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my subconscious is fucking with me by Matilda Grimwell - Thu, 25 Oct 2018 11:21:23 EST ID:wEAjSvOo No.527426 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I keep having dreams about trying to get back together with my ex (who I haven't seen in 6 years) and if the dreams aren't about her they're about overcoming the obstacles I'd need to in order to simply get back in touch with her. I have no idea what's going on in her life but I don't think I can actually go backwards. The dreams are getting increasingly realistic and convincing. I think my subconscious is trying to talk me into harassing this person who most likely doesn't want anything to do with me. I don't know what to do or who to talk to about this.
Simon Gillerdare - Thu, 25 Oct 2018 18:17:06 EST ID:s7p5agl5 No.527438 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dreams reflect what's on your mind. If you keep thinking about them you'll dream the same dreams. Don't read too much into this.

I used to dream I was back at school a lot never knew where I had to be and was worried I'd fail maths. After a couple of these dreams I woke up and reminded myself I didn't need to go back, I have a degree and a career. The next few dreams I had I'd remember and just leave the building. Then they stopped.

Dreams are not some magic gate to the secrets of your mind. They may not be the same but they are fed by what you think about during the day.

Apathy by Beatrice Gemmlewell - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 20:32:09 EST ID:1s/2RG18 No.527342 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Anybody else just feel empty?
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Archie Lightshit - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 00:00:27 EST ID:DmE7tPmw No.527350 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I like food.
Nicholas Sibblefield - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 09:35:05 EST ID:jeyD+EBD No.527384 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Used to for half of my life. I ended up allowing myself to risk attachment to people. It turned out good but obviously with a side of delicious pain. Pain is glorious though. Much better than feeling empty.
Barnaby Hovingstick - Tue, 23 Oct 2018 22:10:17 EST ID:BvlCEN4D No.527408 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Used to feel like this still do sometimes but what really helps is reading existential books like Nietzsche and Kierkegaard. But don't get me wrong your still going to feel like this sometime
Hugh Blunkinbury - Tue, 23 Oct 2018 22:55:16 EST ID:PMiKxfAC No.527409 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I feel the same way now OP. My heart has turned cold and is hard as stone. After being mentally ill over a decade and trying to get my mind and life right no matter what I did and how hard I tried, I'm too tired. I cant do this shit anymore. I don't know what to do...
Shit Greenstone - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 05:38:49 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.527412 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You posted this on personal issues. Therefore you accept that something is wrong.

Have you ever considered that the reasons behind why you feel empty are simply wrong?

A lot of life is just knee jerk reactions that we then go on to elaborate about at length, in order to skip the part where we question why our knee jerked in the first place. Or if there was even a need for our knee to jerk. Was it justified, correct, suitable, appropriate or even reasonable to jerk our knee?

The more you think about this, the more likely it is that you realise your main reasons why you justify your emptiness are incorrect.

In the pursuit of ultimate truth, we must recognise that we are probably, very wrong about most things. Especially our inclination to consider ourselves right.

Do not trust your immediate self, it is the by product of years of faulty coding and poor maintenance. Instead go into safe mode and begin observing the processes being ran, question their use, question their right to be there, question the validity of the equations being used to add up and value the various variables in your life.

can you even trust any women? by Graham Clenkinwot - Thu, 13 Sep 2018 02:48:19 EST ID:xeQtH2nf No.526656 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've heard of so many girls cheating, my friends who are girls have cheated (most of them I think?), even the ones who don't overtly cheat play all sorts of fucked games. Idk I got dumped like 2 months ago and while the thing wasn't that serious to begin with, I can't get it out of my head that she's out there getting railed lol.

My buddy's girl of 2 1/2 years he found out today was fucking another guy for a year and a half of their relationship and she dumped him. How are there even people capable of that? And why does it feel like that's the fucking norm now? I'm afraid of getting into anything anymore because how the fuck do you trust? It's like they're all scheming ass emotionally driven animals. There's gotta be some good ones out there, right?!

