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Post-roll Existential Crisis by Archie Bunfoot - Tue, 02 Feb 2016 16:36:30 EST ID:Xs/67r9b No.222985 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Why aren't we always like this?
Why does it take a drug to put us in a state where we accept everyone?

I get that a lot of the walls we put up and the suspicions we have of every single person are mechanisms built in for us to survive nomad times

But in our modern age, this is the state of mind we should be in.
I don't feel as if we need to be constantly judging one another.

Is anyone feeling this nonsense I'm spouting??
How do you guys handle the post rolling sads?
Has it inspired you to change how you perceive your sober world?
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Ebenezer Boffingbidge - Sat, 06 Feb 2016 11:30:20 EST ID:1zu8mY8V No.223018 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Lillian Blackworth - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 12:09:56 EST ID:gbK3cMqn No.223130 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>222988

I guess aggressivity pays off in some situations and lets your genes to be passed to the next generation. Unlike those hippies that tried to talk sense to a angry club wearing dude at the stone age.

Kindness is actually a pretty new thing that mostly works thanks to our society.
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Phyllis Dundlelan - Wed, 17 Feb 2016 19:22:39 EST ID:9Jyb5o/J No.223160 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I feel ya OP

When I'm rolling practically every insecurity I have and any wall I had just simply melts away

I disagree with you on the fact that you're basically saying we should all always feel that way, but I feel like a lot of the sciences and things that make humans so great would not have been accomplished or even maintained at our current at our current state

I mean could you imagine doing animal testing/research feeling as empathetic as you do when you're high on E? Medicine would just go down the tubes and people would be dying of causes that are laughable in today's standards because everyone would be fucked

Though maybe once a year, like make a holiday of taking E, just so people remember not to be such troglodytes to others sometimes
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Oliver Honeywill - Fri, 19 Feb 2016 17:10:55 EST ID:BbTHuLfp No.223175 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>222985
Every high has to have a low op. You feel so good when you're rolling because of the contrast to when you're not rolling. If you were rolling all the time you wouldn't actually be rolling.
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Thomas Femblemudge - Fri, 19 Feb 2016 20:56:19 EST ID:MqB2Njj4 No.223179 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223175
the low of an mdma high is the hangover, not everyday life


Rolling at home Sunday night by Hugh Cricklestot - Thu, 11 Feb 2016 23:41:30 EST ID:ItkMg42D No.223081 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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This will be the last time I roll for a year or two; I'm gonna be doing it at home cause I have no events happening this week.

Spoonfeed me stuff to do pleaes /mdma/, I'm hoping you guys can help form how my night will go. Recommend me activities, music, whatever

Thanks boys

I'm a pretty introverted person, so rolling at home isn't weird at all for me (of course most of my rolls have not been at home though), so don't worry about that
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Hugh Cricklestot - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 16:52:40 EST ID:ItkMg42D No.223097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223092
>why do you need to be spoonfed like it's your first time rolling?
Have you never been doing something, then someone went, "bro, check this out," and what he recommended was really good? Or do you think that everything you know that you like is the end of it?
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Simon Fannerkore - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 20:50:10 EST ID:6EeDOjzo No.223121 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223081
watch a good movie, thats what i like to do. sometimes it can be hard to concentrate if your rolling to hard but if you do it right, it can be magic.
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Sidney Clizzlesun - Thu, 18 Feb 2016 15:29:16 EST ID:B5kq362L No.223170 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Brush your teeth
>take a bath
>jerck off
>listen to classical music, it's really intense, you can try wagner or dvorak for exemple
>dance
>Buy lots of ggod drinks to try out
>smoke weed or cigs
>invite someone you like over and share the e with him/her
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Frederick Blottingforth - Thu, 18 Feb 2016 20:09:58 EST ID:MysiXGX4 No.223171 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223170
not op
i'll go for cigs but
>jerck off
how people do this ? never achieved to maintain erection, girl/boy/alone whatever.
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Betsy Guzzlefoot - Fri, 19 Feb 2016 02:21:47 EST ID:sAqYnz9V No.223172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223171
gotta look at the dirtiest porn possible.


