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Coping with lonelines by Caroline Chushwell - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 03:10:44 EST ID:pss+dE21 No.513382 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have what I consider to be adult imaginary friends. Some examples are the moon, the sound of rain, whiskey. I feel like I am not alone when these things are present and talk to them. Does anyone else do this? I'm not talking about spiritual or religious imaginary friends.
Shitting Blondleworth - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 10:29:53 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513388 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't know about actually talking to any of those things, but yeah, they're all either the small comforts of life or the decent escapes. The moon thing doesn't appear to be uncommon though, imo. They're just coping mechanisms man, most everyone has coping mechanisms for basically everything that would wind up making them look weird. Human beings are strange animals in general, there's not a right way to do life, naturally some of the ways we cope are gonna be strange. Look at the people who think they're fucking ninja turtles or whatever.

sexual frustration by Fanny Curringridge - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 20:53:42 EST ID:CFSPhP33 No.513312 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>been in and out of relationships for the past 2 years

my insecurities and personal issues keep getting in the way of maintaining a healthy relationship. above all im in school and i work 40 hrs a week, now that i've spent a few weeks single i find myself being able to focus on these priorities a lot better.

I can do without having a gf but... How the hell do I deal with the sexual frustration? I can whack off multiple times a day, the only thing keeping me from doing it is that it starts to really fucking hurt or that there are family members in the next room. Legitimately considering going on SSRI's to shut my desires up - I'm so goddamn horny, I get boners in class with all the girls hanging around me.
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Nicholas Connermutch - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 22:10:55 EST ID:QVcoJ6HE No.513315 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this is why fuckbuddies were invented, OP
OP - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 21:53:43 EST ID:CFSPhP33 No.513348 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I tried FWB twice, my dumb ass keeps catching feelings for the girl I'm fucking. Any other girl I talk to that throws herself at me I just don't find attractive enough to hook up without feeling immediate regret, let alone being embarrassed as fuck to be seen with them in public.
Shitting Blondleworth - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 00:07:30 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513374 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Legitimately considering going on SSRI's to shut my desires up
I know this is kind of a joke, but don't ever do something that dumb man. My own personality has been quite changed after taking cymbalta, an SNRI, for a year and a half. Things are different in ways I wish they weren't.

Part of what can help, believe it or not, is really how you conduct yourself. I used to be masturbating like that and suddenly I was just like, this isn't as good as I actually want it to be and I don't like obsessing over porn the way I do. I pretty much just stopped obsessing over the female figure and thinking about sex or wanting to masturbate all the time, and just blow a load every once in a while. Honestly that was all that needed to change. Sometimes in particular that changes and you need to go a little crazy, but making a regular habit out of beating off and watching porn makes it totally unsatisfying and leaves you desiring for more. Just not obsessing over it in the first place was enough to counter that for me.
Shitting Blondleworth - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 00:10:33 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513375 Ignore Report Quick Reply
also, if all you need to do is fuck then the this post doesn't make any sense. my standards have gone down pretty ridiculously, and i don't feel shame for it whatsoever. you're just being too self-conscious, probably because you're still pretty young. if you want to fuck, then fuck. if you're gonna be all embarrassed of the girl you fucked, then you must not have wanted or needed to fuck that bad. I'm not saying to have no standards, but girls I used to classify as 3/10-5/10 these days are 4/10-7/10 p easily, and ive always been cool with going with 4/10s. i mean they're good enough to fuck, at least.
Graham Gonkinwick - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 07:12:48 EST ID:FUcprK3C No.513383 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I lold

Giving up on being a father by Graham Mabbleville - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 23:57:55 EST ID:/vuTUD3m No.513317 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Back when I was much younger I had dreams of being a father. But due to a lot of factors, one of them being the fact that I may or may not have a mental condition that makes communicating in general extremely hard, I've pretty much had to give up that dream.

Makes me feel really ashamed of myself. The problem isn't that I'm not a father now since I'm in no shape, but even in the future when I'm in a good state, I wouldn't be able to do so. How do I explain to people that the real reason that I can't have any kids is because I'm basically too mental to do so?