I feel like my whole life I was taught like, okay this is how things are in relationships: monogamy is the norm, most girls are respectable and good to men. Lots of men are shitty, but there's still good dudes or whatever and they can do alright. It's starting to look like it's mostly shitty people out here and there's a couple of us non-shitty people. I do okay attracting girls and getting pussy or whatever but it just feels like love is just an idea that is super fucking rare and somehow made it into the mainstream... But it's not real, is it?
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David Penningwell - Tue, 23 Oct 2018 01:08:31 EST ID:rGErzU24 No.527396 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm not bothered by this. I've done the best I could with the time I had to try and share feelings and information with people for the betterment of everyone. You have a bad attitude and are probably projecting your own short comings onto me.

Buddy nobody really cares if you've had sex or not. Stop fronting.. it's not as cool as you think it is. You've shitted up the board now. How old are you? I can tell you're aggressive, I want to assume you're young and/or privileged. I'm not here to battle you but you need to be checked. It's not my job, but know that it's coming. See you.
David Penningwell - Tue, 23 Oct 2018 01:16:33 EST ID:rGErzU24 No.527397 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I should've noticed this. No, I'm more than happy to admit I'm wrong when I see it that way. Honestly I wanted to use the word "enlightenment" but there is a stigma surrounding that word and by no means do I think that I have some kind of higher-up state of consciousness. I'm not as rotten as I used to be - and that's good enough for me. As of right now you have my attention..

You can't say that a psychopath has no sp

Yeah everybody changes - what would you call growing older and wiser? There's a word that exists to describe that process that is taking place in that situation.
Lastly that's fine, maybe I'm retarded, maybe I've failed to communicate well enough to make sense to you, or hell even anyone at all. I'm not interested in targeting you, anything is OK with me. It's a forum and nobody's got anything on me. I'm happy to have this mind and this body and to me my life has value. I don't lack empathy or understanding. I could chew you up too but I don't want to - that isn't the point, that's not why I decided to post. Go on, live your life. Be well too.
David Penningwell - Tue, 23 Oct 2018 01:18:08 EST ID:rGErzU24 No.527398 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm not sorry about it, but I'll acknowledge that to me it is unfortunate that you weren't able to gain anything from what I wrote. That's the only reason I bothered to post, and it didn't work for you. I hope you can find something that you can understand and benefit from elsewhere, and I'm sure you will.
David Penningwell - Tue, 23 Oct 2018 01:21:30 EST ID:rGErzU24 No.527399 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I forgot to finish that one sentence but it probably didn't matter anyway this time. I'm probably not going to come back to this board. I never post here - this was a one time thing. I can anticipate every negative response you or anyone could contrive and none of them affect me. Some people need a figurative punching bag, maybe one day they wont. See you.
Clara Senninglock - Tue, 23 Oct 2018 05:40:07 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.527401 Ignore Report Quick Reply

My response to you was “good post”.

Strange reply lad. Strange reply.

Money isn't everything by Mike - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 02:26:09 EST ID:w0WIDOXP No.527327 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Well....money is important, but its not everything right? Tell that to my fucking girlfriend.

Last night, it was my friends birthday. So we went over there and started drinking. While the four of us were drunk, all of a sudden came up a topic about money. Now, I work at a company as online customer support. Writing tickets, chats, social media etc..maybe I don't make a TON of money but I make enough to get by, feed my daughter, pay all the bills and from time to time buy my girlfriend something nice. Not too bad but of course, it could always be better. Among us was my friends, boyfriend. He is a self taught programmer that works at a small but expanding company making about 10- 15k a month. The problem I have here is that whenever this topic about money comes up, my girlfriend always tell me "you should apply at his company" "you would make so much more money" because he mentioned that they are looking for people at his job with good English skills (We are in Poland and I am an ex pat) and I would be a perfect fit there and make more money then I already am. The thing is, I like my job that I have. I like the people, the atmosphere and so on and just recently I found out that I have an opportunity in the same company that I am in, doing something different like Marketing and my new salary would be up for negotiation.

