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I think I'm broken by Oliver Sullerstane - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 14:06:13 EST ID:kS27PxfH No.515780 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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After a string of past relationships that went bad, I identified the common factor, me.
I've been set up on a few dates and tried going on various dating sites but I just can't find it in me to feel any hope about the prospect of building a relationship with someone. They're increasingly an alien species, there's no common ground. I'm rapidly approaching my thirties and the dating pool is dwindling with it but even the few girls who do seem to like me, some of them really lovely people, I just push away. I'm lonely but it seems impossible that this will ever change.
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Ebenezer Drushkure - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 17:06:58 EST ID:6kAPrX3q No.515790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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im like you but 21. trying to work on myself before looking for a S/O is what ive decided to focus on.
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Charlotte Sussleson - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 17:49:10 EST ID:USUZpST+ No.515853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ok thanks for the support. I'll just carry on. I have the cat at least.


Not even sure if this is a bad thing by Cedric Billinghall - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 18:32:45 EST ID:iXl3cRAo No.515743 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am a competitive powerlifter and trainer that works as a physical therapist on the side.

My main focus is training and competing in powerlifting.

The butt of the joke is, I have body dysmorphia. People say Im strong. People say Im big and lean. I can't actualize any results. I feel nothing.
I win a competition and lock out a 600 lb deadlift. There is someone still stronger than me out there. Even if it was the heaviest deadlift in the world I would still fear someone encroaching on me and that I will be beat.

Pros
>I push myself harder
>I never stop working

Cons
>Low self-esteem
>vulnurability
>every accomplishment doesn't make me satisfied. ever.
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Eugene Mizzlehire - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 13:12:25 EST ID:lzwSTMPh No.515816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515743
I can't help but wonder if you want to be the best because you need to feel unassailable. That if you can be beaten others will put you down. Or maybe that you just don't see the inherent value we all have. People are rebelling about the whole "everyone is special" thing but the point is everyone is special because they are a chunk of meat with feelings not because they're all going to succeed in everything they do.

Our place in the world is not to have unique features but be a unique combination of common to uncommon features at best.

A question for you OP, how do others treat you? Are you accepted? do you have a lot of friends? A worthwhile relationship with someone of the same/opposite sex who is a good person? Or do these things general find themselves absent in your life?
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Wesley Clazzlewetch - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 12:24:36 EST ID:iXl3cRAo No.515837 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515816
My goal is to become the strongest version of me, and win.

This is partly because I train people for a living - so my career's reputation is apart of my performance in a way, and both are inherent to my identity.

From a career standpoint, I am fair, and charge a fair price (I teach people to lift solo in 3 months and then only charge them 95/mo for routine, diet, and they can lift 4x/month in my gym)

I also lift and excel past 99% of the industry because most of them are hacks

but I have also won a competition before

I did the best in my age/weight at a competition, got first and had the medal on my neck

It was the best high I ever had
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Wesley Clazzlewetch - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 12:29:37 EST ID:iXl3cRAo No.515838 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515816
> how do others treat you?
I am an orphan and never made many friends.
Peers in my field are two types
  1. they know what they are doing, have an education and experience and respect me.
  2. They are hacks and people who make up random exercises and charge people ludicrous prices for it and talk shit on me. Unfortionately this is 99% of the community.

>Are you accepted? By the educated and competent.
>do you have a lot of friends?
No, I have a handful of really good friends.

>A worthwhile relationship with someone of the same/opposite sex who is a good person?
I am married

>Or do these things general find themselves absent in your life?
I've learned that to be the best and use the best methods, you will go against the status quo. To put it shortly, the industry is mostly people who claim "functional training" and "muscle confusion" which is basically bullshit ways to justify never using structured programming, technique, or do anything challenging beyond burpees. I rent gym space in a gym full of people who couldn't tell a low bar squat from a front squat let alone teach someone how to do it. So I walk in being 10 years younger than the average bloke in there, lift more than they ever will and have females repping what the male clients lift. I keep to myself but they definitely try and make my life worse. Im trying to find another environment
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Cyril Drenkinbut - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 13:04:41 EST ID:4khQC8MC No.515839 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515838
Well, I wondered if it was past or current baggage but it does sound like your current life is not worsening your problems. I mean it's good. A shitty gym atmosphere is probably the worst. I'm not a fitness person by trade and I'm probably pretty awful but no one is there putting anyone else down. I wish certain people could be a bit more careful dropping the weights sometimes. When you can feel the floor shaking under you, that's unnerving. But such an environment probably isn't super well equipped.

