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Wanting to look more feminine/sexy? by Jack Seshwadge - Sat, 04 Oct 2014 16:13:20 EST ID:8TgGJ/NH No.379042 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I am about 3 months out from hormones, I've got a small amount of andro clothing (I'd have more but I've been broke more often than not) and am going to start really getting into makeup/hairstyles/etc.

I had a really hard time getting over my own 23 years of hard wiring and a homophobic dad (who has turned a new page over and is AMAZING, willing to throw money at me to an extent) and I am just not beginning to have less problems with it.

I am so excited for my titty skittles it ISN'T FUNNY. So excited that I want to jump for joy (waited for this for so fucking long) and now that it's happening I really want to get down to business.

So~ I come to the girls (and the guys if they want to answer) of seedy to ask some questions.

First and foremost, I am not a trap but I do feel that maybe some guides on 'trapping' would be acceptable advice. (Such as the the picture here: , very relevant). Does anyone else have any guides, tips, advice on feminizing my appearance? I've done a good amount, hair down to my shoulders by now and am trying everything I can manage but am ALWAYS hungry for more information (the more detailed and lengthy info, the better!)

Secondly, I want to maximize/super charge my boob growth as my genetics don't play into that and I'm rather big so I want big boobs. What can I do to do this?

Until I get the surgery (which I KNOW I am going to, maybe implants too if my boobs don't grow) I need to know how to tuck. Apparently I have been doing this since I was VERY little and never knew but it isn't really acceptable for wearing tighter clothing because I still have that bulge (WHICH I FUCKING HATE). So tips? Guides? Videos!?

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Faggy Huzzledale - Sun, 05 Oct 2014 00:40:36 EST ID:2p4LHrVm No.379077 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>trans support groups
These if anything will make you feel way better off about your situation and maybe you will be lucky enough to go in on a day when someone rad is there and make a friend. I prefer lgbt drop ins but trans groups can be ok. I just find most trans people i know kind of scary... Its a hard life.
We all have our drawbacks and you very well could end up being there later on needing real help and support. SO its good to get yourself acquainted with these things.
Fuck Goodstone - Sun, 05 Oct 2014 01:04:08 EST ID:ZP+TqlkM No.379079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ugh ya, I feel better about myself despite not passing at these things and just going boymode because at least I don't look like ridiculous drag queens like these people do. It makes me feel normal, until I read about earlier transitioners and then its back to feeling like my life is over.
Emma Cullerfoot - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 21:11:49 EST ID:8TgGJ/NH No.379870 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Okay. So I attempted to write a response to this and ended up wiping it by accident when I closed out my browser like an idiot.

Take two!

I don't know how you should do with hair... Is it long? Anyway, the hard thing with hair is that you need a hairdresser, and how transfriendly they are is hard to know, they might try to give you a guyish cut even though you want something girlier. Knowing what kind of hair style you want is difficult too, and imo you should have a good idea of what you want before you go to a hairdresser.

#I will plan on having a good idea but I'm not sure as to a great many things. My hair comes down to beyond my shoulders now, just barely. I recently highlighted my bangs and other bits to be lighter shades of blonde which did wonders for lightening my face up. I will continue with this line of action but still have no clue how to tackle the hairdresses/hair styles bit.

First: DONT. Trapping guides are meant for men who wish to trap other men into thinking they are girls, you're a girl, download and excersie tape for toning, search diet guides online, dont think of yourself as a man becoming a woman, think of yourself as a woman.

#I agree but the concepts are still sound, are they not? I'm not thinking I am not a woman but I'd be idiotic to consider myself gorgeous as I am and I want to change that so badly it hurts. There are a lot of traps out there, some of them being my friends til I realized they were glorified camwhores, that look amazing and sometimes better than most women! So I figured that might've been a good place to start.
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Wesley Bunbury - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:46:26 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>not using le meemee arrows
Emma Cullerfoot - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 05:34:58 EST ID:8TgGJ/NH No.379901 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You are correct. My mistake. xD

How do you masturbate? by Hannah Peffingstodge - Thu, 16 Oct 2014 11:51:40 EST ID:LgvRXNzd No.379714 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Jerking off feels weird, so i just squeeze it between my thighs. Can we get a thread about masturbation tips?
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Matilda Hicklestone - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 22:06:07 EST ID:/XOMnMwt No.379872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is only the case if you go to suporn or anyone who does his technique because Suporn told me that I would only be an inch deep if I got penile inversion. I had a small dick almost considered micro penis and penile inversion using your shaft to determine your depth. With suporn's technique he uses your scrotal tissue to determine depth. Now I'm 5 inches.