When people are drunk they say some dumbass shit, but however dumb or ignorant a person may sound when they are drunk, there is always a bit of truth in what they are saying to you. During this conversation about money, my girlfriend and my friends boyfriend basically kept belittling me (at least that's how I fucking felt) by the dude saying "you make how much? pshhh, I make like four times that amount" and my girlfriend was like "you are never going to make more money in the company you work at" "you are never going to get anywhere" "you should expand your horizons and look for a new job in the meantime"

I kept trying to explain to them my point of view on doing what you like to do as a profession that "if you like what you do, you never have to work a day in your life" they just didn't fucking get it. I…
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James Crebbershit - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 10:59:29 EST ID:TGBxjEDz No.527335 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is the kind of shit you really just need to let go man. They were obviously being obnoxious, and the worst kind of argument you can have with friends and loved ones are those uncompromising kinds, where there are two sides and neither budges either way. Not to say that you should have budged or anything, but it just ends up being like you described: the argument goes on and on and then it just keeps going because it's just both sides stating their view over and over, and consequently they just kept telling you (or you just kept hearing) that you were not doing enough, not earning enough, not progressing enough etc. It's clearly set in and now you resent them both a lot. You have to forgive people for the stupid shit they say and the infuriating ways they can behave, or honestly not even forgive them but just really let that moment disappear, having to suffer those cunty types of indignities is just a part of life and I know that real agonising thought pattern that you're going through the next day, where you're just playing it over and over and getting annoyed all over again.

Just fucking meditate man. Not trying to be a total meme either. I just mean get rid of it, use those basic YouTube CBT steps and at least program the memory to stay out of the front of you brain. Remember also to find comfort/relief from the strength of your convictions. You say that you're doing something you genuinely enjoy and you've clearly articulated your philosophy behind it, great! now you just need to live it and let it put any nagging memories to bed.

Your girlfriend was definitely being a bitch by trying to call you out in front of others. In part it comes from a desire to see you do well, but unfortunately it also comes from the desire we all have to want to show off our partner, she may be more superficial than you, so you might want to take issue with that if it's really something that's going to bother you in the long run. Otherwise let it fade away because it will.
Martha Chongerlotch - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 18:31:55 EST ID:jeyD+EBD No.527340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I dont really know but listening to a polish expat colleague it sounds like most of the poles make dogshit money and have a shitty time.

So I dont know where you are from but maybe you had more money when you were growing up. So you know that it's not important because you had it before. Whereas maybe the poles haven't had much money in their lives and so value it more. Dunno.
Thomas Dartshaw - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 10:33:57 EST ID:WtaXwCzm No.527366 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Take the job, dump her, get promoted over him, fire him, buy a bigger house, get a new Gf, go back to your old job.
Jarvis Shakefield - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 09:02:02 EST ID:Hoq9Mgj2 No.527383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
everyone tends to want the money you have more than you want it yourself, at least that's true in my case. I'm a young man not making a whole hell of a lot but I'm making my way in life and I'm being attacked by all these bills and fees and tolls and tax... wtf??? i dont even care about money the only thing it's good for is buying me food and drugs.
Alice Hecklestirk - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 17:27:20 EST ID:tmsl+b2u No.527390 Ignore Report Quick Reply
is it possible that you will like the new job OP? why stick yourself in a rut? Reminds me of aaron hernandez who never left his "roots" with gangs. you don't have to grow but there's truth in what they say.

Ex emailed me----I'm in a new relationship now by Emma Braffingman - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 01:59:34 EST ID:lqlegVeX No.527326 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ex emailed me----I'm in a new relationship now. Should I reply to her email, or ignore it? I don't want to get back with my ex. My current gf is 100x better than her. But I don't hate my ex, is it wrong to reply to her? I kind of want to just tell her to try the dating site I used since it worked out so well for me. IDK, my instinct says to just delete the email thoughts?
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Emma Braffingman - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 18:12:34 EST ID:lqlegVeX No.527339 Ignore Report Quick Reply

She just asked how I'm doing, said she was thinking about me. For reference, she dumped me a few years ago.
Charles Pittlock - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 00:01:22 EST ID:Pwq0Fy/H No.527351 Ignore Report Quick Reply
She realized you were one the best. Fuck that hoe on the side on the down low and keep it up with your current girl.

Nothing better than beating 2 pussys at once.
Archie Lightshit - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 00:06:40 EST ID:DmE7tPmw No.527353 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My dad talks to ALL of his ex’s.. but not while his gf is there hanging. It’s better that way! Why are you all over analyzing the situation?
Emma Doffingspear - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 02:52:10 EST ID:lqlegVeX No.527359 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I didn't know if talking to an ex is just a "no go" when in a relationship. Maybe I'll ask my gf if she's okay with it and reply if she says so?
Priscilla Worthingshaw - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 04:15:06 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527362 Ignore Report Quick Reply
More likely she's going through a rough patch and wonders if the feelings imbalance is still there so she can get some tide her over sex from someone she knows isn't a completely worthless human being.

