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man wtf should I reach out or not? by Eugene Fuvingtork - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 03:06:06 EST ID:Jx+MZZuh No.515802 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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It's almost be a year since my ex and I broke up. We didn't break up on good terms at all really. We have talked since then but only about a mutual friend that had passed away. I found out she had been lying about some things from the friend and it has left a sore taste in my mouth. The worst part of it all has been my inability to move on and heal from the emotional pain she left me in but here I am wanting to reach out to her.

She isn't a bad person to say, just a single mom with her own, selfish albeit reasonable, motivated goals. We got along really well, it felt as if we were gonna last for awhile. Stupid shit kept happening. People in our lives that didn't want us to be together. Her baby daddy hates me. Her dad hates me because I'm black. My brother was jealous And had a hand in running her off.

I don't know but this girl was something special. She was one of those girls I could just talk to for hours and there's not many girls I even want to be around for that long. We'd get high, fuck, listen to music, go on nature walks and do it all over again. It's just not the same. I try to get other girls to do those thibgs and they flake or they don't smoke weed.

as I type this pitiful paragraph I'm sure she has moved on to different dicks. one of her main reasons her baby daddy and her had split was because she wanted to sleep around. Her and I got into an argument over something my brother did. He started telling and story I wasn't interested in talking about at the time. I interrupted him and she just snapped on me and told me I teat people badly. The story he was telling was personal and he just goes "let me tell it!!!" and that's when I started to get buggered off by the whole thing and probably was an asshole. The fact she took up for him after that really annoyed me ever when I explained to her this is something he was doing on purpose.

Our first date together he was there my ex gf just so happened to walk in and I started laughing. The girl didn't know what I was laughing about and I wasn't going to tell her that my ex gf was in thete. My brother started to and I quickly stopped him. See what I m…
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am i being an arsehole or not by Augustus Sishlock - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 13:44:50 EST ID:NoKU4Mj+ No.515778 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I'm living with my ex and it's fucking hell for both of us. The other day, she was chilling in a local park with one of my housemates and a 'friend' of mine came over and started chatting to her as he usually would (I wasn't there I was just told this). The 'friend' in question is already known to fancy the pants off of her and as soon as he realised he liked her, every time we'd all bump into each other while the relationship was still happening, he would be subtly belittling and condescending towards me (you could see him thinking that I wasn't good enough for her), while he would be emphatically overjoyed to talk to her. I realise because of this that he isn't really a friend and like to keep my distance now.

Apparently though, they got on well and talked about 'deep shit' to do with personal issues, but she insists very strongly she has no sexual/romantic attraction to him (despite acknowledging that he is good looking from 'neutral standpoint') and wouldn't touch him with a ten foot pole. Regards of this, they made plans to go to coffee together and he was talking to her about taking her to a fire jam. Apparently she was really excited about this because she doesn't have many friends around here and was excited to leave the house.

However, because I'm starting to think more and more that this guy is a disingenuous smarmy bastard (and I know for a fact that all he wants is to get in her knickers), I strongly implored her *not* to spend time with him simply on the grounds that he was supposed to be a friend to me, and instead acted belittling towards me simply because he wanted to fuck her, and that it would hurt me emotionally if he then got what we wanted.

She is now really pissed off and upset about this and with me, however she is doing what I ask and not seeing or talking to him.

Is this a reasonable request of an ex partner who you still live with or am I being manipulative and controlling?
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Augustus Sishlock - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 14:18:13 EST ID:NoKU4Mj+ No.515783 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515782

But my conscience tells me he is a smarmy git who doesn't deserve the saint-like reputation he has and that this is a perfectly acceptable thing to ask someone you have to see every day whom your love for brings you nothing but misery with no end in sight (given they have the option of saying 'no.')
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Augustus Pammlebury - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 14:23:13 EST ID:0QaYPxEF No.515784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515783
smoak moar
chill out
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Augustus Sishlock - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 18:07:30 EST ID:NoKU4Mj+ No.515791 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>515784

I picked up after this post.

Turns out she changed her mind and insists she wants to go and meet him so I can't really argue with that. Time to drug myself to oblivion. Peace out.
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Fucking Greenson - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 01:35:02 EST ID:pCPQRsXK No.515800 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Only under the terms that it is a request and not some sincere worry on her behalf. If it is controlling then it's invasive as a parent or friend is.
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Fucking Greenson - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 01:37:16 EST ID:pCPQRsXK No.515801 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515800
Ps it's also your circle changing. Notice how someone made you aware of this when you were at a refrain and a tolerable distance from it.


