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ANTI BWN - F U CK SOBRIETY by Hunter S. Nodson - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 14:45:47 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.570609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shiettt, I rarely get over here anymore. Sorry yall. Come in my thread and bitch about your lack of drugs

sniffling, sneezing, and sweating at work here, wooooo
what !!QJGTUbuf - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 20:52:20 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.570618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
whattup betch

my nose is runny, my body is sticky sweet and my d-boy is on the way... but not fucking here yet so i'mma bitch a little bit.

we're almost there. i should really quit, lol.
Matilda Cruckletig - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:15:35 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.570619 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just slowly taper
DMT !y9QENaL.92 - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:27:02 EST ID:uhfahgGR No.570620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, I'm not quite at sobriety yet, but tomorrow is my planned day to start suboxone to get off a pretty gnarly but quick run of heroin and u47700. My u47700 tolerance is unbelievably high, it pretty much renders the heroin useless.

Even worse I don't have a scale to measure out the u4, so I've been eyeballing this whole time, but I'm pretty sure my u4 doses are well over 100mg a line, and even those are starting to be barely bringing me accross the highness line. Its starting to freak me out actually, thinking when I bring out these lines, how it looks like soooo fucking much, but as Im lining em up I think to myself well I'm not actually high so I guess I'm still far away enough from OD'ing. But I still stare at the lines in disbelief that I'm actually doing this much.

Given all this at hand, I'm actually really relieved that I'm finally getting off all this shit and starting over with my sobriety. Even though life sober is hard, as Im super prone to depression and boredom, when I'm sober there is just so many more possibilities and options availible to me, like exercising or surfing. Doing normal things that people do that when I'm loaded are just impossible because of the condition of my health.

I'll still be around on the board just to check in and post but I'm hoping that this time in sobriety is truly going to be my last time having to quit and stick with being sober for good. Wish me luck and I wish anyone that same luck if they are truly motivated to try life with sobriety and actually acheive something positive.
William Pagglefoot - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:37:37 EST ID:w3WqOQLV No.570621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
A dude I work with told me he recently came into some 5mg percs (I like em, don't judge) so I was super excited to grab a bunch from him. I asked him for the imprint so he sent it to me. I googled that shit and what do you know, its OTC 500mg Tylenol. I told him I was not too sure about those so he sent me a snap chat of the RX bottle so I thought, "Okay, maybe I could be wrong." He brought the baggie of pills to work today, I looked at them and realized they were definitely not Percs. He says, "Oh I dont really fuck with pills so I was just trying to get rid of them, these were what the pharmacy gave us. Ill check into it." Later he sents me a text that his "resource" says they're just generic percs so they're totally good, do I still want them?

Fuck. No.

Now I know you're not ignorant, you're straight trying to rip me off thinking I dont know my shit. Downright insulting, not to mention now I don't have the goodies I thought I would. Guess its just me and whiskey tonight. Cheers
Eugene Fusslechurk - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 22:03:07 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570622 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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About a month ago I just decided to stop doing heroin. Not worth the time and money getting it. Now I just fuck with roxys and norcos when I can get them. I wanna get some opis for Xmas time though.
William Blatherdale - Sat, 17 Dec 2016 16:26:07 EST ID:azB51eCK No.570763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not had the sickness for a while. It's all flooding back now.
I'm cold but I'm on fire. I want to cut my legs off. My bones feeling like they've taken a serious beating. I'm feeling every emotion at the same time, but regret, guilt and shame are overwhelming. Flashbacks. Crying. You know the drill.
Not shitting and puking just yet. Oh wait, forget that.

I'll be able to get a hit before I'm crying out for my mother. That hit is going to be sooo good. I don't want to look at the time because I know it will make things worse.
Thomas Dronningbudging - Sat, 17 Dec 2016 22:50:16 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.570774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Say you get yourself into a bad habit that would cause a withdrawal such as this ^
Could that w/d be avoided by slowly tapering off? Or are these symptoms inevitable once you abuse?
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 08:17:09 EST ID:TlmBTlyw No.570780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well the cold turkey was okay until about a solid 48-60 hours.

My last dose was 8oz, and the dose before that was 48+ hrs.

The most obvious symptom that solidifies the subjective feelings that I can never prove to myself otherwise, is the runny nose.

I have 5-6oz left, so I dosed 3oz and prayed for relief. Not gonna lie and pretend I got high, but it sure did level me out. 8 hours after that babby pst dose and I'm still feeling ok.

I'm hoping I can space the last ~3oz to 48hrs after the most recent one. I'm excited to see if the collective bag resin from 10x5lb bags will cause any effect.

This may seem obvious, but don't quit benzos cold turkey, opis with a steep taper, and abruptly stop a 3-4 day vyvanse binge which you rarely take. The mental mindset during the stim comedown just isn't productive at all.

What I wouldn't give for two bars of Xanax right about now. I didn't sleep again lol

Caroline Penderridge - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 10:49:29 EST ID:nDLCGqmk No.570783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What the fuck. I went into deep withdrawals last night right after a wash shot. Kinda like cotton fever but no fever. Went to bed feeling dopesick even after my usual 2 bags a day. Went to bed sweaty in deep WDs for no reason.

Ive been sitting up in bed depressed and distraught for for 6 hours. My last dope dream crushed me but I can at least talk about it now.

I was in a college class with a very cute brunette talking to me. For some is reason a short naked guy with a 14 inch gummy worm for a dick starts fucking her in front of me. The professor comes in and says how glad he is that were filming porn. I remember that I just sold the brunette dope and I steal one bag from the bundle. On the way home a guy punches me with a fist full of stamp bags that go everywhere. "You like trash? Why did you go to chapel hill?" I tell him he got the wrong person then he walks into a small room to beat up the short guy with the gummy worm dick. It seems that its his older brother and doesnt want him dating girls that do H. He comes out and gives me HANDFULS of bundles. All of them green and white with different designs. One is xbox and another is double dragon. I fucking book it, running home, through every neighborhood I ever lived in. Its painfully slow. I try to steal a minivan and my sister is suddenly driving, but shes Japanese instead of black. She forces me to listen to Jewel I'm Sorry after I tell her its my least favourite song ever. She critisizes me for having a beard and says "The new santa clause shaves and is slinny now. So is Rick Ross" I finally decide to snort it knowing my rigs are a long ways away, but I wake up. I wake up strongly being pulled to my jacket pocket expecting bundles to be in there. I fucking hate that yearn and crave.

Fuck. Im off to hustle Hopefully I can buy 2 bags by tonight.
Hannah Bocklehed - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 10:49:47 EST ID:azB51eCK No.570784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I IV up to 0.5g of good H and day and this was only about 12 hours after my last hit. So yeah I've dug myself into a pretty bad habbit.

I could probably do a sub taper tho and be ok. Never tried but will be soon as I'm arranging to get on heroin replacement therapy soon.
Archie Blatherridge - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 23:24:08 EST ID:Dg1IzYna No.570801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Is there any possible way to get subs without being put on some list? I have no drug charges and no medically known substance issues aside from smoking and drinking way too much and I would like to keep it that way. I've gotten way too many close calls and dodged quite a few bullets but embarrassingly enough I'm finding just taking oral T to be like H tier scary to me--and when I smoked some H it wasn't shit. Oxy is alright I guess but couldn't make it a habit. But this stuff is so bad I have legit thought about cold copping a bag for no reason than just to deal with my Tia issue. Or maybe I'm just being a total pussy about it but damn do I wish I had even like 8-16mg of bupe. I just don't want to go on any registries or deal with any of that kinds of bullshit, or having to try and explain to them a substance they know nothing about so I have zero faith in any health care system doing me any help but I am pretty sure if I asked for outside help it would definitely hurt me.

