Kinsley scale for gender where I'm more girl than I am boy, yet I don't wanna fully transition. I do however want to look more female which is no problem since I have a very girly face and hair. HOWEVER if theres one thing I have a problem with body wise its goddamn fuckin body hair.

I HATE it, absolutely loath any hair on my body besides my lovely hair on my head. Its especially bad because I'm half Arabic and I get coarse thick leg and body hair. Arms are easy-mode to shave, but legs and body are so fucking tedious to do away with hair using a razor. Like the lower leg is no problemo, but then theres certain parts of the body that are just a massive pain in my luscious booty to get at. Mainly the undersides of the legs, the part where the leg meets the groin, the gooch n booty, and the lower back essentially. It just becomes so tedious and frustrating I wanna rush through it because I start to think about how I just wish I didn't grow this crap on my body. This is bad though because it ends up in getting razor burn and those shitty red bumps or worse cuts.

I've recently tried Veet and this extra strength Sally Hansen stuff that seems like an off-brand but actually worked pretty damn well. Recently as in I just got outta the shower from a wonderful, but again annoying body hair purging. This stuff really helps getting the bulk of hair, I love how it just basically melts off your body and most it becomes liquefied like yeah fuck you body hair I just napalmed your shit, also none of that razor bump and burn shit. I haven't shaved in months (been busy house-hopping to escape my shitty family, I'm sure some of can those feels that shit) and just been too stressed to do it till this last move so it took me both the can of Sally Hansen and the Veet along with some touch up shaving to get to the point I feel comfortable. So worth it though, I feel so smooth and lovely right now~

So what I come here for is I figured you fellow gender confetti'd folks can help out a fellow genderqueer person in …
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Cyril Wallyback - Wed, 03 Aug 2016 19:04:01 EST ID:9OgQXHOP No.399605 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ive been getting laser and just shave + foundation if i go out girl mode, but hairs prrtty thinned now on face so dont even really need foundation that much.
Lily !Fxvac6iUdI - Fri, 05 Aug 2016 05:54:35 EST ID:JkHhFo6t No.399641 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey StimLion!! (I put my trip on just 4 u - i pretty much only use it on /stim/) First of all, don't listen to anybody here who is invalidating your identity and using it as a way to criticize you for wanting attention; the way you identify is perfectly valid and beautiful!!

As far as tips for hair removal, I don't really have much advice to give on removal specifically. I've been shaving my arms ever since I was 14 and saw those gross little nasty hairs appear on my arm and I currently pretty much shave my entire body around 2 times a week. This sounds like it would be strenuous and tiring, but it's really not because I don't really produce much body hair at all - which leads me to my next point.

Taking testosterone blockers and estrogen have reduced my body hair by probably 80%. Honestly, body hair reduction is the soonest and most apparent effect of hormones I experienced, just check out my nude (that u've already seen) from when I was only 5-6 months on hormones - >>399630 My skin looks so soft, smooth, and hairless in this pic and aside from that as well as my tiny boobies, the only other thing causing me to look so feminine was my skinniness (from doin' stimsss). I know you mentioned you don't intend on fully transitioning, but I think taking hormones, even just a smaller/halved dose, could help you with this issue, as long as you don't mind growing tiny little boobies (I feel like you would like it from my opinion of u - the nipples become so much better for sexual pleasure and so fun to play with)!

So, take that into consideration as I think it could potentially be benificial for you! There are plenty of feminine, yet male-identifying people who take hormones because they wan to feel like a more feminine boy. Not saying that's how you feel, just that not only transgirls benefit from feminizing hormones. Also - keep in mind that being on t-blockers alone, with no other hormones, has a pretty significant risk of depression and negative mental health when taken solely for an extended period of time.

