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how long? by Albert Hummermodging - Wed, 25 May 2016 17:59:22 EST ID:4t6cmIq5 No.223782 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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just finished tapering venlafaxine (effexor) 150mg XR all the wayh down to 17.5mg daily, now its been a week since i took anything. how long until I can roll? I can get 0.2g of pure MDMA for $25. I don't wanna take it and have nothing happen!
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Phoebe Brammerwell - Fri, 07 Oct 2016 18:11:59 EST ID:29/J0NjR No.224475 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> I can get 0.2g of pure MDMA for $25

HAHA holy shit, i can get a gram for £25 and it's quality


also wait two weeks for this kind of thing
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Walter Hullyridge - Fri, 07 Oct 2016 18:32:23 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224476 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224475
well, op could also if he knew how to use the internet
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25 is expensive bro - Tue, 11 Oct 2016 15:20:51 EST ID:ZeU03W3Y No.224484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224475
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25 is expensive bro - Tue, 11 Oct 2016 15:21:36 EST ID:ZeU03W3Y No.224485 Ignore Report Quick Reply
25 is expensive bro
>>224475
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Fucking Bloblingman - Tue, 11 Oct 2016 18:46:49 EST ID:FY71XDSR No.224486 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224485
md prices are all over the place, quality, location doesn't even matter

hell OP could be buying 100% pure straight out of synthesization for all we know


Water insoluble mdma-like substances by Shitting Clirringpedge - Fri, 07 Oct 2016 08:24:18 EST ID:eFi6+037 No.224473 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Is PMA the only water insoluble substance that is commonly sold as MDMA? pic related. Don't have a test kit, gonna return it today for my money back. Could it be anything other than PMA? pic related


Still depressed by Graham Duckfuck - Tue, 21 Jun 2016 12:39:17 EST ID:sOSKfiZo No.223959 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hello /MDMA/, sorry for the thread but I just have this one question.

I've been so stupid and taken MDMA every weekend for the last three weeks.
I'm still depressed from the last roll, how long will it take for me to feel normal again?
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Doris Farrymat - Wed, 06 Jul 2016 17:46:59 EST ID:pL0LPcP1 No.224039 Ignore Report Quick Reply
vitamin C for antioxidants

or learn how to control depressed thoughts and deal with the depression like an injury
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Samuel Pebbleman - Mon, 25 Jul 2016 03:37:23 EST ID:bSAgR3qm No.224132 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What I started doing is just embracing depression. I'll listen to sad music, think of my mistakes, talk out loud about regrets until I'm almost crying, kind of an "emptying the enotional tank" method. Venting it could help, even if you just want to post it here instead of saying out loud
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Esther Drommleworth - Wed, 03 Aug 2016 14:39:39 EST ID:kMlFs7Pm No.224164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224132
This honestly. I've made it a ritual to just spend the days after doing any stim but especially molly being sad, I find it really therapeutic honestly.

I make sure I don't have to work, I'll skip class if I can, and just spend a lazy day or two smoking weed and listening to stuff like The Smiths, Joy Division, Echo and the Bunnymen etc.

I'm sad but I really do genuinely enjoy it somehow. Like it puts everything in balance after the intense euphoria of a stimulant.
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Edwin Grandway - Tue, 04 Oct 2016 08:38:32 EST ID:7AFMxZOB No.224462 Ignore Report Quick Reply
it will take as long as it takes.

stupid anwer but thats the truth. you can meditate all you want and get on a goood sleep schedule but you should already be doing that. difference is youve fucked up some chemicals in your brain and now you need to give it proper time to recover, dont ask how long it will take and just let it happen now
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irrelevantelephant - Wed, 05 Oct 2016 02:11:44 EST ID:cOBd9ptk No.224469 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223959

