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ANTI BWN - F U CK SOBRIETY by Hunter S. Nodson - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 14:45:47 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.570609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shiettt, I rarely get over here anymore. Sorry yall. Come in my thread and bitch about your lack of drugs

sniffling, sneezing, and sweating at work here, wooooo
what !!QJGTUbuf - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 20:52:20 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.570618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
whattup betch

my nose is runny, my body is sticky sweet and my d-boy is on the way... but not fucking here yet so i'mma bitch a little bit.

we're almost there. i should really quit, lol.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:00:42 EST ID:8qZ7WboC No.570956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
LITERALLY 2 threads down there is a thread ALL about PST(poppy seed tea)and PPT(poppy pod tea) there are 350 separate posts about poppy seed tea in that thread) if you read through it and still can't figure it out then you really are retarded and should seek special schooling.
Tripcode `12309785398fsdhk.jh2q08hnc - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:24:49 EST ID:K/IeJa9d No.570957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
He just needed a little encouragement, and now thanks to you, he's got it.
!GOACID/XyA - Thu, 22 Dec 2016 22:07:21 EST ID:320VALK/ No.571052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Waiting on Kratom. I found out that it's literally the best substance I've ever used for creating music and so now when I'm out I just feel stalled in my process.

There's something unique about Kratom's ability to manifest patience. I get it from benzos, but I'm too stupid to make music on those. I get it from opiates like hydro, but I'm too high to make music and then too frustrated that the high is gone. Kratom hits this perfect sweet spot that enhances my creativity and gives me extreme patience to deal with all the details that go into making music.

I think I'm a decent musician, but I have very poor discipline for the most part, and Kratom keeps me in check.

Kratom is more of a tool than a high to me nowadays, although I obviously enjoy myself when I'm on it.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:15:55 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And a final thought
>It's funny how when I use suboxone I call it using, yet people who are on it when prescribed call themselves "clean"
They are not clean, just controlled using. Just because you don't get high and its prescribed doesn't mean your not using. if you are dependant on a drug then you are using, it doesn't matter where it comes from or how you feel from it.

G'night folks!
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 22:22:54 EST ID:1QLgFm8U No.571202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey buddy. It's good to hear from you.

When I'm back in Ohio away from family (like 10-14 days) I'm going to do my very best to idle in the 420chan IRC as often as possible.

Unfortunately the only way to have reliable IRC is by using a computer.

We should just chill in #drugs and chat some time. Same goes for you A-drop. Don't worry I didn't think you were ridiculing me.

I came clean to the misses, and to my bewilderment she didn't get really mad. She sort of put 2 and 2 together and realized that me appearing like I'm having a hepatitis flare up isn't condusive to family bonding, let alone daily activities.

I might try subs to see what they're all about when my vacation is over.

PST WD is absolute whack. I don't recall PPT WD being this bad, but then again I wasn't dependent on them for basically 18 months lol.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 27 Dec 2016 17:31:53 EST ID:dUVKW3p4 No.571315 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hoping to get some black and some tweak later.

Ideally black since I'm looking more to get laxed up tonight rather than flanged. Both would be good tho. I've got 100$ refund on an item coming in, 50$ gift card, and a 650$ paycheck. So I should be getting decently high in the near future.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:37:58 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.571440 Ignore Report Quick Reply
they are a little insufferable... what with the whole 'look gais im liek totaly gay, if you didn't get it the first time, i got fucked in my male butthole the other night after doing that meth'.

no hard feelings StimLion, I think you're okay, I'm just messing around
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:55:01 EST ID:ztuLKpKJ No.571445 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Its cool man. If I cared what people on the Internet thought about me I'd be wasting a lot of energy I could be using on getting high.

Also I'm high as heeeell. This sum good black yo!
Martha Gallersot - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 10:30:05 EST ID:tKhfw/pt No.571524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been waiting for 10 days for oxys. Havent wanted to use H because of the dirtyness of it. About 7 days ago plug texted me i could come pick up, but that he could deliver in the morning (he usually always deliver) decided to wait, he got arrested and i got no pills. Had to use the last of my liquid buprenorphine for 3 days till it ran out. fot a text last night my friend has 3 30's for me but couldent meet up yesterday because he was too hungover from doing molly on new years. Hopefully getting them today. Wish me luck.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 11:24:42 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571513 It's not like it's actually affecting you or anything. We lose trip fags, like JVENOM and bigD who are still occasional posters but aren't really on here any more. And we gain some trip fags, like me and DR.M. it might seem like there's more but there's not really. And people have been personal blogging on here since I've been here so that's not new either. The only reason DR. M was even posting this here is because we have no other way to communicate. So What's ur problem again?
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 20:54:52 EST ID:muVDCMHj No.571888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Anti BWN

Got muh 29 guage 1cc needles

120 of black tar on the way

Got my novel up ready to work on, tonight gon b gud
Thomas Buzzstone - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 23:31:20 EST ID:h4yWvW3W No.571895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I moved from the west coast to a shitty city in the south where there is almost NO dope and when you get it it's like 25 or 30 a point... Going say crazy that I'm almost about to say FUCK IT and rob all of my roommates for what they have and flee to atlanta to get high. ive never done anything that crazy before. I'm going nuts
Basil Fedgeshit - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 20:28:35 EST ID:Yp+Cvx1R No.571957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
stoner here

you guys are weird people, but kind of idk
lovely i guesss
i hope it all works out man the fuck up and accept withdrawals, try not to do that shit so many times, i used to take methadone just for recreational purposes and feel like a smooth criminal too, but it sooner or later gets out of hand it aint fun, at all
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 22:16:17 EST ID:t7IGhMb3 No.571963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 17:16:42 EST ID:xFAimvJ4 No.572015 Ignore Report Quick Reply

fuck man everyday I'm reaching the point of withdrawals, I'm getting convinced you can never use daily and have it not catch up. My tolerance randomly skyrocketed and now I started getting the wd's at 3:00 pm during work everyday no matter what. It feels horrible man and this is puny ass kratom. Drug dependency is a bitch.
Cornelius Pobberbanks - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:10:54 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.572065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What do you all do to stash away your drug nuts for inevitable dry spells that hit us all from time to time? Stash away in a spot in your home for dire days? Have a friend hold a g of powder you can only get to in emergencies?
Have a store that still sells unwashed seeds by the kilo?

Posted something similar in the BWN page, but my acryl fent got stuck just past US Customs (it was already 4 days behind scheduling due to a problem actually getting my order in the mail after payment) due to the snow storm that just hit the mid atlantic. My city was under 15" of the mush, Order should have gotten here Fri/Sat last week, and I had run out on Thursday night, and was licking baggies by Friday AM. Ended up roughing out what should have been a gorgeous time in the snow on the couch dope sick.
pills !zkraGArAss - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:22:30 EST ID:13MW7Vl7 No.572067 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have no selfwill to keep myself from keeping drugs whatever I do ill convince myself to get high.

Im thinking of buying a timed safe however so I legit cant get to it.
MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:21:23 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I used to have a friend hold 200 60mg MSContins
A gram of "opium" from the DNM which im sure was shitty tar
He had a bunch of OC40s too that a mate found looong after all OCXX's became OPXX.
Eventually I would walk down the street from his sucking that familiar orange coating of before hitting the end of the street to crouch down and mix up... Shit got nasty.
I ended up selling 60x MSC to another friend and then buying a few back haha.

Ah reminiscing... back when I had $5,000 and a viable business...
Help - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:22:53 EST ID:QPQ9x25g No.572079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Anyone know a legit website to get oxycodone without a prescrption>>572078
MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:29:10 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Pls no

CYPRoxy - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 18:04:01 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.572610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Glad to see the ANTI BWN still rocking. I started this thread on valentines day of 2016 when life was sucking unwashed cock and I'd had enough of happy BWN threads. Thanks for taking the reins, OP!

That said, I got money and NO FUCKING CONNECT.


fucking shit.
!GOACID/XyA - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 20:23:16 EST ID:320VALK/ No.572617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I recently found out I may have a heart disorder that prevents me from doing a lot of different drugs, including some I really loved like Kratom.

Temporary sobriety is fun, but knowing I can't indulge if I wanted to is pretty awful.

Cornelius Murryhun - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 00:05:27 EST ID:ig//aFLq No.572628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can't get my new script filled until Friday, but at least I have a few codeine to keep from getting sick.

What did they give you? 4 vicodin should be good enough, unless you're a huge dude, so I'm guessing you got tramadol or codeine.
Walter Sommerput - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 13:48:24 EST ID:K8FrJNVt No.572710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just a heads up, my u47 tolerance was that high, maybe higher, iv 80mg at s time.
Tried to go back to subs, and it didn't work. Tolerance git so high that even when deathly ill, for three days, taking them made me sicker. Like precipitated withdrawals.
Had to get on methadone
Baron Von Feelsgood - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:03:54 EST ID:zeBRp/4R No.572712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not been here for almost a year either, Quetz is stil about, is NZ still alive? Green?
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 17:26:14 EST ID:D6RKRVe+ No.572735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
"I saw mommy kissing the pharmacist" just doesn't have the same ring to it............
Ernest Brunkinnudge - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 19:50:08 EST ID:dtrOfYkY No.572742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just a word to the wise:
don't give money for drugs if you're not getting drugs back in exchange
it's a sorry drug dealer who isn't carrying
John Ginderpin - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 13:42:31 EST ID:atVkkUg3 No.574343 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't get paid until Friday, by I should see my tax refund in a couple of days. As soon as it hits, I'm going to drive an hour into the next county, blaring Chevelle's latest album the whole way. It should end right about as I'm arriving at my friend's house. From there, it should be 15 minutes or less before we have our hands on 8mg Dilaudids from his connection.

Once I get into the bathroom with a pill, I'm going to break it in half, right down the score line. I'll break it into quarters then and drape a clean, crisp dollar bill over it. I will crush it with a card, then with a hard coin. After I scrape the excess off of the bill I should have a fine pillowy powder piled up into a long fat line. I will split the line into four of five thin straight lines, roll the new bill into a tube, put the tube to my nose, close the other side and PUULLLLLLLL. Once I stand up straight, I will taste the bitter powder in the back of my throat, and all will be good.

I will be more relaxed but more energetic. More friendly but less patient. More optimistic about the future but worse off in the long run.

Anyone who says sniffing hydro can get fucked. I've done my fair share of dilaudid and oxy and both keep me high for hours on end.
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 20:42:51 EST ID:nSDH1uIt No.574685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Also hate the stigma behind heroin that I cant ask some people id like to because theyll look down on me or stop being friends with me. People think im almost a year clean though ive used about 10 times since only about 1.5gs total brcause no luck on finding fucking drugs
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 13:42:55 EST ID:fkOR+AX+ No.574728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The hope for later is some dope.

