>>140883
I'm sorry. Sounds like you were in a pizzagate-ish situation, which is bad. And that's putting it very mildly.

You'll be surprised how xanax's response is exponential. Big difference between 2mg and 1mg. So you have that at least. And usually for uncomfortable procedures they at the clinic or hospital also offer some thing. Never been raped or whatever, but I know if I had to have a tube with a camera put up my ass to look for polyps or cancer or whatever, I would demand an adjusted to my tolerance additional dosage so I basically sleep through it.

>>140886

>You'll be surprised how xanax's response is exponential. Big difference between 2mg and 1mg. So you have that at least.

Ugh I just like, don't want to do 2mg and then wind up doing retarded shit like an intoxicated person, and not remembering it. Yet not remembering the whole thing would be nice, assuming I didn't fuck up. Kinda debating doing 1.5mg, and if, when I get there, it's not enough, I take the next 0.5mg under my tongue? Like, I will have around 30 minutes between when I get there and when the shit starts happening.

>>140894
In a medical setting, you'll be taken care of well and they will know you're on xanax so, I know it's hard to put trust in something for you, but those people will be comforting. One time I had to see an urologist because of an epididmytis (I think that's spelled right). And he just made jokes and spoke of other stuff while trying to find the spot and when he did, it hurt a hell lot and he said : don't worry, I got one of those too, except yours is inflammed, I'll get you some antibiotics and something calming.

Something calming was pure codeine pills 60mg and 30 of 'em.

Just go with it, people do crazy shit on 4+ mg when non-tolerant, not 2mg. I would take brand name 2mg bars with almost no tolerance while taking a long ass bus ride (2-3h) and I'd pop one bar and slept my way through it.

I'd be thinking differently had you been given Ativan. Ativan can make people do strange shit on 2mg even, it's documented.

>>140895

>In a medical setting, you'll be taken care of well and they will know you're on xanax so, I know it's hard to put trust in something for you, but those people will be comforting.

I had my doctor and psych work together to find a place that was more sensitive to people with my kind of issues, and she's going to talk to them beforehand about how I have trauma that makes it difficult to do that shit, so I'm hoping that it wont be a total shitshow. But the buildup is fucking killing me lol. I can't shake the feeling that it's going to just be a complete mess either.

I hope my psych increases my valium dose later this week when I see her.

>>140895

>Just go with it, people do crazy shit on 4+ mg when non-tolerant, not 2mg. I would take brand name 2mg bars with almost no tolerance while taking a long ass bus ride (2-3h) and I'd pop one bar and slept my way through it.

Also, thats good to hear, thanks. I think I will probably take two. NB

>>140881
The first one was 30mg Diazepam. The second one was supposed to say 1.5mg DiCLazepam (~15mg Diazepam equiv)

Bumping now on

> 2mg Diclaz
> ~0.3mg Flualprazolam

Ealier: 6mg flubromazepam and 12mg 4f mph
More recently: 4mg etiz
Benzos + a lil stim = godly

>>140889
Woke up from a refreshing 60mg temazz sleep. I'll be playing some MAME games. I put the breaks on my rx's and opened the safe where I got random things of every class except /del/s.

>2mg x 2 lorazepam
>120mg oxazepam, 4 30mg ones

I almost went for the 2 triazolams I have left from a clearnet pharmacy that sold all the good stuff but I felt sad that they had to shutdown and put them back in the safe. All this with 20mg Dex, 2 10mg spansules, maximum quantity I can take until

I have to take too much benz to counteract the bad side effects on the comedown.
Took it for 5 years everyday in night school doing my grade 12th calculus during the autumn then 4 years of college and then randomly with a nymphomaniac ex gf of mine who would really like to have the secks marathons...but yeah, after too much of that, my body developed an aversion to more than 20mg dex, IR or spansules.

>>140885
When I use a tincture, I just do like 2mg in the morning and it tides me over for an 8 hour work shift. Very rarely will I feel like "shit, I should go grab a 1mg pill".. I have GAD and well, a benzo addiction lol. Is it from a trusted vendor?
Bwb, 6mg Etiz, dabs. NO BEER. I need to stop mixing every fucking night.

>>140792
1mg clonazepam through out the day.

