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Alcohol Abstinence Thread by Caroline Greenridge - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 07:47:47 EST ID:5nT9NWqY No.29436 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Greetings /detox/.

After really admitting to myself how badly my alcohol addiction was affecting other aspects of my life, I have made a serious decision to stop usage for a while. I am going to document my journey in this thread to amuse the bored, encourage those who may be dealing with similar problems, and to keep myself focused and honest. If I slip up I will be honest as well.

Little background:
>Duration of alcoholism: 8 years
>Frequency of consumption: 5-7 days per week with no period of abstinence longer than 2 days
>Amount consumed per day: ~7oz of ethanol in an evening
>Affected aspects of life: work, school, relationships, hobbies, mental and physical health

I am currently on my fourth day with no alcohol and I am already seeing and feeling notable improvements in my body and mind. I will go over how each day felt.

>First 24 Hours
By far the worst. Not only from the withdrawals, but the knowledge that booze is not coming any time soon. Sweating, shaking hands, lack of appetite, insomnia, flushed skin, increased blood pressure, irritability, dark and disturbing dreams when sleep comes in fits
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Eliza Bedgeford - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 17:33:41 EST ID:Oz9cRT8I No.29873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Update for all those alkies detoxing/tapering:

It seems that it can be done in about a week for me, but only because I crashed at a friend's place or he babysat me at mine. You shouldn't be driving or cooking while tapering anyway. New Naltrexone script starts tomorrow (have to be sure I have been totally dry and zero shakes for a couple days). Have been taking 900mg of Gabapentin which helped a lot.

webm unrelated. Don't be that guy.
Samuel Chunderwater - Fri, 18 May 2018 12:23:59 EST ID:5Vnf/8sL No.29897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Seriously aa is fucked. I quit booze and put my life together again with medical mj. They wouldn't recommend that. With aa I was suicidal in my parents basement. Medical MJ for a year or two, and I own my condo and work for a large corporation.
Samuel Chunderwater - Fri, 18 May 2018 12:26:44 EST ID:5Vnf/8sL No.29898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
They say take what you want and leave the rest, but all that religion and repetition infects you over time. You take more than you realize. Leave now

Fuck aa
Jenny Ponnerbure - Tue, 22 May 2018 06:46:46 EST ID:24QMH6TA No.29903 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is a fucking terrible idea. Look up the kindling effect.
The Sick Boy method is not designed for alcohol.
Hugh Dombleworth - Tue, 22 May 2018 12:32:27 EST ID:Oz9cRT8I No.29905 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can confirm. Do not do this or you are at risk of seizure. If you are dead set on detoxing at home with no benzos you fucking better have somebody around with a case of beer and a car to drive you to the hospital. If you were drinking at Winehouse levels, you will need supervision preparing food, taking a shit, taking a shower, etc.

BWS 2 by William Bondlepeck - Wed, 01 Feb 2017 10:04:08 EST ID:9UI2BRSD No.28884 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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The last thread isn't bumping since it's beyond the post limit. So, time for a new thread.

How long have you been sober and what reasons do you have for quitting drug(s). For those who are completely sober from said drug or drugs, how has your life changed?

As for me, I've been on suboxone for a few days now. My outlook on life is becoming positive compared to when I was popping pills. I'm still smoking weed and that's the extent of my current drug use. Everyday gets easier and easier. I hope for the best and will put the time and the effort in to better myself as a person.
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Augustus Clebblebanks - Thu, 17 May 2018 23:50:22 EST ID:R6ezVTg8 No.29895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm seeing a suboxone doctor in a week. Need subs to get clean. Im 28 and I need to get my life on track. I'm not getting any younger. I don't want to keep being addicted to drugs anymore. But, for months I've been taking 10mg methadone a day. Just enough to keep me from going through withdrawal. Now, I want to be clean and move on with my life.
Samuel Chunderwater - Fri, 18 May 2018 13:01:39 EST ID:5Vnf/8sL No.29899 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The steps are total fucking voodoo jumbo jumbo.

It's just to guilt trap you in their cult.

