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Have a shitty personality by Wesley Crungerman - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 23:11:07 EST ID:JI9kO00V No.516933 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey guys. Having trouble with my personality. Apparently I'm very condescending, and people have a sort of attitude when they know I was in the army. Either I'm a "lone wolf" "cocky" condascending dude. What can I do to help deter this behavior.

I need some brutal honesty, and this is only place I can find it.
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Gnarly McGoblin - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 20:27:00 EST ID:FZKVocfD No.516948 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Try to give small compliments every now and then.
When you're a narcissist than that's okay. It's probably a phase.
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Gnarly McGoblin - Sat, 17 Jun 2017 20:36:19 EST ID:FZKVocfD No.516949 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Having food or some snacks for your friends is rarely a bad idea. No Bump.
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Priscilla Pallerford - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 15:50:52 EST ID:JI9kO00V No.516955 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, I guess I'm not sure to be honest. Inherintly, do I always believe what I'm say to be correct? Sure. But I can accept that Im wrong at times too. I'm very critical over silly things sometimes. I dunno. Maybe it's notpicking what others are doing too much?
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Sidney Bangermedging - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 11:56:43 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.516971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>516955

Are you a know it all? As in, do you find yourself correcting people alot?

If that's the case, people typically don't want their 'facts' (opinions) challenged and like their point of view to be respected. Whenever I correct someone, if I even bother to (since it's regarded as rude), I'm very soft about it and dance around the right answer, leading them to find it for themselves.

As far as being harshly critical over small things, you just kind of have to learn to let that go. People are gonna be people, which is they're going to be wrong sometimes, and they're going to want to do things the way they like to do things, even if what you know to be 'correct' doesn't jive with how they operate.

Also, if any of this is true, you have to learn that you are not infallible as well, and you do not know everything. I personally find myself knowing very little when others believe I'm very smart. Even when very competent people regard me with high esteem, I still feel like a little kid eating at the adults table. But I majored in science, which means my brain was molded to question and double check everything, including what I 'know' to be true already.

Anyways, not sure if this applies to you or if I'm just projecting. But from what little you've put forward, there's alot of gaps to fill and conclusions to jump to if I'm going to say anything constructive.
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Albert Sommlefield - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 23:57:57 EST ID:0HOTiew5 No.516984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516971

Indeed, this appears to be a classic situation of an above average intelligence individual lacking tact or empathetic consideration at times when discussing things. This was a big problem for me until I became aware of it. If you are simply superior in some way to another, without considering how you present or use this superiority from others' perspectives, this is likely the core issue. You have to actively select and shape and mold how you talk about stuff so people's ego doesn't get riled up and blind them through emotions as much as you can.


Worrying development in my personality by Hamilton Farrymut - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 21:54:08 EST ID:RWMYdvNQ No.516960 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So i've lived with mental issues for a long time as many here have.
Recently i've taken to watching disturbing things on the internet when i feel bad, It makes me feel better to see bad things happen to others. I see things that tell me others are also suffering, perhaps not in the same way but still.

But isn't this how the worst people get started? How long till I start murdering animals or perhaps tricking people into fucking their lives up?

Also just checked my search history, it's very depressing and somewhat scary, prompting me to make this post.
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Charlotte Mendleden - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 01:05:33 EST ID:UrQwPY3E No.516962 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516961
Watching gore and shit usually isn't very healthy, imho. Like, the times of my life I enjoyed watching gore were really bad times.

That being said, when I'm sad I come to /qq/ to see other peoples problems/lifes are much worse than mine. It's really not that different (it isn't such happy time for me either)
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Hamilton Farrymut - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 02:44:01 EST ID:RWMYdvNQ No.516965 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516962
>when I'm sad I come to /qq/ to see other peoples problems/lifes are much worse than mine.
That's what it used to feel like for me, i'd say that's more of getting perspective. Letting yourself see that it's not as bad as you thought. The thing that's beginning to worry me is that i'm not looking for that perspective any more i'm genuinely starting to enjoy the idea of things fucking up. From gore, to people failing at things, even to fantasising about how ruined people were from atomic bombs / natural disasters.

