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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 26)


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- Wed, 11 Sep 2019 18:14:40 EST XUvhiudI No.147084
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Does etizolam show up on drug tests? I heard yes or no. I think it’s a false positive thing where popping a little gives you a faint line and popping a lot gives you a fail. I have some benzo piss tests at my house I could try some other brands too. I’m not sure if it takes a lot to cause a false positive or if it’s like benzos where it shows up for a few days and takes awhile to get out

What about the cpam I see people talking about
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 02:21:59 EST qkzTPNFj No.147107 Reply
People who do not have insurance are able to receive government aid in order to receive healthcare for both physical and psychological problems.

For the U.S. the most commonly Rx'd benzos are as follows in descending order: alprazolam (Xanax), lorazepam (Ativan), clonazepam (Klonopin), and diazepam (Valium). All of the "big four" benzos have generics and at least two of them (but maybe all four) have been placed on the Essential Medicines list by the World Health Organization (WHO).
While doctors have been moving away from prescribing opioids and benzodiazepines there are still doctors who understand some patients/clients respond better to one class of drugs versus another. Many doctors are still prescribing benzos.

Seek community mental health so you do not have to pay for therapy sessions, can easily establish medication appointments with a psychiatrist, and pay little to nothing for medication.

Other benzos have various active metabolites besides the actual drug/chemical in its original state prior to being processed and metabolized by the body. Just because diazepam will metabolize into nordiazepam, oxazepam, and temazepam does not mean someone with a benzo script will fail their UA simply for having benzos present.

This is much different than OP's statement. Etizolam in most cases will flag for benzos and can then be sent off for lab testing. Etizolam does not have active metabolites that are technically prescribed/allowed for UAs unless the test is general and someone already has a benzo script.
Fucking Dizzlecocke - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 06:04:15 EST XUvhiudI No.147109 Reply
Does that mean I have to submit tax documents and shit to the government? That’s why I couldn’t get healthcare I don’t have any of those or anything to prove income

Is there like specific doctors that are cheap because government funding the trips to the doctors are cheap?
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 11:41:07 EST qkzTPNFj No.147113 Reply
You, or a case worker, will need to find a means of obtaining your proof of income documentation. Having W-2 forms from current/prior work should suffice, but if you’ve never worked you wouldn’t have a typical set of W-2s lying around. If you’ve never had employment then programs exist to to assist you. Also, looking into Medicaid to help defer the cost of sessions, appointments, transportation, medication, etc. could have a massive benefit for daily life.

>Specific doctors that are cheap
In many community mental health agencies therapists/counselors-in-training (CITs) cannot bill for therapy unless it is through Medicaid. Even then, the therapist/CIT does not directly make money off of you. Therapists/CITs may be working toward licensure and have completed their degree or are still in graduate school for their M.A., M.S., PsyD, or PhD. Regardless, it is highly recommended to have a mental health therapist for talk therapy in addition to having a psychiatrist (M.D.) or nurse specializing in mental health to assist with medications. Depending on characteristics of your area and how accessible mental health assistance is there is also a strong possibility for your psychiatrist and therapist to be in the same building.

A vast majority of community mental health agencies will have sliding scale rates that are solely based on income level. Again, having Medicaid could help with the bulk of the cost. Still, you will have to seek all of this information, which takes a fair amount of time. For any reason if you cannot properly gather all of your information or are unable to research mental health therapists in your area a case worker (CSS) could provide a wealth of support. CSSs actually bring in the most money to the field, but make the least amount of money. Many clients I have seen over the past 2+ years often have a CSS, master’s or doctoral level clinician, a psychiatrist for assessment of symptoms and medication, and a nurse specializing in mental health for assistance/needs in between psychiatric appointments.

