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Weed Cessation: help and experience welcome by Shit Gebbleford - Mon, 31 Jul 2017 18:51:11 EST ID:4ZeJzgZq No.29400 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm stopping weed tomorrow completely after 5 years of daily vaping abuse

I was able stop for 50 days before so I know what to expect I had a mixture of the following:

  • depression (gray pointless outlook of life )
  • social anxiety
  • lack of humour and timing
  • easily fatigued
  • unable to sleep at times
  • night sweats

I want to lessen these withdrawal symptoms by doing the following:

  • find a support group (haven't found one yet)
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Eliza Gallerbanks - Mon, 05 Feb 2018 15:18:49 EST ID:4ZeJzgZq No.29723 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You'll get there anon.

I'm feeling great nowadays. Have a lot more energy to do things.

What helps also is some caffeine for the groggy days.

I've also noticed after about a month into my cessation I was really really thirsty and hungry for like a week..

Keep at it! Meditation and exercise keeps us straight
Martin Bimblemare - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 11:18:54 EST ID:AYvHN6nn No.29740 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey guys, I've been off weed for a solid month and a half after 6 years of daily use, I decided to do it cause I was spending too much money and expierencing HARD paranoia.

I do miss weed from time to time but I can definitely go without it. I exercise a lot and keep myself busy. Having said that i'm thinking about smoking a bit again on the weekend. I really dont think ill become a daily user again but im scared it will trigger some of the mental health issues I try to avoid.

Any input?
David Ginderfuck - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 06:20:43 EST ID:lV3U9djZ No.29758 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Former 7 year daily user here. Have now been in on-off relationship with weed for about 1.5 years. When I was still smoking everyday I didn't have any paranoia ever while stoned but after stopping daily use I have noticed sometimes to get really paranoid and panicky if I smoke (to the point I sometimes have to take clonazepam to calm down). So be aware that it can cause some serious paranoia.

Also I know the feeling "I won't be a daily user anymore" thing but be aware, your brains are so hardwired (after long daily use) to consume it daily that even if you don't fall back instantly to everyday blazing, the risk is very high and real. I'm not saying it is not possible but from personal (and from couple of other former weed addicts) experiece, I almost every time consume the herb nonstop until the bag/jar is empty. If I want to find some positive changes ,now I can stop it after 2-5 days of constant use and be without it again for another 7-30 days.

Another thing to consider is the possible mental wd effects after every use period. I have noticed to get really depressed/anxious for about 1-3 days after smoking depending how much I smoked. I don't get anymore the physical symptoms (that were really awful when I stopped daily use), but the mental rollercoaster when using has really changed my mind about myself and cannabis. I don't thing I want to do this for the rest of my life. Now that I finally have good gf and I'm studying something that I really like, the positive effects of weed are smaller and smaller. Also i feel that when I'm high it's not that great anymore. Many times I just feel tired, retarded and hungry. The euforia is 50% of the time completely gone.

I think you should be really mindfull and think why do you really want to smoke weed. Remember that the experience can be complete different now that it was before. If you are willing to the the risks I mentioned above, good luck!
Emma Gillerlock - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 17:46:08 EST ID:fthwn4rZ No.29766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Go a day without, another day withouts moking, monday comes, hmm didn't smoke.
No big deal. Buisness as usual.
Sophie Nodgegold - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 04:27:27 EST ID:O2oCWrRB No.29767 Ignore Report Quick Reply
A thousand times this. I've quit several times for varying lengths, and the, ''Oh it's just this one time, i won't go back to being a daily user again'' mentality has fucked me every time. Sometimes i,d immediately go back to frequent use, other times it'd be a slow subtle thing like how I got a heavy weed habit in the first place. In every case it wasn't worth it.

But hey, ymmv.

