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Bump When Nod - BWN by overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 19 Sep 2016 10:36:11 EST ID:PdFDmZiT No.565101 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Old one has reached the bump limit.

Seeing as I'm rather high, I'll give this thread a start for once in a fair amount of time. Did a shot of heroin + methylphenidate just earlier and was already on about 40mg of diazepam and 4mg of clonazepam as I did the shot. No comedown for me. Just going to get some sleep now, but it's been a good opi-filled night.

Let the fresh BWNs continue /opi/~
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Charles Finnerpat - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 01:49:49 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565922 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565593

bro ive been in your situation 3 or 4 years ago. except at that point it was IV. i had never been sober since i started using 6 or 7 years prior to that drugs in general not heroin. i was living out of motels if i hustled enough for the day along with my habit or id sleep in a friends garage or id just smoke meth all night and walk around until 6 a.m. when jack in the box opened to sleep there. or starbucks whichever i was vlosest to. but i remember ive never dhared thid eith anyone. but i feel safe dharing with you giys...

id be hanging out with people getting high then excuse myself to go to the bathroom to do a shot. and as i was prepping the shot and shooting up i was bawling my ducking eyes out. then following this id take an exacto knife and cut myself like 50 times in rapid succession. i literally had lost all hope. i had accepted defeat and that i would not be able to stop using no matter how badly i wanted to. what saved my life is the first time i went to jail. i was forced to get sober in jail followed by a 3 month rehab i completed that showed me it was possible to get sober. that is when i learned staying sober is the challange.

ill pray for you bro. i hope you have the miracle you need to show you the way out of this hell hole youve dig youreself into.
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Priscilla Honeydale - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 01:57:25 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.565923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Met this cripple older lady who panhandles and preaches Jesus. I like Christian morales so we always got along. One day she asked if I could get painkillers. Mfw etc lol. Brought her tea last week. Saw her again today and brought her a few pounds on seeds and she gives me two 8mg dillies!! Tells me to bring her more and she will sell them 10 per. Its been a good one
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Charles Finnerpat - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 03:35:14 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565927 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565923

the homeless community down here where i live in socal has some solid loving caring people that help each other out and stick together. the lady you descroved sounds very familiar to a lady i know by the mame of "street mom." she took care of my smoked put tweaker froend more than me cux i could fend for myself but she was so generous. every day after pandhandling (id ask for change for food) usually got money but occasionally got food. if they dodnt give a receipt to return thr food for cash id put it in my backpack and dovide it among the homeless at the emd of the day. but street mom always hooked me up with free xanax.
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Charles Duckforth - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 05:06:07 EST ID:yWvCz/L+ No.565930 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565101
1.2kg has me feeling nice

bwn
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dudemanbro - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 06:08:28 EST ID:1n9uReSZ No.565931 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Been passing gallstones all day. they are small now and go with ease. Earlier however my first noticable one was giving me pain that radiated to my back and shoulder, moving down and getting stuck near the belly button for about 36 hours during which I only slept 5 thanks to morphine. Then woke up and took a massive hard turd that was plugging a lot of backed up diarrhea. The diarrhea was caused by the die-off symptoms of candida that I have been experiencing for the past week. Shortly after that I noticed that the pain has gone and took some more turmeric for the inflammation. The die off symptoms are gone. Thank god. I truly felt like I was dying given the overtaxed liver, intense pain from the fungal walls breaking down and releasing their neurotoxic waste, and on top of that the gallstones combined. now gallstones are still coming and I feel.otherwise normal if not remarkably (clear) in mental and physical sense.