It's not that I feel better about my own problems because other people have it worse anymore, it's that I have started to feel better generally when someone / something is hurt whether it be emotionally or physically.
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Martin Focklechet - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 03:14:35 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516966 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516960
I'll try to be constructive here. When you feel these urges to look at suffering to feel better about your position, perhaps you could redirect this? Look for ways to improve your life and the lives of others around you.
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Angus Trothall - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 13:49:51 EST ID:80efJqSX No.516973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>But isn't this how the worst people get started?

No it isn't.
Look up the early lives of people like Ted Bundy and Dalmer if you feel like it. Look up Dylan Roof's confession tape, or the writings of Eric Harris. They are not just people with fascination with violent media, even real violent media. They were specifically driven to violent compulsion and lacked empathy from the word go.

If you've never harmed animals or people and are generally disturbed by the idea you might, you're probably not going to do so no matter how much gore you watch. If you're able to say, "that is wrong and would feel wrong", your conscience works as well as anyone else.

I've seen pretty much every gore video in existence multiple times. The only thing it's changed about me if my ability to make conversation on creepy topics. It's just the world we live in.
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Angus Trothall - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 14:34:45 EST ID:80efJqSX No.516978 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516973

Basically, using violent media as a means of entertainment or emotional control is pretty normal.

Being tortured by violent intrusive thoughts you are actively do not want to have is disordered.


I'm fucking retarded. by Edwin Bridgechotch - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 00:31:05 EST ID:40thZnWT No.516784 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I used to think I was smart but it was just a delusion. My relatives used to have such great expectations of me but being able to do math that's a few years too advanced as a little kid doesn't help me one bit. I did various free online iq tests but I'm pretty sure they show too high numbers. I got such a high score in my countrys aptitude test for higher studies I can go to any education except one but the fact that I wasted more than 5 years trying to study and only got about half a years worth of credit shows that the test wasn't very accurate for me.

There's a lot of stupid people doing alright but for me it's just too severe. I have absolutely no valuable skill and no chance of ever getting one.
In every different thing I've tried to learn, university or by myself, and no matter how I was trying to do it, I always failed in exactly the same way and it was 100% because I'm just too bad.

I got lucky and got and got a very simple job so I'm getting by fine right now. This is pretty good right now, I'm able to save most of the money and get drunk or high by myself sometimes but in the future it just won't be enough (the fact that I mentioned alcohol and weed means some people who didn't read my post well enough will say I'm spending too much on that but that's not the case, when my costs are low I can easily afford a little of it but if I lived alone it's the costs of living that would take my entire salary, not alcohol and weed). I fucking hate still living with my mom and her husband and because of the housing situation in my country I won't be able to move until I'm well into my 30s and then the costs would be so much higher that I'd just barely scrape by for the rest of my life with nothing good to make the struggle worth it. The job is also simple enough to get automated before it's time for me to retire, I would be surprised if there isn't already several prototypes that can do it.

I've done what I can to find some better option than kill myself which means I've just whined on various imageboards.
My current track certainly isn't better than death. Every little problem tortures me greatly and I can…
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John Worthingspear - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 20:38:47 EST ID:VtF1pc2e No.516931 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516929

You sound like my gf
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Fuck Crunningput - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 21:39:19 EST ID:jXM0/Bh3 No.516932 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516931
He's not helping either.
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Nell Hemmletare - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 14:01:53 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516929
This is why I was suggesting the motivational bullwhip and lsd...
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Sophie Punningmirk - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 17:06:41 EST ID:omX2BDyl No.516957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516953
I don't think you've suggested either of those
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Martin Focklechet - Mon, 19 Jun 2017 01:22:04 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516963 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516957
I did, kind of. Less blatantly than I had recalled though. >>516905
>At this point if he were my friend IRL, they would be drugged repeatedly and I'd pull out my whip and teach them the old fashioned way like a deranged shaman should.


Life on track after decades; all alone by Samuel Cettingbon - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 00:04:07 EST ID:IUO7P3jo No.516889 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sup /qq/

So long story short, spent the past 20 some odd years in isolation due to home life, lack of public contact, blah blah blah. Got fat, angry and weird in that time. Turned it all around so far.

Getting fit(er), going to school, have a career I want to be in, have a shitty job but it is a jerb nonetheless. It is temporary until I can get into my career after all my education and shit is done. Have a vehicle so I can travel around now and not sit in isolation in the middle of bumfuck nowhere. Social anxiety has completely disappeared and I no longer am unable to make eye contact, hold a conversation, practically speak English with others etc. Once I'm done with school I can move into a place of my own and move to a part of the country that isn't so depressed.

