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BWN by nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 08 Apr 2018 22:16:13 EST ID:T0kToIqC No.594459 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The BWN is dead, Long live the BWN.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 08 Apr 2018 22:19:27 EST ID:T0kToIqC No.594460 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>594459
Bumping on just my methadone so far. Getting paid later so will have some updates for then.

I had a nice shot the other day of Flunitrazepam (roofies / Rohypnol) with a speedball. That was real nice. The solution is blue, I guess so people know if their drinks are spiked. AFAIK they dont script them here anymore but a mate had a few.

pic is an old one of a speedball in a glass rig nb
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Shitting Hublingford - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 01:54:47 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.594461 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wassup /opi/ !? ... So I was able to make the last dope that I had last until today so today I had to go pick up some more dope. This time I got enough dope to last me until Thursday... err.. rather... I now have to make the dope I got today last me until Thursday. Then on Thursday I'll need to go get some more. Anyways, bumpin on some pretty decent H right now. I have to say, after finding a local connect this dope is definitely a little bit better than the dope I was getting off the darknet. It's not better than the really primo shit that's on the darknet but it's definitely better than the standard shit that's sold on the darknet. So cheers /opi/! Hope ya'll mutha fuckas is havin yo selves a good Sunday night. Laters /opi/.
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Thomas de Queasy - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 06:19:04 EST ID:bPcZ4N9l No.594469 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459
The early bird gets his drugs. Shot 250 M with 2 joints of hash and then went for refill.

Bumping on 280mg oxy/40mg zolpi and prepping another tasty one with 200mg M/100mg oxy/5mg zolpi. Def gonna nod the fuck out, so BWN!
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Hamilton Bembledodge - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 12:16:43 EST ID:Q0c0UIn3 No.594478 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594469
How does someone from yurop even acquire oxy?
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Betsy Shittingridge - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 12:18:07 EST ID:3GCbb5sK No.594480 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594478
Super cheap from people with prescriptions
80 mg pharmacy oxy for less than 10 dollars each haa
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 12:48:42 EST ID:T0kToIqC No.594483 Ignore Report Quick Reply
lost what I typed but got some clonazepam today as well as morphine and AA instead of just powder. Got the regular methylphenidate for the speedballs. Anyway I got a really amazing result from it. It was enough for two good speedballs each for the two of us. Real nice stuff. Wish it lasted longer though
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Esther Boshsatch - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 14:03:27 EST ID:CQ/rdM3l No.594487 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594478
I don't know man, we didn't even discover morphine yet, all drugs are only in USA
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Eliza Pellywut - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 16:29:47 EST ID:9e6IrGTq No.594499 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594487
Lots of Americans are like you, contactless and no friends on drugs

There are still LOADS OF QUALITY SHIT allover Europe I honestly think u are an American successfully trolling
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Esther Boshsatch - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 16:40:32 EST ID:CQ/rdM3l No.594503 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594499
Contactless and no friends? Nice projections dude, I get oxy and m on daily basis, but I don't bother with street H cause they cut it with anything and ecerything here
I am not anerican you moron, cut your dises in half, it's messing with your brain
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Martin Blatherfield - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 18:34:05 EST ID:+0xUKj+s No.594508 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459
PSA , bupe is rubbish as a cough suppressant.
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Ebenezer Pirringford - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 19:43:29 EST ID:jNlELYhU No.594511 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594503
Implying you didn't comoment "I don't know man, we didn't even discover morphine yet, all drugs are only in USA"

Imply the pie
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Barnaby Shakeway - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 01:00:08 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.594516 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BWN on some fire #4, some dank ass bud, a couple shots and nicotine.
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Jack Hittingdod - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 01:13:12 EST ID:dVklYZPf No.594518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Was on third day H of withdrawal but subs weren't doing it for me so I washed up some seeds to give me enough strength to get cigs, a shower, and eat something. And a break from the fucking depression. Had to wash up an entire pound of these SNs I got just to get the baby tier nod I got now.

Gonna wake up tomorrow soaked in sweat and right back to WD cause I need to kick bad. Tolerance got way too high to sustain and anymore it's taking too much a toll on my already sick body. BWN tonight at least!
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Edwin Murdridge - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 01:59:34 EST ID:CQ/rdM3l No.594522 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594511
Have you heard about irony?
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Caroline Conderwill - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 02:12:15 EST ID:KdPvjamN No.594523 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hello thread, anon but long time no post. Crazy that I was here as a teen 10 years ago popping codeine to slamming dope, that old opiate progression “so what if I’m a feen” chart is legit. Anyways, on subs. I realize that taking the full of my daily dose is going to hella block my receptors if even norbupe, how do I get the most out of this? 2mg subbed (w/ liquor), a small amount I suffocated, slammed? Kind of sort of bump in that I’m “high”” but this shit barely registers from blocking
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Barnaby Shakeway - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 03:02:41 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.594524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594523
>>594523
I always hear people talking about how they started with prescriptions, but the first opiate I ever did recreational was black tar heroin when I was 16 years old we scored it off a friend's older brother and smoked that shit off foil
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John Fandlestug - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 06:00:16 EST ID:jNlELYhU No.594528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594522
sorry no i have not
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Barnaby Shakeway - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 06:12:43 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.594529 Ignore Report Quick Reply
im just feeling so fucking good right now man, this heroin is easily the best i've ever fucking had in my god damn life, for almost a decade of use. it has me wrapped in so much euphoria i could cry tears of joy. and the bud i have mixed well.
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Barnaby Shakeway - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 06:13:10 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.594530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594529
im fuckin drooling just hope i dont fuckin od. lol
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Caroline Conderwill - Tue, 10 Apr 2018 18:49:50 EST ID:KdPvjamN No.594574 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594523