Not even sure if this is a bad thing by Cedric Billinghall - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 18:32:45 EST ID:iXl3cRAo No.515743 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am a competitive powerlifter and trainer that works as a physical therapist on the side.

My main focus is training and competing in powerlifting.

The butt of the joke is, I have body dysmorphia. People say Im strong. People say Im big and lean. I can't actualize any results. I feel nothing.
I win a competition and lock out a 600 lb deadlift. There is someone still stronger than me out there. Even if it was the heaviest deadlift in the world I would still fear someone encroaching on me and that I will be beat.

Pros
>I push myself harder
>I never stop working

Cons
>Low self-esteem
>vulnurability
>every accomplishment doesn't make me satisfied. ever.
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Hannah Fuckinghall - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 16:54:41 EST ID:iXl3cRAo No.515788 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515786
I was pointing out that I feel nothing because I know there are others that are stronger.

Its related to the dysmorphia.

It brings me joy from time to time, but it never leaves me satisfied.

I need to be the best.
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Hannah Fuckinghall - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 16:55:50 EST ID:iXl3cRAo No.515789 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515788
I should also mention this occurs with any accomplishment. Ever.
A's on tests.

buying my first home.

I was abused as a child and Im very emotionally stunted is probably the biggest cause of the issue.
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Clara Bardway - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 19:28:37 EST ID:J6hkGgPS No.515796 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515788
You can't kill the perfectionism inside you.
The only solution is:
Kill everyone else!!
When you stand alone on their corpses, only then, will you truly be the best.
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Charles Munningmit - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 20:06:49 EST ID:tDogmvzg No.515797 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515788

>I need to be the best

Why?
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Martha Honeyworth - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 20:39:48 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.515799 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515788
>I need to be the best
That's not a goal that's possible to reach. You can be the best for you, but you're not going to be the best, ever. Accept it, you'll never be the best. The best is a nebulous concept anyway.

You don't need to be the best; no one needs to be the best. No one even is the best. There are people who are arguably the best, but if they were really the best it wouldn't be a matter of contention, would it?


Been thinking by Fucking Fummlepan - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 05:36:24 EST ID:xt7E7Y9e No.515762 Locked Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I want to kill myself. Please do not try to convince me otherwise or comment unless you want to help. So far explosions look like the most painless / effective way. How do I make them / find out where to make them / buy them? Or is there a better method?
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William Brimbleham - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 10:27:54 EST ID:Ps7vhoAq No.515771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515762
Well, to be honest, explosives aren't really the best. They are harder to obtain and generally fail. I doubt the seriousness of this graph.

A shotgun to the head though is plenty potent. Just don't shoot the big grey mass and shoot the brainstem. The brain is a bunch of useless shit like memories and all. The brainstem is highly fragile and will shut off all communications and consciousness immediately. It will literally be as physically painless as possible. You won't hear the gunshot you'll be instantly dead.

>Brainstem
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Augustus Bennerchadge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 12:51:41 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515775 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515771
The OP is silly. jolly african-american didn't even find out about exit bags yet. Babbies first foray down the suicide rabbit hole.
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Jack Hallerlun - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 13:28:50 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>How do I buy explosions

dont worry guys i dont think the op is competent enough to do anything we need to worry about
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Nathaniel Dullerlut - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 18:13:33 EST ID:FwheuJ8x No.515793 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sorry OP but this isn't /sh/ so I'm not telling you how to become a suicide bomber.
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Martha Honeyworth - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 20:31:43 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.515798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
watch neon genesis evangelion


I Look Like An Arab by Hamilton Hoddlefark - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 00:59:27 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515678 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I look like an Arab I am a product of 250 years of on off racemixing. My Dad is Italian-French and Black so he looks like a Iraqi-Jew. My mom is French/Black and looks like a dark Mexican or something. People misidentify me as Indian,Brazilian,Arabic, North African, etc. Depending on how I wear my hair or how dark I am.

This wasn't a problem growing up; before I entered Public School.