...of course then again I have been tempted in the past to test false positive for heroin just to get into a detox ward for quitting smoking so there is that retarded idea
Walter Wurringnidge - Mon, 19 Dec 2016 20:14:36 EST ID:q+JWDhM0 No.570835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In 3 years this dude and I never had a disagreement. Literally only 2 days out of that whole time was I unable to cop from him, regardless of weather or holiday.

I made a mistake. Paid him by giving him a debit card. Using an ATM would have cost some dumb fees. A fucking automatic transaction popped up and screwed him in the checkout line. Now he wants me to pay him back double.

Tried to pay him what I originally owed and cop but he took it for what I owed him. Fuck that. Not buying ever again if he doesn't deliver. I can't stand somebody I should be able to trust failing me. Ive owed hundreds before and paid him back but now 20$ is cutoff time? I rather quit.
Phoebe Hemmlefare - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 15:10:55 EST ID:jyegxX5B No.570935 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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God damn it guys, It's like that fucking Junky Christmas that Burroughs wrote. I can't score for shit. My regular oxy supplier closed down between now and the new year. Tried to go cold copping, ideally oxycodone or morphine, but couldn't find shit and I went to three different spots. Fuuuuuuck. I can't even get my hands on heroin. Going to try again tomorrow, hell no I'm being sober throughout the holidays.

Worst case scenario, I'll have to call up the doctor on call with a bad toothache and try to get prescribed some Tramadol. That shit works like 80% of the time.

Sorry for bitching, but isn't it what this thread is about?
Betsy Huttingshit - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 16:39:31 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570944 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570935 my guy said he would have his roxys before Xmas a few weeks ago. Now it's gonna be a few days after Xmas. I wanted to be fucked up for Xmas eve and Xmas. My h connect is not responding. Feels shitty cause I have quite a bit of money right now. The opi gods just aren't with me.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 17:16:55 EST ID:8qZ7WboC No.570947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Order seeds and make some tea nig. I was sceptical at first but it blew my socks off
Betsy Huttingshit - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 18:30:21 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570951 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570947 I wouldn't know what to order or even where or how to make it. I think I'm retarded or something. I wish I could use the darknet.
Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 18:54:17 EST ID:wKnDDy+7 No.570955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You can buy seeds legally on many popular shopping websites. Even if the better vendors are private, just getting a dose is all that matters. Check out the reviews and see which ones people are saying "HIGH quality" and shit. Biggest online retailer, you literally can't go wrong.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:00:42 EST ID:8qZ7WboC No.570956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
LITERALLY 2 threads down there is a thread ALL about PST(poppy seed tea)and PPT(poppy pod tea) there are 350 separate posts about poppy seed tea in that thread) if you read through it and still can't figure it out then you really are retarded and should seek special schooling.
Tripcode `12309785398fsdhk.jh2q08hnc - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:24:49 EST ID:K/IeJa9d No.570957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
He just needed a little encouragement, and now thanks to you, he's got it.
Cedric Subberstack - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 23:56:24 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570956 I read the feedback "these seeds get my nod of approval" and in the thread calling the place river had me laughing my ass off. Glad I didn't spend money on them, getting acid tomorrow. :)
!GOACID/XyA - Thu, 22 Dec 2016 22:07:21 EST ID:320VALK/ No.571052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Waiting on Kratom. I found out that it's literally the best substance I've ever used for creating music and so now when I'm out I just feel stalled in my process.

There's something unique about Kratom's ability to manifest patience. I get it from benzos, but I'm too stupid to make music on those. I get it from opiates like hydro, but I'm too high to make music and then too frustrated that the high is gone. Kratom hits this perfect sweet spot that enhances my creativity and gives me extreme patience to deal with all the details that go into making music.

I think I'm a decent musician, but I have very poor discipline for the most part, and Kratom keeps me in check.

Kratom is more of a tool than a high to me nowadays, although I obviously enjoy myself when I'm on it.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:09:57 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well i ran out of pst as planned

worst seven days ever, and the fun is just beginning.

Of all times, I agree to get off PST in the dead middle of Christmas.

I had a flight yesterday to come back home to florida, and it was delayed for several hours. I forgot I had 3.6mg etizolam in my wallet, so I downed them before opting out. The delay turned into a gray/blacked out shit show where I spent $86 on drinks JUST FOR MYSELF.

I was so intoxicated that in retrospect it was absolutely embarrassing.

So I get "home", WDing from pst, just ended a benz WD after finding some keepsakes, and feeling like utter shit from being hung over.

My grandparents house (my former home) has been the place that by far outranks rivals on the most memorable setting for happy moments by myself (such as snorting 4mg dilaudid with absolute 0 tolly as a late teen).

Basically this is the place of nostalgia for me, snaggin $7 red table wine bottles and drinking about half combined with 3 vicodin 5's laughing my ass off to the simpsons of whatever happened to be on.

Now I'm here with the opposite feels, and I hate myself for what I've done. My grandma has always has a plentiful xanax script so sometimes I'll grab two or three in an emergency, but with all her recent surgeries she is/was loaded the fuck up on opioids.

One bottle of 90ct 5mg IR roxies, another botttle of 60ct 5mg vikes.

Only problem is, the 90ct bottle only had six left. Similar story to the vikes, like under 10.

I can't believe I was such a dickwad that I took one oxy 5, two hydro 5s, and one 1mg xanax the first night I got here. Then I promised myself that I wouldn't do it again. However, looking like I have the flu and wanted to do nothing but sleep all day just doesn't work when you're seeing family for the first time
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:26:01 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So on an impulse I grabbed an additional 5mg oxy and a 5mg hydro the following day to feel better. Barely did anything.

I figured that any more than 4/6 remaining would be super obvious.

The funniest part was I swear I could not feel any of them AT ALL. Like 10mg hydro 5mg oxy 1mg xanax and 3-4 drinks and I felt good enough to drive.

I hope to god I didn't take a single pill that she actually needs. It would make me hate myself forever.

Oh yeah, I took 1.5mg xanax an hour or two ago and honest to god I can't feel it all, same thing. I mean yeah I get it 1.2mg etizolam daily builds benzo tolerance, but 1.5mg zans is supposed to equal 2-3mg of etizolam.

Oh how the tides have turned. Little pills that would complete alter my reality as a youngster, and now Advil PM is just about as psychoactive at this point.

I couldn't help it, I ordered 10lbs of seeds on saturday and they supposedly arrive tomorrow. I ordered them when barred out hard so I ordered the exact thing TWICE (LOL). I can't wait to see my wife's wonderful reaction to 20 fucking pounds I truly shouldn't have.

Where I fucked up the most was neglecting the impact quitting would have on depression.

Oh yeah, I went to the store WF and bought out their remaining poppy seeds (like 6-8oz), typical peppery smell/taste, no bitterness, 0.00/10 not active at all. It's the second time I've ever gone that route. Don't even bother.

Maybe I should face reality and get on subs. It would statistically reduce the chances of blowing my brains out one day (I'm not suicidal nor have I ever been, but I'm just being statistically honest).

Life's one huge ass cosmic joke. I'm pretty sure I'd sell my soul for a few 8mg dillies at this point.

Did I mention I stopped using vyvanse at the same time?

I'm an idiot.
pills !zkraGArAss - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:45:11 EST ID:nSDH1uIt No.571064 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Id sell my soul for a few kilos of heroin
Sounds horrible though.
Hope your seeds come tomorrow.
Lifes no fun without getring high IMHO .ive been sober after having years of heroin habit and its just like fuck it. I like getting high.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 01:00:26 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
thank you for the reply. I assume it's pretty obvious I come here because I have no one in real life who could truly relate. It means a lot. My father in law made a joke at the dinner table once that his "painkillers are so strong that just 3 would put either of you under the table." Joke's on him; they're only 7.5mg percs.

Joke's on me, because I'd need 10 of them to get a good high.

