/del/ Deliriant Discussion
Here in australia we can't get DPH, so I'm left with 2 alternatives:Travacalm Original>dimenhydrinate 50 mg>hyoscine hydrobromide 0.2mg >caffeine 20mgTravacalm HO>hyoscine hydrobromide 0.3mgWhich one should I use (or both) and what dosages would you recommend for a proper /del/ trip? I won't be using any DXM this time.
>dimenhydrinate 50 mg>hyoscine hydrobromide 0.2mg >caffeine 20mg
>hyoscine hydrobromide 0.3mg
>>134034I ended up dosing 2 boxes in around an hour, and experienced the same.Dosed 1 box a week later and chugged 600mg DXM, it was awesome, totally brought the magic back.Are you on any medication? Currently taking Clozapine, so I suspect that may have weakened the effects.
>>134061When I've tried this with DXM it completely overpowers in a bad way. Maybe because my tolerance for DXM is just through the roof now.As for medication, I may have been on sertraline (Zoloft) at the time but can't remember.
>>133640Can't get in AusLol then what is this bucket of 1000 50mg dph doing in my room. It's called the Internet man, cost me $30 and I don't even want to run out. Also you can get 24 packets of straight dph as a sleep aid over the counter as a pharmacist only medicine
>>134079Yeah, it sucks that dph is a pharmacist only medicine. Fucking pharmacists, tripping on all our dph.
>>134085> Fucking pharmacists, tripping on all our dph. You don't actually believe that pharmacists are purposely ODing on antihistamines? I can never tell when delirious people are joking or not.
> Fucking pharmacists, tripping on all our dph.
Lets take a moment to appreciate just how bloody good music sounds with nutmeg!!
Music never sounded better then normal when I was on nutmeg but I'll bump this thread since it's so unusual.
>>134058than normal*GODDAMMIT MXE I WANT 2 LERN GOOD SPELLIG
>>134041Nutmeg really seems to be taking off on this board.The anecdotal data on damage, it's coming.bwahaha
>>134086Yeah it's great! Always nice to see more datura and nutmeg posts.
whats nutmeg like? is it enjoyable? what class of drug does it fall under?ive thought ive done it all but what the fuck, i need this knowledge
People say that there's nothing to learn from deliriants, and that anyone who does them should do psychedelics instead. Personally, I've never been particularly impressed by the revelations I had from psychedelics. More importantly, I was never impressed by the visuals either. Ever since I first learned about drugs in D.A.R.E., I was fascinated with the idea of "acid", fueled by old movie depictions of what an acid trip was like. Later on in my life, I tried acid and was unimpressed. I wanted movie acid, a drug that makes your walls turn to liquid light shows and your floor to sand while sitar music plays from thin air and you're tormented by angry cartoon characters and the disembodied heads of your relatives. Instead I got visual-free mindfucks that made me feel like I was going insane in completely alien ways. Shrooms had the same effect; I gave up on hallucinogens entirely until I discovered the combo of Dextromethorphan and Diphenhydramine (ironically, I'd tried both of them on their own beforehand and been thoroughly unimpressed). Finally I had discovered the drug of my dreams! A drug with all the effects of "movie acid", plus awesome effects of its own, without feeling like I was going insane. And I could get it for $5 any pharmacy store! What more could I ask for? It's a good thing that gives me a hangover or I could see myself getting hooked. As it is, I try to not do it more than once a month; I figure that if that's a safe interval for MDMA, it's safe for comboing too. Honestly, the biggest downside is getting nothing but judgment and derision from nearly everyone else who does drugs. Not that I expect a different reception here...People never seem to have anything to say about deliriants besides "It's stupid, don't do it" and "I tried them once when I was 15 and it was bad/weird/good but I wouldn't do it again." I think this is a shame; I've found them (or at least the DXM/DPH combo) to be endlessly fascinating. It's effects are myriad; it gives you a body/head high that feels like being extremely drunk and high, to the point where you just feel "fucked up", gives clear (as clear as you can focus yo… Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>134094So anyone who disagrees with what you think shouldn't be on this board? You seem to be getting really offended by any idea that somehow there are things that scientific theory can't explain, and where personal experience and perception can make more logical sense. Why are you telling me things I already know about like natural selection and genetics? Those theories explain how evolution happens, they give no clue at all as to what forces push organisms to survive and why life has developed the way it has, so people like you who only cling to one way of thinking can't cope with these sorts of questions.If mutations were truly random, they would happen sometimes to different organisms, but no, they happen all the time to all organisms as a natural feature of evolution. The actual appearence of mutations and their features are of course difficult to predict, but do you have any explanation for why certain mutations are successful and why the genetics were there to make it happen? How is having a cause behind the evolutionary process in animals the same thing as animals choosing to evolve? Consciously, they are usually not aware of such a slow process and don't have any control over when mutations happen or whether they will benefit the species. But