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Tucking problems by Frederick Broffingstock - Fri, 08 May 2015 08:49:23 EST ID:SJhD3eb6 No.387546 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've been having some issues with tucking. I shove my testicles up in the things, push my dong and sack towards my butt, close my legs to hold them there while I put on my underwear, making sure it's tight and stuff.

So everything is where it should be, but I get this super annoying crease/bulge in place of what would be my dong bulge, from all the skin/fat/meat/whatever that's there. I'm not overweight or anything, but it's extremely noticeable. A weird V-shaped monstrosity.

Anyone else get this? What should I do :<
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Nigger Gapperdet - Tue, 09 Jun 2015 12:00:02 EST ID:4q8E3B7m No.388965 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It smells like concentrated junk sweat because it is concentrated junk sweat. It doesn't exactly smell like such sweat did prehrt though obviously it doesn't smell like cisfemjunksweat. It's a consequence of tucking and makes sense that it would happen given you have folded flesh pushed up in an enclosed environment, and when you air it out and maybe wipe with a towel it goes away fast.

The question is, how does one avoid buildup? You could rub deodorant on your junk but that doesn't seem healthy. You could put moisture wicking technical fabric in there, that seems like the most viable option.
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George Shittingdale - Tue, 09 Jun 2015 17:19:36 EST ID:JOc7ztiQ No.388969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>388965
I just carry wet wipes in my purse for when I use the restroom.

Any product I've tried like deodorant doesn't help a lot and just ends up causing nasty product build-up to clean up in addition to sweat build-up (it can also cause a UTI). I've never tried putting fabric between the penis and perineum, but I think it'd be hard to make it so your tuck doesn't slip.
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Shitting Baddlewat - Tue, 09 Jun 2015 18:00:29 EST ID:ANhnyAXt No.388971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>388965
baby powder maybe, shouldn't it collect the moisture?
not that I have this problem or anything
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Oliver Gevingman - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 20:18:04 EST ID:AbAXMdL2 No.390065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BUMP
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Oliver Gevingman - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 20:32:54 EST ID:AbAXMdL2 No.390066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've having great difficultly tucking because my gentials shrink/expand a alot depending on the heat; so if I tuck when it's small and shrunken, I'm in alot of pain when it gets bigger, and if I tuck when it's big, then it shrinks and the tape just falls off.
I'm referring mainly to the scrotum I guess

I can't wrap tape all the way around the scrotum, because that cuts into the skin and is really painful and leaves me with minor bleeding and open skin.

so I guess tl;dr

>HOW TO I USE THE TAPE TO KEEP IT CENTERED AND TIGHT BETWEEN MY LEGS/BUTTCHEEKS
>how should I place the tape to make it all effective but not painful, so I can pee sitting down without having to undo all the tape
I pee alot
>>387568
do you have a link to these things?


My Rants by Fucking Tillinghall - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 07:56:33 EST ID:VPojUM7d No.389981 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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26 years old, since the age of four i have known I was born with the wrong gender. Kept it secret until I was 9 and told my parents who told me I was confused and took me to a therapist. Stayed depressed through highschool and these feelings never changed. Have had a fiance at 22 who I nearly married but she continued to say I was too feminine and not manly enough (go figure). Had a second fling two years later and she also said the same thing..

Been fighting wanting to go down the rabbit hole take hormones and start experiencing the life I know I want..

What holds me back?

  1. I'm 5'10, fat 8 muscle, and a frame that I fear would always scream tranny. Wishing I was given mones before puberty like I wanted, I listened to my parents and believed i was just confused.
  2. How am I supposed to keep a job and have a good career
  3. No family support , no friends who would support it.
  4. Fear fear fear.
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Reuben Pivingkudging - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 17:16:46 EST ID:ANhnyAXt No.390056 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390055
Actually I did, when I was little my parents had a homestead to go for summer far from city and one night a curious tanuki came over.
Also there were some assholes who lived not far away and used to poach them for fur.
Have you ever seen Eurasian Lynx?
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Molly Bigglepig - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 18:25:45 EST ID:Imsvs7U6 No.390061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>389981

I didn't know Quentin Tarantino was trans.
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Whitey Fimmleforth - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 19:02:14 EST ID:KmgqW22q No.390062 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390061

