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!GD3wBpep0Y - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 12:14:49 EST d5kHsYag No.518069
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Hi folks,

If you're looking to talk to someone immediately about any problems you have in your life and have nobody close to you, come and speak to us!

Join us on IRC on #qq. Most of us have different time zones but if you stay there, one of us will be there.

Don't be afraid to speak up.
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Polly Herrystone - Thu, 15 Oct 2020 02:24:54 EST JcZ+gRYB No.536495 Reply
some people actually are too dumb to post.
haha a literal retard filter. i love it. >>536327
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basic creep - Wed, 21 Oct 2020 16:12:58 EST aMsp+JMf No.536571 Reply
just think more you nerd. Decribe to yourself how your feels are affected, and if you want these feels in your life, or just be a emotion denier forever; careful though, this person may or may not be THE person to disover things such as emotions. You're "going crazy" because you discover that you do not govern your emotions like you goern your muscles, and you don't realise how much you are under influence of them. really, just analyse all this

tell me

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- Thu, 22 Oct 2020 04:41:42 EST LoG7LtDK No.536584
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How bad is your life? I just wanna know
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Oliver Clummlefield - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 08:49:47 EST A8m11hb5 No.536610 Reply
>sometimes i feel my life isnt as bad as i make it out to be
Why make it out to be anything, just do it. People are receiving the opposite message of the one they need to survive - you must accept a level of suffering exists in the world and you can't stop it. Same thing happened when your dad or whoever put his hands on you, which made you angry, and adults in your life told you that you shouldn't be angry, that everyone suffers the slings and arrows of life, and you need to do the same without making you upset, like they didn't know what you were going through. They know, they went through the same thing, and it's critical in your life that you learn this lesson - suffering exists. What your dad did to you, husbands do to wives, teachers do to students, governments do to poor people... Drugs help you not care, but they don't make you not feel it.
Archie Mellershit - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 13:57:22 EST Rnb8Viyk No.536611 Reply
But what do you imply in that word "accept"? The first approach I've figured for me is to be indifferent to all this suffers, but it doesn't seems to be the right case since you would lose a human part of youserf that includes morality, kindness etc. It isn't normal to be tolerant to these suffers at all.
Caroline Clovingstock - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 18:42:48 EST 1ub4L/0W No.536612 Reply
What isn't normal is developing a problematic drug habit that holds you back from achieving your goals in order to alleviate suffering that is caused by circumstances that are not acute. That is self-defeating behavior.
>But what do you imply in that word "accept"?
To identify that these circumstances exist, including the depths of the tragedies that exist as a result, and continue to shower and shave and put on clothes and go to work and be able to live above the level of dirt-poor. That is accept. My entire being is consumed by the loss of friends and family I've realized this year but I persist in paying my bills and helping out folks who are in trouble during this time. Every day of my life is colored by the tragedies I've experienced.

geting targeted...

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- Fri, 23 Oct 2020 02:29:55 EST qzsB7JLE No.536607
File: 1603434595784.jpg -(14383B / 14.05KB, 290x174) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. geting targeted...
so the other day someone posted a picture of me when i was a kld(kirt deleted everything before i could get proof that i was getting targeted, thanks a lot m8)...

i just got a phone call a while back from some real criminals and they told me they are going to kidnap me or kill my mom in a few days...
Oliver Clummlefield - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 08:44:46 EST A8m11hb5 No.536609 Reply
Someone's fucking with you. Cops come when I call them, try that. And use Mr. Number or Truecaller to stop unwanted calls.

Let's see your imagination. What do you try before suicide?

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- Thu, 17 Sep 2020 07:55:56 EST ZzBHnTwL No.536181
File: 1600343756299.jpg -(6913B / 6.75KB, 262x192) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Let's see your imagination. What do you try before suicide?
You will be dead anyway so you can do anything. Trying to rob a bank is lame because it is impossible to escape. It is 2020. So what is your ideas? Heavy risk actions which normally you afraid but not stupid.
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Matilda Blythebanks - Sat, 17 Oct 2020 23:31:09 EST StwWjX3r No.536525 Reply
Lol personally i was just using this as a fun thought exercise i'm quite content with my life. Both of you on the other hand sound oddly angry and bitter about this thread for some reason i don't get it
Matilda Blythebanks - Sat, 17 Oct 2020 23:37:12 EST StwWjX3r No.536526 Reply
Also i just have to point out

>saves me time

Whoa! we got a bad ass judge dredd who apparently hunts down depressed people and kills them? Damn what a bad ass lmao
Rebecca Gollerwill - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 03:34:07 EST F7XBYwzs No.536608 Reply
I saw that too lol like this guy goes out looking for suicidal people to kill?