But the weird thing is, why should I have to explain to a bunch of strangers my life choices? Why do I even have to give them my life story to begin with? I doubt most people where I live would even understand me to begin with. What's the point of continuing your bloodline if it means resulting in that person despising you? How can anybody say that you live on in your children? My hypothetical child and myself are two different people. We may share genetics, but in the end we're two separate people.

Why is it so hard to live for yourself? Can't I give back to society in some other way?
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Polly Duffingdodge - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 02:22:08 EST ID:25dJ9+yd No.513321 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you make enough money you can become a father at a very old age. Men can theorhetically have children until they die if they remain healthy.
Nicholas Sevingdale - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 05:24:38 EST ID:tDogmvzg No.513326 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>But the weird thing is, why should I have to explain to a bunch of strangers my life choices?

Well, there you go. You don't. Problem solved.

>Why is it so hard to live for yourself?

Plenty of reasons, but it's worth it.
James Blatherbanks - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 15:49:38 EST ID:UAm7KS6U No.513339 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That graph makes no sense. It is blaming the events for the birthrate trends but each event is PRECEDED by the trend it is claimed to have produced. The rate fell sharply DURING the roaring 20s, then stabilized and started to grow as a RESULT of the stock market crash in '29 and the Great Depression. Again it fell from the 50s to the 70s but then turned around and began to rise immediately subsequent to the '73 oil crisis.

Chin up OP. I am 27, healthy, not ugly, degree, good job, pretty sure I don't want to do the typical wife and kids thing. Money and freedom are pretty fulfilling. Follow some more unique and interesting dream. Everyone does that trite pay-a-mortgage-buy-christmas-presents-and-save-for-retirement bullshit.
Shitting Blondleworth - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 00:15:54 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513376 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Do people actually ask you when you're going to have kids that often? And if so, are they actually asking you in such a way as to impose on you the responsibility rather than just thinking they're being kinda nice or cheeky just as a conversation piece? I don't have much faith in me ever having kids now either but literally nobody has asked me when I'm gonna have kids. Maybe I should be sad nobody gives enough of a shit to ask, maybe you're just being ungrateful that people actually expect something of you, like they see you as good enough to do it? Just fucking with you on that last bit, but it's actually something to think about
Shitting Blondleworth - Tue, 14 Feb 2017 00:20:18 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513377 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>That graph makes no sense. It is blaming the events for the birthrate trends but each event is PRECEDED by the trend it is claimed to have produced. The rate fell sharply DURING the roaring 20s, then stabilized and started to grow as a RESULT of the stock market crash in '29 and the Great Depression.

You have to think about the fact that these things didn't suddenly hit. The point at which it's officially labeled as beginning is somewhat arbitrary. Also, they're noting the sharp declines that defy the somewhat steady rate established by the current trends. You're more or less not interpreting the relevant parts of the graph.

Motivation for education by Fuck Biffingwot - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 12:12:30 EST ID:hFaevEt+ No.513362 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am currently studying on second semester of my master of political science, and I feel like I have just hit a brick wall. Somehow it feels so pointless, I struggled to get my bachelor degree, and all it gave me was an opportunity to continue studying, which I am fairly tired of by now.
I am really just venting here, and maybe trying to find people that can relate.
I have a good life, some nice friends, i am single at the moment but have been in good relationships. But the stress of university is really getting to me. The thing that bothers me, is that you can never really relax, there is always some assignment or some exam or some presentation you have the think about. I really want to have a job where I can be free when I go home, but I think that I am too far to drop out now.
How did you guys manage to get through uni, and did your life get better once you graduated?
Shitting Blondleworth - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 23:44:27 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513371 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Treat it like a job man. I hate to tell you this but it doesn't get any better outside of school. Life is pretty much exactly as you described. There isn't really any time you can just relax. The breaks you get for holiday at school and the weekends are it. It's the same way when you're out in the workforce. Either you're going to be studying, or you're going to be working, only if you stop studying now, you're going to likely make a lot less money and be working twice as hard to make the same amount you would if you just finish things up now. This is life, mang
Shitting Blondleworth - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 23:48:55 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513372 Ignore Report Quick Reply
> I hate to tell you this
When I say that, I don't mean to be a condescending prick either. I actually feel bad in some sense, but it's the unfortunate truth of how things are. Doing the work you are now is going to prevent you from having to work a factory job to survive with no discernible future in anything but working a factory or whatever, unless you go back to school or pick up a trade, which you'll have to do while balancing some other job after saving up some money or moving back in with your parents. Living isn't easy.

