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ANTI BWN - F U CK SOBRIETY by Hunter S. Nodson - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 14:45:47 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.570609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shiettt, I rarely get over here anymore. Sorry yall. Come in my thread and bitch about your lack of drugs

sniffling, sneezing, and sweating at work here, wooooo
what !!QJGTUbuf - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 20:52:20 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.570618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
whattup betch

my nose is runny, my body is sticky sweet and my d-boy is on the way... but not fucking here yet so i'mma bitch a little bit.

we're almost there. i should really quit, lol.
Matilda Cruckletig - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:15:35 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.570619 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just slowly taper
DMT !y9QENaL.92 - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:27:02 EST ID:uhfahgGR No.570620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, I'm not quite at sobriety yet, but tomorrow is my planned day to start suboxone to get off a pretty gnarly but quick run of heroin and u47700. My u47700 tolerance is unbelievably high, it pretty much renders the heroin useless.

Even worse I don't have a scale to measure out the u4, so I've been eyeballing this whole time, but I'm pretty sure my u4 doses are well over 100mg a line, and even those are starting to be barely bringing me accross the highness line. Its starting to freak me out actually, thinking when I bring out these lines, how it looks like soooo fucking much, but as Im lining em up I think to myself well I'm not actually high so I guess I'm still far away enough from OD'ing. But I still stare at the lines in disbelief that I'm actually doing this much.

Given all this at hand, I'm actually really relieved that I'm finally getting off all this shit and starting over with my sobriety. Even though life sober is hard, as Im super prone to depression and boredom, when I'm sober there is just so many more possibilities and options availible to me, like exercising or surfing. Doing normal things that people do that when I'm loaded are just impossible because of the condition of my health.

I'll still be around on the board just to check in and post but I'm hoping that this time in sobriety is truly going to be my last time having to quit and stick with being sober for good. Wish me luck and I wish anyone that same luck if they are truly motivated to try life with sobriety and actually acheive something positive.
William Pagglefoot - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 21:37:37 EST ID:w3WqOQLV No.570621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
A dude I work with told me he recently came into some 5mg percs (I like em, don't judge) so I was super excited to grab a bunch from him. I asked him for the imprint so he sent it to me. I googled that shit and what do you know, its OTC 500mg Tylenol. I told him I was not too sure about those so he sent me a snap chat of the RX bottle so I thought, "Okay, maybe I could be wrong." He brought the baggie of pills to work today, I looked at them and realized they were definitely not Percs. He says, "Oh I dont really fuck with pills so I was just trying to get rid of them, these were what the pharmacy gave us. Ill check into it." Later he sents me a text that his "resource" says they're just generic percs so they're totally good, do I still want them?

Fuck. No.

Now I know you're not ignorant, you're straight trying to rip me off thinking I dont know my shit. Downright insulting, not to mention now I don't have the goodies I thought I would. Guess its just me and whiskey tonight. Cheers
Eugene Fusslechurk - Wed, 14 Dec 2016 22:03:07 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570622 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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About a month ago I just decided to stop doing heroin. Not worth the time and money getting it. Now I just fuck with roxys and norcos when I can get them. I wanna get some opis for Xmas time though.
William Blatherdale - Sat, 17 Dec 2016 16:26:07 EST ID:azB51eCK No.570763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not had the sickness for a while. It's all flooding back now.
I'm cold but I'm on fire. I want to cut my legs off. My bones feeling like they've taken a serious beating. I'm feeling every emotion at the same time, but regret, guilt and shame are overwhelming. Flashbacks. Crying. You know the drill.
Not shitting and puking just yet. Oh wait, forget that.

I'll be able to get a hit before I'm crying out for my mother. That hit is going to be sooo good. I don't want to look at the time because I know it will make things worse.
Thomas Dronningbudging - Sat, 17 Dec 2016 22:50:16 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.570774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Say you get yourself into a bad habit that would cause a withdrawal such as this ^
Could that w/d be avoided by slowly tapering off? Or are these symptoms inevitable once you abuse?
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 08:17:09 EST ID:TlmBTlyw No.570780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well the cold turkey was okay until about a solid 48-60 hours.

My last dose was 8oz, and the dose before that was 48+ hrs.

The most obvious symptom that solidifies the subjective feelings that I can never prove to myself otherwise, is the runny nose.

I have 5-6oz left, so I dosed 3oz and prayed for relief. Not gonna lie and pretend I got high, but it sure did level me out. 8 hours after that babby pst dose and I'm still feeling ok.

I'm hoping I can space the last ~3oz to 48hrs after the most recent one. I'm excited to see if the collective bag resin from 10x5lb bags will cause any effect.

This may seem obvious, but don't quit benzos cold turkey, opis with a steep taper, and abruptly stop a 3-4 day vyvanse binge which you rarely take. The mental mindset during the stim comedown just isn't productive at all.

What I wouldn't give for two bars of Xanax right about now. I didn't sleep again lol

Caroline Penderridge - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 10:49:29 EST ID:nDLCGqmk No.570783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What the fuck. I went into deep withdrawals last night right after a wash shot. Kinda like cotton fever but no fever. Went to bed feeling dopesick even after my usual 2 bags a day. Went to bed sweaty in deep WDs for no reason.

Ive been sitting up in bed depressed and distraught for for 6 hours. My last dope dream crushed me but I can at least talk about it now.

I was in a college class with a very cute brunette talking to me. For some is reason a short naked guy with a 14 inch gummy worm for a dick starts fucking her in front of me. The professor comes in and says how glad he is that were filming porn. I remember that I just sold the brunette dope and I steal one bag from the bundle. On the way home a guy punches me with a fist full of stamp bags that go everywhere. "You like trash? Why did you go to chapel hill?" I tell him he got the wrong person then he walks into a small room to beat up the short guy with the gummy worm dick. It seems that its his older brother and doesnt want him dating girls that do H. He comes out and gives me HANDFULS of bundles. All of them green and white with different designs. One is xbox and another is double dragon. I fucking book it, running home, through every neighborhood I ever lived in. Its painfully slow. I try to steal a minivan and my sister is suddenly driving, but shes Japanese instead of black. She forces me to listen to Jewel I'm Sorry after I tell her its my least favourite song ever. She critisizes me for having a beard and says "The new santa clause shaves and is slinny now. So is Rick Ross" I finally decide to snort it knowing my rigs are a long ways away, but I wake up. I wake up strongly being pulled to my jacket pocket expecting bundles to be in there. I fucking hate that yearn and crave.

Fuck. Im off to hustle Hopefully I can buy 2 bags by tonight.
Hannah Bocklehed - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 10:49:47 EST ID:azB51eCK No.570784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I IV up to 0.5g of good H and day and this was only about 12 hours after my last hit. So yeah I've dug myself into a pretty bad habbit.

I could probably do a sub taper tho and be ok. Never tried but will be soon as I'm arranging to get on heroin replacement therapy soon.
Archie Blatherridge - Sun, 18 Dec 2016 23:24:08 EST ID:Dg1IzYna No.570801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Is there any possible way to get subs without being put on some list? I have no drug charges and no medically known substance issues aside from smoking and drinking way too much and I would like to keep it that way. I've gotten way too many close calls and dodged quite a few bullets but embarrassingly enough I'm finding just taking oral T to be like H tier scary to me--and when I smoked some H it wasn't shit. Oxy is alright I guess but couldn't make it a habit. But this stuff is so bad I have legit thought about cold copping a bag for no reason than just to deal with my Tia issue. Or maybe I'm just being a total pussy about it but damn do I wish I had even like 8-16mg of bupe. I just don't want to go on any registries or deal with any of that kinds of bullshit, or having to try and explain to them a substance they know nothing about so I have zero faith in any health care system doing me any help but I am pretty sure if I asked for outside help it would definitely hurt me.

...of course then again I have been tempted in the past to test false positive for heroin just to get into a detox ward for quitting smoking so there is that retarded idea
Walter Wurringnidge - Mon, 19 Dec 2016 20:14:36 EST ID:q+JWDhM0 No.570835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In 3 years this dude and I never had a disagreement. Literally only 2 days out of that whole time was I unable to cop from him, regardless of weather or holiday.

I made a mistake. Paid him by giving him a debit card. Using an ATM would have cost some dumb fees. A fucking automatic transaction popped up and screwed him in the checkout line. Now he wants me to pay him back double.

Tried to pay him what I originally owed and cop but he took it for what I owed him. Fuck that. Not buying ever again if he doesn't deliver. I can't stand somebody I should be able to trust failing me. Ive owed hundreds before and paid him back but now 20$ is cutoff time? I rather quit.
Phoebe Hemmlefare - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 15:10:55 EST ID:jyegxX5B No.570935 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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God damn it guys, It's like that fucking Junky Christmas that Burroughs wrote. I can't score for shit. My regular oxy supplier closed down between now and the new year. Tried to go cold copping, ideally oxycodone or morphine, but couldn't find shit and I went to three different spots. Fuuuuuuck. I can't even get my hands on heroin. Going to try again tomorrow, hell no I'm being sober throughout the holidays.

Worst case scenario, I'll have to call up the doctor on call with a bad toothache and try to get prescribed some Tramadol. That shit works like 80% of the time.

Sorry for bitching, but isn't it what this thread is about?
Betsy Huttingshit - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 16:39:31 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570944 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570935 my guy said he would have his roxys before Xmas a few weeks ago. Now it's gonna be a few days after Xmas. I wanted to be fucked up for Xmas eve and Xmas. My h connect is not responding. Feels shitty cause I have quite a bit of money right now. The opi gods just aren't with me.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 17:16:55 EST ID:8qZ7WboC No.570947 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Order seeds and make some tea nig. I was sceptical at first but it blew my socks off
Betsy Huttingshit - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 18:30:21 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570951 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570947 I wouldn't know what to order or even where or how to make it. I think I'm retarded or something. I wish I could use the darknet.
Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 18:54:17 EST ID:wKnDDy+7 No.570955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You can buy seeds legally on many popular shopping websites. Even if the better vendors are private, just getting a dose is all that matters. Check out the reviews and see which ones people are saying "HIGH quality" and shit. Biggest online retailer, you literally can't go wrong.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:00:42 EST ID:8qZ7WboC No.570956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
LITERALLY 2 threads down there is a thread ALL about PST(poppy seed tea)and PPT(poppy pod tea) there are 350 separate posts about poppy seed tea in that thread) if you read through it and still can't figure it out then you really are retarded and should seek special schooling.
Tripcode `12309785398fsdhk.jh2q08hnc - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 20:24:49 EST ID:K/IeJa9d No.570957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
He just needed a little encouragement, and now thanks to you, he's got it.
Cedric Subberstack - Wed, 21 Dec 2016 23:56:24 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.570975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>570956 I read the feedback "these seeds get my nod of approval" and in the thread calling the place river had me laughing my ass off. Glad I didn't spend money on them, getting acid tomorrow. :)
!GOACID/XyA - Thu, 22 Dec 2016 22:07:21 EST ID:320VALK/ No.571052 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Waiting on Kratom. I found out that it's literally the best substance I've ever used for creating music and so now when I'm out I just feel stalled in my process.

There's something unique about Kratom's ability to manifest patience. I get it from benzos, but I'm too stupid to make music on those. I get it from opiates like hydro, but I'm too high to make music and then too frustrated that the high is gone. Kratom hits this perfect sweet spot that enhances my creativity and gives me extreme patience to deal with all the details that go into making music.

I think I'm a decent musician, but I have very poor discipline for the most part, and Kratom keeps me in check.

Kratom is more of a tool than a high to me nowadays, although I obviously enjoy myself when I'm on it.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:09:57 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571060 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well i ran out of pst as planned

worst seven days ever, and the fun is just beginning.

Of all times, I agree to get off PST in the dead middle of Christmas.

I had a flight yesterday to come back home to florida, and it was delayed for several hours. I forgot I had 3.6mg etizolam in my wallet, so I downed them before opting out. The delay turned into a gray/blacked out shit show where I spent $86 on drinks JUST FOR MYSELF.

I was so intoxicated that in retrospect it was absolutely embarrassing.

So I get "home", WDing from pst, just ended a benz WD after finding some keepsakes, and feeling like utter shit from being hung over.

My grandparents house (my former home) has been the place that by far outranks rivals on the most memorable setting for happy moments by myself (such as snorting 4mg dilaudid with absolute 0 tolly as a late teen).

Basically this is the place of nostalgia for me, snaggin $7 red table wine bottles and drinking about half combined with 3 vicodin 5's laughing my ass off to the simpsons of whatever happened to be on.

Now I'm here with the opposite feels, and I hate myself for what I've done. My grandma has always has a plentiful xanax script so sometimes I'll grab two or three in an emergency, but with all her recent surgeries she is/was loaded the fuck up on opioids.

One bottle of 90ct 5mg IR roxies, another botttle of 60ct 5mg vikes.

Only problem is, the 90ct bottle only had six left. Similar story to the vikes, like under 10.

I can't believe I was such a dickwad that I took one oxy 5, two hydro 5s, and one 1mg xanax the first night I got here. Then I promised myself that I wouldn't do it again. However, looking like I have the flu and wanted to do nothing but sleep all day just doesn't work when you're seeing family for the first time
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:26:01 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So on an impulse I grabbed an additional 5mg oxy and a 5mg hydro the following day to feel better. Barely did anything.

I figured that any more than 4/6 remaining would be super obvious.

The funniest part was I swear I could not feel any of them AT ALL. Like 10mg hydro 5mg oxy 1mg xanax and 3-4 drinks and I felt good enough to drive.

I hope to god I didn't take a single pill that she actually needs. It would make me hate myself forever.

Oh yeah, I took 1.5mg xanax an hour or two ago and honest to god I can't feel it all, same thing. I mean yeah I get it 1.2mg etizolam daily builds benzo tolerance, but 1.5mg zans is supposed to equal 2-3mg of etizolam.

Oh how the tides have turned. Little pills that would complete alter my reality as a youngster, and now Advil PM is just about as psychoactive at this point.

I couldn't help it, I ordered 10lbs of seeds on saturday and they supposedly arrive tomorrow. I ordered them when barred out hard so I ordered the exact thing TWICE (LOL). I can't wait to see my wife's wonderful reaction to 20 fucking pounds I truly shouldn't have.

Where I fucked up the most was neglecting the impact quitting would have on depression.

Oh yeah, I went to the store WF and bought out their remaining poppy seeds (like 6-8oz), typical peppery smell/taste, no bitterness, 0.00/10 not active at all. It's the second time I've ever gone that route. Don't even bother.

Maybe I should face reality and get on subs. It would statistically reduce the chances of blowing my brains out one day (I'm not suicidal nor have I ever been, but I'm just being statistically honest).

Life's one huge ass cosmic joke. I'm pretty sure I'd sell my soul for a few 8mg dillies at this point.

Did I mention I stopped using vyvanse at the same time?

I'm an idiot.
pills !zkraGArAss - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 00:45:11 EST ID:nSDH1uIt No.571064 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Id sell my soul for a few kilos of heroin
Sounds horrible though.
Hope your seeds come tomorrow.
Lifes no fun without getring high IMHO .ive been sober after having years of heroin habit and its just like fuck it. I like getting high.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 01:00:26 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
thank you for the reply. I assume it's pretty obvious I come here because I have no one in real life who could truly relate. It means a lot. My father in law made a joke at the dinner table once that his "painkillers are so strong that just 3 would put either of you under the table." Joke's on him; they're only 7.5mg percs.

Joke's on me, because I'd need 10 of them to get a good high.

You think you know who you "are" until you go into full blown polydrug withdrawals.

family members who haven't seen you since your wedding and are dying to see you and spend time with you, and meanwhile all my subconscious mind can think of is whether or not said family member has any leftover dillies that you noticed a few months back.

It's fucking disgusting
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 01:54:40 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude, if you would have stopped on the first like you planned 2 months ago you would be basically fine at this point. And now you ordered more seeds? "Oh I ordered them while I was blacked out" "oh ill just take some of my grandma's 10 remain ing pain meds" STOP RATIONALISING THIS TO YOURSELF!!!! what are you going to do when your wife actually does leave you? listen dude, I've had love and I've had opiates and I would pick love every fucking time. Sorry man but someone has to try to talk sense to you. Im only saying this as a friend because I want to see you get better but honestly it doesn't seem like you actually even want to stop. Do you want to stop? I've used twice since getting over pst withdraw, once was tonight actually, I know how hard it is to say no, but you have to for your own sake and the love of your wife. Send those bags back or have her get rid of them or something but please, you said that was your last bit before and I was actually excited for you to be stopping. Try getting some kratom, it WILL help you, both physically with wd and mentally because it fills the void of feeling like you need to take something. You should take your tea making ritual and turn it into a kratom tea making ritual. Remember the goal with this is to not get high but to help you through the worst of it and give you a mental fixation besides pst. I relate to you hard man and I feel like we could be tight if we lived near each other. I wish I did live near you because I would make your ass get clean lol. I wish I could offer more than words of encouragement or empathy but just because I dont know you irl doesn't mean I dont care about you and want you to get better. I know you can. If I can get through it anyone can because I am a fucking pussy honestly. Good luck dude. I'm going to figure out how to get in touch with you soon. Stay off the pills mane, your g ma is old and getting old hurts. Have a good Christmas if I do t talk to you but I'm on here several times a day so reach out to me if you need or want to talk.
Matilda Drabbleworth - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:06:05 EST ID:ividVS7G No.571075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> ive used twice
> once was tonight
Ya think? With that fucking wall of text
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:09:02 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I would have done that anyways lol. I'm trying to talk some sense into someone I dont want to see suffer anymore and offer words of encouragement, you can't compress heartfelt words into a few sentences. Well I can't lol
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 02:15:55 EST ID:K1YpOPrt No.571078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And a final thought
>It's funny how when I use suboxone I call it using, yet people who are on it when prescribed call themselves "clean"
They are not clean, just controlled using. Just because you don't get high and its prescribed doesn't mean your not using. if you are dependant on a drug then you are using, it doesn't matter where it comes from or how you feel from it.

G'night folks!
Dr. Mario - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 22:30:54 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You know I know you're right. Its just plain horrible.

Honest to God the double order was a mistake, but you're right I shouldn't have gotten the 10lbs in the first place.

It's so embarassing trust me I know. I pretty much lived on my bed for the first week. I didn't even get loose shits until day 8 or 9 or something, so it looks like WD objectively lasts 2-3 weeks for me.

I didn't sleep a wink, even with 1.5mg zans and 75mg dph. I "got up" at like 1pm and everyone was wondering what the fuck is wrong with me.

I had to make PST in the shower for maximum stealth. I couldn't use a scale so I had to eyeball out of a 2lb bag (they sent me my 10lbs in weird amounts), I used maybe 8oz tbh, hard to say, I didn't want to risk taking too little.

I slammed the first wash and brewed up the second, and when I realized that it was sufficient strength I just dumped the entire second wash down the drain because I don't want to get high and ruin it all like you said.

The instant kick that seemed to bring color back into my body was glorious and heartbreaking at the same time.

I'm sorry you have to read my bullshit. Sometimes I don't even click submit post because I know I'll just get ridiculed.

We'll link up soon enough, no worries.

Merry Christmas. I'm just happy I don't have to pilfer grandmas stash ever again anytime soon. Yeah it was only 15mg hydro and 10mg Oxy total, but that's 25mg too many ya feel me.

This has taught me that how you feel when tapering from PST is an illusion, as in the doses don't seem to impact me until 10+ days later, so I think I'm fine when in reality in 4 days away from a train wreck or whatever.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 23 Dec 2016 23:14:07 EST ID:slnH8fHb No.571141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Please don't think I was trying to ridicule you at all. I've taken xanax from my grandma and I know how shitty it makes you feel. I just want you to be able to feel better man. That said, try to take as little of seeds as necessary. Again,i know it's easier said than done but I believe you can do it. I hope you have a great rest of your holiday, especially now since you don't have to be sick.
Oliver Ducklepune - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 06:38:06 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571164 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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when going pst->subs it took 5-6 weeks before physical withdrawals stopped... pst lasts forever. why cant you take sub again? works great for me, everyone says i look better and whatever. or why not buy some dilaudid to speed up the kick?
Solidikans - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 21:00:44 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571195 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey man I'd like to talk to you, cause your literally saying exactly the same thing and doing the same patterns I went through, let me know how to get in touch somehow
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 22:22:54 EST ID:1QLgFm8U No.571202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey buddy. It's good to hear from you.

When I'm back in Ohio away from family (like 10-14 days) I'm going to do my very best to idle in the 420chan IRC as often as possible.

Unfortunately the only way to have reliable IRC is by using a computer.

We should just chill in #drugs and chat some time. Same goes for you A-drop. Don't worry I didn't think you were ridiculing me.

I came clean to the misses, and to my bewilderment she didn't get really mad. She sort of put 2 and 2 together and realized that me appearing like I'm having a hepatitis flare up isn't condusive to family bonding, let alone daily activities.

I might try subs to see what they're all about when my vacation is over.

PST WD is absolute whack. I don't recall PPT WD being this bad, but then again I wasn't dependent on them for basically 18 months lol.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 23:19:00 EST ID:BR5oXTy/ No.571205 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So wish I had some fucking opiates right now. Oh well I guess. Least I'm drunk and high.
Solidikans - Sun, 25 Dec 2016 00:35:35 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I get the getting through the holidays thing, imo wds during family events are fucked. I had to do wd in Easter but the subs thankfully kicked in halfway through the day and haven't had any wds since. After Christmas I'll get in the irc and try to give you some info and knowledge on my experience. I think it will help because I've gone basically the same route as you minus the uppers (they just aren't my cup of tea)

Merry Christmas all, take a fat shot for me
what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 25 Dec 2016 19:13:50 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.571243 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck, man. i knew that heroin was gonna fuck with me, but damn. here i am, sick as fuck on christmas when half of my family moved across the US and the other half can't stand being around me because i'm junkie skum. like, i get that i'm feeling sorry for myself, but there's so little good that i just wanna get fucking high, man. i hate being sober. i mean, i tried smoking a bit of weed, which i haven't done in like, 6 months or something, and it isn't doing jack shit.

i just want to disappear into the warmth of heroin and stop fucking feeling all of this. i want to feel it envelop me and consume me in dreams while i nod in and out of lucidity. i want to escape and rest. but it's never enough and it kills me knowing that if i could make it five days to get through the withdrawals, i could probably go another 6 years clean and make progress on my life. but here i am with my phone in hand ready to hand off to a friend that is really just a dealer. our relationship is temporary and trite, and only exists when i have the money to feed my demons- even if i means i have to scramble afterwards to figure out how to make rent and stay off of the streets.

anyways. i miss my heroin. scraping my sheets and soaking my straw aren't working. i'm sick.
Esther Meddletane - Mon, 26 Dec 2016 15:12:23 EST ID:9miiVdsH No.571268 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started on suboxone today. Looking to get sober and go on with my life and be Happy and successful. Opiates are just dragging me down and not letting me focus on the things that truly matter. Need to get my life in order and do what I want to do with myself. It doesn't suck since I can't do opiates anymore. TBH I've been thinking about doing this for the past few months. I'm happy that I already took the right step to get off this shit.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 27 Dec 2016 17:31:53 EST ID:dUVKW3p4 No.571315 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hoping to get some black and some tweak later.

Ideally black since I'm looking more to get laxed up tonight rather than flanged. Both would be good tho. I've got 100$ refund on an item coming in, 50$ gift card, and a 650$ paycheck. So I should be getting decently high in the near future.
Fanny Pennerpick - Tue, 27 Dec 2016 21:12:29 EST ID:oKV8RKZQ No.571323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i'm literally driving myself crazy trying to pick up. last night connect for ish let me down. so tried again today and no response. my friend hit me up earlier today and we were supposed to be getting black tonight. i just want to get high. i'm like suffocating in my own skin. deleted all my connects and haven't tried picking up/using in two months.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 02:30:31 EST ID:ztuLKpKJ No.571436 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waiting on 100$ of black rn, eating free sushi

Probably ordering a bun of ech tomorrow

Fuck responsibility eat sushi, do heroin
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:37:58 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.571440 Ignore Report Quick Reply
they are a little insufferable... what with the whole 'look gais im liek totaly gay, if you didn't get it the first time, i got fucked in my male butthole the other night after doing that meth'.

no hard feelings StimLion, I think you're okay, I'm just messing around
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 03:55:01 EST ID:ztuLKpKJ No.571445 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Its cool man. If I cared what people on the Internet thought about me I'd be wasting a lot of energy I could be using on getting high.

Also I'm high as heeeell. This sum good black yo!
OtherLion - Sat, 31 Dec 2016 09:54:42 EST ID:KyrsHYws No.571454 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm hating, poorly. Just got some sleep bout do nod out now that I used my dick for a female sex vagina I am straight.
Aciddrop !eG32DBftP.!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 01 Jan 2017 15:48:26 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571484 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ended up getting super drunk last night, splitting a half gram of coke with some people and smoking some blunts playing beer pong. Some dude was trying to sell oxy 30s for 40 bucks a piece. I was like hell no though some opiates would have been pretty freaking awesome. Good night though. Haven't had decent coke in awhile so that was nice for a change.
Lydia Nabberwidging - Sun, 01 Jan 2017 16:07:37 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571487 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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so youre just a loud rainbow parroting asshole? ''I know lots hate my posts, some dont care and a few like them but i will keep on because immmm the best!!!!'' no offense to parrots theyre beautiful creatures. you dont care but you care to tell us?
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 01:31:41 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571509 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey Aciddrop,

Can you please move mountains to borrow a computer so we can talk privately? This week? You only need the computer once for the initial contact. If I have 12-24hrs notice on the scheduled IRC time then I'll be there (I don't miss appointments). After that it will be much more flexible and tablet-capable.

I really need your help. I made a post on benz under the "why do you take benzos?" thread that pretty much sums it up. But I don't just want to vent or something; I want to talk to you because I see you as a friend.

Like dont worry anybody, I'm NOT gonna hurt myself or anyone else or anything like that at all, never have wanted to and never will. I just really need somebody to talk to about some difficult stuff and I feel most comfortable doing that with you. It would mean the world to me.

Can you please try your best to contact me and socialize with me/be someone to talk to? It would really help; I really need support. You get me so that's a big thing.

Mods this has nothing to do with drug sharing, irl hookups, or sources so please leave us alone. Quetz is sharp enough to know this so I'm not worried about potential consequences. If there's any confusion just address me directly instead of banning me/people. Thanks.

Thanks buddy. I can use IRC with a computer any day. We could probably use a temp tiny chat Url but the IRC is the 420chan-approved method and we can insure we know that we are talking to the "real" versions of each other.

I'm open to talking to other people that I've built online relationships with. I just felt we've bonded the most with several other honorable mentions.

Thanks mn It's been a plane crash for me.

>pic related, what my life will turn to if I don't seek help soon
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 02:44:22 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571512 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sup dude. I've been waiting for you to post. How did the holidays go? Hope it shaped up to be better than they started for you. Only way I can get on a normal PC right now is if I go to the library which I can do at some point. Um I'm pretty sure taima.tv is working so we could perhaps talk on one of those deals like the mxc chat. I did check out your benz post. People with depression and anxiety seem to make up the majority of the drug using community and especially "hard " drugs so that's not too shocking to hear. Self medication and impulsive behavior is a common trait among those with these types of mental illnesses making addiction much more likely. It's as unfortunate as it is true. Sorry to end so abruptly but I've been nursing a hangover all day and need to get to sleep We will talk more soon though. Hope all is well with the misses. try not to be too hard on your family. It seems like they are just worried and don't know what to do which is understandable if you've never had an addiction or struggled with mental illnesses. Take it easy and don't stress too much homie. I have faith things will work out for you.
Barnaby Pellytark - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 03:30:34 EST ID:cu6B12LL No.571513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
/opi/ is so fucking gay these years
thanks blatant tripfagging, it used to be fine when there was just nz, overgrown, a few more, but you guys are just complete faggots holy shit get a fucking life for real dawg.
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 04:52:23 EST ID:5GrnBQBp No.571517 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey dr mario, I know im ot who u were talking to but if u just need someone to chat with im a nice guy and non-judgemental. I have lots of experience with poly drug addiction and w/ds severe anxiety, depression and other mental illness benzos/opi poly addictions in particular and im online all the time and always down to chat with people. Im no professional but im always happy to lend an ear and give you my non judging honest and well intentioned advice or ideas or just general support to push thru the rough or lonely times.

Feel free to hit me up any time u just need to chat or want an outside voice of reason or some one who gets it to listen to your issues. My name is 31337grapefruit on steam and if u tell me u came from opi or 420 ill always be sure to add u and say hey to at least see who im chatting with.

This goes for anybody really. Feel free to add me if u just need to chat with someone u know will get it and not judge u or get all hollier than thou or just to get an opinion or advice on something or just someone to help take your mind off some rough times to chat or play games or do whatever. Id love to hear from you guys, Im around regularly, pacific time zone and am happy to lend my time and an ear at the minimum to anybody here who needs or wants someone to chat/game with. steam: 31337grapefruit
Basil Buzzfield - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 08:39:53 EST ID:G2Mvq8wS No.571522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey Mairo I kno I don't trip but hmu we be tight I four stock you easy money.
Martha Gallersot - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 10:30:05 EST ID:tKhfw/pt No.571524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been waiting for 10 days for oxys. Havent wanted to use H because of the dirtyness of it. About 7 days ago plug texted me i could come pick up, but that he could deliver in the morning (he usually always deliver) decided to wait, he got arrested and i got no pills. Had to use the last of my liquid buprenorphine for 3 days till it ran out. fot a text last night my friend has 3 30's for me but couldent meet up yesterday because he was too hungover from doing molly on new years. Hopefully getting them today. Wish me luck.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 11:24:42 EST ID:Gfk+Q6Rv No.571525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>571513 It's not like it's actually affecting you or anything. We lose trip fags, like JVENOM and bigD who are still occasional posters but aren't really on here any more. And we gain some trip fags, like me and DR.M. it might seem like there's more but there's not really. And people have been personal blogging on here since I've been here so that's not new either. The only reason DR. M was even posting this here is because we have no other way to communicate. So What's ur problem again?
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 02 Jan 2017 14:28:51 EST ID:1uzeHtup No.571529 Ignore Report Quick Reply

A lot of us have been here for years and just started "tripfagging". Get over it mane.

