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How did you know by Gg - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 04:01:24 EST ID:qWb3rHF6 No.402450 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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how did you know you were transgendered? At what moment did you realise and what lead to the realisation?
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Nigel Grimwater - Fri, 03 Mar 2017 03:19:28 EST ID:e9mjG9U5 No.402454 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm not a trutrans type that says it has to be this way for it to be real but I was one of those boys who called themselves a girl when they were 3 to 4 and said they wanted to do be one. I started crossdressing a few years later when I was alone enough.

Sometimes when I was bored growing up I would go watch tv with my mom, one night there was this law and order episode about a tranny who didn't have SRS dating some guy without telling him about it and he beat her up. I didn't follow exactly what was happening and asked my mom what this person meant by "she used to be a man" and she explained it to me. I was 10 at the time and had a realization I was one of those people.
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Phoebe Chaffingtotch - Fri, 03 Mar 2017 18:36:47 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402455 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>"she used to be a man" and she explained it to me. I was 10 at the time and had a realization I was one of those people.

Your story is pretty concrete, nobody can argue with that.
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James Blorrygold - Fri, 03 Mar 2017 20:26:26 EST ID:O+DRvShI No.402456 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I used to be obsessed with playing the girl characters in video games.

Because I wanted to be her, not look a her panties.
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Caroline Murdworth - Sun, 05 Mar 2017 09:52:42 EST ID:spvcLEDE No.402471 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402450
After I got my first girlfriend.
Had the standard "oh I'm just NEET, need a girl to sort myself out and then I'll stop having these thoughts/etc", then got in a relationship with a gorgeous person, and while everything else was great, as soon as it came to sex I felt incredibly uncomfortable with what I would have to do, never liked her even touching me down there, was all one sided towards her because I felt so repulsed with my own self.
Being that happy in a relationship but that unhappy with certain roles and actions i felt like a dude should do really made me realise who I wanted to be.
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Martin Nongernin - Fri, 10 Mar 2017 03:51:13 EST ID:/vIEViaE No.402514 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>402450
This is always awkward to try to answer because I give two answers.
When I was a child and through my teens, I was more happy about things that were more feminine about me, and hated masculine things when I was in my teens. I knew I wanted to be female from a young age, but felt it was wrong for me to obsess over the though and didn't tell anyone about it either. I would constantly imagine my life in like a parallel reality scenery, if I were born female instead. I became increasingly obsessed with the thought of wanting and wishing to be female as I got older, but didn't want to be considered a freak and wanted to live a normal life, so I didn't look into trans stuff because I was scared of it.

Now when I discovered I was trans in those words is when I was 19, over a year after high school. I was looking for a way to make my voice sound female online, thinking some type of software would be the solution. I had gotten to the point where I was making friends in an online game as I was posing as female. I saw a video of a trans woman trying to explain how she does her female voice. I was kinda surprised because it was hard for me to believe she is actually trans. Up until that point, because I decided to avoid looking into trans stuff, I didn't think it was possible to look passable or have a voice that sounds female. I started looking into hormones and transition and such after that.
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Frederick Bardbanks - Fri, 17 Mar 2017 09:26:30 EST ID:dN4AzpVV No.402584 Ignore Report Quick Reply
After I found this board and realized that being trans was a real thing that wasn't just some weird porn fetish, that there were other people out there like me. After that I remembered that I'd really known it all along, just repressed it really hard. That was 7 years ago now, fully transitioned as of 3 yrs ago.
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Angus Pickshaw - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 20:27:03 EST ID:NflVkkit No.402629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402450
I was 12 and jacking off. I found some tranny porn and just knew.
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Jarvis Brookbanks - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 11:47:51 EST ID:xCMCy1TD No.402659 Ignore Report Quick Reply
for me the realization came after taking ecstasy for the first time, It just kind of hit me like a sudden realization as I looked back on my life and really thought about how I felt
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Lillian Budgecocke - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 16:10:09 EST ID:9qbVoAPJ No.402660 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>402629
That's fucking disgusting. Makes me so glad I didn't have tranny porn to mess with my head at that age. Or any porn for that matter. What a bullet to dodge!
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Molly Hovingmat - Sun, 26 Mar 2017 12:42:08 EST ID:2IbZEiEJ No.402679 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402660
Do you get an egotistic pride-high off of calling people who look at porn disgusting?
You should probably go back to Lala Land.
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Hannah Crimmlewell - Mon, 27 Mar 2017 04:00:12 EST ID:9qbVoAPJ No.402691 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402679
Not at all. I'm simply very glad porn never managed to mess with me like that at that vulnerable age.
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Francesco_Prometheus_Franco !5q1mB/AY7A - Mon, 27 Mar 2017 04:22:07 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402692 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>402660
>fucking disgusting
>tranny porn

Pretentious as fuck.
Can't wait for the cleansing.

>>402679
>>402691
Porn is pretty degenerate I literally could have lived my entire life without seeing a lot of the shit I've seen on the internet.

