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Any positives of NBOMe's by Isabella Clevingchene - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 09:08:24 EST ID:rLQWRJbt No.874513 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Is there any reason to take the NBOMe series over classical psychedelics, the last time i took some thinking it was acid i ended up breaking my hand, getting tackled by a cop and almost going into cardiac arrest. Any reason i should seek out NBOMe and try it again?
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!GOACID/XyA - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 02:54:37 EST ID:EcR3NIiQ No.874640 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874620

>I have some serious doubts about NBOME's killing people singlehandedly.

>has serious doubts about objectively verified medical fact

lol
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Jarvis Grimford - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 09:19:49 EST ID:zuH6VZYC No.874649 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874639
Well, to be fair, thesecasesfeature substance mixing and overdoses (nbomes still suck though)
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!GOACID/XyA - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 13:14:18 EST ID:EcR3NIiQ No.874652 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874649

People have died off of 500ug iirc. Some teenager. I'm too lazy to find it, but just so you know. It's almost certainly on Erowid but I think in the 25c vault, not the 25i one.
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Dr. Katz - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 13:40:22 EST ID:YtJghZ6V No.874654 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874513
>NBOMes are deadly due to a relatively low active dosage to potentially lethal dosage
>NBOMes are not particularly safe and have been rightfully disproportionately shit on for their safety profile.
Yes, NBOMes are dangerous, but they most likely won't kill you or cause an allergic reaction. I'm more worried about the after-effects and following anxiety/PTSD that follows the abuse. A lot of my old friends abused the shit out of NBOMes and haven't quite been the same since 4-5+ years ago after quitting.
I don't see any redeeming qualities of the drugs. Yeah, they're cheap. Yup, there's a lot of visual eye-candy going on. That's about it. You're paying next to nothing for a harmful psychedelic(s) that primarily boast having heavy visuals.
Based on safety, years of usage, easier dosage ranges, wider ranges of effects, and a plethora of other reasons... the classical psychedelics and 2Cs are superior to NBOMes.
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Ωµæ§†♪α¡ⁿ !QSTRNGiKc6 - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 20:45:23 EST ID:41SIB0q/ No.874663 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had some of the greatest bonding experiences with my friends on nbome. Anyone that says there is nothing positive or any redeeming factor at all is in some way biased.


the DMT "scene" by Charlotte Borrykore - Wed, 01 Feb 2017 22:01:28 EST ID:3s0t/H1T No.874024 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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only drug that doesn't conjour up stereotypes like ask the guy in the dreadlocks for kush

not asking for sources but rather like do i hit up a guy at a concert? ask my weed dealer? online, id rather not do.

just give me hints and cliches to further my journey, i can complete it myself. how did you get your dmt if you dont mind me asking
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Edwin Trothood - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 17:04:51 EST ID:9NQccOvm No.874584 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874581
>mfw
>didn't post a face
I get it
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Cedric Panningbanks - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 08:26:51 EST ID:q3/X58hM No.874609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874567
No wonder it hasn't found you yet, keep the attitude up and you'll be looking forward to that cup of coffee in the morning, not a bowl of fresh tryptamines; just sayin'...
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Cedric Panningbanks - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 08:26:51 EST ID:q3/X58hM No.874610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874567
No wonder it hasn't found you yet, keep the attitude up and you'll be looking forward to that cup of coffee in the morning, not a bowl of fresh tryptamines; just sayin'...
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Eliza Bedgetat - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 10:02:43 EST ID:IVOjFe5A No.874611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874609
wisdom
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Basil Pittdock - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 16:48:46 EST ID:5mBswNNO No.874659 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874024
if you don't know how to find whatever chemical you want in 2017 you're either
  1. underage
  2. degenerate
  3. 80 years old
  4. a cop
  5. a FED