Orthodox Virgin Mary Icon And Sexuality by John Bardworth - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 20:19:19 EST ID:ewCmgx7c No.513309 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So, I have this problem that's really been deeply tormenting me for months.

I was raised in an Orthodox Christian background and the house I live in has many Orthodox icons. I have a kind of masturbation addiction and have masturbated in the presence of these icons before including of the Virgin Mary.

It gives me an overwhelming OCD/Perfectionist problem because I feel like I have made the icons contaminated and that I will be punished for it. I just shut down. I feel like my life is invalid and anything I do is pointless.

It also bothers me if I masturbate outside the presence of the icons because I will still have some semen in my pants and be in the presence of the icons later (how I am now).

I am not religious but I think if there is a correct religion, it's Orthodox Christianity. It wouldn't bother me as much if I had done these things in the presence of Catholic or Protestant images of the Virgin Mary but since it's Orthodox I feel especially miserable.

I have even had feelings that I should just go all the way and ejaculate on an icon. I even masturbated to the Virgin Mary. I felt like just going all the way would ease my situation.

I also felt like all negativity in my life so far corresponds with my masturbation.

I feel like any relationship I have with a woman that I may love and care for will be ruined as punishment for this. I feel like any future love of mine will be defiled and harmed or something and I will be unable to protect her as punishment.
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Albert Chettingdack - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 20:49:22 EST ID:F6BBbLXR No.513311 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeeeaaah... we didn't have these kinds of problems in Methodism.

We got confirmed, we stopped going to church, grandma died, and we became atheist.

Nicholas Connermutch - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 21:24:45 EST ID:QVcoJ6HE No.513313 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Frederick Honeywell - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 02:29:22 EST ID:9kDuEtyA No.513350 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Martin Neblingridge - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 11:31:06 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.513360 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I've ass fucked two girls while playing Passion of the Christ.

Great movie, nothing but good memories from it.
Martin Neblingridge - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 11:42:44 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.513361 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was raised Catholic; the only true religion and everyone else is going to hell Catholic.

Now I have weird sexual kinks. Who would've thought that sexual repression during all of my childhood would've ended up in giving me unusual desires.

You know the horniest girl I ever met? A 23 year old christian evangelical virgin with thick rim glasses, a pixie hair cut, and an hourglass figure. How you remain a virgin that long with those gifts is beyond me. Unless she was a technical virgin and if she was I really wish she would've let me know one of those nights I stayed over. That trophy wife is now pleasing her husband with those odd sexual kinks, and I wish I got to know what those were.

Anywho, you need to find yourself a nice christian girl to be sexual masochists with cause I guarantee any christian girl out there who takes their religion seriously wants the devil to come out (or come in) and it would be nice for you two to experience that together.

Or you could do what I did and reject religion entirely because it's a pile of old rituals and traditions that we as humans should've outgrown by now.

Here's a speech from devils advocate:


