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Adderall is the sober drug by Archie Dondlefield - Wed, 22 Mar 2017 22:38:18 EST ID:1H8vozrq No.278339 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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It never used to be like this but now No matter how much i smoke if ive consumed adderall within the past 24 hours i barely get high. I ate 40mg xr at 7 am in the morning and when i smoked almost double the amount i normally do at 3pm i juet got a 15 minute high then like an extra "speedy" feel to the adderall. Just vaped some herb and its like a two hit buzz feeling .That shit is like the sober pill, i barely even get euphoria from it anymore i just use it for days i have both work and classes and the damn null feeling along with thewakefullness lasts well over 20 hours even at 30mg doses and the good effects only lasr for about thr first 2-3 hours. Adderall used to be so much better i never even used it more than a few times a month for a year. Weed also is loosing its luster, but i cant take a break longer than half a week...
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Phineas Crishford - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 17:48:07 EST ID:vdFUPKbW No.278413 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I never really found this to happen but I did find weed and stims gave me a borderline psychedelic kind of headspace in the right ratio. The only time I ever had meth psychosis it was triggered by smoking oil though. Sleep dep was definitely a big factor. I haven't been a regular smoker for years now though and find when I do smoke it gives me horrible anxiety which I'm not willing to ruin an already edgy stim buzz with. But I did ejoy the two at one time... maybe you're just not noticing the subtle synergy because you're expecting a normal effect. Like I said it was almost like the mental side of tripping with the logical analysis from the stims and the weird trippy part from the weed made tripper by it
Phyllis Bashbatch - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 21:22:51 EST ID:XfTpu/mW No.278423 Ignore Report Quick Reply
gonna piggyback here instead of making my own thread;
i was prescribed 20mg adderall xr but it doesnt really affect me much. how safe is redosing, and whats a dangerous amount to take in one go? i take it in the morning with a meal but im not very affected by stimulants in general so ive been wondering if its safe to take more/redose during the day. i am going to discuss the issue with my psychiatrist when i see her next but in the mean time i would like to get more use out of it.
Panda 5 !EshdTRey7E - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 22:09:31 EST ID:ye7NPIpm No.278426 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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A few tips:

You want to take it with a very small meal. A regular-sized meal will decrease how much of the addy you absorb.

You also want to drink water mixed with ~1000mg sodium bicarbonate (baking soda) about 15 min before oral adderall because stomach acids break down amphetamines before they are absorbed and sodium bicarb basifies your fluids a little.

Once adderall hits your liver, it is broken down (metabolized) by a few enzymes into inactive molecules even before it gets in your bloodstream, one of which is CYP2D6. If you take ~400mg cimetidine (Tagamet, an acid-reflux-reducer, on-the-shelf generics exist) like an hour before your adderall then those enzymes will be busy dealing with the cimetidine and more of the adderall will get into your bloodstream (and brain). I've got to say that this is the least-effective method in this post though.

Redosing is safe as fuck, but it's a slippery-slope and soon you'll be running out of your script in the first 10 days every month. With little tolerance I'd play it safe with 40-50 XR in one dose max. I've been taking adderall since 2004 and what I do is dose 20mg at first then do 10mg boosters every few hours and that works for me.

Crushing the XR beads then licking up the resultant powder will make it seem nearly twice as potent, but it will last less than half as long if that's what you're going for. Adderall is also absorbed by membranes in your mouth/gums, so you can swish spit with this powder around for a few minutes before swallowing and it's slightly more noticeable.