Quit smoking by Frederick Pizzlespear - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 19:41:56 EST ID:pcZeG0Px No.29155 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey detox. I was wondering, what are some ways I can either reduce or completely eliminate my cigarette smoking? Should I buy a vape? Should I try to wear a nicotine patch for a while? I've been trying to quit for a month now and can't seem to pull it off. I'm only able to go for at most 2 hours without lighting up another one. I'm not planning on going cold turkey like that other thread's OP, and just so you know I'm smoking American Spirits and have been able to get myself off of the heavy black packs before, it's just hard to fully quit. I know saying they're American Spirits is just an excuse when I'm smoking every hour to hour and a half so it could still cause some damage. I really need some tips.
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Eugene Clullydot - Fri, 09 Feb 2018 03:10:25 EST ID:Kkh2V26L No.29730 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just quit the shit. Pretend like for a week you have the basic flu bug. You feel like shit, antsy crabby. Call it self punishment. Self abuse. A week is really the tipping point.
Edwin Finnerdale - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 17:44:36 EST ID:H5zvl/ea No.29747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Jenny Gegglestedge - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 13:39:34 EST ID:7IdJX36B No.29756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started vaping today. Smoked my last cig and realized that it's time to quit. I'll vape for a while and after I'm using 0mg ejuice for a bit I'll be done vaping too. I'll be done with nicotine altogether. My lungs are going to thank me for this.
Graham Cheblingbanks - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 10:36:23 EST ID:0hlkGy/l No.29759 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this is way worse than quitting alcohol and cannabis was
i'm not sure i can do it and i'm only on day 1
Emma Gillerlock - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 17:30:30 EST ID:fthwn4rZ No.29765 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just quit. Any DR will say the best thing you can do is quit smoking. I notice after
not smoking, smoking a cig will trigger a chain of thinkign, or rather not thing,
that keeps people smoking. I lose ambition, creativity. Smoking is useless.

The tobacco lobby is keeping politicans basically corrupt, it serves no purpose.

Piss Test For a Job by Betsy Mecklemire - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 04:05:10 EST ID:yOEJinQz No.29760 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Im a male around 5' 10" 145 pounds
I'm an everyday weedsmoker. Smoked every day up until January 2 and then quit so I could apply for a job.
Have a piss test coming up for job this weekend. When I take the test it will be 53 days since I last smoked. Should I be in the clear if I drink a lot of water before?
Emma Gillerlock - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 17:26:47 EST ID:fthwn4rZ No.29764 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't even think about not passing. You will like nothing. Good opportunity though
to take that evergy in different directions.

Alcohol Abstinence Thread by Caroline Greenridge - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 07:47:47 EST ID:5nT9NWqY No.29436 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Greetings /detox/.

After really admitting to myself how badly my alcohol addiction was affecting other aspects of my life, I have made a serious decision to stop usage for a while. I am going to document my journey in this thread to amuse the bored, encourage those who may be dealing with similar problems, and to keep myself focused and honest. If I slip up I will be honest as well.

Little background:
>Duration of alcoholism: 8 years
>Frequency of consumption: 5-7 days per week with no period of abstinence longer than 2 days
>Amount consumed per day: ~7oz of ethanol in an evening
>Affected aspects of life: work, school, relationships, hobbies, mental and physical health

I am currently on my fourth day with no alcohol and I am already seeing and feeling notable improvements in my body and mind. I will go over how each day felt.

>First 24 Hours
By far the worst. Not only from the withdrawals, but the knowledge that booze is not coming any time soon. Sweating, shaking hands, lack of appetite, insomnia, flushed skin, increased blood pressure, irritability, dark and disturbing dreams when sleep comes in fits
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Eugene Goodbury - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 14:03:03 EST ID:oGVyIvhg No.29751 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've got the worst fucking hangover. puking and shaking and shit. I've been drunk for a couple weeks straight, I think. IDK though the time bleeds together. Seriously don't know how long I was drunk, but I know I've done a lot of regrettable shit the past couple months. I've been a fucking toxic child.

I'm stopping. I need to completely abstain for a long time. Then, maybe I can re-learn how to drink? I think after a break, I could learn to drink like a civilized person. Not a fucking savage.
Emma Darrynuck - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 00:46:00 EST ID:vRJPC8Jm No.29755 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Quit for a month as a starting goal. I din't see re-learning to drink casually if you have gotten into the cannot tell between the 6pm dark and the morning 6am darkness. Monday or thursday thing.
Eugene Drirringbury - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 10:39:08 EST ID:oGVyIvhg No.29761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I lasted two days, but I'm making changes. No more drinking by myself. And I'll only drink with people who have brakes. Drinking with another alkie at 10am? Been through that enough. Its fun, but damn. Also, no more drinking for the sole purpose of sleep. That's stupid.

Basically, i gotta only drink when theres a moderating influence around.

Totally abstaining was a stupid drunken idea that wouldnt work. Fuck abstinence.