How much? by justadudelookingtoroll - Wed, 17 Feb 2016 22:07:52 EST ID:pwsGJSPl No.223161 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Alright here is the deal
I will be taking these green colored starbucks pills but I am wondering how strong are they and how much should I take? I usually take half a tesla and I roll pretty hard, so should I take half of the starbucks or take a whole? And if I plan to double up should I take two whole's or a half and whole?
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Nathaniel Honkinkun - Thu, 18 Feb 2016 14:49:18 EST ID:MysiXGX4 No.223169 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Freckles by Nell Brookfuck - Wed, 17 Feb 2016 10:03:16 EST ID:GVk3eqiR No.223159 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Seen some pill reports that they were sure it's adulterated and looking at the pictures they were shining like a glass no dots and shit.
I popped pill like 7-8 times and they were all had freckles/dots whatever you name it and they did their job without a problem.
So freckles/dots actually goes for MDMA ?
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Nigel Bisslefield - Thu, 18 Feb 2016 05:49:58 EST ID:RxbJ+7R4 No.223164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223159
i believe that the freckles / dots is the actual mdma based on the fact that mdma crystal / powder pure is usually a brown tinge.


New to this by Jarvis Climmlechadging - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 03:28:47 EST ID:ReHXwEC/ No.223104 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I copped some beans today, supposedly tested @ 100% mdma. They were 25 each and they're big as fuck. I don't really roll but I got them for a girl I know Yada yada how much drugs are these and how much should I give her?
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Nigger Hublingmeg - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 04:08:02 EST ID:UuMv6sm5 No.223128 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223127
Yes, idiot. Freebase MDMA is an oil. You don't find freebase MDMA on the streets because it's less stable and is a bitch to transport.
MDMA HCl cannot be any purer than 84% MDMA. Dosage charts are tailored to MDMA HCl, pills are pressed with MDMA HCl, and capsules are filled with MDMA HCl. If you're buying MDMA HCl, a product would have to be 84% MDMA to be considered 'pure'.
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Sophie Foddleworth - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 16:24:33 EST ID:J+P3xcCx No.223133 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223128
this
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Cornelius Gankindale - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 17:21:43 EST ID:l2YTdX2B No.223134 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223128
I've never understood this either. The active chemical is the HCl salt...that doesn't mean you can count the molecular weight of the HCl in determining its "purity."
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Hannah Mimmlelotch - Tue, 16 Feb 2016 23:20:43 EST ID:PDUBgG2n No.223143 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>223128
fuck off cunt, volume concentration of a substance is volume concentration of a substance whether or not that substance has certain properties.
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Jenny Porringmedge - Wed, 17 Feb 2016 01:16:48 EST ID:RR2hEbne No.223144 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Those are orange qdances. As clean of a pill as you can find. If it looks like a power on logo those are golden. Don't take it all at once. there aren't fakes of those going around


Help by Hannah Parryfuck - Tue, 09 Feb 2016 20:08:33 EST ID:p39I2LNV No.223044 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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My friend told me my weed dealer secret sells pills on the side and that only him and a few others know? I'm considering trying it for the first time but I'm afraid to ask...
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Priscilla Sobblehudge - Tue, 09 Feb 2016 20:47:15 EST ID:QLdt8eg6 No.223045 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What do you need help with exactly? Quit being a pussy and just ask him... there.... i helped.
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Lydia Nubberfoot - Wed, 10 Feb 2016 02:00:33 EST ID:DTETSadb No.223050 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just say "any chance you know where I could find some E?", or something like that. If he's keeping it a secret, there's probably a reason, and saying something indirect like that would blow over a lot better than "hey my friend told me you sell pills can I buy some".
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Caroline Blatherlock - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 21:36:26 EST ID:yqPrBHSk No.223136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just indirectly ask him if he knows where you can get a few different things; acid shrooms E speed whatever, or just ask him if he can ever get his hands on stuff that isn't weed.
I usually ask my dealers that after I've known them for a bit, most of the time most dealers at least know someone selling other stuff if they themselves don't have it.


musiic by Wesley Dartdock - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 04:40:06 EST ID:Rq8djwFV No.223084 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey peeps, rolling on 18 0 mg of molly any music to rexcomend
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James Chandlechudge - Sun, 14 Feb 2016 00:33:13 EST ID:sAqYnz9V No.223124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223123
drum and bass is the best on mdma.

cant beat that energy
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Nicholas Dartshaw - Sun, 14 Feb 2016 20:59:31 EST ID:o0sptOyh No.223126 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223124
I also love it on opiates/opioids for some reason
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Jarvis Brommlepack - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 11:50:47 EST ID:beRVgUYm No.223129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223084
>chance the rapper
how can you deal with him sqwaking on every track.
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Sophie Foddleworth - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 16:18:56 EST ID:J+P3xcCx No.223132 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223129
oh no your tastes are different than mine aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Hedda Hivingwill - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 19:28:22 EST ID:TrfKfncO No.223135 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223129
Not OP but Chance has some real nice chill hip-hop beats bro, is a good time.