Could just be natural depression as well. I find I hardly feel any depression after MDMA anymore (unlike other amps/stimulants binges, which have destroyed me mentally in the past). In fact I normally feel connected with the world, who I am and optimism about where I'm headed.
I do however feel sluggish, mental fog, drug craving, reminiscing my past (which can create a sort of longing) even the extreme dehydration aspect of my rolls can fuel my anxiety when I come down which I attribute to serotonin depletion. I guess this might be viewed as depression to people who don't know how to distinguish the two. However this is a very subjective topic because everyone is different. Just don't get stuck in a cycle of using the drug to feel comfortable with yourself and you should be fine.
Take a break, have a few beer instead, lay off any psych's as well and eventually you're chemical imbalance should right itself.
I've heard pre-gaming rolls (4-5 hours before) with 5-HTP and vitamin supplements can help. I do find most of it is in my head though and I the harshness it has on my body can be mistaken for depression because well, you just generally feel shitty.
Stay Hydrated all the time, take care of yourself in everyday life and take 3 or 4 day breaks in between doses. It's better to roll Sunday Wednesday Saturday then it would be to go Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Also you won't have to double up which is probably hurting you more than you realize. I binged for 2-3 months (Almost everyday) on E as a youngin, lost 30 pounds within that time. I was up to dropping 6 pills at once, not the strongest but 3 would sit anyone on their ass for 5 hours or so. Now that my friend was me self medicating, chasing a high to feel `normal` and putting tons of mental stress on myself and others around me. NOT WORTH IT.


One-time E fling by Graham Pevingsted - Mon, 08 Aug 2016 02:36:19 EST ID:MidKbjJF No.224196 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Dear /mdma/

I have a question pertaining to the neurotoxicity of this weird and interesting substance.

I personally took it once on the night of May 5th of this year. I had fun, but I took a lot, and it was my first roll. I took about 250mg, more or less.

I am wondering if this has caused any issues with my cognition and happiness. I believe I am mildly depressed, and after using this, I might have gotten worse. I do more drugs now than I ever have, mostly because I want to escape and have fun nights alone being checked out. I have a depressed girlfriend that loves me to death, and an awesome job. I dont want to take SSRIs because I hear they turn you into a zombie, but I want to find the motivation to work out and be a stronger person and make my family happy I am around. enough /qq/ though

Can using a large amount of Molly once potentially hurt your brain long-term if you preloaded and postloaded antioxidants and supplements?
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Doris Gummerchot - Mon, 08 Aug 2016 05:10:38 EST ID:VIt0SNyV No.224198 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>224196

Long-term damage from a simgle use is, IN THEORY, entirely possible but not likely from what you've said

>I do more drugs now than I ever have, mostly because I want to escape

This is your real problem. Using drugs for that purpose nearly always fuck it, ALWAYS ends in depression and addiction. Fun nights alone getting checked out are cool but if you have a girlfriend who loves you why the fuck are you doing that? You have excuses, I'm sure, but that's just generally sort of shitty. There's nothing wrong with seeking attention and physical approval from others even when in a relationship but be aware you're walking a line of sorts that can have some negative impacts on your relationship.

>I want to find the motivation to work out and be a stronger person and make my family happy I am around

Things like this can come from drugs but it's better to find the strength and motivation elsewhere. Work out to get gainz, be fit, and make getting laid easier and more enjoyable for your partner(s). Make your family happy you're around by being an empathetic, caring, and fun or funny person. Do it because when people enjoy your presence you will life them up which in turn will uplift you.

I know what you're dealing with because I've gone from mild, to severe, to mild depression over the past 10 years. I'm far better now and part of getting better is not blaming it on anything that likely didn't have a significant role in getting you to where you are now. That includes your single use of E. judging from what your said I'll just go ahead and assume your careless polydrug abuse is a large chunck of your problem, along with blame shifting, and a refusal to acknowledge how good your life is along with a myriad of other factors. But I'm not a fucking psychologist so seriously don't listen to me.

