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I have seen things in the sky by Albert Chingerham - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 23:58:52 EST ID:jdso/YpT No.46065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Over the course of twenty-two years I can remember seeing 3 things. Each time I was sleeping by a window. I would wake up feeling an awful vibration throughout my body and see something extremely artificial-looking far away in the sky outside. I try to shout, but I have no voice. I can move, but my body is heavy like a wet sandbag so I don't even sit up.

I've had this experience in 3 different places. One time was in the early afternoon in the Itaewon district of Seoul. Every time I've wanted so bad for it not to be real that I would not dare run outside to check.

Not sure if this is a /dr/ issue or a /spooky/ one so I am posting here first.
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Albert Chingerham - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 00:14:57 EST ID:jdso/YpT No.46066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sorry, I realize I never asked a question. Writing all that out triggered my panic reflex and I forgot to ask if someone can help me understand what's happened. Can someone help me understand what's happened? I've read accounts of sleep paralysis but the descriptions don't seem to match up with mine.
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Priscilla Mankinfield - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 15:02:37 EST ID:2QzckDn4 No.46068 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>46066

I've had some similar experiences, but only one that was distinctly alien and not sleep paralysis/hallucinatory phenomena, as I have come to be able to discern between visuals, more solid hallucinations and actual living presences, and one began in the early hours of the morning, as either a warning or indication scorched into my awareness, that simply read "UFO!" Out of caution, I did not go to the window to check, but simply lay and observed the direction of the window, the curtains still closed, and as I did so there came into my vision a complete blackness, not a soft darkness, or even pitch blackness, but a complete blackness, and not empty either, but hard as if it was an actual dark energy, and a grey, ovular head and skinny beck, an almost morphing indefinable grey in between greys, or a multitude of tones, with shapes for eyes and a mouth, visible from the torso upwards, and yet this being although a definite presence, felt more like a conduit, or honer, for this dark energy, as if like a mask through which it communicates, as it observed me and its' eyes narrowed into piercing slits, and as they did so the blackness seemed harder and colder, and seemed to penetrate me and paralyse me and shrink my life force, and put me under, while some part of me was still able to observe, but only so that this very thing became my observation. Scared and overwhlemed at this point, I sort of went into a default state and it left, either unwilling or unable to go further. I actually didn't feel bad afterwards, or scared, though the weirdness lingered, I felt rather relieved, and even normal in the good sense again, as if my being had fought off something.

Given the paralysing effect it had on me I can see how such a being would be able to abduct people in the manner that abductions occur, in which abductees find themselves unable to move and become separated from their bodies, if these things can channel this blackness to freeze someone, or if alternatively the blackness uses these things as a tool in order to do so. Although the experiences speaks to a certain malevolence, I am not entirely sure that these beings are entirely malevolent, and speculate that they are either working for other beings (Reptilian beings are often described in abduction cases), or that despite seemingly being of a collective, and all looking the same in appearance save for greatly varying size (indicating possible shapeshifting ability) they possess some modicum of individuality, and serve different purposes, as although this particular one seemed menacing, I've had other encounters with these beings in which they seemed curious and inquisitive, which might have been a deliberate facade to make me feel more comfortable with the intrusion, as despite their presence they didn't seem to be able to abduct me at all, and some accounts even suggest a sense of humour, despite the popular notion that they are indifferent, emotionless, cold and purely technological and scientific/logical. Whether or not they are aliens or of some spiritual plane is unknown, but several things suggest a shapeshifting ability to me, for one, the variations in size, secondly, despite the distinct grey alien appearance, this being appeared to be wearing some kind of old lady disguise, as it had a handbag, and curled hair, and an old lady outfit, and it's stature also suggested the attempt at an old lady appearance, which suggests the intention of appearing innocuous/inert, to those who might not be able to see the alien, which also suggest hidden and possibly bad intent.