Left acid blotter in my wallet for 2-3 weeks by Martha Honeyfoot - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 09:10:01 EST ID:D1m7akYr No.874647 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So i forgot a good blotter of lsd, in my wallet, wrapped in tinfoil, inside my wallet for around this time.
Did i fuck it up? is it "bad" now?
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Jarvis Grimford - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 09:13:16 EST ID:zuH6VZYC No.874648 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Only one way to find out!
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Charlotte Fuvingheck - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 11:38:34 EST ID:z5rvLAcb No.874650 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You fucking retarded frogposter... how the fuck do you forget a SINGLE tab? If you have three sheets laying around, yeah I can understand forgetting a single tab... but how retarded are you if your forget a single tab when it's your only tab?
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Bitch - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 12:56:08 EST ID:qZOngvam No.874651 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874650
Bung the booce
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George Pickfoot - Tue, 14 Mar 2017 23:15:45 EST ID:Ax2o0lyO No.875518 Ignore Report Quick Reply
acid is a lot more stable than people make it out to be ITS BEEN IN LIGHT FOR 3 SECONDS OH THE AGONY. If you ever have a few extra tabs try this (yes it's a waste, but youll know) you can legit pour water on a tab, or hell you can let it sit in water, put reagent on it, and it will still react a bright purple. Yes heat is bad, light is bad, but as long as you aren't taking a hair dryer to it, or leaving it out in the sun it will be fine for a good while.


psychedelic group? by Henry Sablingham - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 21:56:33 EST ID:oKZGZ+LR No.874340 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am new here.

I am an avid psychedelic user from NJ. I want to start a group or find an existing one that centers about taking psychedelics and exploring consciousness as a group
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Fanny Crollerham - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 00:20:25 EST ID:HCGk1mlU No.874504 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874340
What part of NJ, OP?
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Ian Saffingstet - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 02:52:26 EST ID:AjC/Ecvi No.874598 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I love a good cult. I'm in.
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Hannah Billingforth - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 19:31:03 EST ID:OelK+9+x No.874633 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How about we make a gang and synth drugs to sell? Strength in numbers.
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Fuck Commerlock - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 19:33:15 EST ID:12majoOe No.874635 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's called friends, man. If you don't have friends who are down for that kind of shit then find some.
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Sidney Blebblefan - Mon, 20 Feb 2017 03:45:02 EST ID:5ZqWrZCp No.874644 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874340

This exists. Check out the psychedelic salon.


Trip report on new shrooms by Henry Billingham - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:24:11 EST ID:2vXiAErn No.874623 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sorry for the blog like post, just wanted to share with you guys.

A buddy has been growing shrooms for a year or so now, I've been buying them and sharing them with others from time to time. The first time me and a buddy ate a half quarter of his shrooms they were really good, full dose. Like exactly what I'd expect. After that he got a food dehydrator to dry the shrooms quicker. Ever since then I feel like the potency has been effected. A full quarters worth is what I'd recommend to people now when they want some.

His little brother just recently began growing his own too at his own place. He had his jars of substrate inoculated the right way, all sterile and shit. The rest of the grow was on him, he baked his compost and mixed the sub up with it once it cooled, been growing them in a Lucite box for about 3 months. He finally had about a ounce worth to sell/ test drive. It was his birthday on friday and he invited me and 2 others out to his house to eat them.
Since the potency has been so low we all had a quarter ounce worth, as I'd usually suggest to people (so they don't feel ripped off) I'd normally say the quarter is 50 dollars a pop, but he let us slide with 40 due to it being the test run. I looked at his grow, no mold or any bullshit that would get us sick. We play a video game for a bit waiting on the 4th man to arrive then when he shows up we smoke one blunt and then divide the shrooms up by eye (no scales)

I always make tea out of mine then eat the soggy shroom left overs, I hate the texture of dry shrooms. They just ate theirs like it was nothing. Now normally these things take about 45 minutes to kick in but they excitedly were saying they felt them in the first 10 minutes or so. My tea wasn't even ready yet. They get super giddy as we are planning to take a walk soon while we come up. I drink the tea up and eat only half of my soggy shroom shit left over. I decided since they were so fast coming on I'd eat the other half in an hour or so if I felt comfortable. One of the guys there has never done anything trippy before and he too only eats a half q saving the rest for later.

