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Another monster in limbo by John Blubblemidge - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 04:34:31 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.521002 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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OK well I'm not OP, but I have a serious issue. I can stop going against the grain and soothe myself, tell everything is gonna be fine and say "hey look, this is available to you and that's a possibility I could quite easily flesh out into reality etc", but If I look at what I really want instead of the mediocre possibilities that I believe are immediately available to me I am torn apart.

So I can simply look away from my dream life and focus on what I have, tell myself that it's step by step, that mediocrity is ok and it's better to avoid pain, but at the end of the day I'd be half empty anyway cause mediocrity leeds to exactly that - more mediocrity (dudeism)... Or I can burn my eyes out looking at what I would really like which I think is hardly possible and maybe even already passed me by. But feeling possibly more real, more myself at some level maybe even more optimistic although at surface I would actually be going to dark places instead of soothing myself and making myself feel better. I mean It's much easier for me to feel deep sadness and depression regarding my dreams in life rather enthusiasm and excitement which I have tried and it brought me some distance but it's like a mile out of 10,000 and I cannot really do it without getting frustrated, because I've tried for so long and barely progressed.

How about that crossroads I got myself into, how do I proceed /qq/? Focus on feeling better and looking for something more immediate to soothe myself, or shine the light on my inadequacies by looking at my dream and grieving. I mean I know feeling better is better, but I also have a feeling that by focusing on my true desires even if negatively (which can be just a phase right now) is actually more likely to help me create that reality rather than avoiding it for the sake of better emotion and yet negativity leads to more negativity, positivity to more positivity... Dunno this is pretty bad I've tried all those options for a while but the negative one led me close to death and I got scurred and ran straight to mommy and soothed myself back to mediocrity and I'm ok now, but soon enough I feel the craving for more again and am faced with my disbelief o…
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Fucking Chungerfoot - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 09:51:43 EST ID:Wb85zBYx No.521013 Ignore Report Quick Reply
For one I would communicate in concrete terms rather than entirely in metaphor. Metaphors work well if people possess any context with which to ground them but otherwise they become vague.

The truth is that what is the right and wrong thing to do often varies with the details.
Sidney Billingson - Mon, 01 Jan 2018 16:03:19 EST ID:B/1t3ZFg No.521052 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I mean most of this quite literally, if you refer the burning eyes one I meant that I can look straight into the problem and thus feel pain, but at the same time it would allow me to get more in touch with the depth that I want to feel in my reality and by depth I mean realness, visceralness, intensity.
Eliza Tootspear - Mon, 01 Jan 2018 17:59:31 EST ID:h/1sxUpj No.521055 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>OK well I'm not OP

B-but you made the original post?
Nathaniel Hirringstock - Mon, 01 Jan 2018 19:45:38 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.521063 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Commit motherfucker. Do it faggot.
Frederick Sonderwill - Tue, 02 Jan 2018 12:57:25 EST ID:Wb85zBYx No.521086 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Okay, so if you're planning on walking 10000 miles the key is to set realistic daily goals, if you're fit you can do 30 miles per day if it's by road, don't through fields, not only is that rice/wheat someone's crop but it's harder and it's probably not worth it even if it's a shortcut. Also if things pass you by they won't be in your vision for long most of the time. If you're on a road you should focus on the traffic.

However that will murder your feet so get good shoes. If you got a bike this would be more leisurely though. Make sure you have ways of dealing with punctures and a phone you can use. 10000 miles takes months or years to cover. Also you must be going from one end of a supercontinent to another through several seasons so ensure you have appropriate clothes and probably money to replace your shoes a few times (with stops to do so planned out). Ensure you can converse with the locals on every stop. Also reality is a model in your head and how high above the sea you are doesn't affect it. I wouldn't walk at night, a lot of us find darkness soothing but you can't see what you're doing and may fall over something or down a ditch or something and no one will be around.

If you can't pass a crossroads then you're fucked though. You should have a map and know the destinations along the way so you could read the signs there.