Has anyone ever tried naltrexone? If you take it before dranking, its supposed to cut down on the cravings so you just drink way less by choice. That seems handy.
Eugene Drirringbury - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 11:53:43 EST ID:oGVyIvhg No.29762 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For example: casual drinking with another 2 alchies? We're getting at least a 30 rack. Casual drinking with normal drinkers? Split a 12 pack.
Emma Gillerlock - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 17:20:13 EST ID:fthwn4rZ No.29763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
We used to get a twelve pack between 3 of us, or four for a friday saturday night. Just a cool kick back buzz.. Smoke maybe a bit if we had some and just BS about stiuff.

But later it turned into a lot of us turned into getting drunk drinkers. The happy kinda walking home or going to bed thinking about stuff had ended.

Ondnansteron may help, if you have a primary care DR, and insurance would help.
These are like 5 8 dollars a pilll. I have not drank for at least a couple of momths.
Don't or rarely take these pills. Finally understood that the stakes are pretty high
at this pont. Missed many years, oppourtunity. Drinking to sleep. I have been
asleep for too long and oirgot about direction. Plans that are simple but barely
focus on anything that moves me forward, but rather focus on things that
take up all the energy and accomplish nothing. Which is basically drinking.

So Just saying, I know if I do not drink, I am not missing anything. If I do
drink I cannot really accomplish anything and am missing a lot. Years.
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6 YEAR TOLERANCE BREAK by Edwin Sommerstutch - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 18:38:38 EST ID:EddSMEJE No.29757 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Does anyone here have experience with "recovering" from drug addiction?

There was a 3 year period when I was 16 where I fucked my life up, was just absolutely zooted on everything I could get my hands on. Weed, alcohol, dust-off, benzos, Adderall, all sorts of shit. I got a few underage charges and eventually ended up in the psyc ward, all sorts of fun stuff. I attribute most of this to an untreated anxiety disorder that I never got help for, as well as bad parenting, etc. Couldn't stop, didn't want to stop. No goals in life, just wanted to be ass blasted on drugs 24/7

That was 6 years ago, eventually I got shipped off to a halfway house in one of those AA towns after my parents kicked me out for the 3824th time. I drank the AA kool-aid and did that whole gambit. Got a few years under my belt, sponsored people, did those weird psyc ward commitments. Anyway, after realizing the cult-like behavior I stopped going to those meetings. I've got a pretty decent life for myself now, got my own place, about to get my bachelors degree, I'm in shape, etc. Life couldn't be better.

But man, do I miss weed.

I have all of the AA jargon stuck in my head, but I'm really starting to doubt all of that is true. I'm sure there are people who need to remain sober for the rest of their lives, but I just can't believe every single one of those shmucks is gonna start cramming fentanyl up their assholes if they take a sip of beer.

I don't plan on doing it anytime soon, but does anyone have experience with this sort of thing or know anyone?

I don't know if I'm thinking for myself or if this is just my "disease" talking.

Best liver support supplements by Augustus Mattinghot - Sat, 03 Feb 2018 18:33:56 EST ID:wBRWJkvj No.29721 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I like my drugs
Mainly alcohol and cocaine off a weekend

Been doing it for the last 10 years

Now I still look fresh because I go the gym and eat healthy drink lots of water.

But i know the amount I take will take its toll on my body over the years.

So with that in mind what supplments should o take.

I know of milk thistle.Some people think it's a meme others espicaly juice heads think it works.I tried it once (well a full bottle) and I think it helped but I hardly get hangovers any way.

I've also read about liv 52 and NAC what's supposed to help with paracetamol over doses
The there is activated charcoal and ALA
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Charlotte Dacklehitch - Sat, 10 Feb 2018 16:05:57 EST ID:/a8b+ph1 No.29733 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I guess the best thing you can do is what you're already doing. Eat well sleep enough go regularly to the gym. Eat allot of veggies and keep the alcohol and other shit to the minimal and as much time between usages. Those are about the most essential things to do.
Hugh Ninnerridge - Fri, 16 Feb 2018 16:48:08 EST ID:n8TcMLR6 No.29752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Would any one recommend taking any of the supplments ?
Emma Darrynuck - Sun, 18 Feb 2018 00:39:29 EST ID:vRJPC8Jm No.29754 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just vitamins for the most part. Some alternative stuffs are not regulated by the FDA, and some are liver toxic. Activated charcoal I believe is hazardous. But beneficial when actually needed. A multivitiman in the morning and a b-12 complex noon and evening. And keep on keeping on. Would not hurt to get a blood tests every now and then to see how your organs are functioning. My tests showed a couple of elevated results that were not super over the edge but high enough to keep an eye on.