alright so I tried to jump from 10 to 2 and that is not wise. think I'm going to have to taper to get down to a dose where I can enjoy the norbupe, but the over-riding bupe on it's own is alright in a stimmy kind of way. bw (not sick)
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Alice Dongerfatch - Wed, 11 Apr 2018 01:16:55 EST ID:lVR58oeD No.594591 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594574
I was never able to enjoy low doses of bupe (unless i took real opis on top of it). I never liked bupe until i got to 12mg/day. 16mg feels more like being "on opioids". sometimes i take 4mg in the morning and it feels better than 8-16mg. sometimes i take 12mg for a day or two if i really want to enjoy normal dose for a day.
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Wed, 11 Apr 2018 03:56:49 EST ID:CeSbtG40 No.594596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>594524
I think the reason most people start with RX opis is because of how much more accessible they were then rather than having to actively look to score H which can be more difficult depending on where you live. You start smoking and drinking then start looking into other fun drugs to try and you've got an old bottle of syrup in the cabinet, you get your wisdom teeth out, or your sibling/parent/grandparent has some old script sitting somewhere its easy to just swipe it. I grew up on a farm in the country so pretty much everyone had some kind of pain pills lying around since docs we're giving them out like candy back then. Hell, you could get a script of bars and percs delivered straight to your door via online pharmacies easy as pie for a while there. Scoring some boy would have been much more difficult in my area at my age and, at least IME, it seemed a lot more taboo and dangerous than some good ole pharms.

First time I ever did opis was when I was 14. My buddy broke his leg at football practice and a couple days later we went to a bonfire at another friends farm to drink/smoke. He'd gotten a script for 15mg oxys for the leg, said they were nice, and gave me a few to try out. That shit opened up a whole new world of drugs for me and for a while there almost all of our pharms came from scrounging around relatives forgotten prescriptions. I'm sure if I would have grown up in a big city it would have been a different story and I don't even want to think about kids trying to get into the scene these days with fent in everything, pressed pills, insane prices, and an overall decline in prescribed opiates.

nb from me since I've about had it for the night.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 11 Apr 2018 05:48:01 EST ID:5I9mlg81 No.594600 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just got the gear in the oven finishing up. I predict a real nice result. There's been some crazy powercuts and shit so there isn't a lot of #3 around. I guess there would've been some if we'd decided to drive further. But fuck that. I just grabbed some morphine and we headed home so I could do it myself.

Just finished the last of it, it came out a nice deep red colour. I really got the first step down which is really a huge indicator of the end quality (fuck it up and you're pretty much guaranteed an average acetylation) anyway, I did it and came back and mixed it with the solution of methylphenidate I did up while I waited for it to acetylate.

I divided it in two and gave OGP his, then divided mine in half and did my first one with a balloon of nitrous and some triazolam. Just about to do some more nitrous and will do my second speedball soonish. Will listen to Nick Cave's Tender Prey
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Wed, 11 Apr 2018 05:57:09 EST ID:5I9mlg81 No.594601 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I intended to post here the other night when I was doing the usual h because I was lucky enough to also try the infamous so-called 'date rape' drug flunitrazepam aka Rohypnol. I see nz posted about it up there but I'll rant anyway. It's water-soluble like midazolam and unlike most benzos; obviously that's its appeal for drink-spiking purposes. So I shot a few milligrams two or three times and while I knew it wouldn't come at all close to the level of hype over its sedative properties, it was definitely one of the more euphoric benzos I've done. It had a proper rush too, not quite on the level of euphoria that midazolam provides but it was still a pleasant wobbly sedating feel. I actually thought it felt more like a barbiturate than a typical benzo. Oh yeah I was also taking a bit of triazolam on top that night too... now it makes sense that I forgot to post here~

and bump for tonight too - nz turned two greys (200mg morph) and we split that between us. Added a touch of methylphenidate to enhance the rush and then to fade off letting the opi take over. It's enough gear to split my dose into two, so I still have another shot to do later (or... soon, lol). BWN
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Terror Incognito - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 01:07:25 EST ID:IGBTjaYl No.594639 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459

3 mg Clonazepam, 4 mg of Diclazepam and 2 mg of Hydromorphone.

feelin' gooooood
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Aciddrop !tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 02:59:50 EST ID:+KZfcyFF No.594641 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>be last night
>be wanting to get a small bit of meth since tolerence is down
>Meth dealer ironically asleep
>Buy half a Suboxone instead from chick that lives with meth dude
>Speed freak chick hits me up after I slam 2 mg bupe(sub)
>"I need cigs"
>"I need ice"
>Proceed to have to go back to the same damn building I was at for the sub.
>Turns out speed girl is staying on the floor above my usual guy with someone.
> Bring her a 6.35 pack of Marlboro blacks
>Get at least a 10th of ice, if not more.
>End up with some opiates and ice for less than it would have been if I purchased it.

