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Adderall by Cat - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 05:36:01 EST ID:/deuP2/9 No.129809 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am trying to find a doctor who will easily write me an adderall script. Does anyone know of any Dr./psychiatrist who easily writes scripts?
Cedric Hinkinfield - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 13:08:48 EST ID:RM3UnEpd No.129810 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dr. Mumbo Jumbo
Polly Hummledene - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 23:38:21 EST ID:1mrnr9mU No.129813 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yer mums cooter easily writes scripts
Fuck Nunningfield - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 18:25:56 EST ID:kMcJoFBJ No.129818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Of course Officer, right this way.
James Fuckingdock - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 05:48:53 EST ID:sTr27BBb No.129819 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just buy meth

Wellbutrin (Bupropion) by Nathaniel Pittdale - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 22:52:15 EST ID:qyZd5aZi No.129812 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So any of you boys try taking Bupropion recreationally? I'm pretty fucking bored of being sober at the moment and I really don't want to fuck with Diphenhydramine anymore, and I don't know anybody to get some real shit anyways. Besides, I'm looking for another job so I need to be clean.

I've read some experiences on Erowid and people said it had a mild stimulant effect on them, I crushed up 300mg and insuffalated it a few weeks ago but didn't really notice anything myself. I bitched out and didn't take the whole thing since it burned like a bitch though.

Just curious if anybody else has done this. Also if anybody can recommend some decent legal ways to get a buzz that'd be really appreciated. Going to a headshop this weekend to get a cracker and some N2O so I don't have to do jolly african-american shit like this again
Henry Cuzzlebirk - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 12:23:32 EST ID:RUx2xDlb No.129814 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nah, you can't get high off wellbutrin. Might want to look into nootropics, I hear some can be recreational at higher doses. Phenylpiracetam is supposed to be kind of speedy and tianeptine is supposed to be like an opiate at higher doses. There's always Kratom and poppy seed tea too.
Fuck Nunningfield - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 18:15:17 EST ID:kMcJoFBJ No.129817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Though phenylpiracetam certainly boasts the capacity to be stimulating, I would submit from my own experience with PhenP that it lacks in any recreational value, unless you like to recreate by learning!

In combination with stimulants with "recreational value," it seems to prolong the duration of said stims, whilst doing what it does and boosting linguistic ability among other higher functions. It also serves as a potent remedy for memory impairment, confusion and scatterbrain resulting from stimulant intoxication, sleep deprivation, ADHD, and acute cannabis consumption, to name what I can identify IME.

Also, Wellbutrin is marketed as a drug of abuse in prisons where most available drugs are pharmaceuticals, and pharms with abuse potential are, I would imagine, controlled and dispensed even tighter than on the outside. I cannot recall the documentary I heard this information from.
Nathaniel Dillershit - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 09:47:03 EST ID:d253OyZI No.129820 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm being pedantic here, but tianeptine is an opioid at appropriate doses. It's a full agonist at the mu opioid receptor.

Nootropics by justlookinforadvice - Fri, 03 Feb 2017 17:09:33 EST ID:DaLp8+rP No.128923 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have been experimenting with modafinil for about two months now and let me just say that I definitely am a little more confident, focused, and driven to succeed. I have also tried microdosing lsd, which is great in its own right, but its better suited for those who have jobs where creativity or social interaction is needed, rather than a straight drive to get the job done. Would anyone like to share about their own experiences with such substances? I hear phenibut and piracetam are worth taking a look at but I would like to see what you guys' personal experiences have been
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Ebenezer Snodham - Wed, 12 Jul 2017 18:11:31 EST ID:kMcJoFBJ No.129782 Ignore Report Quick Reply
... Did you have a choline source?
Ebenezer Snodham - Wed, 12 Jul 2017 19:23:51 EST ID:kMcJoFBJ No.129784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nootropics are tricky, as each nootropic is liable to have differing pharmacokinetics and/or pharmacodynamics, meaning each substance has to be taken with respect to its own optimum dose range and dosing regimens, taking into account the interactions between each respective nootropic in a stack in addition to how you yourself respond to the substance.