It does sound like you're confident and full of yourself. Again like the questions before not a put down unto itself. So maybe it really is just the unconditional love you're missing.

All that said you could be a lot worse and a lot of people would envy you. I frequently tell people that suffering and problems are relative here and you are a some sort of super concentrated example where your life is pretty good but you consider it a problem. But then that is your problem as you know.

I don't think I can say anything useful to you really. It was worth taking a guess and letting you disprove it though I think.
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Wesley Clazzlewetch - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 13:07:23 EST ID:iXl3cRAo No.515841 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515839
I know I am good and trying my hardest, which is the most of my ability that can demand.

I can know objectively that I have a class I (third tier) total, which puts me in the 40th percentile.

I want to be in the top 10th percentile at least though.


Oh boy do I like Killing Nazis by BJBlazkowicz - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 23:35:01 EST ID:zBv2A0kk No.515826 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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OK so, lately I've been Enjoying shooting games quite a bit lately, when do you stop playing?

I've never lost grip on reality before, but lately I've found myself a little trigger happy when it came to popping virtual nazis, it just gives a better feeling than mowing down endless Russians. ..is it because I found a fixated hate on nazis as a whole, evil creature versus just enjoying killing virtual people?

Am I just taking out stress on my Ps4? It's really weird how smoking a J and "becoming" this person in this game relieves me of my petty internal struggles just long enough for me to reboot.
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MegasXLR - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 23:39:14 EST ID:E0s4RZkZ No.515827 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>515826
Settle down there sonny Jim.

Go have a cup of water.

You are high af
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Doris Puttingbury - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 11:35:06 EST ID:1ZYzHvtl No.515836 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515826
Enjoy it. Because there will come a day when you can't even force yourself to place vidya anymore because it is all so benign and burnt out.

After ~8k hours of gaming in my life. I can't do it anymore.
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Cyril Drenkinbut - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 13:06:35 EST ID:4khQC8MC No.515840 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515836
If you do too much of anything and not enough of other things anything will burn you out.


Easy way by David Gandlefod - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 00:31:32 EST ID:SQ4gAn/I No.515828 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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He keeps me alive.

My promises are almost fulfilled

I can finally kill myself soon

I don't want to aabandon him though.

17 years he has been with me

I wonder if he will be enough in the coming months
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Frederick Dommlelet - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 04:48:30 EST ID:zPu+Cn1i No.515831 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515828
Are you talking about your cat?
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Ernest Hengerson - Thu, 27 Apr 2017 10:59:08 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.515835 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh my god. Such a mystery. So intriguing. Wat a cliffhunger.


man wtf should I reach out or not? by Eugene Fuvingtork - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 03:06:06 EST ID:Jx+MZZuh No.515802 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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It's almost be a year since my ex and I broke up. We didn't break up on good terms at all really. We have talked since then but only about a mutual friend that had passed away. I found out she had been lying about some things from the friend and it has left a sore taste in my mouth. The worst part of it all has been my inability to move on and heal from the emotional pain she left me in but here I am wanting to reach out to her.

She isn't a bad person to say, just a single mom with her own, selfish albeit reasonable, motivated goals. We got along really well, it felt as if we were gonna last for awhile. Stupid shit kept happening. People in our lives that didn't want us to be together. Her baby daddy hates me. Her dad hates me because I'm black. My brother was jealous And had a hand in running her off.