Tripping on Ambien

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- Fri, 23 Aug 2019 15:58:24 EST 1lQnYdH3 No.146934
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Is it just me or is ambien the trippiest benzo? Its sort of gives you a psychedlic experience, while i dont exactly full on trip like see patterns and weird shit and stuff it still does some weird thing, for example if im watching a movie in pitch dark while on ambien i get the sensation that im in a movie theatre and there are people watching the movie with me, theres commotion in the background but i dont hear voices or anything, its like walking down a crowded place but without the people and not focusing on what everyone is saying, not only that but when i close my eyes i began to have a trip in my imagination, sort of like im dreaming but awake, i start imagining all types of trippy shit. So what causes this specific benzo to act this way? Are there other benzo's like them? or are your experienciees different then mine? id love to kno.w
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Isabella Wublingchane - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 20:14:37 EST qCwoBzWk No.147024 Reply
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That's Z's for ya. I've taken Zopiclone before at 7.5mg and 15mg doses and they've just straight knocked me out in about 20 minutes. The time just before losing consciousness has been the most intensely trippy and relaxed state I've ever been in. Then it's all about the dreams, with the most vivid, colourful, intense and well structured narratives you couldn't believe.
The metallic taste I get in my mouth the entire next day really doesn't make it worth it though. They're only good as a last resort to knock you out if you really can't sleep. I woudn't consider trying to stay awake on them, some of these stories sound wild.
Eliza Brenderhedge - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 06:46:29 EST gACrxJp9 No.147110 Reply
its funny, zopiclone has never done anything to me other than the metalic taste - doesnt even make me feel drowsy and i still end up staying awake late on it even at the exact same doses you took.

Archie Brunkinfield - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 09:11:58 EST iLlEpcOH No.147112 Reply
I had Ambien a couple times and had a lot of memory loss and doing weird shit, putting on different clothes, writing random shit that didnt make any sense, that sort of thing but now i got zopiclone and its neat, a lot less trippy and more just sedating, mixed with alcohol 15mg felt like maybe 10-20mg diaz

Taste is so bad though, its not even really metallic, it's just like generic pill taste, like a xanax got stuck in my throat, drinking water helps for like a minute, eating helps a bit more but i usually have zero appetite

First time taking triazolam, and benzos in general

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- Sat, 07 Sep 2019 02:28:21 EST FzeHGFLf No.147035
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Hey guys, newfag here.

I've never taken benzos before in my life, and I was just prescribed some Halcion (Triazolam) .25mg.

I took just one pill about 30 minutes ago, and feel pretty dizzy/heavy. I'm thinking of taking another for .5mg to get a better effect.

Does anyone have any experience with halcion, and is .5mg safe for a first timer?
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Dr. Rieux - Sun, 08 Sep 2019 04:47:48 EST FzeHGFLf No.147040 Reply
If I take .25 triazolam and drink a few beers, will I die?
Fanny Puddlekedge - Thu, 12 Sep 2019 12:19:42 EST 9V8lxzzs No.147100 Reply
Triazolam is awesome, I miss the days I was able to buy some from a now dead free-for-all pharmacy at the other end of the earth. It was brand name too, man that stuff feels great. But I was swimming in Rx benzos and RC benzos at the time, likely didn't enjoy them enough, although 1mg at once is wooooooOooooof euphoric.

Somadril (Carisoprodol)

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- Wed, 11 Sep 2019 01:59:47 EST wonTsFoe No.147071
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Is this substance just as, or less "addictive" and habit forming as the weaker benzos? if you was to scale the filthiness of the drug would it be more or less filthy than say Oxazepam? Is it only a relaxant or does it have pain relief qualities too. Also is it good combo to take with speed? any particular good combo? what about taking it together with anti psychotics
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 11 Sep 2019 02:36:30 EST qkzTPNFj No.147073 Reply
Carisoprodol is a rather unusual muscle relaxant as it works similarly to the action of barbiturates. As such, carisoprodol acts on GABA-a (which, is the same receptor as benzodiazepines). Baclofen acts on GABA-b. Outside of those two muscle relaxers I cannot think of any off of the top of my head with specific a GABAergic mechanism of action.
By in large, carisoprodol is much more difficult to obtain a script in current times than say 20 years ago. Many muscle relaxers are prescribed in favor for a higher safety profile, decreased likelihood of abuse, and relatively minimal side-effects. Cyclobenzaprine and tizanadine are probably the two most common muscle relaxers in the U.S.