>As far as how I knew:
I was playing Tekken when I was seven, I fucking knew.
Also Marvel versus Capcom.
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Clara Seckleway - Fri, 31 Mar 2017 03:07:01 EST ID:N3fEMudK No.402768 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402450
Not sure if this counts, at my 12 i started to fantasize of having sex with a friend, but i imagined me as a girl and some day i said to myself "im a boy, its supposed to me having sex with a girl, why i want to be fucked like one?"... that lead to a confusion of some years
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Shit Cettinghall - Fri, 31 Mar 2017 04:01:45 EST ID:WjJhkiwn No.402771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402450

i remember putting on my baby sitter's high heels when i was around 3 or 4, and having her yell at me. but just before that feeling kind of excited.

at 9 or 10 i found some weird "boy changes into girl on train anime" video thing, and getting really excited and wishing that it could happen to me. i used to search for other videos like it, but none were as good.

when i finally hit puberty i'd have this reoccuring dream where i'd be in a park late at night and some random man dressed in black would kidnap me and i'd wake up as a woman and i'd get a boyfriend with a motorcycle who'd ride me around the city.

i think around 12 or 13 i saw some documentary about this man who had a sex change to become a woman and the thought crossed my mind about having a sex change.

at 16 i discovered punk and started hanging with transsexual punks, and came out to everyone at 17. i ended up transitioning at 18.

that's my story.
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Shit Cettinghall - Fri, 31 Mar 2017 04:04:04 EST ID:WjJhkiwn No.402772 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402771

i forgot to add, at around 13 and 14 i started crossdressing in private and stuffing socks under my shirt to emulate breasts, because all i wanted was fucking tits.
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Sidney Fuckingway - Fri, 31 Mar 2017 21:18:42 EST ID:2k54T+z6 No.402775 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>402771
>>402772
I wanted to be Kiki from Kiki's delivery service.
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IvankaTrump !ko.NY2bIZc - Sat, 01 Apr 2017 03:05:41 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.402781 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402775

i wanted to be kiki from that drag queen song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdZZ02gtbFU
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Frederick Mepperlock - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 03:19:28 EST ID:9qbVoAPJ No.402805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402450
I knew becuz I was crazy. Nothing was going right, nothing was making sense, for no damn fucking reason.

When you're crazy, you can get any kind of idea into your head.

Of course, there actually were reasons, they tons of made sense after observing crazy people all around me extensively. That has a curative effect. Learning to appreciate all the crazy shits around you for the vile refuse that they are.
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Ebenezer Chonnerhore - Sun, 09 Apr 2017 16:14:40 EST ID:dLrN/8N4 No.402835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>402450
When i was under 10 I hanged out with couple girls from the neighborhood literally all the time and we were best friends. I remember even once one of them invited me to their birthday as the only boy there, i cant remember how she asked me but i think it was something along the lines of "you're practically a girl" or "you'll fit in okay". I wonder where those two are now, I can't even begin to imagine them being in a relationship with some unknown lecherous disgusting guy. (i have a 1200 word essay due in two days what am i doing here)
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Emma Punderhall - Mon, 01 May 2017 19:45:04 EST ID:N7Gh5s8W No.403144 Ignore Report Quick Reply
started dressing at a very young age in private, had two pretty perfect little sisters i was insanely jealous of, just knowing if i was born a girl i would hella cute and like an angel like they were, i saw all the attention they got all the love they received in comparison to the self absorbed, self concious little asshole that i was. I definitley started borrowing and hoarding all their extra clothes, and would steal make up from my mom and just become my true self a female any time i was alone. i would always wear light shades of lipstick and nail polish like 24/7, i was forced to have my haircut alot but ive always had attractive male hair i just wished i could try growing it out fully. i was super quiet/shy/self conscious in school, i had a big heart and had alot of friends, i never came off as different to them well maybe different in a good way but they never suspected i was not truly one of the guys, i connect with females like craaaazy, like i identify as a lesbian and i get them so much emotionally and sexually, its been nothing to me to have female friends as fuck buddies and primarily i just go down on their pussies and kiss each others necks, make out, etc... ive never really enjoyed penetrating a girl or receiving a blowjob, i really doo like my penis i think its very pretty compared to any other one ive seen. as soon as i got ass/pubic/face hair i was very consistent with shaving, even in guy mode i would consistently wear panties/bras/girl socks, etc everywhere. i started watching porn at a young age, i was mostly turned on by lesbian sex, the very first video i ever watched and got aroused to was a lesbian cage fighting match where they were fighting for sexual dominance it definitley made me feel some typa way... ive had alot of sex with guys in my female form only, i enjoy anal sex and giving blowjobs, but i never cum when im with them, if they try to touch my dick and especially if they try to suck my dick i get instantly turned off and kick their ass out... ive realized yea im transgender MTF and preferably lesbian, guys dont do shit for me except the occasional good dicking, and yea i like to be submissive with masculine men, but fuckboys and feminine dudes turn me the fuck off, sexy women turn me on constantly like i really need a girlfriend that i can show not only myself in boy mode but in girl mode too, like i really want to show everybody the baaaad bitch inside me but idk if they will understand, ive had a very strong masculine role alll my life but a very feminine private life.... ive always deeep down knew i was never suppose to be male but a true fuckin girl... i feel blessed that i can pass without revealing all this too anyone, i really do want to fully transition one day but i dont want to take the man i am from the ones i love... its super difficult but thats why i come here cause you all understand what the fuck im feeling
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Wesley Sendlehat - Fri, 05 May 2017 16:39:18 EST ID:p9jaDWGf No.403155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I accidentally tried out this hypnosis thing that was supposed to turn you into a girl and give you a female orgasm.

