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Disintegrating by Sidney Fudgestock - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 09:51:17 EST ID:/xgCR/0/ No.519336 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have so many issues and existential feelings that I can't actually explain in any concise or coherent manner what advice it is that I actually require. Which is a problem.

I feel like I need to completely erase my past from my head but I can't. I need to completely reinvent myself but I'm too neurotic and have no options. I am 35 years old and I've utterly ruined my life. My personality traits are not optimal for living in this world to say the least.

I'm watching all my friends getting married and have kids and its hurting. I never wanted those things because I was an irresponsible manchild with social anxiety and his head in the clouds throughout my whole 20s. I have realised I will never be able to enjoy the latter half of my life without such security and all I have to aim for is minimum wage drudgery (thats IF I can even get a job). My sexual frustration is killing me and I feel like I could snap I'm so angry all the time. I keep breaking stuff.

I just wish there was someone who understood where I'm coming from, someone in the exact same situation. I have lost all faith in free will, I believe I am living out my destiny, as it was written a long time ago.

Apologies for the incoherent nature of this post. If anyone cares enough, you can ask me some questions.
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Emma Shakeridge - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 18:07:02 EST ID:WozaXgtK No.519460 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For a lot of people it gets better. Especially from 19. You just learn to into life. If you completely stop trying you won't improve though. If you were 29 and like this guy I'd say "it's more likely to get worse than better" but odds are you'll get your shit together. Just don't stop fighting.
Awe' God !!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 03:47:50 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.519473 Ignore Report Quick Reply
by stoping fighting is how you get your shit together. but yeah for me 19 was when things have started to improve rapidly. although i took very serious steps to heal and detox my body so I have a much more enjoyable machine now. Can;t help but wonder if that's not the very reason my life is so much better. Well i also let go of many beliefs that didn;t serve me...
Barnaby Lightham - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 12:39:32 EST ID:WozaXgtK No.519476 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>stoping fighting is how you get your shit together
I suppose if you mean so you can hit rock bottom and bounce then maybe even that, that's not really true. But honestly all the time I just resigned myself to getting nothing from life was lost, it served no purpose, it didn't make me better. There is little I learned except that it had been a waste of time. If I hadn't needed to realise that I'd have been fine 5 years earlier.

I'm way out on the bell curve. At 19 almost everyone is still struggling to get their shit together.
Dextrolord - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 13:35:45 EST ID:ymGVR82j No.519477 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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You remind me of my friend he's an all around good guy, just wigs out occasionally.

Just don't do meth that's when his shit started to get out of control

Sadly life is harder for some people than others I don't have really advice besides just try to accept your reality
Awe' God !!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 16:01:52 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.519479 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I mean going with the flow, using the forces that are present to your advantage instead of thinking that there are things that have to be dominated to extract benefit or for some damage control reasons. If you let go of the struggle, the universe conspires on your and your desire's behalf. IMO

get some things off my chest by Ernest Dartstock - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 02:17:05 EST ID:s62wPwbe No.519438 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I want to die sometimes because I am a pussy. But regardless of that I have a burning desire to change the world and make it like heaven on earth. I sometimes feel so forsaken that everything I do turns to ash. I have lost touch with my friends and family. Every sentence has started with "I" because I am so ego driven, except for this one. And thank you all for listening because this is the only place where I can be honest with someone.
Basil Clegglekack - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 13:50:17 EST ID:/v/fnY4O No.519448 Ignore Report Quick Reply
:( Hang in there bud
Charlotte Neblingfodge - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 13:54:46 EST ID:4I/hIj3s No.519449 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I also want to do something to make the world a better place but I just don't know what, I feel too weak and too small to be able to do much. At the time I am planning on doing a business course and hopefully be able to open my own company and use that money to do some good.
Henry Murdwell - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 22:36:46 EST ID:72fnU3DN No.519462 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Relax buddy, everybody wants to die sometimes, I'm sure even mighty kings, scholars and people that work out and eat healthy have moments where they are thinking "what the faack duuude I just wanna end this misery"

But things usually turn around. And it's okay to be ego-driven too, just don't be an asshole you know? If you can take care of yourself and be happy, you'll be in a better position to help others!