>Is this substance just as, or less "addictive" and habit forming... ?
Objectively, Soma has a host of potentially addictive properties. I would say the drug is relatively on par for addiction potential as mainstream intermediate and long-lasting benzos.

Oxazepam is one of the few benzos I wanted to try for several years, but was ultimately told it is a garbage benzo. I cannot give specific feedback on oxazepam, but I have experience with diazepam, clonazepam, alprazolam, lorazepam, diclazepam, and etizolam as well as other muscle relaxers and z-drugs (and gabapentin).

>Does it have other pain relief qualities too
I wouldn't say carisoprodol could replace a decent opiate (e.g. hydrocodone), but the drug is definitely the most desired muscle relaxer for recreational purposes. As one's muscles do relax a decrease in pain can happen but we aren't talking about a drug that directly affects opioid receptors.

>Good combo to take with speed?
I'm not a fan of stimulants, but I don't see why comibing Soma with speed/amphetamines would be inherently bad. Many people use caffeine or prescription stimulants to combat the sedation of muscle relaxers.

>Together with anti-psychotics
Sleep or extreme grogginess should be expected.

Multiple Highs per Day. Is it Possible?

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- Mon, 02 Sep 2019 12:33:04 EST JZT9mh0p No.147003
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I am creating this thread to ask a question about taking multiple doses of a short-acting benzo and where you can still reach the same level of high twice in a single day.

2mg Ativan at 7am produced a euphoric buzz that has lasted to 11:24am
at the time of this post.

My question is how long would I need to wait in order to achieve that same buzz
I received this morning?

Is it possible to get the same level of euphoric buzz from benzos twice in one day, or do my neurotransmitters become empty and require 24 hours in order to replenish?
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Dextrolord - Thu, 05 Sep 2019 13:35:35 EST 7/VhkBhG No.147026 Reply
Lorazepam ia not a short acting benz it's about the same as clonazepam, you will get more effects if u take more today but to get the full experience wait till tomorrow
stoned chocobo - Sun, 08 Sep 2019 12:16:43 EST VYDukAm1 No.147041 Reply
for me if i dose a benzo im feeling atleast groggy and out of it for the rest of the day, and idk about getting "high" either just releaved and relaxed. that being said when i had Etizolam and norflurazepam i would redose a couple times on some days.
Brain - Wed, 11 Sep 2019 02:15:09 EST qM27bOms No.147072 Reply
Fuck yea its possible. You will just develop tolerance fast and have to take 4mg instead of the normal 2 eventually to receive the same buzz.

I feel like this matters on patterns of usage. If you use 2-3 times a week i couldn't see 2 days in a row a big deal. But everday benzo usage will lead to what i stated above if you are really looking for that empty "high"

Valerian/passion flower potentiate benzos

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- Sat, 07 Sep 2019 09:58:30 EST KFgLQasJ No.147039
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sup dudes, quick question. can valerian or passionflower be used to potentiate a benzo like vallium, i ask because ive heard that herbal remeidies like valerian hit GABA receptors like a benzo albeit much, much weaker (GABA-A i belive ive read before) so i put two and two togehter and thought that there could be a potentiating synerge between a benzo and a herbal supplement like valerian.
Sorry if its a dumb question but i can find much info on this.
Thanks dudes.
Albert Fanshaw - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 18:48:27 EST gj4uC5KA No.147058 Reply
Have you watched the Sopranos lately or what? Unless you down a shit ton of it you probably won't get any proper benz like effects, especially if you are already a benzo user and have physical as well as psychological tolerance and much higher expectations from similar drugs, herbs, supplements.
Pregabalin and gabapebtin are really good though, both for potentiation and mixing in a bit higher doses. If you can get them, it's really worth trying.

