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BWB Pt. XII: Rites of Spring

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- Thu, 15 Apr 2021 08:03:51 EST UiEAdpjo No.151654
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It looks like I have to take up the burden and create a new BWB.

Tonight's post-Ramadan iftar benz:
>8mg Clonazepam (after a week of 0.5mg a night)
-some amazing Uyghur food
-washed down with exquisite Ziyang Green Tea (紫阳绿茶) from Shaanxi Province

Need to pour up another pot of tea and ask the little lady where we should go for iftar tomorrow night.
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Cedric Saffingwill - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 23:00:37 EST q1YL1nio No.152386 Reply
Anyone have advice for first time Temazepam dose? Used to use Etiz and Valium back in the day recreationally, never dependent, and it's been well over a year and a half since. Tolerance should be low, if not non existent right? I don't drink alcohol either. Wondering if 30mg would be good.
Frederick Wummlecocke - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 23:55:52 EST dudvNQDr No.152387 Reply
Bumping on 2mg of alpraz and 165mg of methadone
I'd go with 20mg but 30mg would be fine too. Do you have weed or something to combo it with?
Cedric Saffingwill - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 23:59:55 EST q1YL1nio No.152388 Reply
Yeah, I have some weed I can combo with it. I have 15mg pills but I want to make sure it hits. Probably just go with 30mg then. Thanks!

First time Gabapentin user

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- Fri, 17 Sep 2021 15:50:19 EST hGWtmbFH No.152368
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New to benzos and got prescribed Gabapentin. First day yesterday I took 1200 mg. Today I took 1800 mg. And this was at 6 am and as of this writing it's 1:00 PM now. i wanted to take more but I don't know if that's such a good idea. My question is how do I use this recreationally without getting kicked in the balls by addiction and withdrawals?
Lydia Chopperhedging - Fri, 17 Sep 2021 16:00:12 EST hGWtmbFH No.152369 Reply
OP again my experience was that I felt a little drowsy and my body felt slightly relaxed but I never got this euphoric feeling or anything so maybe it doesn't work that well for me not sure
Augustus Bommlestone - Fri, 17 Sep 2021 21:05:15 EST dudvNQDr No.152371 Reply
Gabapentin should e staggered when taken, like take 1 pill wait 30min and take another and so on until you've reached your wanted dose.

To avoid addiction... idk, set strict boundaries or how much time between getting high and what dose to never exceed. If you know you won't be able to access this medication easily again then a one and done binge is probably okay

Gabapentin really isn't that great on its own, like basically not worth taking, mixing it with opiates on the other hand..

I was physically addicted to gabapentin/pregabalin once after getting a fuck ton a pills (used daily in high doses because I was so stressed at my new job) and the wd was pretty bad but only lasted 2 days, I had opiates to lessen the pain though so idk.
m - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 22:47:04 EST QQHC2LOH No.152385 Reply
You can't be taking that shit days in a row. Gabapentin tolerance (at least acute, short-term tolerance) blows through the roof REALLY quick. It's also a shit drug by itself. Maybe pregabalin or phenibut derivatives taken by themselves are decent, but the two loosely affiliated gabapentinoid/GABAb agonist drugs I have a lot of experience with (i.e. gabapentin and baclofen, both by themselves and mixed with opioids, benzos, booze, z-drugs, nitrous, you name it even the weak barbituate butalbital) are absolutely garbage on their own for pseudo-recreational usage.

Like the bare minimum to make gabapentin remotely enjoyable would arguably be moderate amounts of booze and gabapentin, or moderately heavy to heavy amounts of booze and relatively light amounts of gabapentin (this can obviously be dangerous, just like mixing opi+gabs). Even then, gabs just make you feel more "fucked up"/trashed when drinking than just booze by itself. High dose gabs can make you really dizzy.

I can't stress enough that, with gabapentin in particular (how gab tolerance works, how the higher dosages you take within an arbitrary ~15-45min time period, the lower and lower the effective BA absorption % becomes for your entire cumulative gabapentin dose, etc.), you REALLY need to wait 7-10 days minimum between uses, for a maximum of 2-3 large doses per month.