Bout to slam some sub. I had enough ice for 4 good shots. Been speeding about 24 hours now. Coming down soon though...bump for sub.
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Nell Bublingped - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 03:28:30 EST ID:+Byjk7eX No.594642 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on dat dope with my frannnnz, jamming some Margot & The Nuclear So-and-So's! I love you guys! My fave board on my fave imageboard for always!
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Reuben Pisslenatch - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 06:24:47 EST ID:mADPRG2B No.594643 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594641
I always wonder where do you people live to get that kind of stories, seems there's more drugs in one building that in my whole city
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Lillian Gundlekane - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 09:11:36 EST ID:jNlELYhU No.594651 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594643
There was like 2
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Fanny Backlenutch - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 10:48:47 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.594653 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wassup /opi/ ? Bumpin on some good ol Heroin. Have a nice day /opi/ !
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Nigel Sungerford - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 11:30:12 EST ID:TuPLoHuq No.594656 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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12 mg hydromorph contin crushed in a mortar and pestle and snorted, smoking on some homegrown indica and chilling with my homie watching some ATHF. Gonna chef up some omelette du fromage in a bit and prolly take some more hydro in another couple hours. Happy nodding y'all.
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William Banderridge - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 16:28:04 EST ID:3IrsKkUO No.594670 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumpin' on FTL seeds, about 3 cups worth mixed with lemonade. Still tastes awful but Im getting buzzed quickly BWN
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Nathaniel Pesslefare - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 21:02:24 EST ID:sp3oJS0C No.594677 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not exactly BWN material but I thought you might be interested. I'm testing 2-MCF at the moment, presumed to be 2-methyl-carfen(fill in the rest) and it looks like it's turned out to be a total dud. I've dosed 170ug as of twenty minutes ago, to no effect. When I'm testing a newish chem I tend to get negative placebo effects like a generalized pressure in my skull, sweating, jitters and so on. I know these are psychosomatic but they still bother me and if I let myself get carried away they turn into definite symptoms of permanent neurological damage.

I'll try 500ug next but this isn't looking good, opioids have a fairly linear dose-response curve and so small doses of any active opioid should produce small but distinct opioid effects. Someone on circlejerk took 2mg to practically no effect, then mentioned they'd try larger doses at a later time. They haven't been online in nine days whereas before they would post multiple times a day. Hmmm. I'll titrate upwards to 1mg and then throw it away so I'm not tempted to take a dangerous risk.

Should've bought those damn poppy seeds instead. Hope you're all nodding nicely :)
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Beatrice Didgestit - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 21:57:59 EST ID:QwTrUAEU No.594678 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>never been on multiday binges
>never done any ROA other than oral and nothing harder than oxy
>been 3 weeks since I last had any opis
>tfw plug got fucking murdered and no new plugs anytime soon, maybe never again given the opi crackdown

>fantasize about nodding out every now and then

Man yall were right this shit is fucking good, TOO fucking good.

It's probably for the best that I don't have a constant supply of opis. I still feel awful about my plug tho, even if we weren't "close" friends and just acquaintances.
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Charles Genderstone - Fri, 13 Apr 2018 05:33:15 EST ID:8f6dhDzs No.594685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
On a small corner of that pressed fake Pakistani OC80. What the hell is in these? Lasts 1h in the nose, gives a really funny hypnotic high like great for taking a shit... crashes a bit but fortunately the sweet spot is a very low dose.
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Doris Clandertodge - Fri, 13 Apr 2018 13:58:20 EST ID:mADPRG2B No.594690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
did half of my usual dose of PST because that's all I had left, funny thing my pupils got so big cause of withdrawal they look normal now
I was so fuckin sure I have at least one pill of oxy left somewhere in this junkyard I call my room but I only found some tramadol, ain't gonna complain about that

tomorrow I'm not only getting more dope but also quite a lot of benzos, gonna be a good time
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 13 Apr 2018 15:04:05 EST ID:VtANoEn+ No.594693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594678
If you want to it will probably find you, hunt you and enslave you

Cheers to and have fun with your future dope addiction!
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David Fucklewill - Fri, 13 Apr 2018 16:09:34 EST ID:sUJ18T5Y No.594695 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459
Nodding on some Fentanyl analogue which has long legs and significantly more euphoria than fentanyl. This is the best bag I've had in a while. ot much else to say today.

BWN
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 00:06:22 EST ID:1E7crKB+ No.594703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Had a decent couple of speedballs last night. Woke up this morning, got my methadone. Opened the papers and saw some kid from my old neighborhood (OGP's too) just got sent down for two years for some darknet shit. Cops are really ramping up on it here. I was lucky to be one of the first people tried for it here.

>>594685
Ones I've seen that were analysed had fentanyl, diazepam and paracetamol. Others had just valium and apap.
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Emma Chivingmure - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 02:17:49 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.594705 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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wassup /opi/? noddin on some decent heroin right now. I hate to say this ... but... i will never go back to sniffing. I'm gonna be an iv user from here on out. It's just... I've become way too well adjusted to it. Since my tolerance has been growing too ... shootin dope in the morning, honestly... it more than anything just kinda feels like drinking a cup of coffee. Seriously... I know that if I put more dope in my shot then I would probably get the effect that I'm actually looking for but i'm on a limited budget.