The ones I feel today make a small pressure feeling as they go up and around out of the gallbladder, and then down the bile ducts

However this one is actually somewhat painful, not super. but still painful. So I'm prepping a combo of red horn indo and red bali kratom to ease my pain, and taking some more turmeric to keep the detox going. The morphine is just something i kept around for use as needed and thats gone now. No problems there - in a past stage of my life running out of morph would be way shittier so on that note I want to say that I am also celebrating 3 years clean from heroin and opioid dependence. Kratom doesnt count. Though it basically saved my life, I can live without it and slow taper as needed. Much more managable habit than slamming /smoking/eating H, fent, oxy etc

I'm basically getting rid of toxins in my body that have been there for a long time. Some things like the stones have been growing in me all my life. Now that I've changed my diet I can finally get rid of them.

So wish me strength. No bump cause not actually aiming for noddingham. but this seems the best place to share my experience. Cheers bros ♡


How legitimate is emotional pain do you think? by Vesuvius - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 15:34:51 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.565877 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm not being rhetorical or sarcastic when I ask this question. If you are in severe physical pain then you may or may not get some opis. However, if you're in emotional pain (severe depression) you most certainly will not get any opis. I once described to a doctor that depression is kind of of like aids but for the mind in that, I see no reason or will to wake up every day. So in a sense it's like my ability to fight off feelings of worthlessness has been compromised just like AIDS would compromise your immune systems ability to fight off disease - I have lost my ability to fight off negative thoughts. He sort of laughed and said it's nothing like AIDS. I mean... it's fine if you don't agree with me, but I hate when people disagree with me without critiquing my reasoning that I have just put forth. I hate that. If you just say "you're stupid you are incorrect" without showing me where my logic is faulty then I have no choice but to believe your accusation is true of you - not me.

Anyways, I think emotional health is just as important as physical health. Except nobody I know of seems to give a shit about such things. Why is this?
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Edwin Hingerford - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 00:40:01 EST ID:4Ua4GWJ9 No.565919 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565877
Emotional pain is legitimate, but it's simply not visible to others.
If you don't like your doc. simply see another one.

You seem like a very emotionally instable person, if you're not comfortable with your doc, get another one, at some point you'll find one you do feel comfortable with.
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Charles Finnerpat - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 00:46:10 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565920 Ignore Report Quick Reply
taking care of oneself mentally is just as important as physically. i feel in the U.S. we focus too heavily on the physical aspect of eating proper, exercise, portion control, etc.

but what happens to the body when you don't exercise it? it goes out of shape. it doesn't work as well. complications eventually arise.

the same goes for the mind/brain. unfortunately, we do not stress this enough. just like exercising the body, you need to exercise your brain. if you've been out of school for years and work a minimum wage job that any brain dead idiot can run, you need to find something that stimulates your mind during your own free time. otherwise it too, like the body, will stop working as well and cause other complications.
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Ian Mezzlewater - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 02:12:47 EST ID:gswdFxrj No.565924 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565877
IIRC some docs were prescribing Tram for depression, but it's off script.

Yea, opis def help with depression though, for me they help me get more work done and just not feel so dull. Before I started my own business I had a job and I would take opis just to make it through boring meetings with people I hated.
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Edwin Hingerford - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 04:53:40 EST ID:4Ua4GWJ9 No.565929 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>565877
Adding to my previous post, if you think you should get /opi/'s for "emotional pain", you should realise that you're trying to justify your addiction, and asking us for validation in that belief.

You're simply extrapolating your belief that because it takes the edge off for you, that this is a valid medical usage of opiates.
You should also realise that prolonged opiate use creates more emotional pain when you cease using.

tl;dr:
Don't be an idiot and justify being a junkie through your depression.


Took too much by Esther Bardworth - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 02:25:05 EST ID:CVn32EyS No.565925 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Kind of new to opis, just took a bit too much u47700 and puked and am not comfy, nodding and cant focus eyes et.c. Any tips for waiting this type of shit out? Thanks. And yeah there's a sober friend with me already.
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Charles Finnerpat - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 03:31:43 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565926 Ignore Report Quick Reply
das where you wanna be mannnee

youre literally experiencing the best part of the high.

throwing up is normal especially with low tolerance. dont sweat it.

just wrap up in a blanket lay down on the couch have your friend put on some t.v. drink a soda if you have one and just LET GO COMPLETELY.

