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Activities by Reuben Blerrykerk - Fri, 22 Jul 2016 21:12:36 EST ID:B5yVNw9n No.224116 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey guys,

Does anyone have any fun / weird / whatever things you do while rolling? Like small activities from which to derive pleasure.

I usually roll at home, and while time certainly flies without any extra distractions, often I get the most intense feelings from actually doing something instead of just listening to music and staring at the ceiling drooling. That said, this often relies on the novelty of said activity, and I'm running out of ideas.

Here's some things I've already tried, with comments, in case someone else is looking for stuff to do as well:

>playing with hot and cold, namely candle wax and ice cubes
All time favorite of everyone I've tried this with.

>super hot chili
Kinda similar to candle wax play. The pain gives an incredible rush. Masochistic tendencies definitely help with this one, and the previous.

>nitrous oxide
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Samuel Pebbleman - Mon, 25 Jul 2016 03:40:13 EST ID:bSAgR3qm No.224133 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Honeslty, a good long walk around the neighborhood in the early morning always feels great

If walking around outside isn't an option, doing yoga or even simple stretches is a great way to enjoy how good your body feels
Caroline Sallerlock - Mon, 25 Jul 2016 04:23:23 EST ID:iWz08CNG No.224134 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hot Chili and wax/ice cubes sound really interesting.

Ive only solo rolled, because i can't get my friends in a safe setting where they could try it for the first time or because they are simply not interested.
I also cant stand the thought of being out alone on mdma.

Things i liked that werent already mentioned -

>Eating a grapefruit or pomgrenade

A fruit where you have to fight for that sweet delicious reward.


Not even on a computer. Just taking a pencil and a paper and letting your mind go while listening to some crazy music.
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Reuben Blerrykerk - Mon, 25 Jul 2016 19:05:22 EST ID:B5yVNw9n No.224140 Ignore Report Quick Reply
always great, but get kinda boring pretty soon. Same thing with swimming (disclaimer: swimming while intoxicated is always a bad idea. I never went farther than maybe waist deep water.)

I think I'll check your web stuff recommendations next time I roll, since I often stay up longer than the other people rolling with me, so might help with boredom in the comedown period.

>because your body basically does them for you from all the practicing
This has never happened to me on MDMA with any skill I'm supposed to know. It happened once when I took 25i-NBOMe with DXM (I have no idea how it was possible, I could barely walk, but played with poi like they were extensions of my body), but never else. For me MDMA seems to do the opposite; I become clumsy and awkward as hell. Even walking is a challenge sometimes. (I take light doses btw, so it's not because of that.)

In fact I often do walks and stretching. Massages too. I don't know why I didn't think to write it in the first post. But yeah, both are very enjoyable.

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Fuck Dunninggold - Wed, 03 Aug 2016 20:47:26 EST ID:KaF8F6qa No.224168 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bob Ross

I don't paint along, I should though.
Xilex - Thu, 04 Aug 2016 06:56:48 EST ID:oC62sQSB No.224169 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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cool post. so basically I will try to keep it straight forward, my usual rolling steps, with of course possible alternatives regarding the environmental sets are:

1) pop ;)))
(only dutch press please (people who know them understand the uniqueness of these motherfuckers, purest in the world)) anyway, if you don't know about them, run for it and get some right now! blessed by the dutch royal family..

2) going outside - club & dance OR walking in country side in complete darkness on crystal clear night sky and watch the magnificent universe unfold right before my eyes.

3) getting lost on music for hours on the dance-floor OR watching the stars and other luminous things I wasn't able to identified yet but a bet it's a mixture of mild hallucinogen effect and of course UFO's but that's another story all together.

4) at this point I'm pretty much out of my fucking sanity and obviously what happens next is a matter of chemistry. i would involve high envy to have wild sex with similarly fucked up girls OR if it doesn't work out I just find my personal way out of this predicament. no need to precise any filthy things happening at this point is behind closed doors. ain't a fucking naturalist (at least most of the time) just kidding ;))

5) after getting rid of all this build up insanity shit I finally settle to let my self be driven by the slow but certain waves of bliss slowly bringing me down to the pleasure abyss before the horrible inevitable outcome: sobriety :(((

EPILOGUE: i'm pretty sure most of you can relate to all or part of this shit because this story-line sound like every other young e-tard rolling hard as fuck not giving a damn about tomorrow. next step? already planning my next fall
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driving by Nicholas Blytheworth - Wed, 13 Jul 2016 19:10:05 EST ID:u48PQsUE No.224085 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I need some advice guys.