You can get away with ignoring my advice for a few weeks or months, but if gabs alone do anything for you now, at this rate they definitely won't within ~3-6 months.

Just stick to gab megadosing one, maybe 2x/mo max (as a stand alone drug/experience or perhaps solely gabapentin+booze, or gabapentin+phenibut if you have previous experience with phenibut) and then take say an opioid 1-3x/mo (again, that's not French for 3 days in a row as a binge for that month, genuinely 7/10/14 days between uses) and combine a much smaller gab dose with your 1-3x/mo opioid usage and hypothetically, say, moderate dosage of benzo usage 1-3x/mo for synergizing effect (talking as little as ~300-900mg gabapentin, probably like 600mg two 300mg capsules taken ~30-45min apart, definitely 1g or less total, or even just 100-200mg if you had smaller gabapentin capsules).

That's always how I got it to work best for me. I'd do the tiny 200-1200mg doses here and there to boost opi or benz (usually benz if I was running low and the benz dose was kinda small, or if it's half as much pharma xanax as normal and I'd thrown in 1-2 lunesta or an ambien and a lunesta in together to compensate...gabapentin really helped synergize with that, possibly even potentiate, alongside 1-3 servings of booze...not that that's "safe" OD wise).

Then maybe once every 3-6 weeks, I'd stagger gabapentin all fucking day long, like a 100mg capsule every 10min (600mg/hr) until I'd reach like idk 1800mg, 2400mg, maybe even 3000-3600mg (remember, this approach with tiny 100mg capsules is WAY more efficient % BA wise than downing entire 600mg caps at once, so you may not achieve my results with similar mg doses), and I'd be totally wasted, trashed, like more motor skills impaired than I'd ever be on opi, benz, etc.

>My question is how do I use this recreationally without getting kicked in the balls by addiction and withdrawals?

It's not a guarantee you'll do it successfully, but proving to yourself and potentially to specific friends/peers that you can pre-plan a dosage session, wait 10-14 days, repeat said dosage session again, and achieve similar doses without having to raise your doses might be a good first start. Using daily days in a row is REALLY bad for the whole Delta FOSB aspect of brain wiring changes caused by psychoactive drug use. It's more complex than that, but for some of the Delta (change in) markets, they reach relatively speaking approaching top-tier levels within as little as ~3-4 days of daily use for multiple substances.

The guy who basically asked for a magic miracle in the /opi/ board version of your thread is thinking too short-term, not in the long run. One week on one week off, or one week on two weeks off etc., none of that bullshit is remotely functional (let alone actually effective pharmacology wise) for trying to keep the best of both worlds (maximized effects, lack of a need to raise dosage for the same effect, lack/minimizing of mental addiction/craving development, and lack of physical dependency/tolerance, etc.).

The closest you'll ever get to such a best of both worlds in the long-term, 2, 3, 5, 10+ year window, is to use once/via a pre-set dosaging total/frequency pattern on a specific day/on a day within a specific weekend or general time period, not using that drug or drug class as a whole for at least a full 10-14 days on average, and maximizing the different drug classes available by rotating in different options (e.g. cannabis 1-6x/mo, benzos 1-3x/mo, opi 1-3x/mo, gabapentinoids 1-3x/mo, dissociatives 0.5-1x/mo, psychedelics 0.33-1x/mo, etc., if you get craving too much opioid usage then perhaps you knock that existing 3x/mo of hard opis down to 2x/mo in exchange for adding 2, maybe 3 days max per mo of a good kratom dose, or kratom+kava kava both plainleaf no extract, etc., shit like that).

Jump to RCs

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- Wed, 15 Sep 2021 09:55:45 EST i0NJ2akP No.152346
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I've been taking pharma clonazepam off and on for a couple years. I managed to keep my habit under control and never went on a "bender" per se. However, I never had more than 10 x 2mg tablets on hand at a time.

