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How long do you lads stay up for after your last dose? by Emma Drecklemedge - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 22:03:03 EST ID:PEJPoVKz No.284878 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I do meth or amph once or twice a year, had my yearly binge at the beginning of the year this time. Last dose was ~76 hours ago and I think since then I've only managed to get maybe 6 hours of sleep total. I took mirtazapine, DPH, and hydroxyzine (all sedative anti-histamines) to get the sleep I did manage. So now from the cumulative sleep deprivation and I guess all these goddamn deliriants built up from naively attempting to sedate myself I'm not at shadow people yet, but- there's constantly music playing, classic smoke/spiderweb deliriant visuals+spiders/tacos, messages typing across the walls, and these strange dots like a tiny pinpoint blackhole that move erratically when observed directly and disappear if I observe one from the corner of my eye however it burns like shooting star, a bright orange spark.

I have cluster b personality disorder(s) and get really manic the longer I stay up, once I miss my chance to sleep it feels like I could stay awake until death with no drugs other than weed and nicotine lol.

Is taking this many antihistamines plus not sleeping harder on the brain? It feels like it, or maybe thats just the antihistamines making me foggy. My head hurts.

How to help deprivation of the sleep pls? I've taken B complex and magnesium, trying to eat and stay hydrated. When I have an episode of insomnia, whether it drug induced or not, I tend to run myself into the ground, sleep for two days basically then feel good.

Mom, I just wanna download more dopamine.
Endofdaze !a7FLjVMYJQ - Sat, 03 Mar 2018 01:02:06 EST ID:DIjQDV7A No.284879 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You need to get some better downers dude. Source some benzos or seroquel. Seroquel knocks you out faster but has a killer hangover, benzos will ease you into sleep a bit more but are quite addictive and can cause memory loss and blackouts.

No sleep till by George Drottingtedge - Fri, 08 Dec 2017 02:38:44 EST ID:uxipefpR No.283211 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How do y'all usually spend your Thursday nights/friday mornings?
Sidney Gemmerbit - Thu, 14 Dec 2017 22:53:56 EST ID:z9vXJBbm No.283322 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Smoking Meth by myself, jerking off and listening to music mostly. Unless I can get a female friend over for some PnP.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Sat, 16 Dec 2017 15:58:25 EST ID:CYBjQQEP No.283349 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Well this week it's been 3ho IV with my friend then cuddles to Star then morning stimming up on ice and working on our music shit so far.
Priscilla Pickville - Thu, 18 Jan 2018 04:44:53 EST ID:/HMhrYYh No.283904 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i amover a month late but iwill come over i am doing the same. iinjecting smoking booty bumping and looking at porn
Ian Greenman - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 17:44:49 EST ID:yyZbz9Ih No.284869 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Jesus fuck is that black circle thing from IV?
Just fucking short that shit
Ian Greenman - Fri, 02 Mar 2018 17:44:49 EST ID:yyZbz9Ih No.284870 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Jesus fuck is that black circle thing from IV?
Just fucking short that shit

stim consensus by Albert Settingnun - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 22:46:52 EST ID:9i6jQI1Y No.284785 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Yo, what are /stim/'s thoughts on using small doses of Gabapentin for amphetamine crash? I have a fuck-load of 100mg gaba pills from when my german shepard was still alive (she died a couple of months ago) and I've been using them to ease crashes. I only take 1 or 2 at a time (100-200mg).

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Nigel Fivingstun - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 01:10:06 EST ID:hK7DBHIS No.284787 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Helps very little but better than mothing. MUCH more effective when mixed with alcohol benzos or opiods.
Albert Settingnun - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 02:35:45 EST ID:9i6jQI1Y No.284789 Ignore Report Quick Reply
man... I wish I had a weak benzo like valium...