I hope that it helped getting things off your chest, and I'm sure that if you hit up an old friend or familymember you'll quickly notice that things haven't changed that much and that they are probably very happy to hear from you. Good luck, and remember to just relax!
Awe' God !!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 03:43:29 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.519471 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yesterday i wanted to die as well. I dry fasted till i wanted to live again. broke the fast with juice. Today i feel more hope and a bit more power, but I'll probably continue to fast, cause it;s not yet satisfactory.

bully as an adult by Angus Hipperridge - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 21:59:13 EST ID:O7qq0Hj7 No.519433 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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im 28 i work at a large state facility.

rewind to about 2 years ago when i was trying to date this girl and we go to a party. its totally all guys but me and this girl. there is a this one guy i have not seen since high school and we get into discussion and hes trying to ask me all these questions and then he looks to my friend and says "I wanna hit ____ in the face with this beer but i dont" instantly the whole group of friends are like what? one of our friends escorts him outside and then another friends says maybe its best you leave which i do because this guys been drinking is 240 pounds of muscle and 6 for 2, veteran.

now at work and the first time i see this guy again i glare really hard at him and he does the same. i see this guy now and he works there, and he tries talking to my boss about my weed smoking in shade. hes also death stares at me when we cross paths.

I will not take this shit at 28, is there any legal recourse or should i go up to his boss and talk to him about his past actions. i called the police recently to ask about legsl advice and they said make a police report, this happened in another city so i feel its pointless

tldr 28, dude threatened me with a bottle and now contiues to try to harass me 2 years later at my job what do?
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Walter Shittinghall - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 14:23:15 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.519452 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Jesus fuck. ITT: Confrontation aversion.

Alright, so he started the shit, and now you accidentally work with him.

Confront him like you already have been. Just ask him to step aside and tell him you're both adults and to leave the petty shit at home cause it doesn't belong in the workplace. I've gotten people fired for their petty behavior (towards me) at work, so that's how I handle that shit, but they were also fucking off and getting away with it.

Don't back down like a wuss or pretend the original conflict never happened. It doesn't seem like you were even considering it anyways, but that's a real pussy way to conduct yourself. Acknowledge the conflict happened and then agree to drop it.
Martha Hurryham - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 15:02:18 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.519454 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You've obviously never dealt with bullies. Asking them to stop only encourages them and lets them know they're getting to you. He'll just call him a pussy bitch and continue just like he was before. The only thing that might work is going to your boss and getting him to step in but that's a much bigger bitch move than just ignoring it. If you ignore it and don't feed the fires of resentment, eventually they get bored and stop. If he escalates to something more concrete that interferes with OP's work then he can take it up with the boss, but until then, it's between the two of them. You can either keep squabbling and posturing like fucking morons forever or just move on with your life and worry about more important things. Confrontation is just not worth it in the long run. You don't just "win" the confrontation and it goes away. Things fester and worsen.
Walter Shittinghall - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 16:32:03 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.519456 Ignore Report Quick Reply

The thing you didn't factor in was age. If the guy continues to act like a fuckface, then he probably has criminal tendencies, in which case it shouldn't take long to get him fired.

Confrontation is a part of life and dodging it doesn't make it go away. I'm not telling OP to run up and fight him, but bowing to him only reinforces his behavior. He needs to learn it's unacceptable behavior, otherwise he'll never change his tactics. I've dealt with bullying in highschool, and to a lesser extent in my professional life. I ignored it in high school and refused to give tinder to those flames. Until I stood up for myself and fist fought one of them after egging him on. After that, noone fucked with me.

I'm not recommending violence as a means to solve problems, but these particular types of people only understand one thing: pain. You need to show them that there are consequences for their actions. However with adults, I suggest that open communication, even confrontational communication, can be effective.

Don't threaten him, approach him, prove that you're man enough to face him. Tell him that hanging onto a grudge is gay as fuck, and ask him to drop it. Then, I dunno, get a beer with the guy. Show him there's no hard feelings on your end and that you just had a lovers quarrel.

