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Bump when nod by nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 13:09:44 EST ID:sTwAJ8Lj No.597547 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The bump when nod has died, let it rip in peace. When one dies, another is born. BWN, etc

Blasted two speedballs tonight, ate some clonaz and about to shoot some plain old fashioned hammer by itself. For a change of pace.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 13:20:41 EST ID:sTwAJ8Lj No.597548 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Carried over:
>>597494
Okay so again tonight, I have the same reaction! 6 shots total or 3 days 2 shots a day in a 4 hour or so period. I had a solution of it in a bottle at 1 microgram per ml and the first time I suck up one or two tenths of a ml. It's good. Hard to say if it's better than usual but I'd lean towards yes. Nothing like "OMG life changing, I can nod again!" like I'd read but hey. Anyway, the second shot on the first night I added about 4 tenths of a ml (basically 4 lines on a 3ml syringe, each ml being 10) and I felt a bit of goodness at the start and then it went bleh. I felt mildly withdrawaly. Hard to say if it was stim paranoia though. You know how you can manifest sympoms if you think you have them? Next night same thing. One line the first time and then the second shot I do about 2 lines. Same experience in both shots. FIrst is great. Second is meh. Third night now, I do a small line in my shot and it was great and the second one I add about the same amount and it's bleh! again. I don't understand it. I kept thinking maybe I mixed up the solution with the naltrexone and the water. Since I keep both in my old methadone takehome bottles.

I think I'm going to only do it on my first shots. Often I'll be doing exactly the same dose or only 10% bigger so I get a bit of a letdown experience since your first shot of the night is always the best and unless you wait hours and hours oir double the dose you're not going to get much. So letdown + stimulant paranoia could equal me thinking I'm in withdrawal. I thought it earlier but after a shower I feel fine. I've been doing it in the same shot with my gear. Maybe I need to just take it orally before I do the shit. Like half an hour or so then shoot my normal shot.

Done two speedballs tonight with that ULD naltrexone for potentiation. Not 100% convinced but I'll definitely keep experimenting with it.
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Cyril Fummerhetch - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 14:02:19 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.597550 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597547
Ah a nice fresh BWN thread, that's two in a row for u nz!

Bumping on a heavy 20 gram dose of green maeng da kratom, about an hour in feeling nice and cozy with the euphoria in full effect. Waiting on my oxy guy to roll through tonight but he just messaged me saying he hasn't heard back from his supplier yet so I might be waiting until tomorrow. If that's the case then I'm just going to dose another 10 grams of kratom in another 3-4 hours and smoke some kush and nod out tonight. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Cyril Fummerhetch - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 18:32:11 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.597553 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597550
And the plug came through, aw yissss. I ended up dosing another 15 grams of kratom about 2 hours ago and I just dosed 20 mg of oxycodone. Going to go plug my 69 Tele into my Hot Rod Deluxe and make some noise. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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David Briddlehall - Wed, 27 Jun 2018 23:52:12 EST ID:utv4GgeN No.597569 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597550
>>597553
nb, just wanted to say cool pics!
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Shitting Blocklehetch - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 03:00:51 EST ID:5tGVui5W No.597572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597547
staysafe
i tell you 'hwhat
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Edwin Pizzlewell - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 03:30:13 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.597574 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597569
Aw thanks my guy <3

Bumping off another 60 mg oxycodone, just got home from a friend's place whom I haven't seen for 5 years. We just recently found out we're both living in the same town, and we were chatting tonight and I brought up smoking together and she said she was out of weed but was down to smoke if I had bud. So I went to her place which was really nice and we smoked a bunch of bongs and watched some hilariously edited real crime docuseries about serial killers, and then watched an episode of Black Mirror. All in all a very pleasant sesh and a nice chance to reconnect with a good friend. Also she baked brownies and spoon fed me coffee ice cream while I was faded as fuck off the oxy and kush... Definitely ended up being worth leaving the house at 1 am lol. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Edwin Pizzlewell - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 11:32:51 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.597578 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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GM SAY IT BACK!
Bumping off a nice day off morning dose of 20 mg oxycodone and 10 grams of green maeng da kratom, gonna go out to the garage and smoke some weed and hopefully my guy will be able to roll through again today so I can grab some more of that sweet oxy. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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William Happerham - Thu, 28 Jun 2018 14:12:46 EST ID:7ysU1ckX No.597585 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Popped 600 mg of codeine with 2mg of eti, opening beer, high as a kite
T break was a great idea guys
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Nicholas Cannerfoot - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 01:00:30 EST ID:x7UugBDG No.597595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Got the weirdest looking tar of my life, but god damn it is also the best dope I've ever done
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 08:39:01 EST ID:sTwAJ8Lj No.597603 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Just shot the first speedball of the night. Went out earlier and scored enough for two of us to have two each. We're just chilling in my room. I'm talking to a friend and listening to music. As soon as it's viable to talk about, I've got a cool story from the scene here to tell. Just gotta wait on various events to happen and then I can talk about it and it won't matter..

>>597595
I made some H that looked just like that the other night. I sorta overdid it and left it in too long when I was on the final step. Gave Overgrownpath a histamine reaction. He had to swiftly swallow a few promethazine and chuck a bag of frozen peas on his head and neck. I faired better due to experience with similar gear. Probably cos I used as much water as I could and injected it super slow,

How was yours regarding histamine? prickles etc?

pic is from the larry clark tulsa series
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Nicholas Cannerfoot - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 11:50:24 EST ID:x7UugBDG No.597610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597603
It was definitely more of a histamine release than I am used to. I had already taken some dph though, and I always shoot pretty slow which might of helped.
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Emma Brookwater - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 12:53:51 EST ID:ZfOogHVc No.597611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597595

That there that dnm tar with the goofy stealth?

If so it is some good stuff
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Nicholas Cannerfoot - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 13:32:15 EST ID:x7UugBDG No.597613 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597611
It sure is. That stealth was amazing haha
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John Bundleway - Fri, 29 Jun 2018 22:58:58 EST ID:6jqwWocU No.597631 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off of:
1 point of #4 heroin chasing the dragon
20 mg diazepam down the hatch
Smoking on Lemon Haze flowers and vaping Pineapple Express extract

Hanging out with the homies, seshing, having some good conversations and listening to some good music. I’m lit as fuck right now, nodding heavy, I can barely keep my eyes open. I keep fading in and out while I’m writing this lol. This dope is strong as fuck, but it feels nice and clean, and the Valium is potentiating everything perfectly. Feeling comfy as fuck right now, happy nodding y’all. <3
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Esther Widdlefield - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 00:30:09 EST ID:drQjrXAQ No.597634 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been on suboxone for over a month. Just railed 20mg oxycodone and I'm really fucked up from having no tolerance anymore to opiates. Enjoying this high a lot.
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Caroline Blackman - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 04:34:44 EST ID:PEZgLrUV No.597635 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Used iv bupe earlier and just used some pst

>>597634
What dose of sub are you on? How much oxy did you need before starting bupe?
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Samuel Besslestock - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 15:27:06 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.597640 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597631
So I'm pretty sure that dope was cut with fent because this morning I ended up being hella sick, I had like half a point left but I tossed it because I'd heard rumors about stuff going around my town with fent in it and I'm almost 100% sure that's what I had last night.

Bumping off 6 mg hydromorphone, gonna stick to the pharms for a while until I can find a solid dope hookup where I don't have to worry about getting fentanyl in my shit. Happy nodding y'all.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 20:02:15 EST ID:b+mpb3mE No.597653 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 2mg clonazepam, some hashish, 3 shots of dope through the day.
Was on my uncles 50th birthday party earlier today, it was SLAYER af being able to reconnect with family again when I've been so distant for like 4 years.
Well anyway I eventually got to my friend/plug and popped the kpins and we started listening to some music, shoot his gun and did a dope shot now we're gonna eat some food.

Happy noddings!
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Fucking Gellerridge - Sat, 30 Jun 2018 20:32:29 EST ID:MbpcTz6u No.597654 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I did a 12 of dilly at 10 am a 30 at noon 4 6's at 3 pm and 14 1's plus a 4 at 6 pm

70$ well wasted holy fuck I hate having a tolerance I don't do this shit daily
on the bright side I found two 20's folded together beside a car tire also happy canada day/moving day in quebec my fellow fiends
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Charles Cherrybock - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 03:21:58 EST ID:6jqwWocU No.597662 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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18 mg hydromorphone
2 mg alprazolam
40 mg vyvanse
Smoking on lemon haze buds and vaping some 6 mg nic juice, chilling with the homies, posted up in the comfy mf chair and listening to some tunes while the guys play some COD. Feeling nice and lit off this little cocktail, might pop another 6 mg hydromorphone but tbh I’m feeling pretty damn good right now so I might just save it for later. Happy nodding y’all. <3
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Augustus Fevingworth - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 11:09:38 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.597663 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597662
good album
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Charles Cherrybock - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 18:51:18 EST ID:6jqwWocU No.597666 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597663
I’ve talked to Supa a couple times he’s a super humble and down to earth guy despite having worked with Lil Ugly and Denzel and a bunch more underground legends.