Probably works for your metaphor word salad though too (though it probably doesn't cover all the points I think you might be alluding to)

Nagging nag by Sidney Sessleledging - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 21:57:28 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.521031 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>mother nags me about something I was already planning on doing
>instantly feel disinclined to do it

How the fuck do I get through this shit? My mother nags me constantly and every time she does it it pisses me off and makes me not want to do the things I already want to do so I end up not doing them. I need to do the things I want to do man. Someone help me out with this shit.

>inb4 move out

I'm trying to move out in a few days tops, but my mother keeps nagging me about my preparations and it's taking much longer than it should.
John Worthingville - Mon, 01 Jan 2018 14:43:19 EST ID:eLRQSL1/ No.521050 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just have patience or learn to bite your tongue. Honestly in a couple of years this would seem to be such an insignificant problem that you're just gonna laugh at how angry you were about your mom nagging.

Learn to ignore criticism, you will encounter this through your entire life. It's not only your mom who's got a negative vibe, probably 40% of the people you'll encounter will be like "you're doing it wrong, you stupid!"

I'm being gangstalked by Simon Worthingstone - Thu, 28 Dec 2017 06:58:56 EST ID:17ilvMIB No.520885 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Good morning, how are you?

Well to be a long story short, what happened was, basically my cameras house. My house is filled, every room, with microscopic cameras, and also these cameras are fitted on by body, on my face in particular, so that my face is under constant scrutiny by parasites. These microscopic cameras, fitted on my while I was in a severely drugged state by bastards in an alley, employ a wide angle lens to see me. Anyway they make use of this as weaponised, as by the way, they stare constantly, and these are hateful demons, possessed by a singular purpose to destroy, derail, trying to derail my post as I'm typing, words processing. They follow me around in an attempt to harass, and gaslight me, tricking me at every turn and in a wakened "weakened" understanding state release toxic. Buy really I feel my bones, and I feel them in it, and I must try to resist, but also listen, basically a sacrifice ,that's right, sacrifice, in order to long persist. Other than that. Goodbye
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Hugh Dendlebadge - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 08:25:25 EST ID:4nP2tX/i No.521008 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Uhhh...I would do that, but they breathe sickly green disease..
John Blubblemidge - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 09:11:46 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.521010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Beautiful OP. All I can add is that your higher self - the world you live "in" only gives you challenges that it knows you are great enough to face, so know that this is what you came here for and there is no way to lose, cause taking up the challenge is a victory already. The process which is happening right now is the whole point of your existence, so stay in the present knowing that and savor it, cause believe it or not, that's what you really want - the exact situation you find yourself in, because the journey is the destination. You don't have to do anything other than know that what is happening is the whole point and it's enough and knowing that you WILL make the best of the present. I salute you for rising up to this challenge you glorious, you.
Wesley Billingwater - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 11:31:16 EST ID:pzLBhqRz No.521019 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Even if the world I live "in" is actively trying to cut off that connection with the higher self, that which enables me to do things. I feel at time like that scientist must have felt, the one that went on radio warning of the possibility of inventing something bad that would make a bad situation worse, then someone listening to the broadcast somewhere thought, "great idea, let's do it," but the intentions were opposite.

Like I get what you're saying, but like being able to escape an elephant with my hands and legs bound in chains.
John Blubblemidge - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 13:12:01 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.521021 Ignore Report Quick Reply
what i meant is that your higher self IS your environment. It's an aspect of yourself and as yourself helps you get what you want it's just that the higher self sits on a mountain and gives you the right thing but you from the valley have to trust that it's always right, whatever it may be. You can acknowledge something is according to your preferance or not, but if you insist that it must be one way or another you are fighting yourself and that causes resistance. Heroes have challenges, but it doesn't mean they cannot accept them gracefully and have fun along the way as well. What i am saying is trust the way things are because that's the design and the purpose and let you higher self guide you from the mountain top to have the most fun and grace in this journey.
Caroline Blackfield - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 14:20:58 EST ID:TaHn706/ No.521023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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just like beggar's canyon back home!

