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LSD by Shit Hankinbury - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 07:32:25 EST ID:I826ZdSZ No.880732 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Do you guys reckon doing 2 150ug jubes of lsd for my first time was a bad idea? I loved the trip and wanna do it again in a couple weeks.
Pic related its the jubes i took.
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Sophie Fobberwot - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 14:19:12 EST ID:uCX8JT8s No.880738 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's a pretty solid dose. I did 200 my first time, so 300 isn't overdoing it.
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Priscilla Pitthood - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 21:45:05 EST ID:axaI0zH9 No.880750 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If you enjoyed it it wasn't a bad idea at all. Happy trails yo.
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Dr. Katz - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 17:13:33 EST ID:ljoXF9ov No.880779 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880732
In actuality, 300ug is a pretty hefty dose when accurately dosed.
For a first timer it is probably too much, but does not have to be. We're all different, have different expectations, and differing sensitivities to LSD.

A good rule of thumb is to not trip more than once a month. While you can trip 1x/week with little to no tolerance and once every other week without tolerance issues the experience will eventually lose its magic.
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Shit Chimmerwater - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 20:03:52 EST ID:NN86qh9e No.880784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880732
why do people take pictures of themselves putting lsd on their tongues?


Ceremonial vs. private or casual use by Anne Hathaway College - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 16:59:59 EST ID:++0mg2bg No.880775 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Have you ever used psychedelics as part of a ceremony? How did it differ or not differ for you from using them by yourself or casually?


Was DMT fucking with me, or am I just doing it wrong? by Bongineer - Mon, 21 Aug 2017 23:04:54 EST ID:0dJgx/tS No.880724 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey psy, I just had very different first and second experiences interactions with DMT, and wanted to compare them to your experiences.

The first trip seemed to go well. I used about half a scoop(pictured) full, and the DMT vaporized cleanly. When I closed my eyes I saw a body of light in the center of a vortex of DeepDream-like patterns. It was sitting cross-legged and seemed to be meditating, and I got the impression that it was instructing me in how to sit. When I assumed it's position, the head expanded and began to shear up at the ends, as if it was smiling. the shear got so extreme that it started to look like a menacing grin, and then I realized that it was an upsidedown chevron -or chalice- a symbol of femininity. This exploded into a pattern of multicolored silhouettes and then was over.

I waited until the last after effects had died away before deciding to try a full scoop. This time the smoke was much harsher and each hit was worse than the last. The first two I could hold in, but the next two made me cough immediately. The next two hits were the worst an last. Before each one, I felt as if the rig was stretching away from me. As I inhaled, the DMT fizzed and spat droplets into my mouth (itseemed spiteful, kind of like the soysauce from john dies at the end). I remained conscious when I lay down, but my point of view seemed fractured, and I couldn't tell what my exact perspective was, it was like looking in a broken mirror, or having fly vision. the trees out the window seemed to shift in hue and curl up in mocking manner, and I thought I saw/heard something running into the trees. This time, there was a black residue left in my rig afterward.

TLDR; had clean trip the first time, but had john dies at the end trip the second time. seemed like DMT was getting impatient with my rapid multiple attempts.

Was the difference in trip a result of the DMT burning instead of vaporizing? How close was I to breaking through. Does DMT have a.. ..a personality?

Pic related, its my rig with the black residue, and my DMT shovel.
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Beatrice Dendleford - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 22:33:31 EST ID:VKZ4QE+h No.880753 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880748
>Again it's all in your head though.
citation? Your post appears to be nothing but uninformed opinion masquerading as fact.
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Martha Clipperforth - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 05:28:05 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880762 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880753
Are you seriously asking for citation for non-falsifiable claim (in this case, both that it's all in your head or it's all real)? I can't tell if you're just being an annoying git on purpose to piss that guy off or if you're actually just dumb and aren't aware of how nonsensical your request is.
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Albert Chuzzlegold - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 06:54:15 EST ID:0C1ZyN4G No.880763 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880753

Haha okay bro yeah the machine elves are TOTALLY real. So is santa Claus and Batman while we're at it.

