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Her by Jarvis Nicklefuck - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 13:34:14 EST ID:HjXzIiSI No.523119 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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There’s this girl I know she’s highly attractive, I never noticed her until now the thing is she’s my best pals sister, I think it’d totally be weird me going for her just because she’s my pals sister, I know the family quite well to but man she’s something else and she shows interest in me as well, I really want to try her but like I said it’s my best pals sister. What would you guys do and is there any advice you guys can give me? She really is beautiful
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Jarvis Fullytitch - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 02:13:27 EST ID:1EDARz7O No.523125 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Easy. If she’s into you and wants to fuck you, fuck her. If you’re a nice guy and your friend isn’t a faggot it should be fine...and for you hopefully great sex. How simple is this shit you fucking retard? (I mean that in an endearing friend kinda way)
Jarvis Fullytitch - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 02:13:27 EST ID:1EDARz7O No.523126 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Easy. If she’s into you and wants to fuck you, fuck her. If you’re a nice guy and your friend isn’t a faggot it should be fine...and for you hopefully great sex. How simple is this shit you fucking retard? (I mean that in an endearing friend kinda way)
Cornelius Hibblenidging - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 02:25:41 EST ID:d/lxjxSS No.523127 Ignore Report Quick Reply
What's the relationship with the friend tho
Could it be familial
Basil Gopperford - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 07:15:54 EST ID:QvcxQVsf No.523129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I fucked my best pal's sister. It didn't ruin anything.

I mean, he's gonna have to get used to people fucking her if she's that beautiful.
Edwin Ducklock - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 22:11:46 EST ID:ij7nWt/j No.523151 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've seen many happy couples that met like this and stayed together for decades.

She's your best friend's sister, even if they don't get along how you treat her reflects on him so don't be an asshole and don't get careless.

If you just want some quick cunnus, find some girl that can't ruin your friendship.

nosy neighbours by Hugh Nicklefield - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 11:11:54 EST ID:yD0n8Ita No.523069 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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The latch on my toilet door is broken and my nephew's stupid new neighborhood friend keeps knocking on it whenever im taking a dump asking to watch like "hey i heard you were taking a shit in here. can you let me in? i just want to see your technique". I can't afford to replace the latch or the front door so how do i get him to stop?
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Priscilla Summerstone - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 15:42:16 EST ID:UcX7fGqo No.523102 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Tell him to get fucked. Kick him out of your house so he knows he can't fuck with you.
Cyril Burrylotch - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 16:25:43 EST ID:TUgPV7Lr No.523105 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude wot? How old is he? Please tell me it is at least a child of around 4-6 or some shit. I'd maybe tell his parents or something? That shit is weird. You actually have to latch your door to stop him from coming in?
Caroline Suzzlefield - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 02:02:17 EST ID:QvcxQVsf No.523113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't think they'd know the word "technique".
Esther Worthingson - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 12:00:21 EST ID:dVp8iHEG No.523134 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP doesn't know how to slap someones shit. I feel sorry for OP.
Clara Driffingfuck - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 14:10:02 EST ID:q+srdI89 No.523142 Ignore Report Quick Reply
why are you insecure about your technique, what's wrong with it?

Ruined Everything, blame myself. by Cyril Murdridge - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 21:47:26 EST ID:LnIoIKfI No.523109 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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One year ago it felt like the world was my oyster. In grad school for STEM, had a full scholarship and assistantship but made good money selling weed on the side, and seemed to be banging a lot of awesome girls.
Then I got a prettymuch retarded gf (whom I politely ended it with) and my program threw me a huge curveball and I fucked up everything. Now I'm not even sure I'll graduate, I have no job lined up but tons of bills to pay, and I've gotten out of shape and developed a drinking habit.
It also seems like I've exhausted the dating pool in this town and no girls will really give me the time of day. I never said mean things to any of them but htey have the idea I'm an asshole.
It seems like I've fucked everything but honestly couldn't tell you what I should have done differently. The people around me sucked, the program sucked, and I can only not-suck so much. I worked hard and tried to weed out toxic people but my parents are super mentally-ill and need a lot of help from me and that already makes shit hard to begin with.
How do you deal with being on top of everything to being an idiot with no prospects again?
All I really wanted was to be a professor with a stable life.
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Barnaby Cladgestock - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 12:47:55 EST ID:Ebi3WD1U No.523118 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I failed for years.

