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Don't feel too bad, it might come easy for you, it seems as though it does for some, I was just unlucky.
Sometimes I think I would love to change jobs, the thing is, I am not quite ready to leave this field for a couple more years. Reason being, it was hell getting to where I am, and also financially, full of opportunities. Had I been in this career and not spent money on transition, I would be really comfortable, not set, but very comfortable. I don't have expensive tastes when it comes to cars, and I don't have any vices, at all, other than buying clothes. I sort of want to make up for what I can.
With a bit more experience, I might be able to diversify into a different line of work, down the line, then again I might bite the bullet and go back to school again.
That's the problem, I wear dresses like this, and I think I look good in them. Thing is, to a guy checking out a cute girl in a pretty dress, that's all good until she does or says something out of place. :(
Pretty much all of what you said make sense! I think I might go book shopping this weekend. I do sometimes act awkward, you know ridged poses and basically second guessing EVERYTHING I do or say.
I have been so tempted to post a timeline, or passport photos, 18 and 23, but I have made it this far without doing it and I think I am stealth, seen as a woman, just a weird, and unlikeable one...
My physical transformation looks good on paper, but if the internet could see the social one, people would chuckle.
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