Bumping on:
8 mg hydromorphone
2 mg alprazolam
40 mg vyvanse

Smoking and chilling with the homies for Canada day, just made some grilled cheese and tomato soup, munching and watching movies in the basement to try to beat the heat. Happy nodding y’all. <3
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lol - Sun, 01 Jul 2018 23:08:08 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.597670 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597662

What route do you do your dilaudid?
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Fuck Blobberstere - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 01:44:14 EST ID:6jqwWocU No.597672 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597670
Intranasally, oral bioavailability is too low and I don’t IV. I know everybody has their own opinion of the superior roa for hydromrphome but I’ve always been a fan of snorting and I don’t plan on switching it up any time soon. Bumping on another 4 mg of hydromorph and 1 mg alprazolam. Happy nodding y’all.
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lol - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 02:21:51 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.597675 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597672

As long as you aren't eating it you're fine by me.
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Priscilla Fimmlewell - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 02:56:45 EST ID:lhVus5xz No.597676 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dope n dabs. Pretty fucked, gotta close one eye to post.
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Nz !!vVWR8L52 - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 07:56:14 EST ID:Ez6BcRU1 No.597682 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just a normal night here. 4mg of clonaz and two speedballs along with my methadone from earlier on. Playing time splitters 2
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BasedWolf - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 13:17:36 EST ID:1kDoea+8 No.597687 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597672
I just got 40mg dilaudid. Never done it before and was going to just eat 4mg because medical sites claim only 1% difference in bioavailability. Guess I'll give it a sniff instead.
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David Dottingstutch - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 14:03:53 EST ID:ab1xZAM6 No.597688 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597687
Ooweee have a fun time my guy, be careful that’s a strong mf dose.
Bumping off 6 mg hydromorphone and 40 mg vyvanse just flying through my shift, looking forward to getting home, ripping some bowls and taking a nice cold shower. Happy nodding y’all. <3
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Jarvis Nebberdale - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 14:04:55 EST ID:7ysU1ckX No.597689 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30 mg of oxy, snorting 10 mg cause I'm peaking right now, life is good when you don't need crazy amounts to get high anymore
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Frederick Hemmerkut - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 17:28:20 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.597690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597689
I know how you feel my guy, now that I'm not physically dependent and using every day, I can get lit as fuck off of doses so small that they barely used to keep me from getting sick. Bumping on another 6 mg hydromorphone smoking some bongs of lemon haze feeling nice and faded. Back during the height of my addiction I would need to take 12 mg just to keep from being sick, now 6 mg gets me nodding heavy. I even threw up after snorting it lol so you know it's real. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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BasedWolf - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 18:04:40 EST ID:1kDoea+8 No.597691 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597688
I decided on 8mg dilaudid and 40mg vyvanse, first time using either. Little nausea but I feel pretty darn good, thanks for the recipe.
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Frederick Hemmerkut - Mon, 02 Jul 2018 19:44:25 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.597693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597691
Very nice, hydromorphone and lisdexamfetamine is one of my favorite combinations. Definitely make sure to eat something either before or right after taking the vyvanse, I've made myself extremely nauseous taking that shit on an empty stomach. Bumping on another 6 mg hydromorphone, the 40 mg vyvanse I took this morning is finally starting to wear off, so the opiate buzz is starting to hit hard. The 6 mg hydromorph I took with that has definitely worn off by now, but the 6 mg I took 2 hours ago is still hitting me and the 6 mg I just railed now has got me feeling nice and cozy. Made plans with a friend earlier and she's been texting me to go over and sesh so imma make my way over to her house and get baked and watch movies.Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Jenny Blatherworth - Tue, 03 Jul 2018 20:31:12 EST ID:IfdtIEx+ No.597724 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 6mg hydromorphone and 40mg vyvanse. Took the vyvanse way earlier in the day so I’m starting to come down from it slowly, and I just railed the hydomorphone a couple hours ago so I’m still feeling nice and cozy just waiting for the nod to set in.

Taking an opi break for a few days with that last 6mg hydromorph being my last dose until Friday evening. The current schedule I’m basing my use off is definitely better than what I used to do (which was to pick up and use every day that I could afford to, until running out of money until my next paycheque and going into withdrawals). After detoxing and kicking the physical dependency, I knew I would have to follow a strict schedule to avoid ever having to go through withdrawals again. These days I’m picking up on the weekends only, and using 3 or 4 days in a row maximum (usually 3 but sometimes I’ll have Monday off so I’ll indulge). Then every week I go 3 or 4 days straight without touching any opis. Not only am I actually able to maintain this schedule financially, but my tolerance is way lower than it used to be and I actually get high every time I use now instead of just halting withdrawals.

All that, and I actually enjoy the time I spend sober from opis as much as the time I spend on them, which is a huge change from my mindset during the height of my addiction.

TL;DR - Learning to limit and control my opiate use has improved my life significantly, and I can actually enjoy them recreationally again now that I kicked the physical dependency. Sorry for the rant, happy nodding y’all. <3
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 00:05:55 EST ID:E5o04WRT No.597736 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597547
30mg diazepam (throughout the day), 0.5mg alprazolam, 25mg DPH, 15mg oxycodone, and booze
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 08:13:45 EST ID:Ez6BcRU1 No.597744 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on some GBL, clonazepam, and a fat as speedball oh and my 90mg dose of methadone maint, hardly worth mentioning that though. About to take more G and do another speedball. Fuck it's good G, got my so fucked up.

Hope everyone is well. I feel like something good might be headed my way. Maybe something horrible.
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Martin Munderstock - Wed, 04 Jul 2018 10:34:08 EST ID:wWE4KaxM No.597748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
nodding as fuck from 0.1mg of sub from 9 hours ago. i-i s-swear!
withdrawal is noddy in the sense that along with Lyrica, Jinro & Gorilla Glue, one of the comfiest things is literally nodding with my knees in my mouth to the beat of whatever music I'm listening to
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what !!QJGTUbuf - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 16:43:10 EST ID:ws4zX1x/ No.597794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
welp here i am again

just picked up a half after about 14 months clean

i don't think i'll make it a habit again (hopefully) but hot damn it feels good to get off off of one drag
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m - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 18:18:03 EST ID:wAyeVCqb No.597799 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597547
Been really working on getting clean, yet ULDN at just 25-50ug per day has allowed me to feel doses again. It's so weird. After 3-4 more weeks of tapering, it's 5-6 days of being clean/minimal kratom before inducing suboxone, probably 8mg but will quickly drop it to 2-4mg so my tolly isn't permafucked.

Time to really get off this ride. A d-amph script does wonders for acute and PAWS symptoms related to motivation. Without bupe it would just be a matter of time before an odsmt, cinnamoxym, pst, etc. relapse. Lexapro has been helping too...I think.

Bump on 13oz of 3-4/10 PST. Have to make a new order soon and am afraid the fire shit is just coming out the moment I don't need that. Oh well. Months ago doses of 3lb every 4 days was barely effective, so it's an improvement.

On a side note...someone referred to stimlion on stim as the M of stim...what? Do people hate me that much? Tf? I hardly post these days. Frankly being compared to SL beyond offends me, lmao, no offense SL. What am I posting that's a problem?

???

BWN PST+d-amph
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Panda5 - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 18:25:33 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.597800 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597799
I, personally don't think you're much like SL at all. Um, and are you "M. C." or have you always just been "m?"

Yeah, I've been trying to get clean, too, and I just relapsed pretty hard today after weeks clean. I also find that d-amp is very useful when going through PAWS, other than the PAWS and d-amp both making me extremely horny.
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Panda5 - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 18:30:42 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.597801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597800
Also, I'm BWN on PST + d-amph, too!
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Augustus Wiggletire - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 19:19:15 EST ID:wAyeVCqb No.597802 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597800

It's your boy Mario...but I've been more on the DL. I figured you would notice?

No
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dr. m - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 19:27:43 EST ID:wAyeVCqb No.597803 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597802

*nb fucking autocorrect. Also yeah, don't even get me started about PAWS + d-Amph libido. For some reason long term Dex + birth control pills has killed my wife's libido. She was convinced I was full of shit until she got off the BC and reduced the dex.

What's your scripted dose? I get 20mg/day from my bupe doc, and my wife gets 30mg/day. For some reason it seems easier to get a stronger dose than adderall, because dex is 4/3 the strength of addy but the docs don't know it. I'll probably get put on 30/day long term, but I don't want to push her being a bupe doc and all. I'm lucky enough a bupe doc will script dex knowing I use laudanum and sometimes benzos. Shits hilarious when I get my drug test back and every time PST makes it light up for all sorts of shit...amph before I was even on amph again, tricyclic antidepressants, pcp false positive, and a bunch of other shit.

You been ok on the relapse? Watch out because the seeds get good this time of year every single year.
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Panda5 - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 19:47:26 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.597804 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597803
40 mg/day of IR addy.

I've been on addy since 2004, I just refer to it as d-amph sometimes.

Somehow (bless my genetic makeup) just 10mg is enough to force jaw clenching and make sleep impossible for 8 hours, 20mg gets me high. I usually do binges, then use 5-10mg a day on the other days each month.

I get it Rx'd by my primary care doc, I've been popping positive for opiates and weed for nearly a decade with him. I think he knows that I'd turn to illegal stims if he didn't Rx me addy maintenance.

Yeah, I just relapsed about 6 hours ago and I'm still feeling fantastic. It (and your posts) have taught me that I have to limit my use to make it worthwhile, and limiting my use benefits family and work relations enormously. Hopefully both of us can keep up the 'chipping' lifestyle.
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bb - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 20:16:45 EST ID:PpmrGLt1 No.597805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597687
gtfo stim lion
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William Sicklekidge - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 21:25:37 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597810 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597687

If you are stimlioness im glad you’ve gotten into opis, you’re gonna like em more than any stim trust me.
Speedballs are great too
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lol - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 21:36:24 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.597811 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597810

I think/hope it's just another furry, I'll take a million furries over one stimlion,
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Notmypic - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 21:52:57 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597813 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597811

C’mon man you’ve been here for a long ass time you should be used to the degeneracy of it all.

I’ll take 100 stimlions over 1 nodson
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Sophie Pupperbot - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 22:28:02 EST ID:RSn4j9r3 No.597817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597813
The nodson area was bad but to me stimlion is on a whole another level
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lol - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 22:40:46 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.597830 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597813

That picture is beautiful, is that from hillbilly? Looks familiar
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William Sicklekidge - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 22:42:08 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597831 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597817

I digress, Nodson was one self righteous cunt.
I’ll gladly take Stims overly dramatic anime posting.
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William Sicklekidge - Thu, 05 Jul 2018 22:47:00 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597834 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597830

Idk how I missed your post man, aye, it’s hillbillys opi porn.
I have a whole stash of hillbilly opi porn lmao
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Alice Nockleham - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 01:24:24 EST ID:cwiIhwlu No.597857 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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finally got some black and its some fire. today was crescent fresh my po didnt drug test me which is great because aint no way I was passing it since I did a good shot of clear the day before, got a new connect the homie I met in county and he doesnt run on dboy time (hopefully that stays the same), I saw what happened to my old connect I guess he's back in town so I'm gonna see if he can help me get a job at the gas station he works at, me and my buddy are gonna go out tomorrow to try to get some pussy hopefully thatll work out, and my mom told me if I get a job she will use the settlement from the insurance for a down payment on a car for me. Everything turned out to be a pleasant surprise which is a nice change of pace. I'm going to do everything I can to keep this energy going. I hope you guys are having a good time and are staying safe. I've missed this board. I can't really bump this thread that much because I know if I do black regularly I will just say fuck everything and go back to boosting and shooting all day erry day and fucking up my parole so now my favorite pastime for a few years is now a every now and then thing which honestly isn't a bad thing. So now every time I do bump this thread I try to have it fulled with all the positive vibes and stoke I can muster.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzm1DY3hJL8
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Martha Fanspear - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 07:07:18 EST ID:X7oVXIxT No.597861 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597857

I have to ask. You've got a PO, so does that mean you were hit with a drug chrage? If you were, didn't they put you onto any sort of maint. program?