I gotta go get another Benz script this week. I’ve been at a 1mg dose for 1 year plus now. I really wanna try to push for a higher dose but I’m afriad my doc might not agree with my rational. I really don’t think I’ve been better off using clonazepam/vyvanse for the last year and a half. I mean I’ve been the most successful I’ve ever been In my life but I know I can’t keep this pass forever. Shit is so grim man. God damn I wish more people could understand mental disabilities

>>140771
you'll pop everything you have niggarillo

>>140705
Honestly, all they did, the beige 4mg at first then when the prices dropped, the 8mg ones repeatedly, they only made me sleep really good. You take 'em around 7 pm and you'll be sleeping well all night with an afterglow.

Too bad the stuff is banned here, only RC benzo that got banned too, I guess some fuckers used em as roofies, always the same story.

Not to sound like a doctor or anything but the WHO has listed Flurazepam as the most toxic benzo that currently exists, followed by temazepam.

If Flubromazepam is an analog of Flurazepam I would be very careful with it. There aren't many benzos that you can OD on solely, but this might be one. Test the waters responsibly boys and girls.

>>140873
Flurazepam is awesome for sleep. And my psych told me about toxicity of Valium compared to the Clonazepam I was tapering away from. Toxicity in those terms only mean half-life and number of active metabolites that also have half-lives.

Dalmanes 30mg are great for sleep. Hypnotics in general are considered "toxic", and the z-drugs when taken all the time, carcinogens. Don't get your panties twisted in a knot. It's the same WHO who hyped up the fake Ebola crap back in 2014.

>>140873
Good to know I'll have to look into it more
Fortunately so far my dabbling has shown flubro to cause less desire to redose than etiz or clam, I've been liking it just in small doses like 6mg or so

>>140841
Funny you should mention generics,, cuz Sandoz doesn't so shit, but Mylan has got it down.
They're legit bars, the GG ones

>>140838

Is this a serious fucking question? Bars usually have the equivalent of 2-6mg of xanax in them. Most bars these days have at least 3mg in them. Obviously they're way more potent than footballs.

>>140845
He's asking about legit bars. Some people have always attribute magic properties to them due to their different shape.

>>140846
It's a combination of the placebo effect and some people having less of the intended reaction to alprazolam due to specific generic formulations.
But of course you'll have people say that yellow school busses (Actavis) or green hulks (Dava) or whatever the fuck else they're into is the subjective best.

>>140842
I did not know that Mylan manufactured alprazolam. Sandoz doesn't do shit? What?! Sandoz ARE the GG imprinted pills/bars. Unless that was a typo on your end.
But every alprazolam manufacturer has had their pills counterfeited over the last few years. Pfizer, Sandoz, Actavis, Greenstone, and Dava all have had massive counterfeiters, but fake Sandoz bars have been going around the U.S. before I even took a benzo.

The objective best quality alprazolam are made by Greenstone, which is a subsidiary of Pfizer. Pfizer, the name brand manufacturer of Xanax, and Greenstone have identical formulas but the pills do of course of different imprints/markings.

Greenstone is literally the same as brand name Pfizer Xanax.

>>140852
The only generic 2mg bars in Canada right now are Mylans. Otherwise it's Xanax brand, usually not a problem, since they have to sell them to you at generic prices if they don't have any.

>>140590
Well, the pill is not covered by a film or something to prevent tasting it when you take it, they could have done this at least, and the 15mg zopiclones are kind of big, the only thing is that the alien metal taste isn't nausea inducing, unlike chewing a tylenol.

>>140590
ive had it with ambien. so glad i found this thread. also had it with zaleplon.

like you said, its not the tablet/gelcap/powder itself i taste its like, after i start feeling the high its like my taste buds themselves are fucked. i distinctly remember one of the last times i took ambien (at a 3/4 house lmao they tested for everything even gabapentin and kratom which i didnt know was possible) i went to take a drink of Pepsi, which I normally like, and it was bad.

This is nothing im burping up or regurgitating this stuff alters my taste buds. Im hungry now. And im not on zaleplon or ambien and not at a 3/4h house so im stoned and yeah, night fellas.

>>140601
>>140610
>>140644

I think as a whole it's a pretty underrated drug but the taste side effect puts a lot of people off it. I'm in the US and we don't get zopiclone we get Lunesta which is just the one isomer, same thing, same taste side effect. It feels to me like lorazepam with a trippy edge to it.

>>140655
Definitely a strange slightly /diss/ effect to it, when I would wake up to take a piss in the night the only time I got a short script of Imovane 15mg. I know you guys have one of the isomers only, the same concept as Prilosec is to Nexium, omeprazole-> esomeprazole, zopiclone-> eszopiclone.