We return to the living room, my birthday buddy beats a boss in some souls …
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Doris Debberfield - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:45:44 EST ID:JN/SiNtN No.874627 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874623

Okay.....??
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Henry Billingham - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:52:43 EST ID:2vXiAErn No.874628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The psy noob starts to repeat himself over and over again. At first it is funny but it soon gets annoying as fuck and causes the other two to go into a bad trip. Luckilly I wasn't tripping nearly as hard as the other three so I could kind of keep shit under control.

At first the guy would ask:
>whats going on?
>whats real?
>what is this?
>how did we get here?
>what did we do?
>what are shrooms?
>can you feel me?
>is this forever?

I'd explain to him as nicely as I could that he's on shrooms, and that we drove here and that he's safe and sound. It didn't help. He wasn't freaking out, in fact he seems to be enjoying it; its just that he was really starting to pisss the other two off by not shutting the fuck up. He repeated himself in this loop for an hour or so before they started to really raise their voices. One guy was all ready in his bed with the blankets piled ontop of him while the other two were in chairs. I wanted to take the annoying one out of the room and into another one so the other two dudes could chill out and not have a bad trip due to maniac man becoming the most annoying cunt in the world. Birthday boy was super worried about us even leaving the room, even though I told him it would be for the best. Eventually I convince him that motor mouth isn't going to stop and that cracker D was getting supper fucking pissed off about the constant questions. I lead motor mouth back to the furthest room and tell him to lay down and relax this shit away. He would repeat himself for a long long while, almost another hour. I tried getting him to count to ten with me but he would get to 5 before asking another question. Eventually I found that if I just talked and talked he's listen for a while before repeating himself again, so I started talking about platonic caves and shit.
Eventually he springs to his feet and declares something along the lines off "I am compelled to do this" before grabbing up a skateboard like its some sort of a weapon. I push his ass back down, take the skateboard away and tell him that he has to stay sitting no matter what. He eventually repeats himself into a feverish sleep. Shortly afterwards birthday boy only 2 rooms away walks in and tells me he just had to be sure I hadn't left him here tripping. He comes back about 4 times in the span of 90 seconds and then begs me to return to the room so I can talk him out of the trip too. Birthday boy and Cracker D are both no strangers to drugs; I've done shrooms and acid with them plenty of times before. They both swear up and down this shit is the hardest they've ever tripped. Brithday boy is now in thought loops, saying shit like
>You see he makes a good point (lol who? I didn't say anything) we just took something our brains think is poison so we feel like shit but we are ok, I just fell down into a hole but I am back again, and he makes a good point its just a drug we took that will be over soon and our brain thinks its poison, I just have to make sure you haven't left. You made a good point... etc etc
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Hannah Bishridge - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 18:48:28 EST ID:RgdZbqrv No.874629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you know a dry shroom weighs less than a wet one right
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Cyril Drudgehidge - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 19:25:32 EST ID:2vXiAErn No.874632 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874629
Yeah, but these were just as dry as all the rest. maybe 40 or so stems with some loose caps in this ounce. I'm thinking maybe it was how fresh they were, even if fully dried. The others we've gotten before were 3 months old or so after picking. This batch was 2 weeks old or so.


Favorite Stuff to do Inside by Phoebe Baffingridge - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:08:13 EST ID:GD0U/gML No.874621 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Going to be tripping 100ug LSD tomorrow by myself.
>what are your favorite things to do during a solo house trip
>which websites, video games etc.
>music suggestions

Also is it just me or is the best music while tripping music you've never heard before?
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Sidney Gacklebudge - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:32:27 EST ID:z5rvLAcb No.874624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The best music to listen while tripping is music you know by heart.

