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ANTI BWN - F U CK SOBRIETY by Hunter S. Nodson - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 14:45:47 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.570609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shiettt, I rarely get over here anymore. Sorry yall. Come in my thread and bitch about your lack of drugs

sniffling, sneezing, and sweating at work here, wooooo
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 20:52:20 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.570618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
whattup betch

my nose is runny, my body is sticky sweet and my d-boy is on the way... but not fucking here yet so i'mma bitch a little bit.

we're almost there. i should really quit, lol.
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Matilda Cruckletig - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:15:35 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.570619 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570618
Just slowly taper
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DMT !y9QENaL.92 - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:27:02 EST ID:uhfahgGR No.570620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, I'm not quite at sobriety yet, but tomorrow is my planned day to start suboxone to get off a pretty gnarly but quick run of heroin and u47700. My u47700 tolerance is unbelievably high, it pretty much renders the heroin useless.

Even worse I don't have a scale to measure out the u4, so I've been eyeballing this whole time, but I'm pretty sure my u4 doses are well over 100mg a line, and even those are starting to be barely bringing me accross the highness line. Its starting to freak me out actually, thinking when I bring out these lines, how it looks like soooo fucking much, but as Im lining em up I think to myself well I'm not actually high so I guess I'm still far away enough from OD'ing. But I still stare at the lines in disbelief that I'm actually doing this much.

Given all this at hand, I'm actually really relieved that I'm finally getting off all this shit and starting over with my sobriety. Even though life sober is hard, as Im super prone to depression and boredom, when I'm sober there is just so many more possibilities and options availible to me, like exercising or surfing. Doing normal things that people do that when I'm loaded are just impossible because of the condition of my health.

I'll still be around on the board just to check in and post but I'm hoping that this time in sobriety is truly going to be my last time having to quit and stick with being sober for good. Wish me luck and I wish anyone that same luck if they are truly motivated to try life with sobriety and actually acheive something positive.
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William Pagglefoot - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:37:37 EST ID:w3WqOQLV No.570621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
A dude I work with told me he recently came into some 5mg percs (I like em, don't judge) so I was super excited to grab a bunch from him. I asked him for the imprint so he sent it to me. I googled that shit and what do you know, its OTC 500mg Tylenol. I told him I was not too sure about those so he sent me a snap chat of the RX bottle so I thought, "Okay, maybe I could be wrong." He brought the baggie of pills to work today, I looked at them and realized they were definitely not Percs. He says, "Oh I dont really fuck with pills so I was just trying to get rid of them, these were what the pharmacy gave us. Ill check into it." Later he sents me a text that his "resource" says they're just generic percs so they're totally good, do I still want them?

Fuck. No.

Now I know you're not ignorant, you're straight trying to rip me off thinking I dont know my shit. Downright insulting, not to mention now I don't have the goodies I thought I would. Guess its just me and whiskey tonight. Cheers
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Eugene Fusslechurk - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 22:03:07 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570622 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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About a month ago I just decided to stop doing heroin. Not worth the time and money getting it. Now I just fuck with roxys and norcos when I can get them. I wanna get some opis for Xmas time though.
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William Blatherdale - Sat, 17 Dec 2016 16:26:07 EST ID:azB51eCK No.570763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
Not had the sickness for a while. It's all flooding back now.
I'm cold but I'm on fire. I want to cut my legs off. My bones feeling like they've taken a serious beating. I'm feeling every emotion at the same time, but regret, guilt and shame are overwhelming. Flashbacks. Crying. You know the drill.
Not shitting and puking just yet. Oh wait, forget that.

I'll be able to get a hit before I'm crying out for my mother. That hit is going to be sooo good. I don't want to look at the time because I know it will make things worse.
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Thomas Dronningbudging - Sat, 17 Dec 2016 22:50:16 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.570774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570763
Say you get yourself into a bad habit that would cause a withdrawal such as this ^
Could that w/d be avoided by slowly tapering off? Or are these symptoms inevitable once you abuse?
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 08:17:09 EST ID:TlmBTlyw No.570780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570609
Well the cold turkey was okay until about a solid 48-60 hours.


My last dose was 8oz, and the dose before that was 48+ hrs.

The most obvious symptom that solidifies the subjective feelings that I can never prove to myself otherwise, is the runny nose.

I have 5-6oz left, so I dosed 3oz and prayed for relief. Not gonna lie and pretend I got high, but it sure did level me out. 8 hours after that babby pst dose and I'm still feeling ok.

I'm hoping I can space the last ~3oz to 48hrs after the most recent one. I'm excited to see if the collective bag resin from 10x5lb bags will cause any effect.

This may seem obvious, but don't quit benzos cold turkey, opis with a steep taper, and abruptly stop a 3-4 day vyvanse binge which you rarely take. The mental mindset during the stim comedown just isn't productive at all.

What I wouldn't give for two bars of Xanax right about now. I didn't sleep again lol

BWNN
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Caroline Penderridge - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 10:49:29 EST ID:nDLCGqmk No.570783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What the fuck. I went into deep withdrawals last night right after a wash shot. Kinda like cotton fever but no fever. Went to bed feeling dopesick even after my usual 2 bags a day. Went to bed sweaty in deep WDs for no reason.

Ive been sitting up in bed depressed and distraught for for 6 hours. My last dope dream crushed me but I can at least talk about it now.

I was in a college class with a very cute brunette talking to me. For some is reason a short naked guy with a 14 inch gummy worm for a dick starts fucking her in front of me. The professor comes in and says how glad he is that were filming porn. I remember that I just sold the brunette dope and I steal one bag from the bundle. On the way home a guy punches me with a fist full of stamp bags that go everywhere. "You like trash? Why did you go to chapel hill?" I tell him he got the wrong person then he walks into a small room to beat up the short guy with the gummy worm dick. It seems that its his older brother and doesnt want him dating girls that do H. He comes out and gives me HANDFULS of bundles. All of them green and white with different designs. One is xbox and another is double dragon. I fucking book it, running home, through every neighborhood I ever lived in. Its painfully slow. I try to steal a minivan and my sister is suddenly driving, but shes Japanese instead of black. She forces me to listen to Jewel I'm Sorry after I tell her its my least favourite song ever. She critisizes me for having a beard and says "The new santa clause shaves and is slinny now. So is Rick Ross" I finally decide to snort it knowing my rigs are a long ways away, but I wake up. I wake up strongly being pulled to my jacket pocket expecting bundles to be in there. I fucking hate that yearn and crave.

Fuck. Im off to hustle Hopefully I can buy 2 bags by tonight.
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Hannah Bocklehed - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 10:49:47 EST ID:azB51eCK No.570784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570774
I IV up to 0.5g of good H and day and this was only about 12 hours after my last hit. So yeah I've dug myself into a pretty bad habbit.

I could probably do a sub taper tho and be ok. Never tried but will be soon as I'm arranging to get on heroin replacement therapy soon.
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Archie Blatherridge - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 23:24:08 EST ID:Dg1IzYna No.570801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570784
Is there any possible way to get subs without being put on some list? I have no drug charges and no medically known substance issues aside from smoking and drinking way too much and I would like to keep it that way. I've gotten way too many close calls and dodged quite a few bullets but embarrassingly enough I'm finding just taking oral T to be like H tier scary to me--and when I smoked some H it wasn't shit. Oxy is alright I guess but couldn't make it a habit. But this stuff is so bad I have legit thought about cold copping a bag for no reason than just to deal with my Tia issue. Or maybe I'm just being a total pussy about it but damn do I wish I had even like 8-16mg of bupe. I just don't want to go on any registries or deal with any of that kinds of bullshit, or having to try and explain to them a substance they know nothing about so I have zero faith in any health care system doing me any help but I am pretty sure if I asked for outside help it would definitely hurt me.

...of course then again I have been tempted in the past to test false positive for heroin just to get into a detox ward for quitting smoking so there is that retarded idea
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Walter Wurringnidge - Mon, 19 Dec 2016 20:14:36 EST ID:q+JWDhM0 No.570835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In 3 years this dude and I never had a disagreement. Literally only 2 days out of that whole time was I unable to cop from him, regardless of weather or holiday.

I made a mistake. Paid him by giving him a debit card. Using an ATM would have cost some dumb fees. A fucking automatic transaction popped up and screwed him in the checkout line. Now he wants me to pay him back double.

Tried to pay him what I originally owed and cop but he took it for what I owed him. Fuck that. Not buying ever again if he doesn't deliver. I can't stand somebody I should be able to trust failing me. Ive owed hundreds before and paid him back but now 20$ is cutoff time? I rather quit.
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Phoebe Hemmlefare - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 15:10:55 EST ID:jyegxX5B No.570935 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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God damn it guys, It's like that fucking Junky Christmas that Burroughs wrote. I can't score for shit. My regular oxy supplier closed down between now and the new year. Tried to go cold copping, ideally oxycodone or morphine, but couldn't find shit and I went to three different spots. Fuuuuuuck. I can't even get my hands on heroin. Going to try again tomorrow, hell no I'm being sober throughout the holidays.

Worst case scenario, I'll have to call up the doctor on call with a bad toothache and try to get prescribed some Tramadol. That shit works like 80% of the time.

Sorry for bitching, but isn't it what this thread is about?
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Betsy Huttingshit - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 16:39:31 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570944 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570935 my guy said he would have his roxys before Xmas a few weeks ago. Now it's gonna be a few days after Xmas. I wanted to be fucked up for Xmas eve and Xmas. My h connect is not responding. Feels shitty cause I have quite a bit of money right now. The opi gods just aren't with me.
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 17:16:55 EST ID:8qZ7WboC No.570947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570944
Order seeds and make some tea nig. I was sceptical at first but it blew my socks off
Nb
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Betsy Huttingshit - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 18:30:21 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570951 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570947 I wouldn't know what to order or even where or how to make it. I think I'm retarded or something. I wish I could use the darknet.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 18:54:17 EST ID:wKnDDy+7 No.570955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570951
You can buy seeds legally on many popular shopping websites. Even if the better vendors are private, just getting a dose is all that matters. Check out the reviews and see which ones people are saying "HIGH quality" and shit. Biggest online retailer, you literally can't go wrong.
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:00:42 EST ID:8qZ7WboC No.570956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570951
LITERALLY 2 threads down there is a thread ALL about PST(poppy seed tea)and PPT(poppy pod tea) there are 350 separate posts about poppy seed tea in that thread) if you read through it and still can't figure it out then you really are retarded and should seek special schooling.
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Tripcode `12309785398fsdhk.jh2q08hnc - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:24:49 EST ID:K/IeJa9d No.570957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570956
He just needed a little encouragement, and now thanks to you, he's got it.
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Cedric Subberstack - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 23:56:24 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570955
>>570956 I read the feedback "these seeds get my nod of approval" and in the thread calling the place river had me laughing my ass off. Glad I didn't spend money on them, getting acid tomorrow. :)
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!GOACID/XyA - Thu, 22 Dec 2016 22:07:21 EST ID:320VALK/ No.571052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Waiting on Kratom. I found out that it's literally the best substance I've ever used for creating music and so now when I'm out I just feel stalled in my process.

There's something unique about Kratom's ability to manifest patience. I get it from benzos, but I'm too stupid to make music on those. I get it from opiates like hydro, but I'm too high to make music and then too frustrated that the high is gone. Kratom hits this perfect sweet spot that enhances my creativity and gives me extreme patience to deal with all the details that go into making music.

I think I'm a decent musician, but I have very poor discipline for the most part, and Kratom keeps me in check.

Kratom is more of a tool than a high to me nowadays, although I obviously enjoy myself when I'm on it.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:09:57 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
well i ran out of pst as planned

worst seven days ever, and the fun is just beginning.

Of all times, I agree to get off PST in the dead middle of Christmas.

I had a flight yesterday to come back home to florida, and it was delayed for several hours. I forgot I had 3.6mg etizolam in my wallet, so I downed them before opting out. The delay turned into a gray/blacked out shit show where I spent $86 on drinks JUST FOR MYSELF.

I was so intoxicated that in retrospect it was absolutely embarrassing.

So I get "home", WDing from pst, just ended a benz WD after finding some keepsakes, and feeling like utter shit from being hung over.

My grandparents house (my former home) has been the place that by far outranks rivals on the most memorable setting for happy moments by myself (such as snorting 4mg dilaudid with absolute 0 tolly as a late teen).

Basically this is the place of nostalgia for me, snaggin $7 red table wine bottles and drinking about half combined with 3 vicodin 5's laughing my ass off to the simpsons of whatever happened to be on.

Now I'm here with the opposite feels, and I hate myself for what I've done. My grandma has always has a plentiful xanax script so sometimes I'll grab two or three in an emergency, but with all her recent surgeries she is/was loaded the fuck up on opioids.

One bottle of 90ct 5mg IR roxies, another botttle of 60ct 5mg vikes.