Xanax would rape my benzo tolerance, and I don't want to increase my opi tolerance.
David Hummerdot - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 19:07:32 EST ID:z/wj4lMP No.284802 Ignore Report Quick Reply

wow AttentionWhore, this might be the first time i have ever seen you post an image of an actual human being instead of a pedophile cartoon. could you be turning over a new leaf at last?
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 16:42:24 EST ID:m/s0mAz5 No.284815 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Yeah fam I really really am. This past month with the people I been around has given me A LOT more self awareness and perspective on how I behave. They've been tough on me and I'm glad for it. I'm reallying gonna be turning myself around to be more serious, responsible, and honest.

Shit it's about goddamed time.
Wendy Darling - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 22:17:36 EST ID:OCti1M2M No.284846 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Ok but please don't start posting 3DPD that shit is disgusting

Toking Math by Augustus Bigglehane - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 22:59:53 EST ID:9cLgt7iy No.284823 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Just picked up a nice bag of some great crystal, what yall niggas gettin into this Wednesday night?
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James Honeygold - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 03:44:29 EST ID:W/niGtlQ No.284831 Ignore Report Quick Reply
doesn't surprise me, they hardly work and eventually break, it's fucking tragic when you're in the middle of smoking glass and that happens
Priscilla Bribbleford - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 09:18:07 EST ID:cwMLYv6F No.284832 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I've got a a couple bics I just picked up the closest one to me for scale. I really need to get a torch. My budy has one and really prefer it over a normal bic.
Endofdaze !Avm1fqtITk - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 10:10:44 EST ID:DIjQDV7A No.284833 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Had a cunt of a day trying to get on. Called my dude early in the morning, no reply. Tried backup number, no reply. Ended up trying a number someone gave me for the first time and it was a total bust.

Finally got back to my usual dude, he hooked me up with 0.25g of good shit.Spent the evening drinking beers with a mate of mine, occasionally ducking into the bathroom for a quick burn, then grabbed another 0.2g and came home.

NFI how much I have left because it's spread out over 4 bags, but looks like a good 0.2 or 0.3. Still got a really nice puddle in my pipe waiting to be smoked as well. Really nice gear too, got me in that "relaxed but stimulated super-euphoric" state.
Edward Sibbledock - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 14:58:20 EST ID:A7Xs1FpO No.284836 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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yeah I still have a nice ass puddle left in my pipe as well, all spun and goofy, gonna continue drinking beers
Endofdaze !Avm1fqtITk - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 16:21:41 EST ID:DIjQDV7A No.284839 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Nice man. I burned through my puddle a few hours back, but still got the second 0.2 or 0.3 bag sitting in my desk. Gonna chill out for a bit and maybe just watch some movies, then see if anyone wants to catch up a bit later in the day. Gotta go catch up with my guy to restock anyway, so see what happens...

RC'S by Cornelius Smallwell - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 16:09:46 EST ID:PLrEE+Ua No.284782 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've never really messed with legal rc's before, but was wondering what the best ones were. What is your #1 overall, and what is the best effect for least damage/crash out there?
CrazyFolksTribe !owU3wSU682 - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 03:17:11 EST ID:uPgc/t4i No.284829 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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#1 Overall:

Best effect for least crash:
>2-FMA, or maybe 3-FPM if you want something shorter in duration
Ebenezer Bundock - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 15:59:42 EST ID:dGqgmTwb No.284838 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Currently vaping a-PHP, can confirm it rocks.

So, I've a bit of coke by Hamilton Wenningwill - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 16:59:10 EST ID:HWP6Lqjd No.284797 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm going to a pool party to try to pick up some chicks. I've got a bit of coke and I guess that would be a good place for the confidence boost. However it's just a bit, one line, not nearly enough to last me the entire night. The place has a lot of security, so no running back and forth to the dressing room, everything needs to be ingested before arriving to the pool.