>Here is the problem I have yet to solve.

I have no friends. Like literally nobody. And the unbelievably small number of people that I just generally know still view me as some complete fucked up fruitloop who talks to themselves, stays inside so much they are white as a ghost etc. I still haven't fully grasped the art of human interaction and compliments, comments and discussions can easily still end up pissing people off by stuff I think is harmless. I don't know manners super well and I speak; eh, in a weird manner of sorts. I'm cautious of displaying emotion because I have yet to learn where it will lead people and conversations.

I've been to social outings but since I don't drink like everyone else, it makes me seem like the odd man out who is just sober and judging people. Other social outings I just don't see where people interact. If a group of people is already together and doing shit, how does a complete stranger enter their circle? If someone is alone or it is just 1-2 people, how does one approach that situation?

Lastly, after I presumably make friends and shit, how in the hell do I go about any level of intimate relationship? I know nobody can answer it but should I even get into any deep relationships? I'm already swamped in my own life and I don't spend anytime on anyone. Would this not be abusive and self-centered to be in a relationship with someone and not dedicate mu…
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Oliver Figglemutch - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 04:31:42 EST ID:b1UFhFdv No.516922 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516921

Also you have a job so try to interact with your coworkers on a social level. If the stigma of not drinking bothers you, buy one and just drink it very slowly over the night. Nobody will give a shit. The same drink all night long is much better than the person holding a cup of water.
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Oliver Figglemutch - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 04:34:18 EST ID:b1UFhFdv No.516923 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516922

Sorry to triple post but if you insist on not drinking get a virgin daiquiri. There are so many non alcoholic beverages you can get in the world, and the vast majority of the world doesn't care what is in other people's cups as long as you aren't giving off a regal holier than thou vibe from your abstinence.
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Hugh Hashlock - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 07:15:05 EST ID:p2R/PlmZ No.516926 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516917
You should do shit like that until you dont mind seeming weird anymore at which point you actually wont.
If you were as fucked up as you think you are you wouldnt have had the guts for that.

do it again and post more yellowtext!
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Fuck Pummerspear - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 12:32:19 EST ID:D6Nw402O No.516927 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516917
while i applaud the effort, gyms are not meant to be a social place where you meet people, specially when its your first day and its deserted

keep going though, maybe they'll talk to u as u become a frequent
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Emma Brennerwater - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 19:41:10 EST ID:UrQwPY3E No.516959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516917
Oh dude, that was awesome, I lol'd. I realy know that feel.

Still, it's really cool that you went all the way and talked to literally everyone in the gym. It's bound to work eventually.

My advice (at least for talking to someone on the gym). Don't go over to talk to them, focus on working out, and maybe throw a comment here or there. But don't go specifically to talk to someone (unless you're trying to pick up a girl/dude, in that case I guess it's okay).

oh man, 'get a nice pump going for me" does sound so fucking gay, you're great man, for real, i'd totally be your friend. When the shame fades away, you're gonna be laughing your ass off at that


How the fuck do I avoid killing myself? by Rebecca Diggletet - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 01:34:38 EST ID:nmwUyTqV No.516804 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've got PTSD, possibly (probably) autism, chronic and debilitating suicidal depression and anxiety
I'm a 24 year old trans women (with crippling dysphoria that makes me want to die)

I have been transitioning for five years, since I was 19. It is one of the only things that makes life bearable. I actually pass really well, but the fact that I'm trans at all makes me want to kill myself

I was in 2 very abusive relationships back-to-back that drained me of all my money and left me traumatized and hospitalized for over a month

been recovering for a little over a year now.

i am deeply in debt and i have been crashing at a friend's for like $100 a month bc I am broke. I can't find a real job, so I just work taking care of my 89 year old grandpa who has dementia. i wanted to spend more time with him after my Grandma recently passed away (never lost someone close to me before)

I moved out last year because my two older alcoholic sisters had on separate occasions gotten drunk and attacked/beaten me. I got too afraid to stay around it and moved out. I am constantly feeling guilty and like a burden to my friends who let me live with them. however, my Grandfather is a painter and he gave me a painting (which he has never done for his grandkids)-- point is it was worth like over $10,000 and I asked my roommates to keep it safely in storage, due to the fact that I live in the basement where the wood stove that was in use all Winter is, and I didn't want it to get smoke damage. They left the door to the closet it was stored in open, and their cat got in and scratched up the painting