I personally find that snorting is a joke even if you clean your nostrils and line them with water before snorting; but some people just like doing it.
Phoebe Dronderstet - Sat, 25 Mar 2017 02:11:21 EST ID:cB5xZYtN No.278437 Ignore Report Quick Reply
thanks man, never touched stims before and was recently prescribed them for slight adhd (inattentiveness) and i just really am not feeling this low dose. i dont think i need the xr though i really just need it for set tasks, so i think taking regular adderall when i need it would make more sense.
Panda 5 !EshdTRey7E - Sat, 25 Mar 2017 02:19:32 EST ID:ye7NPIpm No.278438 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just know that a lot of docs are hesitant to prescribe non-XR adderall because they give a bigger peak ("rush," "high") than XRs. But crushing the XR, say by putting a clean dollar bill over the beads then rolling a lighter over that, will basically turn the XR into regular. Asking your doc to switch to regular too soon after starting adderall may seem like drug-seeking behavior to them and they may stop prescribing it to you totally.

MEFF ROA by Booch !acCrNaYgPk - Mon, 06 Mar 2017 23:59:15 EST ID:yaK+Zd6C No.277911 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Phineas Crishford - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 17:55:22 EST ID:vdFUPKbW No.278414 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Smoking it definitely rushes if you do it right. Also don't believe that bullshit urban myth and hold your tokes. Properly controlling the heat can get a very large amount into you in one toke and once you blow out your scalp tingles like all your nerves are jizzin
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 18:55:23 EST ID:QUb6vNZy No.278416 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've only tried it once but microdosing oral seemed to be all that was needed if you wanted to use it in a more functional manner.
Augustus Dangershit - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 21:36:05 EST ID:Cky1UnkY No.278425 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've enjoyed plugging adderall, so I imagine I would enjoy plugging meth.
I've done all the ROAs, except plugging, and in my informed (and orally fixated) opinion smoking is the way to go. Injecting lasts longer and gives you a rush, but I don't find stimulant IV rushes to be enjoyable. If I want a rush I'll do heroin.
This is very true, if you're doing it right, you will feel all the hairs on your head stand up and tingle and it feels pretty amazing. Plus not to mention it is enjoyable and a very addicting ritual. Good shit tastes like candy.
ChodeMastaFlex - Sat, 25 Mar 2017 01:25:15 EST ID:CvUL/DG1 No.278432 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm late, but you're lucky it wasn't way worse dude. People have gotten paralysis from IVing that shit.
Barnaby Fovingman - Sat, 25 Mar 2017 10:35:25 EST ID:tbzg5WJu No.278443 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You know plugging=/=IV right?

Coke without strong smell? by Sidney Goodville - Mon, 13 Mar 2017 14:02:26 EST ID:JNsbuNsS No.278052 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Just some quick question for people who have more expierence with stims than I do. Have you ever had coke with almost no smell at all? It works extremely well, gives very nice high, looks good, high lasts as long as it should, doesn't cause too much numbness like the stuff cut with shitload of lidocaine, but that thing about smell still bothers me.
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Oliver Mobberfoot - Wed, 15 Mar 2017 16:21:58 EST ID:QrUFQmTR No.278116 Ignore Report Quick Reply
The gasoline smell is just a leftover from the manufacturing process. If the coke has been properly treated, it doesn't smell much of anything.
Betsy Cegglestetch - Fri, 17 Mar 2017 13:37:13 EST ID:TJCuRLPL No.278175 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Never had good-coke that doesn't smell like diesel fuel. It almost has a stronger smell than my stinkiest of weeds. If I ran into something like what you found with no smell I would just assume it was improperly stored or cut several times with RCs.

I have had weed that doesn't smell like anything but still really good weed because it wasn't stored in glass jars but rather in bags or something. Still works so yea thats great.
asuka - Fri, 17 Mar 2017 18:15:19 EST ID:HLT3zDr/ No.278176 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i mean, ive seen good coke that didn't seem to have much of a smell but when you noticed it, you noticed it. but like, this is clandestinely manufactured powder, you know? shit differs when it differs.

if it works as well as good coke, feels like good coke, doesn't feel cut like bad coke, so on so on it's probably really good coke that's cut with something more or less inert. like, about as close to off the brick as you get.
Shit Hassleford - Sat, 18 Mar 2017 14:10:20 EST ID:o+KMOpCB No.278203 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Nell Fivingwater - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 21:04:57 EST ID:vdFUPKbW No.278421 Ignore Report Quick Reply