Only problem is, the 90ct bottle only had six left. Similar story to the vikes, like under 10.

I can't believe I was such a dickwad that I took one oxy 5, two hydro 5s, and one 1mg xanax the first night I got here. Then I promised myself that I wouldn't do it again. However, looking like I have the flu and wanted to do nothing but sleep all day just doesn't work when you're seeing family for the first time
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:26:01 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571060
So on an impulse I grabbed an additional 5mg oxy and a 5mg hydro the following day to feel better. Barely did anything.

I figured that any more than 4/6 remaining would be super obvious.

The funniest part was I swear I could not feel any of them AT ALL. Like 10mg hydro 5mg oxy 1mg xanax and 3-4 drinks and I felt good enough to drive.

I hope to god I didn't take a single pill that she actually needs. It would make me hate myself forever.

Oh yeah, I took 1.5mg xanax an hour or two ago and honest to god I can't feel it all, same thing. I mean yeah I get it 1.2mg etizolam daily builds benzo tolerance, but 1.5mg zans is supposed to equal 2-3mg of etizolam.

Oh how the tides have turned. Little pills that would complete alter my reality as a youngster, and now Advil PM is just about as psychoactive at this point.

I couldn't help it, I ordered 10lbs of seeds on saturday and they supposedly arrive tomorrow. I ordered them when barred out hard so I ordered the exact thing TWICE (LOL). I can't wait to see my wife's wonderful reaction to 20 fucking pounds I truly shouldn't have.

Where I fucked up the most was neglecting the impact quitting would have on depression.

Oh yeah, I went to the store WF and bought out their remaining poppy seeds (like 6-8oz), typical peppery smell/taste, no bitterness, 0.00/10 not active at all. It's the second time I've ever gone that route. Don't even bother.

Maybe I should face reality and get on subs. It would statistically reduce the chances of blowing my brains out one day (I'm not suicidal nor have I ever been, but I'm just being statistically honest).

Life's one huge ass cosmic joke. I'm pretty sure I'd sell my soul for a few 8mg dillies at this point.

Did I mention I stopped using vyvanse at the same time?

I'm an idiot.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:45:11 EST ID:nSDH1uIt No.571064 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571061
Id sell my soul for a few kilos of heroin
Sounds horrible though.
Hope your seeds come tomorrow.
Lifes no fun without getring high IMHO .ive been sober after having years of heroin habit and its just like fuck it. I like getting high.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 01:00:26 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571064
thank you for the reply. I assume it's pretty obvious I come here because I have no one in real life who could truly relate. It means a lot. My father in law made a joke at the dinner table once that his "painkillers are so strong that just 3 would put either of you under the table." Joke's on him; they're only 7.5mg percs.

Joke's on me, because I'd need 10 of them to get a good high.

You think you know who you "are" until you go into full blown polydrug withdrawals.

family members who haven't seen you since your wedding and are dying to see you and spend time with you, and meanwhile all my subconscious mind can think of is whether or not said family member has any leftover dillies that you noticed a few months back.

It's fucking disgusting
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 01:54:40 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571061
Dude, if you would have stopped on the first like you planned 2 months ago you would be basically fine at this point. And now you ordered more seeds? "Oh I ordered them while I was blacked out" "oh ill just take some of my grandma's 10 remain ing pain meds" STOP RATIONALISING THIS TO YOURSELF!!!! what are you going to do when your wife actually does leave you? listen dude, I've had love and I've had opiates and I would pick love every fucking time. Sorry man but someone has to try to talk sense to you. Im only saying this as a friend because I want to see you get better but honestly it doesn't seem like you actually even want to stop. Do you want to stop? I've used twice since getting over pst withdraw, once was tonight actually, I know how hard it is to say no, but you have to for your own sake and the love of your wife. Send those bags back or have her get rid of them or something but please, you said that was your last bit before and I was actually excited for you to be stopping. Try getting some kratom, it WILL help you, both physically with wd and mentally because it fills the void of feeling like you need to take something. You should take your tea making ritual and turn it into a kratom tea making ritual. Remember the goal with this is to not get high but to help you through the worst of it and give you a mental fixation besides pst. I relate to you hard man and I feel like we could be tight if we lived near each other. I wish I did live near you because I would make your ass get clean lol. I wish I could offer more than words of encouragement or empathy but just because I dont know you irl doesn't mean I dont care about you and want you to get better. I know you can. If I can get through it anyone can because I am a fucking pussy honestly. Good luck dude. I'm going to figure out how to get in touch with you soon. Stay off the pills mane, your g ma is old and getting old hurts. Have a good Christmas if I do t talk to you but I'm on here several times a day so reach out to me if you need or want to talk.
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Matilda Drabbleworth - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:06:05 EST ID:ividVS7G No.571075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571073
> ive used twice
> once was tonight
Ya think? With that fucking wall of text
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:09:02 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571075
I would have done that anyways lol. I'm trying to talk some sense into someone I dont want to see suffer anymore and offer words of encouragement, you can't compress heartfelt words into a few sentences. Well I can't lol
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:15:55 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571075
And a final thought
>It's funny how when I use suboxone I call it using, yet people who are on it when prescribed call themselves "clean"
They are not clean, just controlled using. Just because you don't get high and its prescribed doesn't mean your not using. if you are dependant on a drug then you are using, it doesn't matter where it comes from or how you feel from it.

G'night folks!
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Dr. Mario - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 22:30:54 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571073
You know I know you're right. Its just plain horrible.

Honest to God the double order was a mistake, but you're right I shouldn't have gotten the 10lbs in the first place.

It's so embarassing trust me I know. I pretty much lived on my bed for the first week. I didn't even get loose shits until day 8 or 9 or something, so it looks like WD objectively lasts 2-3 weeks for me.

I didn't sleep a wink, even with 1.5mg zans and 75mg dph. I "got up" at like 1pm and everyone was wondering what the fuck is wrong with me.

I had to make PST in the shower for maximum stealth. I couldn't use a scale so I had to eyeball out of a 2lb bag (they sent me my 10lbs in weird amounts), I used maybe 8oz tbh, hard to say, I didn't want to risk taking too little.

I slammed the first wash and brewed up the second, and when I realized that it was sufficient strength I just dumped the entire second wash down the drain because I don't want to get high and ruin it all like you said.

The instant kick that seemed to bring color back into my body was glorious and heartbreaking at the same time.

I'm sorry you have to read my bullshit. Sometimes I don't even click submit post because I know I'll just get ridiculed.

We'll link up soon enough, no worries.

Merry Christmas. I'm just happy I don't have to pilfer grandmas stash ever again anytime soon. Yeah it was only 15mg hydro and 10mg Oxy total, but that's 25mg too many ya feel me.

This has taught me that how you feel when tapering from PST is an illusion, as in the doses don't seem to impact me until 10+ days later, so I think I'm fine when in reality in 4 days away from a train wreck or whatever.
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 23:14:07 EST ID:slnH8fHb No.571141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571136
Please don't think I was trying to ridicule you at all. I've taken xanax from my grandma and I know how shitty it makes you feel. I just want you to be able to feel better man. That said, try to take as little of seeds as necessary. Again,i know it's easier said than done but I believe you can do it. I hope you have a great rest of your holiday, especially now since you don't have to be sick.
Nb
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Oliver Ducklepune - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 06:38:06 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571136
when going pst->subs it took 5-6 weeks before physical withdrawals stopped... pst lasts forever. why cant you take sub again? works great for me, everyone says i look better and whatever. or why not buy some dilaudid to speed up the kick?
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Solidikans - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 21:00:44 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571195 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571136

Hey man I'd like to talk to you, cause your literally saying exactly the same thing and doing the same patterns I went through, let me know how to get in touch somehow
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 22:22:54 EST ID:1QLgFm8U No.571202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571195
Hey buddy. It's good to hear from you.

When I'm back in Ohio away from family (like 10-14 days) I'm going to do my very best to idle in the 420chan IRC as often as possible.

Unfortunately the only way to have reliable IRC is by using a computer.

We should just chill in #drugs and chat some time. Same goes for you A-drop. Don't worry I didn't think you were ridiculing me.

I came clean to the misses, and to my bewilderment she didn't get really mad. She sort of put 2 and 2 together and realized that me appearing like I'm having a hepatitis flare up isn't condusive to family bonding, let alone daily activities.

I might try subs to see what they're all about when my vacation is over.

PST WD is absolute whack. I don't recall PPT WD being this bad, but then again I wasn't dependent on them for basically 18 months lol.
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 23:19:00 EST ID:BR5oXTy/ No.571205 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So wish I had some fucking opiates right now. Oh well I guess. Least I'm drunk and high.
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Solidikans - Sun, 25 Dec 2016 00:35:35 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571202

I get the getting through the holidays thing, imo wds during family events are fucked. I had to do wd in Easter but the subs thankfully kicked in halfway through the day and haven't had any wds since. After Christmas I'll get in the irc and try to give you some info and knowledge on my experience. I think it will help because I've gone basically the same route as you minus the uppers (they just aren't my cup of tea)

Merry Christmas all, take a fat shot for me
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 25 Dec 2016 19:13:50 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.571243 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck, man. i knew that heroin was gonna fuck with me, but damn. here i am, sick as fuck on christmas when half of my family moved across the US and the other half can't stand being around me because i'm junkie skum. like, i get that i'm feeling sorry for myself, but there's so little good that i just wanna get fucking high, man. i hate being sober. i mean, i tried smoking a bit of weed, which i haven't done in like, 6 months or something, and it isn't doing jack shit.

i just want to disappear into the warmth of heroin and stop fucking feeling all of this. i want to feel it envelop me and consume me in dreams while i nod in and out of lucidity. i want to escape and rest. but it's never enough and it kills me knowing that if i could make it five days to get through the withdrawals, i could probably go another 6 years clean and make progress on my life. but here i am with my phone in hand ready to hand off to a friend that is really just a dealer. our relationship is temporary and trite, and only exists when i have the money to feed my demons- even if i means i have to scramble afterwards to figure out how to make rent and stay off of the streets.

anyways. i miss my heroin. scraping my sheets and soaking my straw aren't working. i'm sick.
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Esther Meddletane - Mon, 26 Dec 2016 15:12:23 EST ID:9miiVdsH No.571268 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started on suboxone today. Looking to get sober and go on with my life and be Happy and successful. Opiates are just dragging me down and not letting me focus on the things that truly matter. Need to get my life in order and do what I want to do with myself. It doesn't suck since I can't do opiates anymore. TBH I've been thinking about doing this for the past few months. I'm happy that I already took the right step to get off this shit.
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StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 27 Dec 2016 17:31:53 EST ID:dUVKW3p4 No.571315 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hoping to get some black and some tweak later.

Ideally black since I'm looking more to get laxed up tonight rather than flanged. Both would be good tho. I've got 100$ refund on an item coming in, 50$ gift card, and a 650$ paycheck. So I should be getting decently high in the near future.
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Fanny Pennerpick - Tue, 27 Dec 2016 21:12:29 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.571323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i'm literally driving myself crazy trying to pick up. last night connect for ish let me down. so tried again today and no response. my friend hit me up earlier today and we were supposed to be getting black tonight. i just want to get high. i'm like suffocating in my own skin. deleted all my connects and haven't tried picking up/using in two months.
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StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 02:30:31 EST ID:ztuLKpKJ No.571436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waiting on 100$ of black rn, eating free sushi

Probably ordering a bun of ech tomorrow

Fuck responsibility eat sushi, do heroin
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:37:58 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.571440 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571438
they are a little insufferable... what with the whole 'look gais im liek totaly gay, if you didn't get it the first time, i got fucked in my male butthole the other night after doing that meth'.

no hard feelings StimLion, I think you're okay, I'm just messing around
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StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:55:01 EST ID:ztuLKpKJ No.571445 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571440
Its cool man. If I cared what people on the Internet thought about me I'd be wasting a lot of energy I could be using on getting high.

Also I'm high as heeeell. This sum good black yo!
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OtherLion - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 09:54:42 EST ID:KyrsHYws No.571454 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571445
I'm hating, poorly. Just got some sleep bout do nod out now that I used my dick for a female sex vagina I am straight.
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Aciddrop !eG32DBftP.!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 01 Jan 2017 15:48:26 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ended up getting super drunk last night, splitting a half gram of coke with some people and smoking some blunts playing beer pong. Some dude was trying to sell oxy 30s for 40 bucks a piece. I was like hell no though some opiates would have been pretty freaking awesome. Good night though. Haven't had decent coke in awhile so that was nice for a change.
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Lydia Nabberwidging - Sun, 01 Jan 2017 16:07:37 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571487 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571445
so youre just a loud rainbow parroting asshole? ''I know lots hate my posts, some dont care and a few like them but i will keep on because immmm the best!!!!'' no offense to parrots theyre beautiful creatures. you dont care but you care to tell us?
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 01:31:41 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571509 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570609
>>571484

Hey Aciddrop,

Can you please move mountains to borrow a computer so we can talk privately? This week? You only need the computer once for the initial contact. If I have 12-24hrs notice on the scheduled IRC time then I'll be there (I don't miss appointments). After that it will be much more flexible and tablet-capable.

