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drugs? by Shitting Choddlefuck - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 03:01:15 EST ID:OWx1ClP7 No.528574 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Anybody else feel like drugs kinda destroyed who they are?

>Always wanted to try psychedelics from a young age, started reading erowid at age 12
>Never really smoked weed in highschool, was a nerd and knew id get ripped off/sold oregano
>read tons of comic books, loved oldschool videogames and horror films, had a decent girlfriend by the time I was a jr/senior in hs
>Graduate, slowly stop reading and playing video games, start getting high and hanging around with kids that party multiple times a week
>Ditch my girlfriend cuz she doesnt party, get into psychedelics
>Friend commits suicide, go off the fucking rails with drinking
>Taper off drinking a bit after a stint in rehab but its always their, start doing more psychedelics.
>Move away from home, get into coke. Start doing molly multiple times a week for a brief period of time
>Get into edm and festival lifestyle
>Do a stint in college, it doesnt work out, im selling rolls to get by and cant balance it, still drinking every weekend
>Drop out of college, ruin myself financially, get into some legal trouble, do a year probation and get my record expunged.
>Have had several crazy, near life ruining girlfriends throughout this, just straight up psycho bitches, none that were ever good for me and vice versa
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Hamilton Chungerbot - Tue, 08 Jan 2019 18:40:01 EST ID:yolOW4io No.528638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>TL;DR Its convenient to blame it on the drugs but I think overall lifestyle is almost always to blame for this.
Yeah I feel you to a certain extent. I started experimenting with drugs (not just weed) when I was 13 and it probably short-circuited reward centers in my brain and now I'm just lazier then I think I would have been otherwise. Like you I made some bad choices regarding who I was associated with and a few of the people I called friends died or got themselves into some shit. However, just reading though your yellow text:
>Ditch girlfriend cuz she doesnt party
>edm and festival lifestyle
>several crazy, near life ruining girlfriends

idk. It seems like it was conforming to a particular lifestyle that took your individuality away and sent you on this path that feels futile. I wasn't into the whole edm thing, but I hung out with punks and we got fucked up and sorta dropped out of life. after I graduated from highschool I was so desperate to get out of my city because it was getting too expensive to live very comfortably. So I moved to a smaller town where i was forced to not be so choosy with who i associate with and befriended people who were actually individuals and was actually able to be myself. I continued to do a moderate amount of drugs and they didn't obscure who i was or my actual desires because I was with PEOPLE who saw me as another INDIVIDUAL. Here I am teaching literacy to immigrants and I not only love it, but i feel like it feeds the essence of who I am.
Basil Meggleson - Wed, 09 Jan 2019 11:01:41 EST ID:2I3LHtGv No.528646 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP is hurting himself. Drugs are just the way he's doing it. This is how you come up with bullshit beliefs like addiction being a fuckin disease and that it's not their fault. Yeah, you can be genetically predisposed to addiction, as well as sustain damage to certain parts of the brain and have impaired executive functioning and so by extension be predisposed to addiction that way too, but that doesn't make the decision to abuse a drug any less the individual's.

Alcoholism runs in my family and I've had two concussions, one being the result of me getting hit a bit above the temple and sustaining damage to likely the forebrain and the medial temporal lobe, which is known to cause impaired executive functioning, so I'm an example of somebody with both of those things. The fact I'm a drug addict isn't any less my fault. I've made some serious progress just by admitting and recognizing the fact that I'm accountable for myself and working toward improvement coming form that frame of reference.

Blaming anything but yourself opens you up to the pitfalls common to doing so, like feeling powerless/helpless to your nature, feeling sorry for yourself, and avoiding accepting any kind of responsibility for where you're at. It allows somebody to point the finger somewhere else and say that that's what needs to change, not them (mostly because they believe they aren't capable of it).
Hugh Tillingstock - Wed, 09 Jan 2019 13:57:42 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.528653 Ignore Report Quick Reply

This man understands things and I commend his explanation.

He is correct.