I don't know but this girl was something special. She was one of those girls I could just talk to for hours and there's not many girls I even want to be around for that long. We'd get high, fuck, listen to music, go on nature walks and do it all over again. It's just not the same. I try to get other girls to do those thibgs and they flake or they don't smoke weed.

as I type this pitiful paragraph I'm sure she has moved on to different dicks. one of her main reasons her baby daddy and her had split was because she wanted to sleep around. Her and I got into an argument over something my brother did. He started telling and story I wasn't interested in talking about at the time. I interrupted him and she just snapped on me and told me I teat people badly. The story he was telling was personal and he just goes "let me tell it!!!" and that's when I started to get buggered off by the whole thing and probably was an asshole. The fact she took up for him after that really annoyed me ever when I explained to her this is something he was doing on purpose.

Our first date together he was there my ex gf just so happened to walk in and I started laughing. The girl didn't know what I was laughing about and I wasn't going to tell her that my ex gf was in thete. My brother started to and I quickly stopped him. See what I m…
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Caroline Gidgeforth - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 06:54:15 EST ID:9vn86lM+ No.515805 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515802

Sounds like you need closure OP, theres no harm in talking to her, just dont expect anything, but it will give you closure none the less, just make sure you talk in absolutes and dont beat around the bush, you either want to be in or out, no more skirting around stalking her on fbook etc or whatever you're doing.
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Eugene Fuvingtork - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 09:53:16 EST ID:Jx+MZZuh No.515808 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515805
I have been stalking her but to be fair she has probably been stalking me too. She actually saw a status I had posted about her and blocked me then she unblocked me around valentine's day. I'm still unblocked. I don't know I want to talk to her but I'm not sure how to go about it. she will probably reject me again and I'll just end up wishing I never tried to contact her.
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Eugene Mizzlehire - Wed, 26 Apr 2017 12:43:57 EST ID:lzwSTMPh No.515815 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515805
My experience is that closure comes from within.


Been thinking by Fucking Fummlepan - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 05:36:24 EST ID:xt7E7Y9e No.515762 Locked Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I want to kill myself. Please do not try to convince me otherwise or comment unless you want to help. So far explosions look like the most painless / effective way. How do I make them / find out where to make them / buy them? Or is there a better method?
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William Brimbleham - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 10:27:54 EST ID:Ps7vhoAq No.515771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515762
Well, to be honest, explosives aren't really the best. They are harder to obtain and generally fail. I doubt the seriousness of this graph.

A shotgun to the head though is plenty potent. Just don't shoot the big grey mass and shoot the brainstem. The brain is a bunch of useless shit like memories and all. The brainstem is highly fragile and will shut off all communications and consciousness immediately. It will literally be as physically painless as possible. You won't hear the gunshot you'll be instantly dead.

>Brainstem
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Augustus Bennerchadge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 12:51:41 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515775 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515771
The OP is silly. jolly african-american didn't even find out about exit bags yet. Babbies first foray down the suicide rabbit hole.
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Jack Hallerlun - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 13:28:50 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515777 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>How do I buy explosions

dont worry guys i dont think the op is competent enough to do anything we need to worry about
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Nathaniel Dullerlut - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 18:13:33 EST ID:FwheuJ8x No.515793 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sorry OP but this isn't /sh/ so I'm not telling you how to become a suicide bomber.
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Martha Honeyworth - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 20:31:43 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.515798 Ignore Report Quick Reply
watch neon genesis evangelion


I Look Like An Arab by Hamilton Hoddlefark - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 00:59:27 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515678 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I look like an Arab I am a product of 250 years of on off racemixing. My Dad is Italian-French and Black so he looks like a Iraqi-Jew. My mom is French/Black and looks like a dark Mexican or something. People misidentify me as Indian,Brazilian,Arabic, North African, etc. Depending on how I wear my hair or how dark I am.

This wasn't a problem growing up; before I entered Public School.

But in recent years my city has a lot of immigration from Muslim Countries and Europe. I swear the racist Eurotrash at my school literally thinks that I'm from the Middle East and that I'm some kind of foreigner. It's really disheartening and it's like a problem because they think that they can be nasty to me because of this.

