| >> | 1337246964523.jpg -(369031 B, 1920x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. i'm going to reply to you OP because i've had the thought to post a thread like this but figured i'd get no responses or wouldn't be able to word it correctly. it's hard to word right, because it's more of a feeling than a thought, something that comes from more of your soul than your head. i feel like DXM has made me much more optimistic. i'm in a much better mood on dex, especially with weed, i'm nicer to people, i'm more talkative, more open, i like to talk about anything and everything on dex, listen to people's opposing thoughts, read if i can, do some work, clean maybe, do some music, i like to do productive and fun things on dex, like play awesome videogames, and it just makes me feel purely good, physically and emotionally. it gives me insight to all of the good qualities that every little thing has. like, my cat was sick for a long time and passed away recently, and was certainly more than just a cat to me, and DXM not only helped me cope with her death, but made me accept it, and realize the reasons why it's good to accept it, and realize the true, deeper reasons why she was more than just a cat to me. also, my boyfriend and i have had intense, insane and extremely deep talks about just..each other and our future and how to deal with current problems on dex. we can find the words to explain to each other how we feel about each other so we could understand deeper. so uh...yeah, OP, to answer your question. i wanted to get this out. i've been writing about it in my personal journal but it just didn't seem adequate.
i agree with you, OP, about the peace, harmony, and simple content with the world on and after dex. i agree with weed, too, which makes it sound like a "gateway" drug but as my friend once said, it's the right way drug. it's for good feels. i understand a lot more about my personality flaws and i think i've acted effortlessly to correct them thanks to dex. i understand why i was a shitty kid, and how i should help my younger sister be a better person, and i don't mean drugs, i just mean... i understand things now. it changes my ideas and thoughts of my experiences, life, personality (and for me, my… Comment too long. Click here to view the full text. |