I got real Ambien and not Sublinox (the Canadian ass-tasting sublingual 10mg flat pills), it was released like in late 2011 here, they rejected Ambien like 5 times over at Health Canada. Even Ambien CR. And I didn't get no strange taste in the mouth thing and well, it's really efficient to get not a very euphoric temazepam-like falling asleep period, but I found those generic zolpidems to give some very deep sleep that's refreshing.

Sublinox for some reason, likely because I can't endure having to suckle on that ass tasting pill for it to dissolve and work 100%, apparently it's made so that if you swallow it, it doesn't work as well, which is really strange, they went out of their way to prevent abuse. Also, the price, ouch, my insurance rarely covers brand new meds, and I got a script from my bupe doctor like 2 months after they were released and 44 bucks for 15 pills that I can't even get the most out of? I'd rather have zopiclone or zaleplon, zaleplon has no taste to me, and I had the pure powder.

I think the metallic taste goes well with beer

>>140822
Klonopin is named Rivotril or Rivatril anywhere else. They still have Rohypnol and Ketamine is sold at many pharmacies in pills, the kind for pain with just 10 to 30mg in them, but nothing's stopping one from eating a lot of them, I heard that it's not really possible anymore for yanks or los tabarnacos like me to get liquid ketamine at pharmacies. But benzos of all sorts are easily available, supposedly, I've never been, only read about it.

I haven't any experience with it, but I'd advise against trying to bring anything back, you could get in a lot of trouble for what boil down to a few days of getting fucked up
Just enjoy some rohypnol while you're there homie

>>140822
There are many pharmacies, especially in border towns, that have separated facilities with a licensed doctor on site. Most of them are in the business of selling you whatever you want, but if you look like a young junkie, some may turn you down. They'll write you a script for whatever it is you want, then send you off to the pharmacy section of the building to buy it. With a legit prescription in hand, Customs and Border Patrol cannot give you any problems (so long as you don't have boxes to the ceiling full of scheduled drugs). Many medicines are much more expensive then they are in the USA, so take that for what it's worth. Something you can buy in the USA for $4 was going for $155 dollars after the currency conversion.

Been taking gabapentin for my migraines the past..... 3 or 4 years now. I can still feel pretty good after taking a couple thousand mg, but nothing is like that first time you felt high from it. Doesn't matter how long you go without it, that warm, euphoric feeling never comes back.

For me Gabapentinoids give a mild benz high plus dissociation. I'm in rehab and someone got Lyrica in so I mostly use it for killing the opiate wds. Mixed with Gabapentin I was high as hell last night. Still 5 days to go to get my naltrexone and then I'm out.

I know this is a pretty old thread, but I have to ask. How well does gabapentin mix with weed?

>>140819
Don't feel bad, this board is tortoise. I can't really answer your question but i'm sure someone will come along and answer promptly.

nb

>>140819
You get a lot more baked and it feels like it makes the gabs stronger too. At higher doses, smoking can send you into a psychedelic-esque trip.

Try to get some diclazepam.

>>140669
thx fam

>>140669

>>140661
Legal option: go to see a psychiatrist, physician, or nurse practitioner and tell them that you have anxiety-related problems but have tried/do not want to be put on SSRIs/SNRIs.
Gray area option: order diclazepam off of the Internet. One of the main active metabolites of diclazepam IS lorazepam.
Anecdotally, lorazepam and diclazepam are very similar.

if you're new to the benzo game youve got time to get out of the benzo game. doesn't get any better, soon you won't give a shit how much it hurts.

>downer
>makes your chest hurt

wut?

Are you sure you didn't black out and end up doing 5+ lines of meth?

Chest and stomach pains should subside with a benzo, but you could be experiencing an unwanted paradoxical effect.
Is this prescribed alprazolam or street bars that you are taking?

>>140825
Probably only smoked two bowls and one fat line with hot glass as the straw to essentially vaporize meth via intranasal administration.

Are you sure its 1g per 10ml?
Thats 100mg in a ml which is like 3-4mg per drop
The regular ratio is 10mg/ml
If that is the dosing of your pg, be fucking careful, it'll be really fucking easy to take way too much

>>140728
Whoops, yeah I mistyped. Its 50mg/ml. I'm assuming at the standard volume that a drop would be approx 1mg?

>>140739
It's not really safe to assume the volume of a drop. Benzos have a huge safety margin, but you're still better off getting a syringe for measuring things really.