you have nothing to worry about. this is new territory for you and you dodnt know what you were getting into so you psyched yourself out
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Lillian Pinnerlock - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 04:02:17 EST ID:E4UGMSTW No.565928 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565926
well, not exactly, he just took another shitty rc pseudodrug
if you want to actually enjoy being high buy yourself something normal like oxys


Anti BWN - If you're jonesing and hating life - PART 2 by cyproxy - Sun, 24 Jul 2016 20:20:15 EST ID:CDFWrgHv No.561289 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Previous Anti-BWN has maxed out and seeing how popular the first one I created was (back on Valentines Day!) it seems appropriate to continue the trend.

So if your life is sucking because you're out of dope, money and resources or if just everyone hates you because you've burned so many bridges, sound off - you aren't the only one.
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Charles Duckforth - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 22:39:03 EST ID:yWvCz/L+ No.565906 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565904
I just thought of this:

the average person has to wake up at 7-8am from an alarm to work 8 hour days at something they're not passionate about. I wake up whenever i want, can do whatever I want, and the only task for the day is getting high on morphine.

when I look at it like that I become highly motivated and way less sad about this whole thing.
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Charles Finnerpat - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 23:05:07 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565909 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565906

honestly, if everyone of us could do this we would. unfortunately, living that NEET lifestyle is not realistic for the majority of the population for one reason or another. i don't know your personal background, how you got your money, if you live alone or with your parents, if you worked your ass off and retired at an early age by hitting the big money, maybe you have some crippling medical condition, maybe you get cash from the government etc.

but you are living my dream. my only hope is making it these next 25-30 years saving every penny, living like a jolly african-american, living in the cheapest place possible, with a cheap but reliable car, and working my ass off to make as much money as i can. then find out that 65 is no longer the age to retire, but it's now been raised to 80-90. so i say fuck it i didn't want to live that long anyway, quit/try to get pension, and IV heroin for the rest of my days in peace. nah, i won't have a family.
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 23:09:21 EST ID:6Rm0L3bJ No.565910 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565889
Delivery guy made it by 6 thankfully. It was fucking torture waiting for it to get there.

NB.
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Charles Duckforth - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 00:06:27 EST ID:yWvCz/L+ No.565917 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565909
yeah my mum funds my lifestyle. Not proud of it but certainly not complaining either.

It's ridiculous that I would be depressed as a NEET, but there you go. I'm trying to improve myself.
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Charles Finnerpat - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 00:39:14 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565918 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565917

no shame in that. like i said before, if i could get away with it i totally would. that is the fucking dream as far as i'm concerned. the only thing i would add to this is finding a genie lamp or some shit, getting one wish and wishing that every morning i woke up with a ten pack of rigs and a couple grams of heroin on my nightstand.


Too much APAP by Matilda Segglepire - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 20:35:12 EST ID:dtzVPgoE No.565895 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Shit. How do I know if I took too much APAP? Had to have been at least a few grams and now I'm feeling hella janky. Any way to check?
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Matilda Segglepire - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 21:43:01 EST ID:dtzVPgoE No.565900 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Decided to ride it out
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Charles Duckforth - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 22:41:59 EST ID:yWvCz/L+ No.565907 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565895
any less than 4grams and you're fine
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Walter Worthingshit - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 23:00:55 EST ID:hpL4zaQL No.565908 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565907
for one-time use I'd say anything under 8 grams. 4 is very conservative
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Shit Sogglefoot - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 23:25:57 EST ID:Gr6IX6t5 No.565911 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565895
lol I think even if you did 10 grams (only if this is a one time thing and you havent been popping hella APAP in the past) you would live.
I did once.
I was being stupid and was already fucked up on other shit and just started downing perks like candy.
I got up to 10g of APAP in my system.
Granted, I felt like utter shit, and it wasn't a fun night,
but I lived
I don't think I touched 1 tylenol or had 1 sip of alcohol that entire year because I was so afraid Id fuck my liver.
Im fine now though.
but anyways.
if you had anywhere from 4-6g you'll be fine dude.
just dont make a habit of this
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Charles Duckforth - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 00:04:01 EST ID:yWvCz/L+ No.565916 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565908
dude you really shouldn't recommend 8 grams of APAP. 4grams is the accepted top dose. You won't die from 8 grams but you could definitely damage your liver. Not smart at all.


