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Fucking an ex by Barnaby Dramblestone - Wed, 24 May 2017 11:33:01 EST ID:RWMYdvNQ No.516450 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I split with my ex about a month ago, she's living with me for now but she's moving out tomorrow. The split was mutual and was pretty civil but soon after she picked up a new boyfriend.

Anyway I kinda wanted to fuck her again, I asked in a round-about way and she declined but kinda got a bit upset, after we talked she said it's because she kinda did want to and was upset about us being over but it was too awkward.

So anyway i've left it at that for now, do you think i'll ever get to fuck her again? Maybe if I just wait for her to move out and wait and see if she contacts me? I'm hoping that little seed will grow into something and i'll kinda be there in her mind if she ever wants it.

>tl;dr how to fuck ex?
Barnaby Dramblestone - Wed, 24 May 2017 13:09:32 EST ID:RWMYdvNQ No.516453 Ignore Report Quick Reply
quick update hugged her and she started crying because it was sad she's moving out. Probably not a good idea to fuck her? Is she still too attached?
Shit Dodgechack - Wed, 24 May 2017 16:20:57 EST ID:HkMncnXO No.516456 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Def not a good idea, The day before my gf moved out in essentially the same situation I was on acid and convinced her that one last good passionate penetration session would be a good thing for "closure". It felt awesome at the time but left some residual effects in my mental and really fucked with me for about a year afterwards.
Shit Dodgechack - Wed, 24 May 2017 16:22:59 EST ID:HkMncnXO No.516457 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Also make sure that last hug when you say goodbye is a good one, I kinda did that little hug gangstas do to each other after they shake hands n bring it in for a second and felt bad about that for a while lol
Barnaby Dramblestone - Wed, 24 May 2017 17:04:43 EST ID:RWMYdvNQ No.516458 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nah we had a good hug and she cried into my shoulder.
I don't really have any emotional attachment left just fancied dipping my wick.
Barnaby Dramblestone - Wed, 24 May 2017 17:05:34 EST ID:RWMYdvNQ No.516459 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'll defo miss acid sex with her, those were some good times.

Ballin by Sophie Drandlepatch - Sat, 13 May 2017 12:25:47 EST ID:tldOIKN9 No.516198 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So since about last year around this I had socially isolated myself and smoked weed til the point of dependency. Coming out of this shell like a hopeful hermit crab and exposing myself more to other people I realise that I most definitely dislike and do not trust others at all.
I grew up in social isolation and hated it. It, alongside a few other factors, did make me try to kill myself and made me very seriously consider pulling through with it. I am healthy now and I don't want to do it. But now with weed social isolation is very cozy if you can ignore any negative emotion. My relationship with my family is dysfunctional, and that's a whole other rabbit hole.
I cannot trust the intentions of girls nor a possible shared future with one, I believe since childhood I have romanticized love to an unrealistic point. I have had sex before and it's not all that. [Fugly] Girls have shown interest in me but none I was in love with or even wanted to be with.
I have only 2 actual friends (one online and one irl), the rest are just people I am friendly with and I know and can see that they are wearing masks just like I am.
I have a selfless dream for the future but I am anywhere from one to 6 years of achieving that. I don't believe I have the mental discipline to keep that goal in focus for such a long time and not just revert to mindless consumerism or fall into depression.
The only thing that makes me capable about being hopeful about the future is distancing myself from others and just blazing up, and I honestly believe I am better off this way. I am not trying to type out an undertone of self-pity, maybe I am, I just want to know if there's any... alternative ways to achieve a comfortable mental state.
My only issue is that I don't believe this to be exactly healthy. I still want friends and to be able to have strong and loving relationships with them but I believe this to be an delusion out of my grasp. I don't see how any relationship outside of my family would develop beyond being friendly. Don't reply witht "just go out and make friends lel", I already know how to make friends. I am not an autistic 6 year old. I just don't know how any of those friendships …
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David Feblingspear - Tue, 23 May 2017 16:22:59 EST ID:n1yNxChx No.516432 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i think your spirit will always want more
Shit Pobberdodge - Tue, 23 May 2017 21:20:25 EST ID:UgG3eQ4s No.516438 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You probably only took small doses of LSD. Legit take no less than 500mics of LSD and then get back to us.

Although, maybe you're right. If LSD just gave you, "teenager philosophy," then maybe you just have the mind of a teenager. It's not like the drugs show you anything that isn't already there.

Your hidden parts are just an adolescent. Nothing to blossom. Nothing great hidden deep within.
Shit Pobberdodge - Tue, 23 May 2017 21:21:37 EST ID:UgG3eQ4s No.516439 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Anyways, I was just being a dick. I do however get the idea that you haven't had a proper trip based on what you've said.
Wesley Ballyshit - Wed, 24 May 2017 08:42:01 EST ID:o7q3cvGG No.516446 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Last time I took acid was 200ug. I have had stronger epiphanies on around 100ug or less. Dude, it's just a drug. No doubt that it can have incredible effects, but that's marketing of the product in itself. Either you can have sincere realizations or you can just get thoughts that comes from the fact you are high a fuck. It's not a miracle substance for everyone.
Sheriff of Noddingham - Wed, 24 May 2017 10:37:53 EST ID:FucrEdSx No.516449 Ignore Report Quick Reply
First off i wanma say i feel you man, i can relate to a lot of the things you're saying. Im sure i'm probably not the only one too.

What it seems like to me is that you're lacking true meaning in your life, and are using getting blazed all day a long with isolating yourself socially to an extent to try and cover up or fill that void. It doesn't sound to me like you're completely shutting yourself out and being a full on hermit as bad as many other people do which is definitely a good thing.
My advice is to find something that gives your life true and serious meaning. I won't lie to you, i struggle with this too and haven't found that thing yet and as a result i have a list of problems of my own. The thing that gives your life meaning and passion could be a lot of things. An example thats common for a lot of people is bringint a child into the world and making it their world. Not for everyone, but thats the number one most common except for people finding the love of their life. Those are basically pleb teir though haha, and there are lots of other things. Stephen King for example, his passion and probably the driving force behind his life is his writing tons of stories and creating entire universes and plots and all that stuff, and he also has a wife and kids thrown in the mix too. I was kidding about the pleb teir part by the way haha i thought that was funny though, it sort of is pleb teir compared to shit like inventing haldron particle colliders and shit.

Anyway that's what i got. Most people who have passions and meaning for their life seem to have none of the problems you're describing as far as i know so from what i can tell they look like your best bet. Or maybe i'm 100% off and am just projecting because i know for a fact i lack a passion and something to truly live for in my life.


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