But in recent years my city has a lot of immigration from Muslim Countries and Europe. I swear the racist Eurotrash at my school literally thinks that I'm from the Middle East and that I'm some kind of foreigner. It's really disheartening and it's like a problem because they think that they can be nasty to me because of this.

It's also a problem because the cops also think I'm a Muzzie. In fact I used to work at 7/11 that's how advanced the problem it is.
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Nell Grimgold - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 14:15:10 EST ID:583UPQsG No.515703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515678
Now you feel the alienation that a lot of foreigners feel.
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Hamilton Hoddlefark - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 14:54:19 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515704 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515703
Except the foreigners have more money.
In fact even the thugs drive around my city in Maseratis with big rims.
Russians,Koreans, Persians, Pakis, Mexicans, Thugs they all have more than I do.
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Charles Suddlechirk - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 18:22:34 EST ID:s+dE+qb3 No.515742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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  1. try not to tan in the summer, and wear a lot of sunscreen (good advice for anyone)
  2. wear your hair in a way that doesn't make it too frizzy or poofy or wiry but also not some weird flat shit that Muhammad would be rocking either. Keep up with the hygiene and you're also probably much better off keeping your face clean; a mustache will make you look like some sort of pajeet or luiz and a beard will make you look like some sort of generic militant sandnigger. Keep your eyebrows from unibrowing or becoming too thick, and if you really wanna go one step further, lighten your hair up with lemon juice and sun or heat. GooGle that shit to see what i mean. stay trendy with whatever fashions that your white buddies are into, etc

tldr you can't win too much but there are ways to adjust; most importantly though is to not be some sort of weird quiet kid. Speak with your perfect native accent to show that you're ONE OF US and just act like a native dude like you really are. remember that the one benefit here is that you can get in good with minorities, at least.

at the end of the day just remember that the real niggas won't be up your ass about this shit; people who get to know you for a day will realize you're not some sort of refugee or 2015 immigrant or something. also, if you brush up and get good at the pussy game, white bitches will find you exotic

-darkskin italian
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Emma Hecklecocke - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 19:49:34 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515745 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515742

>how to deplete your vitamin D levels: the post
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Phineas Lightdale - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 19:05:07 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515795 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515742
I live on the same latitude as Morocco so I'm going to be brown. But I definitely work on my appearance as much as I can. Hair/Facial hair, clean clothes. I don't speak like a goon and I try to be respectful.


Quieting the internal monologue by Edward Gabblededge - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 07:40:42 EST ID:rNN7/CPM No.515721 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am 26. My internal monologue is extremely self critical to the point of it being crippling. I overthink everything and sometimes feel like I'm going to worry myself to death, that everything is hopeless. I over-analyse every action of people towards me as being negative and can only pick on myself for my negative actions, whilst simultaneously criticising positive actions for not being good enough. I am my own worst enemy and there is seemingly no escape from it. There have been moments in my past where I've been into various drugs (namely LSD) to such a level that I almost felt like I'd externalized the internal monologue and was at risk of giving myself schizophrenia.

My only respite from this stupid voice is dissociatives and alcohol. Ketamine is expensive here in Australia, MXE isn't really available anymore, and I can recognise the terrible effects that alcohol has on my health in the long-term. I don't drink huge quantities but I do drink practically every night, typically a 6-pack or a bottle of wine. Once every 2 weeks or so a bottle of spirits. When I drink it seems to put the voice to sleep or at least slow it down/turn down the volume so that it's bearable/ignorable. Of course, besides the effects of physical health, it's not exactly practical to spend the rest of my life in a state of inebriation, contrary to what /hooch/ might think.

What alternate options would you suggest? Benzos, perhaps? Or maybe seeing a psych? I've heard good things about CBT and would be interested in anyone else's experiences with it.

I just want to shut this thing up or at least get it in control. It's talking all day in my head constantly without interruption, a constant barrage of criticism. Sometimes I almost feel like it's another personality that wants to take over and be me. I'm terrified of the idea of spending the rest of my life with this thing rattling around in my brain shitting all over everything I do or say or think.

I don't want to die but in my worst moments I have honestly contemplated suicide just to get some god damn peace and quiet. It's like having the world's worst and most malicious backseat driver in your brain.