Blame is only useful for identifying where the fault lies. Beating yourself up is pointless. Look at what you did wrong, what you can do to improve things and do it. For now though, don't just throw in the towel. Salvage as much as you can. Like Ian did, optimists are resilient because they look for what they can salvage and look at the best ways to make the most out of an awful situation.

One of my other friends also sucked at life for a while. He's probably going to live your dream but he dropped out of a postgrad course, got into an abusive relationship, got addicted to hypnotic sedatives and now he's kicking arse and taking names. Better to start later than planned than not at all. But for now, try to pass the classes, look at your options for salvaging modules rather than starting over if you do drop out.
Cyril Mackledock - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 23:24:25 EST ID:hOoRvO6R No.523122 Ignore Report Quick Reply
drink less, study more. Get your degree first, then a job, then start worrying about finding a gf.
Rebecca Clidgeman - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 23:37:03 EST ID:70S0GSH9 No.523123 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Augustus Lightshit - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 00:54:10 EST ID:LnIoIKfI No.523124 Ignore Report Quick Reply
One of my professors called a meeting with me today.
She said she realizes the challenges I’ve faced and how hard I’ve been working and she’s going to give me an “Incomplete,” which is where they don’t put my grade in until I do some extra work for a couple weeks after grades go in, provided I do well.
So I get to graduate with my Master’s on time.
Also talked to the company that does the professional examination I need to get a job. I thought I had fucked up and registered too late but they just extended my window until Sunday.

Literally everything went better than expected.
Taking my professional exam Saturday and been studying and feeling good about it. Thanks for the replies guys. Disregard women acquire currency
Frederick Bevingbury - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 10:22:43 EST ID:IaTqRtaT No.523133 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If an outside perspective helps, all that I'm hearing is your love life has slowed down, you need a job, and there's a few habits you picked up while lacking motivation.

Sounds like the typical western aging process. Get motivated dude

The people at my work are black that no one knows about by Oliver Billingbury - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 17:18:51 EST ID:b/evamPE No.523120 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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On the radion, all day, I hear it, gansta rap, but now, imagine this, in a hotel, a room hotel, down at the end street, there they are, led ruthlessly by leada B Dizzle. Now I can't concentrate in my office. Now I can't concentrate, in my office, because hearing this constant stream of gangsta rap, now now I imagine only if I feel these thugs down the street. They shout, they holla, they scandalous, so south it goes.

I work in an office full of black people. I come in, they greet me, they wear checkered shirts like I know you would kind of thing, like Motown kids, they smile and greet you with. Everyone works extra hard shifts, and are all so easy on the go joes, and yet light mannered, well disciplined, wearin' the shirsts that speak fabric, to my soul. So now I'm connected, and I be hearin' these de dizzleop gangsta bapoobin in dingy hotel down south, but south is sideways, as so is wednesday, deez. But no one knows about this. So basically I have undercover cop, check into hotel, but that's where I am as well as in the office working hard. However forgot what it was my job to do, and now they chat, they friendly, they help. I fear figure out the office job was hired me as just a front to take down B Dizzle. So now I gots ta know, yo holmes, how's it bein bein' a PLAYAH! MUTHAFUCKA!!! YEEEAH! But anyway, right.

So now I guess I got to go south, but how to i get out? I mean everyone where I work with is very friendly I guess, so now, like, fuckin' cublicesl? But the decor is green.

Anyway, redocrations in order, this hotel is golden green, plush and well lit with good light fixtures. So it's getting done up and hopefully we'll have this sorted out soon, as I'm hoping to start a business. It's hard, hard fucking work, and very strenuous, but I just hope it's worth it. West smith, hell yeah to the naw naw, but now we be doin' this YEEEAH. But anyway my business interrupted, now Tuesday Weld''s weekend, getting welders in to fix up the place, spruce it up as a holiday resort, not a prison so I don't have to listen to B Dizzle complain. Anyway it's gonna be great.