Fuck by Henry Pittstone - Thu, 19 Oct 2017 03:38:59 EST ID:KGNn4P0B No.519504 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ill keep it short
>planning on marrying this girl
>girl does shit to me, lies and betrayal
>forgive her, but I am hurt by and need space
>every day she is near me will project her self-hatred and regret for hurting me all over the place
>break up with her
>6 months later make friends with a girl
>start dating
>3 months into the relationship, literally cannot stop thinking about my ex
>I dont know if I want her back, Miss her, I dont know
>about her
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Slowbroable - Fri, 20 Oct 2017 19:04:05 EST ID:eXnMCmqd No.519538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're just being human, you went from engaged, betrayed, single to in a relationship in a year. It's okay and perfectly normal to feel dizzy, I still have moments where I check the IG of a girl that broke my heart couple of times a week, but bam, suddenly that's over and I won't think about her for a year.

The human mind is an unruly monkey, sometimes you just gotta accept that it's a bit apeshit and try your best to get over it.
Martha Crammerridge - Sat, 21 Oct 2017 18:39:19 EST ID:KGNn4P0B No.519554 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I left my ex because she was suffering. Not because I was unhappy. I loved her so hard, that I wanted her to stop hating herself and forgive herself, and she couldnt do that if she was dating me,

I let her go because I loved her.

Now, I see that my selfless decisionwas good, but I want to be selfish and have her back. So bad. Ive told my gf this. She just wants me happy and to figure out what I want.
Nell Blackfield - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 07:32:04 EST ID:I6xg+k8D No.521007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Look, basically same and uh... fuck that noise man.
I realized the same process of falling in love, the moments that you realize it's them you want to share something with is exactly how you move through the end process.
All I know is I have no idea how you were dating that quickly. i feel like dying if someone even hugs me.
My ex included.
I basically optimized my life for being well fed + watered, shelter and food.
Fuck dating, perfect something other then breeder stats.
John Blubblemidge - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 09:25:50 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.521011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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have you considered that your unconditional love (assuming you are capable of that and have forgiven fully) could actually be more healing for your ex than getting away from her? Unconditional love is always healing, but the unconditioned has to include not needing her to change, not even wanting or expecting it, just love her and show you accept her for the sake of who you define yourself to be. She may still victimize herself, but she might as well start picking up your acceptance of her the way she is and start accepting herself.
Clara Blatherham - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 09:48:41 EST ID:AOtWvoxi No.521012 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I'm with this guy. I've been bouncing between relationships my whole life. Don't know why. At this point I don't want to be with anyone, just worried about what's in my pocket.

Fuck bitches get money.

Help with a schizophrenic friend by Nigel Mullermot - Thu, 28 Dec 2017 12:27:46 EST ID:VlXGR1pf No.520895 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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A friend that I've known for years now has recently been sectioned due to a confirmed diagnosis of Schizophrenia and cannabis induced psychosis.

This was the first I had heard from him in about a year. The last time I saw him he was laughing to himself constantly and being incredibly hard to understand.

His mother (who I got in touch with recently) told me that he was not sleeping most days, he'd be smoking weed almost every day and he would talk to himself often.

This has become an issue since he had gone to University. When he went he cut himself off from all of his friends and none of us have any idea what had happened to him since.

He has taken acid 3 (known) times as well as many other drugs since I've know him. I strongly suspect that his diagnosis is drug influenced as he took an awful lot.

The problem I have is that he is refusing help and refusing to accept the diagnosis. This is normal in people with schizophrenia however I have no idea how to guide him out of it.

He plans on going to a rave on new years eve (which I have turned down) and taking acid with another drug-fiend friend of his. I've warned his mum to this and she's spoken to the hospital to try and either talk him out of it or take him back in. For his own sake it needed to be done really.