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David Blatherwater - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 11:51:13 EST ID:ngLYHpR4 No.515726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dear OP,
It sounds like you've got a healthy mind. Being extremely self-critical is important. Be critical of yourself. Improve yourself constantly.
Do not fear these criticisms, fear not working on the things you criticize yourself for.
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James Pickdale - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 21:18:06 EST ID:FcwZX0yP No.515749 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515721

Meditation

Not that bullshit quiet the mind and maintain concentration bullshit. Relax the body, take a step back from yourself. Don't try to quiet the thoughts...just watch them with no attachment, like you would watch a river flow. Focus on your breathing if you have to, it keeps the monkey brain busy. Keep doing this everyday, for seconds, for minutes, for hours if you have to. Eventually thoughts become just that, thoughts, they're only noise unless you decide to grasp them and focus your attention onto them.

Qigong breathing exercises help foster this state of mind.
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Frederick Fibblenun - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 02:04:59 EST ID:pCPQRsXK No.515755 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i suggest through the rhyme at the end. You were once a creative trail blazer and had inspirations and aspirations who used humor as a bridge between all uncomfortabilties and contradictions and to highlight positive ones. As you got older you realized just how much academia starts from a negative critical point of view that is just that close to our heads. Learning and growing did push you this far, because it actually is told from a dial within self criticisms but we would probably have a hard time pointing out exactly where it is in a model of phenomenology.

The man in the glass is no ass, but rather a bottom. The same one in mid summer nights dream. He actually stars within the play within a play. And he actually is a great actor. However he is literally a worker. He isn't supposed to be able to act in a play in the kingdom that takes center stage away from everything else.

Usually we are telling tales of a concept within a concept that we are looking at from the outside, hence the man in the glass, hence inception. The reason it gets all crazy is. You actually are also the man within. You come from that guy through a concept that's within a concept.

That's several layers of chicanery you manage. That in heidegarian terms is "toward" you're own language thus making you seem the part of an ass or a clown. The language we get that puts him in a glass, is along or idle. This is the interpretation that gives ambiguity.

Now as a living being you naturally have both thus making your self critical inner monologue quite upset at you for not being able to get along both quite ineffable and quite directly. That's not unheard of, it's un ontologically certified in a very rational scientific world. That gap in ontology is understood or wove together by you through your own special creativity. That in a more worried category no one one intrude upon. Thus respect for individuality being created by the individual we often say "these are his own demons."

Meaning they are your own unresolved matters of ambitions and satisfactions that come from the one who lived it.

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Ernest Deblingwog - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 03:29:51 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.515757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515749

>bullshit bullshit bullshit

>my way is right everyone else is wrong
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Simon Clenderwill - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 18:19:18 EST ID:tldOIKN9 No.515794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515721
Try xanax


I think I'm broken by Oliver Sullerstane - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 14:06:13 EST ID:kS27PxfH No.515780 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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After a string of past relationships that went bad, I identified the common factor, me.
I've been set up on a few dates and tried going on various dating sites but I just can't find it in me to feel any hope about the prospect of building a relationship with someone. They're increasingly an alien species, there's no common ground. I'm rapidly approaching my thirties and the dating pool is dwindling with it but even the few girls who do seem to like me, some of them really lovely people, I just push away. I'm lonely but it seems impossible that this will ever change.
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Ebenezer Drushkure - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 17:06:58 EST ID:6kAPrX3q No.515790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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im like you but 21. trying to work on myself before looking for a S/O is what ive decided to focus on.


What to do with this chick by Cedric Wannerdock - Wed, 19 Apr 2017 01:38:56 EST ID:rq2JgAzW No.515587 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What up /qq/ last time I posted you guys gave me a bunch of bs because you couldn't possibly fathom that I'm not a beta nerd but I have no one else to turn to so here goes

So I let this chick move in with me last week, she is my best friend's ex, she recently split up with her fiance and just got out of jail and had no place else to go and no one to stay with but a bunch of horny guys who just wanted to have sex with her.

This girl is incredibly fucked up, she has been through so much fucked up shit there is literally no way for me to process it but laughing at it, she's a mess, she's got really bad PTSD, anxiety and depression and HPPD from acid and comes up with a new insanely fucked up story every day. Like, I've been through some shit, but I've had a pretty good life, my parents are together, I went to college, I generally hang out with hippies who are good people and somewhat have their shit together, I just can't deal with this shit, she is too crazy and fucked up for me to handle. I really like her, I'm willing to listen to her talk as much as she needs to and be there for her but I just can't really understand it and I don't know what to do, you know?

