/psy/ Psychedelic Discussion
A little about myself, I'm in my early 20's and I recently moved away from my parents. After the move, I soon realised that I had been mentally ill (bipolar, depression and manias) closer to 10 years because of them. I haven't sought any professional help yet, but I'm planning on it.Weed has been a big part in allowing myself to even realize I was ill, but I fast became dependent on it (still am). Right now I feel like I have my life still ahead of me, but I made some really stupid mistakes in my recent years. Basically I was projecting my parents' expectations as my own dream, so I wasted 4 years on a school I hated, all the while telling myself I'd do that for a living for the rest of my life. That lead to some hardcore alcohol abuse during the school years, once I started smoking weed I soon quit drinking but as I said, my relation to weed is hardly any healthier.Right now I don't know what I'm gonna do... I can finally start doing whatever I like for the rest of my life, but I feel so overwhelmed at the whole situation that I don't even know where to start. But most of all, I don't want to make another mistake and end up miserable. That's where LSD comes in, I know how to acquire some, but I don't know about the quality yet. I have a trip sitter, but I plan to spend most of the time alone for some self-exploration.With all that in mind, should I give it a try? I'm pretty confident I can avoid a bad trip since I'm not doing it with "hurrr let's get fucked" mentality, so I'm willing to take the risk of that happening.
>>803851Yeah, everyone should take the test. Those who pass: climb aboard human fools, those who fail: tasty blue pill
>>803832when the moons are properly aligned, ill go into mania and the trip will be half dealing with my bipolar crap, which isnt so bad when im manic. usually, since im bp2, it will just trigger hypomanic episode which is kinda like being manic minus the good stuff. too much energy to handle, confusion/cognitive dissonance...when im in a bipolar episode it is much like amphetamines. i can compare it to taking acid with meth, acid keeps happening but youre still being pushed along by something. instead of thinking about or enjoying my trip i have to spend some of my energy dealing with bipolar symptoms. worse case i just become very confused for the trip or become psychotic for months after...which isnt as bad as it sounds...i tripped a lot for a few years, after a few years of getting my feet wet. i havent had a good trip in awhile because i've become a benz/opi addict instead. unless you're already an alcoholic or benzhead i cannot recommend xanax except for selling. if u can use it rarely thats fine but youre on 420chan. the acute benz wd/rebound will agitate bp disorder more than any psy
>>803857amazing words, youve basically summed up everything ive been thinking..as my brother put it on my first trip "On acid you have two doors, the good door and the bad door. If you choose the bad door, youre gonna have a pretty rough trip which you may not be able to control and might effect you for a long time, but once you choose the good door theres no going back, and your whole life changes. The best part is..its up to you! We chose the good door." Good luck friend..choose the good door and blast the fuck off!
>>803851>Unless you have a history of mental illness severe enough to require medication. Isn't that half of America by this point?
>Unless you have a history of mental illness severe enough to require medication.
>>803351My advice:First and foremost, make sure what you have is real LSD. Buy a test kit, order from the deep web, do whatever you have to do to make sure your acid is genuine. If your source is just some guy that your friend knows, you can be 80% sure what he's selling is actually a research chemical.You'll learn more about your place in the universe than you could ever hope to imagine, and that can be kind of scary. My first time was a bad trip even though I consider myself a very chill guy and I thought I could handle it. I ended up getting a taste of what insanity is really like because I couldn't deal with how intense the experience was getting. Really the most important thing in avoiding a bad trip is letting the drug take you wherever it wants to. Completely let go to the experience and don't fight it. You will have an infinitely better time.Other than that, listen to music and spend some time outside. I wouldn't recommend watching a movie or some other braindead activity as you really aren't going to get as much out of it.safe travels, amigo
Does /psy/ read books?I want written lsdA colorfull psychedelic novelAny recommendations?I red some of huxleys novels and they are pretty cool but not the trippy stuff I hoped to find
Poetry is trippy as fuck.
