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Benzodiazepines: A story of love, memory, and the pending doom by Nigel Tootcocke - Fri, 23 Nov 2018 20:30:42 EST ID:WpuPBHYJ No.30247 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I started in 2016. Following some horrible life events, I placed a clearnet order for etizolam. I should have seen a doctor. I should have heeded the warnings. But after what I went through I couldn’t handle sleeping one hour a night for weeks on end.

No, wait, let’s jump back four years. I dated a girl with a clonazepam script which she seldom used. I would occasionally take 1-2mg. I never had a problem. I had a problem with other drugs, but not benzodiazepines. It is a fact rarely disputed in the medical or harm reduction communities that while occasional benzodiazepine use is safe, long-term use can bring on withdrawals that are “worse than heroin.”

Now, let’s set the record straight. I’ve done enough heroin to develop an addiction. Benzodiazepines are worse. Prolonged use, even at therapeutic doses of benzodiazepines, can result in months of acute withdrawal and years of post-acute withdrawal syndrome (PAWS).

From etizolam I found clonazolam. I never really liked it, but I would cut it up onto very tiny doses (well-aware of the dangers of hot spots in vendor-pressed 1mg pills of anything). And after a year or so, I started to wake up unable to see.

Really. Etizolam has a quite short half-life, so taking it and going to bed for 8 hrs is enough to wake up with your hands involuntarily shaking, your eyes misprocessing reality - I don’t know if they were seizures, but they might as well have been. From there, I reached out for help online.

I spent hours each day researching taper schedules, reviewing equivalency charts, methodically planning my mathematical reduction to zero.

And I still failed. It took 12mg diclazepam - the equivalent of 120mg diazepam - to finally stabilize. But everyone in my life could tell, from my past behavior to my new I-just-don’t-give-a-fuck attitude followed by random extreme panic attacks when I made dose reductions.

I did eventually seek out medical help. I couldn’t get past 3mg diclazepam (but I went 12->3 myself!). So I started calling psychiatrists. And rehabs. I had people tell me a taper is crazy, that it just keeps you addicted longer (if a psychiatrist or mental health counselor ever tells you this, review the Ashton Manual and run the other way. Consult a real doctor). Eventually I found someone.
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Sidney Seddleville - Fri, 23 Nov 2018 21:44:12 EST ID:gzZmei8F No.30248 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I wish you the best of luck. I've struggled with opiates, benzos and alcohol. I don't know what's wrong with me but my body and mind yearns to be sedated.

I've been "clean" for almost 8 years now but my PAWS have never went away. Although I've achieved what I previously thought was impossible (decent job, amazing wife, own a house lol what the fuck) I find myself still desperately trying to feel normal.

Anyways, sorry I'm going off on a tangent here. You may find some relief in something called BPC-157. It's known as the "healing peptide" and it has some anecdotal evidence it can heal some damage done by past drug abuse. Do some reading on it. It's not a magic substance, but it seems to have helped me just a little bit.
Fucking Hublinghall - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 19:19:54 EST ID:Dswgp8IR No.30268 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I came off a 3 year multiple-bar a day habit summer 2016 and STILL feel weird. A couple weeks ago my fucking back left upper molar CHIPPED because I grind my teeth NON STOP
Hedda Cravingworth - Fri, 07 Dec 2018 15:15:45 EST ID:6FvdO/Lk No.30271 Ignore Report Quick Reply
holy fuck

Quitting Kratom by C⌬©⍟ℕυͳ - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 21:57:19 EST ID:gscyIH09 No.30244 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Any advice? I used take 50-60g a day. Trying a taper but is there anything I should know about? I know it's not the strongest shit in the world but I'm able to take half a 30 and be disappointed I didn't take kratom. My goal is to be clean by Christmas. Is this realistic? I'm at about 25-30g now
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C⌬©⍟ℕυͳ - Tue, 27 Nov 2018 20:51:11 EST ID:bxRlJMez No.30256 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cant smoke anymore cus of drug tests. I'll try kava but iirc you need a lot to have an effect (~1oz). Is CBD a meme? I have yet to try it
Phineas Clingersud - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 11:41:07 EST ID:GjQtgtw2 No.30259 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Get a kava tincture and just use more than usual for the most intense parts of the w/d. If you're getting DT'd then i would be careful taking any CBD products even the hemp based lowest THC possible ones, they can still come up as a false positive for weed. But it definitely isn't a meme when it comes to helping people come off alcohol/benz/opiates. That shit can help with the sweats, shakes and insomnia big time.
Walter Deblinghon - Fri, 30 Nov 2018 01:37:28 EST ID:1UgXE918 No.30261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
maybe get some akumma seeds and use them at night to help taper. I find even a gram of kratom makes me feel decent if i havent taken any that day. I am a 20 g a day user.
Molly Duckleden - Fri, 30 Nov 2018 05:42:39 EST ID:qSZUnq23 No.30262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good luck man. I've been just under 10g a day for a few months and haven't had WDs when weeks off were needed, but 50-60g a day must be rough.