>wait what?
>it sounds so weird...
>is this the same cd?
>the music sounds all... weird and wrong?

I love it when I hear a song I thought I knew from a completely new perspective.
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Doris Debberfield - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 17:40:13 EST ID:JN/SiNtN No.874625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874621

I only do the movie thing during the come up then when im at the peak and the movies over ill usually walk around and ponder things, look outside, watch the nocturnal animals playing on trees, birds sleeping on branches, look at the stars and moon and think aeroplanes are ufos.
Ill look at some art, my own and books i have. i might throw on some meditation music or go listen to something in bed, turn all the lights out lay down in bed, get some real comfy headphones and listen to an album i really want to listen to or listen to something i really like again.


teeth tingles tbh by Jsrs - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 07:40:14 EST ID:R2FsuUvo No.874571 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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hi psy

i'm taking shrooms for like my fifth or sixth time right now, and my body is pretty, well, it seems to be anxiously rejecting the shrooms
not that i'm getting sick, but even just attempting to put them in my mouth is making my teeth tingle and my mouth get how it does when i'm having a texture senstivity issue.

last time i did them i did about 4g on a completely empty, downright hungry stomach, and it was the first time I ever actually got visuals, it was very assaulting but i look back on it fondly now, it was just, extremely hard to get through for about two hours. I made that mistake, and I accept it

right now I'm attempting to choke down about 2 grams and yeah, it's just not coming easy. i'm not really worried about it, i'm just gonna tough it out, but does anyone know about this, like, am i just /psy/cologically avoiding it a little right now because of how aggressive last time was, you think? anyone with similar experiences?
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James Cettingpene - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 08:01:07 EST ID:JN/SiNtN No.874572 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874571

Just let go op. Put on some relaxing music and just chill. Close your eyes if you need too dont be afraid.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdiFQEJaXfY
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Jsrs - Sat, 18 Feb 2017 08:06:05 EST ID:R2FsuUvo No.874573 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>874572
i'm sure i'll be okay! i don't consciously fear the shrooms, i have been using them to help my serotonin deficency and my autism, my body just seems to be the one afraid.

thank u though friend
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Shit Follerchit - Sun, 19 Feb 2017 14:16:17 EST ID:ugipNg5P No.874617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874573
make tea from them you dummy
for your health


Machinescapes. by Martin Tootford - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 14:04:57 EST ID:Ja+tgOYW No.874521 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Machinescapes
>Machinescapes can be described as the experience of landscapes which are vast in both size and complexity. These landscapes are almost exclusively comprised of ever-changing and interlocking mechanical parts which move between each other in a variety of ways. They are based upon an infinite variety of potential materials and parts which form impossible arrays of cogs, gears, pulleys, conveyor belts, levers, panels, hydraulics and moving parts. During this experience, an extremely prominent sense that one has become the perceivable machinescape is present. This manifests as the complex tactile sensation that one can physically feel and visually perceive every detail and moving part of the machinescape as if it were their own body.

Have any of you ever experienced this?
I notice that LSD isn't in the list of substances. Is mushrooms tripping totally different to LSD tripping?
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Phoebe Blatherhood - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 15:44:43 EST ID:hxN6EQM3 No.874525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>874521
I did dxm for the first time in a year last night and i had something similar, visually. I was smoking bud all night and getting some tracers and nice sparkly vision, but then i did a pretty sizable dab and i laid in bed and watched a neon wall of pulsing gears and whatnot morph on my ceiling for a few hours whilst i listened to some ambient music, it was lovely.
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Jack Daffinglidge - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 00:49:59 EST ID:6th/Q5Hw No.874541 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's a funny coincidence, I was reading about this today. LSD is less prone to producing machinescapes than tryptamines or dissociatives. If you wish to experience a machinescape with LSD I recommend you take 300ug+ with a dissociative and plant yourself in a secure location. These machinescapes tend to be mind-manifestations of XX-DMT compounds. You swim through alien machinery which represents the concepts of your mind.
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!GOACID/XyA - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 02:30:21 EST ID:EcR3NIiQ No.874546 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I find that psychedelics tend to have generalized areas of hyperspace they concern themselves with, but they are most certainly not limited to them. You can access realms typical of psilocybin on compounds like 2c-b in rare circumstances, and so on with other substances against others.
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Graham Battingded - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 14:29:28 EST ID:GnMp2Pae No.874559 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Never on psychedelics, but a few times on DXM
It took the form of a starcraft 2 map (lel) with weird units crawling around because I was playing starcraft 2 a lot, and I had the sense that what I was observing was a metaphorical schematic of my brain

