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Well things seem to have even further come to a head.
After Amy kicked me out of her house last time her roomate called me, the one the OP was about I've been interested in. She was asking to borrow money so I came back and gave her some, she just got a job and I have plenty of cash on hand. We started talking again after that, she was acting kind of sketch the whole time though. Later that night I saw Amy again at a show, so it was like, well, I guess the never see her again thing isn't gonna happen, I was just chillin with my drink and she walked right past.
The next week I finally got her roomate to come out with me to a show, it was a really boring show and she wasn't really into it and was on her phone the whole time. Then Amy showed up right in front of me, I didn't talk to her but that pretty much distracted me. I tried really hard to hang out with her after that, she's so pretty and I really liked her and we were talking and I still felt kinda sketched out like she was using me but I'm so lonely and I wanted so badly to believe she actually cared. I called her the next day and she said she wanted to hang out but then just completely fucking blew me off. Didn't even bother to text and say she didn't want to chill, just fucking ignored me til I texted her like 4 hours later and then another hour after that she messaged saying she was tired.
I was still really into her and I wanted her to come to this show last Friday in St. Augustine and she acted like she wanted to go like she always does before she flakes. I asked what was stopping her and she texted back at like 4am, my boyfriend. So apparently she has a bf too now. He posted a bunch of pics with her over the weekend so I'm guessing she just got with him and wasn't lying to me but she was obviously talking to him the whole time she was fucking with me the last few weeks. Honestly he looks like a good guy and definitely a better match for her than I am, she's like, quiet and country and I am loud and EDM as fuck like Amy.
So that fucking sucked. But it's life, you know, she was honest with me and seems like she is happy, it sucks dealing with loss and rejection but it's part of life and what's more important is that she's better off, she's so beautiful and sweet and she deserves to be happy. I just really want to talk to her, just one time to be real with her and get off my chest my feelings for her and let her know that I care and get some kind of closure so we can actually be friends without it being weird.
I went to St. Augustine for the show the next day, Saturday, instead, I was too hungover on Friday. I met up with my buddy Chase from college and we did some coke, headed down there and took a dose. We all used to be friends, we had a great crew, him, his ex, me, Amy and a couple others but that all got fucked up when they broke up and Amy decided she hated me. While we were on the way he told me that Amy was going to be there, and that we should stay away because it was her and her bf's anniversary. It'd been a fucking year.
We had a couple beers and watched the first set, it was pretty lit. During the set break I left Chase in his seat and went to walk around the dance floor playing with my orbit, I was wearing shades and a big joker hat. I guess Amy left her boyfriend and he saw me. He came up and tried to get in my face. I didn't even recognize him at first, he was like what the hell bro. I didn't really have time to think or react, I just looked him in the eyes and told him that I'd told the truth. He told me to stay away from his girl and I was just like, "OK," like, I'm already staying away from her because she doesn't want me to bother her, your punk ass threatening to fight me has nothing to do with it. It was only at that point that I realized that he was trying to, like, intimidate me, he just seemed so small and nonthreatening like a weak ass nigga and I could tell he was really worked up and I didn't even give a shit. He fucked off and I just kept spinning my orbit and walking around for a minute.
I went back to Chase and he'd gotten a snapchat from Amy walking by my car and saying "fuck <name>".
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