I have been in a relationship since October. I'm deeply in love but she is also very mentally ill (bipolar, ptsd, depression). I have been with her through an episode where I was able to convince her to do partial hospitalization and drove her to the hospital often
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Fuck Fuckingcocke - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 12:24:29 EST ID:0F+jm0xo No.516884 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516883

I respectfully disagree -- deserving something is totally different than feeling entitled to it.
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Archie Fillercocke - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 01:16:23 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516884
You deserve what you earn, what you have worked towards.
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Cornelius Fanworth - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 02:08:20 EST ID:80efJqSX No.516895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516883
>noone *deserves* fucking anything
>We are in a constant debt

I'm somewhat confused as to how these two concept reconcile.
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Hedda Shakeman - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 17:15:42 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.516930 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516884
I think you're arguing semantics here; it's pretty clear to me that's what he meant. I'll agree his choice of words was rather poor, though.
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Hannah Creshhet - Thu, 22 Jun 2017 00:33:48 EST ID:E10J/1rQ No.517004 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516883
>We are in a constant debt [...] to the planet
man do people even think when they say stuff like this. Is that all this board is to you? a little circle-tug of insipid thoughtless falsities?


stuck on a difficult girl by Alice Lightwater - Fri, 16 Jun 2017 14:47:28 EST ID:26NpYx+j No.516928 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've got 3 girls I could go for at the moment but two of them are just really boring and I know I'm only convincing myself they're tolerable because im in a dry spell, plus one's really fat so there's no way she could be anything other than a bag drainer. However, atm I adore a cute ginger whose addicted to coke and suicidal, but she makes me feel happy shes the only girl i actually listen to when they're talking because i care about what she thinks rather than just nodding and agreeing my way to an orgasm, but she stops replying for days at a time, shes attempted suicide recently, and is just difficult in general but something about her mesmerizes me. Should I follow my heart with her or is there some way I can just break out of it and settle for one of the two chubbier boring ones? I know I sound like a self destructive idiot because I am but I've never met a girl who I relate to like her, abandonment, drug addiction, anger and all the rest we're a perfect fit, and i just dont know how to get her with me properly she has a coke dealer bf shes seeing me behind his back but i want her like I'd marry her im fucked on valium oxy and k atm so im rambling but its all the truth, just would like advice or another perspective
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Nigel Dartdale - Sun, 18 Jun 2017 15:13:46 EST ID:dOHCS57m No.516954 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516928
Get therapy. Sort your shit out. Don't pick any of the above girls. One you're not attracted to, one you're not interested in and one is clearly a really fucking bad idea and you will make both your lives worse if you enter a relationship. Be not a drug addicted mess, have some self respect. Keep fucking the other two as long as they don't think that there's any potential for a relationship there.

What you wanted to hear was "follow your heart" but you posted this thread because you already know that's a fucking awful idea.

though if you don't listen how do you know the other girls don't have a lot to say?

but more seriously you are a bit of a wreck, sort your shit while you still can and see how your taste in girls changes

Good luck.


Need help by Ebenezer Clavingkut - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 16:40:04 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516909 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I used to be like everyone else. I used to be perfectly fine but now I'm fucked up. I'm constantly thinking about my future relationships and every time I see a girl doing porn/being treated like a slut/assaulted anything like that I think about it being my future wife or daughter or something.

It's sketching me the fuck out I can't go a second without thinking like that. Its fucking with my sex drive and thoughts and making me really unable to have sex I'm either way too turned on or completely asexual.

I can't stop this I just want to go back to normal. I've been gaining weight, haven't dated in years, have weird fucked up thought, anxiety attacks, cutting off social contact. I'm really fucked. Every time I hear about a girl having sex or something I think it's happening to my soul mate or future wife or whatever.


Anxiety,Anti-Social,Agoraphobic and In Trouble by Fanny Hevingpig - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 01:19:04 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.516735 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I just quit my second job in a month I can barely work it's a combination of being stuck in restaurant jobs. And generally being unable to tolerate difficult people. It's not so much the customers but co-workers who are all around assholes. Also I'm in college and I'm doing semi-well, I'm getting my GPA up and all that. However I'm finding it impossible to balance the two.