Curious, what was the ROA? That seems like a lot to swish, but if throughout the day I could see it.
C⌬©⍟ℕυͳ - Fri, 07 Dec 2018 12:33:32 EST ID:Q+IAF8J3 No.30270 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm down to about 10-15g a day now.

I used to take tablespoons and mix with warm water about 4-5 times a day. Feeling sick but manageable most times.

BWS 3 by James Siffingwill - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 13:28:12 EST ID:cXy+on2h No.29922 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Last one stopped bumping.

It's been 2 weeks since I started my suboxone taper. I'm doing good. Just taking everything day by day.

I've been in therapy for 1 month already. I've made quite a bit of progress in such little time. I feel better about myself and am becoming emotionally and mentally stable for once in my life. I'm starting to realize my potential as a person who can achieve anything as long as I can see it. Seeing is achieving. The mind is what you create.
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Nell Shakeson - Tue, 27 Nov 2018 10:36:19 EST ID:qTYZOCuv No.30254 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah that's me. I know I've lied to you all and myself so many times over this. But, the difference this time around is I cut all ties with my opi dealer and I've even stopped smoking weed. I'm getting 100% clean and sober. I have made some goals for myself that I want to achieve within the next year and I cant be getting high or else I'll just fuck up again like I have before so many times. Back then I had no goals for myself which made me relapse. Now, I have drive and true motivation to get through this and live a productive life through sobriety and working hard to achieve the goals that I have set for myself. I don't need drugs to get through my day anymore. I feel a lot better already since getting on subs and no longer smoking weed. My mind feels so clear and for once in my life I feel "awake" in terms of the fact that I need to get my life on track. I'm turning 29yrs old this week and now I know I have to take action now so I don't turn out to be a bum out on the street in years to come. I'm not getting any younger. I must and will make things better for myself.
Phineas Clingersud - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 11:33:03 EST ID:GjQtgtw2 No.30257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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No hate btw, i too struggle with addiction and find lurking this board can be helpful sometimes so i get it, i just wasn't sure if its the same person. We sound like we have similar situations, albeit i havent shot dope or done coke in 5 years but i still struggle with going overboard on weed and booze and recently i even relapsed on hydrocodone and oxys for about a week, no im trying to get sober again, at least this time im using a juul instead of smoking a pack a day lol.
David Brerryville - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 11:39:13 EST ID:qTYZOCuv No.30258 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm just taking it one day at a time. That's all you can do really. Just be able to know how much your life can change by getting clean and sober. That's what motivates me to keep plugging along. Just stay positive and everything will fall in place. Also, try to cut yourself off from every dealer you go through to find oxys and lortabs. I cut all ties with my dealers so that I have no choice but to get clean. It was the best thing to do for myself to have a chance at sobriety.

Keep on keeping on my friend.
Fucking Hublinghall - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 19:16:29 EST ID:Dswgp8IR No.30267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuck total abstinence. AA/NA can be very useful, but from my experience, you gotta be totally immersed in the program and either be in a halfway house, or graduated one. At first I was confused at all the little cliques I saw at meetings that are supposed to be all inclusive.

And besides, I'm a dope fiend. I don't even particularly like drinking. I'm happy with smoking 2-3 times a week and the occasional benzo but that's another slippery slope.

It was refreshing that I was able to resist the brainwashing of AA but still get clean from dope
William Senkinway - Thu, 06 Dec 2018 14:00:54 EST ID:nANxeEXJ No.30269 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, AA/NA groups are very close minded and kind of repulsive for me, if I have to go to a meeting to hear people talk shit and give me strange looks for taking benzos perscribed by a fucking doctor so I can work and go out with friends without worrying about panic attacks or criticse me for taking mdma with gf once or twice a year (btw my depression was obliterated for weeks after that, we had great time) then fuck it. I'm mainly opioid addict and wasn't touching any of that stuff at that time, I didn't see how taking other drugs impacted my live in a negative way but they always seem to know better.