just chill out on the drug use, appreciate the good things and people in your life, and when you find yourself descending into a cycle of negative thoughts...change your line of thought manually. Not easy at all but things will get better if you do. Also good job pre and post loading. Not enough people do that especially now.
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Sophie Brooklock - Fri, 30 Sep 2016 19:28:18 EST ID:FdUncuoY No.224444 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you can do all of those things. the only thing stopping you is well, you. dont blame the substance. 250mg is a moderate dose for one evening. its not pushing the limits one bit. you just named all the areas you want to approve on. so just do it ! :) <3 loving you
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Edwin Fullytot - Sat, 01 Oct 2016 16:16:57 EST ID:4ngc6hql No.224446 Ignore Report Quick Reply
A big dose for a first timer, should have taken less. Give yourself time to reboot. Relax, don't stress and it should be gone in a few months like it never happened. During those months you will gradually get better even if you may not notice it.
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Samuel Blullerstetch - Sat, 01 Oct 2016 18:45:18 EST ID:gbK3cMqn No.224447 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't think you did perma damage. Doing drugs while depressed is pretty bad tho

>I came down and cried pretty hard the next day, all day
Well you most likely underestimated the pover of the comedown.

Just don't do drugs so often.. jeez
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Mushroom-Madness - Sun, 02 Oct 2016 16:54:21 EST ID:oKDdNiJf No.224455 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224444
250 is high dose for a first timer especially if it is pure and also depending on the weight. On the other hand it is not a ridiculous dose of molly which would take 2 weeks to a month to fully recover. The recovery time would assume being mostly sober because that will speed up the rate of recovery.
>Op what kinds of drugs are using after the molly?


Caffeine by Jorgen VonSpunion - Fri, 30 Sep 2016 13:38:10 EST ID:7u58QV+v No.224440 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Who here advcates caffeine before/during/after rolls?
Have had pills with supposed caffeine in them before however i was WAY too inexperienced at the time to have even noticed

I had one relativly strong cup of coffee this morning aproximently at noon
Will this affect my roll at all tonight when i drop around ~9 or 10pm?


How you cut that MD? by irrelevantelephant - Sat, 10 Sep 2016 03:55:55 EST ID:VDlJHhb3 No.224364 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Long time lurker, first time poster.
I gave up MDxx about 5 years ago due to obvious impurity reasons during that time. It was sad, I almost lost hope. Until about two years ago... see I used to do presses. Old school thizz, beans, vitamins however you refer your MDxx. Life was great, the sky was the limit but it eventually dried out in my area. Around this time I met very interesting people at all kinds of festivals. It was magical.. now fast forward 2 years >>
...I should clarify I'm not from the states but have access to very very pure "molly"... God I hate that slang, just sounds so redundant especially when you have tested mdxx *So much RC is passed around these days it's disgusting (unless your prepared).
Now to the main question of my post*
What do you mix your MDxx with? I myself prefer amps. It really helps inevitable couch lock, the stuff in this photo (bagged crystal) totally messes you up.
See where I`m from, E is non existent. It`s a weird phenomenon.
So what we do is obtain speed pills and cut our own molly. However this stuff isnt your stereo typical party drug.
I took a .4 in the span of 5 hours (finger dipped) and flew for a good 7 hours. It was crazy, I was even getting visuals during eye wiggles. Lets hear your experiences 420chan.
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irrelevantelephant - Sat, 10 Sep 2016 04:31:02 EST ID:VDlJHhb3 No.224365 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224364
and yes. It has been tested numerous times by numerous kits at numerous events. The jaw clench was wild, and the sweating, well... let's just say I was in an air conditioned basement with a dehumidifier and couldn't cool down. Just dripping, it was was quite overwhelming.
I don't get too much euphoria these days because of my amp use but it still feels amazing. Music hits me in ways that are still unimaginable. The only thing that bugs me is how drowsy I get. After a 1.5 I just lay, for hours, it's quite unnerving. It's almost a dream like state between consciousnesses. Not that I'm complaining, however I prefer MDA for this reason. I can see how this is therapeutic but not a party motivator. I guess you never realize how synergistic pills can be until you try pure MDMA on it's own.
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Shitting Fanfield - Sat, 10 Sep 2016 09:53:53 EST ID:2pqOljwT No.224366 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I get my MDMA off DNMs and cut it with Club Mate and eventually some kind bud at the end of the night.
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Charlotte Bardforth - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 00:54:38 EST ID:6AFH8sAb No.224415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I liked cutting a g of "molly" that tested navy blue with 40-60mg of addies on party nights. Kept things going without getting too gritty.