You think you know who you "are" until you go into full blown polydrug withdrawals.

family members who haven't seen you since your wedding and are dying to see you and spend time with you, and meanwhile all my subconscious mind can think of is whether or not said family member has any leftover dillies that you noticed a few months back.

It's fucking disgusting
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 01:54:40 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude, if you would have stopped on the first like you planned 2 months ago you would be basically fine at this point. And now you ordered more seeds? "Oh I ordered them while I was blacked out" "oh ill just take some of my grandma's 10 remain ing pain meds" STOP RATIONALISING THIS TO YOURSELF!!!! what are you going to do when your wife actually does leave you? listen dude, I've had love and I've had opiates and I would pick love every fucking time. Sorry man but someone has to try to talk sense to you. Im only saying this as a friend because I want to see you get better but honestly it doesn't seem like you actually even want to stop. Do you want to stop? I've used twice since getting over pst withdraw, once was tonight actually, I know how hard it is to say no, but you have to for your own sake and the love of your wife. Send those bags back or have her get rid of them or something but please, you said that was your last bit before and I was actually excited for you to be stopping. Try getting some kratom, it WILL help you, both physically with wd and mentally because it fills the void of feeling like you need to take something. You should take your tea making ritual and turn it into a kratom tea making ritual. Remember the goal with this is to not get high but to help you through the worst of it and give you a mental fixation besides pst. I relate to you hard man and I feel like we could be tight if we lived near each other. I wish I did live near you because I would make your ass get clean lol. I wish I could offer more than words of encouragement or empathy but just because I dont know you irl doesn't mean I dont care about you and want you to get better. I know you can. If I can get through it anyone can because I am a fucking pussy honestly. Good luck dude. I'm going to figure out how to get in touch with you soon. Stay off the pills mane, your g ma is old and getting old hurts. Have a good Christmas if I do t talk to you but I'm on here several times a day so reach out to me if you need or want to talk.
Matilda Drabbleworth - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:06:05 EST ID:ividVS7G No.571075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> ive used twice
> once was tonight
Ya think? With that fucking wall of text
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:09:02 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I would have done that anyways lol. I'm trying to talk some sense into someone I dont want to see suffer anymore and offer words of encouragement, you can't compress heartfelt words into a few sentences. Well I can't lol
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:15:55 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And a final thought
>It's funny how when I use suboxone I call it using, yet people who are on it when prescribed call themselves "clean"
They are not clean, just controlled using. Just because you don't get high and its prescribed doesn't mean your not using. if you are dependant on a drug then you are using, it doesn't matter where it comes from or how you feel from it.

G'night folks!
Dr. Mario - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 22:30:54 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You know I know you're right. Its just plain horrible.

Honest to God the double order was a mistake, but you're right I shouldn't have gotten the 10lbs in the first place.

It's so embarassing trust me I know. I pretty much lived on my bed for the first week. I didn't even get loose shits until day 8 or 9 or something, so it looks like WD objectively lasts 2-3 weeks for me.

I didn't sleep a wink, even with 1.5mg zans and 75mg dph. I "got up" at like 1pm and everyone was wondering what the fuck is wrong with me.

I had to make PST in the shower for maximum stealth. I couldn't use a scale so I had to eyeball out of a 2lb bag (they sent me my 10lbs in weird amounts), I used maybe 8oz tbh, hard to say, I didn't want to risk taking too little.

I slammed the first wash and brewed up the second, and when I realized that it was sufficient strength I just dumped the entire second wash down the drain because I don't want to get high and ruin it all like you said.

The instant kick that seemed to bring color back into my body was glorious and heartbreaking at the same time.

I'm sorry you have to read my bullshit. Sometimes I don't even click submit post because I know I'll just get ridiculed.

We'll link up soon enough, no worries.

Merry Christmas. I'm just happy I don't have to pilfer grandmas stash ever again anytime soon. Yeah it was only 15mg hydro and 10mg Oxy total, but that's 25mg too many ya feel me.

This has taught me that how you feel when tapering from PST is an illusion, as in the doses don't seem to impact me until 10+ days later, so I think I'm fine when in reality in 4 days away from a train wreck or whatever.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 23:14:07 EST ID:slnH8fHb No.571141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Please don't think I was trying to ridicule you at all. I've taken xanax from my grandma and I know how shitty it makes you feel. I just want you to be able to feel better man. That said, try to take as little of seeds as necessary. Again,i know it's easier said than done but I believe you can do it. I hope you have a great rest of your holiday, especially now since you don't have to be sick.
Oliver Ducklepune - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 06:38:06 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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when going pst->subs it took 5-6 weeks before physical withdrawals stopped... pst lasts forever. why cant you take sub again? works great for me, everyone says i look better and whatever. or why not buy some dilaudid to speed up the kick?
Solidikans - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 21:00:44 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571195 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey man I'd like to talk to you, cause your literally saying exactly the same thing and doing the same patterns I went through, let me know how to get in touch somehow
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 22:22:54 EST ID:1QLgFm8U No.571202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey buddy. It's good to hear from you.

When I'm back in Ohio away from family (like 10-14 days) I'm going to do my very best to idle in the 420chan IRC as often as possible.

Unfortunately the only way to have reliable IRC is by using a computer.

We should just chill in #drugs and chat some time. Same goes for you A-drop. Don't worry I didn't think you were ridiculing me.

I came clean to the misses, and to my bewilderment she didn't get really mad. She sort of put 2 and 2 together and realized that me appearing like I'm having a hepatitis flare up isn't condusive to family bonding, let alone daily activities.

I might try subs to see what they're all about when my vacation is over.

PST WD is absolute whack. I don't recall PPT WD being this bad, but then again I wasn't dependent on them for basically 18 months lol.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 23:19:00 EST ID:BR5oXTy/ No.571205 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So wish I had some fucking opiates right now. Oh well I guess. Least I'm drunk and high.
Solidikans - Sun, 25 Dec 2016 00:35:35 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I get the getting through the holidays thing, imo wds during family events are fucked. I had to do wd in Easter but the subs thankfully kicked in halfway through the day and haven't had any wds since. After Christmas I'll get in the irc and try to give you some info and knowledge on my experience. I think it will help because I've gone basically the same route as you minus the uppers (they just aren't my cup of tea)

Merry Christmas all, take a fat shot for me
what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 25 Dec 2016 19:13:50 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.571243 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck, man. i knew that heroin was gonna fuck with me, but damn. here i am, sick as fuck on christmas when half of my family moved across the US and the other half can't stand being around me because i'm junkie skum. like, i get that i'm feeling sorry for myself, but there's so little good that i just wanna get fucking high, man. i hate being sober. i mean, i tried smoking a bit of weed, which i haven't done in like, 6 months or something, and it isn't doing jack shit.

i just want to disappear into the warmth of heroin and stop fucking feeling all of this. i want to feel it envelop me and consume me in dreams while i nod in and out of lucidity. i want to escape and rest. but it's never enough and it kills me knowing that if i could make it five days to get through the withdrawals, i could probably go another 6 years clean and make progress on my life. but here i am with my phone in hand ready to hand off to a friend that is really just a dealer. our relationship is temporary and trite, and only exists when i have the money to feed my demons- even if i means i have to scramble afterwards to figure out how to make rent and stay off of the streets.

anyways. i miss my heroin. scraping my sheets and soaking my straw aren't working. i'm sick.
Esther Meddletane - Mon, 26 Dec 2016 15:12:23 EST ID:9miiVdsH No.571268 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started on suboxone today. Looking to get sober and go on with my life and be Happy and successful. Opiates are just dragging me down and not letting me focus on the things that truly matter. Need to get my life in order and do what I want to do with myself. It doesn't suck since I can't do opiates anymore. TBH I've been thinking about doing this for the past few months. I'm happy that I already took the right step to get off this shit.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 27 Dec 2016 17:31:53 EST ID:dUVKW3p4 No.571315 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hoping to get some black and some tweak later.