As soon as you create logical arguments in your head which outsource responsibility for your own behaviour, you have opened pandoras fucking box.
Nicholas Gabblefoot - Thu, 10 Jan 2019 20:57:57 EST ID:X/5YC7n+ No.528702 Ignore Report Quick Reply

i had a great girlfriend for the first time, and hid my heroin addiction for an entire year. then some guy who had a crush on her who knew my secret told her and shit hit the fan. i knew i should have told her but previously, any time i opened up about it to anyone in my life, it ended terribly. i wasn't used to telling people about it and so she was mad i didnt trust her and that i must be a scheming liar. after talking it out we seemed to finally get on the same page, but the other day she sent a drunk rage induced text ending everything. so, feels pretty alone. been trying to buy a gun
Nicholas Gabblefoot - Thu, 10 Jan 2019 21:01:42 EST ID:X/5YC7n+ No.528703 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you'd think after trying every drug under the sun since age 14 and being off an on opiates for about 7 years, costing me my college education and relationships, i'd know better. but no...

Real Love is Disappointing: Wasted Effort by Esther Punderdock - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 14:58:43 EST ID:5sOI+DDo No.528601 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've been with my boyfriend for almost 5 years now. We live together in a small home in a sleepy town. He's currently unemployed after being fired from a retail chain and is looking for a new job, but spends the majority of his day either smoking weed with our fag hag neighbor or playing Runescape. Sometimes both happen in the same room. I usually join them to smoke but watching Runescape is even more boring that playing it so I just sit there and do my own thing while trying to converse.

The issue is that I can't look at the active relationships of others or consume any kind of romantic media anymore without a feeling of pain or longing. It only reminds me of how unsatisfied I am with my own relationship. We don't go out together to do stuff anymore. He can't afford it and my entire paycheck has been going to bills and rent the last 7 months, but even when he could afford something it's never offered. We haven't fucked in a month and it was sporadic at best before that. He has a low sex drive but tells me about times where he did or watched weird shit while jerking off when I'm at work. It feels insulting and inconsiderate to hear shit like that.

>"Need help washing your back in the shower? ;D", I'll ask with a playful tone
>"No. You can get in if you're not going to do anything sexual but I'm getting in and out."
>proceeds to play Runescape for the next 4 hours until he goes to bed

>laying head on his lap on the couch when I can finally get him to spend time with me
>start unzipping pants while caressing his legs
>stops me
>"No, I'm not in the mood."
>he goes outside to smoke a cigarette and scroll through bullshit on his phone

I try to entice by doing anything I can. He literally turns down no-strings-attached blowjobs and I happen to be the fucking best at them. If anything sexual or sensual is initiated it's always by me. It's just work. It's clear the interest isn't being reciprocated and it makes me feel ugly and unwanted. Maybe I am, but he claims this isn't the reason as we've talked about it numerous times. All I can really do is believe him. The emotional and physical distance is starting to wear.
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Albert Gubblelock - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 15:13:14 EST ID:USUZpST+ No.528602 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Tell him how you feel, what you just told us and if he doesn't find a way to make things work then you need to move on because it's making your miserable.
Martin Clirringduck - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 00:17:12 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.528613 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Disconnect yourself from your own investment for a second, re read your post as if it were an anon and ask yourself some real questions.

This sounds super unhealthy. You are not obliged to live out your life with someone who will make you miserable, make your kids miserable and spread a new generation of corrupted code out into the world.

Find someone who is a better match. While you are still young, hot and socialable enough to still have a fighting chance of some youthful excitement. Even if you are approaching mid 30s, it’s a fucking megaton better than seeing this pick your destiny plotline through to its eventual conclusion.

Of course, a civil and fair discussion first. But let’s be real here, it sounds like on a fundamental level you are a sexual and lifestyle mismatch and he is suffocating your potential and experience of life and has done so for a long time.

As soon as you become envious of the experiences that others have with their partners, that is when you know it’s time to GTFO and ban that noob from your server. At the end of the day, this is about gameplay. Don’t get stuck on a stupid side mission with some NPC.
Fanny Brimmlehall - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 07:39:45 EST ID:U99A5Mm4 No.528618 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah you should talk to him about it.

It seems like he's depressed and in a huge rut as well, but it seems like he's really not trying to get out of the rut or connect with you, especially with sex, but also with dates and setting couple time apart.

Just say it.