Best Freebase vaping device by Cornelius Chubberdale - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 21:13:42 EST ID:MXKoVhRt No.565898 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Do you think a glass ball pipe would do well? My freebase heroin leaves some black residue so I imagine it would get gunked up and hinder the vaping eventually.
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Charles Finnerpat - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 23:39:01 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565914 Ignore Report Quick Reply
get gud at vaping off foil. learn not to waste. if that means packing smaller amounts of heroin at a time and taking smaller hits who cares? practice hovering the flame under the foil, not directly touching it.

meth pipe won't work well.


How much codeine to get high? by John Cinderstock - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 01:51:16 EST ID:bwOIfviC No.565833 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have 60-120 mg of codeine tabs on me right now, and I am desperate for a good buzz. As far as opioids go, all I've done is hydros. I am not sure about the dosage of the codeine, but I think it's either 30 or 60 mg per tab (I have 2 tabs and I am not quite sure about the doses, but due to research, my conclusion is either 30 mg or 60 mg). Will this do me any good, and if so, how long will it do me?
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Albert Chuddleman - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 11:30:19 EST ID:deifBltk No.565861 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565838
Isn't 130mg of Codeine moar like 7mg Morphine? I recall seeing on a chart comparing different opioids to 10mg oral Morphine that 180mg of Codeine should amount to 10mg of Morphine
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Hedda Gallerbot - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 16:04:08 EST ID:E4UGMSTW No.565883 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565838
sorry but 215 mg codeine is nowhere near 20 mg of oxy, oxy is stronger
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 17:03:37 EST ID:TlmBTlyw No.565886 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565883
I just went and put in his conversion numbers. ~130-215mg codeine IS the analgesic equivalent of 30mg oral morphine. 30mg oral morphine is supposedly equal to 20mg oral oxycodone, which would be roughly equal in pain killing efect. Almost any other aspect of their effects (euphoria, etc.) are debatable and differ person to person...

...(even pain itself, my grandma was sick and ill before her passing, broken hip and spine pain, and they tried to give her dilaudid drip for pain, but it made her delirious and she would feel wired and didn't block her pain, then "withdrawal" after just 3 hours, so for an hour every 4 hours she was sick, and then when they finally switched her over to morphine it all magically stopped.

Then when she got home they had her on morphine pills (obviously the right move), she complained they didn't work like the "hospital med" did (wtf?), and then they put her on a combo of oxycontin and low dose oral dilaudid for breakthrough pain. She couldn't get over how well "they worked", especially the "tiny pain pills" (the dilaudid, the one she berated in the hospital at 100% bioavailability, yet now with 15-33% bioavailability it's a wonder drug? The fuck?), proving that she had no idea what the fuck she was talking about and was letting her old rusty mind fool itself into believing things.

Of course oxycodone is "stronger", but you could argue that oxycodone at any reasonable dose is "better" than codeine. Well yeah, it's codeine. Oxycodone is oxycodone. All we can do is compare them as close as possible. Some people are convinced non-IV heroin is objectively superior to morphine, when my understanding is heroin and m6g are a joke if they're not IVed.
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Shit Sogglefoot - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 23:32:29 EST ID:Gr6IX6t5 No.565913 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well the full 120 might do you something.
but if you ever experiment again,
for the love of god, go up in increments!
I think one time I tried 400mg and it was meh, so the next time I did a full 900mg at once and had a full blown histamine reaction.
I got itchy ass hives all over my face and torso.
my whole body turned red and hot AF.
thought I was gonna die, the whole 9 yards and all.
god, just a miserable, terrible night.
Fuck codeine anyway,
but that's just me
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Charles Duckforth - Wed, 28 Sep 2016 00:01:56 EST ID:yWvCz/L+ No.565915 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565883
it is bro. WIth no tolerance they would feel about equal. 200mg of codeine can get you places.