It's also a problem because the cops also think I'm a Muzzie. In fact I used to work at 7/11 that's how advanced the problem it is.
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Nell Grimgold - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 14:15:10 EST ID:583UPQsG No.515703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515678
Now you feel the alienation that a lot of foreigners feel.
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Hamilton Hoddlefark - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 14:54:19 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515704 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515703
Except the foreigners have more money.
In fact even the thugs drive around my city in Maseratis with big rims.
Russians,Koreans, Persians, Pakis, Mexicans, Thugs they all have more than I do.
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Charles Suddlechirk - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 18:22:34 EST ID:s+dE+qb3 No.515742 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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  1. try not to tan in the summer, and wear a lot of sunscreen (good advice for anyone)
  2. wear your hair in a way that doesn't make it too frizzy or poofy or wiry but also not some weird flat shit that Muhammad would be rocking either. Keep up with the hygiene and you're also probably much better off keeping your face clean; a mustache will make you look like some sort of pajeet or luiz and a beard will make you look like some sort of generic militant sandnigger. Keep your eyebrows from unibrowing or becoming too thick, and if you really wanna go one step further, lighten your hair up with lemon juice and sun or heat. GooGle that shit to see what i mean. stay trendy with whatever fashions that your white buddies are into, etc

tldr you can't win too much but there are ways to adjust; most importantly though is to not be some sort of weird quiet kid. Speak with your perfect native accent to show that you're ONE OF US and just act like a native dude like you really are. remember that the one benefit here is that you can get in good with minorities, at least.

at the end of the day just remember that the real niggas won't be up your ass about this shit; people who get to know you for a day will realize you're not some sort of refugee or 2015 immigrant or something. also, if you brush up and get good at the pussy game, white bitches will find you exotic

-darkskin italian
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Emma Hecklecocke - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 19:49:34 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515745 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515742

>how to deplete your vitamin D levels: the post
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Phineas Lightdale - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 19:05:07 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515795 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515742
I live on the same latitude as Morocco so I'm going to be brown. But I definitely work on my appearance as much as I can. Hair/Facial hair, clean clothes. I don't speak like a goon and I try to be respectful.


Quieting the internal monologue by Edward Gabblededge - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 07:40:42 EST ID:rNN7/CPM No.515721 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am 26. My internal monologue is extremely self critical to the point of it being crippling. I overthink everything and sometimes feel like I'm going to worry myself to death, that everything is hopeless. I over-analyse every action of people towards me as being negative and can only pick on myself for my negative actions, whilst simultaneously criticising positive actions for not being good enough. I am my own worst enemy and there is seemingly no escape from it. There have been moments in my past where I've been into various drugs (namely LSD) to such a level that I almost felt like I'd externalized the internal monologue and was at risk of giving myself schizophrenia.

My only respite from this stupid voice is dissociatives and alcohol. Ketamine is expensive here in Australia, MXE isn't really available anymore, and I can recognise the terrible effects that alcohol has on my health in the long-term. I don't drink huge quantities but I do drink practically every night, typically a 6-pack or a bottle of wine. Once every 2 weeks or so a bottle of spirits. When I drink it seems to put the voice to sleep or at least slow it down/turn down the volume so that it's bearable/ignorable. Of course, besides the effects of physical health, it's not exactly practical to spend the rest of my life in a state of inebriation, contrary to what /hooch/ might think.

What alternate options would you suggest? Benzos, perhaps? Or maybe seeing a psych? I've heard good things about CBT and would be interested in anyone else's experiences with it.

I just want to shut this thing up or at least get it in control. It's talking all day in my head constantly without interruption, a constant barrage of criticism. Sometimes I almost feel like it's another personality that wants to take over and be me. I'm terrified of the idea of spending the rest of my life with this thing rattling around in my brain shitting all over everything I do or say or think.

I don't want to die but in my worst moments I have honestly contemplated suicide just to get some god damn peace and quiet. It's like having the world's worst and most malicious backseat driver in your brain.