>I feel lonely
>it seems like we dont connect anymore, emotionally and sexually
>Is there a way we can fix this?
Make sure you spend time listening to him and give him the space to process and think. Getting angry is the worst outcome for either of you because then you cant think rationally or engage in empathy.

The romantic media idea of relationships is that they should be full of spontaneity and implicit connection, but real romance only comes through proper emotional and intellectual communication. This is the true bread and butter.

Even if he is not the one, you need to practice this key skill.
Cornelius Goodwell - Wed, 09 Jan 2019 11:35:51 EST ID:5+Jc91Dl No.528648 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP is a fag lol

Some dude Can Beef With the Feds on Youtube by Lydia Crubberhet - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 01:38:55 EST ID:2UJX+JIH No.528614 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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This guy can beef with the Feds on social media and supposedly has money in his mattress. Meanwhile I'm not allowed to buy a television from Craigslist. Like I'm El Chapo or something.
Lydia Crubberhet - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 01:42:28 EST ID:2UJX+JIH No.528615 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Like I'm El Chapo Laden
Lydia Crubberhet - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 01:47:51 EST ID:2UJX+JIH No.528616 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>tryin to catch me ridin nerdy
Walter Sarryfidge - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 21:09:34 EST ID:2UJX+JIH No.528626 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I fucking making these kind of posts.
Nobody responds. So fucking edgy.
Emma Bunwill - Tue, 08 Jan 2019 15:03:20 EST ID:JCATCBbz No.528636 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fat T Rell huh
>Some mixtape cover with ambulances and crime scene tape behind jolly african-american
Fuck this thread

In a sort of a thing with a girl and her dad is dying by Jenny Cerringfuck - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 07:24:25 EST ID:LFAkJw/g No.528504 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey guys.
So, I pretty much suck with people and, at times, I really feel no connection with family and the relation of loss - in a normal way anyway. I miss people, but I don't feel...loss. Not sure how to explain.
I've always been a bit of a manchild and only a few years ago I dug myself out of a NEET-like hole.
And there's this girl I like. We have a "romantic" thing. I'm not sure what it is. But I know I want to be there for her.
I just have no idea how. Her dad's dying of cancer soon and I have no idea of how to act when it happens.
I can't place myself in her shoes. I don't know how.
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Nell Hablingstadge - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 18:19:22 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.528555 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Also, do not conflate “universal” with “simple”.
Angus Chunnerchid - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 23:48:45 EST ID:SNXcRWOR No.528568 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP don't overthink it. Just listen when she needs to talk, let her cry if she wants to cry, fuck her when she wants to fuck.

Etc. etc.

Don't "act". Just be there for her. And understand some day you might experience loss of someone important to you.
Charles Goodcocke - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 10:31:07 EST ID:THNi/hHd No.528596 Ignore Report Quick Reply
most people royally fuck this up, they talk about themselves and their own experiences and how they would feel if it was their father etc etc etc. They say irrelevant things like "he had a good life" that just cause more pain. The fact that OP wants to do this right and is looking into how means he will do a much better job than most people who never tried to find out
Jarvis Hiffingbanks - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 19:59:36 EST ID:JCATCBbz No.528607 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dress up as a military commander and give a completely false account of how the deceased risked his life to give cover fire for your battalion in 'nam.
Film it
Martha Honeystock - Tue, 08 Jan 2019 13:45:42 EST ID:Yd2A+DdG No.528635 Ignore Report Quick Reply
My dad almost died from multiple organ failure over the holiday after we took him to the hospital for being jaundiced as all fuck. I didn't know how to feel or act either really. Nothing is going to come naturally or feel correct when doing it. You just have to act the way you think you should; try not to worry so much about whether it's the "correct" way to be acting or feeling in that situation.

Quit my job due to burnout now trying to get my life together by Eliza Blushman - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 20:34:14 EST ID:m3Ar72CW No.528528 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>Apply for jobs
>Have an interview for 1 job but feel it in my gut "don't take it."
>Decide not to go
>Call the interviewer numerous times before an hour but no answer

>Currently still applying jobs
>Whole week spent on crying to my sleep, hopeless about my life.