So I have no choice but to shoot small doses in an effort to stretch out my dope so that it lasts me as long as my allowance will allow so that I don't become sick. And that's what it's really all about nowadays. I'd rather not be sick than get high. So... with all that being said..... Cheers /opi/ ... I'll be bumpin this thread tomorrow morning for my morning dose.
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Charlotte Duckfield - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 06:46:32 EST ID:OLVBSX4v No.594706 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594703
Wow those are some wack recipes. I think mine are more like U-44770 or some very short lasting atypical RC. It doesn't have fentanyl effects.
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SashaButterfly🦋 - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 16:55:20 EST ID:kosthh3l No.594718 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hi /opi/ been a min since I posted

Been clean 5 months. Doing h for the first time in forever. Met up with a cutie on Grindr and they smoked me up on crack and let me shoot some heroin. I'm heading out with the older bi guy friend of them to grab more crack and heroin. Possibly Tina as well.
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Henry Honderlock - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 17:07:50 EST ID:8cGSyhVi No.594719 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594718
Well well a /stim/fag in our lands eh?
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Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 19:00:29 EST ID:B8hqdvN2 No.594723 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459
man /opi/ is it just me or is probably the best and worst part of addiction struggling to get clean for awhile ya know long enough to fix most of your tolerance issues and then just full on relapsing then going back into nasty w/ds and at the peak doing another fat dose? its one of my favorite and also worst feelings in the world.

been feeling like shit so i spent my rent money on a shitload of tianeptine which i meant to last me like 2 months and ate fucking all of it in two weeks like a stupid fucking fiend. been in w/ds for a few days and man tianeptine has some special gross w/ds, i mean nothing like the body crawls and insanity that is high dose fent w/ds but man its certainly up there for some of the worst mental side effects of w/ds. so been suffering thru that but spent the last of my money on 3 pounds of BRM which like dont seem amazing right now but were good enough. no w/ds even feeling decent and have some euphoria coming up. about to make the second wash.

also in other amusing news i was FINALLY able to get my 14-ethoxy-metopon through customs. had to sign a crazy waiver saying i wasnt importing anything dangerous and send it to like a bunch of customs officials to get it released. i was amazed they actually let it go. Of course when i fucking get it home first im missing half the order presumably taken by customs since the other half the order was 14-phenylpropoxy-metopon which is about equipotent to etorphine. second i ordered 15 grams of each and got 25 of the 14-ethoxy. and of course 3 its not even fucking 14-ethoxy-metopon i emailed back the lab and they were like well yah of course it is its just labeled wrong to pass customs, prove its not 14-ethoxy or we do nothing. so now i need to mail a sample to energy control if i even want a refund/reship. They didnt even ship me a fucking opi. IM SO PISSED. they sent me 98% purity 4-hydroxy-cinnamic acid. for reals. i even tasted it and capped a bunch to see and it tastes like cinnamon so hard and is acidic enough to burn my mouth and consuming over 100 mg didnt even get me a buzz. I mean i guess theres probs fun shit i can make with it but what a fucking hassle.

oh then on top that my next order of 14-cm-ocdn was either simply fraudulent or was supposedly stopped by chinese customs but i find that unlikely. so thats cool.

just finished my first wash and made wash two. amazingly feeling a bit itchy and flushed and morphine ish. probs the only benefit of tianeptine is the very minimal cross tolerance with traditional opis.

so i guess bump for at least being high. idk if ill nod or not but at least ill be feeling nice well into the evening.
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Cornelius Fellylock - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 22:58:20 EST ID:ThMC9U4b No.594736 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594705
i don't know why you are bragging about this. Say goodbye to your circulatory system
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SashaButterfly🦋 - Sat, 14 Apr 2018 23:18:39 EST ID:8Gks/2Y/ No.594739 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Damn that was some fire dope my date gets too. Worth the drive from South Lyon to the D. I got home, settled in and I'm still nodding mad cozy. I been clean 5 months and did a good amount of h too. It's a rare treat for me now but I feel fantastic. Excellent night!

>>594719
Hehe yeah I like opi too tho
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sun, 15 Apr 2018 04:16:45 EST ID:wKnDDy+7 No.594747 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been a while since I've bumped this thread. Broke down and bought a couple pounds of poppy seeds. These seeds are really knocking me on my ass!
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badcard - Sun, 15 Apr 2018 12:50:01 EST ID:R2UDAKlT No.594748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hi guys,
Im in Prague for more than 1 year now and I find it difficult to have good heroin here.
If anyone has a good connection, I would really appreciate.
You can contact me on telegram.
My name is badcard.
Thanks
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MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Sun, 15 Apr 2018 14:41:03 EST ID:IWSaLYtU No.594755 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459
What up fucko's
I've been traveling the country for free, getting high as fuck along the way.
Will update once home. But I am still alive if anyone cares.
Hows the lot of you doing?

Much love.
Been munching Diaz, Clonaz, Nitraz, Pregabalin, Methadone and Heroin ALL day.
Guess ill BUMP, just did a small shot of Methadone at 3 AM after I woke up after a LONGGG nap. Shot 75mg of done after some Clonaz earlier
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 15 Apr 2018 22:13:31 EST ID:1E7crKB+ No.594770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just had my methadone so far. Scoring later tonight. Got to pay back quite a bit of debt to my dealer but it's cool. I'll hopefully get a few other things with it.

>>594705
The other guy is right. You should aim to shoot as little as you can. Make your veins last. I never cared til they went. I used to have amazing, easy to hit veins.