So now we're rolling. Right? Who'…
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Isabella Maggleterk - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 06:29:03 EST ID:JyAen2RO No.523128 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You sound like a washed up 70s avant-garde novelist

Changing way of thinking/ Philosophy by Cyril Burrylotch - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 08:15:23 EST ID:TUgPV7Lr No.523087 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sorry, not sure if this belonged on an academic board or not, but I figured go to /qq/ since it's a bit more philosophical than a math problem in a book.

How can I format my thinking to allow myself to grow the best academically. Been in for a semester now, and it is becoming quickly apparent, that my way of thinking improving is going to be exponentially more important than my grades. Einstein didn't read about relativity before writing it down. Debroglie didn't discover the wave properties of an electron reciting electron voltages from a book. A lot of these moments seem more... Imaginative? I guess I want to tap into a similar mindset better suited for research and discovery. Even if I will never have the capability or power to help other people. I'd still be able to help myself I suppose. Any thoughts? Books for inspiration? Thanks for any time invested into this thread. I know it's fucking lame.
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Phyllis Finningfune - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 10:55:45 EST ID:1gmJgkIr No.523097 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Fuck Crarringpudging - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 10:59:28 EST ID:C+6NY20y No.523098 Ignore Report Quick Reply
none of the great discoveries were possible without building on the knowledge of those before. sounds like your thinking problem is that of arrogance. "im too good to read voltages from a book"... no you're not. turn on the studiousness switch, and take notes like a madman. write down every point of information your instructors say in lecture. writing things down by hand increases your memory retention. also when you get home, rewrite your notes to be more clean and organized, and try to reteach yourself the material from the rewritten notes. i used to be arrogant about my learning like you, and it led me to drop out twice because i thought i was too superior to be taking lowly classes. then i realized i was being a faggot and decided to try to be a good student, now i am acing the shit out of everything and it only took like 2 years to get up to courses that i felt challenged me to a level i found fun and engaging. get over yourself and learn humility, that's the first step to academic success.
Cyril Burrylotch - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 16:14:30 EST ID:TUgPV7Lr No.523104 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This is actually not what I mean by this. I find my ability to retain information quite high. When I rewrite my notes, I do my best to expand on them and do personal research as a means to do so. I think my line of thinking, is it would be arrogant to assume that's all I needed to do in order to make articulate and profound postulations of the mysteries that surround us.
In this regard, if information was all I needed, why aren't computers just willy nilly spitting out answers to problems we aren't even aware of? It always requires a sort of input or guidance, the mere existence of the machine can merely give us an ability to either view or quantify our problems. In a loose sense, computers can only produce tautological information. Nothing really new, just a redefinition.
Sticking to the analogy, the ability to resolve these issues relies on the ingunuity, and sometimes imagination of the operator. A large list of possibilities only limited by ones ability to perceive them. Newton didn't just decide one day gravity was a thing, he was inspired by watching an apple fall from a tree.
I want to best develop a mindsey, that can make my questioning of the reality we live in, more broadly inspired, and more large in scope of implications. Because we can sometimes discover something with amazing implications, but never full understand it. Hendrick Lorentz for example, developed an accurate equation for transformation of time due to relativity, but didn't know it could be used such a way. Einstein said it worked, and named it after his work in physics.

Dunno. Seems to be a big motivator for inginuity I am missing out on I feel. Most loosely I'd guess it to be imagination?
Sidney Fanshaw - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 21:46:10 EST ID:ZMDYtLUz No.523108 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Modern universities enforce conformity where once they served as sources of great dis-comfority. People like >>523098 who measure knowledge in the number of papers they've read are right out, for they tie morals and virtues like humility into their learning code. One should not be humble merely for the pursuit of learning. That is donning a false cloak in the pursuit of personal gain. Humbleness is felt from within, it is not a mask taken to gain the powers of wisdom, but a personal dedication in all aspects of life. Not a hammer to be launched at others for the pursuit of physical gain.