Ideally black since I'm looking more to get laxed up tonight rather than flanged. Both would be good tho. I've got 100$ refund on an item coming in, 50$ gift card, and a 650$ paycheck. So I should be getting decently high in the near future.
Fanny Pennerpick - Tue, 27 Dec 2016 21:12:29 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.571323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i'm literally driving myself crazy trying to pick up. last night connect for ish let me down. so tried again today and no response. my friend hit me up earlier today and we were supposed to be getting black tonight. i just want to get high. i'm like suffocating in my own skin. deleted all my connects and haven't tried picking up/using in two months.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 02:30:31 EST ID:ztuLKpKJ No.571436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waiting on 100$ of black rn, eating free sushi

Probably ordering a bun of ech tomorrow

Fuck responsibility eat sushi, do heroin
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:37:58 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.571440 Ignore Report Quick Reply
they are a little insufferable... what with the whole 'look gais im liek totaly gay, if you didn't get it the first time, i got fucked in my male butthole the other night after doing that meth'.

no hard feelings StimLion, I think you're okay, I'm just messing around
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:55:01 EST ID:ztuLKpKJ No.571445 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Its cool man. If I cared what people on the Internet thought about me I'd be wasting a lot of energy I could be using on getting high.

Also I'm high as heeeell. This sum good black yo!
OtherLion - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 09:54:42 EST ID:KyrsHYws No.571454 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm hating, poorly. Just got some sleep bout do nod out now that I used my dick for a female sex vagina I am straight.
Aciddrop !eG32DBftP.!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 01 Jan 2017 15:48:26 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ended up getting super drunk last night, splitting a half gram of coke with some people and smoking some blunts playing beer pong. Some dude was trying to sell oxy 30s for 40 bucks a piece. I was like hell no though some opiates would have been pretty freaking awesome. Good night though. Haven't had decent coke in awhile so that was nice for a change.
Lydia Nabberwidging - Sun, 01 Jan 2017 16:07:37 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571487 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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so youre just a loud rainbow parroting asshole? ''I know lots hate my posts, some dont care and a few like them but i will keep on because immmm the best!!!!'' no offense to parrots theyre beautiful creatures. you dont care but you care to tell us?
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 01:31:41 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571509 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey Aciddrop,

Can you please move mountains to borrow a computer so we can talk privately? This week? You only need the computer once for the initial contact. If I have 12-24hrs notice on the scheduled IRC time then I'll be there (I don't miss appointments). After that it will be much more flexible and tablet-capable.

I really need your help. I made a post on benz under the "why do you take benzos?" thread that pretty much sums it up. But I don't just want to vent or something; I want to talk to you because I see you as a friend.

Like dont worry anybody, I'm NOT gonna hurt myself or anyone else or anything like that at all, never have wanted to and never will. I just really need somebody to talk to about some difficult stuff and I feel most comfortable doing that with you. It would mean the world to me.

Can you please try your best to contact me and socialize with me/be someone to talk to? It would really help; I really need support. You get me so that's a big thing.

Mods this has nothing to do with drug sharing, irl hookups, or sources so please leave us alone. Quetz is sharp enough to know this so I'm not worried about potential consequences. If there's any confusion just address me directly instead of banning me/people. Thanks.

Thanks buddy. I can use IRC with a computer any day. We could probably use a temp tiny chat Url but the IRC is the 420chan-approved method and we can insure we know that we are talking to the "real" versions of each other.

I'm open to talking to other people that I've built online relationships with. I just felt we've bonded the most with several other honorable mentions.

Thanks mn It's been a plane crash for me.

>pic related, what my life will turn to if I don't seek help soon
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 02:44:22 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571512 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sup dude. I've been waiting for you to post. How did the holidays go? Hope it shaped up to be better than they started for you. Only way I can get on a normal PC right now is if I go to the library which I can do at some point. Um I'm pretty sure taima.tv is working so we could perhaps talk on one of those deals like the mxc chat. I did check out your benz post. People with depression and anxiety seem to make up the majority of the drug using community and especially "hard " drugs so that's not too shocking to hear. Self medication and impulsive behavior is a common trait among those with these types of mental illnesses making addiction much more likely. It's as unfortunate as it is true. Sorry to end so abruptly but I've been nursing a hangover all day and need to get to sleep We will talk more soon though. Hope all is well with the misses. try not to be too hard on your family. It seems like they are just worried and don't know what to do which is understandable if you've never had an addiction or struggled with mental illnesses. Take it easy and don't stress too much homie. I have faith things will work out for you.
Barnaby Pellytark - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 03:30:34 EST ID:cu6B12LL No.571513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
/opi/ is so fucking gay these years
thanks blatant tripfagging, it used to be fine when there was just nz, overgrown, a few more, but you guys are just complete faggots holy shit get a fucking life for real dawg.
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 04:52:23 EST ID:5GrnBQBp No.571517 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey dr mario, I know im ot who u were talking to but if u just need someone to chat with im a nice guy and non-judgemental. I have lots of experience with poly drug addiction and w/ds severe anxiety, depression and other mental illness benzos/opi poly addictions in particular and im online all the time and always down to chat with people. Im no professional but im always happy to lend an ear and give you my non judging honest and well intentioned advice or ideas or just general support to push thru the rough or lonely times.

Feel free to hit me up any time u just need to chat or want an outside voice of reason or some one who gets it to listen to your issues. My name is 31337grapefruit on steam and if u tell me u came from opi or 420 ill always be sure to add u and say hey to at least see who im chatting with.

This goes for anybody really. Feel free to add me if u just need to chat with someone u know will get it and not judge u or get all hollier than thou or just to get an opinion or advice on something or just someone to help take your mind off some rough times to chat or play games or do whatever. Id love to hear from you guys, Im around regularly, pacific time zone and am happy to lend my time and an ear at the minimum to anybody here who needs or wants someone to chat/game with. steam: 31337grapefruit
Basil Buzzfield - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 08:39:53 EST ID:G2Mvq8wS No.571522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey Mairo I kno I don't trip but hmu we be tight I four stock you easy money.
Martha Gallersot - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 10:30:05 EST ID:tKhfw/pt No.571524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been waiting for 10 days for oxys. Havent wanted to use H because of the dirtyness of it. About 7 days ago plug texted me i could come pick up, but that he could deliver in the morning (he usually always deliver) decided to wait, he got arrested and i got no pills. Had to use the last of my liquid buprenorphine for 3 days till it ran out. fot a text last night my friend has 3 30's for me but couldent meet up yesterday because he was too hungover from doing molly on new years. Hopefully getting them today. Wish me luck.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 11:24:42 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571513 It's not like it's actually affecting you or anything. We lose trip fags, like JVENOM and bigD who are still occasional posters but aren't really on here any more. And we gain some trip fags, like me and DR.M. it might seem like there's more but there's not really. And people have been personal blogging on here since I've been here so that's not new either. The only reason DR. M was even posting this here is because we have no other way to communicate. So What's ur problem again?
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 14:28:51 EST ID:1uzeHtup No.571529 Ignore Report Quick Reply

A lot of us have been here for years and just started "tripfagging". Get over it mane.

Plus this board is so slow and empty now that it only feels right for people to know who you are, it's like one big fucked up family. You don't sound like you belong you angry ass nigga.
Ebenezer Bardspear - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 03:04:41 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
have you ever had a hair test for heavy metal poisoning?
Hamilton Worthingwater - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 09:01:59 EST ID:/g9JX1r/ No.571547 Ignore Report Quick Reply
its been 10 days since i got on subs. all i do is smoke a lot of weed to compensate a bit for the somewhat mental cravings i get a little bit. things are already getting better in my life. I'm hopeful and extremely motivated and determined to get on the right track.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 11:03:31 EST ID:2Y0sPzlO No.571553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was diagnosed recently with Moderate Depression and Severe Generalized Anxiety.