You take 300mg of Phenylpiracetam with 300mg to boost 4-5hrs later (with a choline source, I prefer pre-loaded but I've never found this to be necessary) and you will very likely experience some notable nootropic effect in time for that daunting test with the essay question you know is just waiting to inscribe the meaning of pain into your dominant palm.

In contrast, if you took 300mg Piracetam and boosted after 6 hours with another 300, it's doubtful you'll experience much nootropic effect in time for the exam. Not only does Piracetam tend to require doses of 1-2g+ (in total throughout the day, split into 2-3 doses) before starting to shine, it also doesn't really start to shine until you've been keeping up your regimen consistently for weeks (IME, and in the experience of many others).

My experience is mostly with racetams, I wouldn't consider the likes of L-Tyrosine or other amino acid/neurotransmitter precursors to be any more nootropic than a large serving of meat & alternatives. They're nutrients. They only become nootropic once you're on actual nootropics that partially diminish or exhaust stores of neurotransmitters.

IME racetams shine in stacks, and I've found no partner more comp[limentary to nootropic effect than the original "smart drug," amphetamine. IIRC, they compliment one another quite amicably both pharmacologically, on paper, and cognitively, in practice. The only concern I could muster (aside from not yet-well-studied-but-nonetheless-seemingly-negligible-if-present-whatsoever long-term side effects (in excess of 30 years, 1 week for some of these new racetams) was a potential for glutamate excitotoxicity and resultant apoptosis, dopamine excitotoxicity " ", and a very weak link to what I imagine might cause a lowering of the seizure threshold as a result of AMPA/kainate receptor modulation, but I didn't get far into that reading before my ADHD took me on a detour.

Speaking of which: for fuck's sake, I got distracted for three seconds just now and stumbled upon this:
Don't let the "nature" tag fool you, this is a real medical journal. Apparently, amphetamine coaxing more dopamine out of those neurons might mitigate some of the glutamatergic impacts on its own.

Regardless of the neurotransmitter causing excitotoxicity, the actual process of cell death is closely linked to the production of reactive oxygen and nitrogen species in the uh... Cytoplasm? Insubstantial. What matters is that these chemicals are powerful oxidizers that contribute to the complex chain of events leading to the destruction of nerve terminals. This process can be interrupted, slowed, and it's damage reduced (if not prevented entirely) by generous loads of antioxidants. Here's the catch: generous loads. Ketamine or dextromethorphan can protect against glutamatergic excitotoxicity IIRC, but my readings suggest that my favourite drug here-to-shake-up-the-pharmaceutical-industry, cannabis (namely THC, CBD, and no doubt the hundreds of other cannabinoids found within its buds) contains antioxidant properties that are substantial, if my interpretation of the literature is accurate. In a nutshell, constantly keeping cannabinoid levels up in your bloodstream can contribute to a multi-faceted antioxidant and anti-inflammatory defense that I'd bet my neurons on.
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Ebenezer Snodham - Wed, 12 Jul 2017 19:37:12 EST ID:kMcJoFBJ No.129785 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I will go out on a limb here and make one prediction, however. I think that the general consensus concerning daily doses of phenylpiracetam is true in that one should expect diminishing returns, but I could swear I still reap benefits well into the following day. Perhaps a dosing schedule of 3-4 days per week, leaving at least one day in between each dose, could provide sustained nootropic benefit.

I dunno... I can't help but feel that PhenPir's effects push on beyond the chemical's elimination... Don't ask me how.
Henry Cuzzlebirk - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 12:52:41 EST ID:RUx2xDlb No.129815 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you're worried about excitotoxicity you should try adding memantine to your stack. It'll keep your brain from frying and also helps reduce tolerance to stims.
Fuck Nunningfield - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 18:03:50 EST ID:kMcJoFBJ No.129816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So I've heard. I'm weary of a dissociative throttling brainpower... Then again, I'm thinking more of dextromethorphan.