Questions boils down to: If that is the story, as in you're on a maint program with either methadone or Subs, why keep goin for H or anything else?

My sister herself graduated from an Outpatient program, and still has to do workcrew along with dealing with her PO, and I know she's still abusing, even though she gets Seroquil and Subs. That's what I just don't understand is, If you have what you need in order to maintain, and keep both the physical, and the worst of the psychological withdrawls at bay, why risk what little one has left?

I mean, I get that it feels amazing, but at the same time, it's just, inevitible that one will be caught within time.

Tl:dr: If you're on a maint. program, why bother risking your freedom? Without the general "I just love how getting high feels" excuse. Cause if it's that, then, well, it's that, I just usually assume people are stronger-willed then that.
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Martha Fanspear - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 07:10:38 EST ID:X7oVXIxT No.597862 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597861

Also, I get having to deal with life without the buffer of drugs becomes much, MUCH more difficult both emotionally and mentally, and it's not like being on maint suddenly makes it easier.

What I'm saying is, I get there can be, and usually are, other factors that causes one to keep using, like emotional and/or mental trauma and/or continuing hard issues happening, but that's where it loops back is, Abusing helps it make it more tolerable yeah, but it doesn't do anything to better the situation, it's just numbing it, it'll always be there until it's dealt with, and if the only way it's being dealt with is through numbing, then, well, there's that cycle.
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Alice Nockleham - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 08:37:15 EST ID:cwiIhwlu No.597866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597861
my charge was att. to grand larceny but I was stealing to fund my habit. and no im not on maintenance iwas locked up for 10 months till they let me out on parole so their was no point. I wouldnt even fuck with that shit anyway because a month of withdrawal scares the fuck outta me.
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MDCB !txtI0IGNgk!!VyqqkppB - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 10:28:15 EST ID:kGxwSt0n No.597867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump When Fucking Nodding!!
Aww Yess!

NZ If you see this could you please get OGP to check his Steam and then E-mail me. I need to ask yourself, or him just a couple of questions and the sooner the better.
Thanks.


So I started the day with 20mg Diazepam, 225mg Pregabalin and 70mg of Methadone. All Oral.
Once it all started to kick in I had a shot of my favourite combo...
Good old Methadone and Cyclizine. Its FAN-TASTIC.
So I had 140mg of Methadone and 50mg Cyclizine Intravenous. Fabulous.

To add to that on my way home I found $5 and 50 yards ahead i found 5 Methylphenidate(Ritalin) tablets.
Fucking score!

Happily BWNing
Best wishes to all. Look after yourselves.
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Cornelius Battingchetch - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 15:02:30 EST ID:Fu7H4nF/ No.597872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
bump on a scrape shot

btw this board will never be what it was circa 2008-2011
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William Sicklekidge - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 15:50:28 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597872

lol... neither is opiate culture fucking dumbass

Opiates are just scarcer than ever
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Cornelius Battingchetch - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 16:36:20 EST ID:Fu7H4nF/ No.597874 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597873

yeah we all just shoot fent now. it's pretty lame tbh
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Ernest Toothall - Fri, 06 Jul 2018 22:25:00 EST ID:6jqwWocU No.597885 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 60mg oxycodone, just got back to town after being away for a few days, chilling with the homies at our friend's pad smoking on some Wifi OG and vaping some Master Kush extract. Feeling hella faded right now, finna grill up a nice 8oz New York strip, medium rare of course. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Betsy Fankinbanks - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 00:19:08 EST ID:2ymbO/Qr No.597890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been waiting 2 years to bump this thread.

Snorting some good old unadulterated #4 powder. Oh how I have missed you, my dear friend /opi/

Anything fun to do alone for a couple hours? Need to wait until my girlfriend is asleep to return home. I don’t have any friends that do drugs anymore.
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Betsy Fankinbanks - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 00:22:07 EST ID:2ymbO/Qr No.597891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597872
Oh man. I probably went through 10,000 OC 80’s back in 2009/2010. Agreed, it won’t be the same, but IMO, I prefer it today to what it was then. Too many angsty teens scouring the medicine cabinet that don’t know what real addiction is.
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Matilda Chibblefoot - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 08:58:11 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597908 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597891

What does that even mean?

If opiates are tighter that ever is because of people abusing them way too much... plus now it's trendier than ever to pop oxys and sip lean.

Which essentially means that as time passes we'll see even less desirable opiates.
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Rebecca Duggledale - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 09:23:28 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.597910 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597908
Shame but yeah I can see that coming to be
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Caroline Gimmlebury - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 12:06:56 EST ID:+rJY0K/n No.597912 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597885
Great album, nb
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Simon Claystock - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 12:12:58 EST ID:1HSUrFZd No.597913 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597908
I disagree. Supply and demand. As pills and other pharms dry up dope will become purer, cheaper, and more readily available. Also, consider that because 99% ofus started on pharmaceuticals, the next generation will have a significant decline in addiction rates. It’s for the better.
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Ernest Bengerwell - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 12:31:32 EST ID:SwOYhjZr No.597915 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597913

No you don’t understand how it works, sorry.

The less pills the less incentive to do pure dope.

There are not gonna be enough pills if all kids everywhere want them.

Why the fuck you think we have a fentanyl problem?

The next generation will have less addiction? Are you even paying attention in what direction the new generation is going?
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Ernest Bengerwell - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 12:32:36 EST ID:SwOYhjZr No.597916 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597915

If anything I’ll give you that because of kids there will be less opiates available...

But purer dope? LOL
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Molly Grandworth - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 13:04:28 EST ID:rYf3knA1 No.597918 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597915
my idea of this all this that none of the new kids on the block wanna do heroin, trainspotting was a forced to watch movie on my highschool. But pills are cool, so kids start out on pills, than go to sniffing pills than start sniffing heroin and fentanyl because they want the opiate high, down the junky rabbit hole.

I think if somehow none of the pills or pints(lean) and up on the blackmarket, opiate addiction stay realllllly low. Here in Europe opiate addiction is still a real niche. Most junkies are in them 50/60/70's. There is some weird local scene that are into new wave rock(not rap lol) and look like heroin junkies but I hope they are only trying to look like them.
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Nicholas Foddlehood - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 13:38:53 EST ID:7ysU1ckX No.597919 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597918
Then you live in some different version of europe
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Matilda Chibblefoot - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 13:57:07 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597920 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597918

Idk man, the more demand for opiates the harder they are to get.

The less opiates the less good quality heroin.

I do agree kids prefer pills to heroin, but fuck don't we all do in a certain way ?

I'd rather do lines of opana mixed with oxy before touching dirty heroin that's fer sure.
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Simon Claystock - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 15:49:31 EST ID:1HSUrFZd No.597921 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597919
Europe 2
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Molly Grandworth - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 16:29:09 EST ID:rYf3knA1 No.597922 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597919
I was talking about the Netherlands, heroin isn't cool here at all. People sniff them-self to death on coke here but H is so not done here, going from cool guy to social outcast in 2 seconds.
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Matilda Chibblefoot - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 16:48:02 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597922

Weird how other people told me that #4 H was the best in holland and shit.

Anyway u fuckers sold shrooms in tourist shops not too long ago lol.

I remember visiting Amsterdam with the family when I was 14 and getting into a shop to buy a bong or some shit, only to see A WALL OF RC’s analagous to every drug possible.

Shit maybe it’s your countries fault that I am such a degenerate junkie.
Nb
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Molly Grandworth - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 16:59:46 EST ID:rYf3knA1 No.597924 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597923
Probably true, but locals absolutely steer clear of heroin. Why use that when you have a endless supply of MDMA and GHB. Stupid boring kids.
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Molly Grandworth - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 17:17:39 EST ID:rYf3knA1 No.597925 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597923
btw we still sell shrooms ;) only they are called truffles now. And they are actual truffles.
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Simon Claystock - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 17:43:35 EST ID:1HSUrFZd No.597926 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Feelsbadman. I have a gram of pure #4, and I sniffed a little bit, but my girlfriend can't know I'm high, so I can't boot it up, and she won't let me out of her sight. I'm so angry. Nb
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Molly Grandworth - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 17:53:18 EST ID:rYf3knA1 No.597927 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597926
I only take codeine lol
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Ernest Bengerwell - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 17:58:59 EST ID:SwOYhjZr No.597928 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597927

I think you’re on the wrong board friend.

We all understand dutch culture towards MDMA and shit but I think I talk in the name of most in here when I say we’d trade the fuck out of it for some heroin. Nb
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Molly Grandworth - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 18:04:06 EST ID:rYf3knA1 No.597929 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597928
I had my times with MDMA, but I never take it no more, just like various other drugs. I'm here for the lean threads that's al I'm saying.
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Matilda Chibblefoot - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 18:29:09 EST ID:yIsI1Qvj No.597930 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597929

Well, I'm with you in this.

But people here have graduated to harder things long ago, included me, but I do enjoy lean and especially lean memes lol.

