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Sophie Fuckingfoot - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 07:35:58 EST ID:QsbKOlZ5 No.524628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524588
Welcome to 420chan. I'm glad at least I can post here, there was a time when my entire broad geographical location was banned from the site.
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Edwin Fenningwater - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 08:00:27 EST ID:USUZpST+ No.524629 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524588
No it hasn't.

t. same ISP
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Nell Granddock - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 12:24:47 EST ID:dsn+wF/X No.524636 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524628
Probably during the russian botnet attack? That was a case of (I would hope regretfully though I imagine it was actually a pretty indifferent action) throwing some baby out to prevent the drowning in bathwater.


Called one of my best friends out on being selfish; he's not talking to me by Fuck Worthingford - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 02:17:10 EST ID:SHfQrW0X No.525004 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So to make a long story short, I have been really close friends with this guy for about 8 years. Throughout those 8 years he has been a selfish motherfucker, and it's something that everyone can see. At first it didn't really bother me, his positives outweighed his selfishness, and I thought he'd grow out of it over time.

But about 2 years ago his unchanging selfishness really started to grate me, started to chip away at me and made me seethe in secret. It was building up inside me and I found myself being ever so slightly less inclined to hang out with him each time he did something selfish (which is often). But basically, about one month ago he did some very fucking selfish and hurt me, my girlfriend, her pet and her housemate in the process. I decided I've fucking had it with his selfish bullshit, because I really have, and I told him straight up that he if he continues to be selfish then I don't want to be friends with him anymore.

Now, I said this through email. I live on the other side of the world at the moment and have done since April. At the time I didn't want to talk about this over the phone because I was stressing about job related stuff that was going on the day after, and since he's always been so self-absorbed I told myself it's my turn to be selfish and I want to send him an email and not have some drawn out conversation on the phone. Anyways I sent him an email and he was deeply hurt by this revelation. He called a mutual friend of ours, who is close to both of us, and that mutual friend agreed with me (as I say, if you know this guy it's impossible to not know him as selfish) and gave him plenty of examples of him being selfish. My mutual friend said that he said that he was remorseful and wanted to change, and wanted to know how. The next day I sent him an email giving him lots of examples of him being selfish, in order to help him. In both of the emails I sent I highlighted the fact that I genuinely do want to stay friends with him, because he has lots of good qualities and he's a really good friend of mine, but his selfishness was getting out of hand. I sent him one last email a few days afterwards, which consisted of me solely telling him about his positive qualities and why I've loved him as a friend despite his selfish crap for the past 8 years.

The thing is he hasn't really talked to me once since all of this happened. He didn't reply to any of the emails which is fair enough, but after 2 weeks passed I sent him a text asking how is he getting on, to which replied "Good, talk to you soon". Another 2 weeks passed and I told him can he at least tell me if he wants to stay friends, because it doesn't feel like that, to which he said "I'm sure we'll stay friends, talk to you soon". This is kind of annoying me, because he's happy to talk that mutual friend of ours, despite the fact he also called him selfish and gave him examples. It's been a month since this happened and he hasn't shown any willingness to talk or has even said sorry for anything. I get that it hurts to hear something like that from a close friend but at the same time you have to man up; it hurts to be continually ignored like this and the way I see it, it's not just about him being hurt and him not wanting to talk - there's also how I feel, how this affects me. I hope this doesn't turn into a situation where he doesn't feel comfortable talking to me and is unsure about wanting to be my friend because that's not what it's about. It's about him being a selfish asshole for 8 years straight and US (his friends) wanting to change that.

So to make a long story short, I have been really close friends with this guy for about 8 years. Throughout those 8 years he has been a selfish motherfucker, and it's something that everyone can see. At first it didn't really bother me, his positives outweighed his selfishness, and I thought he'd grow out of it over time.

But about 2 years ago his unchanging selfishness really started to grate me, started to chip away at me and made me seethe in secret. It was building up inside me and I found myself being ever so slightly less inclined to hang out with him each time he did something selfish (which is often). But basically, about one month ago he did some very fucking selfish and hurt me, my girlfriend, her pet and her housemate in the process. I decided I've fucking had it with his selfish bullshit, because I really have, and I told him straight up that he if he continues to be selfish then I don't want to be friends with him anymore.

Now, I said this through email. I live on the other side of the world at the moment and have done since April. At the time I didn't want to talk about this over the phone because I was stressing about job related stuff that was going on the day after, and since he's always been so self-absorbed I told myself it's my turn to be selfish and I want to send him an email and not have some drawn out conversation on the phone. Anyways I sent him an email and he was deeply hurt by this revelation. He called a mutual friend of ours, who is close to both of us, and that mutual friend agreed with me (as I say, if you know this guy it's impossible to not know him as selfish) and gave him plenty of examples of him being selfish. My mutual friend said that he said that he was remorseful and wanted to change, and wanted to know how. The next day I sent him an email giving him lots of examples of him being selfish, in order to help him. In both of the emails I sent I highlighted the fact that I genuinely do want to stay friends with him, because he has lots of good qualities and he's a really good friend of mine, but his selfishness was getting out of hand. I sent him one last email a few days afterwards, which consisted of me solely telling him about his positive qualities and why I've loved him as a friend despite his selfish crap for the past 8 years.

