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Is there anywhere online you can get androgens without a prescription? by Angus Gammlehitch - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 08:21:53 EST ID:Mdhgvcld No.379808 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Living in Australia currently, can't get prescription for Androgens ftm.
Edwin Hoffinghood - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 08:50:53 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379809 Ignore Report Quick Reply


You can ask gym junkies if they know anyone who can get you testosterone though, i think that would be your best bet. usually they know of dodgy doctors (Gold Coast is great for this) or know someone who knows someone who has a stash of them from imports (from bali etc).
Edwin Hoffinghood - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 08:51:41 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379810 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Stash of plain jane steroids* im pretty sure they differ from ftm hormones.
Martin Worthingfoot - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 08:52:58 EST ID:BMc+T1E6 No.379811 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There's already a thread here:


Bodybuilders and the darknet (Tor...) are probably good places to look. Although you probably shouldn't, it's way more dangerous than self-medding with estrogen and antiandrogens.

Cycling Progesterone by Lillian Grandman - Mon, 13 Oct 2014 20:17:52 EST ID:fbKWTm/0 No.379527 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have been on HRT for like a year now and I've had little breast development.

Thinking of adding progesterone. I hear a lot about "cycling"it, but no details.

How much, how, when?
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Nigel Bonnerfoot - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 13:24:13 EST ID:4lVDlTpv No.379641 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just ordered on Amazon, studies have gone both ways on it because the progesterone from otc creams shows up in saliva, but not serum (leading to conclusions that it's either more effective or not effective, scientists yo) I just go by it having a huge effect on my breasts pretty quickly
Clara Wonkinchore - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 20:31:43 EST ID:hcW2715Y No.379726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah I don't have a pump but how much do you use and where?
Polly Grimbury - Fri, 17 Oct 2014 03:07:51 EST ID:PjSme3qS No.379733 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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You girls should try taking Risperdal to grow bigger boobies, it helps with your ADHD and autism too!
Walter Chashlane - Fri, 17 Oct 2014 08:26:00 EST ID:sDC0ib4K No.379738 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have a noogleberry breast pump and it does work but you have to be committed to doing this for hours every day or you won't gain any permanent growth.

Anyway, since you are desperate I recommend trying them, it's not that expensive and it might just work out for you.
Fanny Murddock - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 05:34:49 EST ID:hcW2715Y No.379802 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can I reiterate that I don't have, or want a breast pump,
I simply want to know how much of the cream to use, and where to apply it?

I'm amazed this isn't all over this board. by Isabella Hushcocke - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 03:36:40 EST ID:PfuUWN3y No.379622 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Betsy Gerryfield - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 19:50:40 EST ID:Rnk59Tih No.379669 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Basically what >>379623 said... Transplanting lab grown organs isn't something new, like there's been 50 years of research behind it, and in the last 20 years they've been able to do things with it, and for like 10 years they've been printing bladders. But the way they're doing this currently is through getting vaginal cells from the host, to then have those cells "construct" the new vagina... In mtfs this isn't possible, so first we need to be able to make stem cells do whatever we want, the first step would probably be to take stem cells and assign them to become bladder cells, so we can make a bladder out of stem cells...

We won't see it even being possible on mtfs for probably another 20 years, maybe even 30 years.
Our generation, that is in our 20's, won't benefit from this... The generation after us, that is in their teens or going to enter their teens soon won't benefit from this either, what they benefit from is being able to transition early. The generation after them will have everything, transition early, get a real vagina etc.
Ian Lightstone - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 23:34:03 EST ID:854gez5r No.379679 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>and within the next five years i will be hopefully swimming in more money than i will know what to do with
How will you accomplish that? nb
Martha Clayford - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 08:18:32 EST ID:XgGS9n5b No.379703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
im almost to the point where i am bringing this half a billion dollar program to market .everyone wants it its gunna be big
Henry Trotcocke - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 10:28:31 EST ID:UoaKdTXe No.379709 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sadly implanting stuff into transwomen is a completely different cup of tea. I wouldnt expect this to go through before 2035. Unless you fund a research group yourself, because I doubt public interest is big in that area :(.
I guess youd have to be able to manipulate genes on a very high level. Otherwise Id assume your body will just reject the organs.
Thomas Suffingham - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 05:08:24 EST ID:wSz8cwam No.379800 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you know, it seems like alot of transwomen would benefit from some sort of scientific stufy, I wish there was a way we could arrange something or get something going, if only to help ourselves

Anus and butts by Reuben Gittingshit - Fri, 17 Oct 2014 23:43:52 EST ID:xuXPCgIj No.379768 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Okay this thread needs to happen.