Legality of RCs

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- Fri, 16 Aug 2019 21:43:31 EST 2fOKw+fS No.146881
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I hate to be this guy but I’ve been doing so much research and keep hearing different things. Etizolam has become illegal in many states, such as Florida where I live. I tried tooling up clonazolam as an alternative but heard mixed things about it as well. Are there any legal RC benzos that you’re allowed to purchase/posses in Florida. Lastly, how much trouble would I get in if I bought either of these substances online anyway? I just want my benzos bruh
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stoned chocobo - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 05:24:33 EST MnheNrZQ No.147050 Reply
only did it 3 times. got like a toothpick scraping of it from a friend (1-2mg?) and it felt like an LSD comeup for the first 3 hours which was very wierd then around hour 3-4 got into a more trippy almost dissociative trance. as the day turned into night what was a clear head for the first part turned more and more cloudy and sedating and i probably kept myself up until like 2am but i dont remember it past hour 6. ate alot of food and smoked as i normally do in a benzo daze i bet.
Fucking Puttingcocke - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 05:28:19 EST MnheNrZQ No.147051 Reply
idk if this is relevenant to you but i got caught with hydrocodone weed and a bag of like 200mg of LABELED Norflurazepam. the cop asked "how much heroin is in this?" then when i explained he said "it has that PAM ending which means its a benzo which means its illegal"
charged me with 2 accounts of misdemeanor possetion in the 7th for dros and Norff and a UPM for the weed
later on in court on the document it only showed 1 charge for the possetion 7th and the UPM so maybe they dropped that
eitherway had to do rehab for that shit
Edward Turveyfield - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 18:46:15 EST m6zqruw6 No.147057 Reply
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as far as im aware, etizolam is the only illegal thienobenzo in some states. i'd look specifically at the chem you're ordering though.

analogue law (which most people tend to compartmentalize as not being real) only holds true for analogues of schedule 1 and 2 substances though.

Benzos in moderation

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- Tue, 13 Aug 2019 15:20:37 EST xu08DZ4i No.146847
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Hey, sorry to ask a question that most likely already have been asked multiple times, but anyways; How TF do I use benzos in "moderation"? Either I will go on a full blown binge and black out or I simply use to much on a daily basis. Ex. just a few weeks ago I bought diazepam and clonazepam and really tried to limit myself. Although I didn't binge I took way to much daily, I lost my job and went to my grandfathers funeral noticeably high among with other stupid shit, also some days I can completely not remember.

Any advice on the subject is more then welcome, I know I'm not the only one with this problem.

Thanks in advance!
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John Biddleman - Sat, 24 Aug 2019 05:38:11 EST xsetMVbo No.146938 Reply
>Benzos are for episodes, you don't use that shit on the day to day life.

Benzos are prescribed for more than just anxiety relief or panic episodes.
And yes, people do get prescribed these on their day to day life, for different
conditions, different reasons.

As Drs say, all drugs can have some undesirable effects to the body/mind.

Taking in consideration, that the benefits should overall outweigh the possible
negative effects, with any drug.
Phyllis Drobbleshaw - Tue, 27 Aug 2019 16:50:52 EST R2qFX4WD No.146966 Reply
Do you have a k-safe? Didnt work for my oxy addiction.

Anyway now I have more of a benz addiction.
The modetate use pattern is just medical use. 0.5mg alpro or 5mg diaz 3-4 times a week for morning/afternoon work/socializing. Then at night I might have an ambien to ensure sleep. I know this is dependence at its trickiest, but the dosage pattern is nothing untaperable or out of control

OP you should look at addiction in a different way. You can't go around taking mega doses if you can't restrain yourself from redosing. Maybe its time to get hobbies amd just dose way lesa
dr. m - Fri, 06 Sep 2019 13:48:40 EST Rt3E2wAH No.147032 Reply

I had one before it got tossed out on me. Honestly a k-safe will only work for benzos if benzos aren't your favorite DOC and you're just semi-addicted mentally. I'd have never trusted myself to use a k-safe for actual opioids. The few times I stuffed 1lb of good seed in a k-safe, I'd be standing there like ~22.5hr later waiting for that 93min to pass by knowing I could just go get a hammer and break it open. It definitely wouldn't have been enough for me long term if I had set it to every 3 days etc.

