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Job Hunt by Alice Sellerdock - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 16:22:23 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.515227 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Got fired.

I got a ton of experience and have what I would consider a good background for 4 years, made my first company alot of money and such, and hit the gate running. Got alot of phone interviews and a few in person interviews in my field.

After 3 months, nothing went through.

It's hella depressing and shitty. Now whenever I even start looking for a new career, I just feel a sinking feeling and want to lay down.

Like a pavlovian response I developed from so much rejection.

I guess I just wanted to bitch about my feelings on the matter because I know I have to keep looking but it sucks.

Thinking about going back to school to get my bearings. Plus an advanced degree wouldn't hurt.

Can anyone relate?
Edwin Trotson - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 17:04:08 EST ID:0FAYpyqM No.515229 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Relate? I practically wrote the book.

This one time, George and me were on bean detail. The job included scraping off any bean residue left on the panels of the container they'd been shipped in. This meant scrubbing the panels with a broom like a maniac at temperatures of over 80 degrees, while the smell of rotting green beans shot up into our nostrils every time we took a deep breath. To top it off, the outsides of the containers would be hosed down at the same time. They'd use high pressure sprayers which caused an ear-piercingly loud screeching sound inside the containers.

Anyway, I look over my shoulder to see where George is. I catch a glimpse of his face. I can sense he's begging me to make eye contact. "Let the fucker rot, just like you're rotting" my mind throws at me. I shake off this thought and let my eyes align with George's. I see venom in them. "FUCK THIS SHIT!" I manage to lip read. Only the top half of his overall still showing the yellowish tint it came in, the rest of it covered in a mucous-like green.

What can I do? There's only so many beans a man is willing to endure. I signal for him to calm down. I tap my wristwatch, in an attempt to relay the message "we're almost finished, just hang on". Foolishly, I look down at my watch. Six more hours of this shit. I strengthen the grip on my broom and violently swing the brush around, bashing the panels more than I am brushing them. George and I clear up the first container. Straight onto the second. We finish it in no time, our bodies aching. Onto the third, then the fourth, the fifth, the sixth. "When will this END?" my mind howled.
Edwin Trotson - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 17:35:42 EST ID:0FAYpyqM No.515231 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There seemed to be some sort of rhythm to George's outbursts. He'd have at least two, but no more than 4 per container. They'd range from throwing the broom into the container's panels to taking off his gloves and throwing them to the ground in a dramatic way. It was when they stopped that I became weary of him. At first I gave it no thought. He might finally have understood that throwing tantrums didn't make the time go any faster or the job any less grim, although no man who's been on bean detail would condemn another for outbursts of despair.

I'd look at him every thirty minutes or so, fishing for eye-contact. I suppose as a sort of gesture, to acknowledge his presence and let him know that he could, if he so wanted, show his feelings of hatred towards these damned caves of left-over beans. He ignored my gestures. As the hours ticked away and my movements slowed down, I noticed his had become more fluent, almost like those of a man tending to his garden on a sunny, spring morning. "Is he enjoying this? He can't be. Joy is an emotion not present in these conditions, it simply can't be."

When I look back, I ask myself how I failed to realize these were the clear signs of stage one. It wouldn't be long before stage two symptoms took ahold of George. I noticed his eyes had begun to display that peculiar dullness where they no longer convey the feelings of the mind. His mouth would now settle into an eerie smile as he scrubbed away at the beans.

Anyway, I've rambled on long enough. Bean madness is a serious condition in my line of work. I should say in my previous line of work. I now roam the land, free of society's rules and customs. I occasionally bump into someone whom I suspect might have, at one time in their lives, come close to bean madness and I look away in an attempt to push back the beaneries.
I mean the memories.
Or do I?
Graham Denderforth - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 20:30:45 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.515237 Ignore Report Quick Reply
the industrial revolution was a mistake

Gf acting a fool? or am I? by Archie Blatherstone - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 18:51:34 EST ID:3ZA9F7LM No.515087 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>23, graduated
>girlfriend is 22
>posts pictures of herself with other guys that are "friends"
>posts pictures showing off her body
>is in a sorority and some "brother" fraternity as an additional proxxy
>will literally party and I get the make-up, no sexy dress left overs
>swears she has not and wont cheat on me

so am I being paranoid and anxious, or should I just bend over and let this shit happen?

Ive expressed countless times I fucking hate this asenine bullshit but she cries and says I dont support her.

In closing, I think frats and sororities were human trash collecting stations. Very few people were decent from them.

gf is acting in a way that I do not like, am I being too controlling in telling her to drop this new shit or am I justified in feeling weird
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William Brassleway - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 21:31:00 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.515104 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>To be honest the fact that you're ribbing her friends for not doing harder drugs pretty much outs you as acting pretty self-righteous about the whole ordeal. If you make a bigger presence at the events she won't have an opportunity or the temptation to hang out with these guys that are threatening you so much.
I can definitely see your point, but I remember what it was like when I first got out of the military and was still going as hard as I was drug-wise and even my druggie friends in town were kind of weirded out when I showed up to drink on tons of morphine, 3-meo-pcp, and dxm. They'd all done DXM in the past, but everyone there was just trying to drink and smoke a little weed and no one around here had really heard of RCs, or hung out with anybody actively into anything with PCP in the name.