Yesterday doesn't matter, but we will talk about it everyday for the rest of your life. That makes sense.
Ian Hennerwell - Sat, 19 May 2018 09:40:47 EST ID:g196Il3L No.29900 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No more having to go see a suboxone doctor. Someone I know had some subs they still had and sold them to me. So, I'm starting my sub taper tomorrow. I'm lucky this happened
Clara Greenson - Sun, 20 May 2018 08:00:10 EST ID:cXy+on2h No.29901 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started my suboxone taper today. 2 months is all I need to get clean and time will pass by fairly quick. Disgunbgud
John Finnersot - Sun, 20 May 2018 23:48:27 EST ID:Xk83xeOC No.29902 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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34 days off painkillers. Started working out again, pretty happy since my lifts are only a little below where they were 6 months ago. The anxiety hasn't been as bad as I thought it would be, but the boredom gets to me more than I thought it would. Doing things sober just reminds me of how great they were high and I lose interest in about thirty minutes. Been drinking still, but no more than I did when I had painkillers. At least I feel better emotionally, not doing shitty things to get high. Good luck bros.

Hey by Samuel Fanwill - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 14:27:32 EST ID:Oz9cRT8I No.29863 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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It's going to be OK. Let go and let God. Do you have a higher power in your life yet? It can be anything. Alcoholism is a spiritual disease man. Please turn to page 153 of the Big Book ($25 by the coffee table that is one of the traditions we don't take donations). This completes my 240 hours of community service. I'm out of this bitch. Got to go and pay $3000 to get this fucking interlock removed.
Thomas Clambledot - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 17:30:51 EST ID:Oz9cRT8I No.29872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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And always remember: Tomorrow is a new day.
Martin Dendernet - Mon, 07 May 2018 17:24:59 EST ID:RJ0RYzJt No.29882 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sidney Blollermot - Wed, 16 May 2018 22:50:58 EST ID:Oz9cRT8I No.29893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey man, AA is NOT A CULT. Bill W. (PBUH) made it clear that we are to have no religious or political affiliation. Now who wants to stick around and mop out this church basement after the meeting?

You need to have an attitude of gratitude, brother. Remember, pain is the touchstone of spiritual growth. You're only as sick as your secrets.
Samuel Chunderwater - Fri, 18 May 2018 11:31:26 EST ID:5Vnf/8sL No.29896 Ignore Report Quick Reply

We can laugh, but those poor fucks

Aa is a mousetrap for the mental ill, and should be burned to the ground

Mouth swab in 2 days? by Charlotte Semmlepon - Tue, 03 Apr 2018 18:13:36 EST ID:MaNTfpkr No.29838 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Got a job mouth swab drug test in the late afternoon in two days but I injected the old H this morning.

Will I be ok as long I abstain till then ? Tried googling and they said saliva test doesn't detect after only 5 hours of doing H!? Sounds too good to be true
David Brobberdale - Tue, 15 May 2018 19:14:40 EST ID:Qe1ag55c No.29891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I get swabbed randomly once a month and have been trying to figure this out forever. I'm on methadone maintenance and take valium.. so far the best method I've found is holding water in my mouth before I pit the swab in, but that's obviously not perfect.

Bump for justice
Polly Hengerline - Wed, 16 May 2018 19:18:06 EST ID:eVQ5Y21i No.29892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've generally heard that you can pass a mouth swab easily by just brushing well and going ham with mouthwash. Otherwise they're only supposed to detect use within the last 48 hours or so anyway. This is pretty much the best case scenario as far as drug testing goes. I'd kill to have mouth swabs instead of piss tests.
Hamilton Goodlock - Thu, 17 May 2018 21:47:37 EST ID:kOOTOwkf No.29894 Ignore Report Quick Reply

When I had piss tests it was easy to bring in clean per.
The mouth swab sucks because if I use water to dilute it, the stuff that is supposed to be in my system doesn't show up..
Brushing teeth and using mouthwash doesn't work..

Cleaning my kidneys by Thomas Pickson - Wed, 09 May 2018 17:30:17 EST ID:AIHY/L3N No.29883 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I did a half gram coke and drunk a bunch of cider over the weekend. I dont do coke much and have never done more than that in the space of months. oh and some codeine

However I feel like my kidneys need flushing, like I my guts are funny and could do with a big crap or something. Anyone know what Im talking about. I heard alcohol and coke makes it more toxic

apparently peach nectar is good for the kidneys. I think Im fine but makes you think. anyone here ever had bad organ problems from drug abuse?
Oliver Duckwill - Tue, 15 May 2018 17:31:05 EST ID:0HP+A7WV No.29889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
alcohol and coke? care about your fucking heart, not kidneys man
Fucking Tillingdock - Tue, 15 May 2018 18:00:41 EST ID:eVQ5Y21i No.29890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This. Guy I used to be friends with got into a nasty coke habit in the last few months and finally had a heart attack. Not to mention he became a generic degenerate addict that nobody wants to be around so I stopped chilling with him. Doesn't sound like OP is on that level but you know, be careful is all. It's easy to do too much when combined with alcohol in particular

surprise mothafucka by George Hellyham - Thu, 03 May 2018 02:34:04 EST ID:eVQ5Y21i No.29876 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Recently passed a pre-employment drug test for an internship that begins in a few weeks. Fancy office job. I made sure to ask for the employee handbook and it just repeatedly says you can't be high at work or bring drugs to work. No mention at all of any random drug testing or the like.