I thought I was taking etizolam for sleep all these years, but I was inadvertently treating my issues.

It also explains my constant opioid use and occasional Vyvanse use.

My family is all crowding around me and I don't know what to do.

I just want to go back to not being diagnosed. I'm not gonna eat any of that ssri or snri bullshit (I'd rather be sad and be myself), and it's not like I can be more than 30% honest about anything because I can't risk losing gun ownership rights.

Apart from a possible Xanax script that can "legalize" my etizolam use concerning employment piss tests, there's absolutely nothing positive the health system can do for me.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 11:05:32 EST ID:2Y0sPzlO No.571554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh pic related, pretty much the drug combo I wanted to do after finding out. This was in the parking lot too.

Basil Chossledock - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 12:39:38 EST ID:v8AVNqb3 No.571557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Major opi drought in my area lately, all I've been able to score for weeks has been sub. About to go score some with my rommie now. Just mad and posting here cause I wish it was morph or dilaudid. Oh well
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 15:53:57 EST ID:HYaLpJTh No.571560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hahaha awesome
Solidikans - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 22:04:20 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571571 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey man did you decide to go back on detox after the holiday thing?

Sucks to hear you got some diagnosis, but don't let it get to you to much (at least it lets you know what areas you need to work on)

A few months after I started subs my doc wanted to try me on Zoloft because she thinks a lot of my behavior stems from social anxiety and mild depression. I was very hesitant to give it a shot because the whole "I don't wanna be a zombie, I'd rather fix my own problems" but eventually I told her I'd try it and decide wether or not I'll stay on it.

I ended liking it, it doesn't make me feel numb or anything, not even happy; it just makes my mood and outlook on things generally more positive.

Anyways hope all goes well with you, hit me up sometime if you want to discuss it
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 23:36:38 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571576 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My parental holiday period doesn't end until the 10th. Until then it's eyeballing 3-5oz every 2 days and taking 1.2-2.4mg etizolam as needed just not to get high.

When I get back its 1.5oz in morning 1.5oz at night locked up monitored, and 1.8mg etizolam daily 0.6mg in late morning 1.2mg at night. This is all temporary until my first psychiatrist appointment.

I gotta talk around and get the best source for red vein Kratom for the transition. I'll need the antidepressant effects. With hemochromatosis and heavy metals in general I gotta get off this shit. Maybe this label is what I needed.

I'll have to figure out how honest I want to be with the psych. If things really go down hill I'll consider subs over heavy PST use again but that's a last resort and I would have to get a whole different doc for it.

We will talk soon I promise. Thanks for the reply.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Wed, 04 Jan 2017 04:21:20 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.571597 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wouldn't straight up dismiss SSRIs or SNRIs. They can be useful. Escitalopram helped me for the first year I was on it anyway, and even when it stopped helping, there was none of that 'zombie'/emotionally dead feeling that people talk about. However it did take quite a few different tries before I found the right SSRI. And also if it came between being dependent on an SSRI or dependent on benzos, I would take the former every time. Benzos long-term are seriously bad news (my memory is still affected years on after stopping my diazepam script) and I think that it's crazy the way they're given out to young people for long-term anxiety treatment in North America.
pills !zkraGArAss - Thu, 05 Jan 2017 23:52:41 EST ID:gvE4p1Rj No.571675 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Jesus christ I want some heroin . I could maybe finagle something but I truly have no money/job at the moment. I am currently waiting on my w2 , that I hope I dont have to call the damn place I quit from to get it myself. They wait till literally the 31st to send em out... jews. But im supposed to buy a car and go work some place cus ive just been laying in my room for 5 months. But I probably will get a car and stockpile my suboxone cus I can sell them super fucking fast. Then while im waiting to get a job I will be high , I fucking hope. No direct connect, and cant ask a lot of people with trying to keep up me being sober so ill have to eitber either use a middle man that gets shitty dope sometimes or another one that might rip me off. Fuuuck im just tired of waiting.
Osterbach - Fri, 06 Jan 2017 00:47:57 EST ID:7QwYZ+Cv No.571677 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Taking a much needed break from opiates for a few days but have a bag full of xanies so that I don't have to ride out the hell which is sobriety. Also having an ultrasound on my kidneys later to check on those kidney stones that have been bothering the hell out of me.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 20:54:52 EST ID:muVDCMHj No.571888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Anti BWN

Got muh 29 guage 1cc needles

120 of black tar on the way

Got my novel up ready to work on, tonight gon b gud
pills !zkraGArAss - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 22:14:05 EST ID:1eblvVdX No.571892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuckin pissed had everything set up to get some tar in months but dude didnt pick up his phone....
He said we would get tar last night but then did a 180 withojt telling me and comes back with a taco bell receipt with some greyish powder. I was pissed said it was $20 a point. Why the fuck would I pay for $10 more for somethings that weaker.
Shits backass wards .powder should be stronger than tar but every powder ive come across has been stepped the fuck out of.
This shit gave me a slight buzz and then made me feel like shit and a headache.
Ive only come across one good powder that was $150 a gram but jesus christ was some of the best dope ive done it was rocky like how it should be not stepped all over. That mythical grey powder. RIP
So fuck it gunna spend what little money I have on 5lbs of seeds.... siiigh
Thomas Buzzstone - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 23:31:20 EST ID:h4yWvW3W No.571895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I moved from the west coast to a shitty city in the south where there is almost NO dope and when you get it it's like 25 or 30 a point... Going say crazy that I'm almost about to say FUCK IT and rob all of my roommates for what they have and flee to atlanta to get high. ive never done anything that crazy before. I'm going nuts
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 00:17:18 EST ID:6vuBG+xO No.571897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yea the markup for subpar rural dope is ridiculous. The town I live in its 20-25 a point. And a tiny point as it is.
City is $10 but theyre huge, usually... havent had any since the mexican went to prison.

I hate when you have a good plug and they get hit and go to prison. Usually come out all like" im gunna do good now"fuck that ! Get back to selling drugs.
Graham Bigglefidging - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 00:20:07 EST ID:W9y0ZbgT No.571898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm over here in new city with my girlfriend and we have pretty much run out of options for money so we both got jobs at the local McDonalds. Pretty scary when you think about it

Gotta make that mcmoney so I can get some mcblack
Basil Fedgeshit - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 20:28:35 EST ID:Yp+Cvx1R No.571957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
stoner here

you guys are weird people, but kind of idk
lovely i guesss
i hope it all works out man the fuck up and accept withdrawals, try not to do that shit so many times, i used to take methadone just for recreational purposes and feel like a smooth criminal too, but it sooner or later gets out of hand it aint fun, at all
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 20:50:19 EST ID:HYaLpJTh No.571959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Beatrice Fammledack - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:20:48 EST ID:P1XBDjIb No.571960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Man your like a us mum who frlreaks about their kid...were not agressive here so please understand withdrawals are almost unbearable & a combo of physical & mentalities suffering which can pass years past the physical issue which are shorter but intense distres and panj with the knowleDge you can just s
mordvargr - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:48:55 EST ID:lMrEJHf9 No.571961 Ignore Report Quick Reply
somehow passed a drug test. bumping on benzedrex and tramalamadingdong
Quetzalcoatl !KDjYWIiOiM - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:58:55 EST ID:OIpQoQ2U No.571962 Report Quick Reply
>not aggressive
>throwback to that time morphonaut nearly killed his dealer with a hammer while drunk to rob him of 3 grams of dope
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 22:16:17 EST ID:t7IGhMb3 No.571963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
breakabond !!D0XjIgKF - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 14:14:13 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.572007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey what does this mean? What does it imply?