You should just do your shot and then use methadone orally to help get you through. Just buy some on the street. Methadone is pretty cheap. Especially if you get a regular arrangement to buy someones takehomes or script.
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Eliza Blatherspear - Sun, 15 Apr 2018 22:29:41 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.594771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wassup /opi/ just scored some H right now and bout to put it in my circulatory system. I was really worried today that my dealer wasn't gonna call me... took him fucking 4 hours to call me back... jesus... i wasn't starting to worry i was gonna have to go without tonight. Anyways, bwn /opi/
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David Blebberput - Mon, 16 Apr 2018 00:34:55 EST ID:TL9RF9fI No.594774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Finally can bump this shit. I nodded today after 3 months. Feels good man! The dope I got definetly had fentanyl in it and I dont like the high of it as much but the high lasts way longer. I am also dabbing and I nixed the dope with coke. The best part about this is I hadn't made any connections for hard drugs in my new city and now i have 3.
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David Cettingsatch - Mon, 16 Apr 2018 00:48:26 EST ID:b9g63N+N No.594775 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594755

What have you been doing to accomplish this?
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Mon, 16 Apr 2018 01:00:45 EST ID:CeSbtG40 No.594776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>594459
Banp the nlige up for this evening was 32 more mg of dillies, 46 mgoxy, 1.5mg xanax, and 3mg bromazolam with some herb and some beerr. Pritty good night have tomorrow morning off so gettin trashedtonight.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 16 Apr 2018 07:21:22 EST ID:1E7crKB+ No.594788 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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tl;dr Fatass speedball of uncut (none of that street "uncut") and some extras to potentiate (promethazine, cyclizine, low dose dxm)

Shot a real great, nice and strong speedball. Took 50mg of cyclizine with my 'done during day after scoring and then later after scoring as I began to get it prepped I popped 30mgs of dxm and 25mgs promethazine IR. While shooting, which has been bad lately, I had another run of good luck. Got it in a usually impossible spot, but it's such a good vein it makes a difference. I got it no digging. Everything is on my side tonight. Even got another shot for later that's even bigger than the first soonish.

New flatmates are moving in. We went out to score and everything was going right. Payment I was expecting to be late came back on time. Usually it's at least an hour later. Then after a week of no powder available, things are back to normal. I paid off most of my huge debt to the dealer, got a couple of clonazepam and also a box of nos for OGP and I. Also our regular heroin and ritalin too. Goes without saying. But I even got a price break on that and we're going to try an interesting new system

Two great people. They use but they realy have it together. Well to be fair, they rarely use anything except methadone. One every few months. But tonight they're making an exception for an impromptu flatwarming party and the homebake was just completed. 300mgs I believe it was. Anyway this dude is a bit of a whizz with chemistry. Like he has amazing knowledge. I'm going to try get him posting. Cos he knows anything you think to ask
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Q !57aon8jsJ2 - Mon, 16 Apr 2018 22:31:21 EST ID:8jokqkrn No.594814 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459
bump. my pipe broke that i used for when i would smoke 3-me-fuf and 14-cm-ocdn. exposing a ton of really dense dry resin i coudnt reach to scrape and didnt iso wash. the resin had a ton of opis in it and now im nodding. so yay and bump
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Barnaby Hennerfuck - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 17:20:34 EST ID:eecDPtG7 No.594846 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was supposed to hang out with my girlfriend tonight. Went to her place and left awkwardly late. Withdrawal fucked me earlier than I thought. Also my frenulum is broken to the extent that the bleeding is ruining my clothes.

Now I'm happily nodding on this mystery research chemical fake pill. Good nite /opi/
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Barnaby Hennerfuck - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 17:22:17 EST ID:eecDPtG7 No.594847 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594788
Cyclizine woo

I /del/ tripped on that shit when I was 15 el em ef a o
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m - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 20:06:49 EST ID:9kPnaExh No.594854 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>594814

Check your shit pls...I replied to your last question you had for me.

BWN on 30oz of PST, 50/50 SN/FTL. Going to order some o-dsmt this week because I'm tired of shit seeds and want something that's equally cheap without dealing with chems that can cause an OD below the 50mg range. It comes from China and takes like 6-16 days, so fuck me. It better make it through customs.

Wish me luck boys.
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Albert Tillingstone - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 20:59:26 EST ID:OWIHTBeF No.594857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459
Empty fucking stomach enjoying these fine ass oxy 10s. Popped two of the motherfuckers down my throat, just chillin watching The Big Lebowski.
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Cedric Crupperstock - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 21:51:16 EST ID:NhRlRmq4 No.594859 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594776

I'm a newfag, waht's your story? You have some horrific disease that lets you get access to all these opiates? I mean, I'm not a fucking idiot, I'd rather have no opis and not have a horrifically debilitating/agonizing disease then have opis but have what you got.
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Simon Fenkinchene - Tue, 17 Apr 2018 22:12:13 EST ID:5FD49qbz No.594863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Question for you guys...

Anyway to make oxycontin pluggable?
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MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 07:03:18 EST ID:IWSaLYtU No.594887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594775

>What have you been doing to accomplish this?
To accomplish what my friend?
>>594788
I LOVE shooting Cyclizine with my Methadone (Occasionally and safely).
I'm traveling in another major city and Normison(Temazepam) GelCaps used to be BIG country wide in the heroin scene here but they were banned due to the obvious results of people injecting them but they have been replaced by people shooting the equally dangerous UniSom GelCaps and while thats almost unheard of in the generation of junkies from where I'm from but its HUGE down here.
Now the aim is unclear; Nobody has been able to accurately tell me if the intention is to inject the Diphenhydramine Unisom's or the Doxylamine version.
Either way nasty habit.