I was enjoying myself too much to really care, but I heard a couple of times where my one friend who was fairly of aware of the kind of shit I did was asked by the dude who owned the house we were at if i was gonna be good/alright (3-meo makes everything amazing and even though i dont like drinking i was drinking a lot of whiskey and some tequila straight at a pretty quick rate because it actually tasted enjoyable for once, something i otherwise would never be able to do). He replied saying "yeah, he's ONLY on PCP" and the other dude was like "oh shit, well fuck", but my friend was kinda fuckin around, he'd seen me a lot more fucked up plenty of times. I was fucked up but the stimulation and mania was making it so i was highly aware of how retarded i sounded, slurring my words and not making very coherent sentences and laughing a lot at stuff that wasnt that funny. i quite regularly got that level of fucked up regardless of whether i was home alone or hanging out with my friends. it almost always involved me getting so retardedly fucked that i just wind up passing out after getting totally illegible/unable to be understood. was business as usual for me but i realized afterwards everyone there probably was all like "what the fuck" and i stopped showing up at those parties and stuck to just hanging out with my two main friends. i neither wanted to…
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Martin Mapperdock - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 20:25:16 EST ID:3ZA9F7LM No.515198 Ignore Report Quick Reply
lol, I seem like a little bitch compared to you. I only do acid and shrooms every blue moon.

and for the thread, this is why I dont go to the parties

>Work early mornings (4-5am), thurs to sunday
>most parties happen then
>cant be hammered or high at a large party full of people I dont know

So you can understand why I wouldnt want to party.

Oh, it's also like an hour drive from me. So I would drive for 2 hours to not get drunk or high and sit on a couch.

retrospectively, I am behaving selfish because I did not consider how she would enjoy me going to an event with her.
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Phoebe Grandcocke - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 20:39:06 EST ID:+N9MVCxQ No.515199 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>None of them even do drugs beyond weed, lmao.

I know it's off topic but this is a pretty shitty attitude to take. I have plenty of friends who take hard drugs, myself included, yet there are many in our social circle who don't do any drugs and just drink and toke (I know alcohol and weed are technically drugs but w/e). In fact I even know one girl who's 25 who has never drank, smoked weed or done any drug (doesn't even drink caffeine), has no aspiration to ever, yet she's awesome, really energetic, fun, and will go to all the parties. Doing drugs does not make you instantly a cooler person. I would never judge someone or a group of friends based on what type of drugs they do, that's extremely shallow. You need to change that perspective.
Nigel Puffingshit - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 15:38:13 EST ID:zbKXnohS No.515225 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>not wanting to do drugs with other people

why are you even on this site nb
Cedric Fivingspear - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 19:16:46 EST ID:34xwTbAU No.515232 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Huh? Where did I ever say I don't want to do drugs with other people? Did you even read my post?

I Have Issues by David Funnerstudge - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 02:06:01 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515121 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I live in Los Angeles and I'm a native there are so many people that come here from all over the world and North America. I meet a lot of different folks and some are really cool and some aren't. A lot of the people who are actually from here are the same way some are flaky douchebags and others are cool.

I posted on the dream board that I keep having recurring dreams (nightmares) that the western US has been invaded and conquered by China.

I was just thinking that I really want LA to get destroyed in a war between the US and China. I don't want a nuke to go off but I want this shit to get leveled. I can't get over how much of a dump this city is compared to other cities I've been to. Earthquakes have proven ineffective so I think Los Angeles should be leveled like a European city during WWII and rebuilt like those European cities were.

I don't hate the people so much I just can't stand how much of a dump this place is and how people act so fucking pretentious living here.
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Lillian Sebberbury - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 17:34:58 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515194 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>white people
Mixed breeds like me have zero guilt and will stomp a chimps head into paste if needed. Whites need to get with it.
David Mibbershit - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 01:20:31 EST ID:J81w78IN No.515205 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Inb4 you get your head bashed in because the average fudd doesn't know the difference
Eliza Sonnerstutch - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 04:22:23 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515208 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm like Nicole Richie. I pass for white. Although I do look a little mexican...I hope I don't get sent to the other side of the wall by mistake...in a clerical error of some sort.
Polly Smallstone - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 16:00:36 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515226 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nicole Ritchie is Mexican not Black.
Do your research.
Eliza Sonnerstutch - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 17:18:26 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515230 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>tfw the guy you're replying to did his research before posting
>tfw you didn't
>tfw your life is over

Fuck Bitches by Alice Tillingwater - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 18:02:55 EST ID:tCUBHGgk No.515195 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Is it wrong to just want to live my life smoking weed and fucking college-age girls/gay twinks? All of my friends are getting married and popping out kids these days and I'm like lol fuck that.

I have a good career going for me and have casual sex with people I meet on Tinder or with friends relatively regularly. I just don't see why I should be in a relationship like, ever again. Then again I've only been in abusive relationships before so I might have a skewed understanding of them. Anyone else in my boat? Sometimes I feel too old to be doing this but at the same time it's kinda nice fucking 19 year-olds and not having to worry about coming home to some bitch screaming and throwing dishes at me.
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Alice Tillingwater - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 18:34:54 EST ID:tCUBHGgk No.515197 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Some of my guy friends express some envy of me. I'm like "I dunno, try polyamory, it's pretty dope"

I'm legitimately repulsed by monogamy. I've done it twice and I never will again.
Phoebe Grandcocke - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 21:06:45 EST ID:+N9MVCxQ No.515200 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh cool, it's one of those polyamorists who think they're enlightened and feel the need to chime in about how great polyamory is at every opportunity.