>>803913aeeee boi.perfume: the story of a murder, and lolita feel pretty psychedelic to me.the waves might be more of a /dis/ trip?
>>803912If you're in the UK there is an indoor festival/conference on next month in Liverpool about Robert Anton Wilson, psychedelics and fringe material in general but mainly featuring a play that is a sequel to the illuminatus play that was put on in the 80s. The new play is based on RAW's non fiction book cosmic trigger which goes into his weird experiences following writing illuminatus.Here's a link with more info: http://www.cosmictriggerplay.com/The play will also be on for a week in London minus the festivalconference.
Alex Gray's Art Psalms.It's a combination of his paintings and poetry inspired by psychedelics.Also Jung's red book (readers edition is good but doesn't have the paintings, the full book with paintings costs over $100 and is massive) and The Exegesis of Philip K Dick.Heres a pdf and pictures from the red book to see if its what youre looking for: https://mega.co.nz/#F!DooSAISI!KPzMrVGrHlG-uqiubcdvHw
I'm in Liverpool. Any advice on how I can find some psychedelics (preferably shrooms)?I'm NOT asking for numbers or a hookup or anything. I just need to know how to go about finding some. I have tonnes of dealers for all drugs except psychedelics. I used to know one guy but I've lost contact with him now. Help a brother out I haven't tripped in like 18 months.Cheers.
I dont know if theyre prevalent in your city but ask counter culture looking people. Thats how ive found my connects
>>803891you should try to search for darknet markets on google or circlejerk
>>803926This.But also this: >>803925 I'm sure you'll find hook ups there.
I've used this Tek for awhile now with mixed results. My biggest problem is that whether I use ethanol or DSMO, the top layer is always the clear layer. As a result, I was curious if any of you have any experience in this matter. Should the top layer still be discarded? Should I use a different eo source (I have better sources now), or am I missing something entirely? Note that while I am using ethanol it is only 151 proof, but I don't foresee that being a problem since the tek asks for water and I have adjusted accordingly after calculating the difference. In return, spooky sexy chicks.
Haha oh boy, I'm a fan of Calavera and that was in my files as well. For the record, these are the kind of pics I'll share. Not fulfilling any requests for anything illegal here. Just happened to upload that without looking at the filename. I've got plenty of erotic and nonerotic calevera pictures and encourage you all to all share since it is the season.
Source? Pretty sure Shulgin wrote on the matter. Also, nutmeg isn't a placebo, so logically that claim doesn't add up to much. Not all elemi oil has a lot of elemicin, however. When working with these type of plants, they aren't bred like marijuana. Therefore getting a good vendor can even be a tossup. Furthermore, diet and potentiators also play a key role. It's all chemistry baybee.Personally, I have had positive results from oilahuasca. However, it's also a more clean trip, and the visuals are more mild (with more auditory hallucinations) in my book. My guess is a combination of all of this led to your opinion. If not, do please enlighten me.
I'm making this post before doing some internet research, but have any of you noticed any side effects of using psychedelics more than lets say every month or so? If so what were they and did you find them detrimental to your life and well being?
i used to get lot of acid flashbacks, nothing serious just minor distortions here and there, quite enjoyable actually. i don't have them anymore. they lasted for about 2 years
the only side effects i've experienced havent been too bad, i'm neutral to them. in the dark, my furniture and posters ripple and move slightly. besides that I had depersonalization/derealization for 2 weeks after tripping 3 times in 6 days, all on high doses and I candyflipped for one of those trips.
I trip a few times a month. It never have any side effects that last longer than about 5 days. If I go on a serious binge, I might be out of it for up to 5 days. I'll be emotionally fragile and volatile. My anxiety level will go up. I'll sleep and sleep and sleep and still not feel rested or put back together. I'll feel sluggish and everything will take extra effort. My brain will have some static in it, just sort of buzzing instead of the standard internal monologue. I'll feel out of place and uncomfortable in my own skin.That's after a period of heavy use though, like tripping 5 times in 2 weeks. IME tripping once a week is a manageable (although rather unhealthy I imagine) lifestyle. I haven't experienced any side-effects that haven't gone away with a few days of sobriety.