I no longer have access to someone with a script. Will I likely get addicted if I buy a large supply of an RC (likely etizolam or bromazolam)? I'm mostly worried about accidentally dosing too high or blacking out and taking 30 mg and crashing my car or something like that.
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m - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 14:30:10 EST QQHC2LOH No.152382 Reply
>suggests a total scam site on the clearnet that supposedly "sells" literally every schedule 2/3/4 medical humanly possible
>several of their listings are for specific pill formulations that are literally extinct and have been extinct for like 5-10 years

you'd think these morons would actually try...


does benzo tollerance increase more when combined with alcohol?

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- Sun, 19 Sep 2021 01:39:02 EST x7euJlk6 No.152379
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as per title, will tollerance go up more when combined with alcohol?
Nathaniel Pickdale - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 04:58:24 EST iDQqTDV8 No.152380 Reply
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question as old as day

the long & short answer is - yes
m - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 14:26:45 EST QQHC2LOH No.152381 Reply
it won't "go up" any more than using the same rough amount of benzos, say today, and the same amount of booze consumed in the same rate/timeframe but consumed tomorrow. I mean to say that combining them doesn't magically increase your tolerance more than the sum of its two individual parts.

That being said, ethanol and benzos (and most GABAergics for that matter) share a significant amount of cross-tolerance. So yes, if you're a regular drinker (with or w/o benzos at the same exact time you drink), that significantly increases both your acute and "permanent" tolerance to benzos.

Drug combo to knock me out on flight

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- Mon, 23 Aug 2021 11:00:34 EST 9YvB40oT No.152264
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Is this combo alright? I'll be travelling from the UK to Australia in December and know how long of a flight it is (14+ hours). I don't want to be awake for most of it so I've decided to take a mixture of benzos, z-drugs, and antipsychotics:

20mg Ambien (zolpidem)

5mg Xanax (alprazolam)

200mg Seroquel (quetiapine)

Would this be alright or put me in danger?
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Doris Bommerkut - Tue, 07 Sep 2021 17:06:46 EST qHFdqtNi No.152310 Reply
Diazapam feels short to me. Like i. Relaxed for an hour ir do then it just dies on me.
Samuel Firringwill - Tue, 07 Sep 2021 20:06:31 EST hsZ7NUd2 No.152311 Reply
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>they don't let you do that i'm pretty sure
so what would happen to him him then. Like they would they just lift him up throw him out on the landing strip and say. "yep another one of those deep sleep passengers" lol
ok I know it is not right to make fun about stuff like that but it seemed pretty fucking hilarious in my head
Priscilla Crazzleforth - Wed, 15 Sep 2021 13:14:51 EST 3pPF5owl No.152347 Reply
If you actually didn't wake up they would call paramedics and you would wake up in the hospital.

Midazolam injection

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- Thu, 09 Sep 2021 22:40:54 EST 4WU8FOoZ No.152317
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Will this get me high or at least help me not feel like shit? Long time benzo user never heard of this Midazolam, never used a needle either. Definitely going to use the nasal device.
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m - Mon, 13 Sep 2021 09:59:03 EST QQHC2LOH No.152330 Reply
This OP. If I were you, I'd IM it with a REALLY thin needle (like 30, 31, or 31 gauge, definitely no lower than 27) into your non-dominant arm, the exact same spot you hopefully got your covid vaccine (assuming you weren't already infected before they were available). The other spot is into the middle of your thigh. Just make sure it's long enough to actually IM.

That way you don't have future experience with IVing, you get nearly 100% BA, but the "rush" isn't as strong as IV.
Charlotte Fanfuck - Mon, 13 Sep 2021 21:49:40 EST DoE7VgR1 No.152335 Reply
It's a 5mg dose in a prefilled single-use syringe. You're never going to stumble upon another one of those and you're not going to turn into a IV addict just because you used a single dose of medicine in the exact way that it was packaged and meant to be taken.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 14 Sep 2021 23:10:35 EST dsZ/j+fj No.152341 Reply
one of the few holy grails. akin to what finding seconal in the mid late 90's. (though I do understand one is a benz the other a barb)

clonazolam or flualp?

