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giving tinder match dmt turns out to be not so good by Phyllis Fabbleman - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 19:09:26 EST ID:/+FwbN1Q No.881605 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>be on tinder
>match with qt Asian chick
>"spiritual people wya" in bio
>tell her about how I extract
>she is highly interested
>meet at her place to blast her off and hopefully take her out afterwards
>lives in dorm so can't dab
>have her snort 30mg yellow crystal
>starts getting sleepy at end of trip
>passes out
>mfw
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Phyllis Greenwill - Sat, 23 Sep 2017 06:52:21 EST ID:OFhG1kE7 No.881616 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dude the old dorm trick to smoke/vape is put a plastic bag over the smoke detector and seal it with a rubber band, towel the gap under the door, and blow into a fan pointed out an open window. sneak +10 at night time too
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Angus Battingwater - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 23:57:32 EST ID:Y1FNjkT6 No.881668 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881607
I love how Xavier is so disgusting and uncool, that even artist trying to make him look good just can't do it.
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Cyril Grimville - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 11:38:21 EST ID:ICOuoax0 No.881673 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881612
dont give someone who isnt familiar with the substance that amount. would be a complete dick move no matter how well you think you know your shit.
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Nigel Suvingfodge - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 07:54:17 EST ID:C7v3VnmJ No.881742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881673
50mg?
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Graham Greenshit - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 13:15:33 EST ID:Iyfrbm6f No.881772 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881742
Lol try 20 for now


Opportunities by Edwin Bardville - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 12:26:01 EST ID:GI2f19Ii No.881767 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Have there ever been times when you thought the climate was right and you would have had the perfect trip, but you had no psychedelics on you?
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Graham Greenshit - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 12:58:44 EST ID:Iyfrbm6f No.881768 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Every day of my life

Acid and weed are part of my DNA at this point but ive been needing less and less acid (and having less access to it) lately. Im a musician though so I always want to trip bc it helps a lot with developing new techniques

The moral of the story is meditate all the time so you can learn to trip off your own sober reality


LSD in public by Rebecca Pudgebury - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 05:49:59 EST ID:UVCQVMGp No.881763 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I quit MDMA back in march because I didn't feel much from it anymore. The last press I got was subpar, the presses before that probably were too, but I feel like I partially overdid it. I don't want to try it again for a few years.

So now I'm going to see pretty lights soon and want to trip. I have these tabs I've been storing, my brother gave me 3 of them for Christmas last year. I haven't tried them but my friends say they're fucking wild. There was speculation among my friend group that they were an RC for a long time because they're so strong, but they tested multiple times as LSD on multiple tests and passed the swallow test.

So I want to take one of these at pretty lights, but I don't want to candy flip, but I want to force myself to be social to meet people because I love pretty lights and it's the first time I'm going to see him.

Can you be social and dance on acid? Should I just bite the bullet and find a decent roll their and flip? What do.
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Rebecca Blackman - Fri, 29 Sep 2017 11:14:49 EST ID:eN0wRqbP No.881764 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Can you be social and dance on acid?
Yes. I dont think there's any other drug better for dancing than acid. The way you visualize the music, the way it amplifies how you feel. It'll make you bust out wild moves like no other substance. It'll put you in a trance where you're just dancing and completely absorbed in it.

Can you be social on it? Yes, it greatly lowers your inhibitions. However, the higher the dose, the more wrapped up in your own thoughts you're going to be. You can still socialize with people, but you might have a hard time expressing yourself clearly.
You can dull the effect and increase your sociability with the use of alcohol. But if your main goal is to make new friends etc and not just have a good time by yourself/friends, then it's advicable that you'll lower the dosage.
If you have good, legit 150 mcg tabs, then even 1/10th of it can work to get you in a party mood. At very low doses, acid is great for parties: it has a slight empathogenic effect similar to MDMA but not as overt, it has a mood lifting effect on top of giving you energy, euphoria and making music sound better. 30-70 should be a good dose range for that kind of trip, even 70 might be pushing it a bit.


Cluster-headaches & shrooms by Augustus Sarringmadge - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 15:53:36 EST ID:rywVCyKz No.881719 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey, I've been suffering with these headaches for about eight years now. I've been to various Doctors and have been given various medications, but they don't seem to be helping.
I've done a little research on the shrooms and am looking to try them out.