>Haha
Different chin, I can tell.
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Whitey Chinningsotch - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 19:46:17 EST ID:+V7zALUz No.390063 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Don't be going cutting off your pee pee
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Edwin Donkinmat - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 19:51:50 EST ID:4anFyrdn No.390064 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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dude, we gotta be happy with who we are, no matter what. you're probably not gonna read this answer anywhere else in this thread, cuz it's /cd/ of all places, but hear me out. you cannot ever pass, you do have a large frame and you have a manly physique. you are always going to look hella awkward as a woman. it will take surgery and money you don't have to barely transform you into a woman look-a-like.

so fuck it, if you are the wrong gender, be your gender in the body you got. this body is just our shells. we spend a little bit of time alive and then we all get old and die.

I dressed up as a little girl when I was a kid, but as I grew up I just abandoned the idea of gender altogether and I just am a person. I think that is what we all are, deep down. Nobody is a gender. /cd/ is a mess of a place full of people who trade their happiness for implants and compliments. whole identities built to pass in front of straight men and women. a life's obsession with being recognized...

do not walk this path. walk away and find yourself, your true genderless, bodiless self inside. you will never want for any physical need the same way again


So I'm looking for someone by Basil Penderkodging - Wed, 17 Jun 2015 09:08:46 EST ID:ANhnyAXt No.389363 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Lets say I'm getting back into escorting and am looking for an escort buddy: someone to split rent with and watch over for each other when that's necessary.
I'm looking for someone with same attitude as mine: ''it's necessary for money to get things done''
Is there any no forced anon site where I could find someone like that in Europe?
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Oliver Dragglepare - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 16:38:45 EST ID:Eyse2/Qk No.390054 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390052
Where are you from if you dont mind me asking?
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Reuben Pivingkudging - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 17:18:04 EST ID:ANhnyAXt No.390057 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390054
Baltic States
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Oliver Dragglepare - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 17:19:05 EST ID:Eyse2/Qk No.390058 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390057

>Erasmus Program?
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Reuben Pivingkudging - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 17:30:47 EST ID:ANhnyAXt No.390059 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390058
No, erasmus is just for short term exchange not for finishing whole studies abroad
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Oliver Dragglepare - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 18:04:50 EST ID:Eyse2/Qk No.390060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390059

Enjoy Denmark. Check out that cool commune in Copenhagen.


loestrin 30 by Cyril Peblinghood - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 09:04:29 EST ID:4P6yJydn No.390038 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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got some birth control pills full of estrogen. I'm Male and curious what these will do if I take them
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Caroline Summleham - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 10:26:10 EST ID:Xm/sdXLL No.390040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Take proper HRT, it's not that expensive.
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Cyril Peblinghood - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 10:42:05 EST ID:4P6yJydn No.390041 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390040
any basic sites for it?
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Oliver Dragglepare - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 11:33:56 EST ID:Eyse2/Qk No.390042 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390041

Tamaipedia
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John Nickleridge - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 14:18:20 EST ID:66TsIGWi No.390050 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There's isn't a lot of estrogen in them. You'd have to take a months worth in one day to get HRTs worth.
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Oliver Dragglepare - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 16:37:18 EST ID:Eyse2/Qk No.390053 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>390050
>You'd have to take a months worth in one day


hard dicks by John Billingshit - Sun, 28 Jun 2015 05:28:48 EST ID:q740nNE7 No.389916 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What is the secret that TS pornstars and escorts use to be functional yet still so feminine? I know transgirls who escort that have been on hormones for years but can still get it up... how is this possible??
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Matilda Brerryfudge - Mon, 29 Jun 2015 06:28:03 EST ID:zJVvimwj No.389954 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hormones don't completely erase your ability to have erections. Blood still can flow to the tissue and cause it. Just it's more difficult and more soft.
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Phineas Gollerkidge - Mon, 29 Jun 2015 14:50:26 EST ID:JOc7ztiQ No.389964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's one of those YMMV things, really. I have no issues maintaining an erection despite being on hormones for years. Ones that have trouble probably do >>389917 this but some are probably like me and just never developed issues.
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Lillian Denningtare - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 11:20:24 EST ID:rWdOZnvl No.389988 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've heard sex workers use flutamide as an anti androgen as it doesn't affect sex drive or semen production but I highly doubt the passable ones do that cause it allows testosterone to build up but doesn't allow it to affect your estrogen levels but id imagine that doesn't make for a pleasant experience so just use Spiro and don't worry bout it who wants an erection anyways. whats better being able to get it up or having your t nuked in oblivion. I'd say nuke the t.
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Martha Gorrydale - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 21:40:57 EST ID:oIOw9yVo No.390020 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389954