Does it get better? I have never felt this kind of sadness. Am I blacklisted by the said company for not going to the interview while he / she didn't answer the phone?
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David Clidgechene - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 00:34:37 EST ID:7Qw42TcO No.528538 Ignore Report Quick Reply
"Hey pal, you looking
David Clidgechene - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 00:40:52 EST ID:7Qw42TcO No.528539 Ignore Report Quick Reply
"Hey pal, you're looking like a ghost. Are you okay?"

"First day"

"Ah, okay. Well I can relate. I'll show you around"


>Run to the bathroom and puke

A lot of people do this; it's okay, you're not a freak. Be less hard on yourself. You probably won't even get that bad, but you should get anxiety meds if you can't even go to your interview.

Forgive yourself.
Betsy Pommlekerk - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 17:12:18 EST ID:bHNjGKKq No.528623 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>trapped in a role that you dont want to or whatever.
I'm actually afraid of that

update: they called me and I gave them a valid reason, they are offering an interview to another occupation. Did I ruin my reputation anyway?
Clara Blacklock - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 20:06:13 EST ID:iaFDsXUG No.528625 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I don't think you need to worry about being blacklisted or anything like that, you tried to reach them before the meeting and that's great.

You would do good by not listening to that "don't take it" next time though, always choose to struggle. Take the challenge. It'll just get easier and easier. If they choose to take you in you still have to accept for you to have the job.

It's easy to say not to worry but if you wouldn't you could just choose that you wouldn't have made this thread. It's not that easy to control. I know.
It'll get better the more you challenge it. You're doing good dude, in fact you're doing more to better your life than me atm. You're actually giving me reason to struggle too.

You're still going on anxiety overdrive my dude.
Most logical explanation is since you didn't come to the interview somebody else that did come around got the position, but they still liked your stuff somehow so are offering something else.

Keep "Don't worry, Be happy" as mantra. You're alright. You're doing fine. You'll do exceptional if you just stop worrying.
Cedric Sennertid - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 21:12:31 EST ID:+G+QVqyd No.528627 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I feel so lost. I want to move on with my life. Yet I feel desperate about my whole life, as if it has no future.

I quit my job because of workplace bullying. Now I am applying to a same job that I have experience with. Just to pay the bills. My only desire is to become a nurse.

OKC by George Nullywere - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 13:36:08 EST ID:ZU4b8oXu No.528599 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How many likes should I collect before it is reasonable to buy the OKC package and review them?
Albert Gubblelock - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 15:14:48 EST ID:USUZpST+ No.528603 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Do you have enough expendable income to justify it? Yes? Then whatever many. No? Don't.
Augustus Grandridge - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 21:03:14 EST ID:N8SnPlnn No.528610 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Souce for pic pls.
Betsy Turveyridge - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 10:32:09 EST ID:sJKf0dn6 No.528620 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dont because it's a scam. Those likes arnt real people liking you, the website tells you you have more likes then you do so youll give money. Welcome to America.
Doris Tootman - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 10:42:14 EST ID:2tz018tx No.528621 Ignore Report Quick Reply

People who are stupid and thirsty live on every continent, brotendo.
Reuben Hunnerfin - Wed, 09 Jan 2019 10:47:49 EST ID:JCATCBbz No.528644 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, I've watched some news specials where freelancers make phoney video reviews for x service or product, hailing its snake-oil-tier qualities.

