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Took too much acid :( by Edwin Shakeham - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 21:57:43 EST ID:bnPRnIIo No.791429 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Just took a large amount of acid by accident and this is my first time will I be alright? I'm alone, and friend said he gave me the wrong tabs that are approx 200ug each and I took 4 thinking they were 100 or lower.
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Edwin Shakeham - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 02:29:13 EST ID:bnPRnIIo No.791493 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Im so lost man
Nell Himmlelick - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 02:38:13 EST ID:RPW6NmQg No.791494 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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You are going to be fine. Breathe deeply.
Music thread from before:
Esther Pickman - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 03:01:51 EST ID:LPMATR/J No.791496 Ignore Report Quick Reply
naw man you're in front of your computer/tablet/phone. you're not lost.
Samuel Durringnadge - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 10:03:37 EST ID:qiOm3C0U No.791535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”

― Frank Herbert, Dune
Barnaby Blommleshaw - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 11:49:21 EST ID:Hm5zrcDa No.791539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I hope OP updates us today

Ayy lmao by Matilda Gapperspear - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:54:51 EST ID:oYHRX8bB No.791522 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>be 17 about to turn 18 (in like a week)
>go to music festival
>friend and I can't find a place to put our tent
>awkward as fuck
>some nice fellow dressed as a pirate helps us set up
>tells me we're taking acid (neither of us ever did no acid)
>two hits
>friend is like, no
>I'm like, yes!
>do it.
>I get lost as fuck, friends and pirates are no where to be found
>I manage to find my way out of the dance pit up to these two girls
>"Hey I feel like I've met you before..."
>"Uh... no... are you okay?"
>"I'm lost. My friends abandoned me and to make matters worse, I'm on a bunch of LSD"
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Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:55:51 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791523 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>meme arrows
Matilda Gapperspear - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:56:05 EST ID:oYHRX8bB No.791524 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And then I lived off of cereal for a day, got really drunk, and discovered something called a PIZZADILLA, which is exactly what it sounds like.

And that's how I became I man.
Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:56:52 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791526 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Graham Nickleworth - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 06:09:14 EST ID:TbkGKYdR No.791531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This thread has all of my wats.
Albert Mimmlesare - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 11:24:27 EST ID:ypVgc9ws No.791538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm okay with this thread for several reasons

Famous Psychonauts? by Phyllis Ducklelere - Mon, 21 Jul 2014 15:46:50 EST ID:C2riTpq8 No.790650 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Who are some famous psychonauts (besides the obvious McKennas, Learies, Hofmanns) and where can I find literature about them?

Also, is there any famous literature/documents about psychedelics in popular culture?
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Walter Murdham - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 21:01:01 EST ID:5QCGzPTR No.791421 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>I remember reading that he liked to serve his guests curry that was spiced with peyote. Then he observed how they'd behave.


I don't remember reading that
Henry Mobberforth - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 21:31:16 EST ID:EOSAhmsq No.791424 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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PROTIP: there is no evidence Crowley actually introduced Huxley to mescaline, and all of Huxley's work is an indication the the contrary.
robadex - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 21:58:05 EST ID:AUrYTKoM No.791431 Ignore Report Quick Reply
wasnt he also you status lol
John Hallorann Titor !SSDoCt0rTo - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 10:44:16 EST ID:z4kpNKuB No.791536 Ignore Report Quick Reply
jokes on you, crowley was an incarnation of set, i'm an incarnation of horus. he's my brother
John Hallorann Titor !SSDoCt0rTo - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 10:58:39 EST ID:z4kpNKuB No.791537 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>unnecessary lines like y=x x=-y
>obviously that means zero, which just adds to your point im guessing that its all related to some zero-point?
no, obviously it means two different lines because they're both right there on the graph, good job being blind to what's right in front of you.
i honestly don't know what you want from me because i've already elaborated on basically any question you can ask that isn't unprecedented butthurt over nonsense.
but you're too busy finding what you want instead of just being open-minded.