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- Tue, 07 Sep 2021 07:48:03 EST uEDYgyGm No.152305
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pretty benzo naive noob here + opi addict (poppy seed tea) coming hrre with advice as to which to pcik, ive been using xanax past few weeks, gone through roughly 200mg over a few weeks and buying more powder to dissolve soon, see as i am an opiate addict, and flualp lasts longer, that gets me a bit worried about redosing and shit, but i can get the same amount fof flualp as i can for clonazolam for the same price, wondering which i should choose and which would be more functional with an opi addiction like myself,

(to avoid blackouts and ODs) although, im generally prettty smartr about that stufff.

Im getting pretty tolerant, i can tell, so that is also a factor,

Any help greatly appreciated
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Ebenezer Sussletat - Mon, 13 Sep 2021 20:50:16 EST +dVS6JYr No.152334 Reply
I use Clonazepam for a similar effect to >>152309 - they just make me feel like a normal human being. I started taking 0.5mg once a week, then everyday, then upped the dose to 1mg, and later 2mg. Now I sometimes even take 4mg some days. Is it over for me? Should I taper it off? I still have a lot left. Anti-depressants always made things wrong for me, benzos are the only thing that have helped me (and psychedelics but you can't take those all the time or you'll fry your brain).
Brain - Tue, 14 Sep 2021 00:01:17 EST V/7akuaI No.152336 Reply
It’s hard man. I was on 3mg a day after 3 years and I had enough. I ended up tapering off, was sober for 4-5 months I think and released because of paws. Long story short I regret it now immensely. Although I did abuse etiz and other shit a lot and they definitely contributed.

When I think back I should of never said anything. If you truly find them helpful fuck it. You already seem like you are at a high dose so I’d just ride the train until your doc wants to ween you. That’s even if he does to be honest.

I’d just be carful with your usage and try not to self medicate with them. That’s when they become an issue. Once you start to get used to that warm comfy feeling, it’s hard to get over IMO. I’ve had trouble sleeping since I quit that shit

Probably rambling nb

New to benzos

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- Thu, 22 Apr 2021 15:58:31 EST IErahAwd No.151685
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I took have a bar yesterday and just slept a little. Wasn't anything great. Today I did another half, fell asleep for an hour or so and did the other half after. Fell asleep again.

What's the point? What's supposed to be the appeal of this stuff? What is your positive experiences with xanax?

Also I've been sniffing them. Is eating them better?
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m - Tue, 18 May 2021 16:37:06 EST QQHC2LOH No.151808 Reply
Only a few of them offer significant muscle relaxant effects, and even then it's not actually an analgesic. Stimulants like amphetamine have stronger documented analgesia than benzos do.
Ebenezer Sussletat - Mon, 13 Sep 2021 20:45:48 EST +dVS6JYr No.152333 Reply
Which ones? Clonazepam does that to me and it's my favorite effect, especially when going to bed, but I wonder if other benzos have a stronger muscle relaxant/sedating effect.

What’s the best benzo for anxiety

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- Thu, 15 Jul 2021 20:06:11 EST t6FBIxX/ No.152057
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What’s the best benzo for self medicating anxiety and not to get fucked up? Something like Ativan.

I can only get alz or research Chems
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Brain - Sun, 12 Sep 2021 15:44:35 EST V/7akuaI No.152325 Reply
Probably some RC i'm sure like 1Plsd or something

I believe this. I know vendors who would cut it even more locally
m - Mon, 13 Sep 2021 09:54:36 EST QQHC2LOH No.152329 Reply
AFAIK, the good ones like 1p-lsd, AL-LAD, normal LSD, etc. are all tasteless. If I ever had one that wasn't tasteless, especially acidic/metallic taste, I'd either immediately spit it out, or if I was more focused on getting high, I'd immediately swallow it to decrease the effective BA on the chance it's not real LSD.