Adult bullying is juvenile as fuck. That shit should stay in gradeschool where it belongs.
Basil Hacklenere - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 00:38:15 EST ID:4I/hIj3s No.519466 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Bad idea, if there's anything that bullies hate is displaying weakness, and being homosexual is still seen as an insult if you're one of those big Chad types. Calling him gay will only get OP's ass kicked

>Just ask him to step aside and tell him you're both adults and to leave the petty shit at home
woah yeah try using rational arguments against a bully, that works 100% of the time. Why wouldn't he stop when you present a strong argument that he can follow through? Oh that's right, he's a fucking bully so chances are he's dumb as fuck.

I remember when I had a guy bully me in high school, the easiest way to get him off my back was to just reply with something that he didn't understood, or to just establish some form of connection between the two of us. He would say "I don't like you, I think you're dumb" and I would reply "See, I was having just the same thoughts about you. We're not that different after all, you and me". This is much better than saying "YEAH YOU'RE A FUCKING IDIOT TOO". Bullies don't know how to deal with intelligence. They tend to be stupid, so if they find themselves in a position they don't understand, their brains just shut down and they give up

Unless OP is ready to get physical, I would suggest avoiding confrontation. Avoiding confrontation does not mean running away like a bitch, it means being smart enough to twist his brain so that he finds himself out of his regular bully mindset. Ways to do this:

1- pay attention to what he likes and try to imitate him subtly. Bringing him closer to you might work , bullies tend to focus more on the people they find the most different to them
2- redirect his attention somewhere else. If he's for instance making fun of the clothes you wear, ask him "so where do you shop then? why instead of complaining don't you give me some advice?" Obviously he's not going to become your BFF but asking the bully "why" usually stops them on their tracks. Why, indeed? The bully is not used to thinking, and they probably can't do two things at the same time.
3- Use psychology to toy with hi…
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Nicholas Murdson - Tue, 17 Oct 2017 03:02:01 EST ID:9aeUGuOI No.519469 Ignore Report Quick Reply
He sounds like a punk, you have a few options here.

A. Cut back on smoking weed, take it as a cue to work harder and get a better job than this. When he tries to go run and tell you can walk up sober and smelling like anything but weed and he'll look like a dipshit. Bosses don't want to deal with adult taddle tales, especially if they are demonstrably wrong, that shit is pathetic.

B. Wait until he's in an area by himself and come up behind him. Put the ball of your wrist against his throat and push your wrist down with your other hand and get him in a really good choke hold to the point he can't breathe. Make sure you have him good or you'll fuck it up. Wait until he starts squirming and can't breathe and tell him "I know you told on me you fucking bitch, do it again and I'll fuck you in the ass" then let him out of the choke hold, slide a finger down his butt crack as a power move then push him away and tell him he makes you sick. Works every time.

C. Pay a lawyer to take action against a guy who is gossiping about you at a job that won't even cover the cost of this litigation.

Choose your own adventure OP.

Things getting better, people seem more restless? by Edward Nuckletire - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 07:20:49 EST ID:JI9kO00V No.519420 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So, this is weird. Basically, my life has been going from shit, to pretty darn good. I'm getting into a bachelor program for computer sciences, I've lost 25 lbs., been off cigs cold turkey for 2 weeks, been succesfully dieting, and generally feeling like a happier person. And it took A LOT of effort to believe that it is possible to feel better. But to my friends, it seems to be making them, well, a little less happier around me.

Now, they aren't directing any of it at me. But the ones I especially notice it from are my friends girlfriends. They are always slamming them around me, or making personal statements to them that make me uncomfortable. And it always winds up tense...

My question to you guys, is talking about my recent accomplishments an asshole thing to do? Is it pissing people off in your opinions? Or is it simply their relationships, and none of my business to worry about? Because the big one is smoking. It never fails to send two couples I hang out with into an uncomfortable spite parade.
Lillian Crubberchere - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 08:26:44 EST ID:WozaXgtK No.519421 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Maybe they're shit people. Maybe not. Maybe your own self improvement is making these girls less content with their boyfriends maybe you need to talk about something else and they're fed up. Good friends will be happy for you. Sometimes people take a while to adjust though. People will tell someone "you're so thin" but it's never strangers, just people who knew you 100 pounds ago or whatever. And eventually they stop, it's just you. But it takes a while to get used to.