Or she may genuinely just want to know. You were a significant part of her life and maybe she just wonders.

You can answer but be cool. Talking to exes isn't a no go, but you need to respect your current partner. Maybe "in passing" just mention your new girl is nice. Continue like your ex is an old friend. If she starts hitting on you and she knows you're seeing someone else in a non open relationship then she's not respecting that person. At that point you should probably tell her to knock it off (pointing her at the dating site maybe) or just stop talking. As far as your current girlfriend goes consider that she probably won't be thrilled your ex is in touch but unless she's unreasonable she should be at least okay if you made it clear you're not available pretty early on. If she finds out another way she'll be more upset and considering you're worried.

You know what. Here's the best solution for the sake of your relationship: Ask your current girlfriend what to do. Tell her what you told us. "You're 100 times better but I don't hate her. I kind of want to point her at the dating site" see what the current one says. This can "go wrong" but only if your current girlfriend isn't all she's cracked up to be.

Relationship shit by Henry Clibblesatch - Mon, 07 May 2018 09:13:56 EST ID:A8o246TI No.523917 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How does one deal with the fact knowing the girlfriend/fiance has sucked other various cocks with the same lips that kiss you, has been dominated by other various men before, has been cummed in her mouth by various other cocks in the past?
This is killing me lol, as funny as it may sound. I will never love her truly and it sucks. To make things worse, she was the one who literally told me about all this stuff in the start of our relationship.
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Priscilla Wabbleman - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 08:38:20 EST ID:jeyD+EBD No.527270 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So you are turning yourself into a turboslut so that you have more dating opportunities? I mean yeah smart plan.

You piss on a girl, and then you're a dark lord all of a sudden. Then nothing can hurt you. Yeah man right on. Hahaha
Nigel Dammlenad - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 19:53:19 EST ID:N8SnPlnn No.527294 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What are the downsides?
Ebenezer Wavingcocke - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 21:17:23 EST ID:asgjCqsC No.527296 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So yeah that guy has to feel like he's in control, which is normal, so he's got this idea that he's a bad guy and using everyone around him. They are they masses and he is above them and fucking them over because he has to. Because he's a monster and that's the only way he can live in this world

Truth is he's just a dude going through some shit and he's done some shitty things but who hasn't?
Charlotte Shakebury - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 22:53:39 EST ID:GiCOfox9 No.527298 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you can get over her sucking dick by you sucking dick
it's not really dirty, tho genitals have funny smells
don't be such an uptight bitch about it
James Crebbershit - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 11:07:49 EST ID:TGBxjEDz No.527337 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Based Walter

I'm a fucking loser. by Frederick Hollerkune - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 10:16:00 EST ID:IhsaKBVd No.527332 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey guys!

It's me again. Some of you might recognize the way I'm writing and what I'm writing about, since I'm back here almost every autumn and winter. Earlier I've been writing about heavy depression, isolation, things like that. This is unsurprisingly in the same vein.

So, I've been moving around a lot. It's usually because when fall arrives, I get crippling depression and have to move back home to my parents, but when spring arrives I want to get my life in order and get something going, you know.

This summer I felt more confident than I've done in years, I moved into my friends house, tried to get a job I wasn't able to land anything despite several good job interviews. So I've been very stressed out about bills and economy, things like that. Recently I've also been to a court case, because I witnessed a murder in the spring, when I (quite unsuccessfully) tried to improve my grades from high school so I could be finished with it. It didn't really phase me then and there, but after re-living events in the trial I got pretty exhausted in a way. This hasn't gone away, and I've started to become increasingly depressed and been contemplating being institutionalized, or moving back home.

The thing is, how much more moving back and forth can I keep doing? It's incredibly expensive to have that as a habit, especially for my parents who usually have to help me out economically through the moving period, it really fucks with my self-esteem to be 23 and still be fucking nowhere in life, also living in my childhood-room doesn't really give me the confidence or incentive to meet girls, and I'm honestly a incredibly lonely person that valuate myself a lot according to how my life in romance is doing, and I haven't had sex in maybe two years now.