street price by David Drengerstit - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 11:04:42 EST ID:QSINOVjv No.565860 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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5/325 percocet in US
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Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 15:49:46 EST ID:D6RKRVe+ No.565879 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565869
Percs can range from 3-5 dollars in the greater Toronto area anywhere from Niagra up to Lake Simcoe. But once you cross past general cottage country and get to Nipissing region, the locals can pay you up to $7-$8 each. Even if you go slightly east into Peterborough, you can sell them up to $10 each if there's a opioid drought.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 16:08:40 EST ID:TlmBTlyw No.565884 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565879
Oh I'm not disagreeing that $1/mg hydro and $2/mg oxy prices exist. I'm just making a normative judgement statement about what is "worth it". If people will pay $15 for a fruit drink downtown, they'll pay $20 for a bar of Xanax.
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Priscilla Wenderwill - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 16:28:51 EST ID:XubhI/0M No.565885 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565884
yeah, i just said what the price was never said it was "worth it", i spend my money on heroin and only buy pills when I can't find it
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 17:27:19 EST ID:TlmBTlyw No.565888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565879
Also bear in mind 1USD equals 1.33 CAD (what the fuck happened, oil prices?) So over one CAD per mg of oxy makes sense.

10CAD = $7.57
3= $2.27
5= $3.79 (wow yeah this is totally a fair price actually for 5mg)
7= $5.30 (barely over $1/mg)

It's not really comparable. 1 USD is 1.30 AUD, 1.32 CAD, and 1.37 NZD. I think our Aus, kiwi, and Canadian friends should keep this in mind. $1/mg would be 6.60 Canadian per perc 5.
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Lillian Drengerfedging - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 23:32:27 EST ID:k3lSZo9m No.565912 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565860
1-2$, possibly 3 -5$ if you live out in the fucking boonies but I wouldn't pay more than a dollar per for those


Can I check into a mental hospital to avoid reporting to probation and pissing dirty? by John Nickleman - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 21:47:22 EST ID:2pnf8Cp5 No.565901 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've never been here before, I come from other chans. But I didn't know where to ask this...I have been an IV opiate user on and off for 15 years. This last relapse happened in July 2013, and I've been using ever since. I was put on probation in August, and have yet to be drug tested, because they haven't received my paperwork yet. But I have to report Thursday, the 29th.

I planned on staying clean at least 5 days before, but I just got a call out of the blue that my mother was very sick in the hospital. It was completely unexpected. I am her next of kin, and had to go pull the plug on her. And I couldn't go through that dope sick.

My question is, could I check myself into the mental hospital tomorrow, which also serves as a detox unit, to avoid having to report Thursday? There's no way I could get in trouble, right? And if I say I am suicidal (I have a history of suicide attempts and cutting), they would keep me for at least 72 hours, which should be long enough to piss clean. As long as I call or have a doctor or nurse call my PO, I should be fine, right?
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!GOACID/XyA - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 22:09:00 EST ID:320VALK/ No.565902 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565901

I think failure to report is pretty damn bad, and I'm 100% certain people have tried this before since plenty of people who have to take drug tests have been in a 72 hour hold before.

I'm not sure if the PO is allowed to come and collect from you, I wouldn't rule it out since you'd actually already been in a medical facility of sorts obtaining the sample would be easy. I think if you're able to give urine and don't report you'll probably get in some shit, since it's not like you're in a coma or anything.