I really need your help. I made a post on benz under the "why do you take benzos?" thread that pretty much sums it up. But I don't just want to vent or something; I want to talk to you because I see you as a friend.

Like dont worry anybody, I'm NOT gonna hurt myself or anyone else or anything like that at all, never have wanted to and never will. I just really need somebody to talk to about some difficult stuff and I feel most comfortable doing that with you. It would mean the world to me.

Can you please try your best to contact me and socialize with me/be someone to talk to? It would really help; I really need support. You get me so that's a big thing.

Mods this has nothing to do with drug sharing, irl hookups, or sources so please leave us alone. Quetz is sharp enough to know this so I'm not worried about potential consequences. If there's any confusion just address me directly instead of banning me/people. Thanks.

Thanks buddy. I can use IRC with a computer any day. We could probably use a temp tiny chat Url but the IRC is the 420chan-approved method and we can insure we know that we are talking to the "real" versions of each other.

I'm open to talking to other people that I've built online relationships with. I just felt we've bonded the most with several other honorable mentions.

Thanks mn It's been a plane crash for me.

>pic related, what my life will turn to if I don't seek help soon
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 02:44:22 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571512 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571509
Sup dude. I've been waiting for you to post. How did the holidays go? Hope it shaped up to be better than they started for you. Only way I can get on a normal PC right now is if I go to the library which I can do at some point. Um I'm pretty sure taima.tv is working so we could perhaps talk on one of those deals like the mxc chat. I did check out your benz post. People with depression and anxiety seem to make up the majority of the drug using community and especially "hard " drugs so that's not too shocking to hear. Self medication and impulsive behavior is a common trait among those with these types of mental illnesses making addiction much more likely. It's as unfortunate as it is true. Sorry to end so abruptly but I've been nursing a hangover all day and need to get to sleep We will talk more soon though. Hope all is well with the misses. try not to be too hard on your family. It seems like they are just worried and don't know what to do which is understandable if you've never had an addiction or struggled with mental illnesses. Take it easy and don't stress too much homie. I have faith things will work out for you.
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Barnaby Pellytark - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 03:30:34 EST ID:cu6B12LL No.571513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571509
/opi/ is so fucking gay these years
thanks blatant tripfagging, it used to be fine when there was just nz, overgrown, a few more, but you guys are just complete faggots holy shit get a fucking life for real dawg.
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Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 04:52:23 EST ID:5GrnBQBp No.571517 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571509
Hey dr mario, I know im ot who u were talking to but if u just need someone to chat with im a nice guy and non-judgemental. I have lots of experience with poly drug addiction and w/ds severe anxiety, depression and other mental illness benzos/opi poly addictions in particular and im online all the time and always down to chat with people. Im no professional but im always happy to lend an ear and give you my non judging honest and well intentioned advice or ideas or just general support to push thru the rough or lonely times.

Feel free to hit me up any time u just need to chat or want an outside voice of reason or some one who gets it to listen to your issues. My name is 31337grapefruit on steam and if u tell me u came from opi or 420 ill always be sure to add u and say hey to at least see who im chatting with.

This goes for anybody really. Feel free to add me if u just need to chat with someone u know will get it and not judge u or get all hollier than thou or just to get an opinion or advice on something or just someone to help take your mind off some rough times to chat or play games or do whatever. Id love to hear from you guys, Im around regularly, pacific time zone and am happy to lend my time and an ear at the minimum to anybody here who needs or wants someone to chat/game with. steam: 31337grapefruit
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Basil Buzzfield - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 08:39:53 EST ID:G2Mvq8wS No.571522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571509
Hey Mairo I kno I don't trip but hmu we be tight I four stock you easy money.
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Martha Gallersot - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 10:30:05 EST ID:tKhfw/pt No.571524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been waiting for 10 days for oxys. Havent wanted to use H because of the dirtyness of it. About 7 days ago plug texted me i could come pick up, but that he could deliver in the morning (he usually always deliver) decided to wait, he got arrested and i got no pills. Had to use the last of my liquid buprenorphine for 3 days till it ran out. fot a text last night my friend has 3 30's for me but couldent meet up yesterday because he was too hungover from doing molly on new years. Hopefully getting them today. Wish me luck.
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 11:24:42 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571513 It's not like it's actually affecting you or anything. We lose trip fags, like JVENOM and bigD who are still occasional posters but aren't really on here any more. And we gain some trip fags, like me and DR.M. it might seem like there's more but there's not really. And people have been personal blogging on here since I've been here so that's not new either. The only reason DR. M was even posting this here is because we have no other way to communicate. So What's ur problem again?
Nb
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Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 14:28:51 EST ID:1uzeHtup No.571529 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571513

A lot of us have been here for years and just started "tripfagging". Get over it mane.

Plus this board is so slow and empty now that it only feels right for people to know who you are, it's like one big fucked up family. You don't sound like you belong you angry ass nigga.
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Ebenezer Bardspear - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 03:04:41 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571509
have you ever had a hair test for heavy metal poisoning?
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Hamilton Worthingwater - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 09:01:59 EST ID:/g9JX1r/ No.571547 Ignore Report Quick Reply
its been 10 days since i got on subs. all i do is smoke a lot of weed to compensate a bit for the somewhat mental cravings i get a little bit. things are already getting better in my life. I'm hopeful and extremely motivated and determined to get on the right track.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 11:03:31 EST ID:2Y0sPzlO No.571553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
I was diagnosed recently with Moderate Depression and Severe Generalized Anxiety.

I thought I was taking etizolam for sleep all these years, but I was inadvertently treating my issues.

It also explains my constant opioid use and occasional Vyvanse use.

My family is all crowding around me and I don't know what to do.

I just want to go back to not being diagnosed. I'm not gonna eat any of that ssri or snri bullshit (I'd rather be sad and be myself), and it's not like I can be more than 30% honest about anything because I can't risk losing gun ownership rights.

Apart from a possible Xanax script that can "legalize" my etizolam use concerning employment piss tests, there's absolutely nothing positive the health system can do for me.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 11:05:32 EST ID:2Y0sPzlO No.571554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571553
Oh pic related, pretty much the drug combo I wanted to do after finding out. This was in the parking lot too.


Lol
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Basil Chossledock - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 12:39:38 EST ID:v8AVNqb3 No.571557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Major opi drought in my area lately, all I've been able to score for weeks has been sub. About to go score some with my rommie now. Just mad and posting here cause I wish it was morph or dilaudid. Oh well
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pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 15:53:57 EST ID:HYaLpJTh No.571560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571554
Hahaha awesome
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Solidikans - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 22:04:20 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571571 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571553

Hey man did you decide to go back on detox after the holiday thing?

Sucks to hear you got some diagnosis, but don't let it get to you to much (at least it lets you know what areas you need to work on)

A few months after I started subs my doc wanted to try me on Zoloft because she thinks a lot of my behavior stems from social anxiety and mild depression. I was very hesitant to give it a shot because the whole "I don't wanna be a zombie, I'd rather fix my own problems" but eventually I told her I'd try it and decide wether or not I'll stay on it.

I ended liking it, it doesn't make me feel numb or anything, not even happy; it just makes my mood and outlook on things generally more positive.

Anyways hope all goes well with you, hit me up sometime if you want to discuss it
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 23:36:38 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571576 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571571
My parental holiday period doesn't end until the 10th. Until then it's eyeballing 3-5oz every 2 days and taking 1.2-2.4mg etizolam as needed just not to get high.

When I get back its 1.5oz in morning 1.5oz at night locked up monitored, and 1.8mg etizolam daily 0.6mg in late morning 1.2mg at night. This is all temporary until my first psychiatrist appointment.

I gotta talk around and get the best source for red vein Kratom for the transition. I'll need the antidepressant effects. With hemochromatosis and heavy metals in general I gotta get off this shit. Maybe this label is what I needed.

I'll have to figure out how honest I want to be with the psych. If things really go down hill I'll consider subs over heavy PST use again but that's a last resort and I would have to get a whole different doc for it.

We will talk soon I promise. Thanks for the reply.
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Wed, 04 Jan 2017 04:21:20 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.571597 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571553
I wouldn't straight up dismiss SSRIs or SNRIs. They can be useful. Escitalopram helped me for the first year I was on it anyway, and even when it stopped helping, there was none of that 'zombie'/emotionally dead feeling that people talk about. However it did take quite a few different tries before I found the right SSRI. And also if it came between being dependent on an SSRI or dependent on benzos, I would take the former every time. Benzos long-term are seriously bad news (my memory is still affected years on after stopping my diazepam script) and I think that it's crazy the way they're given out to young people for long-term anxiety treatment in North America.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Thu, 05 Jan 2017 23:52:41 EST ID:gvE4p1Rj No.571675 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570609
Jesus christ I want some heroin . I could maybe finagle something but I truly have no money/job at the moment. I am currently waiting on my w2 , that I hope I dont have to call the damn place I quit from to get it myself. They wait till literally the 31st to send em out... jews. But im supposed to buy a car and go work some place cus ive just been laying in my room for 5 months. But I probably will get a car and stockpile my suboxone cus I can sell them super fucking fast. Then while im waiting to get a job I will be high , I fucking hope. No direct connect, and cant ask a lot of people with trying to keep up me being sober so ill have to eitber either use a middle man that gets shitty dope sometimes or another one that might rip me off. Fuuuck im just tired of waiting.
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Osterbach - Fri, 06 Jan 2017 00:47:57 EST ID:7QwYZ+Cv No.571677 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Taking a much needed break from opiates for a few days but have a bag full of xanies so that I don't have to ride out the hell which is sobriety. Also having an ultrasound on my kidneys later to check on those kidney stones that have been bothering the hell out of me.
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StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 20:54:52 EST ID:muVDCMHj No.571888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Anti BWN

Got muh 29 guage 1cc needles

120 of black tar on the way

Got my novel up ready to work on, tonight gon b gud
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pills !zkraGArAss - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 22:14:05 EST ID:1eblvVdX No.571892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570609
Fuckin pissed had everything set up to get some tar in months but dude didnt pick up his phone....
He said we would get tar last night but then did a 180 withojt telling me and comes back with a taco bell receipt with some greyish powder. I was pissed said it was $20 a point. Why the fuck would I pay for $10 more for somethings that weaker.
Shits backass wards .powder should be stronger than tar but every powder ive come across has been stepped the fuck out of.
This shit gave me a slight buzz and then made me feel like shit and a headache.
Ive only come across one good powder that was $150 a gram but jesus christ was some of the best dope ive done it was rocky like how it should be not stepped all over. That mythical grey powder. RIP
So fuck it gunna spend what little money I have on 5lbs of seeds.... siiigh
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Thomas Buzzstone - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 23:31:20 EST ID:h4yWvW3W No.571895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I moved from the west coast to a shitty city in the south where there is almost NO dope and when you get it it's like 25 or 30 a point... Going say crazy that I'm almost about to say FUCK IT and rob all of my roommates for what they have and flee to atlanta to get high. ive never done anything that crazy before. I'm going nuts
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pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 00:17:18 EST ID:6vuBG+xO No.571897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571895
Yea the markup for subpar rural dope is ridiculous. The town I live in its 20-25 a point. And a tiny point as it is.
City is $10 but theyre huge, usually... havent had any since the mexican went to prison.

I hate when you have a good plug and they get hit and go to prison. Usually come out all like" im gunna do good now"fuck that ! Get back to selling drugs.
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Graham Bigglefidging - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 00:20:07 EST ID:W9y0ZbgT No.571898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm over here in new city with my girlfriend and we have pretty much run out of options for money so we both got jobs at the local McDonalds. Pretty scary when you think about it

Gotta make that mcmoney so I can get some mcblack
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Basil Fedgeshit - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 20:28:35 EST ID:Yp+Cvx1R No.571957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
stoner here

you guys are weird people, but kind of idk
lovely i guesss
i hope it all works out man the fuck up and accept withdrawals, try not to do that shit so many times, i used to take methadone just for recreational purposes and feel like a smooth criminal too, but it sooner or later gets out of hand it aint fun, at all
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pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 20:50:19 EST ID:HYaLpJTh No.571959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>571957
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Beatrice Fammledack - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:20:48 EST ID:P1XBDjIb No.571960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571957
Man your like a us mum who frlreaks about their kid...were not agressive here so please understand withdrawals are almost unbearable & a combo of physical & mentalities suffering which can pass years past the physical issue which are shorter but intense distres and panj with the knowleDge you can just s
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mordvargr - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:48:55 EST ID:lMrEJHf9 No.571961 Ignore Report Quick Reply
somehow passed a drug test. bumping on benzedrex and tramalamadingdong
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Quetzalcoatl !KDjYWIiOiM - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:58:55 EST ID:OIpQoQ2U No.571962 Report Quick Reply
>>571960
>not aggressive
>throwback to that time morphonaut nearly killed his dealer with a hammer while drunk to rob him of 3 grams of dope
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pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 22:16:17 EST ID:t7IGhMb3 No.571963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571962
Badass
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breakabond !!D0XjIgKF - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 14:14:13 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.572007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey what does this mean? What does it imply?