I also find it incredibly hard to talk to him. You'd have a normal conversation with him and he claims to be happy (which I can believe as schizophrenia is not a depressive disorder) however he will divert the conversation completely sideways and start talking about numbers and equations.
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Frederick Tillingfoot - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 11:55:20 EST ID:Oc0QiVvJ No.520965 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>It was utterly heart-breaking for everyone as so many people were fighting to help him and keep him alive
Oh cry more, idiot. He's free from the bullshit that drove him crazy, of which you were probably a part.
Oliver Wapperlot - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 12:35:48 EST ID:VlXGR1pf No.520969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Of which you were probably part

And you know this how?
Frederick Tillingfoot - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 12:46:04 EST ID:Oc0QiVvJ No.520970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
His fixation on emotionally manipulating his "friend" in order to achieve his own desired outcome. His rhetoric about how beneficial mainstream psychiatry is.
Eliza Hecklemutch - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 20:46:50 EST ID:ZMDYtLUz No.520989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Anti-psychers are all fucked up in the head. No empathy at all. It's because of prolonged anhedonia: it makes you into an asshole conspiratard obsessed with his own hot air.

Prolonged depression will do this to anyone. Not able to experience pleasure anymore = a lifetime on *chans trying desperately to convince the proles about how sheep they are.
Shitting Dubblelurk - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 07:02:26 EST ID:VlXGR1pf No.521005 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're not making any sense.
Neither are you.

You both should probably get yourselves checked out.

Feel like im losing my mind slowly in a cliche way by Eliza Honeyhood - Fri, 29 Dec 2017 14:39:37 EST ID:YIFwAWat No.520932 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I take a shower and i feel more comfortable and less tired from a sleepless night, but at the same time i feel more dirty. Its time to go to work and a bunch of ravens are chilling outside my door. Now im sure i have cancer and will die soon. Im going to buy cigarettes on my way to work, i feel uncomfortable because there are children in the shop and i dont feel like someone that should be around kids. The store lady is nice but this shop is strange, they are only nice until the transaction is finished, after that you couldn't leave a second too soon. I feel bad about this but then some old lady opens the door for me. I feel nice, i take a break from walking because i dont want to show up early and so i check the news. Apparently a serial killer is most likely at it again and the cops say they have never
seen such brutality against a family of two women and two kids. I continue my way but feel as though i gave the guy behind me the impression that i was trying to escape him. At work nobody had showed up so i just sit there in a dark corner until i go looking for them. I meet someone for a second and for a good 40 minutes im wondering if it was my former boss or not. I take a elevator and wow, why do i look so fucking good? Holly shit. I think im getting some serious feelings for my coworker, she is so nice and hot. I go home and wow what is this, thoughts of violence that wear me down and make me feel sick, but even though im probably going to die soon, it doesn't matter ill just get reincarnated. Im sure of it. But im a little bit afraid of hell.
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Caroline Blatherspear - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 23:23:04 EST ID:YIFwAWat No.520998 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Fucking gold man, im gonna pirate that movie right now. Thanks a lot, im going to remember the shit out of that. Im just going to put it all behind me, these two days never happened it was a fluke.
Fucking Gollerbug - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 00:06:56 EST ID:cG0vV5OZ No.520999 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Mel Brooks is a master.

It's just the weather, man. We're all feelin' it. You're not a monster. Just a good soldier. :)

Fucking Gollerbug - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 01:22:40 EST ID:cG0vV5OZ No.521000 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>i have cancer and will die soon.
>im a little bit afraid of hell.

Fucking Gollerbug - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 03:23:01 EST ID:cG0vV5OZ No.521001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Fucking Gollerbug - Sun, 31 Dec 2017 05:48:24 EST ID:cG0vV5OZ No.521004 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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help by Doris Nendleway - Thu, 28 Dec 2017 19:48:25 EST ID:oOQyCzbT No.520908 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>My roommate
>thinks hes gonna be a senator one day off of pol sci bachelors with no money
>Twitter sadboy
>tweets about killing himself
>being suicidal is a pretentious fashion to him
>extremely entitled
>Makes me shovel when I have pnemonia and bronchitis and cant go to work because he had a sad emo day at work and got a busy 5 customers at once at his fast food job

>Other friend
>gets fucked in ass by wife
>thinks everything relates to film noire and film theory
>Thinks star wars and bladerunner are the pinnacle of society
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Molly Blundlehood - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 13:59:47 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.520973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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reflection yada yada
Cornelius Femmerville - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 15:50:19 EST ID:Ed3TCSse No.520977 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Man, at the end of 40 hours of hard fucking labor you're lucky if you can fucking think straight. That whole trope is fucking bullshit.
Polly Dibberworth - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 18:13:29 EST ID:2cRqUGEL No.520983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yeah this. I'll chime in again.