Modern scientific thinking encourages the shunning of perspective taking ability. All extraneous or nuianced possibilities are shut off from the source. The world is either A or B. 1 or 0. Black or white. But it is not, no? We try so desperately to apply our integers and our models and our desperate calculations to the physical plain only to stumble against the mapmaker's paradox time after time. Models can only provide a useful heuristic for the moment, and the more it tries to detail the less capable in that task it becomes. It takes a certain amount of working without regard for these models - while still understanding and comprehending them! - to push boundaries. That too, requires perspective-taking ability, for it involves holding multiple contradictory beliefs at the same time. Machines cannot do this, man does this without blinking. And sometimes, doing so leads to greater understanding as a bright young individual who is both well-studied and well-able to think beyond the models overturns generations of preconceived notions.

There are people who say Einstein was autism spectrum. I laugh at them... We're so desperate to apply our models to the figures of the past as if the models set into motion the events themselves. The Turing machine is the latest in a long line of man's attempts to anthropomorphize its surrounding environment. The animists believed the essence bonded all living and non-living things, and now we have created our own digital quintessence to bond all constructs too so that one may say, truly, rock and Earth becomes "alive" with Strong AI. Have we truly changed? To…
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Fanny Duckgold - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 01:19:06 EST ID:C+6NY20y No.523111 Ignore Report Quick Reply

i dont measure knowledge in the number of papers i've read, cunt

wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth living should I blast myself? by Basil Collylock - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 22:32:28 EST ID:qQGp8jFk No.522442 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've had a weird year.

12 months ago I was a compsci student on track to have a bright future. I had my own apartment, I was eatin good, I played vidya with my friends. But I was sad cause #NoGF, so I went to a rave. I found an oz of coke on the floor and took the party back home. I went on to steal my homie's girl, drop out of school, and start a big ole farm up in the hills. This chick was a model, straight up, the way she sucked my dick was like a legend.

After one too many days where I'd leave to go do business deals with my homies, the lady left me for some random meth dealer who DJ'd bar shows. Distraught with grief, I crashed my car. Then, I brought a new chick in to help around the farm... my old acid dealer, real nice girl. Except then, her boyfriend showed up and stole thousands of dollars from out my house.

So I left to a rainbow gathering and had my other friend go water the crops. When I came back, there was a bunch of police and all my clothes and TVs and computers and everything had been taken. I guess my waterer blasted the gangsta rap too loud.

Having voided my lease for that spot, I went and camped out on the lake, and made some extracts. That was fun until my best friend brought out a custie had robbed my hobo camp.

I got adopted into a trap house with some 8 foot tall ganja plants. Shit was El Dorado. Except then, both me and the farmer got busted on various driving missions. He got charged with DUI and no license with a hit and run. I got charged with possession - intent to distribute MDMA + magic mushrooms + hash.

To try and distract myself from the fear of impending prison, I hit up a cute girl I used to know in my hometown. Turns out she smoke meth every day now and basically just turned me into a pimp sort of fellow, driving her around to various dudes houses where they pay me for being the transporter.

Now I've been basically sober except for doing lines and occassionaly DMT, which I reckon doesn't really count. I need to make some new friends or find a new girl or something, but I've been having a hell of a time meeting new people, because I got all this past bullshit on my mind. Hence, why I chose to vent here.
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Fuck Hevinghodge - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 23:46:01 EST ID:wJavO91C No.522444 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I figured out your problem: you've made some pretty stupid decisions.

Get your life back on track instead of killing yourself.

Awe !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 09:09:30 EST ID:B/1t3ZFg No.522456 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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figure out what you wan to do and deduce where there might be people like-minded. You have good attitude OP, your a winner already if you keep it up, just stick to dmt and acid. Bro love here.
mr biglisworth - Sat, 24 Mar 2018 17:27:05 EST ID:i0LaCE4I No.523023 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just understand that death IS the only thing guaranteed or promised.
Shitting Bemmermig - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 16:03:17 EST ID:xEjCgKPf No.523103 Ignore Report Quick Reply
don't really know what to tell you other than to go straight and get a job and all that. stop making and selling drugs. stupid way to live.

just wanted to say that was an interesting read.

