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Hell by Nicholas Namblebury - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 03:17:43 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516808 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What do I do if I automatically give off an energy that makes people hate me? Every single person here hates me and I have one kid who lives here who literally screams like a toddler playing video games and throws the paddle against walls and he treats everyone like shit and he always talks about how he's a virgin and wants to rape chicks yet people like him more even the fucking girls!!!

Everyone here assumes I have no friends like if I say I did something with a friend they're like "wow you have a friend" and people always ask what I do assuming I'll say just laying around in bed so they can laugh at me until they find out I love a more eventful life than them.

Does this have something to do with being in a hicktown?
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Nicholas Namblebury - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 16:34:48 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516825 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm scared. Even though I can beat them up I feel like they're gonna sucker punch and grab my hair and punch me in the dick and shit.
Ian Clibblechit - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 17:02:39 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516829 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I'm scared
Well we've found your problem. This is why you get bullied.
Lydia Brodgewure - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 02:00:20 EST ID:omX2BDyl No.516845 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You probably just lost the genetic lottery.
If the genes for the shape of your face are bad then you're going to be disliked, sad but true.
Doris Pettingman - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 05:25:14 EST ID:xcyp5+5p No.516847 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not to the extent you'll make no friends. If you're obsessed with how ugly you are on top of that though, your vileness will seep from your very core and poison everything.
Fuck Blizzleshit - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 22:21:43 EST ID:buDodtmC No.516862 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this, when you think badly of yourself it tends to seep out of your pores and people think badly of you as a result.

which makes it a royal pain in theass to stop feeling bad about yourself wwhen everyone starts feeling bad about you as well.

living inna hicktown cant help because you probably arent gooing to find folks with stuff in common.

My life is kinda fucked by Cedric Blerringlodge - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 11:25:53 EST ID:lhTGOSgv No.516854 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey /qq/, I never post on this board because despite the massive amount of daily problems I face I generally am stubbornly happy and removed from my own issues. I have a job, I have a very wonderful relationship, I have good friends, I'm not very rich, and I'm currently "homeless".

Lately though I've run into massive depression because I feel like I can't get out of my current situation.

>To begin let's start at the beginning.
I was raised with a pretty abusive mother and an absent father. I lived with my mother up until I think about either 20 or 21 when I was dating a person who is a very close friend of mine to this day and she was spying on me skyping with them. This started my current journey of nomadicism floating from place to place. Each situation was temporary or someone ended up pulling some crazy shit and fucking me over.

I am a drug abuser, but up until now the absolute worst thing in bad decision making in my life has been getting involved in relationships with shitty people. Especially my last relationship which took me to the other side of the country and really was spirit breaking hell for me, but it also helped me find my current girlfriend and helped me save the life of a friend. I've been through an unbelievable amount of crazy fucked up shit in the past 3 years. A brief addiction to Clonazolam, living with a junkie who stole my shit, two of my close friends dying ( one from OD another from suicide ), two of my own non-fatal OD's, and to hell and back.

>My current situation
After my last roommate literally tried to stab me I ended up back to the worst place possible for me. My mothers house, only I'm not really even allowed in the house due to her crazy boyfriend and the belief I am a junkie because I was open enough to actually stupidly tell my parents I've done IV meth and heroin. So I live in the garage basically and I have been for the past month or two. I've kept my job and make about 600-800 a month, but I just can't find a place to stay. I've realized a bit late that I need to start saving. In the past I've always made ends meet one way or another. I had my cake and ate it too. I have a few options that I managed to find to get out of this mess. My best option is my friends dad who I bought crack for a couple times ( I know what you're thinking already ) and his son. The guy works construction and makes good enough money combined with my income we could afford a decent place. My second option is a house renter and junkie whos gonna have a place available on my next paycheck. My third option is my friend Nate who might want to get a place with me and works at UPS.