"On a couple of occasions we have had two people go into detox from very similar habits.. and it so hard to watch the one who tries to beat the withdrawal with an opiate antagonists still having acutes weeks and weeks after the the person who chose not to has made a full recovery from the acutes."
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 15:08:03 EST ID:ryjIHTwk No.572010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572007
It simply means that people who choose to take suboxone or methadone are really just avoiding their withdraw or prolonging it while just going cold turkey gets it over with much much quicker and you out of acutes a lot faster. What else would it mean? Just cold turkey it if your does isn't too high. So much easier to have it over with in days vs feeling less shitty but it takes months and sometimes years. I know people I dnt think will ever get off maintenance
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Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 17:16:42 EST ID:xFAimvJ4 No.572015 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609

fuck man everyday I'm reaching the point of withdrawals, I'm getting convinced you can never use daily and have it not catch up. My tolerance randomly skyrocketed and now I started getting the wd's at 3:00 pm during work everyday no matter what. It feels horrible man and this is puny ass kratom. Drug dependency is a bitch.
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Ernest Grimham - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 19:34:03 EST ID:I6nmiy4N No.572030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just got my wisdom teeth out which means I can't smoke so I figured I would just replace weed with the pills they gave me for pain but I took 4 and just felt a little sleepy. What a waste. I guess I'll do twice as much tomorrow.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 20:07:18 EST ID:WjaZSBeT No.572032 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572030
Well you can smoke if you cover the holes with a moist paper towel.
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 22:16:59 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.572040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why does buying have to be such an ordeal
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Cornelius Pobberbanks - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:10:54 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.572065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What do you all do to stash away your drug nuts for inevitable dry spells that hit us all from time to time? Stash away in a spot in your home for dire days? Have a friend hold a g of powder you can only get to in emergencies?
Have a store that still sells unwashed seeds by the kilo?

Posted something similar in the BWN page, but my acryl fent got stuck just past US Customs (it was already 4 days behind scheduling due to a problem actually getting my order in the mail after payment) due to the snow storm that just hit the mid atlantic. My city was under 15" of the mush, Order should have gotten here Fri/Sat last week, and I had run out on Thursday night, and was licking baggies by Friday AM. Ended up roughing out what should have been a gorgeous time in the snow on the couch dope sick.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:22:30 EST ID:13MW7Vl7 No.572067 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>572065
I have no selfwill to keep myself from keeping drugs whatever I do ill convince myself to get high.

Im thinking of buying a timed safe however so I legit cant get to it.
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MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:21:23 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572067
I used to have a friend hold 200 60mg MSContins
A gram of "opium" from the DNM which im sure was shitty tar
He had a bunch of OC40s too that a mate found looong after all OCXX's became OPXX.
Eventually I would walk down the street from his sucking that familiar orange coating of before hitting the end of the street to crouch down and mix up... Shit got nasty.
I ended up selling 60x MSC to another friend and then buying a few back haha.

Ah reminiscing... back when I had $5,000 and a viable business...
NB
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Help - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:22:53 EST ID:QPQ9x25g No.572079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Anyone know a legit website to get oxycodone without a prescrption>>572078
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MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:29:10 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572079
Pls no

NB
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Cedric Claygold - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 11:19:21 EST ID:Dg1IzYna No.572099 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572079
sourcing is bannable office newfriendnb
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Cornelius Pobberbanks - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 12:15:31 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.572102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570835
Its always shitty when an A level dealer gets fucked up. The sad truth, from what I've seen, is that every dealer eventually gets hooked on their own products, and thats when they stop treating you like a customer and start treating you like the way a junkie would.
It just happens though. Better to move on then get upset about it. Happened to myself over and over and over.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 14:03:23 EST ID:SkDaEYlH No.572115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570835
Well that sounds like your fault.
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CYPRoxy - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 18:04:01 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.572610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
Glad to see the ANTI BWN still rocking. I started this thread on valentines day of 2016 when life was sucking unwashed cock and I'd had enough of happy BWN threads. Thanks for taking the reins, OP!

That said, I got money and NO FUCKING CONNECT.

Christ.

fucking shit.
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breakabond !!D0XjIgKF - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 18:14:31 EST ID:7Tz3mutN No.572611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I ran out of drugs. Time to feel normal again until the eagle lands.
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!GOACID/XyA - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 20:23:16 EST ID:320VALK/ No.572617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I recently found out I may have a heart disorder that prevents me from doing a lot of different drugs, including some I really loved like Kratom.

Temporary sobriety is fun, but knowing I can't indulge if I wanted to is pretty awful.

:(
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Cornelius Murryhun - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 00:05:27 EST ID:ig//aFLq No.572628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can't get my new script filled until Friday, but at least I have a few codeine to keep from getting sick.

>>572030
What did they give you? 4 vicodin should be good enough, unless you're a huge dude, so I'm guessing you got tramadol or codeine.
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 03:54:45 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.572638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572617
That's rather awful.
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!GOACID/XyA - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 05:22:29 EST ID:320VALK/ No.572642 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572638

Yes it is.


It's a unique sadness knowing you can't have something ever again, a sensation usually reserved for deaths.
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Thomas de Queasy - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 06:32:39 EST ID:oj7uZ3Jc No.572645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572642
Exactly why I refused to go to my cardiologist's appointment after shooting morphine, speed, cocaine, methylphenidate, MDMA, and zolpidem for years.

I don't think I could handle it. I'd probably rather die from heart failure than keep on going without my morph.
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William Grandwater - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 09:44:13 EST ID:GF4dXmrH No.572649 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572617
what kind of heart disorder if you don't mind me asking?
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Ian Bromblespear - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 22:28:13 EST ID:ig//aFLq No.572673 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>tfw you're as anxious the night before refill day as you used to be on Christmas Eve
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Walter Sommerput - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 13:48:24 EST ID:K8FrJNVt No.572710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570620
Just a heads up, my u47 tolerance was that high, maybe higher, iv 80mg at s time.
Tried to go back to subs, and it didn't work. Tolerance git so high that even when deathly ill, for three days, taking them made me sicker. Like precipitated withdrawals.
Had to get on methadone
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Baron Von Feelsgood - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:00:13 EST ID:zeBRp/4R No.572711 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have my methadone, though it seems to be wearing off much faster than usual; might be the fact that I quit benzo use recently which was/is horrible. Can barely leave the house due to anxiety (and ended up losing takehomes for tues, thurs and sat too so I can only really split-dose on Sundays now. I went from 30mg flubromazolam (~1200mg diazepam equivalent) to nothing in <6 months, my feet won't stop tingling.
Still I feel less like my head is full of cotton wool.
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Baron Von Feelsgood - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:03:54 EST ID:zeBRp/4R No.572712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572711
NB
Not been here for almost a year either, Quetz is stil about, is NZ still alive? Green?
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:42:03 EST ID:MCQjWI/q No.572715 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took seeds for 3 days in a row. Maybe 4, can't remember. Got mini wd sorta. Smoking weed while my brothers girlfriend runs around cleaning the kitchen and gives me the stink eye whenever she walks by for not cleaning but I haven't even been here for like 5 days and they made the kitchen dirty and I cleaned that shit the last 2 times so fuck that noise.

Fuck sobriety. It's over rated. Weed doesn't count.
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Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 17:26:14 EST ID:D6RKRVe+ No.572735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572673
"I saw mommy kissing the pharmacist" just doesn't have the same ring to it............
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John Pittspear - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 18:01:51 EST ID:ksXotlFv No.572738 Ignore Report Quick Reply
waiting on getting 100 bucks wired to me, but my gfs mom already gave me 30 bucks for a perc 30..Thinking about buying it now, then the money comes in at 730ish, then I go get it and give my gfs mom the cash back and say sorry couldnt find it if my dealer wont meet up with me again.
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Sidney Ganderdut - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 19:45:36 EST ID:lav73YCS No.572741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just got beat for $100 son of a bitch
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Ernest Brunkinnudge - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 19:50:08 EST ID:dtrOfYkY No.572742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572741
just a word to the wise:
don't give money for drugs if you're not getting drugs back in exchange
it's a sorry drug dealer who isn't carrying
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Sidney Ganderdut - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 21:18:33 EST ID:lav73YCS No.572750 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572742
Dude literally handed me an empty square of foil (common here ) im sick af
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StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 21:51:17 EST ID:bG2eZd+l No.572752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Awaiting pick up as we speak!

Gonna boot up and study witchcraft!
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Angus Dizzlestock - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 22:46:16 EST ID:LjzIX49S No.572756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>572750
Is this a new connect cause something similar happened to me today. Basically some new kid started at work this week I and found out he did blues, so he was able to get me 12 so flipped him one for helping me since my regular guy doesn't get till the 2nd. During the week he asking to go halves on a 10 pack but i would go pick up with his sister and he would get me back today payday.

Sure why not i was planing on keeping all 10 and keep 5 as hostage til i saw him the next day but i fucked up and didn't realize his sis took the other 5 but whatever i still got my 5, sucks laying out double though. Dont think he showed for work today, but he texts me later saying he was going to cop and get me back. Well as i expected i get some crazy runaround story about he got sold fakes and when he went back his sis gets smashed with a hammer(sounds familiar) and some other shit. Well i i guess i got beat unless he shows up Monday and i see him in person.
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William Bridgeshaw - Sat, 21 Jan 2017 00:17:08 EST ID:5Y9YUHdz No.572766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Trying to get clean off h, ive had some health scares these past couples of weeks. i passed out in my washroom before trying tapering, ended up coming to and finding myself drenched in blood from a gash on my head. pretty lucky i woke up at all lol. i probably shouldnt be coming to opi or 420chan in general, but you guys always have a lot of tips. ive got some tricks up my sleeve (kratom)
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StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 24 Jan 2017 00:21:44 EST ID:BwYypljr No.572957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Watching Dracula 1992 on a slight cotton float wishing I had a nice 50mg shot because I love Victorian Penny Dreadfuls and Lovecraftian horror on opiates. Last batch was def some weak skag.

Should be two weeks before my next reup especially with the situation at hand. I'll touch tar before I touch glass rn tho. Whelp time to smoke a fuck ton of weed!
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Emma Bovingpon - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 03:29:49 EST ID:W9y0ZbgT No.573303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Waiting for a check to come in in 8 hours so I can hit up the dope man. Been waiting two fucking weeks for this day to come, shit better go right today man.
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Shitting Snodham - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 05:39:58 EST ID:A2Ahy4oy No.573307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3 weeks into cold turkey suboxone withdrawal all while working 9-5, shit sucks. Getting bad cravings, watching trainspotting and listening to heroin by velvet underground isnt helping either
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Fucking Webberwill - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 11:25:12 EST ID:8aivpfWf No.573312 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started taking subs a few days ago. Time to get clean and get my life in order and live the way I truly want to live. I want to be the best of a person that I can be. I don't need opiates anymore and I'm better off without it. I just found out that a friend of mine is addicted to stims and opiates. His life has gone upside down and from what I hear it's pretty bad. I never thought that this person who I've known for years would turn out to be like this. It's really saddening. But, I'm not going to end up like that.
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StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 21:32:54 EST ID:oUog9T7F No.573336 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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On some pst and a decent cotton shot waiting to cop some black and watch Little Witch Academia.

Buds getting a g I'm getting about .3. Gonna set aside 100mg to smoke and the rest to shoot. Probably gonna shoot 100mg tonight, smoke 50mg then I have 2 50mg shots and 2 25mg foils for later.
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Charles Pamblespear - Tue, 31 Jan 2017 00:29:13 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.573347 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Going on hour 4 of waiting for my guy. This is why I stopped doing dope because of the wait. Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Osterbach - Wed, 01 Feb 2017 15:53:03 EST ID:7QwYZ+Cv No.573414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sick and depressed as hell. A friend of mine sold a car and is going to buy a shit ton of heroin later and share with me in exchange for a ride. I hope this goes well.
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Dr. Mario - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 16:01:44 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.574278 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
Finally ran out of poppy seeds. First time in maybe a month that ive ever skipped a day. I took 4oz daily but every weekend I would dose one day of 8-12oz.

Last dose was 7.1oz about 34 hours ago.

Were supposed to hit the strip club tonight but idk if ill be sick by then.