If only I had the funds...

Opiate withdrawal day 3 by Nathaniel Billingbanks - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 00:43:21 EST ID:lo77mcXi No.129793 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Took 500mg GABA, 3750mg of Kratom, two squeezes of
Skullcap extract in water to alleviate symptoms. Haven't eaten all day.
Jenny Clinderstone - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 11:46:08 EST ID:1dmnO1mh No.129794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good stuff! Is "GABA" the same as Gabpentin/Neurontin? I've heard Lyrica (Pregbalin) is much more effective because Gabapentin has a ceiling effect.

I'm using Lyrica for mild heroin wds, with great success. I was strung out for years but only using occasionally now. If I binge for a few days, I get sick, even though I haven't used daily in 4 years (including one year taper on methadone). If you can get your hands on Lyrica, I highly recommend it for wd symptoms (just be aware it adversely affects motor and cognitive function at high doses).
Rebecca Drarryput - Sun, 16 Jul 2017 20:51:50 EST ID:p6W1vm/U No.129798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No, GABA is GABA, the neurotransmitter of which gabapentin is an analogue (IIRC, phenibut definitely is). GABA barely crosses the BBB unless you take like 5g of it. Even then its pretty useless for most people, except possibly for increasing growth hormone levels.
OP, if GABA is ineffective, and it probably is (also extremely short lived), I'd suggest phenibut or maybe picamillon though I've never used it myself. Phenibut has the advantage of not making you hugely itchy like high dose GABA
Cedric Hinkinfield - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 13:21:12 EST ID:RM3UnEpd No.129811 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think there's a way to convert GABA into picamillion through heating it. Not 100% sure but if you google it there should be a tek to convert it where it'll pass the BBB.

For myself, I'm on gabapentin ~2600mg and ~3g of kratom. Feeling pretty lit! Had a job interview, which is why I took the gabapentin. Think I aced it tbh, but I might have looked like a deluded monkey to the sober people interviewing me haha.

Spice Substitute. All natural/ Organic by a shaman (not a doctor) - Tue, 11 Jul 2017 17:02:22 EST ID:073u3nq8 No.129772 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Smoke this herb in your hash pipe or spice pipe for a "spice substitute".

Effects: Dreams and feelings of calm IF not taken overboard.

Also opens up the realm for spiritual communication.
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Hamilton Bardhood - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 00:11:29 EST ID:jEdQfTfP No.129792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wtf is this plant, I must know..
Mirai Chan - Sun, 16 Jul 2017 11:20:19 EST ID:zOsDbFsE No.129797 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What even is this?
Alice Songermore - Sun, 16 Jul 2017 23:39:58 EST ID:d253OyZI No.129799 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The plant in this first pic doesn't look like the same plant as the other shots. It could be a part of the same plant, but could we get a better pic of how it's growing in relation to the plants around it? Also close ups of the leaves in the first shot and those around it would be great. A general idea of the geographical area you're in and the climate would also help.

How did you come across this and what gave you the idea to start trying to smoke it?
Alice Songermore - Sun, 16 Jul 2017 23:43:24 EST ID:d253OyZI No.129800 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Disregard that bit about it maybe being 2 plants, I'm pretty sure that the angle of the first shot just makes it look like the leaves are all coming out of the same level of the stem rather than different tiers. I'm still interested in the other stuff I asked about though.
Lydia Buzzfuck - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 15:09:58 EST ID:tky5OFeI No.129805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
so are you going to tell us what they are or are you just going to be a faggot

Black Pepper by Wesley Tootway - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 18:44:33 EST ID:DvsH6PdY No.129807 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>piperine is a MAOI
>piperine is in black pepper
>swallow a decent handful of black pepper
It has a pretty heady but pleasant effect, enjoying it T+ 20
Any of you fancy attempting a high from the spice cabinet?