>>874522
DMT has given me "hooked into a machine" rather than "being the machine" hallucinations before, probably because I was preoccupied with the matrix and the possibility of us existing in it beforehand. I had the notion that I could use the machine as an extension of my will and it would make stuff visually materialize in front of me and all of this stuff. Was p cool.
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Methyl Ethyl - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 15:51:44 EST ID:ppgZHD/t No.874560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is effect is more attributed to dissosiatives. I've read reports of these sorts of hallucinations being caused by ketamine and related compounds.


Tolerance Inquiry by Mr. Poopybutthole - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 12:49:47 EST ID:bxYAZnfS No.874518 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have a question about LSD tolerance.

I took 2 tabs of some good stuff on Sunday and I had a very intense, yet pleasant trip. I also ate the same amount of acid yesterday (Wednesday) and still managed to have a great trip, despite the visuals being a tick below the previous trip.

I understand how taking LSD more often will result in the drug losing its charm, but I find that it helps me tremendously with anxiety and depression. I plan on taking 2 or 3 hits on Saturday and was wondering if doing it a third time that close to each other would hinder the effects of the trip more significantly. I read somewhere that two days was enough time to wait between trips, although not ideal. Any thoughts?
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Mr. Poopybutthole - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 18:34:03 EST ID:bxYAZnfS No.874531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874527
>I don't even know if this life is real. I 100% in my normal every day life think that all of this is imaginary.

So what's the problem?


>>874528
Can't stop, will not stop!

But I'll probably stop for a while after tripping this weekend. Just feels like I need to get it out of my system.
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Emma Mellymick - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 23:21:36 EST ID:vnqsFvhG No.874540 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>874518
>I understand how taking LSD more often will result in the drug losing its charm

"Losing it's charm" or "losing the magic" is entirely psychological and subjective. It hinges off the premise that psychedelic trips are exciting because they are so strikingly different from normal consciousness.

That said how quickly they lose their charm, if at all is entirely dependent on you.

I absolutely, passionately despise these acid-queens, up on their high-horse that'll condemn people for tripping more often than they do. These people are self centered fools and you should pay no attention to them.

Trip as often as you like (given that you can afford it). If and when you get diminished returns that's when YOU decide to take a break. Over time the novelty will come back. Don't let anyone fool you with some nonsense like "you should only take lsd twice a year."

Know your body, know your mind and take is as often as you want.

>I plan on taking 2 or 3 hits on Saturday and was wondering if doing it a third time that close to each other would hinder the effects of the trip more significantly. I read somewhere that two days was enough time to wait between trips, although not ideal. Any thoughts?
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Mr. Poopybutthole - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 05:52:10 EST ID:bxYAZnfS No.874554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>874540
Thanks for the good response. I've seen that chart before and I'll probably end up eating 4 hits tomorrow. Hopefully, my fast metabolism will account for something as far as my tolerance goes.
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Polly Chanderville - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 07:52:15 EST ID:TzwKY8t4 No.874556 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Remember to spend time of doing nothing when a trip is over. You need more mental rest than normally. Some of my best trips were subsequent in weeks, sometimes even the next day, not months or years. Enjoy life. It's good to be content in sober state for a long time, then trip once or many times just because it's great too in a different way.
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Matilda Hupperville - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 08:57:22 EST ID:fGQTC8aQ No.874557 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>874556
Thanks for the advice! I spent most of yesterday relaxing and sleeping after Wednesday's trip. I'll have 2 days to do nothing after this 3rd trip of the week on Saturday. Positive vibes are everything. I'll be posting in the "bump while tripping" thread sometime tomorrow!