Just gotta hustle a lil bit maybe, either way my buds got some packs of that fenty cut shit left.

The pink heroin I had that night shooting crack and talking philosophy in a shithole motel was better than any skag I ever had! Even West Coast tar!
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 08:03:09 EST ID:xR6Nsdpl No.576260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
not really antibwn but I have to slow down on my use if I want to not be sick,

went a little too hard yesterday with the 8mg of dillies, and having more in my possession doesn't help. I'm thinking of doing everything today and just killing off my stash so that my use was only sustained for 24 hours. I think that would mitigate most if not all of the withdrawal risk. I have 12mg left, so I think if I kill off the 15mg perc at work, then do 8mg when I get home, then another 4 when it wears off? 8mg gets me pretty good though so I'm scared to overdo it. What are yall thoughts? I just have no self control when its in my possession so if I ignore my brain trying to make it last 4 days, I can actually control this shit.
Esther Tillingforth - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 02:24:19 EST ID:ZVuqtU4Q No.576308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wanna start using again, so bad.
I can't do life normal. At least on dope I didn't want to kill myself as much. Now it's like, I'm not sick, and I have more money than I would otherwise, but I don't get to be happy every day. Everything weighs down on me. I guess I spoiled myself too hard.

It's fucking scary because I just want heroin to be my entire life. I want to drown in it. I should love myself and my family more than a shitty street drug.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 20:50:53 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576520 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If I can't score any dope I'm gonna do suboxone.... eh it's not looking likely tn. I'll just move on over to BWN.

Oh my :0

You may be my concubines but only Lilith shall I marry
William Packleway - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 17:07:20 EST ID:okQMHw2O No.576566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ah paws. To hustle or to lay here bored?
Albert Bunfuck - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 12:03:09 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.576655 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I stopped taking bupe about 3.5 weeks ago and im still not feeling great although i have only gone a 6 days the entire time without taking lope or gaba drugs and last week i fucked up by taking oxy two days because i had a test in school and wanted to be on my A game. I surely feel better than when i started and complete sobriety is almost bearable now.

I guess im just trying to figure out where to go from here.. about 50-60mg of lope makes me feel fine but i know its risky and unhealthy to take often and ive only been taking it twice a week. I guess i will do another cycle of taking gaba drugs for a few days and hopefully lowering my physical dependence on opiates as my skin still feels crawly sober, but eventually im going to have to cut off all my crutches and face reality hopefully with some good weed. Also i have a hard time with anxiety but last week i did attend class without any of my crutches one day although I barely got through the class and had a hard time making conversation.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 12:14:47 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576657 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I know that, ofc duh.

I haven't had wd, I've seen heroin wd, and I am intending to avoid heroin wd. If I get this suboxone script and stockpile a couple I can just sub out my withdraws then wait a bit then go back to using again. Just gotta not piss hot once a month when I get these subs then me and my friends who do get dopesick can have em shield against the dopesicky at the ready.

Im not an everyday user but I have stints of binges here and there. I'm all about amphetamines really, but I do have a hard love for heroin too. She is best opi!
Panda5 - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 15:36:10 EST ID:nqvLVjiz No.576666 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Did you get a tracking number? If not, ask your vendor if they got one but didn't send it to you. That's where I'd start.
Panda5 - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 17:38:50 EST ID:nqvLVjiz No.576674 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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That is fucked. Does anyone besides you use the same mail box? If not you should call USPS, tell them what happened, then ask if you can talk to whomever drove your mail route then ask them if they put it in the box or somewhere else.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 03:06:30 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.576702 Ignore Report Quick Reply
jesus fucking christ these are the worst wds i've ever had. everything hurts and i wanna die.

got jacked for 50 bucks... might quit, lol
Ian Chabberset - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 19:36:55 EST ID:+8kTKxGm No.576742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't get too excited, Im a tranny.
Charles Pallerlane - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 19:38:31 EST ID:Tdfs2IcO No.576743 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Mmmmm even better <33
Post op male or post op female?
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 20:41:29 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
holy FUCK

this stupid new jersey nasally ass bitch. The kid I'm trying to cop off of has a stupid fucking girlfriend that tags along everywhere and has no idea about his drug use or selling. Fucking is on his dick 24/7 and wont let him leave anywhere by himself. I tell him to slide through in code and tell him I need a jump on my car, like usual so she doesn't think of anything suspicious, and this motherfucker comes to my house with her. I had to pretend to jump my car for 20 fucking minutes while she's on my dick the whole time asking about AAA.

FUUUUUCK. Words cant describe how much I hate her. Reminds me of my fucking mom or something man. I'm 23 and can't even get my god damn drugs because this new jersey cunt can't stay home alone for 2 god damn minutes. Now I have no idea how I'm going to cop. I'm not even in wd, I dont even really care to get high. But just the fact that this bitch fucking completed decimated any chance I had tonight of copping gets my blood god damn boiling. Fuck tonight in the ass.

Between this extract not coming in the mail and this cunt of a person fucking up my plans, fuck. tonight.

fuck new jersey fuck that nasally sounding cunt of a gf fuck this gay earth. I literally dont give a fuck about the oxy either, I have 50mg sitting in my fridge since yesterday. Its the god damn principle of the matter, that she can't fucking get the hint that SHE IS NOT A CONJOINED PERSON WITH HER BOYFRIEND FUCK OFF YOU ANNOYING BITCH.
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 20:44:19 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576748 Ignore Report Quick Reply

now he has to come back, pick me up, and do this horseshit all over again. CUNT.

I swear to FUCK, I will never date a god damn girl who can't accept casual drug use. Why am I having to lie to my own friend, that 'no sorry, my insurance company cant come help me with my car that isnt actually broken' just so this cunt can't hear him speak about something that doesn't sound suspect. Man, I'm sorry for this rant yall, but this bitch fucking gets me livid. I have never met such a toxic, annoying being in my entire life. Fucking NB
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 22:26:54 EST ID:8SQZH3Xi No.576757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's so fucking weird.. I just met this beautiful chocolate man outside of a RaceTrack(Gas station) two days ago and he literally had everything for sale, and I mean everything; psyches, benzos, opis, amphes - Everything. Funny thing is I've already got two semi-dealers, seeds & pills already.. So I'm actually going to wait till maybe tomorrow to get something..

Anyhoo, if I were in your position, I would've ask him while he was in front of her if we could talk about something private; idk, idc, if he had to tell her make it be something along the lines of you needing a ride to NA/AA/rape support, whatever, and wanting to privately keep it a secret, and while 'privately' talking get the shit.

Nb Sorry yall, have a wonderfully calming gif
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 00:06:06 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576760 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Literally just had a dealer tell me "5 minutes as in half an hour"

Lmao at least he's honest. I already had one deal fall through and got faked put on coke tn.

Hoping to get some relaxing opi in me while I drink rum and watch anime VHS
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 03:09:57 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My dealer told me not to fall asleep on him.

I did.

I called up playing it off like the call didn't go thru and he said he thinks im cool cuz I listen to directions and shit and I said that's great you think I'm cool but you got me but he's with his girl so yeah probably not tn. Oh well.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 19:58:36 EST ID:2Pc0DD5p No.576806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's actually much safer for both the buyer and seller in a getting busted or noticed kind of aspect. There just has to be mutual trust and that doesn't come along often in the boy game.
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 10:17:33 EST ID:u9YD91gS No.576834 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>worse than trying to understand johnny rocket

Ouch. I still miss that crazy motherfucker, I wasn't as close to him as you but we played a lot of DOOM and chatted quite a bit. I msy have been one of the last people on here to talk to him, I think it was the 25 or 26 of June but my memory of that time period is obviously hazy lol
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 11:35:44 EST ID:ggUXEaNm No.576837 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Def not hating on him, he was my homie. I gave the dudes eulogy. Shit still breaks my heart.

He was extremely fucking benzed 99.9% of the time tho.
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 14:00:36 EST ID:u9YD91gS No.576845 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I wasn't criticizing you for making the comparison, I was lamenting how hard it was to understand him lol

But I too am still torn up about it. To make things worse, I lost another friend pretty much the exact same way 3 months later.. I actually spoke at his funeral the day u47700 was federally scheduled
Jack Herrystone - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 04:59:12 EST ID:hPIQmB3A No.576872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My flat is full of trash, I'm bored af, no money, no opis, eating kratom like an Idiot, I hate my life
Ebenezer Chivingnack - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 06:52:58 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577006 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Halved my suboxone dose from 24mg to 12mg starting 5 days ago. So far feeling very few ill effects, fewer even than the reductions that got me to 24mg from 32mg. Not really sober but this certainly doesn't belong in the BWN so whatever.
When I finally get there I'll be so glad to be off this program and away from all the bullshit contracts with pharmacies and general daily dose of judgement with my subs.
Recently had my hormone levels checked and my testosterone was crashing hard, kind of what spurred this decision, though I'd been thinking about it for a while. It's possible there's some other cause, but there seem to be plenty of other accounts of bupe suppressing testosterone.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 16:58:20 EST ID:yxd1RP00 No.577144 Ignore Report Quick Reply
supposedly getting subutex today. all of my sources are selling mostly bunk stuff and i'm tired of being sick. hopefully i don't come back.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 19:28:04 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.25mg kpin and cotton shot

Eating pizza morosely waiting on my dealer to hit me back (ones benzed as fuck the others idk what bout to call em). Had a best friend stab me in the back today. Tried stepping in on my relationship and getting my gf pissed at me thinking they had some moral high horse when they ORIGINALLY SAID THE SHIT THEY SCREEN CAPPED ME SAYIN ABOUT MY GF'S GF. Now they been using me for drugs treating me like shit all month, this is the same girl I split my China white with this morning...

Whatever /qq/ n shit. I'm just hurt as fuck by it because they were my homie up til now but I ain't no patsy. I just wanna get high and not think...

Ty asuka, jist the kinda support I need rn. Love hug n nods til the world blow up.
John Pengerville - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 22:48:38 EST ID:18wVpBIP No.577166 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hey stimlioness i know you have answered this question before but i'm just curious - why'd you change from lion to lioness? are you trans?

idk/am lgbt myself, just curious~ you needn't answer if you don't want to ofc<3
nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 06:17:27 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577191 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Think you got me on that one homeslice. I straight forgot about the ppsh being a thing. I'd like to try grasp straws and be like naw naw, you can tell from the uh walnut rather then the russian pine stock but I know when to take the L.