I've read about the legality of shrooms in the U.S. Has anyone been able to grow shrooms using the legal microscopy kit?
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Rebecca Clemblemeck - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 21:00:58 EST ID:azygH68l No.881729 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881719
Yes, that's the main source of spores for growers. Here's a video for beginners, the first of a 3-part series. Spend a few days or a week watching the guy's entire channel while paying close attention.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHthYcj81hE
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Clara Benkinlock - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 11:32:53 EST ID:nWBEp5bq No.881748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881719
it is 100 percent legal to grow and use your own in new mexico, move there if its that bad, or if youre around the nw coast you can hunt them fairly easy


mushroom potentiation with acidic solutions by Esther Snodgold - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 10:15:57 EST ID:eWkkdKBB No.881672 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>Does anyone have any experience with eating shrooms with lemon juice / etc?

I've recently discovered a thread on shroomery.org about boosting your trips with the help of lemon / lime / cranberry juice - some saying it will potentiate the experience from 1.5 to 5 times.
People who are fine tripping with 3.5g+ were floored with about 2g and advised caution..
Couldn't really believe it, so I ground up 1.5g of home-grown Psilocybe Cubensis and let them soak in the juice of 1 lime for about 10 minutes and then drank the solution in one go. Didn't expect too much of an effect, as I've tripped the day before with about 3.2g, but was pleasently surprised about the effects I had. I usually never eat under 2 grams, but this was giving me gooooood effects, even with tolerance.
Some people came to the conclusion that acid helps to convert Psilocybin to Psilocin, resulting in a much faster onset and shorter duration..

I haven't done enough research yet - only did this once - , but I suggest you trie this out!

>tl;dr
>mushrooms with lemun juice or similar juice could boost your trip 1.5 to 5 fold
>try it !
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 12:25:19 EST ID:ZYi7za0n No.881699 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881698
Psilocybin is the prodrug. Psilocin is the active metabolite.
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Oliver Gaddlespear - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 16:17:00 EST ID:eWkkdKBB No.881702 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881698
So I was kinda right on that then.. lol
thanks for your reply tho
nb
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Eliza Beckletun - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 21:40:22 EST ID:2j9zxonq No.881706 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881702
not really. lemon tek doesn't even come near multiplying your trip strength by 5.
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Wesley Pipperdug - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 11:05:33 EST ID:ICOuoax0 No.881714 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881698
> see pic related.
well memed!
way to post that image and get psilocybin and psilocin wrong
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Hedda Pockdale - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 21:14:19 EST ID:LkQ2GrE8 No.881730 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>881672
Not only does it make it hit faster it intensifies it a lot. I took 7 grams of shrooms and had the time of my life, took 4 grams with lemon juice once and all of reality told me to find the source consciousness and the synchronicities were out of fucking control the amount that of shit I experienced that night was crazy and I don't mean the shit I experienced in my head I mean the places the universe took me that night. Like in 3d reality. Shrooms are fucking... wow man


How to maximize visuals by Fanny Shakegold - Fri, 22 Sep 2017 17:07:33 EST ID:oAP4hIl5 No.881600 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So dropping acid tonight, I'm trying to maximize the visuals I get.
Willin to hear any and all suggestions
Thanks bros!
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Charles Sunkinputch - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 09:09:34 EST ID:LOKMnuBr No.881671 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881600
For OEVs, I cannot stress enough the importance of focusing your eyes on a single point for prolonged periods and not moving them even a millimetre. On the appropriate dose, the visuals will intensify exponentially in their detail, color, depth, movement and level of organization, until your entire FOV is filled with impossibly intertwined and interconnected fractals.

For both OEVs and CEVs, smoke weed during the peak if you can handle it for more intense visuals. Play some music that gets your mind in a relaxed state. Meditate.
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Oliver Backlefoot - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 16:00:37 EST ID:PbrF/SaP No.881679 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881671

Oh man, that's definitely an aspect of trips that I completely forget about whenever I sober up. I've been completely displaced from reality on threshold doses simply by zoning out for a long while. The visuals also directly correspond to your mindstate, as would be expected. Last time I was tripping, I was in a sewer tunnel somewhere spooked out of my mind, and I was teleported to a forest made out of clowns (one tab). On two tabs I stared into the mirror, happy as can be, and was taken by Jesus to the spirit world to meet my ancestors.