Trimbos Institute launches MDMA/XTC safety check app by Lydia Samblespear - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 17:16:18 EST ID:lcvBSWLR No.224432 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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The Dutch Trimbos Institute (basically a semi-independent organ that advices the Dutch government on mental healthcare issues, drugs and addiction) just launched an app that basically showcases all dangerous pills going around.

http://nos.nl/op3/artikel/2134831-met-deze-app-check-je-hoe-gevaarlijk-je-pilletje-is.html

Article is in Dutch, but it's still interesting.

Of course, you can always go on pillreports, but it's possible that a scummy dealer will try to make his pills look better than they really are. This app is a closed system, run by the Trimbos Institute, so if they say a pill is shit, it's shit for sure. I guess this means it will automatically improve websites like pillreports, at least for people in West-Europe, since I'm sure those people will happily take over the apps data.


Candyflip warranted me an ambulance ride to the hospital by Cyril Sigglestone - Mon, 19 Sep 2016 14:59:19 EST ID:FuJ2/VY/ No.224395 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Last saturday I tried candyflipping again after a year´s break, had my sister with me with the same intentions, both dropped one tab of acid and some 5 hours into the trip I gobbled down a pill as shown in the picture, dealer claimed it is pure ecstasy containing some 200mg. Weird thing was it hit me almost immediately after consuming, and my god did it hit hard, colors got so incredibly intense and i could feel a storm brewing up in my head, it was ridiculously hard to breath during this come up.
My sister hadnt yet taken her´s because i wanted to make sure she would be ok. About 5 minutes in to the comeup I began feeling very very shitty and couldnt feel any of the euphoria, ran into the shower feeling extremely lightheaded, trying my best to keep myself calm. Some minutes spent in the shower keeping myself cool I suddenly got intense, very painful whole body cramps and convulsions, my hands cramped to the point where I couldnt even move them, and lost my speech for like 30 minutes, felt like passing out too. Got a quick glance into the mirror and had lost all color from my face, and at this point i begged my sister to call an ambulance.
After few minutes the EMT:s arrived and took care of me, felt extremely weak and couldnt think straight, still couldnt talk. Took me for a ride to the hospital where they pumped me full of valium and did extensive tests on me, and couldnt find anything in my body that couldve caused the symptoms so it definitely was the pill. I ended up being fine and was released later that evening.

I still have the other pill my sister was supposed to take, pictured here. Anyone recognize it? Could it be i just overdosed? I have candyflipped before on 2 hits of acid and atleast 250mg of MDMA with no bad side effects. Should I dare try take it, this time on its own? Thanks.
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Sophie Cleckleson - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 08:24:34 EST ID:FuJ2/VY/ No.224414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224409
Im 27 with nearly 10 years of experience with some drug or other, 5 years of MXE addiction behind me, i like to think im very knowledgeable when it comes to drugs, this episode was just because i was in a rush and too careless.

>>224411
Yeah i was just glad i was ok and not dead, according to lab tests there was no harm done.

Took the other pill through a marquis tester which i acquired from a friend and it was pure MDMA, effects after taking it were the usual as well. I think i just got myself a bad pill, even the dealer said they took the patch through a tester and everything was fine. If i had tested them before hand there wouldve been the possibility of me testing the one that was ok and gotten myself in trouble regardless with the other one.
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Nell Honeydock - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 04:27:08 EST ID:v3VyaLb0 No.224423 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224414
>MXE addiction

Boy I know that feeling, I was doing the stuff daily for about a year and a half with some generous doses of 3-MeO-PCP thrown in. Honestly sometimes I still wish I could buy it on the open web using fucking paypal, probably for the best that I can't though.