My heart will feel a bit tired, but that's because I'm poor and 5-MeO-MiPT and 25-C-NBOMe are (our were, for NBOMes) the cheapest RCs per trip. Maybe some "HPPD" but I'm willing to bet my love for DXM contributes somewhat to that, or my DPH dabbling. Or probably using all three at once when I still had 4-AcO-DMT.I have become drugs; I don't get hangovers or bad effects, I just get sober and/or tired.
For the past year now, I've watched one of my friends become a quote unquote "acid casualty". We used to trip together, but I stopped psychedelics after I thought things got too crazy. But they never stopped. They just kept upping the ante. And now they do more psychs then ever. And they're mind is going fast. What should I do? Can I help them? Has anyone had a situation like this before?
>>803865One of my friends was texting them after a trip, and they told me he was saying strange things about these....horrifying visions I won't get into. But they were awful. They were proud of them. And they rarely have conversations with anyone without mention psychs.
>>803901Or, inversely, all the spiritual/religious experiences they have with psychs every other week or practically all the time. Basic brain mush, but I don't know what to do or say other than to get them to see the danger of it all.
>>803902It seems like your friend is taking the thoughts and effects from psychedelics too seriously. It's common to have otherworldly experiences/delusions while on psychs, but it's only an issue when people believe them to be true once they stop tripping. What it boils down to is the fact that he's tripping too often and not giving enough time to integrate his experiences. From what I've witnessed amongst my friends, people who go down the path of overly-frequent psychedelia end up getting detached from reality. IME the only issue I had with frequent tripping is that I got into a weird mind state for 2 weeks where I felt that everyone and everything was fake, although I knew it was just a side-effect from over-indulgence. Anyway, the only thing you could really tell him is that everyone has limits and he'll reach his eventually if he keeps it up. He seems too set in his ways for you to really change his mindset.
ARE they taking legit LSD/mushrooms/other classics/safe RC's?Is there a chance that they are frequently indulging in potentially harmful RCs?I would imagine that frequent nBOME usage would cause worse derealization than frequent LSD because: nBOME is a fake headspace. nBOME is just an example here, there are probably many others that are ill-advised at least in frequent use.Could you please tell us about those horrible visions that he was proud of? It would be interesting to hear.
>>803920what do you mean by 'fake headspace'? nb
just bought some dmt, its off white and has crystals that are very hard to crush, any way to know if its legit?
>>802777DMT smells like old people because old people, being closer to death, have high concentrations in their pineal gland
DMT would be white or off white if it were quite pure, and probably smell less. Just smoke a little first and see what kind of fucked up you get.>>802789Go home, Sophie.
>>802789get high: kill yer grandma
>>802705Dmt smells like fresh kicks, like a nike shoe store old people my ass
Has anyone noticed DMT and aMT (close chemical relatives) having an extremely similar aroma, DMT's being less intense though?Some people have said of aMT that it smells like feces but I don't want to associate that with lovely DMT so I'll rather consider only the somewhat floral side of the smell.
/psy/ hasn't had a BWH in forever. Will this be the day we can finally have our own|
>>803885>>803888It surprises me (a lot) that there are people who take hallucinogens without smoking weed. Like when somebody is talking about "combo trips" and they list cannabis as one of the drugs. I assume everybody smokes weed when they trip. It's bread and fucking butter. Smoke as much as you can, go as deep as you can. That should dlbe the overall goal of tripping
>>803890>>803907I smoke weed like, every time I trip. At least a little bit. I've done so since the first time. But I smoke pretty much always. Last time I took acid I smoked a good 2 grams of weed. I understand that it effects people differently and I won't be a filthy stoner when I'm tripping with people who aren't, but I'm always good to smoke a little bud. Not tripping but bump for tomorrow, gonna candyflip!
>>803255the problem is when people start posting child porn images. thats what i got all uppity about last time, then there was a huge debate over whether child porn was child porn or not.