For those who have sex with their butts whats your regime or routine or what do you do to keep it good and amazing ?Nothing? moisterise? what kind?
how do u keep it from getting those pimples?
What do you do about the colouring of that area ? its kinda gross?

I need answers to these questions yesterday!

Is sitting on your butt bad for it?
Will riding a bike make my thigh muscles even bigger?
Will doing squats make my thigh muscles even bigger?
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John Blathershit - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 02:48:47 EST ID:48Cp9UVU No.379776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
lol that picture is perfect proof you can do fuck all about a flat ass

For one the difference is negligible, but the kicker is she's arching her back and sticking her ass out as far as possible in the after and slouching in the before

Give up OP
Reuben Blonderfuck - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 03:38:43 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuck off, asshole. Do you even lift?
Clara Sidgedat - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 04:02:33 EST ID:PjSme3qS No.379785 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh boy looks like /fit/ is here.

inb4 no homo
Reuben Blonderfuck - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 04:06:56 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379786 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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WHY is it so HARD to get test????? by Doris Blathershaw - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 11:58:07 EST ID:ALPcuH77 No.379569 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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This ISNT FAIR GOD DAMNIT!!! I am a cis male but my hormone system was thrown out of whack at the onset of puberty. I was on psychotropic medications and they fucked my shit up. I started growing breasts, I got all fat and doughy, and NO doctor will HELP me because my serum levels are "normal". FUCKING ASSHOLES! My levels ARE on the low end, but all these doctors around me are literally sick in the fucking head, and don't understand that medication is important to people, and denying me just because they think I don't "need" the help preparing my DAMAGED/DESTROYED BODY. Its sick. That's all I can call it. Its disgusting and immoral. Now, WHY is it SO FUCKOG HARD to get Testosterone? WHY DOES NOBODY CARE ABOUT ESTROGEN, TO THE POINT WHERE IT CAN BE SOLD ONLINE...BUT NOPE NOT FUCKING TESTOSTERONE!!! FUCKING BULLSHIT! /rant but I'm still enraged.
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Simon Brullybore - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 16:18:58 EST ID:JbvxbuyA No.379583 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Salt can kill you too. There's not a ban on salt. I have a feeling test is banned because (tinfoil inbound) it increases strength. If I was a guy making laws, and I heard about some serum of concentrated maleness, I would freak out and call for it to be banned, because I would not want an increase of alphas on the street, even if the increase is minimal. Op here btw.
William Blondlestone - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 21:41:28 EST ID:uD2A0yoG No.379598 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Caroline Dezzleford - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 04:48:07 EST ID:/wtVqfve No.379626 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Isn't DHT the one that gives you male pattern baldness?
Simon Cazzleham - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 09:39:09 EST ID:nTy/RyHY No.379637 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yup. It's not guaranteed, but it's possible. Finasteride blocks DHT and stops hair loss, but the lack of DHT might give you moobs. DHT gel may give you hair loss in the long run, but stops moob growth.
Eugene Pittman - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 00:51:10 EST ID:rUI8XJ5W No.379771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
the velvet highway if you're so fuckin desperate to juice, christ

opinions on your gentle tools by Eliza Fullyfudge - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 17:22:09 EST ID:XgGS9n5b No.379587 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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so when i first started using my mones iquickly lost the use of my gentle tools and the want to use it, but after about 5 to six months i decided i might want that orgasm again also my bf at the time wanted me to fuck him which i feel weird doing but still feels good. so i tried to get hard again, i knew that it would have shrunk a bit and i wouldnt get the same type of erection but i didnt realize it would hurt so much. it was like the cells hadnt been steretched with blood for a while. so after a while of slowly working up to it i got over the pain which sometime come back if i dont use it for a bit but like everyone is so against using their tools and i get it but ya gotta work what you got girls ya know. like iv been with trans women who are incredibly insecure about their tools and i used to be as well i would tell sexual partners not to touch it and stuff but i feel like as i grew into my more feminine body i got more ok with using it. i mean shit if your getting with someone they knw whats up and are probabally going to be ok with playing with yew. idk personal opinion START THE DEBATE
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Shit Trotson - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 18:43:10 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379595 Ignore Report Quick Reply

im okay with touching it but if im having an intimate moment with someone and they touch it, the moment is ruined.