So I've got two options, either
A) microdosing acid 1st, taking the blow when I get to the party
B)taking the line and swallowing E just before entering the party

I'm worried about both combos. A microdose of acid, with or without the alcohol, makes me more sociable and confident, but afterall /psy/ diminishes your ego while coke boosts it - would the two substances fight for control, resulting in a poor combo? With E I'm worried that it would kill my buzz, the empathethic/warmth/love of it all. I reckon that if you do a line and immediately swallow the pill afterwards, the coke high will die off by the time the E hits, but I don't know if that's the best mental state for a good roll?
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Betsy Gammerwet - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 10:18:38 EST ID:IIBwhNrP No.284811 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Except for all of the complications you described that come from taking it in that situation? Because it doesn’t sound very perfect to me. But do what you want to do man.
Phyllis Trotshaw - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 21:49:34 EST ID:dT+uAYEQ No.284820 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey man
Some people have anxiety
Some people are antisocial
Some people appreciate training wheels
Phyllis Trotshaw - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 21:52:25 EST ID:dT+uAYEQ No.284821 Ignore Report Quick Reply
/psy/ can help rebuild your ego, but only once it's been softened or killed first.

I find the psychedelic comedown to be a time where I can re-establish and reinforce my self-esteem.

Mind you, self-esteem and ego may be mutually exclusive but I'm pretty sure self-esteem is given rise as a function of ego.
Barnaby Nabblefig - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 02:36:14 EST ID:AyLHVAYU No.284828 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you're forgetting "Some people are beta"
Lillian Sasslekag - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 15:37:30 EST ID:4lrx2UTl No.284837 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Get off your high horse, no one would use alcohol if it wasn't a social lubricant, and getting wasted is socially acceptable and widely participated activity. Yet you're on a druggie board preaching about how sad it is use an alternative substance for the same reason. Again, why the TF would you take cocaine if not to boost your self confidence and sociability? That's pretty much its utility. Are the rockstars, bankers etc who sink a ton of money in to blow betas, because after all if you're a natural alpha you've no need for cocaine or any other /stim/ or substance for that matter.

Post something you make while high on stim by Archie Pellerdotch - Mon, 19 Feb 2018 21:07:20 EST ID:fbpDK09L No.284626 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Everyone post one thing you made while high on stimm.


Made this one monster and 30mg adderall.

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Emma Fanwater - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 10:30:26 EST ID:Kdv64RWm No.284812 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I typically work on uni stuff (master thesis right now), writing systemverilog. I'd post it but it's not very interesting to look at and might give my identity away.
Panda5 - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 17:08:56 EST ID:vPT/zLKN No.284816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I made a multi-post d-methamp home-cook guide with explanation for how to get all ingredients legally (in the US anyway) over the weekend while stimmed. >>>/b/ 4679222
Eliza Fodgemit - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 18:37:14 EST ID:4LNoc61i No.284817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Try again like this:
>>>/b/4679222 and put it at the start of the line
Isabella Clurringkog - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 23:45:55 EST ID:qrCY4nUg No.284824 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Can't post gallons of cum on a SFW board sorry
Augustus Bigglehane - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 23:56:39 EST ID:9cLgt7iy No.284825 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Oral meth appreciation thread by Nigel Fivingstun - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 01:16:16 EST ID:hK7DBHIS No.284788 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Who here agrees oral is the best way to take meth?
>super long lasting
>no constant redosing and fiending
>smooth and functional
>super lucid and clear headed
>no sweaty jittery paranoid side effects

There are no downsides besides it sometimes lasting too long.
Priscilla Worthingshaw - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 03:47:08 EST ID:8dhpf4sg No.284790 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Amp user here. How long does oral meth usually last?
Hedda Bardstock - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 05:22:57 EST ID:kj2sn1De No.284791 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Oral method ftw, was high AF for like 13hrs first time I did it, smoking just makes me fiend and fuck using needles
Endofdaze !a7FLjVMYJQ - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 05:48:06 EST ID:6Ss5r+cw No.284792 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I find oral a bit too physical and lacking the euphoria of other ROA's. I used to love snorting though - has the physical drive and less fiendish nature of oral, but a bit more relaxed and euphoric like smoking. As a plus, I really like the burn in the nose, funnily enough. Perfect for a night out when you want to stay energetic and social.