Hope you are well and good luck in your journey to make your body feel more in tune with your gender identity! Much love! <3
Beatrice Wassletodging - Tue, 09 Aug 2016 16:35:20 EST ID:jiIixQKl No.399737 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ive been shaving x2 a day now and its not so bad,use an electric razor.
Also I found that Gillette shaving gel is better than Edge.
Phineas Gombleforth - Sat, 25 Feb 2017 01:36:18 EST ID:9Ht9rKgy No.402382 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hi there Stim([Lion{ness}])

I'm gladdened and, dare I say it, peripherally hopeful to see you working your way through your individual fluid sexual dynamics. Your words suggest you're well upon your way towards the promised land, a valhalla of pansexual imagery where its denizens respect the unique kinks of those with which they're not inclined while progressively amending and optimizing their personal onanistic dreams by always keeping watch for those whose own predilections synergistically evolve yours. Always deeper, always deeper (and pulsing stronger, of course)!

As a tip towards understanding and contentedness (unintended sidecar: and also a clarification for the psychologically myopic), this is the simplest way I can describe the "sissy" phenomenon: By internalizing and empathetically synchronizing with the sexual actions and characteristics that would maximize your orgasm and ejaculation in both duration and intensity, you act out on the gender-dispecific cock of your dreams, as you know full well what happens to each vein, line of cartilage and deeply-anchored spongy tissue when caressed with utmost passion and lust. The hypnotizing flutter of the corpus spongiosum's lurching spasmodics when almost arriving at the plateau--yes, that syrupy tickle that loosens your asshole for a just a moment as you instinctively bear down towards it to nurture its gnawing glow perchance into a zombifying seizure of unstoppable, unbearable and (god[?] willing) unceasing waves of ascending throbbing bliss--is the pinnacle of your own onanistic pursuit. So is it any surprise that, to make sure we can train the girl of our wildest dreams exactly how to ensure a personal best for distance when that introductory swell of cum charitably squirts from our cock, we employ lots of internalization and 'doubling down' internalization through role play when we find ourselves once again engaged in that activity what never lets a man down? Seems not!

Quickly: That last one was enjoyable, insofar as the description of the theory in itself demands heavy reflection on the best ways our penises made us clench and moan. So while I'm now off to my own race, I still wanted to give another …
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Ian Gabberstone - Sat, 25 Feb 2017 01:42:24 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402384 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's both informative and erotic as fuck.

Redistribution of fat by Alice Beshtone - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 10:27:01 EST ID:rnZSN525 No.402249 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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ok, hypothetical

When you take mones, /eventually/ your body fat distributes to typical female patterns, face and body. This takes a while

SO, if you're an absolute skinnyfuck, I'm talkin' meth addict thin, take hormones, achieve and sustain cisfemale E levels and then begin to gain weight, achieving a heallthy bmi..

Would that accelerate the process?

I guess it doesn't matter but I was thinking about it earlier and it made perfect sense in my head.
Martin Blidgewell - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 16:50:28 EST ID:/vIEViaE No.402251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't know what exactly you're asking. I think you're asking if gaining weight after starting hormones instead of before would help get a womanly shape quicker. It would make sense it would, you'd think that any new body fat would be held to those new rules the estrogen is setting for your body. I think your body is constantly replacing body fat too, so if you don't lose or gain weight it should change eventually still. It's not nearly as fast as skin cells though.
I don't know personally because I have a super high metabolism and I've been trying to gain weight after hormones, I didn't care before, and it seems impossible when you're just naturally skinny as hell. Even being super skinny from before and after, it only took months for my face to become more feminine from fat redistribution. Just I wish I had a bigger bust and slightly thicker thighs instead of being like sticks.
Phyllis Dezzleson - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 16:31:49 EST ID:w7wK8Zvu No.402272 Ignore Report Quick Reply

That was exactly my question, it's something I'm semi-planning to do because I came off mones for a bunch of reasons and reversed the progress.