My pizza delivery job...unsurprisingly it sucked. I would be working shitty hours, I could finish at 5am, often finishing at about 2am, and I would literally not ever get a break. It was Domino's, so it wasn't like some dodgy dealing going on. I checked in all the other local stores and literally nowhere in the area gave breaks to people due to some bullshit they get around.

That job was so physically and mentally demanding it was unbelievable. idk if anyone has ever driven for 8+ hours at once, but to keep concentration for that long is exhausting. That and getting in and out of the car 40x a night ruined my back to the point where I've been in constant pain for about 2 years (and left the job just under a year ago).

It was a 0 hour contract, so some months I'd be doing a 60 hour week, others 25 (yet I'd still be working 6 days a week no matter what) so my pay was completely all over the place. The rota would be put up on the Sunday, literally one day in advance, meaning I could never plan for anything. Could never budget for anything.

At the end of the day I would be so tired. I was in the cycle of work>sleep>work and because I started late in the day most days, On the days off I did have, I'd be waking up at 2-3pm because my sleep cycle was fucked and that was my usual waking time. At that time of day, you can barely sort anything out. every phone line is swamped, it's literally impossible to get a GP appointment because you have to ring mornings, and before you've even got out of bed you feel like the entire day is wasted. I'd also wake up perpetually exhausted because of the work you did and because of that I'd feel so unmotivated for doing anything.

That job had no forward progression. Because of tips, drivers would sometimes get more than the assistant managers anyway. Sideways in regards to other driving jobs, but I was born the year after the UK changed the law meaning I could only drive short-wheel based vans and smaller without an extra license (which will cost your own money and time which I had none of). Any job that uses your own vehicle will almost definitely be minimum wage and most …
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Albert Brucklekere - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 18:34:58 EST ID:pEnCA1MP No.520986 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>40 hours
If you actually worked a job involving labor you would think of that as a short week.
Fucking Chungerfoot - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 19:50:39 EST ID:Wb85zBYx No.520987 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There's a difference between grunt work and slavery.

Those jobs are a trap. In short I don't know why anyone would do them, but not everyone thinks like me. In short though jobs like that are traps. They are not going to give you skills that even help you do a job that leads somewhere and they don't leave enough energy or stability to improve yourself. As a rule of thumb though "self employed" but not really and "zero hours" are huge flashing red flags with sirens attached and police cordons with dozens of armed police yelling "don't cross this line or I will shoot you because that's better than what happens if you cross this line". I mean maybe they aren't but they always looked like it to me and I don't know a lot of people who've said otherwise. Don't join a temp agency unless they can offer really long term/indefinite placements. Those are the ones where eventually you might apply for the job you're filling, but allow you enough time to shop around.

What is good grunt work then? Call centres. I've never known anyone fail to get a job at one. They come with bullshit but some will give you chances to push your limits and they're all better than this shit. They're a good place to get the experience you need for an actual entry level job (and to be good at it, if you actually want to go beyond it you need to be good enough to own that job to the point your managers are trying to get you promoted). I've known people start in retail and other customer service but a lot of that is zero hours so you have to be careful. Bank teller work isn't too bad either, it's cash handling so it's a high degree of responsibility and that always looks good.

Apprentice schemes are hit and miss. Sometimes it's just a way to pay someone less to do a job you'd pay someone else full wages for, others are actually good. I know one or two people where I work whose lives were turned around by those opportunities but you can also end up being a 6 month "apprentice" for a job that takes 2 weeks to get up to speed on.