If you think it's a sore point then I wouldn't rub it in, consider their feelings. Bringing it up when it makes people miserable is a bit of an asshole thing to do if you know it does that. If they ask or bring it up then that's different. If people ask about life in general just say "college and the diet are still going okay" then go back to them. If they bring it up and start dissecting it they're the assholes.
Hugh Wickleway - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 10:29:31 EST ID:3qSLtzLv No.519423 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, don't talk about your accomplishments to your friends. Talk about common interests.

Good job on getting your life together.
Edward Nuckletire - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 11:22:36 EST ID:JI9kO00V No.519425 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, I never broight it up to make others miserable. I guess it would be along the lines of, "man, this food tastes great now!", then 15 minutes later after she gets back from buying my buddy his pack, "I'm tired of the looks I get buying these disgusting things". And it never happened in front of me until I quit. I guess I just run my mouth because of how hard these things were to do. And I'm excited I am finally winning. I just didn't think of it as sort of rubbing their faces in it. It is probably also part due that I don't have any family, and no significant otger to talk to about anything. And I just rant to my close friends non-stop.
Edward Nuckletire - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 11:33:45 EST ID:JI9kO00V No.519426 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, I'll try to remain here with my conversations.

And thanks! Still a lot to do, but I have a clear path to follow now.
Emma Shakeridge - Mon, 16 Oct 2017 14:54:45 EST ID:WozaXgtK No.519453 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, I don't think you're being intentionally insensitive, maybe you're not even being bad at all. I get it, I know how you feel but you need in a lot of ways but you probably need to be a little careful. It's natural to be proud of how it is. And to enjoy it. And you should absolutely enjoy that food but if it's winding people up it's just considerate to tone it down a little.

Though that example sounded more like she wanted your buddy to quit smoking. If you're showing your friends up that's going to make everyone miserable so I'd try to avoid it. Not necessarily because you were bad for what you did just because this is nice to your friends, you know?

by Charlotte Bungold - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 02:15:17 EST ID:F6BBbLXR No.519418 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I got what you need...


i think i posted this in the wrong board at first i hope thisis the rite one by Eliza Deckleshaw - Sun, 15 Oct 2017 00:31:40 EST ID:QC7o/4hF No.519416 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So, I have bipolar II disorder and its gotten to the point where my life is in shambles. Unemployable, mind is mush, etc. The last few days I've been taking klonopin (Dr. prescribed) and with my other meds, because I was hitting a point where I couldn't take the stress anymore. I really feel like I can function in the world like this with this seroquel/klonopin combo The unfortunate part about that, is the addictive nature of klonopin. I'm certainly not trying to get physically addicted, and I have some ideas on how I will be able to medicate myself properly.

Daily, I take celexa and seroquel. The klonopin with the seroquel seemed to stop all paranoid/extreme/self-flaggelating thoughts when taken. The downside I noticed was increased aggressiveness (I was being way rude to people that were on my team, playing badly, in Overwatch)

I plan to use CBD and kratom on days where I am not using any klonpin, which would ideally be very rarely. CBD has been known to potentiate klonopin, so to lower the risk of addiction, lower doses can be used in conjuncrion with CBD.

I know of other herbs and compounds I want to use: Skullcap, Rose Hips, Green Tea, Chammomile, Kava Kava, Lemon Balm... I know there's a ton more

Can anyone suggest any potential tools I could have missed out on?