I really need to get out of this garage, not only is just a shitty unideal place to live, my mom is totally wearing me down. I really for the first time in my life have had suicidal thoughts. I'd never follow them ever, I have dreams, I'm way too stubborn to die, and I need to be with my girlfriend. I keep getting told I need to get two jobs and my current job is a "job thats not enough" and work myself to death, fuck that. I can manage to get by just fine if I can find a decent place to rent. I do plan to go back to college for bartending or massage therapy or maybe even IT as its the only things I can see myself doing besides being a psychiatrist or a writer like I dream of doing.

I just need to get into a place with my girlfriend, I love her so much. She is trans like me and just the sweetest thing in the world. She wants to be a cam girl which I'm totally down with. Her holding me is the only time I've ever felt truly loved by someone. It makes me actually not want to do all the crazy drugs I do so much even tho we both do crazy drugs.
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Nathaniel Billingville - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 13:53:15 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516856 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Buy a van/box truck/RV. Problem solved.
Cedric Blerringlodge - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 15:47:54 EST ID:lhTGOSgv No.516858 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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and make meff right?
Isabella Crosslelod - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 17:38:56 EST ID:LVLZpkrK No.516859 Ignore Report Quick Reply

No, live in it ya dingus.

Affairs and open relationships by Jack Hockletadge - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 08:23:57 EST ID:ZzcX8xJa No.516848 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>best friend's boyfriend of a long time had always been a bit jealous of me
>eventually having an affair with her
>vacations in another country with her and her friend
>fucked her friend there
>she told him we went on vacations together and he didn't like it
>arguments ensued between them
>she told him that I only had sex with her friend there
>technically true
>this took a toll on her relationship, though, and their relationship started to fall from here
>we didn't break things off and maintained our secret relationship
>meet every weekend
>for over a year
>feelings start to appear
>we tell that we love each other
>she got jealous at me when I fucked another girl
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Doris Pettingman - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 09:18:50 EST ID:xcyp5+5p No.516850 Ignore Report Quick Reply
On one hand maybe she always wanted an open relationship.

On the other she has cheated (as in broken trust), been dishonest, led 2 guys on at once, had no respect for her boyfriend or you for most of your relationships.

If you just want to fuck her sometimes then fine. But you'll never just be more than just someone she fucks no matter how she says it. Open relationships are fine but you have feelings, you're still going to want there to be some rules and she won't stick to them. I don't think either of you have the emotional capability to make such an arrangement between the two of you work.

I would say get therapy or whatever (counselling? you don't need pills but you do need to better understand your baggage and how to cope and to improve your self worth) work on yourself be a better person. Instead of disrespecting yourself start loving yourself. Which means forcing yourself to improve for your own happiness.

Talking to girl by Sophie Fibblepeck - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 17:44:20 EST ID:/ODgdoDQ No.516839 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi /qq/, nothing heavy, just need a little advice. I started talking to a girl and she's really chill. We have a couple things in common but I kind of ran out of things to say to her today. I literally blanked out staring at her message.

I have a crippling dependency on amphetamines and they make it almost impossible to interact with people properly. All of the subtle feelings that drive natural conversation are kind of obliterated by the amp brain.
I also think she's really pretty, so I'm overly aware of what I'm typing.

I dunno. What are your thoughts /qq/? She seems really sweet and I don't wanna lose her interest because my strung out brain can't converse organically.
Rebecca Classlestudging - Sat, 10 Jun 2017 19:31:34 EST ID:WHNQAMHb No.516840 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If she likes you then she'll be the one to talk. Your social retardation might actually benefit you as it would make you seem less interested which in turn would make her more interested. Never make the mistake of being upfront, man.

Depression has come back to me and this time it's seriously impacting my life by Kevin Nash - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 16:09:11 EST ID:E75hVoPZ No.516824 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Somehow my depression that I struggled with from the ages of 16 to 18 has come back. I'm now 21.

I was seriously depressed to the point of self harm and near constant suicidal thoughts, I managed to overcome it through slowly moving to a better and better situation. I work now, which I find easy.