their genetics have the ability to make the attempt to better adapt the species to their surroundings.For example, bats are mammals probably most similar to shrews or moles, but they can fly while moles and shrews live underground. Obviously, they developed wings so they could catch moths and other flying insects, but they would only have developed that way if they practiced jumping and possibly watched the flight of birds. Their later ability to fly was a result of their conscious efforts to survive.Again, how does meaning behind events negate correlations? Obviously there is a reason that we can see patterns in situations and events and how things may result from certain causes. If the universe was random, we would see no patterns in events and no repeatable estimates coud be made. Science could not exist in a random world. You suck at giving explanations.
>>134098A better way to describe what I meant was that a person without this education probably is young and shouldn't be possibly harming their developing brain with del.But no, you're still wrong as shit. Watching the birds isn't gonna change my genes so my kids can grow wings. You are ignoring the how genes actually work and what natural selection means. Pick up a bio textbookNB because this stupidity doesn't deserve it
>>134104Lol, I did biology in high school, but I'm not particularly good at science, my speciality is in things like history and philosophy. Instead of just saying "go pick up a bio textbook", why don't you just briefly explain what you mean yourself? You haven't considered that some people might struggle to read biology textbooks because they find them difficult to read and boring as fuck.I'm not gonna argue with you about the actual mechanics behind genetics and DNA because frankly I find that sort of thing hard to get my head around and you seem to know about it in more detail. I was mainly using evolution and cause an effect as an example for my point about how life isn't meningless or random, because people who study science are very good at describing processes in nature but are terrible at explaining them, and in my experience, alot of them just deny any perspectives from philosophers because they can't understand it, even though I can't understand alot of the details of science, I still see why we need it.And about the bats, how did what I say imply that you can grow wings by watching the birds? Humans have devloped in a completely different way from bats and birds, our genes are not going to push us in that direction because of how we've devleloped. Bats are a similar size to many birds, and I only said that they could achieved that through watching birds was a possibility, not a scientific fact.
I'm sorry I didn't read this whole argument, but your post about evolution is incorrect. Animals don't practice any evolutionary advantages and they don't develop traits further by using them more as an individual. Your description of bats gaining wings falls under Lamarck's idea that evolution is change through use and disuse. It would just so happen that those pre-bats who were born with extra skin around their sides were able to reach more flying insects and could escape enemies better, so they were more likely to survive and pass their genes on. As time goes on and those genes keep getting crossed between two pre-bats with the skin flaps, a creature with a more pronounced skin flap is born. This new creature is able to glide a ways when it jumps, another advantage.Eventually the species develops skin flaps so good at surviving that they are able to take flight.But it is an extremely long process that is continuously about two things- getting food and escaping predators. No animal is aware of this process, but if they are lucky enough to be born with the favorable mutation then they may survive long enough to mate and pass the genetics on.Bats are hard to understand because we don't have a lot of fossil records of their ancestors. An easier example is the Giraffe's neck. Lamarck would say the giraffe developed a longer neck by reaching for higher and higher leaves. However, modern thinking says that giraffes born with slightly longer necks over time were just able to eat more leaves, so the favorable trait was passed on through basic survival.NB because /chem/
>>134109I don't see how Lamarck's theories contradict modern thinking. Would animals that have developed evolutionary advantages not practice them when trying to get food and espace predators? So what if some bats happened to develop extra skin? That just proves my point that their genetics were part of a conscious drive to help them adapt by making them more suited to eating flying insects. This is how mutations push evolution forward. It doesn't matter that these things happened without being predicted or without them realising it. You've failed to explain why some pre-bats devloped extra skin which eventually resulted in their descendents being able to fly.How can they not be aware of the process? Yeah obviously they wouldn't know that they will evolve as a result of their actions, but I'm saying that they already have the instinctive drive to use methods to get more food and escape predators. That awareness is built into animals so that they can survive.Again, how is there any difference between Lamarck's theory and your example of modern thinking? If giraffe's have longer necks, they will be able to reach the higher leaves and have a wider range of leaves to eat and be able to eat more. They will use their longer necks that they have developed through mutation to eat more leaves.