Maybe we should do a lean appreciation thread?
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Ernest Toothall - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 18:31:14 EST ID:6jqwWocU No.597931 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 60mg oxycodone, I took 20mg this morning before going to work (sous chef) since I barely got any sleep last night... It's been so hot and I'm waiting to move into my new air conditioned apartment but I keep getting delayed, so tonight I'm crashing at my homie's place in the air conditioned guest bedroom. Still smoking on that WiFi OG, watching season 3 of Trailer Park Boys. I always forget how good the early seasons are, some of the funniest television ever. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Graham Hivingchedge - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 19:45:42 EST ID:pNYkRlbk No.597936 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Filled up a spray bottle with some tar to get me through some family nonsense today. Looks like it caught up to me because I was just nodding at the dinner table. Embarrassed but managed to play it off. But yeah high as fuck
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Simon Pickwater - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 20:04:31 EST ID:1HSUrFZd No.597938 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597936
Been there. I passed out/nodded out at the thanksgiving dinner table many years back. That didn't go over well.
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Ebenezer Drallyhood - Sat, 07 Jul 2018 23:48:37 EST ID:C9JuEipo No.597956 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597936
I'm sure you played that off
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 05:32:01 EST ID:jYq2lANg No.597967 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yeeeee hit a pretty gnarly methylphen + h shot just earlier. annoyingly I missed a small amount about halfway through, had to dig for a few minutes then plunged the other half so I missed the full-on rush but eh it's still nice. bwn
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 06:01:39 EST ID:s5vt8LQq No.597968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597967
Hate that! It accidentally happened with my morning shot yesterday and that's even worse imo 'cus of dat sweet sweet rush you get from your first of the day... 😠

Anyway BWN my morning shot, my breakfast, my lemonade and revisiting the vanilla S.T.A.L.K.E.R Shadow of Chernobyl without any mods and it's fucking amazing god damn I wanna live in dis gameeeeeeeee. Oh and they're actually making S.T.A.L.K.E.R 2 frfr, probably gonna need a beast to run tho and I get like ~30 fps on SoC with everything on the highest. Sometimes under, and that game is a fucking decade old so yeah
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hsn - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 14:56:58 EST ID:IzlaeAZx No.597973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I'm not really back but just checking in. So heres a big block of text that I'll get ridiculed for. Let me just preface this with I know how I was acting before I left the board was retarded, I was mentally gone for a long time and my personality turned into a jaded, arrogant mess. So I apologize for that, addiction + my personal life spiraling did not help.
















































































I got deep into h addiction over the past 4-6 months and lost everything, it wasn't due to switching but due to my living situation. After losing my job I had to live with my dad which was ok at first but over time he started abusing his testosterone and started dating a South American girl younger than me. I thought we had gotten along but this girl ended up telling my dad absurd lies about me and slowly started ruining my life and making my dad lose trust in me because the man takes everything at face value, no proof required. They started abusing me whenever they would return home drunk and looking for a fight. So one night after drinking I got woken up to them bursting in my room screaming at me with the wafting aroma of cheap wine and rum fill my room. I started packing my bags while rushed by these assholes and left with no more than 10% of my belongings + my cat. A bag of 3-ho-pcp that I had next to my nightstand was in plain view when they decided to burst in. Fuck. She saw me grab it in order to obscure its view. She fought me for it while screaming and violently took it from me, spilling most of it onto my mattress. Stupid cunt accuses me of being a coke addict and my dad and her go to "test" it and take like 20mg orally and go YUP ITS COKE, I KNEW IT. I even told him exactly what it was, told him its related to ketamine and he wouldn't have it. I know he tripped to the moon that night, stupid fuck. I had no money or anything or anywhere to go to so I ended up overdraftiing my already dwindled account for a XL uber since it was 2 AM and I had two giant suitcases and my cat so $60 just to get up out of town. Went to my grandmas and I'm now living here, no job as my last venture (started 1.5 months ago) didn't work out as planned. Don't have a fucking cent to my name. My father ended up taking pics of "paraphenalia" such as: empty capsules, CO2 cartridges for a bb gun, and no more than 5 mg of powder spread across my dresser (from splitting a flexeril in half). He sent these pics to every conceivable friend and family member. So my grandma volunteered me to take a drug test to prove I was sober, hair and urine. All came up clean besides the lowest tier for THC. Fucking idiot fuck. The whole family despises the bastard now for what he did plus the immaturity that ensued after the spectacle he started that night. My sister stopped talking to him as well a few months back and this just so happened to occur 2 days before Father's day. What a well deserved kick in the nuts for him, I'd piss on his grave right now as he hasn't shown the slightest remorse and in fact still continues to spout me as a "Molly Addict" lol and that the drug tests were to fool my grandma.

But yeah I was doing close to a g of H a day, $100-120 worth every day. I ended up quitting about 2 weeks before being kicked out, nobody had a clue about my habit. I schemed and sold everything of value including my precious DSLR camera....$1000 pawned for $280 because I didn't have the money to get it back. I'm clean now, rarely take kratom and I stopped smoking weed but recently started smoking at night again. But my life just went to absolute shit. I don't speak with my mother and now recently my father, although it has helped my mental health 100%. So I'm just going to pop in once every month or two and post my thoughts for my own well being and for those that give half a shit.. apparently this new batch of namefags turned me into a meme.


BWN on kratom and a couple hits of fire bud, I can't wait to get a new job and delve right back into my lovely opi's. My tolerance is so low that when I decided to treat myself after being clean for a bit, 1/4 of a cap had me nodding my tits off. Before it took 6 entire caps (~.8-1g) to get the same feeling. I also overdosed a couple times in this period, none requiring narcan or EMT as I use by myself anyways but enough to make my legs lose all mobility for 30 min, make my vision all fucked up and my ears ringing. Idk how I didn't die.

I'll always love you guys, even the fags, till next time /opi/
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Augustus Cottingridge - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 18:36:57 EST ID:pNYkRlbk No.597976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597956
yeah... It wasn't too good of an excuse i managed to pull off. I don't think my family knows anything abut heroin, soooo Im going to hope it was fine
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Martin Creddlebin - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 19:31:31 EST ID:KHvmy+kO No.597978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597547
Bumping on some fentalogue mixed "dope", not a whole lot of euphoria but it gets the job done so I can't complain, it also lasts a whole lot longer than fentanyl so that's a plus. I've been going through a middle man for the last 6 months, typically that's undesirable however he's always been super reliable and he knows like 8 dealers so whenever I him him up he always up to date on who has bunk shit and who has the fuego so the product I get is consistently good, up until the past 6 months I've always been a serial binger with opiates, going roughly 2-3 months on, then 1-2 months off but now I just make sure to have three days off or so every week unless I come by a lot of money, then I go off the rails for a bit. Anyways, I've got a temporary landscaping gig that pays well and I'm thinking about parting ways with the middle man and instead opting for the DNMs again, I used to pruchase drugs through the Dream marketplace but stopped for some reason. Another motivation to part ways with him is the fact that school is coming up in the next couple of months and I kind of want to part ways with the dope game entirely, or at least use a lot less frequently, that's kind of hard to do when dope is just a phone call and an hour wait away, opiates are expensive on Dream but on the upside I get to have a little more control over my habit. I already told the middleman that I was planning on making a $350-400 purchase on Wednesday but fuck it, I'd rather make a few purchases on Dream instead, plus I'd like to dabble in a bit of meth and dissociatives, both are hard to come by in my neck of the woods. I'll probably buy a few bags of dope and some xanax as well which is obviously a must for the methamphetamine. When I use dissociatives my desire to use opiates kind of goes away so I'd like to give that a test run, most likely I'll be on suboxone again before classes start and the meth will give me a boost academically as long as I can exercise a bit of control. I also purchased some poppy seeds that should be arriving tomorrow, apparently the recent batches have been quite potent so hopefully I get lucky this time around. Well' that about all I have to say today I might grab a couple of beers to get a bit of a nod going. BWN
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lol - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 22:58:42 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.597986 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597973

After all that shit happened due to opiates the fact that you plan on going right back to them is enough to give you meme status, if I remember correctly you used to boast about how well you held it together and how much momey you were making, not trying to be a dick but seeing people spiral fast like you and Mario is wild, ,good luck guys, please live a normal life instead of this shit, you ll do much better,
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lol - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 23:00:38 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.597988 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597973

Also be thankful you haven't overdosed yet. I always assumed an overdose means needing medical attention/narcan or else death or serious complications will occur, get a good job and live a normal life.
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Panda5 - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 23:03:39 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.597989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597986
Easier said than done when you're poor and depressed.
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Eliza Gibberbury - Sun, 08 Jul 2018 23:15:53 EST ID:ekLROT5h No.597990 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Railed 5mg oxycodone and nodding cause it's 5am and my tolerance is ultra low.

It's not a happy nod though. I was at 0.3mg of daily suboxone and then went back to oxy in an emotional meltdown. Fucking really did not want this delay in my tapering schedule. My dream job starts in two weeks, and I'm so close to switching to bi-daily subs or even quitting. Guess it's still doable, but on the other hand I want to play it safe and continue tapering for another month.
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hsn - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 00:03:47 EST ID:IzlaeAZx No.597993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597986
yeah dude, why are you on an opi board if you cant grasp something as simple as addiction? im going right back to it knowing what can happen, yeah. but I am good at holding myself together.

but when my life starts to crumble in front of my eyes and I lose every positive aspect of it than yeah, those barriers tend to get broken. I never claimed to be impervious to opi addiction, if you paid attention youd know I was going on insanely expensive dilaudid binges.

life is ups and downs. I adjust accordingly. in a year from now I'll be right where I was before, I know when to get off the horse. I could still be using right now at this very moment but I'm not. In fact I'm right down the road from my dealer now that I had to move. I'm not trying to prove myself but just explain that its not as cut and dry as you think.

i've been through the 'opi cycle' multiple times but I have enough self-preservation to not let it completely ruin my life. my life would have been ruined if I wasn't using, the H was just the nail in the coffin. money would not have fixed the company I was with from failing, my dad from being a prick, or the love of my life from leaving me. but it sure as fuck made me feel a lot better about all of those situatons happening. and that is why I will continue to use H. it might not be every week but even that rare glimpse into mu agonism will relieve myself of my shitty life for the night. I love using opi's recreationally but when I use it to treat my depression is when it really starts to spiral.

as far as overdosing goes, its really semantics. if someone would have saw me in the state I was in they would have called an ambulance. I 100% fell out, just not enough to kill me or cause permanent damage. I mean it kind of did with my circulation but thats it. thanks for the kind words tho, idk who you are but I appreciate it.

hope this posts doesnt get misconstrued as standoffish/defensive. nb
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Cornelius Bludgespear - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 07:27:41 EST ID:rooCJq8N No.597998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Would someone hand-hold me through antihistamine-opiate combinations?

Basically, I don't like cannabis or benzos and I'm wanting something to add an interesting angle to the regular heroin feeling. I'll probably buy some promethazine at the pharmacy tomorrow, but is there a better OTC antihistamine?
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Frederick Faddlewell - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 08:01:46 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.597999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597805
just call it "shit". nb
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Frederick Faddlewell - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 08:02:44 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597999
bumps lol

be dosing soon anyhow... nb
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Panda5 - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 08:51:35 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.598001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597998
In my experience, adding too much cholinergic antihistamine with /opi/ leads to delirium. When I add a few benadryl to counteract the itches, I often wake up the next day with total memory loss, scars all over my body, and find random shit in weird places (often broken) around the house. Cetirizine (zyrtec) has very little cholinergic affinity and works somewhat to counteract itching. I've also found fexofenadine (allegra) to be good but it's expensive as fuck.