fatty cope

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- Tue, 20 Oct 2020 05:03:19 EST CZOm6LGF No.536548
File: 1603184599477.jpg -(278823B / 272.29KB, 658x922) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. fatty cope
I'm 5'10, and over 300lbs. It's all my fault. I'm trying to lose weight by eating more protein and vegetables, and by doing 45 mins of exercise a day, but I'm at a bad place mentally. I'm so fat that it's hard for me to work for more than a few hours without my feet getting sore. I can't get a full boner easily anymore. I know what I have to do to fix this, but I want to know if there's anybody on here who's ex-fatty or losing weight.
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Cyril Shakeham - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 16:05:32 EST /ZvIgwru No.536596 Reply
But it's true, anon. The whole post is fucking fat science.
Oliver Hellyworth - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 16:08:48 EST 8PyWEw28 No.536597 Reply
I was 130 kg at my heaviest and now I've been about 100 kg several years. I am just an obese man inside if I eat anything. I have certain foods that I can just eat and eat until my stomach is distended and hurting but I could shove in more. Foods high in carbs and carbs+fat are such for me like pasta, bread....
For me it helps a lot if I avoid those foods that trigger binge eating episodes, I don't even buy them usually. However sometimes I gain weight and then I am stricter and then I go back a bit and I think it's okay. Not yo-yo dieting but that I notice it and start to watch more carefully what I eat.
If I try to lose weight actively I go for high protein to energy ratio foods and just eat to satiety.
Basil Blebblewotch - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 17:16:13 EST k/SsD2kk No.536598 Reply
>yo-yo dieting
Which there's nothing at all wrong with as long as you're not obese. For everyone else that's just how you control your weight. You get pudgy and dial back on the sweets for a while until you get right.

Grad School Crush

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- Tue, 20 Oct 2020 16:16:12 EST ZFL+IFlK No.536561
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I started grad school recently and I'm really into one of my fellow first-year grads. We've done some partner work for a class earlier this semester, I've got her number, we still occasionally text for class-related things or to talk shit on a professor. I'm notoriously bad at texting, though, and I don't think I can actually read the vibe until I meet her in person (or get rejected asking, that'd give me a solid read too). Can I get some advice on how to go about asking her out? It's been years since I've done anything that wasn't a dating app hookup, I'm not afraid to fail but I do want to give this the best shot possible.
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Clara Cishdale - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 02:20:05 EST I0IKXzPw No.536605 Reply
"I'm doing this thing, would you like to come too?" is much better than "I love you, will you go steady with me?"

Blue collar career change

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- Mon, 19 Oct 2020 22:20:03 EST 9+pL9nSe No.536545
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I got into welding ~5 years ago and I fucking HATE it but I don't really qualify for anything else. I'm stuck blue collar because I'm stupid. What the fuck other blue collar shit can I get into? Where I don't have to deal with people and maybe get to work indoors with A/C?
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cool mule - Wed, 21 Oct 2020 22:18:48 EST WIGN4KDX No.536578 Reply
generally it's not underwater unless you're willing to put 2 years an 15 thousand in.... :(
Esther Hucklechure - Wed, 21 Oct 2020 22:32:35 EST /g/bi/P3 No.536579 Reply
Too fucking hot all the time, sweat making my eyes burn.
Have to wear layers of thick clothing as protection, can't even use a fan because it will blow away your shielding gas.
Not to mention moving around all the heavy and SCORCHING HOT metal parts with thick gloves that then get uncomfortably hot.
The welding hood doesn't block all of the spatter, some still finds its way past and will find your eyeball.
50% of my hate is just how fucking dirty I get. 40% is how hot it is. The rest is all the other shit.

I have to put on sunscreen while I'm indoors because of the intense UV's from the arc. Fucking ridiculous.

And the money really isn't there, maybe if you want to take some pipeline welding job up in Alaska for 6 months out of the year and have the training for it?

Also I'm just a glorified fucking robot. Every place I've worked has me timed down to the second how long it should take me to weld a part up. I don't have time to stop and wipe the sweat off my face between shit let alone take a drink of water unless I want to get behind on the work with no hope of catching up.

Sure there are better welding jobs out there, but the pay is shit. I could work for a small independent fab shop, thats where I started. The pay was shit but at least I wasn't on a strict schedule. Still I want out! Its a nice hobby/skill to have but fuck doing it as a job.
Jenny Handerson - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 02:33:21 EST I3OvyCN0 No.536582 Reply
the pay is absolute garbage but pest control is a pretty comfy job if you have the right boss. I pretty much do whatever I want and no one cares as long as I get all my stops done before 5pm. Crawlspaces can be pretty gross though

Should I quit my new job?