Hello.Usually use Promethazine to potentate Buprenorphine and other opioids, and it works very well too. 100-150mg Promethazine and 1-2mg Buprenorphine makes me stone as fuck and a little delirius. But today I don't have any Promethazine left, but I found some Meclizine (Postafen). It's a potent H1-receptor antagonist, but has only low to moderate central anticholinergic properties and local anesthetic effects. It also only block D1 and D2 reseptor as well, unlike Promethazine which block several serotonin, dopamine, and adrenergic receptors, and also have stronger affinity for mACh-receptors and stronger blocking of sodium channels.So how much Meclizine (Postafen) should I take to make it compareable to Promethazine? This is to potentate Buprenorphine, not to induce heavy delirium (maybe a weak delirium). I have 10x25mg tablets. And if you wonder, I live in Norway. Promethazine is prescription, but not Meclizine (Postafen) which is OTC. So that's why.Sorry for any grammarfails and such. English isn't my first language and I'm already sone from domr Buprenorphine and hash.>Picture not related. Just some P. Semilanceata I picked outside the house this fall
>Picture not related. Just some P. Semilanceata I picked outside the house this fall
So here it is guys the truth behind dph abuse.It's not physically addictive only mentally, if you think different you just have no self control (sorry not sorry)I hold I probably 3rd on most I dph taken on this board (weasels got #1) and I have no measurable effects from my time with dph ( I haven't been tripping regularly in almost I six months just I now and then less then once a month I'll take I a trip)Had a blood test for kidney and liver problems 2 weeks ago and all are functioning normally. My memory is no worse then it should be a for a pot head in fact better then most.So here's my message, even with non responsible use ( we all know I've been there) damage from dph is minimal. I'll maintain my claim that dph even in large doses is safer then cigarettes and caffeineSo let's argue guys
>>134096I know you didn't ask me but I can't imagine that it would unless you were especially susceptible to those problems for whatever reason, just like some people end up fucked up seemingly for years from a single dph trip and then you have people like me who never started experiencing serious health problems until after abusing it for a long time at retarded doses
>>134096Most likely, doing it that not often is fine.Chronic users are the ones who get the problems.
Lol...not physically addictive. Clearly you don't understand the brains ability to fuck you up for not getting what it wants. It may be "all in your head" but the brain is pretty good at working shadow magic...It is a SHADOW but it is a reflection of something so either shine some light on it or it will wreak havoc that is quite tricky in nature.I compare deliriants to Porn. Do you know what havoc porn wreaks on a pure sex life? probably don't care. Some people are blessed to have enough energy that it doesn't make a lick of difference when compared to everyone else. But it DOES make a difference. You trashed a precious gift that could've been shared with your soulmate...and not everyone gets blessed buddy. I liked what someone else said about chain smokers...yeah the pack might die at 50 when they smoke as much as you but you were supposed to live to a responsible age of 102, giving much to the world...and instead you decided to die from fucking cigarettes at 85. You missed a precious victory that was meant for your becoming and you failed splendidly. I never noticed any reduction in my skills....my memory is just as perfect as ever. at least at this basic level in which I live. Have you ever challenged yourself to know? I aced every test and have a near photographic memory....but like I said...until you really have need to use your resources you'll never really know what you've lost. Pretend the majority operate on a quarter tank...you my friend might have had a full tank and now are down to 3/4s....and are still focusing and justifying yourself based on others and standards that should NOT apply to you. Imagine what might happen if you could have saved every last conscious orgasm for marriage or one partner. Sure you might still be running on a full tank after having used 5k on yourself but you downgraded from a Ferarri to a little corolla and it still might run more efficiently than anyone...but be careful what you lose man.