Any experience reports using these types of herbs/compounds for bipolar hypomania or just general anxiety in the past? Please share!!!

fuck should I do???? by Edwin Shittingman - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 17:26:04 EST ID:5cn1rjKV No.519294 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Fucking be me. Live in an extended stay hotel with my girlfriend(who is willing to be my fiance) and we dont have money to pay up tomorrow for the next week, so what is she going to do? Escorting apparently tonight. I'm so pissed and livid but at the same time I realize that these kids cant be homeless and she's just trying to look out and she's never done it before. I feel like I should just call my parents, get an uber called and go back home with all my shit when she's gone and the kids are asleep but at the sametime she's awesome, she's my bestfriend, she cooks, she cleans, and its my fault that she has to do this since Ive taken so long on finding a job.
Cyril Digglestone - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 20:27:42 EST ID:/SOdGi2D No.519297 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well after this you will get your arm cut off due to gangrenous infection as a result of your IV habit, your black friend will end up in prison, and your mom will be a shriveled old psych patient getting electroshock therapy. also your gf is going to do ASS TO ASS
Hugh Bredgespear - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 11:19:22 EST ID:n3pJg67O No.519312 Ignore Report Quick Reply
get a job you absolute stallion
Hamilton Brogglelock - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 21:18:11 EST ID:4I/hIj3s No.519350 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I would steal from people before I let my girlfriend fuck some other dude. Seriously. That's what a man should do, he should look after his wife and kids.


Be a man
Walter Snodson - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 01:44:33 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.519385 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Man, I hope you're trolling.
Emma Dibbleladge - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 07:06:13 EST ID:FwheuJ8x No.519394 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So, she's out there sacrificing her dignity to put food on the kids' table while you're sitting in here complaining about it?

Why aren't you sucking dick through a glory hole to support her efforts, reduce her workload, and help her feel less self-conscious if shit has gotten that serious?

Military vet with PTSD by Simon Foffingfield - Wed, 11 Oct 2017 08:51:16 EST ID:JI9kO00V No.519309 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Alright,, so I know other people from other countries are on here. I know my country has fucked up a lot of shit. But I'm begging you guys, please keep polotics out of this. Please...

So to start, I served in the U.S. Army. Deployed to Afghanistan. And of course, I was combat arms (artillery, but we were just educate grunts most of tge deployment). Saw a lot of fucked up shit, thungs we did, and things the taliban would do. It's haunting. I close my eyes, I can hear and smell the carnage. And it wont go away. I've been seeking help, but everyone I pretty much know are civilians, and I smoked weed in the military to try and make tgese intensities go away, so I am sort of persona non grata with my unit. Does anyone know of a way I can anonymously chat with other military vets to help me sort this shit out? I can't even lay in bed without feeling safe or ok. Haven't had real sleep in about a year now. And I'm approaching something cataclysmic if I don't get help with this.

I'm just begging you guys to leave politics out of this. Please. I know shits fucked up, and nobodies the good guy in all of it. But I just wanna come home... not physically but mentally.
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Samuel Puddledock - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 12:54:08 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.519341 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Hey, not a vet. But I get it. I think I was supposed to be a soldier but didn't have the courage to put a career on the line.

I can understand the constant fear of death, knowing that you could die at any time. Also embracing the fear and popping your head up to squeeze off a couple shots, almost daring death to take you. Killing 'the enemy' under these circumstances would feel exhilarating, euphoric, and relieving at the same time. As if you faced death and conquered it. But what probably weighs more than that is the brotherhood you felt there. That feeling knowing that your fellow man would lay his life down for you and knowing that you would lay down your life for them.

There was a great TED talk on this subject by a military correspondent:


He talks about brotherhood and what it really means.

I suspect that you are seeking other vets because you are seeking that feeling of brotherhood that you can't get in civilian life. Here in the States, you're on your own. Out there, you had a crew, a community that had your back, that would die for all of you. And that community faced death, conquered it, and went back into the fight.

You should watch it. It might illuminate what you went through out there.
Hedda Channermat - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 13:35:00 EST ID:/SOdGi2D No.519342 Ignore Report Quick Reply

i dont think its that hard to understand. think of the people who do extreme sports, like free cliff climbing or wingsuit jumping or whatever. it is that risk of death, the thrill of mortality, and the adrenaline dump, that makes it so thrilling. now picture a warzone where you and another dude are trying to murder each other, thats a 100% adrenaline high
Clara Secklesadge - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 01:08:59 EST ID:F6BBbLXR No.519357 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hedda Clingerridge - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 01:04:32 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.519384 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I never deployed despite being in for 3 years and medboarded out. I originally went in as an 18X but didn't make it into SF so wound up at Ft. Bragg in the 82nd as an 11B.