Plus this board is so slow and empty now that it only feels right for people to know who you are, it's like one big fucked up family. You don't sound like you belong you angry ass nigga.
Ebenezer Bardspear - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 03:04:41 EST ID:S/0CMF5+ No.571540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
have you ever had a hair test for heavy metal poisoning?
Hamilton Worthingwater - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 09:01:59 EST ID:/g9JX1r/ No.571547 Ignore Report Quick Reply
its been 10 days since i got on subs. all i do is smoke a lot of weed to compensate a bit for the somewhat mental cravings i get a little bit. things are already getting better in my life. I'm hopeful and extremely motivated and determined to get on the right track.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 11:03:31 EST ID:2Y0sPzlO No.571553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was diagnosed recently with Moderate Depression and Severe Generalized Anxiety.

I thought I was taking etizolam for sleep all these years, but I was inadvertently treating my issues.

It also explains my constant opioid use and occasional Vyvanse use.

My family is all crowding around me and I don't know what to do.

I just want to go back to not being diagnosed. I'm not gonna eat any of that ssri or snri bullshit (I'd rather be sad and be myself), and it's not like I can be more than 30% honest about anything because I can't risk losing gun ownership rights.

Apart from a possible Xanax script that can "legalize" my etizolam use concerning employment piss tests, there's absolutely nothing positive the health system can do for me.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 11:05:32 EST ID:2Y0sPzlO No.571554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh pic related, pretty much the drug combo I wanted to do after finding out. This was in the parking lot too.

Basil Chossledock - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 12:39:38 EST ID:v8AVNqb3 No.571557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Major opi drought in my area lately, all I've been able to score for weeks has been sub. About to go score some with my rommie now. Just mad and posting here cause I wish it was morph or dilaudid. Oh well
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 15:53:57 EST ID:HYaLpJTh No.571560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hahaha awesome
Solidikans - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 22:04:20 EST ID:d5zvmmHD No.571571 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey man did you decide to go back on detox after the holiday thing?

Sucks to hear you got some diagnosis, but don't let it get to you to much (at least it lets you know what areas you need to work on)

A few months after I started subs my doc wanted to try me on Zoloft because she thinks a lot of my behavior stems from social anxiety and mild depression. I was very hesitant to give it a shot because the whole "I don't wanna be a zombie, I'd rather fix my own problems" but eventually I told her I'd try it and decide wether or not I'll stay on it.

I ended liking it, it doesn't make me feel numb or anything, not even happy; it just makes my mood and outlook on things generally more positive.

Anyways hope all goes well with you, hit me up sometime if you want to discuss it
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Tue, 03 Jan 2017 23:36:38 EST ID:qgUJ6xQy No.571576 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My parental holiday period doesn't end until the 10th. Until then it's eyeballing 3-5oz every 2 days and taking 1.2-2.4mg etizolam as needed just not to get high.

When I get back its 1.5oz in morning 1.5oz at night locked up monitored, and 1.8mg etizolam daily 0.6mg in late morning 1.2mg at night. This is all temporary until my first psychiatrist appointment.

I gotta talk around and get the best source for red vein Kratom for the transition. I'll need the antidepressant effects. With hemochromatosis and heavy metals in general I gotta get off this shit. Maybe this label is what I needed.

I'll have to figure out how honest I want to be with the psych. If things really go down hill I'll consider subs over heavy PST use again but that's a last resort and I would have to get a whole different doc for it.

We will talk soon I promise. Thanks for the reply.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Wed, 04 Jan 2017 04:21:20 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.571597 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wouldn't straight up dismiss SSRIs or SNRIs. They can be useful. Escitalopram helped me for the first year I was on it anyway, and even when it stopped helping, there was none of that 'zombie'/emotionally dead feeling that people talk about. However it did take quite a few different tries before I found the right SSRI. And also if it came between being dependent on an SSRI or dependent on benzos, I would take the former every time. Benzos long-term are seriously bad news (my memory is still affected years on after stopping my diazepam script) and I think that it's crazy the way they're given out to young people for long-term anxiety treatment in North America.
pills !zkraGArAss - Thu, 05 Jan 2017 23:52:41 EST ID:gvE4p1Rj No.571675 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Jesus christ I want some heroin . I could maybe finagle something but I truly have no money/job at the moment. I am currently waiting on my w2 , that I hope I dont have to call the damn place I quit from to get it myself. They wait till literally the 31st to send em out... jews. But im supposed to buy a car and go work some place cus ive just been laying in my room for 5 months. But I probably will get a car and stockpile my suboxone cus I can sell them super fucking fast. Then while im waiting to get a job I will be high , I fucking hope. No direct connect, and cant ask a lot of people with trying to keep up me being sober so ill have to eitber either use a middle man that gets shitty dope sometimes or another one that might rip me off. Fuuuck im just tired of waiting.
Osterbach - Fri, 06 Jan 2017 00:47:57 EST ID:7QwYZ+Cv No.571677 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Taking a much needed break from opiates for a few days but have a bag full of xanies so that I don't have to ride out the hell which is sobriety. Also having an ultrasound on my kidneys later to check on those kidney stones that have been bothering the hell out of me.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 20:54:52 EST ID:muVDCMHj No.571888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Anti BWN

Got muh 29 guage 1cc needles

120 of black tar on the way

Got my novel up ready to work on, tonight gon b gud
pills !zkraGArAss - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 22:14:05 EST ID:1eblvVdX No.571892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuckin pissed had everything set up to get some tar in months but dude didnt pick up his phone....
He said we would get tar last night but then did a 180 withojt telling me and comes back with a taco bell receipt with some greyish powder. I was pissed said it was $20 a point. Why the fuck would I pay for $10 more for somethings that weaker.
Shits backass wards .powder should be stronger than tar but every powder ive come across has been stepped the fuck out of.
This shit gave me a slight buzz and then made me feel like shit and a headache.
Ive only come across one good powder that was $150 a gram but jesus christ was some of the best dope ive done it was rocky like how it should be not stepped all over. That mythical grey powder. RIP
So fuck it gunna spend what little money I have on 5lbs of seeds.... siiigh
Thomas Buzzstone - Sun, 08 Jan 2017 23:31:20 EST ID:h4yWvW3W No.571895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I moved from the west coast to a shitty city in the south where there is almost NO dope and when you get it it's like 25 or 30 a point... Going say crazy that I'm almost about to say FUCK IT and rob all of my roommates for what they have and flee to atlanta to get high. ive never done anything that crazy before. I'm going nuts
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 00:17:18 EST ID:6vuBG+xO No.571897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yea the markup for subpar rural dope is ridiculous. The town I live in its 20-25 a point. And a tiny point as it is.
City is $10 but theyre huge, usually... havent had any since the mexican went to prison.

I hate when you have a good plug and they get hit and go to prison. Usually come out all like" im gunna do good now"fuck that ! Get back to selling drugs.
Graham Bigglefidging - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 00:20:07 EST ID:W9y0ZbgT No.571898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm over here in new city with my girlfriend and we have pretty much run out of options for money so we both got jobs at the local McDonalds. Pretty scary when you think about it

Gotta make that mcmoney so I can get some mcblack
Basil Fedgeshit - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 20:28:35 EST ID:Yp+Cvx1R No.571957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
stoner here

you guys are weird people, but kind of idk
lovely i guesss
i hope it all works out man the fuck up and accept withdrawals, try not to do that shit so many times, i used to take methadone just for recreational purposes and feel like a smooth criminal too, but it sooner or later gets out of hand it aint fun, at all
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 20:50:19 EST ID:HYaLpJTh No.571959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Beatrice Fammledack - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:20:48 EST ID:P1XBDjIb No.571960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Man your like a us mum who frlreaks about their kid...were not agressive here so please understand withdrawals are almost unbearable & a combo of physical & mentalities suffering which can pass years past the physical issue which are shorter but intense distres and panj with the knowleDge you can just s
mordvargr - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:48:55 EST ID:lMrEJHf9 No.571961 Ignore Report Quick Reply
somehow passed a drug test. bumping on benzedrex and tramalamadingdong
Quetzalcoatl !KDjYWIiOiM - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 21:58:55 EST ID:OIpQoQ2U No.571962 Report Quick Reply
>not aggressive
>throwback to that time morphonaut nearly killed his dealer with a hammer while drunk to rob him of 3 grams of dope
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 09 Jan 2017 22:16:17 EST ID:t7IGhMb3 No.571963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
breakabond !!D0XjIgKF - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 14:14:13 EST ID:8hogtOaH No.572007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey what does this mean? What does it imply?

"On a couple of occasions we have had two people go into detox from very similar habits.. and it so hard to watch the one who tries to beat the withdrawal with an opiate antagonists still having acutes weeks and weeks after the the person who chose not to has made a full recovery from the acutes."
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 15:08:03 EST ID:ryjIHTwk No.572010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It simply means that people who choose to take suboxone or methadone are really just avoiding their withdraw or prolonging it while just going cold turkey gets it over with much much quicker and you out of acutes a lot faster. What else would it mean? Just cold turkey it if your does isn't too high. So much easier to have it over with in days vs feeling less shitty but it takes months and sometimes years. I know people I dnt think will ever get off maintenance
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 17:16:42 EST ID:xFAimvJ4 No.572015 Ignore Report Quick Reply

fuck man everyday I'm reaching the point of withdrawals, I'm getting convinced you can never use daily and have it not catch up. My tolerance randomly skyrocketed and now I started getting the wd's at 3:00 pm during work everyday no matter what. It feels horrible man and this is puny ass kratom. Drug dependency is a bitch.
Ernest Grimham - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 19:34:03 EST ID:I6nmiy4N No.572030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just got my wisdom teeth out which means I can't smoke so I figured I would just replace weed with the pills they gave me for pain but I took 4 and just felt a little sleepy. What a waste. I guess I'll do twice as much tomorrow.
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 20:07:18 EST ID:WjaZSBeT No.572032 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well you can smoke if you cover the holes with a moist paper towel.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Tue, 10 Jan 2017 22:16:59 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.572040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why does buying have to be such an ordeal
Cornelius Pobberbanks - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:10:54 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.572065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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What do you all do to stash away your drug nuts for inevitable dry spells that hit us all from time to time? Stash away in a spot in your home for dire days? Have a friend hold a g of powder you can only get to in emergencies?
Have a store that still sells unwashed seeds by the kilo?

Posted something similar in the BWN page, but my acryl fent got stuck just past US Customs (it was already 4 days behind scheduling due to a problem actually getting my order in the mail after payment) due to the snow storm that just hit the mid atlantic. My city was under 15" of the mush, Order should have gotten here Fri/Sat last week, and I had run out on Thursday night, and was licking baggies by Friday AM. Ended up roughing out what should have been a gorgeous time in the snow on the couch dope sick.
pills !zkraGArAss - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 02:22:30 EST ID:13MW7Vl7 No.572067 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have no selfwill to keep myself from keeping drugs whatever I do ill convince myself to get high.

Im thinking of buying a timed safe however so I legit cant get to it.
MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:21:23 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I used to have a friend hold 200 60mg MSContins
A gram of "opium" from the DNM which im sure was shitty tar
He had a bunch of OC40s too that a mate found looong after all OCXX's became OPXX.
Eventually I would walk down the street from his sucking that familiar orange coating of before hitting the end of the street to crouch down and mix up... Shit got nasty.
I ended up selling 60x MSC to another friend and then buying a few back haha.

Ah reminiscing... back when I had $5,000 and a viable business...
Help - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:22:53 EST ID:QPQ9x25g No.572079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Anyone know a legit website to get oxycodone without a prescrption>>572078
MDCB - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:29:10 EST ID:OiobTHuY No.572081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Pls no

Cedric Claygold - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 11:19:21 EST ID:Dg1IzYna No.572099 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sourcing is bannable office newfriendnb
Cornelius Pobberbanks - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 12:15:31 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.572102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Its always shitty when an A level dealer gets fucked up. The sad truth, from what I've seen, is that every dealer eventually gets hooked on their own products, and thats when they stop treating you like a customer and start treating you like the way a junkie would.
It just happens though. Better to move on then get upset about it. Happened to myself over and over and over.
pills !zkraGArAss - Wed, 11 Jan 2017 14:03:23 EST ID:SkDaEYlH No.572115 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well that sounds like your fault.
CYPRoxy - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 18:04:01 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.572610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Glad to see the ANTI BWN still rocking. I started this thread on valentines day of 2016 when life was sucking unwashed cock and I'd had enough of happy BWN threads. Thanks for taking the reins, OP!

That said, I got money and NO FUCKING CONNECT.


fucking shit.
breakabond !!D0XjIgKF - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 18:14:31 EST ID:7Tz3mutN No.572611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I ran out of drugs. Time to feel normal again until the eagle lands.
!GOACID/XyA - Wed, 18 Jan 2017 20:23:16 EST ID:320VALK/ No.572617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I recently found out I may have a heart disorder that prevents me from doing a lot of different drugs, including some I really loved like Kratom.

Temporary sobriety is fun, but knowing I can't indulge if I wanted to is pretty awful.

Cornelius Murryhun - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 00:05:27 EST ID:ig//aFLq No.572628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can't get my new script filled until Friday, but at least I have a few codeine to keep from getting sick.

What did they give you? 4 vicodin should be good enough, unless you're a huge dude, so I'm guessing you got tramadol or codeine.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 03:54:45 EST ID:6kKkBQVB No.572638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's rather awful.
!GOACID/XyA - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 05:22:29 EST ID:320VALK/ No.572642 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Yes it is.

It's a unique sadness knowing you can't have something ever again, a sensation usually reserved for deaths.
Thomas de Queasy - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 06:32:39 EST ID:oj7uZ3Jc No.572645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Exactly why I refused to go to my cardiologist's appointment after shooting morphine, speed, cocaine, methylphenidate, MDMA, and zolpidem for years.

I don't think I could handle it. I'd probably rather die from heart failure than keep on going without my morph.
William Grandwater - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 09:44:13 EST ID:GF4dXmrH No.572649 Ignore Report Quick Reply
what kind of heart disorder if you don't mind me asking?
Ian Bromblespear - Thu, 19 Jan 2017 22:28:13 EST ID:ig//aFLq No.572673 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>tfw you're as anxious the night before refill day as you used to be on Christmas Eve
Walter Sommerput - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 13:48:24 EST ID:K8FrJNVt No.572710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just a heads up, my u47 tolerance was that high, maybe higher, iv 80mg at s time.
Tried to go back to subs, and it didn't work. Tolerance git so high that even when deathly ill, for three days, taking them made me sicker. Like precipitated withdrawals.
Had to get on methadone
Baron Von Feelsgood - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:00:13 EST ID:zeBRp/4R No.572711 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have my methadone, though it seems to be wearing off much faster than usual; might be the fact that I quit benzo use recently which was/is horrible. Can barely leave the house due to anxiety (and ended up losing takehomes for tues, thurs and sat too so I can only really split-dose on Sundays now. I went from 30mg flubromazolam (~1200mg diazepam equivalent) to nothing in <6 months, my feet won't stop tingling.
Still I feel less like my head is full of cotton wool.
Baron Von Feelsgood - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:03:54 EST ID:zeBRp/4R No.572712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not been here for almost a year either, Quetz is stil about, is NZ still alive? Green?
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:42:03 EST ID:MCQjWI/q No.572715 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took seeds for 3 days in a row. Maybe 4, can't remember. Got mini wd sorta. Smoking weed while my brothers girlfriend runs around cleaning the kitchen and gives me the stink eye whenever she walks by for not cleaning but I haven't even been here for like 5 days and they made the kitchen dirty and I cleaned that shit the last 2 times so fuck that noise.

Fuck sobriety. It's over rated. Weed doesn't count.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 17:26:14 EST ID:D6RKRVe+ No.572735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
"I saw mommy kissing the pharmacist" just doesn't have the same ring to it............
John Pittspear - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 18:01:51 EST ID:ksXotlFv No.572738 Ignore Report Quick Reply
waiting on getting 100 bucks wired to me, but my gfs mom already gave me 30 bucks for a perc 30..Thinking about buying it now, then the money comes in at 730ish, then I go get it and give my gfs mom the cash back and say sorry couldnt find it if my dealer wont meet up with me again.
Sidney Ganderdut - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 19:45:36 EST ID:lav73YCS No.572741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just got beat for $100 son of a bitch
Ernest Brunkinnudge - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 19:50:08 EST ID:dtrOfYkY No.572742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just a word to the wise:
don't give money for drugs if you're not getting drugs back in exchange
it's a sorry drug dealer who isn't carrying
Sidney Ganderdut - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 21:18:33 EST ID:lav73YCS No.572750 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude literally handed me an empty square of foil (common here ) im sick af
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 21:51:17 EST ID:bG2eZd+l No.572752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Awaiting pick up as we speak!

Gonna boot up and study witchcraft!
Angus Dizzlestock - Fri, 20 Jan 2017 22:46:16 EST ID:LjzIX49S No.572756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Is this a new connect cause something similar happened to me today. Basically some new kid started at work this week I and found out he did blues, so he was able to get me 12 so flipped him one for helping me since my regular guy doesn't get till the 2nd. During the week he asking to go halves on a 10 pack but i would go pick up with his sister and he would get me back today payday.

Sure why not i was planing on keeping all 10 and keep 5 as hostage til i saw him the next day but i fucked up and didn't realize his sis took the other 5 but whatever i still got my 5, sucks laying out double though. Dont think he showed for work today, but he texts me later saying he was going to cop and get me back. Well as i expected i get some crazy runaround story about he got sold fakes and when he went back his sis gets smashed with a hammer(sounds familiar) and some other shit. Well i i guess i got beat unless he shows up Monday and i see him in person.
William Bridgeshaw - Sat, 21 Jan 2017 00:17:08 EST ID:5Y9YUHdz No.572766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Trying to get clean off h, ive had some health scares these past couples of weeks. i passed out in my washroom before trying tapering, ended up coming to and finding myself drenched in blood from a gash on my head. pretty lucky i woke up at all lol. i probably shouldnt be coming to opi or 420chan in general, but you guys always have a lot of tips. ive got some tricks up my sleeve (kratom)
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Tue, 24 Jan 2017 00:21:44 EST ID:BwYypljr No.572957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Watching Dracula 1992 on a slight cotton float wishing I had a nice 50mg shot because I love Victorian Penny Dreadfuls and Lovecraftian horror on opiates. Last batch was def some weak skag.

Should be two weeks before my next reup especially with the situation at hand. I'll touch tar before I touch glass rn tho. Whelp time to smoke a fuck ton of weed!
Emma Bovingpon - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 03:29:49 EST ID:W9y0ZbgT No.573303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Waiting for a check to come in in 8 hours so I can hit up the dope man. Been waiting two fucking weeks for this day to come, shit better go right today man.
Shitting Snodham - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 05:39:58 EST ID:A2Ahy4oy No.573307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3 weeks into cold turkey suboxone withdrawal all while working 9-5, shit sucks. Getting bad cravings, watching trainspotting and listening to heroin by velvet underground isnt helping either
Fucking Webberwill - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 11:25:12 EST ID:8aivpfWf No.573312 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Started taking subs a few days ago. Time to get clean and get my life in order and live the way I truly want to live. I want to be the best of a person that I can be. I don't need opiates anymore and I'm better off without it. I just found out that a friend of mine is addicted to stims and opiates. His life has gone upside down and from what I hear it's pretty bad. I never thought that this person who I've known for years would turn out to be like this. It's really saddening. But, I'm not going to end up like that.
StimLion !J2qtxSkYVE - Mon, 30 Jan 2017 21:32:54 EST ID:oUog9T7F No.573336 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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On some pst and a decent cotton shot waiting to cop some black and watch Little Witch Academia.

Buds getting a g I'm getting about .3. Gonna set aside 100mg to smoke and the rest to shoot. Probably gonna shoot 100mg tonight, smoke 50mg then I have 2 50mg shots and 2 25mg foils for later.
Charles Pamblespear - Tue, 31 Jan 2017 00:29:13 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.573347 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Going on hour 4 of waiting for my guy. This is why I stopped doing dope because of the wait. Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Osterbach - Wed, 01 Feb 2017 15:53:03 EST ID:7QwYZ+Cv No.573414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sick and depressed as hell. A friend of mine sold a car and is going to buy a shit ton of heroin later and share with me in exchange for a ride. I hope this goes well.
Dr. Mario - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 16:01:44 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.574278 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Finally ran out of poppy seeds. First time in maybe a month that ive ever skipped a day. I took 4oz daily but every weekend I would dose one day of 8-12oz.

Last dose was 7.1oz about 34 hours ago.

Were supposed to hit the strip club tonight but idk if ill be sick by then.

Ordered replacement but its direct so wont arrive until like weds or Thurs the earliest. Only have one 0.25mg xanax and possibly 100+etizolam in before the seeds. Lots of weed but no interest in smoking.

Fuck. I thought for sure I had another 5lb bag. I feel like an idiot.

Well at least I might get high when they finally come in. Though ive been trying to avoid it at all costs.
pills !zkraGArAss - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 20:02:35 EST ID:ul8wrln2 No.574283 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Id give you the rest of this 5lb like 3lbs left cus it doesnt get me high, stops withdrawals but thats it.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:23:56 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.574320 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck. Day 4 now and it's horrible. SN will never show up my tracking number doesn't even work.

My baby Xanax did nothing last night I didn't even sleep RLS so bad

Fuck trader Joe's was out and whole foods was bunk like always. Tastes like black pepper.

what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 19:07:29 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.574323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i hate fuckin' waiting.
breakabond - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 02:38:50 EST ID:Mjy+WWFm No.574329 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you make sure that you always have drugs, then you never have to wait for more drugs.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 08:15:55 EST ID:LGrS9Guy No.574330 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you act as if that's an available practical option for any addict, hah.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 11:13:19 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.574337 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ok guys here's an update on my stupid life:

Ended up taking my last like 10-15 mg of oxy (less than a quarter of an 80) to stave off the last of the withdrawals and I'm fine now. I was so god damn sick thursday and friday I couldnt even stay at work. I never realized (stupidly) that different opiates will have different levels of wd. As in, I could use oxy for a few days and be fine, but when I used dillies for the same time I experienced really really shitty WD.

All I know is I'm done being irresponsible, I love my job and can't lose this else I'll end up living with my dad after only being on my own for a year. Fuck this shit. Although I'm done with the dillies and shit, I still have a crazy ass connect for OP 80s that I can sell off (I hate OP 80s, I dont even like oxy much at all anymore). This girls mom gets stupid amount of opiates prescribed and doesnt even take her 80s so I've been selling them off for her. By selling them off, I front them to this kid in my building whos an addict (uses H, has no use for OP 80s lol) and tell him to just give me $20 for each one he sells and idc what else he makes. It's worked out so well I have a fat stack of cash just sitting around, and for the first time in years I have over $1k in my bank account. Feels really good dude, and no risk at alll besides having to carry them up to my area. I travel about an hour out of town via train to get them and take the train back up so its not even that sketchy especially since the train is full of sketchy ass nig nogs and homeless people, so when they compare me to the rest of the passengers I look like I dont even belong. Plus I always carry my work equipment with me (video camera shit) so it's always a great excuse. Also tons of hiding spots on my bag (inside different cameras, lenses, whatever).

But yeah, I'm done-zo. I felt so shitty about what I did, I was suffering with WD while having 5 OP 80's sitting right next to me with no desire to do them.

Also almost made my boy slip up hard...and he just got out of recovery. Hes been using kratom everyday instead of heroin and has been doing so fucking good. He got an amazing job doing what he loves and has nocravings. Then I come along and I admit my slip up and he begged me for oxy... Ended up giving it to him twice and cut him off after that as a friend. Felt like the biggest asshole piece of shit in existence for helping him gain access to opiate again.

Ugh. My life doesnt sound as good now, not at all. But I really need the money and that is the one thing that I'm completely addicted to.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 11:15:32 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.574338 Ignore Report Quick Reply

oh also, on serving the oxys, its such a win win situation. The girl makes the same as me, that kid can make whatever he wants but at minimum will make the same amount as me and her. I've never seen a situation surrounding drugs that has benefited every person down the line lol. Its awesome tbh. I'm just going ti have to start lying to my friends to keep them away from slipping. NB
John Ginderpin - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 13:42:31 EST ID:atVkkUg3 No.574343 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't get paid until Friday, by I should see my tax refund in a couple of days. As soon as it hits, I'm going to drive an hour into the next county, blaring Chevelle's latest album the whole way. It should end right about as I'm arriving at my friend's house. From there, it should be 15 minutes or less before we have our hands on 8mg Dilaudids from his connection.

Once I get into the bathroom with a pill, I'm going to break it in half, right down the score line. I'll break it into quarters then and drape a clean, crisp dollar bill over it. I will crush it with a card, then with a hard coin. After I scrape the excess off of the bill I should have a fine pillowy powder piled up into a long fat line. I will split the line into four of five thin straight lines, roll the new bill into a tube, put the tube to my nose, close the other side and PUULLLLLLLL. Once I stand up straight, I will taste the bitter powder in the back of my throat, and all will be good.

I will be more relaxed but more energetic. More friendly but less patient. More optimistic about the future but worse off in the long run.

Anyone who says sniffing hydro can get fucked. I've done my fair share of dilaudid and oxy and both keep me high for hours on end.
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 20:23:52 EST ID:boxjigyU No.574683 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump. Im trying to get off suboxone to get high on suboxone meaning im trying to stagger the doses to achieve max high my problem is ill get bored as fuck and just take one. That with some weed will get me feeling good a tad and then take a comfy nap but god damn I just want some dope. Going to see what my middle man is doing on his sobriety as he says he wants to get clean but then relapses a few weeks later.

Everyone else is clean I used to use with. Not even doing NA just legit smoking weed and living normal lives and im still wanting to get high because I just dont like sober life.

Been trying to get some PST but seeds lately havr been weak.

Just landed a supreme paying job so at least ill have a bunch saved for when I finally find someone to relapse with.

Id literally buy someone a gram to hook me up. I know theres drug dealers that need money...just hope our paths cross. Sooner than latet
pills !zkraGArAss - Tue, 28 Feb 2017 20:42:51 EST ID:nSDH1uIt No.574685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Also hate the stigma behind heroin that I cant ask some people id like to because theyll look down on me or stop being friends with me. People think im almost a year clean though ive used about 10 times since only about 1.5gs total brcause no luck on finding fucking drugs
Hamilton Drondercocke - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 13:46:54 EST ID:mrJvg1Au No.574703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I quit my job yesterday. Partially because I hate my boss, partially to get away from heroin, which was available and pushed on me every day by a coworker.
It didn't matter how long I'd been internally debating whether to go sober today or not. As soon as he's headed out the back gate and says "You want drugs?" I'm automatically like, yeah.

I wouldn't call myself addicted, it was just really hard to resist when my job sucked so much and I never had to take any risk to get it. Made me want to do it almost every day and I did lol.

I'll probably get more when I get my last check, or my tax money. Until then though I'll call this a T-break.
I wish I got to nod on Monday though. Had this white shit supposedly cut with fent. No euphoria, just numbness that lasted a couple hours. I should've done it all at once, but I did a bag in two lines at work, and a whole bag at once at home. I swear I didn't feel the second one at all. I have needles. Maybe I should've tried shooting for once.
William Cimbletet - Wed, 01 Mar 2017 23:24:52 EST ID:TxjiZx5t No.574709 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dopesick, yeah
got a gram of H from daekwebz, it was real an all
too much, I just wanted to get hi like onse or twice
but fuckit i rode it through and now I get to withdraw like a champ
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 13:42:55 EST ID:fkOR+AX+ No.574728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The hope for later is some dope.

Just gotta hustle a lil bit maybe, either way my buds got some packs of that fenty cut shit left.

The pink heroin I had that night shooting crack and talking philosophy in a shithole motel was better than any skag I ever had! Even West Coast tar!
AnAndroidsDream - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 19:45:31 EST ID:Fmz2+M1z No.574734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Middling right now for a guy who's in town visiting family. He's from the northwest and concerned about price per point and if the dope is good. I'm in the southwest, and frankly, from what I've picked up from users I've known throughout detoxes and rehabs and halfway houses, is that black tar is black tar. It really doesn't change substantially from this border state to a place like Seattle. I think our prices are a little better, but it really depends on the connect. And it's kinda tough because I have plenty of connects, but this dude's in a situation with time.

Either way I should end up with somewhere between .2 and .4 when all is said and done. Middling isn't hard but it's not the easiest thing in the world. It takes time and patience and a little customer service. You gotta use your words. And at the end of the day hopefully you end up with enough heroin to get high.
Jarvis Feffingludge - Thu, 02 Mar 2017 19:56:26 EST ID:Yg6M/bhw No.574735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been using heroin one week on one week off (well more like 5 days on) with my gf lately which has been working out okay for the most part except I do experience mild wd symptoms since I was an opi addict for 2 years prior, she only just started using opis for the most part (jumping to iv h extremely quickly because of me, my bad, but its the only way worth it since dope is so expensive here). I do how long before she starts getting wds at this rate or if she will ever will without increased usage, which we can't afford atm. She does keep my drug use sensible but had also said she'd do h everyday if she had the money, don't know how serious she was though.