I get the whole solvent smell connection because a good bit of the better stuff I've had had it but the very best smells like cocaine. It's hard to describe but distinct. I can call it a sort of bittersweet smell... maybe cocaine itself even has little smell and this smell comes from something in the plant that makes it through but it is definitely not a gasoline or paint thinner type smell but actually kind of almost natural smelling. I wish I could describe it. I find it quite nice.

RCs by Doris Blatherstone - Sun, 19 Mar 2017 04:46:05 EST ID:tR53LXDp No.278238 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Is there any reason besides availability to use RC amph-analogue stims (2-FA, 4-fma, etc) rather than just meth? Most of them seem to either have fewer positive effects, more side effects and less known safety profiles. I realize meth is neurotoxic and not safe, but the safety profiles of these other stims are unknown and probably comparable or possibly more damaging than meth.
Hamilton Worringfield - Sun, 19 Mar 2017 10:23:59 EST ID:tbzg5WJu No.278244 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>reason besides availability

Cornelius Clonnerwill - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 03:28:22 EST ID:hb8diD5d No.278395 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Unique effects. I can't speak first-hand but apparently cathinone derivatives make meth look like tea... a-pvp is certainly pretty powerful stuff pharmacologically speaking
Walter Dummerbanks - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 18:18:36 EST ID:MDAqJ19x No.278415 Ignore Report Quick Reply
like 3cmc, 4cmc? I heard they are incredible caustic, even after one use
Nell Fivingwater - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 20:54:40 EST ID:vdFUPKbW No.278420 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I always found meth to be Hella caustic. MDA has got to be even worse. Tbh people shit on ethylphenidate for this reason but I find it's not worse than some of the illicit shit people horf up their noses all the time.

2cb has got to be the very worst though.

Can't speak for cathinone stuff... all illegal where I am and generally not available. And I can't speak for veins or butthole as those are 2 doors my drugs don't use.
CrazyFolksTribe !owU3wSU682 - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 21:30:34 EST ID:ZLxC6nHa No.278424 Ignore Report Quick Reply
RCs are fun in an exploratory way. I enjoy smelling and tasting new /stim/ RCs. I also enjoy the continuous search for better stims. Maybe meth really is the best, but it's also possible that the best has yet to appear on the RC market.

Legality and safety are good reasons too. When you want to try crack but don't want to interact with niggers, something like a-PVP or a-PHP can give you a good idea of how crack feels with none of the social or legal dangers.

Plz help by A question about when it will be OK to fill my ADHD meds - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 05:24:06 EST ID:OCuv3YXZ No.278399 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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When will it be ok to call the pharmacy to get my meds refilled by my doctor I'm prescribed 120mg dexedrine spansules er I0mg I got them on March 7 2017 I am allowed 4 a day meaning I would theoretically run out on April 4th I have already run out and I have work tomorrow when is the most possible date I should call them in and not look suspicious (if it looks too sketchy my doc may call me up to an apointment of which I don't even have 25$ to pay for the appointment and really do not want to go to at this time as I've went to him like 8 Times consecutively these last month's to finally convince him to prescribe that dose to me so when should I call in my amphetamines I need an pronto hard to get out of bed but a man still has to work advice please and thanks guys

similar to adderall by Reuben Cammerford - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 21:43:57 EST ID:tnAhqSEF No.278312 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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i'm not gonna be able to renew my script for a while and i don't want to have to go without at work for that time. what's something similar to adderall that i can get in the USA in a decent quantity? (questionably-)legal or whatever.