Basically my question is, for those with similar experiences, were you good to go after you passed the initial drug test? Anybody ever had some surprise bullshit like a second drug test on your first day? Or random testing that wasn't mentioned anywhere in your contract/handbook? I'd really like to celebrate with a few bowls after final exams/before my start date.
Nigel Guzzleham - Fri, 11 May 2018 15:05:25 EST ID:iPKL26D0 No.29886 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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if you're still out there...
it's hard to say. what i would do would be stay clean for a few weeks while you find the coolest people in the office. after establishing a rapport, start making hints that weed is cool and whatnot. if they say yeah, drugs are cool, then you can ask more about drug testing and shit.

if you accidentally ask a non-druggo they will probably get suspicious. so yeah, stay clean for now and take your time to figure it out. also, you can smoke like 3 hits of regular-ass weed (no dabs/hash) on a friday night and be totally clean by monday.
Reuben Derringridge - Sat, 12 May 2018 21:58:25 EST ID:eVQ5Y21i No.29887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Solid advice, thanks. There was some kind of hold up with them getting my initial results so they've actually tested me twice already for pre-employment. I passed both and they've confirmed they have the results and all the paperwork, so I'm doubtful that they're going to blow even more money to try and pull a fast one on me with a third test.

I ended up smoking a small amount yesterday and the day before, maybe 3 - 5 hits each day. If I stop now I imagine I'd probably be clean by my start date the week after next, but I also have some synthetic urine as a backup. If something goes horribly wrong and I get tested again and fail I'll report back to let my story serve as an example to others, but for now I think I'm pretty safe.

Need a T break but addicted by Rebecca Bunwater - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 23:43:26 EST ID:KGaDbKCF No.29874 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ever since I graduated from High School back in 2011 I started smoking weed a lot more often then I used to. I had no job at first so I'd usually only get to smoke if a friend invited me to go out with him and we'd hang until like 1am and it was fun times back when I'd get baked for hours. Eventually I got a job and since I live in California I was able to get a rec to buy weed from clinics so I started smoking even more. I was pretty much smoking weed every day by then and I started to get a tolerance but I never could get myself to take a tolerance break. Currently now I dab wax because of how tolerant I've become and even that isn't working as much, I always end up dabbing a gram of wax in just 2 days. I'm unemployed now because I was working graveyard for 3 years and couldn't take it anymore but I haven't been able to get hired anywhere I've tried. Every time I go without weed or wax my body feels like shit and I have no motivation to do anything and I'm not even sure if I'd be able to work if I ever got a job like this. Not only do I have this addiction but my life is pretty shit as well, I'm 25 and am a kissless virgin with no friends, car, or even a driver's license so I spend every day in my room on my computer and I've gotten burnt out on this lifestyle so its hard to get motivated to do things like play my video games when I don't have any wax.

How do I get myself out of this rut? I want to get rid of this addiction so I can take a tolerance break to completely cleanse my body of all this stored THC so if I ever smoke again I'd get high like I used to in the old days.
George Cungerdutch - Fri, 04 May 2018 01:36:01 EST ID:XBK2T0+M No.29877 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>How do I get myself out of this rut?

Stop getting high dumbass
Eliza Billingfuck - Sat, 05 May 2018 08:09:58 EST ID:RJ0RYzJt No.29878 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well like any drug you gotta taper yourself down. i'd recommend trying n-acetyl cysteine in the mornings to replace your daily wake&bake. smoking in the morning i honestly find fucks with my day the most, plus even after holding off for just most of the day you'll be noticeably more stoned when you smoke at night. usually decreasing the amount of bud you smoke by about 10% a day is a good metric
Nicholas Cheshstune - Mon, 07 May 2018 11:25:38 EST ID:XBK2T0+M No.29880 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Every time I go without weed or wax my body feels like shit and I have no motivation to do anything and I'm not even sure if I'd be able to work if I ever got a job like this
It can take months to get used to being sober again. You may find that it was clouding your mind and without it you begin to enjoy life again and all your problems vanish, or you may still have a huge hole in your life that you were using weed to fill. If so, you need to find something REAL that makes you love life again(a talent, a hobby, like-minded people, a belief system, etc...) , or you will inevitably go back to the weed or video games 24/7 or whatever.