very wild
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Nathaniel Saddleshaw - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 22:05:24 EST ID:IaSjnMC4 No.881689 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881611
Yeah. Only on psys have I ever considered that I was insane. Maybe I am, who knows.
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Edwin Buzzstone - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 22:34:16 EST ID:SaFsimDa No.881690 Ignore Report Quick Reply
smoke weed and DMT, drop MDMA and 2cb, snort a fat line of ketamine, blow a whippet or that nitrous crap, kick yourself in the balls and fap
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Hamilton Budgetidge - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 20:26:16 EST ID:CkF4ataR No.881728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881690
enlightening experience


Acid after MDMA? by Ebenezer Fanson - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 15:41:56 EST ID:eN0wRqbP No.881718 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Has any one here taken LSD after MDMA? Taking 2CB after you sober up from MDMA works wonders and prolongs the roll beautifully, so would a low dose of acid (20-75 mcg) work the same? I know about candyflipping and all that, but for my situation it's not ideal. Basically the idea is to take MDMA at a pre-party to bond up with friends before going to a festival, then taking acid there to increase music appreciation and feel increased energy and a sense of euphoria with out the negative effects of MDMA (being floored, memory problems).

I know it's inadvicable to take something that intensifies what you're feeling after the MDMA comedown, but honestly it wasn't a problem with the MDMA+2CB combo. This would be a sensible dose (100 mg) without redose after 5 months from my last roll, so I shouldn't feel an intense comedown.

Also: does anyone know any way to bring back the euphoria levels of acid after the peak is over? Lets say you go to 8-10 hour event and drop it so that you can go to bed few hours after going home, but the main act you want to hear plays in the middle part (1 am or so) and you would want the euphoria to be the most intense then? What I feel with small doses of acid (where you can function 99% normally as far as socializing goes) is that the most intense euphoria comes soon after it starts working. Then as time passes you kind of forget about it as you get used to the effect, then maybe at the tail end of the trip when you get to sit down or tuck into your bed you realize, oh yeah, I'm still feeling the euphoria.
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Phyllis Dannerstock - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 16:10:29 EST ID:Z3Nu3nM6 No.881720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
honestly, it's probably not the best idea tho i have heard people vouch for it.
mdma will drain all the serotonin that the LSD is going to work on.
so it'll not have the resources to provide the experience you want.

to make acid more intense after comedown, smoke some weed dingus.
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Ebenezer Fanson - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 16:12:57 EST ID:eN0wRqbP No.881721 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Doesn't 2cb work the same way as acid tho'? I honestly cant tell much difference between low dose acid and 2cb now that I've learned to take small enough of a dose of acid that I wont get any headspace.

>smoke some weed dingus.
Naw mayne, it fucks up with my head.
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Phyllis Dannerstock - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 16:34:17 EST ID:Z3Nu3nM6 No.881722 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881721
i mean, to a degree yes.
lsd is a lysergamide and 2-cb is a phenethylamine.
while both are psychedelic, they hit different receptors and have different mechanisms of action within the brain.
I'd take it with a grain of salt but i heard on here once that LSD actually down regulates the serotonin receptors after its use.

Only way to tell is try, but most people will tell you to do the opposite with this combo.
in my experience, its always been eat the acid first and then around four hours in take the mdma.
if its euphoria you're after and
>small doses of acid (where you can function 99% normally as far as socializing goes)
is what you're think then why not just do a traditional candy flip?
besides, comparably mdma is gonna be WAY more euphoric.
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Fuck Gemmlewedge - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 17:52:08 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.881724 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881720
>mdma will drain all the serotonin that the LSD is going to work on.
LSD doesn't work by releasing serotonin or have anything to do with serotonin itself. LSD acts as an agonist and partial agonist at various serotonin receptor subtypes (along with D2 and a few others). Read a book jolly african-american, learn you some pharmacology

Addressing the OP: the MDMA likely causes some significant serotonin receptor downregulation across the board since it functions as a serotonin releasing agent. Serotonin receptor downregulation is what's responsible for the blunting effect/loss of sensitivity to psychedelics that SSRI and SNRI's cause. The level of downregulation isn't going to be anywhere near as severe as it would be from taking an SSRI/SNRI though, so even though you're probably going to not trip quite as hard as you could, it probably won't be all that bad.
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Ebenezer Fanson - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 18:43:45 EST ID:eN0wRqbP No.881725 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881722
>is what you're think then why not just do a traditional candy flip?
Did it last year, got a memory blackout. Wanna remember the festival. In MDMA it goes by in a blur, candyflip will only empower the roll.
>comparably mdma is gonna be WAY more euphoric.
I dunno, to me it's different. I think the physical sensation of feeling good is stronger from acid, as is enjoying music and dancing, but things like hugging and kissing feel better on MDMA. MDMA is very sedating, it floors you with the euphoria. It's amazing for bonding, but in the heat of that moment I forget everything that's around me - ie the festival I paid to attend. So for that kind of environment, I actually prefer the afterglow of MDMA more than the peak, because I can focus on the music better then. The MDMA -> 2CB combo is amazing, but 2CB is really rare and it's very unlikely I can find it for the occasion, so I've gotta make do with acid.