Ordered replacement but its direct so wont arrive until like weds or Thurs the earliest. Only have one 0.25mg xanax and possibly 100+etizolam in before the seeds. Lots of weed but no interest in smoking.

Fuck. I thought for sure I had another 5lb bag. I feel like an idiot.

Well at least I might get high when they finally come in. Though ive been trying to avoid it at all costs.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 20:02:35 EST ID:ul8wrln2 No.574283 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>574278
Id give you the rest of this 5lb like 3lbs left cus it doesnt get me high, stops withdrawals but thats it.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:23:56 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.574320 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>574278
Fuck. Day 4 now and it's horrible. SN will never show up my tracking number doesn't even work.

My baby Xanax did nothing last night I didn't even sleep RLS so bad

Fuck trader Joe's was out and whole foods was bunk like always. Tastes like black pepper.

Worthless
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 19:07:29 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.574323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
i hate fuckin' waiting.
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breakabond - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 02:38:50 EST ID:Mjy+WWFm No.574329 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>574323
If you make sure that you always have drugs, then you never have to wait for more drugs.
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 08:15:55 EST ID:LGrS9Guy No.574330 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>574329
you act as if that's an available practical option for any addict, hah.
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Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 11:13:19 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.574337 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ok guys here's an update on my stupid life:

Ended up taking my last like 10-15 mg of oxy (less than a quarter of an 80) to stave off the last of the withdrawals and I'm fine now. I was so god damn sick thursday and friday I couldnt even stay at work. I never realized (stupidly) that different opiates will have different levels of wd. As in, I could use oxy for a few days and be fine, but when I used dillies for the same time I experienced really really shitty WD.

All I know is I'm done being irresponsible, I love my job and can't lose this else I'll end up living with my dad after only being on my own for a year. Fuck this shit. Although I'm done with the dillies and shit, I still have a crazy ass connect for OP 80s that I can sell off (I hate OP 80s, I dont even like oxy much at all anymore). This girls mom gets stupid amount of opiates prescribed and doesnt even take her 80s so I've been selling them off for her. By selling them off, I front them to this kid in my building whos an addict (uses H, has no use for OP 80s lol) and tell him to just give me $20 for each one he sells and idc what else he makes. It's worked out so well I have a fat stack of cash just sitting around, and for the first time in years I have over $1k in my bank account. Feels really good dude, and no risk at alll besides having to carry them up to my area. I travel about an hour out of town via train to get them and take the train back up so its not even that sketchy especially since the train is full of sketchy ass nig nogs and homeless people, so when they compare me to the rest of the passengers I look like I dont even belong. Plus I always carry my work equipment with me (video camera shit) so it's always a great excuse. Also tons of hiding spots on my bag (inside different cameras, lenses, whatever).

But yeah, I'm done-zo. I felt so shitty about what I did, I was suffering with WD while having 5 OP 80's sitting right next to me with no desire to do them.

Also almost made my boy slip up hard...and he just got out of recovery. Hes been using kratom everyday instead of heroin and has been doing so fucking good. He got an amazing job doing what he loves and has nocravings. Then I come along and I admit my slip up and he begged me for oxy... Ended up giving it to him twice and cut him off after that as a friend. Felt like the biggest asshole piece of shit in existence for helping him gain access to opiate again.

Ugh. My life doesnt sound as good now, not at all. But I really need the money and that is the one thing that I'm completely addicted to.
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Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 11:15:32 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.574338 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>574337

oh also, on serving the oxys, its such a win win situation. The girl makes the same as me, that kid can make whatever he wants but at minimum will make the same amount as me and her. I've never seen a situation surrounding drugs that has benefited every person down the line lol. Its awesome tbh. I'm just going ti have to start lying to my friends to keep them away from slipping. NB
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John Ginderpin - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 13:42:31 EST ID:atVkkUg3 No.574343 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't get paid until Friday, by I should see my tax refund in a couple of days. As soon as it hits, I'm going to drive an hour into the next county, blaring Chevelle's latest album the whole way. It should end right about as I'm arriving at my friend's house. From there, it should be 15 minutes or less before we have our hands on 8mg Dilaudids from his connection.

Once I get into the bathroom with a pill, I'm going to break it in half, right down the score line. I'll break it into quarters then and drape a clean, crisp dollar bill over it. I will crush it with a card, then with a hard coin. After I scrape the excess off of the bill I should have a fine pillowy powder piled up into a long fat line. I will split the line into four of five thin straight lines, roll the new bill into a tube, put the tube to my nose, close the other side and PUULLLLLLLL. Once I stand up straight, I will taste the bitter powder in the back of my throat, and all will be good.

I will be more relaxed but more energetic. More friendly but less patient. More optimistic about the future but worse off in the long run.

Anyone who says sniffing hydro can get fucked. I've done my fair share of dilaudid and oxy and both keep me high for hours on end.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 20:23:52 EST ID:boxjigyU No.574683 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump. Im trying to get off suboxone to get high on suboxone meaning im trying to stagger the doses to achieve max high my problem is ill get bored as fuck and just take one. That with some weed will get me feeling good a tad and then take a comfy nap but god damn I just want some dope. Going to see what my middle man is doing on his sobriety as he says he wants to get clean but then relapses a few weeks later.

Everyone else is clean I used to use with. Not even doing NA just legit smoking weed and living normal lives and im still wanting to get high because I just dont like sober life.

Been trying to get some PST but seeds lately havr been weak.

Just landed a supreme paying job so at least ill have a bunch saved for when I finally find someone to relapse with.
Siiigh

Id literally buy someone a gram to hook me up. I know theres drug dealers that need money...just hope our paths cross. Sooner than latet
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pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 20:42:51 EST ID:nSDH1uIt No.574685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>574683
Also hate the stigma behind heroin that I cant ask some people id like to because theyll look down on me or stop being friends with me. People think im almost a year clean though ive used about 10 times since only about 1.5gs total brcause no luck on finding fucking drugs
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Hamilton Drondercocke - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 13:46:54 EST ID:mrJvg1Au No.574703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I quit my job yesterday. Partially because I hate my boss, partially to get away from heroin, which was available and pushed on me every day by a coworker.
It didn't matter how long I'd been internally debating whether to go sober today or not. As soon as he's headed out the back gate and says "You want drugs?" I'm automatically like, yeah.

I wouldn't call myself addicted, it was just really hard to resist when my job sucked so much and I never had to take any risk to get it. Made me want to do it almost every day and I did lol.

I'll probably get more when I get my last check, or my tax money. Until then though I'll call this a T-break.
I wish I got to nod on Monday though. Had this white shit supposedly cut with fent. No euphoria, just numbness that lasted a couple hours. I should've done it all at once, but I did a bag in two lines at work, and a whole bag at once at home. I swear I didn't feel the second one at all. I have needles. Maybe I should've tried shooting for once.
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William Cimbletet - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 23:24:52 EST ID:TxjiZx5t No.574709 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dopesick, yeah
got a gram of H from daekwebz, it was real an all
too much, I just wanted to get hi like onse or twice
but fuckit i rode it through and now I get to withdraw like a champ
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 13:42:55 EST ID:fkOR+AX+ No.574728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The hope for later is some dope.

Just gotta hustle a lil bit maybe, either way my buds got some packs of that fenty cut shit left.

The pink heroin I had that night shooting crack and talking philosophy in a shithole motel was better than any skag I ever had! Even West Coast tar!
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AnAndroidsDream - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 19:45:31 EST ID:Fmz2+M1z No.574734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Middling right now for a guy who's in town visiting family. He's from the northwest and concerned about price per point and if the dope is good. I'm in the southwest, and frankly, from what I've picked up from users I've known throughout detoxes and rehabs and halfway houses, is that black tar is black tar. It really doesn't change substantially from this border state to a place like Seattle. I think our prices are a little better, but it really depends on the connect. And it's kinda tough because I have plenty of connects, but this dude's in a situation with time.

Either way I should end up with somewhere between .2 and .4 when all is said and done. Middling isn't hard but it's not the easiest thing in the world. It takes time and patience and a little customer service. You gotta use your words. And at the end of the day hopefully you end up with enough heroin to get high.
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Jarvis Feffingludge - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 19:56:26 EST ID:Yg6M/bhw No.574735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been using heroin one week on one week off (well more like 5 days on) with my gf lately which has been working out okay for the most part except I do experience mild wd symptoms since I was an opi addict for 2 years prior, she only just started using opis for the most part (jumping to iv h extremely quickly because of me, my bad, but its the only way worth it since dope is so expensive here). I do how long before she starts getting wds at this rate or if she will ever will without increased usage, which we can't afford atm. She does keep my drug use sensible but had also said she'd do h everyday if she had the money, don't know how serious she was though.

I really want to go back onto tramadol as a functional and cheap crutch but she's totally against the idea except for rare instances. She also got me off of valium which I was prescribed after detox, which I wanted at the time, but now I really want to have it on me again since I'm constantly anxious, though I wouldn't want to use it everyday, tramadol is better for that imo.

Life was just better as a functioning addict, it only got terrible when I fucked my tolerance with pst then started shooting h everyday, blowing through my savings
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 18:10:56 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.575273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
waiting for my boy is like... literally the worst thing. i just wanna stop my nosedrip, man.
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Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Tue, 14 Mar 2017 22:59:52 EST ID:bvn43anT No.575338 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
I spent a few months addicted to amphetamine with some disastrous consequences but eventually managed to wean myself painfully, however in the absence of amphetamine I've taken to drinking heavily to relieve an underlying feeling of stress and being "taut" or highly strung. At the moment I use amphetamine about once a week, and at the moment I'm on a low dose of speed and have been consistently slightly drunk for two days.

I'm considering getting a gram of good heroin and going through it slowly instead of alcohol, which is probably the more destructive and unhealthy choice in context. The only thing is the prohibitive price, a high purity gram being about 80 euros for me. This gram without tolerance would last me a solid week of high dose, IV, consta-nodding, but probably would last much longer in respectable doses. My last opiate use period was in December, and then I became disenchanted with it because I was annoyed at how much time I was spending asleep (sometimes I'd fall asleep after a large shot and wake up 14 or 15 hours later still slightly tired).

I have my only month off a year now, and given that I spend most of my active time when working sober, I want to make the most of it, but at the same time I think a period sober after the bad amphetamine days would relieve me of a lot of strain, so I'm split. My main justifying rationale in the current idea is to ease out the worst of my post-amphetamine neurosis with opiates though, which I know I can handle properly without compulsive redosing and purchasing.
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James Pozzlekork - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 17:23:02 EST ID:s8+dP9gR No.575359 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Currently probation. When I get off of it, considering moving to the backwoods and starting my own grow op like this dude did.
https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=2246638
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Osterbach - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 01:03:29 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.575539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Have my own dealer now. Blew through my IRS refund. Blow through paychecks (when I can get them.) Can't bum more than 20 bucks from family cause they act like covetous jews with cash. At least I get scripts for a shit ton of klonopins now.
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pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 01:58:55 EST ID:CplVfyeX No.575540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>575273
In this predicament. Feel like fuck. Hopefully only 6 hours to go. Hope I can catch some Zs but I slept all damn day
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 12:12:48 EST ID:W5gIGXZi No.575554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>575540
hope you're high now man...
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ace - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 09:55:42 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.575588 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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whats a good pregabalin dosage regime for suboxone withdrawls

300mg actually caused memory loss and a hangover in the morning and then 150 in the morning was too much again

should it be like 50mg every 5 or 6 hours or? Whats your guy's experience doing this?
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 26 Mar 2017 21:22:37 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.575843 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
lolololololol i only come here to bitch now
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Samuel Backlehall - Mon, 27 Mar 2017 00:04:39 EST ID:rdbflkGd No.575851 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had a shoe of dope hours ago. Was bitching because there wasn't much of a rush, but for some reason it's like it's hitting me slowly. I guess it's because about half of it missed and went into my skin. I was thinking it wore off, but as i sit here I realize the high is still there. I should be grateful. I have until the 4th till I get paid. This isn't too bad. I at least have suboxone that works, and two people that collectively owe me $70 and haven't ever screwed me when it comes to eventually paying debts. I hate loaning money to people. There's a guy that owes me $300 but he got on meth and I'll probably never see that money.
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Frederick Wommleworth - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 01:09:36 EST ID:Mjy+WWFm No.575992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Straight to the point:
>How long will my withdrawal last?
So with a 3.5g of good heroin, I was able to stay high constantly for 4 months at least.
Now the veins are tattered and Im almost out, and trying to hard to ween myself off, 60mg codeine doesnt do anything, neither does 10mg hydrocodone.
Well Ive been taking small doses spaced out far apart. Spontaneously sobbing after thinking about my life.