Suspended from Air Force, need legal advice by Lillian Goodman - Sun, 25 Mar 2018 12:16:53 EST ID:TaHn706/ No.523051 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So we'd been flying the A-10s routinely for something like a year, and got used to them, and grew to love flying them. One evening a bunch of us and this friend of ours not in the force work up a plan to go hunting deer using the A-10s on the range, we blast them with the gun, he and some buddies collect the meat, then all of a sudden we get a call demanding we return to base, and we're arrested and, well looks like I could be doing time.

Any way around this? I'm struggling to see a way out, I may just have fucked myself completely and hard.
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Eliza Hubblechick - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 08:49:08 EST ID:fFqdWlVJ No.523089 Ignore Report Quick Reply

No you're definitely going to jail.

Actually no you're not going to jail because your story is completely impossible.

>Also we made our own ammo for the gun

Ahaha oh yeah RIGHT you just happened to come across all of the manufacturing equipment you need to make M239, you know just from scratch with your buddies one night. Ahahaha this thread is too much.
Cyril Burrylotch - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 09:05:07 EST ID:TUgPV7Lr No.523090 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I can't even see him getting the bird started without getting hlaf the command involved. If true, he'd be in Leavenworth waiting for his UCMJ court martial.

I'd give him having the ability to recharge spent rounds. But like you said, he would need higher access and a release from his command (previous handler) in a hand receipts that he took responsibility for (essentially have responsibility of items move from his brigade command, to him). Getting on the runway is semi-feasible, some of the places only had chairforce guarding in a tower. And if you can time your entry properly with the start of there CoD match. You'd be undetected (chairforce seriously did this shit, I'd watch the SOG playing Xbox on a portable game station in the hut while his Joe Id'd vehicles). They are so fucking lazy, they wake up an hour later, and their chow halls had FYCKING TABLE SERVICE AND WAITERS. Im not fucking kidding. The air Force is so soft and undisciplined.
Martin Singerwater - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 10:13:39 EST ID:b/evamPE No.523093 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Well, we filled the casings. As for getting in the air, as I said, our base was pretty badly run, part of the reason command was in such a panic. Basically looks like we're getting off so long as they never see us again. They swore they'd beat the living tar out of us. Still we're stickin' round town anyway.
Fuck Crarringpudging - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 10:27:55 EST ID:C+6NY20y No.523094 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this is a fake madeup story, as several other posters have explained in great detail. please kill yourself OP
Blackie-Chan !U41wjeCKFA!!vVWR8L52 - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 21:28:00 EST ID:5ZQh3IBP No.523107 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Imagine being so pathetic that you make up stories and post them on /qq/

A tough pickle by Hannah Pittworth - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 20:07:55 EST ID:aQ7z1z7F No.523079 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I am stuck between a rock and a hard place so to speak, or maybe I'm wrong? Either way I guess I'll begin to explain....

I'm in a relationship which I feel trapped in and miserable. I'm just not happy, she doesn't trust me, she is incredibly emotional and not to mention "hates her life". It seems everyday there is a problem... I just don't know how much more I can take.

It's awful really, I haven't been too happy for a long time now and about a month ago I tried breaking shit off and ended up caving to her persuasion efforts. Now I still find myself dealing with the same shit I was sometimes more subtle other times worse then it was prior to the talk a month ago.

Just last night she asked I wanted to be with her or not in a state of tears. This came out of no where and I didn't know how to respond. I get choked up when people are overly emotional towards me. I caved and said I wanted to be with her, which wasn't true. I know I'm a coward but her tumultuous attitude makes this all much easier said then done.

I could keep going but I feel as though it will only bring you all down a rabbit hole I doubt you want to go. How the fuck do I end this?