She's also rather low energy, she's very shy and doesn't meet new people well which neither do I which is a bad combination, and she can't keep up with me when I'm partying and going all out which I don't do that often but is my main purpose in life at the moment. She doesn't really like my kind of music and can't handle festivals. She also has a kid, and like... she's a really sweet person and has a cute face but her body's like a 4/10, she has literally no ass and I'm a good looking guy and I like curvy blondes.

Anyway, at first she kept telling me about other dudes she stayed with trying to fuck her and she kept her distance at first but she doesn't really know anyone in town except me and my roomate and has been hanging out with me and following me around pretty much the whole time while messaging her ex and it's pretty clear that she likes me. She has made quite a few comments about the kind of guys she likes to be with and I'm pretty s…
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Phineas Fanworth - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 09:31:00 EST ID:dEYYl9cW No.515652 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you don't sound like a "beta nerd", tbh it just sounds like need to lay off the psychedelics for a bit. it's obvious that your relationships with this woman and Amy are extremely unhealthy and will not end well, they're very bad for you.
you need to cut both of them out of your life completely, chill out with the drugs and festivals for like a year, get your brain straight.
based on previous threads I know you won't do any of that because your thinking is currently too warped from drug use, so good luck, I hope you'll be out of the brain fog before you do more things you'll regret later on.
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Matilda Drimbledock - Fri, 21 Apr 2017 21:20:19 EST ID:2cRqUGEL No.515659 Ignore Report Quick Reply
is this the same dude that apparently turned full stalker mode on some girl in a different thread?

Either way, here's a piece of advice.
DON'T FUCK YOUR HOUSEMATE. I repeat. DON'T FUCK YOUR HOUSEMATE. Even without the mess of mental health that she's got, it's a bad idea to sleep with anyone you're living with at all.

Also she's gonna take you for a ride whether you like it or not. She won't be confident enough to find a decent job, she won't be able to pay rent consistently, she won't be in any mental state to be cleaning the house or doing basic chores, even if she is a kindhearted soul and wants to do good, because by the sounds of it she's fairly rock-bottom and will be too depressed and anxious to do much.
Allow her to stay for a couple months so she has a chance to get her on her feet but not any more than that. Living with crazy is bad. I know, I was once the crazy and even I could see how I pissed people off.
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Nathaniel Blurringtare - Sat, 22 Apr 2017 13:55:38 EST ID:BLccx1lP No.515665 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I agree with the common consensus here. Don't fuck her. It's just gonna cause a bunch of bullshit you don't want or need.
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Edwin Shittingwill - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 15:03:01 EST ID:rq2JgAzW No.515787 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well you guys I fucked her

Kinda just chilled with her for a couple weeks, didn't want to feel like I was pressuring her by letting her stay or anything and was kind of afraid to get started, and also I hadn't had sex in 6 and a half, almost 7 years so I was nervous as hell. So we went out of town to a show Sunday night and got a hotel room and ended up doing molly and going for a walk on the beach and fucking for like an hour. Then yesterday I took her to see her kid and met her daughter and mom. Then we got back home and hooked up again and she slept with me. Also I came in her.

Anyway, I think she understands that I'm not really expecting a relationship, I will hang out with her a ton and buy her shit and treat her good but I have my own shit going on and can't really handle her. The sex is pretty good and I like hanging out with her but good fucking lord, she's been through so much fucked up shit I don't know how to deal with, she tells me fucked up horrible things that happened to her and I just like, laugh because literally what the fuck. I do really care about her and want to take care of her as much as I can but I also like to like, party with sexy blonde girls all summer. So who the fuck knows.

Either way there was way too much sexual tension going on to keep just ignoring it, we had to do something and I'm definitely better for her than the meth heads she had been hanging out with so I'll do what I can and hope she doesn't end up murdering me.

I'm still in love with Amy though.
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Hugh Gorrygold - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 18:10:45 EST ID:hm6dC+3j No.515792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>515787
ya blew it, kapeesh?
nb


Hey guys by Charlotte Gublingdidge - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 15:41:45 EST ID:6Y23Um/F No.515733 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Where do you go for help when you have no friends, your own internal compass is busted, no one else cares and you don't trust therapists?