People can masturbate with their dick without feeling dysphoric.
William Cobblehood - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 02:06:35 EST ID:JSqTpR9n No.379611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I love mine, I'm not doing a thing to them. 6.75" of girlcock
Graham Sessleway - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 02:09:22 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379613 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wish I had 6.75" of girlcock.
Basil Febblenidging - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 03:01:14 EST ID:ulyStB52 No.379618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i don't love mine, I don't hate mine, i dunno...

Masturbation is okay and fun sometimes. I don't care if people touch it, it generally does nothing for me when they do so. The only exception is when someone is fucking me and playing with it, then it can be really kinda nice...I don't like people doing oral on me though, that just feels gross.

I kinda wish I hated it more. I like the aesthetic results of SRS. I like the idea of knowing my body would be more closely aligned with what it should be. But I don't hate my dick and that makes me worried about spending 25k on complex surgery with a large variety of risks is worth it.
Angus Dozzledale - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 11:25:43 EST ID:JSqTpR9n No.379712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You can come play with mine if you want :3
Oh god yes, if someone would come over and fuck me and then just give me a reacharound, maybe while biting my neck or whispering dirty things into my ear, I'd lose my shit.

Turning Dicks into Vaginas by Frederick Honkinhetch - Sun, 12 Oct 2014 07:00:34 EST ID:Py7iuO5O No.379442 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What's some of your thoughts on getting your dick turned inside out into a "vagina". Personally I think it looks awful and a terrible decision. I'm not trans or anything. Just a guy with a question.
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Ebenezer Supperson - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 00:45:14 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379684 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ebenezer Supperson - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 01:07:53 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379686 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Amazing, they already deleted their post. gg

I actually think they had a point? I'm thinking they aren't the dickhead OP, even.

But yeah, if you're suicidal over some online shitposting from a random anonymous dickhead, then you need to harden the fuck up and grow some thicker skin.
Nicholas Drepperbitch - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 04:17:58 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379696 Ignore Report Quick Reply

i agree that if people online drive you to suicide you should get thicker skin, but the pronouns and the accusing us of being "drama queens" when we defend ourselves is just hilarious.
Cornelius Wecklebidge - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 04:33:09 EST ID:/XOMnMwt No.379697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm not suicidal... just reading all that shit is like... why do we have to go through all this ridicule.. I don't understand why there are people out there who fucking hate us. I've lost a lot early in transition and it just reminds me of what I went through and have to deal with forever.
Ebenezer Supperson - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 05:48:27 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379701 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Because humans a shit.

Testo Junkie by Jarvis Senkinshit - Fri, 10 Oct 2014 13:03:58 EST ID:lh5gRI4p No.379361 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Inspired writing of the first disorder.
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Phoebe Cravingspear - Sat, 11 Oct 2014 13:57:53 EST ID:lh5gRI4p No.379405 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sure, just kick me around. He's FtM who uses T to write in the manner that he loves. Power, baby, power.
Jack Murdwill - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 08:12:56 EST ID:xoUuG8v+ No.379556 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So... Yeah. I'm not sure if OP is a troll, but it's still an interesting book.

The author/main character doesn't label herself FTM so far, just a lesbian feminist who argues that sorting people into "man" and "woman" boxes is stupid. Hormones or surgery are legitimate means to an end, but if gender doesn't exist you can't change gender. About half the chapters of the book are just queer/gender theory and not exactly easy to read. I feel like I need a study guide and don't understand half of it because I haven't read Judith Butler or the other author's she's referencing, I guess it would be easier if I had more of a liberal arts background.

For the story/non-theory chapters: lots of sex, and an account of the author taking small doses of T as some sort of homage to a queer friend who just died. She takes it like any other illegal drug for the psychological effects.

The book has much more to say about feminist and gender theory than about trans-specific stuff. Right now I'm about a quarter through the book and just very very confused.
Shit Trotson - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 09:55:54 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379560 Ignore Report Quick Reply

ugh thats disappointing so far, i hope you can manage to continue reading it though.
Edward Hingerway - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 05:05:38 EST ID:BMc+T1E6 No.379699 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The author's gender and self-identification is not as clear as I thought. They claim being a boy (and a lesbian, and a dyke, and...) as a 10-year old kid. Later they're in a relationship with a trans guy, as "two guys without a dick", and s/he talks abou growing a beard, growing a dick, being perceived as a man. You can tell the author wants to take T, even plans to do this before the friends death (while later claiming to be taking T because the friend died), but gender-abolitionist ideology gets in the way. That aspect is oddly familiar.

