>>341100

http://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/

>>341100
that gif is good thanks for lifting up my spirits nerddd

>>341095
My dad makes about 800 a week after taxes being a truck driver. So yea...

>>341097
Which is nothing to laugh at at all... But not 6 figures.. And I bet your dad owns his truck

>>341099
Nope. He drives for a company. Not even an over the road trucker either. He is back every night. If he was over the road he would probably make even more but as it stands he likes being home around 5 every night.

>>341088
I went under a few aliases, I went by JM or WM. I lived as a male at the time. I wore para-military clothing, specifically an ACU gortex and a motorcycle vest with "end the fed" written on the back. I would prolly remember you if I saw you. Fuck yeah, occupy!

Not the OP, but I was planning on becoming a trucker once my military enlistment ends. $800 a week after taxes doesn't sound too bad. Do you really have to start out as a "swamper"? I do enough of that at my current job (airplane mechanic/maintainer.... ugh).

>>341034
Don't tell anythink, but do 1 awesome thing. It is help a lot! You need a randomly speak about this theme like this : "I watch a tv blah blah about ts theme i think is normal and understand it, a some years ago i knew closely my neighbor is a hhmm how name of it .. yeah ftm, hes cool dude blah blah"

>>341034

>Cut to a few days later when I'm speaking to my ex-gf (recently out as bi, now dating a lesbian) and she informs me that the girl I made out with is a mtf trans (knows because of tight-knit lgbt community).

What your ex-gf did is really rude, you don't out people like that. Once this girl tells you about her trans status you should tell her that you were told by your ex-gf, or just contact the lgbt center directly... because outing like that is just dangerous behavior, quite selfish and stupid. I don't know any lgbt policies, but what your ex-gf did doesn't sound like it'd be ok in those circles.

Otherwise you seem like a really nice person, and imo you should wait for her to tell you.

op if u want a decent advice go for a real girl
since you settle for a mtf you might as well read this www.wikihow.com/Get-a-Girlfriend-When-You-Have-Asperger-Syndrome
lel have some standards

My advice is as much as possible forget that you know. Her status doesn't matter. If you do find out, as in she tells you and she asks why you aren't as surprised as she expected then tell her the truth about how you know.

To put it another way, when a transgender person comes out to someone else and that person says they've known for years but that it doesn't matter and that they love them.. isn't that the most wonderful feeling?

>>341045
This. Your Ex is a gossipy nag. I bet she is telling all her friends what a faggot you are.


>>341039
Kebab go home!

>>340943
Wow, a mudslime country with laws that makes more sense than ours, now I've heard everything.

>>341022
an pröblems nerd
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prostitution_in_Turkey
"Prostitution in Turkey is legal and regulated. Brothels are also legal."
"Illegal prostitution is classified as operating a brothels without being licensed, being a prostitute without having health checkups, being a prostitute without having a license, and being a sex worker without being registered. Operating of illegal prostitution is punishable with a maximum of 1 year imprisonment."

try working as a pre-op in turkey, you will have to train in martial arts if you wanna survive that job. Lots of gross turkish man with sexual insecurities chase after pre-op's for prostitution than kill them after sex out of ther shame. Police treats you like a whore even if you are rich and dont work in the sex industry, they automatically assume that a pre-op = illegal prostitute.

>>341056
who cares

Hookonline dot org seems to be the best resource I know of (mostly for gay callboys but lots of links and general advice) There may be better out there, either through links or other research.
Know what the fuck you're doing, and what you'll do if things turn bad. Keep your shit ready to run like hell just in case things turn sour.
Best of luck to you in your future endeavors, the world needs more decent escorts.

>>340961

>you know how ladies open bottles in the West? well, they wait until a man goes to the bar, then they move close to him with a short skirt and get the man to buy them a drink before moving on to the next sucker. re-think femininity

yeah a woman would have put the bottle in her vagina until it became warm enough to open

>>340963

>you know how ladies open bottles in sparta? with their sparkling pedestal of near equality in place, they have their husbands open it on their land, then divorce them. because of how things work in sparta, she will get half of everything he owns and then will have an open bottle for them to drink. she likely got many manservants as well to open drinks for her in the future. re-think femininity.

>>340958
ur a pussy and pleb enough to not buy more knives if soething happens
fuging plep

Thats not unladylike.

>>340914
As what?

Yeah i think so
grow your hair out, do your eyebrows and get on HRT
could be cute

>>340914
hi babe are you from texas? xoxox

>>340914

yeah, with some work;you're jaw is sort of strong though.

>>340914
no
give up and die

being a retarded feminist doesn't make you more feminine. just take hormones,do sports + srs

>>340881
forgot ffs

difficulty understanding... how this is crazy... unless it was cuz... feminism was mentioned.... this is quite edgy OP.

>>340903
A usual bra does the truck for me. Though I went full-on tranny after my transition wearing gothic Lolitia. Though i'm 20 so I can still get away with it :D

I wore tank tops under my shirts when I was first transitioning cos they flattened my boobs some what.

I still wear them now only without the the shirts over the top :)

>>340825

My blog http://ninaunnormal.blogspot.de/ (German, you can change language on the top)

>>340835
I... I can't make sense of your legs.

>>340860

they are at an angle and then they are swayed at an exaggerated pose, but its kinda funy cause what they are wearing sorta defeats the purpose. its to give an illusio nthat they have curves/hips and many cis women do this to with their waist. but since they are wearing osmething that makes them look shapeless (especially if they have no curves) it kinda makes it look worse imo

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>>340861

Whats with my leggins? :D

>>340874

nothing really wrong with your outfit, but for your body shape it's not that flattering. mind you this is just my opinion. i think you could go with something else, maybe diff top and it'd look smashing. (i am not a chetah spots fan heh) idk why but usually when you sway ur hips like that you can see more curve, maybe its cuz of the spots that im distracted (sry drunk at seeing ur pic and drunk now) maybe when i sober up it will look better idk.