Don't be a psychedelic casualty. Do not believe a bunch of ridiculous malarky that you saw while tripping, people will just think you are literally insane. Which you would be if you truly believed the things that you saw while tripping.

You ever had somebody next to you start retching and dry heaving claiming they were throwing up a bad spirit that they ate earlier while tripping? I have. It might have been funny if it weren't so awkward. Delusions are personal, keep em that way. I believe all kinds of crazy ass shit about what COULD be "the truth," but I don't actually believe any of it to be true it's fucking retarded and you could never possibly provide evidence of it being true to anyone but yourself.

Like your own personal religion.
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Caroline Grimfield - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 08:22:17 EST ID:LywZUfmH No.880765 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880724
It's just a drug yo. Stop worrying so much. Just pack that shit, light that shit and smoke it.
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Simon Turveyfoot - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 08:36:44 EST ID:6vIhMZex No.880766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
And here we go again. People displacing uncertainties as something certain.


aaa by Oliver Pebblehall - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 14:19:08 EST ID:nF06ffjL No.880737 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What would it be like to be tripping for the rest of your life?
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Phoebe Banningford - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 16:44:05 EST ID:IUfz5v9T No.880746 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880745

Really depends what you're on. I think I'd be fine as long as it was equivalent to or less than 600mics of lsd. As for sleeping, I've fallen asleep during the peak of 400mic trips before. I've actually never had trouble sleeping on lsd. I also go about my normal day when I take lsd so I've had plenty of 300-500mic trips where I woke up, took tabs, showered, made breakfast, went shopping, exercised and then went to work for a ten hour shift and then went home to bed. You get used to psychedelics incredibly fast when you take them often.
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Hedda Gendleville - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 22:28:59 EST ID:Iyfrbm6f No.880752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880743
Its called growing pains
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Martha Clipperforth - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 01:37:18 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880752
Sorry man I've been up for over 24 hours and what that means went completely over my head. How exactly do growing pains relate to tripping for the rest of your life?
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Caroline Grimfield - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 04:59:24 EST ID:LywZUfmH No.880760 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Tripping how hard for the rest of your life?

Seeing how I always end up with dehydration symptoms when I go over 1 1/2 of a typical "heroic" dose, I imagine that anything above a heroic dose (regardless of psychedelic) means a death sentence because you'll just fucking forget to drink for three days eventually.
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Martha Clipperforth - Wed, 23 Aug 2017 05:21:04 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880760
Well, if you're going to be that conscientious over certain details, I would figure the never ending over-stimulation of sensory binding pathways and feedback excitation would be enough to fry you. I doubt that most brains would hold out more than 3 to 5 days.

Then you''ve got the inability to sleep, which we know from studies on mammals (mostly rats and mice and shit) that after be forced to stay awake (iirc I think about was ~14 days) for a certain period of time, there was a 100% fatality rate. The adrenal glands would likely get taxed pretty heavily too and the persistent adrenal response would start causing brain dysfunction and even damage (possibly permanent).

As a matter of fact, here's a list of health complications that arise from both hyper adrenal response and hypo response (entertaining the idea that the hyper activation of the glands and secretion of hormones would eventually cause some form of burn out)

Overactive – Hyper Adrenals (can lead to Cushing’s Disease)
Sugar cravings
Low Energy
Muscle spasms
Muscle weakness
Acid reflux
High blood sugar
Heart palpitations
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nothing matters morty by Jack Lightfield - Fri, 11 Aug 2017 13:58:56 EST ID:20mp/ZNQ No.880503 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>be me
>do psychedelics
>be pickle rick
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Fucking Bloddlegold - Mon, 21 Aug 2017 10:21:01 EST ID:G52C7o7/ No.880712 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>880617
I play Starcraft (BW&II) primarily and it's far more intense than Television... I think you are talking out of your element here.
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Nicholas Brookville - Mon, 21 Aug 2017 20:58:06 EST ID:tl/OWDhY No.880720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
nvm, rick and morty just got /psy/
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GX8b0wmETB8
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Nicholas Brookville - Mon, 21 Aug 2017 21:12:46 EST ID:tl/OWDhY No.880721 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Jenny Fankinshaw - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 12:21:21 EST ID:mCjoEwAY No.880735 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>880720
and this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ssFAkvLdH4g
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Angus Sittingway - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 12:36:26 EST ID:SpibHIlq No.880736 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880671