But yeah that's really odd about the MDMA, I guess it really could have just been because you haven't done it for quite a while, the LSD/MDMA might have just hit you too hard. It's a super powerful combo (which I'm sure you're aware of).
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Caroline Shittingham - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 04:31:41 EST ID:/yaK4NhI No.224424 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224414
>MXE addiction

Boy I know that feeling, I was doing the stuff daily for about a year and a half with some generous doses of 3-MeO-PCP thrown in. Honestly sometimes I still wish I could buy it on the open web using fucking paypal, probably for the best that I can't though.

But yeah that's really odd about the MDMA, I guess it really could have just been because you haven't done it for quite a while, the LSD/MDMA might have just hit you too hard. It's a super powerful combo (which I'm sure you're aware of).
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David Warringshaw - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 02:10:04 EST ID:RviN9YOq No.224430 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224424
What hes said, I took a year long break and came back with 180mg mdma and had the strongest roll I've ever had. I would have lost it had I been on acid.
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Emma Crinderstock - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 21:27:03 EST ID:q80kCYrU No.224434 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The other reporst on pillreports say its adulterated.


REDOSING by Cornelius Wegglehitch - Tue, 23 Aug 2016 09:24:13 EST ID:A6XqbuYq No.224275 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi guys (and girls

I've been enjoying MDMA for a good couple years.

I've always been extremely careful and borderline paranoid with a lot of the things i do, same with MDMA, I like to do my research and try to be as informed as i can.
Taking 3+ month breaks, highest dose i ever took was barely 150mg, and i never redosed. ALWAYS test all of my substances.

This ensured that I actually never got any comedowns, and i never lost the magic. Which is fantastic, I couldn't be happier about my relationship with the drug! Every experience so far has been better than the other.

My question is mainly about redosing.
How bad is it really?

I've seen many friends do it, and I don't know if the fact that they get pretty bad comedowns is due to the redosing, or combined with the fact that they use mdma probably way too often.

Soon I will be attending a very very big even that I have been waiting for a long time. Top 3 favourite DJs of all time for me. I am on a 4 month break. I am going with great friends, and I am leaving the wonderful city I have been living in, at is is pretty much our biggest goodbye party, which I want to enjoy to the max.
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Doris Grimstone - Thu, 25 Aug 2016 18:41:51 EST ID:fCnaDAqI No.224290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224289
You need to buy a test kit first, pal. Otherwise you could very easily be taking a dozen other potential drugs that aren't mdma. Even trusted mdma sellers will end up with some meth-tier shit sometimes.
If you can't get a test kit, don't bother fucking with MDMA unless you're gonna order online on like, the darknet from a reputable vendor with many many hundreds of sales confirming that this guy has a 99.9% chance of not selling you not-mdma. (and even then you should test it regardless)
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Cornelius Suvinghood - Tue, 30 Aug 2016 01:13:07 EST ID:rPs1qN8K No.224303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bro, if you know your sweet spot...keep to it. I had thought the more the better at one point, big mistake. Terrible Tuesday hit me hard. I found the correct dosage for myself and am loving it every time.
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Mushroom-Madness - Wed, 31 Aug 2016 02:32:15 EST ID:pRCLnUI5 No.224310 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224275
why not just candyflip?
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Ian Grimstock - Thu, 08 Sep 2016 16:07:47 EST ID:oqmzCZSi No.224350 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Redosing is very common with the people I know, like 95% of the time . I've seen people redose 5-6x in a night and still not have a heavy hangover, personally I think that’s overdoing it a bit, but hey everybody his cup of tea.
I've heard that If you redose too often your Serotonin will be depleted and you will only have the amphetamine effects (with loads of teeth grinding)

Personally I don’t see a problem with it in moderation(maybe worth noting I only take it at raves). I usually take around 100mg and redose within 3 hours of my first dose. More than 100mg is too much (for me). After that I usually redose 1-2 times (50-100mg) which keeps me roll extended for long time.