Sorry about your mom, that's really horrible. Hope things improve for ya.
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Charles Finnerpat - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 22:18:17 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.565903 Ignore Report Quick Reply
there is a big difference between straight up not communicating to your probation officer and arranging for him to know (IN ADVANCE) with the aid of the hospital staff of where you will be and that you will be unable to attend. but the worst thing you could do is no call no show as they say.

my only concern with this strategy is that in order for the hopsital to confirm to your probation officer that you are at the hospital requires you signging some legal documents saying it's ok to "share information" with your PO. what this specific information is, i don't know. but it very well could include a drug test.

i'm not sure how strict your person probation officer is, what the probation rules are like in your state, how many violations you have, your relationhip with your p.o, how many times you've tested dirty in the past, etc. but all these factors will come into play. in my experience, probation officers will not violate you on your first dirty test. they work with drug addicts 24/7. they've heard every piece of bullshit ever uttered. they know it all. they can see right through it.

i'm sorry i do not have a definitive answer, but i will leave you with this. lying and getting caught in your lie is going to end up a lot worse for you than telling the truth. of course that is the risk you are taking in hopes of getting away with using.

on a side note, kinda ironic... i was on probation for i wanna say 3+ years and during that time i could not for the life of me stay clean. at most i'd get a couple weeks to a month or two before relapsing for another month or two and repeating. it wasn't until after i got off probation that i was able to get over a year sober. then i relapsed bout 4 or 5 months ago lul


expired hydro by Jenny Gunderville - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 21:01:26 EST ID:c7GH1ALd No.565698 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Found some hydrocodone that expired 8 years ago. Is it good to take? If so, any adverse effects? Excuse me for my stupidity in advance.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 14:52:08 EST ID:TlmBTlyw No.565770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565698
OP certain drugs can KILL YOU for being expired. Tetracyclines are one group. Minocycline converts into something that destroys your liver. Most drugs are safe, but look it up first. To my knowledge any drug used to get high and normal drugs they're combined with APAP advil aspirin etc. are completely safe for at least 20years.

I tried triazolam for the first time recently. The script was from 2007 or so. It just felt like triazolam should, though the drip was disgusting and particles so small I sneezed a few times.

>All pharma get high drugs are safe, but antibiotics can be dangerous af.
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Mushroom-Madness - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 15:20:49 EST ID:QJ0mD4xT No.565773 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565707
wouldn't the hyrdro lose potency after all that time?
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Martin Barddale - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 16:05:54 EST ID:rEKE3TuQ No.565782 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565773
No bump
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Beatrice Fanshit - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 19:11:56 EST ID:KNDHMQfr No.565893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nigga I bumped some Hydro from 2003 a few months ago and it wasn't any different from new shit I took a week ago.

You'll be fine as long as nothing happened to them.
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Angus Pigglekudge - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 21:04:48 EST ID:A1A/Wus5 No.565896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565698
Lol I took a hydro script from 2002 and it felt great.


Losing people by Esther Wannerway - Sun, 25 Sep 2016 19:28:25 EST ID:rdbflkGd No.565694 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Have you ever lost anyone you loved to an overdose, /opi/?

Was clean for 2 months, then went out and picked up again. I hated myself and went back to NA after the bag was gone. Went clean for another month, then picked up again. This is now, and I've just been getting bag after bag after bag. I have to fucking stop. I have a single suboxone pill left and I'm going to split it into quarters and coast off the 4 days. I've been spending too much money, withdrawing from friends I've made while clean and they are good people. I havent been looking for a job and I've been coasting off a fund I have and an insurance payment. Quickly running out and I have no choice. I've been to the point of selling all my valuables. Having nothing. I don't want to go back to that life. It's miserable. I would'nt change the fact I went through that before for anything.