So this weekend I'm going to a party in the woods, approximately 1hr drive from home.

I will take molly (also probably charlie), not sure how much, but probably a lot. There will also be drinking involved. Then the next day I will probably have to drive home. In the evening I guess, but still...

I will probably sleep a couple of hours and I will stop drinking in the morning. My question is, how long do you guys think before it's safe to drive? Also, what should I pack to help me get my shit together the next day? Also, should I do a line of charlie before driving if I will still feel fucked up?

I'm usually very responsible and have never driven in such a state, but this time I don't think I have a choice, so I have to prepare as best I can. Maybe someone will be sober and drive us all home with my car, but I have to prepare for the worst.

Thanks for the help
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Frederick Blodgetun - Sun, 17 Jul 2016 00:58:08 EST ID:003exXJI No.224101 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'd be more concerned about the alcohol tbh. Stimulants don't have as prominent of an effect on driving as depressants, but driving while on anything is unadvised and often illlegal.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 26 Jul 2016 13:50:18 EST ID:GiBthQs2 No.224141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Driving molly is a-ok (I've been yelled at by tripsitters for saying this) in my book

As long as you ain't gone so hard you have eye wiggles you should be fine

Stims are the one drug that are totally safe to drive on, if anything it'll keep you awake and alert, even with its mildly psy qualities it should be totally ok, here in Detroit we just call driving on molly "driving"
Caroline Drucklespear - Thu, 28 Jul 2016 05:49:13 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224146 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you're a fuccboi in my book
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Fri, 29 Jul 2016 10:11:41 EST ID:GiBthQs2 No.224150 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm a fuckboi in my own book, but thanks.
Nell Cronningpig - Sat, 30 Jul 2016 04:38:41 EST ID:Tcgkrtv/ No.224151 Ignore Report Quick Reply
eat food, drink coffee & water
diners are a good place to sober up

Quality by Doris Shittingway - Tue, 26 Jul 2016 15:23:31 EST ID:O2wSn/UX No.224142 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Does anyone have experience with purple rams or gold iron mans? It'll be my first go of it.
Polly Simblebanks - Thu, 28 Jul 2016 17:43:17 EST ID:vC4Zq3PT No.224147 Ignore Report Quick Reply
there are whole websites dedicated to this discussion
Polly Simblebanks - Thu, 28 Jul 2016 17:44:24 EST ID:vC4Zq3PT No.224148 Ignore Report Quick Reply
second site was supposed to be https://www.ecstasydata.org/
nb again!

Idk I'm a noobie by Albert Bussleville - Fri, 22 Jul 2016 22:45:51 EST ID:wyDnekG5 No.224118 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How should I ingest this to get the best high?