Tripping to get over emotional baggage by Nell Blonkinfudge - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 02:18:58 EST ID:BM6t99/N No.874470 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have a lot of emotional damage from a relationship that ended badly. Its been 8 months now and i'm not making much headway in healing. It seems like everything relates to the past and i'm still perceiving everything in terms of the relationship as if it had never ended. I can't seem to move on and I get more depressed everyday because I can't see, hear or do anything without it relating to the memories of my partner and I. Everything is painted over with the memories and I can't escape it.

Yesterday was Vday and i'm hurting more than ever. My ex seems cool and content like our long term relationship meant nothing and moving on was easy. I want to be like that, i'm losing my mind over this shit and often I contemplate CatchingTheBus to be free of the constant torment. I get nightmares that are even more intense than the waking thoughts, there's no down time from it.

What I want to know is could having a strong psychedelic experience help me move on and deal with this shit? I've been seeing a psychologist but it isn't really helping much because I keep getting the same lecture about "the thought pyramid" and told I just need to change my thinking but I can't seem to do that in my normal state of mind, these thoughts are just too intrusive and overpowering.

I need as many opinions on this matter from seasoned trippers as I can get to help me decide if I should push the envelope when i'm suffering from depression and occasional suicidal thoughts. I know it could possibly go south but is it still worth a shot at bettering my state of mind considering if I don't change my thinking in a profound way soon I fear i'll go through with ending my life anyway? I hate to sound so dramatic about it but I can't take this nonstop merry-go-round of melancholic emotions. I have thought about checking myself into the psyche ward but I feel like getting pumped full of anti-psychotics or other strong psyche meds will add more damage to me in the long run when I would rather work through my issues and move on with life. A psychedelic trip where I can deeply reflect seems intuitively like a good tool to pierce through the fog of these obsessive thoughts…
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Edward Sondletick - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 18:47:39 EST ID:TzwKY8t4 No.874489 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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General idea is that when having rough time in life you can get a rough bad trip on psychedelics, not totally unlike getting intensified negative thinking and aggression on alcohol. It's also the safest advice and the only advice I'd put my name on. But in reality the logic is not that simple. Even some on the scientific community have researched and are still research the potential of treating PTSD with psychedelics like LSD and MDMA. You know, patients who have a lot of bad feeling because of a trauma like because of happened in a war. Also some individuals do psychedelic self-therapy, which is a thing, and they take a risk in doing so just by themselves, but they think it's worth the risks. A break up can also be a traumatic experience to some extent and even though people usually get over it in a few months it can keep bugging for a lot longer time. You are in a mental state that is not good to be in the long run, and you want a better state but you don't know what you could do to get that. So, the psychologist hasn't been of help. So I'd say, try another psychologist or try to trip, or do more your own searching of what makes you better again. Probably safer trying another psychologist first. In the end, I've gathered, we can submit to being alone and finding pleasure of doing things on our own rather than living with someone bad. In my case, I was in love with the image I had of someone, but the person wasn't like that after all. I wish myself better luck next time. That's what people are to each other in a way, images in their minds, but the picture is off the reality and gets shaped more towards it as time goes. Sometimes nasty things happen in that process.