"Legitimately repulsed" Christ how fucking up yourselves some of you are. I have a few polyamorous friends and they also feel the need to just blurt in when someone's relationship isn't working "LOL AND THAT'S WHY MONOGAMY IS FAIL!!!21 XD!!" I mean I love them but I can't stand how they think they're so clued in above monogamists. I tried polyamory and it wasn't for me. People have different views on sexuality, I don't get "legitimately repulsed" by other people's perspectives on sexual relations. Do you realise how arrogant you sound?

OP there ain't nothing wrong with sleeping around and mindlessly fucking. However I would refrain from generalizing relationships as "some bitch screaming and throwing dishes at me". I'm sorry you've had shitty relationships in the past and I hope in time you can have positive ones. Me personally, I had sex with about 10 women (2 of which were other long time girlfriends) before I met my current gf and I admit for the first year of being with her I felt like I hadn't slept around enough and that I needed more random pointless sex, but I came to realise that forming a special bond with someone with whom I can confide all my trust, loyalty, hopes, aspirations and emotions above anyone else, someone who I can always rely on, have fun with, cry with, someone who will always be there for me, listen to me, support me, fuck me, someone who will be there with me until the very end, trumps any and all casual relationships. A long term, healthy loving relationship is something that can't really be put into words. But what I feel for my girlfriend is something sacred, ancient, something primordial. When I was polyamorous I never felt that I could get special connection with any of my girlfriends, and in fact my "girlfriends" just felt like glorified fuck-buddies.

What's important is that you have fun and feel positive doing what you're doing, and in the future, when you're ready and have found som…
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Fucking Around - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 21:50:38 EST ID:vIBB0KRo No.515202 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>OP there ain't nothing wrong with sleeping around and mindlessly fucking. However I would refrain from generalizing relationships as "some bitch screaming and throwing dishes at me". I'm sorry you've had shitty relationships in the past and I hope in time you can have positive ones. Me personally, I had sex with about 10 women (2 of which were other long time girlfriends) before I met my current gf and I admit for the first year of being with her I felt like I hadn't slept around enough and that I needed more random pointless sex, but I came to realise that forming a special bond with someone with whom I can confide all my trust, loyalty, hopes, aspirations and emotions above anyone else, someone who I can always rely on, have fun with, cry with, someone who will always be there for me, listen to me, support me, fuck me, someone who will be there with me until the very end, trumps any and all casual relationships. A long term, healthy loving relationship is something that can't really be put into words. But what I feel for my girlfriend is something sacred, ancient, something primordial. When I was polyamorous I never felt that I could get special connection with any of my girlfriends, and in fact my "girlfriends" just felt like glorified fuck-buddies.

And you're trying to say that polyamory is gay, hmm.
Archie Clizzlestone - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 22:06:38 EST ID:tCUBHGgk No.515203 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Dude chill, it's a joke between me and my friends. I apologize if I came off as arrogant or sanctimonious, maybe "repulsed" is too strong. I know the exact type of person you're talking about though, they are legit annoying: same with people who think that being into BDSM makes them somehow more "liberated" than "vanilla" people.

I'm just saying that how *I* am: if you have found a special someone that you want to be exclusive with, awesome! What you have with your girlfriend sounds wonderful, I just think it's not for me. I've never been in a monogamous relationship that wasn't emotionally and physically abusive.
Phoebe Grandcocke - Thu, 06 Apr 2017 06:13:34 EST ID:+N9MVCxQ No.515211 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's fair enough, sorry for losing the plot then, but I just thought that repulsed was a very very strong choice of word, and like I said, I've had to deal with some of my friends who think they're enlightened and feel the need to jump in and "preach" at every opportunity. I just find that intensely fucking annoying, 'cos polyamory doesn't automatically fix everything and lots of people end up getting hurt by polyamory, certainly not liberated (not directing that at you). So I'm sorry again, and I'm glad that you've found out what works for you and what doesn't :)

I never said anything along those lines. I have no problem with polyamory just the preachers, all I espouse is for people to try different things and to come to their own conclusions.

im a stinky dick by plsfuckmyface - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 23:10:49 EST ID:vATdGl2v No.515167 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hello drug dooers
I have really severe anxiety and depression and I want to go back on my meds. I also feel that benzos would be good for me since I suffer from borderline personality disorder and often get really anxious and act out sexually, dissociate, and become verbally combative with loved ones to see how far they'll go to prove they love me. I know its fucked up, but I only have control over myself when I'm not in that feelmode. I feel that xanax or something might help, but I dont want to go into the appointment straight out asking for any kind of anti-anxiety medication, get flagged as an addict, and told to fuck off back into my isolating hell.
what are your experiences here with these things? is anyone here just having fun with a legit script or ? sorry if im a retard or something, I usually only go on /psy/ and /del/.
i have had a legitimate script for prozac, welbutrin, and risperdal (lmfao mantits) in the past, but went off the medication becuase I dissociate and probably have really bad add too. my parents fucked me up and i think im probably repressing sexual abuse but idk lmfao.

much love
Maya - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 08:57:58 EST ID:tCICQRX4 No.515187 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have bipolar type 1 and had more success with mood stabilizers than benzos. I might possibly have borderline as well because I've acted out in some of the ways you described. I encourage you to explore mood stabilizers. Lamictal and Depakote are good ones.
Frederick Buzzville - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 14:18:18 EST ID:AQ8GfNAq No.515191 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Go into the appointment, explain your symptoms and the negative ways that they affect your life, and list the medications you've already tried that didn't work for you and explain why they didn't work for you in detail. Ask for their advice in treating your symptoms and what medications they recommend. The doctor will go over medication options with you and you can guide the conversation towards benzos if that's your bag. It won't be hard as they'll come up naturally in the context of severe anxiety symptoms.