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- Wed, 08 Sep 2021 12:21:15 EST 3pPF5owl No.152314
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I just got prescribed Clobazam for epilepsy. Anyone tried this one?

Does anyone else notice they can chief weed on benzos?

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- Tue, 17 Aug 2021 04:07:42 EST Rwr7dr9S No.152198
File: 1629187662036.jpg -(310563B / 303.28KB, 750x1334) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Does anyone else notice they can chief weed on benzos?
I just took a nice dose of etizolam and I’m ripping my bong and I’m taking hits like twice the size as normal no problem. Whenever I pop a bar and smoke a blunt or joint I can Chief the whole thing down like nothing
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Graham Bocklepane - Mon, 30 Aug 2021 06:18:32 EST thgGeu5L No.152289 Reply
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My alpraz script is the only reason I can smoke weed at all
Priscilla Gecklelot - Wed, 01 Sep 2021 01:44:53 EST hsZ7NUd2 No.152295 Reply
sounds about your usual weekend on benz.
You forgot about the missing couple hundred bucks in cash that you had in your wallet and random electronic merchandise like random notebooks and shit that seemed to have turned up out of thin air and apparently don't belong to anyone that had been over to your house recently
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 22:42:32 EST 8gjuk5QC No.152300 Reply
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>IV clam
That sounds crazy as fuck. I gave up IV use nearly 7months ago and put all manner of shit in my veins but that sounds intense AF. Is there a rush involved or do you just slam into a blackout immediately and even if there was a rush there's no way you could remember?


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- Sun, 22 Aug 2021 12:22:08 EST qUCRR1zK No.152260
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I liked Diclazepam and Clonazolam. But Dicla has a half life that is just to long imo and Clonazolam can sometimes be unpredictable and you black out.
I got myself Etizolam but I never tried it. What can I expect? I am person who gets euphoria from Benzos. Is Eitzolam good for that?
I am experienced with benz although I have no tolerance atm. What would you recommend as a first dose?
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David Fuvingworth - Sat, 28 Aug 2021 20:57:04 EST qUCRR1zK No.152284 Reply
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op here wow what an answer
from what you wrote than it is what I was looking for thanks bro for taking this much time
you should be a med lol
m - Mon, 30 Aug 2021 17:49:06 EST QQHC2LOH No.152291 Reply
I'd love to be a "mod" even if it was just in a minor janitor capacity where I only ban/remove actual pedo link/garbage spam/outright sourcing posts etc., and simply provide mild warnings for moderately egregious posts. Unfortunately, last time I offered Kirt a $50 donation and another $50 "1 year probation deposit" to be given back after one year of good use of said privileges without abuse, he simply outright ignored both my thread posts and twitch messages.
Cedric Bobbernodge - Tue, 31 Aug 2021 02:29:26 EST kzFQsOLo No.152293 Reply
no offensebut to be honest kirt is a lil bitch he once banned me from 420 irc for a pathetic reason. I even was a hop on it for some time
When asked him if he would lift my ban he just said "I do not even know who you are" and that after I had been active on irc for a couple years.