In addition to both I suffer from anxiety, agoraphobia and am slightly schizoaffective. Also I am a problem drinker who tries to quit but always fails because drinking numbs the pain and helps me ignore the problems I have. The only way I can even function at an 8 hour job is to be on a cocktail of pharmaceutical medication to relax me and caffeine to keep me moving. I could probably do a desk job but I'm not qualified.
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Cornelius Fanworth - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 02:29:19 EST ID:80efJqSX No.516896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516888

LaVeyan Satanism is Existentialism For Dummies.
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Emma Barringbanks - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 03:18:52 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.516897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516896
LaVeyan satanists have a higher propensity for Obesity or anorexic level malnourishment. I've met quite a few. And theyre all neckbeards.
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Cornelius Fanworth - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 03:22:44 EST ID:80efJqSX No.516898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516897

Anyone who was only a "Satanist" in their teens is probably now an existentialist.
Anyone who was also a "Satanist" in their twenties is now definitely a neckbeard.
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Matilda Blytheworth - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 14:15:03 EST ID:VPGsPa+H No.516906 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516735
I work in a kitchen and I'm getting out because of anxiety too.
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Esther Simmertotch - Wed, 14 Jun 2017 14:27:09 EST ID:e1ptL1WV No.516907 Ignore Report Quick Reply
pretty common new story here on pss.

I did the same a couple months back. And there was another guy last week.

Listen to me here. There is nothing wrong with you. It seriously isn't you.

This situation comes about when you take the relationship idea of is it me or them. And decide you. You can't really do that with the world.

Your fears are fine to have, and i also became "schizo" in reality that was a strange phase, but those voices weren't actually all voices it was more me becoming aware again.

Like think of it as a situational focus, or a self conciousness. Like sometime it seems out there sometimes its inside. it's the same kind of self conciousness you experience when you are embarrased or have a pimple. You think people are looking at you, you almost experience that throughout the day.

It's kind of like that but it will help you with studying, because it's what allows you to slow down information, and focus.

I know now your anxiety, agoraphobia and schizoaffective are upsetting you, but get out of the situation you find unattenable and study. You will find those functions go back into there "mandela" or harmony.
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Horrible things you've done by Matilda Summlegold - Wed, 24 May 2017 19:58:11 EST ID:93CaNbi5 No.516461 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I want to hear about the most despicable, unpardonable things you've ever done.
Stuff like sharing your ex's naked photos online, stealing from relatives or friends, destroying someone's property etc., etc. I think this is the best place for a thread like this.
I once spat on a public phone when I was a teenager. Another time I threw a rock at a neighbor's window because his dog was barking (he kinda deserved it though, that dog never stopped barking at night).
Mine are quite tame but I want to see how low you went for whatever reason or for no reason at all. I want to see how low the human species can get.
Maybe sharing it here will make you feel better :). And don't worry, it's all in the past.
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Sidney Bringerdork - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 14:34:31 EST ID:yHakyxjU No.516743 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Broke into a house once and put their silverware handles up my butt and stole their booze. I didn't take the silverware with me when I left.
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Beatrice Clettingpune - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 14:45:56 EST ID:FD8XxSd/ No.516744 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I really want to be completely honest in this thread but I don't know if I can even bring myself to write out some of the shit I've done. When I was younger (12-14) I'd light fires with my friends and we'd throw rocks at cars. Boredom and immaturity I guess. I've always been horrible to my brother and I regret a lot of the stuff I've done to him. He really gets on my nerves a lot of the time and i can't control my temper.
I've done a lot worse, I've stolen from my family and friends to buy drugs, this is what I fucking despise myself for. There's more but I dunno if I want to post them yet.
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James Duckham - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 19:45:38 EST ID:VtF1pc2e No.516780 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516708
Love is bullshit my nigga...

Always something wrong...
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Ernest Bellerwire - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 22:59:47 EST ID:tDYfPpq4 No.516781 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516599
Not to be "that guy" but when you steal from big companies, it just hits the lowest level guys working there. Company sees theft or as they call it "shrink" and then they cut costs. Usually hours. That means for 100 dollars of stolen merchandise, 500 is justified in cuts to hours across the store for the month to offset the cost. In addition, and most importantly, the cuts in hours usually leaves us understaffed and then that makes customers far more irate and pissy.