When your Prime Minister is on the mollys by Fanny Chollywell - Mon, 15 Feb 2016 16:12:05 EST ID:ccdPRy3V No.223131 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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http://www.dailyindignation.com/post/139333252494/prime-minister-john-key-appeared-at-the-big-gay

Straight ruthless individual


SSRI's (Venlafaxine) by Eliza Lightlock - Thu, 11 Feb 2016 03:09:29 EST ID:NS7ym2/s No.223064 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Not sure if you can link across boards here so I'll just copypaste my post from /med/

>I've been on 150mg Venlafaxine daily until recently and started with 75mg/day about 3 weeks ago. My doctor wants me on these for another month and then finally another month on 37.5mg.
>But I'd prefer to be off it right now, mainly because I want to be taking Ecstasy at a festival that takes place in a little over 2 months.
>My question is simple really, would it be okay for me to go cold-turkey off these right now or is it very important to follow the downsizing plan I currently have?

Only had one reply so far recommending me to go cold turkey as supposedly the withdrawal will be there either way. I posted about SSRI's here a year ago, concerning MDMA, and I'd like to recall that i was recommended to be off SSRI's for at least a month before taking MDMA.

Any input on this would be great, thanks.
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Doris Peblingville - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 16:49:26 EST ID:NS7ym2/s No.223096 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So anyway I decided to go off em early. Any information regarding the recommended time to wait would be appreciated.
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Nigger Fuckingdale - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 20:26:42 EST ID:4ngc6hql No.223101 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You can taper off them at a faster speed than what your doctor recommends anyways, just go lower faster than he tells you to and dont tell him. Cold turkey is bad.
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Eliza Sirringforth - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 07:03:31 EST ID:NS7ym2/s No.223105 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223101

But where do you draw the line? In a sense I've already tapered them off at my own pace, as I did 150mg/day for a year, now 75mg/day for a month and now gone "cold turkey". I honestly doubt there's even any science behind it and it being more a "just in case"-thing.

The people I've spoken with have still had withdrawals no matter how low a dose they tapered off too. I've been recommended to "just get it over with". aka go cold turkey.I get the feeling you're only saying cold turkey is bad because that seems to make sense to you, yet you have nothing scientific to back it up with.

Almost 72 hours without now and I've had about 24 hours of a bit of dizzyness. Will report and keep this thread alive (if I stay alive).
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Cedric Ponderkon - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 19:45:34 EST ID:4ngc6hql No.223119 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223105
I'm not too sure, but I guess it's better for the chemical balance to do cold turkey on a low dose. Just a guess. Please do be careful if you get suicidal thoughts or extreme depression after going cold turkey, give it time or start on them again. It's not the end of the world which you may feel like.

I don't think going cold turkey is a good idea, but it probably isn't a horrible one either and I don't think I could stop you or really have any reason to urge you not to.

Keep us updated OP, I'll try to be here for you if there's anything.
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Alice Beddlefoot - Sun, 14 Feb 2016 05:36:47 EST ID:NS7ym2/s No.223125 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223119

That's kind of my reasoning as well. I've just been longing to get off my meds for quite some time now and really just want to get it over with. Being able to take some MDMA in 2 months is just a bonus.

Had my first really bad moodswing yesterday. Went from laughing my ass off at random things on youtube, to getting mildly annoyed at something and not being able to let it go.. all the way down to crying for "no reason". I've had my fair share of moodswings throughout the years but this one was a bit different.

Luckily I have a fantastic girlfriend around who is supporting me and in the end I realized I probably hadn't eaten well enough throughout the day, which is the usual reason for me having moodswings in the first place.


