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Amphetamine, Cannabis, Phenibut, and Codeine.
Been years since I been able to get an opioid to agree with my system,
Do it's job-killing pain,
And bless me with a pleasant afternoon.
At long last, I find myself satisfied to an extent I consider to be satisfactory.
/start stim dump/
I have been deeply frustrated as Kratom seemed to reject me some time ago,
For some reason it would not stay in my system and if it did,
It would no longer ease my pain.
I needed to find one of it's cousins to help me.
Suddenly, I couldn't find opioids ANYWHERE.
I had dealt with handling and enduring incredible amounts of pain for sustained periods of time, they are not something I really even REQUIRE as a result, lest the injury be persistent.
I had forgotten about OTC codeine. Yes! Codeine. An old acquaintance. Perhaps they can help.
NOPE, OTC pills too weak for my applications.
CWE extraction and dilution with soft beverages resulted in absolutely no perceptible effects despite nearly a half-dozen or more trials of increasing dose up to 120mg.
I was stricken with pleurisy, and withstood constant pain ranging from a 4-9 on the pain scale before going to the hospital, having finally become fatigued after 36 days. Of course, they gave me nothing more than a pat on the back and a
>yep, that definitely sounds like it hurts. Get well soon.I am a professed drug user, as I have been foolish enough to be honest with my caregivers when actually seeking medical attention for drug-related injuries, and either by this prejudice or by some ridiculous hoop-jumping system implicated in the initiation of chronic pain management, left the hospital still in severe pain, with an empty hand and an absolutely exhausted mind and body within which to reside.
I had resolved to bear the pain of being violently ill 2-3x per day and rely on Kratom for relief on days where it was critical. That while I found the time to put aside to begin trolling the city to cold cop some Heroin (which I figured to be the cheapest, easiest to locate opioid around). I did some research and was relieved to find that it could be digested orally, and was not a frustratingly useless and dangerous drug like cocaine or ketamine. (Fentanyl adulteration aside, heroin purity aside - I would allergy test until I'd established a safe analgesic dose).
If anyone has managed to stay awake long enough to read this this far,
I do need your help.
Have you ever heard of a Tylenol 900 series?
They gave me what they said to be "Tylenol 9XX." They also loudly proclaimed this same dose of ?medicine? along with IV antibiotics to the woman in the room next to me.
Well, I could give a fuck about how much codeine was in it. codeine had proven to be a hit-or-miss, unpredictable and underwhelming, ineffective drug so far. I noticed a reduction in pain of about 20%, if that wasn't completely placebo.
I would later look it up to find if it had caffeine, as I seriously need to avoid that nerve poison, and found almost no information on this drug.
Am I being lied to? They've been doing that constantly ever since I started being honest with them. Ah well, probably all the 'noia from the 'phetamines. (It's not, they bold-face lie and I actually trust the validity of the label given to the drugs I am sold by them less than those I might find on the street.
Good medicine. Mmm.
Here's the thing, ya'll, ready your /tinfoil/.
The very next morning I awoke to find my pain reduced down to a range of 1-4, and this faded over the next four days and has not returned since.
I was prepared to go through the embarrassing, fultile, and likely (in some sick twistwed way) further damning route of seeing my rather conservative GP about going on PAIN MEDS as a CONFESSED (and repentant, oh so repentant clean my dirty little self of this filth pls) drug user.
Hopefully I'll find a plug who sells intoxicants and some of those less user-friendly (LOL) substances int he future and may probe them, learn from them, and add them to the halls of my growing exhibit of intentially-spoiled, insignificant samples of psychoactive substances of ill or other repute.
If you read through this, thank-you. You're cool. I hope your headache isn't worse now hahahah
(are posts this large permitted on 420chan?)