its not so much getting erections but being able to ejaculate. hormones erase your ability to ejaculate.
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Ernest Breggledale - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 14:04:35 EST ID:U3h+Q1al No.390049 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389947

Fuck that.

I've been on hormones for 3.5 years and still have no problem getting hard when I'm aroused. You just have to masturbate semi regularly. Feels good man.


Life Update Thread by Walter Billerwater - Wed, 24 Jun 2015 02:46:32 EST ID:S6fPmED9 No.389712 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hows everyone going in their journeys here?

Im noticing this place is getting a little -terrible- so i thought to ask

Are you on track with your plans? is your experience going well since coming out?
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Henry Cullystun - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 22:16:51 EST ID:7CVSw5+P No.390024 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>390017
>My father was also an army officer so I can use the military facilities like the officer's club which are basically cheap and clean hotels for military personnel, popular ones are located in the mediterranean shores with some awesome private beaches .

>you
>being trans
>awesome private beaches

Hmm whats the worst that could happen?
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Henry Cullystun - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 22:22:33 EST ID:7CVSw5+P No.390025 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Nah Im just joking.
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Edwin Hovingman - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 22:46:04 EST ID:OOhv0DDy No.390026 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Trans
>Unemployed
>23
>No Degree
>Serious Substance Abuse Problem which is Seriously under control.
>In College parents make too much but dont support me enough so I get Financial Aid, might take GR and not SSDB (I qualify).
>Pretty much a fatalist who believes in Pascal's Wager.
>Minority
>Third generation imigrant from Europe;wanted to go back dream ruined.
>Third generation Californian, stop coming here were full up.

Fuck
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Fucking Blurringtad - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 05:31:13 EST ID:QEM5VyWN No.390035 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390025
What's that city?
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Emma Crandermuck - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 11:35:52 EST ID:15D8kUXE No.390043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390035
Malé, Maldives


Therapy? by Polly Fankinchut - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 01:56:59 EST ID:AwHwAOLq No.390033 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Been on hormones for about 8 months, am looking at going legit mainly because I need letters for an orchie. I only have one kidney and honestly am afraid Spiro is literally going to edge me into kidney failure or something. So I could really use any advice I can get from you guys? How do I find a therapist, how much will it cost for 3-6 months of therapy and to get on hormones legitly? If I told them I was already on hormones but DIY, would that help me get them faster? Because I can't do this much longer..
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Fucking Blurringtad - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 05:26:29 EST ID:QEM5VyWN No.390034 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390033
More importantly, where do you live that you can do orchi without doing full srs?
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Priscilla Fucklefuck - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 09:35:08 EST ID:4RsCRchS No.390039 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yo can do nacl method and inject it in your testes


first steps by Eugene Drickledare - Fri, 26 Jun 2015 23:36:36 EST ID:aBvC6eEz No.389829 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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what are some first steps to not make coming out be such a shocker?
things like shaving body hair and growing long hair
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Augustus Panderpitch - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 11:33:14 EST ID:c/dtGtJj No.389991 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389976

>It's not that hard to do asshole.
Yeah you did it for me.
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Shitting Mackletadge - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 23:05:15 EST ID:tmwbM4Ok No.390027 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>389973
I don't even care what the topic is here, I will take every opportunity I can get to say fuck LA. Even being in school and not having transition on my mind sucked balls.

90% of people there were gigantic assholes. No one can drive. Traffic just "happens" with no reason - 1:30 PM? An hour to drive up the street. Just because. Can't go anywhere without a car. Rent is absolutely retarded - $1400 for a roach-infested one-bedroom in the ghetto or downtown. Nothing is downtown unless you love hipster art bullshit. There's no reason to trust anybody or anything. Even if you live in a nice area, don't leave your car window cracked, or your shit is gone.