Need some advice by Martin Mellerway - Thu, 28 Dec 2017 23:05:22 EST ID:hlZEHdKh No.520915 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So, to keep things short as possible.
>Friend meets girl and starts dating
>Girl is my middle school, High school, adult hood crush
>Things proceed well, all three of us get along
>Girl gets drunk, puts hand down my pants and admits deep attraction to me.
>I calmly reject (oh fucking God did I want to though).
>Things go normal for awhile
>Leaving for school
>She says we should hang out before I leave, even just us.
>I kinda freak and casually include her boyfriend (my friend)
>Girl is my white rhino
>Really conflicted on what to do 300miles away

Basically, we game together. And it's obvious she was kind of setting something up with me. She laughs at every horrible joke I make that night. I KNOW something would have happened.
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Graham Brimmlebanks - Thu, 28 Dec 2017 23:46:06 EST ID:1/0uv5Dp No.520917 Ignore Report Quick Reply
do What you’ve gotta do but it will definitely ruin your friendship and will be incredibly stressful on your mind.

Whatever feels best in the long run I say
Molly Blundlehood - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 09:58:19 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.520962 Ignore Report Quick Reply
LoL op how you cannot see the obvious path to closure bamboozles me, nevertheless I;ll spell it out for you.

Talk to your friend about it and if he;s all possessive and egoic about it then he;s maybe not that big of a friend anyway and if you love him unconditionally in spite of him possibly being a dick about it, you could still interact romantically with this girl with clear conscience cause you ain't hiding anything from any party, you are just a straight up unapologetic lover. If he happens to hate you for that you as a good friend can simply respect his wish not to cocreate with you anymore.
Frederick Tillingfoot - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 12:21:48 EST ID:Oc0QiVvJ No.520968 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Betray her, your friend and yourself by telling him about it. It would be funny.
Cedric Baffinghuck - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 17:49:30 EST ID:5X5ohKx0 No.520981 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The key phrase is 300 miles away. Soon you will be able to avoid seeing her for long amounts of time. Your attraction to an off limits woman has crippled your emotional and sexual development and you should be toasting the back of her head. She will fade away from your mind with time if you go and live your life.

There's this thing called other woman and it's important that you seriously pursue and get involved with other woman. Why? You have puppy love with the one girl that paid you attention. It's an intense feeling but you know it's wrong. It's immature. You need to kill the dynamic and try to experience other relationships. You'll probably wonder what you were doing for years in hindsight.

I don't think you have the balls for anything else mate. It's not in you. If it was you would have fucked her.

Teacher buying paint by Helfins - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 09:46:43 EST ID:XE2xIvAv No.520960 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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It doesn't make sense. One of my teachers at school, a teacher of English, wears a grey suit, buying paint. Buying red and yellow paint. At a hardware shop. I just don't get it. He's a teacher. A schoolteacher. I saw him buying paint. What am I supposed to do now? I just can't do it.
Helfins - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 10:04:55 EST ID:XE2xIvAv No.520963 Ignore Report Quick Reply

It doesn't make any sense..

It doesn't many any god damn sense!
Graham Pollystore - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 12:01:19 EST ID:V6RRa/Gu No.520966 Ignore Report Quick Reply
He's going to paint Hulk Hogan. Offer to give him a hand when you see him next, I'm sure he'll appreciate it.

I need to create an EMP to knock out electronic equipment by Doris Cloblingwut - Fri, 29 Dec 2017 09:40:54 EST ID:BgpdKmDo No.520924 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Is there a quick and easy way of doing this. Is there some sort of cream I can make to rub on myself to create an EMP field? I need simple techniques that don't require me going out to get things or really doing anything at all.
Shitting Brinningdock - Fri, 29 Dec 2017 16:47:38 EST ID:irYaPPec No.520938 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Charles Navingdun - Fri, 29 Dec 2017 16:57:04 EST ID:mf6n8u6n No.520939 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>don't require me going out to get things
I'll deliver you some tinfoil via drone brother - hit me up on darknet
Walter Duvingwid - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 05:12:19 EST ID:XE2xIvAv No.520955 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Will that actually work?
Polly Fungerville - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 08:24:04 EST ID:3Poyt1V8 No.520956 Ignore Report Quick Reply