Friends dog by Eugene Nipperstotch - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 04:00:09 EST ID:4ZXcFLoO No.528579 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sup guys, i would like to hear your opinion on something since im not sure if im an asshole or not. So first off I love animals. While i currently dont own any, I had numerous cats and dogs in my life and took good care of them.
Now the problem. My friend owns a very friendly, but very active pitbull. Now whenever we (4-5 people) get together at his place, the dog is absolutely mental, jumping on and kissing everyone to no end, playing with socks etc. I am okay with that to some extent, i always say hi to the little fella and always pet him a good amount. But after a while when im just trying to smoke and chill the fact the dog is literally all over us all the time becomes irritating. Like im trying to eat a pizza, i put it down the table, the dog sits there and starts licking it when i look away, and no one says anything. Ok no biggie. Then Im trying to drink from a glass, the dog dashes at me making me spill my drinks, I say "aw lil (dogs name) gotta be careful" as i go for some towels to wipe the table. Then my friend who owns the dog makes passive agressive remarks about how im too high and its not the dogs fault. I dont say anything, i never say anything bad about the dog.
As we continue smoking everyone is still literally kissing the dog nonstop, playing around with him nonstop, no one can focus on a conversation because they just fool around with the dog for hours, letting him lick their face etc. Dog dashes at me again, its ok its been a while, he cute, i pet him. After a while i very carefully put him down to the floor from my lap while still petting him. My friend is like "yo why you gotta throw my dog around?" im like wtf????? They think I hate animals and Im some kinda monster just because I dont want to spend every single minute cuddling, wrestling and kissing with the dog. Im okay with it but I have my limits. My friends make absolutely no effort to control the dog and they seem to enjoy this behaviour very much and not care about him eating from their plate etc. To me thats a little gross. I try telling them I have no problem with the dog I would just like to chill without a muscular dog crawling on me literally all the time but they dont even care they think im a fucking …
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Eugene Nipperstotch - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 04:27:59 EST ID:4ZXcFLoO No.528585 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I just hate this because im otherwise good friends with these people and it feels bad to be the only one who has this problem. But they are the kind of people who post on facebook about how a dog is smarter than any human etc. Which sounds nice and dogs are cool but... idk I dont like it when people belittle humans over dogs.
So I'm here being a sad animal hating cunt because I carefully put my friends dog down from my lap after hours of playing around and cuddling.
Cryo !!MyIGjUbw - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 04:51:24 EST ID:tXaOyEYm No.528587 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It really isn't normal dude. My parents have four dogs (Great Dane x Bull Arab, Great Dane x Irish Wolfhound, Jack Russell x Fox Terrier (my boy) and a new English Staffy like 9 weeks old) and we love dogs. Everyone in my house loves dogs, but they have rules.

Things like don't get on the couch, don't jump on people if it's not warranted. As owners, they are the pack leaders and I think people forget that. Dogs are pack animals and thrive within an atmosphere that has clear rules.

You don't have any problems dude. If someone's dog was going apeshit on me I'd tell it to get the fuck down as well. I'd happily pat it, and if welcomed I'd put it on my lap but I wouldn't let it go off without being told no.
Eugene Nipperstotch - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 04:53:20 EST ID:4ZXcFLoO No.528588 Ignore Report Quick Reply
yeah but seemingly everyone is fucking in love with dogs around me and enable them evetything i come off fucking weird and disrespectful not wanting to kiss him all the time...
Jarvis Hiffingbanks - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 20:04:35 EST ID:JCATCBbz No.528608 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude stop going to dog orgies, this group of people are molesting this poor dog and every time he comes up to you, he wants you to save him from his captors. You're a sick puppy, OP. I would've done something about the abuse, but I'm a good friend.
Samuel Gobbertetch - Mon, 07 Jan 2019 06:55:41 EST ID:/XvieVYl No.528617 Ignore Report Quick Reply
lol i think they're just fucking dumb.
my friends are fucking dumb man. but its ok. i will try to meet them outside the house.

how do i get neighbors dogs to be taken away or shut the fuck up by Augustus Blatherman - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 18:19:47 EST ID:+eu7fILs No.528604 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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i have the most GOD DAMN annoying neighbors ever. they literally leave their dogs outside 18-24 hours a day 7 days a week literally non god damn stop. they literally start barking from 5-6 am until like 10 pm and even as late until midnight and shit its so god damn fucking annoying

even in the summer they literally NEVER let them in and they bark 24/7. 6 am 7 am 3 am 12 pm 12 am literally all night all day. they literally bark every hour for anywhere from 20 minutes straight to hours on end

we have some local dumb fucking douche bag thats supposed to take care of animals out here and he never answered his phone so i just sent in letters along with other neighbors and he never did anything.

should i just write in letters non stop? im thinking of writing in letters literally one time a week until he has an entire stack on his desk and HAS to see it and do something about it. on top of that i want to show up with video evidence of all the fucking shit they do. on top of barking literally 24/7 they run around in peopels yards, come onto my porch, attack and fuck with other peoples animals, and they've even bitten kids before and killed smaller animals but no one reported them for that so sadly they were put down.

i really want these fuckers taken away or put down or something they've been right outside my window barking for literally years on end 24/7 with no break starting at 5-6 am every day like literally before the fucking sun comes up and they have the most god damn loud annoying bark and never fucking stop they literally bark for hours on end not even stopping for 10 minutes

they make literally NO god damn effort to let them in or shut them up or anything. i at least want a muzzle on them or something
Charlotte Trotbanks - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 19:10:42 EST ID:yFcJc92X No.528605 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm experiencing the same thing. My neighbors leave the dog out all day and night, even when it's below freezing like it has been here the past few nights. I feel so sorry for that animal forced out in the cold and no matter what the weather is.