I quit by xavier mod. - Tue, 27 Nov 2018 19:25:27 EST ID:/gzNKyEq No.30255 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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smoking after ten years vaping also
Molly Duckleden - Fri, 30 Nov 2018 05:47:25 EST ID:qSZUnq23 No.30264 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Congrats man. This is a slow board, but I'm proud of you for what that's worth.

Here's to at least a year nicotine free!
Isabella Brindercocke - Sat, 01 Dec 2018 05:33:35 EST ID:1MqxIP/o No.30265 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>This is a slow board

Yeah I imagine people trying to stay off of drugs would probably want to avoid an online community which is focused almost entirely on drugs.
Hamilton Tootwater - Sat, 01 Dec 2018 14:33:01 EST ID:qTYZOCuv No.30266 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I started vaping yesterday. I do not want to get some kind of cancer from smoking cigs and die. Not worth it at all. All you're doing is killing yourself slowly. Glad I came to my senses.

I learned my lesson by Hedda Bardway - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 18:36:08 EST ID:jT4hWI31 No.30260 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I had a siezure and tore my rotator cuff, but 3 different hospitals wouldn't give me any pain meds because "it's not a broken bone" which is bullshit. So I just went and bought what my area calls heroin (really fentanyl, carfentenil, u44770, whatever er it is) white powder, no smell. So get tested every Monday and Friday at my sober house. I said fuck it and did probably .2 on Monday. Then again on tuesday. But the second s time I did it I overdosed and collapsed in the street, but the junkies in that area love me so they carcanned me, didn't rob me and helped me run and hide from the approaching cops and EMTs. Not fun but I learned my lesson. Done with fetty for good. My question is, how fucked am I on this piss test Friday? They're really cheap 5$ cups, basic 12 panels, and a separate dip stick for fentanyl. I been taking niacin and drinking a lot of water to flush my system as fast as possible, but from what I remember, since "fentanyl" is so fast acting it's out of your piss in a hurry also. Especially since I did maybe a maximam of .4, if that, they we're tiny amounts, and I haven't taken it in so long I thought I'd be good. I've been hearing I should be ok. If not I get kicked out and have 5 years over my head. What do y'all think? And Ps, no detox drinks, cuz I take Adderall and Xanax so I need to pop for those.
Molly Duckleden - Fri, 30 Nov 2018 05:44:49 EST ID:qSZUnq23 No.30263 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How did it go? Fent tests are pretty new and more info for the community helps understand it better.

Alcohol moderation thread by Betsy Bablinghere - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 13:01:33 EST ID:oGVyIvhg No.29956 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm no quitter. But I'm coming off of a bender that was pretty great. I'm now in my second day of moderation.
Cedric Wommerlock - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 22:43:31 EST ID:iZKj+iwz No.29957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I know that feel. It will be rough. I came down from drinking 6-8 deciliters of vodka (20-27 oz for you amerifags) + 12-16 beers (thats 6-8 liters (1,5-2,1 gallon)) a day to drinking 2dl vodka + 4 beers a day. It was a weeks long process, and now i have put down even that tapered dosage. The taper was worth it, WDs was pretty bearable, i'm sweating right now and depressed, but the mild shakes and mild hallucinations have gone away. Also had no seizure.

When in the past i quitted cold turkey, I was painfully shaking and jerking very hard, sweated liters of very foul smelling cold sweat, i was literally swimming in sweat. Projectile vomiting and raging diarrhea. Constant stinging, rubbing painful feeling on my skin, random painful aches in my limbs and internal organs. Full blown delirium and a little psychosis too, voices were constantly talking, shouting, screaming in my head, shadow people, random, very-fast changing imagery in my mind, and a 10 second loop of a song that played in my head for days that drove me crazy. And last but not least i had a nice epillepsy seizure when i lost my mind, fell on the ground and vigorously shaked while i couldn't open my mouth and felt like i cant breathe.