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- Tue, 13 Oct 2020 18:11:42 EST ihY0j0kL No.536465
File: 1602627102779.jpg -(32944B / 32.17KB, 464x613) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Should I quit my new job?
>Lost my job in TV post-production cos of covid.
>Started new job 3 months ago.
>My role is quality controlling photography tutorial videos for an online subscription based photography course.
>The boss stars in most of the videos, directs them, and also involves himself in all aspects of the company.
>Each employee has to read a 550 page book called Principles, a book which includes hundreds of both life and work principles, which we then have to discuss in two 3hr group discussions.
>Book is by a billionaire called Ray Dalio, who founded the hedge fund company Bridgewater, which has sometimes been described as a cult.
>No evidence or data suggests that Dalio's radical management style has been a part of Bridgewater's success, we just have to accept it and ignore that every other successful company in the world has succeeded without Dalio's "radical transparency" or "idea meritocracy".
>Boss says Principles is the best book ever written and refers to Dalio by his first name, as if "Ray" is his mate.

>Boss is away for the first couple of months.
>When he gets back he basically tells myself and the other new employee in the same role that we have been trained incorrectly. Our primary job apparently isn't quality control, it's making sure videos are "beautiful" and "aesthetic", aspects which he asserts are objective.
>Boss is now trying to teach us to see through his eyes and identify what stylistic decisions he would make, but which he can't because he doesn't have time.
>It isn't possible to see through other people's eyes, so my job is basically untenable. For good reason, no such job exists in the film and tv industry where people are employed to be trained to have the exact same vision as the director so that they can do his job for him. This is just a job he has made up and which can't exist.
>Ridiculous amount of admin stuff you have to do which leaves little time for actually doing the work I'm supposed to be doing.
>Feel constantly stressed out, worried about making little mistakes, and feel like my role is impossible.
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Hedda Foggleworth - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 01:22:05 EST /a0EWK+P No.536538 Reply
I think quitting is a good idea OP but if you can tough it out you might as well.

Personally I would probably quit. Shit, I've quit good jobs because I don't like the shit head boss. This place would turn my quit-sensors to 11 in a flash, I'd have mocked the get-rich-quick shit so hard
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Ernest Crasslelock - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 19:21:55 EST yyOfZufy No.536543 Reply
Counter your boss with facts picked from Principles
Sophie Cippernutch - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 00:12:52 EST /UXxT0Ak No.536581 Reply
Going to take a different approach here and encourage you to soak it all in. How often do people get the chance to work shoulder to shoulder with convincing narcissists and delusional narcissists? Take as many pages out of their book as possible, transcribe it into your own worldview, and carry on. By acknowleding these things and looking for an answer you prove immunity to their cult indoctrination, now you're in a unique position to do a work-study on the vileness and compliance of your fellow man.

what can i do..

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- Thu, 15 Oct 2020 21:25:41 EST cyXlg5co No.536504
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damn i want to save money buy a car rent a house get some tattoos... but i really like cocaine...
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Martin Chivington - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 21:32:07 EST ecKq+1x9 No.536566 Reply
I"m somewhat like you, except the only thing I want is a car. As a third worlder I wouls have to save money for three months to try gettimg a license, and Gos knows how many to buy a car. Cocaine is so good tho.
Shitting Copperlock - Wed, 21 Oct 2020 23:46:58 EST JCATCBbz No.536580 Reply
>>536505 's first sentence, OP.

Can't you do cocaine after you save money, buy a car, rent a house, and get some tattoos? Isn't that the preferable solution?

a mistake

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- Wed, 05 Aug 2020 19:08:44 EST fFX5osX4 No.535605
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I had to do it though

"oh he can't keep his pills arranged"
"love means whatever I say it means"
"he's going to do X"
"why are you such trash"
"you're weak no matter how strong you actually are"
"are you okay"


but I'm addicted to abuse
I'm addicted to the resulting rage

I love this place but it's not severe enough
I need something far, far more than this

I meant it when I said I don't want to self-destruct over this, but it's not this is it?
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Edwin Pemblekid - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 10:54:03 EST WlEQ/XlZ No.536560 Reply
Then there's only one thing left to do: you gotta get high and jack off.
Esther Dartstone - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 17:20:40 EST SLZ94LIZ No.536565 Reply
clarity is your second enemy on the path of knowledge
basic creep - Wed, 21 Oct 2020 16:19:34 EST aMsp+JMf No.536572 Reply
get high on shroom in a lonely place (woods) and listen to a metal album - or whatever floats your boat, but try out Behemot, and care about the lyrics - and let the flow of emotion that you hold back unleash itself

It's bad to stick your dick in crazy, right?