ed sexual fetish and a big mess by Augustus Cleshhall - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 01:59:48 EST ID:+eu7fILs No.520952 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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guys i have a weird fetish that never happens on anything but speed and im perscribed it and its hard to stop it and cancel it

i have this weird fetish which started years ago i was with this girl and i got SUPER fucking horny sending her nudes out like i didnt want to but something about the taboo fucking turns me on

i realized its been fucking forever and i still do it. I never do it normally but whenever I take speed it fucking turns me on so bad i can't stop it. like something about amateur tits i don't know i just look up amateur tits and nude self shots and shit for hours and i pretend to be my ex gf online and send her nudes to people and i jack off like 5 times in a row and ive even done it with other girls that have sent me nudes online and shit

i want this to stop. i havent gotten laid much since but i really think i cant function sexually anymore. I mean i get super hard alone but i think i only get off to my hand now because its really hard for me to get hard with girls because of nerves and other shit like i never know when to be ready like ill be kissing and get a boner and think "no too early stop it" then after i stop my boner theyll want to have sex and i have to try and do it again or ill be not hard and then the girl will want sex and they dont do any foreplay and they just kinda lay down with their vag out and im shit "shit shit shit get hard shit"

one time i was sleeping with a really hot ex and we started making out and i felt my dick getting hard faster than it ever has and i thought no she said no sex so i made myself stop being hard and then she wanted sex and she was rubbing my dick and i was like almost exploding in her hand the whole time and then we were having sex for 10 mins and i almost blew so i stopped and i slowed down and i heard my parents and my cat was staring at me and i lost my boner and she fucking LEFT so fast and hated me after

i went months without doing this and felt good and then i relapsed today and did my drugs and the same shit happened i did my weird fetish shit and fapped like 5 times
Shit Winningbanks - Sat, 30 Dec 2017 04:28:28 EST ID:Wb85zBYx No.520953 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Your ED is psychological. Your dick clearly works but you get anxiety over it. What's stopping your dick working is in your head. Because you're stressed by it you overly panic and can't keep it up. I know when I first had sex I had problems with this sort of thing and I had to both relax with someone who I could trust to be okay with it and also I found out what situations made it worse. I had the fortune of fucking a really nice girl and she helped me get through it by just saying it was okay and she knew I'd get there eventually but not to worry. The first time my dick let me down I went home and cried because I felt like so pathetic but this is a demon I slew with the help of the right girl. It will be harder to do without that support but you can still do it. It'll just be harder work.

Meth/speed whatever makes people a lot more deviant, as far as dirty meth sex goes while you should not be sharing these nudes because they were probably sent in faith, it's the mildest fetish I have ever heard of on meth binges.Usually it's shit eating transexual porn or something.

h e l p m e by Lydia Barddale - Sun, 24 Dec 2017 11:08:54 EST ID:nHX5AAOR No.520814 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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If you try to get away from a narc, they're such control freaks that they'll manipulate people (enablers) into helping force them into your life. It's like they enjoy knowing they have that control, they like knowing they're in your life and you can't get away from them and have to work around their decisions. The one I know has this weird thing with pushing people's boundaries and will actively look for a reaction so they have an opportunity to gaslight and play victim. In any scenario, out of a billion reasonable options, they'll choose the weird one that affects/involves you so they can get you to participate with their game and their rules. They get off on needlessly inserting themselves into their target's life in a way that draws all of the attention to them. Everything revolves around them.