What keeps you going? by Edwin Finnerdale - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 15:52:35 EST ID:H5zvl/ea No.29741 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Benz and booze addict here. I can't see myself living without it. Treatment isn't really an option, I'm in America and have no money or insurance. I'd just rather die than leave my family with a bunch of medical bills. I've tried every antidepressant there is as well as therapy for 10 years, and I'm still here. I think it's just time to go. *shrug*

What keeps you sober(ish) people living in the moment? For me, my dogs make me happy. I would never leave them purposely. But they are 16 years old and will probably pass soon anyway (which pains me immensely). I find pleasure in essentially nothing.

I want to get of benzos for good, especially with the sketchy street presses, but I just don't know how.
Martha Piffinglidge - Sat, 17 Feb 2018 15:35:56 EST ID:Ut6X+wPO No.29753 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My family and my goals. My family I love and want to be there for, I couldn't imagine disappearing on them. And my goals give me something to be focused on day-to-day, right now that's working to get through school. That feeling you get when you accomplish a step on that way to your goals, that's what keeps me going. The more you do it the better it gets. I didn't care about it in the beginning, I was just kinda pushing myself because I felt I had no other choice. But now i like it

Kratom noob Trying to Quit Opiates by Jarvis Fucklefield - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 16:08:34 EST ID:bfKiBKJ8 No.29742 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have purchased some Kratom and I'm finding WAY too much differing info about how to dose. So to the point

The kratom I purchased:
A "sampler" pack of 250mg Red Bali and 250mg of Elephant for 50 dollars from a popular online source. These are not 5-10-150-20x or anything like that, just regular powdered stuff that had good reviews.

2. I'm not even sure I got the right kind of kratom, I did research and from what I could tell Red Bali was good for WD and elephant was "strong" so if I fucked up the strain let me know

3. Dose. I'm mainly looking to relieve as much of the withdrawl symptoms as possible. Not necessarily looking to "get high" or anything, I just don't want to feel like junk. So what should I start out with?

4. ROA how should I consume it? I'm a poppy seed tea drinker so I'm used to NASTY taste so whatever way is the best I'm down for whatever

BACKGROUN I'd say my PST usage after my taper will be equivalent to like a 60-70mg a day OXY habit at the MAX! If I taper exactly how my plan is then I'd guess that is more likely to be 30-40mg equivalent OXY dose. I know this might sound quite low but I have terrible arthritis so the aches and pains normally felt during WD is amplified for me so it sucks worse.

tl;dr - Kratom noob. I have Red bali and Elephant 250mg each. How to consume, and how much to make WD from opiates suck less

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Jarvis Fucklefield - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 16:50:14 EST ID:bfKiBKJ8 No.29744 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm actually not sure how I got this on my hard drive. You can tell it's been shopped tho if you look by her right arm where it meets her dress by her stomach.
Edwin Finnerdale - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 17:09:43 EST ID:H5zvl/ea No.29745 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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There are three main strains, red, green, and white. Each has a specific profile, but in general, red is relaxing and pain relieving ,but not going to knock you on your ass, I have fibro and take it before work and it's fine. Red is awesome for opiate withdrawals. White is an energizing one, they typically chew the leaves in Thailand during the work day, and green is a mix of both pain relief and a bit of energy. Sometimes I mix red and green if I need a hint of energy.
You can also mix your own blends once you start experimenting!
As far as ROA, I like to toss and wash. If you can handle "nasty" flavors (kratom just tastes like mild dirt and green tea to me), this is the best method IMHO. Be prepared the first time you do it. Have 12+ ounces of liquid near you, scoop the powder closer to the back of your mouth, and take a few quick swallows. You may need to swish it around a bit to get all the powdery bits. It can be made into a tea also, which you might like, but I have never tried that.
If you want to skip that, look into a product you can buy called Cap M Quick on eBay or Amazon. You can fill a ton of empty gelatin pills with the machine at a time. It's under $30 bucks, well worth it. I like to have a stash if I need to discreetly take a few tablets. I've tried to quickly toss and wash at work and got green powder all over my black shirt
TBH I never really measure, I just eyeball it, so hopefully someone has insight on that.
Good luck OP!
Edwin Finnerdale - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 17:46:27 EST ID:H5zvl/ea No.29748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Found a handy dandy chart for ya mate
Jarvis Fucklefield - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 17:54:53 EST ID:bfKiBKJ8 No.29749 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks anon! Great help.
So 3tsp is around 15 grams so 500 (total) should last me a good bit.