Now, I know you're going to try this shit anyway. The best antihistamines to add the sedation that you're looking for are:
  • promethazine (Rx-only in the US)
  • hydroxyzine (Rx-only) - IMO this is the best, and is what I use. It adds sedation, potentiates most opiates, helps a lot with itching, and is nearly free of cholinergic activity.
  • diphenhydramine (Benadryl and many other brands) - this can be found for under 5 cents a pill and is non-prescription. It isn't all that great for itching IME but is quite sedating and potentiates some opiates through liver enzyme inhibition.
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Frederick Faddlewell - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 13:33:38 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598000
i got a double triple nb
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 13:42:25 EST ID:Xtmw+H2D No.598012 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597993
You sound scaaaaaaaaarily much like someone I know..
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Pica - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 15:51:09 EST ID:O5A+QOia No.598016 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Goddamn, took 300mg lope with 75mg of DPH over 20 hours ago and I'm still high. I didn't even try to sleep, I knew I wouldn't be able to, so I just watched speedrun videos, played some gameboy, and chain smoked all night.
Had a pretty productive day today though, despite still being lit af.
Cheers boys.
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Angus Garrymid - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 16:39:42 EST ID:/BvQFheZ No.598018 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just shit for the first time in two weeks. Celebrated by smoking a bunch of tar. Bumppppp
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Samuel Dottingforth - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 16:45:57 EST ID:Fu7H4nF/ No.598019 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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just got some 2mg etiz pez candies and a half bun. been sniffing recently cause my arms are bruised to shit.

Feeling pretty groovy with this eiz
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Augustus Sucklehood - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 18:14:45 EST ID:TSgyYh+0 No.598023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 60mg oxycodone, my plug re upped finally which is great because I didn't want to have to buy any dope, all the shit going around my area right now is cut to shit with fent and last time I picked up I made myself sick as fuck just off a point spread over the course of a few hours. Really enjoying the nice clean high from this oxy, so glad that I can still get green 80s, I know many of us are not so lucky. Going to head downtown to hang out with a friend and sesh, she's been wanting to get fucked up for a while and her tolerance is currently low as fuck so I'm going to give her 20mg of oxy and give her an hour to see how she feels before dosing again. Probably gonna order some food, smoke some trees while we're nodding and watch movies, I'm thinking it's a Lynch night tonight. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Oliver Droblingsog - Mon, 09 Jul 2018 20:08:37 EST ID:se85TBjc No.598028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598001
Thanks mate, it's surprisingly difficult to find this kind of information online. There are bits and pieces strewn across the drug forums but nothing as helpful as this. Cyclizine is similar to hydroxyzine, I believe, and the former is OTC here.

Now I must brace against the shame of returning to the chemist where I used to buy codeine every second day while pretending to have back pain.
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Augustus Murrywad - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 04:35:00 EST ID:cwiIhwlu No.598037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump
just shot a niceee goofball. ponit looked small af but something told me to only do half and glad i did because fuuuuuuuc
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Matilda Tootwell - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 10:36:29 EST ID:5qrsc3pS No.598041 Ignore Report Quick Reply
70 mg of oxycodone, most I've taken in years. Hoping to nod out and fucking die lol
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hsn - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 11:14:42 EST ID:IzlaeAZx No.598042 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598012
I doubt we're in the same circle, as far as I know only 2 of us on here are in FL or spend time there.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 12:06:25 EST ID:jYq2lANg No.598043 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bump for tonight's speedball. Fuck it was a good one. Real good heroin. Anyway I've missed out on about a weeks worth of bumping. I've been using every day. Some stuff happening, nothing much interesting to report sorry friends

Hope everyone's alright and safe.
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Fucking Barrydale - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 22:38:05 EST ID:/NOjU/m3 No.598059 Ignore Report Quick Reply
REE!

The local pharmacy didn't have any cyclizine and I couldn't pivot to ask for an antihistamine at that point, lol.

Incidentally, does anyone know whether antihistamines will reduce the bloodshot eyes that come with large doses of heroin? They give me away every single time.
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Fucking Barrydale - Tue, 10 Jul 2018 23:17:32 EST ID:/NOjU/m3 No.598061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598043
North or South island? I lived in the southernmost student city of NZ for a couple years and the most I could source locally was codeine, lol. This was around the time fentanyl proper was plentiful, so I would buy it on blotter from an Estonian vendor who is now in prison. I wish I had been more interested in opiates at the time because at the start of 2015 there was a massive slew of fentanyl derivatives hitting the market and I could have bought a lifetime supply for a couple hundred dollars. I remember seeing butyr-fentanyl for $40/g and, a year later, a vendor reached out and offered me acryl-fentanyl for nine dollars a gram. I decided to order their cathinones instead, lmao.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 09:01:15 EST ID:Ep2/Vfy7 No.598073 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Another awesome night with some good using fit in. Two speedballs so far and got a third awaiting. Been doing nitrous with it and got some weed and clonaz for whenever
We went out and scored and got the rits and wheel filter and shit and then I got home and I was fucking busy for ages. Grabbing one spoon then dropping it and running to another and cycling rigs. I've been using powder for the past 4 or 5 years exclusively really and having a break from doing up my own homebake. But lately I've gone back to it and man it's like riding a bicycle. My cooks have been coming out PRIMO. Just so so so nice. Tonight we got some powder and a pill, plus another pill for someone else. So I did up the ritalin into a solution and did the powder and we had that while we waitied on the morphine pills to turn to heroin. I had to use two separate spoons in the sake of appearing on the up and up. I wanted to be beyond reproach of suspicion of taking any.

>>598061
I'm from Auckland. Hehe sorry for the big novel but this is my favourite topic really. The scene and it's politics. Auckland is where it's at but every city has it. Auckland, Wellington, Christchurch, Dunedin, Gisborne, Napier, Whangarei and Tauranga are a few I know of personally via experience or otherwise.


Yeah the scene is pretty hard to penetrate but once you're in, that's it. It's a totally different world and very tight knit and closed. Everyone knows each other and outsiders just don't exist really. As a result of the self moderating and there not being too many deaths or directly attributable crime, the cops leave us alone. Like I don't know anyone that's taken a pinch just using and buying heroin here.

By the way, in the scene, it's just morphine and heroin. You know how kiwis are. If you suggested Oxy, it'd be like you suggested some radical Asian hot sauce instead of watties tomato sauce on your chips. It's very homogenous. White, average age of between 25 - 60. There are people younger than 25 in it. But I'm yet to meet anyone younger than that who is involved in any way meaningful. I.e they can score and do so. But it's through a guy and he has to be reimbursed everytime. No direct access.
It's fucking bizarre. The way the scene is essentially out in the open but totally impenetrable reminds me of like the cold war. Most people have no idea there's junkies shooting heroin with syringes in New Zealand. Like you have cops who don't know it for Christ's sake. COPS!

Cathinones huh? Did you bring in any mephedrone? Purely hypothetically of course. I knew a guy in the scene who was involved in 'drone.
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Simon Nenningstat - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 09:46:05 EST ID:cmejEi4g No.598075 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597547
Man I aint shot up for like a year, feeling fucking incredible from a 50mg hit.
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Fuck Duddledale - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 17:12:34 EST ID:tUJ4Cf45 No.598078 Ignore Report Quick Reply
300mg lope, with 100mg DPH and a nice big mug of coffee.
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Panda5 - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 18:42:58 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.598084 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Feelin' pretty chilled-out off some junkie juice. BWN <3
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Nell Chunninghit - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 19:38:08 EST ID:bPIoUOaa No.598086 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598084

Aww that pandayboy going on an important nocturnal doriftu mission.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_7FdXET23Q

Stay stronk
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Rebecca Ninkinwill - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 20:43:01 EST ID:dpvuWxvs No.598087 Ignore Report Quick Reply
been snorting a point over the past hour just to get a chill goin
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Albert Danningbig - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 21:09:22 EST ID:/JxwC4QY No.598088 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 12mg hydromorphone, just moved into my new apartment today and I'm feeling fucking great. I moved all my furniture and shit this morning, then when everything was moved I went to go pick up before I started unpacking. Got back to the new place, railed 6mg and then spend the whole rest of the day unpacking and setting up while listening to music and hitting my master kush vape pen. Just finished with everything and the place is looking great, so I just railed another 6mg and now I'm just waiting for some friends to come by for a housewarming/christening sesh. I've been very anxious leading up to this move but now that it's finally over and done with and I'm all settled, it feels so good to have my own place. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Priscilla Pickcocke - Wed, 11 Jul 2018 23:21:55 EST ID:sjVxkf4P No.598090 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took a dab hit and did 6mg suboxone. Surprisingly enough, I feel the suboxone high. Good times!
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Hugh Hupperketch - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 01:10:33 EST ID:KHvmy+kO No.598094 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598023
Those 80s are fent presses bro.
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Panda5 - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 01:22:09 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.598095 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598023
see
>>598094
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Phoebe Chonderfoot - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 01:33:57 EST ID:L44YIVeO No.598096 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598095
nah bro, not my connect, he's always got legit 80s.
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Panda5 - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:09:45 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.598097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598096
PHALLUSES IN MANY LOCATIONS
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Charles Dellercocke - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:14:01 EST ID:1V7dsLRd No.598098 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Been tapering and rotating opioids for two weeks now. Woke up well-slept and strangely stable. My entire opioid dosage yesterday was a 4mg oxy line, 15 hours ago. Usually I'd get cold sweats 3 to 6 hours after IN oxy.

I looked in the mirror in very dark light to make sure my stable feeling isn't just the benz from yesterday. It's not! My pupils were reacting normal. I'm so close to quitting.