So fucking tired.... by Reuben Snodshaw - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 16:30:15 EST ID:2X869tbp No.513296 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Have had depression for many years. For a while I self medicated with pot, but for the most part all it really did was numb me for a while or made me high enough to just not care. Significant other that I've been with for a decade now and I decided at the beginning of last year that we wanted a baby. Got pregnant last July, so had to give up smoking so that I wouldn't stunt my child's growth. However with the mix of hormones and preexisting depression, now I'm just a wreck. I'm trying really hard to smile and go on day to day life like everything's ok. I know that the overwhelming sadness I feel is all in my head, but it's really starting to get to me. I've thought about suicide since middle school off and on, but the last couple of weeks it's almost constant. I just keep thinking about giving birth and then when I'm finally alone just finishing myself off. The thoughts I have are that if I do everyone around me will be better off. Even when I do try to have friendly conversations with people, it just seems like they aren't enjoying it and waste no time to end it and start talking to someone else. I get talked over and ignored by people in my family, have even had certain family members tell me I'm stupid. I try to be relatable but people either think I'm faking it or just think I'm weird. I bust my ass at work, have been promised promotions multiple times in the last year alone, but now we have a new store manager so I have to start all over. Owe money to the government because i filled out my W2 wrong, almost going broke because of it while also preparing for baby. Try to talk to my husband about feelings and he just seems to get upset about the way I'm thinking, constantly repeating, "Everything's going to be ok." And I know he's right, I know it's true, but at the same time I'm just so fucking sick and tired of everything. I want to get help, but can't afford it. I just want to do right by my future son, but I feel like I'm just going to be a terrible mother. I just feel like I don't know what to do anymore and feel like everythings pointless. Sometimes when I'm home alone I just sit there feeling him kick …
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Thomas Cluvingdudge - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 17:41:53 EST ID:PUD/B2hV No.513298 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OK breathe.
You're starting a brand new chapter in your life, a massive decision and something that will literally affect the rest of your life (hopefully) for the better.
I'm not gonna make up some bullshit like "as soon as you see that baby's face everything will change" because postnatal depression is something surprisingly common, and if you're already undergoing a lot of heavy emotions, there's a chance it might not wear off when your beautiful baby is finally here. It's a complicated matter, because you can't help mental health sometimes, and it sounds like a turbulent time.
I would suggest finding someone to confide in, even if you can't afford professional help. Honestly there's plenty of forums for new mothers and stuff if you're afraid of telling this to your family/friends that might help a little. I would always recommend professional help over everything but I understand that finances are going to be tight for a few years.

No one will be better off if you off yourself though. Your husband (who clearly loves you enough to want to raise children and be with you forever) would dearly miss you, your family - though you might not get on with them all the time - are still family, you will have a kid being raised without a mother before they ever have the chance to form memories and know who you are, and while this is not from personal experience rather what I've been told, but the bonding experiences that form in the early years of their life will stick with you, and will be some of the happiest moments of your life, from the first time they look at you with their big beautiful eyes, to the first time they call you mama, to the times where they've hurt themselves or someone made them upset and they go running right for you because you're safe and amazing and their ultimate protector.

You're not going to be a perfect parent. No one is. Every child will fall out with their parent over something at some point in their life, every parent has a bad day and shouts at their kid for no reason apart from them being a kid and are being slightly annoying. But you owe it to yourself to be a good as parent as possible. To teach…
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Phyllis Shittingworth - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 05:49:57 EST ID:KveR7zNs No.513353 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah one thing that is reiterated OP is that you need to find other expecting mothers, they understand a lot of your shit better than anyone else. Maybe not all of it but the bits that most non mothers (which is 99% of /qq/ if not more) cannot relate to.

This is terrifying and honestly if you weren't terrified you'd be an awful person. I think perhaps you should have stopped smoking and learned to cope before you got pregnant but it's too late now so you've got to make the most of this. Rather than worrying about how bad it is you have to look at how to make the best of things. I know that's easier said than done. There are groups for new and expecting mothers, they will include all sorts of women, some who have been there before too, they will help you more than we can. Find one or more and be open minded and talk join them. They will include all sorts of people but you'll have something in common. After the baby is born stay in touch, you can help each other out like no one else because you all have this roughly similarly developed (and thus roughly as needy) baby.