Also I barely notice a hangover, I get more emotional from music and movies, especially after smoking weed. Personally I enjoy it.
But I leave at least a month between my rolls, if you don’t the hangover will be worse, or that’s what I've heard.
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Polly Ballertog - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 17:36:21 EST ID:6yWG6CTS No.224428 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224275
Idk whether this is too late but I'll try and bring some science to this thread
Brain damage by MDMA is caused by the redox reaction of serotonin, now I can't remember the exact science but redosing fucks up this redox reaction more than it usually is fucked up by MDMA anyway and is generally a bad idea (also diminishing returns etc) now the threshold dose is ~300mg (naturally weight will affect this) before permanent - albeit light brain damage will occur, so it'd be in your best interests to do around a 250-270mg dose
Take 5-htp after for a couple days (pretty sure that's basic knowledge tho?)
Now my experience with MD is fairly light so I might be sounding like a mong here but I read a fair few studies and this is my advice on the matter


Thinking about MDMA by Edward Hallystock - Wed, 31 Aug 2016 13:16:30 EST ID:VavnFuFB No.224312 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey all,

I was wondering if you could help me by sharing ways in which MDMA has helped you therapeutically.

I've been anxious and very physically tense my entire life. I have trouble truly relaxing or letting go. A lot of my body is 'numb' to me from holding it tense. Ive been weightlifting recently and it has been helping with my stress, but I still have hurdles to get over, namely that I still have trouble/numbness from being tense and stressed. I use a marijuana cartrifge-pen daily, but I find that it can make me tense as well occasionally. Would MDMA be good for me? I've tried LSD and mushrooms, but I tend to freak out with those.

Sorry for the novel; thanks for reading
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William Chidgewell - Wed, 14 Sep 2016 10:10:14 EST ID:a2/Butqv No.224380 Ignore Report Quick Reply
mdma made me realize that i was a lazy piece of shit the last months that smoked way too much weed.
also i started riding my bike daily.
you will feel really blissfull and amazing.
it helped me see through some of the lies i tell myself daily.

but isnt your numbness more like a physical medical condition ?
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Ernest Facklechut - Thu, 15 Sep 2016 19:09:57 EST ID:B5yVNw9n No.224383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was suicidally depressed, had panic attacks and social phobia to the point where I would only leave the house once or twice a week to get food. MDMA was absolutely instrumental in getting over these issues. It wasn't a magic bullet that instantaneously fixed these issues, I needed to work hard and it took years to shake the social phobia especially, but without MDMA I have a strong feeling I would either be dead or in a psych ward.

I could elaborate, but honestly don't feel like spilling my guts atm. Just ask if you wanna know something more specifically.
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Nigel Toothood - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 06:48:53 EST ID:tjj6lcI3 No.224416 Ignore Report Quick Reply
it certainly has therapeutic qualities and allows you to be honest with yourself without negative feedback, but weight it out against the very real possibility of permanent, irreversible brain damage occurring with relatively low doses.. read the science before people here start calling me a retard and a vibe killer, it is neurotoxic, that much we know.
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Cyril Sizzlebanks - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 18:46:50 EST ID:fCnaDAqI No.224417 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Be sure to write down a lot of feelings and thoughts when you take MDMA.
A lot of ideas may be cloudy or you may lack the conviction you had on certain ideas when you wake up the next day. What helps is explaining what you felt and also why you felt that way the next day.

Keep in mind that, like psychedelics giving you cuhrazy ideas that you wake up the next day to and think "meh that's silly", MDMA will treat you the same way except it'll be different sorts of ideas that you'll feel strongly about because of certain chemicals going on, you feel?
(Easiest example here is falling in love with a stranger on mdma and waking up the next day and going 'oh god who the fuck' though I'm referencing more substantial things here that you may think up for yourself)
It's important to differentiate the random mdma-love from other thoughts that may carry weight in a positive way the next day if you remember to write them down with good explanations and stuff.