"On a couple of occasions we have had two people go into detox from very similar habits.. and it so hard to watch the one who tries to beat the withdrawal with an opiate antagonists still having acutes weeks and weeks after the the person who chose not to has made a full recovery from the acutes."
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 15:08:03 EST ID:ryjIHTwk No.572010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It simply means that people who choose to take suboxone or methadone are really just avoiding their withdraw or prolonging it while just going cold turkey gets it over with much much quicker and you out of acutes a lot faster. What else would it mean? Just cold turkey it if your does isn't too high. So much easier to have it over with in days vs feeling less shitty but it takes months and sometimes years. I know people I dnt think will ever get off maintenance
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 17:16:42 EST ID:xFAimvJ4 No.572015 Ignore Report Quick Reply

fuck man everyday I'm reaching the point of withdrawals, I'm getting convinced you can never use daily and have it not catch up. My tolerance randomly skyrocketed and now I started getting the wd's at 3:00 pm during work everyday no matter what. It feels horrible man and this is puny ass kratom. Drug dependency is a bitch.
Ernest Grimham - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 19:34:03 EST ID:I6nmiy4N No.572030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just got my wisdom teeth out which means I can't smoke so I figured I would just replace weed with the pills they gave me for pain but I took 4 and just felt a little sleepy. What a waste. I guess I'll do twice as much tomorrow.
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 20:07:18 EST ID:WjaZSBeT No.572032 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well you can smoke if you cover the holes with a moist paper towel.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 22:16:59 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.572040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why does buying have to be such an ordeal
Cornelius Pobberbanks - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:10:54 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.572065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What do you all do to stash away your drug nuts for inevitable dry spells that hit us all from time to time? Stash away in a spot in your home for dire days? Have a friend hold a g of powder you can only get to in emergencies?
Have a store that still sells unwashed seeds by the kilo?

Posted something similar in the BWN page, but my acryl fent got stuck just past US Customs (it was already 4 days behind scheduling due to a problem actually getting my order in the mail after payment) due to the snow storm that just hit the mid atlantic. My city was under 15" of the mush, Order should have gotten here Fri/Sat last week, and I had run out on Thursday night, and was licking baggies by Friday AM. Ended up roughing out what should have been a gorgeous time in the snow on the couch dope sick.
pills !zkraGArAss - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:22:30 EST ID:13MW7Vl7 No.572067 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have no selfwill to keep myself from keeping drugs whatever I do ill convince myself to get high.

Im thinking of buying a timed safe however so I legit cant get to it.
MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:21:23 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I used to have a friend hold 200 60mg MSContins
A gram of "opium" from the DNM which im sure was shitty tar
He had a bunch of OC40s too that a mate found looong after all OCXX's became OPXX.
Eventually I would walk down the street from his sucking that familiar orange coating of before hitting the end of the street to crouch down and mix up... Shit got nasty.
I ended up selling 60x MSC to another friend and then buying a few back haha.

Ah reminiscing... back when I had $5,000 and a viable business...
Help - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:22:53 EST ID:QPQ9x25g No.572079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Anyone know a legit website to get oxycodone without a prescrption>>572078
MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:29:10 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Pls no

Cedric Claygold - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 11:19:21 EST ID:Dg1IzYna No.572099 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sourcing is bannable office newfriendnb
Cornelius Pobberbanks - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 12:15:31 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.572102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Its always shitty when an A level dealer gets fucked up. The sad truth, from what I've seen, is that every dealer eventually gets hooked on their own products, and thats when they stop treating you like a customer and start treating you like the way a junkie would.
It just happens though. Better to move on then get upset about it. Happened to myself over and over and over.
pills !zkraGArAss - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 14:03:23 EST ID:SkDaEYlH No.572115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well that sounds like your fault.
CYPRoxy - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 18:04:01 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.572610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Glad to see the ANTI BWN still rocking. I started this thread on valentines day of 2016 when life was sucking unwashed cock and I'd had enough of happy BWN threads. Thanks for taking the reins, OP!

That said, I got money and NO FUCKING CONNECT.


fucking shit.
breakabond !!D0XjIgKF - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 18:14:31 EST ID:7Tz3mutN No.572611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I ran out of drugs. Time to feel normal again until the eagle lands.
!GOACID/XyA - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 20:23:16 EST ID:320VALK/ No.572617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I recently found out I may have a heart disorder that prevents me from doing a lot of different drugs, including some I really loved like Kratom.

Temporary sobriety is fun, but knowing I can't indulge if I wanted to is pretty awful.

Cornelius Murryhun - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 00:05:27 EST ID:ig//aFLq No.572628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can't get my new script filled until Friday, but at least I have a few codeine to keep from getting sick.

What did they give you? 4 vicodin should be good enough, unless you're a huge dude, so I'm guessing you got tramadol or codeine.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 03:54:45 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.572638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's rather awful.
!GOACID/XyA - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 05:22:29 EST ID:320VALK/ No.572642 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Yes it is.

It's a unique sadness knowing you can't have something ever again, a sensation usually reserved for deaths.
Thomas de Queasy - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 06:32:39 EST ID:oj7uZ3Jc No.572645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Exactly why I refused to go to my cardiologist's appointment after shooting morphine, speed, cocaine, methylphenidate, MDMA, and zolpidem for years.

I don't think I could handle it. I'd probably rather die from heart failure than keep on going without my morph.
William Grandwater - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 09:44:13 EST ID:GF4dXmrH No.572649 Ignore Report Quick Reply
what kind of heart disorder if you don't mind me asking?
Ian Bromblespear - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 22:28:13 EST ID:ig//aFLq No.572673 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>tfw you're as anxious the night before refill day as you used to be on Christmas Eve
Walter Sommerput - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 13:48:24 EST ID:K8FrJNVt No.572710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just a heads up, my u47 tolerance was that high, maybe higher, iv 80mg at s time.
Tried to go back to subs, and it didn't work. Tolerance git so high that even when deathly ill, for three days, taking them made me sicker. Like precipitated withdrawals.
Had to get on methadone
Baron Von Feelsgood - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:00:13 EST ID:zeBRp/4R No.572711 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have my methadone, though it seems to be wearing off much faster than usual; might be the fact that I quit benzo use recently which was/is horrible. Can barely leave the house due to anxiety (and ended up losing takehomes for tues, thurs and sat too so I can only really split-dose on Sundays now. I went from 30mg flubromazolam (~1200mg diazepam equivalent) to nothing in <6 months, my feet won't stop tingling.
Still I feel less like my head is full of cotton wool.
Baron Von Feelsgood - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:03:54 EST ID:zeBRp/4R No.572712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not been here for almost a year either, Quetz is stil about, is NZ still alive? Green?
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:42:03 EST ID:MCQjWI/q No.572715 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took seeds for 3 days in a row. Maybe 4, can't remember. Got mini wd sorta. Smoking weed while my brothers girlfriend runs around cleaning the kitchen and gives me the stink eye whenever she walks by for not cleaning but I haven't even been here for like 5 days and they made the kitchen dirty and I cleaned that shit the last 2 times so fuck that noise.

Fuck sobriety. It's over rated. Weed doesn't count.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 17:26:14 EST ID:D6RKRVe+ No.572735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
"I saw mommy kissing the pharmacist" just doesn't have the same ring to it............
John Pittspear - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 18:01:51 EST ID:ksXotlFv No.572738 Ignore Report Quick Reply
waiting on getting 100 bucks wired to me, but my gfs mom already gave me 30 bucks for a perc 30..Thinking about buying it now, then the money comes in at 730ish, then I go get it and give my gfs mom the cash back and say sorry couldnt find it if my dealer wont meet up with me again.
Sidney Ganderdut - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 19:45:36 EST ID:lav73YCS No.572741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just got beat for $100 son of a bitch
Ernest Brunkinnudge - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 19:50:08 EST ID:dtrOfYkY No.572742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just a word to the wise:
don't give money for drugs if you're not getting drugs back in exchange
it's a sorry drug dealer who isn't carrying
Sidney Ganderdut - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 21:18:33 EST ID:lav73YCS No.572750 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude literally handed me an empty square of foil (common here ) im sick af
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 21:51:17 EST ID:bG2eZd+l No.572752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Awaiting pick up as we speak!