For the record, last time I took MDMA I took more of it (150 mg) and I still didn't experience a comedown. By the time I sobered up (before taking the 2CB), I felt pretty great. And in my experience, every single time I take a small dose of acid to party, no matter how I feel before, the acid instantly brightens my mood and removes negative thoughts from my mind as it kicks in. So I dunno, based on those anecdotes, you'd think it could work, but conventional wisdom says otherwise.


Salvia by Basil Gollerlidge - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 14:59:50 EST ID:9MuIvbTc No.881717 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hello friends, I plan on consuming dried salvia leaves and the 5x extract very soon, but i have a small problem. I do not wanna smoke it because it might be disrespectful towards the plant. So I said to myself, I could chew the dried leaves even though it might not be very tasty (I'd prefer to make a tea but I do not have enough leaves for that.) But now what about the 5x extract, Is there any other way of consuming it apart from smoking?

Thank you in advance
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the flicker !FwnV7hV52I - Thu, 28 Sep 2017 02:22:48 EST ID:HH3EyCL6 No.881737 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Reconstitute the leaves in water and make a quid. No, you can't quid the extract, it's disgusting and the tiny leaf fragments go everywhere. You need to be able to chew it . That said just smoke the extract. It's fine. You can't "disrespect" a plant. I've never had a bad experience in hundreds of times smoking salvia.


DMT by Ebenezer Hunderville - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 22:59:26 EST ID:T6Ppp+fu No.881709 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Prices and dosing? I'm gonna get some and I've never met any one that could get it let alone has it so yea how do I not get ripped off here and have a good time, I'm tryna talk to some aliens so
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Fanny Pundledale - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 23:22:08 EST ID:DmQrqgvy No.881710 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't think it matters what price you buy it for because you're going to buy it anyways.
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Phyllis Dannerstock - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 23:45:49 EST ID:Z3Nu3nM6 No.881711 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881709
extract it yourself.

likely, you'd have a hard time even finding it on the net in the form you want it.
trust me dude, you just need to research more.
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Wesley Pipperdug - Wed, 27 Sep 2017 13:29:31 EST ID:ICOuoax0 No.881716 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881711
what this guy said. extracting it is the only way to go IMO


N-Methyl-N-ethyltryptamine MET by Lillian Hindertane - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 03:04:56 EST ID:6uqNmL9N No.881695 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I just ordered a half g of this stuff. It is the HCL salt. I was hoping the community could fill me in on any experiences with the compound. Can I vape it like free based dmt? I am hoping I could use it for a substitute for DMT when I am tripping on acid. Have any of you been able to break through on MET? How well does it compliment other psychedelics?
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Dextrolord - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 15:24:58 EST ID:pXth3X0j No.881700 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>881695
I can only hope this is bait and not pleb retardery...

You don't want to vape/smoke anything with HCl bonded to it for obvious reasons do 5 of research please
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Eliza Beckletun - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 21:39:04 EST ID:2j9zxonq No.881705 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881695
You should have researched all of these questions yourself before you bought it, dumbass
nb
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Cornelius Mennerway - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 22:01:31 EST ID:6uqNmL9N No.881707 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881700 I think she is referring to the furmate not the HCL. Also where is all this hostility coming from? I have seen one erowid report about vaping the furmate to some success just nothing else.
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Cornelius Mennerway - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 22:08:18 EST ID:6uqNmL9N No.881708 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Found this in the psychonaut wiki
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/MET
"The orange-red colored fumarate salt has been reported as being active via smoking/vaporization at 15-65 mg and orally at 80-110 mg.[citation needed] When smoked or vaporized it has been reported as displaying effects that are extremely similar to those of DMT, but with its own distinct signature stylistic variations; namely a more grounded headspace, distinct stimulating body effects and immersive "algorithmic" visuals." Hope that helps OP