I really want to go back onto tramadol as a functional and cheap crutch but she's totally against the idea except for rare instances. She also got me off of valium which I was prescribed after detox, which I wanted at the time, but now I really want to have it on me again since I'm constantly anxious, though I wouldn't want to use it everyday, tramadol is better for that imo.

Life was just better as a functioning addict, it only got terrible when I fucked my tolerance with pst then started shooting h everyday, blowing through my savings
what !!QJGTUbuf - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 18:10:56 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.575273 Ignore Report Quick Reply
waiting for my boy is like... literally the worst thing. i just wanna stop my nosedrip, man.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Tue, 14 Mar 2017 22:59:52 EST ID:bvn43anT No.575338 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I spent a few months addicted to amphetamine with some disastrous consequences but eventually managed to wean myself painfully, however in the absence of amphetamine I've taken to drinking heavily to relieve an underlying feeling of stress and being "taut" or highly strung. At the moment I use amphetamine about once a week, and at the moment I'm on a low dose of speed and have been consistently slightly drunk for two days.

I'm considering getting a gram of good heroin and going through it slowly instead of alcohol, which is probably the more destructive and unhealthy choice in context. The only thing is the prohibitive price, a high purity gram being about 80 euros for me. This gram without tolerance would last me a solid week of high dose, IV, consta-nodding, but probably would last much longer in respectable doses. My last opiate use period was in December, and then I became disenchanted with it because I was annoyed at how much time I was spending asleep (sometimes I'd fall asleep after a large shot and wake up 14 or 15 hours later still slightly tired).

I have my only month off a year now, and given that I spend most of my active time when working sober, I want to make the most of it, but at the same time I think a period sober after the bad amphetamine days would relieve me of a lot of strain, so I'm split. My main justifying rationale in the current idea is to ease out the worst of my post-amphetamine neurosis with opiates though, which I know I can handle properly without compulsive redosing and purchasing.
James Pozzlekork - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 17:23:02 EST ID:s8+dP9gR No.575359 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Currently probation. When I get off of it, considering moving to the backwoods and starting my own grow op like this dude did.
Osterbach - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 01:03:29 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.575539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Have my own dealer now. Blew through my IRS refund. Blow through paychecks (when I can get them.) Can't bum more than 20 bucks from family cause they act like covetous jews with cash. At least I get scripts for a shit ton of klonopins now.
pills !zkraGArAss - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 01:58:55 EST ID:CplVfyeX No.575540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In this predicament. Feel like fuck. Hopefully only 6 hours to go. Hope I can catch some Zs but I slept all damn day
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 12:12:48 EST ID:W5gIGXZi No.575554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hope you're high now man...
ace - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 09:55:42 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.575588 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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whats a good pregabalin dosage regime for suboxone withdrawls

300mg actually caused memory loss and a hangover in the morning and then 150 in the morning was too much again

should it be like 50mg every 5 or 6 hours or? Whats your guy's experience doing this?
what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 26 Mar 2017 21:22:37 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.575843 Ignore Report Quick Reply
lolololololol i only come here to bitch now
Samuel Backlehall - Mon, 27 Mar 2017 00:04:39 EST ID:rdbflkGd No.575851 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had a shoe of dope hours ago. Was bitching because there wasn't much of a rush, but for some reason it's like it's hitting me slowly. I guess it's because about half of it missed and went into my skin. I was thinking it wore off, but as i sit here I realize the high is still there. I should be grateful. I have until the 4th till I get paid. This isn't too bad. I at least have suboxone that works, and two people that collectively owe me $70 and haven't ever screwed me when it comes to eventually paying debts. I hate loaning money to people. There's a guy that owes me $300 but he got on meth and I'll probably never see that money.
Frederick Wommleworth - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 01:09:36 EST ID:Mjy+WWFm No.575992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Straight to the point:
>How long will my withdrawal last?
So with a 3.5g of good heroin, I was able to stay high constantly for 4 months at least.
Now the veins are tattered and Im almost out, and trying to hard to ween myself off, 60mg codeine doesnt do anything, neither does 10mg hydrocodone.
Well Ive been taking small doses spaced out far apart. Spontaneously sobbing after thinking about my life.

But that should be temporary, so how long will I be looking at?
Jarvis Marringchig - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 02:03:04 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.575993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm gonna assume that you're new since you were able to make 3.5g last 4 months while staying high constantly. That being said you should be feeling better in about 4 days since you're new. If you were a veteran you'd be looking at 1 - 2 weeks.
Frederick Suzzleham - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 02:16:39 EST ID:wtrkDETS No.575995 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you're doing heroin consistently for 4 months you're going to need atleast 10x that, around 100-150mg of hydrocodone to feel an effect, although the 3.5 grams lasting 4 months doesn't make sense even with 100% pure
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 02:34:38 EST ID:HnOiVdp0 No.575996 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Barely anything at all. You'll be fine. I used more IV heroin than that daily for six months and was barely dependent myself, so seriously, it'll be the easiest physical withdrawal.
Frederick Wommleworth - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 03:26:56 EST ID:Mjy+WWFm No.576000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Your body must be different because it's been so painful and depressing so far.

I can send you the log of every single dose I took. I dont know what to tell you. I started with little tolerance and at the peak I injected 180mg in a day, thats when I had to stop, but my average daily doses were <100mg before that and I was doing 20mg for a long time before that, I can't remember. On 2/18 for instance I used ~25mg and got nauseous.
Daria - Thu, 30 Mar 2017 06:28:35 EST ID:Den5n0lk No.576011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I get 675mg of Hydrocodone a month.
>7.5 3x a day YEAH RIGHT
I go through 90 of those in about a week, roughly 9-10 days maybe.
Save a few days worth to pass the drug test.
>Take kratom all day everyday for the remaining 3 weeks.
First 3 days are the worst. It's not too bad I guess.
But ya know, it's kinda horrible in the moment.
>Decent constant supply of xanax, zofran, phenergan, & clonidine.
>Kratom always. The life saver.
>Lyrica too.
Withdrawal for me is likely better than most.
I am tired of this shit though. Every month.
I hate the world without opioids.
Everything is >ALWAYS more tolerable on them.
I am a nice person on opioids.
It's best for those around me.
>"At least I'm not on heroin anymore."
Fuck me and fuck this cycle.
I need a new life.
Frederick Funderwone - Fri, 31 Mar 2017 11:39:34 EST ID:9/Iffh6m No.576087 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Get on methadone and potentiate it with low dose of dxm, and take magnesium and milk thistle. You'll be high forever, especially, considering the fact that you can afford benzos and lyrica too. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 21:59:02 EST ID:6/IhdzsS No.576229 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Waiting on my bud to bring me my 40 of powder but he's gone MIA. Which I'm more concerned about his wellbeing than my drugs.

Tried hard to get a hold of him but no luck yet, he's probably fine, probably working to get that suboxone money to get off h dependency for a while.

Just had some old dealer I got from up at the gas station back when I was living with my heroin roomie before i even left for Washington hit me up outta no where today like "aye". I know he has boy and girl. I bought his coke a couple times, it was shit. Most cut to crap 20% purity garbage I ever had. I'm tryna get him to drop me by a tester of dope where I'm chillin on my friends couch. Told him I'd buy a half g Thursday if I like it cuz he said "I'd love it" and that "I understand if that's not cool" but that "I'm a discerning customer cuz bous my main jam but I'd drop my other plugs for him because he's closer out if I do lover it"

No way this clown has better boy than my buddys shit he gets but I'll take free dope over no dope.
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 08:03:09 EST ID:xR6Nsdpl No.576260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
not really antibwn but I have to slow down on my use if I want to not be sick,

went a little too hard yesterday with the 8mg of dillies, and having more in my possession doesn't help. I'm thinking of doing everything today and just killing off my stash so that my use was only sustained for 24 hours. I think that would mitigate most if not all of the withdrawal risk. I have 12mg left, so I think if I kill off the 15mg perc at work, then do 8mg when I get home, then another 4 when it wears off? 8mg gets me pretty good though so I'm scared to overdo it. What are yall thoughts? I just have no self control when its in my possession so if I ignore my brain trying to make it last 4 days, I can actually control this shit.
Esther Tillingforth - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 02:24:19 EST ID:ZVuqtU4Q No.576308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wanna start using again, so bad.
I can't do life normal. At least on dope I didn't want to kill myself as much. Now it's like, I'm not sick, and I have more money than I would otherwise, but I don't get to be happy every day. Everything weighs down on me. I guess I spoiled myself too hard.

It's fucking scary because I just want heroin to be my entire life. I want to drown in it. I should love myself and my family more than a shitty street drug.
Walter Webbleway - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 07:51:47 EST ID:KpLHa630 No.576318 Ignore Report Quick Reply
it's 2 pm and I have to survive till tomorrow. Just took some codein which at least took the edge off it. I might do a cwe tonight so I can fucking sleep. Fuck this
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 09:13:09 EST ID:T0U0cShC No.576329 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Whelp my dude who went MIA got popped on a paraphernalia needle charge by ofc..... FUCKING LIVONIA, MI! Just a 30 day probo and he rides with sharps usually but I feel like a fuckass cuz it was my needle they found...

I'm getting him a 60 of dope since he was boged in jail and either a week at his usual motel or/and letting him live basically rent free for a hot min when I get my apartment. Tried getting him that tester I worked outta that guy but he couldn't make it out. I'm sure he will get mobile and shit soon. He told me it's the game and he's not mad and I don't owe him shit, fuck that noise I owe him a ton not just for that but all the help he's given me these past few weeks. Despite getting paid tomorrow I probaby won't be getting high on dope for a min till my shits settled. Gotta save every penny. Got some diclazapam to keep me chill for the time being. God I hate this drifter shit. Been a bitch to fix tho
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 20:19:58 EST ID:FdxTZVyJ No.576379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bout to pick up another 40 off that guy.

Idk wtf happened last night. If my tolerance went down THAT much in 3 days or if it was the cut. It was some good tan shit, def had quality dope in it, tho possibly an uneven cut. First shot I was fine but I'm used to doing fatter 2nd shots of strong ass tan rock or that pink shit. Tho I was drinking and I did do my shots in quicker succession than usual. I didn't fall out too hard but enough it scared my friend who is new to heroin and they thankfully made sure I was alright.

I met with some buds who are setting me up with a doc feel good who will give me a shit ton of subs. My friend I'm staying with bought some bud off em and I had to hold the one dudes phone with a magazine under it for him to snort crushed lines of subtubex off of lol. Also have some diclazapam I got, might do a toothpick with my dope. Actualy bout to take a dip n lick rn.

Def gonna just do a thick one shot (esp cuz im taking a benzo thats essentially stronger valium) n sit on it this time, not tryna have a repeat of last night lol.
Shit Wonnerchidge - Sun, 09 Apr 2017 09:02:25 EST ID:BhqOpXT6 No.576465 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wish I could marry StimLioness.
Phyllis Meffingwill - Sun, 09 Apr 2017 20:23:15 EST ID:Q2+TmEEE No.576483 Ignore Report Quick Reply
who doesnt
John Sivingson - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 13:48:03 EST ID:wpbw4UDS No.576503 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't. ;_;
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 10 Apr 2017 20:50:53 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576520 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If I can't score any dope I'm gonna do suboxone.... eh it's not looking likely tn. I'll just move on over to BWN.

Oh my :0

You may be my concubines but only Lilith shall I marry
Rebecca Gellerludging - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 03:24:13 EST ID:w8L5F8Tw No.576541 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>I met with some buds who are setting me up with a doc feel good who will give me a shit ton of subs
really makes u think
what !!QJGTUbuf - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 05:37:02 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.576550 Ignore Report Quick Reply
man... all of my sources are drying up. i might quit just because i can't find a consistent dealer, this is fuckin' bullshit.
Doris Sonkinnot - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 11:10:48 EST ID:fHqueQbL No.576552 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yo stimlioness, you still a regular on the stim page or have you moved here? like has heroin taken over meth for you? unless i've got my trips messed up.
William Packleway - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 17:07:20 EST ID:okQMHw2O No.576566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ah paws. To hustle or to lay here bored?
William Honeylock - Tue, 11 Apr 2017 21:07:45 EST ID:+nrM+2Sm No.576578 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had a full bottle of liquid morphine and my homie took the vast majority of it and nodded HARD, so I had to savour my bitch-ass 'high' and stay focused to make sure they were still breathing properly. Shit sucked.
Gonna try and get more when I get paid, but I've apparently found the only socially-aware dealer in the fucking universe who will cut me off if they think I'm developing a problem. So I paid for lots of drugs, took very little drugs and now can't buy more drugs bc my motherfucking dope dealer is taking more interest in my well-being than literally anyone else in my adult life.
Where are the ruthless drug pushers that I was promised in high school? This is bullshit.
LaDiDotty - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 14:07:21 EST ID:M86sKgoX No.576610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This picture had me cracking up for a good while, nice one!
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 21:03:42 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Naw one I rotate usage I been doing h more recently cuz its what's been around rn, waitin on some stim rn well the good kind two, I've had coke n crack here and there.

I like heroin, I like /opi/ and I also like methamphetamine, and I like /stim/ I'm a baller between both!
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 12 Apr 2017 23:08:18 EST ID:ShJ4MVG8 No.576629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Your gonna end up in withdraw if you keep doing it too much longer nigga.
Albert Bunfuck - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 12:03:09 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.576655 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I stopped taking bupe about 3.5 weeks ago and im still not feeling great although i have only gone a 6 days the entire time without taking lope or gaba drugs and last week i fucked up by taking oxy two days because i had a test in school and wanted to be on my A game. I surely feel better than when i started and complete sobriety is almost bearable now.

I guess im just trying to figure out where to go from here.. about 50-60mg of lope makes me feel fine but i know its risky and unhealthy to take often and ive only been taking it twice a week. I guess i will do another cycle of taking gaba drugs for a few days and hopefully lowering my physical dependence on opiates as my skin still feels crawly sober, but eventually im going to have to cut off all my crutches and face reality hopefully with some good weed. Also i have a hard time with anxiety but last week i did attend class without any of my crutches one day although I barely got through the class and had a hard time making conversation.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 12:14:47 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576657 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I know that, ofc duh.

I haven't had wd, I've seen heroin wd, and I am intending to avoid heroin wd. If I get this suboxone script and stockpile a couple I can just sub out my withdraws then wait a bit then go back to using again. Just gotta not piss hot once a month when I get these subs then me and my friends who do get dopesick can have em shield against the dopesicky at the ready.

Im not an everyday user but I have stints of binges here and there. I'm all about amphetamines really, but I do have a hard love for heroin too. She is best opi!
Hunter S. Nodson - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 13:16:18 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.576660 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fucking god damn whore USPS eat shit

get my kratom extract delivered to my new place, go to mailbox and realize these dumb shit property managers never had a key for it. So I go to home depot and rent a power drill and drill the lock out to be greeted by an EMPTY FUCKING MAILBOX.

Man, I was sweating bullets and skipped worked just so I could do this extract but nope, nothing but disappointment. I purposefully ordered this extract so I can stop using these stupid opiates but looks like my life has bigger plans. FUCK YOU USPS COCKSUCKERS GOD DAMN IT, WORST DRUG DEALERS. I dont even know what to do.

Do I tell the company I ordered from to reship? Do I jump through the thousands of hoops with USPS on lost mail? Do I accept defeat that I wasted $25 on the product, and another $25 on renting a stupid ass drill? I know I shouldnt even be that pissed but every time I think about it, it gets my blood boiling. Fucking shouldve ordered to my office like I usually do. Fuckkkk
Panda5 - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 15:36:10 EST ID:nqvLVjiz No.576666 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Did you get a tracking number? If not, ask your vendor if they got one but didn't send it to you. That's where I'd start.
Hunter S. Nodson - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 16:33:03 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576667 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Yeah man and it says delivered. Either someone took my mail, they put it into a neighbors box, or they lost it in transit.
Panda5 - Thu, 13 Apr 2017 17:38:50 EST ID:nqvLVjiz No.576674 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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That is fucked. Does anyone besides you use the same mail box? If not you should call USPS, tell them what happened, then ask if you can talk to whomever drove your mail route then ask them if they put it in the box or somewhere else.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 03:06:30 EST ID:3qNK86pI No.576702 Ignore Report Quick Reply
jesus fucking christ these are the worst wds i've ever had. everything hurts and i wanna die.

got jacked for 50 bucks... might quit, lol
Charles Pallerlane - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 06:04:40 EST ID:Tdfs2IcO No.576706 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have opiates. But, I took suboxone at 1am this morning and now I have to wait until it wears off around 1pm today to take my goodies. Fuck suboxone :(
Ian Chabberset - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 18:16:30 EST ID:+8kTKxGm No.576739 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been clean for 7 months. Moved from a place where I got tenths for 20-30. Now I can get tenths for 2-5 bucks.
I wanna get fucked up. Boyfriend said he'd boot me if he caught me doing any hard drugs.. However, what he don't know won't hurt him right?
I feel like I need a nod.
Charles Pallerlane - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 18:58:22 EST ID:Tdfs2IcO No.576740 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey bae let's shoot up together and go on a mystical adventure.
Ian Chabberset - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 19:36:55 EST ID:+8kTKxGm No.576742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Don't get too excited, Im a tranny.
Charles Pallerlane - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 19:38:31 EST ID:Tdfs2IcO No.576743 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Mmmmm even better <33
Post op male or post op female?
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 20:41:29 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
holy FUCK

this stupid new jersey nasally ass bitch. The kid I'm trying to cop off of has a stupid fucking girlfriend that tags along everywhere and has no idea about his drug use or selling. Fucking is on his dick 24/7 and wont let him leave anywhere by himself. I tell him to slide through in code and tell him I need a jump on my car, like usual so she doesn't think of anything suspicious, and this motherfucker comes to my house with her. I had to pretend to jump my car for 20 fucking minutes while she's on my dick the whole time asking about AAA.

FUUUUUCK. Words cant describe how much I hate her. Reminds me of my fucking mom or something man. I'm 23 and can't even get my god damn drugs because this new jersey cunt can't stay home alone for 2 god damn minutes. Now I have no idea how I'm going to cop. I'm not even in wd, I dont even really care to get high. But just the fact that this bitch fucking completed decimated any chance I had tonight of copping gets my blood god damn boiling. Fuck tonight in the ass.

Between this extract not coming in the mail and this cunt of a person fucking up my plans, fuck. tonight.

fuck new jersey fuck that nasally sounding cunt of a gf fuck this gay earth. I literally dont give a fuck about the oxy either, I have 50mg sitting in my fridge since yesterday. Its the god damn principle of the matter, that she can't fucking get the hint that SHE IS NOT A CONJOINED PERSON WITH HER BOYFRIEND FUCK OFF YOU ANNOYING BITCH.
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 20:44:19 EST ID:mN6wGT7o No.576748 Ignore Report Quick Reply

now he has to come back, pick me up, and do this horseshit all over again. CUNT.

I swear to FUCK, I will never date a god damn girl who can't accept casual drug use. Why am I having to lie to my own friend, that 'no sorry, my insurance company cant come help me with my car that isnt actually broken' just so this cunt can't hear him speak about something that doesn't sound suspect. Man, I'm sorry for this rant yall, but this bitch fucking gets me livid. I have never met such a toxic, annoying being in my entire life. Fucking NB
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Fri, 14 Apr 2017 22:26:54 EST ID:8SQZH3Xi No.576757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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It's so fucking weird.. I just met this beautiful chocolate man outside of a RaceTrack(Gas station) two days ago and he literally had everything for sale, and I mean everything; psyches, benzos, opis, amphes - Everything. Funny thing is I've already got two semi-dealers, seeds & pills already.. So I'm actually going to wait till maybe tomorrow to get something..

Anyhoo, if I were in your position, I would've ask him while he was in front of her if we could talk about something private; idk, idc, if he had to tell her make it be something along the lines of you needing a ride to NA/AA/rape support, whatever, and wanting to privately keep it a secret, and while 'privately' talking get the shit.

Nb Sorry yall, have a wonderfully calming gif
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 00:06:06 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576760 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Literally just had a dealer tell me "5 minutes as in half an hour"

Lmao at least he's honest. I already had one deal fall through and got faked put on coke tn.

Hoping to get some relaxing opi in me while I drink rum and watch anime VHS
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 03:09:57 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My dealer told me not to fall asleep on him.

I did.

I called up playing it off like the call didn't go thru and he said he thinks im cool cuz I listen to directions and shit and I said that's great you think I'm cool but you got me but he's with his girl so yeah probably not tn. Oh well.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 03:34:14 EST ID:l+uoWpqZ No.576776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Tell him to put the drugs in his mailbox, then roll through and leave the cash it's simple. Either that, or he can put it behind/ under his car tire if he's in an apartment complex. It's called a dead drop nigga. It ain't that complicated.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 09:55:41 EST ID:NZSaVF2M No.576781 Ignore Report Quick Reply
+100 points for dead top

That was 75% of my interaction

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 11:04:49 EST ID:iTPrwPVP No.576785 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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That's cool. I know about dead dropping I've done it before. This dude isn't smart enough or the type to do that.

It's whatever, better I sit on my 20 and get better dope from my boy in my crew who wants to pick up this diclazapam dropper anyhow.

Think I'm rotating back to stims for a while and try to get back into dissos now that I have hook ups for ket after this next cop.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 18:37:47 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got off work early, got 50 on hand, instantly hit the dope man up.

I swear to God talking to this dude on the phone is worse than it was trying to understand johnnyrocket. It's like he's not even speaking gibberish mixed with vague "yeahs" and "about five minutes" and "I can do that". Then he always hangs up on me before I can figure out what the fuck he actually said. Lol whatever, he's given me pretty legit stuff so far. He just suffers typical dealer time and confusion issues.

He's headed out "half an hour" to the east side (so that means like two hours there and back here) then he's droppin me by a fat pack.

Gonna shoot up watch some old 90s anime VHS's and maybe check out that Star Vs The Forces,of Evil show that was recommended to me! :3
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 15 Apr 2017 19:58:36 EST ID:2Pc0DD5p No.576806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's actually much safer for both the buyer and seller in a getting busted or noticed kind of aspect. There just has to be mutual trust and that doesn't come along often in the boy game.
Augustus Bruffingson - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 07:04:44 EST ID:itPI27KG No.576826 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>psh. it's just PST it's no biggie. i'll just """""""""stop""""""""""" it can't be that bad lol
>24 hours later: runnynosehotchillsendlessyawningnastyasssweatshitvomitdreamjizzingeventhoughican'tevenfuckingsleephowdoesthatevenwork

My horrible experiences with dealers actually helped me stay clean once I got off just because I could not be assed with that bullshit once I had the choice. PST is all I'll fuck with now. Honestly, you might want to look into DNM. God knows I have, but I'm trying to not be too stupid this time around.

Also shit, I got them old VHS's too, but they're mostly dubs and I just can't be fucking with that anymore. I do miss the "fuzz" though.
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 10:17:33 EST ID:u9YD91gS No.576834 Ignore Report Quick Reply

>worse than trying to understand johnny rocket

Ouch. I still miss that crazy motherfucker, I wasn't as close to him as you but we played a lot of DOOM and chatted quite a bit. I msy have been one of the last people on here to talk to him, I think it was the 25 or 26 of June but my memory of that time period is obviously hazy lol
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 11:35:44 EST ID:ggUXEaNm No.576837 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Def not hating on him, he was my homie. I gave the dudes eulogy. Shit still breaks my heart.

He was extremely fucking benzed 99.9% of the time tho.
Charles Bledgekudge - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 12:21:53 EST ID:Y0lvy/+q No.576842 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you are over at /stim/ and now i see you see you here at /opi/

There is no way you have money to support your kind of drug habit. you are a fake
JJzz !hf0DiLb8GA - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 14:00:36 EST ID:u9YD91gS No.576845 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I wasn't criticizing you for making the comparison, I was lamenting how hard it was to understand him lol

But I too am still torn up about it. To make things worse, I lost another friend pretty much the exact same way 3 months later.. I actually spoke at his funeral the day u47700 was federally scheduled
Edwin Droblingforth - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 14:52:03 EST ID:QHvkdzpI No.576846 Ignore Report Quick Reply

lol bro realize something that i realized about this board;

people only post that theyre high when theyre high
people only post a post saying "new drugstash" cuz it was the first time they bought in two weeks.

seems like everyone on this board is constantly reupping and getting high though, when all you see is their posts that are like i stated above, right?


Some people only lurk on here unless they just reupped. Some people dont even use these boards unless they just picked up and are going through a binge. Catch them on a binge theyre active as fuck though.

Some people only reup once a week becuase they dont have real/bad habits

Chances are this chick is broke af, super low income etc and she probably DOES stim/opi (which i dont see thats crazy...thats a common pickup. even ppl that are strung the fuck out on heroin...they hit a lick and spend the extra on crack)

Which brings me to my next (albeit maybe scattered)point; not EVERYONE on these boards is a closeted, sheltered, social retarded virgin and ARE straight junkies that go out and empty out aisles and do returns.

Some people on here have access to guns because their family has money or w/e and doesnt know of their 420channers use, and leave them accessible, and they go out and rob punks who they know they CAN rob.

I know I WAS homeless last summer, shooting heroin in an abandoned house. I know i hit a couple licks last year two (just for weed, but still).

i guess im saying 1)she probably isnt a fake
2)it seems like eeveryone on this board is never dry, bc they only post when they have something to post about
Augustus Bruffingson - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 15:31:40 EST ID:itPI27KG No.576850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gonna substantiate your post to say that I personally only come when I'm going to get high, am already high, or in WD and wishing I was high. I didn't come back here for years when I was staying sober.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Sun, 16 Apr 2017 16:22:00 EST ID:yxd1RP00 No.576853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
seconding this, nb
Jack Herrystone - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 04:59:12 EST ID:hPIQmB3A No.576872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My flat is full of trash, I'm bored af, no money, no opis, eating kratom like an Idiot, I hate my life
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 17 Apr 2017 23:56:31 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576917 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My friend wants me to score her a 40 (sharin a bit with me ofc for the cop) of powder. I text the dude earlier today telling him we ought meet at the strip mall at the other intersection since the gas sration is really visible to the road and that cop car spooked him last time. I also mentioned how I lost my credit card snorting adderall lines in my friends room to which he replied back "Lol ūüėā ok cool no problem bro "

Text him again about two hours later and tried calling twice but no answer. He's usually operational at this hour so he's either getting head or he went to bed lol.

Hope 4 dope for me :3
probably ain't happen tho so imma just chug a lug these beers
Fanny Gommleshaw - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 13:25:05 EST ID:pARULwDs No.576942 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just awaiting that sweet, sweet brown package in the mail tomorrow.

Good fuckin' Christ this has been a long semester, but its over in two fucking weeks. I'm burnt right out tho and the only thing really keeping me going is that sweet, lulling warmth of the poppy.

Can't wait for summer so I can just have one job instead of two and five classes. I'll have time to work out my back problems too plus all the summertime, pond-side fishing I live for. I'll be around my family too. I don't really have any friends, so my family really keeps me afloat emotionally.

anyway, antibump till tomorrow );
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 18:43:39 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well my meff didn't come in today so guess I'm coppin 60 of boy.

Honestly glad I'm not on ice rn since Los federales were just at the house I'm staying at for my friends mom's bfs crazy mad scientist son who is basically irl Okabe on adderall. Plus my dealer said he just got outta jail so everything is essentially sketch af. I'm on klonopin so it's whatever tho. Wish me luck.

Hope this guy isn't on his typical dealer time because I wanna get my 20 of that heroin in my arm asap and relaaaaaax.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 19:41:45 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Still waiting on this dude he said yeah he'd head out like a million times but idk if he's headed out or not. Fucking dopemen ya know?

Passing time watching Star Vs The Forces of Evil thanks to the recommendation of WIAKR+Pa! This show is lively and upbeat, I love it. Thanks WIAKR+Pa! Might become one of my new faves!
Nell Woshforth - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 20:20:50 EST ID:okQMHw2O No.576967 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good luck with that man! Just don't nod out and over do it: sit down because you will fuck up your back on da opi's overdoing it and feeling no pain! Yes, there's truly nothing in the world like a nod with a line in the water!

