>>145061
I believe it was host to some criminal elements and there were some prostitutes or at least some pay to play aspect.


>>143829
After 6 days of being dry and going through some shit withdrawals, had a friend get me some lorazapam so I could at least eat again and not just pace around my house.

Back on that dumb shit, refilled, just popped 3mg alprazolam, got a beer and a whiskey going too.

Took 900mg gabapentin and 20mg methadone. I'm fucked up and I'm also experiencing CEV's besides nodding and feeling them benzo like effects from the gabapentin.

Great morning!

>4mg klonopin
>75mg DPH
>500mg Phenibut

just woke up and guzzled down all these pills to wake up and get a double shot of expresso and suck on my juul. long day of work ahead and then i get home going to take a 4mg pressed bar and play some videa gaemes

How much does a gram of this shit run you? I remember back in like 2010-ish I could get Phenazepam for about 8-12 bucks a gram

>>144785
please PLEASE write up your experience with it, ive been wanting more info on this drug for years

>>145100
he died

Just gonna spam this shit on all the boards eh?

>>145090
Sorry for your losses. My sister also died in a really bad car accident.

I wish I'd never taken them honestly but I assume it has to do with the doctors I was seeing at the time. I also assume my background and state might have something to do with why. There were times things were messed up by the docs and I couldn't get them on time because of them being a controlled substance. My spouse has a bad back that makes it to where he is unable to do a lot of things now and he is young, but they just want him to take Ibuprofen for now. I don't get it, but I know some of them are getting worried about their licences and even turning away people who "need" whatever they actually would not abuse. I still have half a bottle of Valium pretty much but I do not want to take it ever again if I don't have to.

>>145094
Thanks man, I know its just a matter of hopping around if need-be but this shit where they can see your scripts for controlled substances makes it easy to label you a drug seeker and tell you to fuck off.

How did your sister die in a car accident btw? My girl totally got wrecked in head on and smashed...the pictures were fucking awful. Nothing like making love to a girl you think youre going to marry...looking into her eyes and then seeing them now in a dialated dead stare and cops poke and prod her fucked off nude body.

ehh sorry...I dont expect you to tell me details but I think its important to know how our loved ones die.

I think she mightve been drunk but AZ wont release records to anyone unless theyre immediate family or spouse, so ill never know the autopsy results.

>>145095
My sister was living with my mother and had a 2 year old daughter at the time. My mom had just had surgery and they were hanging out but my sister said she wanted to go get her "last pack of cigarettes" and she was going to start using an electronic cigarette. On her way back home, we know her ex husband was texting her but we don't know if she was trying to text him back. Around 5:30 ish she came around a sharp curve and went off into a yard. She over-corrected trying to get back on the road and it flipped her car once and landed on its wheels. She wasn't buckled in even though I had talked to her about that. She was partially hanging out of the driver side door but I never got to see her. My brother did see her at the scene and lied about it for some years until I was having really bad images pop up and then he told me it wasn't as bad as I was thinking and that he had seen her. We were not allowed to see her at the wake or funeral which were on the same day. I still can't really go to her grave and I don't really go to funerals anymore. Since then I have lost a few more people, but she was the first "big" person I lost that I cared about so much. I was the oldest. I do know she had drank about 3 beers but they said she wasn't intoxicated either. I really don't believe what all they had to say honestly. It is all a very horrible thing to have to go through and I wish you the best in going through it as well. I don't think me seeing my sister would've done any good so I'm kind of glad about that but I really wished I could have to really "know" it and make it more "real". My sister and I were on very good terms around that time though so I didn't have to regret a whole lot there.

I just trusted the docs after that loss and then the benzos didn't do much of anything for me except seemingly get my body/brain addicted. I've only had two doctors prescribing me the benzos. Not sure if I went elsewhere if I could have gotten them but I stuck with my psychologist because he is a really nice guy and pretty understanding imo.

Triazolam is so goood. Apart from that and Midas...

zzzolpidem is great as long as you stick to <10mg and if you combo with any other depressant then more like <5mg. Zopiclone does the trick too. I tried to buy that the other day but then at 2am or so the vendor sent me a msg along the lines of "sso whatdyo pay ifFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFn.sdckbakfds/ib3qvömv(/#V87bmfkasfkl vökdsanfjna" and disappeared

>>144965
Lmao I think I know what vendor that is and he has a horrible rep on DBG.

>>144848

Depends on the type of test. If they GC-MS it they can tell exactly what molecule it is.

Klonopin can only be detected via gcms test which are very expensive. All other tests klonopin and only klonopin will won't show up on panelled test, quick panel, or whatever else. I know this because my brother who use to take some of mine use to pass his drug test at the methadone clinic and later down the line for his job.

>>145067

>very expensive.

Nigga...im on probation and they make ME pay for all my tests. A GC-MS is only like 30 bucks. A hair test is what's truly expensive.

>>145016
Or to just not have your drugs lying about everywhere. Stash has a different connotation than hide.

>>145012
I used to always stash a few pills and maybe a dub of weed in the bottom of my old Game Cube. Theres a piece that comes off and theres a small compartment to put shit in. Never in my life did my parents come close to finding it when I was a kid.

>>145088
I swear...what were all those compartments for? Its like they were only there to stash shit. Lmfao.

>>144983
Well I popped 10x 2mg green bars 20mgs ans 2X 2mgs or estazolam 4ngs all abour 45 minures ago>>144983
>>144983

>>145068
whats that peanut butter brittle lookin shit? Heroin?

>>145084

That's shatter lol not dope

>>144979

>Objectively, benzos can make PTSD-related symptoms worse.

Also, care to elaborate?

Sounds like your doctor doesn't care about you. Get a new one.
Prazosin is an Alpha-1 blocker which just affects smooth muscle which should treat Benign Prostatic Hyperplasia.
Your doctor is a retard.

>>145078
Its for BP and "PTSD related nightmares" or whatever...

FUCK getting into new psyche places sucks. Takes fucking FOREVER.

>>144895

>first taper
>then the phenibut
>taper again
>Ashwaganda + Theanine + Magnesium
>cycle Phenibut and/or Fasoracetam as needed

Godspeed friendo

>>145007
I actually prefer Valium much more but I also don’t have panic attacks.

>>145011
All too common in 2019 especially in the US. My pharmacist didn’t even offer to split my Ativan when she didn’t enough or have me pick it up at another location since stopping benzos like that is just full retard. It’s almost like some of them are jealous lol. Or maybe just assholes. And this was right after she saw i wasn’t prescribed as needed but around the clock. The other girl who is actually the supervisor does that kind of stuff without asking, even with my opiates. Some people just suck.

>>145020
That sucks man, im glad you pulled through though. Speaking of pulling through, I hope OP is okay...needs to post an update.

>>145048
Oh no, I've let down a random person on the internet. My life is over?

Everyone on all the chan's is obsessing with this idiot. Im namely asking if it sounded like he was talking about Xanax to anyone else at the time indicated. All the links are dead now that I have. But it's gotta still be up somewhere.

>>145050
I have the video and later I'll try and use good headphones to see what I can hear. Over speakers I can't hear anything that sounds like xanax at any point though

>>145051
Sounds like Felix actually...16:50