Cool to see there's some people keen on guns here on /opi/ - Though I think the majority aren't able to own them anymore lol. I had my firearms license revoked years ago. Got a US passport so who knows, might do give me a do-over someday in the land of the free. Get in on those cheap guns (try find an AR here for under 1k)

Actually, you know what. I didn't even post that. It was that fake NZ. >>577186 must've set me up to take the fall. It's a stitch up man, if the glove doesn't fit.. nb
Cornelius Clodgestat - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 14:08:03 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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its cool man.. here is a picture of the two side by side, and you can tell the artist was trying to depict the ppsh based on the magwell, but its evident that the suomi had a major influence on the smg designs of the day including the mp40 distantly..

also how the hell do i "no bump," its been a long time since ive posted on 420chan?
Cornelius Clodgestat - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 18:35:20 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gun grabber plz go.. nz could for example come down to my friends house and responsibly fire some guns on a couple tabs of acid for the experience.. not everyone is some wigger in a trailer park and it's a privilege to be able to legally own such devices of agency because when that wigged out trailer park methead comes trying to stab you with a sprinkler key you can just shoot him. Also, any of the arguments against the ownership of firearms can be applied to drugs as well and as a user yourself, you should get your political alignments straight about our freedoms.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 18:50:36 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If all goes well with this hook up for my bud on kpins I got a pack to me on the way as a finders fee.

Excited to nod!
Clara Dablingbeg - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 09:24:01 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577291 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't really agree, I chose to go the maintenance route, no one forced me to suck the teat of Big Pharma. I do wish the doctors were better informed or more honest though, they seem pretty intent on denying the possibility of any side effects. They seem to want to keep people on the program, which I guess I can understand they've probably seen a lot of relapses etc.

While I'm bitching though, I do wish my government would start treating maintenance like any other prescribed drug rather than charging about as much daily as a months supply of any other drug. The 'dispensing fee' is basically to bribe pharmacies to let maintenance patients into their stores as far as I can tell. Maybe I shouldn't complain, some governments don't help addicts at all.

Bupe doesn't seem to lower testosterone as badly as methadone, but the studies are pretty lacking and don't record the dose of bupe. As far as I could tell from the studies I read all opioids suppress testosterone production, with ones with longer half lives being the worst for it. It seems pretty likely that bupe would or could as well, even if it is to a lesser extent or less common.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 13:30:23 EST ID:pHlysitF No.577415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I was nodding so hard last night I was typing to people in emojis and not even realizing it lol.

Gonna try to flip a strip get some money for a 20 again tn.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 10:04:57 EST ID:AtQv4rk1 No.577452 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well...My mom's bringing me a Vicodin 5 for my work shift. Should be able to survive 3 hours. Closing tomorrow is going to suck though.

Also I just read that 1 gram of kratom is roughly equivalent to 1 mg of hydrocodone. That means my 15 grams a day is like coming off of 15 mg hydrocodone. I feel this is pretty accurate most of the time but not all the time but the mild wd I'm having is still nothing compared to coming off of pst which I felt a 5 oz of was equal to about 30 mg oxycodone
Caroline Pockdale - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 12:54:42 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577455 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I stopped taking subs about 5 weeks ago, but i still dont feel quite right, although i feel much better than I was feeling 2 weeks ago. When I wake up I still have cravings and I feel myself always trying to reach for some other kind of drug.. cannabis helps, but I have a bunch of responsibilities I need to take care of in the coming weeks and tbh im scared to do it without any kind of comfort meds.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 01 May 2017 00:52:08 EST ID:4fs5zDUv No.577647 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Found a lil rock of dope in my cost pocket earlier but I'm outta sharps. Np cuz I gotta pick up my personals bag of ice cuz I used my baggie for stim ushering at work today.

Tomorrow imma get a lil goofy :3
Nell Gonkinwater - Tue, 02 May 2017 06:42:13 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577692 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Put 2mg of bupe under my tongue for 30 minutes and its been an hour since, and I DONT FEEL SHIT. I have no opiate tolerance. Should I snort some more? Im afraid that if i take too much then I wont get any euphoria whatsoever? Is there a way you can fuck up a sublingual dose of bupe?
Nathaniel Haffingtutch - Wed, 03 May 2017 04:56:52 EST ID:joJp/fdq No.577734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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unless going from 0 to 60 with sublingual bupe, and even then, dont expect anything for 150minutes.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 04 May 2017 23:38:24 EST ID:m0Q7WjEU No.577784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Getting my dopeman to pick me up at work.Was like "I'll throw you 6 extra bucks with the 20 if you drop me back off at my house" lol.

Looking to get high and cry with my gf tn. Got my buddies funeral tomorrow, watched my roomie try to kill himself last night... again, and had horrible nightmares all last night. So yeah... gonna def do some heroin.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Sat, 06 May 2017 18:50:36 EST ID:lJ01oPei No.577849 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That AK capture makes me angry. Considering he survived the physical damage that Vietnam would've given him, just spare him his fucking bayonet.
God damn it.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 07 May 2017 14:42:05 EST ID:OYMNTHit No.577881 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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He threw his Purple in the Pacific Ocean. He loves his country yet feels betrayed and doesn't have the heart to be honest with himself that that war was 50% bullshit. He sustained so many injuries it's not funny. Shrapnel near his eyes, cut in back with a machete, stepped on a jungle spike, landed in a ditch with the garbage m14s (sorry i said m16 earlier i think it was an m14 actually) they gave them, and the lower receicer shaterred yet the upper receicer still functioned. He had 30rds tops, probably 15, before his long gun was out and dysfunctional for good.

You can figure out what happened next. He didn't pay for that AK-47. They didn't issue sidearms. He had to blindly run into some trench or hunting blind and either fragged someone or stuck him with his bayonet. As the Ak47 wasn't broken i can only assume. He won't talk about it. All I know is it meant a whole lot to him.

Every time he gets drunk late at night and starts talking about old high school friends or Vietnam buddies and what they did in Vietnam, obviously in the south before they made that treacherous journey up to the winding north. They sounded so happy. But then it always turns sour. Always.

He would say something like "and then there was Rodriguez, now he was a Puerto Rican and we would play cards all the time. He loved baseball but we played football so he kond of kept to himself. One time in Saigon, after too many bottles of beer and bar girls, there was 6 or 7 of us in uniform and decided we would buy a pitcher of beer, each, and split them all, run down the hill, and make it to morning call. After the 4th pitcher, Tony..."

................. . . ..Tony *last name* was family.

Conservation over.

And then he would smash his can of Michelob ultra against the table, throw it in the pool, get up, and get another.

No other times does he litter in the pool.

Tony was captured by the Vietkong and is presumed dead today.

Last one and it's tl;dr

>get drafted
>goes to doc for checkup
>son you had polio and needed an iron lung for over a year, here's a disqualification note
>walk toward door to leave in lobby, crumples the note up, and prepares for war
>doesn't tell anyone for 40 years until were drunk one night on vacation.

Shits rough. Makes me feel like an absolute whining shithead when I complain about WDs or my academic career getting a massive set back (will never teach an ivy league in my life let alone)

Well I'm high I'll be back in a bit. Anybody wanna chat?
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 17:55:51 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577897 Ignore Report Quick Reply

About 50mg from a Dutch vendor snorted will set me to nod. I don't know which continent you're buying from, but for Europe it is about 5g of No. 3 for 200 dollars from the vendor I use. I'd consider 5g for 800 to be a real rip-off unless it was pure to an ungodly extent. From what you're describing, the price is increasing with bulk (from 200 for 2g to 800 for 5g) and that doesn't make any sense, unless you mean it was 200 dollars a gram. If you are actually paying 200 or 230 dollars a gram of heroin off the DNM what the fuck are you doing my jolly african-american
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 08 May 2017 11:44:27 EST ID:wfxJf0RN No.577970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Homeless day 3. Got a pocket full of a McChickem, half a banana, and syringes.

Met up with my sista Hannah and then we went up to the atm and after I grab my 20 this BITCH just jumps her, puts a cig out on her and starts slapping the shit outta her broad daylight in front of the atm camera and the diner next door. I wish I reacted faster and punched that bitches lights out but my first reaction isn't violence. I ran up grabbed her arms pulled her off and said get the fuck outta here you fucking cunt fucking bitch you piece of shit ect. Her blond friend was fucking recording it so maybe you'll see it online at some point wtf...

I wiped off my sistas head from the ashes, held her back as she walked and now we are sitting in the garage trying to cop dope.

Fuck the world.
Matilda Sallyhack - Wed, 10 May 2017 20:30:21 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.578184 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You should use a 3:1 ratio of OFFN, and use no more than 3 days in a row. Your use right now is right on the cusp of become daily use, and once you're there, its hard, very hard, to go back.
Shit Dartshaw - Thu, 18 May 2017 11:33:32 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578579 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thats cool man good for you! Im down to once or twice a week usage which for me is optimal and the way I choose to live my life but i have fucked up and slipped up way more times than I can even count and it has led to some negative situations in my life as well as eroding my natural sense of sober contentedness. It is 100% possible to use opiates "recreationally," ie without consequence. But the problem is that addiction is like a little seductive butler demon that lives inside you and is ready to serve you any moment. It's like fire essentially, if you play with it long enough youre bound to get burnt, and if you have responsibilities in life even a minor bout of withdrawals can affect your relationships and work for example, and then you have to make a choice either to sacrifice what you were responsible for or take the plunge and resort to daily use which then means a major bout of withdrawals further down the line.

Anyway best of luck but always know that opiates are there for you if you ever are feeling hungover or down, or want to take the edge off an acid trip without blunting the psychedelia. :^)


And just want to elude to the fact my name here is now shit darts and i almost died from choking on gum last week and got robbed by a grrl this week so im really living up to the name and being flung shit darts all week. I think this name is like a white lighter or something or bad luck, I also heard about another dealer I know having his whole house cleared out by someone trying to get to his stash, and they succeeded and stole more than just his dope and money, so wtf it's not even friday the 13th but there is some bad juu juu going around and this name here really lives up to it.
Shit Dartshaw - Thu, 18 May 2017 11:44:14 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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also just want to add the obvious that if you have ever experienced withdrawal syndrome in your life, especially heavy withdrawals more than one time, its very much easier for your brain to snap into that same condition. Ive heard it said that opiate receptors take 17 years or something to fully heal, and I dont know whether that is true or not, or if it is more complex than that, but any addict can tell you how fast they can slip into dependence again, and it's confusing sometimes to see normal people have surgery or something and take pills for a week and a half but then seemingly come off them without any kind of problems. For me 8 hours a week for any one category of addictive substances is really the max without affecting my natural sober state.