>inb4 someone trolls me over being stupid/crazy
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Augustus Bennerchadge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 04:35:04 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515759 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515758
The worst is when they bully you/pressure you to open up more, when you obviously aren't comfortable enough to open up more, and are instead focused on building repertoire with them. But they don't fucking care. They just want you to spill your guts and turn into an infant before their eyes so they can judge you and punish you with imprisonment if they find you guilty of some ethereal sin.
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Sophie Wimmleforth - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 09:18:35 EST ID:XoBFtXHJ No.515770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Many social workers offer counseling, it's much more casual and comfortable knowing the person listening to you doesn't specialize in trying to categorize you. It's still therapy anf they're still acting as therapists but you are allowed to trust them more considering they're more of a part time therapist.

>>515759
That's pretty twisted bro
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Augustus Bennerchadge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 10:36:41 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515773 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>515770
If you think that's twisted, you've never met any of the psychs I have. The majority of them were genuine sick fucks, they'd look at me with creepy fucking eyes, at least two males did this. I was young. The way they spoke, in hindsight it was sociopathic. They got a glee out of messing with me. Now, as an adult, every person I've known who has gone into the mental health profession, has had a sadistic streak to them. People who seriously should not be anywhere fucking near an unstable person, ever. But what can I do? What can any of us do? Report them? No one will fucking listen, no one will fucking care, best case scenario they get scared off, scared of being found out, and they retreat from their profession. Worst and most likely case? Not only does nothing happen, but if they ever find out it was you who reported them, your life is over. With the stroke of a pen and a few choice words they can have you locked up. Never said anything that would require you to be legally hospitalized? Doesn't fucking matter. They can make anything up they want, and because they have the social status, they will be believed over you (Unless you have some serious clout in the social hierarchy of your community).
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William Snodridge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 11:47:02 EST ID:L/df1m8J No.515774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you feel like you need someone to hang with, just hang out in btube man

Buncha degenerates but you'll learn to appreciate em

If its not populated at the time, dont worry, theyll eventually trickle in. You dont need even say anything if you like. Just chill man
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Jack Hallerlun - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 13:25:23 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515774

btube is full of stupid assholes who listen to shitty music. this has been agreed upon in like 20 threads


Bills by Reuben Duckwill - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 05:20:00 EST ID:I2FTZEKQ No.515760 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How much are your bills every month all total?

Not including gasoline, food, intoxicants or petty purchases.

Strictly include utilities, various insurances, phone bill, internet bill, loan payments, mortgages etc.

For me it's less than 500 bucks a month but only after a very odd set of circumstances. I'm still not making ends meet and I feel pathetic. The job market in this town is trash.
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Henry Porrynotch - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 05:32:11 EST ID:dIFWQvnm No.515761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>515760
i just cancelled my phone bill of 70 a month. but other than that I got about 1000 a month in bills...car payment and the rest is mostly credit cards...but tbh I haven't paid bestbuy in like 3 months
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William Brimbleham - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 10:36:34 EST ID:Ps7vhoAq No.515772 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515760
When I lived alone...

>450 a month for a trailer on some land. Not in a trailer park but barely any land. Renting.
>100 dollars every 3 months for car insurance. So like 33 monthly.
>Well water and I personally had a solar generator installed for about 1500 but I used no electricity so a 100 dollar a month electric bill was stupid when I only ran the well, a small fridge and a light and computer.
>About 250/mo for food.
>40/mo gas.
>A cellphone would be like 20-30 a month if I had one at the time.
>Factoring in unseen expenses, car costs and all that shit, about another 100 a month. This is a "rainy day" fund basically.

I know I'm forgetting some shit as I'd figure about 900 on this but in reality it was more along the lines of 1000-1050 a month.

Make a budget bro. It will save your ass in a million ways. I worked for 11 dollars an hour and didn't really have any money left over. I could say I lived on my own but all that meant was a vacant trailer with nothing in it that I didn't own anyways and then risking not getting 40 hours a week and losing everything.

I wouldn't go back to living on my own unless I made at least 16-17 dollars an hour. At 11 dollars an hour full time, I'd have maybe a single 100 dollar bill a month to enjoy or put back for myself. God forbid I had a medical emergency or a car that shat out its engine on the highway. I'd be fucked and homeless nearly overnight.