Put it into cotton candy? Drink it with beer? Or a cola?
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Daytripped !ICDpJ1NDs2 - Sun, 24 Jul 2016 15:09:57 EST ID:D4fqzWv8 No.224127 Ignore Report Quick Reply
it's impossible to tell just by looking at it, some of it looks fine but there are bits and pieces that look suspicious in my personal opinion, but I'll say again it's impossible to tell just looking at it.
Betsy Pugglewill - Sun, 24 Jul 2016 15:21:37 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224130 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good call my brother. Snorting MDMA is extremely unpleasant. nb
Oliver Dartham - Mon, 25 Jul 2016 06:34:19 EST ID:wyDnekG5 No.224136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Resurrecting this thread for a quick introspective trip description. First day was amazing. Second day i usedI literally could not pee. I spent 4 hours sitting on the toilet standing but was too high and I was even laying on the carpet of my bathroom with a glass next to my dick in case it wanted to pee in that position. Best I could describe my second day second trip is imagine this. Imagine your bladder is about to explode. But you can't pee for 3 hours no matter what. To me it's the definition of pain hell and the worst torture I've yet experienced. My legs were numb from sitting on toilet trying to pee like a girl. I even sat reverse on a toilet facing the water tank part. Nothing worked. I was sweating way too much. I was afraid of drinking too much because water intoxication. Basically 4 hours trying to pee in a bathroom suffering from bladder feeing like its about to explode. Couldn't sleep at night. Bought some bunk xans. It's 3:30 now and I'm still up. I'm thinking of popping more Molly tomorrow. I must be crazy. My body needs a break but I need to be on something or else I'm bored. Life is so boring I've been alive for 23 years but it feels like 200. I'm getting real bored of shit. Anyway yeah just wondering if anyone else had this peeing problem and how you got over it. Also I couldn't get a hard on yesterday. And on the day I couldn't pee my dick shrunk to the size of a fucking micro penis little knob. I'm actually going to do it again today. What to do to combat these shitty effects? Is it because I'm doing it two days in a row?
William Gemmerworth - Mon, 25 Jul 2016 07:19:51 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224137 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude, you took Molly two days in a row? Disregarding all that other dumb shit you said... What the fuck man, did you do ANY research on this drug? At least don't do it for a third day in a row. You're dumb as fuck dude.
Fanny Fucklechere - Mon, 25 Jul 2016 18:14:12 EST ID:su2okOfm No.224138 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you're too high to piss properly, you did way too much. Everything you typed is just being too damn high. Were you rolling alone or something? Did the random thought of "Oh this is all in my head and if I piss myself oh well. Fuck worrying about it since it's driving me insane" never pop in your head? Did you even test your shit to make sure it was molly and not m1?

>bought some bunk xans
>mixing xan and mdma
Just fucking fuck your cardiovascular system fam. Just fuck it.
And obviously, don't pop the third.

>life is boring
Your attention span is shot, and you need to lay off drugs and tv for a while until you get your shit back together. You remind me of a 16 year old that introduced himself by saying that he needed adderall just to think properly, and spent most of his time watching TV like someone with alzhiemers.

This generation is going to breed people going senile in their 50s, I tell you hwhat.

5- and 6-apb by Augustus Fanderdork - Fri, 22 Jul 2016 22:31:36 EST ID:AIfAB7hv No.224117 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do people feel about this RC? I personally have enjoyed it and find it hard to distinguish from MDA.
Daytripped !ICDpJ1NDs2 - Sun, 24 Jul 2016 15:13:19 EST ID:D4fqzWv8 No.224128 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not sure how I ended up here, but 6-apb imo is superior to mdma, not that I like mdma much anymore to begin with, I much prefer these chemicals to molly, definitely more stimulating though.
Daytripped !ICDpJ1NDs2 - Sun, 24 Jul 2016 15:13:45 EST ID:D4fqzWv8 No.224129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Definitely a strong similarity to MDA like OP said nb

I need help by Shitting Ponkinfodge - Mon, 04 Jul 2016 08:39:45 EST ID:fJ33BguJ No.224027 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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OK guys, ive been doing road for some time with cocaine and molly in the party-scene in Copenhagen. never really thought about getting a customer base, since my old plug was unreliable as fuck.

Now i got my hands on quality, by a new plug and im wondering if anybody in here had some tips on becoming a serious MDMA dealer? i know the basics, but im finding it hard to get a customer base.
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Hugh Pittspear - Sat, 16 Jul 2016 08:53:12 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224096 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're a fuckboi.
Augustus Brecklespear - Wed, 20 Jul 2016 03:22:13 EST ID:vC4Zq3PT No.224110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yeah fuck you you're a cock
dont cut it OP sell that good good
Edwin Hindershaw - Wed, 20 Jul 2016 03:40:37 EST ID:SCbwAACL No.224111 Ignore Report Quick Reply
nigga are you retarded? this guy from norther europe where dose monster dutch pills with 220mg of actual mdma gor for 4 euros or less.

your a fucking retard. half of northamerica is dying because of idiots like you cutting heroin with fent analogs.

also, atm, its cheaper to buy mdma deep than surface metylone. its like cutting weed with crack nigga you dumb. also, 5g of mdma go for the less than a hundred dollars on the deepweb.