For example I can take pregabalin one evening a week and opiates another evening and it wont trigger any cravings. OFC i dont adhere to that perfectly but its a good rule of thumb and certainly not any worse than what normal people do every weekend which is drink ALCOHOL which is one of the most toxic and inefficient drugs that your body has to go through hell to metabolize... not to mention all the stupid shit people do (especially me) when their judgement is impaired. What i like to do when i go to the bar with friends is take pregablin which synergizes with alcohol to create a super uninhibited state yet without getting sloppy, and then if i have to a small dose of opiates later that evening or in the morning completely wipes away any trace of a hangover. Opiates clearly have beneficial uses in certain situations and that is what i appreciate about them most today.. the high is only temporary and if you have a tolerance not fulfilling at all, and any drug high will never be as fulfilling as achieving long term goals or relationships.

>The devils water aint so sweat but its okay to dip your feat once in a little while.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 18 May 2017 12:23:39 EST ID:xLgz10jb No.578581 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah, it's called a fucking gun. And then you hit her with it several times and rob her blind.

Alternatively, if you can find her car, pop 3/4 tires and smash all the windows (use this little key chain thing you press it and it's spring loaded used by emergency personell) except the driverside door and windshield (So insurance might not pay for it).

Key up every section of the vehicle (each replaceable section). Then you pour liquid cement in the gas tank if you desire (I never did that).

Lastly, most importantly, you need to take 50-100+ empty casings from after the range (9mm .40. .45 doesn't matter), let them soak in iso for 24hrs to remove prints, and then dump the shell casings all over her car hood and spilled into the front seats from the broken passenger window. Bonus points for printed computer paper taped to car saying "pull that shit again and I'll spray your house when people are home."

I don't like violence, but when someone does something horribly wrong to me without any just caise, this approach has sent the message every single time. I'm assuming you got screwed on $200+ and that she's done it to tons of people. She won't even know who did it and will be so afraid she will stop stealing more than prison could ever scare her.

If they don't deserve financial damage, then just dump the casings.

Not trying to troll or sound like an armchair bad ass, but seriously the people I know are like 6/6 when it comes to results.
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Thu, 18 May 2017 19:47:28 EST ID:m+fJWns7 No.578621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Thu, 18 May 2017 20:17:00 EST ID:m+fJWns7 No.578623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck accidently just hit submit. in WDs on my taper now but this Kratom has me feeling alright. not high at all, but not feeling as bad as I thought I would. just took it 30mins ago so hopefully I can get some sort of buzz out of this but as of now just feeling a little less shitty. nb

also I saw there's a thread on circlejerk rn about some guy asking if he should blow his dealer for 12 roxis lol. everyone over there saying hell yeah. got a kick out of that.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 20 May 2017 00:34:21 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.578728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dudes bout to destroy years of pride sucking off some 40 year old black dude, couldn't believe what I was reading, especially everyone encouraging it for 2 doses of oxy looool

try kratom extract, I posted a shitty guide on my thread. By weight its more potent than morphine (when oxidized).
Caroline Goodbury - Sat, 20 May 2017 04:31:19 EST ID:re/0IGRA No.578730 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What are you going to do save this girl and then run off with her into the sunset and live a happy life together? She is with him because she is a piece of shit junkie whore. Its possible she doesnt even have a boyfriend and played you.

You got robbed and you stood there and took it like a bitch. Either cry about it and think of what you could have done different or grab a can of gas and go find her
Albert Candletirk - Sat, 20 May 2017 15:46:36 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.578737 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I agree, $40 isn't worth taking risks over. I did think you were a bit naïve buying her story, but that's been said.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 20 May 2017 16:49:31 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.578739 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You sound like you have very little real life experiences with situations like this.

Life is not a movie, as much as people want it to be. There are consequences. Letting it slide isn't heeling over and giving up, its making a smart move considering your only options are to try and rob the girl back (lol) or do some petty shit like vandalizing. You won't teach them a lesson. You will piss them off even more. Like you said they will eventually get what's coming to them. There is no reason not to take the high-road.

I'd totally agree with you if this was say, some fraud where you can actually get the other person fucked but when you're dealing with anything illegal, doing another illegal thing on top of it will only fuck you in the end. I rather be ashamed for a week than sit in a jail cell, out 3 grand, and have people after me. Your ego isn't ice, where every shit encounter melts a bit off you every time until you it doesn't exist. It's more like a piece of marble where these experiences chip precise pieces until in the end, you are a masterpiece of wisdom on how to handle life.

Only teenagers or grown-up teenagers (50% of fucking adults today) would worry more about their ego than their future. I know where you're coming from, but life will not work in your favor if you react that way all the time. Pick and choose your battles.
Fanny Dramblestutch - Sat, 20 May 2017 17:16:16 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.578742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
plz staph posting

plz take testosterone injections
Archie Fodgewell - Mon, 22 May 2017 05:07:07 EST ID:Jaqu2t38 No.578849 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yes, just "slowly taper" great advice, bud. In practice much harder.

I've found at some point I just have to stop ordering and not have any drugs in my vicinity if I really want to get clean, or at least lower my tolerance.
It's like when I wanted to stop benzos for good I eventually flushed 100 pills down the toilet and forced myself into withdrawal.

Looking back it could have been dangerous if I was on a large dose. Stopping benzos cold turkey can literally kill a person.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 22 May 2017 09:53:01 EST ID:wLrCfB8r No.578862 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My sister went missing on a dope run last night. Last I heard she was on telegraph and ford and her phone was dying. I can only assume the worst but hopefully she just stayed the night with the "cabbie" and decided to do it all since she had a shit day yesterday and got robbed.

I can't believe I'm not dopesick. Went all yesterday and thus far this morning unboged. I've been doing dope for at least 3 weeks straight now with the one 3 day suboxone forced break. My body must be an enigma. Going to ye ol credit union to get 10 to add to the 10 I found in a theater last night and getting a 20 asap. Gonna get high then go see King Arthur. I have faith my sister will turn up, if she's not already back at the garage.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 22 May 2017 09:59:33 EST ID:U8v5vglM No.578863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh God please stop using now I don't want you to get addicted, but I can see you're so so close. PLEASE don't make the same mistakes that most of us here have. You ABSOLUTELY need to take a minimum of a week long tolerance break, please. For your own health and safety :(

Additionally, I wish you the best with your sister and hope that she is okay. She will be in my thoughts.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 22 May 2017 10:18:01 EST ID:ubYjk3d8 No.578866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
She uses the term sister More than a Mormon wife. I guess sister is to trans as brother is to blacks.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 22 May 2017 11:18:14 EST ID:wLrCfB8r No.578868 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I call my best girl friend sister, she has a vagina.

Oh god please stop giving me advice.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 22 May 2017 11:35:43 EST ID:F5HmbHQj No.578869 Ignore Report Quick Reply
She doesn't listen to any advice whether its about drug use, blogging, or life in general. Your intentions are awesome but its a literal waste of energy on your behalf. On countless occasions, people have given really helpful advice only for it to be unacknowledged.

I've came to the conclusion that the problem will solve itself whether the outcome is bad or good unfortunately and people will only change on their on accord. Its just Cursive², c'est la vie.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 22 May 2017 12:25:47 EST ID:XRqY18TH No.578875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh, okay, I'll stop :( I'm really sorry if you felt it was negative at all. I just really care for you and wouldn't want you to make the same mistakes as me. I know that I really, really wish I had someone tell me to stop using before I developed a dependency But I'll stop. I really, honestly don't want to come off as patronizing or anything like that. I'm very sorry if I've offended or upset you at all :(

nb :\
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 22 May 2017 17:08:53 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.578890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I appreciate your posts
Molly Chendermine - Mon, 22 May 2017 17:32:47 EST ID:9uzRSC0V No.578891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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god i cant wait to watch dope sickness slowly destroy aidslion
Cedric Brookson - Tue, 23 May 2017 00:19:20 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.578904 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You act like dopesickness is a one off. The change is permanent if you push hard enough. Yeah you could feasibly go back to chipping if you take a decent break (months not weeks) from using (subs included) but you will never be able to go back to binges on the scale you have been without WDs being a consideration.
Stubbornness might get you through the consequences, but there's really no dodging.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Tue, 23 May 2017 13:10:23 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.578936 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Okay. You can see why I thought so though right? You said things like

>go back to chipping

and you'll beat your habit with


like it's so straightforward. You haven't been dopesick before, iirc? To use a common phrase - easier said than done. When you're suffering immensely, feeling both physically and mentally exhausted by the various symptoms of withdrawal, you'll probably then realise that to just simply then 'follow your plan' and 'okay brb now switching from addict mode to chipper mode, this ain't happening again' can be a rather difficult ask.

None of that is a big deal if you're some flawless god of willpower... but even if you really were, it's a good idea to be humble anyway when reflecting on your own drug use. After all, opioids have a relatively well-earned reputation for their potentially addictive nature.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Tue, 23 May 2017 13:11:06 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.578937 Ignore Report Quick Reply
and I'm sorry about your friend btw. Sucks.
Dr. Mario - Tue, 23 May 2017 22:26:37 EST ID:UPz9xVkT No.578959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude sick in NYC. Dosed 8oz yesterday and 4oz this morning. Visiting a friend from long island but I might skip on going out.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 24 May 2017 10:55:38 EST ID:P6Ox2QpP No.579001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Morning 2 of no dope. On a forced break because I'm out of money till ( and even after cuz I decided I need to use less save mo if I am to make it out of this shit ) I move some more lucy or I get paid next thursday.

Been listening to Egyptian/Arabic music, smoking weed, and drinking shitty cheap liquor in lieu of opi. Debating taking some suboxone to get high and force myself to stick to this break should my sister suddenly return.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 24 May 2017 22:26:42 EST ID:P6Ox2QpP No.579043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Would be a fair point if I wasn't just taking suboxone tonight to make it so no matter even if I wanna break my break I cant.

I won't be doing any opis at all for the next 3-5 days.
Shitting Dublingwill - Thu, 25 May 2017 15:21:16 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.579086 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>so dopesick you throw up PST doses repeatedly

Ah man, I remember those days, it is the worst. PST is hard to keep down at the best of times and doesn't taste any better on the way up. I'd love to say that I've never drunk a brew twice during withdrawals and when dry, but that would be a lie. At least you didn't shit yourself in public I guess.
Good luck with it man.

nb - finally used to this maintenance dose
Lillian Dillyridge - Thu, 25 May 2017 19:53:26 EST ID:u4EFgwGg No.579102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah that doesn't seem worth it at all. However the acid deal sounds good for both parties. I've only done shrooms a few times but never got my hands on acid.
Mew !4OIIV/81vI - Fri, 26 May 2017 05:54:14 EST ID:WNafc6EU No.579124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yo, go for 30-40mg of methadone to get rekt.

it's godly..

also this red panda (on the left) she lives like 2 blocks from me. apparently shes well liked.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Fri, 26 May 2017 06:51:28 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.579126 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hope things turn out okay and that you get well soon dude
Lydia Brimblefoot - Sun, 28 May 2017 00:23:31 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.579216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Keep it up, you did well to hold off yesterday.