i'm not really interested in trying meth; it'll be the last resort if nothing else is available. thanks.
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Frederick Blonkinmidge - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 07:52:16 EST ID:5uBc87oN No.278364 Ignore Report Quick Reply
forgot to add that you should check your state laws, as a few have banned these even though the feds haven't.
Charlotte Worthingman - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 00:41:19 EST ID:E11VFdnS No.278391 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i just think i would like it too much lol

thanks a lot man, i'll see if anyone has it.
Rebecca Cummletick - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 02:28:30 EST ID:dOJFuhDj No.278392 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Stop suggesting meth to people who don't want to do it
Clara Ferringnen - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 02:57:58 EST ID:4B/uxKth No.278393 Ignore Report Quick Reply

yeah meth has a high thats a lot more distracting, or it's just easier to get off task for hours because its so recreational.
Alice Nicklewill - Fri, 24 Mar 2017 23:18:36 EST ID:1oYXtrtU No.278429 Ignore Report Quick Reply
chew tobacco


ADD/ADHD testing by Doris Sellerson - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 20:48:23 EST ID:tWeJZ2eo No.278154 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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My psychiatrist insists that I go see a psychologist for ADD/ADHD testing before she will consider prescribing me anything for the disorder (which I do not have). She also stated that this was completely necessary or else she could lose her license if she prescribed me something for this disorder without the proper testing. Has anyone else had to b.s. their way through this testing? What does the testing consist of and how do I come up positive for ADD/ADHD? I've Googled most of this information already so I have some idea, but I really want to talk to people that have actually had to go through this and succeeded at getting a script. Or should I just fuck off to a new psychiatrist and hope I get someone more lax? Live in the U.S. btw, and I've been seeing different psychiatrists for over 6 years now if any of that matters when it comes to the testing. I've only seen her 1 time so far, so she doesn't really know me.
Ernest Sishfoot - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 21:11:35 EST ID:KUFe0ig7 No.278155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That is strange, my psychiatrist tested me on the first or second visit. I've never heard of a psychiatrist referring someone to a psychologist for a script, isn't it usually the reverse? Maybe it's just very obvious to her that you're lying.

The test was on the computer and I was asked to press the space bar every time a letter popped up, unless the letter was X. There may have been another test that I can't remember.

I pressed space on all but one of the X's and was diagnosed with inattentive type ADHD. I did try my best which I guess means I 'actually have' ADHD.

So if you see that test just blow through the X's like I did.
Doris Sellerson - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 21:23:11 EST ID:tWeJZ2eo No.278156 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Well I'd get the script from the psychiatrist of course, apparently they just don't do the testing in office, this specific office anyway. And I actually remember doing that exact test way back when I was in middle school at a psych doc's office and I completely fucked it up without even trying to fail. But of course I haven't released to this new doc any records from past doctors. I really hope when I do go for testing it's something as simple as that one test, but I fear they're cracking down on the unnecessary over-prescription of Adderrall and and its going to be a whole drawn out process.
Ernest Sishfoot - Thu, 16 Mar 2017 21:58:54 EST ID:KUFe0ig7 No.278158 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Ha, glad I'm not the only one who couldn't do it.

I wouldn't worry about that too much. Worst case they'll give you Vyvanse or Adderall XR, which are designed to not work quicker if you snort them, but just as fun really. I personally prefer to stay wired anyways.

If that happens just tell them on your next visit or so that it's not working or you're not eating (if you're like me that will be no lie) and they should switch you to the big boy stuff.
John Bloblingstene - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 22:25:02 EST ID:tWeJZ2eo No.278388 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Going in for testing in a couple days, any last words of advice?

cocaine brain by Barnaby Dengerhadging - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 01:10:21 EST ID:0ErjnEuL No.278343 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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How bad is cocaine for the brain?
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 05:28:53 EST ID:T+sETJOk No.278352 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Not enough to give a shit

It's more cardiotoxic than nuero especially combined with alcohol... again who gives a shit
Jack Ferrymick - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 05:56:47 EST ID:tbzg5WJu No.278354 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Not very at all.