Because last year was the happiest year of my life. I had the love of my life, the most beautiful woman I've ever seen that was 10/10 personality, looks, and loved having sex with me. She had a drug problem though. At the beginning of the relationship and up until the point we started using, I was completely against heroin. I would break up with her if she used it. We started taking pain pills, which became hard to find and expensive. So I said fuck it. Call the dealer. 6 months later, after realizing how much of a toll it was taking on us, we weaned off and weren't getting sick any more. Christmas day, we got a 30 bag and skipped our "test it's strength with a tiny bit" rule, and cooked it all up, divided it between us, and shot up. We both fell out. I woke up an unknown amount of time later with her not breathing and no heartbeat and CPR wouldn't work. It was too late by the time I got her to the hospital. They got her heart started again but she was braindead in a coma. She was pronounced dead two days later. I've been fucked up about it since. I wanted to die and join her. I still kind of do. But I started shooting up like crazy. Because fuck it, right? No point to life any more. The woman I love is gone. She took my virginity and taught me so much. Not just about sex, about life, and love...

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Thomas Padgegold - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 13:37:01 EST ID:If6Li2BE No.565871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
a really close homie of mine od'd on either a fentalogue/u4 and etizolam

i told that asshole to never mix any of those three especially an opi and benz.

now dude is cold in ground and i miss the fuck out of him. he was the core of crew of my youth
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Ernest Fuckingforth - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 14:22:17 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.565873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
tfw all your childhood friends turned into hard SJWs, not conservative junkies
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Fuck Neckleway - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 15:54:53 EST ID:+iOJUcN6 No.565880 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>565873
you have no idea how much i fucking know that feel
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- Tue, 27 Sep 2016 16:00:48 EST ID:ZOGqlgQE No.565881 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565873
I know this feel.

While sometimes I do hate this feel, it's shit like this thread that's why I tend to try and surround myself with straighter people, because Lord knows I don't need any encouragement on my behavior.

Worst is relationships. Never. Ever. Date another hardcore substance abuser. My last one was the shittiest of my entire a lot of which had to d with drugs. First time we fucked she comes over with so much weed, booze, and pills, and I had my own stash of pills. I told her I didn't want to forget, and looking back. I'm kind of pissed that she did. I am actually pissed at her in a lot of ways I felt like I couldn't be because I was always on edge that she'd be dead, and of course it drove me in deeper. My life has been a wreck since then and while I never wanted to admit it, yeah of course she was partly to blame. That one I had to go to a fucking detox unit.

Another one, well she was also extraordinary and magickal in her own unique ways, but she was unbeknownst to me a smackhead. Now, this is what ultimately pissed me off about her is she had that kind of background and she know I was a recovering alcoholic. In retrospect, I think part of what attracted her to me in the first place was she saw in me everything she wished she could be or wanted to do and projected that into me because I was also quitting smoking cold turkey.

But it had gotten to the point where she was offering me booze and shit. Now the pills I was cool with I was taking benzos to try and ease withdrawal hell of nicotine but I told her I was an alcoholic who hadn't so much as had a slice of rum cake or sip of beer in months. She have me a shot and let me whiff it and was all "wow, that fast?" watching my reaction. Later on she disappears for a week which was longer than expected. Yeah well she was apparently doing fucking heroin with some crackhead the whole time, which I didn't know when I just got an eerie vibe to cut it off. I did this partly because she was trying to get me to stay over one night when I had work the next day and was plying me with alcohol when I asked her "would you give a cokehead coke?" and she said "of course" so that was that.

Later on she comes back with said dude and I find out more of the story.

For many years it has eaten me up inside how horrible and vicious I was to her at the end and that was partly being terrified of goingviver there and finding her dead. While I can't even say for sure if I know what love is anymore or I even do love anyone, the way I felt about that woman....and she never knew. I whispered I love you into her hair every night as she slept, because I was terrified of what would happen if she knew I said it. Not just about driving her away, but an instinctual, cosmic paranoia to not ever let on that any one of anything had ever mattered to you or if will go away.
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LOLIMKEWL - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 18:51:22 EST ID:o4NsypiJ No.565891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565873

I know this feel all too well


It's just dawned on me, I'm addicted. by Nell Mimblemare - Mon, 26 Sep 2016 07:43:50 EST ID:aY/Rk7eZ No.565742 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So... I thought codeine was mild enough for me to take or leave and not fiend on.