High metabolisms are bs tho. Nuts and GOMAD, brosis.
Nigel Bambleworth - Fri, 24 Feb 2017 23:52:18 EST ID:D4TP60Hi No.402380 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you stay healthy while gaining weight I think you'll fill out. I've seen it work for people before. The hormones are going to redistribute the fat, but obviously you can't gain too much at once. Changing your body is going to take a lot of time.

Transgirls on Lolcow by Archie Fapperhen - Wed, 22 Feb 2017 23:07:14 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402311 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I discovered the women's restroom of imageboards. Lolcow the all female imageboard. I've been posting there for sometime and have found it quite insightful.
I recommend it it to all of you.

Barnaby Dartdock - Thu, 23 Feb 2017 02:54:46 EST ID:D4TP60Hi No.402318 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gonna give you a fair warning after following that place for quite a bit of time but not being an active poster there. Don't. They eat their own. Their mods actively try and dox users.
At the very least I'd turn around and try and be very careful about what I post around there. Its a very dramatic place. And a good portion of the users are just there for the drama. I'm personally not a fan and would recommend against people using it.

HRT In Canada by Shit Beckleson - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 21:41:16 EST ID:nx6IQvt/ No.402245 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Forgive me if there is already a thread about this but anyone have luck ordering hormones online when in Canada? I can't personally find any place that will ship there.
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Martin Bleggledale - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 03:03:08 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402248 Ignore Report Quick Reply

In canada? arent you guys like the most accepting of LGBT people in the world??

I dont have an online source for you, but seriously, go talk to some kind of trans group for your city, because i always imagined it would be the easiest in canada.
Priscilla Worthingville - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 13:46:29 EST ID:QVRMnVFt No.402250 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Here in new Brunswick, we are the lowest ranked in transgender Healthcare. We're abysmal
Fuck Dadgestone - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 17:47:20 EST ID:nRHuiI1e No.402254 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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there are some canadians here who can help you out

Clara Wemmershit - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 21:30:59 EST ID:0fzorwlZ No.402282 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Canada doesn't have 'free' health care either. If you live in BC and don't pay the monthly premiums for whatever reason they'll just cancel your account and you have to pay cash for all treatments. Everything you heard about Canada is generally a lie.

Hormone shops don't ship here because customs now opens literally everything, however I've noticed nothing from Japan or Western Europe is opened so would have to find a hormone outfit that uses those countries to redirect their meds.
Beatrice Drundlebanks - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 03:10:33 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402283 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Damn Michael Moore Lying to us innocent foreigners! how dare he??

I dont know what to believe about canadia anymore.

Touching Shit Anywhere by Fucking Bummerchore - Sat, 21 Jan 2017 09:49:06 EST ID:wiULRUS+ No.401978 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Even when you pass, the TSA knows.

Today I even got hands inside my waistband. Frisky
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Emma Semmerhutch - Mon, 23 Jan 2017 07:54:19 EST ID:ZWaNMFTv No.402060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Whenever i've tried to "opt-out" of the backscatter scanner they require a pat-down anyways.

I do to actually.... At this point i just have the attitude of (arms-up)"I know the drill, whatever i consent let's just get this over with" But this time one of the other TSA agents started to run up all "Wait! i think you just pushed the wrong button." Only they didn't finish and just kinda trailed off when they got around to see my face? and everybody exchanged these knowing glances and just kinda went back to the script.
craniumgirl - Wed, 25 Jan 2017 22:31:36 EST ID:5pjVliFx No.402097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yes this is what happens. All you have to do is tuck dumasses. And if they pick M it will find your boobs and they will search you.
Alice Fibblefare - Fri, 27 Jan 2017 09:43:01 EST ID:rPnPTGfI No.402113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was tucked!
Basil Grandwill - Fri, 27 Jan 2017 22:53:05 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402120 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Really? What kind of tucking method do you use?
I guess the machine can tell the difference between pussy lips and a tucked girlcock. That's somewhat surprising.
Samuel Crashwill - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 08:18:44 EST ID:/HSuw40I No.402278 Ignore Report Quick Reply

could be picking up tape or a gaff

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