should I just give up on her? by Barnaby Sabberfield - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 00:58:50 EST ID:ByXD3yKp No.513319 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've been going on dates with this girl for about a month now. We had sex for the first time a week ago. I brought up dating her and she just said "are you sure you want to date me?" laughed at me then reminded me of that she's done group sex. I'm just wondering if I'm wasting my time here. She didn't really answer me and I felt insulted because of the group sex thing. it's like she's trying to one up me am I wasting my time?
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Betsy Bardshit - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 15:36:14 EST ID:InhTXsn3 No.513338 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Say you wanna date but the sex has to be strictly in groups
Sophie Winnerson - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 16:58:02 EST ID:BZHodkXN No.513340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you are lucky, this. You should both get into group sex.
Charlotte Fuckingdale - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 03:36:27 EST ID:+BAu746a No.513351 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah you're pretty much right. I asked her about it and she replied back that it's not really something she's secret about and that she is kind of like a free spirit. She also basically hinted to Mr that there's probably sorta another hot guy she might be sleeping with as well. Kind of figured I was wasting my time she laughed in my face at the thought of going steady with me.
Shit Simblefoot - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 04:17:34 EST ID:GqwOWSCp No.513352 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm fucking sick of these hot, interesting, drug friendly girls who can't handle not fucking multiple cocks. Oh well, good luck with finding someone serious OP.
Frederick Sorringforth - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 06:21:50 EST ID:JHxaDUEb No.513354 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm seeing a girl like this and we had been fucking for about two years before getting serious. The main reason we are together is because we were both at the end of those times and wanted something more rewarding and so we both built trust and changed a little over that time while both being commitment phobes.

It has to be organic I guess. No forcing the issue. But don't expect her to be your perfect little dream kitten.

Group sex is group sex. It doesn't mean that she's untrustworthy or dirty or has had the best times imaginable. It just means that she's had group sex, which can be both great and shit. It's more important to learn why she had group sex.

Not being hot fucking sucks by Ugly man - Sat, 24 Dec 2016 00:28:17 EST ID:9ZpqxX5h No.511889 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>want to be loved and adored and sexually desired
>get super fucking jealous of chads that look like pic related
>cut myself
>girls say "b-but anon he might have an ugly personality, appearances can be deceiving"
>they still fuck him anyways
>will always have an inferiority complex for not being able to make girls wet just by looking at them
>"you're not entitled to women anon"
>shut the fuck up
>cut mysef more
>now I want to cut others

Why fucking live? Why why why why play the fucking game and why fucking live if I cant be pic related? Why the fuck shouldn't I lash out and hurt people since life is otherwise meaningless? What the fuck is all that "stoic be a man" bullshit it never fucking works???

Just why?
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Isabella Dudgewill - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 00:12:14 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513275 Ignore Report Quick Reply
jesus christ, i agree the dude's behavior should be embarrassing to him, but chill out dude it was a joke/an attempt to be an edgy faggot
Phyllis Shittingford - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 06:30:38 EST ID:UbF5zf7N No.513284 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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The only thing worse than a bully is a bully enabler.
Isabella Dudgewill - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 12:56:02 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513291 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If he's actually bullying than yeah, but I feel the person that gives the bully power is the person being bullied who gets terribly upset over it in most cases. They're as much a bully enabler as the person that writes off a bully as just joking.

Never mind if this dude was actually just being an edgelord faggot making an unfunny joke or actually bullying or not, let's not even care to find out and just escalate things or encourage him to continue bullying by giving him what he wants: getting all bent out of shape. Oh yeah, let's bully me into agreeing with you too by calling me as bad as him for injecting some logic into the situation, lol
Phyllis Shittingford - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 15:40:38 EST ID:UbF5zf7N No.513294 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're reading far far too much into this.

I'm just being silly. But he's actually a no good bully
Phyllis Greenham - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 18:00:00 EST ID:c7hkHH7V No.513341 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I'd just like to say that I did not expect to see a Rui Unas gif in 420chan.

that's all.

The one who loved but could'nt afford by Argar the hardar - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 15:04:44 EST ID:XOSmyznF No.513293 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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This girl i have had a thing with lately went to Australia for a Working holiday and will stay for a while. I am madly in love with her and have decided i want to travel down there too. Problem is i don't have much money, and getting a job for like a month or two seems to be quite difficult, if not impossible. i live in Norway and the temporary job market is basically nonexistent if you don't know anyone. i really miss her but fear that i wont be able to see her for way too long time, and right now that's not an option. Anyone have any advice regarding making some money? Or maybe just general advice for this situation? I am already selling some dope and molly but i don't want to expand since the neighbors noticed last time i did it so i'm trying to keep it low key.