I advise you to be careful though. Benzos have a serious way of sneaking up on you even when you're using them completely non-recreationally; I started getting major brain zaps and other withdrawal symptoms after taking a very small dosage regularly to get through a crisis period and it wasn't fun.

Chasing Grills by Walter Sarringhotch - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 17:32:09 EST ID:rBfIrlAT No.515084 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Any tips for smooth operation? I have met a few girls through mutual interests and have asked them out in ways that result in us setting up a date to do something like playing guitar, going to a park, dinner etc. or something like that but they almost always bail on the last minute. Even when I talk to another woman the conversation is 100% driven by me, and even with a person that I have gone on 3+ dates with it's like talking to a AI, where I always am leading questions to drive the event despite giving them opportunities to go somewhere with it.

Basically I'm frustrated because I have gone out with 6 different women over the past year and more over the year before that, and it always comes to nothing and always I'm the driving force. Nobody puts any effort in to it, to set up events or something, and as soon as I ease off to give them a chance to maybe tell me that they want to have dinner or something they will disappear off the face of the earth, likely to someone else that is willing to be a workhorse and plan out everything.

Why is the average woman so passive? I know that if I can just stop responding to her messages and she never makes an attempt at contact she wasn't that interested, but I'm curious if you all have any suggestions.

Also fuck online dating. No way am I signing up for Tinder or OKcupid again, it is basically industrial scale rejection as everyone bails at the first glimpse of a slightly better catch. It's toxic. Maybe I'm toxic for expecting a partner to put in a modicum of effort, but I'd very much like to not be toxic. How do you all court?
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Charles Suffingshaw - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 19:26:01 EST ID:9vn86lM+ No.515157 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yes, ask them what they want, ask them how they're going to get it and then tell them to go do it.

Other than that, you're going to need to control some aspect of media, wether it be music or movies and television.

Women are placed in these roles by the media which makes it into the zeitgeist. Feminism is a "bad" word in modern society for this very reason, because men dont like women sticking up for themselves, men want women to want and need them, men want to feel needed like the woman's life would be over if she left, which is how divorce is such an insult it can lead to murder-suicide.

Most men cant handle strong willed outspoken women.
Ebenezer Pockhood - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 01:11:13 EST ID:QIxqOilM No.515173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Most men cant handle strong willed outspoken women.

Whatever. You sound caught up in this bull-dyke man hating stereotype that shout that you're oppressing them and have undercuts and triggered glasses. Women that do that shit are annoying and miserable and nobody likes them except for people exactly like them on their side.

Most men would prefer a strong and independent woman. Mainly because they wouldn't have to babysit them 24/7. Women that need 24/7 care fucking suck to be around and destroy relationships in record times.

>Either way, as for the OP, either move to another country where your accent and perceived wealth get you pussy or give up and stop worrying. I spent about 15 years trying to get any type of friendship or intimate relationship and it never happened no matter what I did. Some people are just fucked for life and are born solely to walk this Earth alone. Embrace it. Otherwise, you'll just brace a barrel in your mouth. Or wish you could do that anyways.

After about 3-4 years of the rejection and acceptance of solitude, you'll come around and settle in. Something most forget is that a pet will always be happy to see you and love you. Well, most real pets. But don't fuck your dog or whatever.
Martin Blythestone - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 11:26:41 EST ID:plr4U7Rg No.515188 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>don't fuck your dog or whatever.
Don't tell me how to live my life.
Hedda Sottingsteg - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 12:40:01 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.515189 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My sister met a guy who had a basic plan for all his dates. First was a picnic in the park, next was some museum or something, next was dinner or whatever; basically he planned out a general set of dates and used them on every girl he pursues that way.

Not a bad idea either, you can give them test runs on the girls and see how they respond, then switch it up if the approach didn't work out. Obviously every person is different and will react different, but in theory, you'd have a pretty badass date set up after you get into the swing of things.

Like, for the picnic, you both go to the grocery store and pick up stuff to eat, you have your aesthetically pleasing picnic basket and blanket that you test ran, you have the best spot in the park picked out, etc.

For the museum, you know all their best exhibits, you demonstrate knowledge, you demonstrate culture, etc.

Like, you become an expert at that particular date. I mean, if getting them into you means showing them you're fun, cultured, and knowledgeable, you can demonstrate alot of value through your well practiced dates.

Everything else though, like, getting them to like you on a deeper level and all that, that's up to you and your conversation skills. Getting them to dump their dreams out and stuff. Where they want to travel, what they want to do before they die, what they want out of life, where they visualize themselves in the future.

Of course, not everyone has all that figured out, maybe if you help them visualize these things for themselves, give them a dream to chase, they'll attach to you on an even deeper level.