On the other side, I don't think I can live here with my friend as I am depressed. He has a career, a kid that's here every now and then, and I know that my mood will affect his mood. This goes both ways luckily, and more often than not we cheer eachother a bit up instead of glooming eachother down. He is very kind, and I know that he would be bummed if I had to go still, also he'd lose income as I pay as a tenant.

Now I've used a lot of time and energy on creating ties with the local psychiatric facility, which is honestly just a little team of psychiatric nurses, so it's also the whole stress about opening up to a brand new team of people and get the local unemployment-office to help me with my psychiatric bills and etc etc.
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Nicholas Bardwater - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 10:35:38 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527333 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well seasonal depression is a thing and can be treated easily. Have you looked into that? Lamps that emit light on bands you just don't get in normal indoors lighting.

However there's also just that life sucks during the short cold days, a lot of friends go out less especially the settled ones. It sounds like your life isn't quite what you want it to be and that's probably bringing you down. I'm not sure you need institutionalising but you do need to learn how to manage your shit and break certain negative thought patterns.

Bottling it up is not a viable long term solution. This is where a counsellor, not someone who will prescribe you drugs, might help. It might be that some CBT plus not suffering light illness will help you not get weighed down under what is day to day misery. The sort that might bring someone down a bit but shouldn't shut them down. Because it's normal and a lot of people feel it. And I wonder if (someone who knows more and can talk to you about it) in part it's another thing you beat yourself up about making you sadder. You can always book the appointment a bit earlier when you're in an upswing not as it starts to end.

I think you should tell your parents some of this. If they understand that you don't like leaning on them, that you really do want to progress and this status quo is something you want to change they might have more patience, respect or give you benefit of the doubt. Don't tell them everything but think about what you can tell them that might help them understand you better. Maybe you should try to stick it out and explain why but have them ping you once a week to confirm things are fine. If you don't respond for too long or say "shits bad" or something or they suspect something is amiss they can visit you but you can try to hang in. But it depends if you think this is a reasonable option. Maybe you need to go once around and make sure you do all the stuff right this time. Maybe the sun lamp will work. If you do need to do it again later you might want your parents on board to remind you when that upswing starts to start taking action THEN.
Frederick Hollerkune - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 11:07:02 EST ID:IhsaKBVd No.527336 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've been wondering if it might be seasonal depression, and I tried to get ahold of such a lamp one or two years ago. I don't remember the specifics, but I couldn't get ahold of one because I needed to have it prescribed or something, or else it was too expensive. Do you know what those lamps are called? Because it's without a doubt a very good idea, and I'm 100% sure that seasonal changes fucks with my brain hardcore. Especially since I live in fucking Scandinavia.
You're completely right in that life isn't going the way I was hoping, and I don't like where I'm at right now. It's just that all of these constant setbacks makes it impossible to get anywhere. It feels pretty impossible at least, I know people in way way way way worse conditions that have pulled themselves up and all that, I'm just seemingly unable to because my mental health is so inconsistent from week to week and month to month. I try not to beat myself up over it, but it's just so hard when you're so envious of everyone else, even tho I know on a cognitive level that everyone is, partly, suffering. Luckily my parents are pretty aware of my mental issues, seeing as they've been taking care of me through months where I couldn't go outside or let alone get up from the couch. I know they care, I just also don't want to make them sad or worried about me, because I really want them to be happy and don't feel like they let me down. Moving back home is way more problematic for me than for them, which is honestly kinda lucky I guess.
This is very sage advice either way, and I appreciate you took the time to help me, I really needed to vent and to just feel like someone heard/read my thoughts made me feel a lot better. :) I really fucking hope I'll be able to manage my shit and pull on my big boys pants soon, and maybe this is the turning depression where I'll finally understand what's going on and how to actively come to terms with it.
Nicholas Bardwater - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 18:45:24 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527341 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I googled "seasonal affective disorder lamps" and found a load. The price for one which has been scientifically tested and approved is around £100 so about 3 euros I guess. Seriously though they're not cheap but they aren't super expensive and don't need a prescription. I suspect the more depressed you tried to rationalise not doing anything though. Scandanavia is pretty much the worst place in the world for seasonal affective disorder (the name for it). I don't think this is your only problem but I think it's part of it.