Hahaha I like the part where they said, "dopaminergic!" SO COOL


Gonna smoke DMT tonight for the second time by BlueKachina - Tue, 08 Aug 2017 15:21:03 EST ID:Z3Nu3nM6 No.880434 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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My first experience was what I assume to be a light experience where I felt alot of body in the first 15 seconds and then it moved to this belly roll laughter with visuals akin to a 100ug lsd trip peak(maybe a little less even). this lasted maybe 7 minutes but certainly not quite ten.

I'm looking for a fuller but perhaps not a breakthrough experience yet.
and advice for consuming. about .4g's of some nice cream colored almost white powder at disposal. reagent tested and came from a good man
gonna use pic related to consume.
>whats your average dose with one of these
>proper vaporization technique as i am not experienced in smoking other crystalline substances
>advice for overcoming fear of break thru
>tips for feeling as comfortable as possible going in (its quite a jarring exp no matter what i know)
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Isabella Nubberhall - Fri, 11 Aug 2017 17:57:59 EST ID:O1WzvPmK No.880509 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880463
too long lasting at the present moment. dont have the time i can dedicate to it not to mention i dont feel..muddy the next day after dmt
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Charlie Bonehead - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 09:46:26 EST ID:xTbE3FMU No.880529 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>880463
DMT is actually not an exceptionally *potent* substance, as potency is a matter of minimum dosage by weight required for threshold effects. While DMT does produce very intense effects at its relative moderate to high doses, the intensity is dose dependent just like any other drug. Low to moderate doses of DMT can be highly satisfying and fun (especially if you have a fair amount to fuck around with), and you can trip several times in a single day. It's not as if there are no good reasons to do as OP plans to do, the way he plans to do it.
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Betsy Goodman - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 14:21:35 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880534 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880529
Holy fuck I haven't seen you post in forever mang. Yeah, I'm aware potency in a pharmacological sense means something different than the way I used it. I guess I could've been more careful with my choice of words, but I felt like my point would be understood anyway.

I agree about lower doses being enjoyable, but I feel like if you're going to do that, it makes more sense to combine it with an MAOI and go with an oral ROA. If you're going to vaporize it, why not just trip nuts?
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George Bellerkitch - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 22:48:58 EST ID:19joIdAD No.880648 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've got .7 grams of some creamy dmt from a trusted sour e and which I had a similar experience to OP. Not like OP, though, I want to break threw completely. I've heard reports of people living out years of existence in other world's. I desire to do that.

To;Dr How do I find the wardrobe and step through?
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George Navingmutch - Sat, 19 Aug 2017 12:15:21 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880669 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880509
i suppose that makes enough sense. if it's possible for you to get it, try snorting DPT in cases like that. hits you within ~5-10 min and has a 2-3 hour trip with another 2 or 3 hours of residual increase in vibrancy of colors and what not, and I don't really notice anything the next day. It's a perfect midway between DMT and shrooms in that regard. easily my favorite psychedelic honestly.