Girlfriend sucks and is overly emotional, I want to leave but how?
Walter Gocklecheck - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 21:51:50 EST ID:mv6CynSU No.523081 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Basically just gotta rip the bandaid off. Don't be a dick, but basically, "I don't think we're happy right now. Life is short. I love you, but it just doesn't seem like this is working. People should be happy in relationships, we should be growing together, but we're not." If you're okay with being friends still, offer that I guess? The idea is to not make her feel like you're rejecting her because she's shit, but instead because the two of you "just don't work" or whatever. Which is probably true anyway.
Phyllis Mellerlare - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 02:29:15 EST ID:o1aARPpt No.523084 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Break up with her via text. If you live with her just move out without telling her and leave a note or something.

Yes these are shitty ways to break up, but you'll be broken up.

I mean do the above but if you can't do one of mine.

If you can't do those, cheat on her obviously.
Cyril Burrylotch - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 09:45:21 EST ID:TUgPV7Lr No.523092 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I had the same problem with my ex-wife. It got to the point where I had to ask myself, am I an asshole for wanting to break up? Or will I be an even bigger asshole 3 years later when the feelings of love were only one sided, and perpetuated because I wasn't honest? Basically, would it be better just to get it done with now, and move on with my life? Or wait later until things became more serious for her, and tell her the past 3 years I've hidden these feelings, and essentially drug you down a road named my own convenience and feelings of comfortability. Just be direct an honest next time you see her, regardless of how the conversation starts, or what's happening. I had to do it to my ex while her grandfather was dying. It was a cold and brutal, yet necessary thing to be done. That honestly worked better later down the road for both of us. Remember, you won't die, and people shouldn't hate you for being honest with how you feel.
George Girrybotch - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 12:59:37 EST ID:Ebi3WD1U No.523100 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah the longer you wait OP the worse it is.

Ripping the band aid off is a terrible metaphor but the actual "get it over with" is true. The sooner you make her cry the sooner she stops crying and gets on with her life. And the sooner you do.

Also I wouldn't be surprised if she's over it in no time.

I'm scared: Mental Illness by Samuel Demmlenudge - Fri, 12 Jan 2018 09:39:54 EST ID:Vwtvkv4y No.521407 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have the wherewithal to know that I am mentally ill on an intellectual level, but I'm so far gone that I no longer remember what it was like to be healthy.

Is anyone this mentally ill?

I'm fairly well educated, so my guess is that most people as sick as me aren't posting on a personal issues section of a drug-themed image board.

I don't know what the point of this thread is. Just tell me that I'm safe and that I'll be okay. You don't understand how scary this all is.
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Wesley Gerringhood - Sat, 24 Mar 2018 23:24:05 EST ID:ZMDYtLUz No.523035 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Smells like prodromal psychotic depression.
Eugene Dibblestock - Sat, 24 Mar 2018 23:41:56 EST ID:wJavO91C No.523037 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've had a psychotic episode myself so I can sympathize with the hell that is having a head full of delusions and all that mindfuckery.

You should try to get some help.
Martha Habblefit - Sun, 25 Mar 2018 14:57:48 EST ID:L2zUOjg4 No.523061 Ignore Report Quick Reply
then you probably need a bigger dose or different meds, call your doctor about it?
Cedric Pabberhen - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 15:12:43 EST ID:ZMDYtLUz No.523071 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I have no medical experience but I still control dosage for people online anyway xD

Maybe you should walk off a bridge. Not OP.
Ernest Pizzleson - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 17:13:01 EST ID:2LD9LCjA No.523077 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>but I'm so far gone that I no longer remember what it was like to be healthy.
I've personally been a tranny in therapy for 1.5 years now. Took me a while to """"accept"""" myself, but I honestly cannot remember what life was like before I unironically obsessively wanted to cut my dick off 24/7.

i've solved this issue by dropping a few old friends and replacing my support network with other mentally ill trannies. it almost feels like a sort of absurd counterculture and helps me feel normal compared to being that one obsessive freak in a group of normies.

you're probably fine, lad. and don't be scared of asking a therapist for help, ignore the stigma of that action alone making you "mentally ill". i mean, before seeing myself as a tranny, i was already in therapy for anxiety things, so it honestly doesn't matter when you start.