But that should be temporary, so how long will I be looking at?
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Jarvis Marringchig - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 02:03:04 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.575993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>575992
I'm gonna assume that you're new since you were able to make 3.5g last 4 months while staying high constantly. That being said you should be feeling better in about 4 days since you're new. If you were a veteran you'd be looking at 1 - 2 weeks.
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Frederick Suzzleham - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 02:16:39 EST ID:wtrkDETS No.575995 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>575992
If you're doing heroin consistently for 4 months you're going to need atleast 10x that, around 100-150mg of hydrocodone to feel an effect, although the 3.5 grams lasting 4 months doesn't make sense even with 100% pure
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 02:34:38 EST ID:HnOiVdp0 No.575996 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>575992
Barely anything at all. You'll be fine. I used more IV heroin than that daily for six months and was barely dependent myself, so seriously, it'll be the easiest physical withdrawal.
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Frederick Wommleworth - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 03:26:56 EST ID:Mjy+WWFm No.576000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>575996
Your body must be different because it's been so painful and depressing so far.

>>575995
I can send you the log of every single dose I took. I dont know what to tell you. I started with little tolerance and at the peak I injected 180mg in a day, thats when I had to stop, but my average daily doses were <100mg before that and I was doing 20mg for a long time before that, I can't remember. On 2/18 for instance I used ~25mg and got nauseous.
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Daria - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 06:28:35 EST ID:Den5n0lk No.576011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
I get 675mg of Hydrocodone a month.
>7.5 3x a day YEAH RIGHT
I go through 90 of those in about a week, roughly 9-10 days maybe.
Save a few days worth to pass the drug test.
>Take kratom all day everyday for the remaining 3 weeks.
First 3 days are the worst. It's not too bad I guess.
But ya know, it's kinda horrible in the moment.
>Decent constant supply of xanax, zofran, phenergan, & clonidine.
>Kratom always. The life saver.
>Lyrica too.
Withdrawal for me is likely better than most.
I am tired of this shit though. Every month.
I hate the world without opioids.
Everything is >ALWAYS more tolerable on them.
I am a nice person on opioids.
It's best for those around me.
>"At least I'm not on heroin anymore."
Fuck me and fuck this cycle.
I need a new life.
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Frederick Funderwone - Fri, 31 Mar 2017 11:39:34 EST ID:9/Iffh6m No.576087 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576011
Get on methadone and potentiate it with low dose of dxm, and take magnesium and milk thistle. You'll be high forever, especially, considering the fact that you can afford benzos and lyrica too. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 21:59:02 EST ID:6/IhdzsS No.576229 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waiting on my bud to bring me my 40 of powder but he's gone MIA. Which I'm more concerned about his wellbeing than my drugs.

Tried hard to get a hold of him but no luck yet, he's probably fine, probably working to get that suboxone money to get off h dependency for a while.

Just had some old dealer I got from up at the gas station back when I was living with my heroin roomie before i even left for Washington hit me up outta no where today like "aye". I know he has boy and girl. I bought his coke a couple times, it was shit. Most cut to crap 20% purity garbage I ever had. I'm tryna get him to drop me by a tester of dope where I'm chillin on my friends couch. Told him I'd buy a half g Thursday if I like it cuz he said "I'd love it" and that "I understand if that's not cool" but that "I'm a discerning customer cuz bous my main jam but I'd drop my other plugs for him because he's closer out if I do lover it"

No way this clown has better boy than my buddys shit he gets but I'll take free dope over no dope.
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Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 08:03:09 EST ID:xR6Nsdpl No.576260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
not really antibwn but I have to slow down on my use if I want to not be sick,

went a little too hard yesterday with the 8mg of dillies, and having more in my possession doesn't help. I'm thinking of doing everything today and just killing off my stash so that my use was only sustained for 24 hours. I think that would mitigate most if not all of the withdrawal risk. I have 12mg left, so I think if I kill off the 15mg perc at work, then do 8mg when I get home, then another 4 when it wears off? 8mg gets me pretty good though so I'm scared to overdo it. What are yall thoughts? I just have no self control when its in my possession so if I ignore my brain trying to make it last 4 days, I can actually control this shit.
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Esther Tillingforth - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 02:24:19 EST ID:ZVuqtU4Q No.576308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wanna start using again, so bad.
I can't do life normal. At least on dope I didn't want to kill myself as much. Now it's like, I'm not sick, and I have more money than I would otherwise, but I don't get to be happy every day. Everything weighs down on me. I guess I spoiled myself too hard.

It's fucking scary because I just want heroin to be my entire life. I want to drown in it. I should love myself and my family more than a shitty street drug.
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Walter Webbleway - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 07:51:47 EST ID:KpLHa630 No.576318 Ignore Report Quick Reply
it's 2 pm and I have to survive till tomorrow. Just took some codein which at least took the edge off it. I might do a cwe tonight so I can fucking sleep. Fuck this
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 09:13:09 EST ID:T0U0cShC No.576329 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Whelp my dude who went MIA got popped on a paraphernalia needle charge by ofc..... FUCKING LIVONIA, MI! Just a 30 day probo and he rides with sharps usually but I feel like a fuckass cuz it was my needle they found...

I'm getting him a 60 of dope since he was boged in jail and either a week at his usual motel or/and letting him live basically rent free for a hot min when I get my apartment. Tried getting him that tester I worked outta that guy but he couldn't make it out. I'm sure he will get mobile and shit soon. He told me it's the game and he's not mad and I don't owe him shit, fuck that noise I owe him a ton not just for that but all the help he's given me these past few weeks. Despite getting paid tomorrow I probaby won't be getting high on dope for a min till my shits settled. Gotta save every penny. Got some diclazapam to keep me chill for the time being. God I hate this drifter shit. Been a bitch to fix tho
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 20:19:58 EST ID:FdxTZVyJ No.576379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BWNN

Bout to pick up another 40 off that guy.

Idk wtf happened last night. If my tolerance went down THAT much in 3 days or if it was the cut. It was some good tan shit, def had quality dope in it, tho possibly an uneven cut. First shot I was fine but I'm used to doing fatter 2nd shots of strong ass tan rock or that pink shit. Tho I was drinking and I did do my shots in quicker succession than usual. I didn't fall out too hard but enough it scared my friend who is new to heroin and they thankfully made sure I was alright.

I met with some buds who are setting me up with a doc feel good who will give me a shit ton of subs. My friend I'm staying with bought some bud off em and I had to hold the one dudes phone with a magazine under it for him to snort crushed lines of subtubex off of lol. Also have some diclazapam I got, might do a toothpick with my dope. Actualy bout to take a dip n lick rn.

Def gonna just do a thick one shot (esp cuz im taking a benzo thats essentially stronger valium) n sit on it this time, not tryna have a repeat of last night lol.
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Shit Wonnerchidge - Sun, 09 Apr 2017 09:02:25 EST ID:BhqOpXT6 No.576465 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wish I could marry StimLioness.
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Phyllis Meffingwill - Sun, 09 Apr 2017 20:23:15 EST ID:Q2+TmEEE No.576483 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576465
who doesnt
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John Sivingson - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 13:48:03 EST ID:wpbw4UDS No.576503 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576483
I don't. ;_;
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 20:50:53 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576520 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If I can't score any dope I'm gonna do suboxone.... eh it's not looking likely tn. I'll just move on over to BWN.

>>576465
>>576483
Oh my :0

You may be my concubines but only Lilith shall I marry
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Rebecca Gellerludging - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 03:24:13 EST ID:w8L5F8Tw No.576541 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576379
>I met with some buds who are setting me up with a doc feel good who will give me a shit ton of subs
really makes u think
nb
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 05:37:02 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.576550 Ignore Report Quick Reply
man... all of my sources are drying up. i might quit just because i can't find a consistent dealer, this is fuckin' bullshit.
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Doris Sonkinnot - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 11:10:48 EST ID:fHqueQbL No.576552 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576379
yo stimlioness, you still a regular on the stim page or have you moved here? like has heroin taken over meth for you? unless i've got my trips messed up.
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William Packleway - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 17:07:20 EST ID:okQMHw2O No.576566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ah paws. To hustle or to lay here bored?
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William Honeylock - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 21:07:45 EST ID:+nrM+2Sm No.576578 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had a full bottle of liquid morphine and my homie took the vast majority of it and nodded HARD, so I had to savour my bitch-ass 'high' and stay focused to make sure they were still breathing properly. Shit sucked.
Gonna try and get more when I get paid, but I've apparently found the only socially-aware dealer in the fucking universe who will cut me off if they think I'm developing a problem. So I paid for lots of drugs, took very little drugs and now can't buy more drugs bc my motherfucking dope dealer is taking more interest in my well-being than literally anyone else in my adult life.
Where are the ruthless drug pushers that I was promised in high school? This is bullshit.
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LaDiDotty - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 14:07:21 EST ID:M86sKgoX No.576610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576541
This picture had me cracking up for a good while, nice one!
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 21:03:42 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576552
Naw one I rotate usage I been doing h more recently cuz its what's been around rn, waitin on some stim rn well the good kind two, I've had coke n crack here and there.

I like heroin, I like /opi/ and I also like methamphetamine, and I like /stim/ I'm a baller between both!
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 23:08:18 EST ID:ShJ4MVG8 No.576629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576628
Your gonna end up in withdraw if you keep doing it too much longer nigga.
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Albert Bunfuck - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 12:03:09 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.576655 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I stopped taking bupe about 3.5 weeks ago and im still not feeling great although i have only gone a 6 days the entire time without taking lope or gaba drugs and last week i fucked up by taking oxy two days because i had a test in school and wanted to be on my A game. I surely feel better than when i started and complete sobriety is almost bearable now.

I guess im just trying to figure out where to go from here.. about 50-60mg of lope makes me feel fine but i know its risky and unhealthy to take often and ive only been taking it twice a week. I guess i will do another cycle of taking gaba drugs for a few days and hopefully lowering my physical dependence on opiates as my skin still feels crawly sober, but eventually im going to have to cut off all my crutches and face reality hopefully with some good weed. Also i have a hard time with anxiety but last week i did attend class without any of my crutches one day although I barely got through the class and had a hard time making conversation.
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 12:14:47 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576657 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576629
I know that, ofc duh.

I haven't had wd, I've seen heroin wd, and I am intending to avoid heroin wd. If I get this suboxone script and stockpile a couple I can just sub out my withdraws then wait a bit then go back to using again. Just gotta not piss hot once a month when I get these subs then me and my friends who do get dopesick can have em shield against the dopesicky at the ready.

Im not an everyday user but I have stints of binges here and there. I'm all about amphetamines really, but I do have a hard love for heroin too. She is best opi!
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Hunter S. Nodson - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 13:16:18 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.576660 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fucking god damn whore USPS eat shit

get my kratom extract delivered to my new place, go to mailbox and realize these dumb shit property managers never had a key for it. So I go to home depot and rent a power drill and drill the lock out to be greeted by an EMPTY FUCKING MAILBOX.

Man, I was sweating bullets and skipped worked just so I could do this extract but nope, nothing but disappointment. I purposefully ordered this extract so I can stop using these stupid opiates but looks like my life has bigger plans. FUCK YOU USPS COCKSUCKERS GOD DAMN IT, WORST DRUG DEALERS. I dont even know what to do.

Do I tell the company I ordered from to reship? Do I jump through the thousands of hoops with USPS on lost mail? Do I accept defeat that I wasted $25 on the product, and another $25 on renting a stupid ass drill? I know I shouldnt even be that pissed but every time I think about it, it gets my blood boiling. Fucking shouldve ordered to my office like I usually do. Fuckkkk
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Panda5 - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 15:36:10 EST ID:nqvLVjiz No.576666 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576660
Did you get a tracking number? If not, ask your vendor if they got one but didn't send it to you. That's where I'd start.
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Hunter S. Nodson - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 16:33:03 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576667 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576666

Yeah man and it says delivered. Either someone took my mail, they put it into a neighbors box, or they lost it in transit.
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Panda5 - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 17:38:50 EST ID:nqvLVjiz No.576674 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576667

That is fucked. Does anyone besides you use the same mail box? If not you should call USPS, tell them what happened, then ask if you can talk to whomever drove your mail route then ask them if they put it in the box or somewhere else.
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 03:06:30 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.576702 Ignore Report Quick Reply
jesus fucking christ these are the worst wds i've ever had. everything hurts and i wanna die.

got jacked for 50 bucks... might quit, lol
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Charles Pallerlane - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 06:04:40 EST ID:Tdfs2IcO No.576706 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have opiates. But, I took suboxone at 1am this morning and now I have to wait until it wears off around 1pm today to take my goodies. Fuck suboxone :(
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Ian Chabberset - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 18:16:30 EST ID:+8kTKxGm No.576739 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been clean for 7 months. Moved from a place where I got tenths for 20-30. Now I can get tenths for 2-5 bucks.
I wanna get fucked up. Boyfriend said he'd boot me if he caught me doing any hard drugs.. However, what he don't know won't hurt him right?
I feel like I need a nod.
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Charles Pallerlane - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 18:58:22 EST ID:Tdfs2IcO No.576740 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576739
Hey bae let's shoot up together and go on a mystical adventure.
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Ian Chabberset - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 19:36:55 EST ID:+8kTKxGm No.576742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576740
Don't get too excited, Im a tranny.
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Charles Pallerlane - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 19:38:31 EST ID:Tdfs2IcO No.576743 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576742
Mmmmm even better <33
Post op male or post op female?
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Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 20:41:29 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
holy FUCK

this stupid new jersey nasally ass bitch. The kid I'm trying to cop off of has a stupid fucking girlfriend that tags along everywhere and has no idea about his drug use or selling. Fucking is on his dick 24/7 and wont let him leave anywhere by himself. I tell him to slide through in code and tell him I need a jump on my car, like usual so she doesn't think of anything suspicious, and this motherfucker comes to my house with her. I had to pretend to jump my car for 20 fucking minutes while she's on my dick the whole time asking about AAA.
I
WANT
MY
FUCKING
DRUGS
YOU
CUNT.