But pretty hard to go back to doing lines after you get started on the pipe. Although occasionally I'll do a small bump if I notice I'm just fiending on the pipe when I want to be getting something done, or if I need to level out and stay alert for a while without being completely tweaked. Always end up back at the pipe though, trying to go plain snorting feels wasteful, and I'm not even sure oral would feel like doing meth anymore. And everything about twirling meth in a glass pipe is insanely fun - I'd take all my drugs that way if I could.
Cedric Tootfuck - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 07:38:24 EST ID:2KIYgeFp No.284793 Ignore Report Quick Reply
so you probably believe that paranoia and other effects won't appear even if you OD?
Shitting Buzzville - Wed, 28 Feb 2018 12:51:17 EST ID:dT+uAYEQ No.284813 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah oral is my favourite ROA too. Pretty much all you said.
I just wish I had tried it in lower doses when I had it. Ah well, live and learn.
I figure eating it gives the body a better shot at removing harmful products of clandestine synthesis that might otherwise damage the nose, rectum, or lungs/throat. Let the liver do it's job.

Also, the main benefits I could ascertain from methamphetamine over plain ol amphetamine is that it lasts longer, and is a stronger antidepressant and anxiolytic I think. Oral ROA maximizes the yield of these advantages.

No, OP didn't say that. Dose was not mentioned. Obviously, if you take more you get more side effects. What OP is saying and I would agree with, is there are fewer unpleasant side effects when eaten per amount eaten vs other ROAs.

DL-Methylephedrine by Edwin Bundale - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 16:58:44 EST ID:qyk+5ord No.284678 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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tell me something about DL-Methylephedrine

im guessing its like ephedrine but im wondering if someone of yall ever took it, seems obscure enough. google cant tell me anything about it, except that its part of a japanese coughing surpressant.
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Jarvis Bezzlepatch - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 09:35:54 EST ID:qyk+5ord No.284760 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>Holy Shit is it 1910
it is in japan, that why it is so great of a country, lmao. you can still smoke indoors in a lot of places.

the train of thought with this medication seems so bizzare from a todays, war on drugs POV:

> lets maek a cough surpressant
> codeine is good against cough
> we cant have people running around all doped up
> lets put some amps in thar lmao
Walter Murdford - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 13:08:02 EST ID:54bQOsWv No.284761 Ignore Report Quick Reply
just checked the mfg website: https://www.ssp.co.jp/product/all/bra/

out of each 60ml dose,
30mg dyhydrocodeine
170mg guafenesin
12mg chlorphenamine
62mg caffeine

no methylephedrine.
Ebenezer Faffingfield - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 06:28:56 EST ID:qyk+5ord No.284765 Ignore Report Quick Reply
thats the syrup version. check the tablets


DHC 30mg
dl-Methylephedrine 50mg
Chlorphenamine 8mg
Caffeine 90mg
Ebenezer Faffingfield - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 06:33:29 EST ID:qyk+5ord No.284766 Ignore Report Quick Reply
and that is per 12 tablets, so for a bottle worth 1600 Yen or something you get 84 pills which is 210mg DHC and 350mg dl-methylephedrine and all that other retarded shit.

funfact: there used to be a version of the same medication under the name Karyu buron that had only DHC as an active ingredient. it got phased out of the market unfortunately but it wasnt that long ago.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 22:34:41 EST ID:m/s0mAz5 No.284784 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Lmfao I remember these Japanese girls from Rosetta Stone my friend added me to a Skype call with were always talking about that Bron shit. They'd call it "BURON BURON" and say "CO DEEN CHLOR PHEN AMEEN". Appearntly it's a really popular OTC drug to rec up on in Japan.