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- Sat, 10 Oct 2020 21:23:54 EST yyOfZufy No.536400
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I stopped having sex with my ex-fwb about 9 months ago, but realized I should stop when she told me she wants me to get her pregnant. She has a history of self-harm and very likely has BPD.

It was right of me to stop having sex with her, right? I felt afraid at the idea of someone so unstable being so irrationally invested in me.
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Fucking Wondleson - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 09:42:29 EST 8gfmR+QD No.536556 Reply
Seems kind of egotistical to me.
Clara Crivingtid - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 09:48:03 EST +mE1P6Ow No.536557 Reply
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a miserable person like her should never have children!
People seem to forget how big of investment children really are. Children aren't toys you can just place wherever you like.
Just because your lifescript tells you top breed, doesn't mean you should.

How does she or anyone else with pshychological issues imagine to take care of their kid?!
Fucking Wondleson - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 09:56:29 EST 8gfmR+QD No.536558 Reply
Probably because it's a mythological troll thread and none of these people exist

Making a second kid

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- Tue, 06 Oct 2020 17:59:02 EST YCQ6enui No.536332
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Hey guys,

So I will just cut to the chase. I am 28 years old, my daughter just turned 3 years old today. I have a stable job, income and a decent place to live. I have been an only child all of my life, and I always told myself that when I get the chance to have kids, I am going to have two of them. Not for the fact that being an only child is bad or anything, but for the fact, that I know that there were times in my life, where I wish I had a sibling to lean on.

I talked to my spouse about it, and she doesn't want another child because we live a pretty comfortable life right now with just the 3 of us and our 4 month old puppy. But there is something inside of me saying "you should make another kid" but at the same time, another voice is saying "don't do it, because it just might make things worse."

What do you guys think? Is there anyone here that has been going through something similar? Maybe having similar thought?

Pic for attention


I am also an avid gamer, and if I had another kid, that would just cripple my chances of playing more games when my 3 yo is asleep lol.
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Henry Pickhall - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 07:07:21 EST +rYLvVZR No.536374 Reply
>mass extinction
You've all been infected, please leave and don't come back.
Clara Crivingtid - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 09:27:43 EST +mE1P6Ow No.536552 Reply
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what an asshole.
First of all:
SHE will be the one who squeezes out a thing of the size of a football through her private-parts. You won't have to endure this pain and risk potential nerve-damage with the risk to never orgasm again (because the clit can tear during childbirth!).

Also her Perineum can tear (happens more often than people want to admit) or you could risk to bring a disabled kid into this literally burning and Pandemic-ridden world.
Do you really want to doom your kid into a world of a new financial crisis and poverty, just because
>feel to have another kid

you can't be this stupid, right?
A "gamer" wants to impregnant his wife again, will have less time for gaming, less me-time, less money and less sleep...
tell me again how you don't see a problem in this.


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- Sat, 10 Oct 2020 10:07:50 EST xVGBRaOo No.536385
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I love my wife so much, but I've been flirting with a younger coworker at my new job and it's driving us apart. I think I get off on the attention mostly. Or I'm horny. Or I secretly hate her and want to lead her on? I'm not dying to get to know this person any better (but hey, I'm kind of shitty that way!). I haven't had a great deal of love experience, so I don't really handle the attention very maturely, which I imagine is why I get on well with somebody whose brain is undeveloped.

My wife noticed me acting differently though, and found work texts with emojiis:she immediately knew what was up. She's really hurt. We've been through so much insanity together and I don't want to lose my best & only friend ;_;
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Henry Sillylock - Fri, 16 Oct 2020 02:37:38 EST X0Mv9BLc No.536513 Reply
see a marriage counselor, dont cheat again, apologize for your wife not yourself to feel better, and make sure you demean yourself during the sex at some level. Maybe eat her asshole or let her peg you
mfsinz - Fri, 16 Oct 2020 11:14:28 EST HR4ZRqnI No.536514 Reply
Hey, I can say I went or am still going through a similar experience, but the other person is a friend whom I love and respect truly. Really struggling to be mature about this and take cold headed decisions so everyone can be happy and satisfied. The thing is I think about this person all the time, in hopes that they are safe and happy.

I used to get off of the attention too and tried to keep a clear mind about the situation, but it's hard when you are in love and most probably horny for that person. Imagine my surprise when this person told me they feel the same but don't want to make my life more difficult since I am in a relationship with his best friend.

We decided to be "family" and not just friends or siblings or something simple. It's not and we shouldn't try to find a simple definition for what we are now.