So moderation is worth it, but it still be hard, you will have to deal with the mild form of WDs for a long time, but that's better then the heavy form from cold turkey.
Nicholas Pittfuck - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 18:56:09 EST ID:G1aVshVp No.29966 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're an outlier. I've never even heard of anyone tapering down and stopping with alcohol without it turning into yet another binge.
Thomas Demmlelack - Fri, 22 Jun 2018 01:08:16 EST ID:osOBw04Q No.29970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Eh, I have had to do something important in a week two weeks or whatever and had to stop within a few days to get things right. Then not drink for a few months.

Or just as well, say, gotta give it a break. Then starting again,can be back to previously left off in a day or so. Alcohol can be or pretty horrible drug.

Evening drinking at night and having to work the next day, feel sick all day, then after work drink a few and feel right again, not ill. The do it all over again.

The days of sharing a 6 12 pack with a few friends, smoke a bit on a Friday night,
those seemed to be over years ago. Going to sleep around midnight with a kinda nice buzz thinking about things.
Cyril Claffinglin - Fri, 23 Nov 2018 22:11:29 EST ID:zMKhBVx3 No.30249 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Have been working on moderation. I used to just have two or three shots every night to decompress, but I've worked my way up to ten or so. It's become rough very quickly. This week has been an improvement. I've worked back down to about 5 drinks, and I plan on continuing to scale back. I want to get down to just a few shots, and then none nights before work and only drinking moderately on the weekend. I just can't stand feeling like absolute shit all the time anymore.
Nigel Honningdud - Sun, 25 Nov 2018 01:49:47 EST ID:6FvdO/Lk No.30251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
nice job OP, I support your alcohol soberness

What to do while you are without weed by Rebecca Trotshaw - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 08:28:17 EST ID:L7grIRDM No.30008 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi all! What to eat when have short periods without weed? How to make yourself non-nervous? I mean for example what about the vitamin C while periods withoud pots?
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Simon Biblingpack - Thu, 16 Aug 2018 08:16:35 EST ID:lV3U9djZ No.30094 Ignore Report Quick Reply
When I stopped my 7 year smokeweederryday-ruotine couple of years ago one thing that really helped to cope was exercise. Go to walk, hit the gym or do something that will make your natural feel good substances activate. It took me a month without weed to start to enjoy the activities I did while high to be fun but it will come back.

I had to take occasional benzos at the beginning to be able to sleep and not feel panicky but try to avoid that if it is not absolutely nescessary. If you had that kind of serious problems like I did you should also get yourself in psychotherapy or other kind of professional help. Meditation also helps to reduce the nervousnes.

i think that what defines substance abuse is not the drug or even the quantity you are taking it. It's the relationship you have for that/those substances. If you can't feel good without getting high and that is the thing you are constantly waiting...you probably have one. I never dealt with problems in my childhood and that caused me the find constantly escape from everything (and weed helped with that).

I believe in you.Godspeed!
Jenny Dartbury - Tue, 13 Nov 2018 23:08:47 EST ID:Woiu/MNK No.30239 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Augustus Grimgold - Wed, 14 Nov 2018 11:50:43 EST ID:GjQtgtw2 No.30240 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm gonna echo what the other posters have said and just add my 2 cents. I've gone through periods of addiction to many substances throughout my life. The one that i have the hardest time quitting is weed. Now im not saying it has the worst side effects (obviously not) or the worst withdrawal (definitely not) but the social acceptance around it, the ease of access, and the feeling of making uninteresting things interesting has made it the one habit i cant get rid of once and for all. I've quit /opi/ /stim/ and /hooch/ and while the withdrawals were horrid, they eventually went away and i could return to life without too much desire for those drugs. Living life without being stoned has been far and away the trickiest for me. I think as it gets legalized in more and more places and people finally accept it there will be research and discussion about the addictive nature of Cannabis. People think that just because something wont cause you to become physically addicted and you wont have a seizure after stopping it then that means it is completely non-addictive and non habit forming. That ignorance needs to stop.
Nigel Subbertetch - Thu, 15 Nov 2018 02:01:59 EST ID:6FvdO/Lk No.30241 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>People think that just because something wont cause you to become physically addicted and you wont have a seizure after stopping it then that means it is completely non-addictive and non habit forming. That ignorance needs to stop.

100% true. I think the people that claim weed isnt addictive are the people that smoke maybe a few times a month or are in complete denial.
Edward Nicklewater - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 02:59:13 EST ID:XBK2T0+M No.30242 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Physically addicted is not a scientific term. All addiction is mental and mental addiction can lead to mental or physical withdrawals. Physical withdrawals happen when the central nervous system has adapted to the drug and when the balance is removed it has trouble regulating physical functions. Weed can absolutely cause physical withdrawal symptoms depending on the person and how addicted they are. It's usually not as common or severe compared to harder drugs.