Gonna boot up and study witchcraft!
Angus Dizzlestock - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 22:46:16 EST ID:LjzIX49S No.572756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Is this a new connect cause something similar happened to me today. Basically some new kid started at work this week I and found out he did blues, so he was able to get me 12 so flipped him one for helping me since my regular guy doesn't get till the 2nd. During the week he asking to go halves on a 10 pack but i would go pick up with his sister and he would get me back today payday.

Sure why not i was planing on keeping all 10 and keep 5 as hostage til i saw him the next day but i fucked up and didn't realize his sis took the other 5 but whatever i still got my 5, sucks laying out double though. Dont think he showed for work today, but he texts me later saying he was going to cop and get me back. Well as i expected i get some crazy runaround story about he got sold fakes and when he went back his sis gets smashed with a hammer(sounds familiar) and some other shit. Well i i guess i got beat unless he shows up Monday and i see him in person.
William Bridgeshaw - Sat, 21 Jan 2017 00:17:08 EST ID:5Y9YUHdz No.572766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Trying to get clean off h, ive had some health scares these past couples of weeks. i passed out in my washroom before trying tapering, ended up coming to and finding myself drenched in blood from a gash on my head. pretty lucky i woke up at all lol. i probably shouldnt be coming to opi or 420chan in general, but you guys always have a lot of tips. ive got some tricks up my sleeve (kratom)
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 24 Jan 2017 00:21:44 EST ID:BwYypljr No.572957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Watching Dracula 1992 on a slight cotton float wishing I had a nice 50mg shot because I love Victorian Penny Dreadfuls and Lovecraftian horror on opiates. Last batch was def some weak skag.

Should be two weeks before my next reup especially with the situation at hand. I'll touch tar before I touch glass rn tho. Whelp time to smoke a fuck ton of weed!
Emma Bovingpon - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 03:29:49 EST ID:W9y0ZbgT No.573303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Waiting for a check to come in in 8 hours so I can hit up the dope man. Been waiting two fucking weeks for this day to come, shit better go right today man.
Shitting Snodham - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 05:39:58 EST ID:A2Ahy4oy No.573307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3 weeks into cold turkey suboxone withdrawal all while working 9-5, shit sucks. Getting bad cravings, watching trainspotting and listening to heroin by velvet underground isnt helping either
Fucking Webberwill - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 11:25:12 EST ID:8aivpfWf No.573312 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started taking subs a few days ago. Time to get clean and get my life in order and live the way I truly want to live. I want to be the best of a person that I can be. I don't need opiates anymore and I'm better off without it. I just found out that a friend of mine is addicted to stims and opiates. His life has gone upside down and from what I hear it's pretty bad. I never thought that this person who I've known for years would turn out to be like this. It's really saddening. But, I'm not going to end up like that.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 21:32:54 EST ID:oUog9T7F No.573336 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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On some pst and a decent cotton shot waiting to cop some black and watch Little Witch Academia.

Buds getting a g I'm getting about .3. Gonna set aside 100mg to smoke and the rest to shoot. Probably gonna shoot 100mg tonight, smoke 50mg then I have 2 50mg shots and 2 25mg foils for later.
Charles Pamblespear - Tue, 31 Jan 2017 00:29:13 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.573347 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Going on hour 4 of waiting for my guy. This is why I stopped doing dope because of the wait. Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Osterbach - Wed, 01 Feb 2017 15:53:03 EST ID:7QwYZ+Cv No.573414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sick and depressed as hell. A friend of mine sold a car and is going to buy a shit ton of heroin later and share with me in exchange for a ride. I hope this goes well.
Dr. Mario - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 16:01:44 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.574278 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Finally ran out of poppy seeds. First time in maybe a month that ive ever skipped a day. I took 4oz daily but every weekend I would dose one day of 8-12oz.

Last dose was 7.1oz about 34 hours ago.

Were supposed to hit the strip club tonight but idk if ill be sick by then.

Ordered replacement but its direct so wont arrive until like weds or Thurs the earliest. Only have one 0.25mg xanax and possibly 100+etizolam in before the seeds. Lots of weed but no interest in smoking.

Fuck. I thought for sure I had another 5lb bag. I feel like an idiot.

Well at least I might get high when they finally come in. Though ive been trying to avoid it at all costs.
pills !zkraGArAss - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 20:02:35 EST ID:ul8wrln2 No.574283 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Id give you the rest of this 5lb like 3lbs left cus it doesnt get me high, stops withdrawals but thats it.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:23:56 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.574320 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck. Day 4 now and it's horrible. SN will never show up my tracking number doesn't even work.

My baby Xanax did nothing last night I didn't even sleep RLS so bad

Fuck trader Joe's was out and whole foods was bunk like always. Tastes like black pepper.

what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 19:07:29 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.574323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i hate fuckin' waiting.
breakabond - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 02:38:50 EST ID:Mjy+WWFm No.574329 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you make sure that you always have drugs, then you never have to wait for more drugs.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 08:15:55 EST ID:LGrS9Guy No.574330 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you act as if that's an available practical option for any addict, hah.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 11:13:19 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.574337 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ok guys here's an update on my stupid life:

Ended up taking my last like 10-15 mg of oxy (less than a quarter of an 80) to stave off the last of the withdrawals and I'm fine now. I was so god damn sick thursday and friday I couldnt even stay at work. I never realized (stupidly) that different opiates will have different levels of wd. As in, I could use oxy for a few days and be fine, but when I used dillies for the same time I experienced really really shitty WD.

All I know is I'm done being irresponsible, I love my job and can't lose this else I'll end up living with my dad after only being on my own for a year. Fuck this shit. Although I'm done with the dillies and shit, I still have a crazy ass connect for OP 80s that I can sell off (I hate OP 80s, I dont even like oxy much at all anymore). This girls mom gets stupid amount of opiates prescribed and doesnt even take her 80s so I've been selling them off for her. By selling them off, I front them to this kid in my building whos an addict (uses H, has no use for OP 80s lol) and tell him to just give me $20 for each one he sells and idc what else he makes. It's worked out so well I have a fat stack of cash just sitting around, and for the first time in years I have over $1k in my bank account. Feels really good dude, and no risk at alll besides having to carry them up to my area. I travel about an hour out of town via train to get them and take the train back up so its not even that sketchy especially since the train is full of sketchy ass nig nogs and homeless people, so when they compare me to the rest of the passengers I look like I dont even belong. Plus I always carry my work equipment with me (video camera shit) so it's always a great excuse. Also tons of hiding spots on my bag (inside different cameras, lenses, whatever).

But yeah, I'm done-zo. I felt so shitty about what I did, I was suffering with WD while having 5 OP 80's sitting right next to me with no desire to do them.

Also almost made my boy slip up hard...and he just got out of recovery. Hes been using kratom everyday instead of heroin and has been doing so fucking good. He got an amazing job doing what he loves and has nocravings. Then I come along and I admit my slip up and he begged me for oxy... Ended up giving it to him twice and cut him off after that as a friend. Felt like the biggest asshole piece of shit in existence for helping him gain access to opiate again.

Ugh. My life doesnt sound as good now, not at all. But I really need the money and that is the one thing that I'm completely addicted to.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 11:15:32 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.574338 Ignore Report Quick Reply

oh also, on serving the oxys, its such a win win situation. The girl makes the same as me, that kid can make whatever he wants but at minimum will make the same amount as me and her. I've never seen a situation surrounding drugs that has benefited every person down the line lol. Its awesome tbh. I'm just going ti have to start lying to my friends to keep them away from slipping. NB
John Ginderpin - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 13:42:31 EST ID:atVkkUg3 No.574343 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't get paid until Friday, by I should see my tax refund in a couple of days. As soon as it hits, I'm going to drive an hour into the next county, blaring Chevelle's latest album the whole way. It should end right about as I'm arriving at my friend's house. From there, it should be 15 minutes or less before we have our hands on 8mg Dilaudids from his connection.