So yea I'm celebrating with another 4mg just cause. Slow taper and opioid rotation hell yeah
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lol - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:17:08 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.598099 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598098

That's some strange logic to have, close to quitting, better use. That is a classic
though,

>>598097
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lol - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:22:06 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.598100 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598097

Also isn't that dude from Canada or some shit? I thought they still have cdn 80s over there although fent pressed I remember being big too for those, wouldn't be outside the realm of possibility that they're real if he's from the land of leafs. Not sure though I hadn't kept up on anything regarding oxy in many years, I remember one dude from Canada who used to post the fent oxys that looked like complete shit and obviously fake, but at least they knew hat they were getting was fent, wish I still had the pictures, 80s that were green all the way through and others that looked like bad fake epill piperazine presses, man those days were crazy on here,
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Albert Danningbig - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:32:04 EST ID:/JxwC4QY No.598101 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598094
>>598095
>>598100

Yes, I am from Canada, and no they aren't fent presses. My plug is an old motherfucker (dad of one of my good friends) who gets scripted oxy 80s and hydromorph contin 12s. He's had his script for a long ass time and he's fucked up enough that the doctors aren't going to switch up the script that he's been prescribed consistently due to the opiate crackdown. I know all about fent pressed 80s and I've seen them around and had people try to sell them to me, but since I actually have a completely solid connection for legit 80s I knew what they were right away. Thanks anyway for the warning, wish you guys lived up here too so you could get those sweet 80s. Bumping on another 6mg hydromorphone. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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bb - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:47:58 EST ID:PpmrGLt1 No.598102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597867
hey man are you an aussie? these look like australian tabs.

Anywho be me walking into to the local IGA to buy some A&W root beer and grape clouds when i get hit by the unmistakable hammer nausea and vomit publicly for the first time that i can remember. Fucking heroin causes me to throw up every single time I sniff some. T-tell me it gets better lads?
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lol - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:55:02 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.598103 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598101

Connects like that are crazy, I had someone similar in my younger years but he passed away a while back, RIP, don't know your relationship with the guy but if he's a friends dad then make sure to spend some time with him if he is cool with it and have some fun, my connect like that was just an old dude who needed extra money and was in a ton of pain physically and mentally so having someone to hang around for him meant a lot to him, had no family left either. He had crazy amounts of everything I could think of regarding well known opiates besides opana, tons of dilaudid, morphine oxy, all different formulation he would sell everything 5 bucks a pill even lower tier pills like valium and Xanax but I wasn't going to complain when he was selling 8mg dilaudid for 5 bucks and 80s, he was an amazing dude and a lifesaver in the beginning years of my addiction.

While I spoke about the good times with those kinds of situations there is also the bad. Having a connect like that is an extremely easy way to get hooked hard, and if you are and god forbid something happens to him and you have to switch to dope it may be jarring, you seem like you have your head on your shoulders but still doesn't hurt to think about the future sometimes when you do the sort of shit we do, it's good to have a contingency plan.

Going on vacation tomorrow so got 4 takehomes, not fuckin touching em though since even tripling my dose and taking 300mgs I don't feel anything worth not having methadone for two days, I'd love to do a 100mg shot but I haven't shot anything in close to a year so I'm gonna keep it that way, I did take a pressed bar though and it has me close to nodding with my daily dose, feels great, first time taking benzos in a few months,
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Panda5 - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 02:58:03 EST ID:UUBMBJsL No.598104 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598101
My jelly is palpable. Enjoy that ish.
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Emma Norringridge - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 03:17:55 EST ID:w3tay03D No.598105 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598099
It's the addict logic. But I've been reading medical journals and most of them vouch for
>dosing as infrequently as possible
>reducing dose as fast as possible
>staying at one dose for a short time if shits unbearable
Shit's not unbearable but I'm starting a holiday today so I can do benzed allnighters and such to really kick these threshold doses
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Albert Danningbig - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 03:24:05 EST ID:/JxwC4QY No.598106 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598103
Bro no need to speak to me like I'm new to this and tell me about 'the sort of shit we do', I've been addicted to fent, heroin, and oxys, detoxed many times, been to rehab, etc. I do appreciate the fact that you're trying to be helpful but don't just assume you're talking to someone with no experience. NB.
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lol - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 03:29:35 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.598107 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598106

Hence why I said we you retard, next time I'll make sure to read your resume
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Albert Danningbig - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 04:10:23 EST ID:/JxwC4QY No.598108 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598107
Don't get so defensive, I said I appreciate the fact that you were trying to be helpful, I'm not lashing out at you man you're chill, you're one of the better tripfags. The way you said 'we' just sounded to me like you were referring to you and the other trips, sorry for misunderstanding you. NB.
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Eugene Drublingdale - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 04:13:58 EST ID:C9JuEipo No.598109 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598098
that is awful for any taper, will make you feel much worse than it does good overall. if you were just lowering your tolerance temporary that would be another thing, but doesnt sound like you want to be clean, best luck either way.
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Eugene Drublingdale - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 04:16:27 EST ID:C9JuEipo No.598110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598108
"lol" often shares incorrect info and boldly claims opinion as fact, also loves to bitch back and forth like that...tripfags gonna trip and fag i guess
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Charles Dellercocke - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 05:52:57 EST ID:ElORbO6f No.598111 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598109
I know, but I started the taper ultra fast cause I was broke for a while. I might be overconfident, but if I quit cold turkey now I doubt I would feel worse than many of the moments I've had recently on higher doses. That there is making it very difficult to give a fuck. Getting euphoria from 4mg of oxycodone feels deceptively close to not having ever used it.
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lol - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 09:02:40 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.598120 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598108

My bad man was in a shit mood, I could of worded my original post and the response a lot better, you're a good dude,

>>598110

I don't think I've ever said anything I've posted was fact, all I've done is post my experiences with things, only thing I can possibly see being looked at as fact is that dude asking for advice on his gf going to Spain without opis, oh well I replied 2/10
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 10:43:08 EST ID:Ep2/Vfy7 No.598122 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had an awesome pair of speedballs tonight, drugs aside. though, it's highly boring. I've been doing nearly nothing all night. At least I did a bit of writing to try keep productive.

Pic related: 8 years and it could've been 8 months
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 10:44:07 EST ID:Ep2/Vfy7 No.598123 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598122
oops
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Albert Danningbig - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 18:40:21 EST ID:/JxwC4QY No.598133 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598120
All good my guy, like I said you're one of the better trips and I appreciate your ability to step back and be humble, it definitely makes me respect you a lot more.

Bumping off 12mg hydromorphone, probably going to take another 6mg in an hour or so, then after the plug re ups and I go grab another 24mgs I'm headed home for the night to have a little bbq sesh with the homies. Very stoked that the new place I just moved into has a bbq in the backyard that was left by the previous tenant. Finna grill up some hot italian sausages and corn on the cob. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Jarvis Nicklewell - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 18:44:25 EST ID:t0iTNlcI No.598134 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Didn't want to start a thread for this but I have a question for you guys;

I get piss tested for my bupe script, if I took some hydrocodone would it show up as a different/distinct opiate in the piss test?
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Alice Hundlefit - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 19:52:46 EST ID:drQjrXAQ No.598136 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Took 8mg suboxone and I'm actually pretty high from it. What a surprise :)
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m - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 20:15:41 EST ID:wAyeVCqb No.598138 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598134

Yes absolutely. They ALL show up different. I just had my lab test for bupe and they check for everything separate. The only thing you can get by with is a script for other drugs it metabolizes into- like a hydrocodone script will cover illicit dilaudid use, an oxyc script covers opana use, and a codeine script covers morphine use and possibly even heroin if you aren't tested within 48hr so all the odd heroin metabolites break down. Don't quote me on that time window though.

Even then, sophisticated tests might flag the ratio of the different metabolites and suggest that the ratios don't match regular licit use.

Don't risk it dude.
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Hedda Wollerdark - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 20:29:47 EST ID:t0iTNlcI No.598139 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598138
Oh shit oh well. Maybe the test won't see it. I only snorted maybe .5mg before I realized what I was doing and stopped. Test is tomorrow but I was clean before this so maybe if I drink enough water maybe. Didn't even fucking feel it anyways. Just a fucking idiot for not thinking and remembering the test was tomorrow....

nb thanks for the info though
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m - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 20:52:21 EST ID:wAyeVCqb No.598140 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598139

0.5mg hydrocdone? Snorted?
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Hedda Wollerdark - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 21:02:56 EST ID:t0iTNlcI No.598141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598140
Yes, I crushed up a 5mg pill but only snorted maybe half a mg worth before stopping myself
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Simon Seggledare - Thu, 12 Jul 2018 23:11:44 EST ID:tR32dgKu No.598143 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598139
>2018
>still snorting pro drugs
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blinkeybill - Fri, 13 Jul 2018 06:12:53 EST ID:Y+8DiS5z No.598145 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598139
jesus dude sniffing hydro's ? I.M some codeine while your at it
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Nathaniel Claygold - Fri, 13 Jul 2018 07:32:06 EST ID:UXDZBnv3 No.598147 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598145
It's a
>fetish towards the quick onset and that little burn
and a
>way to avoid IV. there's many practicalities to fight over in this debate but, IN users chase a very healthy dragon compared to IV users

On the other hand it's also not as much of a waste as people tend to think. Us nosy folk can make anything with decent bioavailability work IN and work it well.
>after snorting, smear your nostrils with a very fatty cream because anything slightly water soluble magically becomes fat soluble.
>crushing dilaudid beads isn't that much work

Bumping on 2.5mg of snorted oxycodone and 7.5mg King Midas, midazolam, the noddiest benz
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Martin Nickleforth - Fri, 13 Jul 2018 09:10:42 EST ID:7ysU1ckX No.598148 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598147
Yeah, pill binders up your nose is so much better than good filtered shot, right. It may not be such big issue now, but once you need 75 mg of oxy instead of 7,5 - it's different.
People who can't shoot are the ones who say the most about dangers of iv roa btw
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Fanny Pashsten - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 01:08:43 EST ID:H2IMxAtE No.598160 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping on 18mg hydromorphone and 40mg oxycodone. Had the day off today and spent the whole day with my homie chilling out on the patio in the backyard smoking bud and cigarettes and drinking beers. Picked up some weed from my dealer today and he really undersold it, kept saying I probably wouldn't want it since he knows I usually grab dispensary bud but this stuff is still hella nice. Going to take a bit more oxy and throw on some tunes while I nod off to sleep. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Sophie Fodgeway - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 04:05:59 EST ID:1HSUrFZd No.598161 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just washed the inside of a bag of pure #4 and took my last hit before I’ll be sober for a few years to come. I’ll miss you /opi/. Be well.
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Esther Smallshit - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 04:56:23 EST ID:tR32dgKu No.598163 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598161
Good luck dude. Sober for 3 years now. I wish I could stop browsing and quit fiending

NB cos no nod :')
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Nigel Bragglegold - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 07:13:10 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598161
Did you feel anything? Was it a rather Coates bag? Wtf
Do you get off on like 3mg
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Nigel Bragglegold - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 07:13:50 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598163
At peak how bad were you abusing and how long?
Ty
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Esther Smallshit - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 11:52:59 EST ID:tR32dgKu No.598178 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598173
All day err day!