First time clubbing while sober by Hedda Claywell - Sat, 27 Oct 2018 08:39:28 EST ID:+TML6USE No.30225 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I quit drinking a month ago, which is definitely a positive change for me. Smoking too, and I currently don’t have access to any other kind of narcotic. Despite my new sobriety, I still enjoy techno and house club nights. I’m currently on my way to one and I’m a little nervous about being sober all night while everyone else is enjoying some kind of intoxication. I am also worried about the temptation that I’ll have to drink and smoke.

Any advice on partying while sober?
Fuck Conningladge - Thu, 08 Nov 2018 11:42:16 EST ID:Go5i41RK No.30235 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I rather enjoy clubbing while sober. I've done it a few times and it's always nice.

It's all what you make of it, to be honest. Just make sure you dance your ass off.
Beatrice Grimwill - Thu, 08 Nov 2018 23:51:06 EST ID:TiLbru36 No.30236 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you are in early sobriety it will be kinda miserable honestly. You'll just noticing everyone rolling and think they're having a better time than you, cause they probably are.

I'm 6+ years clean and it's only fun to go to raves with a bunch of friends and even then I can't party nearly as long.

I'm not saying you gotta stay clean forever or anything, but if you wanna avoid temptations maybe you should rethink going to the rave
Nicholas Gebberford - Fri, 09 Nov 2018 10:16:29 EST ID:Go5i41RK No.30238 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How'd it go?

SSRI DETOX by Beatrice Grimwill - Thu, 08 Nov 2018 23:56:01 EST ID:TiLbru36 No.30237 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Is there any way to speed up detoxing SSRI's from the body? Specifically Prozac.

I've started taking Vyvanse again and I've been on 40mg of Prozac, and I'm not getting nearly as many of the effects as I used to, and I have 0 tolerance. Apparently there's some sort of liver enzyme bullshit that Prozac is blocking, so tl;dr when I take it I only feel it for like an hour if that, then I just feel like I'm crashing for 8 hours.

Is there any way to get this out of my system faster? I know Prozac lasts fucking forever, but I was thinking maybe if I did cardio or drank a shit ton of water I could clean myself out faster. Been off it for about 2 days

BWD by Barnaby Worthingfuck - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 19:29:00 EST ID:1NUYf9VK No.30012 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Bump While Detox

On Green Tea + MangoPeach Juice rn, whoa brauh the room is stable and there's the faint smell of feces or burning acrylic as the nastiness is cleansed from my body.
Going to go meditate and head out to enjoy the festivities with a clean head. Probably should shower too.

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Polly Drimblefield - Mon, 17 Sep 2018 00:53:21 EST ID:rO9shbz6 No.30143 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been taking 3mg clonaz/day for over a year now. I've not followed any specific taper guidelines - I mostly just stopped taking them and will only take one when the side-effects become unbearable. But these headaches, man. Holy fuck I want to slam my head against a wall. This is the absolute worst. I took 1mg about an hour ago and the headache is still going strong. Fucking hell
Jarvis Seppermure - Wed, 31 Oct 2018 11:32:56 EST ID:1NUYf9VK No.30226 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I should mention that I quit caffeine a while back, never felt more freshed and energetic.
Doris Momblemeck - Mon, 05 Nov 2018 19:22:34 EST ID:xHaxgq4B No.30231 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My area of expertise is DXM, but it is a steroisomer of opiates. If you smoke cigarettes, it could affect the metabolic pathway to MEM which becomes Hydroxymorphinan-O Glucoronide which you DO NOT want. Its probably similar to the thing created the restless legs. This is merely a hypothesis, many things affect metabolism. DO NOT take nicotine products with DXM. Anyway, hydrobromide creates a heavy "couchlock" effect simliar to opiates. Take more electrolytes: bananas, Gatorade, vitamin D (fish).

why am I internet doctor for free. oh well
Shitting Bumbleford - Tue, 06 Nov 2018 09:35:31 EST ID:vbzqYZ5g No.30232 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hello guys, i just want to say that i'm more than 5 weeks clean from alcohol and a lot of different kind of drugs. Also i approach the end of my tapering of benzos, i'm only taking 0,5mg alprazolam a day. (I regularly flushed down 15+ mgs of clonazepam with lots of booze). So i'm 5 weeks into this almost clean state (i only take 0,5mg alprazolam, 25mg quetiapine, and smoke 10-15 cigarettes a day) and i can say it really sucks major dicks. BUT: being fucked up like those disgusting
stinky alcoholic hobos you see lying in the subway underpass, sucks even huger blue-veined meter long jolly african-americandicks with AIDS.