The thing is he hasn't really talked to me once since all of this happened. He didn't reply to any of the emails which is fair enough, but after 2 weeks passed I sent him a text asking how is he getting on, to which replied "Good, talk to you soon". Another 2 weeks passed and I told him can he at least tell me if he wants to stay friends, because it doesn't feel like that, to which he said "I'm sure we'll stay friends, talk to you soon". This is kind of annoying me, because he's happy to talk that mutual friend of ours, despite the fact he also called him selfish and gave him examples. It's been a month since this happened and he hasn't shown any willingness to talk or has even said sorry for anything. I get that it hurts to hear something like that from a close friend but at the same time you have to man up; it hurts to be continually ignored like this and the way I see it, it's not just about him being hurt and him not wanting to talk - there's also how I feel, how this affects me. I hope this doesn't turn into a situation where he doesn't feel comfortable talking to me and is unsure about wanting to be my friend because that's not what it's about. It's about him being a selfish asshole for 8 years straight and US (his friends) wanting to change that.
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Fuck Worthingford - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 03:33:01 EST ID:SHfQrW0X No.525009 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>525007
The list is massive and basically just involves him being greedy and taking everyone else's food, beer, drugs, tobacco, personal space, etc whilst being incredibly stingy about his own belongings, despite the fact he's loaded and always gloats about the fact he's rich. Like one time me him and my girlfriend went for drinks. My girlfriend bought him and herself a pint (as I had still mine) and when the drinks are finished he literally goes up to the bar and buys HIMSELF a fucking drink and not my girlfriend? Wtf. Or when I quit smoking tobacco. We were out for drinks on two separate occasions and our friends commented and commended me for quitting tobacco, yet BOTH times he immediately interjected and said "Yeah but he still smokes looooads of joints so not really". A joint here is made with tobacco, btw. Anyways I did not smoke "loooads of joints", since quitting tobacco I have been an avid pipe user, yet he feels the need to bring me down, belittle me and my achievements in front of our friends, using lies, so he feels less insecure about the fact he's been unsuccessful quitting? If I'm meant to be his best friend he's meant to encourage me and be happy for me, not try to cut me down like that.

What really set it off though is that he's been sub-letting my girlfriend's room while we live in a different country for a few months. She has a pet rabbit and he agreed to look after it. Anyways within weeks of moving in he decided he did not want to look after the rabbit anymore, and without saying anything to anyone, he literally just dumped the rabbit in a cage and left it in the bathroom for weeks, neglecting it. The rabbit started getting ill, lonely and dirty because he decided he wasn't bothered dealing with it anymore. As a result of his bathroom being "occupied" he started shitting and showering in his housemates/my girlfriend's friends bathroom as much as he goddamn please. He also decided to blare shitty electronic music until 4am, despite the fact we told him the housemate works a lot, and early, and it's not a party house, to which he said yeah no problem. All this of course really irritated the housemate, and we …
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Barnaby Purrysadging - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 05:16:48 EST ID:Fahml6tK No.525010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>525009
You've posted a whole list of ways that this person is petty and self focused and yet you decry that he has not been the better man on this occasion. It's a contradiction. You're expecting him to act better than he is.

Look, he follows his own inner narrative, one that I'm sure feels like what he does is right. As you have said he gets very defensive when opposed. He, emotionally and cognitively, isn't prepared to accept criticism without a whole lot of processing, if even. He may not agree with you.

Either way it's to be expected. You're not an alchemist. People don't change in the short term. They make small changes over the long term.

It might be best that you don't rekindle the relationship right now, because he's bound to disappoint you. Maybe he knows that.

Just lower your expectations of him if you want to continue being friends. You can hold him to the same standards. Just lower the expectation that he will meet those standards. Otherwise, I don't think you can be his friend.
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Fuck Worthingford - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 06:22:46 EST ID:SHfQrW0X No.525011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>525010
You're bang on man, thanks for the insight. It sucks and it's a conflicting period of my life with regards to him. I want to be his friend, why did he let it get this way? Why did he always have to be such a self absorbed dick? There are a ton of positive qualities about him and if he cut out the selfishness he would really be a fucking awesome person. But he's let me down again and again.

You are right, I should stop flogging this dead horse. I will let him do and think whatever he needs to do. If he can step up and contact me one day and help rebuild a friendship, without any of the selfish shit, then sweet. Otherwise, it will be his loss and I will hate to lose a friend but at the same time I don't have time for self-absorbed wankery anymore.
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Lydia Nasslebed - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 07:20:35 EST ID:atmtKVqH No.525012 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>525011

Fuck him man.

People who don’t do shit ain’t worth shit.
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Polly Shittingfield - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 14:46:43 EST ID:8MWQz9ep No.525021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's ironically selfish of you to think that he owes you further communication. You fling criticism at him with the expectation that he concedes and agrees to do things differently, and you craft an ultimatum to boot, meant to corner him so that you can exert control over him and his behavior. I'm not exonerating him or making light of his qualities, but how would you feel if someone lodged a series of complaints against you and, instead of allowing you to process them in your own way and on your own time, implicitly demanded that you continue communicating even though it's clearly devolving into a one way street full of moral posturing and policing? How do you think he would feel being around you now that he knows he's being scrutinized? The comfort of your friendship is gone, the power dynamic is messed up. That has to be cleared first.