All jokes aside. Peak abuse? like 3-5 bags IV'd daily for at least a year.
Two years of use before that oxy and smack.

Getting clean was hard but it was the best thing I've ever done.
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Nigel Bragglegold - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 16:28:58 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598178
Similar to me but I don't IV as often
I do speedballs when I do tho lol
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Fanny Pashsten - Sat, 14 Jul 2018 16:29:01 EST ID:H2IMxAtE No.598182 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598160
Fuck, I knew I was dosing pretty heavily last night but I'm usually really good about getting all my shit ready for the next day even when I'm nodding out heavily. I guess the combination of hydromorphone and oxycodone along with chainsmoking bongs and cigarettes knocked me the fuck out last night because I woke up this morning in all of my clothes, 5 minutes late for work. I completely forgot to set my alarm which I never do but thank fuck my internal clock is so set to my work schedule because I was there within 10 minutes.

Bumping off 20mg oxycodone and 6mg hydromorphone, going to just take it easy tonight instead of knocking myself the fuck out. Heading over to a friend's place to sesh and watch some movies, we were supposed to hang out last night but I didn't end up getting back to her cause I was so fucked up lol. Just going to coast along on my current dose and smoke bongs with her until I start catching that nod, then head back home. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Shitting Nablingshit - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 08:12:24 EST ID:hf+ITOmQ No.598194 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dailyish taper bump. 150mg Lyrica, 8mg Imovane and sipping some cider.

Gotta snort a couple milligrams of oxy in the evening though, because Trump and Putin are coming to town. I can feel their aura.
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Charles Smallson - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 12:39:36 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598198 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>597547
>100mg crack / 297mg no3 H shot. good rush, upper high. TOLERANCE 100mg of 100% pure H (mines 30%) does nowt but a little rush. I smoke bits erry day but not big shots. just stubborn me & my tolly

not nodded in a year or two, maybe when i high dose benz but black outs dont count & i wanna feel like
>BE NEW TO OPI
>oxy 10 irs n 40xrs
>plug 40mg
>HOLY SHIT EUPHORIC COME UP
>flows into HEAVY NODS, a repeating (as in same vision each day i nodded HARD) tiled (like desktop background tiled pics) a dancing cartoon dog
>Waking up n passing out every few mins in bliss...

NOW 240MG PLUGGED DONT DO SHIT
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Charles Smallson - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 12:41:18 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598199 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598194
i have lots of OC (Not neos) BUT CANT FEEL IT NO MORE :(

ENJOY LOL
nb
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Nigel Soddleforth - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 16:18:40 EST ID:H2IMxAtE No.598202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 40mg oxycodone, listening to this dope Fela Kuti / De La Soul mashup album, just changed out the coil in my vape for a new one, it's hitting nice and smooth now. Going to go outside and smoke a couple bowls then take a nice hot shower while I come up on this oxy. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Shitting Nablingshit - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 16:28:26 EST ID:hf+ITOmQ No.598203 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598199
I'm enjoying alright.
>3mg oxy
>5mg nitrazepam
>anti-corruption protest with Trump in town and military helicopters bringing a sense of apocalypse
bam euphoria. Feeling nicely sleepy and jarred now.

Two months ago 40mg didn't do shit for me but all the cold sweats and were worth it. Your tolerance must be a massive bitch but math is magic mayn
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Ernest Chellyville - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 21:51:04 EST ID:iVtQ3HeV No.598214 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Haven't posted in one of these in awhile. Not because I'm sober or anything just finally not a neet. Haven't spent all my money on drugs either, at least not yet. Took 2mg of subs and feel alright. I'm thinking of going all of August sober. I know I can do it but I'm gonna be miserable because I won't be taking Xanax for my anxiety.

/blogpost over
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Graham Smallfield - Sun, 15 Jul 2018 21:56:18 EST ID:AgQhxdV3 No.598216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck I like being clean but shit sometimes I want some dope. I've been clean 5 months but recently there's been a surge of Colombian grey, fent, blacktar, and some that needs lemon on it. Prices have never been so low either. Man I hope my cravings one day disappear.
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hsn - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 00:11:59 EST ID:IzlaeAZx No.598220 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I owe my plug like $80 from almost a month ago and havent hit him up because im quite ashamed as I always do so, low and behold he texts me today and doesn't give a flying fuck. I was gonna pay him back, just can't rn. Anyways, he wanted me to buy him fenty wap testing strips to test his batches because they're starting to charge people with manslaughter/attempted/murder around here for dboys if they sling fent, plus he hates dealing with fent fiends. So I tell him its $150 for 100 (usual price) but I found a source that cost $80 for 100. So what the fuck does this matter? It means hes gonna pay me back partially with dope!! After a month tolerance break, I'll be nodding my tits off come wednesday/thursday. He thinks I'm some genie or something, Im his plug for syringes (illegal in my state), test strips, other drugs, etc. It's a nice symbiotic thing we got going on. Fuck yeah.

Bumpin on kratom and about to smoke some nice bud, hope yall have a great week! Oh and if anyone plays old school runescape, add my fuckin ass! till next time, maybe I'll come here more often but I just don't get high like I used to as I completely broke nigga who involuntarily flushed his life down the toilet.
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Reuben Dommlestit - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 00:46:36 EST ID:/NOjU/m3 No.598223 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BWR

So a few nights ago I had a little ritalin + heroin binge. I'd mixed up a nice solution with the both drugs but at some point the ritalin started to completely overpower the H and I decided to call it a night. I used all the rest of my H to fall asleep...

..except the pre-mixed shot. Today I'm sitting around the house bored and wishing I had heroin. In the back of my mind I know that I have two deliciously large shots sitting in my drawer, the only issue is that they're also full of a stimulant and I have zero desire for a speedball on an early Tuesday afternoon. Opiates are the perfect anytime drug, stimulants not so much. Annoyed, I take a close look at the shot glass with all the powder evaporated and notice that I've only partially crushed half the ritalin XR beads and the other half are completely unbroken. I realize that I can probably get a 75% heroin shot if I carefully add water and don't agitate the mix, then pull the liquid through a cotton to filter out all the half-broken beads.

There's no need to filter SEA heroin so I've never done it before. In my mind I have an imagine of a fluffy cotton ball being dropped into liquid and then a needle sucking all the moisture from it. I can only find a tampon so I slice off the tip and drop it into the liquid. The tip puffs up to 5x its original size and makes a crackling noise. It's completely fucking dry and when I try to suck the moisture out with a syringe, I get a depressing hissing noise. FUCK.

Enraged, I dipped the tampon into my coffee and squeezed it into a clean shot glass, then cut the tip off a 1mL syringe with a pair of scissors and rapidly plugged the 5mL of coffee/heroin/ritalin.

15 minutes later and I'm feeling a dull opiate high ruined by ritalin. Bump While Raging.
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Hugh Dartbury - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 01:01:34 EST ID:H2IMxAtE No.598224 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598223
Oh, Reuben.

Bumping on another 40mg of oxycodone, caught a nice nod and then my homie woke me up by showing up with borgar. Fuck yeah. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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Charles Fallernone - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 09:05:22 EST ID:wYPq/RRp No.598230 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598203
ha aye its weird af my tolly ha

peace & love. & aids
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m - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 11:03:32 EST ID:VE2PuSSN No.598235 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598220

You're a fake.

BWN d-amph+PST taper.
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hsn - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 13:23:08 EST ID:IzlaeAZx No.598238 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598235

lol what the fuck
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m - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 13:38:39 EST ID:wAyeVCqb No.598240 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598238

Sorry mate I thought you were a troll before. Your other posts hint that you're either you or a longtime lurker who is dedicated. I can't get on OSRS so I won't know for a while. Is our mutual friend still alive? I'm out $400 on a Chinese venture gamble and he's MIA. Hope he's still alive.

Nb blogshitpost
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Simon Gunderhood - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 16:53:46 EST ID:KSFnFzIx No.598247 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 9mg hydromorphone, I've got another 27mg in the stash so I might take a bit more tonight depending on how I'm feeling. Currently floating into opi bliss while I listen to this absolute gem of an album. There's something about west coast rappers that flip that east coast style, Pharcyde, The Nonce, etc. Something real special about that style, so smooth and soulful, and the lyrics are always on point. I think I might just stay in tonight and listen to some golden era records. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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lol - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 17:04:53 EST ID:oaWRMjn3 No.598248 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597547

Just got back from Atlantic city for vacation, somehow didn't dose any of my four takehomes early and didn't inject any either, didn't even look for dope or benz down there since I wanted my family to enjoy themselves and not have a fucking nightmare to deal with for once, I'd love to make them proud at least once before they pass, I've done a ton of fucked shit to them,

I saw tons of sunken eyed, gaunt, dirty junkies nodding out and begging for money, I see that kind of shit everyday in NY but for some reason seeing it in a tourist spot like Atlantic city with tons of families and children immune to it was strange, don't even get me started on the town outside the boardwalk.

Anyway just got two pressed bars and a gram of bud for free as a welcome home gift. Gonna take one and see how it feels, hope everyone is doing good,
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Samuel Trotfield - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 23:04:44 EST ID:OeQemhSJ No.598264 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598247
absolute choice album.

THA PIPE, DAMN IIITTTTTTT
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forgle - Mon, 16 Jul 2018 23:57:19 EST ID:cu8VVct6 No.598266 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>597687
hawt.

also, completely unrelated but I am starting to finally, hopefully, chill out after a month long binge of PST everyday. I might try some Kratom eliquid on the weekend but other than that I am trying to abstain for at least a month to get my tolerance and cravings down.... but that is hard to do when one is jobless and has all day to stay at home.

This has left me wondering though, how bad are the PST withdrawals compared to other stuff? I've only actually ever gotten withdrawals once, could have been food poisoning tho because it was at a weird time where I didn't feel like I had been going crazy nor had I stopped cold turkey afterwards but still it is some of the worst I have ever felt so who knows (that was from Bupe tho, not PST). So what should I expect?