Methylphenidate, weed, and HPPD by Graham Woppersune - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 14:49:44 EST ID:6x34Hudc No.284767 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So last monday I sniffed some ritalin, something I never really do. THen I smoked some weed, something I do regularly. I realized the high was significantly different and I later even had some visuals like wavy shit as u would have on shrooms or LSD. I have experienced stuff like this before but it was more pronounced this time. Throghout the week whenever I smoke weed something like this happens again. So two days ago I went to some party and ended up sniffing way more rit than I've ever done (Im not experienced with stimulants at all and ive only done ritalin 4 times now) and it was all good. Didnt get all that much sleep that night but woke up surprisingly not tired. I smoked weed later that night and got into a pretty psychedelic mindstate while trying to figure out what bill evans was playing in a song then started seeing a purple grid over pretty much everything. Similar to what I had on MDMA and morphing colors and the like. Was actually quite trippy and intense with a bit of anxiety and fast heart rate. anyway this alarmed me a bit but i was still able to handle it but has anyone experienced something like this from stimulants such as ritalin? i didnt know ritalin could cause this
Sidney Fudgeshit - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 18:26:43 EST ID:fDv5X3JF No.284769 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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BTW, it would be "HPPD" only if it is "persistent", like present over many months or even years while not even taking any drugs at all. What you are describing are visuals while still having small amounts of drugs in your system (not even two weeks have passed.)

What I think you have is still small amounts of methylphenidate and weed, maybe mdma, in your system while you are taking already more. For example, even small amounts of weed can cause great boosts to intensity of LSD trip. MDMA is slightly psychedelical substance, just like weed is. It is not uncommon to get visuals from weed or MDMA. If you add something else like methylphenidate to the mix then it's possible that also adds to the mix. I'd say, enjoy the show, but don't forget to sometimes have weeks off the drugs to avoid tolerance build up and other negative side effect stuff.

PS. I have not seen grids of lines, but grids of yellow dots. It's sort of like being inside a spherical star field. Stuff like this always disappeared when I've been few weeks off everything. It has not been troubling or distracting, just interesting.
Cornelius Smallwell - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 13:58:39 EST ID:PLrEE+Ua No.284781 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Bro I took one riddy once and now I see the secrets

Withdrawal.. by Eugene Dirrywot - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 00:36:51 EST ID:gk/Kqolx No.284656 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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whats up bros

i'm an addict looking to stop but im having real difficulty. i crave alcohol and meth like crazy (w/ meth never any ROA's besides snorting). i have DREAMS about doing the shit every other night. the real Triggering & Debilitating symptoms are that i dont feel 'OK' unless i have both. dealing with the minor physical discomfort isn't a problem, its just the mood and energy issues are really getting to me. im not even a real long-term/chronic addict with stimulants

anyways im just asking what helped any of you get rid of this bullshit. i have enough faith in my ability to stop drinking but i feel kind of helpless against amphetamines. i dont feel energized or sociable until im stimulated.

meditation? diet? want to feel better tell me what worked for your
William Hellyham - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 04:04:55 EST ID:iH7nMHpz No.284665 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Not stims, but I used to use OCs and Fentanyl regularly and became physically dependent, and once I realized this, I made the decision to stop because I could not make progress with my life otherwise.

I was very lucky to have a source of Transdermal Scopalamine, which was a godsend because Scop makes your neurons "forget" addictive behaviors more quickly and so you stop fiending and shaking. Benadryl or Dramamine has the same mechanism of action but is not as effective, but use if you can't get scopalamine.

I also kept active and got sunshine by walking 10 miles a day. I kept up my vitamin levels and ate a lot of greens. Focus on health, keep active enough to not fall back on old habits, and maybe remove factors that allowed you access.
Charlotte Fanshit - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 07:49:20 EST ID:QXPULJH/ No.284670 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Join the club. I was a heavy user of benzos and stimulants (not really much of an alcohol or opiate fan) but I almost burned my fucking house down I was too high, OD and ended up in the hospital for a bit, and got robbed and jabbed with a needle by a hooker I picked up at a bus stop because I was so high and horny I couldn't think straight -- although being lonely and having no friends and going through a rough spell in general didn't help. First few days of being clean I cried my eyes out but eventually things are getting better day by day. I still crave meth and I ended up being a heavy smoker again because of my anxiety and low dopamine levels. And I have bad rebound anxiety and insomnia from ceasing benzos. And I can no longer wake up early. I gained a ton of weight and feel lazy as hell all the time too.