I get that you want him to be in your life but you have to let it go for now. He'll come around or he won't. But I'm getting ugly vibes from this, like if he does it will be as a starving dog coming home to his master with his head down. Fuck that noise, selfish or not. It'll be awhile before he can really interact with you on equal footing anyway, and that's what you'll have to wait for if it happens at all. But I'm sure that you can expect some emotional distancing in the future, even if he changes and can become a respectable friend to you.


Love: fake by Jack marston - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 00:22:44 EST ID:DjoU9fYp No.524965 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Without trying to sound like a complete cunt, I've never been one who had problems with the ladies. Got laid at 15, currently ttly 26 and I honestly have no idea how many girls I have dated or fucked. It's to the point my own mother called me a whore on several occasions, which I thought was funny but later insulting. But.... I had the worst relationship ending you could have imagined 2 years ago (hottest girl I ever dated, apparently beat the living shit out of me, tore my rotator cuff, broke my nose, two black eyes and a serious concussion, unconscious for 4 hours, I remember none of this) and I haven't dated since then. But I mean, my heart wasn't even really in my last one, she was just a trophy bitch I could smash on and brag about. She was a horrible human, woke up with a 12 pack and 6 kpins every morning. I haven't felt love since a heart break in 2013. I just haven't felt it. Like I realized it was all bullshit, love is just to compel us to breed as a species, not some ever lasting happiness. Then all my best friends started dying. I stopped going after the 10th funeral, I was getting too morbid.
Anyway, all my friends think I'm crazy cuz all they want to do is chase hoes, and I no longer want that. Sure, I get horny sometimes and go fuck some random whore every few months but that's it. Other than that I have no desires. It seems all I'm interested in now is indulging in increasingly dangerous activities to get adrenaline rushes. Wtf is going on with me
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Jack marston - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 03:16:22 EST ID:DjoU9fYp No.524968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524966
I don't know, I guess I never gave it much thought until right now, and that's probably only because I'm stoned.
See, an older girl I had a crush on for years dumped her husband and became interested in me, which felt like a miracle. I had a huge group of friends my whole life.... I kept 7 around me specifically though, the ones I liked most. Apparently, they ran a train on her, all 7, all the time the whole 11 months we dated. And still acted like my boys. So I kind of snapped and... Well I went after one of my so called friends.... He lived though. I only clipped his shoulder when I went for his neck. After that I went on a bender of shooting heroin. Got a batch of fentanyl instead one time, and she was with me.... I was using her for her car... And she overdosed... I was gonna let her die because I was so pissed off, but my concious got to me and I called 911. I overdosed later that night, was clinically dead for several minutes. After that I moved across the country for a year to let heat die down and if need be, run to Mexico, cuz I didn't know the condition of my friend when I left his house. Haven't really felt much of anything since, except pain, at the first few funerals. Then I became numb to death too. I've had 15 overdoses, 7 of which I needed heart paddles to wake up from. Everyone jokes about me living forever since I've been stabbed twice and car accidents and robberies and prison and what have you. God I hope they're wrong.
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Jack marston - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 03:22:59 EST ID:DjoU9fYp No.524969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I should have prefaced that story with the fact myself and almost all my friends are unfortunate victims of the 2008 oxy 80 craze in New England. I never went on /opi/ prior to trying it and was unaware of it's physically addicting properties.
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Ernest Fuckingshit - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 13:37:42 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.524978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524969

Dude you got bigger problems than love atm.

Go fix your head and your life. The rest will follow.
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Matilda Pesslepure - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 01:32:53 EST ID:wJavO91C No.525003 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524965
>I had the worst relationship ending you could have imagined 2 years ago (hottest girl I ever dated, apparently beat the living shit out of me, tore my rotator cuff, broke my nose, two black eyes and a serious concussion, unconscious for 4 hours, I remember none of this) and I haven't dated since then.
That's a pretty traumatic experience, whether you remember it or not. There are things I don't remember that are pretty traumatic.

I have had some pretty bad abuse at the hands of my ex, including broken bones (lots of ribs). I had wanted to be free of him for so long but was too afraid of dying to try leaving. I wish I could say more but it's too hard atm.

I shouldn't be talking about this but I had some vodka so yeah fuck it.

Anyway, I don't remember the incident that put my kneecap permanently out of place, just like, fucked up the shit holding it there or whatever, making it scrape against my bones and shit. Also my LCL got fucked up. Taping it and physical therapy has helped but, I still don't remember the hours around when it happened. Yet me remembering being at the desk, then struggling, then nothing, then crying on the bed hours later, with my knee fucked up. I was also covered in bruises the next day and fucking everything was sore, but my knee was outright painful and even giving out on me, and the pain continued for a long time after that, until I started physical therapy and started taping it.

You probably had head injury preventing you from remembering what happened, ofc - but remembering something or not, the after-effects can be pretty damaging to your mental health, and you had some pretty bad injuries. I think the actual after-effects of injuries are much worse to deal with, than the actual incident of the injury happening itself, in a lot of cases. So even though you don't remember, and even though it is pretty horrible to have memories of being injured like that, it's just as bad or worse to have all the memories of healing from that shit, in my experience.

I still am dealing with physical pain from my injuries, don't know about you.