I've called the local animal control, animal advocate groups, and shit talked them to all my other neighbors on the neighborhood facebook page and nothing seems to matter.

I've thought about arranging for the dogs to just be stolen from them but they have cameras set up on the property and a big ass fence
Martin Crollyville - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 19:43:57 EST ID:jnas4L6T No.528606 Ignore Report Quick Reply
but how are your windows?

you gotta work on diversifying your writing style you stick out like a sore thumb every time
Nathaniel Greenman - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 20:24:21 EST ID:+eu7fILs No.528609 Ignore Report Quick Reply
of course typical dog owning dip shits. oh we dont care about the dogs here go outside and bark 24/7. OMG SOMEONE TOOK OUR PRECIOUS DOGS WE NEED THE COPS WE NEED GET THEM BACK THE THIEVES NEED TO GO TO JAIL

god damn it these are the shittiest people
Graham Conderspear - Sun, 06 Jan 2019 21:23:17 EST ID:BsaC9DIW No.528611 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm pretty sure at this point he has all of his threads and responses typed out on a notepad document and just copy and pastes them every week or two.

Ghosting by Polly Pickson - Fri, 19 Oct 2018 02:35:45 EST ID:L4MaGvT3 No.527302 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've done it before, a long time ago, and I know it's shitty, but fuck feels bad man. Getting ghosted by a long time online friend, second one in a year. It's tempting to see that as a pattern and think "hmm maybe you're the common denominator" but I don't think so. Minor arguments, nothing really heated, then suddenly NO contact and a block.

Can't even try to talk it out at that point. It's so selfish. I understand being sensitive and needing a little time to cool off, but ghosting is so extreme. Makes me wonder how little they thought of me the whole time, ya know?

I have other friends, it just really blows to lose a friendship like that. No warning, no conversation, just gone. Anyway, just talking into the void to get it out.
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Clara Fandlefoot - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 05:51:17 EST ID:WtaXwCzm No.527414 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>but never makeit to 30 days to actually have it deleted
It's only 14 days...
Simon Snodwell - Sat, 27 Oct 2018 09:06:47 EST ID:LQaVa7NA No.527453 Ignore Report Quick Reply
well, for me it says 30 days of not logging in, when I'm looking at the "delete your account"-option, but what does it change anyway? I can't even get to three days without checking if someone might have hit me up..
mr bigglewoe - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 19:21:53 EST ID:bX3FxiFV No.528525 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i know what its like for the proccess of losing a best friend. maybe they just dont wanna deal with the fucked up social take over of the internet. maybe he had to chose between having real experiences vs zoning in on fucks.
John Hinderstatch - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 20:50:32 EST ID:2UJX+JIH No.528560 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Getting ghosted by a long time online friend, second one in a year.

I would honestly try to avoid meeting people online. It's fickle.
Angus Chunnerchid - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 23:41:20 EST ID:SNXcRWOR No.528567 Ignore Report Quick Reply
People online are easy-come easy-go.

When irl people start deading you, start self examining FAST.

Don't know anymore by Wesley Domblehun - Tue, 11 Dec 2018 22:07:44 EST ID:PMiKxfAC No.528082 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I honestly feel like my heart has turned into ice and it's hard as stone. I have no love for anyone anymore because I feel so disconnected from reality and people. My life has been nothing but a black hell I've been trapped in since I was born. Nothing good has come out of anything I've tried to do for myself to improve upon my life. I don't even know who I am anymore. I become darker and darker as time passes. I don't love my own mother anymore even. I was physically abused for years until I had a nervous breakdown at 16yrs old and was diagnosed with full blown schizophrenia and depression. Things have just gotten worse for me over the years since then. I don't think I'll ever be able to recover from what the abuse did to my heart and mind. I feel so lonely and unwanted. Sometimes I wish I was never born and my mom did have a miscarriage with me like she almost did when she was pregnant with me. Why the fuck am I even here?