FUUUUUCK. Words cant describe how much I hate her. Reminds me of my fucking mom or something man. I'm 23 and can't even get my god damn drugs because this new jersey cunt can't stay home alone for 2 god damn minutes. Now I have no idea how I'm going to cop. I'm not even in wd, I dont even really care to get high. But just the fact that this bitch fucking completed decimated any chance I had tonight of copping gets my blood god damn boiling. Fuck tonight in the ass.

Between this extract not coming in the mail and this cunt of a person fucking up my plans, fuck. tonight.

fuck new jersey fuck that nasally sounding cunt of a gf fuck this gay earth. I literally dont give a fuck about the oxy either, I have 50mg sitting in my fridge since yesterday. Its the god damn principle of the matter, that she can't fucking get the hint that SHE IS NOT A CONJOINED PERSON WITH HER BOYFRIEND FUCK OFF YOU ANNOYING BITCH.
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Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 20:44:19 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576747

now he has to come back, pick me up, and do this horseshit all over again. CUNT.

I swear to FUCK, I will never date a god damn girl who can't accept casual drug use. Why am I having to lie to my own friend, that 'no sorry, my insurance company cant come help me with my car that isnt actually broken' just so this cunt can't hear him speak about something that doesn't sound suspect. Man, I'm sorry for this rant yall, but this bitch fucking gets me livid. I have never met such a toxic, annoying being in my entire life. Fucking NB
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Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 22:26:54 EST ID:8SQZH3Xi No.576757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576748
It's so fucking weird.. I just met this beautiful chocolate man outside of a RaceTrack(Gas station) two days ago and he literally had everything for sale, and I mean everything; psyches, benzos, opis, amphes - Everything. Funny thing is I've already got two semi-dealers, seeds & pills already.. So I'm actually going to wait till maybe tomorrow to get something..

Anyhoo, if I were in your position, I would've ask him while he was in front of her if we could talk about something private; idk, idc, if he had to tell her make it be something along the lines of you needing a ride to NA/AA/rape support, whatever, and wanting to privately keep it a secret, and while 'privately' talking get the shit.

Nb Sorry yall, have a wonderfully calming gif
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 00:06:06 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576760 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Literally just had a dealer tell me "5 minutes as in half an hour"

Lmao at least he's honest. I already had one deal fall through and got faked put on coke tn.

Hoping to get some relaxing opi in me while I drink rum and watch anime VHS
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 03:09:57 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My dealer told me not to fall asleep on him.

I did.

I called up playing it off like the call didn't go thru and he said he thinks im cool cuz I listen to directions and shit and I said that's great you think I'm cool but you got me but he's with his girl so yeah probably not tn. Oh well.
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 03:34:14 EST ID:l+uoWpqZ No.576776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576747
Tell him to put the drugs in his mailbox, then roll through and leave the cash it's simple. Either that, or he can put it behind/ under his car tire if he's in an apartment complex. It's called a dead drop nigga. It ain't that complicated.
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Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 09:55:41 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.576781 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576776
+100 points for dead top

That was 75% of my interaction

NB
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 11:04:49 EST ID:iTPrwPVP No.576785 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576776
That's cool. I know about dead dropping I've done it before. This dude isn't smart enough or the type to do that.

It's whatever, better I sit on my 20 and get better dope from my boy in my crew who wants to pick up this diclazapam dropper anyhow.

Think I'm rotating back to stims for a while and try to get back into dissos now that I have hook ups for ket after this next cop.
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 18:37:47 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got off work early, got 50 on hand, instantly hit the dope man up.

I swear to God talking to this dude on the phone is worse than it was trying to understand johnnyrocket. It's like he's not even speaking gibberish mixed with vague "yeahs" and "about five minutes" and "I can do that". Then he always hangs up on me before I can figure out what the fuck he actually said. Lol whatever, he's given me pretty legit stuff so far. He just suffers typical dealer time and confusion issues.

He's headed out "half an hour" to the east side (so that means like two hours there and back here) then he's droppin me by a fat pack.

Gonna shoot up watch some old 90s anime VHS's and maybe check out that Star Vs The Forces,of Evil show that was recommended to me! :3
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 19:58:36 EST ID:2Pc0DD5p No.576806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576781
It's actually much safer for both the buyer and seller in a getting busted or noticed kind of aspect. There just has to be mutual trust and that doesn't come along often in the boy game.
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Augustus Bruffingson - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 07:04:44 EST ID:itPI27KG No.576826 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>psh. it's just PST it's no biggie. i'll just """""""""stop""""""""""" it can't be that bad lol
>24 hours later: runnynosehotchillsendlessyawningnastyasssweatshitvomitdreamjizzingeventhoughican'tevenfuckingsleephowdoesthatevenwork
woooo.

>>576801
My horrible experiences with dealers actually helped me stay clean once I got off just because I could not be assed with that bullshit once I had the choice. PST is all I'll fuck with now. Honestly, you might want to look into DNM. God knows I have, but I'm trying to not be too stupid this time around.

Also shit, I got them old VHS's too, but they're mostly dubs and I just can't be fucking with that anymore. I do miss the "fuzz" though.
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JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 10:17:33 EST ID:u9YD91gS No.576834 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576801

>worse than trying to understand johnny rocket


Ouch. I still miss that crazy motherfucker, I wasn't as close to him as you but we played a lot of DOOM and chatted quite a bit. I msy have been one of the last people on here to talk to him, I think it was the 25 or 26 of June but my memory of that time period is obviously hazy lol
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 11:35:44 EST ID:ggUXEaNm No.576837 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576834
Def not hating on him, he was my homie. I gave the dudes eulogy. Shit still breaks my heart.

He was extremely fucking benzed 99.9% of the time tho.
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Charles Bledgekudge - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 12:21:53 EST ID:Y0lvy/+q No.576842 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576801
you are over at /stim/ and now i see you see you here at /opi/


There is no way you have money to support your kind of drug habit. you are a fake
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JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 14:00:36 EST ID:u9YD91gS No.576845 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576837

I wasn't criticizing you for making the comparison, I was lamenting how hard it was to understand him lol

But I too am still torn up about it. To make things worse, I lost another friend pretty much the exact same way 3 months later.. I actually spoke at his funeral the day u47700 was federally scheduled
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Edwin Droblingforth - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 14:52:03 EST ID:QHvkdzpI No.576846 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576842

lol bro realize something that i realized about this board;

people only post that theyre high when theyre high
people only post a post saying "new drugstash" cuz it was the first time they bought in two weeks.

seems like everyone on this board is constantly reupping and getting high though, when all you see is their posts that are like i stated above, right?

No.

Some people only lurk on here unless they just reupped. Some people dont even use these boards unless they just picked up and are going through a binge. Catch them on a binge theyre active as fuck though.

Some people only reup once a week becuase they dont have real/bad habits

Chances are this chick is broke af, super low income etc and she probably DOES stim/opi (which i dont see thats crazy...thats a common pickup. even ppl that are strung the fuck out on heroin...they hit a lick and spend the extra on crack)

Which brings me to my next (albeit maybe scattered)point; not EVERYONE on these boards is a closeted, sheltered, social retarded virgin and ARE straight junkies that go out and empty out aisles and do returns.

Some people on here have access to guns because their family has money or w/e and doesnt know of their 420channers use, and leave them accessible, and they go out and rob punks who they know they CAN rob.

I know I WAS homeless last summer, shooting heroin in an abandoned house. I know i hit a couple licks last year two (just for weed, but still).

i guess im saying 1)she probably isnt a fake
2)it seems like eeveryone on this board is never dry, bc they only post when they have something to post about
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Augustus Bruffingson - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 15:31:40 EST ID:itPI27KG No.576850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576846
Gonna substantiate your post to say that I personally only come when I'm going to get high, am already high, or in WD and wishing I was high. I didn't come back here for years when I was staying sober.
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 16:22:00 EST ID:yxd1RP00 No.576853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576850
seconding this, nb
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George Hendlestone - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 22:00:25 EST ID:20nc8qiZ No.576864 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Happiness can't last forever.
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Jack Herrystone - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 04:59:12 EST ID:hPIQmB3A No.576872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My flat is full of trash, I'm bored af, no money, no opis, eating kratom like an Idiot, I hate my life
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 23:56:31 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576917 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My friend wants me to score her a 40 (sharin a bit with me ofc for the cop) of powder. I text the dude earlier today telling him we ought meet at the strip mall at the other intersection since the gas sration is really visible to the road and that cop car spooked him last time. I also mentioned how I lost my credit card snorting adderall lines in my friends room to which he replied back "Lol 😂 ok cool no problem bro "

Text him again about two hours later and tried calling twice but no answer. He's usually operational at this hour so he's either getting head or he went to bed lol.

Hope 4 dope for me :3
probably ain't happen tho so imma just chug a lug these beers
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Fanny Gommleshaw - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 13:25:05 EST ID:pARULwDs No.576942 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
Just awaiting that sweet, sweet brown package in the mail tomorrow.

Good fuckin' Christ this has been a long semester, but its over in two fucking weeks. I'm burnt right out tho and the only thing really keeping me going is that sweet, lulling warmth of the poppy.

Can't wait for summer so I can just have one job instead of two and five classes. I'll have time to work out my back problems too plus all the summertime, pond-side fishing I live for. I'll be around my family too. I don't really have any friends, so my family really keeps me afloat emotionally.

anyway, antibump till tomorrow );
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 18:43:39 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well my meff didn't come in today so guess I'm coppin 60 of boy.

Honestly glad I'm not on ice rn since Los federales were just at the house I'm staying at for my friends mom's bfs crazy mad scientist son who is basically irl Okabe on adderall. Plus my dealer said he just got outta jail so everything is essentially sketch af. I'm on klonopin so it's whatever tho. Wish me luck.

Hope this guy isn't on his typical dealer time because I wanna get my 20 of that heroin in my arm asap and relaaaaaax.
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 19:41:45 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Still waiting on this dude he said yeah he'd head out like a million times but idk if he's headed out or not. Fucking dopemen ya know?

Passing time watching Star Vs The Forces of Evil thanks to the recommendation of WIAKR+Pa! This show is lively and upbeat, I love it. Thanks WIAKR+Pa! Might become one of my new faves!
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Nell Woshforth - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 20:20:50 EST ID:okQMHw2O No.576967 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576942
Good luck with that man! Just don't nod out and over do it: sit down because you will fuck up your back on da opi's overdoing it and feeling no pain! Yes, there's truly nothing in the world like a nod with a line in the water!