The transition is not going to be easy especially when you're used to being high all the time. If you can find a way to take some time off by living off your savings, or with family or friends, do it, and use the time WISELY to get sober and find yourself again.

If you don't have this ability then you'll just have to deal with it and figure it out while continuing to work. It's going to extremely hard and you will probably fail, unless you REALLY decide you want the life you've been missing BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE. And seriously the video games are going to be your worst enemy because they are what allow years and years to pass by without saying to yourself "enough is enough".

As far as "I can't work without it", then you'd better have some money or somebody to support you because being homeless is a million times worse. Believe me.

> I'm 25 and am a kissless virgin with no friends, car, or even a driver's license
You can either wake up now or have the same problem at 30, then 35, etc and eventually it will be too late. 25 is getting there but it's not too late to save yourself if you act now. You can still live a fulfilling life and as bad as things are you can look back at it one day and think "that's how I used to be".

>cleanse my body of all this stored THC so if I ever smoke again I'd get high like I used to in the old days
You're looking at it wrong. That will never happen again, not in the way you're hoping, not without going sober for several years at least.…
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Nicholas Cheshstune - Mon, 07 May 2018 11:41:26 EST ID:XBK2T0+M No.29881 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And one more thing. When you inevitably decide to smoke again after a tolerance break and think about how amazing it feels and how much it helps you, just remember it will be short-lived and you're setting yourself up for the same exact pattern again unless you can discipline yourself to only do it every once in a while(unlikely if you're the kind of person who is predisposed to getting addicted to it). It can be a useful tool to give you a bit of hope when you're absolutely depressed and have nowhere else to turn, but you have to hold out as long as possible and stop yourself from doing it more than once when you do.

All of this advice comes from experience and because you sound a lot like me. I hope you take it seriously.

Extreme Tramadol Dependency by akaneironokaze - Sun, 15 Apr 2018 10:56:17 EST ID:LtNSf6BL No.29849 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Every day i need to ingest 1 gram of tramadol to function properly (yes, 1 gram. So that's ten 100 mg pills) and now I wanna stop bit I need to pay bills and shit so culd turkey is outta the question. Anyone know if Kratom can hel such a high dependency tolerance? Amd where can i order the best Kratom? I hope im not breakon the rules for asking for links.
Betsy Fannergold - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 15:46:34 EST ID:n28ePIRx No.29852 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't want to make it look like dick measuring competition but 1 g a day is a moderate dose for someone taking opioids for years, anyways...

try some strong kratom extract and slowly cutting your doses, I'm not sure but you could probably use some benzos or pregabalin as tram can cause seizures sooner or later, probably even in withdrawal
also look up something to help your serotonin go back to normal because tramadol fucks it up too like no other opioid, 5-htp is good choice

and be ready for feeling like absolute shit for weeks, even after long oxy/morphine binge it took me less time to recover compared to tramadol dependency
Wesley Hullysid - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 18:27:12 EST ID:aYd0pUzY No.29853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Kratom will 100% help with withdrawal, you just have to get quality stuff.
Also be prepared to redose every 4 hours, it doesn't last very long.
The withdrawal from a 30 gram kratom habit is peanuts btw, so if you ever make the transition you'll be completely in the clear
Thomas Clambledot - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 09:32:45 EST ID:Oz9cRT8I No.29870 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude you were taking WAY too much tramadol. Just FYI. Good luck with that shit.
Hannah Pevinglene - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 14:29:08 EST ID:0gwR3P0k No.29871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you ever heard of tolerance?
Jenny Ponnerbure - Tue, 22 May 2018 06:49:20 EST ID:24QMH6TA No.29904 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not sure tolerance develops to the seizure inducing effects.

Adderall vs. meth in drug screens by Scared nurse - Mon, 23 Apr 2018 13:14:45 EST ID:bD6jpd50 No.29858 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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First of all, let me apologize for posting this same topic in Stimulant Discussion. I wasn’t sure which board was more appropriate. I can definitely delete the topic in whichever board is least appropriate. I don’t want to spam or cross post! Here’s what I had asked over in “stimulant discussion” before finding the detox board..