Overwhelming feeling by Ingrid - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 09:27:51 EST ID:OcnEXYMt No.791534 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I had my first psychedelic experience last night (mushrooms), it was incredible but I almost feel like it was too overwhelming, too much information to take in and process

like someone was telling me all sorts of really important/significant information but they were telling me so much that i couldnt write fast enough to keep up, sort of feeling

Do you think my brain will continue assessing the experiences for the coming days/weeks? or have I already gotten all the benefits from the trip?

At the end of the trip I felt humbled and empty, like when you have a fresh install of a OS and you're faced with the overwhelming task of redownloading all your programs, music, movies and bookmarking your favorite sites and tweaking your settings

Revision of Mathematical Hypothesis behind Dimethyltryptamine & 5-HT experiences of perception by !SSDoCt0rTo - Fri, 27 Jun 2014 04:47:36 EST ID:z4kpNKuB No.786028 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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All things are connected.
User has been warned
Warned by: spunky
Message: The image contained contact info, that sort of thing is an instant global ban, so watch yourself.
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John Hallorann Titor !SSDoCt0rTo - Thu, 24 Jul 2014 05:57:47 EST ID:z4kpNKuB No.791144 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>The stuff doctor talks about, I personally believe means little to nothing.
the rest of the conscious beings are familiar with what i've posted about. it only means little to nothing to you because you choose that interpretation.

>Humans are just now scraping the surface of 'reality' in this universe.
not really. humans have had this knowledge for a long time.

>We need to create this god, we need to define the concept and make it a reality, which is what I believe we are doing as a whole at the moment anyway
did you just watch transcendence or something

>What people like to think of, and what some people nowadays refer to as "god"
god is an all purveying essence that's the ethereal source of all energies.

>Just because you can copy someone's math doesn't mean that you truly understand the meaning of it.
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Ernest Povingchare - Thu, 24 Jul 2014 06:05:07 EST ID:Ck6WWPgG No.791146 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Have you read Orthodoxy of G. K. Chesterton?
John Hallorann Titor !SSDoCt0rTo - Thu, 24 Jul 2014 06:07:49 EST ID:z4kpNKuB No.791148 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i will read it. today i'm just starting a reading of Hermes Trismegistus' gnostic works.
John Hallorann Titor !SSDoCt0rTo - Thu, 24 Jul 2014 06:16:12 EST ID:z4kpNKuB No.791151 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Greetings from 10 Forward. This is Sananda. There continues to be many carry-overs from World religions of false teachings. We begin by sharpening our discriminative awareness. Many lightworkers who understand they are Galactic still cling to programming from their world religion which was designed to keep them asleep and unaware of their true wholeness.

You are much more than body, mind and soul.

The Jews believe in reincarnation. It is very little discussed in Temple. They continue to wait for the Messiah since Sananda’s 6th Earth incarnation as Jesus was rejected by the Jews. The Christians believe in reincarnation but One never hears about it in Church. Resurrection is emphasized and means Ascension or Enlightenment. Ascension was reserved only for Jesus and Mother Mary because the Church was controlling the masses. It is not mentioned in the Koran, but only the hadith that Muslims believe in reincarnation for Muhammad who will return as the Mahdi. It is meant to control the masses to say Ascension is only for Abraham, Isaac, other early fathers of the faith, Jesus, Mary and Mohammad. Hindus and Buddhists clearly believe in reincarnation for the masses as do the Jains.

Both the natural and artificial StarGates on Earth were built at the time of Creation. In the Koran it states the building of the Kaaba StarGate at Mecca and the Dome of the Rock, the Furthest StarGate where he ended his Mission and returned home to the Star Nations were both built by Adam and Abraham. Jesus used the StarGate at Mt. Hermon in the Golan Heights at the Transfiguration of Jesus. The Hindus, Buddhist and Jains all revere the StarGate at Mt. Kailash. Religions have been used to build egoic thoughts of ownership, so-called loyalty and blood thirsty battle cries in religious wars. Religion has been since the beginning of time on Earth until a few days ago at the bombing of Buddha’s famous Bodhi Tree in India used to create wars which center around controlling the StarGates. Why do you think the Chinese took over Tibet? The Jews took over Palestine? The Americans killed 8 million total civilians and military in Iraq and Afghanistan? Those areas are full of artificial and natural StarGates. Why does the U.N. and Vatican wage racial cleansing in South America? All the StarGates there. Yemen has a very large natural StarGate in the Gulf of Aden. Dafur and Somalia surround a natural StarGate. Syria too. Anywhere you see years of war – there is a StarGate located there. Rumi said that when Universal Laws were understood it would make religions obsolete.