The thing that helped me gain some light back in my life was Professional Wrestling and my ultimate desicion to attempt to become a Pro Wrestler myself.

Starting Pro Wrestling training has been a good idea on my part, I've gotten into shape and gained a new kind of confidence thanks to leaving my comfort zone.

Depression has creeped back in my life however and I'm struggling to understand and track down why. This time I feel like it will have more of an impact on my life.

Wrestling training is something to do. I can do the physical stuff no problem, that's whatever to me. I'll accept any and all criticism or frustration from the trainers because that's what it's all about.

The social side and impact and pursuing Professional Wrestling has given me the most grief.

The people at training, I really dont get on well with. I don't have a solid friend to go with or meet up with there. I find it a struggle to really connect with people there. I know it may sound weird, being in a room with other 'wrestling fans' I shouldn't have a real issue finding common ground with people but when you strip away the whole wrestling thing I question whether I would have anything to do with the people there. I don't watch too much wrestling anyway.
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Jack Mengerfoot - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 21:47:11 EST ID:e1ptL1WV No.516832 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There is depression even though you're dealing with something hard. People call that depression even though that connates the idea it's not something frequent or that people behave in understanding of. Which isn't true and isn't false. You're friends don't expect that commitments will keep you from hanging out yet it is known and experienced that trying to set out on any path involving career, dream, what you wanted to be will.

Many people experienced that wall in college or even senior year in high school. Maybe read your copy of have a nice day.

Kill consciousness by Nicholas Namblebury - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 09:47:37 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516816 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do I kill my consciousness and morals? I can't enjoy life like I used to and be an ass hole and now that I have a kind nature everyone is being a fucking dick to me and treating me like shit just to feel better so by beif nice I pretty much became a punching bag and whenever I'm an ass hole people act nice. It's like I have no choice but to be an ass hole. Also how do I stop being a pussy and afraid to fight?
Shit Cunkinfuck - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 11:33:07 EST ID:2c08/Cs/ No.516818 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Lift weights and do stims
Caroline Fuzzledock - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 12:31:32 EST ID:xcyp5+5p No.516819 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Actually when you're an asshole people act nice but any with self respect will just stop hanging.

But if you can't find the line between standing up for yourself and being inconsiderate to others then probably just learn to believe the words in your original post. You don't currently but honestly you don't actually respect or like people either so what do you expect from them?
Nicholas Namblebury - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 16:36:26 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516826 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yes I wonder why I don't like them. This is all my fault.
Caroline Fuzzledock - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 19:29:47 EST ID:xcyp5+5p No.516831 Ignore Report Quick Reply
See your response was basically not to consider what you can do but to bitch.

Either you're an asshole or you choose the wrong company because you don't respect yourself and actually deserve better the jury is out. It is not necessarily all your fault but it is something only you can change. That's life. Sometimes you get stiffed and it's not really your fault you're in a situation but it's up to you to improve it.
Fucking Pirrywore - Sun, 11 Jun 2017 23:58:39 EST ID:mFkqrq1t No.516863 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So its up to me to bust some heads?
Metal up your ass!!