A few years ago I was psychologically addicted to cocaine and before that all I did for fun was smoke weed and trip on psychedelics. Getting clean off of coke, weed and psychedelics was a monumental effort I drank probably a case of beer a day. But then I just ran out of money because of all my addictions. So I had to go cold turkey.

I found taking to prayer and meditation helped a lot. As well as physical exercise and avoiding triggers and people or things that trigger me to do drugs.

I probably will do drugs again at some point as I abused pretty much everything except opiates (just because I can't get high off of them really and I tried but at most it feels like strong weed). But I was clean for a year prior and I think I'm going to try and stay clean for as long as I can.

Everyday there's a voice in the back of my head telling me to hire escorts or buy drugs. And I want to give in but I can't go back to being an addict again. Drugs and pussy is not much to live for.
MYD - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 07:57:51 EST ID:6Guo8nb4 No.284716 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Daily exercise (lifting heavy weights or running long distances) and focusing more on healthy habits is the only way I'll. Having to get up and exercise gives you back the enervy, get a nice pre workout it will help with cravings. And having a nice body gives you the confidence you need to do whatever you need to be "social." For the mood problems I would try using a bowl or two of weed to fix if but don't replace your problems with tons of weed obviously. It gets better bro, but if you're having too hard a time change numbers and move to another state, just put yourself in a position where you can't buy it.
Walter Mimblebotch - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 06:27:00 EST ID:KVUH1daw No.284756 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>but don't replace your problems with tons of weed obviously
nobody told Dave
Endofdaze !a7FLjVMYJQ - Mon, 26 Feb 2018 07:08:57 EST ID:6Ss5r+cw No.284778 Ignore Report Quick Reply

In the same boat dude, so not really sure what to say. I went through a phase with most other classes of drugs (opi > dis/booze > benz). Subs and a valium script helped me reign those in, stopped /dis/ because it became too hard to keep up a decent supply at the rate I was going and shooting K was destroying my veins, but I started drinking again during the last part of my sub taper and while drunk decided it would be an awesome idea to smoke some meth again (after quitting it 5 years ago because it was making me too edgy and I preferred opiates anyway).

Now 6 months later I crave it pretty much constantly, dream about scoring and smoking pipes every other night and can't go into certain parts of town or listen to certain music without getting sweaty palms and the urge to get on. I can keep a lid on the cravings day to day, but the pressure seems to build until I have to scratch the itch every couple weeks and I end up going on a meth & vodka bender until I either run out of cash or my body just decides to fuck off on me and I pass out from all the booze.

I need both - if I drink without meth, I just crave meth and go mad trying to score at the last minute, and if I smoke pipes without booze, I get really edgy after about the 12 hour mark. It's a cunt of a combo though, not sure what else there is that's much harder on your body and mind.

The weird part is, you'd think coming off subs I'd be craving opiates, but nope. Never thought I'd smoke meth again and now I can't get a handle on the shit. The worst part is the associative memory - the dreams, the way certain songs/smells/images by themselves make my brain light up and kick the cravings into full gear. It's insane how fast the old wiring comes back, and I was only ever a weekend warrior to begin with.

Anyway I know people with far worse habits who've quit, so it can be done. In the meantime the best I can manage is to placate the cravings with planned binges. eg. I'm sober right now, because I know if I got high I'd have to go and sober up again before Wednesday, and I'd rather just wait till Thursday and be able to just get blasted for a couple days. If I wasn't ab…
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Methylphenidate, dosing and alternatives by George Murdlock - Sun, 14 Jan 2018 18:50:23 EST ID:fDv5X3JF No.283841 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm in a pinchy life situation where I have to finish a long paper in short time and my motivation and concentration has been sort of shot. So I tried a Methylphenidate today (Alza 36 label, 36mg extended release.) It did wonders and I had productive time! I'm thinking about trying 72mg tomorrow just to get in touch with how the effects could vary by dose. I don't have AD(H)D at least as far as I know. I think driving in any dose is out of question for safety as it affected my perception of time, which is mentioned. I liked how it improved my speed and focus while making me not long for coffee and nicotine (had none.) It felt very free of any side effects besides just increasing pulse slightly. I didn't not get euphoric effects directly, though I was very happy by everything mentioned before, so it was sort-of euphoric.