Adderall and Shit Pens by Whoopsidaisy Dididothat - Tue, 21 Mar 2017 09:40:19 EST ID:XfeUcuQf No.278300 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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About five hours ago I snorted 1/10th a gram of Adderall, swallowed another 1/10th, and then chased it down with about 400mL of Absinthe for the chemical reaction. The point is though, I've been sticking pens and fingers up my ass for the last 2 to 3 hours while trying to rub one out. In my stupor, I figured it'd be OK to do this on white sheets and not have to douche myself or anything.

About ten minutes ago I looked at my bed spread and there's a streamlined mini fountain of liquidated shit I had clinging to the walls of my canal.

The only thing that pissed me off was that I used one of my really good pens and there's shit inside of it now.

This is why I don't like doing any uppers when I don't have shit to do. I just wreck the place.
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Nigel Fanfoot - Wed, 22 Mar 2017 22:50:57 EST ID:TBfDclfd No.278340 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This is why I browse /stim/
Good fucking work OP
Panda 5 !EshdTRey7E - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 01:01:48 EST ID:ye7NPIpm No.278342 Ignore Report Quick Reply
How does one snort 100mg of adderall within a reasonable amount of time? It's like 90% filler so you'd just clog your nose.
Whoopsidaisy Dididothat - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 03:06:43 EST ID:XfeUcuQf No.278346 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I myself am a glutton for punishment and have most of the data already, I just accept it for what it is, and would call it a jilted form of sadomasochism instead of being dumb or for any matter - dumber. But that's why I come here sometimes once in a blue moon. A little bit of embarrassment is good for the character.

I'm Arab, Italian, and Greek among a few other races. I've got a big shnozz and could easily snort a entire gram in a matter of seconds of even only one without switching nostrils. When I snort Addys, I bring the straw to the back of my nostril, and if done properly, it all goes into your nasal cavity, and mostly turns into a drip which I save for later so I can moderate my roll.

However I was bored as fuck and went for a test spin and the story I told was how it turned out.
Whoopsidaisy Dididothat - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 03:06:43 EST ID:XfeUcuQf No.278347 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I myself am a glutton for punishment and have most of the data already, I just accept it for what it is, and would call it a jilted form of sadomasochism instead of being dumb or for any matter - dumber. But that's why I come here sometimes once in a blue moon. A little bit of embarrassment is good for the character.

I'm Arab, Italian, and Greek among a few other races. I've got a big shnozz and could easily snort a entire gram in a matter of seconds of even only one without switching nostrils. When I snort Addys, I bring the straw to the back of my nostril, and if done properly, it all goes into your nasal cavity, and mostly turns into a drip which I save for later so I can moderate my roll.

However I was bored as fuck and went for a test spin and the story I told was how it turned out.
Caroline Duckhood - Thu, 23 Mar 2017 05:25:40 EST ID:hb8diD5d No.278351 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't know about Adderall but their xr caps look a lot like dexedrine caps which when you figure out how to separate the orange skins is by far the easiest pill to sniff since it's bound with mostly sugar. They're almost totally soluble. I'very easily sniffed like twice that.

There must be others by Molly Mellywat - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 00:41:07 EST ID:KAiLFcPD No.278266 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Do all stim users feel this?
I'll do coke, amphs, meth, whatever.

I come up for some minutes, but then it starts to come up more in waves. I'll dip a touch then shoot up, dip a touch then shoot up more, etc
Then at the peak I wave up and down (the downs are noticeable and go on for a couple minutes)

And when I come down, my happiness DIVES, recovers a bit, DIVES, recovers a bit, etc. into negative, "maybe stims aren't my thing" territory for a short while.