How to go back by Ernest Geshhall - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 05:43:23 EST ID:5yZRcMRq No.522497 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have accidentally stumbled upon a hyper awareness of my own consciousness and I cannot escape the terrifying feeling that it is to be a combination of sensory experiences. I have no human frame anymore that my experience is fitting into, when I focus on my experience I almost lose all sense of time and space.

Can I get any tips on how reintegrate with the normal world?
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Doris Gizzlehun - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 14:45:21 EST ID:yDbhOpuC No.522810 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Fuck you just triggered a thought loop for me.
Dextrolord - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 02:29:22 EST ID:5T2PoL87 No.522814 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Damn I haven't heard about vipassana in a long time, from what I know if u want an intense inward look that is the place and time
Graham Shittinglock - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 00:04:34 EST ID:JtBDDVHm No.522859 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I have pretty similar symptoms/thoughts and have been dealing with them since I was really young. For me it really helped to realize it doesn't matter one way or another. Assume this is all some solipistic dream -- might as well make it a good one (However you define that). No reason to "wake-up" either, and there's no guarantee suicide frees you. It will all be over sooner than you think, so get the most out of these experiences as you can.
Hedda Bremblebanks - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 06:12:30 EST ID:9TiDIgvM No.522918 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Since January I have been overly aware of my existence/consciousness. It's like one day I realized I am a living being, existing in this body of mines. I can not take my mind off of myself, as in my own existence. It's not just thoughts either, I actually feel panic with it and feel as if my mind and body are separated. It feels like I am too awake! it's like I am conscious of my consciousness. I often feel stuck or literally trapped in my body. I will feel as if I am just this horizontal skin, bones and muscle thing and feel entrapped in my body. it's like I want to get away or break free from myself but it's impossible and I know it sounds silly. my body seems irrelevant. it's like I am afraid of my own being. with this I did get the existential thoughts and fear of death but that has since went away but this has lingered on. it's hard because its like I can't get away from thinking of my own self and noticing my own self... I notice every action I take and everything I do. it's like I didn't notice myself existing or living like "normal" people do but now I do and it's at the forefront of my every breath. I don't know how to get over this because I mean its my own existence, being in this body, that I am overly aware of/fixated on 24/7. these aren't just rummaging thoughts, with it comes the mental perception and disconnect so not just thoughts. The fact that I am in my body and notice it scares me. It's like I didn't ever notice this before or think about it and now that I have it scares me.
Bud Lightly - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 17:09:55 EST ID:tdcT9c4M No.523076 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Interesting. When I started practicing mindfulness meditation and yoga, I felt that sensation of "noticing" my own body, and suddenly being aware of my movements and feelings. It did bring some existential anxiety, but in time I've come to appreciate my newfound self-consciousness. If you look at yourself from a perspective of compassion and loving-kindness, self-awareness can bring about healing and personal growth.

Maybe doing some yoga could help you live with your own body more easily.

I don't have any friends I can do drugs with by Hamilton Dizzleford - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 06:31:54 EST ID:LXVWoAdd No.523067 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I used to be able to do lots of drugs with my friends, but one by one they all lost eligibility.

I have no one who understands how good 300/300 dph/dxm is, much less someone to do it with.

Am I doomed to be all alone on drugs?
Fanny Brapperwill - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 10:07:48 EST ID:o1aARPpt No.523068 Ignore Report Quick Reply
As I got older, I didn't want to chug bottles of cough medicine anymore. I stopped wanting to talk to demons. It just gets old. I don't have the motivation to lie to a pharmacist or the space and time trip for 6hrs. I also have bad enough of bats and crabs being everywhere. And I don't want Alzheimer's because I actually plan on living until I'm old now.

So I have a cone or a beer now after work and watch the tubes and have MDMA once or twice a year with only a few people at the house.

But Yeah, if you are like I was, your drugs are a crutch and you are avoiding real life.