I experienced more than one break up in my life so far. I found that acid or weed helped to wake me up from my daily thoughts, or more like forcefully forced to look at everything in the eye and seeing a bigger picture. Also spent a month using sleeping aids to sleep because I always woke up after few hours in a terrible state and was starting to feel very sick of sleeping so little for so long. I would have gotten over it eventually, I guess, but I think sleeping aids restored my physical well being faster and…
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Phoebe Bellyteg - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 19:28:17 EST ID:wEdYBMtS No.874491 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If anything get a psychiatrist and start smoking weed. When you smoke, smoke and reflect on your life.
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Molly Blappertutch - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 01:11:15 EST ID:BM6t99/N No.874505 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thanks for all the feedback, i'm really appreciative of the thoughtfulness you've all shown me.

I think my psychologist is pretty skilled in his field and if it wasn't for the fact that i'm visiting him only a couple of times a month I would probably be seeing more benefits. I can't afford to see him more frequently so we could delve deeper into my problems; right now he just throws out some general advice that he thinks would help me based on the little bit of information I provide him with at each appointment. I would like the advice to be more tailored to my situation rather than seeming like it's coming from a textbook because i'm not well enough to put that advice to use so i'll have to tell him this when I see him next week and see if we can make more headway.

I also went to the mental health crisis center today and explained my state of mind as best as I could to them without going so far as to tell them of my suicidal fantasies and they just wanted to write me a prescription which I suppose is all they can do. I'm on the fence about this prescription thing as I know a lot of people who take anti-psychotics and it kills their personalities but maybe it would do me good to feel dead inside for awhile, the pain and emotions are getting too intense.

Last night I woke up 4 times in a panic about being 'stuck' in my mind and feeling like I had to make a choice to escape out of my head somehow which lead to the urge to head for a bridge overlooking the river. I wasn't actually planning on doing anything drastic, it is more of a kneejerk reaction to feeling trapped and I ended up turning around after walking a few blocks. The other week I bought a rope for the same reason but when I got home I was thinking it was a stupid idea and have put it in a donation box. I don't feel i'm a danger to myself as I don't like the thought of the gore that would be left behind using the quickest and easiest method to override the survival instinct plus there's the low caliber.
I'm much more motivated to exhaust all options before throwing in the towel, it's just sometimes the feeling of being trapped makes me panic.

I'm rather set now on…
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Lydia Shakestone - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 10:28:45 EST ID:TzwKY8t4 No.874516 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874505
This falls much to general advice, but I'd still urge you to try find stuff to do that you can get progressively good at which is a reward on its own. Your reward system could probably use more external feedback from some new things than relationship and drugs. And try to think less of the past relationship and it's even Ok to think negatively of the partner and not think she was like some greatest once in a life thing.. after all she was a part in the break up, so don't be afraid of the image of a good person turning into bad person. Negative feelings are not wrong feelings, you could try to appreciate and gain some strength from that... like being proud of being independent and progressively managing better and better from the pit where you fell. These things take time.
Also, tell them you have trouble sleeping properly and that it's making you worsen, so you probably get some sleeping aids and it is some help at least, because then you really are asleep over the whole night.
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Hannah Gugglefen - Fri, 17 Feb 2017 04:18:20 EST ID:4CxNJtq7 No.874547 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey OP. I took LSD for the very first time after a breakup that gave me the first suicidal thoughts of my life.

I'd always loved live and never even contemplated suicide until my ex who'd lived with me for a year and a half left very suddenly. Not only did the breakup damage me mentally and emotionally, but I had also sacrificed my uni studies for a fitness trainer job to live with her, and we shared our incomes.

After the breakup I had the first suicidal thoughts in my entire life, so I decided to take LSD to either help me "pull the trigger" or see things from a different perspective. It was a beautiful and gruelling trip and at one point during my peak I got in bed and wrapped up under the covers holding my head, begging for it to end. "I'll never take anything again" I said to myself. I was going insane. Then in one moment I thought: Either I go insane, or I do something RIGHT NOW about what's bothering me. Those were my only options. I chose the second.

I picked up my uni studies, and now I have a promising career in evolutionary neuroscience, while when I first took my LSD, I was on the brink of becoming homeless.