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Congrats, Who's next?

>>340828 Very happy for you! I hope that my experience soon also goes well.

I just left my father a coming out letter. He used to beat up gay people in the military. I am... anxious about his response......

>>340873

> I am... anxious

I'll fucking bet, stay safe.

>>340851

Like I said, the medical stuff aside if you aren't allergic to the medication you're gonna be fine. Just drink more water than usual (most people don't even drink more than 2 cups a water a day, bump it up to a bit more) then watch what you eat if you are on spiro. Bloodclots are really only if you are on lots of estrogen constantly. You'd have a higher chance and developing cancer than a clot if you're on spiro at the same time :)

I wouldn't say i know the medication inside and out, since I'm not a doctor nor a pharmacist, but I've tested things myself and for my body, I can see what is dumb to do and what is dumber. Self med is more of a feel and you're in control of your life. it's why it entices a lot of people towards it, because they can take action and control.

Just fyi, hrt is pretty much ymmv. it barely does anything for your face if you are post pubescent. at the very fucking most, it will put fat on your face in a slightly more feminine way. fat cells work in ways of sort of memory. of you've been fat, once you lose weight and go on hrt, the fat will continue to go in the same places as it's once been already. i dont have the wiki/documents/journals to link right now, but im sure with a couple mins of googling anyone could find it. so its pretty much best to start skinny and if you've never been fat in your life. from there, gain weight steadily and watch it do its work.

YMMV is a big thing. some people wont get much from it, others will. another factor is blood levels. lots of endos love to keep trans women at menopasual levels. THE SAME LEVELS THAT WOMEN START TO MASCULINZE/LOSE BOOB VOLUME. it's a fucking joke. so at those levels, you're either gonna be lucky to have any progress at all or have none. you want puberty levels/regular adult cis female levels.

rants aside, there is much to think about regardless of the route you take: waiting for endo, self med until then, not taking hrt at all.


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>>340853
Two things. Are there any legal reasons why i should not self med? And what is YMMV?

>>340856

Because in some countries estrogen might be held up in customs. It's a bit harder in some countries. In USA, it's pretty easy to self med. most use IHP because customs don't usually take it and send it back or confiscate it. While legal reasons, I'm not sure depends on country. But at least in america, no one can really do anything, but some doctors CAN refuse to treat you if they find out. (Fucked up on their part, what kidn of doctor does that shit? so instead of treating them and making sure they are safe and accepting their money, they ar just ognna shun you and let you keep doing that? it's pretty stupid and it's happened many times)

YMMV = Your mileage may vary


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>>340859
Jesus christ.. Your other pic made me wanna transiion.. But that latest pic... Makes me never want to see another pair of tits again.. Nevertheless grow my own. I will admit that is another concern of mine is aging as a transexual woman. I may be wrong, but i believe i would age "better" as a man.. Tho obviously i would more than likelu be happier as an unnatractive woman than a handsome old man.. As long as one person loves me that is all that matters

>>340862

lol i usually post pictures (this is an image board) how that one chick posts nothing but gifs and supernatural gifs, i usually post random picturs from my folder regardless what they are. just scroll down and pick and upload.

those are both cis women. one just happens to be ugly. most people inthis world are average, not many are ugly. and most of the ones that are ugly put no effort in their appearance. mind you, i am going off a standard eurocentric heteronormative beauty standard (not tumblr bullshit, but if you think about it, white people centered aroud the scandi area are considered the most attractive and if they follow more convential attractive looks, they are considered the most beautiful people in the world, hence eurocentric heternormative)

your tits will be ymmv as well. aging as a tranny will probably be ok as long as you keep up the dosage and stop the 2nd male puberty (aka hypermasculization) before it kicks in. all olde rwomen look ugly so it doesn't really matter. everyone says they would be happy as an unntractive woman rather than a hot guy, i really doubt that especailly after all the angst i constantly read from here and other places. wahhh i wish i was pretty. i might pass but im ugly and no one wants me wahhh.

for some i can believe that's true, but for the most part, i really doubt you'd want to live as an ugly woman over a good looking guy. it boils down to acceptance of your body/mind, privilege (yes you will have an easier life being a man or a goodlooking man over ugly woman) how you'd want to age (again men gain more social leverage as the yget older than women) and some other things i cant think of off hand.

find a pansexual partner like i did. its the best way.

>>340815

I take HRT and it works fine with smoking (about 10 cigs) but it would be better to stop.

Buy an ecig. They're fucking amazing. Or smoke moar weed (420 blaze it faggot)

the nicotine (no matter how you take it, smoke, gum, ecig whatever) is what causes blood clots when you are on estrogen. If you are taking hrt, quit nicotine as soon as you can. It is pretty much the main way people get blood clots on hrt.

>>340849
No one cares about the blood clots it's the effectiveness of the hormones that changes the most for smokers because their livers work harder to eliminate chemicals from the body and as a byproduct it removes estrogen at the same time.

Taking estrogen in ways that bypass the liver are far more effective as a result. Also reducing the chemicals that are in cigarettes by using gums, patches or ecigarettes reduces the rate at which the liver functions so it should help.

And if you're seriously concerned about blood clots then just take half a aspirin a day with a meal.

>>340849
Well that just made it 100x harder for me to transition..