Hey guys, so I’m a nurse and I get drug tested for work. I am prescribed ambien, cymbalta, and adderall. I just shot up a bunch of crystal today (very good quality stuff by the way! Lol) and now I clearly have a problem. I was just informed that my random drug screen will be sometime this week. Sometime between tomorrow (Tuesday) and Friday, I do not know the exact day however. In the past, Crystal took usually 3 days to get out of my system. Sometimes a few days more if it was good stuff like what I just did. Being that I am prescribed adderall could I possibly blame the positive test result on that? Or do drug tests typically differentiate types of amphetamines? My past drug screens have said “Amphetamine: Positive (ADHD prescription)”. I usually only take my adderall on days I think I’m going to get tested and even then I take less than half of what I’m prescribed. Honestly they’re worth too much money around here for me to justify taking them myself. Especially as a new nurse recently graduated who isn’t making much money. Student loans are a bitch. So anyway do you think that taking extra addies that day might help throw off the test any? Or am I just definitely screwed?

Please don’t judge me, guys. I wasn’t working when I got high. I don’t use on the daily. This is actually the first time I have screwed up and used in literally years. I don’t want to lose my job over this.

Wow.. sorry! I just realized that’s a friggin novel! I apologize I’m longwinded and high still..

Basically in short..
  1. Do drug tests differentiate between amphetamine salt/ dextrose combination and methamphetamine?
  2. Would taking extra adderall on the day of the test help to throw the results off?
  3. And I know that it probably gets asked here all of the time, but is there anything I can do to get this out of my system faster?
Eliza Crenningkag - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 21:50:11 EST ID:ZySOz6rW No.29864 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sounds like you have yourself a gamble. If you don't have a side bet, you may go in the red. Keep in mind, the house usually has better odds. Good luck, and don't do more meth!

PEACE by Frederick Blytheville - Sun, 15 Apr 2018 14:37:58 EST ID:hm4WDZH7 No.29850 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I was happily cruising on 3.5g kratom twice a day + a lot of nicorette for a long time but I ran out of kratom one day so I snuck a couple of my dad's trammies. One week ago I did. Now the kratom is weak, there's no synergy with the nicotine, and the kratom isn't stimulating my appetite (appetite is gone in general) or synergizing with the nicotine anymore. And it's making me feel weird. Is there an anti-tramadol I can take to knock myself back into wack? Or I just have to wait? Or The Kratom Gods are keeping me locked out of my happy place forever?
Betsy Fannergold - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 15:41:30 EST ID:n28ePIRx No.29851 Ignore Report Quick Reply
it's just tolerance, try low doses of dxm for few days (like 15-30 mg once or twice a day) or try it before your dose of kratom
either that or you have to switch to stronger opioids

tell me bout your drug dreams by Sophie Boblingbore - Wed, 30 Aug 2017 22:57:24 EST ID:RJ0RYzJt No.29451 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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i used to get annoyed when i had dreams abt doing drugs but now i'm like hey free drugs
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Jack Chendlemit - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 08:37:15 EST ID:JjUbNitn No.29513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Last night I had a dream of being totally ripped, with a girl of my past sleeping on me. Felt like heaven. Tis only was but a dream. Oh well.
Phyllis Snodworth - Fri, 20 Oct 2017 17:57:31 EST ID:BJpHLksR No.29521 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Haha, jesus, I had a dream where I found a few 200 (two hundred) mg diazepam pills, imagine that. I think there were also some 300mg pills in that dream. I take one pill but the high was very different from a benzo high, it was very trippy and much more like psychedelics and maybe dissociatives. But I did get that sweet clean drunkenness that you get from a (very) high dose of benzos.
fuck idk - Tue, 03 Apr 2018 21:04:56 EST ID:CWKUpCtL No.29839 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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i had a dream that i hit a bong that looked like a music instrument from how the grinch stole christmas. remember feeling instantly high. fucking weird
seriously idk - Tue, 03 Apr 2018 21:11:15 EST ID:CWKUpCtL No.29840 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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had another dream where my friends said they were growing weed in the next room. walked in to see a giant bowl of milk with nugs in it. as i touched the milk i got high. shit was out of ed edd and eddy
George Greenwill - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 16:22:26 EST ID:54CAnQRS No.29844 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't remember most of them too clearly, but there's been many times where I find some pills or dope and as soon as I'm about to do them and get out of withdrawals, I wake up. I've also had a lot of nightmares where I'm stuck in benzo withdrawals again, walking around lost in a state of confusion and terror and nobody is ever willing to help me. I usually wake up screaming when I get those. Pretty sure coming off benzos cold turkey traumatized me. I kinda wish I ever got high in my dreams, but they're only ever about the chase. I do remember one particularly odd one where I was hanging out with Peter Griffin and we had to build some elaborate machine in my friends garage to slingshot Meg back in time 4000 years to score dope. That ugly bitch never came back with the bags lmao. I think that one was triggered by falling asleep with family guy on while I was in withdrawals from opiates.