Music wasn't that great on 1P-LSD?? by Graham Breckleworth - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 17:23:51 EST ID:sRwSoKJZ No.880632 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So a couple days ago I had my first psychedelic experience with some friends. We were all on 1.5 tabs of 100mg 1P-LSD. Probably the thing I was most excited about was listening to music. I am someone who spends about 95% of their free time doing things related to music (listening to music, reading about music, practicing playing instruments...etc). I've read and heard how on LSD, music is soooo much more impactful, emotional, beautiful, how you feel it so much more deeply. I was disappointed, to say the least. I don't know if I did something wrong, but I just didn't enjoy music even as much as I can while sober. It was like when I'm baked where I can hear all the complexities and intricacies, but I just didn't feel it that much on 1P LSD. It kind of just felt like background noise. Perhaps it is because I'm so used to really listening to music alone, as I was with 5 friends at the time.
Any advice on what to do next time? Any similar experiences?
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Nell Chezzlesetch - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 19:05:47 EST ID:NRpoYtlK No.880636 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's normal, LSD doesn't make you automatically enjoy music. About half of the time it works, half of the time it does nothing and sometimes you just feel like you want to be left just with your thoughts and music (and any other source of noise) just feels like a distraction.

That being said, when it does work, it's magic. I like listening to accoustic pieces by singers-songwriters in particular and when the lyrics are touching some personal topic it feels like you're replaying a crystal clear holographic capture of the artist's state of mind at the instant of the song's inception. Complete with synaesthesia and everything.

Different genres give you different kinds of experience too. For example ambient psy pieces like Carbon Based Lifeforms give me this feeling of the song kind of infinitely unfolding and being "symmetric," for lack of a better word. Accoustic pieces with compex lyrics on the other hand feel much more emotional and "dirty."

You may have been just frightened by the new experience to enjoy the trip. And five people might have been too much. I generally feel inappropriate among too many people.
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Graham Breckleworth - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 19:32:37 EST ID:sRwSoKJZ No.880638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880636
I definitely was not frightened, I was almost euphorically happy throughout the entire experience and I felt connected to my friends on a level deeper than I ever have before.
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George Navingmutch - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 21:24:13 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880647 Ignore Report Quick Reply
IME music on psychedelics can be pretty hit or miss. The only drugs I've taken that result in more or less guaranteed music euphoria are dissociatives, stimulants, entactogens (like MDMA) and cannabis.


LSD Through Washing Machine by Fanny Donkinwell - Wed, 16 Aug 2017 20:31:22 EST ID:DGZ+M39G No.880599 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>Go to Rancid and Dropkick Murphy's concert in Detroit
>Walk past a crusty ass punk with a hundred patches on his pants
>Compliment his pants
>He says "Thanks. You wanna buy some drugs"
>Buy two hits of acid for $11
>Looks kind of like it was a dollar bill hand cut with scissors
>One tab was slightly bigger than the other
>Next week go to Cedar Point. Take smaller tab
>Pretty fucking strong
>The week after I can't find the second tab. I was sure it was in my pants pockets that I wore to CP
>One day gf tells me she did the laundry
>Find tab in pants pocket
>IT WENT THROUGH THE WASH
>Take it anyway
>Start tripping before the paper dissolves
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Cyril Cimmerwell - Wed, 16 Aug 2017 21:58:32 EST ID:6uqNmL9N No.880600 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Dude, Awesome! I would of loved to have been to that show! I just bought my son a Rancid onesie.
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Fanny Donkinwell - Thu, 17 Aug 2017 09:25:35 EST ID:DGZ+M39G No.880606 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880600
Man they fucking killed it. It was my first rancid show and I was worried they were going to play a bunch of their new shit but nope it rocked
This concert was also on my birthday so there's an extra coicidink
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Ian Bunforth - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 14:29:06 EST ID:AumZQKV/ No.880625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Take it anyway
>Start tripping before the paper dissolves
>Tripping my balls off before I even swallow so I spit it out

i think you might be retarded
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George Navingmutch - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 21:20:20 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880646 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880625
sounds like it to me