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David Blatherwater - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 11:51:13 EST ID:ngLYHpR4 No.515726 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dear OP,
It sounds like you've got a healthy mind. Being extremely self-critical is important. Be critical of yourself. Improve yourself constantly.
Do not fear these criticisms, fear not working on the things you criticize yourself for.
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James Pickdale - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 21:18:06 EST ID:FcwZX0yP No.515749 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515721

Meditation

Not that bullshit quiet the mind and maintain concentration bullshit. Relax the body, take a step back from yourself. Don't try to quiet the thoughts...just watch them with no attachment, like you would watch a river flow. Focus on your breathing if you have to, it keeps the monkey brain busy. Keep doing this everyday, for seconds, for minutes, for hours if you have to. Eventually thoughts become just that, thoughts, they're only noise unless you decide to grasp them and focus your attention onto them.

Qigong breathing exercises help foster this state of mind.
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Frederick Fibblenun - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 02:04:59 EST ID:pCPQRsXK No.515755 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i suggest through the rhyme at the end. You were once a creative trail blazer and had inspirations and aspirations who used humor as a bridge between all uncomfortabilties and contradictions and to highlight positive ones. As you got older you realized just how much academia starts from a negative critical point of view that is just that close to our heads. Learning and growing did push you this far, because it actually is told from a dial within self criticisms but we would probably have a hard time pointing out exactly where it is in a model of phenomenology.

The man in the glass is no ass, but rather a bottom. The same one in mid summer nights dream. He actually stars within the play within a play. And he actually is a great actor. However he is literally a worker. He isn't supposed to be able to act in a play in the kingdom that takes center stage away from everything else.

Usually we are telling tales of a concept within a concept that we are looking at from the outside, hence the man in the glass, hence inception. The reason it gets all crazy is. You actually are also the man within. You come from that guy through a concept that's within a concept.

That's several layers of chicanery you manage. That in heidegarian terms is "toward" you're own language thus making you seem the part of an ass or a clown. The language we get that puts him in a glass, is along or idle. This is the interpretation that gives ambiguity.

Now as a living being you naturally have both thus making your self critical inner monologue quite upset at you for not being able to get along both quite ineffable and quite directly. That's not unheard of, it's un ontologically certified in a very rational scientific world. That gap in ontology is understood or wove together by you through your own special creativity. That in a more worried category no one one intrude upon. Thus respect for individuality being created by the individual we often say "these are his own demons."

Meaning they are your own unresolved matters of ambitions and satisfactions that come from the one who lived it.

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Ernest Deblingwog - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 03:29:51 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.515757 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515749

>bullshit bullshit bullshit

>my way is right everyone else is wrong
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Simon Clenderwill - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 18:19:18 EST ID:tldOIKN9 No.515794 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515721
Try xanax


Hey guys by Charlotte Gublingdidge - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 15:41:45 EST ID:6Y23Um/F No.515733 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Where do you go for help when you have no friends, your own internal compass is busted, no one else cares and you don't trust therapists?

>inb4 someone trolls me over being stupid/crazy
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Augustus Bennerchadge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 04:35:04 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515759 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515758
The worst is when they bully you/pressure you to open up more, when you obviously aren't comfortable enough to open up more, and are instead focused on building repertoire with them. But they don't fucking care. They just want you to spill your guts and turn into an infant before their eyes so they can judge you and punish you with imprisonment if they find you guilty of some ethereal sin.
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Sophie Wimmleforth - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 09:18:35 EST ID:XoBFtXHJ No.515770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Many social workers offer counseling, it's much more casual and comfortable knowing the person listening to you doesn't specialize in trying to categorize you. It's still therapy anf they're still acting as therapists but you are allowed to trust them more considering they're more of a part time therapist.