And the weather sucks ass too. It's cold as shit at night and in the morning. Every place I lived in had no fucking clue about climate control because "omg LA the weather must be so gorgeous!!" No.

I had everything going for me, and then my first few months in LA were a kick to the nuts. My whole industry's out there, so after escaping, I tried to go back. Blew a ton of money - 90% of it on rent - got nothing out of being there, friends abandoned me for girlfriends or boyfriends or work. Can't find work living outside, can't afford to go back and look for work.

tl;dr I agree, seriously, do not THINK of moving to LA unless you already have a six-figure job lined up. Everything including the environment is hostile, it's not like you're moving to a comfortable place to begin with.
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Edwin Hovingman - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 23:44:10 EST ID:OOhv0DDy No.390028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390027

>that drawing looks like a drawing of one of my Master instructors, one of their works. Look like it tooka about 5 minutes.

>Can't find work living outside, can't afford to go back and look for work.
Yeah we should meet up but, I think thats a violation of the rules.

I would leave LA but my life has been on a spiral since, well whatever. There is hope since I realized Saint Vibiana is our Patron Saint; she is the patron Saint of Nobody's this shit aint even real man, its a test.

I'm not falling for the fauxllywood crap. I was born and I'll die not matter how much they lie.

http://youtu.be/7ULuRsR6XMM

>link related enough Venice Beach ranting.
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Oliver Dragglepare - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 01:17:41 EST ID:Eyse2/Qk No.390030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390028
>>390027

You both need to get transuccessful.
Get and stay employed.
Stop crying about a shitty city on a planet of shitty bumfuck cities.
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Caroline Sivingworth - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 01:35:03 EST ID:4Cwk/0mR No.390032 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>390028
lol I literally couldn't afford it and moved back to midwest with my parents. My plan was to kill myself when I ran out of money. But either way I don't live there anymore to meet up. What I meant was:
>can't find work in LA while living outside LA; can't afford to move back and live in LA in order to find work.

If you were me, I'd tell you to get out while you can dude. I had never even THOUGHT about killing myself before I lived there. There's no such thing as a "test." Life is a test. Staying there while it's killing you is a failure. I failed in LA, cut my losses, and ran. I'm not a coward; I gave it my all, and it didn't work. It was time for something new, a new approach to my life.

>>390030
I don't know what that means. I'm working on the post-transition success though.


Second transition by Betsy Gezzlesatch - Mon, 29 Jun 2015 19:56:08 EST ID:nJmFA9s2 No.389972 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Difference between taking sublingual tabs and spiro vs injecting post-orchi?
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Polly Crigglegold - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 11:31:32 EST ID:+SRNfON3 No.389990 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389972
I dont know. Anecdotally, yeah, a few friends go their orchis and then started spilling out of their dresses. My friend with SRS said the same thing. And I personally saw a huge difference (in a good way) when I switched to injections. But if your testosterone levels are lower than a cis woman's, it shouldnt matter right? And yet it seems to...
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Cedric Tillingshit - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 16:36:36 EST ID:t6B3y3rk No.389999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389990
Do you mean they got fat or more boobs?
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Edwin Drackledene - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 16:54:50 EST ID:gf0xVgHC No.390000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389990
I think this is all placebo mostly.
>I got my invasive gender reassignment surgery I must have dramatic changes now cause muh dick (is gpne)! Omg I am I am!
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Phoebe Diffingdale - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 00:03:51 EST ID:+SRNfON3 No.390029 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390000
Again, Idk, some I never new most people before they had their ops. But one girl I did know before and after, and yeah it sort of did change her. She got rounder, softer, like she was paler and her skin seemed clearer? I can't explain it exactly but it was there. And same with me, before and after shots, but maybe not as much. It makes me wonder, if I really want to take this to end, to achieve my greatest potential, do I have to give up a piece of me? I dont love my bits AT ALL, but if I want children they are the last part of me that could one day do that... I'm scared to give it up for "softer skin" or whatever.
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Caroline Sivingworth - Wed, 01 Jul 2015 01:22:22 EST ID:4Cwk/0mR No.390031 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>390029
Shit, man. Freeze your sperm. Popsicle children.