Just some rambling thoughts.
Frederick Buzzville - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 13:04:40 EST ID:AQ8GfNAq No.515190 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Seconding whoever said you just haven't clicked with somebody yet. I'm on my fourth relationship (all have been pretty reasonable length between 1-5 years) and with every single one we just sort of fell into it all-in I guess. Relationships happen when you aren't looking for the most part. My current partner and I met up casually for drinks as two people relatively new to our town who bumped into each other in the street and were like "hey you seem cool". I wasn't even initially physically attracted to him to be honest, I just wanted a new friend. He thought I was really beautiful but wasn't actively pursuing at the time either, although was open to wherever it went. First date ended up lasting three days; we couldn't stop talking and fucking and listening to music (and were both coincidentally briefly unemployed at the time so we had three days to spare haha). It's not that the "average woman is so passive", it's that they aren't into you. And they aren't obligated to be, although I certainly hope you do find somebody who is.

Also agree that online dating is toxic. I guarantee my boyfriend and I would not be together if we'd attempted to meet up that way, I had no idea he was my type until I spent time with him. I know they work for some people but personally not my thing.

will I ever get a second chance by Beatrice Finderdane - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 00:56:56 EST ID:+OFhbq90 No.515170 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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long story condensed, Ive been prescribed soma for like 6 years and genuinely need it. Ive abused drugs and been an addict but soma is something I truly can barely cope with out due to a an accident that fucked my neck.

I overdose on morphine and benzos. my doctor told me he cant prescribe it to me anymore. I offered to take monthly drug tests, but to no avail. will he or ANY doctor ever trust me with something like that again even though I used it for years and years with no incident? or is my only option the dark net..
Beatrice Finderdane - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 00:59:05 EST ID:+OFhbq90 No.515172 Ignore Report Quick Reply
also, for whats its worth Ive been completely clean since that incident since it VERY nearly killed me. of course a doctor cant trust my word though : /
Lillian Sebberbury - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 01:46:35 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.515177 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Blacklists are real. Admitting drug use to your doctor can get you blacklisted. Meaning any doctor that notices, will be extremely unlikely to prescribe to you. There are still pill docs around, though rare, who don't check and don't give many fucks.
Beatrice Finderdane - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 02:07:18 EST ID:+OFhbq90 No.515178 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I told the doctor I ordered some "natural" sleeping remedy online and have no idea what was in it or what happened. obviously bullshit...but I did completely deny taking opiates or any drug intentionally.
Maya - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 08:52:44 EST ID:tCICQRX4 No.515186 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There is hope for you. I have an extensive record of substance abuse. My doctors know I am an ex heroin junkie. (I remind them how long I have been clean.) It also says "sedative hypnotic abuse," "ketamine abuse," and "ecstasy abuse" on my past records. Guess what? They give me ambien for my insomnia because nothing else works. My doctors also give me baclofen and lyrica for my fibromyalgia. You can get "high" with those too. I went to the ER with a migraine recently and they did not hesitate to use valium and dilaudid on me. They also directed me to a pain clinic that takes my insurance. I haven't tried the pain clinic yet but I have a good feeling about it. Some doctors have felt differently towards me and treated me differently but there are good, kind doctors out there who will take you seriously. I might have been blacklisted back in NM but here in NY, I am on my way to getting all the medicines I truly need. I even had all of my old records from NM faxed to my doctors here and it hasn't changed the way most of them treat me.

Losing friends by Beatrice Ceshwedging - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 11:28:08 EST ID:htL0lErB No.515072 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey guys.

Over the years I started noticing friends weren't getting in touch with me, I was initiating nearly all of the interactions etc. Now I've completely stopped receiving any contact from anyone. I don't know what it could be aside from them not having the heart to tell me what it is that I've done to hurt them, if anything.. I didn't have many friends to start, and I've struggled with maintaining relationships due to my own issues and generally not being too skilled socially either. Now I feel like I have absolutely no friends.

Has anyone been in this position? How did you deal with it?
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Charles Brarrystone - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 05:46:47 EST ID:PP6wg+TW No.515127 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Only responding to your post.

I think you have to talk to someone when you're in pain. If it's a problem that you can't resolve on your own, I think it's better to be seek help.
I have tried both, and not talking definitely hurts worse.
Lillian Wullernat - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 06:29:02 EST ID:K4QTRcmJ No.515128 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i feel you man, and i have been in a similar jot a couple of times. where i was literally friendless. even now i have only a small number of friends, and only 1 or 2 i would call a "true" friend. i just think of grizzled old mofos you see out there, like the biker guys with the beer guts who are hackin up a lung from smokin and drinkin whiskey at 3, but still got their close buddies to chill with and bullshit each other. i think, if such a gristly old blob can pull off meaningful friendship, then by the time im his age im sure i will have done the same, and i should not worry about it
Nell Birringfoot - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 09:11:44 EST ID:omX2BDyl No.515129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Has anyone been in this position?

Do you mean how you lost your friends or that you don't have any friends anymore?

I had some kids to play with a long time ago then when I was 11 I moved to a new town and never got that kind of social life again.
I'm not sure I could say that I have dealt with it in any way at all, I've been suffering for very long and it keeps getting worse.
Clara Hudgehidge - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 15:01:11 EST ID:4Ky87Vjf No.515140 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It's not your fault (entirely). It takes 2 persons to make it work. It's never one sided.

Some friendships just eventually die off. Just don't do the same mistake like I did. I sent text messages to friends I knew weren't going anywhere anymore. Let those friendships die naturally, don't go for the overkill.
Hedda Shakewell - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 07:43:07 EST ID:QeaTPwDi No.515184 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You are a scumbag.