Knowing that most surgeon still use the archaic penile inversion means that dick size still matters.
Nigger Papperman - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 23:26:44 EST ID:PGdoes4K No.379882 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5 inches is still incredibly shallow... hope your bf is small as fuck
Matilda Hicklestone - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 23:29:45 EST ID:/XOMnMwt No.379883 Ignore Report Quick Reply
5 is actually average for women. and mens average is 5 and a half. Plus going in allt he way is not even supposed to happen anyways. Meh my bf is a little below 6 inches so watever. I don't really care if I can't accomodate a ginormous dick anyways. That's more of the guys problem who has anything larger than 6 inches in my opinion.
Nigger Dullysot - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 04:42:32 EST ID:48Cp9UVU No.379899 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Plus going in allt he way is not even supposed to happen anyways

What? Have you never had sex?
Phineas Brunninglock - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 05:10:35 EST ID:AZQSrbod No.379900 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you mean never used my dick no, but ive had anal as a bottom and that felt amazing. My point is if my bf's dick is 1 inch not in that shouldn't affect anything.

Questioning... by Rebecca Brookwell - Fri, 17 Oct 2014 14:35:25 EST ID:ag7hxr8L No.379743 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm an almost 31 year old dude who's dealt with gender dysphoria for a while.

I tried to transition when I was 28; I didn't look like it on the outside but I was taking HRT for six weeks. I was scared; I was living with a family that was completely non-accepting and violent and as such I had to do it in secret.

I had odd feelings while on it; I felt depressed for no reason, but I did like how it changed my body (well, outside of my balls aching like hell). I noticed that men somehow knew I was on it, and I didn't like that at all.

Then I got into a minor traffic incident. I was faced with a possible sentence of six months in jail. I was terrified; I knew that if I went in there, I'd get raped. So I almost immediately went off the estrogen and eventually the anti-androgens and started to drink a bottle of wine every night and lift weights.

I think my family knew. My mother did, and she was fine with it. That was nice because she died a few months later from cancer; she was the only one who even halfway accepted me for who and what I was. I told my sister about it two years later and she said that she didn't care, although back then she was emotionally manipulating me to not do it, saying that she would disown me but still give me money so that I didn't have to whore myself out to older perverts.

My father doesn't know for sure. I was never close to him, and if I decided to transition again, he'd of course not accept it. Funny how he's happy as a clam with a new woman now and wants me to be a part of that whole thing; I guess he feels that he's entitled to acceptance, but I'm not.

My brother would just be disgusted, but I doubt he would disown me unless if there was drama from my father. I like him, but if I had to distance myself from him, I would.

I think that I felt bad about the initial attempt because I was in a completely non-supportive environment and I was faced with all this drama and animosity. Now that I'm on my own and don't depend on my family anymore, I think that I could handle it better, and would be more welcoming of change.
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Jarvis Drobbleridge - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 23:05:36 EST ID:kGM0n0L0 No.379875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Is this known to even be an actual thing?
Frederick Bredgestock - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 23:39:44 EST ID:ulyStB52 No.379885 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Masturbating to the idea of being a women? Totally a real thing, and not uncommon among mtfs. The actual theory of autogyphilia is bullshit; As it asserts that every mtf is either a pervert, or an incredibly effeminate gay man who just wants to trap straight guys into sleeping with them.

Before I transitioned, I used to fantasize about getting fucked by a guy as a girl. That can either be read as fairly perverted thing for a guy to fantasize about, or a fairly normal thing for a women. The problem with people who came up with the theory of AGP and continue to push it is that they are completely incapable of perceiving transwoman to be actual women. It's a dumb theory and responsible for pushing more than a few people back into the closet. I really wish I didn't come across it when I was 16, that and fucking Laura's Playground...
Ernest Baddlegold - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 00:10:29 EST ID:xlKJ1GzO No.379887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've noticed that my 'dysphoria' has actually grown stronger the more my sex drive has faded with age. I was supposed to transition when i was 21 but it didn't work out. Back then I was horny as fuck, and would sometimes think that the whole tranny thing, for me, was to do with sex. But then i got older (I'm 31 also, like OP, and have never transitioned :/ sucks to admit it on here.); my sex drive disappeared and I was left with the same feelings.