Also I'm looking to outright quit opiates so naturally I'm concerned about swapping one addiction for another. So does kratom build tolerance with use? If so does it skyrocket with use like opiates? Are there any WD symptoms if I stop the kratom cold turkey? Thanks guise.
Jarvis Fucklefield - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 17:55:16 EST ID:bfKiBKJ8 No.29750 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks anon! Great help.
So 3tsp is around 15 grams so 500 (total) should last me a good bit.

Also I'm looking to outright quit opiates so naturally I'm concerned about swapping one addiction for another. So does kratom build tolerance with use? If so does it skyrocket with use like opiates? Are there any WD symptoms if I stop the kratom cold turkey? Thanks guise.

I keep abusing drugs to be someone I'm not so that I can feel loved for once by Frederick Dillydock - Sun, 11 Feb 2018 11:33:05 EST ID:/1qsLh2A No.29735 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I just spent the past two days doing meth and oxy and benzos with someone I met on Tinder at their friend's place. I was clean for almost a year now. The girl was so sweet and nice to me, and we cuddled a lot, and were really intimate, and got along well, but we were high on meth and other drugs, so I know that's the only reason.

But, just for once, I felt so happy and normal and not anxious, and I finally got all the physical intimacy that I've never really had in my life. Somebody expressed that physical intimacy with me and I got to express it back, in such a comforting and deeply-fulfilling way. For those two days I felt so safe, and content, and okay, and I even loved myself, too. I finally just felt loved. And that's all I have ever wanted to feel.

The second I left their house, I just started sobbing uncontrollably and I continued to all the way on the drive home, and I still am crying, because I'm realizing now what I just did and I hate myself so much for it, especially after being clean for so long. I was doing so well and my friends were so proud of me for staying clean, but, fuck, I'm so plain and boring and empty and self-loathing by default, that it feels like without drugs the only things I ever do are work, eat, sleep, and hate myself in between. I cried because I knew I was going back to that when I got home - my empty apartment where I am always alone. I knew those two days of amazing, intimate love and happiness were over and the second that realization hit me I cried even harder.

I hate being alone so fucking much that I'll turn myself into someone I'm not by abusing drugs until someone will share love or intimacy with me, and I'm just always so afraid that I'm just always going to be alone and I'm never going to feel the way I just felt after that drug binge. I'm alone again right now, and I hate it so much. I just want to feel loved. I just want to be touched, hugged, held, and all that stuff, by someone I can trust and feel safe with. And the only time that has ever happened to me, I was on drugs.

I just don't understand why I need to be a fucking addict to ever feel loved by someone
Nathaniel Peddleshit - Tue, 13 Feb 2018 07:46:14 EST ID:MMNwHn9l No.29739 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You should find that intimacy you want without the drugs.

Its rough, birds of a feather flock together so a druggie is most likely to find someone who gets it among other druggies, which is something I struggle with myself trying to stay clean. The only people who get it are hoods.

Haha Fucking Pussy Quitters by Caroline Drimmlehot - Tue, 26 Dec 2017 06:53:50 EST ID:6x4Kpcig No.29649 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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FUCK DETOX be a real man and do some more drugs.. Don't blame your problems on drugs and shit don't be such a BITCH and you wouldn't be "addicted". thats just a made up term anyways.. Grow the fuck up and do some more drugs.
Beatrice Sigglehall - Sat, 13 Jan 2018 15:01:19 EST ID:NasmHurY No.29686 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>29649 u got a point there
Doris Wopperpine - Mon, 29 Jan 2018 02:08:29 EST ID:z7ZJeqJH No.29708 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>29649 faggot
Phoebe Gubblehood - Sun, 11 Feb 2018 18:15:15 EST ID:6MLixlna No.29736 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Got a point... Gotta be more responsible and structured

My addictions... how do I escape this hell by Oliver Cirryforth - Thu, 01 Feb 2018 02:47:37 EST ID:nCGTZhKS No.29714 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Honestly I just don’t know what to do with myself. Sometimes I feel like it would be better to end it all. I keep thinking back to my high school days, if only I had just focused on school, I would have gone to college and gotten a degree and a job and a girlfriend.