>>576960
Stein's gate is awesome. Check out serial experiments Lain too! and be careful with dem goofballs you're banging! godspeed opi sister!
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Martin Drundlebotch - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 20:44:45 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.576970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576967

"Well she's a guy so"

I love that state farm commercial
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 21:11:31 EST ID:PTHKljDH No.576973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576970
I was just going to respond to this but fuck it. I'm too stoned. Nb
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 02:49:08 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>576967
OMFG I LOVE LAIN

I've watched it on dxm when I was a teenager and 3-meo more recently
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Nell Demmerson - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 02:59:59 EST ID:niyJZbLs No.576993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576992
I watched it on ketamine recently. SEL + dissociatives is a great fucking combo.
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Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 04:12:54 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.576999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>576967
I have to agree steins gate is maybe one of my favorite shows ever. Ive binge watched that one on sooo many dis. nb just wanted to drop some love for time leaping
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Ebenezer Chivingnack - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 06:52:58 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577006 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>570609
Halved my suboxone dose from 24mg to 12mg starting 5 days ago. So far feeling very few ill effects, fewer even than the reductions that got me to 24mg from 32mg. Not really sober but this certainly doesn't belong in the BWN so whatever.
When I finally get there I'll be so glad to be off this program and away from all the bullshit contracts with pharmacies and general daily dose of judgement with my subs.
Recently had my hormone levels checked and my testosterone was crashing hard, kind of what spurred this decision, though I'd been thinking about it for a while. It's possible there's some other cause, but there seem to be plenty of other accounts of bupe suppressing testosterone.
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Sidney Clubbleman - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 09:06:46 EST ID:urm+CAPI No.577012 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577006
Forget to mention, doctors at the clinic refuse to admit the possibility of bupe lowering testosterone levels, they also claimed it doesn't cause urinary retention.
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asuka - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 16:44:51 EST ID:JKDYmEPr No.577141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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anyway time to revenant this fuckin thread, i should be smokin shard and cutting nice lines of a fat piece of ECP, washing it down with Loko and Xan before i puff a fat blunt...but instead im reading PDFs of philosophy books and drinking water by the litre. the best laid plans of mice and men eh? fuckin hell, i miss my girl and i wish i had some girl, some boy, some bars!!

also @SimLioness, luv 2 u <33
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 16:58:20 EST ID:yxd1RP00 No.577144 Ignore Report Quick Reply
supposedly getting subutex today. all of my sources are selling mostly bunk stuff and i'm tired of being sick. hopefully i don't come back.
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Emma Smallman - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 17:01:04 EST ID:kBdCbCB7 No.577145 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577012
What a fucked up system we have.
Switching people off of one addictive substance to a legal one (that companies can profit from)
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 19:28:04 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.25mg kpin and cotton shot

Eating pizza morosely waiting on my dealer to hit me back (ones benzed as fuck the others idk what bout to call em). Had a best friend stab me in the back today. Tried stepping in on my relationship and getting my gf pissed at me thinking they had some moral high horse when they ORIGINALLY SAID THE SHIT THEY SCREEN CAPPED ME SAYIN ABOUT MY GF'S GF. Now they been using me for drugs treating me like shit all month, this is the same girl I split my China white with this morning...

Whatever /qq/ n shit. I'm just hurt as fuck by it because they were my homie up til now but I ain't no patsy. I just wanna get high and not think...

>>577141
Ty asuka, jist the kinda support I need rn. Love hug n nods til the world blow up.
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John Pengerville - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 22:48:38 EST ID:18wVpBIP No.577166 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577155
hey stimlioness i know you have answered this question before but i'm just curious - why'd you change from lion to lioness? are you trans?

idk/am lgbt myself, just curious~ you needn't answer if you don't want to ofc<3
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 23:24:23 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577171 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577145
Would you prefer nothing? No methadone at all? Like Russia has? Because that was the only way they could get it through. The pioneers of the methadone maintenance program weren't profit driven.

Methadone lowers your testosterone. I don't know about bupe. I don't look into the studies of it. Methadone is very well studied though and it's no secret. A friend was suffering and getting injections from his GP and not enjoying the side effects. Personally, I don't get many side effects from methadone. Even at 100mgs. Though I'm 25 which likely helps for some of them. He said it gets worse when you get late into your thirties. No sex drive etc.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 01:53:11 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577179 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>577141
Suomi's were used against Russians by the Finnish, not by them. Chuck a mosin in and you're golden though
NB for being a fuckin nurd
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Caroline Bizzledale - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 02:25:55 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577183 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577179
that's a ppsh..
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 06:17:27 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577191 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>577183
Think you got me on that one homeslice. I straight forgot about the ppsh being a thing. I'd like to try grasp straws and be like naw naw, you can tell from the uh walnut rather then the russian pine stock but I know when to take the L.

Cool to see there's some people keen on guns here on /opi/ - Though I think the majority aren't able to own them anymore lol. I had my firearms license revoked years ago. Got a US passport so who knows, might do give me a do-over someday in the land of the free. Get in on those cheap guns (try find an AR here for under 1k)

Actually, you know what. I didn't even post that. It was that fake NZ. >>577186 must've set me up to take the fall. It's a stitch up man, if the glove doesn't fit.. nb
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 08:52:03 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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No money for drugs and no heroin makes StimLioness a dull girl. Haha not really but I sure am bored and depressed atm, mainly over my close friend dicking me over and us not being friends anymore but /qq/ whatever.

Might get a pack later for helping my friend get a great hookup (2mg for 2.50) on kpins. Probably after the next pack or two and once I get some meth again I'm gonna take a tbreak from opis to avoid wd and get higher off heroin again.

>>577166
Yes I am trans and that is the reason of the name change :3
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Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 10:47:38 EST ID:iVHbO6Kw No.577235 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>577191
Hey, that's fine.. Hell, want to fire full-auto's here? - You don't have to do anything except pay some asshole whom already has a stamp to be there while you fire it!. . .Unless you go somewhere like Cali or NY Haha.. Though if you want drugs, perfect places. Or maybe get fucked up in the south on a certain drug, or all, and fire into some sandbags not even 100yards away from each of your neighbors?? Come on down and buy yourself a US citizenship and a class 3 firearms licensing with our suppressor stamps! - And get drunk after! Want a pistol by your eighteenth birthday? - Just buy it from another asshole off the street who doesn't have an FFL! So come on down to this douchbag's inflatable, wavy armed person place and we'll get you settled into blowing away small animals and the "person" that keeps floating away with your TV at night!

>>577233
I couldn't imagine that - Not taking the only drug I care for or that REALLY helps me? Nah, I'd rather be sick in WD's than be fucking sober; fuck that. However we don't all fit in one mold, so I say you keep doing the douchey stuff that everyone loves; as another put it, Lionperson. ;)

ABWN(?)
I mean I'm not sick, yet in pain, and I would like to wait until tonight but I'm not sure if I can. How do the semantics with BWN/ABWN work? - I get high but not high enough to nod, I get WD's but not enough to be sick? What?
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 11:00:38 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577238 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577235
Haha it's crazy to me that suppressors are like WMD in the states. Here you can buy them in sports stores over the counter. Any age. No license needed. You need a gun license here for guns but magazines, black powder, shells, slugs (damn near everything except the bullets themselves) silencers and shit like spare stocks or whatever are able to be bought by anyone. The license is literally just a gun equivalent of a driving license only waaay easier. Questions like "When not using a gun should it be left with A. the safety on or B. the safety off. Another goody was some shit like safest place to point a gun that's loaded. The options were the ground, your mate or the sky. Full autos are around and a bit annoying. Similar vetting like you guys with your stamps. But thank god there's not a finite amount of them since the 80s. With the prices they charge for them, it's the same as if there was. You'd pay 2k for a full auto sten gun here or maybe 4k for a auto uzi or mp5. Full auto ak47s are aplenty but I see fuck all full auto armalites. There's literally more anti tank guns for sale than those. Ironically a friend got offereed a set of full auto micro uzis for 10k. When you think about the legal price, that aint bad! nb
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Cornelius Clodgestat - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 14:08:03 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>577191
its cool man.. here is a picture of the two side by side, and you can tell the artist was trying to depict the ppsh based on the magwell, but its evident that the suomi had a major influence on the smg designs of the day including the mp40 distantly..

also how the hell do i "no bump," its been a long time since ive posted on 420chan?
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Cornelius Clodgestat - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 18:35:20 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577235
Gun grabber plz go.. nz could for example come down to my friends house and responsibly fire some guns on a couple tabs of acid for the experience.. not everyone is some wigger in a trailer park and it's a privilege to be able to legally own such devices of agency because when that wigged out trailer park methead comes trying to stab you with a sprinkler key you can just shoot him. Also, any of the arguments against the ownership of firearms can be applied to drugs as well and as a user yourself, you should get your political alignments straight about our freedoms.
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 18:50:36 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If all goes well with this hook up for my bud on kpins I got a pack to me on the way as a finders fee.

Excited to nod!
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Thomas Sickleridge - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 20:35:47 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577260
fuck me i just made a huge mistake but i cant let this one slip.. i referred to owning and wielding a fierarm as a privilege and it is important that everyone that wants to support gun rights keeps up a rhetoric that defending yourself is a god given right and the constitution legally guarantees that. Its the same with drugs, we need to all take a hard line approach and argue that the freedom to control your consciousness is god given just like the freedom to express yourself and that it SHALL NOT BE INFRINGED!

I still dont know how to NB but i would have.
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Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 22:54:42 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.577272 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577267
in order to NoBump just check the white box labeled "No Bump" next to the file name box

nb
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Nathaniel Semmerkud - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 08:52:43 EST ID:t36HqLdV No.577286 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Clara Dablingbeg - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 09:24:01 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577291 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>577145
I don't really agree, I chose to go the maintenance route, no one forced me to suck the teat of Big Pharma. I do wish the doctors were better informed or more honest though, they seem pretty intent on denying the possibility of any side effects. They seem to want to keep people on the program, which I guess I can understand they've probably seen a lot of relapses etc.

While I'm bitching though, I do wish my government would start treating maintenance like any other prescribed drug rather than charging about as much daily as a months supply of any other drug. The 'dispensing fee' is basically to bribe pharmacies to let maintenance patients into their stores as far as I can tell. Maybe I shouldn't complain, some governments don't help addicts at all.

>>577171
Bupe doesn't seem to lower testosterone as badly as methadone, but the studies are pretty lacking and don't record the dose of bupe. As far as I could tell from the studies I read all opioids suppress testosterone production, with ones with longer half lives being the worst for it. It seems pretty likely that bupe would or could as well, even if it is to a lesser extent or less common.
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 00:05:12 EST ID:pHlysitF No.577376 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just did a gladly pay a hamburger today for a hamburger tomorrow with my one gf (I have two gf's currently in the non player, poly way) that does dope, basically hook me up today look out on a 40 pack for her later

Had to sit through a highly inconvienient moneygram on hold call to get my cash for a 20 pack tonight

Now gotta wait on dealer time and hope I can catch him rolling down the street ways back like last night so I can keep this cop on the low low during this bday party.
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Cornelius Dollylock - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 07:35:22 EST ID:Xti0X0aE No.577403 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Experiencing some withdrawals after a week-long binge. Nothing close to the last time I was fully addicted, but it's still worse than I thought it would be.

I've got some seeds here but they're pretty shit quality. Also have 150mg of codeine. Might combine the two, hopefully it'll at least get me comfortable.
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StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 13:30:23 EST ID:pHlysitF No.577415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I was nodding so hard last night I was typing to people in emojis and not even realizing it lol.

Gonna try to flip a strip get some money for a 20 again tn.
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Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 14:56:34 EST ID:iVHbO6Kw No.577416 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>577238
Yeah, you got me there on you's guy'ses readily available full-auto's but I still got you on our cheap, SEMI-auto people-killers (Semi-auo's being most effective for actually hitting something while full-auto's are best at suppressing fire with their recoil); that's right, I'm doing this to piss off: >>577260 Seriously, ya asshole, wtf's wrong wit you? - Here I am being actually SERIOUS, based on shit that I've stupidly or not done, in relation to the regs while being under the influence. Hey, I'm a supporter of total freedom as well; something I wrote while completely fucked to contrast the pro-drug-prohibition & such, and so-on and whatnot:

"The mere simplicity in drug categorization of standardised dose-to-patient pharmacological biochemistry, I find, is quite trivial as it is too personal, such as the immense biochemical, personal differentials of-in individuals which offer nothing more in FDA, DEA & overall pharmaceutical, chemical-to-biological testing than a falsified, single-use due "realisation," as per bias from mas-censured stigma via meme'd beliefs, toward inflation of standard & faceless patient-medical practice; further more providing an overall end result toward a wrongly acclaimed, standard, person-as-people structure.

People are different, I am different, you are different and no-one is the same, so to say any certain chemical or drug for it's initially recommended, pinholed* use as well as a dose effects and/or reacts toward every single person, rather almost everyone, in an indiscriminate, unadulterated, scientifically​ lab & study-like fashion is a completely assumptional perception which is, quite frankly, asinine. After all, we each do reserve our own genomic code.

*Saying drugs effect us all in the same way biochemically is the same as an almost-single classification of any drug or chemical and it's wrong; Depressant-opioids being merely "pain medications" or Stimulant-amphetamines being simply "attention medications" & illicit "partying drugs" whilst the populace neglect that these drugs as well as others may possibly catalyse or effect so much, much more, less or even differently in people."


Oh, God, here I go again with the bumping; to bump or not to bump...
Like, again; pain, discomfort, yawning, tears but no major WDs or sickness..
>AND I nodded on 60migs of Hmorphone over 24 hrs ago but didn't bump the BWN; like I've said, how the fuck am I supposed to bump the Nodding thread whilst I'm FUCKING NODDING.
I'm a technically semantic person so I need to know this shit. BTW, is this for WDing that you can't control or even if you can stop it; have seeds so I'm not REALLY going to be in pain.. I just don't know anymore - Look, I'm losing my mind already, and some peeps say /opi/s bad for me? Yeah, like maybe before I started when I was quiting SSRIs and in a very, very dark place, right? Whatever, hopefully dosing soon, just wanted to bitch in here about how I'm feeling like a douche and being a bitch; that is what this thread's for, right?


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