>>134089Another problem I never thought to mention..I don't know if it's from all the drug abuse or what but shortly after my last full trip which was about 2 weeks ago, I've noticed that the last 3 toes on my left foot are randomly going numb like there's some sort of nerve damage present. It's not always there but it makes itself very known when I'm just laying in bed. Hate to think that I may have fucked myself up even further than I thought but I think that may be the case. Not only mental issues, but physical too? Lovely. Should probably go see a doctor or fuck, even rehab but I can't exactly risk it getting out to people that I have a serious drug problem. Wait and see, I guess. If I was smart I'd delete my 420chan and all other drug related bookmarks throw away every drug I own and tough it through the withdrawals, never looking back.
>>134100I can tell you what I've lost from substances in general. Learning anything I want to learn through lazy means...experiencing spiritual orgasms for cheap with no work will wreak havoc on you. Just because you haven't used the organ for what it's actually meant for does NOT mean you won't someday realize what preciousness you have lost. The joke is you might be fine with being selfish the rest of your life...and miss out on the beauty of life because of it. I wish you well. I can say that learning to cheat has cheated me out of the drive I once had to do things the hard way. Cheat codes are addicting as hell and if you learn to use them it's unlikely you can go back to playing the game normally. Deliriants are child's play...a little baby watching porn. There is real fucking out there and it isn't pretty and there are some who love the thrill of it more than life itself and that is a delicious tragedy. Life is meant to be pure and for others to share in...it isn't all about you. Keeping all the money from the lottery to yourself locked up in a vault is going to lead to a bullet in the brain and you won't see it coming. Wish you the best. Be careful and don't delude yourself into thinking that the easy way is safe. Sometimes it is a necessity...but oftentimes it is a powerful delusion.
Why do you guys take deliriants? Everything I've heard about them sounds horrible and the intense dysphoria is enough to put me off alone. Seems all they do is fuck up your brains and your organs and make you smoke cigarettes that aren't really there.
>>133955these are my reasons (copy pasta)On a del though, Grey Aliens are looking into all of your windows and won't go away, there is a lobster in the toilet smoking a cigar, your tv won't turn off and batman is on the screen asking you for a glass of water, and you don't know if any of it is out of the norm. DPH is like Oblivion at Alton Towers. You're nervous but optimistic as you start off, remembering the thrill of last time. Then you're buckled in and climbing the hill and by then the vertigo sets in and you think fuck this let me the fuck off, but you're locked in and no clawing at the harness will help. Then the drop into the black hole of delirium happens and you're so caught up in it you don't know what the fucks going on. When you get off all you remember is the ride and how thrilling it was, you just don't remember the pants-shitting vertigo until you're buckled in again.
>>134062>>134060This may be true for some (or a lot) people here, but i wouldn't generalize like that. There are some people who do it because it is there and it is interesting. Period. I've found that more often than not they are more comfortable with tolerating the negative effects of drugs in order to experiment with them.And yeah i know a lot of people think they are doing it for experimentation/fun but are unknowingly dealing with a problem, but there are some exceptions. (not saying i am one of these special snowflakes, just wanted to shed some light)>>134024Don't compare deleriants to inhalants man. Inhalants will melt your noggin 10x as fast, and most of them rape your respiratory system or even teeth/gums after a while.
>>134082Inhalants will get you full on retarded. Deliriants will get you heart problems and destroy short term memory and overall cognition. You won't act like a literal retarded person from deliriants, but you'll have major damage in a few specific areas, and possibly the functionality of a retarded person.Different kind of damage, and I will say that long binge inhalant use vs long bing deliriants, yeah, inhalants are faster in fucking you over. But deliriants have that one use and fucked over capability. All the inhalants have is that one use and you die capability, but then again if you have heart problems, I'm sure one dph trip can kill you. It's not like people who tried dph and died of heart problems come on here and post that they died.We need to make 420chan more accessible to ghosts. Ghosts have valuable anecdotal data.