I'm amazed you haven't tried downers like opiates and benzos; that would be the ideal easy way out. But they're not therapeutic and you'd end up addicted to them probably without ever figuring out a solution to anything.
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Nell Honeydock - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 04:12:43 EST ID:v3VyaLb0 No.224422 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224417
Don't take opiates and/or benzos, they're great but totally addictive and will just make you feel shit after you certainly do get hooked on them. Having said that MDMA is your answer, it's not like a regular stimulant, it'll help you see what all of your issues in life are and how to get around them, usually MDMA, good MDMA will feel more sedating than stimulating anyway. But yeah, it's basically like a really good LSD trip, the only difference being acid's a little more crazy and has the tenancy to go both ways. Couldn't recommend it enough for therapy though!


no scale by Acronym Jim - Fri, 16 Sep 2016 04:34:07 EST ID:qXsdNSEi No.224387 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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hey there!
so i got a decent amount of MDMA (GRAM+) and a buddy of mine is interested in purchasing $10 (usually does caps. only got in rock form) and don't got a scale and was hoping there is some rough home measure thing i could use? coin or something? pics would help.
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Hamilton Sommerdale - Fri, 16 Sep 2016 18:42:28 EST ID:3EET+rYu No.224390 Ignore Report Quick Reply
no there isnt go buy like a ten dollar scale you fuckface
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Acronym Jim - Sat, 17 Sep 2016 13:17:39 EST ID:7s5p6XVJ No.224392 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>224389
yeah i had bought it earlier on and had dipped in to it a couple times ( more like a 7 day binge) i decided not to make my buddy pay and we got fucked up off that brown sugary goodness. ill just cop a scale for future. thanks doe
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Polly Bleffingspear - Mon, 19 Sep 2016 17:27:14 EST ID:fCnaDAqI No.224398 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>how do i measure without a scale
1) go on amazon
2) buy a scale
3) get scale in 2 days
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Sophie Buzzbury - Wed, 21 Sep 2016 17:46:14 EST ID:2a7ai1UE No.224406 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Find the destiny of molly and then use the Archimedes principle lol
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Fuck Cregglefuck - Sat, 24 Sep 2016 01:44:46 EST ID:6wiyZQFe No.224412 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>224387
surely one of your friends has a weed scale, i mean it'd be better to have an accurate scale but you can measure points on weed scales. otherwise like other people have said you could always crush it up and divide it into 10 lines if you've got a gram, won't be totally accurate but it's a start.


solo mdma by Nell Pocklenack - Thu, 15 Sep 2016 20:44:38 EST ID:w+2Rzhx0 No.224384 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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if I'm doing MDMA for the first time, should I be:

a) alone
b) at a concert
c) with friends, at home

I have the option of doing either and can't tell. when I do psys I find other people kind of take away from the experience, but I heard molly is different.

Do you prefer solo MDMA? What is that like?
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Clara Bembleson - Thu, 15 Sep 2016 21:47:43 EST ID:jUVwQL6S No.224385 Ignore Report Quick Reply
¿do what ever you fancy? nb
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Charlotte Clullerbuck - Fri, 16 Sep 2016 02:12:05 EST ID:bOPOqaoI No.224386 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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With any other psy, I'd recommend doing at home either by yourself wor with a few close trusted friends. But molly is definitely different. The social aspects are so beautiful. Being in a giant crowd, feeling the music pulse through all of you as one. The more people the better.
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Simon Clonnerville - Fri, 16 Sep 2016 08:35:41 EST ID:a2/Butqv No.224388 Ignore Report Quick Reply
the first time i did it was like a week ago. i was alone at home.
the anxiety in the come up made me feel uncomfortable also the change in vision was very confusing at first. im nearsighted and my vision was blurry when i had glasses on and tried to look at something close. also it was very hard to read something black on white because my pupils were dilated as fuck and the contrast messed with my eyes.
it made me be really honest with myself and made me look through the lies i tell myself daily.
overall it was a very nice experience but it would have been amazing with friends aswell.

never did it at a concert but im sure its great. only the comeup was unpleasent but its not a big deal tbh. you just need to be positive because its just in your head.
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John Fuvingsirk - Sat, 17 Sep 2016 02:35:25 EST ID:vXiAGxq7 No.224391 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Get to a party maaaan, thats where the life is felt while on molly.
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Simon Coddlestene - Tue, 20 Sep 2016 12:55:38 EST ID:aJFJduTH No.224401 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Do it with your friends at home and play Activity! Its so much fun and as everyone is empathic its super fast. Also you can blast music and everyhing


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