Cant do drugs for awhile by Lillian Dapperfield - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 18:49:49 EST ID:us/oVTqw No.223098 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I can't believe I don't even want LSD. Lucy and 2C-B have always been my choice preferred. And I would do them if my heart was up to par for it. I'm going to to the doctor soon for a few conditions that are affecting my daily life,one of which includes heart palpitations. All I want to do is roll and I normally never have been huge on MDMA. Don't get me wrong, I fucking love a good roll. But I can't go into anything comfortably anymore because of these health issues. Lsd has scared the shot out of me with the palpitations before. And since they happen sober, it's damn near impossible to even enjoy pot. /mdma/ I gotta hang up the gloves for a bit.. when I have my health in order, I plan to drop a 120mg bomb and celebrate but until then ivw got to make some serious adjustments and get healthy. Roll on you crazy moon eyed fucks for it is you who show the world raw empathy. Just don't forget to love your body more than substance
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Hedda Nombleshit - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 08:57:00 EST ID:TrfKfncO No.223107 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223102
>MDMA abuse
How much were you doing and how often?
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Betsy Fublingneg - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 16:13:13 EST ID:41lnWlZN No.223114 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223102
bro you don't need to take anything. you just need to change your life.
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Mushroom-Madness - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 17:24:51 EST ID:pRCLnUI5 No.223115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223102
yeah you shouldn't take mdma again
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Cedric Ponderkon - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 19:38:02 EST ID:4ngc6hql No.223117 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223107
I did 1.7g over a period of 1.5months and I am already very sensitive to MDMA. This isn't that much to some, but it was wayyyy too much for me. I've always been prone to bad hangover of mdma if I went over 120mg. I've learned from my mistake and plan to do it very rarely and at sub 100mg doses.


>223114
>bro you don't need to take anything. you just need to change your life.
I agree with you, but there isn't anything wrong with getting a little help in the start. I don't plan to take them for a long time, just to get over the worst part of serotonin deficiency. I am having a change in my life. I very rarely smoke and when I do it's just a bit. I don't plan to ever take 100mg+ mdma ever again as it was when I increased my dosage and increased frequency the issues started. Serotonin deficiency can often cause or exacerbate intrusive thoughts and therefore I plan to get my serotonin to a little higher level (but not a lot) and then use behavior therapy to fix this. I don't plan on using SSRI to solve my problems, it's only going to be a small aid to reduce intrusive thoughts which will make therapy a lot easier. I'm also currently doing a lot of changes in my life which is stressing me out, making issues worse. Trying to not make too many changes at this current stage, but later on.

>223115
I would agree, but I have very strong willpower once I've "seen the bottom". It's not very severe and I know myself well. I will never ever take MDMA more than once every 6th month and if I do I will quit MDMA in an instant. I know I can do this as I've cut other drugs out of my life before. I see your position, but there is a lot here I haven't talked about. I've already had a long break and I am feeling much better. And I will not fool myself with "I feel fine so MDMA will be fine". MDMA was fine untill I took it too lightheartedly, which I will never do again. If I get a MDMA hangover (slight comedown) which I didnt get the first many times I will also quit as I don't think MDMA is worth being depressed for a few days. I know I can do this and I understand most of you wont believe me, but I know I can do this and get through it. It helps that I can now recognize symptoms of serotonin deficiency meaning if one low dose after the initial 6 months have passed give me ANY symptoms of harmful activity (anxiety, paranoia, intrusive thoughts, depression) related to what I've experienced I will wait one year. Then two years. And if I can't do MDMA low dose every two years I will say goodbye to it with a smile. We had something good going but not anymore. I don't need the nostalgia, I can let go. Besides I've got 2C-B which has never fucked with my brain and I like it equally as much anyways.



Anyways guys, I wouldn't be too concerned with me. I'll get through this and I know when to stop. The reason I abused MDMA was due to a big amount of concerts and shows I wanted to go to and I "just had to be on mdma" for that concert, once in a life time bla bla. Addictive behavior. I've cut this way of thought out of my life. MDMA is a hard drug and should be respected and I will NEVER disrespect it again. I told myself it was only for a short time and it would probably be fine it didn't happen again, but I was wrong.
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Cedric Ponderkon - Sat, 13 Feb 2016 19:38:43 EST ID:4ngc6hql No.223118 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223117
>223117
oops i fucked it all up.