Oxygen Bars by Priscilla Gerringgold - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 14:47:00 EST ID:Y7EJa7Z8 No.129804 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>work for this stoner lady who runs a few restaurants in my town
>she partnered up with some other lady and started a salon, including an oxygen bar
>10bux for ten minutes (and by ten I mean they forget how long you been on that shit and don't care much either

So here's the thing. Oxygen, in a concentrated application, is considered a perscription based on FDA rules, although FDA doesn't give two fucks because it's fucking air, who cares. I tried it myself, the aromatherapy is pretty nice, but other than that does inhaling a shit fuckload of pure oxygen do anything?

I mean it's just super air, right?
Sidney Shakeworth - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 15:27:49 EST ID:RM3UnEpd No.129806 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Think it helps athletes. You can run/swim/cardio MUCH longer after inhaling pure oxygen, since your blood vessels or whatever pump shit better. Not a scientist. But yeah I'd totally hit it up then go to the gym and get fat fuckin gains. Probably beats any pre-workout for actual effectiveness.

Salvia Microdosing? by Isabella Brookham - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 22:26:25 EST ID:DhjiSy1T No.129420 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Surely someone has tried this?
I have never tried salvia before and honestly do not have the correct area or head space for a full blown / powerful psychedelic or dissociative experience.

I am looking to use it as for a meditation aid which i heard it can be and to help with depression.
I have dabbed and smoked bud every day for a few years now and it never ever causes the slightest anxiety even in psychedelic amounts.

I actually fared quite well with my first true psychedelics experience, being roughly ~1mg of LSD accidentally dosed of course but i made it through somehow with OBE's and all that i still vividly remember.
Since then i have used mushrooms several times up to 3 grams cubensis in one sitting, and have had numerous LSD experiences ranging from bliss to flat out deathly nightmare.

I have been to the "meatlocker" so to speak before and managed through, fuck that. i mean i want to be able to see my environment in a psychedelic manner, not get catapulted off the planet and have elve talkign in my face.

I have plain leaf Salvia to start , like should i torch a small speck of leaf in my bong over and over until i start to notice a difference?
First hand experiences are really what i'm looking for here really
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Archie Sedgehall - Thu, 04 May 2017 18:41:18 EST ID:8QJqNZhx No.129459 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Salvia has a reverse tolerance, wouldn't microdosing daily for years eventually lead to you tripping the fuck out forever?
Wesley Blatherhall - Fri, 05 May 2017 23:44:52 EST ID:DhjiSy1T No.129461 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I have been experimenting with an ounce of plain salvia leaves (4mg / gram Salvinorum) for the past week, started with microdoses and noticed the insane mood refresh and brain 'reset' that it gives, it entirely erases any depression or anxiety i may be experiencing.

Eventually salvia calls your name and you want to start exploring it more and more though, hell even when i dont want to trip i can microdose and it feels amazing, especially in conjunction with weed.

I achieved a state of intense meditative consciousness recently after a level 5 breakthrough experience using ancient methods in conjunction with the level 5 experience i unexpectedly had with a single cone of finely ground, some nearly powdered leaf.

You DO NOT need a large hit t all to get effects. start off with small leaves and slowly step into the ocean rather than diving off helicopter during drought season and having your brain grinded through the infinite multi-dimensional complex like i did. I saw the gods, i saw it all, i was it all, it was beautiful but holy fuck my family was home, i didnt move at all somehow, i was positioned correctly on myy bed i suppose.

I have micro-dosed it 20 times or so today actually since i had nothing to do, it is the ONLY psych / dissociative i have used that makes me feel incredibly sane after the trip, unfortunately sometimes during the experience LOL. one time i tapped my timer open on my iphone and the world turned into a giant living fractal of frogs repeating the action of my finger touching the screen in rhythm with the sounds i was hearing.... This shit blows DMT outta the water.