I'm a day in so far, little of note but maybe an upset stomach, some vague body weakness like I had been working out, and headache at several points throughout the day. No bump for no nod but I just discovered this dope ass album. so have that!
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m - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 00:15:16 EST ID:81pCf5XN No.598267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598266

I can't speak for your dose and duration of use, but its usually equal to real dope if yoh use enough, or somewhat less acute than fenty dope that's fent+h combo, but the duration and time until w it hdrawal hits id insane.

Each pound is about 600-1000mg morphine and that doesn't even account the other alkaloids which IMO double the dependency because morphines half life id more than doubled. So we are talking 1000-2000mg oral morph worth of damage per pound, or ~333-666mg of IV morph or ~166.5-333mg 100% pure lab grade heroin IV. Still, its more like methadone WD than anything else. Some of the alkaloids like glaucine have a 33 hour half life. That means over a month, bioaccumulation is a real problem.

Don't expect serious WD to hit until at least 60-72 hours in, and they definitely don't peak in intensity until 5-6 full days in minimum. For ppl who did it for 6mo, that day ~5-6.5 peak usually lasts 3-5 more days minimum until things really start to get any better. The entire acute process should take 10 days bare minimum, ~14-21 days for moderate users (like ~2-3.5mo of ~5x/week 12-16oz/day or 2mo of 16-24oz daily. I can't speak for just a month straight).

This is assuming you don't use kratom, high dose lope, or ULDN. You should use all three and benzos/g abapentinoids for at least say 2 or 3 until day 10. Personally, I didn't sleep for the first 13 days after quitting an off and in 15mo stretch with lots of breaks and lots of binges followed by 2-3mo solid stretch.

It gets better, but it's definitely worse than 4-8mg sub WD, though roughly equal in length to subs. It's mostly like methadone,as if you've been taking 50% methadone 50% morphineXR with the morphine XR dosed twice a day and the methadone once, per single PST use.

Use kratom man.
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forgle - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 00:26:38 EST ID:cu8VVct6 No.598269 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598042
huh now I am curious where you other two are at. Cuz I am also a Florida Man. So that makes 3 of us. With the whole reputation (and not an entirely undeserved one) that the state has you would figure that there were more of us on here.
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forgle - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 00:34:09 EST ID:cu8VVct6 No.598270 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>598267
I'd love too, lol. But I literally have no money. I'm completely out until late Thursday. But Thursday night? Hell yeah.

I've been away for awhile and it seems that the opinion on loperamide has shifted from it is impossible to get high from to it very much is but it is not worth it. Is it worth trying once? Besides for withdrawal purposes? I love trying new shit.
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alkemest - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 04:21:14 EST ID:TBUrx/Ph No.598278 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Got a nice kratom buzz going on aw yiss
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Fuck Lightdock - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 13:17:32 EST ID:Fu7H4nF/ No.598290 Ignore Report Quick Reply
my plug always has the same bags (10+) times in a row. It's clearly fent but the ratio is perfect.

bwn
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Doris Nangerspear - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 19:27:38 EST ID:drQjrXAQ No.598295 Ignore Report Quick Reply
30mg oxycodone insuffilated an hour ago and I'm peaking now. Feeling pretty fucking good. Hell yeah motherfucker!
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Martha Wunninghon - Tue, 17 Jul 2018 22:27:52 EST ID:TeyNq6Z/ No.598296 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 18mg hydromorphone, been using every day now for a little over a week and I can start to feel my tolerance getting higher again. A week ago 6mg was getting me nice and high with a good nod, whereas tonight I took 12mg but I had to dose another 6mg to reach the same level. Going to take a bit of a tolerance break starting tomorrow. Just going to pop a few valiums and smoke some herb, then on Thursday I'm picking up a kilo of green Maeng Da kratom. Probably going to do a week without opis just dosing kratom and benz, then I'm planning on grabbing a bunch of oxycodone and hydromorphone for the stash. Definitely looking forward to catching that heavy nod once my tolerance has gone down a bit, and in the meantime my kratom source has super high quality stuff every time. Completely gets rid of all my withdrawal symptoms, and it's a perfect mix of euphoric stimulation and mood boosting that transitions into a super comfortable opiate-like nod phase. Also it's an amazing potentiator, I swear every time I take kratom while I'm using opis it feels like I dosed twice the amount. Happy nodding y'all. <3
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 11:47:54 EST ID:dJEbwGrQ No.598299 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bump for two good speedballs tonight. Took my time and made a real nice batch of h. Real nice and red result. Strong as shit and made for a mean hit. The stimulants worn off and has left me wanting more. But the H is still there and if I relax a bit and forget the uppers and their rush centric feeling, I'll be able to enjoy it.

Got some nitrous too and have been doing that with every shot.
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Alice Secklesture - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 21:18:32 EST ID:pNYkRlbk No.598308 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just finished off my last bag. Piece of shit tweaker cousin stole my money and now i am going to be super sick later. But for now - BUmPPP
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Beatrice Clerrychine - Wed, 18 Jul 2018 23:08:37 EST ID:TeyNq6Z/ No.598312 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bumping off 60mg oxycodone, I was going to wait until grabbing my Kratom tomorrow to dose due to my tolerance but I’ve only been using hydromorphone for the past week so my oxycodone tolersnce isn’t quite as high. That being said I’m actually feeling nice and comfy, probably going to rip another 20mg for the night and then tomorrow I’ll have a kilo of green Maeng Da, and Friday I’ll be re upping on both oxycodone and hydromorphone. Happy nodding y’all. <3
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hsn - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 00:46:30 EST ID:IzlaeAZx No.598313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bumping off a cap of "H". Bought urine test strips since they also work at detecting fent before it's metabolized. But yea it's h/fen t mix and I used to HATE this batch but with zero tolly it feels niiice. Spread a single cap over the course of 5 hours and I'm still nodding tits. My tolerance is so low now I bet I could catch a nod from 15-20mg of oxy. I'm so fucjkin high rn BWN!!! I hate most of you no name pst le circ de jerk retards. Much love for all the og's though, nz, ogp, Dr m, panda, and especially Q. Much much much love 💘
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Eliza Gacklestock - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 02:47:22 EST ID:qB9EyRK6 No.598323 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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probably the last time posting here for some time fellas. dealer went to jail, heard through the grapevine the going away for some time. pills are drying up everywhere around here and it's probably time to quit. been off opis for almost 3 months now regardless. it was nice knowing you guys. nb, but i wish i could
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 10:51:04 EST ID:Ebf144UG No.598332 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598323
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 10:52:05 EST ID:Ebf144UG No.598333 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Two nice speedballs and some clonazepam. Obviously plus methadone in the day. Stressful evening and I doubt there'll be any more using for 3 or so more days

oops quick reply, May have made two posts.
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Ernest Gillermit - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 13:14:35 EST ID:DNFqpu8t No.598338 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Shot 1mg of bupe through the day and actually nodded the fuck out at times, now I'm bumping 4hrs into PST.

Incoming blogpost, you've been warned.

I think my gf is going to leave me soon. We're both opi addicts and after our last h binge I said I wanted to take a break from using for a while because we wern't really enjoying it anymore and she agreed, she's much less of an addict than me in the first place (I was a hardcore addict before we met, she'd only used opis a few times). Anyway the plan was to just use bupe and keep lowering the dose. Obviously I didn't stick to it, used more than I should have plus snuck in PST when I could. We got in a massive fight because I was mad at her for stopping me from using PST when I wanted to and she said she was super close to leaving me then. And you know how it is with girls, once the feelings gone, its game over. But she has quit opis completely and is going through minor wd's so idrk how she'l feel once she's through it. She might just be staying with me for convenience (money, car, I do all the housework/cooking) but I guess we'll see since her ex is always trying to hit her up so she could just jumpship to him.

It's hard because I don;t know if I really love her, or if I'm capable of love after frying my emotions with heroin, but I know I'd fall into a depression if she leaves. As fucked up as this sounds for the longest time I thought of her more like a pet of kind now more like a child I'm obligated to look after, since I do basically all the adult aspects of our lives and run around for her like a house maid, I enable her to be lazy and maybe even like bearing the responsibility since in my eyes it gives me all the power.

I spend a lot of money on her that I'd rather spend on drugs but I've already wasted sooo much on drugs as it is and I was depressed af in the height of my H addiction. She stops me from doing dumb things like buying fent and benzos from china so if she goes thats probably how I'm gonna die, funnily enough the one time I did use fent with her she saved me from an OD. I've also got her through rough times when she was constantly trying to kill herself, she's sooo much better now than she was when we met (a CRAAAAZY bitch, my god) and even a year ago from the aforementioned depression. I can't believe we've been together 2 years now. This has never been a normal relationship since we're not normal people but I think she's ready to grow up now... I'm not.
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Hedda Tillingdale - Thu, 19 Jul 2018 13:40:04 EST ID:qQBpwSWF No.598340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Taper bump again. Been on 2.5mg of oxycodone for 8 days. I waited for 24 hours and noticed no tangible withdrawal symptoms, except for mid-high blood pressure. Goodbye oxycodone.

Bumping on a buprenorphine bump up the nose. Maybe 0.2mg.

If tapering is so easy (it wasn't), and if at this tolerance using doesn't even cost anything, is there any sense in being totally sober on any given day? 24 is middle age on stone age standards, right? I need opioids for autism, right? How to shake these thoughts?
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George Cribbergold - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 05:43:06 EST ID:y8Wn2WFi No.598371 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Copped my usual twice weekly 50 bag, currently bumping some At the Drive In, playing Rome Total War, and spreading the /opi/ affection around to my friends at 4am like a chump. I love how emotionally connected and intimate dope makes me feel. I wish I could be this tuned in and loving all the time without being a fiend with no disposable income though. BWN, I love all you guys and gal(s). Safe noddings, y'all.
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Hedda Gankinwill - Fri, 20 Jul 2018 06:37:56 EST ID:C9JuEipo No.598372 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>598340
Why do you not want to be on opioids? Supply aside, I don't know of any good reason. I guess some people cant help themselves to do nothing but put opi in their body all day but if youre in control of yourself, i really don't see any reason not to. Sobriety is a spook. Only good reason i can figure, is if you're bored of taking opioids. I sure dont find them great as I used to (more than just tolerance). I wouldn't be surprised if one day i was over them, at least for a period.


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