Each religion holds a person to a certain teaching which in more or less detail holds a level of mastery. Some religions hold their followers around Kindergarten or First Grade. Others have obtained Junior High. Still others offer teachings around the High School level and some rarely offer teachings on the College and even the PhD. level. Blindly following religious law which were arbitrarily written by humans to control segments of Humanity is not a good practice. Divine Feminine was repeatedly and decidedly removed completely from most World religions and now the Earth suffers greatly.

The Creator God at the Godhead is known as HaShem to the Jews, Brahma to the Hindus, Maitreya to the Buddhists (with same names in Japanese and Chinese), Alcyone to the Egyptians, Allah to the Muslims and God Almighty to the Christians. Each one of these religions also finds a redeemer which will come later in time, a return of Jesus, the Mahdi is the return of Muhammad, Kalki Maitreya is the future Maitreya on Earth and the Jews are waiting the true Messiah. It is true that the Prophets are returning. They are all coming to Earth in their StarShips. Much more important though is that the Creator God is taught as unobtainable by most religions and that is a blatant lie holding Humanity back from their resurrection or their Ascension. We are ALL Creator Gods. We are all sparks from the Supreme.

At the Godhead is Mother (Mother Sekhmet/Kali/Parvati/Lakshmi/Sophia) Father (Alcyone/Shiva/Vishnu/Allah/Theos) God. Those Created by MotherFather God, in a loving Union have the names Elohi which refers to the Angels who never fell and the Elohim which are the Fallen Angels. These two words have been interchanged to keep Humanity asleep. It does not mean those named Elohim ever Fell, it means the word was attributed falsely and the true word should be Elohi. Lord Ashtar and St. Germain are Elohi. Also Jehovah (Yahweh) was an Annunaki warlord. Abraxas was an Archon Dragon and both were trying to control Earth. They forced Humanity to falsely call them God and worship them although they were dark and Fallen from Grace.
Lucifer was an Annunaki warlord and Santan was a group of demons. All the other names you have encountered are same names for Mother Father God at the Godhead.
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lorcaeldren - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 09:11:39 EST ID:iuNkqm8s No.791533 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hi,look the reality of the world today.Thinking for every glimpse of my eye.GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS>>>>>>>>AMEN>>>>>>>>

first time doing 2 hits at once by Isabella Droshpat - Thu, 24 Jul 2014 23:51:06 EST ID:fqQtOwSD No.791287 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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A friend of mine send the these pictures. Said he bought them from some guy claiming they had two drops on each and that the source is the vatican but dealers lie about their acid a lot don't they?