FIRST PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCE by Beatrice Cremmlepick - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 19:58:43 EST ID:w7BOD32W No.880582 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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You guys have any tips to having a good satisfying time? I just got 5 tabs of 100mg 1P-LSD in the mail and will be doing them with close friends in a couple days. This will be the first psychedelic experience for all of us involved.
We are taking the tabs in my buddy's basement, and plan on going to this big soccer field park (with a forest behind it) during our trips.
Any suggestions as to what you would recommend I bring along with me? Or what we should to do have the most relaxed and satisfying experience possible?
Thanks in advance!
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Fuck Gibblewater - Tue, 15 Aug 2017 05:42:19 EST ID:W3ewNytl No.880594 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880588
Idioteque is one of the best songs to trip to, just sayin
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Fucking Snodshaw - Tue, 15 Aug 2017 14:36:17 EST ID:w7BOD32W No.880595 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880591
lol trust i dont intend on isolating myself, for the first few hours we gonna listen to shit everybody likes (we made a collab playlist) so shit like travis scott, young thug, pressa, tame impala, some animal collective.
but when im at my peak and i see theyre occupied with their minds and stuff, ima put on my headphones and listen to the big three In Rainbows, Kid A and OK Computer
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Ernest Weddlededge - Thu, 17 Aug 2017 08:38:05 EST ID:LR7hPHUI No.880604 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880582
My first real experience was 4 tabs and crystal DMT bongs with changa base.
Traveled in and out of time. shit was lit.
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Ernest Weddlededge - Thu, 17 Aug 2017 08:41:44 EST ID:LR7hPHUI No.880605 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880604
My bad, only read the headline.
I agree with >>880589
Take at least 2, even 3.
Just dont only do 1, you wont get the experience.
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Sidney Pubbergold - Fri, 18 Aug 2017 20:10:41 EST ID:9KjbP5V5 No.880640 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880595
nigga dont plan shit cuz ure not gonna be in control. the music you know and like will not sound the same, so you might want to find a playlist that's all psychedelic.


How to combat low self esteem on psy's by Matilda Drickleson - Fri, 28 Jul 2017 16:02:57 EST ID:1Bm9/Dz1 No.880156 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Subject line says it all basically. My self esteem is pretty bad to begin with, but when I take psychedelics (and I've only done this three times btw) I feel like I can more objectively recognize how ugly, awkward and incompetent I am, and it fucking sucks. I've tried looking at this from every angle I can think of: "you're not that bad, it could be worse", "it's what's on the inside that counts", "so what if you suck? You're insignificant, just try to enjoy the ride" etc.. But none of it seems to help for very long.

Does anybody have any experience dealing with low self esteem on psychedelics?
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Fanny Cradgehood - Mon, 31 Jul 2017 18:16:20 EST ID:9Apkd277 No.880245 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880156
Psychedelics do well to show you what you need to work on about yourself, but they won't heal it for you, you need to dive in and heal it by yourself. Make sure that when you dive in, do so in a safe setting that is conductive to healing with minimal external influences. Much love, and I hope your problems are resolved soon!
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Augustus Diddledale - Tue, 15 Aug 2017 18:47:56 EST ID:TzwKY8t4 No.880596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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When tripping I sometimes end up in feelings of low self esteem too, and I go away somewhere quietly, like covering in a forest or hiding behind curtains in a bed at home. I then begin to remember all the things that are good about me, what people have liked, what I have liked, that a life could be much worse and so on. One trip it literally felt like looking my own fears in the eye and becoming victorious over it, because it's the only way to stay in right mind. All trips were great overall though and ended up well, because I always sort of found what's good and then was able to enjoy rest of the trip greatly.

I think as much as you should strive in life and make it good, you should also not go too hard about working on it, burning out and having many setbacks that could be avoided by going slower. Just as much as striving you should also be glad of what already is and find the good in that to be happy in the present as well. It's just as important. Even any little things that are better than nothing. Then make more as you can.
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Clara Guddlebury - Wed, 16 Aug 2017 18:55:44 EST ID:IaSjnMC4 No.880597 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I know how you feel OP. You can fix surface problems to try and fix your self esteem; such as work out, educate yourself, get better job, etc. That really isn't the problem though, at least for me. I've made it to the point where I am fit and good looking, competent, and somewhat smoother. but there always will be that doubt and its a lot of work to realize it and validate myself, externally or internally. I have plenty of ugly friends who aren't very accomplished and have egos and confidence like you wouldn't believe.