If there's things which have a genuine chance of helping you long term and your parents can see that I suspect they'll be happy to help to the extent they can. It's possible one of them actually suffers in a much milder form than you but because your brain shuts down they don't notice. Maybe if this does help you it'll help them directly too.
Hedda Gassledit - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 16:30:05 EST ID:WB75qOJ8 No.527419 Ignore Report Quick Reply
SAD lamps can trigger bipolar disorder in people prone to it. Be cautious, bipolar disorder is more common in people with seasonal mood swings than without. Do not use one without a psychologist's monitoring and input. You could end up involuntarily committed or dead if you fuck this up (and people on this site LOVE to shit out advice that gets you into legal trouble or dead because they hate everyone).

You're using a powerful medical tool. You wouldn't sling prozac down your throat without a doctor's say so... don't think because you can buy this shit off Amazon it comes with no risk.

1 year later by Ebenezer Brapperfield - Sat, 13 Oct 2018 06:07:34 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.527141 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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October 2017
  • deep in the void of 6 months into unemployed, isolating myself, no chicks, no social life, no nothing not even weed, would wake up and porn, Netflix & Xbox (not even forums), contemplating suicide because I got sectioned for the 2nd time. I was moving so little that I’d lose my balance walking and my hands hurt from Xbox. Didn’t think I was going to move on from my ex.

October 2018
  • been working out, had sex / mini relationships with a few chicks this year, been drawing a lot, got a job that gives me 20-30hrs a week, social, confident, doing fun things. Still broke, still a bit of a loser for my age / level of education but fuck it.

Idk, I remember some of my posts here last year and felt like celebrating. Things are better, things got better. Things are going to continue to get better.

If u going through something, give yourself the time required to make a change. Small steps lead to big progress n all that.
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Charles Fendlebury - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 18:05:02 EST ID:jnas4L6T No.527187 Ignore Report Quick Reply

yes my lad, this year i am also learning the power of tea. want a coffee/cigarette/beer? slow your roll buddy, and have a nice cup of tea
Hedda Dreppermin - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 10:34:12 EST ID:PMiKxfAC No.527211 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm currently starting a new chapter in my life and getting my life together. I'm tapering off opiates, lost 85lbs, working out in the gym again. I'm looking into getting my GED too.

I have been in a dark place for a couple months in terms of depression. But, I know that the only way things will change is if I work for it. No magical event is going to happen that's going to make your life turn 180* and everything is good. That's what I've realized.

Theirs always light in darkness. You just have to look for it.
Ian Greenman - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 02:04:20 EST ID:NJkLq9MW No.527243 Ignore Report Quick Reply

i'm just kidding my lad

i only made this post because i wanted to call someone else my lad

but seriously you're doing an incredible thing there

i recommend meditating. there is absolutely no benefit in saturating yourself with things like despair.
also make the effort to see the positive things, what you still have, because this is what determines your life experience
Charles Hinnerhood - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 02:14:11 EST ID:jnas4L6T No.527244 Ignore Report Quick Reply

meditation is wholesome and worthwhile, my lad
Sophie Blodgeway - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 21:38:23 EST ID:FyH3D2K2 No.527297 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I meditated yesterday and today. Its helping me a lot. I feel a bit more balanced and grounded. I know the more I do it the greater the reward is. I meditated everyday for 1 year straight. So, I know what it can do for someone.

Family business by Scott Sizerham - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 23:40:42 EST ID:GiCOfox9 No.527258 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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My mother doesn't like my wife, and we're all on drugs.

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Thomas Gecklespear - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 03:58:58 EST ID:a3rIXcd8 No.527263 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Quit your job then.
Esther Subblepine - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 13:12:09 EST ID:eUNsGCnf No.527285 Ignore Report Quick Reply
upgrade your phone
Jack Dackleshit - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 14:06:50 EST ID:hQScIyLB No.527286 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You should eat more fruit and vegetables also do some exercise

Do you know the problem? by Betsy Bizzleson - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 20:48:35 EST ID:01uovkbA No.527255 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have 3 grams of 3fpm coming express on Friday.

I feel like the train is barrelling down the tracks and im dicking around in the way.

I work full time , physical work , and stimulants sometimes end in absolute disaster for me

The last thing I want is to be glued to the computer screen 5 hours before i am supposed to go in Monday, rubbing my dick raw to tranny porn.