Hope we're all well. I've been doing swimmingly.
Found a girl to fuck too.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 09:22:31 EST ID:1E7crKB+ No.594889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Good two shot night. Had two good speedballs and played smash bros. Just about to retire to bed. I'm still mildly high but everyone's going to sleep here so I'm going to chil in bed watching stuff. Definitely a good night.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 09:25:35 EST ID:1E7crKB+ No.594890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594887
nb but yeah I've just started fucking with cyclizine and I quite enjoy it. Haven't IV'd it yet. But I will soon. Next time I shoot some methadone is when I will. But otherwise, I've just been having it oral. It's already really nice to have when I take both orally. I can't wait to try cyclizine in a methadone speedball.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 09:32:54 EST ID:1E7crKB+ No.594891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>594890
This one is from about 7 years ago now. The time sure flies! nbnb
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Wesley Sishwerk - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 09:48:48 EST ID:QVU1g0Nk No.594892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Doc gave me a repeat script of codeine. can get any time now, what a dude!
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Emma Fushdatch - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 10:44:43 EST ID:TuPLoHuq No.594893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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NB as I'm just about to make the trip to pick up, really looking forward to this, getting 24 mg hydromorphone for the day, don't have to work so I'm just going to get fucked, smoke some herb and bump some KOOL AD, maybe watch some ATHF. Love y'all, I'll be noddin' with y'all soon <3
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Emma Fushdatch - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 12:13:16 EST ID:TuPLoHuq No.594894 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>594893
Just got home and I'm about to rail 12 mg hydromorphone straight to the DOME. Fuck this is going to be a good day off, saving the other 12 mg for later tonight.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMyVBhjtHis
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Molly Soblingfotch - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 12:49:31 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.594897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yo wassssup mah nigga /opi/ ? Godayum /opi/! ... I fuckin scored about half a gram of some pretty decent dope yesterday. This dope should last me until about Sundy. Maybe Saturday. Also gonna get some meth today as well. Gonna come home and have myself a massive jerk session. In between I'm gonna be doing dope to keep me from coming so I can keep the everlasting jerk session going. Have a nice day /opi/!
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Betsy Lightway - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 20:02:51 EST ID:xe+epmCj No.594915 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>594897
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Terror Incognito - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 01:39:04 EST ID:IGBTjaYl No.594919 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594459

nodding the fuck out on

>4mg Hydromorphone
>9mg Diclazepam
>lots o weed

I'm noddin hard mann
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Terror Incognito - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 01:53:33 EST ID:IGBTjaYl No.594920 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594919

btw, I have a huge tolerance to diclazepam. I'm just nodding hard on the hydro
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Archie Numblepig - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 04:02:00 EST ID:GVVsLhs4 No.594923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594863
Just crush and mix and shoot. I've even done it by inserting the powder with my finger... but that takes a gay asshole. You either need a syringe or a gay asshole.
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Samuel Gaffingcocke - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 08:38:35 EST ID:z+Ci2Ec0 No.594928 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Here’s my post, I misplaced it
>>594926
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Clara Goffingford - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 12:27:00 EST ID:TuPLoHuq No.594937 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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12 mg hydromorph contin railed, bumping some underground golden era hip hop and smokin ciggies, GM SAY IT BACK.
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Shitting Cherrylack - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 18:37:03 EST ID:5FD49qbz No.594946 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Package didn't land today. What a fucking surprise. I don't know if it's vendors or the post office but late packs have become the standard last few months. Been waiting two weeks on a CBD tincture alone..

Bumping on my last Subutex, plugged it just for the weak buzz I got now. Fuck I wish I lived in a real city with real drugs.
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George Cluffingshit - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 23:11:42 EST ID:MYWQpqEQ No.594958 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594946
How unlucky, I always wonder how I get packages from Europe in 7-10 days, always, being close to the ocean helps I bet, also, more north than northern Maine.
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Martin Winnerwater - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 23:48:44 EST ID:5FD49qbz No.594960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594958
You bastard. I used to get packages from the EU that fast but even my domestic priority packages seem to take a week anymore. I always get paranoid they must be watching my mail but the packs always land eventually just way late. Actually had to message a vendor today.
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Clara Bazzledock - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 02:15:15 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.594963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wassup /opi/ you muda fuckaz you...anyways... I know i said my half gram I bought from ealier was suppose to last me until Saturday or Sunday... well .... that didn't work out. So I had to go and score some more dope today. Scored a half of a half of a gram. I also made the oh so WONDERFUL discovery that the sexual dysfunction caused by my anti-depressant is too much for even a sniffing a bunch of meth... what a bunch of a fucking bullshit. Here I am snorting line after line of methamphetamine and I still can't get hard... fuckin... goddamit...
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Walter Hacklemodge - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 12:07:01 EST ID:jNlELYhU No.594970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594963
That's not normal even for us
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George Cluffingshit - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 18:47:30 EST ID:MYWQpqEQ No.594983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594970
Yeah, we've all heard of stimdick, I guess he didn't for some reason?

Get some L-Arginine, I would use that to enrich my blood of oxygen when having fucking marathons on a hell lot of Dexedrine with my ex.
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 05:23:58 EST ID:CeSbtG40 No.594989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Early morning bump.

Got up, let the animals out, checked on the rabbits and chickens(been having problems with coyotes again), and have just sat down with a tasty bowl, a nice hot cup of Yemen Mokka, 30mg oxy and 8mg hydromorphone to ease into my morning. Going to chill a bit before making breakfast and heading off to work.

Hope you guys are having a great weekend, opi!