I really went down the rabbit hole this time and i almost killed myself. I was locked in a mental hospital, and detoxified. Now i don't want to drink or use recreational drugs(maybe some /psy/ sometimes in the distant future), but i'm feeling like shit. This is not just withdrawal or post-acute withdrawal symptoms, this is the absolute condition of my body and mind, that i didn't realize or feel because the so much narcotic i used to hide the reality.

In my experience(i used synthetic cannabinoids back then on an absolute fiendish junkie scale and then detoxed from it) and according to others, the time when i'll probably feel fine is T+6 months. And i'm only in 5 weeks. Everything is fucked up around me, i need to rebuild my life. I lost my university study, i lost my job, i spent all my money(not a lot at a time, but adding it up it equals the price of a good car), my body is injured at multiple sites, my mind and my emotions are shattered, i got fat, and i feel like i can't work or study or do anything. It really sucks. How to overcome these shits until these 5 months elapse? I can't do sport because my body really hurts on multiple sites, even walking and sitting hurts a lot , but i changed my diet to a healthy one. Also i got back to normal self-maintaining rutines, like bathing, brushing teeth, wearing clean clothes, shaving, cleaning the house, cooking/baking healthy and cheap foods. I guess it takes a lot of time to rebuild this life that i damaged to the point of almost destroying it. It wouldn't be a big deal, i can work for some mont…
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Frederick Fablingfoot - Wed, 07 Nov 2018 05:18:42 EST ID:tDrP8E51 No.30234 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hi very one, I made a post on hooch about getting carried away drinking on vacation in Japan.....I’ve never had any major addictions but overall have an addiction to being altered in some way or another....thinking it’s time to go completely sober save LSD and maybe some bud on the weekends

The daily pot use and drinking I can tell is not going to be a good thing in the long run....much love wishing all of you well

Quick fix 6.2 by Oliver Brovingson - Thu, 25 Oct 2018 03:50:56 EST ID:hccsbw8H No.30224 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I was on /weed/ they told me to come here
So im getting a construction job, i would really like to still be able to smoke, i plan on smoking a j or so every other night or so then just using this for randoms. Anybody have experience? Are there better brands? Most of the reviews ive read seem like theyre trying to sell it, but seems like most people on the interwebs can vouch for it.
Hugh Gocklewerk - Sun, 04 Nov 2018 11:40:02 EST ID:P+lChTbV No.30229 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It will pass. Make sure you order from the the lab's shop itself, there are counterfeits and old (detectable) batches. Make sure its the right temperature. Follow the directions. Good luck and stop fucking your life up.
John Gapperbid - Tue, 06 Nov 2018 20:11:04 EST ID:rBGUAppM No.30233 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Let us know if it works. I have read a lot of reviews on this an it usually works for 80% or so for people.

Idk man maybe I just need to quit smoking for a while...

Dun goof on storage by Sophie Crillerchot - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 18:07:58 EST ID:5qTyFBHJ No.30215 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I cannot pass a drug test. But i have a sample of clean urine with all the necessary tools to pass one. The urine has been in a bottled container in a Ziploc bag for 24 hours, however it was dry, room temp storage, and I didn't think about keeping it in the fridge. Would refrigerating work at this point or do I need a new clean sample?
Clazzo Cunt - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 18:54:14 EST ID:e7WxSptS No.30216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well the piss came from a human rite? Then I'm sure you are good to go. I think they would only get suspicious about your sample if it were cat piss or something. Good luck man
Edwin Honeyfuck - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 19:06:28 EST ID:t50Lpub+ No.30217 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well I'm concerned about bacteria and whatnot. Like, of the sample doesn't work, I wont fail but I'd have to retest on the spot. Making sure my Plan B works out
Helen Hasslick - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 19:12:55 EST ID:e7WxSptS No.30218 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think piss goes bad within 48-72 hours at room temp but if i were you i would get working on that plan B and make a good one.

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