>>133955Some people like DPH for the short-lived euphoria it gives, although I never felt any euphoria from it. In a way DPH is a lot like stimulants. Both increase the dopamine:acetylcholine ratio, but stims do it by increasing dopamine activity and deliriants do it by decreasing acetylcholine activity. DPH and dopaminergic stims have some common effects too, namely shakiness, tweaky/nitpicky behavior, and the inability to stay focused on a single task for very long (norepinephrine activity from stims helps counteract the lack of focus though)./broscience
>>134084We need to have an 800lb person from /del/ eat 6g and retrieve the black box of data from the beyond.>>134093Pretty interesting. I have felt what could be described as raw euphoria from DPH a handful of times. Like you said it is really short-lived, maybe 5-10 minutes max during the comeup, similar to the brain tickly feel of stimulants. This is especially noticeable after being well into a comedown from some stims and dosing any amount of DPH. Sort of like your brain 'refills' for a short time before you get poobrain and can't notice it
Anyone tried this? http://taimapedia.org/?title=BenzydamineApparently an a-typical deliriant that actually produces euphoria plus the del visuals. Hardly sells anywhere, best bet to find it would be on ebay. Hardly any trip reports either.
I know this is a really old thread, but I'm bumping just because I found some Benzydamine for sale under the trade name "Rozagnil" on eBay and I'm thinking about buying some. It's ten packets of powder and each packet says "500mg" so I'm assuming that that means there is ten grams of Benzydamine total.So if anyone's wondering where to get this stuff, just hop over to eBay and type in either "Tantum Rosa" or "Benzydamine". There's a few pages of results and it's very affordable. Most places ship from Belgium and Poland but I found a couple that ship from the UK, which is what I'm going with. They all ship worldwide, though.So does anyone else have any experience with this stuff? What are the doses?
>>133581>there is ten gramsthere are five grams*Was real high when I posted that. NB
>there is ten grams
I've taken quite a lot of this stuff in the form of Difflam. It's the only drug I really regret. It can be enjoyable while your tolerance is low, but the risks and health effects are the same as those of stimulant use. I went full-blown psychotic on this stuff when I went without sleep, and my gums have receded to the point that my teeth are nearly in constant pain after a year of on and off use. Also if you're going to reach a dose that gives you interesting effects, you'll have to endure several hours of mild nausea following the trip. Just about every time I'd come away feeling that it wasn't worth it.
>>134035Those tracers tho.
>>134035>feeling it wasn't worth itBecause it's not, this drug sounds nasty, as bad as true deliriants.
>feeling it wasn't worth it
So last night I dosed 225mg DXM in gel caps and 75mg DPH. I weigh 145lbs and have extensive experience with DXM and periods of heavy DPH use in the past.At around the 4 hour mark I decided to hit the sack and the CEV's were interesting to say the least. They mainly consisted of the formation of a relatively normal face, then the face melting / twisting into something demonic / alien. It was very interesting and slightly comical, as a few of the faces had me laughing a bit.Does this happen often to any of you? Out of all the times I've taken DPH alone I don't remember seeing such evil imagery... then again I've never really had visual hallucinations either, and I've been up to around 850mg. This is my first time consuming any DPH in over 2 years.Anyways, it's not something I will ever try again. The CEV's were pretty cool, but that faint reminder of what a DPH trip feels like is more than enough to keep me away.
YoI've had that happen quite a few times with OEVs, but not with CEVs, that I can remember. Were the faces "realistic" or were they "cartoony?" I think you'll know what I mean.It was the time I snorted cocaine (not recommended) with a friend (who has sinced passed away, RIP) while on 300mg+ of DPH and 150mg of DXM. He kept coming upstairs to the living room, saying "mo' lines?" and we'd go to the kitchen table and do a couple before he'd go back downstairs to his wife. After one of these instances, I sat back down in the living room and noticed these neon-coloured smiley faces all over the room, floating above the TV stand, floating an inch off of the walls, etc. They looked like someone drew on the surface of the air with glow-in-the-dark, neon green and pink markers. The faces were cute, at first, they looked more or less like =) faces but the longer I stared at them, the more they'd turn into a >=} face and start getting jagged teeth, huge eyes, distorted features, getting more and more twisted/demonic until I'd look away. They'd always start out cute and end up looking demonic or undead. That morning, my friend told me that he kept giving me lines because I looked bored, up there, just staring at the walls and shit. I explained to him exactly what was happening between his visits and he laughed, saying something like "yeah, I thought you looked a little fucky."Pic related, except glowing red/green and not coloured in, just the outlines. They'd slowly float towards me, too, growing in size/clarity until I'd blink or something.