I bought this stuff to turn my life around explore my hobbies im usually feeling too beat in bed with my phone for hours daily
I want, to clean my room and study up on the textbooks i ordered with novels in between
And play guitar and paint.

Theres like a 50 50 chance it will all go straight into tranny porn from the get go and like a 85% chance it will turn into tranny porn after a few hours no matter what.

This all probably sounds completely ridiculous but its 100% true. What the fuck do i do. Turning off the internet doesnt work my dick like short circuits my logic center of my brain when im horny. I will be watching my body get up and turn the phone on and look up porn or other distracting stuff.
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David Trotson - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 21:01:56 EST ID:BQvANHRE No.527256 Ignore Report Quick Reply

No. Stop trying to use drugs to solve your problems. You clearly realize this is a recipe for disaster. You’re gonna set yourself further back, not fix your life.
Betsy Bizzleson - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 21:08:01 EST ID:01uovkbA No.527257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Reading list id like to get done some of each:

The Three Musketeers (Barrow)
Tess of The DUrbervilles
General Chemistry
Organic Chemistry
Preparatory PreCalculus
The Bible
Gray's Anatomy (make flashcards for bones, major arteries and veins, skull)
Maybe Edgar Allen Poe, my lil bro got me his complete works

Fyi i am not a trans chaser and i dont consider myself a risky sexual deviant, but i have spent a lot of the time in front of the computer and been on a lot of porn sites and it all sort of started happening this way :(
its like a virus in my brain
I also look at straight porn sometimes fucked up like people doing meth when i tweak.
Clara Tillingspear - Fri, 19 Oct 2018 01:09:44 EST ID:BsaC9DIW No.527300 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sounds like you should just go ahead and fuck a tranny and be done with it you fag

ODED, NEED HELP GETTING LAID by Hannah Pumblemore - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 14:16:04 EST ID:NuHDfmWe No.527245 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've overdosed on heroin like 1.5 years ago, I'm looking to be more social. Everything is fine, minus some short term memory issues, I want a relationship. I sit in my room and play RuneScape all day. I live at home, I have therapy like once a month. HELP /b/

TL;DR: I overdosed a year ago and wanna get laaiiiiid boiiiiii.
Caroline Woshhall - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 15:23:42 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527248 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Get a life. Get friends, get hobbies, get a job you can do and do it long enough you can get a job that doesn't suck and then do that until you can get a job you like. Take care of your physical health. Find peace within. Somewhere along the way you'll probably get laid and if you don't, you'll be better off for it.
Doris Bleffingsodge - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 17:43:59 EST ID:vYe3Po+d No.527249 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i don't see how an overdose would stop you from having sex
Thomas Gecklespear - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 03:55:51 EST ID:a3rIXcd8 No.527262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well you're not going to get laid staying at home pal.

Entitlement by Shit Billingdale - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 09:23:10 EST ID:FzibHVoI No.527206 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Women complain constantly about men feeling entitled to them just because they're attracted

But if a woman "chooses" a man and he says fuck off im not interested, she sics a gang on him, he's a massive asshole, he's gay, he's picky, something must be wrong with him, and they get other dudes to shame the fuck out of you. Other people will encourage it with "she really likes you anon, give it a shot"

Does my desire and opinion not fucking matter? You can't rape someone into wanting you. This goes both ways.
Hedda Dregglestock - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 10:15:57 EST ID:jeyD+EBD No.527208 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hashtag not all women
Shit Billingdale - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 10:26:32 EST ID:FzibHVoI No.527210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Walter Blasslehall - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 10:39:48 EST ID:eUNsGCnf No.527212 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's obviously wrong regardless of which gender does it but man that's never happened to me
Hamilton Depperstock - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 14:28:07 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527287 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There are a lot of shitty people and many of them are women. If you end up being ganged up on by people around you then you need to stop hanging out with shitty people.

I used to hang out with shitty people and it warped my view of people. I had to be a less shitty person myself and this probably applies to you. However while I am being judgemental I'm also aware that this can just stop. And yes a lot of women have done terrible things to me and largely other dudes have picked the pieces up, or I have. But you just have to get unlucky a couple of times to send yourself off in the wrong direction.

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