In my case, if I bring up a problem to people who double as their enablers and try to balance the problem out so that whatever weird thing the narc wants to do actually works for both of us (and not just for them...), then it's me who's trying to control the narcissist and me who's causing a problem. The enablers tell me to just ignore them when that's all I do. I literally have to put up with it by never mentioning the problem at all to anyone or else I'm just causing trouble, so in other words the narcissist has free reign. It's pretty awful to feel completely voiceless and have everything turned round on you while that person is being protected and gets to continue imposing their mental condition on you. I'm not allowed boundaries and it's super creepy to slowly realise this is how I'm being treated by family that abused me growing up when I was powerless and is still compliant to my abuse now I'm older. They've said they think this person is a narcissist themselves and yet will always protect them over me. It's just insane, I feel stuck.
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Frederick Dungerhall - Sun, 24 Dec 2017 13:15:59 EST ID:teicrZ7B No.520816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Because the wording is vague af. I don't want to get into personal detail so it is what it is.
Betsy Dorrywell - Sun, 24 Dec 2017 14:20:22 EST ID:8E4SW0cF No.520817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm a bit unsure that this is really what's happening OP. But I'll give you the benefit of the doubt.

It's common among people faced by problems to bury their head in the sand and hope they'll go away. They enable bad people because they think in time it'll blow over. But it only gets worse. It's a lesson they need to learn the hard way, because I sure as hell did. I let a couple of people like that go and one of them basically waiting until I was at rock bottom and gave me a shove. I left that entire friends group and started over and have finally started to make a life worth living. This wasn't a "narc" she was just BPD and willing to sacrifice everything for control.

Anyway what I'm saying is maybe you just need to make a new life separate from these people. Don't be hostile, don't cut them out entirely. Just make a new life and give it priority over the old one.

There's not much we can do OP. You've got to do it. good luck.
Henry Brevingway - Wed, 27 Dec 2017 21:53:25 EST ID:ZMDYtLUz No.520876 Ignore Report Quick Reply
BPD/NPD/HPD and psychopathy/ASPD are all sides of the same die. It's not called the dramatic cluster for peanuts. They all root in very similar regions of the brain, and tend to blend together with each other at the edges.

You can squabble over the exact labels but the truth is they're all shitty to deal with, and most of the time rehabilitation doesn't happen because they end up in prison, reinforcing the deleterious traits. The ones that aren't in prison are the 'functional' ones, and dollars to doughnuts says they'll never maintain a social circle thanks to the very traits that put you off.

Beware the attention whore. They are dangerous people inside.
David Crupperfoot - Thu, 28 Dec 2017 02:42:11 EST ID:3fArcjVU No.520881 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So it's a bit weird. But I live with a BPD Cluster B traits. ND I'd like to provide some insight to what may be going on inside the others mind. Without knowing all the details, I'll make an assumption based on problems I have caused in the past.

So my issues would only present themselves around any person that held significance in my life. Whether it be a crush, or my best friend. I used to find any reason I could to be around them, and when I was, I acted without boundaries (emotionally, not physically). It sort of stemmed from the knowing that they will eventually hate me. And when I felt the separation, I'd fucking PANIC. "I can't die alone, I don't want to die alone!"
I've been abandoned and neglected at a young age. And I'd use attention seeking behavior as both a way to cope, and to feel... Well, like I wouldn't die alone if I was at the center of everyone's lives.

I'd do thinks like spout off about my trauma in morning detail. Take large, SERIOUS risks. And buy everyone gifts, and give away my money.

When someone cuts me out, finally having enough of me only talking about me. I would do anything I could to be a part of their lives (I even took a job where my ex-gf worked so she had no choice but to be in my life some way).

I'm lucky that I had a moment there that just violently shook me awake. She memorized my plate number, and would pay larger co-workers to fuck my car up, and eventually me. Rightfully so I suppose.

But I simply COULD NOT BELIEVE she wasn't in love with me anymore, and once it sunk in... FUCK!!!

I had what seemed like a non stop panic attack for hours. I eventually went manic and said, FINE, EVERYONE FUCKING HATE ME, IM OFF THE GRID LIME ALL OF YOU WANT!!!
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Oliver Brannerhood - Thu, 28 Dec 2017 10:08:07 EST ID:i8/Zc7l6 No.520892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Cut toxic people out of your life. If they take others with them then that's just the collateral damage you have to suffer. There are always new people.

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