Keep in mind I work night shift at a factory now so my responses might be sparse, but start talkin if you want mang.
Lillian Gadgewill - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 18:03:20 EST ID:o3vIoRWZ No.519401 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm sure there are forums run by/for vets you can post on to get rapport.

If there miracuiously aren't any, what are you waiting for, make one.

The Herp by Nicholas Boblingshaw - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 11:02:59 EST ID:m/OkVpBD No.519365 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sup /qq/,

I've been dating an older woman lately, and we porked last night. The first and third times, I used a condom and cleaned my shit off after, but the second time I raw-dogged it and fell asleep after I recklessly blew my nut in her. Luckily she hit menopause so I'm good there.

However, before we began boning, she told me she has herpes (simplex b). Specifically, she has it on her ass (ay lmao), and we only did vagine, once laying next to each other and twice with her on top. She wasn't having a breakout during the sex, and hadn't had one in months (usually gets once a year), but I know there is still a risk of transmission.

Some random source I found says that if there is no breakout, and you're a guy, and you use a condom, it's about 2%, whereas without a condom is 4%. If those are accurate, then my three sessions amount to an 8% chance roughly. How fucked do you think I am? Do you have herpes (either facial or genital)? Have you ever done anything like what I did? I'm going to go get some heroin I think.
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Lillian Gadgewill - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 20:45:49 EST ID:o3vIoRWZ No.519379 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>gets needlessly paranoid about low risk stuff which wouldn't have much of a health impact anyway
>ends freakout with "I'm going to go get some heroin I think"

Your death will significantly raise the average IQ on this planet.
Lillian Gadgewill - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 21:26:31 EST ID:o3vIoRWZ No.519380 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>gets needlessly paranoid about low risk stuff which wouldn't have much of a health impact anyway
>ends freakout with "I'm going to go get some heroin I think"

Your death will significantly raise the average IQ on this planet.
Lillian Gadgewill - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 21:58:41 EST ID:o3vIoRWZ No.519381 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>gets needlessly paranoid about low risk stuff which wouldn't have much of a health impact anyway
>ends freakout with "I'm going to go get some heroin I think"

Your death will significantly raise the average IQ on this planet.
Caroline Passledod - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 22:14:39 EST ID:m/OkVpBD No.519382 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>hates on drugs
>on 420chan
>quadruple posts
I may be a homeless heroin addict, but get your life together man.
Lillian Gadgewill - Sat, 14 Oct 2017 17:03:52 EST ID:o3vIoRWZ No.519399 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I love drugs, and the quad posts were because of the site glitching yesterday.
What I consume or how many times I post has no effect on the point I made.

The point being OP makes no sense. His behaviours and emotions are divorced from logic and reality.

I got nothing against him doing heroin or him doing that chick. But him freaking out about the latter and being nonchalant about the former tells me clearly the dude is unaware of basic things, i.e. he's hopelessly stupid.

Motivation by Shitting Muckleham - Mon, 02 Oct 2017 21:49:02 EST ID:jco0cg/A No.519166 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do you motivate yourself to get out of a depression?

When you don't have the energy or discipline to do anything, when you feel completely empty and numb.. what do you say or do that gives you that tiny bit of hope and motivation to give life another go?

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Edwin Dishforth - Mon, 09 Oct 2017 18:06:45 EST ID:F6BBbLXR No.519274 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hey, all you people that tryin' to sleep
I'm out to make it with my midnight creep, yeah
'cause I'm a back door man, the men don't know
But the little girls understand, alright, yeah...

You men eat your dinner, eat your pork and beans
I eat more chicken, than any man ever seen, yeah, yeah
I'm a back door man, wha... the men don't know
But the little girl understand.
Graham Worthingbanks - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 05:52:46 EST ID:GHzh7vt/ No.519281 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I guess that's what I'm doing right now. Just don't feel much like eating. I mean, I could eat, but I don't want to. It feels like work to eat.

I've never heard of fasting as a way to fix depression. I don't feel any less depressed, having barely eaten anything today. I had a small apple. And a few bites of spaghetti. I'm hungry and apathetic.