I would be okay with not being 'real' trans. I would love to meet a guy with money who would protect me and let me transition... and I wouldn't care if I'm not really trans. My ideal situation would be to meet an awesome man that would support and protect me and I could go about transition without ever worrying about being 'real' trans or not. I would be okay with being fake trans.
Frederick Bredgestock - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 00:41:44 EST ID:ulyStB52 No.379888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Real trans people? Fake trans people? What? Do you have some sort of metaphysical sense for trans-ness?

Here is the reality: There is no real/fake distinction. Either you pass, and voila you're accepted as a real woman. Or you don't pass, you're (perceived as) a man, and you're (perceived as) not really trans. If you want to transition, you need to make it happen yourself, figured out a plan, get money, etc. No guy is going to come along and save you and you need to grow the fuck up and do it yourself, you're fucking 31, you should have figured that out by now.
Nell Penninggold - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 03:19:09 EST ID:PjSme3qS No.379898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>There is no real/fake distinction when it comes to being trans
Get out...

Transparent by Cedric Grandspear - Tue, 30 Sep 2014 00:28:27 EST ID:oDGl032L No.378864 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sup /cd/, I know there's already a thread on /mtv/ about this but given the subject matter at hand, I wanted to come here to get your thoughts about Transparent. What do you guys think of the show and how do you feel they handled transgender issues on it?
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Reuben Blonderfuck - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 04:28:18 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ebenezer Blablingchark - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 04:47:15 EST ID:/XOMnMwt No.379796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Iv'e met plenty of hons. I understand that some don't act flamboyant, but most of them do. Most of the hons i met when I went to Dr. Suporn were very loud and flamboyant and were constantly sarcastic. There were some quieter ones but compared to the majority they are usually loud and flamboyant. All you need to sound flamboyant is have a masculine voice and act like a girl. My point is is that hons don't work on their voices at all and don't care how they look in public cause they know they have no chance of passing.
James Fuckingcocke - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 17:22:31 EST ID:o5fBRnMt No.379826 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>This Thread
Cedric Clammlepedge - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 20:35:12 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Nell Penninggold - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 03:12:32 EST ID:PjSme3qS No.379897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>I understand that some don't act flamboyant, but most of them do.
No most hons are not flamboyant even in the slightest, they' have more masculine/nerdy personalities and dress rather androgynously or dress in basic women's clothing.

A hon is just an old transitioner or doesn't pass and thinks self-medding is bad and says hon a lot. It has nothing to do with being flamboyant which is when a male acts overly feminine.

Don't get me wrong I don't like hons as much as the next young transitioner but they're very misrepresented by people on /cd/ who most of the time have no exp with them and just parrot what they hear from others on here.

Idk what people you met but they probably were just TV's, cd's, or drag queens who get feminizing surgeries, there is a lot of that over in Thailand. If you spent any time on places like Susan's (I had to because this site didn't exist) then you'd know the majority of trans people there are masculine and feminine trans are few.

pic related is what people here confuse with hons.

FTM stuff by Phineas Lightforth - Fri, 10 Oct 2014 15:57:58 EST ID:V0uBLYd8 No.379363 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I"m not sure there is even anyone on this board who is not cis or MTF? I've been lurking here for years, but rarely see anyone posting.

I want a penis, but there's just no way of getting anything remotely functional with current technology. I can live with the boobs and the periods if I have to.

I also want to "be male", but every definition of that that I can come up with is sexist as fuck, or sounds very much like "I'd like to be treated like a person by others and only men get treated like people".