You guys are the only people I talk to period since I have no friends. You people are the only ones who I feel I can relate to. Other than that, I have nothing left in my heart except for darkness and hatred. I cant do anything to fix this. I've tried getting help and nothing seems to work.

Can someone help me?
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John Hinderstatch - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 21:40:08 EST ID:2UJX+JIH No.528562 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I realized that if I didn't have family I'd be homeless and fucked with mental illness and my family wont be around forever.

OP mentioned that his family caused his mental illness. In many cases family causes psychological distress, and then often helps the distressed individual with that disorder survive. Often out of some sense of guilt or moral obligation.

Having been misdiagnosed by so-called experts my sentiments toward mental illness and society perceives it is one of contempt. Our society is so hopelessly broken that it continually produces thousands of damaged individuals. It then asserts that it has solutions to solve the problem while not doing anything about it and while producing more of these individuals. I would say the experts on this subject are expert in name only.

Which is why I say OP should help himself and devise his own solutions to his own problems. These are the words of another imperfect, fallible individual that eats, shits and will eventually die. Just like the diagnosis some doctor gave you and the DSM in which the disorder you have been diagnosed with is defined.

I would say that little to no answers will be found here or anywhere else on the internet. I normally refrain from posting on the various chans and I would advise you to get away from imageboards all together. None of them not made me any money or brought me anything worthwhile or life changing. It's really just mindless entertainment at this point. But maybe it's not the same for you.
Nicholas Clallerdock - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 21:41:48 EST ID:bN+uez+x No.528563 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Well, you guys are right and I've been in the wrong this whole time. I'm doing what I can now to turn my life around. I'm on a diet and I'm in the gym working out so I can obtain the physique I've always wanted. I'm about to sign up for GED classes in March so I can study and pass the test. I am going to work on getting my drivers license after I get my GED so I can go to college in the fall to pursue getting my degree in physical therapy. So, it's not like I'm sitting on my ass and necessarily doing nothing with myself. I have goals I want to achieve that I've thought long and hard about.

You all are right. I'm just bitching and whining over things that are only in my control and no one elses. Only I can change my life and myself. Even though I suffer from mental illness i got to do whatever it takes to be where I want to be in life and not use my illness as an excuse.

I've acted like a total asshole and I've been in the wrong this whole time. Thank you all for being real with me and telling me how it is. I got to and I will fix myself and get my life on track no matter how hard things might get. I have to stop blaming my mom for all the mistakes that I've made and my shortcomings. I'm just acting like a whiny little bitch. I know my mother wont be around forever. I have to become independent and be able to look out for myself.

Thanks to you guys I've come to realize that only I can fix myself and make a life for myself as no one can do it for me. Thank you :)
John Hinderstatch - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 21:50:32 EST ID:2UJX+JIH No.528564 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I'm on a diet and I'm in the gym working out so I can obtain the physique I've always wanted.
>I'm about to sign up for GED classes in March so I can study and pass the test.
>I am going to work on getting my drivers license after I get my GED so I can go to college in the fall to pursue getting my degree in physical therapy.
>So, it's not like I'm sitting on my ass and necessarily doing nothing with myself. I have goals I want to achieve that I've thought long and hard about.

There's nothing wrong with complaining. But at the end of the day it doesn't matter. If you complain and don't do shit about your situation you'll get nowhere. But again you obviously realize that which means you're ahead of the game.