>don't care if that's not the "right reaction"

It's not about right and wrong, but using to cope with negative life circumstances is kind of the ultimate trap, and a path you already seem to be a little way down.
I'm not trying to be abrasive, it's a trap I've fallen deep into myself. Even using a different class of drugs would be a better option.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 28 May 2017 12:23:11 EST ID:2WDAYxWp No.579234 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sorry for the dp, but the hospigal ran my blood and nothing popped up including benzos and opiates which is horseshit. I binged on kpins before coming and smoked a.lot of weeed. Nothing came up for that which is bs. And the hospital didn't do anything but make me wait it out on fluid IV bags. I still feel fucked up from it.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 28 May 2017 15:59:39 EST ID:2WDAYxWp No.579237 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was completely delerious, it felt like an anticholinergic. I don't know exactly what it was but from my experiences I could rule out benzo's. Also my eyes got super puffed up and red, looked like I got punched in the face which is a side effect of hyoscine/scopolamine. I'll know for sure in a week or so. I barely remember shit and only had 5 shots (I've dranken way more before). I was fine one minute then falling over losing consciousness the next and it just kept getting worse. Scary ass shit :/ nb
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Sun, 28 May 2017 18:39:23 EST ID:w4IBQFuB No.579244 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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More like up & down the hills of Peru. ;D Like, serious coca plants, coca farmers and seasons going on there now; wait a few years and randomly choose another, like roulette it is down there. I'm the other way - Hate uppers and would work a lifetime in a warzoned poppy field just to meet my needs, or rather wants.

I can see any addict or enthusiast walking away like pic related lmao
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 28 May 2017 21:27:46 EST ID:8zqslJTd No.579252 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Maintenance have been going okay. Not as good as totally clean but I haven't fucked up thank God.

I just take 4oz of ~3/10 WGN once per day and I've learned to combine it with a blood pressure pill and a bong rip to trick my mind and body that my physical anxiety is going away because of my tea, when it's half the propranolol and weed.

This is okay. I'm gonna do a week of this and then reduce it to 3.5oz. Ordering kratom so I'm planning to erase. I'm not sure if I should start on kratom before I get off PST or what.

Also I'm starting an online business soon. Stay tuned. We might sell seeds I have to read more first.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sun, 28 May 2017 23:21:05 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.579262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
that documentary is sad & embarrassing. It was Czech Republic iirc. All those people thinking that they're performing some kind of reaction with their vinegar (lol) - spoiler: they aren't. all they're doing is injecting poppy uh, stuff/sap, and the acetic acid they add, which is both a shitty high and dangerously unhealthy respectively because of the histamine release from IV codeine + various unfiltered nastiness from that mushed up plant shit. It was kind of funny to watch in a cringe way at least.

nobump4now, just chilling on the methadones til later tonight
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sun, 28 May 2017 23:22:38 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.579263 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oh, just realised this is the anti-BWN eh? Well, I will bump it then!
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Mon, 29 May 2017 01:06:15 EST ID:MhOTFefh No.579267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm counting the seconds until the clinc opens...
Haven't been dosed since friday when my crook AF and strung out friend convinced me to get take aways for the weekend and shoot em just so he could relax a little.

So I had my regular dose and a half and he had 1.5 of my doses.
Hes not on a program so it did him just fine...

Someone gave me a half a point of Hammer yesterday arvo and that took the edge of a teeny bit along with a few Diazepam..
But now I'm HOWLIN'!

Could have been dosed this.morning but I smoked some of that really nice pot I spoke of earlier.. (God WHY!)
So even though someone woke me up I went straight back to sleep in a half stoned stupor...

WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 29 May 2017 13:53:39 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.579288 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm in "real" withdrawal for the first time in my life and I'm extremely close to killing myself. How people CT fent and similar I'll never know. But I feel the worst that I ever have in my entire life. I think I'm going to do my best to make it to tomorrow (the earliest I can hope to get some relief), and then try to stock up. But if I ever run out again, I'm just gonna skip the bullshit and kill myself on my last high. Fuck, I feel like death. What the fuck, how is this even possible!? It shouldn't be possible. Oh I want to die I want to die I want to die. Please someone kill me.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 29 May 2017 14:17:41 EST ID:8zqslJTd No.579290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey man hang in there. I know how it is. We have all been there. You are not alone.

Do you have access to a gun? I had to dismantle primary function pieces from each of mine so I would stop thinking about which caliber was the most likely to not screw up. I threw them right in the woods and immediately ordered replacement parts to arrive in 2-4 weeks. Handguns in particular can seem luring in this mental state.

Hey man hit me up I'll chat
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 29 May 2017 16:25:37 EST ID:RVP72TAr No.579299 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Awww what the fuck dude, no! Fuck your shitty parents omg...

I hope you're OK man,damn wtf...
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Mon, 29 May 2017 18:18:20 EST ID:6DTNpgA+ No.579307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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damn that's fucked up. hope you start feeling better. hopefully they'll give you some benzos or something for the WD.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 29 May 2017 20:44:24 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579311 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuck Waikr's parents. I'm personal frIends with him and based off what he's told me his parents put him on suboxone and treat him like he's tearing ( "YOU'RE TEARING ME APART LUSA" ) the family apart over PS FUCKIN T.

Osterbach - Mon, 29 May 2017 21:02:34 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.579313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The worst part of withdrawal for me is finally falling asleep and dreaming about railing a massive line of dope (never graduated to the needle and I'm barely 5 years into my use, 3 years heroin) and waking up, realizing it was a all just a dream.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Mon, 29 May 2017 23:38:41 EST ID:Si70sRnO No.579327 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I apologize I cant link to the actual time in the video buy I invite and encourage you to atleast watch from 15:00 onwards again because I want to discuss with you..

The chemist says that its mostly morphine... or exactly what we expected.
However then the host goes outside and confirms there's no Heroin but sort of congratulates them for their ability in making in his words
"Diacetylated Morphine"
As campfire chemists.
Implying hes impressed that they brought about a chemical change of some sort.

However throughout the filming the host demonstrates a clear theoretical knowledge of the differences between Morphine and Diacetyl Morphine and the process that separates them.

Is this just a slip of the tongue that made it through editing?
He does however atleast imply that some sort of chemical change took place.
Or is he just impressed that they made a "IVable" product from raw opium that contains enough morphine to get them stoned.

They wouldn't go to the effort if it didn't get them high and they all look like they've a decent tolerance.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Mon, 29 May 2017 23:40:28 EST ID:Si70sRnO No.579328 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Forgot the link for you OGP.
14:45 onwards
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:44:52 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think you misunderstood my post mane, I didn't say he was siding with them. I was referring to the guy making the product in the fields as being shot. My point still stands though if they ran it saying diacetyalted morphine, because 1. it isn't true, and 2. its acetylated morphine, not diacetylated morphine. Knowing how morphine is turned into heroin isn't chemistry knowledge at all, it's an extremely simple process just hard to get a hold of the right chems. The host has no idea about chemistry, the only guy that is semi-credible is that hamilton dude.

>>Vice doesn't claim they are making heroin and the reason he takes it to the lab in the first place is clearly out of scepticism.
While the second half of that is true, the title of the video is literally "Heroin Holiday In Czech Republic" lol. They could've said Morphine Holiday or Poppy Holiday or Opium holiday and those all would be more accurate than that.
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:54:41 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579342 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I stand correct on the diacetylated part, your post says that but I just watched it and he does refer to it as acetylated morphine so nevermind on that. Still, Vice is not credible whatsoever. nb
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:59:06 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579343 Ignore Report Quick Reply
corrected* nb troiple post jesus christ, I sounded very pompous lol
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 30 May 2017 11:49:47 EST ID:+O2mXj24 No.579376 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finally on the road to getting dope. Hit my sister up and she found us a ride down to Dtown. Sitting in McDonald's listening to her stories of getting chased by the cops and tons of crap.

Guys taking forever n shit. Goddamit I wanna get high, oh lord he's gonna take forever... it's gonna be one of THOSE days but then I get to get high so it'll be ok.
Henry Greenbury - Tue, 30 May 2017 20:20:28 EST ID:RbbXi5bx No.579434 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you think you can't fuck your life up with PST you're not trying hard enough.
Sheriff of Noddingham - Wed, 31 May 2017 07:45:43 EST ID:pM92Yx+8 No.579491 Ignore Report Quick Reply
One thing i would suggest is that instead of waiting a week and suddenly dropping to 3.5oz, try going from 4.0 to 3.5 little bit by little bit over the course of the week and set it up so that at the end of the week you'll be a 3.5
That way it won't be a sudden shock to your system when you drop .5oz suddenly, and psychologically instead of dropping .5, your just using the tinest bit less everyday so the mental aspect won't be as much of a factor .
Idk just my two cents, maybe doing that won't do jack shit for you lol.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 31 May 2017 08:27:44 EST ID:JeuHYxVU No.579493 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Whelp she absconded with my 20. That's on me, I knew the min I saw her get on that bus my 20 was gone. If I had been able to go with her she would have shared with me because she had to. She gets sick and I don't I understand the nature of this game.

I don't even blame her, in fact I invited her to share in the dope feast I intend to have when I get paid tomorrow. I tend to forgive easily and not hold grudges, it's just too tiresome tho being walked on does suck.

Oh well one more day of work and then just gotta play our least favorite game... the waiting game.

No absolutely not! I genuinely care about Waikr+Pa, I didn't mean to seem like I wanted any attention in fact I generally dislike the attention I get. I never intended my trip to be so unwarrantedly popular I would rather be a fish in the stream not noticed as much as I am even as a trip. I'm really not such a bad person if you talk to me privately.
Priscilla Dravingville - Wed, 31 May 2017 11:38:35 EST ID:ZwUBL1Cx No.579500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been on H about a month now. Managed to chip for a couple weeks but pretty sure I'm getting addicted now.

Used nightly for about a week now and last few days I've been waking up to nasty nausea and body aches. Had to take a bump this morning just to make it into work but it's worn off and I'm nauseous as hell every time I smoke a cig....