Coldplay - Speed Of Sound <3
Polly Gallerbanks - Sat, 06 May 2017 03:51:20 EST ID:AVXRblaK No.129462 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Awe' God !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 12 May 2017 16:47:18 EST ID:zY/yVNfJ No.129499 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this reverse tolerance doesn't actually refer to tolerance, but just a phenomena where you need to familiarize first before you can actually lift off. The real tolerance is just that - it makes you tolerant. AFAIK this reverse 'tolerance' has nothing to do with tolerance.
Awe' God !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 12 May 2017 16:49:38 EST ID:zY/yVNfJ No.129500 Ignore Report Quick Reply
most people can lift off the first time anyway. Sally isn't a toy though so if you are doing it often or high doses you have to be really sure that this is what you want.

Doing it solely because of some experiment or other kind of intelectual decision instead of following your gut could burn you.

Will this get me high? by Yuuuuu - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 15:49:46 EST ID:UX6JmVEJ No.129668 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Boutta be spraying some of this shit into a balloon and inhaling/rebreathing. What to expect? (Don't tell me I'll die unless I'll ACTUALLY die)
Fuck Blozzlepure - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 16:03:40 EST ID:xFz49Vvu No.129671 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you took a picture of the label instead of the ingredients
have fun
Cedric Dungerbanks - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 17:00:32 EST ID:FT2JNH0D No.129672 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Contains difluoroethane and tetrafluoroethane
Jack Bavingdock - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 22:51:42 EST ID:d253OyZI No.129685 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There actually is a real risk of sudden cardiac arrest.

Carisoprodol Thread by Charles Bagglefuck - Fri, 14 Jul 2017 17:39:31 EST ID:s61YnglL No.129790 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ahh that feeling when you live in a country were you dont have to get a prescription to get it. Feeling bad for all you canadians/Americans struggling to get some.

In the meanwhile im take 700mg wit some 100 mg tramadol, life's never been better.
Sophia !0R/XnN1IK. - Fri, 14 Jul 2017 22:33:55 EST ID:iEcLbwjZ No.129791 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Is that like Flexeril? That shit just puts me to sleep for 12 hours.
Can you get Tramadol over the counter? Now we're talking.
Shitting Bunkinfield - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 13:02:17 EST ID:s61YnglL No.129795 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Is that like Flexeril?

Its not flexeril, its carisoprodol/somas. By themselves they are kinda meh but when u take em wit opiates and or benzos, they are amazing.

>Can you get Tramadol over the counter?

sadly no, but i can get prescriptions pretty easily at 20 bucks a pop, but some medications like oxycontin are pretty expensive but shit like codeine, benzos, tramadol are like 10 bucks.
Shitting Warringsat - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 13:27:27 EST ID:RlpEqdif No.129796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Tramadol + carisoprodol is one of my favourite combos, i usually slowly dose 300-400mgs of tramadol during the day and at night when im feeling them the most i take 1050mgs of carisoprodol, it feels great imo
I also get both otc and cheap so thats nice

OTC/Legal highs by Simon Tillingdale - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 19:51:34 EST ID:w3mzRbJ5 No.129705 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Dont know anyone to get real stuff, add to list if im missing something:

DXM - Cough syrups
prophylhexedrine (like adderal) - Benzedrex inhaler
DPH - Benadryl
Various - research chemicals online
Nitrous Oxide - N2O chargers and whip cream dispenser
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Walter Parringwodge - Fri, 07 Jul 2017 18:33:03 EST ID:8McLwwBx No.129754 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nicholas Hindlebanks - Mon, 10 Jul 2017 00:13:55 EST ID:W5JM9fAY No.129761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
St. John's Wort, if you really gobble the stuff
BLiNKEYBiLL - Wed, 12 Jul 2017 01:54:01 EST ID:lStkvUgq No.129780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ETIZOLAM, if youre in america buy fucking unscheduled etizolam, xanax like/lite
Hunter S. Nodson - Fri, 14 Jul 2017 14:17:41 EST ID:HxPPAgad No.129788 Ignore Report Quick Reply
its weaker than caffeine lol.

why would you do this?
Edward Budgeham - Fri, 14 Jul 2017 16:54:08 EST ID:arKOKSou No.129789 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Caffeine is some dangerous shit man.