So why bother transitioning or even coming out at all?
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Archie Garrywetch - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 22:17:33 EST ID:Iw35VWdv No.379841 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Try harder dude, your trolling is weak and boring.
Phoebe Trotwell - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 23:23:37 EST ID:giluiVPm No.379843 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>implying normal people don't think trannies are disgusting
Cedric Clammlepedge - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 23:58:01 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379845 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>normal people
John Nobblenodging - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 02:42:15 EST ID:Ruy3nqW/ No.379895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>it's hard to define a man as anything diferrent from a woman

Our brains function differently on a physical level. Male minds tend to think laterally favoring one hemisphere over the other in a given instance. Females utilize both hemispheres, though not too the intensity males do. Perhaps transgender brains work more in line with their internal gender, but I don't know. The differences don't stop with the brain; fat distribution, bone density, field of vision, color recognition, sense of touch, resilience towards pain (in different scenarios), muscle production, empathetic thoughts, relationships.Our chromosomes are different. The list goes on (

Transgenderism is a serious thing and the cause isn't known, but don't go around saying men and women aren't different. They are, or we wouldn't be a predominantly two sexed species. There is a cultural influence into how a person identifies AS WELL as a biological influence built up and refined through millennia of evolution.

Further, these differences don't serve to alienate or favor any one sex over the other. Men and women are just as capable as each other, but in no way are they equal to one another. They are balanced, in that ones strengths make up for the others shortcomings, but the equality that is pushed down our throats from media and politics is a convenient tool. Equal in potential, but there paths and strengths are separate.

And yet even though this seems rigid and unchanging, it's the interaction of the two extremes (the archetypes of the man and the woman) that allow the limitless possibilities of the human condition. Look at the old gods we've forgotten. There were some gods who gave birth and other 'unmanly' deeds, and there were some goddesses who were as capable in war and combat as any god and eschewed the traditional roles within their own society. You can reach into any pantheon and find examples, and what were the gods but a reflection of the people?

I digress. My point is, there are differences between the sexes. But they are only limiting if we choose to let them be. Transfolk are new to western culture…
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Wesley Bunbury - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 03:00:10 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
underrated post

dreams? by Jack Muffingdale - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 18:21:16 EST ID:Vft+DGOv No.379861 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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although this might belong in /dr/ i want to know how u tranny's feel about this.

ok i occasionally dreamed that i was a girl back in the day, and they were my favorite dreams. But since i've transitioned i always dream i'm a girl and they rent as magical does anyone have a similar feeling to this
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Wesley Crannerheck - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 23:42:20 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379886 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Been thinkin about your dream more OP.

I dont know, it could be tied in with transition, because you know how that when you first start transitioning you love it and its so exciting but after a while its not exciting anymore because you're just so used to being seen as a girl by society that it just becomes normal.

i hope i have made sense.
Ernest Nobberbadging - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:36:45 EST ID:Vft+DGOv No.379889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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dont call me he bro
Wesley Bunbury - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:53:39 EST ID:B8iskLt5 No.379891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ernest Nobberbadging - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 02:00:39 EST ID:Vft+DGOv No.379893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
:) thanks
Matilda Hicklestone - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 02:10:31 EST ID:/XOMnMwt No.379894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I said sorry...

Heads Up! by Whitey Bliffingwutch - Mon, 06 Oct 2014 21:17:17 EST ID:iUzSoqzk No.379192 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Looks like the newest episode of South Park this Wednesday night will be touching on the subject of gender identity once again. This strikes me as odd as Trey and Matt have said in the past that they hate doing duplicate episodes which is what inspired "Dead Celebrities" to not be another Michael Jackson inspired episode.

What does /cd/ think of this?
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Hedda Ferrynan - Fri, 10 Oct 2014 20:28:15 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379372 Ignore Report Quick Reply

1) just remember cissy sounds like sissy :p and people who arent sissy dont like being called sissies.

3) trans*, umm yeah i think you could be right, stan was still confused at the end of the episode.
Hedda Ferrynan - Fri, 10 Oct 2014 20:40:04 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379374 Ignore Report Quick Reply

actually no, i have no idea what im talking about, disregard i sucks cocks etc.

Ebenezer Puvingmudging - Sat, 11 Oct 2014 07:35:54 EST ID:JlTIes8h No.379391 Ignore Report Quick Reply

1) thats kinda the point, reclaiming the word and all that smeg, like jolly african-american and dyke
Hedda Ferrynan - Sat, 11 Oct 2014 09:26:54 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379398 Ignore Report Quick Reply

i know, see >>379374
Doris Gazzlebanks - Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:55:56 EST ID:BLofXfDb No.379892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
maybe the issue was to just have own single room bathrooms?