Been thinkin about being a woman ever since pls help.

This is actually kind of a problem for me, feels like that movie Get Out where I was hypnotized into doing something that actually makes me uncomfortable, growing up I was always a guy and when I hit the age of 13 and started surfing the web for porn, I'd look at tranny porn but I'd always fantasize about fucking transwomen not being one.

Then I listened to that damn hypnosis.
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Wesley Sendlehat - Fri, 05 May 2017 16:40:41 EST ID:p9jaDWGf No.403156 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403155

pls excuse any confusing speech i am schizophrenic
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Cedric Finningstat - Fri, 05 May 2017 19:01:44 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.403157 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403155

you should go talk to a psychologist :)
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Charlotte Brookdock - Fri, 05 May 2017 19:41:34 EST ID:qvvMo5m0 No.403158 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403156
OK if you're schizophrenic too, chances are it's probably just a pattern playing in your mind. Remember that hypnosis is only effective to people who truly believe in it, it's not a permanent thing, it's a way of getting your mind into an altered state where the power of suggestion is higher. Considering you're schizo, the power of suggestion is a much stronger thing sometimes.

I had this friend. Don't get me wrong he was a supremely fucked up person anyway, not entirely sure what was wrong with him, but whether he was doing it deliberately or not, he would "borrow" people's mental illness and traits. Suddenly he had a fear of water after meeting someone who legit had that problem, he "became" schizophrenic, he became more agoraphobic than he was and all kindsa other stuff. Then he got a few friends (including myself) that were trans. Suddenly they were obviously trans all along and has now started transition.
I'm the last person who would ever doubt the nature of someone transitioning and whether or not it was right for them, but sometimes, when you have larger mental illnesses, they should take precedence. It's important to take a step back, to possibly talk to a professional, and to try to make sure you're as of sound mind as you possibly can be before you take this leap, because it's a big one and not to be taken lightly.

BTW this is not me saying "you can't be trans if you have schizophrenia" or even "you can't be trans if you have underlying mental illness". I'm just saying you gotta have priorities, and mental (and physical) health will ALWAYS come first. Make sure things aren't muddled. Make sure you know the process and the struggles that come with it. Make sure that you believe it'll make you happier.
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Thomas Clammlestock - Sat, 06 May 2017 05:54:14 EST ID:gjBYfVqv No.403161 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403157

I'm supposed to be seeing one.

>>403158

All good points and it is mostly what I was already thinking; I need a sound mind before even considering transitioning.

Much of the feelings of transitioning are linked to a fear of becoming sterile and a fear of people who want to sterilize me for whatever reason. I had an ex girlfriend whose ancestors were in the SS who kept saying I was unfit to breed, it scared the shit out of me and still does.
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Phineas Werringkat - Sun, 07 May 2017 05:55:31 EST ID:WwdHI0dq No.403167 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402450
When I was about 12 I researched about trans kids online, I had also watched some documentaries on trans women.
I had read about how trans women experience childhood as the wrong gender and the struggles they had.

One night I laid in bed awake a bit too long and realized I fit the symptoms exactly, I immediately shouted in my head "FUCK! I'M TRANS".
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Doris Sibbleshit - Tue, 09 May 2017 08:11:22 EST ID:uTQGGXR8 No.403192 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403156
if ur schizo why are you seeking out hypnosis videos... seems like something to avoid
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Priscilla Poddlechack - Mon, 15 May 2017 17:40:49 EST ID:R71rPOZG No.403239 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403192

Did it before I knew I was a schizo but I still watch hypnosis vids fuck me man idk whyu\ am i doing this to myself stop
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Charles Bruffingbury - Mon, 15 May 2017 18:32:55 EST ID:qvvMo5m0 No.403240 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403239
wean yourself off by watching hypnosis vids that are supposed to train you to do something good, like work hard or exercise more often. I'm sure there's shit out there. If it's already habit by now might as well channel it into something productive.
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Sidney Deshwut - Mon, 15 May 2017 19:45:14 EST ID:W33OzG35 No.403241 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403240

Yeah they should watch hypnosis videos that hypnotises them to stop watching hypnosis videos.
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Edward Clayham - Tue, 16 May 2017 18:11:14 EST ID:qvvMo5m0 No.403253 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403241
but how do you stop watching the hypnosis videos that stop watching hypnosis videos?
nb
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Phoebe Dorryhall - Wed, 17 May 2017 15:33:16 EST ID:gjBYfVqv No.403259 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403240

I watch hypnosis videos for getting a big dick now instead of turn into a woman vids.


>>403241

That is an excellent idea and
>>403253

I guess it's recursive.
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Fucking Choffingnark - Thu, 18 May 2017 01:01:32 EST ID:LTjOBmjG No.403262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>403155
You're doomed.


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