>>134065Bro i never look in the mirror when doing a high dose. I stay calm and know it's the drug causing my fucked upness but when i look in the mirror and see my face turn into something that wants to murder me that is like the only shit that makes me go full paranoia.Also gonna start tripfagging
>>134065I used to get popup faces like a jumpscare from a shitty game but haven't had them now for a long time. >>134072Once I was coming up hard and extremely fast on a straight gram. I caught my reflection in the bathroom mirror and did not recognize the man staring back at me. I knew it was me, but it just didn't feel right. Like he some sort of clone or other thing only pretending to be me.
>>134073NB cause I forgot to add: next thing I knew 6 hours had gone by, and everything in my house was trashed. Complete psychotic blackout, no chance to get back into my bedroom and lock myself up.
>>134072Completely irrelevant but an interesting phenomena, nonetheless. All of my fucked up experiences with looking at myself in the mirror have been /psy/ and /mdma/, interestingly enough. I know what you mean by it being "the only thing," my own face being distorted is the only visual that really gives me bad vibes. My friend and I discovered this together, rolling while on both of our first psychedelic experiences and his first with MDMA, we were screamin' like fools. With /del/, though, I just look like shit and with /dis/, hey, I look pretty good. I've never gotten much mirror-fuckery with either class of hallucinogen. nb
Sup del? Haven't been on in a minute!Where's kerflap? Dark lord? Haven't lurked too much.Took 350 and buddy took 500. I haven't delved since I got brief psychosis from CCC too much dex.. landed my Ass in the psych ward a after pissing on my mom and uncle NOT delerious. Very psychotic state . Anyway I developed a nice case of DPDR so I haven't done much drugs. Especially psychadelics .. and I was a everyday weed smoker and avid dxm user. Anyway..will go more into detail about psychosis if anyone is interested.
>>133851I HAD A FUCKING STROKE FROM IT MAYBE THAT'S HORRIBLE LOL
I've had a choline deprivation "force reboot" but wouldn't call that a seizure or a stroke. Certainly not good for you...kind of derp to do something that causes such things.
i never tried /del/ving. Was seriously thinking about it 2 years ago but I had a terrible acid trip that resulted in a bad social anxiety disorder that I'm still recovering from. I just learned to respect my mental health, I guess.
>>131379>depersonalization disorder>doing any delliriant whatsoeverThat's fucking retarded man, like, dude, LOOK AT WHAT DELIRIANTS DO.LOOK AT WHAT DPD IS.DID I MISINTERPERET THE ACRONYM.GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER AND STOP TRIPPING ON DPH YOU DONT EVEN NOT HAVE A DISSOCIATIVE DISORDER.THAT SHITS GAY.
>depersonalization disorder>doing any delliriant whatsoever
>>134016>I HAD A FUCKING STROKE FROM IT MAYBE THAT'S HORRIBLE LOL Did you really? I felt as though I was going to have one, but never did. Glad I stopped.
>I HAD A FUCKING STROKE FROM IT MAYBE THAT'S HORRIBLE LOL
Hi, /del/. I lurk here a lot, but don't post. I'm not brave enough to do what you do. However, I do a lot of nutmeg every year around this time via eggnog. I know that some dels are definitely addicting, and I'm wondering if nutmeg can be too... even in low doses such as eggnog seasoning. I have to run to the store like every to grab a half gallon to satisfy my craving for it. I really think this is a legit addiction.
>>133957There isn't enough nutmeg in egg nog to do anything to you initially, but it's pretty drinkable if you add 5 or 6 freshly ground nuts to a glass.
>>133957Read up on Charlier Parker. Amazing jazz saxophonist who had a serious nutmeg problem (among many others).