I guess I figure it can't hurt. I don't want to eat anyway. When does it kick in? Do I gotta go full Ramadan?
Isabella Gerryshit - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 13:52:00 EST ID:Ikm6SAhz No.519289 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For me, it has a lot to do with reaching for old passions, rediscovering things that have always been there. Do you think your depression could be clinical? In that case, possibly only medication could help.
Priscilla Billingway - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 19:23:13 EST ID:I86EzXz2 No.519296 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Hello, Handsome!

Jack Sellerwill - Fri, 13 Oct 2017 05:51:49 EST ID:SBvY4G5M No.519360 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I remember feeling a burst of blind motivation after finishing "boys on the run." It dissipated quickly though.

Awkward breakup stories -- repost from /b/ by Nigel Debblechot - Sat, 07 Oct 2017 17:00:54 EST ID:5h0RvnJY No.519227 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So this summer I met a Korean girl when I was backpacking in Vietnam (she's 31, I'm 22). We spent a week together and had a lot of fun, but I could kinda tell that this arrangement wasn't going to work long term. Obviously I didn't tell her that at the time.

Afterwards, she kept pestering me to fly to Alaska with her when she had a week off. I live close by so I thought sure, whatever it'll be fun. That was all of this week. We went to see the Auroras, kayaking etc.

My original plan was to tell her a week after I'm back or so that maybe we should just be friends, but she was being kinda bitchy the night before, and I wasn't really wanting to put up with it, so I told her then we should break up.

She totally shut down. Went from speaking almost fluent English to nothing in an instant. She didn't even want to take the smoked salmon I bought her as a souvenir. Anyway, since we got to the airport I figured she doesn't want to have anything to do with me, so I left to go to the gate. She just messaged me
"Did you leave me alone?"
"Ok. Thank you for giving me the worst vacation."

Inb4 I fucked up
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William Budgelock - Sun, 08 Oct 2017 07:57:07 EST ID:JitS66ql No.519237 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You hurt her feelings. But she probably didn't really mean that it was the worst vacation ever big dog. Is that what you were worried about?

You were being honest though so it's not even a bad thing. It's just life.
Matilda Pezzlestune - Mon, 09 Oct 2017 02:04:39 EST ID:/SOdGi2D No.519261 Ignore Report Quick Reply
thats a sad story OP. poor girl. why did you think it wouldnt work?
John Nobbleshit - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 10:53:04 EST ID:3qSLtzLv No.519287 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP made an Asian girl sad!


ARGH monster
Phineas Druddlecocke - Tue, 10 Oct 2017 18:04:36 EST ID:h/1sxUpj No.519295 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fucking amateur hour stuff. I made one turn to counseling, benzos and then the Lord, in that order.
Get on my level, OP.
Hamilton Brogglelock - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 21:28:28 EST ID:4I/hIj3s No.519353 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I was backpacking and got involved with a girl
>two weeks later I told her I didn't want to be her bf
>what do

I don't know, just continue living? Jesus Christ there's people in here with serious problems, breaking up with a female is not a serious issue. And i'm saying this because I love you OP, you had a great time, be glad that you did. Now get the fuck out of here, some of us haven't had sex in years

Only thing about ex I miss and dislike thinking about is sex by Simon Trotstone - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 17:18:25 EST ID:KGNn4P0B No.519196 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am emotionally over her, but the physical sex was by far the best and only good part of the relationship.

I dislike the idea of her being physical with someone else, but that is just my dick talking and I know it.

I have narrowed it down to only that, but I cant seem to shake it.

I feel the need to take her back just so I can be the only one to physically dominate her.
Jack Gannerson - Wed, 04 Oct 2017 20:29:48 EST ID:DlJv0rWW No.519197 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Hamilton Brogglelock - Thu, 12 Oct 2017 21:26:23 EST ID:4I/hIj3s No.519352 Ignore Report Quick Reply
find someone else to be thinking about

If she's out of your life and you can't fuck her anymore, thinking about it will not help. What you need is to be obsessed about fucking someone else.

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