>but I'd have to go off hormones for months first
You'd have to do that to get someone pregnant naturally, too.

>but muh money
It's like $350 a year dude. SRS costs an assload more. If it's covered for you already, it's even easier to spend the money on cryo. If it's not, you better be making mad bank, plenty to pay for cryo too.

And the longer you stay on HRT, the more likely you are to be infertile/ sterile/ incapable of ever making babboos. In fact it's almost guaranteed in the first two years. It's not like the FtMs that stop and can somehow get pregnant.


Pysch ward & Hrt by Priscilla Fucklefuck - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 20:04:35 EST ID:4RsCRchS No.390013 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi. When I was really young I was diagnosed with bipolar and general anxiety disorder. I'm now 20 and have been suspicious of having a personality disorder for a long time. I recently went to a job coach service which I've tried on and off for years. I don't like going outside and being personal with people they make me upset and paranoid. I asked if I could work from home and she said she doesn't think I'm capable of handling a phone. I am on hormones and was thinking of checking myself into a pyschward to get proper diagnosis. My personality hasn't changed that much since hrt except I'm capable of crying. Could they blame it on my hrt and take my meds away if I check myself in? That would be the worst.
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Nicholas Murdridge - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 20:22:28 EST ID:EhAX9/nK No.390014 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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ignore your diagnoses. Batter yourself with "the real world" and human interaction until it doesnt overwhelm you. Something making you "upset and paranoid" isnt an excuse to just altogether avoid it and "well, im exempt, i must have some sort of innate disorder making me this way so the only thing i can do is to pander to it" its a sign of something that you need to fix

socialisation didnt happen properly to you. The fact youve probably been molly coddling this illusory illness of yours has most likely, over the past few years, undone what little social ability you did pick up when you were younger, and forced to do so.

Social aptitude will decay the longer you shun social interactions. You, like many, are in a rut from withdrawing so far in, mentally, that youve developed a pariah complex. You arent a pariah. You arent a basket-case. You arent a snowflake. Youre a social animal who's lacking in practice; and anything you say in contrary to that is merely you digging for excuses. It doesnt matter if its hard. do it
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Polly Bunwill - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 20:49:38 EST ID:D0apJWhd No.390015 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390014
Holy shit (not OP) but I needed this post. Describes me pretty well, though I don't have any official psychological diagnoses (aside from gender dysphoria)
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Henry Cullystun - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 21:28:06 EST ID:7CVSw5+P No.390018 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>OP
>Anon

ANON
>to
OP

Ignore them,go to clinic an AA meeting do something else besides that.
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Hannah Duckworth - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 21:35:20 EST ID:KyRaH8Ya No.390019 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>390014
Thank you based Trans Labeouf. (not OP, but I'm saving this post)


Sucidal thoughts by Nathaniel Wingerback - Thu, 11 Jun 2015 00:27:31 EST ID:+UBoXqVN No.389054 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How frequent are your suicidal thoughts? I myself deal with them nightly mostly because I want a man to hold me like they do a women. I also uncontrollably start tearing at my face and crying when my hand brushes stubble on my face and think of suicide. A new one starting bugging me as well my dad will never treat me like a daughter. He has never had a daughter so he wouldnt know how I suppose either way.

My prefered fantasy of suicide is tying a belt around my belt post and going to sleep with it just taut enough to cut off the air.

Whats your preferable fantasy of suicide? What triggers your thoughts the most?

>inb4
>triggers
>blah blah tumblr rant
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Graham Murdhood - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 07:16:38 EST ID:IC2Cg34r No.389980 Ignore Report Quick Reply
pass completely as a girl. Still not happy. Every single time I get in my car I want to drive as fast as I can into a wall, every single time I hold a knife, walking past heavy traffic, every single opportunity to kill myself I at the very least think it.

I am incredibly fucking lucky to have the life I have. My parents almost completely accept me, have an amazing girlfriend, pass like 95% of the time, and if I don't it's only ever "is that a guy or a girl?" which is a phrase that I can easily deal with, even without clothes I can objectively say my figure is feminine, but I still find myself incredibly ugly. I hate my face, I hate my voice, I absolutely hate the fucking disgusting horrible lump between my legs. The only problem I have atm is money and well, I think everyone is in the same boat with that.

