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If I may:
I have found psychic locks not around id, ego or superego, nor those in debt, nor around those who have a drug addiction, but oddly around those people "with no identifiable problem" like myself. No wind to cry mary, no cause for blame, nothing.
A psychic lock is part lock, part cyclical, part mental abboration, whatever it is, it is invisible to the conscious, unconscious, even to everyone around the psy-locked. Most of all it is fed by drug use, negative habits, really anything can be used as a steady food source.
Psychiatry and Psychology exist as field of expertise for a reason. These people learn what is effectively a method of loci set of instructions and secret triggers which are a RAMlike "psuedo-brain" that they can parade around as the brain of the person, the therapist, for which this is not true.
Again, obvious to the intitiated, obvious to those in debt, obvious to the scientologist, but is it obvious to you? No. It is designed to be a bait and switch for good (hopefully, in the scientologists case i question)
in the discharge of the eventual waterworks of tears that fill us when we encounter that deep withheld shame that is so ugly, it rings truthfully as the explanation of our doubt and fear.
What I am getting at is, Disso's and the dissociative anestheic in general are mostly harmless, but tied to a psylock ,well, you can really get deep physical, social, mental harm. (Hence the plat per week rule, hence why people can eventual the stuff, I'm no saint myself)
Most importantly, It is easy to be comfortable with the idea that if you are talented at one thing (in my case it is art) you must be talented at multiple things. Man, have I never been glad to be wrong. You only know it when you meet someone who is, my russian ex-gf was, stupendously talented and wrigging out even my deepest held and memory palace x method of loci guarded trauma (dead puppies you name it) She was put in a scientologist thing as a kid, and basically decided to make the most of it, she was not brainwashed but instead studied the techniques, which when you see it in action, it'll make a believer of you yet.
For the untalented like myself, might i recommed some hot cocoa with whisky combined with a furry living animal or plant, some melatonin to induce the temporal aspect, and a listening ear (who is effecively playing therapist)
and then watch the combined influence inebrieate your darkest to light, This is a highly effecive method for getting even the most stoic to cry. Then you can get back to where you once belong.
tl;dr- anything combined with deep seated trauma is dangerous, but i don't think think dissos met with common sense do much harm, if anything i would say they are ultimately good for a 24+ year old person and debateable for anyone younger who may be too emotional and underdeveloped.