Healthy ways to shut your brain off? by Edwin Hinkinfield - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 15:19:19 EST ID:qlSDyJTh No.516702 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Just a quickie here, no need for my life story or anything. Question is in the title what are healthy ways or just not thinking? Playing music is one of the only things I can think of but I generally got to be in a good mood. Video games I can't stay focused on as much when I was younger I often get to emotionally involved in TV/ Books / Movies. Heroin and self mutilation work but... they aren't tooooooo healthy.
Caroline Drebblefere - Sun, 04 Jun 2017 16:23:35 EST ID:UrQwPY3E No.516704 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Excercise. Run like there's no tomorrow. Meditation I guess? Watching funny tv shows. Getting together with friends. Maybe doing something artistic? Like painting or dancing or writing
David Mennerfoot - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 16:12:51 EST ID:yUhAjzvV No.516721 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Seconding exercise. While you're exercising you're trying to think about what you're doing pretty much most of the time, and when you're done your mind is relaxed yet able to focus still in a more refined kind of way. This is pretty much the best and only healthy way of getting this to happen.
Fucking Pockhall - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 19:31:03 EST ID:0HOTiew5 No.516725 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Heavy Roleplay Space Station 13 Server. You will be so focused on performing lifelike emotes, avoiding being eaten by changelings, and abiding by Space Law, you will forget about all your problems.
Albert Pidgepare - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 20:49:54 EST ID:qlSDyJTh No.516802 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Sorry for no responses, been hella busy with work shit. I'm such a lazy fuck but I guess I gotta start exercising one of these days or I'll be fat or dead. As I get older I'm actually more interested in boxing and things like it ... but I'm kind of a goof with no self of steam and I'm embarrassed of the thought of even going to a gym and attempting to box. Getting together with friends is fine, I'm kinda boo hoo woe is me these days but I got solid friends... I just have the shittiest work schedule and always work weekends (trying to do something about that by getting a new job)

The video game thing. I dunno, I play the fuck out of X-COM2 but I'll sometimes feel like a burnout for spending so much time on it. I wish the sims didn't suck anymore, maybe that would be a decent. I'm just rambling now but I haven't actually played the sims since I've had a life of my own, not saying I'm to good for it or anything the new games just kind of blow IMO.
Nell Parryridge - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 21:40:58 EST ID:UrQwPY3E No.516803 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Boxing is great, just go for it. Martial arts are cool in general too. People there are mostly really nice and will take good care of you (more so in martial arts than in boxing or MMA imo). People are usually really welcoming to newcomers who are willing to punch and take punches with a smile on their face

shit ass roommate by Edwin Foblingchot - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 03:41:12 EST ID:vKvaev27 No.516787 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've been coming here and bitching about this fucker for almost 2 years now. I havent been on here in at least 6 months, probably longer. Let me tell you a scenario that happened tonight.

So theres this girl that i'm really into. Shes moving in 10 days from now, across the country. I have no means of following her and we agreed to meet up again at some point but neither of us have the means to until next year.

I havent seen her in a week and a half. We've both been busy, I just started a new job and am trying to make a good impression and she has alot of shit to wrap up around here before she leaves. So she comes over here. Within an hour were making out, and shes kissing me like she wants to get fucked. 5 minutes later shes spread eagle on my couch deep throating my dick, pretty soon im fucking her 4 times in a row with her eating her own pussy juice and telling me how much she loves my cock in her tight wet pussy.

We finish up and get dressed. I'm sitting shirtless in my basketball shorts and shes laying on me, just laughing at everything I say as we shoot the shit for a bit.

All the sudden comes in my shitty ass douchebag roommate. Hes in a terrible mood, he always is. I havent seen this guy happy in the 2 years ive lived with him. He starts bitching immediately about work, and about how he has to get up at 6 am. We ask him to game with us, he refuses. He meanders around the apartment grunting at us and shooting us dirty glares. Just a terrible awful mood, like he doesnt want us to be anywhere around him or were somehow invading his space. I made a comment about how I cleaned the house and he tells me its not good enough. I dont think it bothered my girl (Whose now passed out) but it kinda ruined my mood and my night a little.

I cannot stand this fucker. Every day all day he is in this terrible awful unbearable mood. He is so condescending. He watches youtube progressive news 24/7, very loudly on the tv I purchased. When I say loudly, I mean this is a tv I paid $700 for 2 years ago and the speaker is basically blown to the point where music sounds muffled on it now. Hes a total sjw and is constantly looking for fights with me and my friends on very basic ideology stuff, just fishing for reasons to be pissed off and angry. The house is never clean enough, no matter how hard I try. If I leave a stack of bills and my vape on the coffee table its on a messy pile on my side of the couch like it was thrown their, along with all my mail. Nothing is allowed on the coffee table.