My advice would be to create a plan to fix these things in your life. But then you might get caught in a nasty cycle of self improvement like I did, and it burns you out.
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Samuel Busslemot - Wed, 16 Aug 2017 22:21:40 EST ID:Yzf2kwQX No.880602 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880597
Yeah but big ego's aren't really what OP needs, or any of us for that matter. Confidence on the other hand is crucial and awesome, it's basically faith. But once you know the self doesn't exist, you can't really have faith in any sense of self, you kind of have to literally go with the flow/God given Grace to continue working, but that confidence that the universe/nature/god/the earth has you and loves you and will keep you safe, that allows you to keep going, even able to make mistakes but still keep going strong.

But I agree, you should make time for self improvement, though I recently burnt out on my own "self improvement regiment" because I was spreading myself too thin between activities/disciplines to study/work on. So, take it slow, realize that you DO have your entire life to work on yourself, which you should try and do continuously, but realize that making mistakes isn't bad either, it;s part of the learning process. In short OP, we are all imperfect, while still all living perfectly under God THE ALL.
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Molly Muppersig - Thu, 17 Aug 2017 20:13:36 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880602
>but that confidence that the universe/nature/god/the earth has you and loves you and will keep you safe, that allows you to keep going, even able to make mistakes but still keep going strong
what are you even saying here? this sounds like a good way for someone to just let their lives just go to shit because they somehow magically some force out there is going to look out for them. either the self doesn't exist and you don't need looking out for, or the self does exist and it does need looking out for, even just if it's looking out for itself.

I mean, I get where you're coming from with this whole "self doesn't exist" thing, but there's shit you've gotta keep in mind when you come to conclusions like that. Even though when you think things through really hard and that's the conclusion you come to, you can't deny your own capacity to suffer. No matter what else appears not to matter or actually exist, something that will always remain real and concrete is one's own suffering. Even if, on some real shit level you realize there isn't a self, you logically cannot deny that the real impact your suffering has on you and the fact that you have the capacity to suffer or experience anything at all necessitates that a "self" of some kind indeed must exist, and that it is worth taking care of (or in other words, reducing the overall suffering you feel and can potentially feel is a worthwhile venture).

Also,
>while still all living perfectly under God THE ALL
I'm assuming this is a reference to the Kybalion, but I'm left wondering based on your statement, have you even actually read it? THE ALL isn't something we live under or are subject to, THE ALL simply happens to be THE ALL. THE ALL is more like a gestalt concept, the whole that is greater than the mere sum of its parts. It's more or less the Kabbalistic concept of Ein Sof, and thus isn't something you are "under" so much a part of and made up of.


HPPD general by Hannah Blatherson - Mon, 31 Jul 2017 23:47:45 EST ID:jhyih976 No.880257 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Anybody have any success stories of minimising/getting rid of HPPD? I have it pretty fucking occasionally these days and it's pissing me off. I got it bad after taking 25i twice (dumb idea, I know, I have some horror experiences with that drug if you want to hear them). After taking mushies I noticed it dialed down a fair bit, would I have any luck with that?

Again, I wouldn't really make this kind of thread but I'm getting kind of desperate at this point, and hopefully we can help out other anons dealing with this shit also.
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Betsy Goodman - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 14:15:59 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880533 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880531
Symptoms that match those of HPPD can be experienced without using hallucinogens, it just requires previous hallucinogen use to diagnose it specifically as HPPD. While referring to the symptoms of HPPD the way he did might've been inaccurate, it made plenty of practical sense to use it colloquially that way. Your pedantry here is just a misguided attempt to sound more intelligent; no need to be a dick, nigga.
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Edwin Nonningfuck - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 19:33:18 EST ID:X8S7U0IL No.880545 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880533

They weren't being a dick. They're right. Hppd, whether the symptoms can be similar to other visual distortions or not, is specifically related to hallucinogen use.
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Ernest Herringdane - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 22:53:31 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880556 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880545
Did you miss the part where I said that the way that anon used HPPD was inaccurate/wrong? That's a tacit admission that he (the guy I quoted) was right. My point was really that even though an HPPD diagnosis requires the previous use of hallucinogens, the changes that the hallucinogens make in the functional operation of the structures most affected are actually what's causing the perceptual aberrations, the drugs used were merely the impetus for the resulting loss in temporal signal cohesion and disrupting the sensory gating process.