I want to stop. I want to die. I want to just fucking feel nothing and to not breathe and to not have to try to deal with every day life and supporting everyone else too and trying to not break down on a fucking daily basis. I haven't broken down in so long because I've had so much shit to sort out constantly and I've been keeping myself so fucking busy that I know for a fact I'm going to burn out in a few weeks to a month, and that's if I'm lucky. If something snaps me it could happen tomorrow.

I've had to put a mask back on. I'm hiding again. My girlfriend can't even read my fucking mood properly any more. This mask is going to turn me back into the angry hateful person I was and I don't ever fucking want that again. I don't want to feel numb. I don't want to have no emotions but anger and stress but it's fucking coming again, because the only other option is complete shut down and either having to be looked after in a Home or death, and I'd much rather die than be another fucking burden to another group of people looking after someone so fucking pathetic they can't even remember to have basic functions like eating or going outside.

I've been wanting to shut myself away so much, to be isolated and alone and to deal with nothing or everything at my own pace but the world doesn't work like that. I can't just f…
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Edwin Bedgekadge - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 15:18:05 EST ID:nt3oe9EH No.389997 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389980
I've been through this.. good luck haha
If i was to give you advice about the way your feeling
>stop being such a vagina and just cry

>placing all of your values into success and university..
first of uni sucks cock so fuck that, ive been so happy ever since i just moved on from that fucking place, i plan to attend a new one after i give them 3 grand

>Even though you pass you are still messed up
Probably because you had to go through the painful experience of transitioning and you never processed any of the hard stuff emotionally.

>Emotionally shutting down will not make you feel better
I bet you run away from all of your problems like I do

>Go see a counselor and talk to someone
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Edwin Bedgekadge - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 15:20:42 EST ID:nt3oe9EH No.389998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>389980
I've been through this.. good luck haha
If i was to give you advice about the way your feeling
>stop being such a vagina and just cry

>placing all of your values into success and university..
first of uni sucks cock so fuck that, ive been so happy ever since i just moved on from that fucking place, i plan to attend a new one after i give them 3 grand

>Even though you pass you are still messed up
Probably because you had to go through the painful experience of transitioning and you never processed any of the hard stuff emotionally.

>Emotionally shutting down will not make you feel better
I bet you run away from all of your problems like I do

>Go see a counselor and talk to someone
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Faggy Muckletack - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 17:25:49 EST ID:tloFy610 No.390003 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>389997
>first of uni sucks cock

What? Universities are very interesting places. Very neat to visit. A while ago, I was supposed to attend a meeting at this campus, but I wasn't able to get admission in the room, and I didn't regret that mixup one bit.
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Martha Depperwedge - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 19:57:50 EST ID:+BDDOMcP No.390012 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390003
They are neat to visit, i personally didn't enjoy my experience at university at all.s of course that was pre everything but everyone would stare at me and watch every single thing i did i had a crowd of people wwtching no matter what i did, it was just creepy and not a place i could ever be comfortable


awkward trans stories by Jenny Casslekerk - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 17:39:25 EST ID:SAndXRte No.390005 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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now u
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Jenny Casslekerk - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 18:03:09 EST ID:SAndXRte No.390007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390006
yeah man fuckin' bathrooms amirite?
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Faggy Muckletack - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 18:04:26 EST ID:tloFy610 No.390008 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390007
Fuck, I mean washrooms.
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Polly Bunwill - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 20:55:25 EST ID:D0apJWhd No.390016 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>390008
??? Literally the same thing? Washroom, bathroom??
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Henry Cullystun - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 21:45:34 EST ID:7CVSw5+P No.390021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Awkward Trans-Stories

Be trans.
Dont transition.
Die.
Be trans.
Dont transition.
Die.
Be trans.
Transition.
Die hated.
Be trans.

>Over 9001 times for about 3999 days
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Henry Cullystun - Tue, 30 Jun 2015 21:53:09 EST ID:7CVSw5+P No.390022 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>390021

>the last part was supposed to read die not:

be trans
transition
be loved

>over 9001 times for at least 27050 days at a time
>sorry I am trans therefore I am inferior.


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