It's natural to react to something crazy like having your ex beat the shit out of you, in the ways you have.
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Clara Cruttingtare - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 02:54:52 EST ID:qLpXckOr No.525020 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>love is just to compel us to breed as a species, not some ever lasting happiness
Well OP, that's actually true. Not all breeders experienced love though. Some just casually had sex and then offspring happened. There's also homosexuality which is, along with other nature mechanisms, an effective tool to balance out birth rates.
Personally I think that solitude is the best way to reach our higher self. Relationships and pursuit of sex are desires that heavily interfere with your research (assuming you're involved in one). Recovering from a long lasting drug addiction is similar to healing up after the end of your most meaningful love story. You pay the bill after years of avoiding your enemy yourself.
All alone as God, you must march towards the inexplicable truths, it's never one. Time to lay off the opis my man, your journey is about to begin.


At the end of my rope... by Molly Trotshit - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 12:50:16 EST ID:jfR0c7UU No.525013 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I don't know what to do anymore. I have no family, my friends use me as a stepping stone, and making new friends is impossible for people like me. The second I open my mouth people can just tell I am pathetic and desperate. I've ravaged my brain with harmful drugs, and I squander any interest people have in me in seconds.
I'm useless, I have no perceivable future, and honestly want to die.
I've blown every opportunity, have missed all experiences of childhood/adolescence and have no chance at a real relationship with someone else. I could die tomorrow and it would effect NOBODY.
I try to appreciate the way I was born, and be grateful I don't have a serious birth defect or disease, but it depresses me more to know how I'm a waste and taking it for granted anyway.
I can't sleep, I'm not eating right, I don't shower for days at a time...
I just can't.
Worse thing about shitty parents is realizing they were right. Probably the reason they were shitty with me and not my siblings. I was an awful child, and I know it's why my mother and father killed themselves.
What would honestly be the harm in killing myself. No friends or family to miss me. In fact, being an organ donor, maybe I can help someone else for a change.
Even in the military I thought I could help. But all I managed to do was even more harm.
I only see benefit in my death. And survival of the fittest makes it proper in my mind.
There's really no point anymore, and I think I'm done kidding myself.
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Nigel Chogglewell - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 13:07:03 EST ID:eVn9U1FC No.525014 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I know how you feel mate. It's miserably depressing when nobody wants to have anything to do with you and they judge you as a loser the moment you utter a sentence. I really dunno what to say. If you wanna go on living you've gotta have a reason to. You must surely be able to find something worth living for? Travel, music, films, sports, hobbies, books, that kind of thing. Try to find something that sparks a passion (or just enjoyment) in you and makes you want to continue wading through the bullshit. The world is full of immense wonder and there's an infinite number of ways to derive pleasure and fulfillment from it. Keep trying things until you find something that makes it worth it.

If you cannot find pleasure from anything or the motivation to even try any of those things, it's probably because you've becoming anhedonic and completely lethargic through drug abuse and the long term effects of depression. If this is the case then sober up until you can feel pleasure without drugs.

I cannot give you a good reason not to kill yourself, all I can say is that IF there is any remote possibility that you could find enjoyment in life, it is a tragic thing to waste. The problem is, you will find this very hard to appreciate when you are depressed and suicidal.

Good luck bro I hope you find some happiness in life soon.
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Fucking Duffingstudging - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 18:18:01 EST ID:AFNbenQE No.525016 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>525013
I know you know this is a situation you thought yourself into and things seem unbearable at those moments but please hold on. You wouldn't be posting here unless you were looking for advice, I've done the same..

I doubt your parents killed themselves because of you. if so, they made you who you are right now and therefore couldn't live with their own actions. Don't blame yourself for things that were never in your hand.

Get help, there is no real way around that. It#s hard, I've been thinking about killing mself a lot within the last 10 years and still haven't managed to pick up the phone.

Startgoing for walks, no matter how you feel and just power through at least an hour every day. hate it as much as you like but movement will bring happiness over time, maybe enough for you to be motivated enough to get help and deal with your guilt whatever else it is you accuse yourself of..
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Alice Pockgold - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 02:32:44 EST ID:BgYDrKs0 No.525019 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i feel like i was where you are a number of years ago. now i'm a pretty healthy loner. a big part of it is reconciling between what you legitimately don't want to do and what you're scared to do. i feel like a lot of it was past pain and trauma. i feel much lighter than i used to. i had that weight in my chest.
anyway my guy, i'm quite sure there's something here on this planet that you can do.


is everything alright? by Alice Pockgold - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 00:05:21 EST ID:BgYDrKs0 No.525017 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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i wonder if i'm gonna be alright
life is scary. time is going by and my life is progressing, toward what i don't know
sometimes everything is great, better than ever. other times it's hopeless and i just wanna end it.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Ernest Fummlestone - Thu, 21 Jun 2018 01:01:53 EST ID:XXR+yDXG No.525018 Ignore Report Quick Reply
heh. yeah. i feel that a lot. i try to remember this is all temporary, and if i were conscious to experience death and nothingness, i would miss every part of being alive, even the absolute worst parts. life is crazy, life is boring, life sucks, life rules, life is beautiful, life is horrifying, life is an infinite mirror reflecting all emotions and actions. it's really the greatest ride imaginable. just ride the lightning, man. ride it. be grateful as often as you can. and if you can't that's ok. just keep riding the lightning until you can.


severe romantic difficulties by Hugh J'Donge Longpecker - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 16:37:52 EST ID:WwtgRzr0 No.524981 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I broke up with the best girlfriend i ever had last year because of my drug and temper problems, and in the following 3 years went from about 2 years of full on self destruction, recently getting healthy again although i do relapse, and my problem is not only do i still feel so much regret and self blame that i cant anticipate another relationship without being scared of them not matching up to her, i think about her nearly every day despite the time passed, and i think my self loathing shows on the outside because less and less girls show interest in me and i have never been a lothario but i could usually do moderately well with a woman if she took my fancy, and sometimes it gets so bad that i cant even go to the pub with my mates who all do have girlfriends because i reminisve about rebecca and want her back all the time and dont feel like i could ever love anyone like that again, and seeing all my mates with their girlfriends makes me go home and contemplate suicide thats not hyperbole i sit and reminisce on mine and rebeccas good times and ive self mutilated and shit and I just cant make this screaming in my head, have any other anons had similar problems? cause i would really appreciate help and tips
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Reuben Murdbanks - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 00:38:53 EST ID:/WmOFyje No.524988 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524987
So yeah. I think your mental health problems are probably too big to start worrying about romance.