But everyone is different'. It's definitely worth a shot. I'd say buy the smallest one if you don't live on your own and need to hide stuff, or the biggest one if you do (they're all the same price). I just think that paying $40 or $60 or whatever should get us at least a thin pot metal/aluminum shell instead of plastic. Even though they say it's like 3-4x stronger than "normal" plastic, whatever that is, it's not helpful for me at least that you can see right through it at what you're not allowed to have, and that if they made a version that costs say $100 but actually can't easily be opened, I'd buy another in a heart beat.

With benzos it's just trying to avoid access when you're not even really mentally conscious. With opioids, you'd need a safe you can't just bash in, drop from a window onto concrete, or like run over with your car lol. I wonder how many people have bought one for themselves/their loved ones and came home from work to see their spouse/child etc. backing over it with a car or smacking it with a hammer trying to get in lol.


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- Wed, 28 Aug 2019 18:26:39 EST qmKSSjPj No.146977
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does anyone here have experience with verced (nasal spray midazolam) or midazolam in general? I was prescribed it and I'm picking it up tomorrow

thanks <3
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 01:13:11 EST qkzTPNFj No.146989 Reply
A friend of mine, who has a great deal of nearly a decade of benzo experience, has had midazolam as a pre-surgical medication likely around half a dozen times over the last 5 years. The drug is typically agreed upon by many to be one of the more recreational benzos in existent. Because of a short duration, rapid onset, and low oral BA there is next to no benefit in taking the drug orally, but I understand you have the nasal spray. Midazolam would be best if insufflated, via IV, or rectally. Really, IV is the main means most people have experience with midazolam.

How'd you swing a script??
Beatrice Honeygold - Thu, 05 Sep 2019 15:52:47 EST 0HFC/SAI No.147027 Reply
Interesting. I have epilepsy, which is currently poorly controlled by my meds (keppra and oxtellar). I have had a few bad seizures recently and went to a different neurologist than I normally go to. I normally get 10 mg of Ativan every time I have a seizure, but this lady put me on the versed instead. Unfortunately none of the pharmacies near me actually carry it, so I didn't end up getting it. I'm not too bother d by that, since it's apparently one use only, kind of like an epi pen for seizures.

Appreciate the response, though <3
Caroline Cunningville - Fri, 06 Sep 2019 00:47:32 EST 9V8lxzzs No.147030 Reply

I've gotten pilled Midazolam from Europe before, 30mg horse-sized pills, they're made so that trying to dilute them in water to shoot up would be almost impossible. Those big blue oblong pills, they were the brand name too, I forget what they're called, but it's different than North-American injection only Midazolam used for people showing up at the ER flipping the fuck out or as pre-op relaxing meds.

Loprazolam, now that's another benzo that's only in Europe, comes in tiny pills and is also water soluble, man I'd love to have known they were when I got some 1mg pills (it's Loprazolam, not Lorazepam (Ativan) they were some of the best Rx benzo I ever had, too bad it's only available in a handful of countries in europe and africa.

Got put to sleep real well with a couple 30mg midaz pills, though, for certain.

Holy shit Hawks

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- Thu, 18 Jul 2019 03:50:29 EST x4R8WgtZ No.146579
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So I came across a bag of these bars.
They look like normal xans. They're from the "deep sea"
I'm pretty experienced in everything under the sun.
Dabbled in benzos, mainly cause I have bad insomnia.
Never had an addiction to anything.

First use I took a square and a half.
I blacked out for a good 30 hours.
Total zombie mode.
Made it to work next day. Was myself.
Don't remember shit.

Put them away for a week or so.
I tried 1/16 of a bar.
Still had total blackout.

Anyone know what the hell this stuff is?
I bought a 14 pannel home drug test.
I don't do any other drugs.
I tested positive for only benzo.

Never in my life have I found something do powerful in the
.2 mg zone.
It's totally night night. Zombie mode.

Be safe friends.