>>594859
Have a look through my posts here(Just ctrl+f my name) it should give you a good idea. If you have any specific questions or anything I'll try my best to answer them if I can. As I mentioned in one of those threads I made the mistake a while back of revealing a little too much info about myself over time resulting in someone from here piecing my identity together and contacting me IRL. Thankfully it was someone I had known on here for a while and it ended up being okay but it could have went very differently and it did spook me a bit so I try to be more careful now about what info I give out now. I don't want to risk my script or have something happen. Hope that makes sense. I'm more than happy to help/provide what info I can if you or anyone else has questions though.

https://web.archive.org/web/20180310165438/http://boards.420chan.org/opi/res/592732.php

https://web.archive.org/web/20180310165437/http://boards.420chan.org/opi/res/591725.php
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Walter Honderwutch - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 06:57:46 EST ID:jNlELYhU No.594990 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594983
He's on about going full potato not just stimdick
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 11:01:46 EST ID:1E7crKB+ No.594992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just bumping, had a speedball earlier on. Hanging out with my new flatmate and going through my old writing and shit. It's a real trip. He was the dude who hooked me up / sold me the ampoules of benzos back in the day (pic related) if anyone remembers.

Anyway had some powder and 3 rits and then put together a big score for this dude of some dexamphetamine and clonaz. I got some ritalin and weed thrown in for arranging it. Been doing a fair bit of nitrous today with my shots lately. Both the ritalin I shot an hour or so ago and the speedball earlier I had nitrous with. High as jolly african-american pie atm. Had a bit of G too and feeling good.
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Reuben Willerpodge - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 17:02:26 EST ID:tDpLqS6E No.594997 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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lads

my opi tolerance is through the roof (experienced pod tea and pst user here), but today for novelty's sake, I took 550mg tram. Still got another 50mg to take. Not worried about seizures since that risk is greatly exaggerated and I've taken 600mg many times with no problems. But I've just taken 2 'street' 10mg valiums. honestly I think they're underdosed but I'm nodding mildly, which is weird because I dont even have any euphoria. To be fair, half of it is probably just lack of sleep.

so im not gonna stop breathing from this...r-right? I know it'll be fine but if one of the nodsquad could reassure me that would be really nice. It's just I never take benzos with my opis
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Reuben Willerpodge - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 17:18:13 EST ID:tDpLqS6E No.594999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594992
I know there;s no soure talk allowed but where the fuck does one find amps of benzos and opis?? I'd love to have it just for the novelty. Experienced with amps as well (roider)
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Thomas Sinkinpeg - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 17:31:08 EST ID:DHvqhJpm No.595004 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>594989
Might I ask you how early you wake up to fend off coyotes + peacefully drug your ass while reading something AND THEN make breakfast and go to work??
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Molly Tootville - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 18:14:32 EST ID:MYWQpqEQ No.595006 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595004
I just realized that if I don't try and force myself to go to sleep when I don't wanna with benz, and take my 8mg of sub at like 10 am I'm golden, I fell asleep on my desktop chair which is better for me anyway (slight apnea). Just ate some great salmon filet and having 4mg more with 18mg bromazepam and 50mg hydroxyzine after eating, I'm getting floaty. No more forcing myself to sleep and waste benzos and not enjoying it, I'll follow my non 24 hour circardian rhythm and babby nod all evening.
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Jack Ducklelon - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 19:42:17 EST ID:8cGSyhVi No.595011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>595006
I didn't quite understand you man, so you're stating that you sleep during irregular patterns throught the day ?
Not judging I'm just kinda high myself lel, but if that's it then you must be one hell of a dude, i've read that doing that will mess up your rem sleep and you'll just feel like shit all day.
Bumping with tapentadol and a joint of weed + 0,17 of opium latex
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Frederick Bittingfuck - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 20:29:18 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.595012 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Monkey watered two big chunks of tar. Fuck this shit is starting to come on it's GOOD
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Frederick Bittingfuck - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 21:13:24 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.595013 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595012
Think this shit might be cut with fent. Not complaining
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Isabella Trotford - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 22:11:48 EST ID:jNlELYhU No.595016 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595011
Lol waste

Oh well
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Oliver Gugglefuck - Sat, 21 Apr 2018 23:32:42 EST ID:8cGSyhVi No.595019 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595016
Its not a waste if you have all you can smoke opium buffet
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 00:38:32 EST ID:CeSbtG40 No.595023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finally got home and settled in after getting my ass kicked at work all day. Been working with this new kid and I don't think he is going to cut it.

Bout to sit down with 16mg hmorph, 30mg oxy, and 2mg kpin along with a couple more bong snaps and a beer or two. Think I'll start off with this Starless that's supposed to be a pretty good schwarzbier and then a Burial Tin Cup.

Think I'll start rewatching Love/Hate.

You guys up to anything good this evening?

>>595004
It depends on my schedule and stuff but often between 5-8. (I don't sleep a lot about 4-6 hours a night.) I usually don't head off to work until between 9-11 depending on what day it is and what I have to do. On the rare occasion I get a full day off, maybe once a month or more, I tend to sleep in until 9 or 10 but usually I only get one or two half days off per week and those are almost always in the evening.

I don't really like to just get up and go. I much prefer to take my meds, have some coffee, make breakfast, and relax a bit before I have to get started because my days are pretty hectic after that. Some of that time is spent working via emails, paperwork, etc though. I get quite a bit done in the mornings too which is good because I usually don't feel like doing much of anything once I get home at night.