Pic related, its her
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Albert Bommlehood - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 02:34:23 EST ID:rBfIrlAT No.513322 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I can only provide advice if you provide more pictures
Nicholas Sevingdale - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 05:22:31 EST ID:tDogmvzg No.513325 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Or maybe just general advice for this situation?

Stop posting pictures of other people's legs on the internet
Phyllis Huffingridge - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 06:17:29 EST ID:5JYKa3yb No.513328 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ask if she has any friends that are willing to front you some weed (and don't smoke it yourself you paninihead!) and you're golden.

Good luck, fellow norwegiobro
Argar the hardar - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 08:58:19 EST ID:XOSmyznF No.513334 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not going to post more pics.
Argar the hardar - Sun, 12 Feb 2017 09:02:42 EST ID:XOSmyznF No.513335 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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i'm already quite well connected on the drug part so that's not a problem. Pretty much looking for other opportunities. Or maybe just venting my 1st world problems.

I tried to change. by Fanny Blatherdock - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 18:18:38 EST ID:R6O71k3I No.513301 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I quit smoking weed because I thought it would make things better. Well, nothing got better. and I realize that I smoked weed because my life was shit, and it will always be shit.

I tried to change, and nothing happened.

Fuck life.

All I can say is that most people have it easier, that they are fucking casuals, because my life is harder. That I'm stronger than most people because my life is shittier. I hope that makes sense.

Have a nice day, fuckfaces :-) By the way, most of you are casuals.
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Derluft - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 18:49:59 EST ID:cdQIP6Vo No.513303 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Almost all chronic drug use stem from an underlying reason.. I believe your current psychological state of difficulty is from not dealing with life; it seems to me that you glorify having a harder life and in turn may make life more difficult for yourself just so you can feel as if you have some credit or possibly some confidence in which you lack. I believe, in what I could daduce from your quick OP, your underlying condition may be self-esteem.

This is not a bad idea ether! :) At least, seemingly, almost always a good idea. ;)
Shit Duckhall - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 19:29:23 EST ID:9vn86lM+ No.513304 Ignore Report Quick Reply

OP, your life isnt harder, your life is just as hard as everyone elses.

Stop making excuses and do something with your life.
Albert Chettingdack - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 20:04:21 EST ID:F6BBbLXR No.513306 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I was born with a seizure disorder because my father was exposed to Agent Orange 20 years before I was conceived.

Tonic-clonic and absence seizures, non-light sensitive, totally random. Went undiagnosed and un-/mistreated until I was 20. It will probably kill me someday.

I had a seizure last night. I know because I feel like I've been hit by a truck.

My tongue is swollen and bleeding, my head is pounding, the muscles in my legs don't seem to be working right, and I've felt like I needed to puke... all day.

Still, I went to work this morning. Weekend shift in the ER of a hospital in NYC. Patients need the help a lot more than I do (never).

Oh, and i quit weed too. It's not hard. Get over it, pussy.
Priscilla Wimmertat - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 20:27:08 EST ID:g8o4GfIn No.513310 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Your life is shit and you don't want it to be shit, right? You tried to make it better, that didn't work, and now you're giving up, yeah? Don't give us the "It's always been harder for me" bullshit. It always looks like other people have it easier. We're all the heroes of our own stories, surpassing insurmountable obstacles no one else could possibly understand. If you tried to make your life better, and failed, and then you give up, either you didn't work hard enough, or you didn't want it bad enough. If your life isn't what you want, you've got work to do. Stop making excuses and either do the work, or roll over and wait to die.
Martin Trotstock - Mon, 13 Feb 2017 06:57:13 EST ID:zbKXnohS No.513356 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>implying agent orange works anything like the way you think it does and you didn't just shit luck out on the genetic lottery son