Pic related, but not an actual photo.
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Esther Sallershit - Thu, 22 Aug 2019 16:49:19 EST HkQvE6wd No.146931 Reply
Oh man I love those presses. I used to have a source who had alprazolam as SweetTarts. You could literally walk through customs with the things in your hand. I always wondered why more people don't make innocent presses. They always try to imitate the real thing even though it never actually looks the same.
Hannah Blackstone - Sat, 24 Aug 2019 04:44:22 EST 8Vgsz6L5 No.146937 Reply
OP if you got them from OC then i'd ditch em. those are death bars
Jenny Fancocke - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 18:27:46 EST ASPUGtff No.147022 Reply
There's a vendor selling 4mg flualp bars currently. His are gg249 presses though

benzd video game feels

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- Sat, 24 Aug 2019 19:52:11 EST gACrxJp9 No.146943
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>oh nice my valium is kicking in, i'm feeling chilled, my mind isnt racing, i'll play vidya
>man what the fuck is going on has this game always been this difficult
>wheres the map
>whats going on

>stare at the map for abnout 10 minutes
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Albert Blittingfuck - Tue, 03 Sep 2019 22:46:23 EST aisiVZm1 No.147012 Reply
Benz Story Time
>Me, student at some college
>best nigga in SSB melee group
>homie goes to meet new freshman who want to join
>tells him I'll be over soon to beat ass
>forget driving immediately
>lose every single game
>miss every waveshine and waveland
>have great time
>drive home
>freshman: I thought he was good lol?
>home: ayy lmao
Phoebe Gaddletuck - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 05:28:42 EST 9V8lxzzs No.147017 Reply
I only had this happen with flubromazolam, that stuff wrecked me, but I never did anything crazy like the paid-trolls on bluelight claim, with their insane stories from just having 1mg of clonazolam and "waking up" in a tree half-naked etc.

C-lam is extremely functional, like c-pam, but flubromazolam, those 2mg pink capsules from Sweden back in 2015...holy fuck, I would pull out a capsule and typically pull on one side of the cap with a butter knife underneath, so I could remove some and even then, I'd end up doing the woodpecker with my nose on the corner of my desk, giving myself actual small injury to the nose until I'd come to and realize what I was doing. Other times my desktop chair fell backwards along with me, not waking up from however that happened, I wish I had a webcam to film myself then...I have no idea how I ended up like that 3-4 times, and I felt like my brain was under a huge fog...and that was usually 1mg or so, I'd try to save the stuff, which I did, had ordered 50 0.5 original yellow c-lam caps and they had a promotion, giving away 50 (they sent me over 80) flub-lam 2mg caps for every order for like a couple days, clearing out inventory for a store they were friends with.

I wish I could still get that from Valium, it just keeps me normal, minimal GAD effects present with 30mg a day. I remember also playing fucking Victoria 2 (grand strategy game where you pick a country in 1836 that's like a better Civilization) with the first benzo script I had, 1mg Rivos (clonazepam) 3 times a day PRN with a 26oz of Johnnie Walker red and when picking the country you can be the most aggressive with, without being overwhelmed by the territory (UK), who are #1 when the game starts anyways, no point in playing them, France is #2 and I fucking raepd so hard, I was down to the Fifth English War of Containment, as soon as I raked in more cash than the UK after a few turns...

Anyways, I was able to down so much alcohol and benz without being sideways so easily way back in what.hm, 2010-2011, that'd be, I had my script switched to 2/3 the strength of my clonaz script with Valium, clonazepam is perfect for GAD but it makes you not give a fuck so much, I was watching horrible news on TV and felt nothing, which is not the real me, I have too much empathy which causes the GAD to start with, but zero empathy? I can't be like that. Clonazepam's known to increase chances of developing depression, never been depressed, but I was starting to see what it maybe was like?

So I did a partial taper with Valium and we settled at the dose where I didn't have wd's and stopped there. I'll eventually have all of that turned into 10, 5 and 2mg pills so I can taper a mg at a time, but I'm not ready for that yet.

Not able to even get etizolam right now, which the usual Canadian vendors usually have, it's dry right now and I stopped ordering from Europe since it seems they got a few vendors in their sights at Canadian Customs and had 4 seized packages in 2018 out of 6 orders. The good stores I never had issues with that had the best prices that just moved from the UK to mainland Europe either suck ass in their selection now or are just gone. I witnessed the destruction of my favourite vendor as he was deleting his wordpress website while I was logged on ordering 1g of c-lam to last me for a very long time. Been told by the guy that he was stopping for the sake of his own health, that it was making him overly paranoid and nervous, not that he had any problems with authorities. That was heartbreaking, the guy was genuinely cool and didn't talk like an indian customer support shithead speaking like a robot following a script.