>>515759
That's pretty twisted bro
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Augustus Bennerchadge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 10:36:41 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515773 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>515770
If you think that's twisted, you've never met any of the psychs I have. The majority of them were genuine sick fucks, they'd look at me with creepy fucking eyes, at least two males did this. I was young. The way they spoke, in hindsight it was sociopathic. They got a glee out of messing with me. Now, as an adult, every person I've known who has gone into the mental health profession, has had a sadistic streak to them. People who seriously should not be anywhere fucking near an unstable person, ever. But what can I do? What can any of us do? Report them? No one will fucking listen, no one will fucking care, best case scenario they get scared off, scared of being found out, and they retreat from their profession. Worst and most likely case? Not only does nothing happen, but if they ever find out it was you who reported them, your life is over. With the stroke of a pen and a few choice words they can have you locked up. Never said anything that would require you to be legally hospitalized? Doesn't fucking matter. They can make anything up they want, and because they have the social status, they will be believed over you (Unless you have some serious clout in the social hierarchy of your community).
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William Snodridge - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 11:47:02 EST ID:L/df1m8J No.515774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you feel like you need someone to hang with, just hang out in btube man

Buncha degenerates but you'll learn to appreciate em

If its not populated at the time, dont worry, theyll eventually trickle in. You dont need even say anything if you like. Just chill man
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Jack Hallerlun - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 13:25:23 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515774

btube is full of stupid assholes who listen to shitty music. this has been agreed upon in like 20 threads


Bills by Reuben Duckwill - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 05:20:00 EST ID:I2FTZEKQ No.515760 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How much are your bills every month all total?

Not including gasoline, food, intoxicants or petty purchases.

Strictly include utilities, various insurances, phone bill, internet bill, loan payments, mortgages etc.

For me it's less than 500 bucks a month but only after a very odd set of circumstances. I'm still not making ends meet and I feel pathetic. The job market in this town is trash.
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Henry Porrynotch - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 05:32:11 EST ID:dIFWQvnm No.515761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>515760
i just cancelled my phone bill of 70 a month. but other than that I got about 1000 a month in bills...car payment and the rest is mostly credit cards...but tbh I haven't paid bestbuy in like 3 months
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William Brimbleham - Tue, 25 Apr 2017 10:36:34 EST ID:Ps7vhoAq No.515772 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515760
When I lived alone...

>450 a month for a trailer on some land. Not in a trailer park but barely any land. Renting.
>100 dollars every 3 months for car insurance. So like 33 monthly.
>Well water and I personally had a solar generator installed for about 1500 but I used no electricity so a 100 dollar a month electric bill was stupid when I only ran the well, a small fridge and a light and computer.
>About 250/mo for food.
>40/mo gas.
>A cellphone would be like 20-30 a month if I had one at the time.
>Factoring in unseen expenses, car costs and all that shit, about another 100 a month. This is a "rainy day" fund basically.

I know I'm forgetting some shit as I'd figure about 900 on this but in reality it was more along the lines of 1000-1050 a month.

Make a budget bro. It will save your ass in a million ways. I worked for 11 dollars an hour and didn't really have any money left over. I could say I lived on my own but all that meant was a vacant trailer with nothing in it that I didn't own anyways and then risking not getting 40 hours a week and losing everything.

I wouldn't go back to living on my own unless I made at least 16-17 dollars an hour. At 11 dollars an hour full time, I'd have maybe a single 100 dollar bill a month to enjoy or put back for myself. God forbid I had a medical emergency or a car that shat out its engine on the highway. I'd be fucked and homeless nearly overnight.


Medical by Samuel Brookstock - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 20:28:35 EST ID:y8ars7P0 No.515747 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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One of my front two teeth is a crown that is loosening and I cannot afford insurance and I have zero clue what to do. What should I do? Some dentists do a first-time visit for free but how do I find those?

While I'm here, I have a misaligned jaw and if there is some magical way to get corrective jaw surgery for a low / no free, tell me. I am desperate.

I hate living in a country with monetized healthcare.
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Edward Darryfield - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 20:34:30 EST ID:37djlT33 No.515748 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515747
I feel ya bro and I don't believe you will be able to find corrective jaw surgery for anything that is considered cheap in the USA. The lowest you'll find is prob around 15k for the surgeons job, and the rest needs to be covered by insurance.