Medical by Samuel Brookstock - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 20:28:35 EST ID:y8ars7P0 No.515747 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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One of my front two teeth is a crown that is loosening and I cannot afford insurance and I have zero clue what to do. What should I do? Some dentists do a first-time visit for free but how do I find those?

While I'm here, I have a misaligned jaw and if there is some magical way to get corrective jaw surgery for a low / no free, tell me. I am desperate.

I hate living in a country with monetized healthcare.
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Edward Darryfield - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 20:34:30 EST ID:37djlT33 No.515748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515747
I feel ya bro and I don't believe you will be able to find corrective jaw surgery for anything that is considered cheap in the USA. The lowest you'll find is prob around 15k for the surgeons job, and the rest needs to be covered by insurance.

Your next best option is to go out of country to have the operation done.
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Jack Hallerlun - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 21:41:22 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515751 Ignore Report Quick Reply
if there is one thing 420chan hates it is dentists. i have seen threads derailed with 20 or 30 post long chains about how the american dental system is a huge scam filled with quackery, little to no oversight, and suppression of cheaper alternatives wherever possible
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Eliza Muddlebanks - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 21:50:36 EST ID:lfaq5WNU No.515752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dude, fuck that. keep your grill lookin GOOD
do whatever you gotta do. get a job, 2nd job, government insurance, ask family for loan, what the fuck ever. but im with tom segura on this, get yo shit fixed! good luck.


Whats your (realistically achievable) dream? Whats standing in the way? Your solution? by Nigel Sibberbick - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 22:20:33 EST ID:L9x3lDju No.515579 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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DREAM: My own home, and I mean OWN. Not with roommate(s). I just want to fucking masturbate in peace without fear of someone coming to bother me.

PREVENTING: Money, location. I make $11/hr ($1400 on a good month with overtime) and everything in my area is $1000/mo Minimum not including utilities.

SOLUTION: Guess I got to move elsewhere so I'm slowly saving money.


Ok now you comment on my shitty dream and post yours!
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Polly Sollerlick - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 23:55:23 EST ID:Ps7vhoAq No.515715 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>DREAM: To be freed from myself. I guess making music as an outlet because nothing else suffices to even stem my own mind from churning.

>PREVENTING: The unknown of being dead. Otherwise, I'd probably kill myself if I knew what happened. Making music is just an endless cycle and a really cheap and far less lethal version of escapism.

SOLUTION: Smoke PCP and start punching shit and shouting in a made up language until someone shoots me... repeatedly. Or keep making music until I die homeless so that I don't end up banging heroin for 4 months and dying of OD or sepsis or some other terrible death.
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Wesley Lightshit - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 00:29:59 EST ID:HVLVBb2N No.515716 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515715
But death isn't unknown, remember the time before you were born?
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Matilda Claylock - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 01:51:49 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.515720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dream:

Make a living doing something I enjoy.

Preventing:

Don't know what I enjoy.

Kinda kidding, I like alot of shit, but devoting my life to a set of skills is a biggie. Not sure if there's anything out there that I wont get sick of.

Solution:

Find something I can spend the rest of my life doing, work in that industry for a couple years, start putting together a business plan to work for myself.
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Alice Gurringhood - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 12:16:46 EST ID:tldOIKN9 No.515728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515710
>Why the YPG? They're an interesting group. But why travel to the Middle East to fight somebody else's war?
My mother is kurdish, I grew up with awful stories of kurds under the rule of Saddam. Not only am I kurdish but I'm also a socialist. It's a mix of ethnic, moral and political motivation. This is not some conflict long a way that has no meaning for me. I also despise the narcissistic lifestyles in the west, how most people have an opinion about everything despite being very ignorant and pretentious, how people live absolute meaningless lives in their isolated bubbles, how people motivate their bodies with caffiene just to get through the week so they can drink at the weekend. I don't want to spend my life working 9-5 for 50 years, even if I graduate university. I'm very cynical to the aspect of marriage and kids.
I figure we're all going to die anyway, so I can only recite Muhammad Ali's Attica Prison poem and hope I can do something selfless and kind with my life. Everybody is afraid of dying on an instinctive level, but dying for something seems way more rational than living a lie and being unhappy. It's not about the war itself, I'd go still even if it meant rebuilding the war-damage.
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Martin Tillingwell - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 17:56:23 EST ID:PDdE4MZF No.515741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515728
That's a pretty good justification.
Be careful anon.


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