InHousePharmacy + Entropay = Fail by Nigger Ficklebury - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 01:17:10 EST ID:ROcX6KU9 No.379846 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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IHP keeps rejecting my Entropay card. Anyone else here experiencing this? I talked to their customer support, and they whitelisted my card. Yet it still doesn't work.

What should I do? Are there any other decent sites to get my meds?
Jack Muffingdale - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 18:05:40 EST ID:Vft+DGOv No.379860 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you should get a prescription for spiro and estro
Graham Niggergold - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 19:20:13 EST ID:4lPg7u+s No.379864 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wesley Crannerheck - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 21:01:56 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379866 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Whatever, just shush.

OP, i have no idea about entropay stuff, maybe call entropay support? idk.

well then by Reuben Blackville - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 13:25:11 EST ID:2SF4KDv+ No.379854 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>happy 22 year old male
>gorgeous girlfriend
>seeing counsellor about gender issues
>I want to wear womens clothes and have breasts
the fuck
Hannah Bizzlebury - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 14:25:49 EST ID:o5fBRnMt No.379855 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>the fuck

was that the counselors reaction
George Burringcheck - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 17:23:36 EST ID:xuXPCgIj No.379858 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sounds like me two years ago? except i wasn't seeing someone about it

also i didnt "want to wear womens clothes and have breasts" i was just feeling repressed and needed help coming out - wanting to Wear womens clothing and to have boobs sounds a bit different?
Jack Muffingdale - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 18:04:58 EST ID:Vft+DGOv No.379859 Ignore Report Quick Reply
everyones different i guess
Graham Niggergold - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 19:21:28 EST ID:4lPg7u+s No.379865 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's autogynephilia!
Wesley Crannerheck - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 21:05:09 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379869 Ignore Report Quick Reply

its a test from GOD!

"The Questionnaire" help thread by Martha Turveywill - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 04:22:16 EST ID:NjuvzkKk No.379788 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi. My therapist thought I might be transgendered and a trans friend recommended I come here and ask for a questionnaire. She said I'm probably not trans, but I've thought about it a little bit in the past. I've never yearned to live in a females body, though I'd like to know a bit more about what being trans is like for reference.

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Faggy Trotdale - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 15:47:33 EST ID:2LYoe54T No.379823 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I agree people fuck with their stories and retcon everything to suit their present needs. I think its best to deal in concrete ideas. Do you want a female body? Do you want a trans female body? Do yo. want society to perceive of you as a woman? I dont think people are really men or women "on the inside", people simply share things and look for commonality. After you send sometime in trans communities you realize everyone is full of shit and following their desires. Just like cis people. It just happens that our goals are more extreme so it seems like we need more justification and of course were obsessed with that validation. I think everything can be figured out by simply monitoring your quality of life and being aware of the potential mental pitfalls that we are presented with when trying "fix our lives" or "discover who we "are"". Cis people run into these same pitfalls and they certainly can be gender related pitfalls. Trust yourself that you want to be happy but be INTELLIGENT enough to identify what is making you happy. Sometimes they ddon't line up. For example many transitoners get off nonsexually to all the change that is happening. CHANGE. DIFFERENT. OLD=SAD. CHANGE=HOPE. CHANGE=YOUTH. NEW START. NEW LIFE. FUN. These ideas in no particular order can make "transitioning" seem very appealing. Eventually you are still stuck with yourself though and have to life with yourself after "the change", and what you are left with might be even less than you had before.
Faggy Trotdale - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 15:50:47 EST ID:2LYoe54T No.379824 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ya its so sad seeing grown men (eventual mtfs) talk about how their therapists" diagnosed" them. Just an example of failing to be intelligent and failing to be critical of the process that i mentioned in my post,
George Burringcheck - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 05:24:08 EST ID:xuXPCgIj No.379847 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i dont agree with the retcon story thing - but i am a very honest and analytical thinker like i was into lego and dinosaurs etc but i will occasionally trgger a memory like when someone asks me if i know how to dance and i realise "no, i dont actually and infact when we were learning dance i felt really uncomfortable being the guy. I did it- tried it- did the motions but it was empty and i had that feeling of yearning which triggered me to feel dysphoric and i just went and sat in the bathroom"
that kind of thing isnt making up shit - its acknowledging that you experienced this moment of dysphoria or you recognize a moment in your past which helps you understand this better which is helpful when you are sorting this out in your head and making what everyone tells you is a hard choice when really its not.
George Burringcheck - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 05:27:31 EST ID:xuXPCgIj No.379848 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck i have only had one person ask if i was diagnosed and it was my mum and just that language is so shit -i said yes and she was like "oh okay then so i shud say she then" but like : you should already be saying she was so many other reasons? /rant
Rebecca Fuckingshit - Sun, 19 Oct 2014 07:09:47 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379850 Ignore Report Quick Reply