>>140739
Tbh if I were you I'd dilute it more. 50mg/ml is still a lot
You can dilute it with more pg or even water I think, you should Google to be sure but I'm pretty sure pg dissolves into water to form a homogenous solution

>>140769
You can add water to PG but that will make it a worse solution. What I mean is, if the Etzi is completely dissolved in the PG, and you add water to it, after a while the Etzi will begin to solidify and collect on the bottom.
This will just mean you have to shake it up for a few minutes every time you want to use it.
But hopefully the vendor sent a ug ml with the shipment, and good quality vendors do

>>140743

No problem, bro! I hope this works out okay for you. And yeah, I understand your frustration with the system. My pharmacy used to give loaner pills (give you one from your to-be-filled prescription a day early or so), but apparently they removed that policy a while ago, which ruffled my feathers a bit... Who knew benzo refills could be so complicated? hahaha

Take care m8!

>>140707

OP, Congratu-fucking-lations on not even being able to tell us your dosage, lol. How on earth am I supposed to give you dosage advice?

Just take gabapentin, but you MUST stagger it. Take one tablet regardless of dosage every 30 to 45 minutes between tablets. Something like 1000mg gabapentin staggered per 1mg klonopin should do okay. If it’s not enough, you can definitely drink alcohol to reduce the WD. You just need to keep drinking or else it won’t help at all. Start with 2 drinks right away and an additional serving every 45-60mins. Make sure you have at least 2-3 drinks before bed.

Gabapentin plus booze and you should be fine. Be sure to keep kava kava or valerian root on hand for times like this. If your pharmacy is ever out of your meds, always have them call around to see who has it in stock.

Two days isn’t even that bad. It’s not even a full 2 days, and the half life is so long that’s you won’t even have WD.

Btw, who the FUCK scripts klonopin for insomnia? That’s the worst medical decision I’ve ever seen.

>>140741
Yeah...the pharmacy where I get my bromazepam script...different than my usual, different doctor...nobody shall known....but the doctor scripted me a good dose, 2x6mg a day (6mg bromaz are the strongest, there's 3mgs but only old people find this to be enough) but only 15 days at once. So let's say I pick it up on the 1st of a month...they'll have me be able to order it on the 16th, it's not even my insurance, it's them, not long ago I told them, look it wouldn't be this complicated if it wasn't an every 15 day script. And here, if you renew a benzo script elsewhere, it gets transferred to the other pharmacy if you are out of town and it can only be transferred once. Meaning that if I visit my father on the weekend 2 hours from here, and my renewal day is a saturday, I have to be as slick as a lawyer to get my script and then they say, if I release them to you today, we will renew them in 17 days next time, they just won't let the insurance communications do the job, they supervise the shit out of it...and often I don't even lack any and I have some left, I just don't want to be left in the cold 'cuz I'm out of town.

Thankfully I got a valium and restoril script elsewhere where I gained the trust of those people for 6 years due to the recurring weekly visit to get my suboxone and, at first, every 90 days.

>>140707
Definitely find yourself some Kava and start priming now because you might not feel too much on your first few cups due to reverse tolerance, so the faster you start exposing yourself to kavalactones the better.

Gabapentin will work fine as an antidote, skip the booze and use kava instead.

I'm a little late with my comment and you should have your refill by now, but just in case you find yourself in this situation again, gabapentin and kava all the way

godspeed, OP

>>140741
If you have 100mg capsules, 3 every 30 minutes after a fatty meal with an energy drink should do fine, until you hit 1200-1500mg - if you have 300mg/500mg, same thing, just don't go over 1500 and make sure you stagger them

That might seem like a lot but you'll be in a cozy GABA cave after that and should help you feel nice and snug

>>140774
Yeah actually, but only back when I was rxd 4mg clonazepam. Also occurred when I used zopiclone to help ease a self taper.

Really don't know why, iirc it should be the opposite for benzos, but i think its not unheard of with the z-drugs.

>>140774
When I get waken up by my 19 year old cat who's getting a bit senile and anxious at 7 am meowing like its in pain only because it's lonely and wants to get in our bed (me and my gf's), I take just one 10 or 15mg diaz and half a clonidine and it's like I have these kind of dreams you have when you had a really good night's sleep and are slowly waking up and controlling your dreams. Only happens with diazepam and if taken when I'm basically still asleep in my head and doing the task of opening the door and taking a sip of grapefruit juice with those 2 pills and going back to bed.