says he's probably taking 2 hits is this okay? Any tips?
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Oliver Dungerlat - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 01:56:10 EST ID:XuWoZP1Z No.791481 Ignore Report Quick Reply
maybe im not you and only half ass read this thread but if everyone who puked the first time they drank never drank again we'd have alot less people buying beer in the world. dont write acid off because of one bad experience
Oliver Blackfield - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 03:44:11 EST ID:fqQtOwSD No.791503 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I mean it feels like if I had put myself under the microscope, inspecting every aspect of my life and feeling like a complete hypocritical. I found myself kinda divided in the inside and I don't know what to do... can't sleep right now, would you advise smoking weed?
Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 03:50:44 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791504 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dude u do wat u want u r cool man smoke weed ganjabis
Graham Nickleworth - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:13:09 EST ID:TbkGKYdR No.791510 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This pretty much describes how i've felt lately while tripping. The best i've done to calm my thoughts after all of that is to take it all with a grain of salt- Like every single thing in life. Remember that we are just human, we are only built to perceive a small fraction of the universe, and we will never be able to fully comprehend the world around us; Only our part in it. I think that these drugs give us a glimpse of the whole for a second, then send us back to doing our part. We are but an observer in a magnitude of order. Just like bees. Bees work meticulously to keep their hives going, pollenating plants on Earth. We COULD go yell at the bees to snap out of it and go enjoy themselves for a bit, I mean shit, they can fly, i'd love to fly. But we would just be yelling at a beehive. They can't hear us, or understand us. After all, we wouldn't WANT those bees to alter their behaviour. We need the bees to do exactly what they do. They are an important part of the chain here, of the magnitudes of order. We are just a larger part higher up on the chain- But we are not the top. These drugs give us a glimpse of EVERYTHING- the entire chain all at once. Then, after seeing this perspective, we go back to just being the bees. I don't think we are supposed to want to change TOO much, but we can alter what we are doing here on Earth slightly by, like I said, taking that experience with a grain of salt. Just use it to remember that hey, there is MUCH more going on than what we experience on a daily basis in the universe as humans. We're not sure of EXACTLY what all of it is- as we are not built to properly see it all the time, but some of us have had glimpses. Like bees having glimpses of what its like to look at a beehive as a human. But in the end, the bee is back in the hive, and he knows he has to continue supporting it and do his best at being a bee.

Just remember there is more than what is going on. That our emotions we experience on a daily basis are but a fraction of those available in the universe to experience, but as humans we are limited to playing with these at the moment.

Remember too, that it's not about how many crayons you get in the box, not abo…
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Frederick Clambleshit - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 07:21:27 EST ID:068lQfvP No.791532 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This post was a spiritual experience, thank

BWT - Bump While Tripping by Nathaniel Hommerville - Wed, 16 Jul 2014 04:25:21 EST ID:AQ3SUwNJ No.789713 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Let the music take over you, friend.
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William Grandspear - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 03:25:30 EST ID:0Tso3/7w No.791497 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cinnamon-Mushroom tea again. Peaceful, with some very nice closed-eye visuals.
William Grandspear - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 03:29:04 EST ID:0Tso3/7w No.791498 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Forgot music and pic.
William Grandspear - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 03:29:34 EST ID:0Tso3/7w No.791499 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Forgot music. Shit I'm tripping.
Albert Debberlack - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 05:17:58 EST ID:e44NHuOm No.791527 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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welp just ended up sleeping all day instead and am gonna have a night trip
pooped 250ug of acid, LEETTTSSSS GOOOOOO
Albert Debberlack - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 05:18:33 EST ID:e44NHuOm No.791528 Ignore Report Quick Reply
popped* hahah

Fun by Thomas Genderstore - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 00:28:27 EST ID:Gwd2Se7y No.791292 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hello /psy/ !
took an eighth of Gold Caps 20 minutes ago, perhaps you all could post SLAYER and great music? What are you guys enjoying tonight ?
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Phoebe Brigglelune - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 16:00:58 EST ID:p08v0aVC No.791383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Verdammtes KRAFTWERK, neger
Nell Himmlelick - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 02:40:03 EST ID:RPW6NmQg No.791495 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Funky and erotic, yahh
William Grandspear - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:19:54 EST ID:0Tso3/7w No.791511 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sidney Suddleforth - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:30:46 EST ID:wWFCq6+3 No.791515 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Happy trails bro. I'm on about 5gs of some good shrooms now. Tripping pretty good. Hope your enjoying your time man.
Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:56:15 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791525 Ignore Report Quick Reply

2c-b by Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 00:25:35 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791468 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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more than 2 and a half hour since i dropped 30mg of 2c-b

still dont feel anything

wat do
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Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:28:21 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791513 Ignore Report Quick Reply
im ded
Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:32:24 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791517 Ignore Report Quick Reply

what a good read
Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:50:01 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791519 Ignore Report Quick Reply
but all aside

how does this make sense

im tripping balls right now holy shit fuck man what the fuck

Graham Nickleworth - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:51:10 EST ID:TbkGKYdR No.791520 Ignore Report Quick Reply

no, lol..