My Life Story by Fuck Gasslekare - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 21:45:56 EST ID:hCNZToAi No.515163 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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When I first went to high school, I was bullied physically and verbally. Eventually, my dad challenged my mom in court, won, and then took me in around Xmas time to start sophomore year at a private Catholic school. I got bullied there too but it wasn't nearly as bad as at the public school, where bullying was institutionalized. Starting in junior year, my dad would yell at me to do my homework and then yell in my face if I couldn't understand something. I cried a couple times because it was vicious. My dad had ruined my safe place from bullying. I started staying up all night on my computer and started sleeping at school. My dad would still yell at me and I still couldn't understand what I was learning. I developed a long-term form of depression that occurs in women more often. At halfway through senior year, I decided that I was too depressed to live with my dad and begged my mom to take me back in. I moved into my mom's house and started finishing senior year at the aforementioned public schoo!. There was no bullying but I failed every course and went to summer school. This was kind of good because I was in the same gym class with my childhood best friend. My brother and I would fight every day over his loud music. I got into a fight with him and his friend. The cops came and were going to take me to jail but my dad intervened and asked to let me move into his house. I was 19 at this point. My dad forced me to leave the house every day in the morning to go find a job and the cycle repeated. One day, instead of going to look for a job, I went to an army recruitment station. They talked to me about the army and gave me a backpack and pamphlets. I told my dad and stepmom I was thinking about joining the army. They were surprised. My dad wanted to go with me to the recruitment center every time I went and even went with me to MEPS (meps is where they make sure you're physically fit to join the military). I decided on a job I liked which was a interrogater. I found out I couldn't get the job because I had any kind of criminal history. My dad convinced me to take a job I didn't want. My dad called me a faggot and started kicking me out every day again because I was avoiding the recruit…
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Reuben Shittingham - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 05:52:04 EST ID:+N9MVCxQ No.515182 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Continue, friend. Let it all out.

Writers Block by Sophie Shittingwell - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 22:40:22 EST ID:hXyMUMZw No.515106 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Every time I write or do anything creative, I have a fear of people stealing my work or reading my mind. How do I remediate myself?
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Sophie Shittingwell - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 23:31:12 EST ID:hXyMUMZw No.515110 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Being comfortable won't help if I still believe it
William Brassleway - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 00:18:31 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.515113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
When I say comfortable I'm more referring to the fact that it's a mental state you become familiar with and learn ways to properly utilize. You'd learn to do this stuff eventually, given enough time, but it goes much more quickly if you do some repetitious creative exercises.

Do you have anything to say about the rest of what I wrote? Exposure therapy is the only reliable tool for overcoming fears and anxieties. Is not making things more proactive to overcoming this problem than making things? The purpose of doing this stuff is because you'll be making stuff that's worthless for people to steal anyway, and eventually you'll likely get over this fear that your work is going to be stolen. Or, you won't. But, at least you'll have developed some skill and made things.
William Brassleway - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 00:24:10 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.515114 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>The purpose of doing this stuff is because you'll be making stuff that's worthless for people to steal anyway,
What I mean is, who is going to steal some scratching you made as part of a creative exercise? The experience and the ideas you get while doing those exercises will eventually culminate in something possibly worth stealing... but how awesome do you think you are, exactly?

Are you that confident in your ability, that you're sure somebody would even want to steal your work? This is a pretty common phenomena when it comes to anxiety. In terms of social anxiety, people feel like everyone is watching their every move and that people are going to comment on something you do or say something about you or to you about things they likely don't care about and wouldn't think about anyway. It comes from feeling like you're the center of everybody's attention. You've got to realize, man, that you're not that important, cool, or talented. You might have some skill or whatever, but unless you're a prodigy or something nobody is out to get you. You'll be lucky to get most people to even honestly look at or critique work for a good part of the time.
Hugh Denderridge - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 23:00:42 EST ID:SFGPaOSS No.515165 Ignore Report Quick Reply

keep on oning
Eugene Shakeway - Wed, 05 Apr 2017 05:36:46 EST ID:xGZBBLj9 No.515181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is why it took me six years to finish high school i was constantly scared that my teachers would plagiarize my writings, but then i finally gave in to my friends pressure of taking off the tin foil hat.

Nobody's out to steal your ideas, especially if you're a creative writer, how could they even unless you publish your stuff regularly. Unless you're working on academia then there's literally nothing to worry about, all your thoughts are recycled ideas that people have gone over for many millennia.

I'm not a creative writer but shouldn't it be a positive thing when your readers get inspired by your work?