Once I get into the bathroom with a pill, I'm going to break it in half, right down the score line. I'll break it into quarters then and drape a clean, crisp dollar bill over it. I will crush it with a card, then with a hard coin. After I scrape the excess off of the bill I should have a fine pillowy powder piled up into a long fat line. I will split the line into four of five thin straight lines, roll the new bill into a tube, put the tube to my nose, close the other side and PUULLLLLLLL. Once I stand up straight, I will taste the bitter powder in the back of my throat, and all will be good.

I will be more relaxed but more energetic. More friendly but less patient. More optimistic about the future but worse off in the long run.

Anyone who says sniffing hydro can get fucked. I've done my fair share of dilaudid and oxy and both keep me high for hours on end.
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 20:23:52 EST ID:boxjigyU No.574683 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump. Im trying to get off suboxone to get high on suboxone meaning im trying to stagger the doses to achieve max high my problem is ill get bored as fuck and just take one. That with some weed will get me feeling good a tad and then take a comfy nap but god damn I just want some dope. Going to see what my middle man is doing on his sobriety as he says he wants to get clean but then relapses a few weeks later.

Everyone else is clean I used to use with. Not even doing NA just legit smoking weed and living normal lives and im still wanting to get high because I just dont like sober life.

Been trying to get some PST but seeds lately havr been weak.

Just landed a supreme paying job so at least ill have a bunch saved for when I finally find someone to relapse with.

Id literally buy someone a gram to hook me up. I know theres drug dealers that need money...just hope our paths cross. Sooner than latet
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 20:42:51 EST ID:nSDH1uIt No.574685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Also hate the stigma behind heroin that I cant ask some people id like to because theyll look down on me or stop being friends with me. People think im almost a year clean though ive used about 10 times since only about 1.5gs total brcause no luck on finding fucking drugs
Hamilton Drondercocke - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 13:46:54 EST ID:mrJvg1Au No.574703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I quit my job yesterday. Partially because I hate my boss, partially to get away from heroin, which was available and pushed on me every day by a coworker.
It didn't matter how long I'd been internally debating whether to go sober today or not. As soon as he's headed out the back gate and says "You want drugs?" I'm automatically like, yeah.

I wouldn't call myself addicted, it was just really hard to resist when my job sucked so much and I never had to take any risk to get it. Made me want to do it almost every day and I did lol.

I'll probably get more when I get my last check, or my tax money. Until then though I'll call this a T-break.
I wish I got to nod on Monday though. Had this white shit supposedly cut with fent. No euphoria, just numbness that lasted a couple hours. I should've done it all at once, but I did a bag in two lines at work, and a whole bag at once at home. I swear I didn't feel the second one at all. I have needles. Maybe I should've tried shooting for once.
William Cimbletet - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 23:24:52 EST ID:TxjiZx5t No.574709 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dopesick, yeah
got a gram of H from daekwebz, it was real an all
too much, I just wanted to get hi like onse or twice
but fuckit i rode it through and now I get to withdraw like a champ
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 13:42:55 EST ID:fkOR+AX+ No.574728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The hope for later is some dope.

Just gotta hustle a lil bit maybe, either way my buds got some packs of that fenty cut shit left.

The pink heroin I had that night shooting crack and talking philosophy in a shithole motel was better than any skag I ever had! Even West Coast tar!
AnAndroidsDream - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 19:45:31 EST ID:Fmz2+M1z No.574734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Middling right now for a guy who's in town visiting family. He's from the northwest and concerned about price per point and if the dope is good. I'm in the southwest, and frankly, from what I've picked up from users I've known throughout detoxes and rehabs and halfway houses, is that black tar is black tar. It really doesn't change substantially from this border state to a place like Seattle. I think our prices are a little better, but it really depends on the connect. And it's kinda tough because I have plenty of connects, but this dude's in a situation with time.

Either way I should end up with somewhere between .2 and .4 when all is said and done. Middling isn't hard but it's not the easiest thing in the world. It takes time and patience and a little customer service. You gotta use your words. And at the end of the day hopefully you end up with enough heroin to get high.
Jarvis Feffingludge - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 19:56:26 EST ID:Yg6M/bhw No.574735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been using heroin one week on one week off (well more like 5 days on) with my gf lately which has been working out okay for the most part except I do experience mild wd symptoms since I was an opi addict for 2 years prior, she only just started using opis for the most part (jumping to iv h extremely quickly because of me, my bad, but its the only way worth it since dope is so expensive here). I do how long before she starts getting wds at this rate or if she will ever will without increased usage, which we can't afford atm. She does keep my drug use sensible but had also said she'd do h everyday if she had the money, don't know how serious she was though.

I really want to go back onto tramadol as a functional and cheap crutch but she's totally against the idea except for rare instances. She also got me off of valium which I was prescribed after detox, which I wanted at the time, but now I really want to have it on me again since I'm constantly anxious, though I wouldn't want to use it everyday, tramadol is better for that imo.

Life was just better as a functioning addict, it only got terrible when I fucked my tolerance with pst then started shooting h everyday, blowing through my savings
what !!QJGTUbuf - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 18:10:56 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.575273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
waiting for my boy is like... literally the worst thing. i just wanna stop my nosedrip, man.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Tue, 14 Mar 2017 22:59:52 EST ID:bvn43anT No.575338 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I spent a few months addicted to amphetamine with some disastrous consequences but eventually managed to wean myself painfully, however in the absence of amphetamine I've taken to drinking heavily to relieve an underlying feeling of stress and being "taut" or highly strung. At the moment I use amphetamine about once a week, and at the moment I'm on a low dose of speed and have been consistently slightly drunk for two days.

I'm considering getting a gram of good heroin and going through it slowly instead of alcohol, which is probably the more destructive and unhealthy choice in context. The only thing is the prohibitive price, a high purity gram being about 80 euros for me. This gram without tolerance would last me a solid week of high dose, IV, consta-nodding, but probably would last much longer in respectable doses. My last opiate use period was in December, and then I became disenchanted with it because I was annoyed at how much time I was spending asleep (sometimes I'd fall asleep after a large shot and wake up 14 or 15 hours later still slightly tired).

I have my only month off a year now, and given that I spend most of my active time when working sober, I want to make the most of it, but at the same time I think a period sober after the bad amphetamine days would relieve me of a lot of strain, so I'm split. My main justifying rationale in the current idea is to ease out the worst of my post-amphetamine neurosis with opiates though, which I know I can handle properly without compulsive redosing and purchasing.
James Pozzlekork - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 17:23:02 EST ID:s8+dP9gR No.575359 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Currently probation. When I get off of it, considering moving to the backwoods and starting my own grow op like this dude did.
Osterbach - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 01:03:29 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.575539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Have my own dealer now. Blew through my IRS refund. Blow through paychecks (when I can get them.) Can't bum more than 20 bucks from family cause they act like covetous jews with cash. At least I get scripts for a shit ton of klonopins now.
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 01:58:55 EST ID:CplVfyeX No.575540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In this predicament. Feel like fuck. Hopefully only 6 hours to go. Hope I can catch some Zs but I slept all damn day
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 12:12:48 EST ID:W5gIGXZi No.575554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hope you're high now man...
ace - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 09:55:42 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.575588 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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whats a good pregabalin dosage regime for suboxone withdrawls

300mg actually caused memory loss and a hangover in the morning and then 150 in the morning was too much again

should it be like 50mg every 5 or 6 hours or? Whats your guy's experience doing this?

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