>As for me
I can't remember all of it that I probably should feel guilty for. I rarely can feel any emotions let alone long term guilt so if you don't feel guilty about it, you kinda forget it. But we'll see what happens. I've not done anything too bad I don't think.

>Got into a fist fight at like 7 with a teachers daughter. She was like 10 and I got a bloody nose but ended up kicking her 2-3 times as hard as I could. No remorse whatsoever but everyone told me I was a horrible person despite this cunt being like twice my size. "I should have known she was flirting." hurr I'm fucking 7 nigga
>Led on 3 different girls at once around like 13. Slightly flirted with them and split up their super strong friendship and then left the school a few weeks after they hated each other.
>Didn't spend enough time with my dogs that have died. I will always feel bad about my doggies. This is the biggest regret by far. Nothing even compares.
>I've never really been close to my mother and I've done shit solely out of apathy or unconcern that people always had chastised me for. After having my parents spend 50k on my education and supporting me into my mid 20's, I left in the middle of the night without so much as a goodbye. I just left a note saying that it was time for me to move onto better places. I took one of the dogs with me and haven't been back since or had any contact. I "ran away" before and saw what mayhem I caused when I returned. I can't imagine what they think of me. They probably despise me given how much trouble they went through to have me, support me and tolerate my complete inability for compassion towards humans. Overall, they are probably emotionally damaged and possibly divorced after that strain or maybe even dead. I honestly don't know. And aside from the other puppers I left, I don't feel much longing even though I have no major reason to dislike my family.
>I've been told I'm a "catch" by several people but apparently I'm an asshole for not at least making some girl happy. And for not having kids as well. In reality, I'm just a charismatic snake without well developed senses of emotions.
>I've manipulated people often and used to frequently pit people against each other or piss them off just from boredom. Everyone eventually turns on you in the end.
>Every 5 years or so I vanish into the night essentially. Leaving with a trace. Friends, jobs, etc. I just leave them all behind and move on from a vague feeling of entrapment or stagnation. I did this with social media dozens of times with Steam and Xbox Live lol.
>I was in fights all through childhood which is apparently bad but revenge is sweet. Someone starts shit, you should be able to end it. call me edgy idgaf
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Hamilton Follerwug - Tue, 13 Jun 2017 19:05:19 EST ID:ba0OdFm+ No.516886 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516743
>...put their silverware handles up my butt ...

Lol, what?


Long by Nigel Pitthood - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 08:31:27 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516763 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>have shit poverty parents
>my whole spare room that I sleep in smells like mold and mildew because we have poverty widows from the 1700s
>can't even sleep there because it's so fucking bad it literally smells like plastic and mildew when the sun hits it
>have this crazy old lady neighbor
>can't sleep in my original room cause it's close to the road
>every single fucking day she lets her stupid fucking dog out at the morning likebefore the sun is even up and late at night every single day
>at the mercy of when she decides to fuck off which is never they literally sleep outside for hours and hours every day and freak the fuck out on everything that walks by
>if I sleep in the room without mold in it I have to get woken up by her dogs every single day every couple hours
>literally her dog just sits facing my house going "so so so so so so so toy rourpu rou ap ap ap ap ao"
>then the retard starts howling like a fire whistle
>"houuuuuuuuuuuuu houuuuuuuuuuuu houuuuuuuuuu" for ten minutes almost
>then they let it go and it attacks the dogs next door and then there's 4 dogs chasing each other through a fence and I just hear "rrrrrourourpurajriaprnaifbsroirprorurouroshdofirororuroriuroruroruanfocuekdi" until they decide to fuck off
>look it up this violates every single code of the towns rules
>that dog even comes up on my porch and tries to attack my cats
>I report it HUNDREDS of times to the dog warden
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Ian Clibblechit - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 17:01:12 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516828 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516827
... so you've never been to a city. Gotcha loud and clear.
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Phoebe Sallyshit - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 18:21:12 EST ID:e1ptL1WV No.516830 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you've made the horribly bone headed mistake, of not knowing anything about how to communicate to dogs, and engaging the dog.