fuck you asshole. use the gun on your balls so you dont repreduce and fuck the gene pool even futher
Frederick Sankindale - Thu, 21 Jul 2016 00:20:47 EST ID:sCyw29cj No.224112 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm going to tell you my story and give you some tips and things I've learned. To preface, I was selling MDMA on a college campus in the United States, along with LSD, Ketamine and Speed here and there. Like you, I was already well connected in the rave/party/psych scene at my college. I knew a vast amount more than most ignorant college kids, had experienced my fair share of drugs, and was a pretty careful guy among the community. Because of this, I had many friends in the scene and was close friends with a couple weed / occasional lsd / coke dealers. MDMA, LSD, and other psychs were pretty rare, but they popped up from time to time. The M was never pure, and dissatisfied, I ordered a 5 gram order for myself and to share with friends for an at the time upcoming edm show. I sold most of it to my best friends old room mate, who then flipped it to his friends. At the show they all were rolling like never before, personally came up and thanked me, and at that point the craze in town had started. From there on out, I was known as the kid who could get fire MDMA and lots of people were interested. I started getting 50g packages in every month or so, and then twice a month. I would resell a lot of it to close friends, or would have my friends that dealt weed, were in frats / sororities, etc. collect all the money from people that wanted MDMA and pick it up from me on behalf of them. I always explained the precautions to take with mdma, encouraged breaks in between rolling (not that I abided all the time, hard to do when you have so much and so many friends always rolling), and tested product for them. This went on for a while relatively smooth, but it was taking a toll on me personally. I would always gets messages / calls for business, taking me away from class and studying to go make some quick cash. I couldn't relate to many of my older friends because of my shift in thought process. Its hard to describe, but earning that much cash that fast changes the way you see things. I wasn't a dick or rude, but while my friends struggled to balance school, girls, and live on a college budget, I had far more money then I knew what to do with, and my priorities were then how to get more money, sell more MDMA, …
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Hamilton Hunkinhood - Fri, 22 Jul 2016 10:00:27 EST ID:M3RJpp25 No.224113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Pretty much exactly this, would also say that if asked how much you buy for only say a little lower than what you're selling for as it stops people trying to get deals

fuck yeah!!!!!! by Henry Hungersurk - Sat, 09 Jul 2016 21:46:12 EST ID:AbeupzNs No.224067 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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just took some caps gonna be roling soon whats my /mdma/ fellas upta tonight/day
Archie Febberkudging - Sun, 10 Jul 2016 21:38:16 EST ID:izmrMDCV No.224073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Done the same mate, listening to some awesome tunes and jamming out with a beer. Life is good.
mrchickles - Sun, 17 Jul 2016 18:49:03 EST ID:ZOX8yK6R No.224104 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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got 6 piills wooop
George Duckbanks - Tue, 19 Jul 2016 18:49:31 EST ID:etklBnyf No.224109 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just popped 220 dutch pill, couple of beers and a pack of smokes, sorted

Dat roll by Lydia Henkinhood - Sat, 16 Jul 2016 22:14:39 EST ID:j/0zrcia No.224100 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hello, I don't come to these imageboards much, if ever... But I love my fellow etards and I just want to say...

God I love this drug so fucking much, thank god for dark web markets.

... And xanax... For dat comedown.
Shit Gummlemidging - Sun, 17 Jul 2016 12:59:03 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224103 Ignore Report Quick Reply
great post!

possibly an overdose? by Eugene Shakewell - Fri, 08 Jul 2016 05:40:19 EST ID:JAKXrjML No.224051 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So last summer I had a pretty scary experience with ecstasy. I was with my friends, sitting on the backseat of their car. I offered them a bowl and got an xtc pill in exchange, it was some blue star. They told me it's really good, and of course warned me of its potency, but I soon forgot about their warning. Some plump girl next to me took a whole one, so I just thought it's just as strong as it usually is and there's no problem taking it in whole. Aaaand I was wrong.

So after a while I feel the effects starting to kick in, feeling a bit light and eyes were wiggling a little. But after another 15 minutes my eyes were so fucked I could hardly see anything from all that wiggling. I felt weightless and heavy at the same time, there were lots of cold and hot waves dashing through my body, slight nausea and I was barely conscious. I almost passed out and barfed out of the window of the car. We stopped on a gas station and I got cool water poured on me and a moment later took a dip in the lake. Then I recovered as fast as I got into that awful condition. At one point I thought "oh shit, I'm a goner" and just keeled over, but still stayed somewhat conscious and didn't black out completely. Of course I felt fantastic after recovering, but it wasn't a pleasant experience overall.