Thankfully benzos that are not explicitly named in Schedule IV here are not subject to the analogue act, they just use some kind of obscure law when seizing something and sending you a love letter. Last time I was really really spooked when it didn't say "the package contained 56 flubromazepam tablets", it said "50 Presumed Clonazolam blotter and 2 Presumed 1P-LSD. Ugh...we got tons of psychedelics vendors here and they don't care, we likely got the best lysergamide vendor and they don't seize their shit. And that was after giving a chance to a store I had never tried. So...they were legit, new, and it was seized anyway, first time ever i have BLOTTER seized, pills/pellets I can understand if they ma…
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Jenny Fancocke - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 18:18:26 EST ASPUGtff No.147021 Reply
when you're too fucked to waveshine it's time to switch to sheik or falcon and let fair guide you to victory

Should I take them?

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- Tue, 27 Aug 2019 16:14:41 EST zJEVVkLE No.146963
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6 gabapentins (which I don't know which board talks about those) are in my possession along with three 10mg valiums. Should I take both or will I be damaging my brain?
Nicholas Gobberlark - Tue, 27 Aug 2019 19:24:36 EST 86LjTa31 No.146967 Reply

>should I take them

I guess, if you want. It's your decision.
dr. m - Sun, 01 Sep 2019 01:59:26 EST Rt3E2wAH No.146996 Reply

Just take one 800mg capsule, wait an hour, and take another 800mg if needed. This drug works best when staggered in dosage, similar to tramadol. You shouldn't need more than 1.6g gabapentin if you have no gabapentinoid tolerance (gabapentin, pregabalin, or phenibut).

You shouldn't need more than 10-15mg valium combined with said 800mg or 1600mg gabapentin.

1 year

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!0R/XnN1IK. - Sun, 01 Sep 2019 00:08:36 EST as5ueRdu No.146995
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Hello everyone. I just took a 1mg Etizolam after 1 year off of them. Completely weaned off of 10+ mgs a day of random benzos (mostly etz and klonopin).
How am I going to feel in an hour or two? Did I totally fuck up, PAWS wise? Is my life falling apart 😂 I have a pretty good job right now and I've been feeling pretty happy and was proud of myself for staying off the benzos so long. Not sure why I even took it, other than the fact that it was there *shrug* I was cleaning out my kitchen cabinet where I keep vitamins and shit and two etizolams were sitting in an old pill case I forgot about.
Albert Blittingfuck - Tue, 03 Sep 2019 22:42:11 EST aisiVZm1 No.147011 Reply
Enjoy it, examine the sensations, and let it go when it leaves. You'll be fine if you stop yourself at only using shit you find in your house. Just don't go pick up.

Are you addicted?

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- Sat, 24 Aug 2019 17:43:02 EST feH2OiMZ No.146941
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Are you?

If not, how long have you been using them recreationally for?
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Samuel Pullersteck - Sat, 31 Aug 2019 21:19:00 EST 7eVUah6R No.146993 Reply
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Probably, which means yes.

11 years. I've only taken .5 tonight and last night which means I'll need to get drunk as shit and load myself with DPH if I want to sleep.
Samuel Pullersteck - Sat, 31 Aug 2019 21:21:03 EST 7eVUah6R No.146994 Reply
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People don't take it seriously, but I also thing a lot of people drop off after a year or so and either taper out or can actually CT.

Unfortunately for every 9 of those there's at least 1 that gets the hook.
Albert Blittingfuck - Tue, 03 Sep 2019 22:40:01 EST aisiVZm1 No.147010 Reply
>I think thats the diffrence between addiction and fiending.You dont need them but you want them
Idk, for me, fiending is basically when you're so debilitated by desire that all you want to do is think about how to get or work towards getting drugs. Addiction is just capitalizing on fiendish behavior or going through wds when you can't.

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