You really seen like you need some psychological help and self acceptance first.

Like you know that you're not good in a relationship because you know that Rebecca wasn't enough to fill the hole in you when you were together and you don't want to put her through that again.

Rebecca won't fix you and make life worth living mate. You can't be saved by another. You have to save yourself. You have to love yourself to live as yourself for now.
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Frederick Cheshlock - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 09:01:12 EST ID:Ei3BQbVL No.524990 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524981
Of course people don't show interest in someone who is focused on his emotions and thoughts. You don't come across like someone willing to open himself up because your bodylanguage proably already shows it.

I am thinking about suicide every few days, whenever my current problems become unmanageable and I don't have something to escape to. My problem is that I'm smoking weed daily since I'm 21 and I have no idea what to do or rather which job I want to persue. Never actually thought about it and just started going to university for something because I was good at it in school. I'm starting now to look for internships to figure out what to do and that already decreases my cravings for escaping immensely.

Figure out whats fucking you up, WHY are you using in the first place? Where are the emotions coming from that are fueling your temper? For me, I repress emotions and when I get stressed I can't hold them back, so I lash out at people and regret it once I've cooled down. Face the emotions you are hiding from, or accept those you are judging.

Get some help from either good friends you can talk to and trust them to honestly tell you everything, even if it hurts you or get some professional to take a look.
At my university I can get free counseling, in germany in generalthe first 5 sessions with any psychiatrist are covered by insurance. Even if it costs you, get some help! It's nothing to be ashamed about, and I'm glad I made the step. Its also a way to show yorself that you actually want to get better.

You need to recognize that you are using relationships as your feelgood-zone, I know what its like..my fist girfriend at 25 made me so happy I forgot I was depressed for half a year and then the actual problems crept back into my head. And the relationship was practically over at that point. I just used her to make me feel good and didn't really care about being togethr with her.

Well, I hope you get something out of it. Good luck!
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Edward Crovinghitch - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 22:47:21 EST ID:VfD5LGZt No.524999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I assume you abused the hell out of Rebecca. Calling her specifically to say you're going to kill yourself? She seems much better off without you. Respect her happiness.

The timeline with you and Rebecca has been severed. Time to move on.
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Albert Buzzworth - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 00:52:21 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.525002 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524999
>being depressed is abusing others
One day you'll see the results of your own abuse when society has collapsed in on itself at your utter callousness toward all those suffering underneath your bootheel. You will realize that screaming at vulnerable adults to pull themselves up by the straps is an utter failure in the dead children that will litter the streets of your broken world.
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Barnaby Hibberlure - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 13:08:45 EST ID:/atlcPrB No.525015 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>525002
Being depressed is not a crime.

Threatening suicide is manipulative abusive bullshit. It's the worst order of textbook personal abuse from someone who is poisoning their other half's lives. Everyone is vulnerable and what OP did was itself screaming at someone who was vulnerable.

OP that ship has sailed and there are no girls just like Rebecca but there are others who are as special in their own way. Sort yourself out, continue the path you started on and finish fixing yourself and then maybe you'll find one and will get to experience a whole new kind of wonder. If not then oh well at least you sorted yourself out, it will be worth it with or without a girlfriend. And OP, you're full of self loathing and you're still more attractive to women than me and I found many women who in time proved themselves just as special as Rebecca was, I guarantee it, one of them even loved me. You sort your shit and regain perspective and you will be fine. But as long as you repeat that you can't escape you reinforce the walls of your prison. one you created and only you maintain Stop worrying about women for a while and just get your shit in order. It will be worth it whether you die alone or find love.


hookers instead of GFs by Rebecca Dellymedge - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 09:26:25 EST ID:eVn9U1FC No.524991 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Has anybody tried using prostitutes as a total substitute for getting laid/having a gf?

How far does it go in making that horrible feeling of crushing hopelessness go away? I understand it'll never be able to give you the same satisfaction as a romantic relationship or even just successfully seducing a girl into bed, but for me those lonely bitter feels are always preceded by sexual attraction/arousal, so my reasoning is if I was having sex enough to feel vaguely satisfied, those thoughts wouldn't be triggered so much.