Not huge by Ian Fonderdine - Thu, 09 Feb 2017 07:41:04 EST ID:ll50ueYD No.513223 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So recently I was talking with this girl about one of her previous sexual partners and she's saying how there's no intimacy and she wants to end it but then mentions that he has a gargantuan dick. Now idk why but ever since it I read that I've been legitimately depressed and idk why. I'm not particularly small myself but for some reason I'm just sad now. Is it because I'll never know what it's like to have a girl keep fucking you when you're a total tool just because you've got a big hog??? Man having a dick sucks..
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Jenny Honningwell - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 02:37:01 EST ID:tDogmvzg No.513256 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Someone's lonely
Cyril Gingerhune - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 02:41:29 EST ID:tIbIAYk0 No.513257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sorry I got weird and insecure guys. Thanks especially to that guy was logical af way early
Jenny Honningwell - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 02:43:44 EST ID:tDogmvzg No.513258 Ignore Report Quick Reply

It happens man. Glad you're feeling better.
Clara Billinglock - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 13:47:03 EST ID:jPpWgI0N No.513263 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This is why in the wild chimpanzees will rip the dick and balls off of their opponents. They feel depression towards dick insecurity as well. And they solve it, they don't wallow. Be like a chimp. Don't go out and actually do it. But envision intently, and graphically, I want you to feel the feels, imagine how scared he'd be if he was weaker than you and you dominated him, imagine ripping his cock and balls from his body and grinding them into paste in front of him.

Your depression will evaporate.
Matilda Hobberstotch - Sat, 11 Feb 2017 11:23:56 EST ID:CfonqoA0 No.513288 Ignore Report Quick Reply

The Misty cosplay is such a well wrapped gift.

Emotionally closed. by Hannah Duckman - Mon, 06 Feb 2017 16:41:24 EST ID:hsU/r6hK No.513120 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Is anyone else here both very emotionally sensitive and also unable to properly express it? I personally have this issue in spades and it's driving me nuts. Be it about friends, family, or myself it's like I am unable to put my feelings into meaning. It's hard to explain...it's like a lawnmower filled with gas but without a primer. Everything is there but I don't know how to put it to meaning.

I didn't always have this problem...but the last couple years have been rough. Starting with a mind shredding bad trip, and ending with a really rough breakup...I've found that I don't really know how to be who I am anymore.

I'm cowardly, lazy, quiet, short with people, and am right now unable to really feel connected to anyone. I hate this and need it to end, please help.
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William Bludgeford - Wed, 08 Feb 2017 05:28:24 EST ID:A7FxXuhm No.513167 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm very empathetic (is that a word?) and have been since I was a baby boy. I hurt a lot during my childhood due to violences and abuse, and that coupled with a few terrible love relationships, made me somewhat closed to others.

I spent the last two years getting back up from this shit, and recently made a lot of progress through fair use of communication with people I had issues with (exes and mother who did bad shit when I was little), and MDMA to further push my introspections and become aware of what I felt deep inside.

Since then, I've been able to see life with more and more clarity, and it allows me to really express and understand myself better. I met someone new in my life and the love she gave to me made me able to let go of the bad shit still tied to me, and now well, life is still a bitch, but it's better.

I recommend, in this order : a good, non-behavioral, non-psychiatrist, psychologist that has a lot of empathy. Talking to people you love and those you have issues with in order to settle stuff and make peace with them and yourself. Letting yourself feel stuff fully, without rationalizing it at first. Maybe some molly but in a quiet place, with someone you trust, and focus on your "inner self", don't just go running around laughing : find yourself in the moment instead of losing yourself in it.

And if at all possible, get surrounded by people you love and who love you, be it family, friends or lovers.
Edward Simmlehall - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 00:56:50 EST ID:BsFIDVuY No.513255 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm pretty sure the conclusion of the plot will have my character meet with a tragic ending and because i'm no longer the actor I can't defy the script to change fate. I don't know the secret to gaining influence again after being delegated to an observer watching the film play out, I wish I did as i'd let others in on the secret.

I'm aware of how crazy this proposition sounds but I think this might be a form of black magic someone has used against me that has effectively written me out of the active body of human existence thereby causing me to be stuck in a static state so my physical body can be thrown from one scene to another like a puppet on a string without having any power to alter the outcome. Maybe if I could determine who the puppet master behind this were I could find a way to cut the strings but then again my "master" probably would be able to see it coming so maybe it's just wishful thinking.