mail wont come by Ian Sicklewedge - Sat, 01 Apr 2017 12:14:44 EST ID:vKvaev27 No.515024 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>be 24
>live in shitty dingey basement apartment under chiropractor
>new hot ass mail lady, skinny waste fat ass big tits pretty face, about my age, redhead
>First time I see her
>I'm in my apartment vaping and taking snapchats
>Open the door, shirtless in my pajamas. Wearing a hat with a bunch of pins, some really douchey sunglasses, a furry hood and a paschima scarf, its awkward as fuck, didnt realize she'd still be standing their.
>she knocks on the door to get me to sign for package last week
>open, sign
>loudly telling me roommate id fuck her brains out and creampie her and lick her ass and shit
>realize shes still in the building, probly heard me talking about how i wanna jizz all over her
>Now she just straight up wont deliver our mail
>No mail for the past week
>The chiropractor hasn't gotten any mail either, asked
>pretty sure other tenants haven't either
>Waiting on 2 paychecks, last paycheck from my last job and first paycheck from my new job (new job sends first paycheck as paper check, last job didnt have direct deposit)
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Archie Fummernork - Sun, 02 Apr 2017 23:51:08 EST ID:26U39jKh No.515064 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Most countries don't fuck around with anything regarding the post or postal workers.
John Besslepadge - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 04:09:03 EST ID:bof4zvdV No.515067 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP here. Stop freaking out. I called and bitched and my mail came. Saying you'd like to have sex with someone isn't the same as saying you'd rape them. Stop with this bullshit.
Albert Turveyson - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 13:17:24 EST ID:buav0dMy No.515079 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, you're not a rapist, just a moron OP. I'm glad you got your post because you didn't deserve to be totally fucked over. Hopefully you learned a lesson about running your mouth like that though?
David Funnerstudge - Mon, 03 Apr 2017 22:42:24 EST ID:w+XXs7My No.515108 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah OP you're a fucking idiot.
Oliver Bunfield - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 12:10:12 EST ID:+N9MVCxQ No.515134 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>loudly telling me roommate id fuck her brains out and creampie her and lick her ass and shit

lol. You sound like such a dudebro dickhead. Are you in any way surprised that she was revolted after hearing that? It must be pretty demoralizing to go about doing your daily job only for your customers to immediately say to their friends "Yeah I'd fuck that shit out of that pussy and cum all over her tits yeah dude I would penetrate that tight asshole"

I feel zero sympathy. I know what you're asking is how to get your mail, which you've figured out how to do, but yeah next time don't act like such a sleazy douche and you might get your mail delivered to you like a normal person.

What the fuck to do by Phineas Crivingham - Mon, 14 Nov 2016 01:50:23 EST ID:rq2JgAzW No.510694 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Whats up you guys, I feel pretty pathetic posting this here but 4shit is for high school kids and I have literally no one else to talk to about this.

So there is this girl, Amy. I've been friends with her for years, I fell in love with her a year and a half ago and spent the next year failing over and over at getting with her. Eventually she got fed up with my shit, told me to fuck off, blocked me, I've only seen her a few times since. She said some really fucked up shit to me when she was mad, but I saw her last weekend and we partied and I gave her acid and hung out the next morning and she didn't seem to have any issues with me.

There are simply no words to describe how I feel about this girl. I see her, and just immediately feel better, I feel good when she walks into the room, being around her just makes me happy, its like she is an extension of myself or a connection to a higher plane, and like we can read each others mind, not like some kids finishing each others sentences bs like we talk and communicate on a nonverbal level. And there is no other girl I have met who goes quite as hard as me.

But anyway she still has my number/fb/snapchat blocked. She has a bf, who is terrible for her and she cheats on but she cares about, and shes blamed the cheating on me even though I havent done shit since they were together. So there is nothing I can do until she is ready and willing to speak to me. And I'm really fucking lonely.

Anyway there is this other girl I've been talking to a little, I took her out to a show on Friday and we did acid, I ended up taking her home instead of hooking up, idk why, just didnt feel right on acid. And I really fucking like this girl, she is gorgeous, blonde like Amy but taller and thinner, she is taller than me though. She's smart and kinda weird, which I can relate to so much more, she smokes mad weed, has awesome taste in music, and like I was connecting with her on a real, normal person level. And she just moved here a few months ago and is kinda lonely and confused and, fuck I really like her. And looking at it objectively its literally like after fucking things up with Amy I get to meet someone who is just as beautiful, and smarter, and relates to me better, and is less of a crazy slut.

The problem is she's Amy's roommate. I met her when we were all at a festival together. And, objectively or not, I don't have the same kind of insane psychedelic spiritual-emotional connection to her, its all about feelings and it just feels different. Like I like hanging out with her, because she is a cool person and I enjoy her company but with Amy it's like, just being in her presence makes me feel good. Anyway when I'm being completely honest, there's just no way I could actually choose her over Amy, like, the second she is ready and willing I will be there for her and fuck anyone and everything that is in the way, its not even like it'd be a choice just an irresistable primal force.

So IDK what to do. I almost wish I hadn't met Amy, that she wasn't there and I wasn't overwhelmingly in love with her. And I could just go for it and not worry about stupid bullshit and just enjoy it and let whatever happens happen. But then we would never have met. I want to go for it anyway, so badly, just hit her up and take her out and smoke some weed and make sweet beautiful love and fuck all the consequences. But I care about her and don't want to hurt her and if I end up choosing her roommate over her which I know I would given the chance I'm afraid it would. And its like.....she is currently the only way I have to get in touch with Amy, so even though I care about her part of me feels like I'm just using her to get to Amy, lol, which is absolutely terrible. And I don't want to hurt Amy either but there is nothing I can do at this point.

I don't fucking know. Typing it out didn't really help. I already know I need to be with Amy, I just don't know how to get there or why I have to be so fucking alone in the meantime when she doesn't. I would appreciate your advice, especially if you're a girl, like, if a guy knows it's not gonna work out would you still want him to be with you for awhile, even if he's richer and smarter and better looking than most guys. Obviously this isn't the kind of thing some depressed lonely virgin can relate to. But fucking idk.
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Jarvis Gasslenut - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 19:18:30 EST ID:j5fiPK2O No.514646 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sup guys, Amy guy here.