What are your thoughts?
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Ebenezer Bishridge - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 11:56:01 EST ID:552KJDQX No.524992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You have an attitude problem. You're not dead, you have a life, go make yourself into the man you want to be. Your wondering about this question stems from laziness. Go try. Go meet women. Fail and continue on, succeed, do not become disheartened. You may very possibly find satisfaction in the chase itself. I do.
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Alice Broffingsedge - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 11:58:01 EST ID:Kl8df3f2 No.524993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>crushing hopelessness

more of a money problem than a social problem, loneliness is when you need company. hookers will make your life worse if you're already poor. but if you can piss $200 a week or month to get your rocks off, then they'll supplement it nicely.
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Rebecca Dellymedge - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 12:18:04 EST ID:eVn9U1FC No.524994 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524992

Thanks, but I asked a very specific question. I have put a lot of effort in the past into trying to socialise generally, with very little long term improvement. With women, I have found the gain is not worth the pain. If I explained it, you would probably tell me I didn't try hard enough or do the right things, but there was a long period in my life a few years ago where meeting new people as a means of self-development was a high priority. And of course, during this time I was always hopeful and eager to get laid, but despite meeting quite a large pool of women over the years, I got basically zero results. Plus I have no means of meeting/seducing new women that would not quickly gain me the reputation of "that creepy guy who awkwardly tries to flirt with everybody" within that community, so I have to be very careful. Everyone knows each other.

>>524993

I mean I am lonely and miss company but I find that the loneliness is triggered and exacerbated 1000x by sexual frustration. Like I'll get randomly horny or see a hot girl and get some excitement from it, then when I realise that that excitement cannot be fulfilled, it quickly turns to wallowing in self-pity about my general situation.
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Emma Bunworth - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 21:09:42 EST ID:iDhJIrfY No.524997 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No, never needed to. But if you do, just go for it. Maybe pay attention to how they're flirting with you cause if they're any good they'll try to get you sexually charged. You can use that on other people if you can do it without being creepy.

You can practice flirting around them and let them guide you to being less creepy. Exposure therapy always helps, but don't catch feelings for them unless you have a strong social lie detector, which you probably don't if you're that hopeless with women.

I think it's a good idea. I would fuck an escort/hooker, but only for access to a 10/10 who knows her way around a cock. Would probably be a real confidence booster in spite of the fact you know you're paying for her time. But you're always paying in some way, right?
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Walter Grimbury - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 21:16:02 EST ID:YKf00BKo No.524998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>524992
This. I was a depressed virgin for so fucking long because I thought there was no point in trying. My life turned around completely on literally the first day I started making an effort.


Celibacy by Walter Hinkinhat - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 09:08:05 EST ID:YzISo1zO No.524747 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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After years of failed attempts at a love life I think I'm ready to just admit that it's not for me. There are many reason. I am not attractive, I don't have money or a cool job, I don't have a hot career waiting for me when I graduate, I can't afford travel and nice clothes.

Basically, I'm a bum, a loser and a failure.

I think my life would get more bearable (but not better, I won't ever get better) if I could stop myself from being so sexually frustrated all the time. I strongly desire to have sex and be in a relationship even though I know that will never happen for me.

If I could stop myself from yearning for things I can never have my day to day life would get a little lighter.

So how do I do this? How do I stop watching porn and masturbating? How do I lessen the desire for romantic and sexual contact?

I want to add I am not an incel (I don't believe my problems are due to society or women being horrible people) or one of those NoFap people who think not jerking off is going to give me additional 50 IQ points.

I'm somebody who has really been hurt pursuing something that I shouldn't have pursued in the first place and I want to find a way to stop.
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Thomas Crattingfetch - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 02:17:40 EST ID:LVLZpkrK No.524829 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524824

Fake it until you make it.
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Name - Tue, 12 Jun 2018 18:27:06 EST ID:ANQBOaVr No.524833 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524747
Maybe your depression will get worse and then you don't even want to masturbate
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Thomas Blatherridge - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 16:25:30 EST ID:x4rAeisJ No.524959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524833
You were right. It happened. I'm so depressed I can't even think of sex. The clonazepam helps too. I don't think I could even get hard now.

And all the sexual feelings stopped once I uninstalled Grindr and Tinder.

I feel like I'm in a new chapter of my life where sex just doesn't exist.
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Nathaniel Dezzleham - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 10:10:38 EST ID:l9u+3a4I No.524976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I'm a bum, a loser and a failure
Doesn't stop other complete losers from finding relationships. No doubt you've seen a clip of those 2 heroin junkies shooting up in public in some scandinavian country. They managed to find love, despite both being utterly, completely enslaved to their drugs.
And I've seen tons of gay couples where either/both of them were very unattractive (atleast in my straight opinion).

Sounds like you've just had some bad experiences which have made you frustrated.
Unfortunately, it's an aspect of your life that for whatever reasob is harder than some or even most people. You might, like me, have some unidentified quality that completely turns people off. Or you might just have bad luck.

Don't make the same mistake I did and shut yourself off from other people and romance. Biologically, we're determined to be social and find a mate. Fighting against it is torture. Not satisfying it is torture.

Do keep working on bettering yourself. Be it creatively, intellectually and/or physically. Make this your new religion and BELIEVE that you'll find someone as long as you don't stop trying. Or martyr yourself, cut off your balls and become a celibate monk.
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Rebecca Dellymedge - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 16:47:08 EST ID:eVn9U1FC No.524996 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Men have standards? This is news to me. There was me unironically wishing I was gay so I wouldn't be lonely and frustrated forever. Lol.

Like er.... can't you just find another gay man who is also not financially successful and pair up with him? I'm pretty certain they exist. I don't think every single homosexual man is a career driven big shot.