I believe it's a normal social process when you have no bad memories with the other person, so everything seems like a great fantasy that could become something real. It could, but it will never resemble that fantasy image from your mind.

My conclusion? Appreciate the people you already have and have an open discussion about this, with everyone. Nobody can judge you for expressing what you are thinking about, especially if they care about you.
Hedda Foggleworth - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 01:24:24 EST /a0EWK+P No.536539 Reply
And you asked us instead of talking to her because this story is super true right?
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Life and Death

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- Tue, 13 Oct 2020 10:18:25 EST 7zLN1saE No.536450
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I am 26 years old and diagnosed with depression and social anxiety. Sometimes I think I am a little bit schizoid. Social contact is just strange, sometimes even to a point at which it becomes unbearable and I interpret shit into the looks people give me or the things people say to me. Every time I meet new people it feels so wrong. I dont really connect with 90% of the people I have met. But I stay isolated most of the time anyway. I have special hobbies which help me to get through the days but in the last weeks my thoughts often orbit suicide again. Most of the time these thoughts come without any obvious trigger and after I tell myself repeatedly TO JUST FUCKING DO IT YOU PUSSY PIECE OF SHIT DO IT DO IT DO IT - NOW IS THE PERFECT TIME TO DO IT I at some point slowly shift back into the other reality in which the urge to do it decreases. In retrospect these thoughts and the urge to just end my life seem surreal until the shit starts over again.
It isnt the first time I have suicidal thoughts and the urge to end it all. But the older I get the more attractive it becomes. I dont understand why my head is so messed up but I hate it and I want it to stop. I dont fit into this world. I dont fit into this society. I just want to run away. Run forever. Run until the loneliness stops. Run until I cant go any further. But I know that the problem is in my head not in the place I am. I am talking to a therapist and take medication and even though especially the therapist helps me somewhat it doesnt help enough.
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again
I dont fit into this world. I feel like that shit will never change
Anyone gone through the same and actually got better? Because it feels like its never going to be for me.
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mfsinz - Fri, 16 Oct 2020 11:56:43 EST HR4ZRqnI No.536516 Reply
I recommend finding a passion. Not necessarily a hobby. It may be something you left off in the past, or something totally new.

(I will never stop thinking about how I quit learning to tattoo just because I felt upset for a long time or simply not good enough to boast) - that's stupid and a waste and I regret it, but life doesn't stop.

If you don't find anything worthwhile to you, then do something for other people.

If you find that you really want to help someone else, maybe a friend in need, you will totally forget your struggle for a while and completely focus on helping that person. The more you try, the better you become at it and eventually you will find satisfaction in your skills.

I was in the same situation until I found a friend that seemed more lost than I was about life, and I tried to help him start a business, started learning how to make a website, etc. It has now evolved into a career and gives me a lot of confidence to know that there is something I can do better than most people, and that it also helps them.

The only way is forward.
Cornelius Fuckingforth - Sun, 18 Oct 2020 09:45:59 EST JjR4oUJp No.536527 Reply
I used to be like this. Every single day of my life for about four years I couldn't go more than a couple of hours without wanting to die. Whenever it would get really bad, I'd just go for a walk outside and realized that there's no point in killing myself. If I have the courage to kill myself, then I also have the courage to live an exciting life and face death when it comes to me. Rushing things is pointless when it's already inevitable. So I just focused on suffering through each day and doing my best to make it bearable.

Guess what, my life eventually turned around, I had some of the best experiences of my life, and I made my strongest, most fulfilling friendships that I wouldn't give up for anything. My life is turning back toward a darker road, but I'm not scared of it. I'll take whatever comes to me and I'll struggle through it until the end.

Like >>536451 said, I had to accept that I was a weirdo and wouldn't ever fit in with "normal" people, but that just makes life more interesting. You'd be surprised by how many other misfits there are who will prove to be some of the coolest people you've ever known.

I'd also recommend going to church. It helps in more ways than you think, as long as it's a good community.
Hedda Foggleworth - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 01:16:04 EST /a0EWK+P No.536537 Reply
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OP I always knew I didn't have the balls to outright off myself but I drank myself into medical issues because I was suicidal for a long time. This is hard to believe and you've heard it before, but it gets better. Time heals all wounds, all that shit old people say that feels like an empty jab pushing you further away from them... but it gets better. One day my life just fucking got better. One day I realized I actually have a lot to live for, one day it just fucking got better. It really, really does just get better. Just don't do it, whatever you are going through just test this, test if I'm right, just don't do it. If you die at the end through some natural cause you can point to me as the bane of your existence from this point on but please just see if it will get better.
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