Stein's gate is awesome. Check out serial experiments Lain too! and be careful with dem goofballs you're banging! godspeed opi sister!
Martin Drundlebotch - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 20:44:45 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.576970 Ignore Report Quick Reply

"Well she's a guy so"

I love that state farm commercial
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 21:11:31 EST ID:PTHKljDH No.576973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was just going to respond to this but fuck it. I'm too stoned. Nb
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 02:49:08 EST ID:Iy0cwGR3 No.576992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I've watched it on dxm when I was a teenager and 3-meo more recently
Nell Demmerson - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 02:59:59 EST ID:niyJZbLs No.576993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I watched it on ketamine recently. SEL + dissociatives is a great fucking combo.
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 04:12:54 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.576999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have to agree steins gate is maybe one of my favorite shows ever. Ive binge watched that one on sooo many dis. nb just wanted to drop some love for time leaping
Ebenezer Chivingnack - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 06:52:58 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577006 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Halved my suboxone dose from 24mg to 12mg starting 5 days ago. So far feeling very few ill effects, fewer even than the reductions that got me to 24mg from 32mg. Not really sober but this certainly doesn't belong in the BWN so whatever.
When I finally get there I'll be so glad to be off this program and away from all the bullshit contracts with pharmacies and general daily dose of judgement with my subs.
Recently had my hormone levels checked and my testosterone was crashing hard, kind of what spurred this decision, though I'd been thinking about it for a while. It's possible there's some other cause, but there seem to be plenty of other accounts of bupe suppressing testosterone.
Sidney Clubbleman - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 09:06:46 EST ID:urm+CAPI No.577012 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Forget to mention, doctors at the clinic refuse to admit the possibility of bupe lowering testosterone levels, they also claimed it doesn't cause urinary retention.
asuka - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 16:44:51 EST ID:JKDYmEPr No.577141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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anyway time to revenant this fuckin thread, i should be smokin shard and cutting nice lines of a fat piece of ECP, washing it down with Loko and Xan before i puff a fat blunt...but instead im reading PDFs of philosophy books and drinking water by the litre. the best laid plans of mice and men eh? fuckin hell, i miss my girl and i wish i had some girl, some boy, some bars!!

also @SimLioness, luv 2 u <33
what !!QJGTUbuf - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 16:58:20 EST ID:yxd1RP00 No.577144 Ignore Report Quick Reply
supposedly getting subutex today. all of my sources are selling mostly bunk stuff and i'm tired of being sick. hopefully i don't come back.
Emma Smallman - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 17:01:04 EST ID:kBdCbCB7 No.577145 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What a fucked up system we have.
Switching people off of one addictive substance to a legal one (that companies can profit from)
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 19:28:04 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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.25mg kpin and cotton shot

Eating pizza morosely waiting on my dealer to hit me back (ones benzed as fuck the others idk what bout to call em). Had a best friend stab me in the back today. Tried stepping in on my relationship and getting my gf pissed at me thinking they had some moral high horse when they ORIGINALLY SAID THE SHIT THEY SCREEN CAPPED ME SAYIN ABOUT MY GF'S GF. Now they been using me for drugs treating me like shit all month, this is the same girl I split my China white with this morning...

Whatever /qq/ n shit. I'm just hurt as fuck by it because they were my homie up til now but I ain't no patsy. I just wanna get high and not think...

Ty asuka, jist the kinda support I need rn. Love hug n nods til the world blow up.
John Pengerville - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 22:48:38 EST ID:18wVpBIP No.577166 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hey stimlioness i know you have answered this question before but i'm just curious - why'd you change from lion to lioness? are you trans?

idk/am lgbt myself, just curious~ you needn't answer if you don't want to ofc<3
nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 23:24:23 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577171 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Would you prefer nothing? No methadone at all? Like Russia has? Because that was the only way they could get it through. The pioneers of the methadone maintenance program weren't profit driven.

Methadone lowers your testosterone. I don't know about bupe. I don't look into the studies of it. Methadone is very well studied though and it's no secret. A friend was suffering and getting injections from his GP and not enjoying the side effects. Personally, I don't get many side effects from methadone. Even at 100mgs. Though I'm 25 which likely helps for some of them. He said it gets worse when you get late into your thirties. No sex drive etc.
nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 01:53:11 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577179 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Suomi's were used against Russians by the Finnish, not by them. Chuck a mosin in and you're golden though
NB for being a fuckin nurd
Caroline Bizzledale - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 02:25:55 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577183 Ignore Report Quick Reply
that's a ppsh..
nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 06:17:27 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577191 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Think you got me on that one homeslice. I straight forgot about the ppsh being a thing. I'd like to try grasp straws and be like naw naw, you can tell from the uh walnut rather then the russian pine stock but I know when to take the L.

Cool to see there's some people keen on guns here on /opi/ - Though I think the majority aren't able to own them anymore lol. I had my firearms license revoked years ago. Got a US passport so who knows, might do give me a do-over someday in the land of the free. Get in on those cheap guns (try find an AR here for under 1k)

Actually, you know what. I didn't even post that. It was that fake NZ. >>577186 must've set me up to take the fall. It's a stitch up man, if the glove doesn't fit.. nb
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 08:52:03 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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No money for drugs and no heroin makes StimLioness a dull girl. Haha not really but I sure am bored and depressed atm, mainly over my close friend dicking me over and us not being friends anymore but /qq/ whatever.

Might get a pack later for helping my friend get a great hookup (2mg for 2.50) on kpins. Probably after the next pack or two and once I get some meth again I'm gonna take a tbreak from opis to avoid wd and get higher off heroin again.

Yes I am trans and that is the reason of the name change :3
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 10:47:38 EST ID:iVHbO6Kw No.577235 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey, that's fine.. Hell, want to fire full-auto's here? - You don't have to do anything except pay some asshole whom already has a stamp to be there while you fire it!. . .Unless you go somewhere like Cali or NY Haha.. Though if you want drugs, perfect places. Or maybe get fucked up in the south on a certain drug, or all, and fire into some sandbags not even 100yards away from each of your neighbors?? Come on down and buy yourself a US citizenship and a class 3 firearms licensing with our suppressor stamps! - And get drunk after! Want a pistol by your eighteenth birthday? - Just buy it from another asshole off the street who doesn't have an FFL! So come on down to this douchbag's inflatable, wavy armed person place and we'll get you settled into blowing away small animals and the "person" that keeps floating away with your TV at night!

I couldn't imagine that - Not taking the only drug I care for or that REALLY helps me? Nah, I'd rather be sick in WD's than be fucking sober; fuck that. However we don't all fit in one mold, so I say you keep doing the douchey stuff that everyone loves; as another put it, Lionperson. ;)

I mean I'm not sick, yet in pain, and I would like to wait until tonight but I'm not sure if I can. How do the semantics with BWN/ABWN work? - I get high but not high enough to nod, I get WD's but not enough to be sick? What?
nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 11:00:38 EST ID:7dXZZSsc No.577238 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Haha it's crazy to me that suppressors are like WMD in the states. Here you can buy them in sports stores over the counter. Any age. No license needed. You need a gun license here for guns but magazines, black powder, shells, slugs (damn near everything except the bullets themselves) silencers and shit like spare stocks or whatever are able to be bought by anyone. The license is literally just a gun equivalent of a driving license only waaay easier. Questions like "When not using a gun should it be left with A. the safety on or B. the safety off. Another goody was some shit like safest place to point a gun that's loaded. The options were the ground, your mate or the sky. Full autos are around and a bit annoying. Similar vetting like you guys with your stamps. But thank god there's not a finite amount of them since the 80s. With the prices they charge for them, it's the same as if there was. You'd pay 2k for a full auto sten gun here or maybe 4k for a auto uzi or mp5. Full auto ak47s are aplenty but I see fuck all full auto armalites. There's literally more anti tank guns for sale than those. Ironically a friend got offereed a set of full auto micro uzis for 10k. When you think about the legal price, that aint bad! nb
Cornelius Clodgestat - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 14:08:03 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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its cool man.. here is a picture of the two side by side, and you can tell the artist was trying to depict the ppsh based on the magwell, but its evident that the suomi had a major influence on the smg designs of the day including the mp40 distantly..

also how the hell do i "no bump," its been a long time since ive posted on 420chan?
Cornelius Clodgestat - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 18:35:20 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577260 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gun grabber plz go.. nz could for example come down to my friends house and responsibly fire some guns on a couple tabs of acid for the experience.. not everyone is some wigger in a trailer park and it's a privilege to be able to legally own such devices of agency because when that wigged out trailer park methead comes trying to stab you with a sprinkler key you can just shoot him. Also, any of the arguments against the ownership of firearms can be applied to drugs as well and as a user yourself, you should get your political alignments straight about our freedoms.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 18:50:36 EST ID:EfrH5tkc No.577261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If all goes well with this hook up for my bud on kpins I got a pack to me on the way as a finders fee.

Excited to nod!
Thomas Sickleridge - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 20:35:47 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck me i just made a huge mistake but i cant let this one slip.. i referred to owning and wielding a fierarm as a privilege and it is important that everyone that wants to support gun rights keeps up a rhetoric that defending yourself is a god given right and the constitution legally guarantees that. Its the same with drugs, we need to all take a hard line approach and argue that the freedom to control your consciousness is god given just like the freedom to express yourself and that it SHALL NOT BE INFRINGED!

I still dont know how to NB but i would have.
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 22:54:42 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.577272 Ignore Report Quick Reply
in order to NoBump just check the white box labeled "No Bump" next to the file name box

Nathaniel Semmerkud - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 08:52:43 EST ID:t36HqLdV No.577286 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Clara Dablingbeg - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 09:24:01 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577291 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't really agree, I chose to go the maintenance route, no one forced me to suck the teat of Big Pharma. I do wish the doctors were better informed or more honest though, they seem pretty intent on denying the possibility of any side effects. They seem to want to keep people on the program, which I guess I can understand they've probably seen a lot of relapses etc.

While I'm bitching though, I do wish my government would start treating maintenance like any other prescribed drug rather than charging about as much daily as a months supply of any other drug. The 'dispensing fee' is basically to bribe pharmacies to let maintenance patients into their stores as far as I can tell. Maybe I shouldn't complain, some governments don't help addicts at all.

Bupe doesn't seem to lower testosterone as badly as methadone, but the studies are pretty lacking and don't record the dose of bupe. As far as I could tell from the studies I read all opioids suppress testosterone production, with ones with longer half lives being the worst for it. It seems pretty likely that bupe would or could as well, even if it is to a lesser extent or less common.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 00:05:12 EST ID:pHlysitF No.577376 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just did a gladly pay a hamburger today for a hamburger tomorrow with my one gf (I have two gf's currently in the non player, poly way) that does dope, basically hook me up today look out on a 40 pack for her later

Had to sit through a highly inconvienient moneygram on hold call to get my cash for a 20 pack tonight

Now gotta wait on dealer time and hope I can catch him rolling down the street ways back like last night so I can keep this cop on the low low during this bday party.
Cornelius Dollylock - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 07:35:22 EST ID:Xti0X0aE No.577403 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Experiencing some withdrawals after a week-long binge. Nothing close to the last time I was fully addicted, but it's still worse than I thought it would be.

I've got some seeds here but they're pretty shit quality. Also have 150mg of codeine. Might combine the two, hopefully it'll at least get me comfortable.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 13:30:23 EST ID:pHlysitF No.577415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I was nodding so hard last night I was typing to people in emojis and not even realizing it lol.

Gonna try to flip a strip get some money for a 20 again tn.
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 14:56:34 EST ID:iVHbO6Kw No.577416 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah, you got me there on you's guy'ses readily available full-auto's but I still got you on our cheap, SEMI-auto people-killers (Semi-auo's being most effective for actually hitting something while full-auto's are best at suppressing fire with their recoil); that's right, I'm doing this to piss off: >>577260 Seriously, ya asshole, wtf's wrong wit you? - Here I am being actually SERIOUS, based on shit that I've stupidly or not done, in relation to the regs while being under the influence. Hey, I'm a supporter of total freedom as well; something I wrote while completely fucked to contrast the pro-drug-prohibition & such, and so-on and whatnot:

"The mere simplicity in drug categorization of standardised dose-to-patient pharmacological biochemistry, I find, is quite trivial as it is too personal, such as the immense biochemical, personal differentials of-in individuals which offer nothing more in FDA, DEA & overall pharmaceutical, chemical-to-biological testing than a falsified, single-use due "realisation," as per bias from mas-censured stigma via meme'd beliefs, toward inflation of standard & faceless patient-medical practice; further more providing an overall end result toward a wrongly acclaimed, standard, person-as-people structure.

People are different, I am different, you are different and no-one is the same, so to say any certain chemical or drug for it's initially recommended, pinholed* use as well as a dose effects and/or reacts toward every single person, rather almost everyone, in an indiscriminate, unadulterated, scientifically‚Äč lab & study-like fashion is a completely assumptional perception which is, quite frankly, asinine. After all, we each do reserve our own genomic code.

*Saying drugs effect us all in the same way biochemically is the same as an almost-single classification of any drug or chemical and it's wrong; Depressant-opioids being merely "pain medications" or Stimulant-amphetamines being simply "attention medications" & illicit "partying drugs" whilst the populace neglect that these drugs as well as others may possibly catalyse or effect so much, much more, less or even differently in people."

Oh, God, here I go again with the bumping; to bump or not to bump...
Like, again; pain, discomfort, yawning, tears but no major WDs or sickness..
>AND I nodded on 60migs of Hmorphone over 24 hrs ago but didn't bump the BWN; like I've said, how the fuck am I supposed to bump the Nodding thread whilst I'm FUCKING NODDING.
I'm a technically semantic person so I need to know this shit. BTW, is this for WDing that you can't control or even if you can stop it; have seeds so I'm not REALLY going to be in pain.. I just don't know anymore - Look, I'm losing my mind already, and some peeps say /opi/s bad for me? Yeah, like maybe before I started when I was quiting SSRIs and in a very, very dark place, right? Whatever, hopefully dosing soon, just wanted to bitch in here about how I'm feeling like a douche and being a bitch; that is what this thread's for, right?
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 08:23:36 EST ID:AtQv4rk1 No.577451 Ignore Report Quick Reply
3rd day with no kratom after taking 15-20 grams a day for a month. Feels bad but nowhere near as bad as coming off pst was, even at a 3rd pound dose a day it sucked. Fuck I couldn't sleep last night and feel achy though. Thinking about calling into work even though it's only a 3 your shift but I took 100 mg benadryl to sleep last night and still couldn't so now I feel worse than I probably would have. Fuck me.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 10:04:57 EST ID:AtQv4rk1 No.577452 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well...My mom's bringing me a Vicodin 5 for my work shift. Should be able to survive 3 hours. Closing tomorrow is going to suck though.

Also I just read that 1 gram of kratom is roughly equivalent to 1 mg of hydrocodone. That means my 15 grams a day is like coming off of 15 mg hydrocodone. I feel this is pretty accurate most of the time but not all the time but the mild wd I'm having is still nothing compared to coming off of pst which I felt a 5 oz of was equal to about 30 mg oxycodone
Caroline Pockdale - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 12:54:42 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577455 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I stopped taking subs about 5 weeks ago, but i still dont feel quite right, although i feel much better than I was feeling 2 weeks ago. When I wake up I still have cravings and I feel myself always trying to reach for some other kind of drug.. cannabis helps, but I have a bunch of responsibilities I need to take care of in the coming weeks and tbh im scared to do it without any kind of comfort meds.
Hunter S. Nodson - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 15:52:35 EST ID:F5HmbHQj No.577461 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I think that conversion is extremely inaccurate (athough it probably depends more on your body than anything). I was taking the same amount of kratom, but my opiate tolerance became sky high where I'd need at least 80 mg of vicodin to feel it.

I'd say 1 gram of kratom = 5 mg hydro. But thats just me so idk, some of you guys here are extra sensitive to certain drugs, like bombastus and his half a percocet.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 12:08:33 EST ID:0zw4MrjZ No.577529 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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As soon as I get this 20$ I'm about to get a slice of dope

Have a nice relax day

Hope my guy still has that cinnamon
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 12:24:36 EST ID:AtQv4rk1 No.577530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Perhaps your kratom is higher quality. I took 10 mg hydrocodone and that kept me well most of the day. Then I killed a bottle of wine, took 20 mg valium and passed the fuck out at 8 pm, woke up at 2 am, downed a glass of water and 20 more mg valium and slept another 5 hours and I feel much much better today. Yesterday not only was I in wd but I had taken 100 mg benadryl to sleep the night before but did not sleep, making me feel extra groggy, achy and retarded as well as getting slight visuals that were just enough to distract me.

TLDR: the kratom wd isn't as bad as I thought. If you can sleep and don't take benadryl (which also negatively interacted with the antidepressant I'm on, making it even worse)
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 12:28:39 EST ID:AtQv4rk1 No.577531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh, and if anything I'm the opposite of opiate sensitive. I needed 25 mg of oxy just to get high when I was opiate naive. I think your heavily over estimating the power of kratom or you yourself have your own sensetivity to kratom
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 15:15:01 EST ID:iVHbO6Kw No.577549 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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nb, though feeling like shit there is nothing important to say except:

That pic looks like cotton-candy threw up all over a crossed version of the Joker's bitch & Android 18.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 18:27:25 EST ID:pcRpe7xT No.577561 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dopeman said 15 mins which estimsting by dealer time divideo by the power of 10, squared, then multiply by the circumference of bullshit... means as I thought an hour and a half to hit me back saying hes close.

I was just cakefarted hard on it in the end tho. I called him asking if I should start walking and he was like yeah I'm close yeah do that. Walk down the street and try to call once in down a ways. Phones off.

Best case Ontario his phone died or he decided to fake me out for the day cuz he got a better order than a 20 and is holding off till later.

Worst case Ontario he got flicked.

Aw well I'm high as a motherfucka off this blunt and this jay my roomies rolled tho...


LMAO yeah I see it
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 28 Apr 2017 23:35:55 EST ID:nUiW3JSh No.577566 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Yeah my bad man I keep forgetting I'm more of an exception with kratom. Kratom is alright quality I don't really go for the super high quality powders like I used to just isn't worth it now.

If you want to get more out of it I highly suggest extracts though, I
Clara Tootwater - Sat, 29 Apr 2017 18:45:15 EST ID:5FD49qbz No.577606 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got some #3 yesterday that I decided to test this morning. Realized I had no candles or tinfoil to smoke with so I snorted 10-15mg.

My first time with an opiate and at the dose I took euphoria was only slightly above threshold for me. Even the minor effects I got were magical though. My anxiety is to the point where panic attacks are an almost daily occurrence but I felt extremely relaxed which is very rare anymore. I have constant knee and back pain too and that just disappeared. Euphoria seemed weak but I'm sure that was just the dose I took and the fact that I was snorting no3 as opposed to a salt.

Wanted to redose quite bad when I realized the dose I took was too small but resisted and a strong urge to again as the effects wore off. Still really want to take more right now but I'm gonna wait till Monday as I planned on calling in anyways and get some foil/candles to smoke with and test this H proper. Overall though it was pretty much what I expected and showed me just how shit weed is for controlling any of my symptoms anymore. Yeah I could see this becoming a problem in the future...

Pic related, the gram I got and it's calling to me
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 29 Apr 2017 22:00:31 EST ID:AtQv4rk1 No.577614 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey Hunter, you ever try gaia EB? I just got a kilo of the red meang da for 96 bucks including shipping. It's pretty good stuff. They also sent me a sample of their purple 8-in-1, which is their red,white and green meang da and elephant, Bali, malay, tai, and another I can't remember all mixed together. Seems to have a nice chemical profile to it. I also got a free sample of their red dragon blend which is red and white meang da and I'm pretty excited to try it tomorrow. I haven't had much luck with whites so I'm hoping this blend is the ticket to stress and anxiety relief rather than analgesic and euphoric properties.
William Murdridge - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 07:15:58 EST ID:pM92Yx+8 No.577620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're a goner bro, i can tell 100% just by those couple sentences. Unless you flush that shit consider yourself toast lol.. I can also tell that there's no chance in hell you would ever flush it no matter what someone offered you.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 07:29:28 EST ID:4fs5zDUv No.577621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got a xanax script so next time I cop I can shove alprazolam up my ass while shooting simultaneously

Also ice on deck so GOOFY TIME
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 12:02:08 EST ID:nUiW3JSh No.577625 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Yeah man they're not too bad at all! Ive only tried their samples so haven't had much experience to really judge but they're on par with most vendor id say. Try out some of their greens for sure like Malays and stuff.
Martin Clashtudge - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 16:01:32 EST ID:UqKULp7q No.577631 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was already a goner. I'm 28 but I've been fucking with drugs since I was a teenager. I never touched opiates though because I knew how much of an addict I was. Both my parents are and both my brothers are career tweakers if that says anything.

Shrink won't give me anything decent like benzos because I abused an amp script pretty badly that she gave me a few years back. What she is trying to give me is fucking me up so I stopped taking it. Kind of needed something that could stop panic attacks acutely and immediately. That's why I'm fucking with h right now. Weed helps with the depression and suicidal stuff a bit but it exasperates my anxiety and makes me too foggy to function well. Don't know though, got a shrink appointment 5/12, maybe she'll give me a better script this time...
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 30 Apr 2017 16:27:58 EST ID:oV/6AjE4 No.577633 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah I'll have to try a green next time. The red dragon actually was pretty speedy as well as euphoric. almost like a high dose of caffeine without the jitters or anxiety which I sometimes get from caffeine. Color me impressed, I really recommend you give it a try.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 01 May 2017 00:52:08 EST ID:4fs5zDUv No.577647 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Found a lil rock of dope in my cost pocket earlier but I'm outta sharps. Np cuz I gotta pick up my personals bag of ice cuz I used my baggie for stim ushering at work today.

Tomorrow imma get a lil goofy :3
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 01 May 2017 01:04:29 EST ID:oV/6AjE4 No.577649 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How fucking hard can it be to work in a movie theater where you need to be geeked? It's not like you're in Thailand and have to smoke Yaba so you can work 3 days straight just to get some food.

Simon Bringerkit - Mon, 01 May 2017 04:26:59 EST ID:F6OD5Bk8 No.577652 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you try being like 5 different people at once wo speed
Fanny Dazzlekire - Mon, 01 May 2017 13:05:35 EST ID:0+ibi1t9 No.577667 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ha, the ironic thing here is that I was once an usher in Thailand... More downers than uppers in my personal experience
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 01 May 2017 19:00:10 EST ID:zK3HtT5r No.577685 Ignore Report Quick Reply

pretty sure lion person is a drug addict like most of us and uses it to stay functional. not even trying to defend her, but yeah, I don't really get that either. nb
Cornelius Segglelut - Tue, 02 May 2017 03:09:17 EST ID:s7xgvdm1 No.577690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Have been expecting some h for a couple of days now but the vendor said they ran into some problems and couldn't process orders until today. My only worry is that I think this may be the same guy who has disappeared from the dnms only to return under a new alias, its weird because the service is always flawless and it seems like they have no reason to do this other than scamming a few bucks from FE'ers. Anyway hopefully it comes tomorrow otherwise I'll have to wait until probably next week to get my money back and buy from someone else.

Been in light to moderate withdrawals but using cosine to ease them, I ran out of codeine yesterday and stole 10mgs of my gfs valium which I feel guilty about and I know she'll be so pissed, she doesn't use them often or anything but she doesn't like me taking them from her understandably. The thing is she basically forced me to stop getting my script so I kind of resent her for that (I was using daily though so it's probably for the best)

she's only been using h for a few months of and on but is already experiencing wds herself, seems kinda soon to me since she hasn't used for more than 5 days at a time with usually a week between binges

Idk, at least I'm feeling calmer and less posses off for now
Nell Gonkinwater - Tue, 02 May 2017 06:42:13 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577692 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Put 2mg of bupe under my tongue for 30 minutes and its been an hour since, and I DONT FEEL SHIT. I have no opiate tolerance. Should I snort some more? Im afraid that if i take too much then I wont get any euphoria whatsoever? Is there a way you can fuck up a sublingual dose of bupe?
Nell Gonkinwater - Tue, 02 May 2017 06:43:07 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Put 2mg of bupe under my tongue for 30 minutes and its been an hour since, and I DONT FEEL SHIT. I have no opiate tolerance. Should I snort some more? Im afraid that if i take too much then I wont get any euphoria whatsoever? Is there a way you can fuck up a sublingual dose of bupe?
Nell Gonkinwater - Tue, 02 May 2017 09:06:44 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.577697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just in case anyone was thinking about taking a sub recreationally, they have almost no euphoria sublingually so snorting is a must. Booty bumping would be even better I suppose, but today I found out that sublingual bupe is no good for euphoria and once I snorted just a little bit then it kicked in and aslmost nodding. This is totally different than a maintenance regime which may benefit from sublingual administration because of the increased duration and maintenece with bupe is basically without any euphoria so it may be convenient to administer it as a sublingual dose held under the tongue for 15-30 minutes. Of course boofing it would be the best in a maintenence regime short of injection.

What have we learned today kids? Alwasy boot drugs in your butt!
Fucking Bunstock - Wed, 03 May 2017 02:07:47 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577727 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Update. Have tapered down from 12mg to 2mg. Pretty minimal withdrawals. Just went from 24mg straight to 12mg for ~5 days then to 4mg for like 1-2 days then to 2mg.
Also started a job that seems to be pretty well full time, things are looking up.
I might have gotten lucky but bupe withdrawals really don't seem that bad. I had a far worse time adjusting to 32mg of bupe from PST use, strung out for months.
Jack Hindlemene - Wed, 03 May 2017 03:51:47 EST ID:6ObeA/KF No.577731 Ignore Report Quick Reply
that's not really true, the listerine strip and pill subs work very well under the tongue, it just takes a while for them to properly do their job. what probably happened was the oral dose kicked in around the time when you railed a bit.
Nathaniel Haffingtutch - Wed, 03 May 2017 04:56:52 EST ID:joJp/fdq No.577734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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unless going from 0 to 60 with sublingual bupe, and even then, dont expect anything for 150minutes.
Osterbach - Thu, 04 May 2017 02:13:58 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.577763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>That pic

What a time that would have been to be alive. Even in the west you could purchase bottles of pharmacy quality heroin and laudanum off of the shelf cheaper than liquor due to fucking government subsidies Good god, we were all born to late, even if none of us would have likely have survived longer than a year due to the daily party we'd all be likely throwing.
Hunter S. Nodson - Thu, 04 May 2017 10:45:31 EST ID:F5HmbHQj No.577778 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you know, you can still legally get some of that stuff as it counts as antique collectible items. I somehow got interested in military rations/MRE's and soon found out they often include drugs. Some of them have amphetamine salts, morphine vials, etc. I have a feeling you might be able to enjoy it in the way our ancestors did if you look hard enough lol.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 04 May 2017 23:38:24 EST ID:m0Q7WjEU No.577784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Getting my dopeman to pick me up at work.Was like "I'll throw you 6 extra bucks with the 20 if you drop me back off at my house" lol.

Looking to get high and cry with my gf tn. Got my buddies funeral tomorrow, watched my roomie try to kill himself last night... again, and had horrible nightmares all last night. So yeah... gonna def do some heroin.
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Fri, 05 May 2017 02:18:33 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.577792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I did this. Every now and then you can find a real serious treasure. This was a full bottle of p. somniferum extract, so just whole opium in alcohol. It was amazing for sure. I also saw a half full bottle of ethyl-morphine but it was pricey and i hear ethyl-morphine is closer to codeine than morphine so meh. If you look hard enough and are willing to pay you can find things like this rarely.
Alice Shittingstone - Fri, 05 May 2017 03:32:30 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577793 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good call on that one, ethyl morphine is only just better than codeine. They sell it otc in France IIRC.
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 05 May 2017 12:26:32 EST ID:F5HmbHQj No.577802 Ignore Report Quick Reply

That is ridiculously cool. I would just want the empty bottle as a decoration for my apartment. I's there a specific place that sells shit like that or do I just need to keep looking on ebay and mre collectible sites?
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Fri, 05 May 2017 14:16:20 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.577804 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yah of course i kept and sometimes display the bottle in my apartment. The ethyl-morphine i mentioned was on ebay and usually ime the prices on ebay for things like this go up very quickly if the seller knows what they have and lists it properly. I managed to score that bottle for about $50 and it arrived with its original wax foil and cork seal fully intact. I got lucky simply because the word opium wasnt in the listing so it didnt appear in searches for opium antiques. Ebay is actually a pretty good spot to check maybe once or twice a month the prices can be great or terrible just depending on the wind that day. I know of some other websites i use as well that specialize in "opium era antiques" which is what youre looking for. I dont wanna blow up any of my spots but if you do some googling for opium antiques, antique apothecary jars/bottles/supplies, antique opium accessories
you should have some luck with those keywords and combining them into different search terms that should be enough to point you in the right direction. At least places to bookmark and come back to check sometimes.
Oliver Crocklenuck - Fri, 05 May 2017 17:41:10 EST ID:cWx/bAvE No.577808 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 06 May 2017 12:36:42 EST ID:VwD4iyeP No.577836 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finally someone who understands the Act in '86

It's why I don't even frequent /k/ anymore. Everyone is retarded.

Full autos are legal af for any nonprohibited person as long as:
It was registered with govt before 1986 or 1987 w/e.

Static and dwindling supply and growing demand means 5-10k UZIs and like I dunno 30-45k AK47s. They took my grandpas (hes my dad he adopted me) ak47 away on the way back from Vietnam. He's still mad. They even took his bayonet. He said his only real friend in that jungle was his bayonet, as his M16 the lower receiver smashed in half when he landed in a ditch and it was still firing.

Then they (pre 86 only) can be traded between people for a $300 tax stamp or owned by a corporation so that more people can use it.

All the other ones are title 2 requirement as they're class 3 firearms. Aka civies can use at supervised range that has the right titles or they sell full autos to military and police.