Honestly I think you're missing something. Men, regardless of their sexual orientation, don't really have standards. If you want to fuck a man, whether you are a man or a woman, there is no challenge in obtaining it. Have you even tried grindr, tinder, etc and going to gay bars/parties? Like someone else ITT mentioned there are a hell of a lot of ugly gay dudes out there that have no trouble at all getting laid. What you are saying makes absolutely no sense to me.


I need your help /QQ/ by Graham Sabbermet - Wed, 13 Jun 2018 18:16:39 EST ID:wj7i7PGA No.524863 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Right so this is my DA https://murrlogic1.deviantart.com/gallery/

I dunno when this fetish started but apparently it started when I was very young. My parents used to fight all the time so I discovered masturbating at a very young age like really young say about 5. I used to be sexually attracted to completely unfiltered destruction like back when I was back in Elementary School the thought of someone losing their composure and start destroying random furniture around the house used to sexually arouse me

The more I began to age the more complex my fetish started becoming. When my parents could no longer look after me because of their complete lack and inability to actually do their fucking jobs the destruction fetish turned into what you see now

I still dunno how this happened but it just did its like the destruction theme mostly went away but a piece of it stayed behind and became what you see here. Its just so fascinating to me. There is just something about Hummers and Chainsaws the amount of unapologetic tone they eminate off of like you could do untapped damage if used unprofessionally

It is because of this fetish of mine I am now known everywhere throughout the internet https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfXO0k1WW7s&feature=youtu.be&t=4738 <-- Here is Rooster Teeth doing a video on me

I hated everywhere from the future to FJ to Tumblr to DA. circlejerk seems indifferent to me tho

https://kiwifarms.net/threads/murrlogic-murrlogic1-damien6-micklemacklemckay-michael-mckay.40262/#post-3126293 <-- Kiwi Farms absolutely fucking despises me.
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Martha Smallshit - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 17:36:55 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.524982 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524970
Stop giving a shit. The more you define your life by them the more they win. They are winning by you making this thread.
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Phoebe Gandlehall - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 18:05:21 EST ID:wj7i7PGA No.524983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524982

They're unaware this thread is even happening right now.
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Walter Brammleson - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 01:20:15 EST ID:45CySjpt No.524989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah, it's weird, but at least the guy pays his artists well. Nobody's getting hurt. Quit sharing your fetish if you don't want it mocked, the internet loves to point fingers. SLAYER, dude. Keep doing your wonder bread thing. SLAYER.
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Clara Seddlechuck - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 15:19:20 EST ID:HUUepmZy No.524995 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Soooo you're a narcissist, you want more attention and you get sexual pleasure from the destruction of your own life as well?
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Albert Buzzworth - Wed, 20 Jun 2018 00:38:18 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.525001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524983
Right up until I post it to them. Seeya on the flip side, loser.


It's endless by Doris Senkinchon - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 20:16:25 EST ID:SPpwuYvJ No.524565 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>>520866

Remember that girl I told you about who died of heroin all of last year
Now her friends won't stop asking me for fucking rides, it's endless!
I also have to drive past the house she died in on a daily basis.

This is not the best outcome dudes. Despite what you said.
It's eating me
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Jack Clushsirk - Tue, 05 Jun 2018 13:38:14 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.524639 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No one is that big of a pushover. Stop trolling.
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Phineas Wabberstone - Wed, 06 Jun 2018 02:35:55 EST ID:lXjUaJuo No.524653 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524635
And you ignored everyone's advice because you got to stick your dick in her at one point? I really hope you learn something here otherwise enjoy a lifetime of being a slave to your own dick.
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Nathaniel Goodfuck - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 15:10:18 EST ID:SPpwuYvJ No.524979 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524653
idk I tried ditching her. But she always came back needing help.
She even ditched me at one point
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Nathaniel Goodfuck - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 15:10:17 EST ID:SPpwuYvJ No.524980 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524653
idk I tried ditching her. But she always came back needing help.
She even ditched me at one point
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Graham Pippermeck - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 20:55:28 EST ID:YoN5ssg2 No.524986 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524979

It looks like you're never going to do what you need to do to get away, so if you cant beat them, join them. Get a hot batch between your toes and let the drugs do the thinking from now on.


vent by Clara Brucklehan - Sat, 09 Jun 2018 13:05:33 EST ID:YukSUDTR No.524764 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do people do it? How do you keep on going to a shit job you hate almost every day of your life, working for someone you don't like, all while acting as a completely different person because if they would see a fraction of the real you you get fired or treated like shit.
What's the appeal? I seriously don't get it, I've been working for a year now at a joblongest period I've kept the same job and it's driving me insane and straight towards depressiontown.

Okay, i can buy some things i thought i wanted but they don't bring me happiness, not at all. All they give me is a false justification to continue to do what i am doing but they won't fill that enormous void, not in the slightest.

IS this growing up? Is growing up succumbing to the utter boredom of everyday life and just going on until you die? Is having kids the solution? does it magically suppress all those dreaded feelings? I don't think so.

I should have everything a lot of people want, a low paying stable job but with lots of opportunities to climb the hierarchical ladder of status and wealth. They gave me a raise after 8months because they were pretty happy with me, a wonderful girl whom i love dearly and a dog which is one of the only things that does give me a goodygoodygood feeling But i feel like utter shit, some days are better but that's rather the suppressing of the negative the a rise in positive. I'm nowhere in my life where I want to be, I never feel like myself I've become a complete stranger to myself and to others. Every day I play someone else but I'm feeling more and more drained of energy and I'm reaching my limits.