Doesn't help I'm out of weed either. Get some hash here and hopefully take a break for a few days.
James Drashstore - Wed, 31 May 2017 16:28:53 EST ID:NZob1agW No.579517 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>And while eating your lunch he'll just walk up to you and take some of your food without asking, with his bare hands
And you just take it? What's wrong with you? So afraid of the PC brigade you gave up all self respect?
what !!QJGTUbuf - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 06:46:00 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.579564 Ignore Report Quick Reply

yeah, haha. i'm actually a little glad it happened, i've been craving a lot, so not getting good stuff is kinda feeling like a sign that i should just not do it... i really appreciate that you give a fuck, too, cuz there are only like 3 people that know that i use and have gotten clean, having some accountability is super useful.

anyways. gonna aim for 2 months, now! ha, take that heroin!

oh and sidenote, the withdrawals for fentanyl are like 8 hundred times worse than the withdrawals for heroin. like, didn't even compare for me.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 12:44:25 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OK I still still haven't gotten high. This is like G. R. R. Martins The Game of Slowass Dealers. Tho if he's telling the truth he had a good reason cuz supposedly he was watching his buddy and helping him not fatally OD. Just wish he had said that then cuz again if it ain't a really dark blow off excuse he's making now I feel like a dick for texting him asking wtfs up last night. He kept saying he was trying to get a front and some fucked up shot happened but not that it was THAT kind of fucked up shit.

Payday but until I get some returns on the investment that took up most of my paycheck I can only get a 30, but this guy's shit is real good, Lil pricier, but way better than that dickhead no3 guy I only fw if I'm SUPER desperate after the bs he pulled.

I like money, it gets me high, I require more money, so my goal now is to make dat money as ignorant and juvenile a goal it is. I wanna get high, in a decent apartment/house, with decent things, and be able to invest in people's inner art talents to make them a reality and take care of those people so they can do art over drudgery and in turn make something of their art so they can get high and live confortably as well. All excess money goes to AID's research to create a better super AIDs, jk lol and needle exchange and space travel funding.
Ian Bresslebanks - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 20:57:52 EST ID:Xbjkr26R No.579595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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you are literally trying to be the mother you wish you had...... but I guess that's you doing you, rock on homie
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 05:30:36 EST ID:p9i/yjPP No.579624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I like that. StimLioness the Tyrannical.

I mean, I accept criticism when warranted but THAT could not be more incorrect, my mom I'd the model opposite got my behavior. I wanna be my own "mother" perhaps, but ty for being cool about the you do you thingie.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 05:57:47 EST ID:vXntMERe No.579625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh yeah that I never had... yeah maybe you're right then
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 06:57:46 EST ID:vXntMERe No.579626 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Joinin you with a pharmball. Addy in the mix! Feeling fuckan amazing! Great night!

I'm really happy cuz this is the first stim I done in 2 weeks and first opi in 1 or so!
Martin Sonderchudge - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 16:13:50 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.579645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
cool story bro.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 04:11:37 EST ID:BYjRgOu+ No.579687 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>its not like heroin is much different than pharms

While i agree with you, I'm going to have to TOTALLY disagree with you.
Chemically they're similar, the effects both positive ones, negative and neutral effects are similar and the high and lows, the WDs thats where the similarities end.
On paper using H and Pharmaceutical opioids is very similar but in practice they could not be further apart.

If you've not been too far down the paths then i highly discouraged that line of thinking. It's dangerous and could be your downfall.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 04:12:26 EST ID:BYjRgOu+ No.579688 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 16:44:31 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah man i was shocked because it was my first time copping them from an actual dealer. And they look perfect, you could have them side by side to the reals and you'd have no idea, and I'm one to examine that shit for a good 10 min. They crushed perfectly normal too. All I know is it was dangerously sedative and actual felt dysphoric, after me binging on them for a week prior.
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 21:18:26 EST ID:7QJ0ZfpJ No.579818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
from my friends experiences rehabs tend to prescribe more antidepressants and at most muscle relaxers if used for sedation /antianxiety. You'll get shit like trazodone and seroquel. Never heard of benzos being given out in detox at least.
Reuben Nicklestone - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 02:11:35 EST ID:pxvX00p2 No.579853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah bud, get on subs. That way you get a daily dose of opiates no matter what, you don't crave (as much), and you're not depressed. I'm coming off them after a year, things in my life are good now, but I'm depressed again now that I'm kicking.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 07:51:38 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ofc on the day I decide to ( temp ) quit heroin ( for financial reasons ) I have my dealers practically trying to throw heroin at me. Fr yesterday one of my dealers tried calling me 6 times, once at 2am waking me from my ( normal ) night terrors causing me to be unable to sleep without a little bit of vodka and calling my gf complaining that demons are going to show up at the doorway facing my sleeping area.

Gonna get on the kratom train and buy a fuckload of bulk kratom asap
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 15:44:20 EST ID:DGdrOTeM No.579865 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OK fuck it I'm doing one last pick up in a while because the dudes gonna make it fat since he gave me some sticky as gunk last time. I'm seriously trying to quit/minimize usage or switch to kratom till I have my shit back together.

It's hard when you're mega depressed tho. Stims seem to at least motivate me to do something about my problem's rather than avoiding them at 20$ a day.
Jack Nallywill - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 17:52:32 EST ID:1nqCrHDj No.579867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
schizophrenia, the bearded lady disease. explains everything really
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 16:32:17 EST ID:dmYzdZXI No.579894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How much are they?
And I'll get back to you ASAP
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 18:09:04 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579906 Ignore Report Quick Reply
FTL-S (wasn't listed as S but I knew it wasn't going to be E)

>1.25/10 No joke
>very light colored wash
>no bitterness at all, barely even a CWE taste
>half the strength of the 2/10 SN
>thank God WGN coming in in like a week or less. They have been 3/10 or slightly more.

Stay away from SN and FTL (all but E). Warning.

Can post the lots if anyone cares. All off the river.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 01:55:22 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579919 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Im gonna take till 12:40
>1:03 "i'm picking it up now"
>1:30 "you still otw?"
>Phones off

Fucking fuck me of course! THIS SHIT SERIOUSLY. THE WORST THING.

Unless you got flicked or someshit you have NO REASON to do this just say you can't make it out tn ffs.

overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 08:20:54 EST ID:NWVosUis No.579937 Ignore Report Quick Reply
grats man, keep it up

you still working in audio engineering stuff?
Polly Brenderwock - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 11:25:08 EST ID:vLywnzCG No.579940 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I couldn't think of a better word than "jitters," but I meant it to have a positive connotation. Remember being a kid, and the night before Christmas you felt like you'd never be able to get to sleep because you were so excited? That's what I meant. I guess Steve threw you, I was trying to convey that I was hiding my excitement. Hopefully this'll be my last Anti-BWN post for a while.
3 - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 12:39:52 EST ID:mlJ2uVQK No.579989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got a question hopefully you opi nerds can help me with:
Who knows how to get the most out of an oxy OP60? I've done some reading and it seems the best I'll get is like 45mg instant release, it usually takes me about 60 to get off. any suggestions?
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 12:44:08 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579991 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ok put it in a shotglass of coca cola. Let it sit for 8-12 hours. Then slam the shot and fill it with water and drink any left over goop/gel/filler.

This will turn it mostly into instant release. Also oral is most efficient yet consistent route of consumption.

All other ways are a waste of time, as good, or less effective.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 12:44:54 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Do not be inpatient and drink it early.

Sorry for having to wait. It's worth it.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 09:11:56 EST ID:Iim/vY22 No.580037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Still haven't bought heroin. Almost relapsed last night from my acid decision to not do heroin till I rent this room Thursday and settle in with cash saved up enough I can get outta there and move on up to a place I can bring my gf.

I really just need her around to feel relaxed all I fucking nred I know because I was on a speedball and her cuddling Mr felt like 200x better. Tho this house I know the renter is a doper and divvies out dope to his renters so I'll probably end up doing heroin again when that becomes available to me, but at leasthe I won't be living in a garage.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 20:31:03 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.580172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
almost at two months clean!

but my friend/roommate/fellow user totally dipped (and totally jacked my bike...) without paying rent or anything, and my landlord is talking about clearing his room... didn't realize my buddy was IV, but i had to clear his stuff out or i'd get the boot, too. gotta say, cleaning up somebody's used rigs isn't a good time.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 11:16:28 EST ID:zIVIhM9z No.580216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>cleaning up somebody's used rigs isn't a good time.

It might sound morbid, but I always try to dispose of my fits as if someone else is going to have to clean them up.

I know people that insist on putting water into a syringe cap, then drawing up and squirting bloody water into their mouths so as not to waste any.. Or something..
And incase they have to reuse the syringe, which is fine in theory but they end up contaminating the water, missing their mouths and the vast majority of the time, nodding out with an uncapped fit in their hand before they get anywhere near done with this retarded process.

I use drugs to nod. I am aware that heavy sedation follows IV opioids. That's why i fucking do it.. so 10 times out of 10, the cap is on and the syringe is in the disposal bin before i even start to feel the onset.

Please people, consider others and prepare for the shit you didn't see coming or didn't intend to happen, because it happens.
If you OD that shit is traumatic enough for whoever finds you WITHOUT them having to pull your syringe out of your forehead because you didn't cap it before you slammed your head into the table like that scene in Batman.
Cyproxy - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 17:45:42 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.580308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've told this so many times I should save it for copy/paste in the future..
You don't have to soak your OP's, bake your OPs (unless you have to snort) or any other nonsense to get them to behave like IR's. Just chop them into a million pieces and swallow them. I found a red, humongous pill grinder thing that you screw together and the screwing action rubs two toothy sides together and crushes your pills. This thing works GREAT on OP's. You have to screw it tight, then unscrew it and rescrew it a little more until it's all the way closed but when you're done, you will literally have powdered OP oxycontin.

I suppose you could snort it in that state as it's *that* powdery but you know you're just going to be snorking out blobs of plastic later.