Getting high on nothing by Music anon - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 08:56:09 EST ID:QsCj48aR No.129625 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm here to discuss my medical and mental condition that brought me here, to talk about a very peculiar situation: i can get high on nothing.
More specifically, i can get high on music, as it's always my favourite catalyst, and when i am not listening to music i try to remember it to trigger this event.
Please forgive if my language is confusing, i'm not a native speaker, and i have problems clinging to words atm.
Story in the thread.
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Priscilla Wannerdale - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 16:49:03 EST ID:z2Ml4oT+ No.129697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You seem like a spiritual person, don't wanna insult you with my opinion but it might make some sense and put you in the right direction for research

You've already said you experience psychosis.
That mixed with synaesthesia might be what you have (synesthesia for possibly more results as that's US spelling)

I don't have psychosis, but I got synaesthesia. The most common form is "seeing" colours responding to words, or music, or associating one sense with another (e.g. the name of a town is "blue" in colour, or will bring up a specific smell)
Some will actually see it, akin to a hallucination but more as an "overlay" to normal vision, some will experience it in "their mind's eye" - like a visual memory.

Mine's kinda weird, I have shapes, objects, texture (and when high on almost anything colour is an aspect). Mine is very tactile. Dissonant tones will warp and push my head, leave a bad taste in my mouth, a specific song's base note might make me imagine a hairless tennis ball, the density and feel of it as the song progresses.

Anyone who's taken high doses of acid might have experienced something similar, though at (probably) a more intense scale. I imagine synaesthesia would just become more pronounced with psychosis, as it does with almost any altered state.
the flicker !FwnV7hV52I - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 05:02:45 EST ID:+6ypgndt No.129704 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ruzbihan writes of his first awakening:
"[At the age of 3] we had a mosque at the gate of my house. I saw some children and asked them, 'Do you know your God?' They said, 'It it said he has no hands or feet.' For they had heard from their parents that God Most High transcends limbs and members. But when I asked that, I was filled with joy and ran, and something happened to me similar to what happens with the lights of recollection and the visitations of meditation, but I did not know the reality of what happened."
Music anon - Thu, 29 Jun 2017 01:15:45 EST ID:QsCj48aR No.129717 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I am very positive that's not the case.
I can't empathize at all with what you just described, and more than that the few hallucinations that actually mattered (the one creating the whole issue, and the one freeing me from that psychological trap i had created) were both completely silent.
Music barely helps "awaken my feelings" if it makes sense, cause all i see is emotion based.
Ebenezer Snodham - Wed, 12 Jul 2017 18:28:37 EST ID:kMcJoFBJ No.129783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Goosebumps are about the only response to music that I experience that is reminiscent of drugs (aside from seemingly every other aspect of listening to music, come to think of it).

Sometimes I'll experience a warm, soothing rushing sensation travel through my scalp and down my spine, sometimes isolated to the left or right hemisphere. It feels a little like an orgasm mixed with a sudden application of a topical ointment that simulates a warm burning feeling. This is sometimes accompanied by a feeling not dissimilar to goosebumps, but lacking raised hair follicles.

Thing is, it's triggered by a number of things, not all of them external stimuli. Sometimes my own thoughts will trigger this brief sensation, sometimes it will be music, a strong emotion, a concept, or (rarely) touch. I have no idea how to pin it down and I don't experience any perceptible change in consciousness.

Weird shit mane
Wesley Settingsare - Thu, 13 Jul 2017 20:45:46 EST ID:nPIoD9EG No.129787 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Time to look up ASMR!

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