But get off the computer, put on some music, draw something, idk. Dun spend the whole trip just posting blankposts on 420 ! Go have fun! Explore :)
Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:52:49 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791521 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Tripping Out n Shit by Sidney Suddleforth - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:29:18 EST ID:wWFCq6+3 No.791514 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ate an eighth about two hours back. Tripping some serious balls by now. Ate another 2 gs since i'm feelin pretty good. Meanwhile let's have a shroom discussion /trippy shit thread.
Sidney Suddleforth - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:36:46 EST ID:wWFCq6+3 No.791518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
having a good time man.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDD by Phoebe Noffinglock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:02:20 EST ID:tPn8KeSX No.791509 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ebenezer Warringlock - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 04:32:17 EST ID:laj9FES+ No.791516 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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tripping how to by Hamilton Claywater - Thu, 24 Jul 2014 07:29:17 EST ID:IFpxygiu No.791157 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I've dabbled with plenty of substances and always knew that they were brilliant and deep in their own ways but I had my first LSD trip this evening and honestly this feels like a fucking gimmick stretched out for an ungodly 6 hours now. its like at first yeah I get it, vibrant colors, feeling AMAZING, music is fun, ect. but 6 hours later I'm calling it, this shits a gimmick. I was excited at first because I was expecting some crazy grade-A 60s psychedelic trippy trip shit. I was buckled in ready for a ride but now I feel bored and annoyed. My vision is a funny drug filter and i feel really good, yeah, i get it.

So /psy/ please guide me with all your wisdom. How do I fucking trip like a movie? Honestly im disappointed in this weird orgasm limbo my LSD trip turned into
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Samuel Lightbury - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 17:51:26 EST ID:48YljN+m No.791397 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> adopted a shockingly detailed fantasy as irrefutable fact.
This. Although I tend to do quite high doses of 25i, and I get cevs + oevs just from being high, so I'm unsure whether it's a brain chemistry or just higher dosage. Thoughts?
Doctor Hallorann - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 18:00:50 EST ID:z4kpNKuB No.791399 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>On LSD it's mind fucky in the sense that you discover that you are literally the same living being as your oldest ancestor. You are literally them. That's infinitely more trippy than seeing fractal patterns made of human bodies.

YOU TOO? Reminds me of the Alice in Wonderland and HAL spoof, on Futurama. "CHANGE PLACES"!
Sphinter Poperfield - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 18:22:03 EST ID:TbkGKYdR No.791403 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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While on 23c, I feel more connected to my roots. Like I am now one with mother earth and all of its inhabitants. The feeling of normal everyday surroundings feel alien themselves. How is it that everything in life distracts us in such a way that being a so called "bee" is a completely normal thing for so many people. Either everything is done for survival, or selfish joy. The more we lose the ability to connect to our roots and to other people on a real level, the harder it becomes to live life as a connected individual and not a worker bee.
Jenny Fanlock - Fri, 25 Jul 2014 22:00:07 EST ID:P6q2dZsm No.791432 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Why is it seemingly only some of us?

I sometimes suspect it's because I'm a really analytical person. I'm studying English literature, and I'm used to reading really closely and finding the hidden meaning in things- but I also do so with movies, television shows, and similar things reflexively.

So when I'm tripping, this tends to bleed through in the form of me taking a figurative step back and trying to consider what I'm seeing or feeling, in the context of it being an illusion thrown up in part by my unconscious mind. As I consider what insights I could glean from these concerning my own psyche, worries and desires and so forth, the trip starts to react to these thoughts, and throws up more impressions and images and feelings and so on that expand and build on the conclusions I reach from my reflexive analysis.