Really horrific gabapentin/Lyrica withdrawal

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- Thu, 24 Jun 2021 06:40:53 EST H+RcZDes No.151971
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Now I'm no stranger to the awful withdrawal gabapentinoids bring, but after 2 months binging on them I start to notice ringing in my ears when I go into withdrawal. After burning through like 200 grams of gabapentin in a month combined with a week of pregabalin in between getting gabas, it's worse than it's ever been before. I just got my pregabalin script and even though I wanted to use it to stave off opiate withdrawals, it looks like I'm stuck rapid tapering with a measly 6000mg of pregabalin and a couple gabapentin 800s. Never had to taper this fast before, but hopefully it minimizes the agonizing panic attack inducing withdrawal. I'm used to insanity, bad fevers, pain, weakness, anxiety and insomnia, but the whole ears ringing and world vibrating thing makes me think I might have a seizure if I stop cold turkey. Be careful, these drugs are much more addictive than people think they are if you use for extended periods of time and kindle the shit out of your brain.
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Augustus Cummerkare - Sat, 28 Aug 2021 22:19:47 EST 6VHqiNee No.152285 Reply
300mg at a time is max BA but ime it's too little to get a good high staggering. You can absorb up to 1200mg at a time but the BA gets lower and lower as you up it. I do 800mg at a time staggered so I can get high faster. Stagger 20-30 minutes apart, drink coca cola, avoid antacids, and SMOKE WEED. I have a mega tolerance to it, but that's what I gotta do to get high. Used to get psychedelic effects off only 1200mg staggered and smoking bud, but now I need like at least 2400mg staggered before I even start to feel it. Oh yeah, I'm OP and just went through a week of hell until I got a refill on my pregabalin. I puked for a week straight and had to get ondansetron from the hospital. Last time it happened I was so dehydrated I got a UTI and acute kidney injury. Pregabalin withdrawal is even worse then gabapentin withdrawal for sure, but I'm so kindled it probably wouldn't be so bad for a new user. I was dopesick too but opiates didn't stop me from puking and I was still so sick. Gabapentin didn't cure the symptoms either, but pregabalin always cures gabapentin withdrawal. Pregabalin is a wonder drug for opiate withdrawal especially mixed with kratom, and I only need 450mg to be high almost all day. It's probably one of my top 3 favorite drugs, with 4-aco-dmt and hydromorphone being the others.
Augustus Cummerkare - Sat, 28 Aug 2021 22:28:25 EST 6VHqiNee No.152287 Reply
I did that before successfully when I had a 90 day supply. Now my insurance won't cover 90 day scripts of it for some reason, so I just get high as hell for like 10 days. A proper taper makes it way easier as long as you're not using it to numb opiate withdrawal
Graham Bocklepane - Mon, 30 Aug 2021 06:15:40 EST thgGeu5L No.152288 Reply
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Yeahhhh I'm absolutely neurodivergent about it. I'll go through my entire 280,000mg script in a weeks time. Taking 9x 800mg caps at a time with my only gauge being to not take over 30,000mg in 24h

In all honesty it's had almost nothing in terms of wds in the 3y I've had a 90k my script/month. Compared to CT oxy/xanax/fent/heroin/kpin/meth wds it's nothing

That said, I had 20+ breaks & fractures in 18' I do not recommend abusing shit like this at all. I told my doc I didn't want my oxy script in 19' anymore & this *appears* to be a leader evil in terms of pain management

Diclazepam addiction

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- Sat, 28 Aug 2021 16:03:27 EST iGZoQwrL No.152279
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So i've been taking diclazepam daily for the past 3 months 2mg give or take 4-8x times a day

By my calculations i've gone through at least 2 grams of this stuff and I have more on the way.

I don't plan on stopping. I'm just worried about when I do decide to stop or all my sources dry up. WIth it's long half life will I be able to painlessly ween myself off of this stuff or did I screw up by getting addicted to the benzo people are using to get off benzos?

Honeymoon phase or whatever I love this stuff and it's been a god send for me. So when I eventually run out according to some they are going to stop producing this stuff so I am just buying up peoples stashes. Can I with some self can I land this plane easily?
Nicholas Murdspear - Sat, 28 Aug 2021 17:31:55 EST qUCRR1zK No.152280 Reply
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>So i've been taking diclazepam daily for the past 3 months 2mg give or take 4-8x times a day
>I don't plan on stopping.
>Can I with some self can I land this plane easily

bruh your plane is gonna crash hardcore if you dont make a plan
Nicholas Murdspear - Sat, 28 Aug 2021 17:44:35 EST qUCRR1zK No.152281 Reply
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also your daily dose of 2mg give or take 4-8x times a day holy shit bro I don't want to scare you but this is actually a lot
considering you did this over three months damn
if I where you I would go to the ER and ask for help this is dngrs lvl bruh you sound like you have not so much experience with benzos
benz wd is no joke if you havent gone through one yet
wish you all the best

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