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the proof is in your success.
If you need proof, you clearly don't understand what magick and will are.
That being said, no I can not actually prove anything at all in reality. But, I can tell you of some success I've had after using magick. When I was looking for a job for months and I had no luck. My girlfriend and I were starving because we hadn't eaten in two days and we were saving up to pay rent. I had just joined the OTO I was big into ceremonial magick, including solomonic and talisminic magick. I did a Goetic conjuration, and the next day I applied for a job a bunch of jobs, including some I knew I would never get. I landed a managerial position the next day without ever having been a manager anywhere else before.
Also, I met my girlfriend (after being extremely shy and foreveralone for years) the day after I made a talisman with an agrippa style cipher for the planet Jupiter, aka a magick square. I made it on a sheet of copper, charged it by doing a ritual with a printed out Sigilum Dei Amaeth and trying to evoke the Enochian spirit ENHB into a ccrystal ball and having the spirit bless the talisman (this is not at all how one typically handles Enochian magick, but I was a n00b) So i performed my ritual, mixing parts of the preliminary ritual of the Lemegeton with enochian magick. I had a metal difuser for incense on my altar and I filled it with alcohol and stared into the crustal place on the Sigilum. I couldn't seem to see the spirit in the crystal, and after an hour I decided to end the ritual, banish and close the temple. first I went to blow out the alcohol and it wouldn't blow out, so stupid me pours water on it and a big fireball and boiling water shot out of the difuser and burned my facial hair and probably almost set the houseon fire. The next day I burried my talisman in the woods. I met my girlfriend later that week at a bar I was walking by. I never go to bars, but something made me randomly go inside and order a beer.
A few other times, I used magick to pass tests in college. I usually studied a lot, and ended up with an A. (magick is just there to boost you. you have to do physical work along with your magick. you won't get a job without applying, etc.) But, one time I just couldn't read the chapter of American History and I knew I was going to fail. I randomly made a sigil with a different cipher I had created mysellf and engraved it onto a wax disc from a wax burner and I held it against my forehead (IDK what I was doing.) I took the test after that, and was pretty sure I had failed. Next day in class, yep. I failed, but so did the rest of the class, and the professor gave us a huge curve or something like 60 points.
I lost my managerial position, mostly because I quit, but the owners treated us all like shit anyway. Again I couldn't find a job. I wanted to know my true will, so I did my own version of the Abramelin ritual, which would take 1 month. I made the holy oil, I tried invoking my HGA but I couldn't after a week of my magickal retirement I was doing an invocation and I began to feel extremely tired so I just banished and laid down and I guess I fell asleep and I had a dream I was inside a blue ball-shaped room with a cone-shaped entity in front of me (I somehow knew it was an entity.) It was conical, but it was like a hole in reality at the same time, and I could look inside it and see what seemed like stars, but they were green, red, yellow, all different colors. All of a sudden it got really bright and a guy in a turban came out, he seemed indian and I was lucidly dreaming. I knew I was dreaming. I asked it if it was my HGA and all I heard was a loud noise kind of like a ship's fog horn. I then asked again and it mumbled something. I asked it if it could tell me my will and it said yes. I asked it's name and it said Hikbu. I asked it what I was supposed to do with my life and it told me "get a job. go back to school. save people." I woke up after a series of a few more questions, covered in sweat. I applied for jobs and a couple of weeks later I applied to go back to school for pre-med, while I was there I went to the career office and applied for a job at the school's student union in the book store and got it.
I practice rituals almost every day, I have a whole regimen. Since doing them I feel really peaceful. I do small rituals for things like helping me be happy, and helping me to be calm, etc. They work. Whether there are spirits, or whether magick is a form of psychotherapy, like a lot of magicians believe. It works for me, and a lot of other people. Also, studying it is fun. I suggest you order some books and, if all else fails, they're at least fun to read.