I'm pretty sure a legal pre 86 full auto has only been used in a major crime once in the US from 1986-2010 or so when I checked. That statistic is absolutely nuts.
Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Sat, 06 May 2017 18:50:36 EST ID:lJ01oPei No.577849 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That AK capture makes me angry. Considering he survived the physical damage that Vietnam would've given him, just spare him his fucking bayonet.
God damn it.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 06 May 2017 19:09:01 EST ID:xPiD/5Z0 No.577850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hoppin into the D to cop with my sis who just moved in

Our drivers car ran outta gas right by the gas station, had to push it while on xanax and dope lol. My sis snatched some bday cake cookies in the gas station so lowkey xD

Hoping these 7$ packs are worth the ride out. Supposedly stronger than my guys 10$ bags. I like that he will come through everytime, but it's on dealer time and apparently it's not too strong as some but he does hook it up good. It seems no dealer is 100% in every area, it's eithe good time bad shit or good shit bad time ya know?
Hannah Smallgold - Sun, 07 May 2017 03:01:08 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.577862 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dude just go to RCs. The heroin game is gambling in vegas. The house is tilted in their favor and you're gonna lose in the long run. Every dope dealer eventually slips, and burns through his stash, eventually scamming out and ditching the burner he calls you on.
Either way you're getting a fent RC, so its cheaper just to hit tor and order it uncut for 50-80 a gram delivered to your door for user sized bags.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 07 May 2017 14:11:39 EST ID:OYMNTHit No.577879 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Woah double compliment on the 18+ handguns are ok as long as received from non FFL (private sale ( if you're both residents of the same state.

Where the fuck are you guys in real life. My job in undergrad was writing literature about firearm legislation to be consumed by liberals who, in this specific case, happened to be dumb liberals.

You can hate on the laws but I respect you for getting it right. The anti gun people need more people like you if they actually wanted to succeed lmfao.

Of and money too.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 07 May 2017 14:42:05 EST ID:OYMNTHit No.577881 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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He threw his Purple in the Pacific Ocean. He loves his country yet feels betrayed and doesn't have the heart to be honest with himself that that war was 50% bullshit. He sustained so many injuries it's not funny. Shrapnel near his eyes, cut in back with a machete, stepped on a jungle spike, landed in a ditch with the garbage m14s (sorry i said m16 earlier i think it was an m14 actually) they gave them, and the lower receicer shaterred yet the upper receicer still functioned. He had 30rds tops, probably 15, before his long gun was out and dysfunctional for good.

You can figure out what happened next. He didn't pay for that AK-47. They didn't issue sidearms. He had to blindly run into some trench or hunting blind and either fragged someone or stuck him with his bayonet. As the Ak47 wasn't broken i can only assume. He won't talk about it. All I know is it meant a whole lot to him.

Every time he gets drunk late at night and starts talking about old high school friends or Vietnam buddies and what they did in Vietnam, obviously in the south before they made that treacherous journey up to the winding north. They sounded so happy. But then it always turns sour. Always.

He would say something like "and then there was Rodriguez, now he was a Puerto Rican and we would play cards all the time. He loved baseball but we played football so he kond of kept to himself. One time in Saigon, after too many bottles of beer and bar girls, there was 6 or 7 of us in uniform and decided we would buy a pitcher of beer, each, and split them all, run down the hill, and make it to morning call. After the 4th pitcher, Tony..."

................. . . ..Tony *last name* was family.

Conservation over.

And then he would smash his can of Michelob ultra against the table, throw it in the pool, get up, and get another.

No other times does he litter in the pool.

Tony was captured by the Vietkong and is presumed dead today.

Last one and it's tl;dr

>get drafted
>goes to doc for checkup
>son you had polio and needed an iron lung for over a year, here's a disqualification note
>walk toward door to leave in lobby, crumples the note up, and prepares for war
>doesn't tell anyone for 40 years until were drunk one night on vacation.

Shits rough. Makes me feel like an absolute whining shithead when I complain about WDs or my academic career getting a massive set back (will never teach an ivy league in my life let alone)

Well I'm high I'll be back in a bit. Anybody wanna chat?
Hannah Smallgold - Sun, 07 May 2017 14:57:18 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.577884 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What happened to the career? Been away for awhile.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 15:16:10 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577885 Ignore Report Quick Reply
First light dose of WDs. Hot and cold flushes, restless legs and feel awful. I have plenty of xanax but it does nothing about the depression, only lets me sleep. I was always under the impression that benzodiazepines worked a treat for withdrawals.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 15:23:34 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577886 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Also in the middle of exams. I noticed last week, during the first half of my exams, that when I went a long time without dosing, I couldn't study because of feelings of discomfort, and I also had to smoke quite a bit to feel "right" before walking in to sit an exam. I tried multiple times to take a day off but I always required it to be able to study or my attention span would be shot. It was like coming down from a dose of speed when needing to focus, but I had to fine-balance it so that I wasn't nodding either.

Now I have an exam tomorrow in Molecular Bio and I can't stand the sight of these stupid DNA molecules.

Pic related I think I made it Friday while I was benz'd.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 15:27:48 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577887 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I was lowkey curious to see what the subjective physiological manifestations of withdrawal were like, but the timing worked out in the worst possible fashion.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 07 May 2017 15:45:17 EST ID:QBQRk6Af No.577889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Since I'm homeless now thanks to my roomie fucking me over I'm trying to avoid dope even tho I wanna get high badly rn and getting high last night helped ease my panic of having a knife held to me.

My buds giving me a couple g kratom to keep me away from dope and some memantine to lower my meth tolerance plus some money which I will save.

Good looking out thanks dude. I'll be outta this shit, I've been living on the edge for a min now, this ain't gonna be my downfall
Hannah Smallgold - Sun, 07 May 2017 16:20:17 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.577890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had this epiphany the other day. On the darknet, one can order ALL the good anti-WD meds. Clonodine for flashes/skin crawl, methacarbomal for body aches, Requip for RLS, and so on. There's no need for any one of us to get sick bad again.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 17:05:15 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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One could also purchase opiates, the optimal treatment for such issues.

The fly in the ointment is the purity of the heroin on the darknet. You have to pay a ransom for a gram that will barely last you three days when smoked if you're buying from the UK. Vendors routinely short bags, especially when you're buying in bulk (sometimes by audacious amounts like quarter of a gram). The Dutch heroin is slightly better and cheaper but even then I can't imagine what kind of income you'd need to have to sustain a prolonged addiction with the increment of tolerance. One would need to acquire a job or some other such intrusive theft of one's time.
Molly Fecklefoot - Sun, 07 May 2017 17:37:29 EST ID:MV+5g7ng No.577894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What is the general consensus on the purity of dnm heroin? I bought 2 grams at 230 and 200 and they both seem alright. The 200 bag did come powdered but it had chunks in it and 30mg snorted got me nice and nodding. Vendor had no accusations of selling an altered product either... How common is it to come across cut and fent cut shit on the dnm? Is most of the "uncut" stuff on there legit listings?

Also, was thinking of doing 5g at 800 from the guy I bought the 200 bag from, is that still a huge ripoff?
Ian Secklefuck - Sun, 07 May 2017 17:45:23 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.577896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> I was always under the impression that benzodiazepines worked a treat for withdrawals

Nah, I mean, compared to no benzos they're great. They don't touch a lot of the more annoying WD symptoms though. Gabapentin or pregabalin are better bets. Even phenibut seems pretty decent, though I'm not game to use it for more than a couple of days. DXM works for the thermoregulation stuff and mental aspects, useless for physicals symptoms like aches and pains though, can even make them feel worse.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 17:55:51 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577897 Ignore Report Quick Reply

About 50mg from a Dutch vendor snorted will set me to nod. I don't know which continent you're buying from, but for Europe it is about 5g of No. 3 for 200 dollars from the vendor I use. I'd consider 5g for 800 to be a real rip-off unless it was pure to an ungodly extent. From what you're describing, the price is increasing with bulk (from 200 for 2g to 800 for 5g) and that doesn't make any sense, unless you mean it was 200 dollars a gram. If you are actually paying 200 or 230 dollars a gram of heroin off the DNM what the fuck are you doing my jolly african-american
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 18:00:21 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577899 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Though I may be exaggerating the purity slightly given that I usually insufflate about two lines in a short period of time before I'm properly flummoxed.
Molly Fecklefoot - Sun, 07 May 2017 18:04:45 EST ID:MV+5g7ng No.577900 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm buying in the US from US vendors. Nah though, I paid 430 total for those two grams. I saw some of the cheap Dutch vendors that ship ww but I'm paranoid about customs. Only gotten LSD and changa from NL before...

Don't know what I should be paying that's why I'm asking.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 18:17:46 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577901 Ignore Report Quick Reply

That NL is a highly suspicious country of origin is a motif I've observed in a lot of discussion, and seems to be behind a lot of the logic of raised price for lowered quality in domestic vendors in Europe outside of the Netherlands. For this reason, my preference would be to buy from the UK. Regardless, I've bought from the Netherlands multiple times now, and have never encountered any issues whatsoever, so I'm inclined to think that the risk may have been overstated. Shipping over the Atlantic is a completely different matter, as is the scrutiny of customs in North America so I'm unable to advise you there. I do think that the price you're paying is unfairly steep for any place in the world though, even though I'm unfamiliar with the general trends in North America.

I often wonder about what degree customs observe and document individual patterns of country of origin. While the success of the DNM hinges on it being too labour intensive to check every single package from a specific country, I wonder if they can use computerised systems to detect stamps or other things tied to a specific address. This is purely speculative, but if they did flag addresses based on the country of origin of incoming mail than the system could be fooled by having someone from the Netherlands send you innocuous packages and thus establish that the country of origin patterns at your address aren't suspicious if any of the initial ones are examined.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 18:45:14 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577904 Ignore Report Quick Reply

2mg of Xanax down the hatch. My back and sides are aching like a motherfucker. Carry me home sweet sleep.
Molly Fecklefoot - Sun, 07 May 2017 19:30:41 EST ID:MV+5g7ng No.577910 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think US customs has had a hard-on for Dutch packs for a while. Back during the SR days a lot of US buyers bitched on the forums about their bulk shipments of Dutch Molly getting snatched in customs. Some of those Dutch vendors that shipped ww would even state in their profile that only like 90% of their packages would make it through US customs. Always made me afraid of NL, my rule was always nothing a dog would be trained to smell. Not sure what's safe anymore, used to get 20g+ packs of hash shipped from Spain in 9-11 days flat, but recently had some legal paraphernalia shipped out of Spain that got tied up in customs nearly a month...

Not sure though, haven't found much for cheaper domestic h on the market I'm on. Just a little tar and some powder that the vendor even admits is only about 40% pure. Heroin isn't a thing at all where I'm at (we're still a meth town), even opi pharmaceuticals aren't too popular here. I got no reference in terms of local pricing to go by so I was curious.

Im a neophyte but I got an mg scale so I'd rather have pure to dose with to have a better understanding where my tolerance is at anyways. Thing I'm really paranoid about is getting h that's cut with fent or similarly potent opiate. I saw some talk on here about dnm oxys turning out to be fent presses and wondering if a lot of vendors pull that shit with their h.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 20:28:36 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577915 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I too have a milligram scale but I abandoned using it to measure doses, mainly because of the realisation that it's pretty much impossible to overdose on heroin alone without a large tolerance break or gross negligence in measurement. Morphine, for instance, has a therapeutic window of 70:1. Counterintuitively, fentanyl as a therapeutic window of 270:1, and remifentanyl has a mindboggling therapeutic index of 33,000:1. The therapeutic index of heroin at 25:1 is much lower still, and arguably higher for recreational doses. Nonetheless, given that the therapeutic dose is 10mg and this is sufficient for analgesia for severe pain I find it hard to believe that the recreational dose is that drastically higher. Most of the danger associated with Fentanyl and its bad reputation I think is a result of its high potency and the associated complications of cutting such as hotspots.

Ironically, the higher the purity of your heroin, the lower your chance of overdosing. This is because, for instance, if your heroin is 33% pure, and you inject say a 30mg dose to get high, you're consuming 10mg of pure heroin. If your heroin is replaced suddenly with the pure equivalent, you're consuming triple your normal dose. Contrast this with you receiving 50% pure heroin normally, now you take 20mg to get high instead of 30. If your supply is replaced with pure heroin, you're now only consuming double your ordinary dose, and so on. A much less egregious violation of the therapeutic index than if you were on 10% heroin, taking 100mg shots, and suddenly got ramped up to pure heroin heroin and took ten times the therapeutic dose.

If my reasoning or arithmethic here is inadequate, I implore any and all to critique it.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 20:29:32 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577916 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I should mention that I still would not go in blind and would smoke some to gauge the purity before injecting it.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 07 May 2017 22:38:39 EST ID:bvn43anT No.577932 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm my previous post I quoted the first blog post I could find (unreferenced) for the standard TI of heroin. This post provides no sources, and I spent the last two and a half hours searching the literature relentlessly trying to find confirmation of the 25:1 figure. Nowhere in the literature does any empirical basis or original pharmacodynamic analysis for this value appear. There are references littered everywhere to the "low TI of heroin and methadone" but no sources, no references whatsoever validating it. There is one study done stating a TI of 7.7 for intravenous use of heroin in recreational setting by Gable, but even he acknowledges his tiny sample size and the high variability of the results during to individual genetic polymorphism. It's a difficult subject, and I can't understand why heroin isn't just tied to the value for morphine as a prodrug.
Shitting Pockford - Sun, 07 May 2017 22:42:30 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.577934 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No you're theory is sound. I'd mentioned on another thread I have carfent and use staged dilution. I grabbed the wrong dilution syringe and shot my normal amount from the 2nd stage instead of the 3rd. It was like 10x the regular dose that got me high. Did I get hella shit faced? Yes. Did I pass out or die, no. But I thought I was going down. I literally ran down the block to 711 and shotgunned a redbull.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 08 May 2017 11:44:27 EST ID:wfxJf0RN No.577970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Homeless day 3. Got a pocket full of a McChickem, half a banana, and syringes.

Met up with my sista Hannah and then we went up to the atm and after I grab my 20 this BITCH just jumps her, puts a cig out on her and starts slapping the shit outta her broad daylight in front of the atm camera and the diner next door. I wish I reacted faster and punched that bitches lights out but my first reaction isn't violence. I ran up grabbed her arms pulled her off and said get the fuck outta here you fucking cunt fucking bitch you piece of shit ect. Her blond friend was fucking recording it so maybe you'll see it online at some point wtf...

I wiped off my sistas head from the ashes, held her back as she walked and now we are sitting in the garage trying to cop dope.

Fuck the world.
Wesley Blongerwell - Tue, 09 May 2017 16:21:42 EST ID:+aeyD10K No.578112 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Noob question here,

So if I did H Friday, Saturday, and Sunday and didn't get any noticable WD symptoms on Monday, should I be ok to use tonight again without increasing my chance of going into a WD?
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Tue, 09 May 2017 18:11:34 EST ID:bvn43anT No.578122 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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You're probably not going to experience any withdrawal symptoms whatsoever under a week of use, but this is still an unhealthy pattern of usage if you're trying to avoid physiological dependence. You should try putting as long as possible between the lowest length of continual use. To answer your question, no, you won't go into withdrawal, but you may decide to use the next night again, and this regularity of use may increase your liability to withdrawal in the future.
William Bomblefuck - Wed, 10 May 2017 20:17:49 EST ID:wM3YF6Nm No.578181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Matilda Sallyhack - Wed, 10 May 2017 20:30:21 EST ID:YCAG1Olj No.578184 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You should use a 3:1 ratio of OFFN, and use no more than 3 days in a row. Your use right now is right on the cusp of become daily use, and once you're there, its hard, very hard, to go back.
Priscilla Brozzlestock - Thu, 11 May 2017 03:40:46 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.578195 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Still mildly strung out from dropping suboxone dose. Sat through a work meeting yesterday, just when I was starting to get strung out. They were telling staff how to identify meth users and discussing the zero tolerance policy. Listing signs to look for such as 'disproportionate sweating, inability to sit still, agitation', ah good times.
Pharmacist couldn't resist telling me that most people who drop as fast as I have relapse, encouraging. Fortunately I haven't got over my childish contrariness, so there's no better way to motivate me than saying I can't do something.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 17 May 2017 19:18:24 EST ID:eT/L/Niq No.578528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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How long after taking suboxone before you can get high on heroin again? I think last night at 4 or 5pm EST I last took some. It's 7pm EST the next day. Am I good to do this 3 pack shot of dope or should I wait till 11pm or something?

I got really fucked up on subs and etiz and acted emotional and kinda irritated. I'd rather just do dope and keep the subs for if I do get sick. Supposedly trading half a strip of acid for some somas, kpins, and barbitol to this kid later, biut I just back from Royal Oak gettin muh hair did and I'm stoned so I'd just like to do dope and relax but if I can get somas and more kpin to toss in I'm game. So please lmk if I'm good to get high it's been about 30 hours since I did sub.
shigella mogella - Wed, 17 May 2017 20:14:20 EST ID:lGqCPKb0 No.578530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Jesus man. Personally I think you need to slow down some for your own sake. I'd imagine your tolerance is just pretty fucked in general. Can't comment on if you are good to take it yet but maybe a little dopesickness is worth it so your tolly doesn't just keep getting worse. Not trying to shit on you but with the ridiculous amounts of all these drugs you're combining coupled with your posting it seems more slightly more like a cry for help than just chasing that high.

And I don't know you, don't know your life, don't know what you are going through/have been through just please take care of yourself. I know a lot of people on this board give you shit a bunch but I think I speak for all of us when I say no one has legitimate ill intention on another and no one wants to lose a poster no matter who it is.
Phineas Simmerfoot - Wed, 17 May 2017 22:40:16 EST ID:L6g6e8GB No.578542 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Speak for yourself. Fuck you stim, kys.
Archie Turveywater - Wed, 17 May 2017 22:46:30 EST ID:ZaSkJgGO No.578543 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shit Dartshaw - Thu, 18 May 2017 08:08:06 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578564 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just got robbed by a fucking girl but holy shiiiit i should have seen this one coming. Right as I did the hand off i realized the product was fake but for some reason I have gotten used to quick and discrete handoffs without inspection to be as stealth as possible but now i know to never trust anyone. Then she took the money out my hand as fast as possible and started walking away fastly pulled out pepper spray which i totally could have pulled out her hand but we were in a crowded area and she started yelling "help help this man is attacking me" and a bunch of people circled around us and that was my que to cut my losses and dip out. I didnt lose much but still i feel like a total son of a bitch for falling for the oldest trick in the book and getting robbed by a motherfucking young ass girl.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Thu, 18 May 2017 08:32:47 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.578566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Someone pulling that is gonna get what's coming to them pretty quickly if they keep that bullshit up. She just has to fuck over the one wrong person. But goddamn, absolutely fuck people for immediately assuming shit like this. I mean, it's good that people want to "help", but jfc, image if you'd been robbed and weren't hated by all of our fucking retarded society. Then she'd just get away with it. Goddamn, I usually don't dislike people, but someone pulling a stunt like that just disgusts me so viscerally that I can't stand it. It's just so fucking disgusting. I don't usually wish harm on people, but I would be lying if I said I'd feel bad when she gets hers lol.

You didn't happen to meet her on circlejerk, did you? Not sourcing, but something similar happened to me, and I'm curious to see about this.

I'm really sorry this happened to you, though. I hope you don't suffer too terribly because of it.
Clara Tootstock - Thu, 18 May 2017 10:24:26 EST ID:EuyHx9Ao No.578571 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been 100% clean for 6 months but every now and again I come back here when I'm craving. Not a good idea, I know.

I'm overall healthier of course but I'm also badly depressed and nothing much helps. Opis did, but it's not a long term solution. Shit's tough.
Shit Dartshaw - Thu, 18 May 2017 11:22:11 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578577 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah I dont really care about the money but it really hurt me to let her get away with it so easy. I hate people that hurt women and she was already being abused cause I could see she had a black eye and there was this weird moment where I just looked at her in the eye and said "hey just give me back the money it's ok" and she said "i cant my boyfriend is going to beat me" and ofc in that moment if i had any fighting skill or wrestling practice i could have easily grabbed the pepper spray and money out of her bra. I dont think she deserves to be beaten up and it's obvious someone is abusing her and she learned this behavior from them, but i can say for sure that she deserved to be pepper sprayed in the face with her own spray which should have been easy enough but I honestly felt fucking weak as fuck this morning and hadnt eaten and it's been sooo long since ive been in any kind of physical confrontation or boxed someone or wrestled so i had zero confidence in my physical abilities. OFC the biggest and most scary thing in that moment was the other people that circled around us and automatically assumed I was the bad guy trying to hurt the girl and even a woman started yelling at me to leave her alone and they did not believe me at all when i said she fucking stole from me. I think it was about 30 seconds away from the cops being called, which would have been bad news all around, and we were standing infront of a fucking camera that I had noticed moments ago.

And this was a retarded cold cop because I got too comfortable doing it. I was seeking someone who lived close by to me and for some reason I was seduced into just wanting my drugs now and not having to go far away. So yeah I deserved it pretty much and I know i was being a fucking idiot for even cold copping and especially for letting my guard down, and to be honest I think that because she was a girl i let my guard down even more, but I have gotten so fucking lucky i guess for the past year or so that I started to think nothing of it. The irony is right after this happened I called my old dealer and met him by taking a short bus ride. SO yeah thats what i get for being impatient and too comfortable with random strangers. Not to mention the obvious mistake of opening my hand with the money in it when already my brain was looking at the product like "wtf is that fucking fake" and then she literally grabbed the money out of my hand and started walking away with pepper spray held up. I just feel like a fucking idiot but im no worse for wear, it was a small amount of money, and I learned a valuable lesson. IF i kept on cold copping and being so comfortable i was bound to run into someone that would have actually just beat me up right there and stolen my phone as well as my money which has happened to people i know in the area, so overall im lucky, but my masculinity is bruised. QQ

My only question is after she got hold of the money was there some kind of jiu jitsu move I could have pulled to get my money back or possibly some kind of krav maga technique to control the hand with the pepper spray, and is it possible to train yourself to fight through the pain? I would imagine if you pepper sprayed yourself once in a while it would be possible to get used to the feeling and be able to deal with it. What about the other people standing around.. How could i have avoided the cops being called and been slick about getting my money back? Is it just standard protocol in those kind of situations to cut your losses and dip out?
Shit Dartshaw - Thu, 18 May 2017 11:33:32 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578579 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thats cool man good for you! Im down to once or twice a week usage which for me is optimal and the way I choose to live my life but i have fucked up and slipped up way more times than I can even count and it has led to some negative situations in my life as well as eroding my natural sense of sober contentedness. It is 100% possible to use opiates "recreationally," ie without consequence. But the problem is that addiction is like a little seductive butler demon that lives inside you and is ready to serve you any moment. It's like fire essentially, if you play with it long enough youre bound to get burnt, and if you have responsibilities in life even a minor bout of withdrawals can affect your relationships and work for example, and then you have to make a choice either to sacrifice what you were responsible for or take the plunge and resort to daily use which then means a major bout of withdrawals further down the line.

Anyway best of luck but always know that opiates are there for you if you ever are feeling hungover or down, or want to take the edge off an acid trip without blunting the psychedelia. :^)


And just want to elude to the fact my name here is now shit darts and i almost died from choking on gum last week and got robbed by a grrl this week so im really living up to the name and being flung shit darts all week. I think this name is like a white lighter or something or bad luck, I also heard about another dealer I know having his whole house cleared out by someone trying to get to his stash, and they succeeded and stole more than just his dope and money, so wtf it's not even friday the 13th but there is some bad juu juu going around and this name here really lives up to it.
Shit Dartshaw - Thu, 18 May 2017 11:44:14 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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also just want to add the obvious that if you have ever experienced withdrawal syndrome in your life, especially heavy withdrawals more than one time, its very much easier for your brain to snap into that same condition. Ive heard it said that opiate receptors take 17 years or something to fully heal, and I dont know whether that is true or not, or if it is more complex than that, but any addict can tell you how fast they can slip into dependence again, and it's confusing sometimes to see normal people have surgery or something and take pills for a week and a half but then seemingly come off them without any kind of problems. For me 8 hours a week for any one category of addictive substances is really the max without affecting my natural sober state.

For example I can take pregabalin one evening a week and opiates another evening and it wont trigger any cravings. OFC i dont adhere to that perfectly but its a good rule of thumb and certainly not any worse than what normal people do every weekend which is drink ALCOHOL which is one of the most toxic and inefficient drugs that your body has to go through hell to metabolize... not to mention all the stupid shit people do (especially me) when their judgement is impaired. What i like to do when i go to the bar with friends is take pregablin which synergizes with alcohol to create a super uninhibited state yet without getting sloppy, and then if i have to a small dose of opiates later that evening or in the morning completely wipes away any trace of a hangover. Opiates clearly have beneficial uses in certain situations and that is what i appreciate about them most today.. the high is only temporary and if you have a tolerance not fulfilling at all, and any drug high will never be as fulfilling as achieving long term goals or relationships.

>The devils water aint so sweat but its okay to dip your feat once in a little while.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 18 May 2017 12:23:39 EST ID:xLgz10jb No.578581 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah, it's called a fucking gun. And then you hit her with it several times and rob her blind.

Alternatively, if you can find her car, pop 3/4 tires and smash all the windows (use this little key chain thing you press it and it's spring loaded used by emergency personell) except the driverside door and windshield (So insurance might not pay for it).

Key up every section of the vehicle (each replaceable section). Then you pour liquid cement in the gas tank if you desire (I never did that).

Lastly, most importantly, you need to take 50-100+ empty casings from after the range (9mm .40. .45 doesn't matter), let them soak in iso for 24hrs to remove prints, and then dump the shell casings all over her car hood and spilled into the front seats from the broken passenger window. Bonus points for printed computer paper taped to car saying "pull that shit again and I'll spray your house when people are home."

I don't like violence, but when someone does something horribly wrong to me without any just caise, this approach has sent the message every single time. I'm assuming you got screwed on $200+ and that she's done it to tons of people. She won't even know who did it and will be so afraid she will stop stealing more than prison could ever scare her.

If they don't deserve financial damage, then just dump the casings.

Not trying to troll or sound like an armchair bad ass, but seriously the people I know are like 6/6 when it comes to results.
Shit Dartshaw - Thu, 18 May 2017 13:05:03 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578583 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>I'm assuming you got screwed on $200+
Nah man only $40 dollars so ofc it wasnt actually worth any kind of risk on my part to get it back and luckily enough I have enough money to not be affected by losing 40 bucks although at other times in my life 40 bucks meant a lot more to me than it does now. And ofc just because it was a small amount of money that doesnt excuse her behavior.

But I will say it was obvious that this girl was being manipulated by her boyfriend to do this and she literally had a black eye covered in makeup and her nose looked like it had been broken.. looking back on it, she seemed extremely sketchy and multiple red flags should have popped into my mind sooner, not to mention my habit of cold copping which I now regret but feel lucky not to have something worse happen.

Anyway, Im not even sure if she knew that they were fake, although she may have been feigning surprise. I think that she is an extremely vulnerable girl and was being used by her boyfriend that was essentially pimping her out, abusing her, and putting her in extreme danger. I think that if I could have just talked to her and said "Hey i dont care about the money but just talk to me a minute," she might have actually let her guard down and started to trust me. When I said "hey just give me the money its ok" she said "i cant my boyfriend will beat me" and it seemed like she was doing this solely because she was afraid of the consequences of returning to her bf without the cash. I think if I had actually pulled some 4D mental chess and got her to open up to me about her relationship and her obviously troubled life, I could have gotten her name or some information about her and fucked her shit up or her boyfriend's life, and obviously I could have followed her home although at that time I was afraid of possibly having to face her boyfriend because Im honestly not good at fighting at all and who knows if he has a weapon or something, but if I was discrete and let her get a lead and followed her from a distance I could have gotten her address. But also at that time the argument between me and her caused a big scene in front of a busy grocery store and she was literally yelling "help this man is attacking me" and a woman "good Samaritan" actually was yelling at me so I was very spooked to say the least and legitamatley worried someone was about to call the PO PO or had already called so I dipped out and caught the first bus. And ofc I could have pulled out my phone and taken a picture which would have been at least something.

I like your style though about getting revenge. I love those little moments you fuck someone over that deserves it but they have no idea it was you. That is why hacking is so intriguing to me. And she seemed too poor to have a car and if she did or her boyfriend had one it would probably be a piece of shit but still it deserves to be fucked up. The only plan of recourse I can think of now is to contact her and pretend to be someone else and try to glean some information about her or her boyfriend. Im even tempted to just contact her, as I got her SIGNAL messenger name, and say "Im not worried about the money at all just tell me what is happening with your boyfriend abusing you?" Or maybe something more manipulative and eloquent and effective, and I know that girls are very emotional and impulsive at times so it might work, although if she had any brains she would have changed her messenger name by now. The only other thing I can think of is going to the same area I first saw her and posting up until I see her again which honestly might work but again, if she has any sense of self preservation she would probably avoid that same area at all costs, but who knows people are stupid and illogical sometimes and especially a girl that is allowing herself to be beaten by her bf all the time. It's very tempting to plot some kind of revenge to be honest but then again if some shit actually went down then this entire post could be evidence, although Im actually more interested in helping her get out of her situation with her boyfriend because I see him as being the real villain in this situation so at least if something actually went down then that would be my motive, although I would want of course to keep myself out of any legal trouble at all, but im just saying that a perfect revenge plan should not be posted on the clearnet of all places.