It's entirely possible that genetics, environmental influences, and physical injury can cause this same sort sensory signal "leaking" that causes the perceptual noise to arise. While not caused by using hallucinogens, what's actually going on at a physical neurobiological level is pretty much exactly the same. Given that, what that anon was describing, despite not actually being HPPD, still causes the exact same symptoms.
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Hugh Bardfield - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 16:50:28 EST ID:OQAia1Qn No.880581 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880556

No, I just read the part about something something don't care and then spewed shit at you. It's okay, I still love you. Maybe. I'm sinister and I want to eat your goobers.
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Molly Muppersig - Thu, 17 Aug 2017 20:25:07 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880581
Maybe I was just waiting for you to strut right up and eat those fucking goobers right off me.You're a disappointment, don't try calling me back.


Hospital visit by BigOl'Balloo - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 06:35:22 EST ID:RbLQDARk No.880564 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi guys, I'm really not sure if this is the right board to post this, but:

Last week I had a REALLY bad (seemingly never-ending, dysphoric, just absolutely nightmarish trip) on 3 tabs I was told were acid but actually turned out to be an nBOME (was told by dealer afterwards) and went to my doctor because I had forgotten I'd even taken anything and told him how I was feeling and the delusions and stuff I was having. Apparently I concerned him enough to make a referral to psychiatrists and shit, I have an appointment today (in 3 hours, so reply quick pls ;) ), is there anything I can say to make it more likely I'll get a prescription with some abuse potential? Based in the UK...

Thanks guysssss
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BigOl'Balloo - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 09:10:30 EST ID:tp4oIWsy No.880568 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880567
Sure - because its completely unheard of for drug-users to seek drugs.
Sure - because nobody ever tried to get prescribed something they didn't need to get high.
Sure - because, given the opportunity, you wouldn't try to score some drugs that ultimately are free to you because the taxes you pay fund this shit.
Sure- because it's a stupid idea to seize an opportunity that could bring you benefit.
Sure - because you're the ambassador of all things right and wrong, making everyone's calls so they don't have to.

But most importantly:

Your comment bears no weight on my plan to score drugs from my doctor.
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John Shittingham - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 09:42:40 EST ID:TzwKY8t4 No.880569 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880564
I'm amazed you got from single psychedelic to a state where you were able seek a doctor's appointment in real world and go through it BUT at the same time be so out of this world you don't even remember eating a drug. Such out of control situations are not a good sign so I'd stay out of NBOME and if that happens with other psychedelics too, maybe stay out of all of 'em.

If you describe psychedelic states as a naturally occurring disorder you probably get described anti-psychotics, which have no recreational use potential (except maybe in stopping bad trips forcefully if someone wants to end a trip.) Anything else, I guess, fake whatever people fake to get whatever they generally want to get.
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Rebecca Sarryfoot - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 09:45:32 EST ID:AumZQKV/ No.880570 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>880568
>hehe, other people also do scummy things so im also allowed to be a scumfuck piece of shit!

and yea, I know. You rationalized it to yourself a long time ago i assume, i wasnt expecting to change your opinion.
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Jack Foblingdock - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 14:17:36 EST ID:XTMu92vt No.880576 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>has terrible trip on nBOME
>so fucked up has to see psychiatrist
>ooh lemme exploit this for drugs

never change /psy/
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Ernest Herringdane - Mon, 14 Aug 2017 14:25:17 EST ID:7OBsp/5q No.880578 Ignore Report Quick Reply
benzos are about the only thing you can get with any abuse potential, like some other anon said. but, chances are you're gonna get loaded with SSRIs or antipsychotics, both of which have zero abuse potential


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