I bought 200 bitcoin at $5 and forgot about it until my parents kicked me out of the house and I had no money to buy food with so I remembered the purchase, I check the price and it’s $7000... so I sell all of it right away and I’m just on top of the world, like literally the happiest I’ve ever been in my life.

So I immediately buy myself a nice apartment, and I start doing a ton of Coke from this dealer, let’s call him Snakes. So Snakes becomes almost like my best friend, we hang out all the time and just do coke, drink, smoke weed, and he doesn’t know how much money I actually have but I buy a lot from him. Eventually that starts getting boring and I want more people to party with, so we start inviting people over to do free coke with us, and I start meeting some girls but also the thing is, during the last year I had gotten really fat, so none of the girls wanted to fuck me and I was just getting really bitter and jealous of Snakes who fucked girls all the time at these parties. So eventually I just tell snakes that we aren’t friends anymore but I keep inviting his friends to my place, and one of the friends starts bringing my psychedelics which I didn’t want to do but he was a cool guy so I started doing them, and also ketamine, and Mxe. Mostly we did 5-men-dipt. Anyway so I’m on the dipt one time and this girl offers to fuck me, and I’m like “wtf” but do it anyways, and afterwards she asked for 300 dollars and that her bf would beat my ass unless I paid her so... needless to say I started having her over quite a bit and eventually the bf would come me too but he’d just stay in my living room doing coke listening to my sound system and practicing with this set of throwing knives I also bought. So after like a week of this she calls me and tells me her bf got in a car accident and was in the hospital and she can’t keep coming over at which point I’m super pissed and tell her to come over and I’d give her 600 but she hung up. So at that poin…
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Nathaniel Demmleman - Thu, 01 Feb 2018 03:39:02 EST ID:vypwoMx6 No.29715 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Go to rehab. You can probably afford a really nice one which will be almost like a vacation.
Nathaniel Possleforth - Thu, 01 Feb 2018 15:31:47 EST ID:J3rc3ObZ No.29716 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Seconding this, assuming you have some sort of insurance/a decent chunk of your money left you should really try rehba, it sounds like you're hitting a bottom and things are only gonna get worse, while i have certain issues with the 12 step model it's overall very beneficial to people in situations like yours and something you might as well try since it sounds like you don't have much to lose anyways. That's my 2 cents
Hugh Daffingbanks - Thu, 01 Feb 2018 20:47:07 EST ID:J3rc3ObZ No.29717 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Also i just finally realized after doing the math that you must have made about 1.4 Million from that sale, which is really awesome and cool and i'm happy for you, but thats besides the point. You can afford a very very nice rehab, along with top of the line psychiatric help/therapy. Obviously money is not gonna be an issue for you anytime soon but you need to recognize binging harder and harder on drugs and hookers not only will leave you feeling shittier and more insane but it will drain a significant amount of your resources. You can get the best help available as well as travel the world, do things you've always wanted to do but never had the resources. You can invest that money and get like mega rich. or if you don't even care about the money you can use your resources to try and get back to a normal life with dating and friends and fun. Obviously you sound miserable where you're at so i would suggest not just trying to find the most expensive rehab spa vacation, but actually trying to give sobriety a shot, hence the AA/NA suggestion, cause its true when they say some things money can't buy, and you definitely can't buy your way clean from drugs and good mental health, but you can get better options then most. Good luck and keep us updated
Polly Bimblelock - Fri, 02 Feb 2018 19:24:18 EST ID:xfL07Ft/ No.29718 Ignore Report Quick Reply
thats why stupid people should not have money
Phyllis Peddledock - Sun, 11 Feb 2018 08:14:07 EST ID:BFxEE5EZ No.29734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
kill yourself op, addicts are aggresive faggots who always think they know everything better and just waste time and money of our society

Shit happens? by Samuel Fibblestug - Mon, 05 Feb 2018 14:57:12 EST ID:p+1OPm6K No.29722 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Have any of you guys ever shit yourself from drinking? Also, how long to wait before eating after quitting? Seems like I should be eating after two full days.
Lydia Sucklestock - Tue, 06 Feb 2018 21:37:48 EST ID:cfH+dw9t No.29726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
like full on shit yourself sleeping or while drinking?

ive sharted myself sort of when I was drinking without eating ANYTHING all day, but normally if I eat some food and start drinking I wont shart myself

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