Accounts of abduction seem to indicate that asking God for help can outright end an unwanted abduction or intrusion, if such a thing could ever be considered desirable, which damnably suggests that these beings might be demonic or something, though not conclusively. I have read other abduction accounts that show that people who are regular abductees, assuming they aren't making it all up, can grow used to the experience and even learn to commune with these aliens and learn from them. Abduction seems to affect most people negatively, and yet from accounts it seems that they wouldn't know or understand our intense fear in these situations as it is alien to them, they simply don't know fear in the way that we do, so they don't understand the effect their intrusion has on people's mental well-being. Although that particular encounter felt real, there are others that might stem from suggestibility and imagination on my part, owing to my ingrained memory of the experience which could lend hallucination or out-of-control fantasy the sense of a living presence. The experience has some things in common with my sleep paralysis experiences, which suggest to me that what happens during sleep paralysis might also happen during abduction, and be part of the abduction process, as I've felt shooting electrical surges and vibrations during sleep paralysis.

I know also the weakness and vibration you felt, the weight, from apparent paranormal experiences and as for the sense of something artificial, whatever plane this comes from has a certain virtuality, or plasticity, or artifice to it. Also look into Men In Black, apparently menacing, cold, and artificial looking/feeling humans who show up after certain UFO encounters and strange occurrences to threaten and intimidate people into silence, and have an effect on people not unlike what I described earlier from my encounter with the grey. Given the Grey's apparent ability to disguise, though not to me, they could be of the same kind. I believe I encountered a grey, or something not dissimilar, or possibly the same Grey I encountered recently, either that or it might just have been an old lady, save for strangely black eyes that gave me the same kind of feeling I experienced more recently, though not so severe. The ability to take on a pseudo-human form makes me think that the men in black might be greys attempting to take humanoid form. These encounters are unlike anything I've experienced on drugs, and yet drugs might also be facilitate such an encounter, for in 1917 I believe, Aleister Crowley encountered, or somehow summoned, while under the influence of mescaline and other psychoactives, an entity called a LAM, which he then sketched, which looks like a Grey alien attempting to take on Humanoid form, and it's not unheard of for people to have experiences like alien abduction on DMT, psilocin and LSD and any psychedelic.
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Phoebe Tootlock - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 08:02:30 EST ID:GGbgSy1x No.46069 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>46068

Of course, it goes without say that Greys have access to the internet, as lastnight and into the early hours of the morning I bore witness to the a display of shapeshifting ability by the Greys, this time their presence, while no less weird, not particularly sinister. One small grey shapeshifted into a small dog with a red blindfold over its' eyes and back again, and another as a thin lady with black hair and a white shirt.

For all I know, this thread could have been a clever ploy to get me to give up what I know about this phenomena, disguised innocuously as a request for information to shed light on another's uncomfortable experiences. I must admit I waited to see if anyone else would reply first, then just decided to reply anyway. Also present was a reptilian entity, disguised as a woman.

Afterwards, I found myself, and after long studying I've come to the conclusion that in the Hermetic sense these entities exist as part of a hierarchical structure of the same experience, and that for any demonic entity to "possess" you would require a completely willing participant, who would then disguise itself as a victim and trick itself into believing that it is being manipulated by an outside source, which is part of the pact with the demon and demonic thinking in any sense, but not always harmful if one is aware of it what it is, and one can trick a demon by faking this pact while knowing better. By being manipulated by a demon and thinking that the demon is responsible for your actions you willingly submit your will, and basiclally become the demon you're blaming by a trick of perception, and drifting, "I'm not like them and they're responsible for these problems and that's it and it has nothing to do with me so I'll go and be great," (keep perpetuating the problem by pretending there's a TV screen between us). In this way, television could easily be construed as demonic and harmful, or at least the way it can be used as such. Videogames are of of the best demonstrations of this kind of demonic pact, in that your character in the game does not fail because the game is not working, as the world is virtual and follows virtual rules and as a result is somewhat infallible and blameless, it fails because you fail, and the character's understanding of how it interacts with this world is all down to you, and a bad gamer can ram you into walls and make you think it's the fault of the walls, which is why it is up to you to teach him otherwise by falling into these walls and showing the gamer that this is not a good thing to do. A real tyrant, perhaps the ultimate tyrant, will create a pseudo-reality through media manipulation and drugs that dull awareness, and turn you into a monster capable of acting on any impulse and justifying it, and many of these, to be used to the ends of a distorted world and perception.