I don't recommend it unless you can absolutely surrender yourself to the experience and whatever that brings. If you fight it too much and can't get to the point where you actually take action to resolve your mental problems, they'll only become worse.


Why Do DMT Users See Insects from a Parallel Universe? by Edwin Brookridge - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 10:05:17 EST ID:LXBhAhXh No.874356 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>Interesting article (and discussion) I came across on HN.
https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=13620387

anyone visit this site before? anyone found the insects?
anyone anything,,,, fuck man. i cant tell
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Phyllis Nupperson - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 05:02:58 EST ID:z5rvLAcb No.874377 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Why would parallel universes be filled with insects instead of regular ecosystems like here on Earth? Is it a universe where every molecule is an insect or some shit?
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Ernest Bagglecocke - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 13:51:20 EST ID:MFY6ta95 No.874389 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Jenny Soddlepit - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 01:54:40 EST ID:wpeoFqOd No.874443 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Because psychedelics cause hallucinations.
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Oliver Blackhall - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 16:51:57 EST ID:GnMp2Pae No.874458 Ignore Report Quick Reply
They're Ultra Beasts
If you can catch them in a poke ball they will serve you as faithful companions for life
Steer clear of the space jellyfish though
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Nicholas Binkinstadge - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 22:24:40 EST ID:V7bf82o0 No.874538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've had contact with Mantids/Reptilians

They gave off a sinister vibe and took me through hellscapes, also strange polymorphing and parable storytelling/emotional telepathy and hijacking


LSD and Excercise by TheHealthyWay - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 23:32:41 EST ID:st1CwErh No.874437 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Do any of you guys know if there is a danger about doing exercise while being on acid?
I've been planning to dose considerable amounts of lsd weekly. Just to enjoy the vives and general flow of the routine. Im also a student and need to be very active during my day and a friend recommended to do exercise, which sounds like a reliably source of dopage to me.

Im kind to go out running during the come down but Im somewhat worried it could fuck up my cardiovascular or nervous system somehow.
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Simon Bugglehutch - Wed, 15 Feb 2017 19:46:35 EST ID:4CxNJtq7 No.874496 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fucking love working out on LSD. I've done cardio in the park at about 100mcgs, heavy weightlifting at 50mcgs, and every week I microdose about 15mcgs and do a bunch of kung fu exercises on that day. On LSD I generally perform better, and about 1 out of 10 times my performance is actually worse.

Working out on LSD is amazing and there's absolutely no danger unless you already have some kind of cardiac problem.
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Walter Wottingkurk - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 16:59:45 EST ID:LxwHF+Xr No.874530 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874437
Running is fantastic on LSD. It makes me forgot my body in the same way running normally does.
So I'm in full autopilot just staring ahead at the visuals and listening to music.
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Eugene Drommerway - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 20:56:09 EST ID:Xcx3gu+e No.874533 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874454
William-Adolphe Bouguereau's "Dante and Virgil." The two characters fighting are supposedly two people Dante witnessed locked in eternal combat during Divine Comedy. Don't know where exactly in the poem, though.
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Nell Hullyfield - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 21:53:07 EST ID:mqkTZ8v8 No.874534 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>874496

Yeah I usually end up lifting during the come down of 300-400 mics.

Actually I usually just get bored and end up working out some time during the peak.
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Edwin Sindlenot - Thu, 16 Feb 2017 22:03:12 EST ID:5I5ma98l No.874536 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You wanna talk about some exercise on some motherfuckin acid lemme tell you.

>Wake up at 8 AM
>Eat some oats because oats
>Hope on my bike at 10:30
>Bike 14 miles while it jumps from 60 to 80 degrees
>Get to the park I'm shooting for
>Down 2 hits
>Hike 7 miles up to this beautiful rocky bald
>Start peaking at the top
>It's now 88 degrees give or take
>Lesbian group comes to the top, annoys me into leaving
>Powerwalk down
>Get on my bike while peaking
>Become my bike more-so than a person on a bike
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