Do you think this stuff could cause any serious physical addiction when taken not every day of the week and mostly in light doses (not heavy recreational)?

I'm also curious if meth or amphetamine could be used for getting nearly the same effects with correct small oral doses few times the day? This stuff is very expensive when you don't have a prescription.
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Dextrolord - Wed, 17 Jan 2018 21:25:09 EST ID:S2n8ZeWr No.283898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Nope I'm always about to crush all the drugs before I take them into myself so it makes sense to me 100%
Cornelius Gurringfield - Wed, 17 Jan 2018 23:35:58 EST ID:dT+uAYEQ No.283902 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You simply took too much
Or there was a complex array of factors contributing to your disconnection from the work material that lead to you prioritizing your time differently, obviously feeling your time better spent on other activities.
Eugene Merringfuck - Thu, 18 Jan 2018 08:36:53 EST ID:Zy6lW8Lm No.283905 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You probably don't want to double down if 36mg was effective. If you're not trying to use it recreationally then you want to go with the smallest amount that works for you.
I used to take stacks of the IR stuff, smoke a bunch of weed then plan to drive to the shops. Instead I'd put on some music for the drive then end up 2 hours drive down the coast. I could rarely remember the drive but I never had any accidents so um... I guess it's fine, right?

(Meth)amphetamine is effective for this purpose if you have the willpower to use sufficiently small doses infrequently enough. Meth is significantly more 'recreational' though, so it's much easier to fall into the tweaker trap.
Martha Faddlelot - Tue, 23 Jan 2018 19:41:50 EST ID:fDv5X3JF No.284001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OP here. I've now used XR methylphenidate 7 times and in 6 cases it was quite effective for boosting efficiency for working with the task. In one case I took the pill when I was already tired, and it was kind of lost as it only kept awake while still being exhausted. Of those 6 effective times 4 were using it just "normally"; 36mg at morning and that's it. Two were experiments, in one I crushed the capsule before ingesting. Archieved only a rapid and "high" feeling rise, but after that it felt just like normally - only lasted less longer. The other experiment was taking two at once, and to my supprise it didn't feel any different than just one. During the time I did not notice any tolerance or negative day after effects. But I did dose with moderation, had break days and slept well (except the one day, but that was due to other reasons than drugs.) All in all, I understand now why up to 4% of american students use it at some point of studies even when they don't have ADHD. It really is that good.

I have now also experimented once with amphetamine as cheaper alternative and 50mg orally archieved a feeling quite similar to the methylfenidate. Ofcourse it doesn't last as long as an XR capsule, so it will take another dose later down the day.
George Murdlock - Sun, 25 Feb 2018 20:34:26 EST ID:fDv5X3JF No.284770 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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OP here. I found amphetamine nicely similar to methylphenidate, like the last post gave a hint. Spent 3 weeks so that I dosed about 4 days a week, about 3 times a day about 4-5 hours apart, right after waking up. I kept sleeping and eating properly and didn't forget physical exercise. Exercised those days when I was not on it. I did not notice any increase in tolerance in that time, 50-60mg oral dose (of the particular batch) was always good. Total spent 2g. I have now been 2 weeks totally off it and have not noticed any psychological or physical dependency. It's actually nice to be in less stimmed head space for a change and relax. The spree was very benefitical for my task and I succeeded with the goals. I think biggest good thing was it pushed me to new motivation and second best thing was increased focus and speed. I had to drink

I plan to use the remaining amount much more rarely and recreationally but I don't feel like going for insufflation or larger doses even then.

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