The Nickelback song "She Keeps Me Up," describes this kind of demonic delusion very well, with the lyrics -

"She's got me nervous
Talkin' a hundred miles an hour
She's more than worth it
I swear she smells just like a flower
I'd fall to pieces if I went anywhere without her
I love when she says, what's wrong with right here on the counter?
Funky little monkey, she's a twisted trickster
Everybody wants to be the sister's mister
Coca-Cola roller-coaster
Love her even though I'm not supposed to.
Funky little monkey, she's a twisted trickster
Everybody wants to be the sister's mister
Coca-Cola roller-coaster
Love her even though I'm not supposed to.
She keeps me up (I keep you up)
She keeps me up (I keep you up)
All night (All night)
All night (All night)"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfB_K4RGtDo&list=RDGMEMJQXQAmqrnmK1SEjY_rKBGAVMIfB_K4RGtDo&index=1

Of course, if you judge this song by some musical standard you could be deceived into misreading this song or bypassing the idea completely. For a demon to possess you and to blame this demon for your possession is a mind trick and part of the pact by which you desired this demon to possess you in the first place, it wants you to blame it and you want to blame it, it is a cycle, and a cycle of demonic thoughts can easily take on definite demonic form. If you can imagine the image of a snake, wrapped around a human head, coiled form the neck upwards, choking this human head, coiled around the whole head, blinding, the senses and suffocating, but the head hanging on a branch, and a hand holding this branch, from the right of the head, all that needs to happen for this snake to uncoil from the head is for the hand to let go of the branch on which its' head rests, and congratulations, you are deprogrammed from the reptilian machine.

If you think about what David Icke is describing in his detailing of the Reptilian agenda, and the assuredness with which he does so, he taking to task perception only, as Carl Jung said, the psyche is the great danger, and that is what Icke is challenging, a warrior against these demonic perceptions, portraying famous media figures and members of hierarchical government and royal families with menacing reptilian eyes, challenging not some abstract demonic entity, but your lack of responsibility for yourself in taking for granted your life and attributing power to blood/appearance/facade and destructive cycles of cause and effect, and the matrix of layered perceptions that can keep one imprisoned through their will alone, it is deprogramming veiled by Icke's performance of himself as a warrior against an evil government and it's victims, Icke is exorcism the demons through careful performance and self awareness. Real exorcism is another word for deprogramming of our perception of reality to see that reality is just perception itself.

Look at the music video itself and the use of neon/artifice/virtuality/fire/the response of the female in the audience above the crowd, the faux glitter and sparkle, the drunkenness and sort of artificial atmosphere. See how the band appears to be playing to the admiration of the girls, then they walk out into the "normalcy" of the day and the man and woman suited up walk by.

I mentioned earlier this clever play by an outside entity to get me to confess how much I know, well as I've detailed in the entire post, this indeed has been a trick, but not a trick, rather a pact I've made through which I've confessed what I know by illustrating this pact. This whole thing has been a performance.

LSD.

"I hear them, they counsel me."
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Edward Pickgold - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 17:58:33 EST ID:QRKY41Hh No.46071 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>46069
Man I know this is probably interesting as fuck, but who do you believe will read this epic that you wrote? You have to write ideas in separate posts and keep at least 1 day between the posts on such a slow board. Just an advice on your journey going forward.
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Henry Brunderham - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 18:08:40 EST ID:5wnGN8OW No.46072 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>46071

Well what it comes down to is, simple as pancaked, abcdWRXY

ABCDWRXY

So I just accidentally exist, right?

Anyway, being possessed by the demon witch, continued.

To pick apart the Nickelback song further - "Love her even though I'm not supposed to," implies love of sin, or temptation, or possible even as far as incest, though not literal, as there are many mythological metaphorical tales of incest and punishment thereof, alluding to temptation, and to female scapegoat/demonic witch entity not real but nevertheless burned at the stake like Maria in Metropolis for the sins of the drunken gambling masses and melted into a robot in fire. Also this line implies tricking oneself into believing one isn't supposed to, in order to enjoy a seemingly forbidden relationship, which is part of the lie of demonic possession. "Evil romance, so good I never want to waste it, I can't trust my friends, because she's what everybody chases." Demonic mistrust is sewn, cannot trust friends for the temptation that exists, they are all addicted to it, as is the notion of "friends," in this pseudo world the music video and song presents.