I just pour the powder in my mouth and swallow. 15-20 mins later, i'm good .
Cyproxy - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 18:21:59 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.580313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Actually I was the rich kid supplying his poor friends.
I've given more drugs away to those in need that it's fucking time it came around.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 19:56:13 EST ID:Z/rR21tl No.580323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gearheads of the world unite, you have nothing but your sickness to lose and a nod to win.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 20:00:09 EST ID:UGCHssqa No.580324 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This stupid dick hole has had me waiting inside target for over 2 hours now. I'm about to fucKING leave no amount of dillies is worth waiting this long for. Tells me to slide over, I get here and wait and wait for a text, all the sudden he's at dinner and can't meet up now. Cocksucking cunt fucker holy shit I've never hated another human being so much before fuck this guy. I legitimately needed them too since I fu ked up my foot yesterday and he knows that. I'm so heated right now god damnit.
Jenny Nicklefield - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 12:49:37 EST ID:P16B4y8a No.580371 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wrong thead. nb
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Sat, 08 Jul 2017 12:44:04 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.581439 Ignore Report Quick Reply

the anti-bwn serves a purpose which is it gives bropis a place to talk and chat and post while they are feeling like shit. this way they have people to chat with whove been there or are going thru it too and a safe place to just bitch and blog about how sick they are and about helping each other through it.

if youre just maintaining and want to post but dont know where go post in the bwn with a nb. but we dont need to hear about every dose or about everything happening obviously.
George Bussledock - Mon, 24 Jul 2017 21:29:28 EST ID:vEFxusyE No.582379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You weren't asking me but in my experience, the hardest part with the aches, anxiety and nausea lasts 4-5 days. But I would continue to get leg cramps and insomnia for maybe a month or more.
Archie Clackleridge - Mon, 24 Jul 2017 22:43:16 EST ID:KkJQtM10 No.582384 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I got myself into an addiction I want to quit but I have to work and I cant be sick at work because I do hard manual labor in the woods for 10 hours a day. But I get get 3 day weekends, do you have any experience with kratom of anything to minimize withdrawals?
Osterbach - Tue, 25 Jul 2017 04:45:59 EST ID:7QwYZ+Cv No.582412 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Getting paid tomorrow. Will probably blow all my money on dope again but also have a piss test on Thursday. Shit.
Esther Fuckingford - Tue, 25 Jul 2017 10:24:41 EST ID:+XaeRXnv No.582417 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Kratom worked great to get me through the withdrawal pretty much pain free. Just buy some and some capsules and you should be set.
Loperamide does not work as well as some people claim that it does, at least not for me. The very first time I tried it, it alleviated the symptoms slightly, for a brief amount of time but after that it didn't help. Couldn't hurt much to keep on hand though, but I wouldn't rely on it.
Cornelius Firringcocke - Tue, 25 Jul 2017 18:39:18 EST ID:vcCK37Uy No.582428 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Question /opi/ (but doesn't need a new thread): do you get wheezing from insufflation of some opiates? I never have it with h, but dilaudid always causes respiratory wheezing for a few days after. Anyone else get this effect from dilaudid or other opiates?

I smoke weed, but rarely if ever have had such an issue from weed.
Barnaby Dartlock - Wed, 26 Jul 2017 09:03:25 EST ID:D8A7U2FG No.582444 Ignore Report Quick Reply
God I hate shitty dealers. "Yeah I've got you in the morning" ... calls and shows up as usual, knock on door no answer, text... no answer fucking beat on dudes window, still no answer. Been waiting for this all week but regardless gonna shake off the bullshit and have a good day. Probably going to see valerian and the city of a thousand planets after work with the woman.

Anyone seen this movie yet?
Cedric Bungerfid - Thu, 27 Jul 2017 23:51:04 EST ID:eqXWWzUS No.582513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Today is payday, so I'm going to get me some heroin next week to inject it into my Veins. Yay! Thinking about buying a timed kitchensafe to actually keep it rare though but I'm so fucking poor.
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 28 Jul 2017 14:13:13 EST ID:F5HmbHQj No.582534 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sneezing at work because I was too tired to redose later last night, last dose of kratom was at 5 PM yesterday and I'm starting to feel the wd. what a WEIRD fucking day though, spoiler texting because its personal.

one of my good friends sister died, pretty sure it was an OD from /opi/s. 27 fucking years old dude :/ then an hour later my boy whos sliding up to my place tonight asked if I wanted percs (hell yeah!) after taking a 3 week tolerance break, possibly 4 by now idr. THEN I get a snap from one of my best friends from highschool asking if I want to go out tonight. 2 texts later she tells me she broke up with her bf. Shit yeah. Hope everyone has a good weekend, what a weird fucking turn of events. But at last I get to finally use and have some fun finally. Perfect timing considering how fucking shitty I've been feeling lately.
Phoebe Blollerfield - Mon, 31 Jul 2017 04:28:18 EST ID:KHARyJvV No.582633 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you never know, if you take enough bupe you might get some pwd then be good if you dont take enough you might get pwd but never get good, pst -> sub takes at least 36hrs(and still mild pwd) 48hr maybe if its a one off. might as well taper off with pst/lope instead of subs unelss youre going on maintence
Hamilton Pigglebanks - Mon, 31 Jul 2017 23:14:05 EST ID:tcUyDZVh No.582681 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Had a pretty shit sleep. At work now, feeling gross so I took some more lope. Nb.
Hannah Duckman - Tue, 01 Aug 2017 20:32:53 EST ID:tcUyDZVh No.582744 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wasn't a bad day overall, though my coworkers think I have a cold from all the sneezing and the runny nose. Did a bit more lope but I'm keeping the doses low (4mg at a time) so I don't extend the withdrawal. Had a nice warm bath before bed, popped 2mg of etizolam and slept like a baby. Have only used benzos on occasion before so my tolerance is basically nonexistent.
Caroline Dishbanks - Wed, 02 Aug 2017 08:30:29 EST ID:2R2OXVBM No.582782 Ignore Report Quick Reply
On day 6 of suboxone withdrawal. I did a short taper from 8 to 1 mg so it hasn't been as bad as it could be, but damn this shit still sucks. Somehow it's the worst insomnia I've ever had from opi wd, including cold turkey from tea...
Clara Fazzlefield - Fri, 04 Aug 2017 02:12:43 EST ID:KHARyJvV No.582850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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stay strong bro, godspeed
Eliza Mengerkotch - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 04:34:37 EST ID:KHARyJvV No.583308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why not switch to kratom then maybe lope?
James Dengerdock - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 23:24:19 EST ID:qy1py3dm No.583560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
day 10. another day of using 420chan as my personal diary.
wd aint too bad. i keep underestimating how long it will take, but I hope it won't be too much longer. I'm only doing 100g seeds today for one wash so I'm pretty much done. Maybe at most 2-3 more days as long as I stick by 100g.

can't wait for this to be over. Although I'm sure i'll have to fight off cravings and impulsive rationalizations. Gotta be careful in PAWS or reality readjustment phase.
Priscilla Bommlepick - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 23:42:01 EST ID:N91wDl3E No.583563 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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also a lot of w/d and paws is in your head, so if you dramatize, overthink and expect stuff to happen, youre going to make it much much worse, so try not to think and dwell, just keep yourself busy. gotta figure out what youre going to do with your time now that you cant get high and shoot the shit. jogging, hiking, biking are good endorphin producing replacements for doping, youll get a familiar rush where you can hang on to and chill out like you would after a dope rush
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 23:43:44 EST ID:yj8f/jBG No.583564 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You know you are going to keep being in wd as long as you are dosing anything right? Just stop all the way and it will be over fully in a week but it will never be over if you keep dosing. Nb. Took seeds today.
Cedric Sigglehack - Sat, 19 Aug 2017 16:52:50 EST ID:CeKvDlTG No.583583 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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In a month I'll be clean for 2 years cause of probation. My parents gave me a last chance to get clean and stay with them and I took them up on it after the arrest. Anyway I'm off probation in december and I'm scared of a relapse. I feel like I've only been staying clean cause of the probation drug tests.

talk some fuckin sense into me /opi/
James Dengerdock - Sat, 19 Aug 2017 18:53:01 EST ID:qy1py3dm No.583585 Ignore Report Quick Reply
gotta find other things to do I guess. some natural reward or something. 2 years is crazy progress don't lose it all! think of ur parents.

but yeah i know it aint easy
Basil Fenderway - Sat, 19 Aug 2017 19:42:17 EST ID:cbXJ46oj No.583586 Ignore Report Quick Reply
focus on work (or getting better work). plus that way if you do relapse you wont be totally fucked, at least at first.
asuka - Sat, 19 Aug 2017 22:27:18 EST ID:/zIHkdoO No.583595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hell, submit to tests for them if you're concerned about it tbh, tell them that you've been clean for two years and level with them about how you've been doing that with the aid of probation drug tests, and tell them that getting tested will keep you clean if that will. nothing embarrassing about it, if it's what you gotta do to stay clean then do it, two years is a long fucking time. then again, if you're scared of a relapse you may wanna make sure you don't overcorrect to the point where you'll just like, snap and precipitate conditions for relapse. and i mean, maybe you will eventually relapse. a lot of people who are trying real hard do it, and it's not easy to recover from one but they happen. that you've actually been clean instead of finding ways around it shows good work on your part so like, good on that and you can build on it.
asuka - Sat, 19 Aug 2017 22:31:05 EST ID:/zIHkdoO No.583596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
but anyway ive been "clean" for like shit, seven and a half months at this point? a while, a long while, mostly because i dont get out of the house except to go to work. i havent been able to find any way of not being sober since the beginning of January and like, just plain Being Drunk doesn't appeal to me, and i think like once I had an extra kpin for the day out of my script, so like, maybe i wouldnt pass the white glove test or whatever but fuck it, ive been sober for over half a year without even wanting to be.

if anyone wants to trade six months of sobriety for six months of xanax and heroin im willing to swap. will listen to other offers, though.
Hannah Forryshit - Sun, 20 Aug 2017 01:57:08 EST ID:qy1py3dm No.583604 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oh man day 11. was going to try use 0g today but caved at 1:45pm and used 100g. Might use more just for a relief day. I need relief days every time I push through some progress, as a sort of reprieve. Defo been going thru my fair share WD lately and i dont lose progress from "relief days", I simply stand still for a day where I can actually chill. never get high.

goddamn this shit takes long. and clearly im incapable of total cold turkey. Not yet anyway. The more I stabilize on these very small doses, the easier going to 0g will eventually be. Progress is progress.
Thomas de Queasy - Sun, 20 Aug 2017 06:40:50 EST ID:7N/P7NVl No.583605 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Are you like, an actual valley girl?

Edwin Smallwill - Sun, 20 Aug 2017 23:00:00 EST ID:pARULwDs No.583653 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck, I'm such an idiot.
I knew I'd be moving soon and I wanted to save some doses for when I moved in to the new place, but I was impatient and blew all my shit.

Now I'm sitting here with no fucking drugs.

Should of at least got a bottle of wine before I came up here or something... fuck. Sniffles coming on..
William Hizzlesirk - Mon, 21 Aug 2017 07:35:52 EST ID:Ythb/QL/ No.583661 Ignore Report Quick Reply
did you move far from where you lived before? consider going on subs/methadone? nb
Edwin Smallwill - Mon, 21 Aug 2017 16:44:32 EST ID:pARULwDs No.583683 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm three and a half hours away in bumfuck vt starting a new job. I have considered subs, but I don't know where there's a clinic. The nearest hospital is 1 1/2 hrs away..
I don't know. I want to talk it through with someone up here who knows a thing or to about being an opihead up here.

But straight up, the most magical thing happened to me today. I got up at 530 am from a completely sleepless, sickly night to smoke a cigarette. When out of the corner of my eye, I see bright red flowers out of the corner of my eye in front of the apartment growing across the way. Yep, there is a god. I must of looked like the most sun-deprived, scummy gardener to everyone passing by.