Your next best option is to go out of country to have the operation done.
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Jack Hallerlun - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 21:41:22 EST ID:Gtrn9hV4 No.515751 Ignore Report Quick Reply
if there is one thing 420chan hates it is dentists. i have seen threads derailed with 20 or 30 post long chains about how the american dental system is a huge scam filled with quackery, little to no oversight, and suppression of cheaper alternatives wherever possible
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Eliza Muddlebanks - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 21:50:36 EST ID:lfaq5WNU No.515752 Ignore Report Quick Reply
dude, fuck that. keep your grill lookin GOOD
do whatever you gotta do. get a job, 2nd job, government insurance, ask family for loan, what the fuck ever. but im with tom segura on this, get yo shit fixed! good luck.


Whats your (realistically achievable) dream? Whats standing in the way? Your solution? by Nigel Sibberbick - Tue, 18 Apr 2017 22:20:33 EST ID:L9x3lDju No.515579 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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DREAM: My own home, and I mean OWN. Not with roommate(s). I just want to fucking masturbate in peace without fear of someone coming to bother me.

PREVENTING: Money, location. I make $11/hr ($1400 on a good month with overtime) and everything in my area is $1000/mo Minimum not including utilities.

SOLUTION: Guess I got to move elsewhere so I'm slowly saving money.


Ok now you comment on my shitty dream and post yours!
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Polly Sollerlick - Sun, 23 Apr 2017 23:55:23 EST ID:Ps7vhoAq No.515715 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>DREAM: To be freed from myself. I guess making music as an outlet because nothing else suffices to even stem my own mind from churning.

>PREVENTING: The unknown of being dead. Otherwise, I'd probably kill myself if I knew what happened. Making music is just an endless cycle and a really cheap and far less lethal version of escapism.

SOLUTION: Smoke PCP and start punching shit and shouting in a made up language until someone shoots me... repeatedly. Or keep making music until I die homeless so that I don't end up banging heroin for 4 months and dying of OD or sepsis or some other terrible death.
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Wesley Lightshit - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 00:29:59 EST ID:HVLVBb2N No.515716 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515715
But death isn't unknown, remember the time before you were born?
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Matilda Claylock - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 01:51:49 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.515720 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dream:

Make a living doing something I enjoy.

Preventing:

Don't know what I enjoy.

Kinda kidding, I like alot of shit, but devoting my life to a set of skills is a biggie. Not sure if there's anything out there that I wont get sick of.

Solution:

Find something I can spend the rest of my life doing, work in that industry for a couple years, start putting together a business plan to work for myself.
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Alice Gurringhood - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 12:16:46 EST ID:tldOIKN9 No.515728 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515710
>Why the YPG? They're an interesting group. But why travel to the Middle East to fight somebody else's war?
My mother is kurdish, I grew up with awful stories of kurds under the rule of Saddam. Not only am I kurdish but I'm also a socialist. It's a mix of ethnic, moral and political motivation. This is not some conflict long a way that has no meaning for me. I also despise the narcissistic lifestyles in the west, how most people have an opinion about everything despite being very ignorant and pretentious, how people live absolute meaningless lives in their isolated bubbles, how people motivate their bodies with caffiene just to get through the week so they can drink at the weekend. I don't want to spend my life working 9-5 for 50 years, even if I graduate university. I'm very cynical to the aspect of marriage and kids.
I figure we're all going to die anyway, so I can only recite Muhammad Ali's Attica Prison poem and hope I can do something selfless and kind with my life. Everybody is afraid of dying on an instinctive level, but dying for something seems way more rational than living a lie and being unhappy. It's not about the war itself, I'd go still even if it meant rebuilding the war-damage.
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Martin Tillingwell - Mon, 24 Apr 2017 17:56:23 EST ID:PDdE4MZF No.515741 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>515728
That's a pretty good justification.
Be careful anon.


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