Although I would be interested in hearing any ideas anyone else might have for a way to get back at her and especially her boyfriend of course though this is entirely fiction and I would never attempt to hurt anyone or harm anyone's property.... :^)

For me ironically perfect revenge in this situation would actually just be to help her get rid of her abusive boyfriend. I suppose it couldnt hurt to try texting her.... although for some reason I'm a little afraid to although i cant think of any way just messaging her could bite me in the ass somehow?
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Thu, 18 May 2017 19:47:28 EST ID:m+fJWns7 No.578621 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Thu, 18 May 2017 20:17:00 EST ID:m+fJWns7 No.578623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fuck accidently just hit submit. in WDs on my taper now but this Kratom has me feeling alright. not high at all, but not feeling as bad as I thought I would. just took it 30mins ago so hopefully I can get some sort of buzz out of this but as of now just feeling a little less shitty. nb

also I saw there's a thread on circlejerk rn about some guy asking if he should blow his dealer for 12 roxis lol. everyone over there saying hell yeah. got a kick out of that.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 20 May 2017 00:34:21 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.578728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dudes bout to destroy years of pride sucking off some 40 year old black dude, couldn't believe what I was reading, especially everyone encouraging it for 2 doses of oxy looool

try kratom extract, I posted a shitty guide on my thread. By weight its more potent than morphine (when oxidized).
Caroline Goodbury - Sat, 20 May 2017 04:31:19 EST ID:re/0IGRA No.578730 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What are you going to do save this girl and then run off with her into the sunset and live a happy life together? She is with him because she is a piece of shit junkie whore. Its possible she doesnt even have a boyfriend and played you.

You got robbed and you stood there and took it like a bitch. Either cry about it and think of what you could have done different or grab a can of gas and go find her
Phoebe Purringson - Sat, 20 May 2017 06:30:11 EST ID:m+fJWns7 No.578732 Ignore Report Quick Reply
harsh but this. you sound bitter saying you want to get her back but then also try to sympathize with her. and for what reason exactly? sounds to me like you just want an excuse to justify getting punked and by someone half your size to add insult to injury.

it's up to you ultimately what you do but realize you came here asking what people think and the answer is pretty fucking clear. eventually she'll get what's coming to her either way but it's clearly already been a huge blow to your ego and after seeing everyones responses you will feel even more ashamed if you continue to let it slide and do absolutely nothing, just saying.
SWIM LARPING :^) - Sat, 20 May 2017 12:37:06 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well yeah obviously my ego is bruised but logically 40 dollars isnt worth the trouble or risk of pursuing it any further, and a small part of me was impressed by her hustle although ofc it's going to catch up to her when she pulls that on someone who isnt as skittish as me (but that person may also find themselves in trouble), and it reminds me not to ever underestimate anyone based on their outward appearance or perceived kindness. Also im pretty comfortable with my ego these days and I dont really care about it that much anymore, and if I really cared about my pride so much I would not have posted here about it, and if I was really serious about getting revenge then I would not have even posted here about it, and anyway everything I post here is entirely FICTION.

The fact is that I was getting sloppy and way too comfortable with strangers and that 40 dollars was well worth the lesson because I think if I had continued being so careless then eventually I would have come across someone actually dangerous.

>Its possible she doesnt even have a boyfriend and played you.
True.. I thought of this but she had a black eye and what appeared to be a recently broken nose, but yeah who KNOWS (get it.?) Actually I know, apparently someone else had the same thing happen to them but in their case the girl led the person back to a man with a knife. Anyway, I was getting way too comfortable with sketchy strange people in general and I honestly deserved it because I have not-so-sketchy people I can always hit up but for whatever reason Ive had such good luck that I let my guard down and started trusting strangers which in the long run would have ended up in a much worse disaster than this little knock and tbh I find it funny now like it could have been a scene from a comdey movie. Chick with a black eye grifs a man and then goes on to draw a crowd around the man and make them believe he was the attacker, and not to mention her black eye lent credence to her made up story, and btw did I mention everything i post here is a made up story..?

>You got robbed and you stood there and took it like a bitch
Obviously in that situation I should not hold out my hand with money or even walk up to sketchy looking people in the first place and there were numerous red flags looking back on it with hindsight being 20/20 and all, but tell me then what would you have done differently in a hypothetical situation encircled by a crowd of people suspecting you of mugging and/or battery and pepper spray being held in your face and a girl yelling "help this man is attacking me?" I may have had one chance to grab the spray from her but any hesitation would have ruined it, not to mention the act of grabbing it from her would have qued the other people to intervene, and like I said I havent actually been in a wrestling match in years and being maced would have not only stung like a bitch but if I ran into a grocery store and started pouring water on my face then that would have caused a scene and that particular area is full of rich snobby people who might call the cops which was my real fear. I could have followed her home but then I also risked running into her "boyfriend" who she was supposedly on the phone with as she was walking away and I later found out that her boyfriend had robbed someone else with a knife which I dont want any part of, especially for 40 bucks. The other problem was a whole crowd had witnessed our argument and a lady had even yelled at me because she thought I was the attacker and at that point I was just trying to avoid any kind of real heat, and the whole area around where this took place was pretty busy at the time to so even throwing rocks at her while she walked to her probably nearby apartment would have put me at risk for a serious criminal offense.

>What are you going to do save this girl and then run off with her into the sunset and live a happy life together
Nope.. just entertaining it as a hypothetical possibility. The girl was super young and troubled though, which troubles me. I guess I shouldnt have bothered even writing it out but a part of me did want to text her just to see if I could fuck with her head or something but I decided not to even do that cause it's pointless and I had absolutely no intention of actually putting in any kind of effort to help her beyond just pressing a touch screen. Although it's pretty obvious she is heading down a very dark path and it's a shame to see someone so young doing that kind of shit and especially sad if it's true that her bf was the one that beat her, but i do acknowledge that it could have been another one of her "marks" that wailed on her face.

I dont know man I think that in those kind of situations the only right thing to do is cut one's losses. Same logic as de-escalating pissing matches with other males. My pride will recover but if I attracted attention from LE or got shanked then that would have been a permanent consequence. I guess opting for some kind of passive aggressive revenge would have been another option but i was ill prepared for that mentally at the time and did not think fast enough to even take a picture as my only concern was escaping the suspicious crowd of people who thought I was some kind of mugging criminal, ironically, and also Im not a very confrontational person for better or worse and it was pretty ironic because I started to feel guilty for some reason as everyone around me thought I was guilty. Maybe the guilt of falling for the oldest trick in the book had something to do with it and overall I just felt foolish.

I guess my original intention of posting this was a warning or self deprecation but then I started rambling on like im doing now, and also gauging other people's reaction and of course to practice writing. And I want to say that you may have a different perception of what is acceptable risk but for me risk is something I want to avoid at all costs especially if it means substantial harm or LE.
Albert Candletirk - Sat, 20 May 2017 15:46:36 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.578737 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I agree, $40 isn't worth taking risks over. I did think you were a bit na√Įve buying her story, but that's been said.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 20 May 2017 16:49:31 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.578739 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You sound like you have very little real life experiences with situations like this.

Life is not a movie, as much as people want it to be. There are consequences. Letting it slide isn't heeling over and giving up, its making a smart move considering your only options are to try and rob the girl back (lol) or do some petty shit like vandalizing. You won't teach them a lesson. You will piss them off even more. Like you said they will eventually get what's coming to them. There is no reason not to take the high-road.

I'd totally agree with you if this was say, some fraud where you can actually get the other person fucked but when you're dealing with anything illegal, doing another illegal thing on top of it will only fuck you in the end. I rather be ashamed for a week than sit in a jail cell, out 3 grand, and have people after me. Your ego isn't ice, where every shit encounter melts a bit off you every time until you it doesn't exist. It's more like a piece of marble where these experiences chip precise pieces until in the end, you are a masterpiece of wisdom on how to handle life.

Only teenagers or grown-up teenagers (50% of fucking adults today) would worry more about their ego than their future. I know where you're coming from, but life will not work in your favor if you react that way all the time. Pick and choose your battles.
Fanny Dramblestutch - Sat, 20 May 2017 17:16:16 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.578742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
plz staph posting

plz take testosterone injections
Doris Dishson - Mon, 22 May 2017 04:55:24 EST ID:uNEiTHuS No.578847 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been WDing from fent for the last 2 weeks. Furthest I make it is 72 hours and then I use for 1 day and stay clean for another 72 hours before giving in again... What do? They seem to be reducing in severity but I'd rather them just go away.
Archie Fodgewell - Mon, 22 May 2017 05:07:07 EST ID:Jaqu2t38 No.578849 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yes, just "slowly taper" great advice, bud. In practice much harder.

I've found at some point I just have to stop ordering and not have any drugs in my vicinity if I really want to get clean, or at least lower my tolerance.
It's like when I wanted to stop benzos for good I eventually flushed 100 pills down the toilet and forced myself into withdrawal.

Looking back it could have been dangerous if I was on a large dose. Stopping benzos cold turkey can literally kill a person.
Archie Fodgewell - Mon, 22 May 2017 05:08:09 EST ID:Jaqu2t38 No.578850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sorry didn't looka t the date. that post is from last december for god's sake.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 22 May 2017 09:53:01 EST ID:wLrCfB8r No.578862 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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My sister went missing on a dope run last night. Last I heard she was on telegraph and ford and her phone was dying. I can only assume the worst but hopefully she just stayed the night with the "cabbie" and decided to do it all since she had a shit day yesterday and got robbed.

I can't believe I'm not dopesick. Went all yesterday and thus far this morning unboged. I've been doing dope for at least 3 weeks straight now with the one 3 day suboxone forced break. My body must be an enigma. Going to ye ol credit union to get 10 to add to the 10 I found in a theater last night and getting a 20 asap. Gonna get high then go see King Arthur. I have faith my sister will turn up, if she's not already back at the garage.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 22 May 2017 09:59:33 EST ID:U8v5vglM No.578863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh God please stop using now I don't want you to get addicted, but I can see you're so so close. PLEASE don't make the same mistakes that most of us here have. You ABSOLUTELY need to take a minimum of a week long tolerance break, please. For your own health and safety :(

Additionally, I wish you the best with your sister and hope that she is okay. She will be in my thoughts.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 22 May 2017 10:18:01 EST ID:ubYjk3d8 No.578866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
She uses the term sister More than a Mormon wife. I guess sister is to trans as brother is to blacks.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 22 May 2017 11:18:14 EST ID:wLrCfB8r No.578868 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I call my best girl friend sister, she has a vagina.

Oh god please stop giving me advice.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 22 May 2017 11:35:43 EST ID:F5HmbHQj No.578869 Ignore Report Quick Reply
She doesn't listen to any advice whether its about drug use, blogging, or life in general. Your intentions are awesome but its a literal waste of energy on your behalf. On countless occasions, people have given really helpful advice only for it to be unacknowledged.

I've came to the conclusion that the problem will solve itself whether the outcome is bad or good unfortunately and people will only change on their on accord. Its just Cursive², c'est la vie.
Fanny Finderforth - Mon, 22 May 2017 12:19:31 EST ID:k60BOOUh No.578874 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I hope your sister is OK and from reading your posts it sounds like youre headed to being dopesick fast. Stopping ASAP would be the best plan of action but I can relate because I just had a massive 5 day slip up and the timing could not be worse. Maybe the fact that youre not that dopesick gives me hope that I wont be so dopesick either but I can feel the evil creeping up inside me and today when I went walking around town I could feel everyone glancing at me in disgust. I couldnt stop scrunching up my face in this weird position and then when I looked in the mirror I realized I was basically cartoonishly frowning. 2 days form now I have to be on my best behavior yet Im all fucked up and the only hope I have is 6 pregablins that are supposed to last me 10 days. Literally wishing for some kind of miracle idea to save me. Anyway I shouldnt be whining about my own problems but I really hope your sister is OK.

It's always worth saying something positive like "hey you should take a break on the pills," sometimes that is all someone needs to hear and they will ignore you until they dont. I also dont thnk its fare to blame the drugs and i have to take responsibility for my own foolishness but I really think that one day I will be able to control my addiction and after all the sacrifices I have met.. I just think that the only way to make it all worthwhile is to gain dominion over opiates.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 22 May 2017 12:25:47 EST ID:XRqY18TH No.578875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh, okay, I'll stop :( I'm really sorry if you felt it was negative at all. I just really care for you and wouldn't want you to make the same mistakes as me. I know that I really, really wish I had someone tell me to stop using before I developed a dependency But I'll stop. I really, honestly don't want to come off as patronizing or anything like that. I'm very sorry if I've offended or upset you at all :(

nb :\
Priscilla Brandleworth - Mon, 22 May 2017 14:38:35 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.578883 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Nothing about your post was patronising. It's not your job to pretend actions don't have consequences[spoiler]

>I've been doing dope for at least 3 weeks straight now with the one 3 day suboxone forced break. My body must be an enigma.

No, that's not that surprising if you've never been dependent before, especially since H doesn't have a massive halflife. That's one of the things that's so deceptive about opioids, they seem really forgiving until you push it too far. As soon as you do and your receptors get upregulated then even a couple of days of using is enough to make you dopesick. You basically end up ruining opioids for yourself. I'm sure this isn't news to you. You're walking a well trodden path here, I'm sure you know where it leads.

If you don't want people to give you advice then maybe you shouldn't post about your homelessness and rapidly spiraling opioid use. It's pretty hard for people with any empathy to not respond with advice, especially ones who've been through what you're about to put yourself through. It's basically the most positive kind of response you are likely to get, between that and 'fuck off and OD already' I know which I'd choose. You can't expect nothing but positive affirmations and ringing endorsements of your life choices.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 22 May 2017 17:08:53 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.578890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I appreciate your posts
Molly Chendermine - Mon, 22 May 2017 17:32:47 EST ID:9uzRSC0V No.578891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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god i cant wait to watch dope sickness slowly destroy aidslion
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 22 May 2017 20:14:10 EST ID:wnw5FPSR No.578894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If I ever obrained dopesickness I'd just fight it off with my suboxone stash and go back to chipping. Dodge the consequences with stubborness, a minimal bit of wits and planning , and pure dumb luck like I do everything else in life
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 22 May 2017 20:51:42 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.578897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yeah you're totally invincible, good luck
Cedric Brookson - Tue, 23 May 2017 00:19:20 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.578904 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You act like dopesickness is a one off. The change is permanent if you push hard enough. Yeah you could feasibly go back to chipping if you take a decent break (months not weeks) from using (subs included) but you will never be able to go back to binges on the scale you have been without WDs being a consideration.
Stubbornness might get you through the consequences, but there's really no dodging.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Tue, 23 May 2017 02:40:43 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.578910 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm not giving you advice - you wanted me to stop, so I have. But I just want you to know something. When I was younger, I read about drugs a lot. Within that reading, I stumbled across opioids, and people with dependencies/addictions to them. I even read about the people who would rent hotel rooms and lock themselves inside of them in order to try to stop cold turkey. At the time, I retardedly decided that I wanted to use heroin for a month until I was addicted, and then stop and lock myself in a hotel room, just to see how bad it was. In my mind, there was NO WAY it could be as awful as they described it to be. And even if it was, I would be able to withstand it because I'm oh so special. Wanting to experience new things (even bad/terrible ones) isn't in and of itself stupid (see >>578576), but oh boy was I wrong here.

First of all, let me start out with this information. I have not progressed longer than two days into withdrawal. I don't get past ONE day on most 'attempts'. I thought I had willpower, but this experience has shown me just how very wrong I was. The discomfort of the withdrawals, with an incredibly long-acting drug like PST (since it's actually a multitude of drugs), grows very very slowly starting anywhere from 24-48 hours after one's last dose. I don't count those hours as withdrawals, only when it begins to be uncomfortable. But holy shit. I know that I've experienced probably 1/5 or even fucking 1/10 of what actual, especially acute, withdrawal feels like. And let me tell you, no fucking shit, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. It's a cliche, but it's a cliche for a reason, no doubt about it. Withdrawals are the absolute most painful and uncomfortable things which I have ever experienced in my entire life - and I've experienced some EXTREMELY painful things, including tearing a ligament in a very large joint, having a tooth - a fucking molar at that - pulled when the entire thing had rotted to its core, the nerves were at the very least inflamed, likely infected, to the point where even when I wasn't touching it, the tooth would throb in EXTREME pain with every single goddamn heartbeat, the numbing medications were injected incorrectly and/or in the wrong places so they didn't help at all and I could feel every last‚Äč motherfucking moment of it, the nitrous oxide wasn't doing anything to help me because they didn't instruct me on how to inhale it properly and so I didn't get much, if any, of it in my system (and I've done nitrous before, so trust me, I know), and I was given LITERALLY ZERO painkillers. Not only all of fucking that, but when the dentist tried to extract the tooth, it literally fucking crumbled apart/disintegrated from his squeezing the pliers on it. So it ended up being incredibly hard to pull out, I was genuinely screaming out in pain, louder than I have ever screamed before, and I very nearly passed out. However, once he pulled the tooth out (though it took much longer than it normally does, ffs lol), most of the pain was gone.

So yeah, you could say I'm pretty familiar with pain. Well let me tell you, I would trade out my withdrawals for both of those pains fucking combined, and multiplied a few times. One of the biggest reasons is that withdrawals just last SO FUCKING LONG, and there is absolutely no respite. You don't get a break. The pain doesn't subside for a few minutes just randomly or when you're distracted. It's a slowly growing constant hell. Oh yeah, that's another point. My withdrawals grow so fucking slowly that I'm - no joke - literally terrified of them. That's because I still don't even know how bad they really are. I haven't ever reached the peak of them, and I've got no idea how long that takes, so that makes sitting around in the discomfort infinitely worse. It's that not knowing for me. Add to that the fact that you KNOW that if you're able to find just one dose of opiates, just one dose, not only will ALL of the discomfort almost immediately subside, but you'll actually get high and feel fucking amazing. Oh, and when I said you get no breaks from it, I fucking meant it. There's no sleep for you, not even a little bit, for possibly weeks. So you have to sit there and face every last excruciating second of it. Except, wait. You won't be able to sit, no no no. The goddamn RLS, that motherfucker, is one of the worst. I have RLS even when not in withdrawal, so for me it's very very much worse. But oh my fucking God, it is awful. Even though you're fucking dog tired, absolutely exhausted, and the only thing on your mind is sleep, you're forced to get up and walk around in circles, or else literally roll around in bed sobbing in pain. But yeah, I'm sure you know the other symptoms of withdrawals, but if not, you can go search them up. ESPECIALLY the mental aspects of it. No offense, but I can very nearly certainly say that no one outside of a very, very select few lucky bastards born with God-tier willpower, will be able to handle the withdrawals when they have as easy access to drugs as you do.

And again, this isn't advice at all. I just wanted to share with you my experiences with withdrawal. Oh, on that note! Would everyone else here please post about their worst experiences with withdrawal? I'm very curious to hear them all (though, of course, I am extremely sorry that you all had to go through that and experience them, and I hope you all know that <3)! Thank you all very much!
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 23 May 2017 06:25:12 EST ID:wnw5FPSR No.578921 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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No i dont think Im invincible, my ODs reminded me I'm definitely mortal. Johnnyrocket ( RIP ) I saw first hand think he was invincible and watched it destroy him. He declared himself "benzo king of Wayne County" and said "I'd like tof see someone TRY to roofie me" like three days before he died from U4/rc benzo/alcohol OD.

I just think I'm really hardy and more resilient than average to most drug effectd. Everyones body is different after all and I've been known to manage my shit. Heroin is a slippery sly sexy bitch and you gotta keep a close eye on her tho.
Jarvis Feffingshit - Tue, 23 May 2017 12:27:21 EST ID:1/276my3 No.578934 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oh my god that first paragraph had me dying.

I want to hate stimlioness but sometimes it's hard to.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Tue, 23 May 2017 13:10:23 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.578936 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Okay. You can see why I thought so though right? You said things like

>go back to chipping

and you'll beat your habit with


like it's so straightforward. You haven't been dopesick before, iirc? To use a common phrase - easier said than done. When you're suffering immensely, feeling both physically and mentally exhausted by the various symptoms of withdrawal, you'll probably then realise that to just simply then 'follow your plan' and 'okay brb now switching from addict mode to chipper mode, this ain't happening again' can be a rather difficult ask.

None of that is a big deal if you're some flawless god of willpower... but even if you really were, it's a good idea to be humble anyway when reflecting on your own drug use. After all, opioids have a relatively well-earned reputation for their potentially addictive nature.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Tue, 23 May 2017 13:11:06 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.578937 Ignore Report Quick Reply
and I'm sorry about your friend btw. Sucks.
Dr. Mario - Tue, 23 May 2017 22:26:37 EST ID:UPz9xVkT No.578959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude sick in NYC. Dosed 8oz yesterday and 4oz this morning. Visiting a friend from long island but I might skip on going out.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 24 May 2017 10:55:38 EST ID:P6Ox2QpP No.579001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Morning 2 of no dope. On a forced break because I'm out of money till ( and even after cuz I decided I need to use less save mo if I am to make it out of this shit ) I move some more lucy or I get paid next thursday.

Been listening to Egyptian/Arabic music, smoking weed, and drinking shitty cheap liquor in lieu of opi. Debating taking some suboxone to get high and force myself to stick to this break should my sister suddenly return.
Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 24 May 2017 12:40:31 EST ID:BGt2f3aU No.579005 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just kidding sister, dang.
Do yourself a favor and try to buy a massive amount of gabapentin or pregamblin. It makes tolerence breaks, or any opiate breaks for that matter, much better. Pretty much removes all desire to do opiates and you sleep good as fuck on it even in wd. It also obliterates RLS, nothing I've found comes close to these 2 drugs when out of opiates and you can usually find them for super cheap, like 25 cents a pill. It's a very good bang for the buck really.
NB cuz I'm on kratom and feeling good niggas.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 24 May 2017 14:03:42 EST ID:P6Ox2QpP No.579006 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Kidding about what? I've chosen to do this of my own accord. Good rec on the pentins. IcantbelieveImnotdopesick.jpg

Also you just reminded me I should buy pounds of kratom. I got possible word on making 40 tn, but I'm gonna be a good girl and put it right in the bank.
Dr. Crane !UnPZ9ycFy2 - Wed, 24 May 2017 14:10:41 EST ID:lGqCPKb0 No.579007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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glad to hear you are taking a break, even if it's just for a bit. just think about that little extra cash you will have and the little bit of tolerance that will drop next time you do pick up.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 24 May 2017 16:54:38 EST ID:P6Ox2QpP No.579017 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thanks Dr Crane, that is awfully nice of you!

Good way of looking at it yeah, plus my veins will have healed a bit till then. I actually might just take that suboxone tonight to cement myself steadfast in my break, sonce my sister may be coming home ton it and I've already flirted with the postulation of purchasing heroin, and will especially do heroin if I know I can do it for free if she were to bring some home.
Shitting Dublingwill - Wed, 24 May 2017 21:29:02 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.579037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You realise it's not a break if you're taking suboxone right? Its an opioid and one with a long half life, it will still bring you one step closer to dopesickness. At least you're saving money though I suppose.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 24 May 2017 22:26:42 EST ID:P6Ox2QpP No.579043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Would be a fair point if I wasn't just taking suboxone tonight to make it so no matter even if I wanna break my break I cant.

I won't be doing any opis at all for the next 3-5 days.
Lillian Fuckingman - Thu, 25 May 2017 00:01:32 EST ID:Jaqu2t38 No.579053 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been on loperamide for 4 days now.
It's strange but I might just end up addicted to this shit if I'm not careful.
It certainly feels like a full opiate to me. Exact same side effects and removes my withdrawal symptoms. I'm going to start a journal and record exactly how many mg I take per day and wean off.
Shitting Dublingwill - Thu, 25 May 2017 03:03:43 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.579065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cool, good idea and good luck with it.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Thu, 25 May 2017 13:04:47 EST ID:8zqslJTd No.579081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>was tapering down, started at like 10oz even though I had been backlogged on 10-30oz doses.
>almost ran out, had 8oz day 1, 4oz day 2, 4oz day 3 in the early morning
>didn't sleep at all day 4 or day 5, projectile vomiting began at ~12 hours after last 4oz dose (day 3), proceeded to worship toilet off and on for like 8hrs straight, smoked 4g of 25% weed in under 90mins so I'd be too high to puke in public.

>visiting NYU, to get home I was only supposed to have to walk 9mins to the subway, to connect to the other subways where I'll likely sit the whole way, to get to my wife so she can pick me up in the Bronx so we can drive another 9hrs to the Midwest

>someone decided to jump in the tracks today (my lucky day) so it looks like my 1hr trip is now 3.5hrs

>the subways had 3x the normal occupancy as 3 lines were now sharing 1, and I ended up having to stand gripping a pole for 3 hours trying not to vomit

>strategically pick locations to purge so I have less chance of blasting 30 people with my bile

>miss connections multiple times because I had to find places to puke

>worried I'll have to wear a bucket like a gas mask on the car for 9hrs with horrible nausea

>ended up talking to two black guys on the subway who sell food and water on the trains, only catch is there's no price. Anybody who is hungry or thirsty eats. I told him man I'm so dope sick and lost this is terrifying, thank you for the juices and waters because I was gonna pass out. I slip them a $5 and he does this hood/passing handshake, which I reciprocate.

>he has slipped me pills that I can't see

>tells me "God bless one day you will be doing what I do, were all human beings who just need help then they're down. Human suffering doesn't have a color, gender, or stereotype. We're all brothers in Christ. If users and homeless people don't help each other out then nobody will because they can't empathize and don't know what it's really like.

>open my palm a bit later

>1 50mg tramadol and 2 diazepam 10s

>never had valium or diclaz before

>if I hadn't gotten that I wouldn't have passed out in the back seat and would have likely spewed in the car that isn't ours. For 9 hours.

What good guys. I don't care what everyone else thought and were giving them looks, yeah dude maybe they profit but they literally get on the subways and hand out food and water all day explicitly saying give whatever you can, we do those for the people that can't pay. I got like 3 juices and 2 waters so that's why I dropped in $5 I figured who cares they could use it. Apparently everybody usually gives like 32 cents so that's probably why he gave me vallies. Still though damn lol 5 drinks and 2 vali for 5 bux.

First time I genuinely think they weren't just hustling. And even if they were it's pay whatever you want and they never turned down free orders.

I won't even bother highlighting how bad waiting another 12hrs AFTER we got home to get my package.

>dosed PST
>fuck I threw it up
>dose again
>expel it
>smoke weed to try helping nausea
>begin launching stomach acid the moment I exhale
>dose again
>Expel it again

Eventually it got better and I feel ok. But I never even got high. Sorry if it sounds graphic but I didn't eat any food for like 4 days so it's not like it I was catapulting Chicken Masala.

I'm so done with this addiction you guys. It makes me feel like an Ebola patient during WDs and I get so exhausted and weeks of no sleep, that sometimes I fall down and can't get back up for 5 reasons.

Like how would I keep my family safe if I ran out.
Shitting Dublingwill - Thu, 25 May 2017 15:21:16 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.579086 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>so dopesick you throw up PST doses repeatedly

Ah man, I remember those days, it is the worst. PST is hard to keep down at the best of times and doesn't taste any better on the way up. I'd love to say that I've never drunk a brew twice during withdrawals and when dry, but that would be a lie. At least you didn't shit yourself in public I guess.
Good luck with it man.

nb - finally used to this maintenance dose
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 25 May 2017 18:59:27 EST ID:jXX89cgY No.579096 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have a possible opportunity to try methadone tn. I wanna know if 10mg would get me sufficiently high with my pretty high tol?
Lillian Dillyridge - Thu, 25 May 2017 19:10:26 EST ID:u4EFgwGg No.579098 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I doubt that 10mg would do much of anything considering your dope tolerance. 10mg is what I took in highschool once to get high when I was still pretty new to opiates.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 25 May 2017 19:17:20 EST ID:jXX89cgY No.579099 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah I kinda figured that it wouldn't be worth it for the 20$ including delivery this guy wanted for them.

I'm about to trade my hippie scripted af pillhead bud some acid for suboxone/kpin/barbitol/pregabalin/gabapentin of some combination.
Lillian Dillyridge - Thu, 25 May 2017 19:53:26 EST ID:u4EFgwGg No.579102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah that doesn't seem worth it at all. However the acid deal sounds good for both parties. I've only done shrooms a few times but never got my hands on acid.
Augustus Lightbanks - Thu, 25 May 2017 23:37:57 EST ID:qO6V4kq8 No.579110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In my four years of using heroin, this is my first time not being able to score for 3 days in a row and experiencing withdrawal through all of them.

I was broke 3 days ago and sent my girlfriend to sell all of my Vicodin to someone that she knew. She call me back at night and said that she made the sale and was coming home. I haven't heard from her since.

Not only am I incredibly dope sick but I'm worried sick about her. I managed to finally hustle enough today to buy some but my connect was dry. Anyone who has been through withdrawal many times as me and done fucked up shit to end it as much as me knows that anger falls off once you get a grip. All that is felt is brokenness. I got to wait for a re-up "first thing in the morning " so gonna try my best to be patient until the likely noon delivery. Grade A product, but never ever timely. Next day waits are becoming a weekly problem. This is the first time I had a next day wait while already 2 days sick

I hope she is okay even if she comes back broke. No way she would go to this length for a few dollars. We split even on everything mostly to her gain and we forgive each other for failure.
Mew !4OIIV/81vI - Fri, 26 May 2017 05:54:14 EST ID:WNafc6EU No.579124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yo, go for 30-40mg of methadone to get rekt.

it's godly..

also this red panda (on the left) she lives like 2 blocks from me. apparently shes well liked.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Fri, 26 May 2017 06:51:28 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.579126 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hope things turn out okay and that you get well soon dude
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 26 May 2017 09:00:14 EST ID:Bx3Ltkpq No.579131 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm considering picking up that 10mg of done if my bank processes my atm deposit today.

>also this red panda (on the left) she lives like 2 blocks from me. apparently shes well liked.
George Drumblefick - Fri, 26 May 2017 11:18:09 EST ID:cKaa9CDc No.579134 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Continued from

I went to sleep at 1, woke up several times to stroke off painfully sensitive boners. I had a withdrawal nightmare that hit my feelings on the head.