Holy shit was I wrong

A few years ago I began using and I've mostly used on and off, usually at the end of the week, for a good while now. But nowadays I'm probably doing it every two days. I just can't seem to resist the pull of this drug. Worst part is, I'm having to do CWEs and buy these packets of cocodamol quite regularly.

I still get a good buzz off one box, so at the most I'm still only spending £10-20 a week on boxes, but still, I underestimated codeine as being a very mild opiate.

I love the feeling so much but it's going to get to the point where I can't hide it from my family anymore soon, I'm sure of it. I always end up feeling depressed as shit, tired, grouchy and nauseous whenever I come off it or I get another craving.

Am I stuck with this drug for life or something now? Would you guys say I'm overreacting or worrying too much about it? Also, how dangerous is it to take codeine regularly, can it have any bad effects bar addiction? I try to use a small amount of water when I CWE and it's usually through layers and layers of thick kitchen roll, and I get a clear result unless I use paramol which has a colouring in it anyway, and even so I filter twice just to make sure.

I had a nice nod on dihydro last night and the only thing I've been able to think about today is "I need to buy more, now."

I'm not sure how to feel about this, /opi/. I know it isn't a strong opiate, but I'm still hooked. Not as badly as on cigarettes, but these cravings are becoming more and more common. What would you all say would be the best thing to do? Just give up or continue? Because honestly if I could find codeine pure and I didn't have to do CWE, I'd probably be on it every single day.
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kerflap - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 05:48:29 EST ID:lR6itJfd No.565849 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565799
the only herb I smoke is da chronic
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kerflap - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 05:54:19 EST ID:lR6itJfd No.565851 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565775
I feel you brother, I feel like a dead man walking most days now
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Samuel Simmerspear - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 06:04:47 EST ID:yWvCz/L+ No.565852 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565799
What are some key herbs/ supplements you take and would recommend for opiate users? I'm interested in this topic, especially since your experience has been positive. I fall into the lazy category when it comes to this topic, but I'm pretty poor too so i can't fork out a lot. I struggle to even brush my teeth twice a day, however lately I've wanted to take care of myself better so I'd be interested to hear some specifics about the herbs you take
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William Clumblestag - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 10:40:44 EST ID:Bnmqiw6Z No.565859 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>565742
I got bad cluster headaches this week after drinking wine, I dont drink rly any more, and had to get some. Done 180mg feeling mellow but Ill heed your warning. Used to get tramadol and diazepam too, they creep on you cause they nice.
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Ernest Fuckingforth - Tue, 27 Sep 2016 15:48:24 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.565878 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>565852
i would take/try all the herbs buhner protocol suggests. even if you dont think you have lyme or parasites. you will be surprised. im poor too, so powders from ebay are cheaper than tinctures and good enough.
for teeth i recommend oil pulling with cannabis coconut oil+cayenne+ester c

id recommend everyone try magnesium malate/gycinate/threonate, ester/vit c large doses, raw eggs w/ (washed)shells, cocoa powder, morgina powder, great tea capsules (jarrow brand), diatomaceous earth, alcar, nac, celtic sea/pink salt, trace minerals + spring water, methylated b vitamins, bee pollen, cod liver oil, baking soda, NEVER EVER VIT D3. those are pretty cheap and will help most people so so much

if you can get the money id try every herb dr stephan buhner recommends. also UDLN and LDN, best tool for opi tolerance. there are herbs for opi tolerance which work pretty damn well too. i actually dont take them because i will be unable to function/mad sedated everyday if i do and i have much to do

if poor, id start with these herb tinctures: Cat’s claw, Japanese knotweed/high dose resveratrol supplement, Serrapeptase, Andrographis, astragalus, eleutherococcus

also andy cutler heavy metal chelation, low dose ala every 3hrs

fix long term malnutrition
heal joints/collagen/nerves
remove heavy metals (immune system cannot function highly with these)
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