He has this ridiculous recycling program. If I dont follow the rules of it he flips out. He has seperate containers for the following: Garbage, Paper/plastic, bottle caps, tabs from cola, batteries, and grocery bags. He also has a compost pile on some rocks outside that has a bunch of rotting bullshit in it that doesnt belong, like chicken nugget boxes. Pretty sure the landlord isnt too happy about it.

He always is trying to pull shit, ill offer to buy him lunch just because im nice. He'll order an appetizer and 3 entrees and than gets pissed off when I say im not paying for all of that, saying i told him id buy him lunch.
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William Billingford - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 03:55:24 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516788 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>bitchinf two yeara
Dude, move out/find new roomie. Problem solved.
Edwin Foblingchot - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 04:03:09 EST ID:vKvaev27 No.516790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
cant move out, 2 broke

hes also too broke to move
William Billingford - Thu, 08 Jun 2017 04:43:43 EST ID:wJWwXGAC No.516791 Ignore Report Quick Reply
... I don't understand too broke to move. I've moved across state lines by rideshare.
Anyhow, I'm out of good advice foe the night, so here's some bad advice. DRUGS! Very potent drugs! Make thia motherfucker trip p god damned hard there is no chance he'll come back the same. Get some angel trumpets, like ten flowers, some shrooms and a hit of acid and get him innawoods and drug him goooood. Take a hit yourseld, but make sure he gets all the brugmansia/angel trumpet! If you have to drink some, take a bunch of Huperzine-A before and some after so you're not hit as hard, and abandon his ass three or four hours in when he gets /del/'d out. Then, if he ever returns, he'll be changed forever. Otherwise, he's probably institutionalized. Problem solved!

Desire for A Personal Death Squad by Oliver Copperson - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 18:44:58 EST ID:08GPaE4H No.516755 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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When describing myself I can say that, "I have a highly personalized world view". I can quote another description of my feelings; "He is fighting his persecutors, magnifying his person,creating a dream-world in which he can be an important figure." You can further describe me using the following words "This personalization makes him poor observer." Finally I can be described as "writing in white-hot hatred".

This is a good description of myself and I don't like it. I know it's not just me, either.
Samuel Tillingfield - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 03:18:27 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.516761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
So you want to be a big shot huh? What kind of a crazy person ever fantasizes about that? And everyone is subject to biased thinking from the environment and information they have been exposed to their entire lives so they're poor observers. No one is God, capable of understanding the truth objectively correctly 100% of the time. Usually thinking that you are a poor observer is a sign of intelligence because you can think about known unknowns and understand your own shortcomings and think about ways to overcome them. And everyone has written something in anger. We use written words to communicate in our society too much to avoid it. All of this is perfectly normal human behavior.
Ernest Gendleshaw - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 17:15:25 EST ID:RzdtL4iO No.516779 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Read the last part.

thought-patterns and feelings in schizophrenia by Fuck Bunderlock - Mon, 29 May 2017 10:38:22 EST ID:Ylzl+ePE No.516588 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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is there anybody with personal knowledge about the thought-patterns in schizophrenia? Ive had the disease, or atleast signs and signals of it for all my life and I don't really know what parts of my thinking are part of the disease and what parts are just every day thinking.
I'm a bit obsessed about it atm.
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Fanny Duckbanks - Mon, 29 May 2017 18:21:15 EST ID:UrQwPY3E No.516596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Logic is filled with schizos. Have you actually studied logic? No one can stay sane too long studying that shit.