Pseu- pseu- pseudiooo- oh oh oh

That girl agian by Reuben Bibblewed - Wed, 27 Dec 2017 17:08:23 EST ID:SPpwuYvJ No.520866 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I came home for vacation and I ran into that girl again
>she asks me to take her to get her meds and set up a bank account
>she cannot set one up because she doesn't have a id because her license ran out 8 years ago (she is 28) and she never renewed it, also she would have to go thru the driving process again.
>she bawwed and said she wanted to wash her hands clean of life

>A few days later it's xmas eve,
>she wants me to drive her to the slummy part of the county and to borrow 30 bucks
>she practically begs me for an hour and tells me how much pain she is in and how getting medicine from this one store will ale her
>she acts suspiciously the whole way there
>she wants me to drive the back way
>she wants me to get money out in the gas station in the home town
>says she is going to a store to get something, but doesn't want me to in or near the parking lot for some reason and wait for her at the end of the street
>I comply and she doesn't show up for 10 minutes
> I get worried and go out
> I still don't see her and it's been an hour
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Jenny Hocklehood - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 21:46:41 EST ID:pEnCA1MP No.522997 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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If he is this is a fucking serious long con troll, some of us are like 2 years deep into his story.
NB cause this thread was necrobumped
Esther Deppersock - Fri, 23 Mar 2018 01:14:18 EST ID:QvcxQVsf No.522998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>She literally told me she was going to kill herself if she didn't have relief from the pain
>I am not sure, if I had just went back that night or refused outright she might be here.

It's pretty obvious that you're naive about this stuff, and she knew how naive you were. Sure, she was probably a good person who enjoyed being around you, but that doesn't mean she wasn't taking advantage of you. And look, maybe she would still be alive if you hadn't facilitated it. But you were acting out of compassion for a friend who deliberately put you and themselves in that situation, and who knew you wouldn't understand what was really going on.

If you're going to blame yourself, blame yourself for naivety. Don't blame yourself for compassion.
Rebecca Pickwell - Sun, 25 Mar 2018 20:23:24 EST ID:SPpwuYvJ No.523063 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I mean was the pain fake? Or was it psychological?
She said over the counter meds didn't work as well. Was she lying?
She said she had become unhealthy from the living on the streets of a run down town from
December to March and october. Also from hep-c from sharing needles with that bum from earlier.
She said she got rid of it because her medical insurance was good, but I don't think that's true.
Also she got rhabdo too this year from either the hep-c or using everyday in 2016 beforehand

. She said she didn't have very long to live and wanted to do as she pleased.

Idk, I wonder that to this very day. So many questions unanswered/

I honestly just wanted to help this person, despite everyone telling me she was trouble and this that and the other.

No other girl felt attraction toward me and let me be sexual like her.
Fuck Blatherford - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 01:47:47 EST ID:QvcxQVsf No.523065 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I mean was the pain fake? Or was it psychological?

Does it matter? People don't act like she did if they aren't in some kind of pain. Maybe she'd got an incurable disease and just wanted to go before it was too bad. Who knows. What you do know is that things weren't good. Isn't that enough?

>I honestly just wanted to help this person, despite everyone telling me she was trouble and this that and the other.

Okay, so what concrete things have you learned from this experience? What will you do differently in the future?
Rebecca Pickwell - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 04:08:21 EST ID:SPpwuYvJ No.523066 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Does it matter? People don't act like she did if they aren't in some kind of pain. Maybe she'd got an incurable disease

I remember that she said that she wanted me to take her to the hospital to get meds a few days beforehand but opted against it at the last minute. She said alot was going on but she didn't want to go into it.

She caught hep c from that bum, she said she was rid of it but she might have been lying. Perhaps that's the reason she didn't want to have sex anymore and only had me fap to her.

Her entire life was a mystery, it was like there were seven layers

>Okay, so what concrete things have you learned from this experience?
You can't save everyone.
Lions hang with lions, only hang with people who want to better themselves.
Don't interact with drug addicts or stagnant people, they will bring you down despite their intentions.
If she smokes she isn't worth it
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