I'm not necessarily asking for advice. I needed to vent a bit and you guys are the only ones i can really do that with. I'm just tired and everything feels so far away.
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Barnaby Dranderridge - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 16:12:11 EST ID:Lha4bvTw No.524946 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524944
>my second meme overwhelms your logic
Just exit the thread already monkey.
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Sidney Sabblecocke - Sat, 16 Jun 2018 23:28:31 EST ID:YKf00BKo No.524952 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>524946
Getting so upset really isn't helping your case, weeblet
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Hamilton Pockdale - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 01:18:43 EST ID:Lha4bvTw No.524967 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524952
>I never had a point really
lol nb
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Alice Hullylet - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 18:58:40 EST ID:YKf00BKo No.524984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>524967
>finding a way to feel smug even as you merely deflect all these truths bombs rather than actually address your addiction to chinese pedo cartoons
You're somewhere in between denial and anger at the moment. I wonder when you'll start bargaining.
lol bump
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Edward Crovinghitch - Tue, 19 Jun 2018 23:08:16 EST ID:VfD5LGZt No.525000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524984
You have yet to respond intelligently to
>>524878
You can't stop belittling this person for liking anime, which they never even explicitly said was the case anywhere, or even addressed animation in general. And to top it all off, the only response you have is "lol ur upset, u fap to anime", at least be more original, your shit is stale
0/10 no effort shitposter, nb for off topic


Parents by William Fomblekodge - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 15:34:07 EST ID:ZHxB44Gj No.524562 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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My parents weren't bad parents, but they were far from great. Maybe not even good. It bothers me thinking how much better a person I might be if they had actually raised me instead of just making sure I didn't get killed.
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Nigel Dimmlegold - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 11:13:31 EST ID:62xO4Eay No.524957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524953

I absconded from home once. Parents knew I wasn’t at risk, but called the police Asked my brother to look after my weed and vape, he gave it to my fucking parents. They gave it to police.

When I returned my parents lied and said police found it in my room while searching.

I go down to station to be like wtf.

Caught a possession charge.

I was young and naive. Fuck family if they ain’t loyal and only out for their own interests.
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Caroline Brookson - Sun, 17 Jun 2018 15:43:49 EST ID:42wGzjUi No.524958 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>524953
>>524957
TOUGH DEAL BROS.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gRGMOhslq0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxZMU-jV7s0
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Doris Gisslespear - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 06:30:33 EST ID:tiBuSQx/ No.524974 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524949
It's much easier to see in someone else, yeah. If you'd asked me five years ago I would have said I wasn't sure if I had an abuse history. Thanks for being validating.

Yes, the invasion of privacy was the worst. My dad was authoritarian and violent but at least he didn't care what was happening inside my head--my mom would force me to act like I enjoyed her company, interrogate me about whether I thought she was abusive, etc.

Therapy and I have a complicated history. I wanted to see one after the divorce because of severe depression but my mom didn't let me for several years, probably she didn't want a responsible adult knowing how she was treating me. Then I could see a therapist and psychiatrist but she called the former all the time to tell her I was lying and sat in on my visits with the latter and took 40 out of the 50 minutes to complain about my behavior.

I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt at 16 and since then I've been back a few times. One suicide attempt was so serious that it kind of spooked everyone and the harm to self rule has been loosely interpreted ever since--I've been put in involuntary inpatient psych for cuts that I tried to hide, for example. As a result of medical abuse in inpatient and my mom playing up the innocent, long-suffering parent of a severely mentally ill child bit to the point where she became expert at convincing my therapists to listen to her and not me, I don't trust most therapists and just can't get the rapport going to see benefits from it long-term. I use skills I learned in therapy at home, with workbooks, and I did do EMDR with one counselor I trusted.

Anyway, yes, it's majorly affected my life. I have serious trust issues, ended up in a domestically violent relationship for years because I thought I could do no better, my physical health is bad (I literally think my lupus is from all the stress), I bonded to that much-older guy I was dating before to the point that I feel like I'll never love anyone like that again, I still cry about missing my dad, I have like no solid family connections because I ran off a few years ago, and I'm chronically suicidal and probably will be forever.…
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Emma Smallstone - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 07:06:23 EST ID:wJavO91C No.524975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524974
Ugh holy shit. I hate your mom.

What a piece of fucking shit. That's horrible what she did, and the impact it's had on your treatment.

I have trust issues because my abuser manipulated my therapist into reading one of his letters to her, to me. Uuuuugh. He was just trying to manipulate her, deny my claims of rape, violence, just.... uuuugh I am derealizing thinking about this.

So since then I have had a lot of trouble trusting my care providers. I see someone who gives me EMDR and psych meds now - she's definitely waaaay better than the old, shitty therapist. But I have such a hard time opening up to her, I have a hard time trusting that she will react well to things, even though she always does. I have a hard time with so much therapy shit now, even fucking sitting in the damn couch there in the waiting room. Holy shit I wish there were seatbelts.

I really hope you're able to get some help from a decent professional again, one day >.< it really sucks to go it alone with these problems. My horrible experiences with professionals were very limited compared to yours >.< but my issues have been sloooowly easing up with time. Still a long fucking way to go though.
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Polly Benkinchen - Mon, 18 Jun 2018 13:23:39 EST ID:42wGzjUi No.524977 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>524974
>>524975
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgxTx6opDPY


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