Talk to your friends and family man, they'll be a more sure measure of what is real and what is part of your condition.
Phyllis Gaffingfield - Tue, 30 May 2017 06:17:41 EST ID:zbKXnohS No.516602 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Schizophrenic thought used to be known as autistic thinking (this was before memes and the very diagnosis of autism in itself - in its original incarnation, 'autism' merely referred to pathological morbid self-obsession/rumination as a symptom of schizophrenia, then known as dementia praecox). Autistic thinking refers to logic that is generated entirely by the internal world. For those of us not in the schizophrenia spectrum, our logic systems have been shaped and defined by the external for pretty much our entire lives. Axioms, rules, and the very structures of the universe are filtered down from higher institutions and embedded into our personalities from the moment we are bred onto this Earth, and they shape the foundation for what our beliefs become as we grow older.

For the schizophrenic in active psychosis? External rules are meaningless. The internal world, the world of fantasy, introspection, and self-reflection, consumes the external world of third-party axioms, of rules, of the laws of physics in itself. None of that matters when you're psychotic. Only whatever the schizophrenic's mind is preoccupied with at the moment, matters to the schizophrenic's reality.

All people experience autistic thinking and rational thinking at various points in our lives. For most, their brief, fantastical, and unrealistic moments of autistic thinking are filtered away as fantasy or day dreaming. The time you rode to Pluto on an elephant, the time you conquered the world by cornering the market on Jelly Beans, the time you went back in time to 15th century England and beat down everyone else in the War of the Roses to proclaim yourself king. Non-psychotics realize when they're being silly, and organize their periods of silliness accordingly. For the psychotic, this process simply never occurs. Somewhere along the line where the daydream meets reality, the process is perverted.
Archie Nummerhall - Tue, 30 May 2017 10:46:11 EST ID:Ylzl+ePE No.516607 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That sort of gives me a look into what might be unnormal in my thinking and what might be normal, thanks.
I see my daily thoughts much more clearly now, many of them seem to be psychotic, but I can handle.
Graham Billingson - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 16:14:33 EST ID:k/YC6bzW No.516776 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Have you considered using other people? Someone you trust, to give you perspective on what is really going on and what not.
Hopefully you'll start seeing patterns in what is real and what isn't, and learn to notice them on your own.
Ernest Gendleshaw - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 17:14:26 EST ID:RzdtL4iO No.516778 Ignore Report Quick Reply
If you have disorganized repetitive and intrusive thoughts that you cant control then your definitely 100% Schizo.

Yea by Jack Mizzlebeck - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 19:23:48 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516756 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>talk to qt online
>we get along really good she's sending nudes
>she uses the camera app and always messages me back fast
>can't shake the fact that something is fishy

Kik has a thing where it shows two versions of a deliver message a solid D symbol which means they got the message and opened kik but haven't opened your convo. The other D symbol is transparent and usually means that they got your message delivered to their phone but they haven't checked kik yet.

Every time I message this girl she messages me back right away and her thing is always on the solid d like she's checking her messages (from other people) and there's times when I message her and get no answer and surprise there's no solid d it's transparent.

It's weird because I messaged her at like 5 am her time and got no answer but the d went solid showing she had kik open.

Is it just a phone error or maybe unlocking your phone with the messages on your lock screen do it or something?
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Archie Snodwell - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 12:04:51 EST ID:sXAIj5h1 No.516770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Chicks flake out all the time.

Smoke more and chill out
Doris Secklebanks - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 13:02:04 EST ID:HkMncnXO No.516771 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Kik is HUGE for catfishing clickbait type shit, probably the biggest app of it's kind for that kinda thing. U been warned
Augustus Chembleridge - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 13:20:37 EST ID:fnpFc8oK No.516772 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Rule 1 of meeting people on the internet is never get the feels before you meet them.

OP enjoy the nudes but don't even count on them being hers for the time being.
Nigel Pitthood - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 15:40:07 EST ID:RLopCwes No.516774 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I add them on sm and get their phone number
Shit Cunkinfuck - Fri, 09 Jun 2017 11:32:08 EST ID:2c08/Cs/ No.516817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That "read/unread" convo shit is the exact reason why I turned off that setting on whatsapp. I used to stress over "last seen online xxx" whenever I was msging a qt but after I turned that shit off I stopped stressing over whether or not the bish read my msg or not.