Didn't get me high, but took the edge off my sick thats for shur.
Henry Siblingwater - Mon, 21 Aug 2017 18:36:31 EST ID:qy1py3dm No.583690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
day 14 i think. hopefully i can go 0g today without major problems. i only used 75g yesterday and this morning i don't feel too bad.

jesus christ i can never go through this again.
Panda5 - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 20:39:05 EST ID:nqvLVjiz No.583748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I hate to be the guy to tell you, but those are not opium poppies.

Opium poppies have round, tapered, circular pods. Other varieties have flat tops and only taper at the bottom.
press !XIxc6BpKnU - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 23:38:39 EST ID:aE7PHH0C No.583756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i didnt have the heart to ruin his placebo
those were either orientale or bracteatum so i dunno maybe the oripavin/ thebain took the edge of. nb
Shit Fandleset - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 03:30:38 EST ID:qy1py3dm No.583763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>tfw the poppies panda posted are also an inactive variety.

You see those little portal openings around the crown of the pod? Doesn't happen with opium poppies. Most likely an ornamental variety. I had pods which looked exactly like those and were inactive as fuck.

dont blame you tho its near impossible to tell what is active and not without firsthand experience or research.

in relation to this thread tho, i'm on day 15 of WD and its really close to being over. I'm not even tapering anymore, just using nothing except a bit of immodium. 2days MAX and im out of this shit 100%
George Drucklesore - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 08:06:30 EST ID:+/rrrSK/ No.583769 Ignore Report Quick Reply
those are openings to the seed chamber they open up when the poppy is matured so the seeds can fall out hence why they are only opened at the dry ones
Edwin Snodson - Thu, 24 Aug 2017 01:38:09 EST ID:qy1py3dm No.583800 Ignore Report Quick Reply
aiight u right. dam i shoulda harvested more from those shitty poppies i had. i just chucked them oopsie
William Tootworth - Thu, 24 Aug 2017 14:57:10 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.583844 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had a dream I was doing heroin then woke up to realize it was a dream. Just a dream.
Barnaby Drenningspear - Mon, 28 Aug 2017 13:42:04 EST ID:pARULwDs No.584007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Phone interview with Sub clinic tomorrow then hopefullly inducted soon.
Fuck, I'm so sick of being sick.
Snively, shivery, angsty asshole today.

Does anyone know what the policy is for having opi's still in your system when you go for your first induction? Do you need to piss clean? I know they need you to take some time from your last dose and you need to be in WD's, but do they just tke your word for it?
Archie Tootstock - Mon, 28 Aug 2017 19:08:31 EST ID:rsPsf2TS No.584042 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Thanks guys. I just read some horror stories about Duloxetine and will probably throw it in the fucking trash.
Jack Gammerford - Thu, 31 Aug 2017 23:48:22 EST ID:N8EpJgc5 No.584232 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>could have been high on kratom right fucking now
>instead working on my school application
I wonder what it's like to make bad decisions in life.
Samuel Ganningshit - Fri, 01 Sep 2017 03:56:29 EST ID:X00Cpxq5 No.584240 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's been about a year. Once a week or so, when I'm lonely, i'll feel the urge to fill that hole, and just get down and fuzzy and happy.

Life is hard sober, and when you've been on the opiate hamster wheel, it's hard not to think of life as a constant struggle for pleasure. I've gone from up/down/up/down to just a flatline of mediocre experience. Is this it?
Caroline Clarringwell - Fri, 01 Sep 2017 15:58:50 EST ID:ytY8HzHg No.584259 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have been clean from opiates since december 2016 and my life is getting gradually better. But today would be the perfect day to say fuck it.
2 of my mates didn't make it, were drunk for like 2 weeks and went to detox.
Today would be the perfect day for some codeine. But this will stay a mind game.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Fri, 01 Sep 2017 17:58:29 EST ID:75Le7g0Q No.584264 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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> up all night waiting for the clack of the letter in the box
> nothing
> run out of cigarettes while waiting
> no gear until after weekend
Dr. M !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 02 Sep 2017 10:50:59 EST ID:/MXGHq6e No.584285 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>when kratom isn't stronger than placebo
Ernest Gesslehark - Wed, 06 Sep 2017 14:55:19 EST ID:/QhSDPPW No.584433 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sitting here on benzos, Lyrica, kratom and alcohol and just thinking about trying to cold cop tonight. I wanted a break but it's only 2 days and I'm already a mess.
breakabond - Wed, 06 Sep 2017 16:38:09 EST ID:Kvmq4Jha No.584437 Ignore Report Quick Reply
U can do it
Ernest Gesslehark - Wed, 06 Sep 2017 17:40:59 EST ID:/QhSDPPW No.584441 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And here I am with a little overpriced pile of dope again.
I'm so fucked. See you in the BWN.
Edward Mammleridge - Mon, 11 Sep 2017 15:06:53 EST ID:pARULwDs No.584653 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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FUCK do I want to get high. Have some morph chillin back in my room, but I don't want to touch it cuz I'm going to see my sub doc tomorrow to get my script refilled. I'm worried they'll give me a UA, which they always observe. I'm not so desperate enough yet to try to fake my ua.
Plus, I just started off at this clinic and I don't want to fuck my shit up already.

Still.... I really would like to get high.
asuka - Fri, 15 Sep 2017 00:06:34 EST ID:/zIHkdoO No.584796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i getcha, it's frustrating and i understand theres More To Life than just drugs but like, im 24, still working on and off on a Bachelor's, have a lot of things im happy with and about, even sometimes like myself which is far far far and away better than where ive been before. its just that im at a weird, stagnant point and i wish i could spend some of that stagnant time high. but like, u have a good point.

not good enough that i dont wish i had dope to be fair
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 03:02:01 EST ID:+kftpumo No.584866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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IV crack n h

Saw Kim Boekbinder live tn at the Trumbull <3
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 03:20:07 EST ID:+kftpumo No.584867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck wrong thread I always do this on /stim/ and /opi/'s anti BW threads...
Hugh Donnerdutch - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 03:21:17 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.584868 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is the anti BWN...
Shit Cecklelock - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 04:41:33 EST ID:d7KAizcq No.584872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
is IV crack any better then IV soft? been doing a lot of speed balls as of late with coke.
John Brookbury - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 11:06:23 EST ID:l/lp6132 No.584885 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I Actually haven't been on here in a couple months, and even when I do get on I don't post/comment much. I just got on here again for the first time in a while a few days ago and saw this thread and just felt like letting my bullshit out. Idk.

I get on here more when I'm sober for a while really cause when I'm high I'm doing other shit lol
asuka - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 22:24:42 EST ID:/zIHkdoO No.584909 Ignore Report Quick Reply
eh, doesnt seem too bad to me, youre in a situation remarkably similar to mine in some ways and like, i still come on here lol. i mean, it probably doesn't help much because you feel the more conspicuous parts of "missing out" but like, it is what it is you know? like, you won't be doing them either way so may as well live vicariously or whatever. i know i like seeing pictures of drug shit sometimes, and i enjoy talking about things from my perspective.
asuka - Sat, 16 Sep 2017 22:25:58 EST ID:/zIHkdoO No.584910 Ignore Report Quick Reply
also bump when not nodding, im wide awake and wish i werent. i wanna listen to shitty Billy Joel tracks and snort heroin
John Driffingsid - Sun, 17 Sep 2017 03:46:36 EST ID:b6SA3gDq No.584915 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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So, got scammed on the dnm and don't want to inject the dirty shit from the streets. Day 2 without h, Day 6 without benzos and I feel pretty good. Got my cheap beers, pregabalins, coffee, cigs, vidya. Time to let my arms heal and the boredom sink in. What a fucked up year that was.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 17 Sep 2017 19:20:51 EST ID:bvn43anT No.584926 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finally free of withdrawal symptoms, kicking the legs up and relaxing on 7.5mg of zopiclone. Let the good times roll on.

Seriously though, I had no idea what was coming. I thought if I kept my habit under two weeks I'd be away to the bank laughing. Instead three days of sniffly nosed vomiting and a spine that felt like it had broken glass stuck in it. Never getting a habit again, fuck that shit for a game of cowboys. Thank christ I had diphenhydramine and benzos to sleep.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 18 Sep 2017 19:05:12 EST ID:rV7oa5yd No.584993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dboys in the next city over till who knows when but hopefully I can come up on that tonight. he still owes me a dilly (or whatever thats $30) so I might just call it even on either an M box or a few caps as long as it isn't fent. so until then I'll be on kratom. every time I go to him I get more and more surprised how nice he actually is and his appearance is just a deterrent, dude is a class A d-boy and a genuine person overall. always answers and never lies about when he's arriving so I've never had to wait on him except one time that was out of his control.

either way idrc, I just did 75mg IR oxy last night and realized my tolerance isn't as low as I thought. so even if I get that dilly (8mg), it wont even get me a buzz and he wont have any more until his connect fills his script. even if I got a m box on top of it, I still don't think I'd be anything more than buzzed and just end up extremely disappointed. so I might cave in and just grab the H since 1) I don't want to spend any money on drugs for a good week or two and 2) I am 95% sure I will be extremely disappointed from 30mg oxy and 8mg of dilaudid with my current tolerance.
Angus Bavingstock - Wed, 20 Sep 2017 02:14:50 EST ID:MvEHWf1P No.585049 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm reliant on the deliveryman again. I hate this I thought I had a good system in place, but it feels like life is catching up with me.
nb sorry had to vent a little
Augustus Nishwater - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 03:57:17 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.585149 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just spent some time doing arts and crafts making tooters out of foil. Might be getting dope tomorrow. (Fingers crossed)
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 18:31:47 EST ID:Rf7buG/v No.585179 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this is accurate, waiting on the mailman is excruciating and those last few hours until he arrives, i mean good god they are horrible even when you arent sick. Very few things in my life make time move slower than waiting on the mailman to bring drugs
Bombastus Werrywag - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 22:53:57 EST ID:ewBHi73I No.585187 Ignore Report Quick Reply
great. now i gotta masturbate again.

thanks, faggot
Betsy Shittingham - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 23:06:48 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.585189 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>585187 you're welcome faggot

never got that dope I was supposed to get. I'm so depressed I just want some dope. Reeeeeeeeeeeee
cyproxy - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 10:00:34 EST ID:RmrPnHwh No.585242 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just went through 4 days of opana withdrawal....what a fucking misery. Lope definitely helps but jesus christ that's a rough ride. Good again tho...until next time anyway....
Ian Blackhood - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 00:07:46 EST ID:VCb5Jkyc No.585341 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey friendos, does anyone know if any roll calls still exist out there, somewhere, anywhere?

circlejerk banned, Voat banned. FeelsBadMan
Bombastus Werrywag - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 03:35:32 EST ID:rRdsOWq5 No.585353 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>tfw you're such a seasoned /opi/ user that you just type "Circle jerk" with capitalized C and with a space because you don't let the cat planets do it for you
feels lmao man

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