As for the coyotes that isn't a typical thing. Usually you can hear them yipping like assholes and I'll just open the back door and fire a couple of shots into the hill directly behind my house and that is enough to scare them off but they(I'm assuming) fucked up my chicken coop a little bit Thursday night/Friday morning so I've been checking it until I can get in there and fix it tomorrow afternoon. They really are cowards though so there isn't a lot of fending off.
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Reuben Ciggleham - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 01:30:40 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.595024 Ignore Report Quick Reply
hey yo bwn /opi/ I bought a small quantify of some dope earlier this afternoon. I mentioned here in this thread that I also bought some meth 2 days ago. Man.... I don't think that I'm going to be doing meth anymore. In as little as 2 days of staying up I think I experienced Meth psychosis. Since I was 14 I have been having suicidal ideations. I have had to battle some pretty sever depression for many, many years.

Yesterday I did some meth in the morning and later that night I got into a nasty argument with my mom and right after I decided to go outside to smoke a cigarette. What was different about this time compared to other previous suicidal ideations is that this time I had the absolute and total conviction to act on my suicidal thoughts. Usually I brood heavily on killing myself and end up doing nothing but last night I had something that I have never had before : Absolute conviction to act on my thoughts. I thought to myself "Even if suicide is nonsensical to begin with, its even more nonsensical to be constantly thinking about it but never acting on it.
There is no way this is not gonna happen. Even if I don't really want to."

I put out my cigarette, went back inside, grabbed a knife and stabbed myself. I pierced through the first couple of layers of skin for sure because I was bleeding . I would estimate that the knife pierced through my stomach a quarter of an inch. As soon as she heard the blood curdling screams coming from the kitchen my mom came rushing to my aide and laid me down on her bed. The cut I did to myself was by non means fatal but not totally benign either. My mother swabbed the wound with rubbing alcohol and put a band-aid on me. What ensued afterwards can only be attempted to be described. After the argument I got into with mom earlier, I had felt like... maybe the world had not ended but certainly my world had come to an end. When I was much younger I had a lot of trouble finding friends. There was no group of people that wanted to enlist my friendship. A lot of the times I had felt like... not just those people hated me but the entire world had hated me. I used to cry so much when I thought this.

The 2 main things that led me to believe that I was experiencing Meth induced psychosis were:
>Number 1: I was experiencing hallucinations out of my peripheral vision.
>Number 2: I would have a thought and started saying it out loud. In the middle of me talking my mind would switch to another unrelated thought and I would start describing that thought. What came out of my mouth ultimately made no sense.

After all of this happened as I was laying on the bed, I felt a level of guilt that I have never truly once in my life felt before. I felt I had done this to not only myself but also to my mother and my brother. I was disgusted with myself. Absolutely, positively disgusted with myself. As I was laying there I came to the realization that I was a piece of shit for a son. I had to do something for my mom to make up for all of this chaos I had introduced that night into my families lives. In my mind I never really understood how an act such as this would cause so much pain to my family. I thought that I can do whatever I see fit with my life even if that includes throwing it away.

I'm still trying to think up of a way to make it up to my mom. She doesn't deserve to have happen to her that which I created and then took aim at her with. Anyways... bwn /opi/
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Reuben Ciggleham - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 01:46:24 EST ID:23ewvkMM No.595025 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595024
If anyone is interested in what meth induced psychosis feels like (assuming that is what happened to me) It kind of sort of feels like you're in a dream in that you rationalize your actions the same way you would as in a dream. That is to say that there is no rationalization behind your actions.It feels like life is just a stream of consciousness that you're flowing in but that you have no control over. It's like being a canoe in a voilent river minus the canoe.
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Frederick Bittingfuck - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 02:19:51 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.595026 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595013
>>595012
Nvm what a waste of money there was like a grain of fen t the rest of the dope barely has me high and I've done hits so fat it it weren't total garbage I would be dead as fuck
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Frederick Bittingfuck - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 02:22:26 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.595027 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595026
Fucking lame i should habe known better when he offered to deliver it but I rolled the dice because the last several times I went to him he has good dope
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Frederick Bittingfuck - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 02:25:28 EST ID:p0QjXfvg No.595028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595023
Also fuck yes love hate
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Fuck Grimdale - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 11:37:30 EST ID:DyitE2yO No.595045 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have to go to Methadone clinic 6 days a week. Sunday is the only day I get a tale home, goddamnit.

>110mg Methadone
>25mg

This is what we call, "barely getting by"..
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Thomas de Queasy - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 12:10:18 EST ID:vWSsOVZo No.595047 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Got 350mg of IV M in me, a couple grams of hash, some leftover 80mg diazepam and 140mg methadone, and most of a bottle of wine.

Gonna go work on some translations I have to do for some student friend's PhD. Or maybe just nod out, and then work. Refill tomorrow, and I'm smoking the last of my hash anyway.
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Oliver Gugglefuck - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 14:08:47 EST ID:8cGSyhVi No.595048 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595047
How are you gonna translate shit you’re basically a junkie?
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Clara Hablingwater - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 17:14:35 EST ID:8X1fhebR No.595057 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595048
Gr8 b8 m8
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John Billingfoot - Sun, 22 Apr 2018 17:19:47 EST ID:mADPRG2B No.595058 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>595047
your tolerance never stops to amaze me, Thomas
how long you are taking opioids? I have 6 years of expierence and got to about 2/3 of your M dose with any benzos I could get at given time


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