6 YEAR TOLERANCE BREAK by Edwin Sommerstutch - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 18:38:38 EST ID:EddSMEJE No.29757 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Does anyone here have experience with "recovering" from drug addiction?

There was a 3 year period when I was 16 where I fucked my life up, was just absolutely zooted on everything I could get my hands on. Weed, alcohol, dust-off, benzos, Adderall, all sorts of shit. I got a few underage charges and eventually ended up in the psyc ward, all sorts of fun stuff. I attribute most of this to an untreated anxiety disorder that I never got help for, as well as bad parenting, etc. Couldn't stop, didn't want to stop. No goals in life, just wanted to be ass blasted on drugs 24/7

That was 6 years ago, eventually I got shipped off to a halfway house in one of those AA towns after my parents kicked me out for the 3824th time. I drank the AA kool-aid and did that whole gambit. Got a few years under my belt, sponsored people, did those weird psyc ward commitments. Anyway, after realizing the cult-like behavior I stopped going to those meetings. I've got a pretty decent life for myself now, got my own place, about to get my bachelors degree, I'm in shape, etc. Life couldn't be better.

But man, do I miss weed.

I have all of the AA jargon stuck in my head, but I'm really starting to doubt all of that is true. I'm sure there are people who need to remain sober for the rest of their lives, but I just can't believe every single one of those shmucks is gonna start cramming fentanyl up their assholes if they take a sip of beer.

I don't plan on doing it anytime soon, but does anyone have experience with this sort of thing or know anyone?

I don't know if I'm thinking for myself or if this is just my "disease" talking.
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Archie Turveylock - Tue, 13 Mar 2018 16:24:19 EST ID:rYIIdhhG No.29796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Weed isn't really that bad for you although I know guys who smoked it since they were 16 and are now 16 year olds trapped in the bodies of 30-40 year olds. I mean guys who turned out like pic related. I don't know many people who were lifelong smokers and didn't become burn outs. Maybe my Uncle since he had his own business and shit but there's exceptions. I wouldn't want to be 40 years old and still blazing weed.
Fuck Grandham - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 16:14:48 EST ID:SVM1seDK No.29803 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm an ex alcoholic/heroin/meth/crack addict. I've been off methadone for over 6 years now. I've had a few slip ups, but no major relapses. I still smoke weed, but I don't do anything else. I don't even drink caffeine. I went to NA meetings before when I was forced to while attending mandatory drug classes. It's cool they work for other people, but they just aren't for me. Some people there are fucking retarded and brainwashed as hell. I would catch shit for still smoking weed and being an atheist that doesn't believe in a "higher power" while these fuckers were pounding caffeine and chain smoking cigarettes. The "work the steps or die" mentality is beyond retarded. Those close minded fucks don't realize that different things work for different people. When I finally quit for good, I did it because I was sick of the life. Every other time I tried to stop, it was because other people wanted me to like the pigs, friends, and family. Relocating to a new place really helped me as well. I know people that are better off living that NA life, and I don't hate on them, but sometimes they still give me shit for doing things my way and say that I'll relapse soon even though I have more clean time than them. You just gotta figure out what works for you and stick with it. Some people are stronger willed than others.
Fuck Grandham - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 16:16:37 EST ID:SVM1seDK No.29804 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I blame hip hop culture for people that turn out that way more than I blame weed or drugs. I know sober people that still dress like that because they are brainwashed by mainstream rap.
Simon Chishhood - Sat, 31 Mar 2018 19:52:04 EST ID:n7VdvLnw No.29834 Ignore Report Quick Reply

plenty of people are born stupid, some of them happen to smoke weed
Dirk - Wed, 04 Apr 2018 18:14:58 EST ID:7eeG3EFO No.29841 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Lol yeah blame it on anxiety. Doing drugs (even just your harmless weed) at a young age is a big reason why there is so many young people struggling with anxiety and deppression. It's like fat people having back pain really.
Stay away from drugs OP, you fucked it up.

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