Anyway, where was I going with this? Yes, more lyrics "coca-cola rollercoaster" implies the superficiality of the whole thing and the loop of demonic possession, dancing with demons, and the thrill of the whole thing, such as being scared at a horror film expressing legitimate fear, and yet faux fear for the illusion of having willingly bought a ticket for the film in order to experience the joy of temporary self deceit, the fear real but enjoyed, pseudo-fear as the film is just a film, the illusion of cinema made complete. Cinema is a great medium and also demonic, and yet demonic possession is not always an inherently bad thing, just complete demonic possession, like believing so fully in the film and the reptilian machinery of cinema that one goes out and commits copycat crimes based on a horror film.

Advice noted, but seeing as its' a slow board I can keep these long winded ideas gestating for a while, this is a good place to put them, after all not much else seems to be going on in this board.

One can alleviate the pain of any given situation and negate its' power by taking the blame for it, completely and absolutely, and that is not to say that an outside entity cannot interfere and abuse, it's just that the only way to combat it is through taking responsibility and owning the perpetrator, otherwise one is stuck in the loop of feeding the perpetrator and does not achieve the desired effects, but rather places some pseudo-targets in place which builds a bond between the abuser and the abused, and feeds something abstract, a kind of demonic loop that keeps both imprisoned, one must learn to be an individual in order to negate collective snake activity, for we are all eternal snakes, "we are legion" says demon possessed man when confronted, when one cannot see demons, one must be afraid, and I mean I see reptiles everywhere! Why do you think investigators use and develop rapport with serial killers? For instance, good and bad is dependant on preception, like "The Good, the Bad & the Ugly," for instance Ted Bundy in his last hours pretending that pornography was responsible for his crimes, suggesting it, and even setting himself up as a martyr for his fellow men being seduced by pornography in order to expose the industry, and yet pornography is not that harmful, unless one is addicted to it, partly by blaming it for one's addiction to it. A demon possessed being might look at this interview and feel disgust at him, because he is Ted Bundy, and he did bad things, but a being might see it as a useful and telling demonstration of demonic control and pathology, might see a demon, rather than the screen of separation.
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Charles Drundertat - Wed, 08 Aug 2018 01:10:30 EST ID:RMzyycDv No.46088 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>46069

i read that whole series when i was younger, it's great.
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Cyril Honeyford - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 12:41:07 EST ID:nZpL+hn3 No.46111 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've had some dreams like this. They always have a little bit more of that definite REAL feeling that you just don't get in any normal dream. For me, they often start out as just a normal dream, but then the dream throws a couple extra layers of crazy shit, and then it builds up to things descending from the sky... which is something that I just kind of feel. Don't really see. I've only ever actually seen it one time, though. This time there was no build up. I was having a regular dream of standing on my porch shouting a conversation to someone standing down the road. The only thing particularly odd was that my house, porch, and neighborhood were actually in real life shape, proportion, and locale. It's usually skewed in some way. All of a sudden, the whole sky gets dark red and starts booming like someone placed a giant horn around the Earth and started blowing. These lights just started pouring down, and I woke up.

I had another interesting one where I was sitting in a small house with one room, and I was paralyzed to the chair, and a bright white light came down from above that was so bright, that it shined through the ceiling. It blew the whole house apart like a nuclear explosion, and I got blasted literally up into orbit with these two cartoonish looking robots.

Whatever I'm eating that causes dreams like this, I want more of it.
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' God !!Bwteoy2D - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 18:45:03 EST ID:OqdMWy/Q No.46112 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>46066
you had a meeting with other civs, it was supposed to happen in an altered state and most of it did but some of it got into your ordinary waking reality or some sort of hypnagogic state and being the little pussy that you are, you thought your ordinary understanding of reality was being raped so you panicked. It's all good bro, just some alien friends doing some catching up with you, it's fucking not that bad.
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' God !!Bwteoy2D - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 18:47:10 EST ID:OqdMWy/Q No.46113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>46112
BTW you/they most likely allowed it to happen so that you could asses your reaction to the encounter filtered through the beliefs of your ordinary waking consciousness.


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