Need help identifying some mushrooms by Ian Sidgeway - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 20:31:06 EST ID:KKL3vteo No.881686 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Can someone ID these for me?
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Alice Brookbury - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 01:17:58 EST ID:IUfz5v9T No.881693 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Definitely poisonous. Toss em', mate.
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Priscilla Buttingfedging - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 01:46:50 EST ID:uaN4hIsR No.881694 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881686
DMT shrooms. They all have DMT in them
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Isabella Gellershit - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 05:32:50 EST ID:73eXAcei No.881697 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Be careful, those fungi contain heroin.
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Dextrolord - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 15:29:50 EST ID:pXth3X0j No.881701 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>881686
You're all wrong those are what you get when you poor out a bad of already huffed jenk and have been converted to lsd by nature
Be careful op
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Edwin Buzzstone - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 18:14:15 EST ID:SaFsimDa No.881703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
those shrooms are only psychoactive if you boof them. you know what to do OP


LSD and Music save lives by Angus Crendleway - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 18:49:48 EST ID:Z3Nu3nM6 No.881662 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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*PRE INFO*
>gonna try and keep this as anon as possible for all parties involved sake
>this is something that holds alot of special memories for me
>this place changed my life and outlook on it entirely

Growing up I was relatively sheltered. Went to catholic school from K thru 10 and due to some circumstances involving money, I had to switch to public school.
I started smoking pot around 14 and grew up under serious alcoholic parents. My mother was a major contributor to my depression and is a manipulative and volatile person.I was severely depressed from around 13 til 19. I went thru many stages kids born around 1994 go thru. Had my early 2000's emo phase that moved onto a more artsy phase in the end of highschool. Due to my parents funding my younger sister and myself to go to catholic school all these years I didn't really have money for college when it came time to go.
Luckily(not really) I got into a program for free college to only be dropped a month in due to the program losing funding.
This left me really shook and kind of just tossed into the world living at home trying to figure something out to do with my life. I am a musician and a graphic design artist and have been working to make these my professions since losing college as an option.

Spring of 2014 was the time that all of this repeated cycles of depression,anxiety,regret and self hate came to a screeching halt for a good while.
I had begun dabling in other drugs after a bad spice addiction in the middle of highschool. I was free from the noids but it left me feeling hollow and like this world was such shit. I began to see all the fallacies of how we operate as a society and how things could be so much better if we could just get over our petty differences.
In this time I tried 2-CB and its younger cousin 25-B Nbome.
2-CB was my "Doors of Perception" experience if you will.
It threw up everything I had known about the world and made me so much more in tune with myself and was the first crack in the armor of this depression monster.
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Angus Crendleway - Sun, 24 Sep 2017 18:50:43 EST ID:Z3Nu3nM6 No.881663 Ignore Report Quick Reply
SATURDAY:
I woke up amazed and feeling like I had experienced what Christians depict Baptism doing for the soul. I was light and airy and felt no fry to brain. I was ready to just be myself. The armor in the depression monster was off and I could throw it around all day no problem. It was incapable that day of hurting me.

Ia mentions he had scored some mushrooms going to the porto potty the night before and wanted to know if anyone was up for it. Still operating under the guise that these were insanely rare things to come across, I volunteered to try them.

This is where the depression monster dies.

I had an earth shattering day trip under about 2.5'gs of what I assume were cubensis.
I laid in Ia's tent freezing under his blankets despite the fact that it was nice out that day. I couldn't stop laughing and was amazed at how euphoric the body buzz was compared to the tightness of LSD.
After an hour or two I climbed into one of our camp chairs and zoned out really hard at some pine trees in the distance.
Thought became...wordless at this point. I began to feel this cosmic connection between everything and everyone around me and that this was all fate and meant to happen. I felt so embraced by so many people that I saw and met that weekend and was opened up to three new genres of music in one day.
Everything began to be internally processed as emotions and visions rather than thoughts.
By the time I came down, I was a little worn out and fell asleep considerably early that night around 10pm.

SUNDAY:
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Walter Turveyworth - Mon, 25 Sep 2017 14:41:27 EST ID:Iyfrbm6f No.881676 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Tl;dr but i had a somewhat similar upbringing and life situation, if you dont already i recommend pursuing creating your own art and music and sharing it with other people. It can be daunting at first but conquering your demons and translating that into a medium can be therapeutic to you and the people around you, as youve no doubt realized

People on this board have very short attention spans though, for obvious reasons, so please try not to post long blog-esque stories in the future unless prompted to
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Matilda Derryshit - Tue, 26 Sep 2017 03:53:02 EST ID:yHUaQLLV No.881696 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Good read


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