>>803915Yeah, what the fuck is with that, do they have some urge to cause the tripping people (and the sober people) on /psy/ bad vibes with such vile imagery?I don't understand how the psychedelic experience even allows a person to enjoy such images in good conscience.Disgusting.
music that you enjoy while trippingtortoise:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYatqE7OA1Qcan: (probably my favorite band on psys)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGQKGpjl1Fg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8ESWyyxzvkanimal collective :https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y733UYUz-E0https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAY-v5omWzs
>>797290this shit is dank and excellent, thank you
http://ektoplazm.com/This site has so much and its all free.
>>803654I could never understand the appeal of it. It's full of amateur stuff like every other place. There is of course some good stuff.Anyway https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_cZsW3t80o&list=RDAYLiwbcBxxA&index=9
Neil young, the brian jonestown massacre and the manson family jams are what my trips are about. Very organic uncontemporary stuff like that goes well with cactus tea.
Whoa, no one mentioned Eno? Most of the bands here wouldn't exist without him. At least someone mentioned Stockhausen. A bunch of krautrock is pretty great, too: Neu, Popul Vuh. Cluster......
So I got a tab of "acid" but it's pink in the back where there is no design. The front is the dancing bear print, but the back is like they soaked it in something pink. I'm guessing this is not LSD, but would the color indicate anything else?
>>803799No big deal, man. Have a good trip! nb
It's definitely 25i or something in the 25x series.
>>803783If it's a dancing panda tab. They come in both LSD and the copy which i believe is 25i or 25b. But just eat it if its bitter then u know what it is.
>>803900OP, put under forskin and if you don't trip it's not LSD.
I hope to fuck that NBOMe isn't on dancing bear tabs... that's almost worse than the Hofmann bike ride NBOMe outbreak.The bleeding of color onto the back of the tabs occurs during the blotting process. I've only seen blotter stained on the back from low quality paper/ink and 25-x-NBOMe.
So all of the sudden, i walked upon a large field with lots of them. I have them all, but god damn, i am so scared.
Do it fgt. Just a tiny bit. If it sucks, stop eating. If its good, well eat them all
Accept the gift graciously
Nature has provided these mushrooms that are compatible with humans in most cases. If you really want to play it safe, just start low and work your way up to where you feel comfortable. This is why mushrooms are better than acid or other single-dose psychadelics. They also don't last as long.
i ate about 60 yesterday it was fun as hellkeep benzo on hand if you have them available
>>803817i just ate some right now and i have had them for months. been too scared to do them too so i know that feels. do it when the time is right anon
Will post if there's enough interest. I'm not here as much anymore since it's mostly first timer questions and such and I'm tired of that. But if anyone wants to hear about it, I'll type one up for you all.
>>803672Damn, I was kind of expecting you to say you don't have a way of dealing with it but I was hoping against hope lol.What you said about finding the beauty in everything and holding onto those blissful moments definitely rings true, I guess I've got to just get out and experience more of them. SLAYER.
>>803717Damn dude, that's rough. I once had a room mate try to fight me while I was on 2 hits of acid when he was drunk. The dude was a crazy asshole alcoholic. People can seem utterly nasty to me when I'm tripping, like what the fuck is wrong with people lol. Violence when you're tripping is literally gross.Another time some fat indian guy tried to punch me at an infected mushroom show because I shoved a girl back in the "mosh pit". Fucking hate infected mushroom's new shit, buncha sellouts pandering to the EDC crowd of coke addicted drunkards.
>>803856Still you gotta pay respect for their oldershi. They say it's to attract a younger crowd not to sellout. But yeah I dunno who likes their new stuff better than old, it's a pity.
>>803859This picture tripped me out
>>803859Will always have mad respect for classical mushroom, bp empire, and converting vegitarians. Not to menton all their crazy ass unreleased tracks from way back in the day.
Oh fuck off. OP didn't even say why he was tired, didn't even state his opinion and shit... ↵
> No one said anything about acid and amanitas are nothing like acid.
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