>>134012Wow, I can't believe I hadn't read about that before. I've never really listened to jazz, let alone Charlie Parker, but now I want to
>everyone in this thread. this nigga can't be serious.if he is serious, I'm so sad for him.
>everyone in this thread.
Post while delerious, if you would. 700mg.Got some pens and watercolors and will be drawing fat kitties for the remainder of the night. Here's to cheery fears.
>>134025I don't know if DPH works the same way as other addictive drugs but I think you should taper down your doses a bit slower to lessen the withdrawal symptoms.
>>134026That's true, I could. I don't really start feeling the symptoms until about 48hrs after my last dose. When I get down to 25mg I'll still be feeling them but even a tiny dose seems to greatly reduce them to the point where it isn't too distracting. The truth is these last few weeks I have gotten extremely tired of these pink fuckers. Tired of swallowing pills, tired of the bodyload, tired of the hangover, tired of the few visuals I still get. Just tired of everything about it really. I legitimately used to enjoy almost all aspects of it and now it's like someone flipped a switch and I'm in full "fuck that shit" mode.
took 500mg an hour or so ago. Feeling sleepy af, but not trippin' yet, which is surprising. I'm a lightweight this shit usually hits me harder...
I'll be taking a basic fap dose tonight as part of my taper off, only 200mg. I'm curious what if anything I'll feel from it. It's been a long time since I've gone so low. A fap dose for me was at least 350mg and most nights I'd end up redosing at least another 400 when the 350 started wearing off. I really have no interest in entering real delirium anymore, from where I'm sitting now I don't see myself ever doing it like that again. I'm not saying that I'll never take another fap dose, like 250mg but I'm finished with the shit beyond that. It's like drinking a couple of beers compared to downing a fifth of everclear. It's damaged my physical and mental health in what is now a very noticeable way. I've exhausted it and it has nothing left to show me except for pain and dying young.
>>134091Actually you know what... fuck that I'm not taking any tonight. I should be good until at least tomorrow night before I start feeling any withdrawals. I used to be sharp as a fucking tack. I imagine this is how people feel when they survive a gunshot to the head, might live, might be alright, but there's still a fucking hole in your brain and that's never going to be the same.
I weigh 150 pounds, and I've got a 1.12 oz container of the preground store bought brand nutmeg, which I've had for over a year now, but hasn't expired as I can still smell it and taste it. And how can I measure out how much the safe dose for me to get a decent 1-2 day mairjuana-like high from would be?
>>133536I'm not some official source on what is or isn't safe. lol. All naturally occurring compounds, even "organically grown food", have levels of BT toxin in them, a naturally occurring pesticide that's literally been littered across the planet. (Most genetically modified fruits/vegetables are spliced with BT toxin on a molecular level, so that it'll be constantly present in the food itself. This is supposed to make farmers less dependent on the use of outside pesticides, but they douse them anyway. lol)Use at your own risk, become data - let us know how your experience goes. You'll most likely be fine, adverse side effects are few and far between, though you may not enjoy yourself.
>>133536http://www.amazon.com/McCormick-Gourmet-Collection-Nutmeg-1-5-Ounce/dp/B0005YW28OI have used this a bunch, least side effects of any brand i have tried. Some preground make your piss smell weird and cause side effects... like chemicaly feeling side effectsLook at this picture... I am not logged in and deleted cookies so it must actually be true.
>>133526I've attempted to get high off nutmeg several times about a year ago. The first time I tried taking two spoonfuls of preground nutmeg and the only thing that happened was about 30 minutes or so later I felt a bit more sociable, but that was it. Then I tried three, still nothing. Nothing except a gross feeling and nausea. The fourth time I took it with coffee in the morning and the same shit happened. I'm about to take 8 spoonfuls tomorrow and see what happens. Would that be enough to give an at least half-assed high?
>>133555this this thisI parachuted 2 entire containers of mccormick nutmeg, didn't feel shit
>>133555When nutmeg is ground up, the active ingredients begin to deteriorate. You need to get whole nutmeg and either grind them up yourself or, like I do, chew and rinse with a strong drink.
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