Most of the book is still a theoretical text that should be reserved for liberal arts students. Right now it's about the history of hormones and the pill (which is interesting and much more readable than the rest, just not very relevant for me).
Edward Hingerway - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 05:11:12 EST ID:BMc+T1E6 No.379700 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I also skipped ahead and it seemed like the author stopped taking T at the end of the book, but in an interview they say they didn't. It sounds more and more like they are trans, but would really really prefer not to be. I can't say I blame them.

Online pharmacudical by Rebecca Billingstone - Mon, 13 Oct 2014 22:30:03 EST ID:itBvE/Qt No.379531 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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what are the best online pharmacies that don't require a real prescription?
I've gotten to the point where a therapist is definitely not going to be able to help me in time
If anyone could get me a bit of help I'd really appreciate it.
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Nigel Singerwadging - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 00:10:01 EST ID:8ZtPmKMC No.379534 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I notice QHI seems to be out of Estradiol. Is it worth going with the other one that's like, .625mg/pill? Four a day sounds a bit excessive. If not, is there any other decent place to try?
Nigel Singerwadging - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 00:17:21 EST ID:8ZtPmKMC No.379535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Course I say that, but for all I know the required dosage for that is completely different from the regular Estradiol I'm used to.
Nigel Singerwadging - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 00:17:21 EST ID:8ZtPmKMC No.379536 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Course I say that, but for all I know the required dosage for that is completely different from the regular Estradiol I'm used to.
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Walter Sibberpore - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 02:02:59 EST ID:E+pImF7q No.379688 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Why don't I hear about InHouse anymore? I still they're good, just have to do that eChecks thing, which I'm really not a fan of but meh.

Sex and stuff by Jarvis Summerfen - Sun, 05 Oct 2014 16:47:42 EST ID:PHeAvikN No.379109 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So uh for those of you with boyfriends how do you deal with the inefficiencies of anal sex? For me anal is like 50 % pleasure, 50% omfg don't destroy my insides i hope i cleaned well enough. So a lot of times i don't want to have anal cause its intense and I would be happy doing it once or twice a week but do you any of you actually fuck every day like most guys want to? Do you just say no and do other things? After too long im just like done, its too much pressure. I feel inadequate compared to cis girls who can just fuck three times a day. Anyone have an issue with bf wanting to much sex?
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Shit Blatherfield - Mon, 13 Oct 2014 04:22:08 EST ID:lZoJ2IBs No.379501 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Straight guy, been into anal since I was 15, am now 20. Went from barely being able to fit a finger in me, to taking toys that are 3" in diameter and a foot long, and I have an XL Nova from Bad Dragon coming in the mail.

I usually do butt-stuff twice a week. I've done it every day for a month, and I've gone two months between sessions. Some advice for all the trans folk out there on how to make anal not be so unpleasant;

Enemas. When I first started out doing anal, I would use water bottles to give myself an enema. Fuck you, I was 15. While they worked pretty good (and I still occasionally use them, especially if I'm away from my usual gear) the threads on a water bottle, and the hard plastic used to make them, are fairly uncomfortable. Not the worst thing you could use, but definitely far from the best. Nowadays, I use a shower adapter that mounts on my shower head, and has a stainless steel nozzle. I fill myself up several times, usually between 4-6 times, and on the final time I fill myself up as much as I can and use a plug to hold it in for about five to ten minutes. Get a nice no-slip bath mat, so you can step out and empty yourself into the toilet. The last fill up is generally around a gallon, in terms of volume.

Whole process takes about twenty to thirty minutes, cleans out my entire small intestine, rectum, everything that's gonna be getting used during anal. This is coming from someone that's into fisting, and ridiculously large insertions.

After my current method, I've only had shitty-dick happen to my toys once, and it was a small pebble.

As far as eating habits are concerned; I eat whatever the fuck I want, because I'm huge as fuck, and have no qualms with blowing everything out of my ass for half an hour with a gallon of water at a time. For all the girls here, I would recommend going on an all-liquid diet, supplemented with vitamins (nothing crazy, a good multi once or twice a day as recommended by the bottle) for three days. There won't be anything there, but it wouldn't hurt to do an enema just to make sure.