Basically two things. One that is ninety percent of us, two you get the dog to behave by not also acting like a dog in territorial dispute.
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Doris Pockgold - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 05:20:04 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516833 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516830
The things just a crazy retard I really think I have to do this shit just to sleep
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Lydia Billingshit - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 14:20:55 EST ID:e1ptL1WV No.516868 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516833
I know I just got out of this situation with a park that is outside of my house and my own dog. We as people do not realize how far a dog is willling to go on our emotional behalf. The moment before you say I can't take it anymore a dog is aware but it barks afterwards. It's that moment where you keep getting caught in the loop that is the key even though because of the no sleep it's something you need from the universe not something you owe it. Until you consider you and it's something you are owed. You have to incrementally way through this madness as this sensitive dog deals with separation anxiety. If you watch other dogs play together long enough and how people are responding to your "discomforts" but not the ones you're thinking you'll slowly remember this wacky world.
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Clara Wedgedale - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 21:45:12 EST ID:pso6apAS No.516876 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>516763

Look at how you're relating to the situation, if you can't change things after trying, try to learn to accept that most things are out of your control, and focus on changing the things that you can, for the better?

Or Idk, start disco dancing your problems away during the hours the dogs are most active or something man, anything's gotta be better than the way things are, and a heck of a lot better than shooting the dog.


Move to la by Hugh Billinggold - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 12:26:08 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516855 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do I do the impossible and move to la from a small town? I want to get a job over the summer and sell drugs and I'm trying to cut back on weed which is my major expense. When I get there i wanna take any full time job I can probably a factory or some shit and work on becoming a security guard and I want to sell weed and maybe other drugs there too.
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Nigel Pinkinpug - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 21:01:55 EST ID:TQeGA7XC No.516861 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516855

Be ready to do whatever they ask of you

job market is fierce out there, lived there for a couple years, shit is literally bottom of the barrel in terms of job ops if you don't already have an in

security guard isn't a bad gig though. gotta pass maybe one test and then you are good as long as they need you
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Charlotte Wopperlerk - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 19:47:39 EST ID:0HOTiew5 No.516873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
https://www.usnews.com/news/best-states/california/articles/2017-05-31/number-of-homeless-counted-in-los-angeles-county-up-sharply

>Volunteers who spread out across Los Angeles County counted about 58,790 homeless people, a 23 percent increase from a year earlier, according to report released Wednesday that found homelessness jumped among veterans and young people.

LA is a fucking shithole worsening year by year. Remember that movie with Matt Damon where he's in the future and all the rich people live on a space station and LA is a hive of filthy overpopulated wretches? That's a 100% accurate forecast for the future of LA.
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Cedric Brillerpeg - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 21:06:05 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516874 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516873
How do you bitch about living in la
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Fuck Charringworth - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 21:25:13 EST ID:J6KyYR1G No.516875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516855
the only people who can live in LA are rich men, young people with rich parents, or girls/guys that rent their pussies/buttholes to those rich men.

you're gonna have to get a sugar daddy OP


BED BUGS by Eliza Clellywell - Tue, 16 May 2017 07:08:30 EST ID:n1yNxChx No.516278 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Guys what the fuck do I do? I found a first stage little FUCKER that just took a blood meal. Early infestation. GOD DAMNIT I DON'T WANNA DEAL WITH THIS SHIT
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Nell Blatherfoot - Sat, 20 May 2017 02:51:09 EST ID:Awn2BIsC No.516356 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516353

you fucking idiot there are hundreds of eggs hidden that will hatch ones the poison fades. i was not joking when i said bleach or fire.
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Hugh Ganderhod - Sat, 20 May 2017 08:16:59 EST ID:WCiWyIpM No.516363 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516356
ok you need to get laid really badly
it's a residual poison
i was just making a holocaust joke ffs
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Hugh Ganderhod - Sat, 20 May 2017 08:52:54 EST ID:WCiWyIpM No.516364 Ignore Report Quick Reply
also i washed all clothes bedding etc etc i got a professional just relax nigga god damn
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Nell Habberwill - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 11:21:22 EST ID:lGUn1ddV No.516867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
burn down house
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Eliza Pockgold - Mon, 12 Jun 2017 14:33:54 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516869 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>516867
Yeah this, it's the only way. Otherwise, release a shit-ton of house centipedes, small immsture ones, and hope...


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