Check your privacy settings and turn that shit off

Dying soon want a peaceful death away fro everyone's by Martin Faddlenat - Mon, 05 Jun 2017 23:26:58 EST ID:+eu7fILs No.516731 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What do I do if I'm constantly sick and tired. I mean every second of being awake my body aches, I feel tired, I have pulsating headaches every second and I have to take pills constantly for pain. I'm taking them more and more and everything gets worse I can't get a full night sleep I have restless leg syndrome that's so bad it hurts like fucking crazy all night long I can barely get up the stairs anymore I also either ha e no appetite at all or I just can't stop fucking ey like pounds and pounds of junk food and I just want to eat until I puke.

It hurts so fucking much I think I'm out my time is up. I'm pretty sure I have to get ssi and just wait to die and with all this pain I'm having I don't think it'll take long my healthy keeps getting dramatically worse and worse I don't know wat to do. I also have PTSD fucking bad and still live in the same sad house with all my problems so every day is crippling depression and I can't do anything about it I just have. I is images of killing myself every day

I require so much sleep it's fucking rediculous I need 12 hours of sleep a night and a nap and 2 resting periods a day. Weed is literally the only thing that helps but smoking 10-20 dollars worth of weed every day is just impossible. It's fuckinglike 600 dollars a month. I feel so much like shit I just want to get ssi and smoke weed and lay in my death bed until the sweet release of death takes away all this misery.
Basil Soblingfuck - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 00:19:35 EST ID:D6Nw402O No.516733 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you didnt actually name any disease?

grow up and work out
Martin Faddlenat - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 00:47:48 EST ID:+eu7fILs No.516734 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oh working out I never thought of that ok thank you
Rebecca Ballershit - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 14:47:46 EST ID:VTHJWnFl No.516745 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The thing about sleep is that if you sleep too much it makes you tired. And depressed. Which makes you tired and depressed so you sleep more.

The thing about lying in bed in pain and depression is that it makes the pain and depression worse.

You have two choices OP. Make an effort or don't even fucking post. We can't do anything for you, we can't make anything better. We can only offer you insight based on our own limited but sometimes relevant experience.

The right amount of sleep, a good diet and exercise cure very little (though if I had to bet on them curing someone on the front page right now it'd be you hands down) but they help enough that they are worth the effort. But you have to make effort.

You're sitting thinking about killing yourself because it's easier, but only in the short run. You're stuck in a rut where you just take the slightly easier short run decision even though your life is harder every day as a result. Your dreaming of death is procrastinating living because just telling yourself you'll kill yourself is the easiest thing to do. Smoking weed isn't even helping, it's just making you numb and lazy and again worse off.

If you have PTSD and are near the source the first thing to do is extricate yourself from that. You're pretty non specific so enjoy your non specific advice. Get a diagnosis and some funding or something. SSI would mean you could move out and start healing. The fact is that you just have to soldier through your sickness and tiredness. Not because that's fair or reasonable but because that is the only way you will enact change. It's that or another few decades of this... existence. This isn't life. You can't kill yourself, because if nothing changes your life already ended a while ago and you've been dying the whole time. That's the thing about suicide, you think it'll be good or easy? If not doing suicide is hard and brutal dying is going to be worse.
Samuel Brookfoot - Tue, 06 Jun 2017 18:30:58 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.516754 Ignore Report Quick Reply
magic mushrooms are the most effective headache medicine known to man. I suggest you find someone you love to guide you if you do it though because of the ptsd and all.
Nathaniel Fiddlehit - Wed, 07 Jun 2017 08:29:46 EST ID:ofwPQObs No.516762 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm assuming you lock yourself in your room most of the day with the curtains closed and lights off. Spend some of your day outside. Go to a park and sit in the grass and read or something. You need fresh air and sunlight.

You should also eat healthy and exercise like previous posters said, but typically depressed people are going to have a hard time committing to doing that. But it works.

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