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I'm gonna be getting back on uppers since opiates did nothing but take all my money, make me complacent with my problems, make me feel fucking amazing and helped my depression, also gave me runny nose when I stopped smack.
Not saying I don't like opiates or won't fuck with opiates ever, even heroin. I still will, and I fuck with kratom, 3hopcp (and other sedative dissos), am prescribed klonopin and take non retard strength rc benzos like eitz and diclaz. I definitely don't hate on downers, and I actually have found them at times very well needed and useful. However doing them like a habit ain't like taking stims or smoking weed or going into space now and then you, that shit when done heavily can worsen your financial position or in the case of benzos forget entire days and do the most dumbass shit you would never think to do sober if you do too much.
Uppers, weed, psys, dissos, empathogens all have done nothing but made me happy, productive, improved my self ability and worth and benzos and opiates have helped me with depression and anxiety, they have a place in my life, but I can't go back to doing heroin everyday like recently ever again. I probably blew over a thousand dollars, sold a ton of my old shit, hustled myself backwards blowing my drug money on dope. Js, in my personal experience I will fuck with uppers on the reg over downers anyday. While yes, in small doses or irregular use downers have really helped me with anxiety, depression, trauma, but when I fucked up and let myself get deep into them they clouded my judgement and caused me to shit on my already rocky position in life. I'm lucky I only got heavy HEAVY like addicted heavy, into heroin for 2 months before I kicked it this past 2 weeks (with 2 minor replase days and small use of other opis like sub and krat) with only minor issue withdrawl and lifestyle wise. Some people lose their entire lives to that shit and thats not to say uppers can't fuck you up too, but uppers have never made me live like a hobo bummin shit sellin my old shit doing slave labor odd jobs or slangin to get by and blowing the suprising amount of money I managed to obtain in that state. Thats all I gotta say about my relationship to…
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