For the record, I had a terrible problem with constipation, and my doctor recommended enemas, way back when I was 15. Worked …
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Cornelius Nupperdale - Mon, 13 Oct 2014 04:45:12 EST ID:qmKL39ts No.379502 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>I would recommend going on an all-liquid diet, supplemented with vitamins (nothing crazy, a good multi once or twice a day as recommended by the bottle) for three days.

Are you daft?
Graham Biffingridge - Mon, 13 Oct 2014 17:33:00 EST ID:XgGS9n5b No.379523 Ignore Report Quick Reply
me and my boyfriend have sex very often for the first 5 months it wa basicaly every day and sometimes more than once. anal just feels so good. i dont get what all the girls are complaining about with the shit dick thing yeah it can happen but i just make it a regular thing to doush before sex everytime. its not embarresing to be like im going to wash out really quickly. obviously neither of you want to fuck through mud so just go clean yourself. its a bit annoying stopping mid forplay sometimes to douch but it makes it all the better its prelubed and clean for whatever. i mean sometimes if im sore or the sex was really rough and i have a small tare ill give sex a break but yeah. now my boyfriend is the one who dosent want to have sex every day. its " too much " for him i dont get it . meow. and yeah not to be a dick but a relationship where sex is barley had uually wont work out.
Caroline Bingersure - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 05:03:24 EST ID:854gez5r No.379629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wish I had a relationship where I had sex every day. But I don't like the thought of anal and even though I still find girls attractive, I don't think I could do a relationship with one, because I'd want the feminine role in the relationship too much. >tfw not a cisgirl

I looked in a mirror by Lillian Millersat - Fri, 10 Oct 2014 16:51:29 EST ID:f7m+4iP3 No.379365 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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It was positioned differently than most mirrors. Above me, at a downward angle. I looked so male. So "confused". My adam's apple was huge, facial hair shadow very apparent. My vaguely girly earrings, fem t-shirt. Long hair. Face that weird mix of male and female. Starting to get older, and I look more like a "tranny" than I remember.

It wasn't fun. Sometimes I'm not sure what I'm doing. It's horrible thinking about suicide and what that would do to my family. I can't even imagine trying to live as a guy. But as I am? I hate myself. Feel like a freak, and while people generally are nice I wonder who (if anyone) is silently judging. It's not good to assume things of people, but when I look like this... I just know people think I'm crazy. The scars all over my arms don't help.

Not sure what this is about. Sorry.
Molly Lightshit - Fri, 10 Oct 2014 18:56:55 EST ID:c4RWJMys No.379369 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I can't imagine that being a flattering angle for anyone, cis or trans... And in everyday situations how often do you think people will view you from that angle? Unless you spend time with very tall people, idk
Hedda Ferrynan - Fri, 10 Oct 2014 20:29:51 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379373 Ignore Report Quick Reply

stop trying to find the man in the mirror, just ignore it and stop torturing yourself, how often do people look at you the same way you looked at youself in the mirror?
Barnaby Fiffingshit - Wed, 15 Oct 2014 01:28:13 EST ID:Vft+DGOv No.379610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
literally the same exact thing happened to me, i went home and shaved and than was like "nice, no shadow"

De-Transitioning - Thoughts? by Shit Trotson - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 02:42:46 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379546 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What do you guys know or feel about de-transitioning?

Do you know anybody who has? how much did they de-transition?

What do you feel about people who do transition?
Shit Trotson - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 02:43:27 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379547 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>What do you feel about people who do de-transition?*
Barnaby Sibberwore - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 04:36:02 EST ID:vztj/lKp No.379549 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't think i've ever really seen a case where someone was actually doing it because it was right for them.

Religion or anti-trans feminism or cisnormativity or or familial rejection or trauma or unblendability or joblessness or homelessness or just plain old despair and resignation always seem to play a part.

A close friend (like, as good as family close) did it due to trauma after they were raped.
I still feel like i failed them.
Like if i had just found the right words, i could have helped them heal and continue to move forward.
I know it's ridiculous. I did all i could to be there for them. It just wasn't enough ):
Shit Trotson - Tue, 14 Oct 2014 09:59:03 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379561 Ignore Report Quick Reply

:( that poor girl, that is horrible :(

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