I've been collecting my cum in jars. Should I tell her I love her and have collected my love for her to drink? Should I just snort PCP and tell her I'm coming over so she can call the cops in advance? Should I warn my family I'm about to get locked up? I guess I should tell my dealer he's about to lose a customer but then he's been pushing to a crazy guy so like cosmic karma and stuff.

Amy told me she hates me and but I've ignored her because I love her so much I don't believe anything she says. That's love, ignoring her feelings and as a soulmate I know that not communicating is important. It's like that cartoon where that guy's anus is bleeding and he drowns his friends except I'm guys cheering as they drown in blood and the guy whose anus is bleeding but I never notice how fucked up that is and keep saying "yay". Because Amy's anus is bleeding and I'm like "yay I will drown you bitch" and she knows it's love.

Anyway I stole her panties and wore them in the town and accidentally found her by literally rotating between any place she could be. Because we're both druggy burnouts that was easy. I mean unlike me she's not manic so it took a few days but I found her at a dealer. She was like "you stole my fucking underwear and are wearing it, you disgust me when did you last shower?".

Anyway I killed her housemate and fucked the wound. Amy's mad about that. She's like "why did you murder my friend and cum in her neck? I've called the cops, I've bought a gun and if you come by I'll shoot you". So should I bring a knife and disembowel myself on her lawn, let her shoot me or just suicide by cop?
Hedda Clinnerchat - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 19:21:15 EST ID:khREzLB3 No.514672 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Depressed lonely virgin here. Sounds like you need to just move on OP, probably lay off the acid too.
Isabella Beblinglug - Wed, 22 Mar 2017 23:27:25 EST ID:moI+3Z0l No.514713 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>that fucking last sentence

you poor clueless fag....
Emma Sonkindut - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 02:52:39 EST ID:rq2JgAzW No.515123 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well things seem to have even further come to a head.

After Amy kicked me out of her house last time her roomate called me, the one the OP was about I've been interested in. She was asking to borrow money so I came back and gave her some, she just got a job and I have plenty of cash on hand. We started talking again after that, she was acting kind of sketch the whole time though. Later that night I saw Amy again at a show, so it was like, well, I guess the never see her again thing isn't gonna happen, I was just chillin with my drink and she walked right past.

The next week I finally got her roomate to come out with me to a show, it was a really boring show and she wasn't really into it and was on her phone the whole time. Then Amy showed up right in front of me, I didn't talk to her but that pretty much distracted me. I tried really hard to hang out with her after that, she's so pretty and I really liked her and we were talking and I still felt kinda sketched out like she was using me but I'm so lonely and I wanted so badly to believe she actually cared. I called her the next day and she said she wanted to hang out but then just completely fucking blew me off. Didn't even bother to text and say she didn't want to chill, just fucking ignored me til I texted her like 4 hours later and then another hour after that she messaged saying she was tired.

I was still really into her and I wanted her to come to this show last Friday in St. Augustine and she acted like she wanted to go like she always does before she flakes. I asked what was stopping her and she texted back at like 4am, my boyfriend. So apparently she has a bf too now. He posted a bunch of pics with her over the weekend so I'm guessing she just got with him and wasn't lying to me but she was obviously talking to him the whole time she was fucking with me the last few weeks. Honestly he looks like a good guy and definitely a better match for her than I am, she's like, quiet and country and I am loud and EDM as fuck like Amy.

So that fucking sucked. But it's life, you know, she was honest with me and seems like she is happy, it sucks dealing with loss and rejection but it's part of life and what's more important is that she's better off, she's so beautiful and sweet and she deserves to be happy. I just really want to talk to her, just one time to be real with her and get off my chest my feelings for her and let her know that I care and get some kind of closure so we can actually be friends without it being weird.

I went to St. Augustine for the show the next day, Saturday, instead, I was too hungover on Friday. I met up with my buddy Chase from college and we did some coke, headed down there and took a dose. We all used to be friends, we had a great crew, him, his ex, me, Amy and a couple others but that all got fucked up when they broke up and Amy decided she hated me. While we were on the way he told me that Amy was going to be there, and that we should stay away because it was her and her bf's anniversary. It'd been a fucking year.

We had a couple beers and watched the first set, it was pretty lit. During the set break I left Chase in his seat and went to walk around the dance floor playing with my orbit, I was wearing shades and a big joker hat. I guess Amy left her boyfriend and he saw me. He came up and tried to get in my face. I didn't even recognize him at first, he was like what the hell bro. I didn't really have time to think or react, I just looked him in the eyes and told him that I'd told the truth. He told me to stay away from his girl and I was just like, "OK," like, I'm already staying away from her because she doesn't want me to bother her, your punk ass threatening to fight me has nothing to do with it. It was only at that point that I realized that he was trying to, like, intimidate me, he just seemed so small and nonthreatening like a weak ass nigga and I could tell he was really worked up and I didn't even give a shit. He fucked off and I just kept spinning my orbit and walking around for a minute.

I went back to Chase and he'd gotten a snapchat from Amy walking by my car and saying "fuck <name>".
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Angus Garrydale - Tue, 04 Apr 2017 19:15:59 EST ID:9lXOD53Y No.515155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The thread was kinda fun until it was obviously fake...

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