Taking E after being on prozac by Betsy Chebberstone - Sat, 30 Jan 2016 12:13:52 EST ID:IL7cINYs No.222968 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ive been on fluoxetine for nearly two years, over the past four weeks I have been weening myself off them (to go onto another anti-depressant), I would say ive only had 60mg in the past ten days. For the record: I have depression and anxiety. Would dropping half a pill (approx 110mg of md) fuck me up completely? Would it do anything at all?
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!DtiNiggers - Sat, 30 Jan 2016 13:17:22 EST ID:QMMXXcI+ No.222969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
probably not do nothing at all
maybe feel a little something buzzing

not worth it


Feels by Charles Barddale - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 05:32:53 EST ID:CXCSusYu No.223087 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I haven't rolled in about 6 years

From around 2006 - 2010 I took 967 pills (counting a gram of molly as 10 pills)

I rolled every 2-3 weeks without fail, took 5thp during some of this on the mornings after a roll as well as having a decent diet.

Had decent grade molly and pills for the most part, the most I had taken in one night was a gram of molly in under a hour, and in pill form 16. Fucking amazing times.

MDMA / Ecstasy is my favourite drug without a doubt, and I have tried many many substances. I now life somewhere where it does not exist and to import it is way too risky, if caught it could mean like decades behind bars.

tdlr WTF do I do to roll again?
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Fanny Dezzleville - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 06:33:43 EST ID:TrfKfncO No.223088 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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You said it yourself, the only way is to import it. Importing heroic doses like that is sure to land you behind bars, but if you buy a gram or a few pills and customs catch it all they'll do is seize it and send you a letter, they can't prove that you ordered it just because it's being sent to your address and it'd cost way too much to try to pursue it in the hopes of convicting one person for personal use.
Where do you live? I'm in the UK.

I'm interested in hearing more about your usage though, if those numbers are accurate. I've rolled four times and I try to leave a minimum of five weeks between rolls, and considering I've read the recommended ideal is three months I feel like I'm cutting it way too fine. You must feel like you've fucked yourself up from that kind of dosage.
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Charles Barddale - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 07:27:19 EST ID:CXCSusYu No.223090 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223088
I used to live in the UK where I took such doses etc, now I live in the far East... which is why there is zero scope for getting caught lol
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Charles Barddale - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 07:34:58 EST ID:CXCSusYu No.223091 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>223088
Sorry just re-read your post so sorry for the double post..

I had about 3 circles of good friends during that time period, but through it all I had ONE rolling partner who basically rolled with me through like 99% of the times I did. We used to roll every other week most of the times, there were those times where we had like 3-4 weeks but they were rare. I can honestly say that we never lost the magic, but our doses did sky-rocket.

With doses getting so high came new unforeseen advantages if you will. When you take such doses you may enter delusional almost dreamlike hallucinogenic states. It is nothing like acid or mushrooms, it is like there are very specific things in your vision, almost life like but twisted. I mainly rolled in the woods or forests at night with a few people or just my rolling buddy, we would have plenty of pills, a nice stash of weed or hash, water, portable music system and sometimes ketamine. Even without the K I have had the craziest hallucinations on MDMA, more so than on high dose LSD trips

As far as fucking yourself up - I had 2 notable times in those 4 years of abuse where I had a total breakdown mentally speaking. It felt like a very depressive breakup from a girl where you just lay and cry or mope. Had that twice and it sucked. I attribute that to lack of serotonin obviously. I was given a factual book on E from my mum on my 19th birthday lol, many good facts as well as Erowid, a site I have used since like 2005..
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Fanny Dezzleville - Fri, 12 Feb 2016 10:02:42 EST ID:TrfKfncO No.223093 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>223090
Interesting that you've moved to the far east, I'm planning on moving to Japan for a year probably around late 2017, and one of my biggest concerns is how hard it'll be to get hold of any kind of gear, so I feel your pain.
I figured one of the best ways to get drugs posted in from the darknet would be to get it posted to your address under the name of the previous tenant, that way if they pick it up you can just play the ignorant foreigner with a pretty good diversion.
Otherwise if you have someone come to visit and they stay in a hotel, maybe get it posted to their room in the hotel or something?

>>223091
MDMA is my favourite drug with LSD second so they're some interesting stories.
I definitely don't want to get to the point where I have to change my dosage to get the same effects, if I reach that point I know I'm doing it too often. But I guess the takeaway thing here is that I probably shouldn't worry so much about taking moderate doses once a month at most.

I went out for halloween in Shibuya in 2014, the thought of being able to go out on an amazing night like that again while rolling is literally dreaming of heaven.
Best of luck on your adventures, friend. I hope you get something sorted out.


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