So the ultimate question is. How likely is an overdose from a single pill or was it something similar to mdma but something completely else? Isn't the high body temp an obvious effect of OD?
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Nicholas Trotbanks - Sat, 09 Jul 2016 03:43:27 EST ID:ldPSGHli No.224060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sounds like a borderline/potential OD. Any time you throw up (for the most part) on mdma is because it is an overdose. The presses these days are crazy good. Most people start with haves or even quarters because of the strength.

"Overdose Effects:
Vomiting, headaches and dizziness may result from too high a dose of MDMA. Some people are considerably more sensitive to MDMA than others. Be careful if you are using MDMA for the first time or using material of an unknown purity and strength. Always start low."

Martin Blackdale - Sun, 10 Jul 2016 06:40:36 EST ID:sAqYnz9V No.224069 Ignore Report Quick Reply
MDxx only implies that it could be an analogue of MDEA, MDA or is MDMA itself

the worst part about this post is you talk about 'kids nowadays' when you are the uneducated individual here.

OR maybe because a lot of serotonin is also within our gut and taking MDMA causes digestive upset due to the changes in serotonin levels.

Do you even know the actual LD50 for an MDMA overdose?

I don't disagree with your harm minimization advice however.
Fuck Hummerson - Mon, 11 Jul 2016 21:23:53 EST ID:zR3viQNH No.224078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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don't fucking listen to this guy

although, he has a point. What you have found, be it "molly" or "ecstasy", those are really just words. It could be any methamphetamine derivative and it's impossible to tell the difference without reagent test
Hamilton Fanway - Mon, 11 Jul 2016 21:26:09 EST ID:cbM61UKZ No.224079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Looks like we got a winner
Martha Pecklehall - Wed, 13 Jul 2016 06:21:09 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224082 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>kid's now-a-days

I dont see how the chemical structure of MDMA could change over time, you retard. nb

Has anyone ever by Gigolo Aunt - Fri, 15 Jul 2016 05:57:32 EST ID:2+lQZG1b No.224093 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Rolled at an anime convention rave? I've never even seen molly tbh, but if I ever did I would probably save it for one of these raves. Candyflipping would probably be even better.
Simon Hommerham - Fri, 15 Jul 2016 12:39:55 EST ID:Pm5myykP No.224094 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been to a few cons, the afterparties were not really that great. Not a place where I would consider rolling, even less candyflipping but that's just me. I would suggest rolling at an actual music event if you decide to try it. The music is better (in my opinion) and the crowd would be less awkward.

The exception would be the con where I saw DJ Sharpnel perform live. Man, that was fucking good.
Polly Hurringwell - Sat, 16 Jul 2016 04:59:44 EST ID:JAKXrjML No.224095 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>The exception would be the con where I saw DJ Sharpnel perform live.
Man I'm jelly for you, would take speed, mdma or any stimulant for his gig.

But yeah, I recommend rolling in music events too. I've been on acid on a con and it was pretty spooky, but sometimes hilarious. Especially when seeing people in giant mascot suits exit an elevator.

Who gets crashes from MDMA but still uses? by Clara Drillerbad - Mon, 11 Jul 2016 07:41:05 EST ID:6YIWLng0 No.224074 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi all. The first few uses were simply magical and had no crash. My last two uses (spaced properly apart of course) however I talked to a friend of mine about an emotional issue and she was very cold to me, both times. I feel like I crashed hard because of it.

Now I'm scared to take it again because I don't want to feel that awful crash again. Do you think it was because of the girl? Or do I just crash now?
Molly Canderhudge - Mon, 11 Jul 2016 10:02:40 EST ID:sAqYnz9V No.224075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i swear i've seen this thread again.

maybe you should just not open up to her?
Hugh Fullyfield - Thu, 14 Jul 2016 06:24:38 EST ID:oj7MSCju No.224090 Ignore Report Quick Reply
htp-5 and go to sleep before you come down ALWAYS GET 8 HOURS, Wake up with a buzz and no thoughts of suicide. Went work a couple of times like that. Remember no reason to stop lovin life.