I basically went 80s action movie / 90s beatem up game on the whole city so I could find my girlfriend. I try to give her a hug but I end up wrapping my arms around her ex bf who is strangling her to death. I wake up with a strong feeling she was robbed, raped, overdosed, and murdered.
At least I slept long enough to let my Connect get a headstart on re-upping before I nag the shit out of him.


Seeing 11am on the clock was a dream. Its 7:30am and wake up to STP singing... "When the dogs begin to smell her..." and started sobbing.

Fuck the wind for sounding like tapping on my bedroom window. I hate being split between hope and utter hopelessness. She could show up any minute with enough money to keep us high until my next check, or I could go the whole day waiting on my connect just for him to say "You 5$ short again, fuck off and stop calling me. " while my girl is in a ditch dieing somewhere. I pray i get high with this 15$ and i pray she is okay.

My god. Right before I hit submit her boss called my number looking for her. I thought sure she would only stay away from home to work for her boss.
William Gudgecocke - Sat, 27 May 2017 01:27:59 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.579167 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not really sick anymore but barely slept last night. Feeling low and anxious and so fucking tempted to try taking a bunch of bupe instead of the normal 2mg daily, or get some seeds since the cinema is apparently good again. This stage after the acute withdrawals die down is where I tend to fuck up. Trying to remind myself that it's been 6+ weeks of mild/moderate dopesickness to get to this point. Took 2g of phenibut and 1mg bupe a little while ago so hopefully I'll get my head straight and suck it up soon.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 27 May 2017 13:16:15 EST ID:fZX/dyXY No.579182 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I still haven't used but I almost did yesterday out of depression. I bought a 15 from my sister but she isn't coming home till tn which is better cuz I woulda tried to get high and I just did suboxone so I would made myself sick or some shit.

Just depressed over upsetting my gf cuz I don't get along with her ex, I feel it's kinda blown way outta proportion but it's frustrating me. I wanna get high, don't care if that's not "the right reaction".

It'll have been 44 hours since I used sub, will I be good to do heron after work today?
Lydia Brimblefoot - Sun, 28 May 2017 00:23:31 EST ID:T7flwXWl No.579216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Keep it up, you did well to hold off yesterday.

>don't care if that's not the "right reaction"

It's not about right and wrong, but using to cope with negative life circumstances is kind of the ultimate trap, and a path you already seem to be a little way down.
I'm not trying to be abrasive, it's a trap I've fallen deep into myself. Even using a different class of drugs would be a better option.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 28 May 2017 08:33:11 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579225 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah I still haven't broken my break or gotten high tho that's only because my sister has yet to come back with my 15 (which here is 3 packs or .3 of heroin).

You're right tho, I did however smoke a bunch of weed and sleep which is a coping mechanism too, just a less shitty one.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 28 May 2017 12:20:01 EST ID:2WDAYxWp No.579233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I got dosed with scopolamine at a club last night, Im lucky as fuck to be alive. I had to be carried out by two people and was losing consciousness and couldn't breathe. Holy fuck. Welcome to south america.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 28 May 2017 12:23:11 EST ID:2WDAYxWp No.579234 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sorry for the dp, but the hospigal ran my blood and nothing popped up including benzos and opiates which is horseshit. I binged on kpins before coming and smoked a.lot of weeed. Nothing came up for that which is bs. And the hospital didn't do anything but make me wait it out on fluid IV bags. I still feel fucked up from it.
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Sun, 28 May 2017 15:18:09 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.579236 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well aint that some shit. sucks you got drugged, how do you know what it was? im just curious.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 28 May 2017 15:59:39 EST ID:2WDAYxWp No.579237 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was completely delerious, it felt like an anticholinergic. I don't know exactly what it was but from my experiences I could rule out benzo's. Also my eyes got super puffed up and red, looked like I got punched in the face which is a side effect of hyoscine/scopolamine. I'll know for sure in a week or so. I barely remember shit and only had 5 shots (I've dranken way more before). I was fine one minute then falling over losing consciousness the next and it just kept getting worse. Scary ass shit :/ nb
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Sun, 28 May 2017 18:12:59 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.579242 Ignore Report Quick Reply
while i got your ear how much of the kratom extract you made do you take for a good dose?
Edward Doggleworth - Sun, 28 May 2017 18:13:55 EST ID:9uzRSC0V No.579243 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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if i was in south america i would spend all day and night in the jungle doing coke and running in circles
hows the local down?
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Sun, 28 May 2017 18:39:23 EST ID:w4IBQFuB No.579244 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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More like up & down the hills of Peru. ;D Like, serious coca plants, coca farmers and seasons going on there now; wait a few years and randomly choose another, like roulette it is down there. I'm the other way - Hate uppers and would work a lifetime in a warzoned poppy field just to meet my needs, or rather wants.

I can see any addict or enthusiast walking away like pic related lmao
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Sun, 28 May 2017 20:25:07 EST ID:6DTNpgA+ No.579246 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Damn bro you be cheating death left and right lol. Glad to hear you made it out alright. Curious to see what it will show up as. Have heard horrible stories of that scopolamine being used to rob people and and all sorts of awful shit.

Day 4 and the WDs got so bad I caved and filled my tramadol script. Weak ass shit but it gets me a little better. Once the PST WDs lesson plan is to use kratom, ativan, phenibut(never tried it but heard it's similar to a mild benz), and just a little clonazolam for time warping purposes. never tried it either but have heard the stories so I'll proceed with caution. can't get etizolam because I'm lucky enough to live in one of the 5 or so states it's illegal. Should have all this by the 4th. I went ahead and ordered a FTL-E hearing that's where it's at since SN dipped. Ordered all of that shit when I was barred out of mind a few days ago. Only thing I thought of cancelling is the seeds but fuck it they already shipped.

nb tonight but definitely feeling way better than I was earlier
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 28 May 2017 20:59:43 EST ID:2WDAYxWp No.579247 Ignore Report Quick Reply
if you have a tolerance then 1.5-2 grams should be good for a heavy dose

it feels like somethings out for me I swear to god, I don't know how I survive this stupid shit. I only weigh ~115 lbs at that so my body is pretty resilient to drugs in general I guess, probably the only thing that's saved me at this point. It's been about 20 hours since I got dosed and I still feel like shit. I feel like I have strep throat and all my skin around my face is dry as fuck. I'm honestly more mad that I had to leave the girl I was with there (weird situation... its my dad's gf's sister) and missed out on a fun as fuck wild night at the hotel. Before I got dosed I at least was having a fucking blast dancing with that girl and it pisses me off every time I think about how someone ended my night early out of jealousy or wanting to rob me. Definitely had a lot of locals staring at le gringo dancing with a beautiful Colombian but I'll never know. Saw these two paisa's staring at us for a good hour but didn't think anything of it. If she doesn't come back to my room tonight I'll just order another escort I guess. Sorry for the ramble, I stil feel really fucking weird dude and I don't know who to tell half of this shit too. My life is bullshit sometimes.
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Sun, 28 May 2017 21:15:50 EST ID:6DTNpgA+ No.579248 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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nah man don't even sweat that. I genuinely enjoy hearing how everyone is doing and what they're up to on /opi/. It's kinda weird but this place is like a tight knit community that almost feels like family but even closer in some ways because we can talk about shit we wouldn't dare with friends/family.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 28 May 2017 21:27:46 EST ID:8zqslJTd No.579252 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Maintenance have been going okay. Not as good as totally clean but I haven't fucked up thank God.

I just take 4oz of ~3/10 WGN once per day and I've learned to combine it with a blood pressure pill and a bong rip to trick my mind and body that my physical anxiety is going away because of my tea, when it's half the propranolol and weed.

This is okay. I'm gonna do a week of this and then reduce it to 3.5oz. Ordering kratom so I'm planning to erase. I'm not sure if I should start on kratom before I get off PST or what.

Also I'm starting an online business soon. Stay tuned. We might sell seeds I have to read more first.
Osterbach - Sun, 28 May 2017 21:36:15 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.579254 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just realized with bitcoin's market going up and up. I went from having a few dollars in my account to having over a well over a 100 so thinking about buying trying some fent of the dark.
Does anybody know the difference between AcetylFent, FuFent and Carfent? Do they just feel different or are is one stronger than the other?
Osterbach - Sun, 28 May 2017 21:37:51 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.579255 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been drinking and wow I butchered the English in my post.
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Sun, 28 May 2017 21:40:07 EST ID:6DTNpgA+ No.579256 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good to hear just keep on trucking. I wish I bought more Kratom but more is coming now. I'd vote for starting at least a little bit because you are still in WD and why not if it can get you better. And that's awesome about the business. It would be hard as fuck for me to control myself with that many seeds but I honestly don't see having them that much different than just being a few clicks away from an overnight bag at all times. All just comes down to willpower and I can tell you got it. Just stay strong man, hope you get feeling better soon.
Osterbach - Sun, 28 May 2017 22:15:57 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.579257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Reminds me of that short documentary that Vice made where this group of people in Poland or maybe it was the Czech Republic would travel every year to their nation's poppy fields when they're ready for harvesting. They would spend a whole week or two scoring and harvesting poppy plants in nearby fields, cooking up homebrew heroin in a nearby encampment in the woods. Afterwards they would lay around nodding out all week before returning home.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sun, 28 May 2017 23:21:05 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.579262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
that documentary is sad & embarrassing. It was Czech Republic iirc. All those people thinking that they're performing some kind of reaction with their vinegar (lol) - spoiler: they aren't. all they're doing is injecting poppy uh, stuff/sap, and the acetic acid they add, which is both a shitty high and dangerously unhealthy respectively because of the histamine release from IV codeine + various unfiltered nastiness from that mushed up plant shit. It was kind of funny to watch in a cringe way at least.

nobump4now, just chilling on the methadones til later tonight
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sun, 28 May 2017 23:22:38 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.579263 Ignore Report Quick Reply
oh, just realised this is the anti-BWN eh? Well, I will bump it then!
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Mon, 29 May 2017 01:06:15 EST ID:MhOTFefh No.579267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm counting the seconds until the clinc opens...
Haven't been dosed since friday when my crook AF and strung out friend convinced me to get take aways for the weekend and shoot em just so he could relax a little.

So I had my regular dose and a half and he had 1.5 of my doses.
Hes not on a program so it did him just fine...

Someone gave me a half a point of Hammer yesterday arvo and that took the edge of a teeny bit along with a few Diazepam..
But now I'm HOWLIN'!

Could have been dosed this.morning but I smoked some of that really nice pot I spoke of earlier.. (God WHY!)
So even though someone woke me up I went straight back to sleep in a half stoned stupor...

MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Mon, 29 May 2017 01:43:56 EST ID:MhOTFefh No.579270 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Now the dilema is... Do I take out another take away to fix the fact that I'm so off key and know I can't score or refrain from further fucking myself over so that my week is comfy and cruisy...
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 29 May 2017 08:25:24 EST ID:nY4hQQ2F No.579279 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Today is the day I plan to break my break, if I can. Worked 5 days straight and got tomorrow off My sister still hasn't come back with my 15, but that's fine I had a 9-5 today so nodding out I prolly woulda missed work. I still need my 15 tho like I am gonna hope she does get me back on it.

If not that's my fuck up I'm gonna just take it as a loss. Got a dude what owes me 100$ ( actually 180$ but he's hit hard times too so I'm letting it slide ) I'm trying to get 25$ out of today through WU. Like I come through for him he better come through for me today. It's been a week long break so I should get pretty fucking high. I rely on and trust way too much and this is the wrong fuckin game to do that in.
Matilda Soffingtut - Mon, 29 May 2017 12:46:31 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.579285 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 29 May 2017 13:53:39 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.579288 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm in "real" withdrawal for the first time in my life and I'm extremely close to killing myself. How people CT fent and similar I'll never know. But I feel the worst that I ever have in my entire life. I think I'm going to do my best to make it to tomorrow (the earliest I can hope to get some relief), and then try to stock up. But if I ever run out again, I'm just gonna skip the bullshit and kill myself on my last high. Fuck, I feel like death. What the fuck, how is this even possible!? It shouldn't be possible. Oh I want to die I want to die I want to die. Please someone kill me.
Shitting Pevingpatch - Mon, 29 May 2017 14:16:46 EST ID:McQKOMLC No.579289 Ignore Report Quick Reply
damn dude hang in there
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Mon, 29 May 2017 14:17:41 EST ID:8zqslJTd No.579290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey man hang in there. I know how it is. We have all been there. You are not alone.

Do you have access to a gun? I had to dismantle primary function pieces from each of mine so I would stop thinking about which caliber was the most likely to not screw up. I threw them right in the woods and immediately ordered replacement parts to arrive in 2-4 weeks. Handguns in particular can seem luring in this mental state.

Hey man hit me up I'll chat
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Mon, 29 May 2017 15:08:59 EST ID:Smm0gFAH No.579293 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Get access to some knock out meds; anything that'll knock you out including sleeping pills & weed, if you can & if you've got it, to put yourself in a semi-comatose state and in between think about how good you'll feel once you dose again. Also PVP video games and music is a pretty great distraction and quite comforting during this time of hell, and you NEED a distraction right now because you might end up like Poe and loose your mind by remaining there too long.

The only thing that kept me at Bay is how I thought of the beauty of the high and the relief of the death while living once dosed.. Mater of fact, if I had to quit now a days or did not have any access to opi's anymore I'd probably off myself; only thing since video game addiction as a kid or almost alcohol addiction as an older kid that has kept me from offing myself but √ó 1000.

So hang in there if only for the beauty of the high in WD/depression relief, cuz you'll feel like you've reached utter and complete peaceful bliss at that time instead of hoping for it in a theoretical afterlife. Everything is relative so this ANGUISH you're feeling right now won't matter once you get to opi-Nirvana; you got this, you've made it this far and it won't be long till you feel as awesome as you really are.
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 29 May 2017 15:23:41 EST ID:tJ5eQGU3 No.579295 Ignore Report Quick Reply
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 29 May 2017 15:25:15 EST ID:tJ5eQGU3 No.579296 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Shit, my bad

Too hard to link to you guys, but thank you so very much for the kind words. They mean a lot to me.

But I had some... Overzealous family members call 911 on me, so I'm in an ambulance now lmao. Guess I'll finally get to experience a psych ward. Wish me luck lol.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 29 May 2017 16:25:37 EST ID:RVP72TAr No.579299 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Awww what the fuck dude, no! Fuck your shitty parents omg...

I hope you're OK man,damn wtf...
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Mon, 29 May 2017 16:37:21 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.579300 Ignore Report Quick Reply
shit man hope your all right. those places can be some kinda hell. best of luck.
Simon Firrydat - Mon, 29 May 2017 16:54:58 EST ID:S9AY4APr No.579304 Ignore Report Quick Reply

sorry, that's really not funny but it sorta is
damn you guys are depressing, like you seriously all would kill yourselves if you couldn't get hooked up?

you should be going to detox not psych ward lmao, that's going to fucking suck hahaha. they aren't even going to give you suboxone.
meh well all my friends who were heroin addicts made it through inpatient detox without all this faggy "I'm going to kill myself shit" but whatever
Derluft !oCyNK.1Qtc - Mon, 29 May 2017 18:03:17 EST ID:Smm0gFAH No.579306 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well I wouldn't as long as I knew I could re-up another day, cuz I've been hollow for a loooong time, ever since I was in my single digits; the pain or numbness I have is almost my oldest memory.. Conceptual comprehension is relative per biased perception, there is no exception to this including pain.

I don't take opioids to make me how I want to feel, although they may help enormously with depression and can feel pretty great, but they make me the person I want to be - To me, opioids, you feel more yet care less; sobriety, you care more yet feel less.

Pic re: Opi feels as though it revives what has been lost to/inside me, although I don't know how I even, or what I even lost..
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Mon, 29 May 2017 18:18:20 EST ID:6DTNpgA+ No.579307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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damn that's fucked up. hope you start feeling better. hopefully they'll give you some benzos or something for the WD.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 29 May 2017 20:44:24 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579311 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuck Waikr's parents. I'm personal frIends with him and based off what he's told me his parents put him on suboxone and treat him like he's tearing ( "YOU'RE TEARING ME APART LUSA" ) the family apart over PS FUCKIN T.

Osterbach - Mon, 29 May 2017 20:45:01 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.579312 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Watched that back when i could still get high on Vicodin and just watched it again and oh christ you're right. What the hell were they thinking with that vinegar. That's shit was cringe. Hell, I could cook up better heroin and I barely know how to...
It was funny to see the host take that shit to the hospital at the end and find out it was horrifyingly dirty morphine, like 70% morphine and 30% plant matter, sap and dirt.
Osterbach - Mon, 29 May 2017 21:02:34 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.579313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The worst part of withdrawal for me is finally falling asleep and dreaming about railing a massive line of dope (never graduated to the needle and I'm barely 5 years into my use, 3 years heroin) and waking up, realizing it was a all just a dream.
Osterbach - Mon, 29 May 2017 21:11:57 EST ID:qh14kDL1 No.579314 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This quote is me while sober. Ugh, I feel disgusted with myself. I live comfortably and I know shouldn't bitch but I'm just so bored to death and apathetic when sober. God, I hate myself sometimes.
Hunter S. Nodson - Mon, 29 May 2017 22:12:21 EST ID:QjUq7BdT No.579317 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I stopped smoking weed, nicotine, and kratom since I got dosed with scopolamine. I should be feeling a lot worse than I am right now lol.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Mon, 29 May 2017 23:38:41 EST ID:Si70sRnO No.579327 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I apologize I cant link to the actual time in the video buy I invite and encourage you to atleast watch from 15:00 onwards again because I want to discuss with you..

The chemist says that its mostly morphine... or exactly what we expected.
However then the host goes outside and confirms there's no Heroin but sort of congratulates them for their ability in making in his words
"Diacetylated Morphine"
As campfire chemists.
Implying hes impressed that they brought about a chemical change of some sort.

However throughout the filming the host demonstrates a clear theoretical knowledge of the differences between Morphine and Diacetyl Morphine and the process that separates them.

Is this just a slip of the tongue that made it through editing?
He does however atleast imply that some sort of chemical change took place.
Or is he just impressed that they made a "IVable" product from raw opium that contains enough morphine to get them stoned.

They wouldn't go to the effort if it didn't get them high and they all look like they've a decent tolerance.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Mon, 29 May 2017 23:40:28 EST ID:Si70sRnO No.579328 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Forgot the link for you OGP.
14:45 onwards
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:12:35 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579336 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've seen that.

That guy is God damned shot. He might be referring to a very crude acetylated product that might contain some 6mam but no way it's converting anything to heroin.

I think it's definitely a slip of.the tongue or he just said that to not screw up thewhole documentary as those people look like they're missing half a brain lol. Vice is known to just say "fuck it" and run with whatever they've filmed whether the content is accurate or not. It's interesting but I would take anything labeled with Vice's name with a grain of salt. Maybe the host narrated the correct info and pretended to agree with the people making it on film so it wasn't awkward and the editor didn't know how to make it flow right. Nb off topic
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:28:29 EST ID:Si70sRnO No.579339 Ignore Report Quick Reply
While i respect your opinion, please watch it again.

The host is not daft nor is he siding with the users.
While he is friendly and polite while with them he clearly distances himself and regards himself as better than them in his commentary but not in a super obnoxious way. Just refering to them as junkies.

Vice doesn't claim they are making heroin and the reason he takes it to the lab in the first place is clearly out of scepticism.

He says "To find out if they are really are making a chemical change or just injecting a refined morphine plant mush." Paraphrased.

He demonstrates a knowledge of chemistry
A theoretical knowledge of Morphine>Heroin

At the lab the chemist confirms that its "Mostly morphine + Codeine"
IE they are injecting cooked opium latex.
HOWEVER the way the host talks when he walks out of the lab to dispose of the solution he confirms, no heroin but praises their ingenuity and implies a reaction of sorts took place, calling them "Campfire Chemists" in a joking manner but he then says they were injecting not heroin but "Diacetylated morphine"
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:44:52 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think you misunderstood my post mane, I didn't say he was siding with them. I was referring to the guy making the product in the fields as being shot. My point still stands though if they ran it saying diacetyalted morphine, because 1. it isn't true, and 2. its acetylated morphine, not diacetylated morphine. Knowing how morphine is turned into heroin isn't chemistry knowledge at all, it's an extremely simple process just hard to get a hold of the right chems. The host has no idea about chemistry, the only guy that is semi-credible is that hamilton dude.

>>Vice doesn't claim they are making heroin and the reason he takes it to the lab in the first place is clearly out of scepticism.
While the second half of that is true, the title of the video is literally "Heroin Holiday In Czech Republic" lol. They could've said Morphine Holiday or Poppy Holiday or Opium holiday and those all would be more accurate than that.
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:54:41 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579342 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I stand correct on the diacetylated part, your post says that but I just watched it and he does refer to it as acetylated morphine so nevermind on that. Still, Vice is not credible whatsoever. nb
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 01:59:06 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579343 Ignore Report Quick Reply
corrected* nb troiple post jesus christ, I sounded very pompous lol
nz !!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 30 May 2017 02:33:03 EST ID:MeNVR87b No.579344 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Because "Faggots injecting poppy tea" wasn't a catchy name as heroin holiday. People here inject poppy tea that they've acetylated with actual AA not just vinegar lol and yeah it's dirty and it works. Remember that part where their all quaking with the supposed "pine needles" which I took to be a shitty translation of pins and needles due to a histamine reaction from the gear.

Here, acetylated sap is known to be itchy as shit. Just an awful histamine reaction
Cornelius Hibblelin - Tue, 30 May 2017 02:41:30 EST ID:XhyC6AVA No.579346 Ignore Report Quick Reply
With friends like you, I can see how his life went down a bad path.

I hope that this person gets rid of people like you in their life, whether or not they quit doing opiates. Misery loves company.
Cornelius Hibblelin - Tue, 30 May 2017 02:46:14 EST ID:XhyC6AVA No.579347 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Heh, I have drug dreams every night about injecting heroin and I've never even seen heroin in real life or done a opiate stronger than hydrocodone. Last night I dreamed I found a vial of pcp and I injected it even though that's not how you take pcp nor have I ever even done intravenous drugs before.

I still wake up disappointed though.
Cornelius Hibblelin - Tue, 30 May 2017 02:51:31 EST ID:XhyC6AVA No.579348 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Vice is not credible whatsoever
So when another user posts how exactly what makes it a credible documentary, your response is "lol, naw m8. vice is proproganda lul"

Shit birds like you bring the whole board down; they are just are polite enough not to say it.
Nathaniel Nicklebanks - Tue, 30 May 2017 02:55:56 EST ID:9uzRSC0V No.579349 Ignore Report Quick Reply
vice isnt credible at all though
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Tue, 30 May 2017 03:22:14 EST ID:Jay/lRZ8 No.579350 Ignore Report Quick Reply
fucks sake.

I never mentioned the credibility of Vice.

I feel that yes, the title slightly clickbaits us but I still feel it is mostly accurate.
I don't necessarily feel that its too much of a stretch and the content was interesting.

Prague Poppy Paradise might be more accurate but just as enticing.

Please read my posts.
If they wanted it to be Heroin for the sake of views and the documentary they never would have taken it to the lab.

The host is in my opinion relatively well educated. He's certainly not moron or trying to overhype anything. If anything he's a bit of a cunt.
But he asks the questions that we all wanted him to ask.

Please if you haven't re-watched the documentary or carefully read my posts then you can't accurately answer my questions.

Nobody has even kind of answered my questions.

He implies a reaction took place but he refers to what they're injecting as "Diacetylated Morphine"
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Tue, 30 May 2017 03:30:34 EST ID:Jay/lRZ8 No.579351 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sorry. Bit opirage there.
A nice little shot between my last post and this one.
Frustrated and on the way to score again.

If you listen carefully he does say Di-acetylated Morphine."
Not just Acetylated Morphine as I thought he said.
Throughout the documentary i feel he displayed an understanding of the difference.

He has done atleast a little bit of research into the subject of his doco.
Sorry Hunter.
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 30 May 2017 04:07:57 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579352 Ignore Report Quick Reply
nothing I said was offensive or intended to be, sorry you're throwing a tantrum over a discussion. Quite ironic you're telling me I bring the board down yet you're literally shitposting. And I've had quite the opposite opinions of me here, thanks for your concern dude I'm sure we will seriously consider your shit opinion.

I didn't mean to come off like that I apologize man I just got back from a trip and I've barely been sleeping so I might be conveying things in a shitty way. The credibility part was just towards the advice they were giving not the lab results, I was just saying it in general not as a direct reply to your point. As soon as you told me to rewatch though I did, I definitely misheard the part where he said diacetylated morphine as diacetylate the morphine after re-watching. I swear I heard diacetylated the morphine. He definitely has an understanding, I'm sure he researched plenty into it. He just kind of reiterates there process which I mistakingly took as his own knowledge on it. Just the end part he agrees its better to do their method than what you get on the street, which is dangerous advice considering theres still codeine in it and I'm sure some plant matter still. Regardless, the content is interesting and I still watch it. He does a good job at interviewing and asking the right questions. When he was impressed with their method, he meant that its impressive for some crude way of getting high, not that it turned into heroin (as the chemist said there is absolutely no heroin in it). Its not bullshit, but all it is is reducing opium latex into something that is "shootable". By that, I mean its dangerous as fuck and still has latex and other plant materials. The chemist said its mostly morphine and codeine so there is still remaining plant material and you can tell by the color and consistency as well before its mixed with water. Its like shooting BTH before its converted into diamorphine, 6-MAM etc.

I'm also biased towards that guy, he really is a cunt and seems to judge a lot of the interviewees in various docs they made, esp the gang/drug ring ones. I remember one where he was with a bunch of black dudes (I think in Chicago) and asks "So is anyone have a gun on them right now?" and its just straight silence lol.
Molly Wunningway - Tue, 30 May 2017 04:58:05 EST ID:1hC8y9lB No.579357 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not withdrawing but not nodding. So I feel like i belong here. Did a shot aabouttwo hours ago and still didn't feel a good rush. My guy just hit me back after should I go for it?
what !!QJGTUbuf - Tue, 30 May 2017 07:22:22 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.579365 Ignore Report Quick Reply
being sober is fucking dull, guys. i'm doing it, but jesus fucking christ it's like watching paint dry.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 30 May 2017 08:23:32 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579367 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well still haven't gotten high. First day off in 5 days. Sister hit me up and was all over apologizing tho I appreciated it for not getting back to me and saying she owes,me a fat pack and she's been swamped with crazy life shit.

Waiting for my bank to open to get out 10 so I can grab a 20.

I JUST became friends with him two weeks ago, you want-your-narritive-to-be-right-no-matter-what jackass. Besides the usual formula of friendship with me is everyone does wonderful, I do shitty

I FUCKING KNOW RIGHT!? This is the most sober I've been in months, maybe a year. Besides the one month I before I moved to Seattle and all I did was smoke weed. Oh well at least I've still been smoking weed, even tho I don't like weed all that much. Just hit resin jackpot feeling like a Beverly Hillbilly. BLACK GOLD!
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Tue, 30 May 2017 11:49:47 EST ID:+O2mXj24 No.579376 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finally on the road to getting dope. Hit my sister up and she found us a ride down to Dtown. Sitting in McDonald's listening to her stories of getting chased by the cops and tons of crap.

Guys taking forever n shit. Goddamit I wanna get high, oh lord he's gonna take forever... it's gonna be one of THOSE days but then I get to get high so it'll be ok.
Henry Greenbury - Tue, 30 May 2017 20:20:28 EST ID:RbbXi5bx No.579434 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you think you can't fuck your life up with PST you're not trying hard enough.
Walter Pittbury - Tue, 30 May 2017 20:25:33 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.579439 Ignore Report Quick Reply
cool story bro.
Nigel Hongerludge - Wed, 31 May 2017 02:13:28 EST ID:XhyC6AVA No.579474 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I do not have narrative. I have just heard how toxic you are as a person. If I had known you for only two weeks though, I would be personally offended by you calling my parents shitty people publically to everyone else. Especially if I had written a note saying that I was going to a psych hospital and I had no way to even reply, retort or elaborate.

Perhaps I'm completely wrong, but from what I've heard and from what you have typed, it seemed more like you wanted to take away attention and your reply was more like, "hey everyone, don't forget about me too. I'm still doing shitty too. I know this person just got shipped off, but remember I'm still here and my life is miserable too!"
I don't have to need to be right about this or even want to be right about this, but that is my opinion of you.
Eliza Peffingforth - Wed, 31 May 2017 07:40:41 EST ID:pM92Yx+8 No.579490 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You sure you just didn't drink your 5 drinks too quick?
5 drinks for a 115lbs person while having benzos in your system sounds like more than enough to get rekt in an unfamiliar environment/country, getting drugged with scopolomine sounds somewhat unlikely, but i guess its possible. Plus the symptoms you're talking about 20 hours later all sound like classic hangover symptoms.
Sheriff of Noddingham - Wed, 31 May 2017 07:45:43 EST ID:pM92Yx+8 No.579491 Ignore Report Quick Reply
One thing i would suggest is that instead of waiting a week and suddenly dropping to 3.5oz, try going from 4.0 to 3.5 little bit by little bit over the course of the week and set it up so that at the end of the week you'll be a 3.5
That way it won't be a sudden shock to your system when you drop .5oz suddenly, and psychologically instead of dropping .5, your just using the tinest bit less everyday so the mental aspect won't be as much of a factor .
Idk just my two cents, maybe doing that won't do jack shit for you lol.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 31 May 2017 08:27:44 EST ID:JeuHYxVU No.579493 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Whelp she absconded with my 20. That's on me, I knew the min I saw her get on that bus my 20 was gone. If I had been able to go with her she would have shared with me because she had to. She gets sick and I don't I understand the nature of this game.