It isn't all that bad I guess, i'm learning to enjoy the side-plots of the story leading up to the inevitable conclusion, and maybe it won't be tragic and i'm just thinking it will be because i'm stuck ruminating on the fact i've been turned into something without a soul and i'm no longer a "real boy". I can dream that the ending will be happy but deep down i'm wondering why someone would steal my soul without having evil intentions and wanting to punish me. Even if it was just for entertainment, a dramatic and turbulent ending that pulls at the heart strings beats a predictably cheerful ending every time.
Nell Sabberkan - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 16:27:48 EST ID:vaYDaUnY No.513266 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Holy fuck this. A friend will do something like show me a song I really like, and in my head I'll be loving the fuck out of it, but I can't do anything but sit in silence and smile a little, it's like I don't know how to express whats in my head. I have to tell my close friends when I'm enjoying or feeling something, and they have to trust that, it's uncomfortable and the trust isn't always there on their end even if it's genuine on mine and it breaks my heart. I hate it. I always assumed it's cause rather than learning social cues and body language I fucked off on the internet, idk. Any shows of emotion I do make are faked and easily seen through even though I do feel the emotions.
Nell Sabberkan - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 16:40:10 EST ID:vaYDaUnY No.513267 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You gotta believe me when I tell you there's no puppet. Right before I had a psychotic break I was convinced the me that was generating my thoughts and personality was separate from the me that was controlling my body and social interactions, that I was just trapped in my cage of a body, along for the ride with no control. I started to float away into my own head and daydreams until that became a reality, where I couldn't come back into control, just watching through eyes I wasn't controlling. Be careful dude, seriously rationalize any thoughts you have like that. How did you get the idea for black magic? Did something happen to indicate magic specifically? Did a witch break into your home one night? What else besides magic could be making you like this? Do some research into every possibility, including mental disorders. I'm really not trying to write you off as crazy or something like that, I'm telling you, I've been there and I know how differently your brain functions when you're there. It's more of just an off kilter perspective of the world. Seek other viewpoints from people you trust in your life, they'll shine glaring lights on things that otherwise would have remained hidden from your perspective.
Isabella Dudgewill - Fri, 10 Feb 2017 20:59:16 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.513269 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I was convinced the me that was generating my thoughts and personality was separate from the me that was controlling my body and social interaction

I've had this before. I've also had like 5 psychotic breaks, but they were always a result of drugs. One was from tons of amphetamine and marijuana, two were from DXM, one was from DXM & 3-MeO-PCP, and one was from 3-MeO-PCP and DPT. Oh, I guess I had six, I got another from MXP. Was yours not drug related, out of curiosity?

Honestly each of my psychotic breaks was different based on the drugs used. The one with amps and marijuana only lasted a few hours but I had pretty weird visual hallucinations and a fucking terrible feeling of dying and being uncomfortable no matter what position I was in, even though I knew I wasn't dying. I had tons of auditory hallucinations too, usually weird things like neighing horses and whistles blowing. The DXM only ones were very strange and had lots of auditory hallucinations I can't really remember, a strange overall feeling, and ridiculous lilliputian hallucinations. They only lasted about ~8 hours. The 3-meo and DXM one had even more severe lilliputian hallucinations, I had no clue what was going on at all, like nothing that was happening made sense to me even though I could function. I had no idea why I was doing the things I was doing or why what was happening to me was happening, and I got vivid daydream-like hallucinations of doing crazy PCP'd out shit at times. It lasted 3 fuckin days, but the lilliputian hallucinations went away after the first day.

The 3-meo and DPT one wound up having police come in my house after getting them called on me and I got injected with some antipsychotic after letting them tackle me and handcuff me (thank god I didn't fucking attack them) and screaming some shit that was described as "witnessing an exorcism". I was handcuffed to a stretcher and taken to a hospital but somehow not arrested/didn't get in any trouble. The last one with MXP had the most ridiculous lilliputian hallucinations I've ever fucking experienced, and I thought there was no way to top what happened with the 3-meo and DXM. It lasted a good day or so.

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