During the sharpest moment of each dive, I'm so down that I lose the motivation to really do much, even redose. I actually wrote this post in waves bc I'm on speed right now and occasionally didn't feel like even bothering to ask
It can get pretty bad sometimes. Do I just suffer comedowns more intensely or did you guys just figure out how to minimize the pain?
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Molly Mellywat - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 03:10:08 EST ID:KAiLFcPD No.278276 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Wew, dude. That's a pretty good read. The diminishing returns is definitely real for me, but the plan I come up with is to do a very small dose again right after the peak, not to get back to my peak, but so that the comedown isn't so fast and sharp and painful. It extends the entire experience by like another hour but that's okay for me because a little bit of benzo action smooths everything sufficiently for me to be mentally okay.

I really don't want to know what kind of mental hell awaits me if I ever redosed more than 3 times in one day, but I'll probably end up pulling that shit one day anyways just to see what happens.

If my stim experience just involved me falling to a content-but-tired state, I'd probably do them every day, but for me, this shit is too mentally taxing. I'm currently sitting on about 120 heart bpm, which isn't too crazy. I don't see myself ever doing enough stimulants to feel true stim withdrawal effects, but if they are anything like some of the worse comedowns I've experienced, I most definitely do not intend to ever make stimulants a habit for me outside of caffeine and moda.

>I've stopped using stimulants for about a week but I can't stop thinking about them and I think I'm going to cave eventually.
Have you tried doing a little bit of gentle stim dosing once a blue moon for now? I'm talking the occasional cup of coffee, maybe find some speed and take like 30mg of it and put 10mg in a capsule if you have one, then put that capsule inside another capsule that has another 10mg, and then put THOSE capsules into one more capsule that has another 10mg. It's a kind-of extended release amphetamine treatment where you won't feel so shit anymore but it also won't be enough to kick you into maximum redose-urge. I've done shit like that at work for when I want to be able to stay on my feet for a 10 hour shift without eating.

updated chart includes a green line which is where my mental state will instead diverge to if I do my small-bump after the peak and take the benzo then; it definitely saves me a lot of emotional stress
Molly Mellywat - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 03:18:36 EST ID:KAiLFcPD No.278277 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Also, I had a seriously negative experience with weed many many years ago when I was in HS.

Weed started to make me more paranoid than lax and happy (I even started getting some audio hallucinations like I thought I'd hear doors opening when nobody was home or someone nearby talking about me when they clearly weren't) and I had to take a break for an entire year.
One year later, I tried smoking again, and I was in a bit better place in life and was more mature, and weed was okay again.
On top of this, I was no longer a pothead. I found it perfectly okay to do it only in moderation, and never cared anymore to get too high anymore.

I think keeping in mind that "if/when I ever return to stimulants after this extended break, I will likely be much more responsible since I am starting with a clean slate again and momentum is now more towards sobriety than anything" might give you a very nice motivation to keep up your cut-off of stims for now. Who knows, maybe in 6 months from now, you'll never have an interest in doing another stimulant again?
Ebenezer Finnerson - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 03:49:05 EST ID:RVwUAFAq No.278278 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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This is my last blogpost of the night. The benzos took over as the dominant force o now I'm simply too tired to go on. I'm also feeling more and more downside as time goes on.
Nice chat /stim/ hope to see if anyone resonates with my OP post or not
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Mon, 20 Mar 2017 06:17:59 EST ID:gYWBULiC No.278280 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Alcohol is a cure all. Minus the fact it's destroying my body, but it def rids me of the edge. Cuddled by an eternally loving partner. Fuck a benzo cheatcc.

Booze is best. Fixes everything. Magnesium, eating, water too!

Really any time I have bad feels it's me overthinking how much the legality of this shit can fuck me over. Fuck the drug war. Demonize this demoness dick motherbitchers.
StimLioness !JM2DTgXfqU - Wed, 22 Mar 2017 16:27:28 EST ID:T+sETJOk No.278326 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Check my post here >>278325 btw

Lifestyle and environment need to be solid first to get the most outta being a stimmer and not being a tweaker fuck up or even being able to enjoy the drug

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