I don't even blame her, in fact I invited her to share in the dope feast I intend to have when I get paid tomorrow. I tend to forgive easily and not hold grudges, it's just too tiresome tho being walked on does suck.

Oh well one more day of work and then just gotta play our least favorite game... the waiting game.

No absolutely not! I genuinely care about Waikr+Pa, I didn't mean to seem like I wanted any attention in fact I generally dislike the attention I get. I never intended my trip to be so unwarrantedly popular I would rather be a fish in the stream not noticed as much as I am even as a trip. I'm really not such a bad person if you talk to me privately.
Priscilla Dravingville - Wed, 31 May 2017 11:38:35 EST ID:ZwUBL1Cx No.579500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been on H about a month now. Managed to chip for a couple weeks but pretty sure I'm getting addicted now.

Used nightly for about a week now and last few days I've been waking up to nasty nausea and body aches. Had to take a bump this morning just to make it into work but it's worn off and I'm nauseous as hell every time I smoke a cig....

Doesn't help I'm out of weed either. Get some hash here and hopefully take a break for a few days.
Hunter S. Nodson - Wed, 31 May 2017 12:24:19 EST ID:a1WEtajM No.579504 Ignore Report Quick Reply
man I don't know if its the Indian guy at work who used my office as his personal mucous expelling pad before I came in (since he works on the floor on calls and I have an actual office with a door/glass wall etc) or if I'm actually getting WD this early but I'm leaning towards the former. Not even trying to be a dick but fuck other cultures sometimes it grosses me the fuck out what other people deem normal.

This dude pisses all over the floor and toilet, drops sticky gross food around his desk and steps on it, making black dirt marks all over. Coughs and sneezes within your vicinity without covering up. Heats up fucking FISH for lunch thats been stewing in its fish juices all fucking night and morning. Whole office reeks for a good hour from that alone. And while eating your lunch he'll just walk up to you and take some of your food without asking, with his bare hands. I swear to god I'm going to catch him digging a hole in them mulch outside one day and dropping a shit in it like some stray cat.
Dr. Crane !WQtw1VwZqo - Wed, 31 May 2017 13:02:37 EST ID:6DTNpgA+ No.579506 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Have you not had any WD from not using for a week? Pretty crazy if so.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 31 May 2017 14:00:41 EST ID:ZE78nqkZ No.579510 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I went 3 weeks no WD. My body is pretty insanely resilient.

I'm way healthier than I should be.
James Drashstore - Wed, 31 May 2017 16:28:53 EST ID:NZob1agW No.579517 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>And while eating your lunch he'll just walk up to you and take some of your food without asking, with his bare hands
And you just take it? What's wrong with you? So afraid of the PC brigade you gave up all self respect?
Hunter S. Nodson - Wed, 31 May 2017 18:15:11 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579523 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yeah im a huge fucking pussy I dont want to get arrested 4 a hate crime

No shit I've said things about it to him, he just does it to other people now. What am I? Gay?
what !!QJGTUbuf - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 02:30:09 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.579555 Ignore Report Quick Reply
so fucking bored sobriety might be cheaper but it's fucking bullshit
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 02:53:59 EST ID:kF/r7AF2 No.579556 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For how long have you been a Namefeild user here?

Charles Brongerham - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 03:03:18 EST ID:Lbx917iu No.579557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you are so sick physically and mentally. make no mistake.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 04:04:28 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.579560 Ignore Report Quick Reply

lol, so i fucking cave and buy some stuff, right? yeah, my guy totally gave me a tiny bit of brown sugar for $20 bucks, lololol. I guess it's better that I stay sober, tho', so I'm not even mad. He gets 20 bucks and I'm not relapsing.

fuck, man. being sober is harder than being high.
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 04:20:41 EST ID:tdoV98r9 No.579561 Ignore Report Quick Reply
aw that sucks man, happens to the best of us sometimes, just a consequence of this annoying and oft-dodgy game we have to play to get our opis. I'm glad you're staying clean even if you're struggling a bit, it's already a significant achievement that you've gotten this far dude. Keep us updated~
what !!QJGTUbuf - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 06:46:00 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.579564 Ignore Report Quick Reply

yeah, haha. i'm actually a little glad it happened, i've been craving a lot, so not getting good stuff is kinda feeling like a sign that i should just not do it... i really appreciate that you give a fuck, too, cuz there are only like 3 people that know that i use and have gotten clean, having some accountability is super useful.

anyways. gonna aim for 2 months, now! ha, take that heroin!

oh and sidenote, the withdrawals for fentanyl are like 8 hundred times worse than the withdrawals for heroin. like, didn't even compare for me.

StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 12:44:25 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579580 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OK I still still haven't gotten high. This is like G. R. R. Martins The Game of Slowass Dealers. Tho if he's telling the truth he had a good reason cuz supposedly he was watching his buddy and helping him not fatally OD. Just wish he had said that then cuz again if it ain't a really dark blow off excuse he's making now I feel like a dick for texting him asking wtfs up last night. He kept saying he was trying to get a front and some fucked up shot happened but not that it was THAT kind of fucked up shit.

Payday but until I get some returns on the investment that took up most of my paycheck I can only get a 30, but this guy's shit is real good, Lil pricier, but way better than that dickhead no3 guy I only fw if I'm SUPER desperate after the bs he pulled.

I like money, it gets me high, I require more money, so my goal now is to make dat money as ignorant and juvenile a goal it is. I wanna get high, in a decent apartment/house, with decent things, and be able to invest in people's inner art talents to make them a reality and take care of those people so they can do art over drudgery and in turn make something of their art so they can get high and live confortably as well. All excess money goes to AID's research to create a better super AIDs, jk lol and needle exchange and space travel funding.
Doris Samblehood - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 17:43:24 EST ID:3mbUzvol No.579588 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Says the homeless tyranny. Delusion is a hell of a drug.
Ian Bresslebanks - Thu, 01 Jun 2017 20:57:52 EST ID:Xbjkr26R No.579595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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you are literally trying to be the mother you wish you had...... but I guess that's you doing you, rock on homie
Octopus !WULF/R3Gac - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 00:09:22 EST ID:hvMhQn8y No.579607 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I bought some seeds I'm almost sure are bunk from this independent/mom n pop deli, bakery and spices shop called Bushels.
I thought they would be decent at least because I could see plant matter in the bag and the nature of all their goods is that they are all natural and bag everything themselves.
I tried making some PST with about 300g of seeds but it was not bitter at all, with FTL the pst is bitter even after only 2 minutes of shaking.
Sucks because I have to wait until tomorrow to order more seeds or possibly pods this time.
I thought after I drank the first wash of the Bushel seeds I was starting to feel warmer and slightly higher but it could have just been I'm feeling the high from the last FTL glass I drank this morning since I'm able to sit back and relax after working all day.
I feel itchier for sure, thats the strange thing, but if they aren't completely bunk they are very weak and not worth buying from that store again.
Pic related just because I wonder if I'm wrong and the Bushel's in my town isn't the only one that exists. Anyone ever shopped here before?
No nodding for tonight, early next week hopefully.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 05:30:36 EST ID:p9i/yjPP No.579624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I like that. StimLioness the Tyrannical.

I mean, I accept criticism when warranted but THAT could not be more incorrect, my mom I'd the model opposite got my behavior. I wanna be my own "mother" perhaps, but ty for being cool about the you do you thingie.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 05:57:47 EST ID:vXntMERe No.579625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh yeah that I never had... yeah maybe you're right then
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 06:57:46 EST ID:vXntMERe No.579626 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Joinin you with a pharmball. Addy in the mix! Feeling fuckan amazing! Great night!

I'm really happy cuz this is the first stim I done in 2 weeks and first opi in 1 or so!
Martin Sonderchudge - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 16:13:50 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.579645 Ignore Report Quick Reply
cool story bro.
Kim Il Sung - Fri, 02 Jun 2017 21:25:57 EST ID:RfCxUM9X No.579652 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Man. Ran out of my bupe script 6 days early so now I'm substituting with Thai kratom and 20x Kratom extract. Kinda feelin it..

Took 1.5mg bupe plugged today earlier about 8 hours ago. Took like 1g of 20x and maybe 3g of red Thai and i feel maaaaybe like i took two 5mg Vicodin.

Fuck man. It's times like these I wish I could just go cold cop some pharms but where I live in PDX heroin is the king of the street. I'd imagine cold copping pharms anywhere would be damn near improbable.

Oh well I'll just wait it out fuck it
Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 00:35:08 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579671 Ignore Report Quick Reply
avoid headshop stuff man, the 30x at least makes me think it is along with you not feeling it too much. If you want some fire kratom sources, le leddit has a lot of reputable ones but some are a little hyped. Just look over the Canopy and dont be Gaia .. I mean gay. But for real there are some vendors with very quality leaf that you would've never thought existed, I remember the first time I ordered high quality/connoisseur level kratom, it just blew me away at how potent it was. But yea look for the context clues and that should get you started on some good vendors.

And to play devils advocate its not like heroin is much different than pharms unless you're shooting. Not saying to cop it butttt its really not that huge of a deal unless you get fent. But I say try ordering quality kratom first lol. It's helped me get off my recent dilaudid binges for a little over 2 months now.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 04:11:37 EST ID:BYjRgOu+ No.579687 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>its not like heroin is much different than pharms

While i agree with you, I'm going to have to TOTALLY disagree with you.
Chemically they're similar, the effects both positive ones, negative and neutral effects are similar and the high and lows, the WDs thats where the similarities end.
On paper using H and Pharmaceutical opioids is very similar but in practice they could not be further apart.

If you've not been too far down the paths then i highly discouraged that line of thinking. It's dangerous and could be your downfall.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 04:12:26 EST ID:BYjRgOu+ No.579688 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 06:26:24 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579694 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I understand what you're saying but the only different is H always cut. But fake presses are popping up everywhere now, I even got heart dilaudId 8s that were fent pressed and I couldn't even tell the difference. And I've been down the path enough but refuse to dabble in anything other than scripts. I've tried a lot of opioid but nowadays I only use kratom and extract with the occasional free oxy or dilaudids.
brrrkabong - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 06:56:13 EST ID:kBdCbCB7 No.579697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
my favorite pasttime when opiated is watching simpsons
(only seasons 1-10)
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 07:43:28 EST ID:BYjRgOu+ No.579699 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Then you don't understand what I'm saying. Haha.
I don't expect everyone to understand or agree.
I do encourage you to stick with your decision to steer clear of H
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 13:35:59 EST ID:3TFOJSds No.579710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Finally back lmao. That was one of the most interesting experiences of my life. There are some weird fucking people in those places, let me tell you that. I was lucky enough to get scripted methocarbamol, hydroxyzine, clonidine, and a small bit of bupe, and I'm (supposedly) very nearly done with my taper, but they have me jumping off at 2mg after only a few days, which I'm not sure will go well. Still, if nothing else, this has served as a wonderful T break (but hopefully I can kick the dependency for good and only use sporadically - here's hoping), as well as a good story to be able to tell lol. I will say, though, that I am VERY glad to finally be out of there. Glad to be back with all of you fantastic people. I love you all!!

Withdrawals have actually been extremely minimal, for which I'm quite thankful. Oh, but I actually figured out why I was freaking out so much. I had been trying to slowly titrate up so that I could take some of my subs during my dry spell, but I must've accidentally caused myself precipitated withdrawals, hence why the discomfort was so extreme. Never, ever, ever again. Be careful out there, guys <3

Btw, thank you all so very much for the supportive posts. They mean much more than you know.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 14:39:50 EST ID:iQGJaIzn No.579712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I KNEW those were inevitable.

U-47 in dilly 8s anyone?

Or Fu-F
Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 16:30:31 EST ID:ztWD2hgP No.579718 Ignore Report Quick Reply
its coming. Like you said Hydros and oxys already have fakes, its just a matter of time before we see fake dillies and fake opana. I even saw fake Zohydro's not long ago which terrifies me. You just have to know there isnt any sort of time release in a fake zohydro and who knows whats in there to equate to 50 mg hydrocodone.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sat, 03 Jun 2017 16:44:31 EST ID:SrJE9oy1 No.579720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah man i was shocked because it was my first time copping them from an actual dealer. And they look perfect, you could have them side by side to the reals and you'd have no idea, and I'm one to examine that shit for a good 10 min. They crushed perfectly normal too. All I know is it was dangerously sedative and actual felt dysphoric, after me binging on them for a week prior.
Betsy Happerson - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 17:07:04 EST ID:OE0JudJY No.579779 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sick and the only thing I've found so far in this podunk town is 30mg ER morph for $30 each. Fucking cunts
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 17:31:43 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.579780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh my god. I'm not sure if it's the best place to post this, but I think I'm past my withdrawals!! Or, if not, the medication I'm on is working wonders. Either way, fuck yeah, I am fantastically happy! I'd definitely recommend these meds to anyone going through withdrawals.

Oh, but my experience with withdrawal almost felt psychedelic in some way. I was looking at a floor with dots, and I got the same visuals that I get on acid (though I'd been awake for two days, so it may have been that). But not only that, it fits in well with people not feeling as bad in jail (or the psych ward, in my case lol) when they know that they can't get to it. Obviously not all of the symptoms are psychosomatic, but I do feel that a good number of them may be. Just a thought. Regardless, best of luck to all of you in withdrawal, and I hope you feel better soon!!
Charlotte Duckgold - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 07:39:29 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.579794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
what are ur meds?
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 10:45:15 EST ID:aWZljk6O No.579798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've got gabapentin, methocarbamol, hydroxyzine, and clonidine. Any muscle relaxer will work, though, in place of the methocarbamol.
Doris Capperfield - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 15:25:27 EST ID:QzTphDLW No.579809 Ignore Report Quick Reply
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 20:09:30 EST ID:M/PPSQbb No.579817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Glad to help! I'll very easily get the hydroxyzine, and I have a recurring script for gabapentin, so it's the other two which pose a problem for me. I'm thinking I'll tell the psychiatrist that the hydroxyzine is for anxiety (but it's so weak/non-abusable that it should {hopefully lol} be super easy to get), I'll either continue to see the doc scripting my gabapentin, or else just have it transferred over for convenience - also very easy, and then the clonidine should be a medium difficulty, but I'll say that it helps with my tics (I think it genuinely does!!), as well as the anxiety somewhat and possibly my ADHD, but only if she's stonewalling me, since I want to get an Adderall (or methylphenidate! I'm extremely interested and excited to try it) script, and hopefully even a benzo on top of it all, so many scripts lmao, and finally the methocarbamol - I'd really take any muscle relaxer she scripted, especially since methocarbamol is apparently one of the least abusable ones lol, but I'm not entirely sure what I'm gonna say to get it - I had an injury in my knee quite a long while ago, but I may try to use that, or perhaps say it helps my TMJ disorder, which seems pretty plausible to me (and the fact that I have scripts for all these meds, albeit very short, limited ones, ought to help me out a very great deal! I may choose to say that the scripts were so limited because I was just trying out each med to see if it worked, but I'm not sure about that. Either way, showing the psych my smol scripts will be helpful to me, right?). Although, looking into it, it may be possible to get the benzo as a 'replacement' for the methocarbamol. However, I would of course want to get both haha! I guess we'll have to see. I'm gonna try to get an appointment as soon as possible, but apparently this douche takes FOR-FUCKING-EVER to even see a patient. So it may be a while. Oh well. I'm gonna call in tomorrow!

Oh, additionally, if I went to some rehab place (all for free - thanks insurance!!), are they pretty liberal with their benzo scripts or what? Any advice and experience reports would be fantastic! Thanks guys.
Hunter S. Nodson - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 21:18:26 EST ID:7QJ0ZfpJ No.579818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
from my friends experiences rehabs tend to prescribe more antidepressants and at most muscle relaxers if used for sedation /antianxiety. You'll get shit like trazodone and seroquel. Never heard of benzos being given out in detox at least.
Reuben Nicklestone - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 02:11:35 EST ID:pxvX00p2 No.579853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah bud, get on subs. That way you get a daily dose of opiates no matter what, you don't crave (as much), and you're not depressed. I'm coming off them after a year, things in my life are good now, but I'm depressed again now that I'm kicking.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 07:51:38 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ofc on the day I decide to ( temp ) quit heroin ( for financial reasons ) I have my dealers practically trying to throw heroin at me. Fr yesterday one of my dealers tried calling me 6 times, once at 2am waking me from my ( normal ) night terrors causing me to be unable to sleep without a little bit of vodka and calling my gf complaining that demons are going to show up at the doorway facing my sleeping area.

Gonna get on the kratom train and buy a fuckload of bulk kratom asap
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 15:44:20 EST ID:DGdrOTeM No.579865 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OK fuck it I'm doing one last pick up in a while because the dudes gonna make it fat since he gave me some sticky as gunk last time. I'm seriously trying to quit/minimize usage or switch to kratom till I have my shit back together.

It's hard when you're mega depressed tho. Stims seem to at least motivate me to do something about my problem's rather than avoiding them at 20$ a day.
Jack Nallywill - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 17:52:32 EST ID:1nqCrHDj No.579867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
schizophrenia, the bearded lady disease. explains everything really
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 11:06:42 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579886 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Switched to shitty SN 2/10 over my 4oz daily of 4.5/10 WGN. Its easily 1/3 the strength, no actually it's weaker than that. 12oz is less strong than 4oz of the previous stuff.

Shit it might be even weaker. This is how I always relapse on accident.

Kratom should be here in 5 days, with more PS getting here like tomorrow. I would like to try making a shit ton of extract like using 112g raw leaf. At least it would be somewhat standardized
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 11:11:30 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wish subs were cheap on the darknet like $10/8mg.

WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME!!HOWLHoRl - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 16:32:17 EST ID:dmYzdZXI No.579894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How much are they?
And I'll get back to you ASAP
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 18:09:04 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579906 Ignore Report Quick Reply
FTL-S (wasn't listed as S but I knew it wasn't going to be E)

>1.25/10 No joke
>very light colored wash
>no bitterness at all, barely even a CWE taste
>half the strength of the 2/10 SN
>thank God WGN coming in in like a week or less. They have been 3/10 or slightly more.

Stay away from SN and FTL (all but E). Warning.

Can post the lots if anyone cares. All off the river.
Cedric Shittingdale - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 19:09:56 EST ID:NcttNLlm No.579909 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>mfw 4 years clean and doing very well
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 22:36:56 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579914 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OK this dudes getting me two fat packs for giving me sticky dope that got stuck to the keno ticket due to humidity or whatever, so I'm buying dope tn then taking a good long break back to stimming because I need the motivation and money. Apparently I'm a lot funner on stims too.

Tho I will pick up some kratom or some shit probably.
Polly Brenderwock - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 23:16:22 EST ID:vLywnzCG No.579915 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fuck, I didn't even think to come post here, idk why.
I've been completely off opiates for 5 days, popping Gabapentin like motherfucking tic-tacs. Thankfully today's the last day I have to do this shit, I get a refill tomorrow.
>dem fuckin' night-before-refill jitters
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 01:55:22 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579919 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Im gonna take till 12:40
>1:03 "i'm picking it up now"
>1:30 "you still otw?"
>Phones off

Fucking fuck me of course! THIS SHIT SERIOUSLY. THE WORST THING.

Unless you got flicked or someshit you have NO REASON to do this just say you can't make it out tn ffs.

driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 02:58:18 EST ID:Ym2Z06mR No.579920 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Fuck, I didn't even think to come post here, idk why.
me neither, I'm eating dinner right now and I'm several weeks away either side from using opiates
>dem fuckin' night-before-refill jitters
made me remember the feeling and post this. Man that never gets better. It seems like it's just the price of entry at first but it really starts to take a mental toll. Knowing exactly when you're going to be high and repeating the same dosing and same withdrawal week in and week out. And dropping all those little drugs that don't really do anything at any chance you get. Just want to let you know that there's freedom on the other side. Never again.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 02:59:40 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.579921 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Oh thank fuck I decided to hit up my friend I got this guy through. Hes with him and they're apparently on the way still.

Good thing I figured that out because I woulda had no idea what the hell was going on. I rescind my previous comments minus the fact that shit is the worst.
what !!QJGTUbuf - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 07:43:26 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.579932 Ignore Report Quick Reply
HA! I'm sober as all fuck and I don't fuckin' mind for once. Just past 50 days clean, barring my two cheat days. It is so nice not being sick and broke.

Stay safe, guys. Have fun!
overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 08:20:54 EST ID:NWVosUis No.579937 Ignore Report Quick Reply
grats man, keep it up

you still working in audio engineering stuff?
what !!QJGTUbuf - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 09:38:13 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.579938 Ignore Report Quick Reply

yep! i'm trying to join a national tour as a guitar tech right now, but most of my work has been front of house lately. might aim for a casino sound gig for summer, tho', the slowdown is real. it's fucking weird not being broke all the time, i buy so much more food, haha.

how are you? nb
Polly Brenderwock - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 11:25:08 EST ID:vLywnzCG No.579940 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I couldn't think of a better word than "jitters," but I meant it to have a positive connotation. Remember being a kid, and the night before Christmas you felt like you'd never be able to get to sleep because you were so excited? That's what I meant. I guess Steve threw you, I was trying to convey that I was hiding my excitement. Hopefully this'll be my last Anti-BWN post for a while.
3 - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 12:39:52 EST ID:mlJ2uVQK No.579989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got a question hopefully you opi nerds can help me with:
Who knows how to get the most out of an oxy OP60? I've done some reading and it seems the best I'll get is like 45mg instant release, it usually takes me about 60 to get off. any suggestions?
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 12:44:08 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579991 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ok put it in a shotglass of coca cola. Let it sit for 8-12 hours. Then slam the shot and fill it with water and drink any left over goop/gel/filler.

This will turn it mostly into instant release. Also oral is most efficient yet consistent route of consumption.

All other ways are a waste of time, as good, or less effective.
Dr. Mario !gWLn19/oKs - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 12:44:54 EST ID:fMNhhpMa No.579992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Do not be inpatient and drink it early.

Sorry for having to wait. It's worth it.
3 - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 13:40:42 EST ID:mlJ2uVQK No.579997 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks for the quick response mang. Is there a coating I should remove or just drop it in there? nb
WIAKR+Pa !l1uVST4rME - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 13:55:11 EST ID:XRqY18TH No.580000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just drop it in there. That's what the cola is for. The acid (somewhat) mimics the stomach and destroys the extended release coating and/or bindings, but because it's so weak in comparison to your stomach and doesn't have any of the enzymes in there, it takes longer. Best of luck! Nb
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 09:11:56 EST ID:Iim/vY22 No.580037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Still haven't bought heroin. Almost relapsed last night from my acid decision to not do heroin till I rent this room Thursday and settle in with cash saved up enough I can get outta there and move on up to a place I can bring my gf.

I really just need her around to feel relaxed all I fucking nred I know because I was on a speedball and her cuddling Mr felt like 200x better. Tho this house I know the renter is a doper and divvies out dope to his renters so I'll probably end up doing heroin again when that becomes available to me, but at leasthe I won't be living in a garage.
Sidney Dedgestick - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 13:57:30 EST ID:hKDfjOOm No.580040 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Mild WDs, here and my Kratom didn't come today, at least I have lots of weed, lope and DXM. I hate mondays.
James Blythelock - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 15:20:34 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.580041 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cool story bro
what !!QJGTUbuf - Thu, 15 Jun 2017 20:31:03 EST ID:gI32iVtA No.580172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
almost at two months clean!

but my friend/roommate/fellow user totally dipped (and totally jacked my bike...) without paying rent or anything, and my landlord is talking about clearing his room... didn't realize my buddy was IV, but i had to clear his stuff out or i'd get the boot, too. gotta say, cleaning up somebody's used rigs isn't a good time.
MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 11:16:28 EST ID:zIVIhM9z No.580216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>cleaning up somebody's used rigs isn't a good time.

It might sound morbid, but I always try to dispose of my fits as if someone else is going to have to clean them up.

I know people that insist on putting water into a syringe cap, then drawing up and squirting bloody water into their mouths so as not to waste any.. Or something..
And incase they have to reuse the syringe, which is fine in theory but they end up contaminating the water, missing their mouths and the vast majority of the time, nodding out with an uncapped fit in their hand before they get anywhere near done with this retarded process.

I use drugs to nod. I am aware that heavy sedation follows IV opioids. That's why i fucking do it.. so 10 times out of 10, the cap is on and the syringe is in the disposal bin before i even start to feel the onset.

Please people, consider others and prepare for the shit you didn't see coming or didn't intend to happen, because it happens.
If you OD that shit is traumatic enough for whoever finds you WITHOUT them having to pull your syringe out of your forehead because you didn't cap it before you slammed your head into the table like that scene in Batman.
Cyproxy - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 17:27:43 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.580305 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Holy shit. I started the first anti-bwn back in February of 2016 when I was as down and out as I could get (so I thought) and was sick and tired of seeing everyone talking about their "mad scores" and "fire dope" while I'm sitting there using my thumb as a goddamn cork.

I was coming here to commiserate with my fallen brethren when I got a call about some money someone owed me and I managed to score enough to make the misery go away somewhat.

Nothing sucks worse than
1: It being (insert holiday) and planning on doing shit with family but not having drugs
2: Having no money but drugs are everywhere
3: Having money but no drugs in sight.

Today was #1 AND #2.

Anyway keep a stiff upper lip guys and gals. I wish there was a drug co-op where everyone contributes to the pool and everyone gets drugs from said pool.
Cyproxy - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 17:30:35 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.580306 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Chapel Hill? You in FLA?
Cyproxy - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 17:34:24 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.580307 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The time dilation really, really fucking blows. Everything drags on and on and on..
What I have noticed that helps (god help me for actually saying this)....meditation.

It does fuck all for the WD's but when I'm in WD and waiting for something, taking 60-90 seconds to stop, close my eyes and envision something moving very fast ( a race car, a roll of film on a projector, whatever) and then imagine myself willing the item to go slower along with my psyche actually fucking helps.
Cyproxy - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 17:45:42 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.580308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've told this so many times I should save it for copy/paste in the future..
You don't have to soak your OP's, bake your OPs (unless you have to snort) or any other nonsense to get them to behave like IR's. Just chop them into a million pieces and swallow them. I found a red, humongous pill grinder thing that you screw together and the screwing action rubs two toothy sides together and crushes your pills. This thing works GREAT on OP's. You have to screw it tight, then unscrew it and rescrew it a little more until it's all the way closed but when you're done, you will literally have powdered OP oxycontin.

I suppose you could snort it in that state as it's *that* powdery but you know you're just going to be snorking out blobs of plastic later.

I just pour the powder in my mouth and swallow. 15-20 mins later, i'm good .
Priscilla Pindlemadge - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 17:49:40 EST ID:w9rR6Le+ No.580310 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The co op idea is only attractive to poor people. Ill only supply other addicts with my cash when my cash is forcibly supplied from the rich with redistribution of wages

Untill then you can go fuck yourself, you were that stoner who justified smoking everyones weed with "its ok because i share when i have it and if you do too then everybody can get high even if your out of cash at the time" which would be fair for other people but not you who puts a 10bag to every like 6 months and smokes everyone elses stash for the rest of the time
Cyproxy - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 18:21:59 EST ID:4HCgwE/i No.580313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Actually I was the rich kid supplying his poor friends.
I've given more drugs away to those in need that it's fucking time it came around.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 19:53:02 EST ID:Z/rR21tl No.580321 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Someone should organise an opioid users' revolutionary movement by applying the Foucauldian analysis of maintenance as a power network to subjugate users as a political programme and using the tactics outlined by Saul Alinsky in Rules for Radicals to bring 'have-nots' together effectively. If you had a chemist who could produce immense amounts of a long-acting opioid, you could sustain the initial phase of the movement and draw people in by giving them an alternative source of maintenance to intrusive or conditional state operations, then agitate and politicize them to turn them into disciplined activists.
Vehk !7HYGxe5v5c - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 19:56:13 EST ID:Z/rR21tl No.580323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Gearheads of the world unite, you have nothing but your sickness to lose and a nod to win.
Hunter S. Nodson - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 20:00:09 EST ID:UGCHssqa No.580324 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This stupid dick hole has had me waiting inside target for over 2 hours now. I'm about to fucKING leave no amount of dillies is worth waiting this long for. Tells me to slide over, I get here and wait and wait for a text, all the sudden he's at dinner and can't meet up now. Cocksucking cunt fucker holy shit I've never hated another human being so much before fuck this guy. I legitimately needed them too since I fu ked up my foot yesterday and he knows that. I'm so heated right now god damnit.
Jenny Nicklefield - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 12:46:02 EST ID:P16B4y8a No.580368 Ignore Report Quick Reply
~240mg dihydrocodiene, 6mg diclazepam, some vodka.
Jenny Nicklefield - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 12:49:37 EST ID:P16B4y8a No.580371 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wrong thead. nb
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 18:41:18 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.580572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finished my last day of work. Waiting on a new h dude whos on his way rn.

Dude asks me "you want tar or powder". Da fuck did you just say to me lol?

Gonna get high on some fine powdah, smoke weed ( already engaged ), and see All Eyez on Me with my dad.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sun, 25 Jun 2017 10:20:38 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.580722 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Does this shit even bump anymore

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