No offence, but i dont believe you, but i believe that you believe you and to me thats okay.

hardly any guys like dancing at school. you have just added on to a memory that does exist but are using it for self validation for being transgendered, thats cool, whatever gets you to start the race is great. but dont come in here all "i had to dance in school, but it was dysphroic for me, because i had to be in the guy position and i tried to, but i just wasnt feeling it".

You're memory is real but how you perceive it is likely not, because you're not that kid whos afraid of and sucks at dancing, you are an adult who can over analyze childhood memories that did happen to mean something else, but lets be honest if you were really dysphoric back then, you would have tonnes of other things in that same timeline that also 'proves' your transgender, like crossdressing, or wearing your mothers makeup etc.

I hope you get what im saying.

Making the most of remaining meds by Phineas Dunnerhedging - Wed, 08 Oct 2014 22:15:54 EST ID:8ZtPmKMC No.379298 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So, I go a volunteer program in the area for those who don't have insurance that'll cover transitions. They pull actual endos in to help. It's all cool. Only catch here is that you don't actually know what office your endo is usually at, much less know if you'll have them consecutive visits.

When I went in for my three month, he pushed my six month back to December and put a note in my file to approve a refill when I needed. Was told to call when there was two weeks left. Okay, cool. So I call... Don't hear back for half a week, then find out they don't know why my endo did this and that I'm not the only one. They said they'd contact him, but as of a week later, I've heard nothing. This past saturday, my pharmacy mails me with a refill reminder when I have none left. I call, explain the situation, they give me the same response as my clinic.

Thanks to yet another clerical error, I ended up with a couple extra months of estradiol (thank god). However, I've only got four days of Spiro left with the standard dose of two per day (50mg/ea). Is there any good way to try and make this last while I wait for a response?
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Molly Hizzlewill - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 14:47:21 EST ID:r9+gsmea No.379818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
At the moment, just the half dose of Spiro, my estradiol and two neoproxin sodium gel tabs once a week. Nothing too intensive if I swap.
Lillian Merrybury - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 15:38:52 EST ID:MwYYOKUh No.379822 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you're taking spiro now, and are going to continue taking spiro when you get a new prescription, then don't take cypro in the mean time.

Besides, ordering more than you need is a good thing. It will give you a buffer in case they screw up your prescription again.
Walter Clebberkork - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 20:38:06 EST ID:Z9hOi2Gf No.379836 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>then don't take cypro in the mean time
What could go wrong?
Rebecca Fuckingshit - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 21:30:53 EST ID:4KCgA8zh No.379838 Ignore Report Quick Reply

thats what everyone asks before things do go wrong.
Alice Crollerbury - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 22:18:30 EST ID:HrxqjIsn No.379842 Ignore Report Quick Reply
But I actually want to know.

Why do I look girly as fuck just after a shower by Isabella Goodspear - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 20:27:35 EST ID:3KGaVDU6 No.379833 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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and how do I get that effect all the time?
Graham Dartville - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 20:31:22 EST ID:yHJn4qw3 No.379834 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Esther Garringbury - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 20:41:06 EST ID:fx/FE5RV No.379837 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Maybe you wear glasses and you can't see yourself very well when you get out of the shower, and that's why you look girly. Or maybe the mirror's foggy.

If your perception is accurate, however, I guess the solution is to always just be getting out of the shower. Or douse your hair and face in baby oil.
David Puzzlebut - Sat, 18 Oct 2014 21:50:59 EST ID:9SiHVnDn No.379840 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I notice it too, I think it's due to the skin retaining water and therefore appearing more plump than it otherwise is. One way to achieve that effect could be a high quality moisturiser, a moisturising serum, and/or moisturising face masks. I currently use Cerave's products and I've noticed an improvement.

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