Feeling shitty.. by Ian Guttingtork - Sat, 09 Jul 2016 11:37:10 EST ID:IFKG7xjb No.224063 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So exactly a week ago was my birthday and my friends and I decided to go out clubbing. Long story short, I was drunk and took too much M. I'm used to the usual sadness and depression that I felt the days after my "responsible" use, but this week has been literal hell for me. I keep thinking on how 7 days is wayy too long to still be feeling this depressed and anxious but here I am being a nervous wreck. I even spilled the beans to my parents this morning on my use which I never thought I would ever do. I'm lucky they're supportive of me. I just keep worrying that I'm gonna be permanently damaged. Or if I can't get it together by Monday that I might lose my job. I saw a doctor on Wednesday about it and he gave me Ambien to sleep (which barely helps) and antibiotics for strep throat which I caught. I keep thinking that if I haven't gotten better by now I should go to the hospital but I'm worried what will become of me or health insurance if I reveal my drug use. I just want to get better and never touch this stuff again. Can you guys give me any advice? I don't want to touch 5htp or weed right now bc I literally just want to get my head back to normal without any extra crap.
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Phoebe Bommledale - Sat, 09 Jul 2016 17:51:33 EST ID:3nErgsmm No.224066 Ignore Report Quick Reply

If you have strep throat, it's probably just the strep throat that has caused your after-party blues. You likely caught it at the club and the initial phase of infection, segueing into your body mounting an immune response, has resulted in the abnormally severe and prolonged psychological symptoms you're experiencing.

Keep in mind that an incredibly common (and sometimes surprisingly severe!) symptom of bacterial infections is feelings of depression and malaise.

Focus on kicking the ass out of your strep throat. Take your vitamins. Don't smoke cigarettes. Stay hydrated. CONTINUE TAKING YOUR ANTIBIOTICS UNTIL THEY ARE GONE REGARDLESS OF WHETHER YOU START FEELING BETTER!
Hamilton Fanway - Mon, 11 Jul 2016 21:41:18 EST ID:cbM61UKZ No.224080 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're pretty hyped for those antibiotics
Oliver Nicklestock - Wed, 13 Jul 2016 12:44:23 EST ID:7uLdGHYj No.224084 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you want to get your brain back to normal without drugs when you fucked it up so bad with psychedelic amphetamines.. how does that make sense?. MDMA is worse for the brain than meth, you can't use it every day and the side effects are way crazier and long lasting.

I only use MDMA once or twice a year, it's just too fucked for me. I can smoke meth every day and eat shrooms, LSD and smoke weed but MDMA is just too unpredictible for me, I know my brain very well and it's a drug that drug takes over and fucks me up for the rest of the month.

People keep trying to get me to roll without weed or anything NO MAN ITS MORE PUUUREEE..fucking retards.. If I roll I am gonna smoke weed the entire time because I don't like feeling shitty for no reason.

At least with meth you just do a little more and you feel better. With MDMA if you try that with low serotonin it just fucks you up more.
Jenny Wevingshit - Thu, 14 Jul 2016 00:47:35 EST ID:ldPSGHli No.224088 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I don't want to touch 5htp or weed right now bc I literally just want to get my head back to normal without any extra crap.

so take 5htp then... it's a protein that your body makes that is the precursor to serotonin... You want to feel normal and your life is suffering, help yourself out. You aren't taking more drugs, you're taking supplements. It would be like taking protein after working out, you're putting your body through stress and then you help repair it. How has your diet been? Are you still sick? Have you tried working out? What have you done for yourself besides mope around and feel down? You gotta do everything to try and feel better. I know how shitty it can be, but help yourself out in every way that you can
Lydia Henkinhood - Sun, 17 Jul 2016 11:40:14 EST ID:j/0zrcia No.224102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey I've been in your situation before, I know it feels like absolute hell, but you will recover.

The sleep problem, shit, I remember I was up for 4 days straight of no sleep, and had to get a benzo prescription after going to the ER, because by the 4th day I was having auditory hallucinations and some visual too.

I tried using seroquel to knock me out, but all that ended up doing is giving my first seizure ever in my life... In the ER lobby. /facepalm

Pretty sure that was because the E was most likely cut with something, as I've never had that problem in the past of not being able to sleep.

For the depression/anxiety and all that, all I can say is, you absolutely must get every supplement that is recommended on rollsafe.org. It's imperative you do this, to avoid any crash the following days.

Ever since I did that, I rarely, if ever have any depression or anything like that after rolling.

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