And then I reflexively analyse THOSE, and the end result is that I end up in a sort of feedback loop, with these deeply personal and internal hallucinations and feelings growing more elaborate and intense the more I think about them, and the more the trip approaches the peak. If you've seen the movie Inception, you might remember that one of the rules they lay down for when building dreams is not to recreate places from your past, because they're too personal, and it's the easiest way to forget you're dreaming. I think it's kind of like that- since the compoundingly complex hallucinations and delusions I've been accumulating during the trip have sort of been naturally-selected on the basis of what resonates most powerfully and symbolically with me, and on some level I'm AWARE of how personally meaningful they are, I fall into the trap of equating 'meaningful' with 'true', or 'right', and slip gradually into a state where this carefully built-up trip narrative becomes my truth, and my psychedelic-muddled mind accepts it as what is real.

All in all, it's a colossally cathartic experience. Experiencing your entire belief structure and your preconceived notions of what is objectively correct being broken down and rebuilt in the shape of an intricate and meaningful, but most certainly false, fantasy reality is enormously eye-opening. Until psychedelics, I could never have really understood how it feels to be made to believe in something untrue, take it as self-evident fact or a cosmic revelation, and then have the curtain lifted from your eyes and see everything you previously believed in as false. I feel that it's quite a healthy mental exercise to go through.

I've only been tripping for a couple of years or so, so I don't know how common it is (or at least how common on my kind of dosage), but as I approach the peak on a given psychedelic, my perceptions become fantastically malleable, and subject to the whims and fancies of the trip's narrative. On the peak, I've had coherent two-sided conversations with extraplanar deities manifesting in still images on television screens, experienced and perceived arriving in a magenta-skied desert with strange nomadic shamans (I've never been to an actual desert in my life) or navigating through alien cities without ever leaving the sofa, and listened to my friends having a conversation but clearly and distinctly heard them saying completely different things to what they were actually saying. Things that related to the trip-narrative I was currently experiencing, when there was no real way they could have known what I was seeing.

Pic related. It was just the wallpaper on my friend's laptop that we agreed to hook up to the television screen, because we liked the way the colours moved, and electric sheep was being a bit too intense for us one day. Two trips later, and I was already both fascinated and slightly disturbed by the emotional hold this picture now has over me. This is the deity-manifesting-in-the-picture I mentioned. If he/she had a name (I got the impression it was genderless, though presenting itself to me as female- ironically, I looked it up, and the artist says the spirit in the picture is male), I've forgotten it, but it was part of a whole pantheon of entities that I perceived trying to reach me during the trip, as my soul was actually their former king usurped and trapped in a mortal vessel on a different plane- and that if I could transcend, I could reclaim my throne as lord over their realm of beautiful madness. I can recall images of sprawling pyramidal palaces of vaguely Mayan or Inca architecture, male from grey stone that glistened like silver, rising into an electric blue sky with swirling yellow stars, above a tropical jungle populated by revelling spirits and shifting alien creatures in a constant state of celebration.
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Graham Nickleworth - Sat, 26 Jul 2014 02:18:10 EST ID:TbkGKYdR No.791490 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Thank you for posting this, I really appreciate it. Yeah.. I can't even really put into words a lot of the nbome experiences i've had so far. But it's my goal to. I think it's so damn important that people like us who are able to, do so. Some people seem to not be able to put into words these experiences, or not as well.. or when they do, it seems like they did not understand or had a very very different experience, which is also important to be aware of. Idk.. That whole quote you see around the internet all the time, "too late to explore the oceans, too soon to explore the cosmos, just in time to explore out minds" is really the best thing I can quote. We are here, young and in our prime (i assume most of us are fairly young, below 40 or 50, not part of the latter half generations I would assume) and we know the most about the world around us at the moment. We have the upper hand for understanding this niche here on Earth, and WE, the ones who feel that we understand it, need to be the ones to represent this niche. Unfortunately, the ones who are against it or do not understand have been the ones representing this lately.. I've been trying to write up a lot more trip reports and posting them online when and where I can. So far I've received a lot of positive feedback from the notepads and shit I write up with philosophy as well. It's been rather fun sharing, and has helped me learn and grow immensely.

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