Fuck your diagnosis, that shit doesn't matter. Anyone who insists it does, isn't worth the air they breathe.
Graham Chuffingchot - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 22:23:53 EST ID:UIEZ/mgw No.528565 Ignore Report Quick Reply
sorry for trolling you before, it was immature and unwarranted. I'm glad you recognize an issue and are willing to fix it. hope all goes well OP. I empathize before my family also caused a lot of my mental problems as well, your best bet is to become independent like you said and to cut them loose. I cut ties with my father and it has been a huge relief. once again, dont take my previous posts too personal, I was overly harsh. gl OP
Graham Chuffingchot - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 22:25:35 EST ID:UIEZ/mgw No.528566 Ignore Report Quick Reply
because* nb

QQ? !QQ by Beatrice Dibblepog - Sat, 20 Oct 2018 23:10:08 EST ID:N8SnPlnn No.527347 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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All of my problems and crippling self-hatred and obsessive thoughts suddenly vanished and I feel incredibly powerful. I post here to notify you all of this. BOW BEFORE ME, MORTALS
Archie Lightshit - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 00:03:21 EST ID:DmE7tPmw No.527352 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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How did you do it?
mr bigglewoe - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 19:24:14 EST ID:bX3FxiFV No.528526 Ignore Report Quick Reply
its the one true god! rush him so he can prove it!
David Clidgechene - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 20:47:46 EST ID:7Qw42TcO No.528529 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bipolar mania nb
Fuck Foffinghood - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 20:59:41 EST ID:U5Yrox1s No.528531 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're so affected by your feels that you are repressing them and are in denials and mania.

You're actually weaker than cold derelict probation man. Actually could you please teach probation man your trick, that'd be helpful.
Basil Savingnure - Sat, 05 Jan 2019 07:44:26 EST ID:LFAkJw/g No.528545 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah, I know how it feels OP.
In a week, it'll be gone (you cannot do a thing about it) - enjoy it while it lasts.

How do i stop feeling sorry for myself? by Barnaby Bloddlechodge - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 01:25:56 EST ID:2M9HgxVJ No.525968 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Even getting out of the bed is hard.

Everything I've ever done in life has never worked out. Countless times I saw myself being left out, abandoned and shunned while other people seem to have it easier. I have no reason to keep going, but at the same time I feel it's pointless to kill myself over this.

I'm currently unemployed and studying CS, I apply for jobs but nobody ever calls me. I live with my mom, but she's emotionally distant so I can't talk to her.

Yes, I'm depressed but kind of functional. I had a job for the past three years.
Charles Duckwell - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 01:30:00 EST ID:IUa5DAUR No.525970 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah mate look to be honest the only way you're not going to feel sorry for yourself is if you do stuff that you can feel good about.

Eat some healthy food, go for a walk, talk to a therapist etc.

Yes you won't feel like doing that shit and it'll seem like a pointless waste of time, but yeah once the routine takes over the positive shit you force yourself to do becomes natural and you feel good.
mr bigglewoe - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 19:37:45 EST ID:bX3FxiFV No.528527 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just know the courage to grow is somthing that can be disappointing. but hey finding new ways to fuck with peoples has allways been a hobby. delvop close relations so you can better understand how to deal with depression.
Hedda Blebbersod - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 23:08:41 EST ID:rwFXlrVB No.528533 Ignore Report Quick Reply
By realizing where you're at is your own fault and that you're the only one at all responsible or accountable for yourself.

>saw myself being left out, abandoned and shunned while other people seem to have it easier
What the fuck does it matter if other people have it easier than you or not? What about when people look at you and you've genuinely got it easier than them? It doesn't matter who has it easier or why; shit like that shouldn't even concern you man.

You don't have control over what happens to anybody else. Sometimes good shit happens to others that doesn't happen to you, sometimes bad shit happens to others that doesn't happen to you. What reason is there to concern yourself over any of that? At least, why concern yourself over it just because they happen to have it better than you?

Envy and self-pity are mental cancer. The way you stop it all is by not indulging in the false comfort it provides you to feel like it's somehow unfair that they've got something you don't, or that you've got it worse than they do. What they do or don't do, or what they do or don't have has nothing to do with you.
Hedda Blebbersod - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 23:12:36 EST ID:rwFXlrVB No.528534 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In other words, quit spending so much of your time trying to console yourself over how bad you've got it and spend that time doing more to correct any of your problems or otherwise putting effort into your goals.You can only feel sorry for yourself when you've got the time to feel sorry for yourself.
Oliver Fillerwater - Fri, 04 Jan 2019 23:23:00 EST ID:PQSiLCIN No.528535 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You gotta follow up those applications with a phone call or head down in person, my dude. They won't call you unless they're desperate in which case it's probably a shit job

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